第2章

类别:其他 作者:MacDonald, George字数:32838更新时间:18/12/21 13:04:10
Thereheseatedhimself,andforhalfanhoursatmotionless,aperfecttypeofdilapidation,moralandphysical,whilealittlewayoffstoodGibbie,lookingon,likeoneawaitingaresurrection。Atlengthheseemedtocometohimself——theexpectedsignofwhichwasthathereacheddownhishandtowardsthemeetingofroofandfloor,andtookupatinylastwithahalf-madebootuponit。Atsightofitinhisfather’shands,Gibbieclappedhiswithdelight——anolddelight,renewedeverySundaysincehecouldremember。Thatbootwasforhim!andthisbeingthesecond,thepairwouldbefinishedbeforenight!,Byslowdegreesofrevival,withmanypausesbetween,Georgegottowork。Hewantednobreakfast,andmadenoinquiryofGibbiewhetherhehadhadany。ButwhatcaredGibbieaboutbreakfast!,Withhisfatheralltohimself,andthatfatherworkingawayatanewbootforhim——forhimwhohadneverhadapairofanysortuponhisfeetsincethewoollenonesheworeinhismother’slap,breakfastornobreakfastwasmuchthesametohim。Itcouldneverhaveoccurredtohimthatitwashisfather’sparttoprovidehimwithbreakfast。Ifhewastohavenone,itwasSundaythatwastoblame:therewasnouseingoingtolookforanywhentheshopswereallshut,andeverybodyeitheratchurch,orclosedindomesticpenetralia,oroutforawalk。Morethancontented,therefore,whilebusilyhisfatherweddedweltandsolewithstitchesinfrangible,Gibbiesatonthefloor,preparingwaxedends,carefullystickinginthehog’sbristle,androllingthecombination,withquiteprofessionalaptitude,betweentheflatofhishandandwhatoftrouser-leghehadleft,gazingeagerlybetweenattheadvancingmasterpiece。Occasionallythetriumphofexpectationwouldexceedhiscontrol,whenhewouldspringfromthefloor,andcaperandstrutaboutlikeapigeon——softasashadow,forheknewhisfathercouldnotbearnoiseinthemorning——orbehindhisbackexecuteapantomimicdumbshowofdelight,inwhichheseemedwithdifficultytorestrainhimselffromjumpinguponhim,andhugginghiminhisecstasy。Oh,bestofparents!workingthusevenonaSundayforhisGibbie,wheneverybodyelsewasatchurchenjoyinghimself!,ButGibbieneverdaredhughisfatherexceptwhenhewasdrunk——why,hecouldhardlyhavetold。Relievedbyhisdumbshow,hewouldreturn,quiteasanagedgrimalkin,andagaindeposithimselfonthefloornearhisfatherwherehecouldseehisbusyhands。 AllthistimeSirGeorgeneverspokeaword。Incredibleasitmayseem,however,hewascontinually,offandon,tryinghishardesttothinkofsomeSundaylessontogivehischild。Manyofthosethatknewtheboy,regardedhimasasortofidiot,drawingtheconclusionfromGibbie’spracticalhonestyandhistooevidentloveforhiskind:itwasincrediblethatachildshouldbepoor,unselfish,loving,andnotdeficientinintellect!,Hisfatherknewhimbetter,yetheoftenquietedhisconscienceinregardtohiseducation,withthereflectionthatnotmuchcouldbedoneforhim。 Still,everynowandthenhewouldthinkperhapsheoughttodosomething:whocouldtellbutthechildmightbedamnedfornotunderstandingtheplanofsalvation?andbroodingoverthematterthismorning,aswellashisheadachewouldpermit,hecametotheresolution,ashehadoftendonebefore,tobuyaShorterCatechism; theboycouldnotlearnit,buthewouldkeepreadingittohim,andsomethingmightstick。EvennowperhapshecouldbeginthecoursebyrecallingsomeofthequestionsandanswersthathadbeentheplagueofhislifeeverySaturdayatschool。Hesethisrecollectiontowork,therefore,inthelumber-roomofhismemory,andagainandagainsentitbacktothetask,butcouldfindnothingbelongingtothecatechismexceptthefirstquestionwithitsanswer,andafewincoherentfragmentsofothers。Moreover,hefoundhismindsoconfusedandincapableofcontinuousorconcentratedeffort,thathecouldnotevenkeep“man’schiefend“ andtherosinedendbetweenhisfingersfromtwistinguptogetherinthemostextraordinarymanner。Yetifthechildbut“hadthequestion,“hemightgetsomegoodofit。Thehourmightcomewhenhewouldsay,“Myfathertaughtmethat!”——whocouldtell?,Andheknewhehadthewordscorrect,whereverhehaddroppedtheirmeaning。ForthesakeofGibbie’simmortalpart,therefore,hewouldrepeattheanswertothatfirst,mostmomentousofquestions,overandoverasheworked,inthehopeofinsinuatingsomething——hecouldnotsaywhat——intothesmallmentalpocketoftheinnocent。 Thefirst,therefore,andalmosttheonlywordswhichGibbieheardfromhisfather’slipsthatmorning,werethese,dozensoftimesrepeated——“Man’schiefendistoglorifyGod,andtoenjoyHimforever。”,ButsofarwasGibbiefromperceivinginthemanymeaning,thatevenwithhisfather’spronunciationofchiefendaschifenn,theyrousedinhismindnosenseorsuspicionofobscurity。Thewordstuckthere,notwithstanding;butGibbiewasyearsamanbeforehefoundoutwhatachifennwas。Wherewasthegreatmatter?,Howmanywhohavelearnedtheircatechismanddeploretheignoranceofothers,maketheleastefforttoplacetheirchiefendeveninthedirectionofthatoftheircreation?,Isitnottheconstantthwartingoftheiraims,therenderingoftheirdesiresfutile,andtheirendsamockery,thatalonepreventsthemandtheirlivesfromprovinganabsolutefailure?,SirGeorge,withhisinveterate,consumingthirstforwhisky,wasbutthetypeofallwhowouldgaintheirblissaftertheschemeoftheirownfancies,insteadoftheschemeoftheirexistence;whowouldbuildtheirhouseaftertheirownchildishwilfulnessinsteadoftheground-planoftheirbeing。 HowwasSirGeorgetoglorifytheGodwhomhecouldhonestlythankfornothingbutwhisky,thesoleofhisgiftsthatheprized?,Overandoverthatdayherepeatedthewords,“Man’schiefendistoglorifyGod,andtoenjoyHimforever,“andallthetimehisimagination,hisdesire,hishope,werecentredonthebottle,whichwithhisverybackhefeltwhereitstoodbehindhim,awayonthefloorattheheadofhisbed。Neverthelesswhenhehadgoneoverthemascoreoftimesorso,andGibbiehadbegun,byamerrylookandnoddingofhishead,tomanifestthatheknewwhatwascomingnext,thefatherfeltmorecontentwithhimselfthanforyearspast; andwhenhewassatisfiedthatGibbieknewallthewords,though,indeed,theywerehardlymorethansoundstohim,hesenthim,withagreatsenseofrelief,tofetchthebrothandbeefandpotatoesfromMistressCroale’s。 Eatingarealdinnerinhisfather’shouse,thoughwithoutatabletosetitupon,Gibbiefelthimselfamostprivilegedperson。Theonlythingthattroubledhimwasthathisfatheratesolittle。NotuntilthetwilightbegantoshowdidSirGeorgereallybegintorevive,butthedarkeritgrewwithout,thebrighterhisspiritburned。For,amongstnotafewothers,therewasthisstrangeremnantofrighteousnessintheman,thatheneverwouldtastedrinkbeforeitwasdarkinwinter,orinsummerbeforetheregularhourforceasingworkhadarrived;andtothisrulehekept,andthatunderfargreaterdifficulties,ontheSundayaswell。ForMistressCroalewouldnotselladropofdrink,notevenonthesly,ontheSabbath-day:shewouldfainhavesomestakeinthehiddenkingdom; andGeorge,whohadnotaSundaystomachhecouldassumeforthedayanymorethanaSundaycoat,wastherebydriventoprovidehiswhiskyandthatdaydrinkitathome;when,withthebottlesonearhim,andthesensethathehadnottogoouttofindhisrelief,hisresolutionwasindeedsorelytried;buthefeltthattoyieldwouldbetocuthislastcableandbesweptonthelee-shoreofutterruin。 Breathlesswitheagerinterest,Gibbiewatchedhisfather’shands,andjustasthedarknessclosedin,thebootwasfinished。Hisfatherrose,andGibbie,glowingwithdelight,sprangupontheseathehadleft,whilehisfatherkneltuponthefloortotryupontheunaccustomedfoottheresultfromwhichhehadjustdrawnthelast。 Ah,pity!pity!,ButevenGibbiemightbythistimehavelearnedtoforeseeit!threetimesalreadyhadthesamethinghappened:thebootwouldnotgoonthefoot。Therealcauseofthefailureitwereuselesstoinquire。SirGeorgesaidthat,Sundaybeingtheonlydayhecouldgivetotheboots,beforehecouldfinishthem,Gibbie’sfeethadalwaysoutgrownthemeasure。ButitmaybeSirGeorgewasnotsogoodamakerascobbler。ThathemeanthonestlybytheboyIamsure,andnotthelesssurefortheconfessionIamforcedtomake,thatoneachoccasionwhenhethusfailedtofithim,hesoldthebootsthenextdayatafairpricetoaready-madeshop,anddranktheproceeds。Astrangerthingstillwas,that,althoughGibbiehadneveryetwornbootorshoe,hisfather’sconsciencewasgreatlyrelievedbytheknowledgethathespenthisSundaysinmakingbootsforhim。Hadhebeenanordinarychild,andgivenhimtrouble,hewouldpossiblyhavehatedhim;asitwas,hehadagreatthoughsadlyinoperativeaffectionfortheboy,whichwasanendlessgoodtothemboth。 Aftermanybootlesstrials,bootlessthefeetmustremain,andGeorge,layingthefailuredownindespair,rosefromhisknees,andleftGibbieseatedonthechestmorelikeakingdiscrowned,thanabeggarunshod。Andlikeakingthelittlebeggarborehispain。Heheavedonesigh,andaslowmoisturegatheredinhiseyes,butitdidnotoverflow。Oneminuteonlyhesatandhuggedhisdesolation——then,missinghisfather,jumpedofftheboxtofindhim。 Hesatontheedgeofthebed,lookinginfinitelymoredisconsolatethanGibbiefelt,hisheadandhandshangingdown,apictureofutterdejection。Gibbieboundedtohim,climbedonthebed,andnearlystrangledhiminthesharpembraceofhislittlearms。SirGeorgetookhimonhiskneesandkissedhim,andthetearsroseinhisdulleyes。Hegotupwithhim,carriedhimtothebox,placedhimonitoncemore,andfetchedapieceofbrownpaperfromunderthebed。Fromthishetorecarefullyseveralslips,withwhichhethenproceededtotakeamostthoughtfulmeasurementofthebafflingfoot。HewasfarmoretobepitiedthanGibbie,whowouldnothavewornthebootsanhourhadtheybeenthebestfitinshoedom。Thesolosofhisfeetwereverynearlyequalinresistancetoleather,andatleastuntilthesnowandhardfrostcame,hewasbetterwithoutboots。 Butnowthedarknesshadfallen,andhisjoywasatthedoor。Buthewasalwaystoomuchashamedtobegintodrinkbeforethechild: hehatedtouncorkthebottlebeforehim。WhatfollowedwasinregularSundayroutine。 “GangowertoMistressCroale’s,Gibbie,“hesaid,“wi’mycompliments。” AwayranGibbie,nothingloath,andathisknockwasadmitted。 MistressCroalesatintheparlour,takinghertea,andexpectinghim。Shewasalwayskindtothechild。Shecouldnothelpfeelingthatnosmallpartofwhatoughttobespentonhimcametoher;andonSundays,therefore,partlyforhissake,partlyforherown,shealwaysgavehimhistea——nominallytea,reallybluecity-milk——withasmuchdrybreadashecouldeat,andabitofbutteredtoastfromherplatetofinishoffwith。Asheate,hestoodattheothersideofthetable;helookedsomiserableinhereyesthat,evenbeforeherservant,shewasashamedtohavehimsitwithher;butGibbiewasquitecontent,neverthoughtofsitting,andateingladness,everynowandthenlookingupwithloving,gratefuleyes,whichmusthavegonerighttothewoman’sheart,haditnotbeenforavaguesenseshehadofbeingallthetimehisenemy——andthatalthoughshespentmuchtimeinpersuadingherselfthatshedidherbestbothforhisfatherandhim。 Whenhereturned,greatlyrefreshed,andthebootsallbutforgotten,hefoundhisfather,asheknewhewould,alreadystartedonthebusinessoftheevening。Hehaddrawnthechest,theonlyseatintheroom,tothesideofthebed,againstwhichheleanedhisback。Apennycandlewasburninginastoneblackingbottleonthechimneypiece,andonthefloorbesidethecheststoodthebottleofwhisky,ajugofwater,astonewaremug,andawineglass。 Therewasnofireandnokettle,whencehisdrinkingwassad,asbecametheScotchSabbathindistinctionfromtheJewish。There,however,wasthedrink,andtherebyhissoulcouldlive——yea,expandhermouldywings!,Gibbiewasfarfromshocked;itwasallright,allintheorderofthings,andhewentuptohisfatherwithradiantcountenance。SirGeorgeputforthhishandsandtookhimbetweenhisknees。Anevilwindnowswelledhissails,butthecargoofthecrazyhumanhullwasnotthereforeevil。 “Gibbie,“hesaid,solemnly,“neveryedrinkadrapo’whusky。 Neveryeraxootthehan’totheboatle。Neveryedrinkanythingbutwatter,callerwatter,myman。” Ashesaidthewords,hestretchedouthisownhandtothemug,liftedittohislips,andswallowedagreatgulp。 “Dinnado’t,Itellye,Gibbie,“herepeated。 Gibbieshookhisheadwithpositiverepudiation。 “That’sricht,myman,“respondedhisfatherwithsatisfaction。 “GieneverIseeyepree(taste)theboatle,I’llwarstlefraemygravean’flegyeooto’thesma’wutsyehae,myman。” Herefollowedanothergulpfromthemug。 ThethreathadconveyednothingtoGibbie。Evenhadheunderstood,itwouldhavecarriedanythingbutterrortohisfather-worshippingheart。 “Gibbie,“resumedSirGeorge,afterabriefpause,“divyekenwhatfowk’llca’yewhanI’mdeid?” Gibbieagainshookhishead——withexpressionthistimeofmereignorance。 “They’llca’yeSirGibbieGalbraith,myman,“saidhisfather,“an’ richtly,forit’llbenonickname,thoughsomemaylauch’causeyerfatherwasasutor,an’mair’at,fora’that,yehaenaasheetoyerfutyersel’,puirfallow!,Heednayewhattheysay,Gibbie。 Min’’atye’reSirGibbie,an’haethehonouro’thefaimilytohaudup,myman——an’thatyecannotdeean’drink。Thiscursitdrink’sbeentheruino’a’theGalbraithsasfarbackasIken。 ’MaisttheonlythingIcanmin’o’mygran’father——abigbonnyman,wi’langwhitehair——twiseasbig’sme,Gibbie——isseein’himdeiddrunki’theguttero’thepump。Hedrank’maista’thingtherewas,Gibbie——lan’san’lordship,tilltherewashardlyanaccreleftupo’haillDaursidetocometomyfather——’maistnaethingbutawheensma’hooses。Hewasaguidman,myfather;buthisfatherlearnthimtodrinkaforehewas’maistooto’’scoaties,an’gaehimnaeschuilin’;an’gienheredhimsel’o’a’’atwasleft,itwassma’won’er——only,yesee,Gibbie,whatwastocomeo’me?,I pitittillye,Gibbie——whatwastocomeo’me?——Gienakin’neiper,’atkentwhatitwastodrink,an’saehadafallow-feelin’,hadnata’enan’learntmemytrade,theLordkenswhatwadhaecomeo’youan’me,Gibbie,myman!——Gangtoyerbed,noo,an’lea’metomyainthouchts;no’’atthey’reayethebesto’company,laddie——Butwhilesthey’renothatill,“heconcluded,withaweaksmile,assomereflexofhimselfnotquiteunsatisfactorygloomedfaintlyinthebesmearedmirrorofhisuncertainconsciousness。 Gibbieobeyed,andgettingundertheGordontartan,layandlookedout,likeaweaselfromitshole,athisfather’sback。ForhalfanhourorsoSirGeorgewentondrinking。Allatoncehestartedtohisfeet,andturningtowardsthebedawhitefacedistortedwithagony,kneeleddownontheboxandgroanedout: “OGod,thepainso’hellhaegottenhaudupo’me。OLord,I’mi’ thegrupo’Sawtan。Thedeevilo’drinkhasmebythehause。I doobt,OLord,ye’regauin’todamnmedreidfu’。Whatguidthat’lldoye,OLord,Idinnaken,butIdoobtnaye’lldeewhat’sricht,onlyIwussIhednevercrossedyei’yerwull。IkennawhatI’mtodee,orwhat’stobedeenewi’me,orwhauronyhelp’stocomefrae。 Ihaetriedan’triedtomaisterthedrink,butIwasayewhumled。 Foryesee,Lord,kennin’a’thingasyedee,’atuntilIhaeadrapi’myskin,Icannaeventhink;Icannamin’thesangsIusedtosing,ortheprayersmymitherlearntmesittin’upo’herlap。 TillIhaeswallowedamou’fu’ortwa,thingsluiksaeawfu’-like’atI’mfittocutmythro’t;an’syneanceI’mbegun,there’snaemairthouchto’endeevourin’tobehaud(withhold)tillIcannadrinkadrapmair。OGod,whatgarredyemakthings’atwadmakwhusky,whanyekenneditwadmaksicabeasto’me? Hepaused,stretcheddownhishandtothefloor,liftedthemug,anddrankahugemouthful;thenwithacoughthatsoundedapologetic,setitdown,andrecommenced: “OLord,Idoobtthere’snaehoupforme,fortheverrarivero’thewattero’lifewadnabeguidtomewantin’adrapfraetheboatleintil’t。It’sthew’ywi’a’hiz’atdrinks。It’sno’atwe’redrunkards,Lord——owna!it’snothat,Lord;it’sonly’atwecannadeewantin’thedrink。We’resairdrinkers,Imaunconfess,butnojistdrunkards,Lord。I’mnodrunkthenoo;IkenwhatI’msayin’,an’it’ssairtrowth,butIcudnahaepraytawordtoyerlordshipgienIhadnahadajooggyortwafirst。OLord,delivermefraethepooero’Sawtan——OLord!,OLord!,Icannahelpmysel’。Dinnasen’ metotheillplace。Yelootthedeilsgangintiltheswine,latmetee。” Withthisfrightfulpetition,hisutterancebegantogrowindistinct。Thenhefellforwarduponthebed,groaning,andhisvoicediedgraduallyaway。Gibbiehadlistenedtoallhesaid,buttheaweofhearinghisfathertalktooneunseen,madehissoulverystill,andwhenheceasedhefellasleep。 Alasforthehumansoulinhabitingadrink-fouledbrain!,Itisahumansoulstill,andwretchedinthemidstofallthatwhiskycandoforit。Fromthepitofhellitcriesout。Solongasthereisthatwhichcansin,itisaman。Andtheprayerofmiserycarriesitsownjustification,whenthesoberpetitionsoftheself-righteousandtheunkindarerejected。Hewhoforgivesnotisnotforgiven,andtheprayerofthePhariseeisasthewearybeatingofthesurfofhell,whilethecryofasouloutofitsfiresetstheheart-stringsoflovetrembling。Therearesinswhichmenmustleavebehindthem,andsinswhichtheymustcarrywiththem。 Societyscoutsthedrunkardbecauseheisloathsome,anditmattersnothingwhethersocietyberightorwrong,whileitcherishesinitsverybosomviceswhichare,totheGod-bornthingwecallthesoul,yetworsepoisons。Drunkardsandsinners,hardasitmaybeforthemtoenterintothekingdomofheaven,mustyetbeeasiertosavethanthemanwhoseposition,reputation,money,engrosshisheartandhiscare,whoseeksthepraiseofmenandnotthepraiseofGod。 WhenIammoreofaChristian,Ishallhavelearnttobesorrierforthemanwhoseendismoneyorsocialstandingthanforthedrunkard。 Butnowmyheart,recoilingfromtheone,issorefortheother——fortheagony,thehelplessness,thedegradation,thenightmarestruggle,thewrongsandcrueltiescommitted,thedutiesneglected,thesickeningruinofmindandheart。Sooften,too,thedrunkardisoriginallyastyleofmanimmeasurablynoblerthanthemoney-maker!,CompareaColeridge,SamuelTaylororHartley,with——no;thatmanhasnotyetpassedtohisaccount。Godhasinhisuniversefurnacesfortherefiningofgold,aswellasfortheburningofchaffandtaresandfruitlessbranches;and,howevertheymayhaveoffended,itistheelderbrotherwhoisthejudgeofalltheyoungerones。 Gibbiesleptsometime。Whenhewoke,itwaspitchdark,andhewasnotlyingonhisfather’sbosom,Hefeltaboutwithhishandstillhefoundhisfather’shead。Thenhegotupandtriedtorousehim,andfailingtogethimontothebed。Butinthattoohewassadlyunsuccessful:whatwiththedarknessandtheweightofhim,theresultoftheboy’sbestendeavourwas,thatSirGeorgehalfslipped,halfrolleddownuponthebox,andfromthattothefloor。 Assuredthenofhisownhelplessness,weeGibbiedraggedthemiserablebolsterfromthebed,andgotitunderhisfather’shead; thencoveredhimwiththeplaid,andcreepingunderit,laidhimselfonhisfather’sbosom,wheresoonhesleptagain。 Hewokeverycold,andgettingup,turnedheels-over-headseveraltimestowarmhimself,butquietly,forhisfatherwasstillasleep。 Theroomwasnolongerdark,forthemoonwasshiningthroughtheskylight。Whenhehadgothimselfalittlewarmer,heturnedtohavealookathisfather。Thepalelightshonefulluponhisface,anditwasthat,Gibbiethought,whichmadehimlooksostrange。Hedartedtohim,andstaredaghast:hehadneverseenhimlooklikethatbefore,evenwhenmostdrunk!,Hethrewhimselfuponhim:hisfacewasdreadfullycold。Hepulledandshookhiminfear——hecouldnothavetoldofwhat,buthewouldnotwake。HewasgonetoseewhatGodcoulddoforhimthere,forwhomnothingmorecouldbedonehere。 ButGibbiedidnotknowanythingaboutdeath,andwentontryingtowakehim。Atlastheobservedthat,althoughhismouthwaswideopen,thebreathdidnotcomefromit。Thereuponhisheartbegantofailhim。Butwhenheliftedaneyelid,andsawwhatwasunderit,thehouserangwiththedespairingshriekofthelittleorphan。 CHAPTERVII。 THETOWN-SPARROW。 “This,too,willpass,“isaPersianword:Ishouldlikeitbetterifitwere“This,too,shallpass。” Gibbie’sagonypassed,forGodisnottheGodofthedeadbutoftheliving。Throughtheimmortalessenceinhim,lifebecameagainlife,andheranaboutthestreetsasbefore。SomemaythinkthatweeSirGibbie——asmanynowcalledhim,someknowingthetruth,andothersinkindlymockery——wouldgetonallthebetterforthelossofsuchafather;butitwasnotso。InhisfatherhehadlosthisParadise,andwasnowacreatureexpelled。Hewasnotsomuchtobepitiedasmanyachilddismissedbysuddendecreefromahometoaschool;butthestreetsandthepeopleandtheshops,thehorsesandthedogs,eventhepenny-loavesthoughhewashungry,hadlosthalftheirpreciousdelight,whenhisfatherwasnolongerintheaccessiblebackground,theheartoftheblissfulcity。Astofoodandclothing,hedidneithermuchbetternoranyworsethanbefore: peoplewerekindasusual,andkindnesswastoGibbietheverymilkofmotherNature。Whosethehandthatprofferedit,orwhattheformittook,hecarednomorethanastraykittencareswhetherthemilksetdowntoitbeinabluesaucerorawhite。Buthealwaysmadetherightreturn。Thefirstthingakindnessdeservesisacceptance,thenextistransmission:Gibbiegaveboth,withoutthinkingmuchabouteither。Forheneverhadtaken,andindeedneverlearnedtotake,athoughtaboutwhatheshouldeatorwhatheshoulddrink,orwherewithalheshouldbeclothed——afaultrenderinghim,intheeyesoftheeconomistofthisworld,utterlyunworthyofaplaceinit。Thereisaworld,however,andoneprettycloselymixedupwiththis,thoughitnevershowsitselftoonewhohasnoplaceinit,thebirdsofwhoseairhaveneitherstorehousenorbarn,butarejustsuchthoughtlesscherubs——thoughtlessforthemselves,thatis——asweeSirGibbie。Itwouldbeuselesstoattemptconvincingthemereeconomistthatthisgreatcitywasalittlebetter,alittlehappier,alittlemerrier,forthepresenceinitofthechild,becausehewouldnot,evenifconvincedofthefact,recognizethegain;butIventuretheassertiontohim,thattheconductofnotoneofitsinhabitantswastheworsefortheexampleofGibbie’sapparentidleness;andthatnotoneofthepoorwomenwhonowandthenpresentedthesmallbaronetwithapenny,orabitofbread,orascrapofmeat,orapairofoldtrousers——shoesnobodygavehim,andheneitherdesirednorneededany——everfeltthepoorerforthegift,orcomplainedthatsheshouldbesotaxed。 Positivelyornegatively,then,everybodywasgoodtohim,andGibbiefeltit;butwhatcouldmakeupforthelossofhisParadise,thebosomofafather?,Drunkenfatherashewas,Iknowofnothingthatcanoroughttomakeupforsuchaloss,exceptthatwhichcanrestoreit——thebosomoftheFatheroffathers。 Heroamedthestreets,asallhislifebefore,thewholeoftheday,andpartofthenight;hetookwhatwasgivenhim,andpickedupwhathefound。Thereweresomewhowouldgladlyhavebroughthimwithintheboundsofanorderedlife;hesoondrovethemtodespair,however,forthestreetshadbeenhisnursery,andnothingcouldkeephimoutofthem。Butthesparrowandtherookarejustasrespectableinreality,thoughnotintheeyesofthehen-wife,astheegg-layingfowl,orthedirt-gobblingduck;and,howeverGibbie’shabitsmightshocktheladiesofMr。Sclater’scongregationwhosoughttocivilizehim,theboywasnomoreaboutmischiefinthestreetsatmidnight,thantheywereintheirbeds。Theycollectedenoughforhisbehooftoboardhimforayearwithanoldwomanwhokeptaschool,andtheydidgethimtosleeponenightinherhouse。Butinthemorning,whenshewouldnotlethimrunout,broughthimintotheschool-room,herkitchen,andbegantoteachhimtowrite,Gibbiefailedtoseethegoodofit。Hemusthavespace,change,adventure,air,orlifewasnotworththenametohim。Aboveallhemustseefriendlyfaces,andthatoftheolddamewasnotsuch。Buthedesiredtobefriendlywithher,andonce,assheleanedoverhim,putuphishand——notaverycleanone,Iamboundtogivehertheadvantageofmyconfessing——tostrokehercheek:shepushedhimroughlyaway,roseinindignationuponhercrutch,andliftedhercanetochastisehimfortheinsult。Aclassofurchins,toGibbie’seyesatleastlookingunhappy,wereatthemomentblunderingthroughthetwenty-thirdpsalm。Everafter,evenwhennowSirGilbertmorethanunderstoodthegreatsong,thewords,“thyrodandthystaff,“likethespellofanecromancerwouldstillcallupthefigureofthedameirate,inherhornspectaclesandherblack-ribbonedcap,leaningwithonearmonhercrutch,andwiththeotherupliftingwhatwaswithhernomeresymbolofauthority。Likeashellfromamortar,hedepartedfromthehouse。Shehobbledtothedoorafterhim,buthisdiminutivefiguremanyyardsaway,hislittlebarelegsmistywithswiftnessasheran,wasthelastsheeversawofhim,andherpupilshadabadtimeofittherestoftheday。Heneverevenenteredthestreetagaininwhichshelived。 Thus,afteronenight’sbriefintervalofrespectability,hewasagainaroverofthecity,aflittinginsectthatlightedhereandthere,andspreadwingsofdeparturethemomentafreshdesireawoke。 Itwouldbedifficulttosaywhereheslept。Insummeranywhere;inwinterwherehecouldfindwarmth。Likeanimalsbettercladthanhe,yetlikehimabletoendurecold,herevelledinmereheatwhenhecouldcomebyit。Sometimeshestoodatthebackofabaker’soven,forheknewallthehauntsofheataboutthecity;sometimesheburiedhimselfinthesids(husksofoats)lyingreadytofeedthekilnofameal-mill;sometimeshelaybythefurnaceofthesteam-engineofthewater-works。Onemanemployedthere,whenhistimewasatnight,alwaysmadeabedforGibbie:hehadlosthisownonlychild,andthisoneofnobody’swasacomforttohim。 Eventhosewholookeduponwanderingaswicked,onlyscoldedintothesweetupturnedface,pouringgallintoacupofwinetoofulltoreceiveadropofit——anddidnothandhimovertothepolice。 Uselessverilythatwouldhavebeen,forthepolicewouldassoonhavethoughtoftakingupatownsparrowasGibbie,andwouldonlyhavelaughedattheidea。TheyknewGibbie’smeritsbetterthananyofthosegoodpeopleimaginedhisfaults。ItrequireseitherwisdomorlargeexperiencetoknowthatachildisnotnecessarilywickedevenifbornandbroughtupinafarvilerentouragethanwasGibbie。 Themeritsthepolicerecognizedinhimweremainlytwo——neitherofsmallconsequenceintheireyes;thefirst,thenegative,yetmoreimportantone,thatofutterharmlessness;thesecond,andpositiveone——apassionandpowerforrenderinghelp,takingnotableshapechieflyintwoways,uponbothofwhichIhavealreadymorethantouched。Thefirstwasthepeculiarfacultynowprettygenerallyknown——hisgreatgift,some,hisgreatluck,otherscalledit——forfindingthingslost。Itwasnowonderthetowncrierhadsoughthisacquaintance,andwhensecured,hadcultivatedit——neitheradifficulttask;fortheboy,eversincehecouldremember,hadbeeninthehabit,asoftenashesawthecrier,orheardhistuckofdruminthedistance,ofjoininghimandfollowing,untilhehadacquaintedhimselfwithallparticularsconcerningeverythingproclaimedasmissing。Themomenthehadmasteredthefactsannounced,hewoulddartawaytosearch,andnotunfrequentlytoreturnwiththethingsought。Butitwasnotbyanymeansonlythingssoughtthathefound。Hecontinuedtocomeuponthingsofwhichhehadnosimulacruminhisphantasy。These,havingnolongerafathertocarrythemto,henow,theirownersunknown,tooktothecrier,whoalwayspretendedtoreceivethemwithasuspicionwhichGibbieunderstoodaslittleastheotherreallyfelt,andatonceadvertisedthembydrumandcry。Whatbecameofthemafterthat,Gibbieneverknew。Iftheydidnotfindtheirowners,neitherdidtheyfindtheirwaybacktoGibbie;iftheirownerswerefound,thecriernevercommunicatedwithhimonthesubject。PlainlyheregardedGibbieasthefavouredjackal,whoseprivilegeitwastohuntforthecrier,theroyallionofthecityforest。Buthespokekindlytohim,aswellhemight,andnowandthengavehimapenny。 ThesecondofthepositivemeritsbywhichGibbiefoundacceptanceintheeyesofthepolice,wasayetmorepeculiarone,growingoutofhisloveforhisfather,andhisexperienceintheexerciseofthatlove。Itwas,however,unintelligibletothem,andsoremained,exceptonthetheorycommonlyadoptedwithregardtoGibbie,namely,thathewasnaa’there。Notthelesswasittothemasatisfactorywhimofhis,seeingitmitigatedtheirtroubleasguardiansofthenightlypeaceandsafety。Itwasindeedthemaincauseofhisbeing,likethemselves,somuchinthestreetatnight: seldomdidGibbieseekhislair——Icannotcallitcouch——beforethelengtheninghoursofthemorning。Ifthefinding,ofthingswasagift,thisotherpeculiaritywasapassion——andarighthumanpassion——absolutelypossessingthechild:itwas,toplaytheguardianangeltodrunkfolk。Ifsuchadistressedhumancrafthoveinsight,hewouldinstantlybeardownuponandhoverabouthim,untilresolvedastohisrealcondition。Ifhewasinsuchdistressastorequireassistance,heneverlefthimtillhesawhimsafewithinhisowndoor。ThepoliceassertedthatweeSirGibbienotonlykneweverydrunkardinthecity,andwherehelived,butwherehegenerallygotdrunkaswell。Thatonewasinnodangeroftakingthewrongturning,uponwhomGibbiewasinattendance,todetermine,byashoveonthissideorthat,thedirectioninwhichthehesitating,uncertainmassofstultifiedhumanitywastogo。Heseemedavisibleembodimentofthatspecialprovidencewhichissaidtowatchoverdrunkpeopleandchildren,onlyhereachildwastheguardianofthedrunkard,andinthisbranchofhismission,waswellknowntoallwho,withoutqualifyingthemselvesforcomingunderhischerubiccognizance,wereinthehabitofnowandthenreturninghomelate。Hewasleastknowntothosetowhomherenderedmostassistance。Rarelyhadhethanksforit,neverhalfpence,butnotunfrequentlyblowsandabuse。Forthelasthecarednothing;theformer,owingtohisgreatagility,seldomvisitedhimwithanydirectness。Acertainreporterofhumorousscandal,afterhisthirdtumbler,wouldoccasionallygiveagraphicdescriptionofwhat,comingfromasupper-party,heoncesawabouttwoo’clockinthemorning。Inthegreatstreetofthecity,heoverhauledahugegalleon,whichproved,hedeclared,tobetheprovosthimself,notexactlywater-logged,andyetnotverybuoyant,butcarryingagooddealofsail。Hemightpossiblyhaveescapedveryparticularnotice,hesaid,butfortheassiduousattendanceuponhimofanabsurdlittlecock-boat,inthepersonofweeGibbie——thetworemindinghimrightludicrouslyofthestoryoftheSpanishArmada。Roundandroundthebulkyprovostgyratedthetinybaronet,likealittleheroofthering,pitchingintohim,onlywithopen-handedpushes,notwithblows,nowonthissideandnowonthat——notaftersuchfashionofsustentationasmighthavesufficedwithamanofordinarysize,butthrowingallhisforcenowagainsttheprovost’sbulgingbows,nowagainsthisover-leaningquarter,encounteringhimnowashelurched,nowasheheeled,untilatlengthhelandedhimhigh,thoughcertainlynotdry,onthetopofhisownsteps。Themomentthebutleropenedthedoor,andtheheavyhulkrolledintodock,Gibbiedartedoffasifhehadbeenthewickedonetormentingtherighteous,andindangerofbeingcaughtbyapairofholytongs。Whetherthetalewastrueornot,Idonotknow:withafter-dinnerhumouriststhereisreasonforcaution。 Gibbiewasnotofferedthepostofhenchmantotheprovost,andrarelycouldhavehadthechanceofclaimingsalvageforsodistinguishedavessel,seeinghegenerallycruisedinwaterswheresuchcraftseldomsailed。ThoughalmostnothingcouldnowhaveinducedhimtogodownJinkLane,yetaboutthetimethecompanyatMistressCroale’swouldbebreakingup,hewouldonmostnightsbelyinginwaitashortdistancedowntheWiddiehill,readytoministertothatoneofhisfather’soldcomradeswhomightprovemostinneedofhisassistance;andifheshowedhimnogratitude,Gibbiehadnotbeentrainedinaschoolwherehewastaughttoexpectoreventowishforany。 Icouldnowgiveawholechaptertothesettingforthofthepleasuresthesummerbroughthim,citysummerasitwas,butImustcontentmyselfwithsayingthatfirstofthese,andnotleast,wasthemereabsenceofthecoldoftheotherseasons,bringingwithitmanyprivileges。Hecouldliedownanywhereandsleepwhenhewould;orspend,ifhepleased,wholenightsawake,inachurchyard,oronthedeckofsomevesseldischarginghercargoatthequay,orrunningaboutthestill,sleepingstreets。Thushegottoknowtheshapesofsomeoftheconstellations,andnotafewoftheaspectsoftheheavens。Buteventhenheneverfeltalone,forhegazedatthevastfromthemidstofacityfulofhisfellows。Thentherewerethescentsofthelaylocksandtherosesandthecarnationsandthesweet-peas,thatcamefloatingoutfromthegardens,contendingsometimeswiththoseofthegrocers’andchemists’shops。Nowandthentoohecameinforasmallfeedofstrawberries,whichwereveryplentifulintheirseason。Sittingthenonahospitabledoorstep,withthefeetandfacesoffriendspassinghiminbothdirections,andloveembodiedinthewarmthofsummerallabouthim,hewouldeathisstrawberries,andinherittheearth。 CHAPTERVIII。 SAMBO。 NoonewassosorryforthedeathofSirGeorge,orhadsomanykindwordstosayinmemoryofhim,asMistressCroale。Neitherwashersorrowonlybecauseshehadlostsogoodacustomer,orevenbecauseshehadlikedtheman:Ibelieveitwasmuchenhancedbyavaguedoubtthatafterallshewastoblameforhisdeath。Invainshesaidtoherself,andsaidtruly,thatitwouldhavebeenfarworseforhim,andGibbietoo,hadhegoneelsewhereforhisdrink;shecouldnotgettheaccountsettledwithherconscience。Shetriedtorelieveherselfbybeingkinderthanbeforetotheboy;butshewasgreatlyhinderedinthisbythefactthat,afterhisfather’sdeath,shecouldnotgethiminsideherdoor。Thathisfatherwasnotthere——wouldnotbethereatnight,madetheplacedreadfultohim。 Thisadditiontothetroubleofmindshealreadyhadonaccountofthenatureofherbusiness,wasthecause,Ibelieve,why,afterSirGeorge’sdeath,shewentdownthehillwithacceleratedspeed。Shesippedmorefrequentlyfromherownbottle,sooncameto“tastingwith“hercustomers,andafterthatherdescentwasrapid。Shenolongerrefuseddrinktowomen,thoughforatimeshealwaysgaveitunderprotest;shewinkedatcard-playing;shegrewgenerallymorelaxinheradministration;andbydegreesamistofevilfamebegantogatheraboutherhouse。Thereuponherenemy,assheconsideredhim,theRev。ClementSclater,felthimselfjustifiedinmovingmoreenergeticallyforthewithdrawalofherlicense,which,withthesupportofoutragedneighbours,hefoundnodifficultyineffecting。 Shethereforeflittedtoanotherparish,andopenedaworsehouseinaworseregionofthecity——ontheriver-bank,namely,somelittledistanceabovethequay,nottoofartobewithineasyrangeofsailors,andthepeopleemployedaboutthevesselsloadingordischargingcargo。Itpretendedtobeonlyalodging-house,andhadnolicenseforthesaleofstrongdrink,butnevertheless,onewayandanother,agreatdealwasdrunkinthehouse,and,asalwayscard-playing,andsometimesworsethingsweregoingon,gettingmorevigorouseverasthedaylightwaned,frequentquarrelsandoccasionalbloodshedwastheconsequence。Forsometime,however,nothingveryseriousbroughttheplaceimmediatelywithintheconsciouskenofthemagistrates。 Inthesecondwinterafterhisfather’sdeath,Gibbie,wanderingeverywhereaboutthecity,encounteredLuckyCroaleintheneighbourhoodofhernewabode;downthereshewasMistressnolonger,but,withafamiliarityscarcelyremovedfromcontempt,wasbothmentionedandaddressedasLuckyCroale。TherepugnancewhichhadhithertokeptGibbiefromherhavingbeenaltogethertoherplaceandnottoherself,heatonceaccompaniedherhome,andafterthatwentoftentothehouse。Hewasconsiderablysurprisedwhenfirstheheardwordsfromhermouthforusingwhichshehadformerlybeeninthehabitofseverelyreprovingherguests;buthealwaystookthingsashefoundthem,andwhenerelonghehadtohearsuchoccasionallyaddressedtohimself,whenshehappenedtobemoreoutoftemperthanusual,heneverthereforequestionedherfriendship。 Whatmorethananythingelseattractedhimtoherhouse,however,wasthejollymannersandopen-heartedkindnessofmostofthesailorswhofrequentedit,withalmostallofwhomhewasafavourite;anditsooncameaboutthat,whenhisministrationstotheincapablewereover,hewouldspendtherestofthenightmorefrequentlytherethananywhereelse;untilatlasthegaveup,inagreatmeasure,hisguardianshipofthedrunkinthestreetsforthatofthosewhowerecertainlyinmuchmoredangerofmishapatLuckyCroale’s。Scarcelyanightpassedwhenhewasnotpresentatoneormoreofthequarrelsofwhichtheplacewasahot-bed;andasheneverbyanychancetookapart,orfavouredonesidemorethananother,butconfinedhimselftoanimpartialdistributionofsuchpeace-makingblandishmentsastheever-springingfountainofhisaffectiontookinstinctiveshapein,theweebaronetcametoberegarded,bythebettersortoftheroughfellows,almostastheveryidenticalsweetlittlecherub,sittingperchedupaloft,whosedepartmentinthesavingbusinessoftheuniverseitwas,totakecareofthelifeofpoorJack。Idonotsaythathewasalwayssuccessfulinhisendeavoursatatonement,butbeyondadoubtLuckyCroale’shouffwasagooddeallessofahellthroughthehauntingpresenceofthechild。Hewasnotshockedbythethingshesaw,evenwhenhelikedthemleast。Heregardedthedoingofthemmuchashehadlookeduponhisfather’sdrunkenness——asapitifulnecessitythatovertookmen——onefromwhichtherewasnoescape,andwhichcausedagreatneedforGibbies。Evillanguageandcoarsebehaviouralikepassedoverhim,withoutleavingthesmalleststainuponheartorconscience,desireorwill。Noonecoulddoubtitwhoconsideredtheclarityofhisfaceandeyes,inwhichtheoccasionalbutnotfrequentexpressionofkeennessandpromptitudescarcelyevenruffledtheprevailinglookofuncloudedheavenlybabyhood。 IfanyonethinksIamunfaithfultohumanfact,andoverchargethedescriptionofthischild,Ionmysidedoubttheextentoftheexperienceofthatmanorwoman。Iadmitthechildararity,butararityintherightdirection,andthereforeabeingwithwhomhumanityhasthegreaterneedtobemadeacquainted。Iadmitthatthebestthingsarethecommonest,butthehighesttypesandthebestcombinationsofthemaretherarest。Thereismoreloveintheworldthananythingelse,forinstance;butthebestloveandtheindividualinwhomloveissupremearetherarestofallthings。 Thatforwhichhumanityhasthestrongestclaimuponitsworkmen,istherepresentationofitsownbest;buttheloudestdemandofthepresentdayisfortherepresentationofthatgradeofhumanityofwhichmenseethemost——thattypeofthingswhichcouldneverhavebeenbutthatitmightpass。Thedemandmarksthecommonness,narrowness,low-levelledsatisfactionoftheage。Itlovesitsown——notthatwhichmightbe,andoughttobeitsown——notitsbetterself,infinitelyhigherthanitspresent,forthesakeofwhoseapproachitexists。Idonotthinkthattheageisworseinthisrespectthanthosewhichhaveprecededit,butthatvulgarity,andacertainvilecontentmentswellingtoself-admiration,havebecomemorevocalthanhitherto;justasunbelief,whichIthinkinrealitylessprevailingthaninformerages,hasbecomelargelymorearticulate,andtherebymoreloudandperemptory。Butwhateverthedemandoftheage,Iinsistthatthatwhichoughttobepresentedtoitsbeholding,isthecommongooduncommonlydeveloped,andthatnotbecauseofitsrarity,butbecauseitistruertohumanity。ShallI admitthoseconditions,thosefacts,tobetrueexponentsofhumanity,which,excepttheybechanged,purified,orabandoned,mustsooncausethathumanitytoceasefromitsveryname,mustdestroyitsverybeing?,Tomaketheadmissionwouldbetoassertthatahousemaybedividedagainstitself,andyetstand。Itisthenoble,notthefailurefromthenoble,thatisthetruehuman; andifImustshowthefailure,letiteverbewithaneyetothefinalpossible,yea,imperative,success。Butinourday,amanwhowillacceptanyoddityofidiosyncraticdevelopmentinmanners,tastes,orhabits,willrefuse,notonlyasimprobable,butasinconsistentwithhumannature,therepresentationofamantryingtobemerelyasnobleasisabsolutelyessentialtohisbeing——except,indeed,hebeatthesametimerepresentedasfailingutterlyintheattempt,andcompelledtofallbackupontheimperfectionsofhumanity,andacknowledgethemasitslaws。Itsimprobability,judgedbytheexperienceofmostmenIadmit;itsunrealityinfactIdeny;anditsabsoluteunitywiththetrueideaofhumanity,Ibelieveandassert。 Itishardlynecessaryformenowtoremark,seeingmynarrativemustalreadyhavesuggestedit,thatwhatkeptGibbiepureandhonestwastherarely-developed,ever-activeloveofhiskind。Thehumanfacewastheoneattractiontohimintheuniverse。Indeepfact,itissotoeveryone;Istatebutthecommonestrealityincreation;onlyinGibbiethefacthadcometothesurface;thecommonthingwashisinuncommondegreeandpotency。Gibbieknewnomusicexceptthevoiceofmanandwoman;atleastnootherhadasyetaffectedhim。Tobesurehehadneverheardmuch。Drunkensea-songsheheardeverynightalmost;andnowandthenonSundaysheranthroughazoneofpsalm-singing;butneitherofthosecouldwellbecalledmusic。Therehungacagedbirdhereandthereatadoorinthepoorerstreets;butGibbie’sloveembracedthelowercreationalso,andtootenderlyfortheenjoymentofitsmelody。 Thehumanbirdlovedlibertytoodearlytogatheranythingbutpainfromthesongofthelittlefeatheredbrotherwhohadlostit,andtowhomhecouldnotministerastothedrunkard。Ingeneralheranfromthepresenceofsuchaprisoner。ButsometimeshewouldstopandtrytocomfortthenakedlittleFreedom,disrobedofitsspace; andononeoccasionwascaughtintheveryactofdeliveringacanarythathungoutsidealittleshop。AnyotherthanweeGibbiewouldhavebeenheartilycuffedfortheoffence,buttheownerofthebirdonlysmiledatthewould-beliberator,andhungthecageacoupleoffeethigheronthewall。Withsuchapassionofaffection,then,findingventinconstantaction,isitanywonderGibbie’sheartandhandsshouldbetoofullforeviltooccupythemevenalittle? Onenightinthespring,enteringLuckyCroale’scommonroom,hesawthereforthefirsttimeanegrosailor,whomtherestcalledSambo,andwasatoncetakenwithhisbig,dark,radianteyes,andhiswhiteteethcontinuallyuncoveringthemselvesingood-humouredsmiles。Sambohadleftthevesselinwhichhehadarrived,waswaitingforanother,andhadtakenuphisquartersatLuckyCroale’s。Gibbie’sadvanceshemetinstantly,andinafewdaysastrongmutualaffectionhadsprungupbetweenthem。ToGibbieSambospeedilybecameabsolutelylovingandtender,andGibbiemadehimfullreturnofdevotion。 Thenegrowasamanofimmensemuscularpower,likenotafewofhisrace,and,likemostofthem,noteasilyprovoked,inheritingnotalittleoftheirhard-learnedlong-suffering。Heboreevenwiththosewhotreatedhimwithfarworsethantheordinarysuperciliousnessofwhitetoblack;andwhentherudestofcityboysmockedhim,onlyshowedhisteethbywayofsmile。Theill-conditionedamongLuckyCroale’scustomersandlodgerswereconstantlytakingadvantageofhisgoodnature,andpresuminguponhisforbearance;butsolongastheyconfinedthemselvestomereinsolence,orevenbare-facedcheating,heenduredwithmarvelloustemper。Itwaspossible,however,togotoofarevenwithhim。 OnenightSambowaslookingonatagameofcards,inwhichalltherestintheroomwereengaged。Happeningtolaughatsometurnittook,oneofthem,aMalay,whowaslosing,wasoffended,andabusedhim。Othersobjectedtohishavingfunwithoutriskingmoney,andrequiredhimtojoininthegame。Thisforsomereasonorotherhedeclined,andwhenthewholepartyatlengthinsisted,positivelyrefused。Thereupontheyalltookumbrage,nordidmostofthemmakemanystepsoftheascentfromdispleasuretoindignation,wrath,revenge;andthenensuedarow。Gibbiehadbeensittingallthetimeonhisfriend’sknee,everynowandthenstrokinghisblackface,inwhich,asinsultfollowedinsult,thesunnybloodkeptslowlyrising,makingtheballsofhiseyesandhisteethlookstillwhiter。AtlengthasavagefromGreenockthrewatumblerathim。 Sambo,quickasalizard,coveredhisfacewithhisarm。Thetumblerfallingfromit,struckGibbieonthehead——notseverely,buthardenoughtomakehimutteralittlecry。Atthatsound,thelatentfiercenesscamewideawakeinSambo。GentlyasanursingmotherhesetGibbiedowninacornerbehindhim,thenwithonerushsenteveryJackofthecompanysprawlingonthefloor,withthetableandbottlesandglassesatopofthem。Atthevisionoftheirplighthisgoodhumourinstantlyreturned,heburstintoagreatheartylaugh,andproceededatoncetoliftthetablefromoffthem。 Thateffected,hecaughtupGibbieinhisarms,andcarriedhimwithhimtobed。 InthemiddleofthenightGibbiehalfwoke,and,findinghimselfalone,soughthisfather’sbosom;then,intheconfusionbetweensleepingandwaking,imaginedhisfather’sdeathcomeagain。 PresentlyheremembereditwasinSambo’sarmshefellasleep,butwherehewasnowhecouldnottell:certainlyhewasnotinbed。 Groping,hepushedadoor,andaglimmeroflightcamein。HewasinaclosetoftheroominwhichSamboslept——andsomethingwastodoabouthisbed。Herosesoftlyandpeepedout,Therestoodseveralmen,andastrugglewasgoingon——nearlynoiseless。Gibbiewashalf-dazed,andcouldnotunderstand;buthehadlittleanxietyaboutSambo,inwhoseprowesshehadatriumphantconfidence。 Suddenlycamethesoundofagreatgush,andthegrouppartedfromthebedandvanished。Gibbiedartedtowardsit。Thewords,“OLordJesus!”cametohisears,andheheardnomore:theywerepoorSambo’slastinthisworld。Thelightofastreetlampfelluponthebed:thebloodwaswelling,ingreatthickthrobs,outofhishugeblackthroat。Theyhadbenthisheadback,andthegashgapedwide。 ForsomemomentsGibbiestoodinghastlyterror。Nosoundexceptalowgurglecametohisears,andthehorrorofthestillnessovermasteredhim。Henevercouldrecallwhatcamenext。Whenheknewhimselfagain,hewasinthestreet,runninglikethewind,heknewnotwhither。Itwasnotthathedreadedanyhurttohimself; horror,notfear,wasbehindhim。 Hisnextrecollectionofhimselfwasinthefirstofthemorning,ontheloftychain-bridgeovertheriverDaur。Beforehimlayheknewnotwhat,onlyescapefromwhatwasbehind。Hisfaithinmenseemedruined。Thecity,hishome,wasfrightfultohim。Quarrelsandcursesandblowshehadbeenusedto,andamidstthemlifecouldbelived。Ifhedidnotconsciouslyweavethemintohistheories,heunconsciouslywrappedthemupinhisconfidence,andwasatpeace。 Butthelastnighthadrevealedsomethingunknownbefore。Itwasasifthedarknesshadbeencloven,andthroughtheclefthesawintohell。Athinghadbeendonethatcouldnotbeundone,andhethoughtitmustbewhatpeoplecalledmurder。AndSambowassuchagoodman!,HewasalmostasgoodamanasGibbie’sfather,andnowhewouldnotbreatheanymore!,WashegonewhereGibbie’sfatherwasgone?,Wasitthegoodmenthatstoppedbreathingandgrewcold? ButitwasthosewickedmenthathaddeadedSambo!,Andwiththathisfirstvagueperceptionofevilandwrongintheworldbegantodawn。 Heliftedhisheadfromgazingdownonthedarkriver。Amanwasapproachingthebridge。Hecamefromtheawfulcity!,Perhapshewantedhim!,Hefledalongthebridgelikealow-flyingwater-bird。 Ifanothermanhadappearedattheotherend,hewouldhavegotthroughbetweentherods,andthrownhimselfintotheriver。Buttherewasnoonetoopposehisescape;andafterfollowingtheroadalittlewayuptheriver,heturnedasideintoathicketofshrubsonthenearlyprecipitousbank,andsatdowntorecoverthebreathhehadlostmorefromdismaythanexertion。 Thelightgrew。Allatoncehedescried,fardowntheriver,thesteeplesofthecity。Alas!alas!therelaypoorblackSambo,sodeartoweeSirGibbie,motionlessandcoveredwithblood!,Hehadtworedmouthsnow,butwasnotabletospeakawordwitheither! Theywouldcarryhimtoachurchyardandlayhiminaholetoliethereforeverandever。WouldallthegoodpeoplebelaidintoholesandleaveGibbiequitealone?,Sittingandbroodingthus,hefellintoadreamystate,inwhich,brokenly,fromhereandthere,picturesofhisformerlifegrewoutuponhismemory。Suddenly,plainerthanalltherest,camethelasttimehestoodunderMistressCroale’swindow,waitingtohelphisfatherhome。Thesameinstant,backtotheearofhismindcamehisfather’stwowords,ashehadheardthemthroughthewindow——“UpDaurside。” “UpDaurside!”——HerehewasuponDaurside——alittlewayuptoo:hewouldgofartherup。Heroseandwenton,whilethegreatriverkeptflowingtheotherway,darkandterrible,downtotheverydoorinsidewhichlaySambowiththehugegapeinhisbigthroat。 Meantimethemurdercametotheknowledgeofthepolice,MistressCroaleherselfgivingtheinformation,andallinthehousewerearrested。Inthecourseoftheirexamination,itcameoutthatweeSirGibbiehadgonetobedwiththemurderedman,andwasnownowheretobefound。Eithertheyhadmurderedhimtoo,orcarriedhimoff。Thenewsspread,andthewholecitywasincommotionabouthisfate。ItwascredibleenoughthatpersonscapableofcommittingsuchacrimeonsuchaninoffensivepersonasthetestimonyshowedpoorSambo,wouldbecapablealsoofthrowingthelifeofachildafterthatofthemantoprotecttheirown。Thecitywassearchedfromendtoend,fromsidetoside,andfromcellartogarret。Notatraceofhimwastobefound——butindeedGibbiehadalwaysbeeneasiertofindthantotrace,forhehadnobelongingsofanysorttobetrayhim。Noonedreamedofhishavingfledstraighttothecountry,andsearchwasconfinedtothecity。 Themurdererswereatlengthdiscovered,tried,andexecuted。Theyprotestedtheirinnocencewithregardtothechild,andthereinnothingappearedagainstthembeyondthefactthathewasmissing。 Theresult,sofarasconcernedGibbie,was,thatthetalkofthecity,wherealmosteveryoneknewhim,wasturned,inhisabsence,uponhishistory;andfromtheconfusedmassofhearsaythatreachedhim,Mr。Sclatersethimselftodiscoverandverifythefacts。ForthispurposeheburrowedaboutintheneighbourhoodsGibbiehadchieflyfrequented,andwassofarsuccessfulastosatisfyhimselfthatGibbie,ifhewasalive,wasSirGilbertGalbraith,Baronet; buthisownlawyerwasabletoassurehimthatnotaninchofpropertyremainedanywhereattachedtothetitle。Therewereindeedrelationsoftheboy’smother,whowereofsomesmallconsequenceinaneighbouringcounty,alsooneinbusinessinGlasgow,oritsneighbourhood,reportedwealthy;butthesehadentirelydisownedherbecauseofhermarriage。AllMr。Sclaterdiscoveredbesideswas,inalumber-roomnextthegarretinwhichSirGeorgedied,aboxofpapers——aglanceatwhosecontentsshowedthattheymustatleastproveagreatdealofwhichhewasalreadycertainfromothersources。Afewofthemhadtodowiththehouseinwhichtheywerefound,stillknownastheAuldHooseo’Galbraith;butmostofthemreferredtopropertyinland,andmanywereofancientdate。Ifthepropertywereinthehandsofdescendantsoftheoriginalstock,thepaperswouldbeofvalueintheireyes;and,inanycase,itwouldbewelltoseetotheirsafety。Mr。Sclaterthereforehadthechestremovedtothegarretofthemanse,whereitstoodthereafter,littleregarded,butabletoanswerformorethanitself。 CHAPTERIX。 ADRIFT。 Gibbiewasnowwithoutahome。Hehadhadawholecityforhisdwelling,everystreetofwhichhadbeentohimasanotherhallinhisownhouse,everylaneasapassagefromonesetofroomstoanother,everycourtasacloset,everyhouseasasafe,guardingtheonlypossessionshehad,theonlypossessionsheknewhowtovalue——hisfellow-mortals,radiantwithfaces,andfriendlywithhandsandtongues。Greataswashisdelightinfreedom,adelightherevelledinfrommorningtonight,andsometimesfromnighttomorning,hehadneverhadanotionofitthatreachedbeyondthecity,heneverlongedforlargerspace,forwideroutlook。Spaceandoutlookhehadskyward——andseawardwhenhewould,butevenintotheseregionshehadneveryetdesiredtogo。Hisworldwastheworldofmen;thepresenceofmanywashisgreaterroom;hispeoplethemselveswerehisworld。Hehadnoideaoffreedomindissociationwithhumanfacesandvoicesandeyes。Butnowhehadleftallthese,andasheranfromthemaredpallseemedsettlingdownbehindhim,wrappingupandhidingawayhiscountry,hishome。 Forthefirsttimeinhislife,thefatherless,motherless,brotherless,sisterlessstrayofthestreetsfelthimselfalone。 Thesensationwasanawfulone。Hehadlostsomany,andhadnotoneleft!,ThatgashinSambo’sblackthroathadslain“awholecityful。”,Hislonelinessgrewuponhim,untilagainhedartedasidefromtheroadintothebush,thistimetohidefromtheSpectreoftheDesert——theNoMan。Deprivedofhumancountenances,thefaceofcreationwasamaskwithouteyes,andlibertyamerenegation。NotthatGibbiehadeverthoughtaboutliberty;hehadonlyenjoyed:notthathehadeverthoughtabouthumanfaces;hehadonlylovedthem,andlivedupontheirsmiles。“Gibbiewadnaneedtogangtoh’aven,“ saidMysie,thebaker’sdaughter,tohermother,onenight,astheywalkedhomefromamerry-making。“Whatforthat,lassie?”returnedhermother。“Causehewadbemeeserablewhaurtherewasnaedrunkfowk,“answeredMysie。Andnowitseemedtothepoor,shocked,heart-woundedcreature,asifthehumanfacewerejusttheonethinghecouldnomorelookupon。Onehauntedhim,theblackone,withthewhite,staringeyes,themouthinitsthroat,andthewhitegrinningteeth。 Itwasacold,freshmorning,cloudyandchangeful,towardstheendofApril。Ithadrained,andwouldrainagain;itmightsnow。 Heavyundefinedclouds,withsaffronbreaksandborders,hungabouttheeast,butwhatwasgoingtohappenthere——atleasthedidnotthink;hedidnotknoweastfromwest,andIdoubtwhether,althoughhehadoftenseenthesunset,hehadeverseenhimrise。Yeteventohim,city-creatureashewas,itwasplainsomethingwasgoingtohappenthere。Andhappenitdidpresently,andthatwithasplendourthatforamomentblindedGibbie。Forjustatthehorizontherewasalonghorizontalslipofbluesky,andthroughthatcrackthetopmostarcoftherisingsunshotsuddenlyathousandarrowsofradianceintothebrainoftheboy。Butthetoo-muchlightscorchedthereablacknessinstantly;andtothesoulofGibbieitwastheblacknessoftheroomfromwhichhehadfled,anduponitoutcamethewhiteeyeballsandthebrilliantteethofhisdeadSambo,andtheredburstfromhisthroatthatansweredtheknifeoftheMalay。 Heshrieked,andstruckwithhishandsagainstthesunfromwhichcametheterriblevision。Hadhebeenacommonchild,hisreasonwouldhavegivenway;butoneresultoftheoverflowofhislovewas,thathehadneveryetknownfearforhimself。Hissweetconfidentface,innocenteyes,andcaressingways,hadalmostalwaysdrawnaresponsemoreorlessinkind;andthatcertainsomeshouldnotrepelhim,wasafullerresponsefromthemthangiftsfromothers。Exceptnowandthen,rarely,astreetboyalittlebiggerthanhimself,noonehadeverhurthim,andthehurtupontheseoccasionshadnotgoneverydeep,forthechildwasbraveandhardy。 Sonowitwasnotfear,butthelossofoldconfidence,asicknesscomingovertheheartandbrainofhislove,thatunnervedhim。Itwasnotthehorridcrueltytohisfriend,andhisowngrievouslossthereby,buttherecoilofhislovingendeavourthat,jarringhimoutofeverygrooveofthought,everysocketofhabit,everyjointofaction,casthimfromthecity,andmadeofhimawandererindeed,notawandererinastrangecountry,butawandererinastrangeworld。 Tonotravellercouldonelandwellbesodifferentfromanother,astoGibbiethecountrywasfromthetown。Hehadseenbushesandtreesbefore,butonlyovergardenwalls,orinoneortwoofthechurchyards。Hehadlookedfromthequayacrosstothebareshoreontheotherside,withitssandyhills,anditstalllighthouseonthetopofthegreatrocksthatborderedthesea;but,solooking,hehadbeheldspaceasonelookingfromthisworldintothefaceofthemoon,asachildlooksuponvastnessandpossibledangersfromhisnurse’sarmswhereitcannotcomenearhim;forhousesbackedthequayallalong;thecitywasbehindhim,andspreadforthherprotectingarms。Hehad,onceortwice,runoutalongthepier,whichshotfarintotheimmensityofthesea,likeacausewaytoanotherworld——astormythreadofgranite,beatenuponbothsidesbythewavesoftheGermanOcean;butitwaswiththeseaandnotthecountryhethenmadethesmallacquaintance——andthatnotwithoutterror。Theseawasasdifferentfromthecityastheairintowhichhehadlookedupatnight——toodifferenttocompareagainstitandfeelthecontrast;onneithercouldhesetfoot;inneithercouldheberequiredtoliveandact——asnowinthiswasteofenterableandperviousextent。 Itsownhorrordrovethevisionaway,andGibbiesawtheworldagain——saw,butdidnotloveit。Thesunseemedbuttohavelookeduptomockhimandgodownagain,forhehadcrossedthecrack,andwasbehindathickmassofcloud;acolddampwind,spottedwithsparklesofrain,blewfitfullyfromtheeast;thelowbushesamongwhichhesat,sentforthachillsighingallabouthim,astheysiftedthewindintosound;thesmellofthedampearthwasstrangetohim——hedidnotknowthefreshness,thenewbirthofwhichitbreathed;belowhimthegloomyriver,heredeep,smooth,moody,sullen,therepuckeredwiththegreyripplesofashallowlaughterunderthecoldbreeze,wentflowingheedlesstothecity。Thereonlywas——orhadbeen,friendliness,comfort,home!,Thiswasemptiness——theabodeofthings,notbeings。YetneveroncedidGibbiethinkofreturningtothecity。Heroseandwanderedupthewideroadalongtheriverbank,fartherandfartherfromit——hisonlyguidethewordsofhisfather,“UpDaurside;“hissolecomfortthefeelingofhavingoncemoretodowithhisfathersolongdeparted,somerelationstillwiththeparadiseofhisoldworld。 Alongcultivatedfieldsandcopsesontheoneside,andontheotherasteepdescenttotheriver,coveredhereandtherewithtrees,butmostlywithroughgrassandbushesandstones,hefollowedtheking’shighway。Therewerebuttercupsandplentyofdaisieswithinhissight——primroses,too,ontheslopebeneath;buthedidnotknowflowers,andhiswasnotnowthemoodfordiscoveringwhattheywere。Theexerciserevivedhim,andhebegantobehungry。Buthowcouldtherebeanythingtoeatinthedesert,inhospitablesuccessionoftreesandfieldsandhedges,throughwhichtheroadwoundendlesslyalong,likeadeadstreet,havingneitherhousesnorpavingstones?,Hunger,however,wasfarlessenfeeblingtoGibbiethantooneaccustomedtoregularmeals,andhewasinnoanxietyabouteitherwhenorwhatheshouldeat。 Themorningadvanced,andby-and-byhebegantomeetafellow-creaturenowandthenupontheroad;butatsightofeveryoneafeelingroseinhimsuchashehadneverhadtowardshumanbeingbefore:theyseemedsomehowofadifferentkindfromthoseinthetown,andtheydidnotlookfriendlyastheypassed。Hedidnotknowthathepresentedtothemaverydifferentcountenancefromthatwhichhisfellow-citizenshadalwaysseenhimwear;forthemingledandconflictingemotionsofhisspirithadsentoutuponitanexpressionwhich,accompaniedbythemiseryofhisgarments,mightwell,tothesuperficialorinexperiencedobserver,conveytheideathathewasafugitiveandguilty。Hewassouncomfortableatlengthfromthewaythepeoplehemetscrutinizedhimthat,whenhesawanyonecoming,hewouldinstantlyturnasideandtakethecovertofthicket,orhedge,orstonewall,untilthebearerofeyeshadpassed。Hisaccustomedtrot,whichhekeptupforseveralhours,madehimlookthemoresuspicious;buthisfeet,hardenedfromveryinfancyastheywere,soonfoundthedifferencebetweenthesmoothflagsandthesharpstonesoftheroad,andbeforenoonhewaswalkingatquiteasober,althoughstillactive,pace。Doubtlessitslackenedthesoonerthatheknewnogoal,noendtohiswandering。 UpDaursidewastheonevaguenotionhehadofhiscalling,hisdestiny,andwithhisshort,quickstep,hisprogresswasconsiderable;hepassedhouseafterhouse,farmafterfarm;but,neverinthewayofaskingforanything,thoughaslittleinthewayofrefusing,hewentnearernoneofthemthantheroadledhim。 Besides,thehouseswereveryunlikethoseinthecity,andnotatallattractivetohim。Hecameatlengthtoafield,slopingtotheroad,whichwascoveredwithleaveslikesomehehadoftenseeninthemarket。Theydrewhim;andastherewasbutalowandimperfecthedgebetween,hegotover,andfounditwasacropofsmallyellowturnips。Hegatheredasmanyashecouldcarry,andatethemashewentalong。Happilynoagriculturalpersonencounteredhimforsomedistance,thoughGibbieknewnospecialcausetocongratulatehimselfuponthat,havingnottheslightestconscienceofoffenceinwhathedid。Hisnotionsofpropertywereallassociatedwithwell-knownvisibleorneighbouringowners,andinthecityhewouldneverhavedreamedoftouchinganythingthatwasnotgivenhim,exceptitlayplainlyalostthing。Buthere,whereeverythingwassodifferent,andhesawnoneofthesignsofownershiptowhichhewasaccustomed,theideaofpropertydidnotcometohim;hereeverythinglookedlost,oronthesamecategorywiththechipsandparingsandcruststhatwerethrownoutinthecity,andbecamecommonproperty。Besides,thelovewhichhadhithertorenderedcovetousnessimpossible,hadherenoobjectwhosepresencemighthavesuggestedadoubt,tosupplyinameasurethelackofknowledge;hunger,instead,wasbusyinhisworld。Itrusttherewerefewfarmersalongtheroadwhowouldhavefoundfaultwithhimfortakingoneortwo;butnone,Isuspect,wouldhavelikedtoseehimwithalltheturnipshecouldcarry,eatingthemlikeaveryrabbit:theyweretoonearacitytolookuponsuchaspectaclewithindifference。Gibbiemadenoattempttohidehisspoil;whatevercouldhavegivenbirthtothesensethatcautionwouldbenecessary,wouldhavepreventedhimfromtakingit。Whileyetbusyhecameuponalittlegirlfeedingacowbytheroadside。Shesawhowheatetheturnips,andofferedhimabitofoatmealbannock。Hereceiveditgladly,andwithbeamingeyesofferedheraturnip。Seerefuseditwithsomeindignation。Gibbie,disappointed,butnotungrateful,resumedhistramp,eatinghisbannock。Hecamesoonaftertoalittlestreamthatranintothegreatriver。Forafewmomentsheeyeditverydoubtfully,thinkingitmust,likethekennelsalongthesidesofthestreets,befartoodirtytodrinkof;butthewayitsparkledandsang——mostunscientificreasons——soonsatisfiedhim,andhedrankandwasrefreshed。Hehadstilltwoturnipsleft,but,afterthebannock,hedidnotseemtowantthem,andstowedthemintheendsofthesleevesofhisjacket,foldedbackintogreatcuffs。 Alldaythecoldspringweathercontinued,withmoreofthepastwinterinitthanofthecomingsummer。Thesunwouldshineoutforafewmoments,withagrey,weary,oldlight,thenretreatasifhehadtried,butreallycouldnot。Oncecameaslightfallofsnow,which,however,meltedthemomentittouchedtheearth。Thewindkeptblowingcheerlesslybyfits,andtheworldseemedgrowingtiredofthesamethingoveragainsooften。Atlengththeairbegantogrowdusk:then,first,fearsofthedarkness,toGibbieutterlyunknownbefore,andonlybornoftheprecedingnight,begantomakehimawareoftheirexistenceinthehumanworld。Theyseemedtoriseupfromhislonelyheart;theyseemedtodescenduponhimoutofthethickeningair;theyseemedtocatchathisbreath,andgatherbehindhimashewent。But,happily,beforeitwasquitedark,andwhileyethecoulddistinguishbetweenobjects,hecametothegateofafarmyard;itwakedinhimthehopeoffindingsomeplacewherehecouldsleepwarmerthanintheroad,andheclamberedoverit。Nearestofthebuildingstothegate,stoodanopenshed,andhecouldseetheshaftsofcartsprojectingfromit:perhapsinoneofthosecarts,orunderit,hemightfindaplacethatwouldservehimtosleepin:hedidnotyetknowwhatfacilitiesforreposethecountryaffords。Butjustasheenteredtheshed,hespiedatthefarthercornerofit,outside,awoodenstructure,likeasmallhouse,andthroughthearcheddoorofitsawthefloorcoveredwithnice-lookingstraw。Hesuspectedittobeadog’skennel;andpresentlythechainlyingbesideit,withacollarattheend,satisfiedhimitwas。Thedogwasabsent,anditlookedaltogetherenticing!,Hecreptin,gotunderasmuchofthestrawashecouldheapoverhim,andfellfastasleep。 Inafewminutes,asitseemedtohim,hewasrousedbythegreatvoiceofadoginconversationwithaboy:theboyseemed,bythesoundofthechain,tobefasteningthecollaronthedog’sneck,andpresentlylefthim。Thedog,whichhadbeenontherampagethewholeafternoon,immediatelyturnedtocreepinandresttillsuppertime,presentingtoGibbie,whohaddrawnhimselfupatthebackofthekennel,theintelligentcountenanceofalargeNewfoundland。 NowGibbiehadbeenhonouredwiththeacquaintanceofmanydogs,andthefriendshipofmostofthem,foraloverofhumanitycanhardlyfailtobealoverofcaninity。Evenamongdogs,however,thereareungraciousindividuals,andGibbiehadonceortwicebeenbittenbyquadrupedalworshippersoftherespectable。Hence,withthesightoftheownerofthedwelling,itdawneduponhimthathemustbestartledtofindastrangerinhishouse,andmight,regardinghimasanintruderratherthanaguest,worryhimbeforehehadtimetoexplainhimself。Hedartedforwardthereforetogetout,buthadscarcelyreachedthedoor,whenthedogputinhisnose,readytofollowwithallhewasandhad。Gibbie,thereupon,beganaloudbarking,asmuchastosay——“HereIam:pleasedonothingwithoutreflection。”,Thedogstartedbackinextremeastonishment,hisearserect,andakeenlookofquestiononhissagaciousvisage:whatstrangeanimal,speakinglike,andyetsounlike,anorthodoxdog,couldhavegotintohisverychamber? Gibbie,amusedatthedog’sfright,andassuredbyhislooksthathewasbothagood-naturedandreasonableanimal,burstintoafitofmerrylaughterasloudashispreviousbarking,andagooddealmoremusical。Thedogevidentlylikeditbetter,andtookitasachallengetoplay:afteraseriesofsharpburstsofbarking,hiseyesflashingstraightinatthedoor,andhisearsliftedupliketwoplumesonthetopofthem,hedartedintothekennel,andbeganpokinghisnoseintohisvisitor。Gibbiefelltopattingandkissingandhugginghimasifhehadbeenahuman——aswhocantellbuthewas?——gladofanycompanionthatbelongedtotheregionofthelight;andtheywerefriendsatonce。Mankindhaddisappointedhim,butherewasadog!,Gibbiewasnottheonetorefusemercieswhichyethewouldnothavebeencontenttoprayfor。Bothweretired,however,forbothhadbeenactivethatday,andafewminutesofmingledwrestlingandendearment,towhich,perhaps,thenarrownessoftheirplay-groundgaveaspeedierconclusion,contentedboth,afterwhichtheylaysidebysideinpeace,Gibbiewithhisheadonthedog’sback,andthedogeverynowandthenturninghisheadoverhisshouldertolickGibbie’sface。 Againhewaswakedbyapproachingsteps,andthesamemomentthedogdartedfromunderhim,andwithmuchrattleoutofthekennel,infrontofwhichhestoodandwhinedexpectant。Itwasnotquitedark,forthecloudshaddriftedaway,andthestarswereshining,sothat,whenheputouthishead,hewasabletoseethedimformofawomansettingdownsomethingbeforethedog——intowhichheinstantlyplungedhisnose,andbegangobbling。ThesoundstirredupallthelatenthungerinGibbie,andheleapedout,eagertohaveashare。Alargewoodenbowlwasontheground,andthehalfofitscontentsofporridgeandmilkwasalreadygone;forthepoordoghadnotyethadexperienceenoughtobeperfectinhospitality,andhadforgottenhisguest’swantsinhisown:itwasplainthat,ifGibbiewastohaveany,hemustlosenotimeinconsideringthemeans。Hadhehadalongnoseandmouthallinonelikehim,hewouldhaveplungedtheminbesidethedog’s;buttheflatnessofhismouthcausingthenecessity,inthecaseofsuchanattempt,ofbringingthewholeofhisfaceintocontactwiththefood,therewasnotroominthedishforthetwotofeedtogetherafterthesamefashion,sothathewasdriventothesoleotherpossibleexpedient,thatofmakingaspoonofhishand。Thedogneithergrowlednorpushedawaythespoon,butinstantlybegantogobbletwiceasfastasbefore,andpresentlywaslickingthebottomofthedish。Gibbie’shand,therefore,madebutfewjourneystohismouth,butwhatitcarriedhimwasgoodfood——betterthananyhehadhadthatday。Whenallwasgonehecreptagainintothekennel;thedogfollowed,andsoontheywerebothfastasleepineachother’sarmsandlegs。 Gibbiewokeatsunriseandwentout。Hishostcameafterhim,andstoodwagginghistailandlookingwistfullyupinhisface。Gibbieunderstoodhim,and,asthesolereturnhecouldmakeforhishospitality,undidhiscollar。Instantlyherushedoff,hisbackgoinglikeaserpent,clearedthegateatabound,andscouringmadlyacrossafield,vanishedfromhissight;whereuponGibbietoosetouttocontinuehisjourneyupDaurside。 Thisdaywaswarmer;thespringhadcomeastepnearer;thedoghadbeenacomfortertohim,andthehorrorhadbeguntoassuage;hebegantogrowawareofthethingsabouthim,andtoopenhiseyestothem。Oncehesawaprimroseinalittledell,andlefttheroadtolookatit。Butashewent,hesethisfootinthewaterofachalybeatespring,whichwastricklingthroughthegrass,anddyeingthegroundredaboutit:filledwithhorrorhefled,andforsometimedarednevergonearaprimrose。Andstilluponhisrighthandwasthegreatriver,flowingdowntowardsthehomehehadleft;nowthroughlowmeadows,nowthroughupshoulderedfieldsofwheatandoats,nowthroughrockyheightscoveredwiththegracefulsilver-barkedbirch,themountainash,andthefir。EverytimeGibbie,havinglostsightofitbysometurnoftheroadorsomeinterposingeminence,caughtitsgleamafresh,hisfirstfeelingwasthatitwashurryingtothecity,wherethedeadmanlay,totellwhereGibbiewas。Whyhe,whohadfrominfancydonejustashepleased,shouldnowhavebeguntodreadinterferencewithhisliberty,hecouldnothimselfhavetold。Perhapsthefearwasbuttheshadowofhisnew-bornaversiontotheplacewherehehadseenthosebest-lovedcountenanceschangesosuddenlyandterribly——ceasetosmile,butnotceasetostare。 Thatseconddayhefaredbetter,too,thanthefirst;forhecameonafamilyofmongrelgipsies,whofedhimwelloutoftheirkettle,and,takenwithhislooks,thoughttokeephimforbeggingpurposes。 ButnowthatGibbie’sconfidenceinhumannaturehadbeensorudelyshaken,hehadalreadybegun,withanalysisunconscious,toreadthehumancountenance,questioningit;andhethoughthesawsomethingthatwouldhurt,intheeyesoftwoofthemenandoneofthewomen。 Therefore,inthemiddleofthenight,heslippedsilentlyoutofthetentofrags,inwhichhehadlaindownwiththegipsychildren,anderethemotherswoke,wasamileuptheriver。 ButImustnotattemptthedetailofthispartofhisjourney。Itisenoughthathegotthroughit。Hemetwithsomeadventures,andsufferedagooddealfromhungerandcold。Hadhenotbeenhardyaswellasfearlesshemusthavedied。But,nowfromthisquarter,nowfromthat,hegotallthatwasneedfulforoneofGod’sbirds。Oncehefoundinahedgethenestofanerrantandsecretivehen,andrecognizingtheeggsasfoodauthorizedbytheshopwindowsandmarketofthecity,soonqualifiedhimselftohaveanopinionoftheirworth。Anothertimehecameuponagirlmilkingacowinashed,andhisastonishmentatthemarvelsoftheprocesswassuch,thatheforgoteventhehungerthatwasrenderinghimfaint。Hehadoftenseencowsinthecity,buthadneversuspectedwhattheywerecapableof。Whenthegirlcaughtsightofhim,staringwithopenmouth,shewastakenwithsuchafitoflaughter,thatthecow,whichwasill-tempered,kickedout,andoverturnedthepail。Nowbecauseofhertroublesomenessthiscowwasnotmilkedbesidetherest,andtheshedwhereshestoodwasusedforfarm-implementsonly。Thefloorofitwastheearth,beatenhard,andwornintohollows。Whenthemilksettledinoneofthese,Gibbiesawthatitwaslosttothegirl,andfoundtohim:undeterredbytheastoundingnatureofthespringfromwhichhehadjustseenitflow,hethrewhimselfdown,anddranklikeacalf。Herlaughterended,thegirlwastroubled:shewouldbescoldedforherclumsinessinallowingHawkietokickoverthepail,buttheeagernessoftheboyafterthemilktroubledhermore。Shetoldhimtowait,andrunningtothehouse,returnedwithtwolargepiecesofoatcake,whichshegavehim。 Thus,onewayandanother,foodcametoGibbie。Drinkwastobehadinalmostanyhollow。Sleepwasscatteredeverywhereovertheworld。Forwarmth,onlymotionandaseasonedskinwerenecessary: thelatterGibbiehad;theformer,alreadyahabitlearnedinthestreets,hadnowbecomealmostapassion。