“He’sdeid!he’sdeid!,Ye’vekillthim,Angus!,Ye’reanillman!”
shecriedfiercely。“Ihateye。I’lltellonye。I’lltellmypapa。”
“Hoot!whisht,missie!”saidAngus。“Itwasbyyerpapa’sainordersIgaehimthewhup,an’heweeldeserveditforby。An’gienyedinnagangawa,an’beaguidyoongleddy,I’llgie’immairyet。”
“I’lltellGod,“shriekedGinevrawithfreshenergyofdefensiveloveandwrath。
Againhesoughttoremoveher,butsheclungso,withbothlegsandarms,totheinsensibleGibbie,thathecouldbutliftbothtogether,andhadtoleaveheralone。
“Gienyedaurtotouch’imagain,Angus,I’llbiteye——biteye——BITE
YE,“shescreamed,inapassagewildlycrescendo。
ThelairdandFergushadwalkedawaytogether,perhapsneitherofthemquitecomfortableattheordersgiven,buttheonetooself-sufficienttorecallthem,andtheothertoosubmissivetointerfere。Theyheardthecries,nevertheless,andhadtheyknownthemforGinevra’s,wouldhaverushedtothespot;butfierceemotionhadsoutterlychangedhervoice——andindeedshehadneverinherlifecriedoutbefore——thattheytookthemforGibbie’sandsupposedthewhiphadhadthedesiredeffectandloosedhistongue。
Astotherestofthehousehold,whichwouldbythistimehavebeenallgatheredinthecoach-house,thelairdhadtakenhisstandwherehecouldinterceptthem:hewouldnothavetheexecutionofthedecreesofjusticeinterferedwith。
ButGinevra’sshrieksbroughtGibbietohimself。Faintlyheopenedhiseyes,andstared,stupidwithgrowingpain,atthetear-blurredfacebesidehim。IntheconfusionofhisthoughtshefanciedthepainhefeltwasGinevra’s,nothis,andsoughttocomforther,strokinghercheekwithfeeblehand,andputtinguphismouthtokissher。ButAngus,utterlyscandalizedattheproceeding,andrestoredtoenergybyseeingthattheboywasalive,caughtherupsuddenlyandcarriedheroff——struggling,writhing,andscratchinglikeacat。Indeedshebithisarm,andthatseverely,butthemannevereventoldhiswife。LittleMissiewasaqueen,andlittleGibbiewasavermin,buthewasashamedtoletthemotherofhischildrenknowthattheformerhadbittenhimforthesakeofthelatter。
Themomentshethusdisappeared,Gibbiebegantoapprehendthatshewassufferingforhim,notheforher。Hiswholebodyboretestimonytofrightfulabuse。ThiswassomehorribleplaceinhabitedbymensuchasthosethatkilledSambo!,Hemustfly。Butwouldtheyhurtthelittlegirl?,Hethoughtnot——shewasathome。
Hestartedtospringtohisfeet,butfellbackalmostpowerless;
thentriedmorecautiouslyandgotupwearily,forthepainandtheterribleshockseemedtohavetakenthestrengthoutofeverylimb。
Onceonhisfeet,hecouldscarcelystooptopickuphisremnantoftrowserswithoutagainfalling,andtheeffortmadehimgroanwithdistress。Hewasintheactoftryinginvaintostandononefoot,soastogettheotherintothegarment,whenhefanciedheheardthestepofhisexecutioner,returningdoubtlesstoresumehistorture。Hedroppedtherag,anddartedoutofthedoor,forgettingachesandstiffnessandagony。Allnakedashewas,hefledlikethewind,unseen,oratleastunrecognized,ofanyeye。Fergusdidcatchaglimpseofsomethingwhitethatflashedacrossavistathroughtheneighbouringwood,buthetookitforawhitepeacock,ofwhichthereweretwoorthreeabouttheplace。Thethreemenweredisgustedwiththelittlewretchwhentheyfoundthathehadactuallyfledintotheopendaywithouthisclothes。PoorGibbie!
itwassuchasmalldifference!,Itneededaslittlechangetomakeasavageasanangelofhim。Alldependedontheeyesthatsawhim。
Heranheknewnotwhither,feelingnothingbutthedesirefirsttogetintosomecovert,andthentorunfarther。Hisfirstrushwasfortheshubbery,hisnextacrossthelittleparktothewoodbeyond。Hedidnotfeelthewindofhisrunningonhisbareskin。
Hedidnotfeelthehungerthathadmadehimsounabletobearthelash。Onandonheran,fancyingeverheheardthecruelAngusbehindhim。Ifadrytwigsnapped,hethoughtitwasthecrackofthewhip;andasmallwindthatrosesuddenlyinthetopofapine,seemedthehisswithwhichitwasabouttodescenduponhim。Heranandran,butstillthereseemednothingbetweenhimandhispersecutors。Hefeltnosafety。Atlengthhecamewhereahighwalljoiningsomewater,formedaboundary。Thewaterwasabrookfromthemountain,herewidenedanddeepenedintoastillpool。Hehadbeenonceoutofhisdepthbefore:hethrewhimselfin,andswamstraightacross:everafterthat,swimmingseemedtohimasnaturalaswalking。
Thenfirstawokeafaintsenseofsafety;forontheothersidehewaskneedeepinheather。Hewasonthewildhill,withmilesonmilesofcover!,Heretheunmancouldnotcatchhim。ItmustbethesamethatDonalpointedouttohimonedayatadistance;hehadagun,andDonalsaidhehadonceshotapoacherandkilledhim。Hedidnotknowwhatapoacherwas:perhapshewasonehimself,andthemanwouldshoothim。Theycouldseehimquitewellfromtheotherside!hemustcrosstheknollfirst,andthenhemightliedownandrest。Hewouldgetrightintotheheather,andliewithitallaroundandoverhimtillthenightcame。Wherehewouldgothen,hedidnotknow。Butitwasallone;hecouldgoanywhere。Donalmustmindhiscows,andthemenmustmindthehorses,andMistressJeanmustmindherkitchen,butSirGibbiecouldgowherehepleased。HewouldgoupDaurside;buthewouldnotgojustatonce;thatmanmightbeontheoutlookforhim,andhewouldn’tliketobeshot。
Peoplewhowereshotlaystill,andwereputintoholesintheearth,andcoveredup,andhewouldnotlikethat。
Thushecommunedwithhimselfashewentovertheknoll。Ontheothersidehechoseatallpatchofheather,andcreptunder。Howniceandwarmandkindtheheatherfelt,thoughitdidhurtthewealsdreadfullysometimes。Ifheonlyhadsomethingtocoverjustthem!,Thereseemedtobeonedownhisbackaswellasroundhiswaist!
AndnowSirGibbie,thoughnotmuchpoorerthanhehadbeen,reallypossessednothingseparable,excepthishairandhisnails——nothingthereforethathecouldcallhis,asdistinguishedfromhim。Hissoleotherpossessionwasanegativequantity——hishunger,namely,forhehadnotevenamealinhisbody:hehadeatennothingsincetheprecedingnoon。Iamwrong——hehadonepossessionbesides,thoughhardlyaseparableone——aballadaboutafairladyandherpage,whichDonalhadtaughthim。Thathenowbegantorepeattohimself,butwasdisappointedtofinditagooddealwithered。Hewasnotnearlyreducedtoextremityyetthough——thislittleheiroftheworld:inhisbodyhehadsplendidhealth,inhisheartagreatcourage,andinhissoulanever-throbbinglove。Itwashislovetotheveryimageofman,thatmadethehorrorofthetreatmenthehadreceived。Anguswasandwasnotaman!,Afterall,Gibbiewasstillonetoberegardedwithholyenvy。
PoorGinnywassenttobedforinterferingwithherfather’sorders;
andwhatwithrageandhorrorandpity,aninexplicablefeelingofhopelessnesstookpossessionofher,whileheraffectionforherfatherwasgreatly,perhapsforthisworldirretrievably,injuredbythatmorning’sexperience;asomethingremainedthatneverpassedfromher,andthatsomething,asoftenasitstirred,rosebetweenhimandher。
Fergustoldhisauntwhathadtakenplace,andmademuchgameofherbrownie。ButthemoreJeanthoughtabouttheaffair,thelessshelikedit。Itwassheuponwhomitallcame!,Whatdiditmatterwhoorwhatherbrowniewas?,Andwhathadtheywhippedthecreaturefor?,Whatharmhadhedone?,Ifindeedhewasalittleraggedurchin,thethingwasonlythemoreinexplicable!,Hehadtakennothing!,Shehadnevermissedsomuchasabarleyscon!,Thecreamhadalwaysbroughthertherightquantityofbutter!,Notevenabannock,sofarassheknew,wasevergonefromthepress,oraneggfromthebossiewheretheylayheaped!,Therewasmoreinitthanshecouldunderstand!,Hernephew’smightyfeat,sofarfromexplaininganything,hadonlysealedupthemystery。Shecouldnothelpcherishingashadowyhopethat,whenthingshadgrownquiet,hewouldagainrevealhispresencebyhiswork,ifnotbyhisvisibleperson。Itwasmortifyingtothinkthathehadgoneashecame,andshehadneverseteyesuponhim。ButFergus’saccountofhisdisappearancehadalso,inherjudgment,adecidedelementofthemarvellousinit。ShewasstronglyinclinedtobelievethatthebrowniehadcastaglamouroverhimandthelairdandAngus,allthree,andhadbeenmakinggameofthemforhisownamusement。
IndeedDaursidegenerallyrefusedtheexplanationofthebrowniepresentedforitsacceptance,andthelairdscorednothingagainstthearch-enemySuperstition。
DonalGrant,missinghis“cratur“thatdayforthefirsttime,heardenoughwhenhecamehometosatisfyhimthathehadbeenactingthebrownieinthehouseandthestableaswellasinthefield,incredibleasitmightwellappearthatsuchachildshouldhavehadevenmerestrengthforwhathedid。Thenfirstalso,afterhehadthuslosthim,hebegantounderstandhisworth,andtoseehowmuchheowedhim。Whilehehadimaginedhimselfkindtotheurchin,theurchinhadbeenlayinghimunderendlessobligation。Forhelefthimwitheversomuchmoreinhisbrainsthanwhenhecame。Thisbookandthat,throughhisaid,hehadreadthoroughly;andascoreorsoofpropositionshadbeenaddedtohisstockinEuclid。Hisfirstfeelingaboutthechildrevivedashepondered——namely,thathewasnotofthisworld。ButeventhenDonaldidnotknowthebestGibbiehaddoneforhim。Hedidnotknowofwhatfardeeperandbetterthingshehad,throughhisgentleness,histrust,hislovingservice,hisabsoluteunselfishness,sowntheseedsinhismind。Ontheotherhand,DonalhadinreturndonemoreforGibbiethanheknew,thoughwhathehaddoneforhim,namely,sharedhisdinnerswithhim,hadbeenlessofagiftthanhethought,andDonalhadratherbeensharinginGibbie’sdinner,thanGibbieinDonal’s。
CHAPTERXXII。
REFUGE。
ItwasalovelySaturdayeveningonGlashgar。Thefewflowersaboutthesmallturfcottagescentedtheairinthehotwesternsun。Theheatherwasnotinbloomyet,andtherewerenotrees;buttherewererocks,andstones,andabrawlingburnthathalfsurroundedalittlefieldofoats,oneofpotatoes,andasmallspotwithafewstocksofcabbageandkail,onthebordersofwhichgrewsomebushesofdoubledaisies,andprimroses,andcarnations。TheseJanettendedaspartofherhousehold,whileherhusbandsawtotheoatsandpotatoes。RoberthadchargeofthefewsheeponthemountainwhichbelongedtothefarmerattheMains,andforhistroublehadthecottageandtheland,mostofwhichhehadhimselfreclaimed。
Hehadalsoacertainallowanceofmeal,whichwaspaidinportions,ascornwentfromthefarmtothemill。Iftheyhappenedtofallshort,themillerwouldalwaysadvancethemasmuchastheyneeded,repayinghimself——andnotverystrictly——thenexttimethecornwassentfromtheMains。Theywereneverinanywant,andneverhadanymoney,exceptwhattheirchildrenbroughtthemoutoftheirsmallwages。Butthatwasplentyfortheireveryneed,norhadtheythefaintestfeelingthattheywerepersonstobepitied。
Itwasverycoldupthereinwinter,tobesure,andtheybothsufferedfromrheumatism;buttheyhadnodebt,nofear,muchlove,andbetweenthem,thisbeingmostlyJanet’s,alargehopeforwhatlayontheothersideofdeath:astotherheumatism,thatwasnecessary,Janetsaid,toteachthempatience,fortheyhadnoothertrouble。Theywereindeedgrowingold,butneitherhadbeguntofeelageaburdenyet,andwhenitshouldprovesuch,theyhadadaughterpreparedtogiveupserviceandgohometohelpthem。
Theirthoughtsaboutthemselveswerenearlylostintheirthoughtsabouteachother,theirchildren,andtheirfriends。Janet’smaincarewasheroldman,andRobertturnedtoJanetastheonestayofhislife,nexttotheGodinwhomhetrusted。HedidnotthinksomuchaboutGodasshe:hewasnotable;nordidhereadsomuchofhisBible;butsheoftenreadtohim;andwhenanyofhischildrenwerethereofanevening,healways“tookthebook。”,WhileJanetprayedathome,hisclosetwasthemountain-side,wherehewouldkneelintheheather,andpraytoHimwhosawunseen,theKingeternal,immortal,invisible,theonlywiseGod。Thesheeptooknoheedofhim,butsometimeswhenherosefromhiskneesandsawOscargazingathimwithdeepestregard,hewouldfeelalittleasifhehadnotquiteenteredenoughintohiscloset,andwouldwonderwhatthedogwasthinking。Allday,fromthemountainandskyandpreachingburns,fromthesheepandhisdog,fromwinterstorms,springsunandwinds,orsummerwarmthandglow,butmorethanall,whenhewenthome,fromthepresenceandinfluenceofhiswife,cametohimsomehow——whocanexplainhow!——spiritualnourishmentandvitalgrowth。Onegreatthinginitwas,thathekeptgrowingwiserandbetterwithoutknowingit。IfSt。Paulhadtogiveupjudginghisownself,perhapsRobertGrantmightgetthroughwithouteverbeginningit。Helovedlife,butifhehadbeenaskedwhy,hemightnothavefoundareadyanswer。Helovedhiswife——justbecauseshewasJanet。Blithelyhelefthiscottageinthemorning,deepbreathingthemountainair,asifitwerehisfirstintheblissfulworld;andalldaytheessentialblissofbeingwashis;buttheimmediatehopeofhisheartwasnottheheavenlycity;itwashishomeandhisoldwoman,andhertalkofwhatshehadfoundinherBiblethatday。Strangelymingled——mingledeventoconfusionwithhisfaithinGod,washisabsolutetrustinhiswife——aconfidencenotverydifferentinkindfromthefaithwhichsomanyChristiansplaceinthemotherofourLord。ToRobert,Janetwasonewhoknew——onewhowasfarbenwiththeFatheroflights。Sheperceivedhisintentions,understoodhiswords,didhiswill,dweltinthesecretplaceoftheMostHigh。WhenJanetenteredintothekingdomofherFather,shewouldseethathewasnotleftoutside。Hewasassureofherlovetohimself,ashewasofGod’slovetoher,andwascertainshecouldneverbecontentwithoutheroldman。Hewashimselfadullsoul,hethought,andcouldnotexpectthegreatGodtotakemuchnoticeofhim,buthewouldallowJanettolookafterhim。Hehadavagueconvictionthathewouldnotbeveryhardtosave,forheknewhimselfreadytodowhateverwasrequiredofhim。
Noneofallthiswasplaintohisconsciousness,however,orI
daresayhewouldhavebegunatoncetocombatthefeeling。
Hissoleanxiety,ontheotherhand,wasneitheraboutlifenordeath,aboutthisworldnorthenext,butthathischildrenshouldbehonestandhonourable,fearGodandkeephiscommandments。
Aroundthem,allandeach,thethoughtsoffatherandmotherwereconstantlyhovering——asiftowatchthem,andwardoffevil。
Almostfromtheday,nowmanyyearsago,when,becauseofdistanceanddifficulty,sheceasedtogotochurch,JanethadtakentoherNewTestamentinanewfashion。
Shepossessedaninstinctivepowerofdiscriminatingcharacter,whichhaditsrootandgrowthinthesimplicityofherown;shehadalwaysbeenastudentofthosephasesofhumanitythatcamewithinherken;shehadalargeshareofthatinterestinherfellowsandtheiraffairswhichistheverybloomuponripehumanity:withthesequalifications,andtheinterpretativelightaffordedbyherowncalmpracticalwayofliving,shecametounderstandmenandtheiractions,especiallywherethelatterdifferedfromwhatmightordinarilyhavebeenexpected,inamarvellousway:herfacultyamountedalmosttosympatheticcontactwiththeveryhumanity。
When,therefore,shefoundherselfinthisremotespot,whereshecouldseesolittleofherkind,shebegan,shehardlyknewbywhatinitiation,toturnherstudyuponthestoryofourLord’slife。
Norwasitlongbeforeitpossessedherutterly,sothatsheconcentrateduponitallthelightandpowerofvisionshehadgatheredfromherexperienceofhumanity。Itoughtnotthereforetobewonderfulhowmuchshenowunderstoodofthetruehumanity——withwhatsimpledirectnesssheknewwhatmanyofthewordsoftheSonofManmeant,andperceivedmanyofthegermsofhisindividualactions。Henceitfollowednaturallythatthethoughtofhim,andthehopeofonedayseeinghim,becameheroneinformingidea。Shewasnowsuchanotherasthosewomenwhoministeredtohimontheearth。
Acertaingentleindifferencesheallowedtothingsconsideredimportant,theneighboursattributedtoweaknessofcharacter,andcalledsoftness;whilethehonesty,energy,anddirectnesswithwhichsheacteduponinsightstheydidnotpossess,theyattributedtointellectualderangement。Shewas“owereasy,“theysaid,whenthetalkhadbeenofprudenceorworldlyprospect;shewas“owerhard,“theysaid,whenthequestionhadbeenofrightandwrong。
Thesameafternoon,aneighbour,onherwayovertheshoulderofthehilltothenextvillage,hadcalleduponherandfoundherbrushingtheraftersofhercottagewithabroomattheendofalongstick。
“Save’sa’,Janet!whatareyeefter?,Ineversawsicathing!”
sheexclaimed。
“IkennahooIneverthouchto’sicathingafore,“answeredJanet,leaningherbroomagainstthewall,anddustingachairforhervisitor;“butthismornin’,whanmymanan’mewassittin’atoorbrakfast,therecam’sicaclapo’thunner,’atitjistgarredthebithoosietrim’le;an’doonfellasnoto’sootintiltheveryspune’atmymanwascairryin’till’shonestmoo。Thatcudnabeasthingswarinten’it,yeken;saewhatwastobesaidbutsetthemricht?”
“Ow,weel!butyemichthaewaitittillDonalcam’hame;hewadhaedune’tinhalfthetime,an’noraxedhisjints。”
“Icudnapititaff,“answeredJanet。“WhakennedwhantheLordmichtcome?——Hecannacomeatcock-crawin’theday,buthemaybehereaforenicht。”
“Weel,I’sawa,“saidhervisitorrising。“I’mgauin’owertothetoontobuyafeowhankso’worsettoweyveapairo’stockinstomyman。Guiddaytoye,Janet——Whatneist,Iwon’er?”sheaddedtoherselfassheleftthehouse。“Thewuman’scleandementit!”
Themomentshewasgone,Janetcaughtupherbroomagain,andwentspyingaboutovertheroof——ceilingtherewasnone——afterlongtanglesofagglomeratedcobwebandsmoke。
“Ay!”shesaidtoherself,“whakenswhanhemaybeatthedoor?an’
Iwadnaliketohearhimsay——’Janet,yemichthaehadyerhooseabitcleaner,whanyekennedImichtbeathan’!’“
Withallthecleaningshecouldgiveit,hercottagewouldhavelookedbutaplaceofmiserytomanyabenevolentwoman,who,ifshehadlivedthere,wouldnothavebeensobenevolentasJanet,orhavekepttheplacehalfsoclean。Forhersoulwasaliveandrich,andoutofhersoul,noteducationorhabit,camethesmallestofhervirtues——Havingfinishedatlast,shetookherbesomtothedoor,andbeatitagainstastone。Thatdone,shestoodlookingalongthepathdownthehill。Itwasthatbywhichhersonsanddaughters,everySaturday,cameclimbing,oneaftertheother,toherbosom,fromtheirvariouslaboursinthevalleybelow,throughthesunset,throughthelongtwilight,throughthemoonlight,eachurgedbyahearteagertolookagainuponfatherandmother。
Thesunwasnowfardownhiswesternarc,andnearlyonalevelwithhereyes;andasshegazedintothedarknessofthetoomuchlight,suddenlyemergedfromit,roseupward,staggeredtowardsher——wasitanangel?wasitaspectre?,Didheroldeyesdeceiveher?orwasthesecondsightborninhernowfirstinheroldage?——Itseemedachild——reeling,andspreadingouthandsthatgroped。Shecoveredhereyesforamoment,foritmightbeavisioninthesun,notontheearth——andlookedagain。Itwasindeedanakedchild!and——wasshestillsodazzledbytheredsunastoseeredwhereredwasnone?——orwerethoseindeedblood-redstreaksonhiswhiteskin?
Straightnow,thoughslow,hecametowardsher。Itwasthesamechildwhohadcomeandgonesostrangelybefore!,Heheldouthishandstoher,andfellonhisfaceatherfeetlikeonedead。Then,withahorrorofpitifulamazement,shesawagreatcrossmarkedintwocruelstripesonhisback;andthethoughtsthatthereuponwentcoursingthroughherlovingimagination,itwouldbehardtosetforth。CoulditbethattheLordwasstill,childandman,sufferingforhisrace,todeliverhisbrothersandsistersfromtheirsins?——wandering,enduring,beaten,blessingstill?acceptingtheevil,slayingit,andreturningnone?hispatiencetheonerockwheretheevilwordfindsnoecho;hishearttheonegulfintowhichthedead-seawaverusheswithnorecoil——fromwhicheverflowsbackonlypurestwater,sweetandcool;theoneabyssofdestroyinglove,intowhichallwrongtumbles,andfindingnoreaction,islost,ceasesforevermore?there,initsowncradle,theprimalorderisstillnursed,stillrestored;thenceisstillsentforthafresh,toleavenwithnewlifetheworldeverageing!,Shadowyandvaguetheywere——butvaguelyshadowedwerethoughtsliketheseinJanet’smind,asshestoodhalf-stunned,regardingforonemomentmotionlesstheprostratechildandhiswrongs。Thenextsheliftedhiminherarms,andholdinghimtenderlytohermother-heart,carriedhimintothehouse,murmuringoverhimdove-likesoundsofpityandendearmentmingledwithindignation。Thereshelaidhimonhissideinherbed,coveredhimgentlyover,andhastenedtothelittlebyreattheendofthecottage,togethimsomewarmmilk。Whenshereturned,hehadalreadyliftedhisheavyeyelids,andwaslookingwearilyabouttheplace。Butwhenhesawher,dideversobrightasunshineasthatsmileofhis!,EyesandmouthandwholefaceflasheduponJanet!,Shesetdownthemilk,andwenttothebedside。
Gibbieputuphisarms,threwthemroundherneck,andclungtoherasifshehadbeenhismother。Andfromthatmomentshewashismother:herheartwasbigenoughtomotherallthechildrenofhumanity。ShewaslikeCharityherself,withherbabesinnumerable。
“Whathavetheydonetoye,mybairn?”shesaid,intonespitifulwiththepityoftheShepherdofthesheephimself。
Noreplycameback——onlyanotherheavenlysmile,asmileofabsolutecontent。ForwhatwerestripesandnakednessandhungertoGibbie,nowthathehadawomantolove!,Gibbie’snecessitywastolove;
butherewasmore;herewasLoveofferingherselftohim!,ExceptinblackSambohehadscarcelycaughtagoodsightofherbefore。HehadneverbeforebeenkissedbythatmightofGod’sgrace,atruewoman。Shewasanoldwomanwhokissedhim;butnonewhohavedrunkoftheoldwineoflove,straightwaydesirethenew,fortheyknowthattheoldisbetter。Matchsuchasherswiththylove,maidenoftwenty,andwherewiltthoufindthemanIsaynotworthy,butfittomatewiththee?,Forherswasloveindeed——nottheloveoflove——buttheloveofLife。AlreadyGibbie’sfaintnesswasgone——andallhisillswithit。Sheraisedhimwithonearm,andheldthebowltohismouth,andhedrank;butallthetimehedrank,hiseyeswerefixeduponhers。Whenshelaidhimdownagain,heturnedonhisside,offhisscoredback,andinamomentwasfastasleep。Shestoodgazingathim。Sostillwashe,thatshebegantofearhewasdead,andlaidherhandonhisheart。Itwasbeatingsteadily,andshelefthim,tomakesomegruelforhimagainsthiswaking。Hersoulwasglad,forshewasministeringtoherMaster,notthelessinhisownself,thatitwasinthepersonofoneofhislittleones。Gruel,assuchaonemakesit,isnocommonfare,butdelicateenoughforaqueen。Shesetitdownbythefire,andproceededtolaythesupperforherexpectedchildren。Thecleanyellow-whitetableofsoftsmoothfir,needednocloth——onlyhornspoonsandwoodencaups。
Atlengthahandcametothelatch,andmotheranddaughtergreetedasmotheranddaughteronlycan;thencameason,andmotherandsongreetedasmotherandsononlycan。Theykeptonarrivingsinglytothenumberofsix——twodaughtersandfoursons,theyoungestsomelittletimeaftertherest。Each,asheorshecame,Janettooktothebed,andshowedherseventhchildwhereheslept。Eachtimesheshowedhim,tosecurelikepitywithherown,sheturneddownthebedclothes,andrevealedthelittleback,smittenwiththeeternalmemorialofthedivineperfection。Thewomenwept。Theyoungmenwerefurious,eachafterhisfashion。
“Goddamntherascal’atdidit!”criedoneofthem,clenchinghisteeth,andforgettinghimselfquiteintherageofthemoment。
“Laddie,takbacktheword,“saidhismothercalmly。“Gienyedinnaforgieyerenemies,ye’llnobeforgi’enyersel’。”
“That’ssomehard,mither,“answeredtheoffender,withanattemptedsmile。
“Hard!”sheechoed;“itmayweelbehard,foritcannabehelpit。
Whatwadbetheuseo’forgiein’ye,orhoocuditwinatye,orwhatwadyecarefor’t,ormako’t,cairryin’ahello’hatei’yerverrahert?,ForgienGodbelove,hellmaunbehate。Mybairn,them’atwinnaforgietheirenemies,cairriessicanesto’deevilryi’theirainboasoms,’attheverraspeerito’Godhimsel’cannawinintill’tforbein’scomfishedwi’smellan’reik。Muckleguidwadonlypardondeetosic!,Butancelatthemun’erstan’’athecannaforgiethem,an’maybethey’llbefleyt,an’turnagain’theSawtan’at’si’them。”
“Weel,buthe’snomyenemy,“saidtheyouth。
“Noyourenemy!”returnedhismother;“——noyourenemy,an’sair(serve)abairnlikethat!,Mycerty!buthe’stheenemyo’thehaillraceo’mankin’。Hetrespassesuncosairagainstme,I’mweelsureo’that!,An’I’mglaido’’t。I’mglaid’athehasmeforaneo’’senemies,forIforgiehimforane;an’wusshimsaeaffrontitwi’himsel’er’a’bedune,’athewadfainhidehisheidinamidden。”
“Noo,noo,mither!”saidtheeldestson,whohadnotyetspoken,butwhosecountenancehadbeenshowingamightyindignation,“that’ssurelyassairabannin’asyon’atJocksaid。”
“What,laddie!,Wadyehaeafellow-craturlivetoa’eternityohnbeenashamedo’sicathing’sthat?,Wadthatbetowusshimweel?
Kennaye’atthemairshamethemairgrace?,Mywordwasthebestbeginnin’o’better’atIcudwusshim。Na,na,laddie!fraemyverrahert,Iwusshemaybethataffrontitwi’himsel’’athecannasaemuckleasliftup’seentoh’aven,butmaunsmiteupo’’sbreistan’say,’Godbemercifu’tomeasinner!’,That’smycurseupo’
him,forIwadnahae’imadeevil。Whanhecomestothinkthatshameo’himsel’,I’lltakhimtomyhert,asItakthebairnhemisguidit。OnlyIdoobtI’llbelangawaaforethat,forittakstimetofessamanlikethattill’sholysenses。”
Thesixthofthefamilynowentered,andhismotherledhimuptothebed。
“TheLordpreserve’s!”criedDonalGrant,“it’sthecratur!——An’isthatthegaittheyhaeguidithim!,Thequaietestcraturan’thewillin’est!”
Donalbegantochoke。
“Yekenhimthan,laddie?”saidhismother。
“Weelthat,“answeredDonal。“He’sbeenwi’mean’thenowtilkadayforweekstilltheday。”
WiththathehurriedintothestoryofhisacquaintancewithGibbie;
andthefableofthebrowniewouldsoonhavedisappearedfromDaurside,haditnotbeenthatJanetdesiredthemtosaynothingabouttheboy,butlethimbeforgottenbyhisenemies,tillhegrewabletotakecareofhimself。Besides,shesaid,theirfathermightgetintotroublewiththemasterandthelaird,ifitwereknowntheyhadhim。
Donalvowedtohimself,that,ifFergushadhadahandintheabuse,hewouldneverspeakcivilwordtohimagain。
Heturnedtowardsthebed,andtherewereGibbie’sazureeyeswideopenandfixeduponhim。
“Eh,yecratur!”hecried;anddartingtothebed,hetookGibbie’sfacebetweenhishands,andsaid,inavoicetowhichpityandsympathygaveatonelikehismother’s,“Whatenadeevilwas’t’atlickityelikethat?,Eh!,IwussIhadthetrimmin’o’him!”
Gibbiesmiled。
“Hastheill-guideshipta’enthetonguefrae’im,thinkye?”askedthemother。
“Na,na,“answeredDonal;“he’sbeenlikethatsin’everIkennedhim。Ineverh’ardwordfraethemoo’o’’im。”
“He’llbeaneo’thedeifan’dumb,“saidJanet。
“He’snodeif,mither;thatIkenweel;butdumbhemaunbe,I’mthinkin’——Cratur,“hecontinued,stoopingovertheboy,“gienyehearwhatI’msayin’,takhaudo’mynose。”
Thereupon,withalaughlikethatofanamusedinfant,Gibbieraisedhishand,andwiththumbandforefingergentlypinchedDonal’slargenose,atwhichtheyallburstoutlaughingwithjoy。Itwasasiftheyhadfoundanangel’sbabyinthebushes,andbeenafraidhewasanidiot,butwerenowrelieved。AwaywentJanet,andbroughthimhisgruel。Itwaswithnosmalldifficultyandnotwithoutamoanortwo,thatGibbiesatupinthebedtotakeit。Therewassomethingverypatheticinthefullcontentwithwhichhesatthereinhisnakedness,andlookedsmilingatthemall。Itwasmorethancontent——itwasblissthatshoneinhiscountenance。Hetookthewoodenbowl,andbegantoeat;andthelookhecastonJanetseemedtosayhehadnevertastedsuchdeliciousfood。Indeedheneverhad;andthepoorcottage,whereoncemorehewasastrangerandtakenin,appearedtoGibbieaplaceofwondrouswealth。Andsoitwas——notonlyinthebesttreasures,thoseoflovingkindness,butinallhomelyplentyaswellfortheneedsofthebody——averytempleoftheGodofsimplicityandcomfort——richinwarmthandrestandfood。
Janetwenttoherkist,whenceshebroughtoutagarmentofherown,andaireditatthefire。Ithadnolaceattheneckorcuffs,noembroiderydownthefront;butwhensheputitonhim,amidthetearfullaughterofthewomen,andhadtieditroundhiswaistwithapieceoflistthathadservedasagarter,itmadeadressmostbecomingintheireyes,andgaveGibbieindescribablepleasurefromitswhiteness,anditscoolnesstohisinflamedskin。
Theyhadjustfinishedclothinghimthus,whenthegoodmancamehome,andthemother’snarrationhadtobegivenafresh,withDonal’snotesexplanatoryandcompletive。Asthelatterreportedthedoingsoftheimaginedbrownie,andthecommotiontheyhadcausedattheMainsandalongDaurside,Gibbie’scountenanceflashedwithpleasureandfun;andatlasthebrokeintosuchapealoflaughterashadnever,forpuremerriment,beenheardbeforesohighonGlashgar。Alljoinedinvoluntarilyinthelaugh——eventheoldman,whohadbeenlisteningwithhisgreyeyebrowsknit,andhanginglikeboskyprecipicesoverthetarnsofhisdeepseteyes,takingineveryword,bututteringnotone。Whenatlasthiswifeshowedhimthechild’sback,heliftedhistwohands,andmovedthemslowlyupanddown,asinpitifulappealformanagainstmantothesireoftherace。Butstillhesaidnotaword。Astoutteranceofwhatlayinthedeepsoulofhim,theoldman,exceptsometimestohiswife,wasnearlyasdumbasGibbiehimself。
Theysatdowntotheirhomelymeal。Simplestthingswillcarrytheresultofhonestattentionasplainlyasmoreelaboratedishes;and,whichitmightbewelltoconsider,theywillcarrynomorethantheyareworth:ofJanet’ssupperitisenoughtosaythatitwassuchasbecameherheart。Inthejudgmentofallherguests,theporridgewassuchasnonecouldmakebutmother,themilksuchasnonebutmother’scowcouldyield,thecakessuchassheonlycouldbake。
Gibbiesatinthebedlikeakingonhisthrone,gazingonhiskingdom。Forhethatloveshas,asnooneelsehas。Itisthedivinepossession。Picturethedelightofthechild,inhispassionforhiskind,lookingoutuponthiscompanyoftruehearts,honestfaces,humanforms——allstrongandhealthy,lovingeachotherandgeneroustothetakinginoftheworld’soutcast!,Gibbiecouldnot,atthatperiodofhishistory,haveinventedaheavenmoretohismind,andasoftenasoneofthemturnedeyestowardsthebed,hisfaceshoneupwithloveandmerrygratitude,likeabettersun。
Itwasnowalmosttimeforthesonsanddaughterstogodownthehillagain,andleavethecottageandtheblessedoldparentsandtheharbouredchildtothenight,themountain-silence,andthelivingGod。Thesunhadlongbeendown;butfarawayinthenorth,thefaintthinfringeofhislight-garmentwasstillvisible,movingwiththeunseenbodyofhisglorysoftlyeastward,dreamingalongthehorizon,growingfainterandfainterasitwent,butatthefaintestthenbeginningtoreviveandgrow。Ofthenorthernlandsinsummer,itmaybesaid,asoftheheavenofheavens,thatthereisnonightthere。Andbyandbythemoonalsowouldattendthestepsofthereturningchildrenoflabour。
“Noo,ladsan’lasses,aforewehaeworship,rin,ilkaneo’ye,“
saidthemother,“an’pu’heathertomakabedtotheweeman——i’
theneukthere,attheheido’oors。He’llsleeptherebonny,an’
noill’illcomenear’im。”
Shewasobeyedinstantly。Theheatherwaspulled,andsettogetheruprightasitgrew,onlymuchcloser,sothatthetopsmadeadensesurface,andthemanystalks,eachweak,astrongupbearingwhole。
Theyboxedtheminbelowwithaboardortwoforthepurpose,andboundthemtogetherabovewithablanketoverthetop,andawhitesheetoverthat——alinensheetitwas,andlargeenoughtobedoubled,andreceiveGibbiebetweenitsfolds。Thenanotherblanketwasadded,andthebed,aperfectone,wasready。TheeldestofthedaughterstookGibbieinherarms,and,tenderlycarefuloverhishurts,liftedhimfromtheoldfolks’bed,andplacedhiminhisown——onemoreluxurious,forheathermakesastillbetterstratumforreposethanoat-chaff——andGibbiesankintoitwithasighthatwasbutasmilegrownvocal。
ThenDonal,astheyoungest,gotdownthebigBible,andhavinglaiditbeforehisfather,lightedtherush-pith-wickprojectingfromthebeakofthelittleironlampthathungagainstthewall,itsshapedescendedfromRomantimes。Theoldmanputonhisspectacles,tookthebook,andfoundthepassagethatfell,incontinuousprocess,tothatevening。
Nowhewasnotaverygoodreader,and,whatwithblindnessandspectacles,andpoorlight,wouldsometimeslosehisplace。Butitnevertroubledhim,forhealwaysknewthesenseofwhatwascoming,andbeingnoidolateroftheletter,usedthewordthatfirstsuggesteditself,andsorecoveredhisplacewithoutpausing。ItremindedhissonsanddaughtersofthetimewhenheusedtotellthemBiblestoriesastheycrowdedabouthisknees;andsoundingthereforemerelylikethesubstitutionofamorefamiliarwordtoassisttheircomprehension,wokenosurprise。Andevennow,thewordsupplied,beinginthevernacular,wasrathertothebenefitthanthedisadvantageofhishearers。ThewordofChristisspiritandlife,andwheretheheartisaglow,thetonguewillfollowthatspiritandlifefearlessly,andwillnoterr。
OnthisoccasionhewasreadingofourLord’scureoftheleper;andhavingread,“putforthhishand,“losthisplace,andwentstraightonwithoutit,fromhismemoryofthefacts。
“Heputforthhishan’——an’grippithim,andsaid,Awwull——beclean。”
Afterthereadingfollowedaprayer,verysolemnanddevout。Itwasthenonly,whenbeforeGod,withhiswifebyhisside,andhisfamilyaroundhim,thattheoldmanbecamearticulate。Hewouldscarcelyhavebeensothen,andwouldhaveflounderedgreatlyinthemarshesofhismentalchaos,butforthestepping-stonesofcertaintheologicalformsandphrases,whichwereofendlessservicetohiminthattheyhelpedhimtoutterwhatinhimwasfarbetter,andsorealisemoretohimselfhisownfeelings。ThoseformsandphraseswouldhaveshockedanydevoutChristianwhohadnotbeenbroughtupinthesameschool;buttheydidhimlittleharm,forhesawonlythegoodthatwasinthem,andindeeddidnotunderstandthemsaveinsofarastheywordedthatliftingupoftheheartafterwhichhewaseverstriving。
Bythetimetheprayerwasover,Gibbiewasfastasleepagain。Whatitallmeanthehadnotanidea;andthesoundlulledhim——aserviceoftensorenderedinlieuofthatintended。Whenhewokenext,fromtheachingofhisstripes,thecottagewasdark。Theoldpeoplewerefastasleep。Ahairythinglaybyhisside,which,withouttheleastfear,heexaminedbypalpation,andfoundtobeadog,whereuponhefellfastasleepagain,ifpossiblehappierthanever。
Andwhilethecottagewasthusquiet,thebrothersandsisterswerestilltrampingalongthemoonlightpathsofDaurside。Theyhadallsetouttogether,butatonepointafteranothertherehadbeenaparting,andnowtheywereonsixdifferentroads,eachdrawingnearertothelabourofthenewweek。
CHAPTERXXIII。
MORESCHOOLING。
ThefirstopportunityDonalhad,hequestionedFergusastohisshareintheill-usageofGibbie。Fergustreatedtheinquiryasanimpertinentinterference,andmountedhishighhorseatonce。Whatrighthadhisfather’sherd-boytoquestionhimastohisconduct?
Heputitsotohimandinnearlyjustasmanywords。ThereuponansweredDonal——
“It’sthis,yesee,Fergus:yehaebeenuncoguidtome,an’I’mmairobligatittillyenorIcansay。Butitwadbeascunnerfu’
thingtotakthelen’o’buiksfraeye,an’spierquest’onsatye’atIcannamakootmysel’,an’synegangawadespisin’yei’myhertforcrueltyan’wrang。Whatwasthecraturpunishedfor?,Tellmethat。Accordin’tillyeraunt’sainaccoont,hehadtaennaething,an’haddunenaethingbutguid。”
“Whydidn’thespeakupthen,anddefendhimself,andnotbesodamnedobstinate?”returnedFergus。“Hewouldn’topenhismouthtotellhisname,orwherehecamefromeven。Icouldn’tgethimtoutterasingleword。Asforhispunishment,itwasbythelaird’sordersthatAngusMacPholptookthewhiptohim。Ihadnothingtodowithit——“Fergusdidnotconsiderthepunishmenthehadhimselfgivenhimasworthmentioning——asindeed,exceptforhonesty’ssake,itwasnot,besidetheother。
“Weel,I’llbeamansomeday,an’Angus’llhaetosattlewi’me!”
saidDonalthroughhisclenchedteeth。“Man,Fergus!thecratur’sasdumb’saworum。Idinnabelieve’ateverhespakawordin’slife。”
ThiscutFergustotheheart,forhewasfarfrombeingwithoutgenerosityorpity。Howmanythingsamanwhoisnotawaketosidestrenuouslywiththegoodinhimagainsttheevil,whoisnotonhisguardlesthimselfshouldmisleadhimself,maydo,ofwhichhewillonedaybebitterlyashamed!——atriteremark,itmaybe,but,reader,thatwillmakethethingitselfnoeasiertobear,shouldyouevercometoknowyouhavedoneathingofthesort。Ifear,however,fromwhatIknowofFergusafterwards,thathenow,insteadofseekingabouttomakesomeamends,turnedthestrengththatshouldhavegoneinthatdirection,tothejustifyingofhimselftohimselfinwhathehaddone。Anyhow,hewasfartooproudtoconfesstoDonalthathehaddonewrong——toomuchoffendedatbeingrebukedbyonehecountedsoimmeasurablyhisinferior,todotherightthinghisrebukesetbeforehim。Whatdidthemightybusinessmatter!,Thelittlerascalwasnothingbutatramp;andifhedidn’tdeservehispunishmentthistime,hehaddeserveditahundredtimeswithouthavingit,andwouldtenthousandtimesagain。SoreasonedFergus,whilethefeelinggrewuponDonalthatthecraturwasofsomesuperiorrace——camefromsomeotherandnoblerworld。IwouldremindmyreaderthatDonalwasaCelt,withanatureopentoeveryfancyofloveorawe——oneofthesamebreedwiththefoolishGalatians,andlikethemreadytobebewitched;butbearingaheartthatwelcomedthelightwithgladrebound——lovedthelovely,norloveditonly,butturnedtowardsitwithdesiretobecomelikeit。
FergustoowasaCeltinthemain,butwasspoiledbythepaltryambitionofbeingdistinguished。Hewasnotinlovewithloveliness,butinlovewithpraise。Hesawnotalittleofwhatwasgoodandnoble,andwouldfainbesuch,butmainlythatmenmightregardhimforhisgoodnessandnobility;hencehispracticalnotionofthegoodwasweak,andofthenoble,paltry。Hisonedesireindoinganything,wastobeapprovedoforadmiredinthesame——approvedofintheopinionsheheld,intheplanshepursued,inthedoctrineshetaught;admiredinthepoemsinwhichhewenthaltingafterByron,andintheeloquencewithwhichhemeantonedaytoastonishgreatcongregations。Therewasnothingoriginalasyetdiscoverableinhim;nothingtodeliverhimfromthepoorimitativeaperyinwhichheimaginedhimselfapoet。Hedidpossessoneinvaluablegift——thatofperceivingandadmiringmorethanalittle,certainformsofthebeautiful;butitwasrenderedmerelyridiculousbybeingconjoinedwiththemiserableambition——poorasthatofanymountebankemperor——tobehimselfadmiredforthatadmiration。Hemistookalsosensibilityforfaculty,norperceivedthatitwasatbestbutaprobablesignthathemightbeabletodosomethingorotherwithpleasure,perhapswithsuccess。Ifanyonejudgeithardthatmenshouldbemadewithambitionstowhoseobjectstheycanneverattain,Ianswer,ambitionisbuttheevilshadowofaspiration;andnomaneverfollowedthetruth,whichistheonepathofaspiration,andintheendcomplainedthathehadbeenmadethiswayorthat。Manismadetobethatwhichheismademostcapableofdesiring——butitgoeswithoutsayingthathemustdesirethethingitselfandnotitsshadow。Manisofthetruth,andwhilehefollowsalie,noindicationhisnatureyieldswillhold,exceptthefear,thediscontent,thesicknessofsoul,thattellhimheiswrong。Ifhesay,“Icarenotforwhatyoucallthesubstance——itistometheshadow;Iwantwhatyoucalltheshadow,“
theonlyansweris,that,toalleternity,hecanneverhaveit:ashadowcanneverbehad。
Ginevrawashardlythesamechildaftertheexperienceofthatterriblemorning。Atnotimeverymuchathomewithherfather,somethinghadnowcomebetweenthem,toremovewhichallherstrugglestolovehimasbeforewereunavailing。Thefatherwastoostupid,toounsympathetic,totakenoteofthelookoffearthatcrossedherfaceifeverheaddressedhersuddenly;andwhenshewasabsorbedinfightingthethoughtsthatwouldcome,hetookherconstraintforsullenness。
WithacoldspotinhisheartwhereoncehaddweltsomegenuineregardforDonal,Ferguswentbacktocollege。Donalwentonherdingthecattle,cudgelingHornie,andreadingwhatbookshecouldlayhishandson:therewasnosupplythroughFergusanymore,alas!,Theyearbefore,erehetookhisleave,hehadbeencarefultoseeDonalprovidedwithatleastbooksforstudy;butthistimehelefthimtoshiftforhimself。Hewassmallbecausehewasproud,spitefulbecausehewasconceited。HewouldletDonalknowwhatitwastohavelosthisfavour!,ButDonaldidnotsuffermuch,exceptinthelossofthefriendshipitself。HemanagedtogettheloanofacopyofBurns——bettermeatforastrongspiritthanthepoetryofByronorevenScott。Aninnatecleanlinessofsoulrenderedtheoccasionalcoarsenesstohimharmless,andthemightytorrentoftheman’slife,brokenbyoccasionalpoolsreflectingthestars;itsheadlonghatredofhypocrisyandfalsereligion;itsgenerosity,andstrugglingconscientiousness;itsfailuresanditsrepentances,rousedmuchintheheartofDonal。Happilythecopyhehadborrowed,hadinitatolerablebiography;andthat,readalongwiththeman’swork,enabledhim,youngashewas,toseesomethingofwhereandhowhehadfailed,andtoshadowouttohimself,notaltogethervaguely,theperilstowhichthegreatestmustbeexposedwhocannotrulehisownspirit,but,likeamerechild,reelsfromonemoodintoanother——atthewillof——what?
>FromreadingBurns,Donallearnedalsonotalittleofthecapabilitiesofhisownlanguage;for,Celtashewasbybirthandcountryandmentalcharacter,hecouldnotspeaktheGaelic:thatlanguage,softasthespeechofstreamsfromruggedmountains,andwildasthatofthewindinthetopsoffir-trees,thelanguageatonceofbardsandfightingmen,hadsofarebbedfromtheregion,lingeringonlyhereandthereinthehollowpoolsofoldmemories,thatDonalhadneverlearnedit;andthelowlandScotch,anancientbranchofEnglish,dryandgnarled,butstillflourishinginitsoldage,hadbecomeinstead,hismother-tongue;andthemanwholovestheantiquespeech,oreventhemerepatois,ofhischildhood,andknowshowtouseit,possessesthereinacertainkindofpowerovertheheartsofmen,whichthemostrefinedandperfectoflanguagescannotgive,inasmuchasithastravelledfartherfromtheoriginalsourcesoflaughterandtears。ButtheoldScotishitselfis,alas!
rapidlyvanishingbeforeapoor,shabbyimitationofmodernEnglish——itselfaweakerlanguageinsound,howeverenrichedinwords,sincethedaysofShakspere,whenitwasfarmorelikeScotchinitsutterancethanitisnow。
Mymother-tongue,howsweetthytone!
Howneartogoodallied!
Wereevenmyheartofsteelorstone,Thouwouldstdriveoutthepride。
SosingsKlausGroth,inandconcerninghisownPlattdeutsch——sonearlyakintotheEnglish。
Toapoetespeciallyisitaninestimableadvantagetobeabletoemploysuchalanguageforhispurposes。Notonlywasitthespeechofhischildhood,whenhesaweverythingwithfresh,trueeyes,butitisitselfachild-speech;andthechildwayofsayingmustalwayslienearerthechildwayofseeing,whichisthepoeticway。
Therefore,asthepoeticfacultywasnowslowlyassertingitselfinDonal,itwasofvastimportancethatheshouldknowwhatthegeniusofScotlandhadbeenabletodowithhishomelymother-tongue,forthroughthattonguealone,couldwhatpoetryhehadinhimhavethoroughlyfairplay,andinturndoitsbesttowardshisdevelopment——whichisthefirstandgreatestuseofpoetry。Itisaruinousmisjudgment——toocontemptibletobeasserted,butnottoocontemptibletobeactedupon,thattheendofpoetryispublication。Itstrueendistohelpfirstthemanwhomakesitalongthepathtothetruth:helpforotherpeoplemayormaynotbeinit;that,ifitbecomeaquestionatall,mustbeanafterone。
Tothemanwhohasit,thegiftisinvaluable;and,inproportionasithelpshimtobeabetterman,itisofvaluetothewholeworld;butitmay,initself,besonearlyworthless,thatthepublishingofitwouldbemoreforharmthangood。Askanyonewhohashadtoperformtheunenviabledutyofeditortoamagazine:hewillcorroboratewhatIsay——thatthequantityofversegoodenoughtobeitsownreward,butwithoutthesmallestclaimtobeutteredtotheworld,isenormous。
Notyet,however,hadDonalwrittenasinglestanza。Aline,oratmosttwo,wouldnowandthencomeintohisheadwithabuzz,likeawanderinghoney-beethathadmistakenitshive——generallyintheshapeofahumorousmaledictiononHornie——butthatwasall。
InthemeantimeGibbiesleptandwakedandsleptagain,nightafternight——withtheloveliestdaysbetween,atthecottageonGlashgar。
Themorningafterhisarrival,thefirstthinghewasawareofwasJanet’sfacebeamingoverhim,withalookinitseyesmorelikeworshipthenbenevolence。Herhusbandwasgone,andshewasabouttomilkthecow,andwasanxiouslest,whileshewasaway,heshoulddisappearasbefore。Butthelightthatrushedintohiseyeswasinfullresponsetothatwhichkindledthelightinhers,andhermisgivingvanished;hecouldnotloveherlikethatandleaveher。
Shegavehimhisbreakfastofporridgeandmilk,andwenttohercow。
Whenshecameback,shefoundeverythingtidyinthecottage,thefloorswept,everydishwashedandsetaside;andGibbiewasexamininganoldshoeofRobert’s,toseewhetherhecouldnotmendit。Janet,havingthereforeleisure,proceededatoncewithjoytotheconstructionofagarmentshehadbeendevisingforhim。Thedesignwassimple,anditsexecutioneasy。Takingabluewinseypetticoatofherown,drawingitinroundhiswaist,andtyingitoverthechemisewhichwashisonlygarment,shefound,asshehadexpected,thatitshemreachedhisfeet:shepartlydivideditupthemiddle,beforeandbehind,andhadbuttobackstitchtwoshortseams,andtherewasapairofsailor-liketrousers,astidyascomfortable!,Gibbiewasdelightedwiththem。True,theyhadnopockets,butthenhehadnothingtoputinpockets,andonemightcometothinkofthatasanadvantage。Gibbieindeedhadneverhadpockets,forthepocketsofthegarmentshehadhadwerealwayswornoutbeforetheyreachedhim。ThenJanetthoughtaboutacap;butconsideringhimamomentcritically,andseeinghowhishairstoodoutlikethatch-eavesroundhishead,sheconcludedwithherself“Theremaunbesomemenasweel’swomenfowk,I’mthinkin’,whausehair’sgienthemforacoverin’,“andbetookherselfinsteadtoherNewTestament。
Gibbiestoodbyasshereadinsilence,gazingwithdelight,forhethoughtitmustbeabookofballadslikeDonal’sthatshewasreading。ButJanetfoundhispresence,hisunrestingattitude,andhisgaze,discomposing。Toworshipfreely,onemustbealone,orelsewithfellow-worshippers。AndreadingandworshippingwereoftensomingledwithJanet,astoformbutonementalconsciousness。Shelookedupthereforefromherbook,andsaid——
“Canyeread,laddie?”
Gibbieshookhishead。
“Sityedoonthan,an’Is’readtillye。”
Gibbieobeyedmorethanwillingly,expectingtohearsomeancientScotstaleofloveorchivalry。Instead,itwasoneofthoselove-awful,glory-sadchaptersintheendoftheGospelofJohn,overwhichhangsthedarkestcloudofhumansorrow,shotthroughandthroughwiththeradianceoflighteternal,essential,invincible。
WhetheritwastheuncertainresponsetoJanet’stonemerely,ortotruthtooloudtobeheard,saveasathrill,ofsomechordinhisownspirit,havingitsoneendindeedtwistedaroundanearthlypeg,buttheotherloopedtoatail-piecefarintheunknown——Icannottell;itmayhavebeenthatthenamenowandthenrecurringbroughttohismindthelastwordsofpoorSambo;anyhow,whenJanetlookedup,shesawthetearsrollingdownthechild’sface。Atthesametime,fromtheexpressionofhiscountenance,shejudgedthathisunderstandinghadgraspednothing。Sheturnedthereforetotheparableoftheprodigalson,andreadit。EventhathadnotafewwordsandphrasesunknowntoGibbie,buthedidnotfailtocatchthedriftoftheperfectstory。ForhadnotGibbiehimselfhadafather,towhosebosomhewenthomeeverynight?,Letbutlovebetheinterpreter,andwhatmostwretchedtypewillnotservetheturnforthecarriageofprofoundesttruth!,Theprodigal’slowestdegradation,Gibbiedidnotunderstand;butJanetsawtheexpressionoftheboy’sfacealterwitheverytoneofthetale,throughallthegamutbetweentheswine’stroughandthearmsofthefather。Thenatlastheburst——notintotears——Gibbiewasnotmuchacquaintedwithweeping——butintoalaughofloudtriumph。Heclappedhishands,andinashiverofecstasy,stoodlikeastorkupononeleg,asifsomuchofhimwasallthatcouldbesparedforthislowerworld,andscrewedhimselftogether。
Janetwaswellsatisfiedwithherexperiment。MostScotchwomen,andmorethanmostScotchmen,wouldhaverebukedhimforlaughing,butJanetknewinherselfacertaintensionofdelightwhichnothingservedtorelievebutawildlaughterofholiestgladness;andneverintearsofdeepestemotiondidherheartappealmoredirectlytoitsGod。ItistheheartthatisnotyetsureofitsGod,thatisafraidtolaughinhispresence。
ThushadGibbiehisfirstlessonintheonlythingworthlearning,inthatwhich,tobelearnedatall,demandstheunitedenergyofheartandsoulandstrengthandmind;andfromthatdayhewentonlearningit。Icannottellhow,orwhatweretheslowstagesbywhichhismindbuddedandswelleduntilitburstintotheflowerofhumanity,theknowledgeofGod。IcannottelltheshapeofthedoorbywhichtheLordenteredintothathouse,andtookeverlastingpossessionofit。IcannoteventellinwhatshapeheappearedhimselfinGibbie’sthoughts——fortheLordcantakeanyshapethatishuman。IonlyknowitwasnotanyunhumanshapeofearthlytheologythatheboretoGibbie,whenhesawhimwith“thatinwardeye,whichistheblissofsolitude。”,ForhappilyJanetneversuspectedhowutterwasGibbie’signorance。SheneverdreamedthathedidnotknowwhatwasgenerallysaidaboutJesusChrist。Shethoughthemustknowaswellasshetheoutlinesofhisstory,andthepurposeofhislifeanddeath,ascommonlytaught,andthereforeneverattemptedexplanationsforthesakeofwhichshewouldprobablyhavefoundherselfdriventousetermsandphraseswhichmerelysubstitutethatwhichisintelligiblebecauseitappealstowhatinusislow,andisitselfbothlowandfalse,forthatwhich,ifunintelligible,issobecauseofitsgrandeurandtruth。
Gibbie’sideasofGodhegotallfromthemouthofTheologyhimself,theWordofGod;andtothetheologianwhowillnotbecontentwithhisteaching,thediscipleofJesusmustjustturnhisback,thathisfacemaybetohisMaster。
So,teachinghimonlythatwhichsheloved,notthatwhichshehadbeentaught,JanetreadtoGibbieofJesus,talkedtohimofJesus,dreamedtohimaboutJesus;untilatlength——Gibbiedidnotthinktowatch,andknewnothingoftheprocessbywhichitcameabout——hiswholesoulwasfulloftheman,ofhisdoings,ofhiswords,ofhisthoughts,ofhislife。JesusChristwasinhim——hewaspossessedbyhim。Almostbeforeheknew,hewastryingtofashionhislifeafterthatofhisMaster。
Betweenthetwo,itwasasweetteaching,asweetlearning。UnderJanet,Gibbiewassavedthethousandagoniesthatbefalltheconscientiousdisciple,fromtheforcinguponhim,asthethoughtsandwilloftheeternalFatherofourspirits,oftheillexpressedandworseunderstoodexperiences,thecrudeconjectures,thevulgarimaginationsofwould-beteachersofthemultitude。Containingtruthenoughtosavethoseofsufficientlylowdevelopmenttoreceivesuchteachingwithoutdisgust,itcontainsfalsehoodenough,butfortheSpiritofGod,toruinallnobler——Imeanallchildlikenatures,utterly;andmanysuchithasgonefartoruin,drivingthemeventoamadnessinwhichtheyhavedied。JesusaloneknowstheFather,andcanrevealhim。JanetstudiedonlyJesus,andasamanknowshisfriend,soshe,onlyinfinitelybetter,knewhermorethanfriend——herLordandherGod。DoIspeakofapoorScotchpeasantwomantoolargelyforthereaderwhosetestoftruthisthenotionofprobabilityhedrawsfromhisownexperience?,Letmeputonequestiontomaketherealprobabilityclearer。Shoulditbeanywonder,ifChristbeindeedthenaturalLordofeveryman,woman,andchild,thatasimple,capablenature,layingitselfentirelyopentohimandhisinfluences,shouldunderstandhim?,HowshouldhebetheLordofthatnatureifsuchathingwerenotpossible,orwereatallimprobable——nay,ifsuchathingdidnotnecessarilyfollow?,Amongwomen,wasitnotalwaystopeasantwomenthatheavenlymessagescame?,SeerevelationculminateinElizabethandMary,themothersofJohntheBaptistandJesus。Thinkhowmuchfitterthatitshouldbeso;——thattheytowhomthewordofGodcomesshouldbewomenbredinthedignityofanaturallife,andfamiliaritywiththelargewaysoftheearth;womenofsimpleandfewwants,withoutdistraction,andwithtimeforreflection——compelledtoreflection,indeed,fromtheenduringpresenceofanunsulliedconsciousness:forwhereverthereisahumble,thoughtfulnature,intothatnaturethedivineconsciousness,thatis,theSpiritofGod,pressesasintoitsownplace。Holywomenaretobefoundeverywhere,buttheprophetessisnotsolikelytobefoundinthecityasinthehill-country。
WhateverJanet,then,might,perhaps——Idonotknow——haveimagineditherdutytosaytoGibbiehadshesurmisedhisignorance,havinglongceasedtotroubleherownhead,shehadnownoinclinationtotroubleGibbie’sheartwithwhatmencalltheplanofsalvation。ItwasenoughtohertofindthathefollowedherMaster。Beinginthelightsheunderstoodthelight,andhadnoneedofsystem,eithertrueorfalse,toexplainittoher。ShelivedbythewordproceedingoutofthemouthofGod。Whenlifebeginstospeculateuponitself,Isuspectithasbeguntodie。Andseldomhastherebeenafittersoul,oneclearerfromevil,fromfolly,fromhumandevice——apurercisternforsuchwateroflifeasroseintheheartofJanetGranttopouritselfinto,thanthesoulofSirGibbie。
ButImustnotcallanytruesoulacistern:whereverthewateroflifeisreceived,itsinksandsoftensandhollows,untilitreaches,fardown,thespringsoflifetherealso,thatcomestraightfromtheeternalhills,andthenceforththereisinthatsoulawellofwaterspringingupintoeverlastinglife。
CHAPTERXXIV。
THESLATE。
>Fromthatverynextday,then,afterhewasreceivedintothecottageonGlashgar,Gibbie,asamatterofcourse,tookuponhimtheworkhishandcouldfindtodo,andJanetaverredtoherhusbandthatneverhadanyofherdaughtersbeenmoreusefultoher。Atthesametime,however,sheinsistedthatRobertshouldtaketheboyoutwithhim。Shewouldnothavehimdowoman’swork,especiallyworkforwhichshewasherselfperfectlyable。Shehadnotcometoheryears,shesaid,tolearnidleset;andtheboywouldsaveRobertmanyawearystepamongthehills。
“Hecannaspeyktothedog,“objectedRobert,givingutterancetothefirstdifficultythatsuggesteditself。
“Thedogcannaspeykhimsel’,“returnedJanet,“an’thewon’erishecanun’erstan’:whakensbuthemaycomefullnigherane’at’sspeechlesslikehimsel’!,Yegiethecraturthechance,an’Is’
warran’he’llmakhimsel’plaintothedog。Yejisttry’im。Tellyehimtotellthedogsaeandsae,an’seewhat’llcomeo’’t。”
Robertmadetheexperiment,anditprovedsatisfactory。AssoonashehadreceivedRobert’sorders,GibbieclaimedOscar’sattention。
Thedoglookedupinhisface,notedeveryglanceandgesture,and,partlyfromsympatheticinstinct,thatgiftlyingsoneartheveryessenceoflife,partlyfromobservationofthestateofaffairsinrespectofthesheep,divinedwithcertaintywhatthedutyrequiredofhimwas,andwasofflikeashot。
“Thetwadumbcratursun’erstan’aneanitherbetternorIun’erstan’
aithero’them,“saidRoberttohiswifewhentheycamehome。
AndnowindeeditwasablessedtimeforGibbie。Ithadbeenpleasantdowninthevalley,withthecattleandDonal,andfoulweathersometimes;butnowitwasthefullglowofsummer;thesweetkeenairofthemountainbathedhimasheran,enteredintohim,filledhimwithlifelikethenewwineofthekingdomofGod,andthewholeworldroseinitsgloryaroundhim。Surelyitisnottheoutspreadsea,howeverthesightofitsstormsanditslabouringshipsmayenhancethesenseofsafetytotheonlooker,buttheoutspreadlandofpeaceandplenty,withitsnestlinghouses,itswell-stockedyards,itscattlefeedinginthemeadows,anditsmenandhorsesatlabourinthefields,thatgivesthedeepestdelighttotheheartofthepoet!,Gibbiewasoneofthemeek,andinheritedtheearth。Thronedonthemountain,hebeheldthemultiform“goingsonoflife,“andinlovepossessedthewhole。Hewasofthepoet-kindalso,andnowthathewasashepherd,saweverythingwithshepherd-eyes。Onemoment,tohisfancy,thegreatsunaboveplayedtheshepherdtotheworld,thewindswerethedogs,andthemenandwomenthesheep。Thenext,inhighermood,hewouldrememberthegoodshepherdofwhomJanethadreadtohim,andpattheheadofthecolliethatlaybesidehim:Oscartoowasashepherdandnohireling;hefedthesheep;heturnedthemfromdangerandbarrenness;andhebarkedwell。
“I’mthedumbdog!”saidGibbietohimself,notknowingthathewasreallyacopyinsmallofthegoodshepherd;“butmaybetheremaybemairnoraegaito’barkin’。”
Thenwhatajoyitwastotheheaven-bornobedienceofthechild,tohearkentoeveryword,watcheverylook,divineeverywishoftheoldman!,ChildHerculescouldnothavewaitedonmightyoldSaturnasGibbiewaitedonRobert。Forhewastohimtheembodimentofallthatwasreverendandworthy,averygulfofwisdom,amountainofrectitude。Gibbiewasoneofthosefewelectnaturestowhomobedienceisadelight——acreaturesodifferentfromthevulgarthattheyhavebutonetentacletheycanreachsuchwith——thatofcontempt。
“Ijistlo’ethebairnastheverraaippleo’myee。”saidRobert。
“Icanscarceconsaiveawuss,butthere’sthecraturwi’agripo’
’t!,Heseemstokenwhat’srisin’i’mymin’,an’inamomenthe’suplikethedogtobeready,an’luiksatmewaitin’。”
Norwasitlongbeforethetown-bredchildgrewtolovetheheavensalmostasdearlyastheearth。Hewouldgazeandgazeatthecloudsastheycameandwent,andwatchingthemandthewind,weighingtheheatandthecold,andmarkingmanyindications,knownsomeofthemperhapsonlytohimself,understoodthesignsoftheearthlytimesatlengthnearlyaswellasaninsectoraswallow,andfarbetterthanlong-experiencedoldRobert。ThemountainwasGibbie’sveryhome;yettoseehimfaruponit,intheredglowofthesettingsun,withhisdog,asobedientashimself,hanginguponhiseverysignal,onecouldhavefanciedhimashepherdboycomedownfromtheplainsofheaventolookafteralostlamb。Often,whenthetwooldpeoplewereinbedandasleep,Gibbiewouldbeoutwatchingthemoonrise——seated,stillasruinedgodofEgypt,onastoneofthemountain-side,islandedinspace,nothingaliveandvisiblenearhim,perhapsnotevenasolitarynight-windblowingandceasinglikethebreathofaman’slife,andtheawfullysilentmoonslidingupfromthehollowofavalleybelow。Iftherebeindeedaonespirit,everawakeandaware,shoulditbehardtobelievethatthatspiritshouldthenholdcommonthoughtwithalittlespiritofitsown?,Ifthenightlymountainwastheprayer-closetofhimwhosaidhewouldbewithhisdisciplestotheendoftheworld,canitbefollytothinkhewouldholdtalkwithsuchachild,aloneundertheheaven,inthepresenceofthefatherofboth?,Gibbieneverthoughtabouthimself,thereforewastherewideroomfortheentranceofthespirit。Doesthequestioningthoughtarisetoanyreader:Howcouldamanbeconsciousofblisswithoutthethoughtofhimself?,I
answerthedoubt:Whenamanturnstolookathimself,thatmomenttheglowoftheloftiestblissbeginstofade;thepulsingfire-fliesthrobpalerinthepassionatenight;anunseenvapoursteamsupfromthemarshanddimsthestar-crowdedskyandtheazuresea;andthenextmomenttheveryblissitselflooksasifithadneverbeenmorethanaphosphorescentgleam——thesummerlightningofthebrain。Forthenthemanseeshimselfbutinhisowndimmirror,whereasereheturnedtolookinthat,heknewhimselfintheabsoluteclarityofGod’spresentthoughtout-bodyinghim。Theshootsofgladconsciousnessthatcometotheobedientman,surpassinblisswholedaysandyearsofsuchravinedraptureashegainswhosewearinessiseverspurringthesidesofhisintenttowardstheeverretreatinggoalofhisdesires。IamatraitoreventomyselfifIwouldlivewithoutmylife。
ButIwithholdmypen;forvainwerethefancy,bytreatiseorsermonorpoemortale,topersuadeamantoforgethimself。Hecannotifhewould。Soonerwillheforgetthepresenceofaragingtooth。Thereisnoforgettingofourselvesbutinthefindingofourdeeper,ourtrueself——God’sideaofuswhenhedevisedus——theChristinus。Nothingbutthatselfcandisplacethefalse,greedy,whiningself,ofwhich,mostofusaresofondandproud。Andthatselfnomancanfindforhimself;seeingofhimselfhedoesnotevenknowwhattosearchfor。“Butasmanyasreceivedhim,tothemgavehepowertobecomethesonsofGod。”
Thentherewasthedelight,fresheveryweek,oftheSaturdaygatheringofthebrothersandsisters,whomGibbiecouldhardlyhavelovedmore,hadtheybeenofhisownimmediatekin。DearestofallwasDonal,whosegreeting——“Weel,cratur,“washeavenlyinGibbie’sears。Donalwouldhavehadhimgodownandspendaday,everynowandthen,withhimandthenowt,asinoldtimes——sosoonthetimesgrowoldtotheyoung!——butJanetwouldnothearofit,untilthefoolishtaleofthebrownieshouldhavequiteblownover。
“Eh,butIwuss,“sheadded,asshesaidso,“Icudwinatsomethingaboothisfowk,oraivenwhaurhecamfrae,orwhattheyca’dhim!
Neveraewordhasthecraturspoken!”
“Yesudlearnhimtoread,mither,“saidDonal。
“HoowadIduthat,laddie?,Iwadhaetolearnhimtospeykfirst,“
returnedJanet。
“Lathimcomedoontome,an’I’lltrymyhan’,“saidDonal。
Janet,notwithstanding,persistedinherrefusal——forthepresent。
ByDonal’swordssetthinkingofthematter,however,shenowponderedthequestiondayafterday,howshemightteachhimtoread;andatlasttheideadawneduponhertosubstitutewritingforspeech。
ShetooktheShorterCatechism,which,inthosedays,hadalwaysanalphabetasjanitortothegatesofitsmysteries——who,withthecatechismasaconsequenceevendimlyforeboded,wouldevenhavelearnedit?——andshowedGibbietheletters,namingeachseveraltimes,andgoingoverthemrepeatedly。ThenshegavehimDonal’sschool-slate,withasklet-pike,andsaid,“Noo,makamuckleA,cratur。”
Gibbiedidso,andwelltoo:shefoundthatalreadyheknewabouthalftheletters。
“He’snofule!”shesaidtoherselfintriumph。
Theotherhalfsoonfollowed;andshethenbegantoshowhimwords——notintheCatechism,butintheNewTestament。Havingtoldhimwhatanywordwas,andledhimtoconsidertheletterscomposingit,shewoulddesirehimtomakeitontheslate,andhewoulddosowithtolerableaccuracy:shewasnotverysevereaboutthespelling,ifonlyitwasplainheknewtheword。Erelonghebegantodeviseshortwaysofmakingtheletters,andsoonwrotewithremarkablefacilityinacharactermodifiedfromtheprintedletters。WhenatlengthJanetsawhimtakethebookbyhimself,andsitponderingoverit,shehadnotadoubthewasunderstandingit,andherheartleaptforjoy。Hehadtoaskheragoodmanywordsatfirst,andoftenthemeaningofoneandanother;butheseldomaskedaquestiontwice;andashisunderstandingwasfaraheadofhisreading,hewasabletotestaconjecturedmeaningbythesenseornonsenseitmadeofthepassage。
Onedaysheturnedhimtotheparaphrases。2Atonce,tohisastonishment,hefoundthere,allsilent,yetstillthesamedelightwhichDonalusedtodividetohimfromthebookofballants。Hisjoywasunbounded。Hejumpedfromhisseat;hedanced,andlaughed,andfinallystoodupononeleg:noothermodeofexpressionbutthis,theexpressionofutterfailuretoexpress,wasofavailtothereliefofhisfeeling。
Oneday,afewweeksafterGibbiehadbeguntoreadbyhimself,Janetbecameawarethathewassittingonhisstool,inwhathadcometobecalledthecratur’scorner,morethanusuallyabsorbedinsomeattemptwithslateandpencil——nowceasing,lostinthought,andnowcommencinganew。Shewentnearandpeepedoverhisshoulder。Atthetopoftheslatehehadwrittenthewordgive,thenthewordgiving,andbelowthem,gib,thengibing;uponthesefollowedgibagain,andhewasnowplainlymeditatingsomethingfurther。Suddenlyheseemedtofindwhathewanted,forinhaste,almostasifhefeareditmightescapehim,headdeday,makingthewordgiby——thenfirstliftedhishead,andlookedround,evidentlyseekingher。Shelaidherhandonhishead。Hejumpedupwithoneofhismostradiantsmiles,andholdingouttheslatetoher,pointedwithhispenciltothewordhehadjustcompleted。Shedidnotknowitforaword,butsoundeditasitseemedtostand,makingthegsoft,asIdaresaysomeofmyreaders,notrecognizinginGibbiethediminutiveofGilbert,mayhavetreateditsmoreaccurateform。Heshookhisheadsharply,andlaidthepointofhispenciluponthegofthegivewrittenabove。Janethadbeenhisteachertoolongnottoseewhathemeant,andimmediatelypronouncedthewordashewouldhaveit。Uponthishebeganawilddance,butsoberingsuddenly,satdown,andwasinstantlyagainabsorbedinfurtherattempt。ItlastedsolongthatJanetresumedherprevioushouseholdoccupation。Atlengthherose,andwiththoughtful,doubtfulcontemplationofwhathehaddone,broughthertheslate。
There,underthefore-gonesuccess,hehadwrittenthewordsgalatiansandbreath,andunderthem,galbreath。Shereadthemall,andatthelast,which,witnessingtohissuccess,shepronouncedtohissatisfaction,hebegananotherdance,whichagainheendedabruptly,todrawherattentiononcemoretotheslate。Hepointedtothegibyfirst,andthegalbreathnext,andshereadthemtogether。Thistimehedidnotdance,butseemedwaitingsomeresult。UponJanettheideawasdawningthathemeanthimself,butshewasthrownoutbythecognomen’scorrespondencewiththatofthelaird,whichsuggestedthattheboyhadbeenmerelyattemptingthenameofthegreatmanofthedistrict。Withthisinhermind,anddoubtfullyfeelingherway,sheessayedthetentativeofsettinghimrightintheChristianname,andsaid:“Thomas——ThomasGalbraith。”
Gibbieshookhisheadasbefore,andagainresumedhisseat。
Presentlyhebroughthertheslate,withalltherestrubbedout,andthesewordsstandingalone——sirgibygalbreath。Janetreadthemaloud,whereuponGibbiebeganstabbinghisforeheadwiththepointofhisslate-pencil,anddancingoncemoreintriumph:hehad,hehoped,forthefirsttimeinhislife,conveyedafactthroughwords。
“That’swhattheyca’ye,is’t?”saidJanet,lookingmotherlyathim:“——SirGibbieGalbraith?”
Gibbienoddedvehemently。
“It’llbesomenicknamethebairnshaegienhim,“saidJanettoherself,butcontinuedtogazeathim,inquestioningdoubtofherownsolution。ShecouldnotrecallhavingeverheardofaSirinthefamily;butghostsofthingsforgottenkeptrisingformlessandthinintheskyofhermemory:hadsheneverheardofaSirSomebodyGalbraithsomewhere?,Andstillshestaredatthechild,tryingtograspwhatshecouldnotevensee。BythistimeGibbiewasstandingquitestill,staringatherinreturn:hecouldnotthinkwhatmadeherstaresoathim。
“Whaca’dyethat?”saidJanetatlength,pointingtotheslate。
Gibbietooktheslate,droppeduponhisseat,andafterconsiderablecogitationandeffort,broughtherthewords,gibysefapher。Janetforamomentwaspuzzled,butwhenshethoughtofcorrectingthepwithat,Gibbieentirelyapproved。
“Whatwasyerfather,cratur?”sheasked。
Gibbie,afteralongerpause,andmoreevidentlabourthanhitherto,broughthertheenigmaticalword,asootr,which,theSirrunningaboutinherhead,quitedefeatedJanet。Perceivinghisfailure,hejumpeduponachair,andreachingafteroneofRobert’sSundayshoesonthecrapo’thewa’,thenaturalshelfrunningallroundthecottage,formedbythetopofthewallwheretheraftersrested,caughtholdofit,tumbledwithituponhiscreepie,tookitbetweenhisknees,andbeganapantomimeofthemakingormendingofthesamewithsuchverisimilitudeofimitation,thatitwascleartoJanethemusthavebeenfamiliarwiththeprocessescollectivelycalledshoemaking;andtherewithsherecognizedthewordontheslate——asutor。Shesmiledtoherselfattheassociationofnameandtrade,andconcludedthattheSiratleastwasanickname。Andyet——andyet——whetherfromthepresenceofsomerudimentofanoldmemory,orfromsomethingabouttheboythatbelongedtoahigherstylethanhispresentshowing,hermindkeptswayinginanuncertaintywhoseveryobjecteludedher。
“Whatis’tyerwull’atweca’ye,than,cratur?”sheasked,anxioustomeetthechild’sownideaofhimself。
Hepointedtothegiby。
“Weel,Gibbie,“respondedJanet,——andattheword,nowforthefirsttimeaddressedbyhertohimself,hebegandancingmorewildlythanever,andendedwithstandingmotionlessononeleg:nowfirstandatlasthewasfullyrecognizedforwhathewas!——“Weel,Gibbie,I
s’ca’yewhatyethinkfit,“saidJanet。“An’noogangyerwa’s,Gibbie,an’see’atCrummie’snoowerfarooto’sicht。”
FromthathourGibbiehadhisnamefromthewholefamily——hisChristiannameonly,however,RobertandJanethavingagreeditwouldbewisetoavoidwhatevermightpossiblybringtheboyagainunderthenoticeofthelaird。Thelatterhalfofhisnametheylaidasideforhim,asparentsdoadangerousorover-valuablegifttoachild。