Mrs。Sclater,lateMrs。Bonniman,wasthewidowofamerchantwhohadmadehismoneyinforeigntrade,andtoherhouseMr。Sclaterhadflittedwhenhemarriedher。Shewasawell-bredwoman,muchthesuperiorofhersecondhusbandinthesmalldutiesandgracesofsociallife,and,alreadyasuffererinsomeofhisnotveryseriousgrossi鑢et閟,regardedwithnosmallapprehensionthearrivalofoneinwhomsheexpectedthesamekindofthinginlargelyexaggerateddegree。Shedidnotmuchcaretoplaythemothertoabearcub,shesaidtoherfriends,withagood-humouredlaugh。“Justthink,“sheadded,“withsuchachildhoodasthepoorboyhad,whatamassofvulgaritymustbelyinginthatuncultivatedbrainofhis!,Itisnosmallmercy,asMr。Sclatersays,thatourearsatleastaresafe。
Poorboy!”——Shewasawomanofaboutforty,rathertall,ofgoodcomplexiontendingtotheruddy,withblacksmoothshininghairpartedoverawhiteforehead,blackeyes,nosealittleaquiline,goodmouth,andfinewhiteteeth——altogetherahandsomewoman——somenotionofwhosestylemaybegatheredfromthefactthat,uponthetestimonyofherchevalglass,shepreferredsatintotherichestofsilks,andalmostalwaysworeit。Nowandthenshewouldattemptachange,butwasalwaysdefeatedanddrivenbackintosatin。Shewaspreciseinherpersonalrules,butnotstiffinthemannerswhereinsheembodiedthem:thesewereindeedjustalittlefloridandwavy,atrifleprofuseintheirgrace。Shekeptanexcellenttable,andeveryappointmentaboutthehousewasingoodstyle——afavouritephrasewithher。Shewasherownhousekeeper,anexactmistress,butconsiderate,sothatherservantshadnobadtimeofit。Shewassensible,kind,alwaysresponsivetoappeal,hadscarcelyathreadofpoetryorartinheruppertexture,lovedfairplay,wasseldominthewrong,andneverconfesseditwhenshewas。Butwhenshesawit,shetooksomepainstoavoidbeingsoinasimilarwayagain。Sheheldhardbyherownopinion;wascapableofamildadmirationoftruthandrighteousnessinanother;hadoneortwopetcommandmentstowhichshepaidmoreattentionthantotherest;wasasafememberofsociety,nevercarryingtales;waskindwithcondescensiontothepoor,andaltogetheragoodwifeforaministerofMr。Sclater’ssort。Sheknewhowtoholdherownwithanywhowouldhaveestablishedsuperiority。Alittlemorecoldness,pride,indifference,andcarelessrestraint,withjustatouchofrudeness,wouldhavegivenherthefreedomofthebestsociety,ifshecouldhavegotintoit。AltogetheritwouldnothavebeeneasytofindonewhocoulddomoreforGibbieinrespectforthesocialrapportsthatseemedtoawaithim。Evensomewhowouldgladlythemselveshaveundertakenthetask,admittedthathemighthavefallenintomuchlessqualifiedhands。Herhusbandwasconfidentthat,ifanybodycould,hiswifewouldmakeagentlemanofSirGilbert;andheoughttoknow,forshehaddoneagooddealofpolishinguponhim。
Shewasnowseatedonalowchairattheothersideofthefire,leaningbackatalargeangle,slowlycontemplatingoutofherblackeyestheladonthefootstool,whoseblueeyesshesawwanderingabouttheroom,inamannerneithervaguenorunintelligent,butshowingmoreofinterestthanofeithersurpriseoradmiration。
Suddenlyheturnedthemfulluponher;theymethers,andthelightrushedintothemlikeatorrent,breakingforthafteritswayinasoulfulsmile。IhopemyreadersarenottiredofthementionofGibbie’ssmiles:Icanhardlyavoidit;theywereallGibbiehadforthesmallcoinofintercourse;andifmyreaderscaretobejust,theywillpleasetorememberthattheyhavebeensparedmanyahesaidandshesaid。Unhappilyformethereisnowayofgivingthedelicatedifferencesofthosesmiles。MuchofwhatGibbieperhapsfeltthemorethathecouldnotsayit,hadgotintotheplacewherethesmilesaremade,and,likeavarietyofpollens,hadimpregnatedthemwithallshadesandcoloursofexpression,whosevariedsignificancethosewhohadknownhimlongest,dividinganddistinguishing,hadgonefartowardsbeingabletointerpret。InthatwhichnowshoneonMrs。Sclater,therewassomething,shesaidthenextdaytoafriend,whichnowomancouldresist,andwhichmustcomeofhisgentleblood。Ifshecouldhaveseenafewofhislaterancestorsatleast,shewouldhavedoubtediftheyhadanythingtodowiththatsmilebeyonditsmeretransmissionfrom“thefirststock-fatherofgentleness。”,Sheresponded,andfromthatmomenttheladyandtheshepherdladwerefriends,Nowthatarealintroductionhadtakenplacebetweenthem,andinheransweringsmileGibbiehadmettheladyherself,heproceeded,inmostnaturalsequence,withoutthesmallestshynessorsuspicionofrudeness,tomakehimselfacquaintedwiththephenomenapresentingher。Ashewouldhavegazeduponarainbow,tryingperhapstodistinguishtheundistinguishableinthemeetingandpartingofitscolours,onlythatherebehindwastheall-powerfulloveofhisown,hebegantoexaminethelady’sfaceandform,dwellingandcontemplatingwitheyesinnocentasanybaby’s。Thislasted;butdidnotlastlongbeforeitbegantoproduceintheladyacertainuncertainembarrassment,asomethingshedidnotquiteunderstand,thereforecouldnotaccountfor,anddidnotlike。WhyshouldshemindeyessuchasthosemakingacquaintancewithwhatawholecongregationmightseeanySundayatchurch,orforthatmatter,thewholecityonMonday,ifitpleasedtolookuponherasshewalkedshoppinginPearl-street?,Whyindeed?,Yetshebegantogrowrestless,andfeelasifshewantedtoletdownherveil。Shecouldhaverisenandlefttheroom,butshehad“nonotion“ofbeingthusputtoflightbyherbear-cub;shewasashamedthatawomanofherageandexperienceshouldbesofoolish;andbesides,shewantedtocometoanunderstandingwithherselfastowhatherselfmeantbyit。Shedidnotfeelthattheboywasrude;shewasnotangrywithhimaswithonetakingaliberty;yetshedidwishhewouldnotlookatherlikethat;andpresentlyshewasrelieved。
Herhands,whichhadbeenlyingallthetimeinherlap,whiteuponblack,hadatlengthdrawnandfixedGibbie’sattention。Theywereverylady-likehands,long-fingered,andwiththeorthodoxlong-ovalnails,eachwithaquartersegmentofapalerisingmoonattheroot——handsnearlyfaultless,and,Isuspect,consideredbytheirownerentirelysuch——butareallyfaultlesshand,whohaseverseen?——ToGibbie’seyestheyweresuchbeautifulthings,that,afteramomentortwospentinregardingthemacrossthelengthofthehairyhearthrug,hegotup,tookhisfootstool,crossedwithittotheothersideofthefire,setitdownbyMrs。Sclater,andreseatedhimself。Withoutmovingmorethanherfineneck,shelookeddownonhimcuriously,wonderingwhatwouldcomenext;andwhatdidcomenextwas,thathelaidoneofhishandsononeofthosethatlayinthesatinlap;then,struckwiththecontrastbetweenthem,burstoutlaughing。Butheneitherwithdrewhishand,norshowedtheleastshameofthehard,brown,tarry-seamed,strong,thoughrathersmallprehensilemember,withitswornandblackenednails,butletitcalmlyremainoutspread,sidebysidewiththewhite,shapely,spotless,graciousandgracefulthing,adorned,insignofthehonouritpossessedinbeingthehandofMrs。
Sclater,——itwasherfavouritehand,——withahalfhoopoffineblue-greenturkises,andalimpidactivityofmanydiamonds。Shelaughedalso——whocouldhavehelpedit?thatlaughwouldhavesetsilverbellsringinginresponsivesympathy!——andpattedthelumpythingwhich,oddasthefactmightbe,wasalsocalledahand,withshortlittlepeckingpats;shedidnotaltogetherliketouchingsopainfuladegeneracyfromtheideal。Buthisveryevidentadmirationofhers,wentfartoreconcilehertohis,——aswasbutright,seeingaman’sadmirationsgofarthertodenotehimtruly,thanthesortofhandsorfeeteitherhemayhappentohavereceivedfromthisorthatvanishedancestor。Stillshefoundhispresence——morethanhisproximity——discomposing,andwasgladwhenMr。Sclater,who,Iforgottomention,hadlefttheroom,returnedandtookGibbieawaytoshowhimhis,andinstructhimwhatchangeshemustmakeuponhispersoninpreparationfordinner。
WhenMrs。Sclaterwenttobedthatnightshelayawakeagoodwhilethinking,andhermainthoughtwas——whatcouldbethenatureofthepeculiarfeelingwhichthestareoftheboyhadrousedinher?,Norwasitlongbeforeshebegantosuspectthat,unlikeherhandbesidehis,sheshowedtosomekindofdisadvantagebesidetheshepherdlad。Wasitdissatisfactionthenwithherselfthathislookhadwaked?,Shewasawareofnothinginwhichshehadfailedorbeeninthewrongoflate。Sheneverdidanythingtobecalledwrong——byherself,thatis,orindeedbyherneighbours。Shehadneverdoneanythingverywrong,shethought;andanythingwrongshehaddone,wasnowafarawayandsonearlyforgotten,thatitseemedtohaveleftheralmostquiteinnocent;yetthelookofthoseblueeyes,searching,searching,withoutseemingtoknowit,madeherfeelsomethinglikethediscomfortofadreamofexpectedvisitors,withherhousenotquiteinaconditiontoreceivethem。Shemustseetoherhiddenhouse。Shemusttakedust-panandbroomandgoaboutalittle。Fortherearepurificationsinwhichkingandcowboymusteachservehimself。Thethingsthatcomeoutofamanaretheythatdefilehim,andtogetridofthem,amanmustgointohimself,beaconvict,andscrubthefloorofhiscell。Mrs。Sclater’scellwasverytidyandrespectableforacell,butnohumanconsciousnesscanbeclean,untilitlieswideopentotheeternalsun,andtheall-potentwind;until,fromadim-lightedcellaritbecomesamountain-top。
CHAPTERXLI。
INITIATION。
Mrs。Sclater’sfirstpieceofbusinessthefollowingmorningwastotakeGibbietothemostfashionabletailorinthecity,andhavehimmeasuredforsuchclothesasshejudgedsuitableforagentleman’sson。Astheywentthroughthestreets,goingandreturning,thehandsomeladywalkingwiththeyouthinthequeercountry-madeclothes,attractednolittleattention,andmostoftheinhabitantswhosawthem,havingbythistimeheardofthesuddenimportanceoftheiroldacquaintance,weeSirGibbie,andthesearchafterhim,werenotlongindiviningthesecretofthestrangeconjunction。
ButalthoughGibbieseemedasmuchathomewiththehandsomeladyasifshehadbeenhisownmother,andwalkedbyhersidewithastepandairasfreeasthewindfromGlashgar,hefeltanythingbutcomfortableinhisperson。ForhereandthereTammyBreeks’sseamscametooclosetohisskin,andtherearecertainkindsofhardshipwhich,thoughthesuffererbecapableofthepatienceofJob,willyetfret。Gibbiecouldendurecoldorwetorhunger,andsinglikeamavis;hehadbornepainuponoccasionwithatleastcompletesubmission;butthetightarm-holesofhisjacketcouldhardlybesuchadecreeofProvidenceasitwasrebelliontointerferewith;
andthereforeIdonotrelatewhatfollows,asapureoutcomeofthatbenevolenceinhimwhichwasyetequaltothesacrificeofthebestfittingofgarments。AstheywalkedalongPearl-street,thehandsomeststreetofthecity,hedartedsuddenlyfromMrs。
Sclater’sside,andcrossedtotheoppositepavement。Shestoodandlookedafterhimwondering,hithertohehadbrokenoutinnovagaries!,Asheran,worseandworse!hebegantuggingathisjacket,andhadjustsucceededingettingitoffashearrivedattheotherside,intimetostopaladofabouthisownsize,whowaswalkingbare-footedandinhisshirtsleeves——ifshirtorsleevesbeatermapplicabletoanythingvisibleuponhim。Withsomethingoftheairofthetailorwhohadjustbeenwaitinguponhimself,butwithasmuchkindnessandattentionasiftheboyhadbeenDonalGrantinsteadofastranger,heheldthejacketforhimtoputon。
Theladlostnotimeinobeying,gavehimonelookandnodofgratitude,andrandownaflightofstepstoastreetbelow,neverdoubtinghisbenefactoranidiot,anddreadingsomeonetowhomhebelongedwouldbeafterhimpresentlytoreclaimthegift。Mrs。
Sclatersawtheproceedingwithsomeamusementandalittleforeboding。Shedidnotmournthefateofthejacket;haditbeentheoneshehadjustordered,oranythinglikeit,thelosswouldhavebeentohernotinsignificant:butwastheboyaltogetherinhisrightmind?,Sheinherblacksatinontheoppositepavement,andtheladscuddingdownthestairinthejacket,wereofsimilarmindconcerningtheboy,who,inshirtsleevesindubitable,nowcameboundingbackacrossthewidestreet。Hetookhisplacebyhersideasifnothinghadhappened,onlythathewentalongswinginghisarmsasifhehadjustbeendeliveredfrommanacles。Havingforsomanyyearsroamedthestreetswithscarcelyanyclothesatall,hehadnoideaoflookingpeculiar,andthoughtnothingmoreofthematter。
ButMrs。Sclatersoonbegantofindthateveninregardtosocialexternals,shecouldneverhavehadareadierpupil。Hewatchedhersoclosely,andwithsuchanappreciationofthedifferenceinthingsofthekindbetweenherandherhusband,thatforashortperiodhewasindangeroffallingintohabitsofmovementandmanipulationtoodaintyforaman,afaulthappilynonethelessobjectionableintheeyesofhisinstructress,thatshe,onherownpart,carriedthefemininealittlebeyondthelimitsofthenatural。Butherealsoshefoundhimsoreadilysetright,thatsheimaginedshewasgoingtodoanythingwithhimshepleased,andwasnotalittleproudofherconquest,andthepowershehadovertheyoungsavage。ShehadyettodiscoverthatGibbiehadhisownideastoo,thatitwasthegeneralnobleteachablenessandaffectionofhisnaturethathadbroughtaboutsospeedyanunderstandingbetweenthemineverythingwhereinhesawshecouldshowhimthebetterway,butthatnowhereelsewouldhefeelboundorinclinedtofollowherinjunctions。Muchandstronglyashewasdrawntoherbyherladyhood,andthesenseshegavehimofrefinementandfamiliaritywiththeniceties,hehadnofeelingthatshehadauthorityoverhim。Soneglectedinhischildhood,soabsolutelytrustedbythecottagers,whohadneverfoundinhimtheslightestoccasionfortheexerciseofauthority,hehadnotanideaofowingobediencetoanybuttheOne。Giftedfromthefirstwithaheartofdevotion,thewilloftheMastersetthewilloftheboyuponthethroneofservice,andwhathehaddonefrominclinationhewasnowcapableofdoingagainstit,andwouldmostassuredlydoagainstitifeveroccasionshouldarise:whatotherobediencewasnecessarytohisperfection?,ForhisfatherandmotherandDonalhehadreverence——profoundandtender,andfornooneelseasyetamongmen;butatthesametimesomethingfarbeyondrespectforeveryhumanshapeandshow。Hewouldnot,couldnotmakeanyofthesocialdistinctionswhichtoMr。andMrs。Sclaterseemedtobelongtoexistenceitself,andtheirrecognitionessentialtothelivingoftheirlives;whenceitnaturallyresultedthatuponoccasionheseemedtothemdevoidofthefirstrudimentsofbreeding,withoutrespectoranynotionofsubordination。
Mr。Sclaterwasconscientiousinhistreatmentofhim。Theverydayfollowingthatoftheirarrival,hesettoworkwithhim。Hehadbeenatutor,wasagoodscholar,andasensibleteacher,andsoondiscoveredhowtomakethemostofGibbie’sfacilityinwriting。HewasalreadypossessedofalittleLatin,andafterhavingforsometimeaccustomedhimtotranslatefromeachlanguageintotheother,theministerbegantothinkitmightbeofadvantagetolearningingeneral,ifatleasthalftheboysandgirlsatschool,andthreepartsofeverySundaycongregation,wereasdumbasSirGilbertGalbraith。WhenatlengthhesethimtoGreek,hewasastonishedattheaviditywithwhichhelearnedit!,Hehadhardlygothimovertupto,{compilersnote:spelledinGreek:Tau,Upsilonwithstress,Pi,Tau,Omega}whenhefoundhimonedaysointentupontheGreekTestament,that,exceptionallykeenofhearingashewas,hewasquiteunawarethatanyonehadenteredtheroom。
WhatGibbiemadeofMr。Sclater’sprayers,eitherincongregationalorfamilydevotion,Iamatsomelosstoimagine。BesidehismemoriesofthedirectfervidoutpouringandappealofJanet,inwhichsheseemedtotalkfacetofacewithGod,theymusthaveseemedtohimliketheutterancesofsomecuriouslyconstructedwoodenautomaton,doingitsbesttopray,withoutanysoultobesaved,anyweaknesstobemadestrong,anydoubttobecleared,anyhungertobefilled。Whatcanbelesslikereligionthantheprayersofamanwhosereligionishisprofession,andwho,ifhewerenot“inthechurch,“wouldprobablyneverprayatall?,Gibbie,however,beingthereverseofcritical,must,Icanhardlydoubt,haveseeninthemagooddealmorethanwasthere——apitifulfacultytothemanwhocultivatesthatofseeingineverythinglessthanisthere。
ToMrs。Sclater,itwasatfirstratherdepressing,andforatimegrewmoreandmorepainful,tohavealivesilencebyherside。Butwhenshecameintorapportwiththenaturalutteranceoftheboy,hispresencegrewmorelikeaconstantspeech,andthatwhichwasbestinherwasnotunfrequentlyabletosayfortheboywhathewouldhavesaidcouldhehavespoken:thenoblerpartofhernaturewasinsecretalliancewiththethoughtsandfeelingsofGibbie。
Butthisrelationbetweenthem,thoughperceptible,didnotbecomeatallplaintoheruntilaftershehadestablishedmoredefinitemeansofcommunication。Gibbie,forhispart,fulloftheholysimplicitiesofthecottage,hadagoodmanythingstomeetwhichdisappointed,perplexed,andshockedhim。Middlinggoodpeopleareshockedatthewickednessofthewicked;Gibbie,whoknewbothsowell,andwhatoughttobeexpected,wasshockedonlyatthewickednessoftherighteous。HenevercamequitetounderstandMr。
Sclater:theinconsistentnevercanbeunderstood。Thatonlywhichhasabsolutereasoninitcanbeunderstoodofman。Thereisabewildermentabouttheverynatureofevilwhichonlyhewhomadeuscapableofevilthatwemightbegood,cancomprehend。
CHAPTERXLII。
DONAL’SLODGING。
DonalhadnotaccompaniedMr。Sclaterandhisward,ashegenerallystyledhim,tothecity,butcontinuedattheMainsuntilanotherherd-boyshouldbefoundtotakehisplace。Allweresorrytopartwithhim,butnoonedesiredtostandinthewayofhisgoodfortunebyclaiminghisservicetotheendofhishalf-year。ItwasaboutafortnightafterGibbie’sdeparturewhenhefoundhimselffree。HislastnighthespentwithhisparentsonGlashgar,andthenextmorningsetoutinthemoonlighttojointhecoach,withsomecakesandabitoffreshbuttertiedupinacottonhandkerchief。Heweptatleavingthem,norwastoomuchexcitedwiththeprospectbeforehimtolayuphismother’spartingwordsinhisheart。Foritisnoteverysonthatwillnotlearnofhismother。HewhowillnotgoestotheschoolofGideon。ThoselastwordsofJanettoherDonalwere,“Noo,min’yernoawin’lestrae(astrawdriedonitsroot),butagrowin’stalk’atmaunluiktill’tscorn。”
Whenhereachedthespotappointed,therealreadywasthecartfromtheMains,withhiskistcontainingallhisearthlypossessions。
Theydidnothalffillit,andwouldhavetumbledaboutinthegreatchest,hadnotthebountyofMistressJeancomplementeditsspacewithprovision——acheese,abagofoatmeal,someoatcakes,andapoundortwoofthebestbutterintheworld;fornowthathewasleavingthem,aherd-boynomore,butacolliginer,andgoingtobeagentleman,itwasrighttobeliberal。Thebox,whoseponderositywasunintelligibletoitsowner,havingbeenhoisted,amidthesmilesofthepassengers,tothemidregionoftheroofofthecoach,Donalclamberedafterit,andtook,forthefirsttimeinhislife,hisplacebehindfourhorses——togosoftlyrushingthroughtheairtowardsendlessliberty。Itwastotheyoungpoetanhourofgloriousbirth——inwhichthereseemednothingtoostrange,nothingbutwhatshouldhavecome。Ifancy,whentheydie,manywillfindthemselvesmoreathomethanevertheywereinthisworld。ButDonalisnotthesubjectofmystory,andImustnotspenduponhim。
Iwillonlysaythathisfeelingsonthisgrandoccasionwerethelesssatisfactorytohimself,that,notbeingpoetmerely,butphilosopheraswell,hesoughttounderstandthem:themerepoet,theman-bird,wouldhavebeencontentwiththeminthemselves。Butifhewhoisbothdoesnotriseabovebothbylearningobedience,hewillhaveafinetimeofitbetweenthem。
Thestreetsofthecityatlengthreceivedthemwithnoiseandecho。
Atthecoach-officeMr。Sclaterstoodwaiting,welcomedhimwithdignityratherthankindness,hiredaporterwithhistruckwhomhetoldwheretotakethechest,saidSirGilbertwoulddoubtlesscallonhimthenextday,andlefthimwiththeporter。
Itwasacoldafternoon,theairhalfmist,halftwilight。Donalfollowedtherattling,bumpingtruckoverthestones,walkingclosebehindit,almostinthegutter。Theymadeoneturning,wentalongwaythroughthenarrow,sometimescrowded,Widdiehill,andstopped。
Themanopenedadoor,returnedtothetruck,andbegantopulltheboxfromit。Donalgavehimeffectiveassistance,andtheyenteredwithitbetweenthem。Therewasjustlightenoughfromatallowcandlewithawicklikeared-hotmushroom,toseethattheywereinwhatappearedtoDonalahouseinmostappallingdisorder,butwasinfactafurnitureshop。Theporterledthewayupadarkstair,andDonalfollowedwithhisendofthetrunk。Atthetopwasalargeroom,intowhichthelastofthedayglimmeredthroughwindowscoveredwiththesmokeanddustofyears,showingthisalsofulloffurniture,chieflyold。Alanethroughthefurnitureledalongtheroomtoadoorattheotherend。ToDonal’seyesitlookedadrearyplace;butwhentheporteropenedtheotherdoor,hesawaneatlittleroomwithacurtainedbed,acarpetedfloor,afireburninginthegrate,akettleonthehob,andthetablelaidfortea:thiswaslikeabitofapalace,forhehadneverinhislifeevenlookedintosuchachamber。Theportersetdownhisendofthechest,said“Guidnichttoye,“andwalkedout,leavingthedooropen。
Knowingnothingabouttownsandthewaysofthem,Donalwasyetalittlesurprisedthattherewasnobodytoreceivehim。Heapproachedthefire,andsatdowntowarmhimself,takingcarenottosethishobnailedshoesonthegrandeurofthelittlehearthrug。
Afewmomentsandhewasstartledbyaslightnoise,asofsuppressedlaughter。Hejumpedup。Oneofthecurtainsofhisbedwasstrangelyagitated。OutleapedGibbiefrombehindit,andthrewhisarmsabouthim。
“Eh,cratur!yegaemesicafleg!”saidDonal。“But,losh!theyhaemadeagentlemano’yea’ready!”headded,holdinghimatarmslength,andregardinghimwithwonderandadmiration。
AnotablechangehadindeedpasseduponGibbie,mereexternalsconsidered,inthatfortnight。Hewascertainlynotsopicturesqueasbefore,yetthealterationwasentirelydelightfultoDonal。
Perhapshefeltitgaveagoodhopeforthefutureofhisownperson。Mrs。Sclaterhadhadhishaircut;hisshirtwasofthewhitestoflinen,hisnecktieoftherichestofblacksilk,hisclotheswereofthenewestcutandbestpossiblefit,andhisbootsperfect:theresultwasaltogethereventohersatisfaction。Inonethingonlywasshefoiled:shecouldnotgethimtoweargloves。Hehadputonapair,butfoundthemsomiserablyuncomfortablethat,inmerrywrath,hepulledthemoffonthewayhome,andthrewthem——“Thebestkid!”exclaimedMrs。Sclater——overthePearlBridge。
Prudentlyfearfulofover-strainingherinfluence,sheyieldedforthepresent,andlethimgowithout。
Mr。SclateralsohadhithertoexercisedprudenceinhisdemandsuponGibbie——notthathedesiredanythinglessthanunlimitedauthoritywithhim,but,knowingitwouldbehardtoenforce,hesoughttoestablishitbyagradualtighteningoftherein,aslowencroachmentoflawupontherealmsofdisorderedlicense。Hehadneveryetrefusedtodoanythingherequiredofhim,hadexecutedentirelythetaskshesethim,wasmorethanrespectful,andalwaysready;yetsomehowMr。Sclatercouldneverfeelthattheladwasexactlyobeyinghim。Hethoughtitover,butcouldnotunderstandit,anddidnotlikeit,forhewasfondofauthority。Gibbieinfactdidwhateverwasrequiredofhimfromhisowndelightinmeetingthewishexpressed,notfromanysenseofdutyorofobligationtoobedience。Theministerhadnoperceptionofwhattheboywas,andbutaverysmallcapacityforappreciatingwhatwasbestinhim,andhadaforebodingsuspicionthatthetimewouldcomewhentheywoulddiffer。
Hehadnottoldhimthathewasgoingtomeetthecoach,butGibbiewasgladtolearnfromMrs。Sclaterthatsuchwashisintention,forhepreferredmeetingDonalathislodging。Hehadrecognizedtheplaceatoncefromtheminister’smentionofittohiswife,havingknowntheshopanditsownersinceeverhecouldrememberhimself。
HeloiterednearuntilhesawDonalarrive,thencreptafterhimandtheporterupthestair,andwhenDonalsatdownbythefire,gotintotheroomandbehindthecurtain。
Theboyshadthenajollytimeofit。Theymadetheirtea,forwhicheverythingwaspresent,andateasboysknowhow,Donalenjoyingtherarityofthewhitebreadofthecity,Gibbie,whohadnottastedoatmealsincehecame,devouring“mother’scakes。”,Whentheyhaddone,Gibbie,whohad,learnedmuchsincehecame,lookedabouttheroomtillhefoundabell-rope,andpulledit,whereupontheoddest-lookingoldwoman,notahairalteredfromwhatGibbierememberedher,entered,and,withfriendlychatter,proceededtoremovethetray。Suddenlysomethingarrestedher,andshebegantoregardGibbiewithcuriouslooks;inamomentshewassureofhim,andatorrentofexclamationsandreminiscencesandappealsfollowed,whichlasted,thetwoladsnowlaughing,nowallbutcryingfornearlyanhour,while,allthetime,theoldwomankeptdoingandundoingaboutthehearthandtheteatable。Donalaskedmanyquestionsabouthisfriend,andsheansweredfreely,exceptasoftenasoneapproachedhisfamily,whenshewouldfallsilent,andbustleaboutasifshehadnotheard。ThenGibbiewouldlookthoughtfulandstrangeandalittlesad,andafar-awaygazewouldcomeintohiseyes,asifheweresearchingforhisfatherintheotherworld。
Whenthegoodwomanatlengthleftthem,theyuncordedDonal’skist,discoveredthecauseofitsportentousweight,tookouteverything,puttheprovisionsinacupboard,arrangedthefewbooks,andthensatdownbythefirefor“aread“together。
Thehoursslippedaway;itwasnight;andstilltheysatandread。
Itmusthavebeenafterteno’clockwhentheyheardfootstepscomingthroughtheadjoiningroom;thedooropenedswiftly;inwalkedMr。Sclater,andcloseditbehindhim。Hislookwasangry——severeenoughforboyscaughtcard-playing,ordrinking,orreadingsomethingthatwasnotdivinityonaSunday。Gibbiehadabsentedhimselfwithoutpermission,hadstayedawayforhours,hadnotreturnedevenwhenthehourofworshiparrived;andtheseweresinsagainsttherespectabilityofhishousewhichnoministerlikeMr。Sclatercouldpassby。Itmatterednothingwhattheyweredoing!itwasallonewhenitgottomidnight!thenitbecamerevelling,andwassinfulanddangerous,vulgarandungentlemanly,givingtheworstpossibleexampletothosebeneaththem!,Whatcouldtheirlandladythink?——theveryfirstnight?——andalodgerwhomhehadrecommended?,SuchwasthesortofthingwithwhichMr。Sclateroverwhelmedthetwoboys。Donalwouldhavepleadedinjustification,oratleastexcuse,buthesilencedhimperemptorily。
IsuspecttherehadbeensomedifferencebetweenMrs。Sclaterandhimjustbeforeheleft:howotherwisecouldhehavesoentirelyforgottenhiswiseresolvesanentGibbie’sgradualsubjugation?
Whenfirstheentered,Gibbierosewithhisusualsmileofgreeting,andgothimachair。Buthewavedasidetheattentionwithindignantindifference,andwentonwithhisfoolishreproof——unworthyofrecordexceptforGibbie’sfollowingbehaviour。
Beatendownbythesuddennessofthestorm,Donalhadneverrisenfromhischair,butsatgloweringintothefire。Hewasannoyed,vexed,half-ashamed;withthatreadinessofthepoeticnaturetofititselftoanyposition,especiallyonesuggestedbyanunjustjudgment,hefelt,withtheworthyparsonthusstormingathim,almostasifguiltyineverythinglaidtotheirjointcharge。
Gibbieonhisfeetlookedtheministerstraightintheface。Hissmileofwelcome,whichhadsuddenlymingleditselfwithbewilderment,graduallyfadedintooneofconcern,thenofpity,andbydegreesdiedawayaltogether,leavinginitsplacealookofquestion。Moreandmoresettledhiscountenancegrew,whileallthetimehenevertookhiseyesoffMr。Sclater’s,untilitsexpressionatlengthwasthatofpitifulunconsciousreproof,mingledwithsympatheticshame。Hehadnevermetanythinglikethisbefore。
Nothinglowlikethis——forallinjustice,andespeciallyallthatsortofthingwhichJanetcalled“dingin’themoteswi’thebeam,“
iseternallylow——hadGibbieseenintheholytempleofGlashgar!
Hehadnowayofunderstandingorinterpretingitsavebycallingtohisaidthesadknowledgeofevil,gatheredinhisearliestyears。ExceptinthelairdandFergusandthegamekeeper,hehadnot,sincefleeingfromLuckyCroale’shouff,seenatraceofunreasonableangerinanyoneheknew。RobertorJanethadneverscoldedhim。Hemightgoandcomeashepleased。Thenightwassacredasthedayinthatdearhouse。Hisfather,evenwhenmostovercomebythewickedthing,hadneverscoldedhim!
Theboysremainingabsolutelysilent,theministerhaditallhisownway。Butbeforehehadbeguntodrawtoaclose,acrosstheblindingmistsofhisfog-breedingwrathhebegantobeawareoftheshiningoftwoheavenlylights,theeyes,namely,ofthedumbboyfixeduponhim。Theyjarredhimalittleinhisonwardcourse;theyshookhimasifwithadoubt;thefeelingundefinedslowlygrewtoanotion,firstobscure,thenplain:theywereeyesofreproofthatwerefasteneduponhis!,Atthefirstsuspicion,hisangerflaredupmorefiercethanever;butitwasaflareofadoomedflame;slowlytherebuketold,wastelling;theself-satisfiedin-the-rightness——averydifferentthingfromrighteousness——ofthemanwassinkingbeforetheinnocentdifferenceoftheboy;hebegantofeelawkward,hehesitated,heceased:forthemomentGibbie,unconsciously,hadconquered;withoutknowingit,hewasthesuperiorofthetwo,andMr。Sclaterhadbeguntolearnthathecouldneverexerciseauthorityoverhim。Butthewordly-wisemanwillnotseemtobedefeatedevenwhereheknowsheis。Ifhedogivein,hewillmakeitlookasifitcameofthepropermotionofhisowngoodness。
Afteraslightpause,theministerspokeagain,butwiththechangedtoneofonewhohashadanapologymadetohim,whoseangerisappeased,andwhothereforeactstheNeptuneoverthebillowsofhisownsea。Thatwasthewayhewouldslideoutofit。
“DonalGrant,“hesaid,“youhadbettergotobedatonce,andgetfitforyourworkto-morrow。Iwillgowithyoutocallupontheprincipal。TakecareyouarenotoutofthewaywhenIcomeforyou——Getyourcap,SirGilbert,andcome。Mrs。SclaterwasalreadyveryuneasyaboutyouwhenIlefther。”
GibbietookfromhispocketthelittleivorytabletsMrs。Sclaterhadgivenhim,wrotethefollowingwords,andhandedthemtotheminister:
“Dearsir,IamgoingtoslepethisnightwithDonal。Thebedisbiggenuffor2。Goodnight,sir。”
Foramomenttheminister’swrathseethedagain。Likeavolcano,however,thathassentoutapuffofsteam,butholdsbackitslava,hethoughtbetterofit:herewasachanceofretiringwithgrace——inwell-conductedretreat,insteadofheadlongrout。
“Thenbesureyouarehomebylesson-time,“hesaid。“Donalcancomewithyou。Goodnight。Mindyoudon’tkeepeachotherawake。”
Donalsaid“Goodnight,sir,“andGibbiegavehimaseriousandrespectfulnod。Helefttheroom,andtheboysturnedandlookedateachother。Donal’scountenanceexpressedanindignantsenseofwrong,butGibbie’srevealedamoreprofoundconcern。Hestoodmotionless,intentontherecedingstepsoftheminister。Themomentthesoundofthemceased,hedartedsoundlessafterhim。
Donal,whofromMr。Sclater’sreplyhadunderstoodwhatGibbiehadwritten,wasastonished,andstartingtohisfeetfollowedhim。Bythetimehereachedthedoor,Gibbiewaspastthesecondlamp,hisshadowdescribingahugehalf-circlearoundhim,ashestolefromlamptolampaftertheminister,keepingalwaysalamp-poststillbetweenthem。Whentheministerturnedacorner,Gibbiemadeasoundlessdarttoit,andpeepedround,lingeredamomentlooking,thenfollowedagain。OnandonwentMr。Sclater,andonandonwentGibbie,carefulconstantlynottobeseenbyhim;andonandonwentDonal,carefultobeseenofneither。Theywentalongwayashethought,fortothecountryboydistancebetweenhousesseemedmuchgreaterthanbetweendykesorhedges。Atlasttheministerwentupthestepsofahandsomehouse,tookakeyfromhispocket,andopenedthedoor。Fromsomeimpulseorother,ashesteppedin,heturnedsharpround,andsawGibbie。
“Comein,“hesaid,inaloudauthoritativetone,probablytakingtheboy’sappearancefortheeffectofrepentanceandadesiretoreturntohisownbed。
Gibbieliftedhiscap,andwalkedquietlyontowardstheotherendofDaur-street。Donaldarednotfollow,forMr。Sclaterstoodbetween,lookingout。Presentlyhoweverthedoorshutwithagreatbang,andDonalwasafterGibbielikeahound。ButGibbiehadturnedacorner,andwasgonefromhissight。Donalturnedacornertoo,butitwasawrongcorner。ConcludingthatGibbiehadturnedanothercorneraheadofhim,heranonandon,inthevanishinghopeofcatchingsightofhimagain;buthewassoonsatisfiedhehadlosthim,——norhimonly,buthimselfaswell,forhehadnotthesmallestideahowtoreturn,evenasfarastheminister’shouse。
Itrenderedthematterconsiderablyworsethat,havingneverheardthenameofthestreetwherehelodgedbutonce——whentheministergavedirectiontotheporter,hehadutterlyforgottenit。Sotherehewas,outinthenight,astrayinthestreetsofacityofmanytensofthousands,inwhichhehadnevertillthatdaysetfoot——neverbeforehavingbeeninanylargerabodeofmenthanascatteredvillageofthatchedroofs。Buthewasnottired,andsolongasamanisnottired,hecandowell,eveninpain。Butacityisadrearyplaceatnight,eventoonewhoknowshiswayinit——muchdreariertoonelost——insomerespectsdrearierthanaheath——excepttherebeoldmine-shaftsinit。
“It’sasgiena’thebirdso’acountryhadcreepitintiltheirbiteggsagain,an’thedaywasleftbareo’sang!”saidthepoettohimselfashewalked。Nightamongsthouseswasanewthingtohim。
Nightonthehillsidesandinthefieldsheknewwell;butthiswaslikeaplaceoftombs——whatelse,whenallweredeadforthenight?
Thenightistheworld’sgraveyard,andthecitiesareitscatacombs。Herepeatedtohimselfallhisownfewballads,thenrepeatedthemaloudashewalked,indulgingthefancythathehadalongaudienceoneachsideofhim;buthedroppedintosilencethemomentanynight-wandererappeared。Presentlyhefoundhimselfontheshoreoftheriver,andtriedtogettotheedgeofthewater;
butitwaslowtide,thelampsdidnotthrowmuchlightsofar,themoonwasclouded,hegotamonglogsandmud,andregainedthestreetbemired,andbeginningtofeelweary。Hewassayingtohimselfwhateverwashetodoallthenightlong,whenroundacorneralittlewayoffcameawoman。Itwasnouseaskingcounselofher,however,orofanyone,hethought,solongashedidnotknoweventhenameofthestreethewanted——astreetwhichashewalkedalongithadseemedinterminable。Thewomandrewnear。Shewasrathertall,erectintheback,butbowedintheshoulders,withfierceblackeyes,whichwereallthathecouldseeofherface,forshehadalittletartanshawloverherhead,whichsheheldtogetherwithonehand,whileintheothershecarriedabasket。Butthoseeyeswereenoughtomakehimfancyhemusthaveseenherbefore。Theywerejustpassingeachother,underalamp,whenshelookedhardathim,andstopped。
“Man,“shesaid,“Ihaesete’enupo’yourfaceafore!”
“Gienthatbethecase,“answeredDonal,“yesete’enupo’’tagain。”
“Whaurcomeyefrae?”sheasked。
“That’swhatIwadfainspeirmysel’,“hereplied。“But,wuman,“hewenton,“IfancyIhaesete’enupo’youre’enafore——Icannaweelsayforyerface。Whaurcomeyefrae?”
“Kenyeaplacetheyca’——Daurside?”sherejoined。
“Daurside’sageylangplace,“answeredDonal;“an’thismaunbeabootthetaeen’o’’t,I’mthinkin’。”
“Ye’renofarwrangthere,“shereturned;“an’yehaeageyglegtonguei’yerheidforalaadfraeDaurside。”
“Ineverh’ard’attongueswarcuttitshortertherenorithergaits,“saidDonal;“butIdidnameanyeonyoffence。”
“There’snaneta’en,norliketobe,“answeredthewoman——“Kenyeaplacetheyca’Mainso’Glashruach?”
Asshespokesheletgohershawl,anditopenedfromherfaceliketwocurtains。
“Lord!it’sthewitch-wife!”criedDonal,retreatingapaceinhisastonishment。
Thewomanburstintoagreatlaugh,ahard,unmusical,butnotunmirthfullaugh。
“Ay!”shesaid,“wasthathoothefowkwadhae’to’me?”
“Itwasnamucklewon’er,efteryecamwydin’throu’watteryairdsdeep,an’synegaeddoonthespateonabran’er。”
“Weel,itwasthemaddestthing!”shereturned,withanotherlaughwhichstoppedabruptly。“——Iwadnadeethelikeagaintosavemylife。ButtheMichtycairriedmethrou’——An’hoo’sweeSirGibbie?——Comein——Idinnakenyername——butwe’rejistatthedooro’mybitgarret。Comequaietupthestair,an’tellmea’abootit。”
“Weel,Iwadnabesorrytoristabit,forIhaetintmysela’thegither,an’I’msometiret,“answeredDonal。“IbutlefttheMainsthestreen。”
“Comeinan’walcome;anwhanye’reristit,an’I’mrido’mybasket,I’llsunepityei’thegaito’hame。”
Donalwastootired,andtoogladtobeoncemoreinthecompanyofahumanbeing,topursuefurtherexplanationatpresent。Hefollowedher,asquietlyashecould,upthedarkstair。Whenshestruckalight,hesawalittlegarret-room——betterthandecentlyfurnished,itseemedtotheyouthfromthehills,thoughhismotherwouldhavethoughtitfarfromtidy。Themomentthewomangotacandlelighted,shewenttoacupboard,andbroughtthenceabottleandaglass。WhenDonaldeclinedthewhiskyshepouredout,sheseemeddisappointed,andsettingdowntheglass,letitstand。Butwhenshehadseatedherself,andbeguntorelateheradventuresinquestofGibbie,shedrewittowardsher,andsippedasshetalked。
Somedayshewouldtellhim,shesaid,thewholestoryofhervoyageonthebrander,whichwouldmakehimlaugh;itmadeherlaugh,evennow,whenitcamebacktoherinherbedatnight,thoughshewasfarenoughfromlaughingatthetime。ThenshetoldhimagreatdealaboutGibbieandhisfather。
“An’noo,“remarkedDonal,“he’llbethinkin’’ta’oweragain,asherinsabootthetoonthisverrameenute,luikin’forme!”
“Dinnayetribleyersel’aboothim,“saidthewoman。“Hekensthetoonasweel’sonyrottankensthedrainso’’t——Butwhaurdivyepitup?”sheadded,“forit’stimedacentfowkwasgauin’totheirbeds。”
Donalexplainnedthatheknewneitherthenameofthestreetnorofthepeoplewherehewaslodging。
“Tellmethisorthat——something——onythingabootthehooseorthefowk,orwhatthey’relike,an’itmaybe’atI’llkenthem,“shesaid。
Butscarcelyhadhebegunhisdescriptionofthehousewhenshecried,“Hoot,man!it’satLuckyMurkison’syeare,i’theWuddiehill。
Comeawa’,an’Is’takyehameinajiffey。”
Sosaying,sherose,tookthecandle,showedhimdownthestair,andfollowed。
Itwaspastmidnight,andthemoonwasdown,butthestreet-lampswerenotyetextinguished,andtheywalkedalongwithoutanythingtointerrupttheirconversation——chieflyaboutSirGibbieandSirGeorge。ButperhapsifDonalhadknownthecauseofGibbie’sescapefromthecity,andthatthedreadthinghadtakenplaceinthiswoman’shouse,hewouldnothavewalkedquitesoclosetoher。
PoorMistressCroale,however,hadbeennowisetoblameforthat,andtheshockitgaveherhadevendonesomethingtochecktherateofherdownhillprogress。Itlethersee,withalightningflashfromthepit,howwidetherentnowyawnedbetweenherandherformerrespectability。Shecontinued,asweknow,todrinkwhisky,andwasnotunfrequentlyovercomebyit;butinherfollowinglifeaspeddler,shemeasuredhermadnessmore;and,muchintheopenairandwalkingagreatdeal,withabasketsometimesheavy,herindulgencedidherlessphysicalharm;hertemperrecoveredalittle,sheregainedaportionofherself-command;andatthecloseofthoseyearsofwandering,shewaslessofaruin,bothmentallyandspiritually,thanattheircommencement。
WhenshereceivedherhundredpoundsforthefindingofSirGibbie,sherentedalittleshopinthegalleryofthemarket,whereshesoldsuchthingsasshehadcarriedaboutthecountry,addingtoherstock,uponthelikelihoodofdemand,withoutrespecttounityeitherconventionalorreal,inthecharacterofthewaressheassociated。Theinterestandrespectabilityofthisnewstartinlife,madealittlefreshoppositiontotheinroadsofherbesettingsin;sothatnowshedidnotconsumeasmuchwhiskyinthreedaysasshedidinonewhenshehadherhouffontheshore。Somepeopleseemtohavebeendrinkingalltheirlives,ofnecessitygettingmoreandmoreintothepoweroftheenemy,butwithoutsuccumbingatarapidrate,havingeventheirtimesofupliftingandbetterment。
MistressCroale’scomplexionwasalittleclearer;hereyeswerelessfierce;herexpressionwasmorecomposed;someofthewomenwholikeherhadshopsinthemarket,hadgrownalittlefriendlywithher;and,whichwasofmorevaluablesignificance,shehadcometobenotalittleregardedbythepoorwomenofthelowerpartsbehindthemarket,whowereinthewayofdealingwithher。Forthemomentacustomerofthisclass,andshehadbutfewofanyother,appearedathershop,orcoveredstall,rather,sheseemedinspirittogooutsidethecounterandbuywithher,givingherthebestcounselshehad,nowadvisingthecheaper,nowthedeareroftwoarticles;
whilenowandthenonecouldtellofhavingbeensentbyhertoanothershop,where,intheparticularcase,shecoulddobetter。A
loveofaffairs,nodoubt,boreapartinthispeculiarity,butthereisallthedifferencebetweenthetwowaysofembodyingactivity——toone’sownadvantageonly,and——totheadvantageofone’sneighbouraswell。Formypart,ifIknewawomanbehavedtoherneighboursasMistressCroaledidtohers,wereshetheworstofdrunkardsinbetween,Icouldnothelpbothrespectingandlovingher。Alasthatsuchvirtueissoportentouslyscarce!,Therearesomanythataresoberforonethatishonest!,Deeparethedepthsofsocialdegradationtowhichtheclean,purifyinglightyetreaches,andloftyaretheheightsofsocialhonourwhereyetthelightisnothingbutdarkness。AnythoughtfulpersonwhoknewMistressCroale’shistory,wouldhavefearedmuchforher,andhopedalittle:herso-calledfatewasstillundecided。Inthemeantimeshemadealiving,didnotgetintodebt,spentaninordinateportionofherprofitsindrink,buthadregainedandwaskeepingupakindandmeasureofrespectability。
BeforetheyreachedtheWiddiehill,Donal,withtheopenheartofthepoet,wasfulloffriendlinesstoher,andrejoicedinthemischancethathadledhimtomakeheracquaintance。
“Yeken,ofcoorse,“hehappenedtosay,“’atGibbie’swi’MaisterSclater?”
“Weeleneuch,“sheanswered。“Ihaeseenhimtee;buthe’sagran’
gentlemangrown,an’Iwadnaliketobeaffrontitlayin’claimtill’sacquaintance,——walcomeasheancewastomyhoose!”
ShehadmorereasonforthedoubtandhesitationshethusexpressedthanDonalknew。Buthisanswerwasnonethelessthetrueoneasregardedhisfriend。
“YelittlekenGibbie,“hesaid“gienyethinkthatgaito’’im!
Gangyetotheminister’sdoorandspeirfor’im!,He’llbedoonthestairlikeashot——But’deedmaybehe’scomeback,an’’si’mychaumerthenoo!,Ye’llcomeupthestairan’see?”
“Na,Iwunnadeethat,“saidMistressCroale,whodidnotwishtofaceMistressMurkison,wellknowntoherinthedaysofhercomparativeprosperity。
Shepointedoutthedoortohim,butherselfstoodontheothersideofthewaytillshesawitopenedbyheroldfriendinhernight-cap,andheardhermakejubileeoverhisreturn。
Gibbiehadcomehomeandgoneoutagaintolookforhim,shesaid。
“Weel,“remarkedDonal,“therewadbesma’guidinmygaein’toluikforhim。Itwadbebutthesheepgaein’toluikfortheshepherd。”
“Ye’rerichtthere,“saidhislandlady。“Atintbairnsudayesitdoonan’sitstill。”
“Weel,yegangtillyerbed,mem,“returnedDonal。“Latmeseehooyerdoorworks,an’I’lllathiminwhanhecomes。”
Gibbiecamewithinanhour,andallwaswell。Theymadetheircommunication,ofwhichDonal’swasfarthemoreinteresting,hadtheirlaughovertheaffair,andwenttobed。
CHAPTERXLIII。
THEMINISTER’SDEFEAT。
Theminister’swrath,whenhefoundhehadbeenfollowedhomebyGibbiewhoyetwouldnotenterthehouse,instantlyroseinredoubledstrength。HewasashamedtoreporttheaffairtoMrs。
Sclaterjustasithadpassed。Hewasbutamarriedoldbachelor,andfanciedhemustkeepuphisdignityintheeyesofhiswife,nothavingyetlearnedthat,ifamanbetrue,hisfriendsandloverswillseetohisdignity。Sohisangerwentonsmoulderingallnightlong,andallthroughhissleep,withoutatouchofcoolassuagement,andinthemorningherosewithhistemperveryfeverish。Duringbreakfasthewasgloomy,butwouldconfesstonoinwardannoyance。Whataddedtohisunrestwas,that,althoughhefeltinsulted,hedidnotknowwhatpreciselythenatureoftheinsultwas。EveninhiswrathhecouldscarcelysetdownGibbie’sfollowingofhimtoagloryingmockeryofhisdefeat。Doubtless,foramanaccustomedtodealwithaffairs,toruleoveraparish——foronewhogenerallyhadhiswayinthekirk-session,andtowhomhiswifeshowedbecomingrespect,itwasscarcelyfittingthattherudebehaviourofanignorantcountrydummyshouldaffecthimsomuch:heoughttohavebeenabovesuchinjury。Buttheladwhomhesoregarded,hadfirstwithhismerelooksloweredhiminhisowneyes,thenshowedhimselfbeyondthereachofhisreproofbycalmlyrefusingtoobeyhim,andthenbecomeunintelligiblebyfollowinghimlikeacreatureoverwhomsurveillancewasneedful!
Themorehethoughtofthislast,themoreinexplicableitseemedtobecome,exceptonthenotionofdeliberateinsult。Andtheworstwas,thathenceforthhecouldexpecttohavenopoweratallovertheboy!,Ifitwaslikethisalready,howwoulditbeinthetimetocome?,If,ontheotherhand,heweretore-establishhisauthorityatthecostofmakingtheboyhatehim,then,themomenthewasofage,hisbehaviourwouldbethatofaliberatedenemy:hewouldgostraighttothedogs,andhismoneywithhim!——Themanofinfluenceandschemedidwelltobeannoyed。
Gibbiemadehisappearanceatteno’clock,andwentstraighttothestudy,whereatthathourtheministerwasalwayswaitinghim。Heenteredwithhisownsmile,bendinghisheadinmorningsalutation。
Theministersaid“Goodmorning,“butgruffly,andwithoutraisinghiseyesfromthelastpublicationoftheSpaldingClub。Gibbieseatedhimselfinhisusualplace,arrangedhisbookandslate,andwasreadytocommence——whentheminister,havingnowsummonedresolution,liftedhishead,fixedhiseyesonhim,andsaidsternly——
“SirGilbert,whatwasyourmeaninginfollowingme,afterrefusingtoaccompanyme?”
Gibbie’sfaceflushed。Mr。Sclaterbelievedhesawhimforthefirsttimeashamedofhimself;hishoperose;hiscouragegrew;heauguredvictoryandare-establishedthrone:hegatheredhimselfupindignity,preparedtooverwhelmhim。ButGibbieshowednohesitation;hetookhisslateinstantly,foundhispencil,wrote,andhandedtheslatetotheminister。Therestoodthesewords:
“Ithougtyouwasdrunnk。”
Mr。Sclaterstartedtohisfeet,thehandwhichheldtheoffendingdocumentuplifted,hiseyesflaming,hischeckswhitewithpassion,andwiththeflatoftheslatecamedownagreatblowonthetopofGibbie’shead。Happilythelatterwastheharderofthetwo,andtheformerbroke,flyingmostlyoutoftheframe。IttookGibbieterriblybysurprise。Half-stunned,hestartedtohisfeet,andforonemomentthewildbeastwhichwasinhim,asitisineverybody,rushedtothefrontofitscage。Itwouldhavegoneillthenwiththeminister,hadnotassuddenachangefollowed;theverysameinstant,itwasasifaninvisibleveil,wovenofgraciousairandodouranddew,haddescendeduponhim;theflameofhiswrathwentout,quenchedutterly;asmileofbenignestcompassionoverspreadhiscountenance;inhisoffenderhesawonlyabrother。ButMr。
Sclatersawnobrotherbeforehim,forwhenGibbierosehedrewbacktobetterhisposition,andsodoingmadeitanawkardoneindeed。
Forithappenedoccasionallythat,thestudybeingawarmroom,Mrs。Sclater,onawinterevening,sattherewithherhusband,whenceitcamethatonthefloorsquattedalowfoot-stool,subjecttonotunfrequentclericalimprecation:whenhesteppedback,hetrodontheedgeofit,stumbled,andfell。Gibbiedartedforward。
Apartoftheminister’sbodyresteduponthestool,anditselevation,madethefirstmovementnecessarytorisingratherdifficult,sothathecouldnotatoncegetoffhisback。
WhatfollowedwasthestrangestactforaScotchboy,butitmustbekeptinmindhowlimitedwerehismeansofexpression。Hejumpedovertheprostrateminister,whothenextmomentseeinghisfacebentoverhimfrombehind,andseized,likethegamekeeper,withsuspicionbornofhisviolence,raisedhishandstodefendhimself,andmadeablowathim。Gibbieavoidedit,laidholdofhisarmsinsideeachelbow,clampedthemtothefloor,kissedhimonforeheadandcheek,andbegantohelphimuplikeachild。
Havingregainedhislegs,theministerstoodforamoment,confusedandhalf-blinded。ThefirstthinghesawwasadropofbloodstealingdownGibbie’sforehead。Hewasshockedatwhathehaddone。Intruthhehadbeenfrightfullyprovoked,butitwasnotforaclergymansotoavengeaninsult,andasmerechastisementitwasbrutal。WhatwouldMrs。Sclatersaytoit?,Therascalwassuretomakehiscomplainttoher!,Andtheretoowashisfriend,theherd-lad,inthedrawing-roomwithher!
“Goandwashyourface,“hesaid,“andcomebackagaindirectly。”
Gibbieputhishandtohisface,andfeelingsomethingwet,looked,andburstintoamerrylaugh。
“IamsorryIhavehurtyou,“saidtheminister,notalittlerelievedatthesound;“buthowdaredyouwritesucha——suchaninsolence?,Aclergymannevergetsdrunk。”
Gibbiepickeduptheframewhichtheministerhaddroppedinhisfall:apieceoftheslatewasstillstickinginoneside,andhewroteuponit:
Iwillknobetterthenexttime。Ithoutitwasalwaiswhiskythatmadepeeplelikethat。Ibeggyourpardon,sir。
Hehandedhimthefragment,rantohisownroom,returnedpresently,lookingallright,andwhenMr。Sclaterwouldhaveattendedtohiswound,wouldnotlethimevenlookatit,laughingattheidea。
Stillfurtherrelievedtofindtherewasnothingtoattractobservationtotheinjury,andyetmoreashamedofhimself,theministermadehastetotherefugeoftheirwork;butitdidnotrequirethegleamofthepapersubstitutedfortheslate,tokeephimthatmorninginremembranceofwhathehaddone;indeedithoveredabouthimlongafterthegrayofthenewslatehadpassedintoadarkblue。
>Fromthattime,afterluncheon,whichfollowedimmediatelyuponlessons,Gibbiewentandcameashepleased。Mrs。Sclaterbeggedhewouldneverbeoutafterteno’clockwithouthavingletthemknowthathemeanttostayallnightwithhisfriend:notoncedidheneglectthisrequest,andtheysooncametohaveperfectconfidencenotonlyinanyindividualpromisehemightmake,butinhisgeneralpunctuality。Mrs。Sclaternevercametoknowanythingofhiswoundedhead,anditgavetheministerasharpstingofcompunction,aswellasincreasedhissenseofmoralinferiority,whenhesawthatforafortnightorsohenevertookhisfavouriteplaceatherfeet,evidentlythatsheshouldnotlookdownonhishead。
Thesameeveningtheyhadfriendstodinner。AlreadyGibbiewassofarcivilized,astheycalledit,thathemighthavesatatanydining-tablewithoutattractingtheleastattention,butthateveningheattractedagreatdeal。Forhecouldscarcelyeathisowndinnerforwatchingtheneedsofthoseatthetablewithhim,readytospringfromhischairandsupplytheleastlack。Thisbehaviournaturallyharassedthehostess,andatlast,upononeofthoseoccasions,theservantshappeningtobeoutoftheroom,shecalledhimtoherside,andsaid,“Youwerequiterighttodothatnow,Gilbert,butpleaseneverdosuchathingwhentheservantsareintheroom。Itconfusesthem,andmakesusalluncomfortable。”
Gibbieheardwithobedientear,buttookthewordsascontainingexpresspermissiontowaituponthecompanyintheabsenceofotherministration。Whenthereforetheservantsfinallydisappeared,aswasthecustomthereinsmallhouseholds,immediatelyafterplacingthedessert,Gibbiegotup,and,muchtotheamusementoftheguests,waitedonthemasquiteamatterofcourse。Buttheywouldhavewonderedcouldtheyhavelookedintotheheartoftheboy,andbeheldthespiritinwhichthethingwasdone,thesoilinwhichwashidtherootoftheservice;fortohimthewholethingwassacredasanaltar-ritetothepriestwhoministers。Roundandroundthetable,deftandnoiseless,hewent,altogetherawareofthepleasureofthething,notatallofitsoddity——which,however,hadheunderstooditperfectly,hewouldnotintheleasthaveminded。
Allthismay,bothinGibbieandthenarrative,seemtrifling,butI
morethandoubtwhether,untiloursmallservicesaresweetwithdivineaffection,ourgreatones,ifsuchwearecapableof,willeverhavethetrueChristianflavouraboutthem。AndthensucheagernesstopounceuponeverysmallestopportunityofdoingthewilloftheMaster,couldnotfailtofurtherproficiencyintheservicethroughout。
Presentlytheladiesrose,andwhentheyhadlefttheroom,thehostaskedGibbietoringthebell。Heobeyedwithalacrity,andaservantappeared。Sheplacedtheutensilsformakinganddrinkingtoddy,afterScotchcustom,uponthetable。AshadowfelluponthesoulofGibbie:forthefirsttimesinceheranfromthecity,hesawthewell-knownappointmentsofmidnightorgy,associatedinhismindwithallthehorrorsfromwhichhehadfled。Thememoryofoldnightsinthestreet,ashewatchedforhisfather,andthenhelpedhimhome;ofhisfather’slastprayer,drinkingandimploring;ofhiswhite,motionlessfacethenextmorning;oftherowatLuckyCroale’s,andpoorblackSambo’sgapingthroat——alltheseterriblethingscamebackuponhim,ashestoodstaringatthetumblersandthewineglassesandthesteamingkettle。
“Whatisthegirlthinkingof!”exclaimedtheminister,whohadbeentalkingtohisnextneighbour,whenheheardthedoorclosebehindtheservant。“Shehasactuallyforgottenthewhisky!——SirGilbert,“
hewenton,withaglanceattheboy,“asyouaresogood,willyouobligemebybringingthebottlefromthesideboard?”
Gibbiestartedatthesoundofhisname,butdidnotmovefromtheplace。Afteramoment,theminister,whohadresumedtheconversation,thinkinghehadnotheardhim,lookedup。There,betweenthefootofthetableandthesideboard,stoodGibbieasiffixedtothefloorgazingoutofhisblueeyesattheminister——thoseeyesfilmywithgatheringtears,thesmileutterlyfadedfromhiscountenance——WouldtheMasterhavedrunkoutofthatbottle?hewasthinkingwithhimself。Imaginingsomechanceremarkhadhurttheboy’spride,andnotaltogethersorry——itgavehopeofthegentlemanhewantedtomakehim——Mr。Sclaterspokeagain:
“It’sjustbehindyou,SirGilbert——thewhiskybottle——thatpurpleonewiththesilvertop。”
Gibbienevermoved,buthiseyesbegantorunover。AfearfulremembranceoftheblowhehadgivenhimontheheadrushedbackonMr。Sclater:coulditbetheconsequenceofthat?,Wastheboyparalyzed?,Hewasonthepointofhurryingtohim,butrestrainedhimself,andrisingwithdeliberation,approachedthesideboard。A
nearersightoftheboy’sfacereassuredhim。
“Ibegyourpardon,SirGilbert,“hesaid;“Ithoughtyouwouldnotmindwaitingonusaswellasontheladies。Itisyourownfault,youknow——There,“headded,pointingtothetable;“takeyourplace,andhavealittletoddy。Itwon’thurtyou。”
TheeyesofalltheguestswerebythistimefixedonGibbie。Whatcouldbethematterwiththecuriouscreature?theywondered。Hisgentlemerrimentandquietdelightinwaitinguponthem,hadgivenapleasantconcussiontothespiritsoftheparty,whichhadatfirstthreatenedtoberatherastiffanddullone;andtherenowwastheboyallatoncelookingasifhehadreceivedablow,orsomecuttinginsultwhichhedidnotknowhowtoresent!
Betweentheagonyofrefusingtoserve,andtheimpossibilityofputtinghishandtouncleanministration,Gibbiehadstoodasifspell-bound。HewouldhavethoughtlittleofsuchhorrorsinLuckyCroale’shouff,butthesightofthethingshereterrifiedhim。HefeltasaCorinthianChristianmust,catchingasightofoneoftheeldersofthechurchfeastinginatemple。Butthelastwordsoftheministerbrokethepainfulcharm。Heburstintotears,anddartingfromtheroom,notalittletohisguardian’srelief,hurriedtohisown。
Theguestsstaredbewildered。
“He’llbegonetotheladies,“saidtheirhost。“He’sanoddcreature。Mrs。SclaterunderstandshimbetterthanIdo。He’smoreathomewithher。”
Therewithheproceededtotellthemhishistory,andwhencetheinteresthehadinhim,notbringingdownhisnarrativebeyondtheafternoonoftheprecedingday。
Thenextmorning,Mrs。Sclaterhadatalkwithhimconcerninghiswhimofwaitingattable,tellinghimhemustnotdosoagain;itwasnotthecustomforgentlementodothethingsthatservantswerepaidtodo;itwasnotfairtotheservants,andsoon——happeningtoendwithanutteranceofmildwonderathisfancyforsuchapeculiarity。ThisexclamationGibbietookforaquestion,oratleasttheexpressionofadesiretounderstandthereasonofthething。Hewenttoaside-table,andhavingstoodthereamomentortwo,returnedwithaNewTestament,inwhichhepointedoutthewords,“ButIamamongyouashethatserveth。”,Givingherjusttimetoreadthem,hetookthebookagain,andinadditionpresentedthewords,“Thediscipleisnotabovehismaster,buteveryonethatisperfectshallbeashismaster。”
Mrs。Sclaterwasasmuchputoutasifhehadbeenguiltyofanotherandworseindiscretion。Theideaofanybodyorderinghiscommondoings,nottosayhisoddities,byprinciplesdrawnfromasourcefartoosacredtobepracticallyregarded,wastoopreposteroustohaveeverbecomeevenanotiontoher。Henceforth,however,itwasamotetotroublehermind’seye,amoteshedidnotgetridofuntilitbegantoturntoaglimmeroflight。IneedhardlyaddthatGibbiewaitedatherdinner-tablenomore。
CHAPTERXLIV。
THESINNER。
Nomancanorderhislife,foritcomesflowingoverhimfrombehind。Butifitlaybeforeus,andwecouldwatchitscurrentapproachingfromalongdistance,whatcouldwedowithitbeforeithadreachedthenow?,Inlikewiseamanthinksfoolishlywhoimagineshecouldhavedonethisandthatwithhisowncharacteranddevelopment,ifhehadbutknownthisandthatintime。Wereheasgoodashethinkshimselfwisehecouldbutatbesthaveproducedafinecameoinverylowrelief:withaworkintheround,whichheismeanttobe,hecouldhavedonenothing。Theonesecretoflifeanddevelopment,isnottodeviseandplan,buttofallinwiththeforcesatwork——todoeverymoment’sdutyaright——thatbeingthepartintheprocessallottedtous;andletcome——notwhatwill,forthereisnosuchthing——butwhattheeternalThoughtwillsforeachofus,hasintendedineachofusfromthefirst。Ifmenwouldbutbelievethattheyareinprocessofcreation,andconsenttobemade——letthemakerhandlethemasthepotterhisclay,yieldingthemselvesinrespondentmotionandsubmissivehopefulactionwiththeturningofhiswheel,theywoulderelongfindthemselvesabletowelcomeeverypressureofthathanduponthem,evenwhenitwasfeltinpain,andsometimesnotonlytobelievebuttorecognizethedivineendinview,thebringingofasonintoglory;whereas,behavinglikechildrenwhostruggleandscreamwhiletheirmotherwashesanddressesthem,theyfindtheyhavetobewashedanddressed,notwithstanding,andwiththemorediscomfort:theymayevenhavetofindthemselvessethalfnakedandbuthalfdriedinacorner,tocometotheirrightminds,andasktobefinished。
AtthistimeneitherGibbienorDonalstroveagainsthiscreation——whatthewiseofthisworldcalltheirfate。IntruthGibbieneverdid;andforDonal,theprocesswasatpresentinastagemuchtooagreeabletorouseanyinclinationtoresist。Heenjoyedhisnewphaseoflifeimmensely。Ifhedidnotdistinguishhimselfasascholar,itwasnotbecauseheneglectedhiswork,butbecausehewasatthesametimedoingthatbywhichalonethewatercouldeverriseinthewellhewasdigging:hewashimselfgrowing。
Fartooeagerafterknowledgetoindulgeinemulation,hegainednoprizes:whathadhetodowithhowmuchorhowlittlethosearoundhimcouldeatascomparedwithhimself?,Noworknobleorlastinglygoodcancomeofemulationanymorethanofgreed:Ithinkthemotivesarespirituallythesame。Toexciteitisworthyonlyofthecommonplacevulgarschoolmaster,whoseambitionistoshowwhatfinescholarshecanturnout,thathemaygetthemorepupils。
Emulationisthedevil-shadowofaspiration。Thesetofthecurrentintheschoolsisatpresenttowardsaboundlessswamp,butthewiseamongthescholarsseeit,andwisdomisthetortoisewhichshallwintherace。Inthemeantimehowmany,withthelegsandthebrainofthehare,willthinktheyaregainingit,whiletheyarelosingthingswhoselosswillmakeanyprizeunprized!,TheresultofDonal’sworkappearedbutverypartiallyinhisexaminations,whichwerehonestandhonourabletohim;itwashiddeninhisthoughts,hisaspirations,hisgrowth,andhisverse——allwhichmaybeseenshouldIonedaytellDonal’sstory。ForGibbie,theministerhadnotbeenlongteachinghim,beforehebegantodesiretomakeascholarofhim。Partlyfrombeingcompelledtospendsomelabouruponit,theboywasgraduallydevelopinganunusualfacilityinexpression。Histeacher,compactofconventionalities,wouldhavemodelledtheresultuponsomewriterimaginedbyhimamasterofstyle;butthehurtfulfollynevergotanyholdofGibbie:allheevercaredaboutwastosaywhathemeant,andavoidsayingsomethingelse;toknowwhenhehadnotsaidwhathemeant,andtosetthewordsright。Itresultedthat,whenpeopledidnotunderstandwhathemeant,thecausegenerallylaywiththemnotwithhim;andthat,iftheysometimessmiledoverhismode,itwasbecauseitlayclosertonaturethantheirs:theywouldhavefounditahardtasktoimproveit。
Whatthefaultwithhisorgansofspeechwas,Icannottell。Hisguardianlostnotimeinhavingthemexaminedbyasurgeoninhighrepute,aprofessoroftheuniversity,butDr。Skinner’sopinionputanendtoquestionandhopetogether。Gibbiewasnotintheleastdisappointed。Hehadgotonverywellasyetwithoutspeech。Itwasnotlikesightorhearing。Theonlyvoicehecouldnothearwashisown,andthatwasjusttheonehehadneitheroccasionnordesiretohear。Astohisfriends,thosewhohadknownhimthelongestmindedhisdumbnesstheleast。Butthemomentthedefectwasunderstoodtobeirreparable,Mrs。Sclaterverywiselyproceededtolearnthefinger-speech;andasshelearnedit,shetaughtittoGibbie。
Astohismanners,whichhadbeenandcontinuedtobeherchiefcare,acertaindisappoinmentfollowedherfirstrapidsuccess:shenevercouldgetthemtotakeonthecase-hardeningneedfulforwhatshecountedthefinalpolish。Theyalwaysretainedacertainsimplicitywhichshecalledchildishness。Itcameinfactofchildlikeness,buttheladywasnotchildenoughtodistinguishthedifference——asgreatasthatbetweenthebackandthefrontofahead。As,then,theministerfoundhimincapableofformingastyle,thoughtimesoonprovedhimcapableofproducingone,sotheminister’swifefoundhimasincapableofputtingoncompanymannersofanysort,asmostpeopleareincapableofputtingthemoff——withoutbeingrude。ItwasdisappointingtoMrs。Sclater,butGibbiewasjustascontenttoappearwhathewas,ashewasunwillingtoremainwhathewas。Beingdumb,shewouldsaytoherselfhewouldpassinanysociety;butifhehadhadhisspeech,shenevercouldhavesucceededinmakinghimathoroughgentleman:
hewouldhavealwaysbeensayingtherightthinginthewrongplace。
Bythewrongplaceshemeanttheplacewherealonethethingcouldhaveanypertinence。Inafteryears,however,Gibbie’smannerswere,whetherpronouncedsuchornot,almostuniversallyfelttobecharming。ButGibbieknewnothingofhismannersanymorethanofthestyleinwhichhewrote。
Onenightontheirwayhomefromaneveningparty,theministerandhiswifehadasmalldifference,probablyaboutsomethingofaslittlerealconsequencetothemastheknowledgeofitistous,butbythetimetheyreachedhome,theyhadgottotheverysummitofpolitenesswitheachother。Gibbiewasinthedrawing-room,asithappened,waitingtheirreturn。Atthefirstsoundoftheirvoices,heknew,beforeasyllablereachedhimthatsomethingwaswrong。
Whentheyentered,theyweretoomuchengrossedindifferencetoheedhispresence,andwentondisputing——withtheutmostexternalproprietyofwordsanddemeanour,butwithbothinjuryandasenseofinjuryineverytone。HadtheylookedatGibbie,Icannotthinktheywouldhavebeensilenced;butwhileneitherofthemdaredturneyesthewayofhim,neitherhadmoralstrengthsufficienttocheckthewordsthatrosetothelips。Adiscreet,sociallywiseboywouldhavelefttheroom,buthowcouldGibbieabandonhisfriendstothefierydartsofthewickedone!,Herantotheside-tablebeforementioned。Withavaguepresentimentofwhatwascoming,Mrs。Sclater,feelingratherthanseeinghimmoveacrosstheroomlikeashadow,satindreadexpectation;andpresentlyherfeararrived,intheshapeofalargeNewTestament,andafaceoflovingsadness,andkeendiscomfort,suchasshehadneverbeforeseenGibbiewear。Heheldoutthebooktoher,pointingwithafingertothewords——shecouldnotrefusetolethereyesfalluponthem——“Havesaltinyourselves,andhavepeaceonewithanother。”
WhatGibbiemadeofthesalt,Idonotknow;andwhetherheunderstooditornotwasoflittleconsequence,seeinghehadit;
buttherestofthesentenceheunderstoodsowellthathewouldfainhavethewrithingyoke-fellowsthinkofit。
Thelady’scheekshadbeenredbefore,butnowtheywereredder。
Sherose,castanangrylookatthedumbprophet,alookwhichseemedtosay“Howdareyousuggestsuchathing?”andlefttheroom。
“Whathaveyougotthere?”askedtheminister,turningsharplyuponhim。Gibbieshowedhimthepassage。
“Whathaveyougottodowithit?”heretorted,throwingthebookonthetable。“Gotobed。”
“Adetestableprig!”yousay,reader?——ThatisjustwhatMr。andMrs。Sclaterthoughthimthatnight,buttheyneverquarrelledagainbeforehim。Intruth,theywerenotgiventoquarrelling。Manycoupleswholoveeachothermore,quarrelmore,andwithlesspoliteness。ForGibbie,hewenttobed——puzzled,andafraidtheremustbeabeaminhiseye。
TheveryfirsttimeDonalandhecouldmanageit,theysetouttogethertofindMistressCroale。DonalthoughthehadnothingtodobutwalkstraightfromMistressMurkison’sdoortohers,but,tohisownannoyance,andthedisappointmentofboth,hesoonfoundhehadnotanotionleftastohowtheplacelay,exceptthatitwasbytheriver。So,asitwasalreadyratherlate,theyputofftheirvisittoanothertime,andtookawalkinstead。
ButMistressCroale,hauntedbyoldmemories,mostofthemfarfrompleasant,grewmoreandmoredesirousoflookingupontheobjectofperhapstheleastdisagreeableamongstthem:shesummonedresolutionatlast,wenttothemarketalittlebetterdressedthanusual,andwhenbusinesstherewasover,andshehadshutupherlittleboxofashop,walkedtoDaur-streettotheminister’shouse。
“He’safteneneuchcrossedmydoor,“shesaidtoherself,speakingofMr。Sclater;“an’though,weelIwat,thesichto’’imneverboditmeonythingbutill,Ineverloothimkenhewaslessnorwalcome;an’gienbein’aministergiesthefreedomo’puirfowk’shooses,itouchtintheniffer(exchange)togiethemthefreedomo’
his。”
Therewithencouragingherself,shewalkedupthestepsandrangthebell。Itwasacold,frostywintereveningandasshestoodwaitingforthedoortobeopened,muchthepoorwomanlongedforherownfiresideandadram。Herperiodofexpectationwasdrawnoutnotalittlethroughthefactthattheservantwhosedutyitwastoanswerthebellwasjustthenwaitingattable:becauseofapublicengagement,theministerhadtodineearlierthanusual。Theywereinthemiddleoftheirsoup——cockie-leekie,niceandhot,whenthemaidinformedhermasterthatawomanwasatthedoor,wantingtoseeSirGilbert。
Gibbielookedup,putdownhisspoon,andwasrisingtogo,whentheminister,layinghishandonhisarm,pressedhimgentlybacktohischair,andGibbieyielded,waiting。
“Whatsortofawoman?”heaskedthegirl。
“Adecent-lookin’workin’-likebody,“sheanswered。“Icouldnaseeherverraweel,it’ssaefoggythenichtabootthedoor。”
“Tellherwe’reatdinner;shemaycallagaininanhour。Orifshelikestoleaveamessage——Stay:tellhertocomeagainto-morrowmorning——Iwonderwhosheis,“headded,turning,hethought,toGibbie。
ButGibbiewasgone。Hehadpassedbehindhischair,andallhesawofhimwashisbackashefollowedthegirlfromtheroom。Inhiseagernessheleftthedooropen,andtheysawhimdarttothevisitor,shakehandswithherinevidentdelight,andbeginpullinghertowardstheroom。
NowMistressCroale,thoughnowiseinclinedtoquailbeforetheminister,wouldnotwillinglyhaveintrudedherselfuponhim,especiallywhilehesatatdinnerwithhisratherformidablelady;
butshefancied,forshestoodwhereshecouldnotseeintothedining-room,thatGibbiewastakingherwheretheymighthaveaquietnewstogether,and,occupiedwithherbonnetorsomeothersourceoffemininedisquiet,remainedthusmistakenuntilshestoodonthethreshold,when,lookingup,shestarted,stopped,madeanobediencetotheminister,andanothertotheminister’slady,andstooddoubtful,ifnotalittleabashed。
“Nothere!mygoodwoman,“saidMr。Sclater,rising。“——Oh,it’syou,MistressCroale!——Iwillspeaktoyouinthehall。”
Mrs。Croale’sfaceflushed,andshedrewbackastep。ButGibbiestillheldher,andwithalooktoMr。Sclaterthatshouldhavesentstraighttohisheartthefactthatshewasdeartohissoul,keptdrawingherintotheroom;hewantedhertotakehischairatthetable。ItpassedswiftlythroughhermindthatonewhohadbeensointimatebothwithSirGeorgeandSirGibbieintheoldtime,andhadgiventhelatterhisteaeverySundaynightforsolong,mightsurely,eveninsuchchangedcircumstances,beallowedtoenterthesameroomwithhim,howevergranditmightbe;andinvoluntarilyalmostsheyieldedhalfadoubtfulstep,whileMr。Sclater,afraidofoffendingSirGilbert,hesitatedontheadvancetopreventher。