第5章

类别:其他 作者:MacDonald, George字数:31400更新时间:18/12/21 13:04:10
“He’sdeid!he’sdeid!,Ye’vekillthim,Angus!,Ye’reanillman!” shecriedfiercely。“Ihateye。I’lltellonye。I’lltellmypapa。” “Hoot!whisht,missie!”saidAngus。“Itwasbyyerpapa’sainordersIgaehimthewhup,an’heweeldeserveditforby。An’gienyedinnagangawa,an’beaguidyoongleddy,I’llgie’immairyet。” “I’lltellGod,“shriekedGinevrawithfreshenergyofdefensiveloveandwrath。 Againhesoughttoremoveher,butsheclungso,withbothlegsandarms,totheinsensibleGibbie,thathecouldbutliftbothtogether,andhadtoleaveheralone。 “Gienyedaurtotouch’imagain,Angus,I’llbiteye——biteye——BITE YE,“shescreamed,inapassagewildlycrescendo。 ThelairdandFergushadwalkedawaytogether,perhapsneitherofthemquitecomfortableattheordersgiven,buttheonetooself-sufficienttorecallthem,andtheothertoosubmissivetointerfere。Theyheardthecries,nevertheless,andhadtheyknownthemforGinevra’s,wouldhaverushedtothespot;butfierceemotionhadsoutterlychangedhervoice——andindeedshehadneverinherlifecriedoutbefore——thattheytookthemforGibbie’sandsupposedthewhiphadhadthedesiredeffectandloosedhistongue。 Astotherestofthehousehold,whichwouldbythistimehavebeenallgatheredinthecoach-house,thelairdhadtakenhisstandwherehecouldinterceptthem:hewouldnothavetheexecutionofthedecreesofjusticeinterferedwith。 ButGinevra’sshrieksbroughtGibbietohimself。Faintlyheopenedhiseyes,andstared,stupidwithgrowingpain,atthetear-blurredfacebesidehim。IntheconfusionofhisthoughtshefanciedthepainhefeltwasGinevra’s,nothis,andsoughttocomforther,strokinghercheekwithfeeblehand,andputtinguphismouthtokissher。ButAngus,utterlyscandalizedattheproceeding,andrestoredtoenergybyseeingthattheboywasalive,caughtherupsuddenlyandcarriedheroff——struggling,writhing,andscratchinglikeacat。Indeedshebithisarm,andthatseverely,butthemannevereventoldhiswife。LittleMissiewasaqueen,andlittleGibbiewasavermin,buthewasashamedtoletthemotherofhischildrenknowthattheformerhadbittenhimforthesakeofthelatter。 Themomentshethusdisappeared,Gibbiebegantoapprehendthatshewassufferingforhim,notheforher。Hiswholebodyboretestimonytofrightfulabuse。ThiswassomehorribleplaceinhabitedbymensuchasthosethatkilledSambo!,Hemustfly。Butwouldtheyhurtthelittlegirl?,Hethoughtnot——shewasathome。 Hestartedtospringtohisfeet,butfellbackalmostpowerless; thentriedmorecautiouslyandgotupwearily,forthepainandtheterribleshockseemedtohavetakenthestrengthoutofeverylimb。 Onceonhisfeet,hecouldscarcelystooptopickuphisremnantoftrowserswithoutagainfalling,andtheeffortmadehimgroanwithdistress。Hewasintheactoftryinginvaintostandononefoot,soastogettheotherintothegarment,whenhefanciedheheardthestepofhisexecutioner,returningdoubtlesstoresumehistorture。Hedroppedtherag,anddartedoutofthedoor,forgettingachesandstiffnessandagony。Allnakedashewas,hefledlikethewind,unseen,oratleastunrecognized,ofanyeye。Fergusdidcatchaglimpseofsomethingwhitethatflashedacrossavistathroughtheneighbouringwood,buthetookitforawhitepeacock,ofwhichthereweretwoorthreeabouttheplace。Thethreemenweredisgustedwiththelittlewretchwhentheyfoundthathehadactuallyfledintotheopendaywithouthisclothes。PoorGibbie! itwassuchasmalldifference!,Itneededaslittlechangetomakeasavageasanangelofhim。Alldependedontheeyesthatsawhim。 Heranheknewnotwhither,feelingnothingbutthedesirefirsttogetintosomecovert,andthentorunfarther。Hisfirstrushwasfortheshubbery,hisnextacrossthelittleparktothewoodbeyond。Hedidnotfeelthewindofhisrunningonhisbareskin。 Hedidnotfeelthehungerthathadmadehimsounabletobearthelash。Onandonheran,fancyingeverheheardthecruelAngusbehindhim。Ifadrytwigsnapped,hethoughtitwasthecrackofthewhip;andasmallwindthatrosesuddenlyinthetopofapine,seemedthehisswithwhichitwasabouttodescenduponhim。Heranandran,butstillthereseemednothingbetweenhimandhispersecutors。Hefeltnosafety。Atlengthhecamewhereahighwalljoiningsomewater,formedaboundary。Thewaterwasabrookfromthemountain,herewidenedanddeepenedintoastillpool。Hehadbeenonceoutofhisdepthbefore:hethrewhimselfin,andswamstraightacross:everafterthat,swimmingseemedtohimasnaturalaswalking。 Thenfirstawokeafaintsenseofsafety;forontheothersidehewaskneedeepinheather。Hewasonthewildhill,withmilesonmilesofcover!,Heretheunmancouldnotcatchhim。ItmustbethesamethatDonalpointedouttohimonedayatadistance;hehadagun,andDonalsaidhehadonceshotapoacherandkilledhim。Hedidnotknowwhatapoacherwas:perhapshewasonehimself,andthemanwouldshoothim。Theycouldseehimquitewellfromtheotherside!hemustcrosstheknollfirst,andthenhemightliedownandrest。Hewouldgetrightintotheheather,andliewithitallaroundandoverhimtillthenightcame。Wherehewouldgothen,hedidnotknow。Butitwasallone;hecouldgoanywhere。Donalmustmindhiscows,andthemenmustmindthehorses,andMistressJeanmustmindherkitchen,butSirGibbiecouldgowherehepleased。HewouldgoupDaurside;buthewouldnotgojustatonce;thatmanmightbeontheoutlookforhim,andhewouldn’tliketobeshot。 Peoplewhowereshotlaystill,andwereputintoholesintheearth,andcoveredup,andhewouldnotlikethat。 Thushecommunedwithhimselfashewentovertheknoll。Ontheothersidehechoseatallpatchofheather,andcreptunder。Howniceandwarmandkindtheheatherfelt,thoughitdidhurtthewealsdreadfullysometimes。Ifheonlyhadsomethingtocoverjustthem!,Thereseemedtobeonedownhisbackaswellasroundhiswaist! AndnowSirGibbie,thoughnotmuchpoorerthanhehadbeen,reallypossessednothingseparable,excepthishairandhisnails——nothingthereforethathecouldcallhis,asdistinguishedfromhim。Hissoleotherpossessionwasanegativequantity——hishunger,namely,forhehadnotevenamealinhisbody:hehadeatennothingsincetheprecedingnoon。Iamwrong——hehadonepossessionbesides,thoughhardlyaseparableone——aballadaboutafairladyandherpage,whichDonalhadtaughthim。Thathenowbegantorepeattohimself,butwasdisappointedtofinditagooddealwithered。Hewasnotnearlyreducedtoextremityyetthough——thislittleheiroftheworld:inhisbodyhehadsplendidhealth,inhisheartagreatcourage,andinhissoulanever-throbbinglove。Itwashislovetotheveryimageofman,thatmadethehorrorofthetreatmenthehadreceived。Anguswasandwasnotaman!,Afterall,Gibbiewasstillonetoberegardedwithholyenvy。 PoorGinnywassenttobedforinterferingwithherfather’sorders; andwhatwithrageandhorrorandpity,aninexplicablefeelingofhopelessnesstookpossessionofher,whileheraffectionforherfatherwasgreatly,perhapsforthisworldirretrievably,injuredbythatmorning’sexperience;asomethingremainedthatneverpassedfromher,andthatsomething,asoftenasitstirred,rosebetweenhimandher。 Fergustoldhisauntwhathadtakenplace,andmademuchgameofherbrownie。ButthemoreJeanthoughtabouttheaffair,thelessshelikedit。Itwassheuponwhomitallcame!,Whatdiditmatterwhoorwhatherbrowniewas?,Andwhathadtheywhippedthecreaturefor?,Whatharmhadhedone?,Ifindeedhewasalittleraggedurchin,thethingwasonlythemoreinexplicable!,Hehadtakennothing!,Shehadnevermissedsomuchasabarleyscon!,Thecreamhadalwaysbroughthertherightquantityofbutter!,Notevenabannock,sofarassheknew,wasevergonefromthepress,oraneggfromthebossiewheretheylayheaped!,Therewasmoreinitthanshecouldunderstand!,Hernephew’smightyfeat,sofarfromexplaininganything,hadonlysealedupthemystery。Shecouldnothelpcherishingashadowyhopethat,whenthingshadgrownquiet,hewouldagainrevealhispresencebyhiswork,ifnotbyhisvisibleperson。Itwasmortifyingtothinkthathehadgoneashecame,andshehadneverseteyesuponhim。ButFergus’saccountofhisdisappearancehadalso,inherjudgment,adecidedelementofthemarvellousinit。ShewasstronglyinclinedtobelievethatthebrowniehadcastaglamouroverhimandthelairdandAngus,allthree,andhadbeenmakinggameofthemforhisownamusement。 IndeedDaursidegenerallyrefusedtheexplanationofthebrowniepresentedforitsacceptance,andthelairdscorednothingagainstthearch-enemySuperstition。 DonalGrant,missinghis“cratur“thatdayforthefirsttime,heardenoughwhenhecamehometosatisfyhimthathehadbeenactingthebrownieinthehouseandthestableaswellasinthefield,incredibleasitmightwellappearthatsuchachildshouldhavehadevenmerestrengthforwhathedid。Thenfirstalso,afterhehadthuslosthim,hebegantounderstandhisworth,andtoseehowmuchheowedhim。Whilehehadimaginedhimselfkindtotheurchin,theurchinhadbeenlayinghimunderendlessobligation。Forhelefthimwitheversomuchmoreinhisbrainsthanwhenhecame。Thisbookandthat,throughhisaid,hehadreadthoroughly;andascoreorsoofpropositionshadbeenaddedtohisstockinEuclid。Hisfirstfeelingaboutthechildrevivedashepondered——namely,thathewasnotofthisworld。ButeventhenDonaldidnotknowthebestGibbiehaddoneforhim。Hedidnotknowofwhatfardeeperandbetterthingshehad,throughhisgentleness,histrust,hislovingservice,hisabsoluteunselfishness,sowntheseedsinhismind。Ontheotherhand,DonalhadinreturndonemoreforGibbiethanheknew,thoughwhathehaddoneforhim,namely,sharedhisdinnerswithhim,hadbeenlessofagiftthanhethought,andDonalhadratherbeensharinginGibbie’sdinner,thanGibbieinDonal’s。 CHAPTERXXII。 REFUGE。 ItwasalovelySaturdayeveningonGlashgar。Thefewflowersaboutthesmallturfcottagescentedtheairinthehotwesternsun。Theheatherwasnotinbloomyet,andtherewerenotrees;buttherewererocks,andstones,andabrawlingburnthathalfsurroundedalittlefieldofoats,oneofpotatoes,andasmallspotwithafewstocksofcabbageandkail,onthebordersofwhichgrewsomebushesofdoubledaisies,andprimroses,andcarnations。TheseJanettendedaspartofherhousehold,whileherhusbandsawtotheoatsandpotatoes。RoberthadchargeofthefewsheeponthemountainwhichbelongedtothefarmerattheMains,andforhistroublehadthecottageandtheland,mostofwhichhehadhimselfreclaimed。 Hehadalsoacertainallowanceofmeal,whichwaspaidinportions,ascornwentfromthefarmtothemill。Iftheyhappenedtofallshort,themillerwouldalwaysadvancethemasmuchastheyneeded,repayinghimself——andnotverystrictly——thenexttimethecornwassentfromtheMains。Theywereneverinanywant,andneverhadanymoney,exceptwhattheirchildrenbroughtthemoutoftheirsmallwages。Butthatwasplentyfortheireveryneed,norhadtheythefaintestfeelingthattheywerepersonstobepitied。 Itwasverycoldupthereinwinter,tobesure,andtheybothsufferedfromrheumatism;buttheyhadnodebt,nofear,muchlove,andbetweenthem,thisbeingmostlyJanet’s,alargehopeforwhatlayontheothersideofdeath:astotherheumatism,thatwasnecessary,Janetsaid,toteachthempatience,fortheyhadnoothertrouble。Theywereindeedgrowingold,butneitherhadbeguntofeelageaburdenyet,andwhenitshouldprovesuch,theyhadadaughterpreparedtogiveupserviceandgohometohelpthem。 Theirthoughtsaboutthemselveswerenearlylostintheirthoughtsabouteachother,theirchildren,andtheirfriends。Janet’smaincarewasheroldman,andRobertturnedtoJanetastheonestayofhislife,nexttotheGodinwhomhetrusted。HedidnotthinksomuchaboutGodasshe:hewasnotable;nordidhereadsomuchofhisBible;butsheoftenreadtohim;andwhenanyofhischildrenwerethereofanevening,healways“tookthebook。”,WhileJanetprayedathome,hisclosetwasthemountain-side,wherehewouldkneelintheheather,andpraytoHimwhosawunseen,theKingeternal,immortal,invisible,theonlywiseGod。Thesheeptooknoheedofhim,butsometimeswhenherosefromhiskneesandsawOscargazingathimwithdeepestregard,hewouldfeelalittleasifhehadnotquiteenteredenoughintohiscloset,andwouldwonderwhatthedogwasthinking。Allday,fromthemountainandskyandpreachingburns,fromthesheepandhisdog,fromwinterstorms,springsunandwinds,orsummerwarmthandglow,butmorethanall,whenhewenthome,fromthepresenceandinfluenceofhiswife,cametohimsomehow——whocanexplainhow!——spiritualnourishmentandvitalgrowth。Onegreatthinginitwas,thathekeptgrowingwiserandbetterwithoutknowingit。IfSt。Paulhadtogiveupjudginghisownself,perhapsRobertGrantmightgetthroughwithouteverbeginningit。Helovedlife,butifhehadbeenaskedwhy,hemightnothavefoundareadyanswer。Helovedhiswife——justbecauseshewasJanet。Blithelyhelefthiscottageinthemorning,deepbreathingthemountainair,asifitwerehisfirstintheblissfulworld;andalldaytheessentialblissofbeingwashis;buttheimmediatehopeofhisheartwasnottheheavenlycity;itwashishomeandhisoldwoman,andhertalkofwhatshehadfoundinherBiblethatday。Strangelymingled——mingledeventoconfusionwithhisfaithinGod,washisabsolutetrustinhiswife——aconfidencenotverydifferentinkindfromthefaithwhichsomanyChristiansplaceinthemotherofourLord。ToRobert,Janetwasonewhoknew——onewhowasfarbenwiththeFatheroflights。Sheperceivedhisintentions,understoodhiswords,didhiswill,dweltinthesecretplaceoftheMostHigh。WhenJanetenteredintothekingdomofherFather,shewouldseethathewasnotleftoutside。Hewasassureofherlovetohimself,ashewasofGod’slovetoher,andwascertainshecouldneverbecontentwithoutheroldman。Hewashimselfadullsoul,hethought,andcouldnotexpectthegreatGodtotakemuchnoticeofhim,buthewouldallowJanettolookafterhim。Hehadavagueconvictionthathewouldnotbeveryhardtosave,forheknewhimselfreadytodowhateverwasrequiredofhim。 Noneofallthiswasplaintohisconsciousness,however,orI daresayhewouldhavebegunatoncetocombatthefeeling。 Hissoleanxiety,ontheotherhand,wasneitheraboutlifenordeath,aboutthisworldnorthenext,butthathischildrenshouldbehonestandhonourable,fearGodandkeephiscommandments。 Aroundthem,allandeach,thethoughtsoffatherandmotherwereconstantlyhovering——asiftowatchthem,andwardoffevil。 Almostfromtheday,nowmanyyearsago,when,becauseofdistanceanddifficulty,sheceasedtogotochurch,JanethadtakentoherNewTestamentinanewfashion。 Shepossessedaninstinctivepowerofdiscriminatingcharacter,whichhaditsrootandgrowthinthesimplicityofherown;shehadalwaysbeenastudentofthosephasesofhumanitythatcamewithinherken;shehadalargeshareofthatinterestinherfellowsandtheiraffairswhichistheverybloomuponripehumanity:withthesequalifications,andtheinterpretativelightaffordedbyherowncalmpracticalwayofliving,shecametounderstandmenandtheiractions,especiallywherethelatterdifferedfromwhatmightordinarilyhavebeenexpected,inamarvellousway:herfacultyamountedalmosttosympatheticcontactwiththeveryhumanity。 When,therefore,shefoundherselfinthisremotespot,whereshecouldseesolittleofherkind,shebegan,shehardlyknewbywhatinitiation,toturnherstudyuponthestoryofourLord’slife。 Norwasitlongbeforeitpossessedherutterly,sothatsheconcentrateduponitallthelightandpowerofvisionshehadgatheredfromherexperienceofhumanity。Itoughtnotthereforetobewonderfulhowmuchshenowunderstoodofthetruehumanity——withwhatsimpledirectnesssheknewwhatmanyofthewordsoftheSonofManmeant,andperceivedmanyofthegermsofhisindividualactions。Henceitfollowednaturallythatthethoughtofhim,andthehopeofonedayseeinghim,becameheroneinformingidea。Shewasnowsuchanotherasthosewomenwhoministeredtohimontheearth。 Acertaingentleindifferencesheallowedtothingsconsideredimportant,theneighboursattributedtoweaknessofcharacter,andcalledsoftness;whilethehonesty,energy,anddirectnesswithwhichsheacteduponinsightstheydidnotpossess,theyattributedtointellectualderangement。Shewas“owereasy,“theysaid,whenthetalkhadbeenofprudenceorworldlyprospect;shewas“owerhard,“theysaid,whenthequestionhadbeenofrightandwrong。 Thesameafternoon,aneighbour,onherwayovertheshoulderofthehilltothenextvillage,hadcalleduponherandfoundherbrushingtheraftersofhercottagewithabroomattheendofalongstick。 “Save’sa’,Janet!whatareyeefter?,Ineversawsicathing!” sheexclaimed。 “IkennahooIneverthouchto’sicathingafore,“answeredJanet,leaningherbroomagainstthewall,anddustingachairforhervisitor;“butthismornin’,whanmymanan’mewassittin’atoorbrakfast,therecam’sicaclapo’thunner,’atitjistgarredthebithoosietrim’le;an’doonfellasnoto’sootintiltheveryspune’atmymanwascairryin’till’shonestmoo。Thatcudnabeasthingswarinten’it,yeken;saewhatwastobesaidbutsetthemricht?” “Ow,weel!butyemichthaewaitittillDonalcam’hame;hewadhaedune’tinhalfthetime,an’noraxedhisjints。” “Icudnapititaff,“answeredJanet。“WhakennedwhantheLordmichtcome?——Hecannacomeatcock-crawin’theday,buthemaybehereaforenicht。” “Weel,I’sawa,“saidhervisitorrising。“I’mgauin’owertothetoontobuyafeowhankso’worsettoweyveapairo’stockinstomyman。Guiddaytoye,Janet——Whatneist,Iwon’er?”sheaddedtoherselfassheleftthehouse。“Thewuman’scleandementit!” Themomentshewasgone,Janetcaughtupherbroomagain,andwentspyingaboutovertheroof——ceilingtherewasnone——afterlongtanglesofagglomeratedcobwebandsmoke。 “Ay!”shesaidtoherself,“whakenswhanhemaybeatthedoor?an’ Iwadnaliketohearhimsay——’Janet,yemichthaehadyerhooseabitcleaner,whanyekennedImichtbeathan’!’“ Withallthecleaningshecouldgiveit,hercottagewouldhavelookedbutaplaceofmiserytomanyabenevolentwoman,who,ifshehadlivedthere,wouldnothavebeensobenevolentasJanet,orhavekepttheplacehalfsoclean。Forhersoulwasaliveandrich,andoutofhersoul,noteducationorhabit,camethesmallestofhervirtues——Havingfinishedatlast,shetookherbesomtothedoor,andbeatitagainstastone。Thatdone,shestoodlookingalongthepathdownthehill。Itwasthatbywhichhersonsanddaughters,everySaturday,cameclimbing,oneaftertheother,toherbosom,fromtheirvariouslaboursinthevalleybelow,throughthesunset,throughthelongtwilight,throughthemoonlight,eachurgedbyahearteagertolookagainuponfatherandmother。 Thesunwasnowfardownhiswesternarc,andnearlyonalevelwithhereyes;andasshegazedintothedarknessofthetoomuchlight,suddenlyemergedfromit,roseupward,staggeredtowardsher——wasitanangel?wasitaspectre?,Didheroldeyesdeceiveher?orwasthesecondsightborninhernowfirstinheroldage?——Itseemedachild——reeling,andspreadingouthandsthatgroped。Shecoveredhereyesforamoment,foritmightbeavisioninthesun,notontheearth——andlookedagain。Itwasindeedanakedchild!and——wasshestillsodazzledbytheredsunastoseeredwhereredwasnone?——orwerethoseindeedblood-redstreaksonhiswhiteskin? Straightnow,thoughslow,hecametowardsher。Itwasthesamechildwhohadcomeandgonesostrangelybefore!,Heheldouthishandstoher,andfellonhisfaceatherfeetlikeonedead。Then,withahorrorofpitifulamazement,shesawagreatcrossmarkedintwocruelstripesonhisback;andthethoughtsthatthereuponwentcoursingthroughherlovingimagination,itwouldbehardtosetforth。CoulditbethattheLordwasstill,childandman,sufferingforhisrace,todeliverhisbrothersandsistersfromtheirsins?——wandering,enduring,beaten,blessingstill?acceptingtheevil,slayingit,andreturningnone?hispatiencetheonerockwheretheevilwordfindsnoecho;hishearttheonegulfintowhichthedead-seawaverusheswithnorecoil——fromwhicheverflowsbackonlypurestwater,sweetandcool;theoneabyssofdestroyinglove,intowhichallwrongtumbles,andfindingnoreaction,islost,ceasesforevermore?there,initsowncradle,theprimalorderisstillnursed,stillrestored;thenceisstillsentforthafresh,toleavenwithnewlifetheworldeverageing!,Shadowyandvaguetheywere——butvaguelyshadowedwerethoughtsliketheseinJanet’smind,asshestoodhalf-stunned,regardingforonemomentmotionlesstheprostratechildandhiswrongs。Thenextsheliftedhiminherarms,andholdinghimtenderlytohermother-heart,carriedhimintothehouse,murmuringoverhimdove-likesoundsofpityandendearmentmingledwithindignation。Thereshelaidhimonhissideinherbed,coveredhimgentlyover,andhastenedtothelittlebyreattheendofthecottage,togethimsomewarmmilk。Whenshereturned,hehadalreadyliftedhisheavyeyelids,andwaslookingwearilyabouttheplace。Butwhenhesawher,dideversobrightasunshineasthatsmileofhis!,EyesandmouthandwholefaceflasheduponJanet!,Shesetdownthemilk,andwenttothebedside。 Gibbieputuphisarms,threwthemroundherneck,andclungtoherasifshehadbeenhismother。Andfromthatmomentshewashismother:herheartwasbigenoughtomotherallthechildrenofhumanity。ShewaslikeCharityherself,withherbabesinnumerable。 “Whathavetheydonetoye,mybairn?”shesaid,intonespitifulwiththepityoftheShepherdofthesheephimself。 Noreplycameback——onlyanotherheavenlysmile,asmileofabsolutecontent。ForwhatwerestripesandnakednessandhungertoGibbie,nowthathehadawomantolove!,Gibbie’snecessitywastolove; butherewasmore;herewasLoveofferingherselftohim!,ExceptinblackSambohehadscarcelycaughtagoodsightofherbefore。HehadneverbeforebeenkissedbythatmightofGod’sgrace,atruewoman。Shewasanoldwomanwhokissedhim;butnonewhohavedrunkoftheoldwineoflove,straightwaydesirethenew,fortheyknowthattheoldisbetter。Matchsuchasherswiththylove,maidenoftwenty,andwherewiltthoufindthemanIsaynotworthy,butfittomatewiththee?,Forherswasloveindeed——nottheloveoflove——buttheloveofLife。AlreadyGibbie’sfaintnesswasgone——andallhisillswithit。Sheraisedhimwithonearm,andheldthebowltohismouth,andhedrank;butallthetimehedrank,hiseyeswerefixeduponhers。Whenshelaidhimdownagain,heturnedonhisside,offhisscoredback,andinamomentwasfastasleep。Shestoodgazingathim。Sostillwashe,thatshebegantofearhewasdead,andlaidherhandonhisheart。Itwasbeatingsteadily,andshelefthim,tomakesomegruelforhimagainsthiswaking。Hersoulwasglad,forshewasministeringtoherMaster,notthelessinhisownself,thatitwasinthepersonofoneofhislittleones。Gruel,assuchaonemakesit,isnocommonfare,butdelicateenoughforaqueen。Shesetitdownbythefire,andproceededtolaythesupperforherexpectedchildren。Thecleanyellow-whitetableofsoftsmoothfir,needednocloth——onlyhornspoonsandwoodencaups。 Atlengthahandcametothelatch,andmotheranddaughtergreetedasmotheranddaughteronlycan;thencameason,andmotherandsongreetedasmotherandsononlycan。Theykeptonarrivingsinglytothenumberofsix——twodaughtersandfoursons,theyoungestsomelittletimeaftertherest。Each,asheorshecame,Janettooktothebed,andshowedherseventhchildwhereheslept。Eachtimesheshowedhim,tosecurelikepitywithherown,sheturneddownthebedclothes,andrevealedthelittleback,smittenwiththeeternalmemorialofthedivineperfection。Thewomenwept。Theyoungmenwerefurious,eachafterhisfashion。 “Goddamntherascal’atdidit!”criedoneofthem,clenchinghisteeth,andforgettinghimselfquiteintherageofthemoment。 “Laddie,takbacktheword,“saidhismothercalmly。“Gienyedinnaforgieyerenemies,ye’llnobeforgi’enyersel’。” “That’ssomehard,mither,“answeredtheoffender,withanattemptedsmile。 “Hard!”sheechoed;“itmayweelbehard,foritcannabehelpit。 Whatwadbetheuseo’forgiein’ye,orhoocuditwinatye,orwhatwadyecarefor’t,ormako’t,cairryin’ahello’hatei’yerverrahert?,ForgienGodbelove,hellmaunbehate。Mybairn,them’atwinnaforgietheirenemies,cairriessicanesto’deevilryi’theirainboasoms,’attheverraspeerito’Godhimsel’cannawinintill’tforbein’scomfishedwi’smellan’reik。Muckleguidwadonlypardondeetosic!,Butancelatthemun’erstan’’athecannaforgiethem,an’maybethey’llbefleyt,an’turnagain’theSawtan’at’si’them。” “Weel,buthe’snomyenemy,“saidtheyouth。 “Noyourenemy!”returnedhismother;“——noyourenemy,an’sair(serve)abairnlikethat!,Mycerty!buthe’stheenemyo’thehaillraceo’mankin’。Hetrespassesuncosairagainstme,I’mweelsureo’that!,An’I’mglaido’’t。I’mglaid’athehasmeforaneo’’senemies,forIforgiehimforane;an’wusshimsaeaffrontitwi’himsel’er’a’bedune,’athewadfainhidehisheidinamidden。” “Noo,noo,mither!”saidtheeldestson,whohadnotyetspoken,butwhosecountenancehadbeenshowingamightyindignation,“that’ssurelyassairabannin’asyon’atJocksaid。” “What,laddie!,Wadyehaeafellow-craturlivetoa’eternityohnbeenashamedo’sicathing’sthat?,Wadthatbetowusshimweel? Kennaye’atthemairshamethemairgrace?,Mywordwasthebestbeginnin’o’better’atIcudwusshim。Na,na,laddie!fraemyverrahert,Iwusshemaybethataffrontitwi’himsel’’athecannasaemuckleasliftup’seentoh’aven,butmaunsmiteupo’’sbreistan’say,’Godbemercifu’tomeasinner!’,That’smycurseupo’ him,forIwadnahae’imadeevil。Whanhecomestothinkthatshameo’himsel’,I’lltakhimtomyhert,asItakthebairnhemisguidit。OnlyIdoobtI’llbelangawaaforethat,forittakstimetofessamanlikethattill’sholysenses。” Thesixthofthefamilynowentered,andhismotherledhimuptothebed。 “TheLordpreserve’s!”criedDonalGrant,“it’sthecratur!——An’isthatthegaittheyhaeguidithim!,Thequaietestcraturan’thewillin’est!” Donalbegantochoke。 “Yekenhimthan,laddie?”saidhismother。 “Weelthat,“answeredDonal。“He’sbeenwi’mean’thenowtilkadayforweekstilltheday。” WiththathehurriedintothestoryofhisacquaintancewithGibbie; andthefableofthebrowniewouldsoonhavedisappearedfromDaurside,haditnotbeenthatJanetdesiredthemtosaynothingabouttheboy,butlethimbeforgottenbyhisenemies,tillhegrewabletotakecareofhimself。Besides,shesaid,theirfathermightgetintotroublewiththemasterandthelaird,ifitwereknowntheyhadhim。 Donalvowedtohimself,that,ifFergushadhadahandintheabuse,hewouldneverspeakcivilwordtohimagain。 Heturnedtowardsthebed,andtherewereGibbie’sazureeyeswideopenandfixeduponhim。 “Eh,yecratur!”hecried;anddartingtothebed,hetookGibbie’sfacebetweenhishands,andsaid,inavoicetowhichpityandsympathygaveatonelikehismother’s,“Whatenadeevilwas’t’atlickityelikethat?,Eh!,IwussIhadthetrimmin’o’him!” Gibbiesmiled。 “Hastheill-guideshipta’enthetonguefrae’im,thinkye?”askedthemother。 “Na,na,“answeredDonal;“he’sbeenlikethatsin’everIkennedhim。Ineverh’ardwordfraethemoo’o’’im。” “He’llbeaneo’thedeifan’dumb,“saidJanet。 “He’snodeif,mither;thatIkenweel;butdumbhemaunbe,I’mthinkin’——Cratur,“hecontinued,stoopingovertheboy,“gienyehearwhatI’msayin’,takhaudo’mynose。” Thereupon,withalaughlikethatofanamusedinfant,Gibbieraisedhishand,andwiththumbandforefingergentlypinchedDonal’slargenose,atwhichtheyallburstoutlaughingwithjoy。Itwasasiftheyhadfoundanangel’sbabyinthebushes,andbeenafraidhewasanidiot,butwerenowrelieved。AwaywentJanet,andbroughthimhisgruel。Itwaswithnosmalldifficultyandnotwithoutamoanortwo,thatGibbiesatupinthebedtotakeit。Therewassomethingverypatheticinthefullcontentwithwhichhesatthereinhisnakedness,andlookedsmilingatthemall。Itwasmorethancontent——itwasblissthatshoneinhiscountenance。Hetookthewoodenbowl,andbegantoeat;andthelookhecastonJanetseemedtosayhehadnevertastedsuchdeliciousfood。Indeedheneverhad;andthepoorcottage,whereoncemorehewasastrangerandtakenin,appearedtoGibbieaplaceofwondrouswealth。Andsoitwas——notonlyinthebesttreasures,thoseoflovingkindness,butinallhomelyplentyaswellfortheneedsofthebody——averytempleoftheGodofsimplicityandcomfort——richinwarmthandrestandfood。 Janetwenttoherkist,whenceshebroughtoutagarmentofherown,andaireditatthefire。Ithadnolaceattheneckorcuffs,noembroiderydownthefront;butwhensheputitonhim,amidthetearfullaughterofthewomen,andhadtieditroundhiswaistwithapieceoflistthathadservedasagarter,itmadeadressmostbecomingintheireyes,andgaveGibbieindescribablepleasurefromitswhiteness,anditscoolnesstohisinflamedskin。 Theyhadjustfinishedclothinghimthus,whenthegoodmancamehome,andthemother’snarrationhadtobegivenafresh,withDonal’snotesexplanatoryandcompletive。Asthelatterreportedthedoingsoftheimaginedbrownie,andthecommotiontheyhadcausedattheMainsandalongDaurside,Gibbie’scountenanceflashedwithpleasureandfun;andatlasthebrokeintosuchapealoflaughterashadnever,forpuremerriment,beenheardbeforesohighonGlashgar。Alljoinedinvoluntarilyinthelaugh——eventheoldman,whohadbeenlisteningwithhisgreyeyebrowsknit,andhanginglikeboskyprecipicesoverthetarnsofhisdeepseteyes,takingineveryword,bututteringnotone。Whenatlasthiswifeshowedhimthechild’sback,heliftedhistwohands,andmovedthemslowlyupanddown,asinpitifulappealformanagainstmantothesireoftherace。Butstillhesaidnotaword。Astoutteranceofwhatlayinthedeepsoulofhim,theoldman,exceptsometimestohiswife,wasnearlyasdumbasGibbiehimself。 Theysatdowntotheirhomelymeal。Simplestthingswillcarrytheresultofhonestattentionasplainlyasmoreelaboratedishes;and,whichitmightbewelltoconsider,theywillcarrynomorethantheyareworth:ofJanet’ssupperitisenoughtosaythatitwassuchasbecameherheart。Inthejudgmentofallherguests,theporridgewassuchasnonecouldmakebutmother,themilksuchasnonebutmother’scowcouldyield,thecakessuchassheonlycouldbake。 Gibbiesatinthebedlikeakingonhisthrone,gazingonhiskingdom。Forhethatloveshas,asnooneelsehas。Itisthedivinepossession。Picturethedelightofthechild,inhispassionforhiskind,lookingoutuponthiscompanyoftruehearts,honestfaces,humanforms——allstrongandhealthy,lovingeachotherandgeneroustothetakinginoftheworld’soutcast!,Gibbiecouldnot,atthatperiodofhishistory,haveinventedaheavenmoretohismind,andasoftenasoneofthemturnedeyestowardsthebed,hisfaceshoneupwithloveandmerrygratitude,likeabettersun。 Itwasnowalmosttimeforthesonsanddaughterstogodownthehillagain,andleavethecottageandtheblessedoldparentsandtheharbouredchildtothenight,themountain-silence,andthelivingGod。Thesunhadlongbeendown;butfarawayinthenorth,thefaintthinfringeofhislight-garmentwasstillvisible,movingwiththeunseenbodyofhisglorysoftlyeastward,dreamingalongthehorizon,growingfainterandfainterasitwent,butatthefaintestthenbeginningtoreviveandgrow。Ofthenorthernlandsinsummer,itmaybesaid,asoftheheavenofheavens,thatthereisnonightthere。Andbyandbythemoonalsowouldattendthestepsofthereturningchildrenoflabour。 “Noo,ladsan’lasses,aforewehaeworship,rin,ilkaneo’ye,“ saidthemother,“an’pu’heathertomakabedtotheweeman——i’ theneukthere,attheheido’oors。He’llsleeptherebonny,an’ noill’illcomenear’im。” Shewasobeyedinstantly。Theheatherwaspulled,andsettogetheruprightasitgrew,onlymuchcloser,sothatthetopsmadeadensesurface,andthemanystalks,eachweak,astrongupbearingwhole。 Theyboxedtheminbelowwithaboardortwoforthepurpose,andboundthemtogetherabovewithablanketoverthetop,andawhitesheetoverthat——alinensheetitwas,andlargeenoughtobedoubled,andreceiveGibbiebetweenitsfolds。Thenanotherblanketwasadded,andthebed,aperfectone,wasready。TheeldestofthedaughterstookGibbieinherarms,and,tenderlycarefuloverhishurts,liftedhimfromtheoldfolks’bed,andplacedhiminhisown——onemoreluxurious,forheathermakesastillbetterstratumforreposethanoat-chaff——andGibbiesankintoitwithasighthatwasbutasmilegrownvocal。 ThenDonal,astheyoungest,gotdownthebigBible,andhavinglaiditbeforehisfather,lightedtherush-pith-wickprojectingfromthebeakofthelittleironlampthathungagainstthewall,itsshapedescendedfromRomantimes。Theoldmanputonhisspectacles,tookthebook,andfoundthepassagethatfell,incontinuousprocess,tothatevening。 Nowhewasnotaverygoodreader,and,whatwithblindnessandspectacles,andpoorlight,wouldsometimeslosehisplace。Butitnevertroubledhim,forhealwaysknewthesenseofwhatwascoming,andbeingnoidolateroftheletter,usedthewordthatfirstsuggesteditself,andsorecoveredhisplacewithoutpausing。ItremindedhissonsanddaughtersofthetimewhenheusedtotellthemBiblestoriesastheycrowdedabouthisknees;andsoundingthereforemerelylikethesubstitutionofamorefamiliarwordtoassisttheircomprehension,wokenosurprise。Andevennow,thewordsupplied,beinginthevernacular,wasrathertothebenefitthanthedisadvantageofhishearers。ThewordofChristisspiritandlife,andwheretheheartisaglow,thetonguewillfollowthatspiritandlifefearlessly,andwillnoterr。 OnthisoccasionhewasreadingofourLord’scureoftheleper;andhavingread,“putforthhishand,“losthisplace,andwentstraightonwithoutit,fromhismemoryofthefacts。 “Heputforthhishan’——an’grippithim,andsaid,Awwull——beclean。” Afterthereadingfollowedaprayer,verysolemnanddevout。Itwasthenonly,whenbeforeGod,withhiswifebyhisside,andhisfamilyaroundhim,thattheoldmanbecamearticulate。Hewouldscarcelyhavebeensothen,andwouldhaveflounderedgreatlyinthemarshesofhismentalchaos,butforthestepping-stonesofcertaintheologicalformsandphrases,whichwereofendlessservicetohiminthattheyhelpedhimtoutterwhatinhimwasfarbetter,andsorealisemoretohimselfhisownfeelings。ThoseformsandphraseswouldhaveshockedanydevoutChristianwhohadnotbeenbroughtupinthesameschool;buttheydidhimlittleharm,forhesawonlythegoodthatwasinthem,andindeeddidnotunderstandthemsaveinsofarastheywordedthatliftingupoftheheartafterwhichhewaseverstriving。 Bythetimetheprayerwasover,Gibbiewasfastasleepagain。Whatitallmeanthehadnotanidea;andthesoundlulledhim——aserviceoftensorenderedinlieuofthatintended。Whenhewokenext,fromtheachingofhisstripes,thecottagewasdark。Theoldpeoplewerefastasleep。Ahairythinglaybyhisside,which,withouttheleastfear,heexaminedbypalpation,andfoundtobeadog,whereuponhefellfastasleepagain,ifpossiblehappierthanever。 Andwhilethecottagewasthusquiet,thebrothersandsisterswerestilltrampingalongthemoonlightpathsofDaurside。Theyhadallsetouttogether,butatonepointafteranothertherehadbeenaparting,andnowtheywereonsixdifferentroads,eachdrawingnearertothelabourofthenewweek。 CHAPTERXXIII。 MORESCHOOLING。 ThefirstopportunityDonalhad,hequestionedFergusastohisshareintheill-usageofGibbie。Fergustreatedtheinquiryasanimpertinentinterference,andmountedhishighhorseatonce。Whatrighthadhisfather’sherd-boytoquestionhimastohisconduct? Heputitsotohimandinnearlyjustasmanywords。ThereuponansweredDonal—— “It’sthis,yesee,Fergus:yehaebeenuncoguidtome,an’I’mmairobligatittillyenorIcansay。Butitwadbeascunnerfu’ thingtotakthelen’o’buiksfraeye,an’spierquest’onsatye’atIcannamakootmysel’,an’synegangawadespisin’yei’myhertforcrueltyan’wrang。Whatwasthecraturpunishedfor?,Tellmethat。Accordin’tillyeraunt’sainaccoont,hehadtaennaething,an’haddunenaethingbutguid。” “Whydidn’thespeakupthen,anddefendhimself,andnotbesodamnedobstinate?”returnedFergus。“Hewouldn’topenhismouthtotellhisname,orwherehecamefromeven。Icouldn’tgethimtoutterasingleword。Asforhispunishment,itwasbythelaird’sordersthatAngusMacPholptookthewhiptohim。Ihadnothingtodowithit——“Fergusdidnotconsiderthepunishmenthehadhimselfgivenhimasworthmentioning——asindeed,exceptforhonesty’ssake,itwasnot,besidetheother。 “Weel,I’llbeamansomeday,an’Angus’llhaetosattlewi’me!” saidDonalthroughhisclenchedteeth。“Man,Fergus!thecratur’sasdumb’saworum。Idinnabelieve’ateverhespakawordin’slife。” ThiscutFergustotheheart,forhewasfarfrombeingwithoutgenerosityorpity。Howmanythingsamanwhoisnotawaketosidestrenuouslywiththegoodinhimagainsttheevil,whoisnotonhisguardlesthimselfshouldmisleadhimself,maydo,ofwhichhewillonedaybebitterlyashamed!——atriteremark,itmaybe,but,reader,thatwillmakethethingitselfnoeasiertobear,shouldyouevercometoknowyouhavedoneathingofthesort。Ifear,however,fromwhatIknowofFergusafterwards,thathenow,insteadofseekingabouttomakesomeamends,turnedthestrengththatshouldhavegoneinthatdirection,tothejustifyingofhimselftohimselfinwhathehaddone。Anyhow,hewasfartooproudtoconfesstoDonalthathehaddonewrong——toomuchoffendedatbeingrebukedbyonehecountedsoimmeasurablyhisinferior,todotherightthinghisrebukesetbeforehim。Whatdidthemightybusinessmatter!,Thelittlerascalwasnothingbutatramp;andifhedidn’tdeservehispunishmentthistime,hehaddeserveditahundredtimeswithouthavingit,andwouldtenthousandtimesagain。SoreasonedFergus,whilethefeelinggrewuponDonalthatthecraturwasofsomesuperiorrace——camefromsomeotherandnoblerworld。IwouldremindmyreaderthatDonalwasaCelt,withanatureopentoeveryfancyofloveorawe——oneofthesamebreedwiththefoolishGalatians,andlikethemreadytobebewitched;butbearingaheartthatwelcomedthelightwithgladrebound——lovedthelovely,norloveditonly,butturnedtowardsitwithdesiretobecomelikeit。 FergustoowasaCeltinthemain,butwasspoiledbythepaltryambitionofbeingdistinguished。Hewasnotinlovewithloveliness,butinlovewithpraise。Hesawnotalittleofwhatwasgoodandnoble,andwouldfainbesuch,butmainlythatmenmightregardhimforhisgoodnessandnobility;hencehispracticalnotionofthegoodwasweak,andofthenoble,paltry。Hisonedesireindoinganything,wastobeapprovedoforadmiredinthesame——approvedofintheopinionsheheld,intheplanshepursued,inthedoctrineshetaught;admiredinthepoemsinwhichhewenthaltingafterByron,andintheeloquencewithwhichhemeantonedaytoastonishgreatcongregations。Therewasnothingoriginalasyetdiscoverableinhim;nothingtodeliverhimfromthepoorimitativeaperyinwhichheimaginedhimselfapoet。Hedidpossessoneinvaluablegift——thatofperceivingandadmiringmorethanalittle,certainformsofthebeautiful;butitwasrenderedmerelyridiculousbybeingconjoinedwiththemiserableambition——poorasthatofanymountebankemperor——tobehimselfadmiredforthatadmiration。Hemistookalsosensibilityforfaculty,norperceivedthatitwasatbestbutaprobablesignthathemightbeabletodosomethingorotherwithpleasure,perhapswithsuccess。Ifanyonejudgeithardthatmenshouldbemadewithambitionstowhoseobjectstheycanneverattain,Ianswer,ambitionisbuttheevilshadowofaspiration;andnomaneverfollowedthetruth,whichistheonepathofaspiration,andintheendcomplainedthathehadbeenmadethiswayorthat。Manismadetobethatwhichheismademostcapableofdesiring——butitgoeswithoutsayingthathemustdesirethethingitselfandnotitsshadow。Manisofthetruth,andwhilehefollowsalie,noindicationhisnatureyieldswillhold,exceptthefear,thediscontent,thesicknessofsoul,thattellhimheiswrong。Ifhesay,“Icarenotforwhatyoucallthesubstance——itistometheshadow;Iwantwhatyoucalltheshadow,“ theonlyansweris,that,toalleternity,hecanneverhaveit:ashadowcanneverbehad。 Ginevrawashardlythesamechildaftertheexperienceofthatterriblemorning。Atnotimeverymuchathomewithherfather,somethinghadnowcomebetweenthem,toremovewhichallherstrugglestolovehimasbeforewereunavailing。Thefatherwastoostupid,toounsympathetic,totakenoteofthelookoffearthatcrossedherfaceifeverheaddressedhersuddenly;andwhenshewasabsorbedinfightingthethoughtsthatwouldcome,hetookherconstraintforsullenness。 WithacoldspotinhisheartwhereoncehaddweltsomegenuineregardforDonal,Ferguswentbacktocollege。Donalwentonherdingthecattle,cudgelingHornie,andreadingwhatbookshecouldlayhishandson:therewasnosupplythroughFergusanymore,alas!,Theyearbefore,erehetookhisleave,hehadbeencarefultoseeDonalprovidedwithatleastbooksforstudy;butthistimehelefthimtoshiftforhimself。Hewassmallbecausehewasproud,spitefulbecausehewasconceited。HewouldletDonalknowwhatitwastohavelosthisfavour!,ButDonaldidnotsuffermuch,exceptinthelossofthefriendshipitself。HemanagedtogettheloanofacopyofBurns——bettermeatforastrongspiritthanthepoetryofByronorevenScott。Aninnatecleanlinessofsoulrenderedtheoccasionalcoarsenesstohimharmless,andthemightytorrentoftheman’slife,brokenbyoccasionalpoolsreflectingthestars;itsheadlonghatredofhypocrisyandfalsereligion;itsgenerosity,andstrugglingconscientiousness;itsfailuresanditsrepentances,rousedmuchintheheartofDonal。Happilythecopyhehadborrowed,hadinitatolerablebiography;andthat,readalongwiththeman’swork,enabledhim,youngashewas,toseesomethingofwhereandhowhehadfailed,andtoshadowouttohimself,notaltogethervaguely,theperilstowhichthegreatestmustbeexposedwhocannotrulehisownspirit,but,likeamerechild,reelsfromonemoodintoanother——atthewillof——what? >FromreadingBurns,Donallearnedalsonotalittleofthecapabilitiesofhisownlanguage;for,Celtashewasbybirthandcountryandmentalcharacter,hecouldnotspeaktheGaelic:thatlanguage,softasthespeechofstreamsfromruggedmountains,andwildasthatofthewindinthetopsoffir-trees,thelanguageatonceofbardsandfightingmen,hadsofarebbedfromtheregion,lingeringonlyhereandthereinthehollowpoolsofoldmemories,thatDonalhadneverlearnedit;andthelowlandScotch,anancientbranchofEnglish,dryandgnarled,butstillflourishinginitsoldage,hadbecomeinstead,hismother-tongue;andthemanwholovestheantiquespeech,oreventhemerepatois,ofhischildhood,andknowshowtouseit,possessesthereinacertainkindofpowerovertheheartsofmen,whichthemostrefinedandperfectoflanguagescannotgive,inasmuchasithastravelledfartherfromtheoriginalsourcesoflaughterandtears。ButtheoldScotishitselfis,alas! rapidlyvanishingbeforeapoor,shabbyimitationofmodernEnglish——itselfaweakerlanguageinsound,howeverenrichedinwords,sincethedaysofShakspere,whenitwasfarmorelikeScotchinitsutterancethanitisnow。 Mymother-tongue,howsweetthytone! Howneartogoodallied! Wereevenmyheartofsteelorstone,Thouwouldstdriveoutthepride。 SosingsKlausGroth,inandconcerninghisownPlattdeutsch——sonearlyakintotheEnglish。 Toapoetespeciallyisitaninestimableadvantagetobeabletoemploysuchalanguageforhispurposes。Notonlywasitthespeechofhischildhood,whenhesaweverythingwithfresh,trueeyes,butitisitselfachild-speech;andthechildwayofsayingmustalwayslienearerthechildwayofseeing,whichisthepoeticway。 Therefore,asthepoeticfacultywasnowslowlyassertingitselfinDonal,itwasofvastimportancethatheshouldknowwhatthegeniusofScotlandhadbeenabletodowithhishomelymother-tongue,forthroughthattonguealone,couldwhatpoetryhehadinhimhavethoroughlyfairplay,andinturndoitsbesttowardshisdevelopment——whichisthefirstandgreatestuseofpoetry。Itisaruinousmisjudgment——toocontemptibletobeasserted,butnottoocontemptibletobeactedupon,thattheendofpoetryispublication。Itstrueendistohelpfirstthemanwhomakesitalongthepathtothetruth:helpforotherpeoplemayormaynotbeinit;that,ifitbecomeaquestionatall,mustbeanafterone。 Tothemanwhohasit,thegiftisinvaluable;and,inproportionasithelpshimtobeabetterman,itisofvaluetothewholeworld;butitmay,initself,besonearlyworthless,thatthepublishingofitwouldbemoreforharmthangood。Askanyonewhohashadtoperformtheunenviabledutyofeditortoamagazine:hewillcorroboratewhatIsay——thatthequantityofversegoodenoughtobeitsownreward,butwithoutthesmallestclaimtobeutteredtotheworld,isenormous。 Notyet,however,hadDonalwrittenasinglestanza。Aline,oratmosttwo,wouldnowandthencomeintohisheadwithabuzz,likeawanderinghoney-beethathadmistakenitshive——generallyintheshapeofahumorousmaledictiononHornie——butthatwasall。 InthemeantimeGibbiesleptandwakedandsleptagain,nightafternight——withtheloveliestdaysbetween,atthecottageonGlashgar。 Themorningafterhisarrival,thefirstthinghewasawareofwasJanet’sfacebeamingoverhim,withalookinitseyesmorelikeworshipthenbenevolence。Herhusbandwasgone,andshewasabouttomilkthecow,andwasanxiouslest,whileshewasaway,heshoulddisappearasbefore。Butthelightthatrushedintohiseyeswasinfullresponsetothatwhichkindledthelightinhers,andhermisgivingvanished;hecouldnotloveherlikethatandleaveher。 Shegavehimhisbreakfastofporridgeandmilk,andwenttohercow。 Whenshecameback,shefoundeverythingtidyinthecottage,thefloorswept,everydishwashedandsetaside;andGibbiewasexamininganoldshoeofRobert’s,toseewhetherhecouldnotmendit。Janet,havingthereforeleisure,proceededatoncewithjoytotheconstructionofagarmentshehadbeendevisingforhim。Thedesignwassimple,anditsexecutioneasy。Takingabluewinseypetticoatofherown,drawingitinroundhiswaist,andtyingitoverthechemisewhichwashisonlygarment,shefound,asshehadexpected,thatitshemreachedhisfeet:shepartlydivideditupthemiddle,beforeandbehind,andhadbuttobackstitchtwoshortseams,andtherewasapairofsailor-liketrousers,astidyascomfortable!,Gibbiewasdelightedwiththem。True,theyhadnopockets,butthenhehadnothingtoputinpockets,andonemightcometothinkofthatasanadvantage。Gibbieindeedhadneverhadpockets,forthepocketsofthegarmentshehadhadwerealwayswornoutbeforetheyreachedhim。ThenJanetthoughtaboutacap;butconsideringhimamomentcritically,andseeinghowhishairstoodoutlikethatch-eavesroundhishead,sheconcludedwithherself“Theremaunbesomemenasweel’swomenfowk,I’mthinkin’,whausehair’sgienthemforacoverin’,“andbetookherselfinsteadtoherNewTestament。 Gibbiestoodbyasshereadinsilence,gazingwithdelight,forhethoughtitmustbeabookofballadslikeDonal’sthatshewasreading。ButJanetfoundhispresence,hisunrestingattitude,andhisgaze,discomposing。Toworshipfreely,onemustbealone,orelsewithfellow-worshippers。AndreadingandworshippingwereoftensomingledwithJanet,astoformbutonementalconsciousness。Shelookedupthereforefromherbook,andsaid—— “Canyeread,laddie?” Gibbieshookhishead。 “Sityedoonthan,an’Is’readtillye。” Gibbieobeyedmorethanwillingly,expectingtohearsomeancientScotstaleofloveorchivalry。Instead,itwasoneofthoselove-awful,glory-sadchaptersintheendoftheGospelofJohn,overwhichhangsthedarkestcloudofhumansorrow,shotthroughandthroughwiththeradianceoflighteternal,essential,invincible。 WhetheritwastheuncertainresponsetoJanet’stonemerely,ortotruthtooloudtobeheard,saveasathrill,ofsomechordinhisownspirit,havingitsoneendindeedtwistedaroundanearthlypeg,buttheotherloopedtoatail-piecefarintheunknown——Icannottell;itmayhavebeenthatthenamenowandthenrecurringbroughttohismindthelastwordsofpoorSambo;anyhow,whenJanetlookedup,shesawthetearsrollingdownthechild’sface。Atthesametime,fromtheexpressionofhiscountenance,shejudgedthathisunderstandinghadgraspednothing。Sheturnedthereforetotheparableoftheprodigalson,andreadit。EventhathadnotafewwordsandphrasesunknowntoGibbie,buthedidnotfailtocatchthedriftoftheperfectstory。ForhadnotGibbiehimselfhadafather,towhosebosomhewenthomeeverynight?,Letbutlovebetheinterpreter,andwhatmostwretchedtypewillnotservetheturnforthecarriageofprofoundesttruth!,Theprodigal’slowestdegradation,Gibbiedidnotunderstand;butJanetsawtheexpressionoftheboy’sfacealterwitheverytoneofthetale,throughallthegamutbetweentheswine’stroughandthearmsofthefather。Thenatlastheburst——notintotears——Gibbiewasnotmuchacquaintedwithweeping——butintoalaughofloudtriumph。Heclappedhishands,andinashiverofecstasy,stoodlikeastorkupononeleg,asifsomuchofhimwasallthatcouldbesparedforthislowerworld,andscrewedhimselftogether。 Janetwaswellsatisfiedwithherexperiment。MostScotchwomen,andmorethanmostScotchmen,wouldhaverebukedhimforlaughing,butJanetknewinherselfacertaintensionofdelightwhichnothingservedtorelievebutawildlaughterofholiestgladness;andneverintearsofdeepestemotiondidherheartappealmoredirectlytoitsGod。ItistheheartthatisnotyetsureofitsGod,thatisafraidtolaughinhispresence。 ThushadGibbiehisfirstlessonintheonlythingworthlearning,inthatwhich,tobelearnedatall,demandstheunitedenergyofheartandsoulandstrengthandmind;andfromthatdayhewentonlearningit。Icannottellhow,orwhatweretheslowstagesbywhichhismindbuddedandswelleduntilitburstintotheflowerofhumanity,theknowledgeofGod。IcannottelltheshapeofthedoorbywhichtheLordenteredintothathouse,andtookeverlastingpossessionofit。IcannoteventellinwhatshapeheappearedhimselfinGibbie’sthoughts——fortheLordcantakeanyshapethatishuman。IonlyknowitwasnotanyunhumanshapeofearthlytheologythatheboretoGibbie,whenhesawhimwith“thatinwardeye,whichistheblissofsolitude。”,ForhappilyJanetneversuspectedhowutterwasGibbie’signorance。SheneverdreamedthathedidnotknowwhatwasgenerallysaidaboutJesusChrist。Shethoughthemustknowaswellasshetheoutlinesofhisstory,andthepurposeofhislifeanddeath,ascommonlytaught,andthereforeneverattemptedexplanationsforthesakeofwhichshewouldprobablyhavefoundherselfdriventousetermsandphraseswhichmerelysubstitutethatwhichisintelligiblebecauseitappealstowhatinusislow,andisitselfbothlowandfalse,forthatwhich,ifunintelligible,issobecauseofitsgrandeurandtruth。 Gibbie’sideasofGodhegotallfromthemouthofTheologyhimself,theWordofGod;andtothetheologianwhowillnotbecontentwithhisteaching,thediscipleofJesusmustjustturnhisback,thathisfacemaybetohisMaster。 So,teachinghimonlythatwhichsheloved,notthatwhichshehadbeentaught,JanetreadtoGibbieofJesus,talkedtohimofJesus,dreamedtohimaboutJesus;untilatlength——Gibbiedidnotthinktowatch,andknewnothingoftheprocessbywhichitcameabout——hiswholesoulwasfulloftheman,ofhisdoings,ofhiswords,ofhisthoughts,ofhislife。JesusChristwasinhim——hewaspossessedbyhim。Almostbeforeheknew,hewastryingtofashionhislifeafterthatofhisMaster。 Betweenthetwo,itwasasweetteaching,asweetlearning。UnderJanet,Gibbiewassavedthethousandagoniesthatbefalltheconscientiousdisciple,fromtheforcinguponhim,asthethoughtsandwilloftheeternalFatherofourspirits,oftheillexpressedandworseunderstoodexperiences,thecrudeconjectures,thevulgarimaginationsofwould-beteachersofthemultitude。Containingtruthenoughtosavethoseofsufficientlylowdevelopmenttoreceivesuchteachingwithoutdisgust,itcontainsfalsehoodenough,butfortheSpiritofGod,toruinallnobler——Imeanallchildlikenatures,utterly;andmanysuchithasgonefartoruin,drivingthemeventoamadnessinwhichtheyhavedied。JesusaloneknowstheFather,andcanrevealhim。JanetstudiedonlyJesus,andasamanknowshisfriend,soshe,onlyinfinitelybetter,knewhermorethanfriend——herLordandherGod。DoIspeakofapoorScotchpeasantwomantoolargelyforthereaderwhosetestoftruthisthenotionofprobabilityhedrawsfromhisownexperience?,Letmeputonequestiontomaketherealprobabilityclearer。Shoulditbeanywonder,ifChristbeindeedthenaturalLordofeveryman,woman,andchild,thatasimple,capablenature,layingitselfentirelyopentohimandhisinfluences,shouldunderstandhim?,HowshouldhebetheLordofthatnatureifsuchathingwerenotpossible,orwereatallimprobable——nay,ifsuchathingdidnotnecessarilyfollow?,Amongwomen,wasitnotalwaystopeasantwomenthatheavenlymessagescame?,SeerevelationculminateinElizabethandMary,themothersofJohntheBaptistandJesus。Thinkhowmuchfitterthatitshouldbeso;——thattheytowhomthewordofGodcomesshouldbewomenbredinthedignityofanaturallife,andfamiliaritywiththelargewaysoftheearth;womenofsimpleandfewwants,withoutdistraction,andwithtimeforreflection——compelledtoreflection,indeed,fromtheenduringpresenceofanunsulliedconsciousness:forwhereverthereisahumble,thoughtfulnature,intothatnaturethedivineconsciousness,thatis,theSpiritofGod,pressesasintoitsownplace。Holywomenaretobefoundeverywhere,buttheprophetessisnotsolikelytobefoundinthecityasinthehill-country。 WhateverJanet,then,might,perhaps——Idonotknow——haveimagineditherdutytosaytoGibbiehadshesurmisedhisignorance,havinglongceasedtotroubleherownhead,shehadnownoinclinationtotroubleGibbie’sheartwithwhatmencalltheplanofsalvation。ItwasenoughtohertofindthathefollowedherMaster。Beinginthelightsheunderstoodthelight,andhadnoneedofsystem,eithertrueorfalse,toexplainittoher。ShelivedbythewordproceedingoutofthemouthofGod。Whenlifebeginstospeculateuponitself,Isuspectithasbeguntodie。Andseldomhastherebeenafittersoul,oneclearerfromevil,fromfolly,fromhumandevice——apurercisternforsuchwateroflifeasroseintheheartofJanetGranttopouritselfinto,thanthesoulofSirGibbie。 ButImustnotcallanytruesoulacistern:whereverthewateroflifeisreceived,itsinksandsoftensandhollows,untilitreaches,fardown,thespringsoflifetherealso,thatcomestraightfromtheeternalhills,andthenceforththereisinthatsoulawellofwaterspringingupintoeverlastinglife。 CHAPTERXXIV。 THESLATE。 >Fromthatverynextday,then,afterhewasreceivedintothecottageonGlashgar,Gibbie,asamatterofcourse,tookuponhimtheworkhishandcouldfindtodo,andJanetaverredtoherhusbandthatneverhadanyofherdaughtersbeenmoreusefultoher。Atthesametime,however,sheinsistedthatRobertshouldtaketheboyoutwithhim。Shewouldnothavehimdowoman’swork,especiallyworkforwhichshewasherselfperfectlyable。Shehadnotcometoheryears,shesaid,tolearnidleset;andtheboywouldsaveRobertmanyawearystepamongthehills。 “Hecannaspeyktothedog,“objectedRobert,givingutterancetothefirstdifficultythatsuggesteditself。 “Thedogcannaspeykhimsel’,“returnedJanet,“an’thewon’erishecanun’erstan’:whakensbuthemaycomefullnigherane’at’sspeechlesslikehimsel’!,Yegiethecraturthechance,an’Is’ warran’he’llmakhimsel’plaintothedog。Yejisttry’im。Tellyehimtotellthedogsaeandsae,an’seewhat’llcomeo’’t。” Robertmadetheexperiment,anditprovedsatisfactory。AssoonashehadreceivedRobert’sorders,GibbieclaimedOscar’sattention。 Thedoglookedupinhisface,notedeveryglanceandgesture,and,partlyfromsympatheticinstinct,thatgiftlyingsoneartheveryessenceoflife,partlyfromobservationofthestateofaffairsinrespectofthesheep,divinedwithcertaintywhatthedutyrequiredofhimwas,andwasofflikeashot。 “Thetwadumbcratursun’erstan’aneanitherbetternorIun’erstan’ aithero’them,“saidRoberttohiswifewhentheycamehome。 AndnowindeeditwasablessedtimeforGibbie。Ithadbeenpleasantdowninthevalley,withthecattleandDonal,andfoulweathersometimes;butnowitwasthefullglowofsummer;thesweetkeenairofthemountainbathedhimasheran,enteredintohim,filledhimwithlifelikethenewwineofthekingdomofGod,andthewholeworldroseinitsgloryaroundhim。Surelyitisnottheoutspreadsea,howeverthesightofitsstormsanditslabouringshipsmayenhancethesenseofsafetytotheonlooker,buttheoutspreadlandofpeaceandplenty,withitsnestlinghouses,itswell-stockedyards,itscattlefeedinginthemeadows,anditsmenandhorsesatlabourinthefields,thatgivesthedeepestdelighttotheheartofthepoet!,Gibbiewasoneofthemeek,andinheritedtheearth。Thronedonthemountain,hebeheldthemultiform“goingsonoflife,“andinlovepossessedthewhole。Hewasofthepoet-kindalso,andnowthathewasashepherd,saweverythingwithshepherd-eyes。Onemoment,tohisfancy,thegreatsunaboveplayedtheshepherdtotheworld,thewindswerethedogs,andthemenandwomenthesheep。Thenext,inhighermood,hewouldrememberthegoodshepherdofwhomJanethadreadtohim,andpattheheadofthecolliethatlaybesidehim:Oscartoowasashepherdandnohireling;hefedthesheep;heturnedthemfromdangerandbarrenness;andhebarkedwell。 “I’mthedumbdog!”saidGibbietohimself,notknowingthathewasreallyacopyinsmallofthegoodshepherd;“butmaybetheremaybemairnoraegaito’barkin’。” Thenwhatajoyitwastotheheaven-bornobedienceofthechild,tohearkentoeveryword,watcheverylook,divineeverywishoftheoldman!,ChildHerculescouldnothavewaitedonmightyoldSaturnasGibbiewaitedonRobert。Forhewastohimtheembodimentofallthatwasreverendandworthy,averygulfofwisdom,amountainofrectitude。Gibbiewasoneofthosefewelectnaturestowhomobedienceisadelight——acreaturesodifferentfromthevulgarthattheyhavebutonetentacletheycanreachsuchwith——thatofcontempt。 “Ijistlo’ethebairnastheverraaippleo’myee。”saidRobert。 “Icanscarceconsaiveawuss,butthere’sthecraturwi’agripo’ ’t!,Heseemstokenwhat’srisin’i’mymin’,an’inamomenthe’suplikethedogtobeready,an’luiksatmewaitin’。” Norwasitlongbeforethetown-bredchildgrewtolovetheheavensalmostasdearlyastheearth。Hewouldgazeandgazeatthecloudsastheycameandwent,andwatchingthemandthewind,weighingtheheatandthecold,andmarkingmanyindications,knownsomeofthemperhapsonlytohimself,understoodthesignsoftheearthlytimesatlengthnearlyaswellasaninsectoraswallow,andfarbetterthanlong-experiencedoldRobert。ThemountainwasGibbie’sveryhome;yettoseehimfaruponit,intheredglowofthesettingsun,withhisdog,asobedientashimself,hanginguponhiseverysignal,onecouldhavefanciedhimashepherdboycomedownfromtheplainsofheaventolookafteralostlamb。Often,whenthetwooldpeoplewereinbedandasleep,Gibbiewouldbeoutwatchingthemoonrise——seated,stillasruinedgodofEgypt,onastoneofthemountain-side,islandedinspace,nothingaliveandvisiblenearhim,perhapsnotevenasolitarynight-windblowingandceasinglikethebreathofaman’slife,andtheawfullysilentmoonslidingupfromthehollowofavalleybelow。Iftherebeindeedaonespirit,everawakeandaware,shoulditbehardtobelievethatthatspiritshouldthenholdcommonthoughtwithalittlespiritofitsown?,Ifthenightlymountainwastheprayer-closetofhimwhosaidhewouldbewithhisdisciplestotheendoftheworld,canitbefollytothinkhewouldholdtalkwithsuchachild,aloneundertheheaven,inthepresenceofthefatherofboth?,Gibbieneverthoughtabouthimself,thereforewastherewideroomfortheentranceofthespirit。Doesthequestioningthoughtarisetoanyreader:Howcouldamanbeconsciousofblisswithoutthethoughtofhimself?,I answerthedoubt:Whenamanturnstolookathimself,thatmomenttheglowoftheloftiestblissbeginstofade;thepulsingfire-fliesthrobpalerinthepassionatenight;anunseenvapoursteamsupfromthemarshanddimsthestar-crowdedskyandtheazuresea;andthenextmomenttheveryblissitselflooksasifithadneverbeenmorethanaphosphorescentgleam——thesummerlightningofthebrain。Forthenthemanseeshimselfbutinhisowndimmirror,whereasereheturnedtolookinthat,heknewhimselfintheabsoluteclarityofGod’spresentthoughtout-bodyinghim。Theshootsofgladconsciousnessthatcometotheobedientman,surpassinblisswholedaysandyearsofsuchravinedraptureashegainswhosewearinessiseverspurringthesidesofhisintenttowardstheeverretreatinggoalofhisdesires。IamatraitoreventomyselfifIwouldlivewithoutmylife。 ButIwithholdmypen;forvainwerethefancy,bytreatiseorsermonorpoemortale,topersuadeamantoforgethimself。Hecannotifhewould。Soonerwillheforgetthepresenceofaragingtooth。Thereisnoforgettingofourselvesbutinthefindingofourdeeper,ourtrueself——God’sideaofuswhenhedevisedus——theChristinus。Nothingbutthatselfcandisplacethefalse,greedy,whiningself,ofwhich,mostofusaresofondandproud。Andthatselfnomancanfindforhimself;seeingofhimselfhedoesnotevenknowwhattosearchfor。“Butasmanyasreceivedhim,tothemgavehepowertobecomethesonsofGod。” Thentherewasthedelight,fresheveryweek,oftheSaturdaygatheringofthebrothersandsisters,whomGibbiecouldhardlyhavelovedmore,hadtheybeenofhisownimmediatekin。DearestofallwasDonal,whosegreeting——“Weel,cratur,“washeavenlyinGibbie’sears。Donalwouldhavehadhimgodownandspendaday,everynowandthen,withhimandthenowt,asinoldtimes——sosoonthetimesgrowoldtotheyoung!——butJanetwouldnothearofit,untilthefoolishtaleofthebrownieshouldhavequiteblownover。 “Eh,butIwuss,“sheadded,asshesaidso,“Icudwinatsomethingaboothisfowk,oraivenwhaurhecamfrae,orwhattheyca’dhim! Neveraewordhasthecraturspoken!” “Yesudlearnhimtoread,mither,“saidDonal。 “HoowadIduthat,laddie?,Iwadhaetolearnhimtospeykfirst,“ returnedJanet。 “Lathimcomedoontome,an’I’lltrymyhan’,“saidDonal。 Janet,notwithstanding,persistedinherrefusal——forthepresent。 ByDonal’swordssetthinkingofthematter,however,shenowponderedthequestiondayafterday,howshemightteachhimtoread;andatlasttheideadawneduponhertosubstitutewritingforspeech。 ShetooktheShorterCatechism,which,inthosedays,hadalwaysanalphabetasjanitortothegatesofitsmysteries——who,withthecatechismasaconsequenceevendimlyforeboded,wouldevenhavelearnedit?——andshowedGibbietheletters,namingeachseveraltimes,andgoingoverthemrepeatedly。ThenshegavehimDonal’sschool-slate,withasklet-pike,andsaid,“Noo,makamuckleA,cratur。” Gibbiedidso,andwelltoo:shefoundthatalreadyheknewabouthalftheletters。 “He’snofule!”shesaidtoherselfintriumph。 Theotherhalfsoonfollowed;andshethenbegantoshowhimwords——notintheCatechism,butintheNewTestament。Havingtoldhimwhatanywordwas,andledhimtoconsidertheletterscomposingit,shewoulddesirehimtomakeitontheslate,andhewoulddosowithtolerableaccuracy:shewasnotverysevereaboutthespelling,ifonlyitwasplainheknewtheword。Erelonghebegantodeviseshortwaysofmakingtheletters,andsoonwrotewithremarkablefacilityinacharactermodifiedfromtheprintedletters。WhenatlengthJanetsawhimtakethebookbyhimself,andsitponderingoverit,shehadnotadoubthewasunderstandingit,andherheartleaptforjoy。Hehadtoaskheragoodmanywordsatfirst,andoftenthemeaningofoneandanother;butheseldomaskedaquestiontwice;andashisunderstandingwasfaraheadofhisreading,hewasabletotestaconjecturedmeaningbythesenseornonsenseitmadeofthepassage。 Onedaysheturnedhimtotheparaphrases。2Atonce,tohisastonishment,hefoundthere,allsilent,yetstillthesamedelightwhichDonalusedtodividetohimfromthebookofballants。Hisjoywasunbounded。Hejumpedfromhisseat;hedanced,andlaughed,andfinallystoodupononeleg:noothermodeofexpressionbutthis,theexpressionofutterfailuretoexpress,wasofavailtothereliefofhisfeeling。 Oneday,afewweeksafterGibbiehadbeguntoreadbyhimself,Janetbecameawarethathewassittingonhisstool,inwhathadcometobecalledthecratur’scorner,morethanusuallyabsorbedinsomeattemptwithslateandpencil——nowceasing,lostinthought,andnowcommencinganew。Shewentnearandpeepedoverhisshoulder。Atthetopoftheslatehehadwrittenthewordgive,thenthewordgiving,andbelowthem,gib,thengibing;uponthesefollowedgibagain,andhewasnowplainlymeditatingsomethingfurther。Suddenlyheseemedtofindwhathewanted,forinhaste,almostasifhefeareditmightescapehim,headdeday,makingthewordgiby——thenfirstliftedhishead,andlookedround,evidentlyseekingher。Shelaidherhandonhishead。Hejumpedupwithoneofhismostradiantsmiles,andholdingouttheslatetoher,pointedwithhispenciltothewordhehadjustcompleted。Shedidnotknowitforaword,butsoundeditasitseemedtostand,makingthegsoft,asIdaresaysomeofmyreaders,notrecognizinginGibbiethediminutiveofGilbert,mayhavetreateditsmoreaccurateform。Heshookhisheadsharply,andlaidthepointofhispenciluponthegofthegivewrittenabove。Janethadbeenhisteachertoolongnottoseewhathemeant,andimmediatelypronouncedthewordashewouldhaveit。Uponthishebeganawilddance,butsoberingsuddenly,satdown,andwasinstantlyagainabsorbedinfurtherattempt。ItlastedsolongthatJanetresumedherprevioushouseholdoccupation。Atlengthherose,andwiththoughtful,doubtfulcontemplationofwhathehaddone,broughthertheslate。 There,underthefore-gonesuccess,hehadwrittenthewordsgalatiansandbreath,andunderthem,galbreath。Shereadthemall,andatthelast,which,witnessingtohissuccess,shepronouncedtohissatisfaction,hebegananotherdance,whichagainheendedabruptly,todrawherattentiononcemoretotheslate。Hepointedtothegibyfirst,andthegalbreathnext,andshereadthemtogether。Thistimehedidnotdance,butseemedwaitingsomeresult。UponJanettheideawasdawningthathemeanthimself,butshewasthrownoutbythecognomen’scorrespondencewiththatofthelaird,whichsuggestedthattheboyhadbeenmerelyattemptingthenameofthegreatmanofthedistrict。Withthisinhermind,anddoubtfullyfeelingherway,sheessayedthetentativeofsettinghimrightintheChristianname,andsaid:“Thomas——ThomasGalbraith。” Gibbieshookhisheadasbefore,andagainresumedhisseat。 Presentlyhebroughthertheslate,withalltherestrubbedout,andthesewordsstandingalone——sirgibygalbreath。Janetreadthemaloud,whereuponGibbiebeganstabbinghisforeheadwiththepointofhisslate-pencil,anddancingoncemoreintriumph:hehad,hehoped,forthefirsttimeinhislife,conveyedafactthroughwords。 “That’swhattheyca’ye,is’t?”saidJanet,lookingmotherlyathim:“——SirGibbieGalbraith?” Gibbienoddedvehemently。 “It’llbesomenicknamethebairnshaegienhim,“saidJanettoherself,butcontinuedtogazeathim,inquestioningdoubtofherownsolution。ShecouldnotrecallhavingeverheardofaSirinthefamily;butghostsofthingsforgottenkeptrisingformlessandthinintheskyofhermemory:hadsheneverheardofaSirSomebodyGalbraithsomewhere?,Andstillshestaredatthechild,tryingtograspwhatshecouldnotevensee。BythistimeGibbiewasstandingquitestill,staringatherinreturn:hecouldnotthinkwhatmadeherstaresoathim。 “Whaca’dyethat?”saidJanetatlength,pointingtotheslate。 Gibbietooktheslate,droppeduponhisseat,andafterconsiderablecogitationandeffort,broughtherthewords,gibysefapher。Janetforamomentwaspuzzled,butwhenshethoughtofcorrectingthepwithat,Gibbieentirelyapproved。 “Whatwasyerfather,cratur?”sheasked。 Gibbie,afteralongerpause,andmoreevidentlabourthanhitherto,broughthertheenigmaticalword,asootr,which,theSirrunningaboutinherhead,quitedefeatedJanet。Perceivinghisfailure,hejumpeduponachair,andreachingafteroneofRobert’sSundayshoesonthecrapo’thewa’,thenaturalshelfrunningallroundthecottage,formedbythetopofthewallwheretheraftersrested,caughtholdofit,tumbledwithituponhiscreepie,tookitbetweenhisknees,andbeganapantomimeofthemakingormendingofthesamewithsuchverisimilitudeofimitation,thatitwascleartoJanethemusthavebeenfamiliarwiththeprocessescollectivelycalledshoemaking;andtherewithsherecognizedthewordontheslate——asutor。Shesmiledtoherselfattheassociationofnameandtrade,andconcludedthattheSiratleastwasanickname。Andyet——andyet——whetherfromthepresenceofsomerudimentofanoldmemory,orfromsomethingabouttheboythatbelongedtoahigherstylethanhispresentshowing,hermindkeptswayinginanuncertaintywhoseveryobjecteludedher。 “Whatis’tyerwull’atweca’ye,than,cratur?”sheasked,anxioustomeetthechild’sownideaofhimself。 Hepointedtothegiby。 “Weel,Gibbie,“respondedJanet,——andattheword,nowforthefirsttimeaddressedbyhertohimself,hebegandancingmorewildlythanever,andendedwithstandingmotionlessononeleg:nowfirstandatlasthewasfullyrecognizedforwhathewas!——“Weel,Gibbie,I s’ca’yewhatyethinkfit,“saidJanet。“An’noogangyerwa’s,Gibbie,an’see’atCrummie’snoowerfarooto’sicht。” FromthathourGibbiehadhisnamefromthewholefamily——hisChristiannameonly,however,RobertandJanethavingagreeditwouldbewisetoavoidwhatevermightpossiblybringtheboyagainunderthenoticeofthelaird。Thelatterhalfofhisnametheylaidasideforhim,asparentsdoadangerousorover-valuablegifttoachild。