第1章

类别:其他 作者:MacDonald, George字数:28670更新时间:18/12/21 13:04:10
THEEARRING。 “Comeooto’thegutter,yenickum!”cried,inharsh,half-masculinevoice,awomanstandingonthecurbstoneofashort,narrow,dirtylane,atrightanglestoanimportantthoroughfare,itselfnoneofthewidestorcleanest。Shewasdressedindarkpetticoatandprintwrapper。Oneofhershoeswasdownattheheel,anddiscoveredagreatholeinherstocking。Hadherblackhairbeenbrushedanddisplayed,itwouldhaverevealedathreadyglitterofgrey,butallthatwasnowvisibleofitwasonlytwoorthreeuntidytressesthatdroppedfromunderacapofblacknetandgreenribbons,whichlookedasifshehadsleptinit。Herfacemusthavebeenhandsomewhenitwasyoungandfresh;butwasnowbeginningtolooktattooed,thoughwhetherthecolourwasfromwithoutorfromwithin,itwouldhavebeenhardtodetermine。Herblackeyeslookedresolute,almostfierce,aboveherstraight,well-formednose。Yetevidentlycircumstanceclavefasttoher。Shehadneverrisenaboveit,andwasnowplainlysubjectedtoit。 Aboutthirtyyardsfromher,onthefarthersideofthemainstreet,andjustoppositethemouthofthelane,achild,apparentlyaboutsix,butinrealityabouteight,wasdownonhiskneesrakingwithbothhandsinthegreydirtofthekennel。Atthewoman’scryheliftedhishead,ceasedhissearch,raisedhimself,butwithoutgettingup,andlookedather。Theywerenotableeyesoutofwhichhelooked——ofsuchadeepbluewerethey,andhavingsuchlonglashes;butmorenotablefarfromtheirexpression,thenatureofwhich,althoughacertainwitcheryofconfidencewasatoncediscoverable,wasnottobedeterminedwithoutthehelpofthewholeface,whosediffusedmeaningseemedinthemtodeepenalmosttospeech。Whateverwasattheheartofthatexpression,itwassomethingthatenticedquestionandmightwantinvestigation。Thefaceaswellastheeyeswaslovely——notveryclean,andnottooregularforhopeofafinedevelopment,butchieflyremarkablefromageneraleffectofsomethingIcanonlycallluminosity。Thehair,whichstuckoutfromhisheadineverydirection,likearoundfurcap,wouldhavebeenofthered-goldkind,haditnotbeensunburnedintoasortofhumanhay。Anoddcreaturealtogetherthechildappeared,as,shakingthegutter-dropsfromhislittledirtyhands,hegazedfromhisbarekneesonthecurbstoneatthewomanofrebuke。Itwasbutforamoment。Thenexthewasdown,rakinginthegutteragain。 Thewomanlookedangry,andtookastepforward;butthesoundofasharpimperativelittlebellbehindher,madeherturnatonce,andre-entertheshopfromwhichshehadjustissued,followingamanwhosepushingthedoorwiderhadsetthebellringing。Abovethedoorwasasmallboard,nearlysquare,uponwhichwaspaintedinlead-colouronablackgroundthewords,“Licensedtosellbeer,spirits,andtobaccotobedrunkonthepremises。”,Therewasnoothersign。“Them’atlikesmywhusky’illnoayebespeerin’myname,“saidMistressCroale。Asthedaywentonshewouldhavemoreandmorecustomers,andintheeveningontomidnight,herparlourwouldbewellfilled。Thenshewouldbealwaysathand,andthespringofthebellwouldbeturnedasidefromtheimpactoftheopeningdoor。Nowthebellwasneedfultorecallherfromhouseaffairs。 “Thelikin’’atcraturshisforcleandirt!,He’sbeenatitthishalehalf-hoor!”shemurmuredtoherselfasshepouredfromablackbottleintoapewtermeasureagillofwhiskyforthepale-facedtoperwhostoodontheothersideofthecounter:fargoneinconsumption,hecouldnotgetthroughtheforenoonwithouthismorning。“Iwadlike,“shewenton,asshereplacedthebottlewithouthavingspokenawordtohercustomer,whosedeparturewasnowannouncedwiththesameboisterousalacrityashisarrivalbytheshrill-tonedbell——“Iwadlike,for’sfather’ssake,honestman! tothrawGibbie’slug。Thatlikin’fordirtIcannafathomnorbide。” Meantimetheboysattentionseemedentirelyabsorbedinthegutter。 Whatevervehiclepassedbeforehim,whateverfootstepsbehind,heneverliftedhishead,butwentcreepingslowlyonhiskneesalongthecurbstillsearchingdowntheflowofthesluggish,nearlymotionlesscurrent。 Itwasagreymorningtowardsthecloseofautumn。Thedaysbeganandendedwithafog,butoftenbetween,asgoldenasunshineglorifiedthestreetsofthegreycityasanythatripenedpurplegrapes。To-daythemisthadlastedlongerthanusual——hadriseninsteadofdispersing;butnowitwasthinning,andatlength,likeaslowblossomingofthesky-flower,thesuncamemeltingthroughthecloud。Betweenthegablesoftwohouses,arayfelluponthepavementandthegutter。Itlaythereaverytypeofpurity,sopurethat,restwhereitmight,itdestroyedeveryshadowofdefilementthatsoughttominglewithit。Suddenlytheboymadeadartuponallfours,andpouncedlikeacreatureofpreyuponsomethinginthekennel。Hehadfoundwhathehadbeenlookingforsolong。Hesprangtohisfeetandboundedwithitintothesun,rubbingitasheranuponwhathehadfortrousers,ofwhichtherewasnothingbelowthekneesbutafewstreamers,andnothingabovethekneesbutthebodyofthegarment,whichhadbeen——Iwillnotsaymadefor,butlastwornbyaboythreetimeshissize。Hisfeet,ofcourse,werebareaswellashiskneesandlegs。Butthoughtheyweredirty,red,andrough,theywerenicelyshapedlittlelegs,andthefeetweredainty。 ThesunbeamshesoughtcamedownthroughthesmokyairlikeaJacob’sladder,andhestoodatthefootofitlikealittleprodigalangelthatwantedtogohomeagain,butfeareditwastoomuchinclinedforhimtomanagetheascentinthepresentconditionofhiswings。Butallhedidwantwastoseeinthelightofheavenwhatthegutterhadyieldedhim。Hehelduphisfindintheradianceandregardeditadmiringly。Itwasalittleearringofamethyst-colouredglass,andinthesunlookedlovely。Theboywasinanecstasyoverit。Herubbeditonhissleeve,suckedittoclearitfromthelastofthegutter,andheldituponcemoreinthesun,where,forafewblissfulmoments,hecontemplateditspeechless。Hethencausedittodisappearsomewhereabouthisgarments——Iwillnotventuretosayinapocket——andranoff,hislittlebarefeetsoundingthud,thud,thudonthepavement,andthecollarofhisjacketstickinghalfwayupthebackofhishead,andthreateningtorubitbareasheran。Throughstreetafterstreethesped——allbuiltofgranite,allwithflaggedfootways,andallpavedwithgraniteblocks——ahard,severecity,notbeautifulorstatelywithitsthick,grey,sparklingwalls,forthehouseswerenothigh,andthewindowsweresmall,yetinthebetterparts,nevertheless,handsomeaswellasmassiveandstrong。 Totheboythegreatcitywasbutahouseofmanyrooms,allforhisuse,hissport,hislife。Hedidnotknowmuchofwhatlaywithinthehouses;butthatonlyaddedthejoyofmysterytopossession: theywerejewel-closets,treasure-caves,indeed,withsecretfountainsoflife;andeverystreetwasachannelintowhichtheyoverflowed。 Itwasinoneofquiteathird-ratesortthattheurchinatlengthceasedhistrot,anddrewupatthedoorofabaker’sshop——adivideddoor,openinginthemiddlebyalatchofbrightbrass。Butthechilddidnotliftthelatch——onlyraisedhimselfontiptoebythehelpofitshandle,tolookthroughtheupperhalfofthedoor,whichwasofglass,intothebeautifulshop。Thefloorwasofflags,freshsanded;thecounterwasofdeal,scrubbedaswhitealmostasflour;ontheshelveswereheapedtheloavesofthemorning’sbaking,alongwithalargestoreofsconesandrollsandbaps——thelast,thebestbreadintheworld——biscuitshardandsoft,andthosebrowndiscsofdelicateflakypiecrust,knownasbuns。 Andthesmellthatcamethroughtheveryglass,itseemedtothechild,wasasthatofthetreeoflifeintheParadiseofwhichhehadneverheard。Butmostenticingofalltotheeyesofthelittlewandererofthestreetwerethepenny-loaves,hotsmokingfromtheoven——whichfactisourfirstwindowintotheorderednatureofthechild。Forthemainpointwhichmadethemmoreattractivethanalltheresttohimwas,thatsometimeshedidhaveapenny,andthatapennyloafwasthelargestthingthatcouldbehadforapennyintheshop。Sothat,lawlessashelooked,thedesiresofthechildweremoderate,andhisimaginationwroughtwithintheboundsofreason。Butnoonewhohasneverbeenblessedwithonlyapennytospendandamightyhungerbehindit,canunderstandtheinterestwithwhichhestoodthereandthroughtheglasswatchedthebread,havingnopennyandonlythehunger。Thereisatleastonepowerfulbond,thoughitmaynotalwaysawakesympathy,betweenmudlarkandmonarch——thatofhunger。Noonehasyetwrittenthepoetryofhunger——hasbuiltupinverseitsstairsofgrandascent——fromsuchhungerasGibbie’sforapenny-loafup——no,no,nottoanalderman’sfeast;thatisthewaydownthemouldycellar-stair——butupthewhitemarblescaletothehungerafterrighteousnesswhoseverylongingsarebliss。 Behindthecountersatthebaker’swife,astout,fresh-colouredwoman,lookingratherdull,butsimpleandhonest。Shewasknitting,andifnotdreaming,atleastdozingoverherwork,forsheneversawtheforeheadandeyeswhich,likeayoungascendingmoon,gazedatheroverthehorizonoftheopaquehalfofherdoor。 Therewasnogreedinthoseeyes——onlymuchquietinterest。Hedidnotwanttogetin;hadtowait,andwhilewaitingbeguiledthetimebybeholding。HeknewthatMysie,thebaker’sdaughter,wasatschool,andthatshewouldbehomewithinhalfanhour。Hehadseenherwithtear-filledeyesasshewent,hadlearnedfromherthecause,andhadinconsequenceunwittinglyrousedMrs。Croale’sanger,andbraveditwhenaroused。Butthoughhewaswaitingforher,suchwastheabsorbingpowerofthespectaclebeforehimthatheneverheardherapproachingfootsteps。 “Latmein,“saidMysie,withconsciousdignityandatouchofindignationatbeingimpededontheverythresholdofherfather’sshop。 Theboystartedandturned,butinsteadofmovingoutoftheway,begansearchinginsomemysteriousreceptaclehidintherecessesofhisrags。Alookofanxietyonceappeared,butthesamemomentitvanished,andheheldoutinhishandthelittledropofamethystinesplendour。Mysie’sfacechanged,andsheclutchediteagerly。 “That’sraleguido’ye,weeGibbie!”shecried。“Whaurdidyegetit?” Hepointedtothekennel,anddrewbackfromthedoor。 “Ithankye,“shesaidheartily,andpressingdownthethumbstallofthelatch,wentin。 “Wha’sthatye’recolloguin’wi’,Mysie?”askedhermother,somewhatseverely,butwithoutliftinghereyesfromherwires。“Yemaunnabespeykin’toloonsi’thestreet。” “It’sonlyweeGibbie,mither,“answeredthegirlinatoneofconfidence。 “Ouweel!”returnedthemother,“he’snolikethelaveo’loons。” “Butwhathadyetosaytillhim?”sheresumed,asifafraidherleniencymightbetakenadvantageof。“He’snofitcompanyforthelikeso’you,’athisafatheran’mither,an’achop(shop)。Yemaunhaelittletosaytosicrintherootladdies。” “Gibbiehasafather,thoughtheysayheneverhidnaemither,“saidthechild。 “Troth,afinefather!”rejoinedthemother,withasmallscornfullaugh。“Na,buthe’ssomethingtomakmentiono’!,Sicafather,lassie,asitwadbetellin’himhehadnane!,Whatsaidyetill’im?” “Ibitthankit’im,’causeItintmydropasIgaedtotheschuili’ themornin’,an’hefan’ttillme,an’wasatthechopdoorwaitin’ togieme’tback。Theysayhe’sayefin’in’things。” “He’saguid-hertitcratur!”saidthemother,——“forane,thatis,’at’sbeensaeillbrouchtup。” Sherose,tookfromtheshelfalargepieceofbread,composedofmanyadheringpenny-loaves,detachedone,andwenttothedoor。 “Here,Gibbie!”shecriedassheopenedit;“here’safinepiecetoye。” ButnoGibbiewasthere。Upanddownthestreetnotachildwastobeseen。Asandboywithadonkeycartwasthesolehumanarrangementinit。Thebaker’swifedrewback,shutthedoorandresumedherknitting。 CHAPTERII。 SIRGEORGE。 Thesunwashotforanhourortwointhemiddleoftheday,buteventhenintheshadowdweltacoldbreath——ofthewinter,orofdeath——ofsomethingthathumanityfeltunfriendly。ToGibbie,however,bare-legged,bare-footed,almostbare-bodiedashewas,sunorshadowmadesmalldifference,exceptasoneofthemusicalintervalsoflifethatmakethemelodyofexistence。Hisbarefeetknewthedifferenceontheflags,andhisheartrecognizedunconsciouslythesecretasitwereofameaningandasymbol,inthechangefromtheonetotheother,buthewasalmostashappyinthedullasinthebrightday。Hardythroughhardship,heknewnothingbetterthanaconstantgood-humouredsparringwithnatureandcircumstancefortheprivilegeofbeing,enjoyedwhatcametohimthoroughly,nevermournedoverwhathehadnot,and,liketheanimals,wasatpeace。Fortheblissoftheanimalsliesinthis,that,ontheirlowerlevel,theyshadowtheblissofthose——fewatanymomentontheearth——whodonot“lookbeforeandafter,andpineforwhatisnot,“butliveintheholycarelessnessoftheeternalnow。Gibbiebynomeansbelongedtothehigherorder,wasasyet,indeed,notmuchbetterthanaveryblessedlittleanimal。 Tohimthecitywasallashow。Heknewmanyofthepeople——someofthemwhothoughtnosmallthingsofthemselves——betterthantheywouldhavechosenheoranyoneelseshouldknowthem。Heknewalltheperipateticvendors,mostofthebakers,mostofthesmallgrocersandtradespeople。Animalashewas,hewaslayinginagreatstockforthetimewhenhewouldbesomethingmore,forthetimeofreflection,wheneverthatmightcome。Chiefly,hisexperiencewasawonderfulprovisionforthefutureperceptionofcharacter;fornowheknewtoanicetyhowanyoneofhislargeacquaintancewouldbehavetohimincircumstanceswithinthescopeofthatexperience。Ifanysuchlittlevagabondrisesinthescaleofcreation,hecarrieswithhimfromthestreetanamountofmaterialservingtotheknowledgeofhumannature,humanneed,humanaims,humanrelationsinthebusinessoflife,suchashardlyanothercanpossess。Eventhepoet,greatlywiseinvirtueofhissympathy,willscarcelyunderstandagivenhumanconditionsowellasthemanwhosevitaltentacleshavebeenincontactwithitforyears。 WhenGibbiewasnotlookinginatashop-window,orturningononeheeltotakeinallatasweep,hewasoftenestseentrotting。 Seldomhewalked。Agentletrotwasoneofhisnaturalmodesofbeing。Andthoughthisdayhehadbeenonthetrotallthesunshinethrough,nevertheless,whenthesunwasgoingdowntherewasweeGibbieuponthetrotinthechillinganddarkeningstreets。Hehadnothadmuchtoeat。Hehadbeenverynearhavingapennyloaf。 Halfacookie,whichastormychildhadthrownawaytoeasehistemper,haddonefurtherandperhapsbetterserviceineasingGibbie’shunger。Thegreen-grocerwomanattheentranceofthecourtwherehisfatherlived,agoodwaydownthesamestreetinwhichhehadfoundthelostearring,hadgivenhimasmallyellowturnip——toGibbienearlyaswelcomeasanapple。AfishwifefromFinstonewithacreelonherback,hadgivenhimallhishandscouldholdofthesea-weedcalleddulse,presumablynotfromitssweetness,althoughitisgoodeating。Shehadaddedtothegiftasmallcrab,butthathehadcarriedtotheseashoreandsetfree,becauseitwasalive。These,thehalf-cookie,theturnip,andthedulse,withthesmellofthebaker’sbread,wasallhehadhad。Ithadbeenratheroneofhismeagredays。Butitiswonderfuluponhowlittlethoserarenaturescapableofmakingthemostofthingswillliveandthrive。Thereisagreatdealmoretobegotoutofthingsthanisgenerallygotoutofthem,whetherthethingbeachapteroftheBibleorayellowturnip,andthemarvelisthatthosewhousethemostmaterialshouldsooftenbethosethatshowtheleastresultinstrengthorcharacter。Asuperstitiouspriest-riddenCatholicmay,inthekingdomofheaven,behighbeyondsightofonewhocountshimselfthebroadestofEnglishchurchmen。 TrulyGibbiegotnofatoutofhisfood,buthegotwhatwasfarbetter。Whathecarried——Icanhardlysayunderorin,butalongwiththoseragsofhis,wasallmuscle——small,buthard,andhealthy,andknottinguplikewhipcord。Therearealldegreesofhealthinpovertyaswellasinriches,andGibbie’shealthwassplendid。Hissensesalsoweremarvellouslyacute。Ihavealreadyhintedathisgiftforfindingthings。Hiseyesweresharp,quick,androving,andthentheywentneartheground,hewassuchalittlefellow。Hissuccess,however,notalltheseconsiderationscouldwellaccountfor,andhewasregardedasbornwithaspecialluckinfinding。Idoubtifsufficientweightwasgiventothefactthat,evenwhenhewasnotsoturninghisminditstrayedinthatdirection,whence,ifanyobjectcastitsreflectedraysonhisretina,thoseraysneverfailedtoreachhismindalso。Ononeoccasionhepickedupthepocket-bookagentlemanhadjustdropped,and,inmingledfunanddelight,wastryingtoputitinitsowner’spocketunseen,whenhecollaredhim,and,haditnotbeenforthetestimonyofayoungwomanwho,comingbehind,hadseenthewhole,wouldhavehandedhimovertothepolice。Afterall,heremainedindoubt,thethingseemedsoincredible。Hedidgivehimapenny,however,whichGibbieatoncespentuponaloaf。 Itwasnotfromanynotionsofhonesty——heknewnothingaboutit——thathealwaysdidwhathecouldtorestorethethingshefound; thehabitcamefromquiteanothercause。Whenhehadnocluetotheowner,hecarriedthethingfoundtohisfather,whogenerallyletitlieawhile,andatlength,ifitwasofnatureconvertible,turneditintodrink。 WhileGibbiethuslivedinthestreetslikeatownsparrow——aslikeahumanbirdwithoutstorehouseorbarnasboycouldwellbe——thehumanfatherofhimwouldalldaybesittinginacertaindarkcourt,ashardatworkasanachingheadandabloodlesssystemwouldafford。Thesaidcourtwasoffthenarrowestpartofalong,poverty-strickenstreet,bearinganameofevilomen,foritwascalledtheWiddiehill——theplaceofthegallows。Itwasenteredbyalowarchwayinthemiddleofanoldhouse,aroundwhichyetclungamustyfameofdepartedgrandeurandancientnote。Inthecourt,againstawingofthesamehouse,roseanoutsidestair,leadingtothefirstfloor;underthestairwasaricketywoodenshed;andintheshedsatthefatherofGibbie,andcobbledbootsandshoesaslongas,atthistimeoftheyear,thelightlasted。Upthatstair,andtwomoreinsidethehouse,hewenttohislodging,forhesleptinthegarret。Butwhenorhowhegottobed,GeorgeGalbraithneverknew,forthen,invariably,hewasdrunk。Inthemorning,however,healwaysfoundhimselfinit——generallywithanachinghead,andalwayswithamingleddisgustatanddesirefordrink。 Duringtheday,alas!thedisgustdeparted,whilethedesireremained,andstrengthenedwiththeapproachofevening。Alldayheworkedwithmightandmain,suchmightandmainashehad——workedasifforhislife,andalltoprocurethemeansofdeath。Nooneeversoughttotreathim,andfromnoonewouldheacceptdrink。Hewasamanofsuchinbornhonesty,thattheusurpingdemonofavilethirsthadnotevenyet,attheageofforty,beenabletocastitout。Thelastlittleglory-cloudofhisoriginwastrailingbehindhim——butyetittrailed。Doubtlessitneedsbuttimetomakeofadrunkardathief,butnotyet,evenwhenlongingwasatthehighest,wouldhehavestolenaforgottenglassofwhisky;andstill,ofteninspiteofsicknessandachesinnumerable,Georgelabouredthathemighthavewherewithtomakehimselfdrunkhonestly。Strangehonesty!,WeeGibbiewashisonlychild,butabouthimorhiswell-beinghegavehimselfalmostaslittletroubleasGibbiecausedhim!,Notthathewashard-hearted;ifhehadseenthechildinwant,hewould,atthedrunkest,havesharedhiswhiskywithhim;ifhehadfanciedhimcold,hewouldhaveputhislastgarmentuponhim;buttohiswhisky-dimmedeyesthechildscarcelyseemedtowantanything,andthethoughtneverenteredhismindthat,whileGibbiealwayslookedsmilingandcontented,hisfatherdidsolittletomakehimso。Hehadatthesametimeaverylowopinionofhimselfandhisdeservings,andjustly,forhisconsciousnesshaddwindledintolittlemorethanalivethirst。Hedidnotdowellforhimself,neitherdidmenpraisehim;andheshamefullyneglectedhischild;butinonerespect,andthatamostimportantone,hedidwellbyhisneighbours:hegavethebestofwork,andmadethelowestofcharges。Innootherwaywasheformuchgood。AndyetI wouldratherbethatdrunkencobblerthanmanya“fairprofessor,“ asBunyancallshim。Agraspingmerchantranksinfinitelylowerthansuchadrunkencobbler。ThankGod,theSonofManisthejudge,andtohimwillwepleadthecauseofsuch——yea,andofworsethanthey——forHewilldoright。Itmaybewellfordrunkardsthattheyaresocialoutcasts,butistherenointercessiontobemadeforthem——noexcusetobepleaded?,Alas!thepoorwretcheswouldstormthekingdomofpeacebytheinspirationoftheenemy。LetustrytounderstandGeorgeGalbraith。Hisveryexistencethesenseofasunless,dreary,cold-windeddesert,hewasevermoreconfronted,inallhisresolvesafterbetterment,bytheknowledgethatwiththefirsteagermouthfulofthestrangeelement,arosydawnwouldbegintoflushthesky,amistofgreentocoverthearidwaste,awindofsongtorippletheair,andatlengththemiseryofthedaywouldvanishutterly,andthenightthrobwithdreams。ForGeorgewasbynaturenocommonman。Athearthewasapoet——weakenough,butcapableofendlessdelight。Thetimehadbeenwhennowandthenhereadagoodbookanddreamednobledreams。Evenyetthestuffofwhichsuchdreamsaremade,flutteredinparticolouredragsabouthislife;andcolouriscolourevenonascarecrow。 Hehadhadagoodmother,andhisfatherwasamanofsomecharacter,bothintellectuallyandsocially。Nowandthen,itistootrue,hehadterribleboutsofdrinking;butallthetimebetweenhewasperfectlysober。Hehadgivenhissonmorethanafaireducation;andGeorge,forhispart,hadtrottedthroughthecurriculumofElphinstoneCollegenotaltogetherwithoutdistinction。Butbeyondthishisfatherhadentirelyneglectedhisfuture,notevenrevealingtohimthefact——ofwhich,indeed,hewashimselfbutdimlyaware——thatfromwilfuloversightonhispartanddesignonthatofothers,hispropertyhadallbutentirelyslippedfromhispossession。 Whilehisfatherwasyetalive,Georgemarriedthedaughterofasmalllairdinaneighbouringcounty——awomanofsomeeducation,andgreatnaturalrefinement。Hetookherhometotheancientfamilyhouseinthecity——thesameinwhichhenowoccupiedagarret,andunderwhoseouterstairhenowcobbledshoes。There,duringhisfather’slife,theylivedinpeaceandtolerablecomfort,thoughinapoorenoughway。Itwasall,eventhen,thatthewifecoulddotomakebothendsmeet;norwouldherrelations,whomshehadgrievouslyoffendedbyhermarriage,affordherthesmallestassistance。Eventhen,too,herhusbandwasontheslipperyincline;butaslongasshelivedshemanagedtokeephimwithintheboundsofwhatiscalledrespectability。Shedied,however,soonafterGibbiewasborn;andthenGeorgebegantolosehimselfaltogether。Thenextyearhisfatherdied,andcreditorsappearedwhoclaimedeverything。Mortgagedlandandhouses,withalluponandinthem,weresold,andGeorgeleftwithoutapennyoranymeansofwinningalivelihood,whilealreadyhehadlostthereputationthatmighthaveintroducedhimtoemployment。Forheavyworkhewasaltogetherunfit;andhaditnotbeenforabottlecompanion——amerry,hard-drinkingshoemaker——hewouldhavediedofstarvationorsunkintobeggary。 Thismantaughthimhistrade,andGeorgewasgladenoughtoworkatit,bothtodeadenthestingsofconscienceandmemory,andtoprocurethemeansofdeadeningthemstillfurther。Butevenherewassomethinginthewayofimprovement,forhithertohehadappliedhimselftonothing,hisbeingoneofthosedreamfulnaturescapableofbusyexertionforatime,butreadytocollapseintodisgustwitheverykindofeffort。 HowGibbiehadgotthusfaralivewasapuzzlenotacreaturecouldhavesolved。Itmusthavebeenbycharityandministrationofmorethanonehumblewoman,butnoonenowclaimedanyparticularinterestinhim——exceptMrs。Croale,andherswasnotverytender。 Itwasasadsighttosomeeyestoseehimrovingthestreets,butaninfinitelysaddersightwashisfather,evenwhenbentoverhiswork,withhishandsandarmsandkneesgoingasifforverysalvation。Whatthoughtsmightthenbevisitinghispoorworn-outbrainIcannottell;buthelookedthepalepictureofmisery。 Doinghisbesttorestoretoservicethenearlyshapelessbootsofcarterorbeggar,hewashimselffastlosingtheveryideaofhismaking,consumedheartandsoulwithahellishthirst。Forthethirstofthedrunkardisevenmoreofthesoulthanofthebody。 WhenthepoorfellowsatwithhisdrinkingcompanionsinMistressCroale’sparlour,seldomaflashbrokefromthereverieinwhichheseemedsunk,toshowinwhatregionoffancyhisspiritwandered,ortolightenthedulnessthatwouldnotunfrequentlyinvadethatforecourtofhell。Foreventhedamnedmustattimesbecomeawareofwhattheyare,andthensurelyaterriblethoughmomentaryhushmustfallupontheforsakenregion。YetthosedrinkingcompanionswouldhavemissedGeorgeGalbraith,silentashewas,andbutpoorlyresponsivetothewitandhumouroftherest;forhewasalwayscourteous,alwaysreadytosharewhathehad,neverlookingbeyondthepresenttumbler——altogetheragenial,kindly,honestnature。 Sometimes,whentwoorthreeofthemhappenedtomeetelsewhere,theywouldfalltowonderingwhythesilentmansoughttheircompany,seeinghebothcontributedsolittletothehilarityoftheevening,andseemedtoderivesolittleenjoymentfromit。ButI believetheircompanywasnecessaryaswellasthedrinktoenablehimtoeludehisconscienceandfeastwithhisimagination。Wasitthatheknewtheyalsofoughtmiserybyinvestmentsinherbonds——thattheyalsowereofthosewhobyBeelzebubwouldcastoutBeelzebub——thereforefeltathome,andwithhisown? CHAPTERIII。 MISTRESSCROALE。 Thehouseatwhichtheymethadyetnotalittlecharacterremaining。MistressCroalehadcomeinforaderivedworthiness,inthememory,yetlingeringabouttheplace,ofaworthyauntdeceased,andalwaysencouragedinherselfavagueideaofobligationtoliveuptoit。Henceshehadmadeitaruletosupplydrinkonlysolongashercustomerskeptdecent——thatis,solongastheydidnotquarrelaloud,andputherindangerofavisitfromthepolice;tellsuchtalesasoffendedhermodesty;utteroathsofanypeculiarlyatrociousquality;ordefametheSabbathDay,theKirk,ortheBible。Ontheseterms,andsolongastheypaidforwhattheyhad,theymightgetasdrunkastheypleased,withoutthesmallestoffencetoMistressCroale。Butiftheleastunquestionableinfringementofherrulesoccurred,shewouldpounceupontheshamelessonewithsuddenandsharpreproof。Idoubtnotthat,sodoing,shecherishedahopeofrecommendingherselfabove,andmakingdepositsinviewofacomingbalance-sheet。Theresultforthislifesofarwas,that,bytheseclaimstorespectability,shehadgatheredaclient鑜eofdouce,well-disposeddrunkards,whorarelygaveheranytroublesolongastheywereinthehousethoughsometimesshehadreasontobeanxiousaboutthefateofindividualsofthemaftertheyleftit。 Anotherpeculiarityinhergovernmentwasthatshewouldrarelygivedrinktoawoman。“Na,na,“shewouldsay,“whathasawumantodeewi’strongdrink!,Latthemendeeastheylike,wecannahelpthem。”,Shemadeexceptioninbehalfofherpersonalfriends;and,forherself,wasinthewayofsipping——onlysipping,privately,onaccountofher“trouble,“shesaid——bywhichshemeantsomecomplaint,speakingofitasifitweregenerallyknown,althoughofthenatureofitnobodyhadanidea。Thetruthwasthat,likehercustomers,shealsowasgoingdownthehill,justifyingtoherselfeverystepofherdescent。Untillately,shehadbeeninthewayofgoingregularlytochurch,andshedidgooccasionallyyet,andalwaystooktheyearlysacrament;buttheonlyresultseemedtobethatsheaboundedthemoreinfindingjustifications,or,wheretheywerenottobehad,excuses,forallshedid。Probablythestirringofherconsciencemadethisthemorenecessarytoherpeace。 IftheLordweretoappearinpersonamongstus,howmuchwouldthesightofhimdoforthesinnersofourday?,IamnotsurethatmanylikeMistressCroalewouldnotgotohim。Shewasnotabadwoman,butslowlyandsurelygrowingworse。 Thatmorning,assoonasthecustomerwhoseentrancehadwithdrawnherfromherdescentonGibbie,hadgulpeddownhisdram,wipedhismouthwithhisbluecottonhandkerchief,settledhisfaceintotheexpressionofadrinkofwater,gonedemurelyout,andcrossedtotheothersideofthestreet,shewouldhavereturnedtothecharge,butwaspreventedbytheimmediatelyfollowingentranceoftheRev。 ClementSclater——theministerofherparish,recentlyappointed。Hewasamanbetweenyoungandmiddle-aged,anhonestfellow,zealoustoperformthedutiesofhisoffice,butwithnotionsofreligionverybeggarly。HowcoulditbeotherwisewhenheknewfarmoreofwhathecalledtheDivinedecreesthanhedidofhisownheart,ortheneedsandmiseriesofhumannature?,Atthemoment,MistressCroalewasstandingwithherbacktothedoor,reachinguptoreplacetheblackbottleonitsshelf,anddidnotseethemansheheardenter。 “What’syerwull?”shesaidindifferently。 Mr。Sclatermadenoanswer,waitingforhertoturnandfacehim,whichshedidthesoonerforhissilence。Thenshesawamanunknowntoher,evidently,fromhiswhiteneckclothandfunerealgarments,aminister,standingsolemn,withwide-spreadlegs,androundeyesofdispleasure,expectingherattention。 “What’syerwull,sir?”sherepeated,withmorerespect,butlesscordialitythanatfirst。 “Ifyouaskmywill,“hereplied,withsomepomposity,forwhothathasjustgainedanobjectofambitioncanbehumble?——“itisthatyoushutupthiswhiskyshop,andbetakeyourselftoamoredecentwayoflifeinmyparish。” “Mycertie!butye’renoblate(over-modest)tocrawsaeloodi’myhoose,an’that’sanearerfitnoraperris!”shecried,flaringupinwrathbothatthenatureandrudenessoftheaddress。“Alloometotellye,sir,ye’rethefirst’ateverdauredthreepmyhoosewasnoadacentane。” “Isaidnothingaboutyourhouse。ItwasyourshopIspokeof,“ saidtheminister,notguiltlessofsubterfuge。 “An’what’smychopbutmyhoose?,Haith!myhoosewadbeo’fellsma’considerationwantin’thechop。Takyeheedo’beirin’fausewitness,sir。” “Isaidnothing,andknownothing,againstyoursmorethananyothershopforthesaleofdrinkinmyparish。” “TheLord’smyshepherd!,Wadyeeven(compare)myhoosetoJockThamson’sorJeemieDeuk’s,baithi’thisperris?” “Mygoodwoman,——“ “Naitherbetternorwaurnormyneepers,“interruptedMistressCroale,forgettingwhatshehadjustimplied:“abodymaunlive。” “Therearelimitseventothatmostgenerallyacceptedofallprinciples,“returnedMr。Sclater;“andIgiveyoufairwarningthatImeantodowhatIcantoshutupallsuchhousesasyoursinmyparish。Itellyouofit,notfromtheleasthopethatyouwillanticipatemebyclosing,butmerelythatnoonemaysayIdidanythinginanunderhandfashion,“ ThecalmnesswithwhichheutteredthethreatalarmedMistressCroale。Hemightrouseunmeritedsuspicion,andcausehermuchtroublebyvexatiouscomplaint,eventotheperilofherlicense。 Shemusttakeheed,andnotirritateherenemy。Instantly,therefore,shechangedhertonetooneofexpostulation。 “It’sasairpeety,doobtless,“shesaid,“’attheresudbesaemonydrouthiethrapplesi’thekingdom,sir;butdrouthmaundrink,an’ yeken,sir,gienitwarhaudenfraethem,theywadbutseedeilsan’cuttheirthrots。” “They’reliketoseedeilsonygaiter’lang,“retortedtheminister,relapsingintothevernacularforamoment。 “Ow,deedmaybe,sir!bute’enthedeilsthemselswarjustifeedi’ theirobjectiontobein’committedtotheiraincompanyaforetheirtime。” Mr。Sclatercouldnothelpsmilingatthewoman’sreadiness,andthatwasapointgainedbyher。AnacquaintancewithScripturegoesfarwithaScotchecclesiastic。Besides,themanhadaredeemingsenseofhumour,thoughhedidnotknowhowtoprizeit,notbelievingitagiftofGod。 “It’strue,mywoman,“heanswered。“Ay!itsaidsomethingforthem,deils’attheywar,’attheypreferredtheswine。Buteventheswinecudnabidethem!” Encouragedbythecondescensionoftheremark,butdisinclinedtofollowthepathofreflectionitindicated,MistressCroaleventuredalittlefartheruponherown。 “Yesee,sir,“shesaid,“aslang’sthere’swhusky,itwulltakthethrot-ro’d。It’sthenaitralw’yo’’t,yesee,torindoon,an’ it’snomainnero’usegangin’againnatur。Sae,allooin’thethingmaunbe,ye’llhaetillalloolikewise,an’it’satrouthI’mtellin’ye,sir,’atit’so’naesma’consequencetothetoon’atthedruckencraturssudfillthemselswi’dacency——an’that’swhatI seetill。Gangnatothemagistrate,sir;butassune’syehaegottentestimony——guidtestimonythough,sir——’atthere’sbeendisorderorimmorawlityi’myhoose,comeyetome,an’I’llgieyemyhan’topaperon’tthismeenute,’atI’llgieupmychop,an’ lea’yerperris——an’mayyesunegetabetteri’myplace。Sir,I’mlikeamithertothepuirbodies!,An’ginyedrivethemtoJockThamson’s,orJeemieDeuk’s,it’llbejustlike——savin’theword,I dinnainten’’tforsweirin’,guidkens!——Isayit’lljustbedammin’themaforetheirtime,likethepuirdeils。Hech!butit’llcomesuneeneuch,an’they’remuckletobepeetied!” “Andwhenthosevictimsofyourvileministrations,“saidtheclergyman,againmountinghiswoodenhorse,andsettingitrocking,“findthemselveswheretherewillbenowhiskytorefreshthem,wheredoyouthinkyouwillbe,MistressCroale?” “WhaurtheLordwulls,“answeredthewoman。“Whaurthatmaybe,I confessI’mwhileslaithtothink。OnlygienIwasyou,MaisterSclater,IwadthinktwiseaforeImadeillwaur。” “Buthearme,MistressCroale:it’snotyourbesottedcustomersonlyIhavetocarefor。YoursoulisaspreciousinmysightasanyofwhichIshallhavetorenderanaccount。” “AsMistressBonniman’s,forenstance?”suggestedMrs。Croale,interrogatively,andwithjusttheleasttraceofpawkinessinthetone。 Thecity,largeasitwas,wasyetnotlargeenoughtopreventaportionoftheprivateaffairsofindividualsfromcomingtobetreatedaspublicproperty,andMrs。Bonnimanwasahandsomeandrichyoungwidow,therumourofwhoseacceptablenesstoMr。SclaterhadreachedMistressCroale’searbeforeevershehadseentheministerhimself。Anunmistakableshadowofconfusioncrossedhiscountenance;whereuponwithconsiderationbothforherselfandhim,thewomanmadehastetogoon,asifshehadbutchosenherinstanceatmerestrandom。 “Na,na,sir!whatmysowlmaybeintheeyeso’myMaker,Ihaeilltellin’,“shesaid,“butdinnayethreipupo’me’atit’so’thesamevailuei’youreyesasthesowlo’sicafinebonny,winsomeleddyasyon。Introuth,“sheadded,andshookherheadmournfully,“Ihaenahadsaemonypreevileeges;an’maybeit’llbeseentill,an’mepassedowerawheeneasiernorsomefowk。” “Iwouldn’thaveyoubuildtoomuchuponthat,MistressCroale,“ saidMr。Sclater,gladtofollowthetalkdownanotherturning,butconsiderablymoreafraidofrousingthewomanthanhehadbeenbefore。 Theremarkdroveherbehindthecategoricalstockadeofherreligiousmerits。 “Ipeymyw’y,“shesaid,withmodestfirmness。“Iputmypenny,andwhilesmysaxpence,intiltheplateatthedoorwhenIgangtothekirk——an’Iwasjistthinkin’Iwadwintherethemorn’snichtatfarest,whanIturntan’sawyestan’inthere,sir;an’littleI thoucht——butthat’sneitherherenorthere,I’mthinkin’。ItellasfeowleesasIcan;Ineversweir,nortakthenameo’theLordinvain,angerme’atlikes;Isellnaethingbutthebestwhusky;I neverhaebutbrothtomydennerupo’theLord’sday,an’brothcannabraktheSawbath,simmerin’awa’upo’thebaro’thegrate,an’haudin’nolassfraethekirk;Iconfess,gienyewullbespeirin’,’atIdinnareadmybuiksaeaftenasmaybeIsud;but,’deed,sir,tho’Isays’t’atsudhaudmytongue,yehaewaurfolki’yerperrisnorBenjieCroale’swidow;an’gienyewunnahaeadraptoweetyerainwhustlefortheholywarkyehaeaforeyethemorn’smornin’,Imaungangan’makmybed,forthelassislaidupwi’abealtthoom,an’Imaunnalata’thinggangtodirtan’greenbree;thoughI’msureit’sralekin’o’yetocometoluikefterme,an’that’smairnorMaisterRennie,honestgentleman,everdidmethefawvouro’,a’thetimeheministeredtheperris。Ihaenaanillnamewi’them’atkensme,sir;thatIcansaywi’acleanconscience;an’yemaykenmeweelgienyewull。An’there’sjistaethingmair,sir:IgieyemyBible-word,’atnever,gienIsawsigno’repentanceorturnin’upo’aneo’them’atpitstheirlegs’anethmytable——Wadyeluikintiltheparlour,sir?,No!——asIwassayin’,neverdidI,sin’Ikeepithoose,an’neverwadIsetmysel’ toquenchthesmokin’flax;Iwadhaenoman’sdeith,sowlorbody,lieatmydoor。” “Well,well,MistressCroale,“saidtheminister,somewhatdazedbythecataracthehadbroughtuponhisbrain,andratherperplexedwhattosayinreplywithanyhopeofreachingher,“Idon’tdoubtawordofwhatyoutellme;butyouknowworkscannotsaveus;ourbestrighteousnessisbutasfilthyrags。” “It’sweelIkenthat,Mr。Sclater。An’I’msureI’llbeglaidtoseeye,sir,onytimeyewaddeemethefawvourtoluikinasye’repassin’by。It’llbenonetoyershame,sir,formine’sanhonesthoose。” “I’lldothat,MistressCroale,“answeredtheminister,gladtoescape。“Butmind,“headded,“Idon’tgiveupmypointforallthat;andIhopeyouwillthinkoverwhatIhavebeensayingtoyou——andthatseriously。” Withthesewordshelefttheshopratherhurriedly,inevidentdreadofareply。 MistressCroaleturnedtotheshelvesbehindher,tookagainthebottleshehadreplaced,pouredoutalargehalf-glassofwhisky,andtosseditoff。Shehadbeencompelledtothinkandtalkofthingsunpleasant,andithadputher,asshesaid,a’inatrim’le。 Shewasbutoneofthemanywhogetthefueloftheirlifeinatthewrongdoor,theircomfortfromtheworld-sideoftheuniverse。 IcannottellwhetherMr。Sclaterorshewasthefartherfromthecentralheat。Thewomanhadtheadvantageinthis,thatshehadtoexpendallherforceonmereself-justification,andhadnoenergyleftforvain-glory。Itwaswithasadsighshesetabouttheworkofthehouse。Norwouldithavecomfortedhermuchtoassureherthatherswasabetterdefencethananydistillerinthecountrycouldmake。Eventhewhiskyitselfgaveherlittlerelief;itseemedtoscaldbothstomachandconscience,andshevowednevertotakeitagain。Butalas!thistimeisneverthetimeforself-denial;itisalwaysthenexttime。Abstinenceissomuchmorepleasanttocontemplateupontheothersideofindulgence!,Yetthestrugglesafterbettermentthatmanyadrunkardhasmadeinvain,would,hadhisaimbeenhighenough,havesavedhissoulfromdeath,andturnedthecharnelofhislifeintoatemple。Abjectasheis,foiledanddespised,suchaonemaynotyetbehalfsocontemptibleasmanyaso-countedrespectablememberofsociety,wholooksdownonhimfromaheighttooloftyevenforscorn。Itisnotthefirstandthelastonly,ofwhommanywillhavetochangeplaces;butthoseaswellthatcomeeverywherebetween。 CHAPTERIV。 THEPARLOUR。 Thedaywenton,andwentout,itsshortautumnalbrightnessquenchedinachillyfog。AllalongtheWiddiehill,thegaswasalightinthelow-broweddingyshops。Tothewell-to-docitizenhasteninghometothetopmostbusinessoftheday,hisdinner,theselookedtheabodesofunlovelypovertyandmeanstruggle。Eventothosebehindtheircounters,intheirbackparlours,andintheirroomsabove,everythingaboutthemlookedcommon,tomostofthem,savetheowners,wearisome。Buttoyonpale-facedstudent,glidingintheglowofhisredgown,throughthegreymistbacktohislodging,andpeepinginateveryopendoorashepasses,theyaresofullofmystery,thatgladlywouldheyieldallhehasgatheredfrombooks,foronegenuineglanceofinsightintothevitalmovementoftheheartsandhouseholdsofwhichthoseopenshopsarethesoleoutwardandvisiblesigns。Eachhouseistohimanestofhumanbirds,overwhichbroodtheeternalwingsofloveandpurpose。Onlysuchdifferentbirdsarehatchedfromthesamenest!,Andwhatanestwasthenthecityitself!——withitsuniversity,itsschools,itschurches,itshospitals,itsmissions;itshomes,itslodging-houses,itshotels,itsdrinkingshops,itshousesvilerstill;itsfactories,itsships,itsgreatsteamers;andthesamehumanitybusyinall!——herethesicklyladywalkinginthepanoplyofloveunharmedthroughthehorrorsofvicioussuffering;therethestrongmothercursingherownchildalonghalfastreetwithanintensityandvilenessofexecrationunheardelsewhere!,Thewillofthebroodingspiritmustbeagrandone,indeed,toenclosesomuchofwhatcannotbeitswill,andturnalltoitspurposeofeternalgood!,Ourknowledgeofhumanity,howmuchmoreourknowledgeoftheFatherofit,ismovingasyetbutinthefirstelements。 Inhisshedunderthestairithadbeendarkforsometime——toodarkforwork,thatis,andGeorgeGalbraithhadlightedacandle:heneverfeltatlibertytoleaveoffsolongasamanwasrecognizableinthestreetbydaylight。Butnowatlast,withasighofrelief,herose。Thehourofhisredemptionwascome,themomentofitathand。Outwardlycalm,hewaswithineagerasalovertoreachLuckyCroale’sbackparlour。Hishandtrembledwithexpectationashelaidfromittheawl,tookfrombetweenhiskneesthegreatbootonthetoeofwhichhehadbeenstitchingapatch,liftedtheyokeofhisleatherapronoverhishead,andthrewitaside。Withonehastyglancearound,asifhefearedsomeenemylurkingneartopreventhisescape,hecaughtupahatwhichlookedasifithadbeenbrushedwithgrease,pulleditonhisheadwithbothhands,steppedoutquickly,closedthedoorbehindhim,turnedthekey,leftitinthelock,andmadestraightforhisearthlyparadise——butwithchastenedstep。AllMistressCroale’scustomersmadeapointoflookingdecentinthestreet——strove,intheirveryconsciousness,tocarrytheexpressionofbeingontheirwaytotheirtea,nottheirtoddy——oriftheirtoddy,thennotthattheydesiredit,butmerelythatitwastheircustomalwaysofanafternoon:manhadnochoice——hemustfillspace,hemustoccupyhimself;andifso,whynotMistressCroale’stheplace,andtheconsumptionofwhiskytheoccupation?,Butalasfortheirwould-beseemingindifference! Everybodyinthelane,almostintheWiddiehill,kneweveryoneofthem,andknewhimforwhathewas;knewthateverydropoftoddyhedrankwastohimastoamiserhiscountedsovereign;knewthat,asthehartforthewater-brooks,sothirstedhissouleverafteranothertumbler;thathemadehastetoswallowthelastdropsofthepresent,thathemightbeholdtheplenitudeofthenextsteamingbeforehim;that,likethemiser,healwaysunderstatedtheamountofthetreasurehehadsecured,becausethelessheacknowledged,themorehethoughthecouldclaim。 Georgewasatallman,ofgoodfigure,loosenedandbowed。Hisfacewaswellfavoured,butnotalittlewrongedbythebeardanddirtofaweek,throughwhichitgloomedhaggardandwhite。Beneathhisprojectingblackbrows,hiseyesgleameddoubtful,asawood-firewherewhiteashdimstheglow。Helookedneithertorightnorleft,butwalkedonwithmovelessdullgaze,notingnothing。 “Yon’shisainwarstenemy,“saidthekindlygrocer-wife,ashepassedherdoor。 “Ay,“respondedhercustomer,whokeptashopnearbyforoldfurniture,oranythingthathadbeenalreadyoncepossessed——“ay,I daursay。Buteh!toseethatpuirnegleckitbairno’hisrinscoorin’abootthetoonyongait——wi’littleo’ajacketbutthecollar,an’naethingo’thebreeksbutthedoup——eh,wuman!itmaksamither’shertsairtoluikupo’’t。It’saprovidence’athismither’sweelawa’an’cannasee’t;itwadgarherturninhergrave。” GeorgewasthefirstarrivalatMistressCroale’sthatnight。Heopenedthedooroftheshoplikeathief,andglidedsoftlyintothedimparlour,wherethecandleswerenotyetlit。Therewaslightenough,however,fromthebusylittlefireinthegratetoshowthecleansandedfloorwhichitcrossedwithflickeringshadows,thecolouredprintsandcasesofstuffedbirdsonthewalls,thefull-riggedbarquesuspendedfromthecentreoftheceiling,and,chiefofallshowsofheavenorearth,theblackbottleonthetable,withthetumblers,eachholdingitsladle,anditswineglassturnedbottomupwards。NormustIomitapartwithoutwhichtherestcouldnothavebeenawhole——thekettleofwaterthatsatonthehob,softlycrooning。ComparedwiththeplacewhereGeorgehadbeenatworkallday,thiswasindeedanearthlyparadise。NorwasthepresenceandappearanceofMistressCroaleaninsignificantelementintheparadisialcharacteroftheplace。Shewasnowinacleanwhitecapwithblueribbons。Herhairwasneatlydivided,anddrawnbackfromherforehead。Everytraceofdirtanduntidinesshaddisappearedfromherperson,whichwasoneofimportancebothinsizeandinbearing。Sheworeagownofsomedarkstuffwithbrightflowersonit,andablacksilkapron。Herfacewascomposed,almosttosadness,andthroughouttheevening,duringwhichshewaitedinpersonuponhercustomers,shecomportedherselfwithsuchdignity,thatherslowstepandstatelycarriageseemedrathertobelongtotheassistantatsomereligiousceremonythantoonewhoministeredattheorgiesofafewdrunkentradespeople。 Shewasseatedonthehorsehairsofainthefire-twilight,waitingforcustomers,whenthefaceofGalbraithcamepeeringroundthedoor-cheek。 “Comeawa’ben,“shesaid,hospitably,androse。Butasshedidso,sheaddedwithalittlechangeoftone,“ButI’mthinkin’yemaunhaeforgotten,SirGeorge。ThisisSetterdaynicht,yeken;an’ gienitwartobeSundaymornin’aforeyewantoyerbed,itwadnabethefirsttime,an’yemichtnabeupeareneuchtogetyerselshavedaforekirktime。” SheknewaswellasGeorgehimselfthatneverbyanychancedidhegotochurch;butitwashercustom,asIfancyitisthatofsomeotherbulwarksofsocietyandpillarsofthechurch,“forthesakeofexample,“Ipresume,tomakenotunfrequentallusiontocertainobservances,moral,religious,orsanatoryasiftheywerelawsthateverybodykept。 Galbraithliftedhishand,black,andembossedwithcobbler’swax,andrubbeditthoughtfullyoverhischin:heacceptedthefictionofferedhim;itwasbutthewell-knownprologuetoahebdomadalpassagebetweenthem。Whatifhedidnotintendgoingtochurchthenextday?,Wasthatanyreasonwhyheshouldnotlookalittletidierwhenhishardweek’s-workwasover,andhisnightlyhabitwasturnedintothecomparativelyharmlessindulgenceofaSaturday,insurehopeofthedayofrestbehind。 “Troth,Ididnamin’’atitwasSetterday,“heanswered。“IwussI hadpittenonacleansark,an’washenmyface。ButIs’jistgangowertothebarber’san’getascrape,an’maybesomeo’them’illbehereorIcomeback。” MistressCroaleknewperfectlythattherewasnocleanshirtinGeorge’sgarret。Sheknewalsothattheshirthethenwore,whichprobably,inconsiderationofhermaid’sfesteredhand,shewouldwashforhimherself,wasoneofherlatehusband’swhichshehadgivenhim。ButGeorge’sspeechwasoneofthoseformsofsoundwordsheldfastbyallwhofrequentedMistressCroale’sparlour,andbyherselfestimatedatmorethantheirworth。 ThewomanhadagenuineregardforGalbraith。Neitherthecharacternorfateofoneoftherestgaveheramoment’strouble;butinhersecretmindshedeploredthatGeorgeshoulddrinksoinordinately,andsoutterlyneglecthischildastolethimspendhislifeinthestreets。Shecomfortedherself,however,withthereflection,thatseeinghewoulddrink,hedrankwithnobadcompanions——drankatalleventswherewhatnaturalwickednessmightbeinthem,wassuppressedbythesternnessofherrule。Werehetoleaveherfold——forafoldinverytruth,andnotasty,itappearedtoher——andwanderawaytoJockThamson’sorJeemieDeuk’s,hewouldbedrawnintoloudandindecoroustalk,probablyintoquarrelanduproar。 InafewminutesGeorgereturned,anoddcontrastvisiblebetweentheupperandlowerhalvesofhisface。Hearinghisapproachshemethimatthedoor。 “Noo,SirGeorge,“shesaid,“jistganguptomyrooman’haeawash,an’pitonthesarkye’llseelyin’upo’thebed;synecomedoonan’haeyertum’lercomfortable。” George’swholesoulwasbentuponhisdrink,butheobeyedasifshehadbeentwicehismother。Bythetimehehadfinishedhistoilet,theusualcompanywasassembled,andheappearedamongsttheminalltherespectabilityofacleanshirtandwhatpuritybesidesthegeneraladhesivenessofhistrade-materialwouldyieldtoasingleablutionlongdelayed。Theywelcomedhimall,withnod,orgrin,ormerryword,inindividualfashion,aseachsatmeasuringouthiswhisky,orpoundingattheslow-dissolvingsugar,ortastingthemixturewithcriticalsoulseatedbetweentongueandpalate。 Theconversationwasforsometimeverydull,withastrongtendencytothecensorious。Forintheircircle,notonlyweretheclaimsofrespectabilitysilentlyadmitted,buttheconductofthisandthatmanoftheiracquaintance,orofpublicnote,waspronounceduponwithunderstoodreferencetothoseclaims——nowwithsmileofincredulityorpity,nowwithheadshakeregretfulorcondemnatory——andthisallthetimethateachwasdoinghisbesttoreducehimselftoaconditioninwhichthewordconductcouldnolongerhavemeaninginreferencetohim。 Allofthem,asdidtheirhostess,addressedGalbraithasSirGeorge,andheacceptedthetitlewithacertainunassumingdignity。 For,ifitwasnotuniversallyknowninthecity,itwasknowntothebestlawyersinit,thathewasabaronetbydirectderivationfromthehandofKingJamestheSixth。 Thefireburnedcheerfully,andthekettlemakingmanyjourneysbetweenitandthetable,thingsgraduallygrewmorelively。 Storiesweretold,oftenwithoutanypoint,butnotthereforewithouteffect;reminiscences,sorelypulpyandbrokenattheedges,wereofferedandacceptedwithalaughterinwhichsoberearsmighthavedetectedastrangelyaliensound;andadventureswererelatedinwhichtruthwasnonecessaryelementtoreception。Inthecaseofthepostman,forinstance,whohadbeendismissedforlosingabagofletterstheweekbefore,notoneofthosepresentbelievedawordhesaid;yetashehappenedtobeendowedwithasmallstockofgenuinehumour,hisstorieswereregardedwithmuchthesamefavourasiftheyhadbeenauthentic。ButtherevivalscarcelyreachedSirGeorge。Hesaidlittleornothing,but,betweenhisslowgulpsoftoddy,satlookingvacantlyintohisglass。Itistruehesmiledabsentlynowandthenwhentheotherslaughed,butthatwasonlyformanners。Doubtlesshewasseeingsomewherethesaddestofallvisions——thethingsthatmighthavebeen。Thewretchedcravingofthelowerorgansstilled,andsomethingsparedforhisbrain,I believethechiefjoyhisdrinkgavehimlayinthepoweroncemoretofeelhimselfagentleman。Thewashedhands,theshavenface,thecleanshirt,hadsomethingtodowithit,nodoubt,butthenecromanticwhiskyhadfarmore。 WhatfadedghostsofancestraldignityandworthandstorytheevilpotioncalledupinthemindofSirGeorge!——whohimselfhungreadytofall,thelast,orallbutthelast,mildewedfruitofthetreeofGalbraith!,Ah!ifthisoneandthatofhisancestorshadbutlivedtohisconscience,andwithsomethoughtofthosethatweretocomeafterhim,hewouldnothavetransmittedtopoorSirGeorge,inhorribleadditiontomoralweakness,thatphysicalproclivitywhichhadnowgrowntosuchahideouscraving。Tothemiserablewretchhimselfitseemedthathecouldnomorekeepfromdrinkingwhiskythanhecouldfrombreathingair。 CHAPTERV。 GIBBIE’SCALLING。 Iamnotsurethathisfather’sneglectwasnotonthewholebetterforGibbiethanwouldhavebeenthekindnessofsuchafatherpersistentlyembodyingitself。ButthepictureofSirGeorge,bythehelpofwhiskyandthemildhatchingovenofMistressCroale’sparlour,softlybreakingfromtheshellofthecobbler,andfloatingamildgentlemanintheairofhislukewarmimagination,andpoorweeGibbietrottingoutsideinthefrostydarkoftheautumnnight,throughwhichthemoonkeepsstaringdown,vagueanddisconsolate,ishardlythereforethelesspathetic。Underthewindowoftheparlourwherethelightofrevelshoneradiantthrougharedcurtain,hewouldstandlisteningforamoment,then,dartingoffafewyardssuddenlyandswiftlylikeascaredbird,fallatonceintohisownsteadytrot——upthelaneanddown,tillhereachedthewindowagain,whereagainhewouldstandandlisten。Whetherhemadethisdepartureandreturntwentyorahundredtimesinanight,henoranyoneelsecouldhavetold。SometimeshewouldforachangeextendhistrotalongtheWiddiehill,sometimesalongtheparallelVennel,butneverfarfromJinkLaneanditsglowingwindow。Nevermothhauntedlampsopersistently。Everasheran,upthispavementanddownthat,onthesoft-soundingsolesofhisbarefeet,thesmileontheboy’sfacegrewmoreandmoresleepy,butstillhesmiledandstillhetrotted,stillpausedatthewindow,andstillstartedafresh。 Hewasnotsomuchtobepitiedasmyreadermaythink。Neverinhislifehadheyetpitiedhimself。Thethoughtofhardshiporwronghadnotoccurredtohim。Itwouldhavebeendifficult——impossible,Ibelieve——togettheideaintohisheadthatexistenceboretohimanyothershapethanitought。Thingswerewithhimastheyhadalwaysbeen,andwhencewashetotakeafreshstart,andquestionwhathadbeenfromthebeginning?,Hadanyauthorityinterfered,withadecreethatGibbieshouldnomorescourthemidnightstreets,nomorepassandrepassthatfar-shiningsplendourofred,thenindeedwouldbitter,thoughinarticulate,complainthaveburstfromhisbosom。Buttherewasnoevilpowertoissuesuchacommand,andGibbie’speacewasnotinvaded。 Itwasnowlate,andthosestreetswereempty;neithercarriagenorcart,wheelbarrownortruck,wentanymorebumpingandclatteringovertheirstones。Theywerewelllightedwithgas,butmostoftheborderinghousesweredark。Nowandthenasinglefoot-farerpassedwithloud,hollow-soundingbootsalongthepavement;ortwogirlswouldcomelaughingalong,theirmerrimentechoingrudeinthewidestillness。Acoldwind,asmall,forsaken,solitarywind,moistwithathinfog,seemed,aswellasweeGibbie,toberoamingthenight,foritmethimatvariouscorners,andfromalldirections。 Butithadnothingtodo,andnowheretogo,andthereitwasnotlikeGibbie,thebusinessofwhoselifewasevennowuponhim,themightiesthopeofwhoseconsciousbeingwasnowawake。 Allheexpected,oreverdesiredtodiscover,bylisteningatthewindow,wassimplywhethertherewereyetsignsofthecompany’sbreakingup;andhisconclusionsonthatpointwerenevermistaken: howhearrivedatthemitwouldbehardtosay。Seldomhadhethereheardthevoiceofhisfather,stillseldomeranythingbeyonditstone。Thisnight,however,asthetimedrewnearwhentheymustgo,lesttheSabbathshouldbebrokeninMistressCroale’sdecenthouse,andGibbiestoodoncemoreontiptoe,withhisheadjustonthelevelofthewindowsill,heheardhisfatheruttertwowords:“UpDaurside“cametohimthroughthewindow,inthevoiceheloved,plainanddistinct。Thewordsconveyedtohimnothingatall;themerehearingofthemmadethemmemorable。Forthetime,however,heforgotthem,for,byindicationsbestknowntohimself,heperceivedthatthecompanywasonthepointofseparating,andfromthatmomentdidnottakehiseyesoffthedooruntilheheardthefirstsoundsofitsopening。As,however,itwasalwayshardforGibbietostandstill,andespeciallyhardonamidnightsocoldthathisfeetthreatenedtogrowindistinguishablefromtheslabsofthepavement,hewasdriven,inordernottolosesightofit,topractisetheart,alreadycultivatedbyhimtoacrab-likeperfection,ofrunningfirstbackwards,thenforwardswithscarcelysuperiorspeed。ButitwasnotlongerethemuchexpectedsoundofMistressCroale’svoiceheraldedthehourforpatiencetoblossomintopossession。Thevoicewasneitherloudnorharsh,butclearandfirm;thenoisethatfollowedwasbothloudandstrident。 Voiceshadapartinit,butthemovementofchairsandfeetandthesuddencontactofdifferentportionsofthebodywithwallsandtables,hadalarger。Theguestswereobeyingthevoiceoftheirhostessallinonelikeaflockofsheep,butitwaspoorshepherd-worktoturnthemoutofthefoldatmidnight。Gibbieboundedupandstoodstillasastatueattheverydoor-cheek,untilheheardMistressCroale’shanduponthelock,whenhebolted,tremblingwitheagerness,intotheentryofacourtafewhousesnearertotheWiddiehill。 Oneafteronethepitiablecompanyissuedfromitsparadise,andeachstumbledaway,toofargoneforleave-taking。MostofthempassedGibbiewherehestood,buthetooknoheed;hisfatherwasalwaysthelast——andtheleastcapable。But,oftenasheleftherdoor,neverdiditclosebehindhimuntilwithherowneyesMistressCroalehadseenGibbiedartlikeanimpoutofthecourt——totakehimincharge,and,allthewearywayhome,hover,notverylikeaguardianangel,butnotthelessoneintruth,aroundtheunstableequilibriumofhisfather’stallandswayingform。AndthereuponcommencedaseriesofmarvellousgymnasticsonthepartofweeGibbie。Imagineasmallboywithagigantictop,which,sixtimeshisownsize,hekeepserectonitspeg,notbywhippingitround,butbyrunningroundithimself,unfailinglyapplying,attheveryspotandattheverymoment,theprecisemeasureofimpactnecessarytocounterbalanceitsperpetualtendencytofallinonedirectionoranother,sothatthetwohavealltheairofasingleinvention——suchaninventionasonemightmeetwithinanancientclock,contrivedwhenmenhadtimetomingleplaywithearnest——andyouwillhaveinyourmind’seyeareallikenessofSirGeorgeattended,anymidnightintheweek,byhissonGilbert。Homethebigonestaggered,reeled,gyrated,andtumbled;roundandroundhimwentthelittleone,nowbehind,nowbefore,nowonthisside,nowonthat,hisfeetnevermorethantouchingthegroundbutdancingaboutlikethoseofaprize-fighter,hislittlearmsupandhishandswellforward,likeflyingbuttresses。Andsuchindeedtheywere——buttresseswhichflewandflewallaboutauniversallyleaningtower。Theyproppedithere,theyproppeditthere;withwonderfuljudgmentandskillandgraduationofforcetheyappliedthemselves,andwithperfectsuccess。Notonce,forthelastyearandahalf,duringwhichtimeweeGibbiehadbeenthenightlyguideofSirGeorge’shomewardsteps,hadtheself-disabledmassfallenprostrateinthegutter,theretosnoreoutthenight。 Thefirstspecialdifficulty,thatofturningthecornerofJinkLaneandtheWiddiehill,successfullyovercome,thetwainwentreelingandrevolvingalongthestreet,muchlikeawhirlwindthathadhalfforgottenthelawsofgyration,untilatlengthitspunintothecourt,anduptothefootoftheoutsidestairoverthebaronet’sworkshop。ThencommencedtherealstruggleoftheeveningforGibbie——andforhisfathertoo,thoughthelatterwasawareofitonlyinthemomentaryandevanescentflashesofsuchenlightenmentasmadehimjustcapableofyieldingtothepushesandpullsoftheformer。Alluptheoutsideandthetwoinsidestairs,hiswakingandsleepingwereasthealternatetictacofapendulum; butGibbiestucktohisbusinesslikeaman,andhisresolutionandperseverancewereatlength,asalways,crownedwithvictory。 Thehouseinwhichlordsandladieshadoftenreposedwasnowfilledwithveryhumblefolk,whowereallasleepwhenGibbieandhisfatherentered;butthenoisetheymadeinascendingcausednogreatdisturbanceoftheirrest;for,ifanyofthemwererousedforamoment,itwasbuttorecognizeatoncethecauseofthetumult,andwiththeremark,“It’sonlyweeGibbieluggin’hameSirGeorge,“toturnontheothersideandfallasleepagain。 Arrivedatlastatthegarretdoor,whichstoodwideopen,Gibbiehadsmallneedoflightinthenearlypitchdarknessoftheplace,fortherewaspositivelynothingtostumbleoveroragainstbetweenthedoorandtheancientfour-postbed,whichwasallofhisfather’shousethatremainedtoSirGeorge。Withheavyshufflingfeetthedrunkardlumberedlaboriouslybedward;andthebarepostsandcrazyframegroanedandcreakedashefellupontheoat-chaffthatlaywaitinghiminplaceofthevanishedluxuryoffeathers。 WeeGibbieflewathislegs,norresteduntil,theoneaftertheother,hehadgotthemonthebed;ifthentheywerenotverycomfortablydeposited,heknewthat,inhisfirstturn,theirownerwouldgetthemallright。 AndnowrosetheculmenofGibbie’sday!itscycle,roundedthroughregionsofbanishment,returnedtoitsnodusofbliss。Intriumphhespreadoverhissleepingfatherhisdeadmother’soldplaidofGordontartan,allthebeddingtheyhad,andwithoutamoment’sfurtherdelay——noshoeseventoputoff——creptunderit,andnestledcloseuponthebosomofhisunconsciousparent。Avictorymore! anotherdayendedwithsuccess!hisfathersafe,andallhisown! thecanopyofthedarknessandtheplaidoverthem,asiftheyweretheoneonlytwointheuniverse!hisfatherunabletoleavehim——hisforwholedarkhourstocome!,ItwasGibbie’sparadisenow!,Hisheavenwashisfather’sbosom,towhichheclungasnoinfantyeteverclungtohismother’s。Heneverthoughttopityhimselfthattheembracewasallonhisside,thatnoansweringpressurecamebackfromtheprostrateform。Heneversaidtohimself,“Myfatherisadrunkard,butImustmakethebestofit; heisallIhave!”Heclungtohisonepossession——onlyclung:thiswashisfather——allinalltohim。Whatmustbetheblissofsuchaheart——ofanyheart,whenitcomestoknowthatthereisafatheroffathers,yea,afatheroffatherhood!afatherwhoneverslumbersnorsleeps,butholdsallthesleepinginhiseverwakingbosom——abosomwhosewakefulnessisthesolefountainoftheirslumber! Theconsciousblissofthechildwasofshortduration,forinafewminuteshewasfastasleep;butforthegainofthosefewminutesonly,thedayhadbeenwellspent。 CHAPTERVI。 ASUNDAYATHOME。 Suchweretheeventsofeverynight,andsuchhadtheybeensinceGibbiefirstassumedthisofficeofguardian——atimesolonginproportiontohislifethatitseemedtohimasoneofthelawsofexistencethatfathersgotdrunkandGibbiestookcareofthem。ButSaturdaynightwasalwaysoneofspecialbliss;forthenthejoytocomespreaditsarmsbeneathandaroundthepresentdelight:allSundayhisfatherwouldbehis。Onthathappiestdayofalltheweek,heneversethisfootoutofdoors,excepttoruntwicetoMistressCroale’s,oncetofetchthedinnerwhichshesuppliedfromherowntable,andforwhichSirGeorgeregularlypaidinadvanceonSaturdaybeforecommencinghispotations。 ButindeedthestreetswerenotattractivetothechildonSundays: therewerenoshopsopen,andthepeopleintheirSundayclothes,manyofthemwiththeirfacesstudiouslysettledintomasksintendedtoexpressrighteousness,werefarlessinteresting,becauselessalive,thanthesamepeopleintheirwork-dayattire,intheirshops,orseatedattheirstalls,ordrivingtheircarts,andlookingthoroughlyhuman。Astogoingtochurchhimself,suchanideahadneverenteredhishead。Hehadnotonceforamomentimaginedthatanybodywouldlikehimtogotochurch,thatsuchasheeverwenttochurch,thatchurchwasatallaplacetowhichGibbieswithfatherstolookaftershouldhaveanydesiretogo。Astowhatchurch,goingmeant,hehadnotthevaguestidea;ithadnotevenwakedtheglimmerofaquestioninhismind。AllheknewwasthatpeoplewenttochurchonSundays。Itwasanotherofthelawsofexistence,thereasonofwhichheknewnomorethanwhyhisfatherwenteverynighttoJinkLaneandgotdrunk。George,however,althoughhehadtaughthissonnothing,wasnotwithoutreligion,andhadnotionsofdutyinrespectoftheSabbath。Notevenwiththeprizeofwhiskyinview,wouldhehaveconsentedtoearnasovereignonthatdaybythelightestofwork。 Gibbiewasawakesometimebeforehisfather,andlayrevellinginlove’sblissofproximity。AtlengthSirGeorge,themerestbubbleofnature,awoke,andpushedhimfromhim。 Thechildgotupatonce,butonlytostandbythebed-side。Hesaidnoword,didnoteventhinkanimpatientthought,yethisfatherseemedtofeelthathewaswaitingforhim。Aftertwoorthreehugeyawns,hespreadouthisarms,but,unabletostretchhimself,yawnedagain,rolledhimselfoffthebed,andcreptfeeblyacrosstheroomtoanemptychestthatstoodundertheskylight。