第13章

类别:其他 作者:MacDonald, George字数:27116更新时间:18/12/21 13:04:10
“Oh,Donal!”shesaidatlength,almostinawhisper,“thisislikeadreamIoncehad,ofgoingdownanddownalongroundaboutroad,insidetheearth,downanddown,totheheartofaplacefullofthedead——thegroundblackwithdeath,andbetweenhorriblewalls。” Donallookedather;hisfacewasinthelightreflectedfromtheoppositegrayprecipice:shethoughtitlookedwhiteandstrange,andgrewmorefrightened,butdarednotspeak。PresentlyDonalagainbegantosing,andthisissomethinglikewhathesang:—— “Death!whaurdoyebide,auldDeath?” “Ibideinilkabreath,“ Quo’Death。 “Noi’thepyramids,An’nothewormsamids,’Nethcoffin-lids; Ibidenawhaurlifehasbeen,An’whaur’snaemairtobedune。” “Death!whaurdoyebide,auldDeath?” “Wi’theleevin’,todee’at’slaith,“ Quo’Death。 “Wi’themanan’thewife’Atlo’elikelife,Butstrife;(without) Wi’thebairns’athingtotheirmither,An’a’’atlo’eaneanither。” “Death!whaurdoyebide,auldDeath?” “Abunean’abootan’aneath,“ Quo’Death。 “Buto’a’theairts,An’o’a’thepairts,Inherts,Whanthetanetothetithersaysna,An’thenorthwin’beginstoblaw。” “Whataterriblesong,Donal!”saidGinevra。 Hemadenoreply,butwenton,leadingherdownintothepit:hehadbeenafraidshewasgoingtodrawback,andsangthefirstwordsherwordssuggested,knowingshewouldnotinterrupthim。Theaspectoftheplacegrewfrightfultoher。 “Areyousuretherearenoholes——fullofwater,downthere?”shefaltered。 “Ay,there’saneortwa,“repliedDonal,“butwe’llhaudooto’ them。” Ginevrashuddered,butwasdeterminedtoshownofear:Donalshouldnotreproachherwithlackoffaith!,Theysteppedatlastonthelevelbelow,coveredwithgranitechipsandstonesandgreatblocks。 Inthemiddleroseaconfusedheapofallsorts。Tothis,androundtotheothersideofit,Donalledher。Thereshonethemoononthecornerofapool,therestofwhichcreptawayinblacknessunderanoverhangingmass。Shecaughthisarmwithbothhands。Hetoldhertolookup。Steepgraniterockwasabovethemallround,ononesidedark,ontheothermottledwiththemoonandthethousandshadowsofitsownroughness;overthegulfhungvaultedtheblue,cloud-blottedsky,whencethemoonseemedtolookstraightdownuponher,askingwhattheywereabout,awayfromtheirkind,insuchaplaceofterror。 SuddenlyDonalcaughtherhand。Shelookedinhisface。Itwasnotthemoonthatcouldmakeitsowhite。 “Ginevra!”hesaid,withtremblingvoice。 “Yes,Donal,“sheanswered。 “Ye’renoangryatmeforca’inyebyyername?,Ineverdiditafore。” “IalwayscallyouDonal,“sheanswered。 “That’snait’ral。Ye’reagran’leddy,an’I’mnaethingabuneaherd-laddie。” “You’reagreatpoet,Donal,andthat’smuchmorethanbeingaladyoragentleman。” “Ay,maybe,“answeredDonallistlessly,asifhewerethinkingofsomethingfaraway;“butitwinnamakupforthetither;they’renoupo’thesamesideo’thewatter,like。Apuirladlikemedaurnaliftaneetillagran’leddylikeyou,mem。A’thewarl’wadbutscornhim,an’lauchattheverranotion。Mytime’snearoweratthecollege,an’Iseenaethingfor’tbutganghamean’fee(hiremyself)。I’llbebetterworkin’wi’myhan’snorwi’myheidwhanI haenaehouplefto’everseein’yerfaceagain。Iwinnalowseadayabootit。GienIlowsetimeImaylowsemyrizon。Haepatiencewi’meaemeenute,mem;I’mjistdriventotellyethetrowth。It’smonyalangsin’Ihaekentmysel’wantin’you。Ye’retheboady,an’I’mtheshaidow。Idinnameannaehyperbolics——that’sthew’ythethingluikstomei’myainthouchts。Eh,mem,butye’rebonnie!,Yedinnakenyersel’hoobonnieyeare,norwhatasubversionyoumaki’myhertan’myheid。Icudjistcutmyheidaff,an’lay’tanethyerfeettohaudthemaffo’thecauldflure。” Stillshelookedhimintheeyes,likeonebewildered,unabletowithdrawhereyesfromhis。Herfacetoohadgrownwhite。 “Tellmetohaudmytongue,mem,an’I’llhaudit,“hesaid。 Herlipsmoved,butnosoundcame。 “Ikenweel,“hewenton,“yecanneverluikupo’measonythingmairnorakin’o’ahumanbird,’atyewadhinginacage,an’gieseedsan’bitso’sugartill,an’hearkentillwhanhesang。I’llnevertroubleyenaemair,an’whetheryegrantmemyprayerorno,ye’llneverseemeagain。Theonlydiffer’illbe’atI’llaitherhingmyheidorhauditupfortheresto’mydays。Iwadfainken’atIwasnadespised,an’’atmaybegienthingshadbeendifferent,——butna,Idinnameanthat;Imeannaething’atwadfrichtyefraewhatIwadhae。Itsudnameanahairmairnorliesinitsel’。” “Whatisit,Donal?”saidGinevra,halfinaudibly,andwitheffort: shecouldscarcelyspeakforaflutteringinherthroat。 “Icudbeseechyeupo’myk-nees,“hewenton,asifshehadnotspoken,“tolatmekissyerbonniefut;butthatyemichtgrantforbarepeety,an’thatwaddeemelittleguid;saeforancean’fora’,tillmaybeefterwe’rea’ayontthemucklesea,Ibeseechatthefauvouro’yersweetsowl,tolayupo’me,asupo’thelipso’thesowl’atsangyethesangsyelikitsaeweeltohearwhanyewasbutaleddy-lassie——aesolitarykiss。Itshallbeholytomeasthelicht;an’IsweirbytheTrowthI’llthinko’’tbutasyethink,an’mannorwumannorbairn,noevenGibbiehimsel’,sallken——“ ThelastwordbrokethespelluponGinevra。 “But,Donal,“shesaid,asquietlyaswhenyearsagotheytalkedbytheLorrieside,“woulditberight?——asecretwithyouIcouldnottelltoanyone?——notevenifafterwards——“ Donal’sfacegrewsoghastlywithutterdespairthatabsoluteterrorseizedher;sheturnedfromhimandfled,calling“Gibbie!,Gibbie!” Hewasnotmanyyardsoff,approachingthemoundasshecamefrombehindit。Herantomeether。Shedartedtohimlikeadovepursuedbyahawk,threwherselfintohisarms,laidherheadonhisshoulder,andwept。Gibbieheldherfast,andwithallthewaysinhispoorpowersoughttocomforther。Sheraisedherfaceatlength。Itwasallwetwithtearswhichglistenedinthemoonlight。 HurriedlyGibbieaskedonhisfingers: “WasDonalnotgoodtoyou?” “He’sbeautiful,“shesobbed;“butIcouldn’t,youknow,Gibbie,I couldn’t。Idon’tcareastrawaboutpositionandallthat——whowouldwithapoet?——butIcouldn’t,youknow,Gibbie。Icouldn’tlethimthinkImighthavemarriedhim——inanycase:couldInow,Gibbie?” Shelaidherheadagainonhisshoulderandsobbed。Gibbiedidnotwellunderstandher。Donal,wherehehadthrownhimselfonaheapofgranitechips,heardandunderstood,feltandknewandresolvedallinone。Themoonshone,andthecloudswentflittinglikeice-floeaboutthesky,nowgrayindistance,nownearthemoonandwhite,nowinherverypresenceandadornedwithherfavourontheirbosoms,nowdriftingagainintothegray;andstillthetwo,GinevraandGibbie,stoodmotionless——Gibbiewiththetearsinhiseyes,andGinevraweepingasifherheartwouldbreak;andbehindthegraniteblockslayDonal。 AgainGinevraraisedherhead。 “Gibbie,youmustgoandlookafterpoorDonal,“shesaid。 Gibbiewent,butDonalwasnowheretobeseen。Toescapethetwohelovedsowell,andbealoneashefelt,hehadcreptawaysoftlyintooneofthemanyrecessesoftheplace。AgainandagainGibbiemadethenoisewithwhichhewasaccustomedtocallhim,buthegavebacknoanswer,andtheyunderstoodthatwhereverhewashewantedtobelefttohimself。Theyclimbedagainthewindingwayoutofthegulf,andlefthimtheheartofitsdesolation。 “Takemehome,Gibbie,“saidGinevra,whentheyreachedthehighroad。 Astheywent,notawordmorepassedbetweenthem。GinevrawasasdumbasGibbie,andGibbiewassadderthanhehadeverbeeninhislife——notonlyforDonal’ssake,butbecause,inhisinexperiencedheart,hefearedthatGinevrawouldnotlistentoDonalbecauseshecouldnot——becauseshehadalreadypromisedherselftoFergusDuff; andwithallhislovetohiskind,hecouldnotthinkitwellthatFergusshouldbemadehappyatsuchaprice。Heleftheratherowndoor,andwenthome,hopingtofindDonaltherebeforehim。 Hewasnotthere。Hourafterhourpassed,andhedidnotappear。 Ateleveno’clock,Gibbiesetouttolookforhim,butwithlittlehopeoffindinghim。Hewentallthewaybacktothequarry,thinkingitpossiblehemightbewaitingthere,expectinghimtoreturnwithoutGinevra。Themoonwasnowlow,andherlightreachedbutalittlewayintoit,sothatthelookoftheplacewasquitealtered,andthebottomofitalmostdark。ButGibbiehadnofear。 Hewentdowntothespot,almostfeelinghisway,wheretheyhadstood,gotupontheheap,andcalledandwhistledmanytimes。Butnoanswercame。Donalwasaway,hedidnothimselfknowwhere,wanderingwhereverthefeetinhisspiritledhim。Gibbiewenthomeagain,andsatupallnight,keepingthekettleboiling,readytomaketeaforhimthemomentheshouldcomein。ButeveninthemorningDonaldidnotappear。Gibbiewasanxious——forDonalwasunhappy。 Hemighthearofhimatthecollege,hethought,andwentattheusualhour。Sureenough,asheenteredthequadrangle,therewasDonalgoinginatthedoorleadingtothemoralphilosophyclass-room。Forhours,neglectinghisownclass,hewatchedaboutthecourt,butDonalnevershowedhimself。Gibbieconcludedhehadwatchedtoavoidhim,andhadgonehomebyCrown-street,andhimselfreturnedtheusualandshorterway,surealmostofnowfindinghiminhisroom——althoughprobablywiththedoorlocked。Theroomwasempty,andMistressMurkisonhadnotseenhim。 Donal’sfinalexamination,uponwhichalonehisdegreenowdepended,cameonthenextday:Gibbiewatchedatacertaincorner,andunseensawhimpass——withafacepalebutstrong,eyesthatseemednottohaveslept,andlipsthatlookedtheinexorablewardersofmanysighs。Afterthathedidnotseehimoncetillthelastdayofthesessionarrived。Theninthepublicroomhesawhimgouptoreceivehisdegree。Neverbeforehadheseenhimlookgrand;andGibbieknewthattherewasnotanyevilintheworld,exceptwrong。 Butithadbeenthedreariestweekhehadeverpassed。Astheycamefromthepublicroom,helayinwaitforhimoncemore,butagaininvain:hemusthavegonethroughthesacristan’sgardenbehind。 Whenhereachedhislodging,hefoundanotefromDonalwaitinghim,inwhichhebadehimgood-bye,saidhewasgonetohismother,andaskedhimtopackuphisthingsforhim:hewouldwritetoMistressMurkisonandtellherwhattodowiththechest。 CHAPTERLIII。 ANIGHT-WATCH。 Asenseofloneliness,suchasinallhisforsakentimeshehadneverfelt,overshadowedGibbiewhenhereadthisletter。HewasaltogetherperplexedbyDonal’spersistentavoidanceofhim。Hehaddonenothingtohurthim,andknewhimselfhisfriendinhissorrowaswellasinhisjoy。Hesatdownintheroomthathadbeenhis,andwrotetohim。Asoftenasheraisedhiseyes——forhehadnotshutthedoor——hesawthedustysunshineontheoldfurniture。Itwasabrightday,oneofthepoursuivantsoftheyetdistantsummer,buthowdrearyeverythinglooked!howmiserableandheartlessnowDonalwasgone,andwouldneverregardthosethingsanymore!,Whenhehadendedhisletter,almostforthefirsttimeinhislife,hesatthinkingwhatheshoulddonext。Itwasasifheweresuddenlybecalmedonthehighseas;onewindhadceasedtoblow,andanotherhadnotbegun。IttroubledhimalittlethathemustnowreturntoMr。Sclater,andoncemorefeelthepressureofanaturenothomogeneouswithhisown。Butitwouldnotbeforlong。 Mr。Sclaterhadthoughtofmakingamovementtowardsgaininganextensionofhistutelagebeyondtheordinarylegalperiod,onthegroundofunfitnessinhiswardforthemanagementofhisproperty; butGibbie’scharacterandscholarship,andtheopinionoftheworldwhichwouldfollowfailure,haddeterredhimfromtheattempt。InthemonthofMay,therefore,when,accordingtotheregistryofhisbirthintheparishbook,hewouldbeofage,hewouldalsobe,asheexpected,hisownmaster,sofarasothermortalswereconcerned。 Astowhathewouldthendo,hehadthoughtmuch,andhadplans,butnooneknewanythingofthemexceptDonal——whohadforsakenhim。 HewasinnohastetoreturntoDaur-street。HepackedDonal’sthings,withallthebookstheyhadboughttogether,andcommittedthechesttoMistressMurkison。Hethentoldherhewouldrathernotgiveuphisroomjustyet,butwouldliketokeepitonforawhile,andcomeandgoashepleased;towhichtheoldwomanreplied,“Asyewull,SirGibbie。Comean’gangasfreeasthewin’。Mako’ myhooseasgienitwaryerain。” Hetoldherhewouldsleeptherethatnight,andshegothimhisdinnerasusual;afterwhich,puttingaGreekbookinhispocket,hewentout,thinkingtogototheendofthepierandsitthereawhile。HewouldgladlyhavegonetoGinevra,butshehadpreventedhimwhenshewasatschool,andhadneveraskedhimsincesheleftit。ButGibbiewasnotennuy?thepleasureofhislifecamefromtheveryrootsofhisbeing,andwouldthereforerunintoanychannelofhisconsciousness;neitherwashegreatlytroubled; nothingcould“putrancoursinthevesselof“his“peace;“hewasonlyveryhungryaftertherealpresenceofthehuman;andscarcelyhadhesethisfootonthepavement,whenheresolvedtogoandseeMistressCroale。Thesun,stillbright,wassinkingtowardsthewest,andacoldwindwasblowing。Hewalkedtothemarket,uptothegalleryofit,andontothefartherend,greetingoneandanotherofthekeepersofthelittleshops,untilhereachedthatofMistressCroale。Shewasoverjoyedatsightofhim,andproudtheneighbourssawthetermstheywereon。Sheunderstoodhissignsandfinger-speechtolerably,andheldherpartoftheconversationinaudibleutterance。ShetoldhimthatfortheweekpastDonalhadoccupiedhergarret——shedidnotknowwhy,shesaid,andhopednothinghadgonewrongbetweenthem。Gibbiesignedthathecouldnottellheraboutitthere,butwouldgoandtaketeawithherintheevening。 “I’msorryIcannabehamesaeear’,“shereplied。“Ipromisedtotakmydisho’taywi’auldMistressGreen——thekail-wife,yeken,SirGibbie。”——Gibbienoddedandsheresumed:——“Butgienyewadtakalugo’aFin’onhaddiewi’meatnineo’clock,Iwadbeprood。” Gibbienoddedagain,andlefther。 Allthistimehehadnothappenedtodiscoverthattheladywhostoodatthenextcounter,notmorethanacoupleofyardsfromhim,wasMissKimble——whichwasthelesssurprisinginthattheladytooksometroubletohidethefact。Sheextendedherpurchasingwhenshesawwhowasshakinghandswiththenextstall-keeper,butkeptherfaceturnedfromhim,heardallMrs。Croalesaidtohim,andwentawayaskingherselfwhatpossiblerelationsexceptobjectionableonescouldexistbetweensuchapair。SheknewlittleornothingofGibbie’searlyhistory,forshehadnotbeenadwellerinthecitywhenGibbiewasknownaswellasthetown-crosstoalmosteveryman,woman,andchildinit,elseperhapsshemight,butIdoubtit,havemodifiedherconclusion。Herinstinctwasintheright,shesaid,withself-gratulation;hewasaladoflowcharacterandtastes,justwhatshehadtakenhimforthefirstmomentshesawhim:hisfriendscouldnotknowwhathewas;shewasboundtoacquaintthemwithhisconduct;andfirstofall,indutytoheroldpupil,shemustletMr。GalbraithknowwhatsortoffriendshipsthisSirGilbert,hisnephew,cultivated。Shewentthereforestraighttothecottage。 Ferguswastherewhensherangthebell。Mr。Galbraithlookedout,andseeingwhoitwas,retreated——themorehurriedlythatheowedhermoney,andimaginedshehadcometodunhim。Butwhenshefoundtoherdisappointmentthatshecouldnotseehim,MissKimbledidnotthereforeattempttorestrainalittlelongerthepent-upwatersofhersecret。Mr。Duffwasaminister,andtheintimatefriendofthefamily:shewouldsaywhatshehadseenandheard。Havingthenfirstabjuredallloveofgossip,shetoldhertale,appealingtotheministerwhethershehadnotbeenrightindesiringtoletSirGilbert’suncleknowhowhewasgoingon。 “IwasnotawarethatSirGilbertwasacousinofyours,MissGalbraith,“saidFergus。 Ginevra’sfacewasrosyred,butitwasnowdusk,andthefire-lighthadfriendlyretainer-shadowsaboutit。 “Heisnotmycousin,“sheanswered。 “Why,Ginevra!youtoldmehewasyourcousin,“saidMissKimble,withkeenmoralreproach。 “Ibegyourpardon;Ineverdid,“saidGinevra。 “Imustseeyourfatherinstantly,“criedMissKimble,risinginanger。“Hemustbeinformedatoncehowmuchheismistakenintheyounggentlemanhepermitstobeonsuchfriendlytermswithhisdaughter。” “Myfatherdoesnotknowhim,“rejoinedGinevra;“andIshouldprefertheywerenotbroughttogetherjustatpresent。” Herwordssoundedstrangeeveninherownears,butsheknewnowaybutthestraightone。 “Youquiteshockme,Ginevra!”saidtheschool-mistress,resumingherseat:“youcannotmeantosayyoucherishacquaintancewithayoungmanofwhomyourfatherknowsnothing,andwhomyoudarenotintroducetohim?” Toexplainwouldhavebeentoexposeherfathertoblame。 “IhaveknownSirGilbertfrommychildhood,“shesaid。 “Isitpossibleyourduplicityreachessofar?”criedMissKimble,assuredinherownmindthatGinevrahadsaidhewashercousin。 Fergusthoughtitwastimetointerfere。 “IknowsomethingofthecircumstancesthatledtotheacquaintanceofMissGalbraithwithSirGilbert,“hesaid,“andIamsureitwouldonlyannoyherfathertohaveanyallusionmadetoitbyone——excuseme,MissKimble——whoiscomparativelyastranger。Ibegyouwillleavethemattertome。” FergusregardedGibbieasahalfwittedfellow,andhadnofearofhim。HeknewnothingofthecommencementofhisacquaintancewithGinevra,butimaginedithadcomeaboutthroughDonal;for,studiouslyasMr。GalbraithhadavoidedmentionofhisquarrelwithGinevrabecauseofthelads,somethingofithadcreptout,andreachedtheMains;andinnowventuringallusiontothatoldstory,Ferguswasfeelingafteranervewhosevibration,hethought,mightaffordhimsomeinfluenceoverGinevra。 Hespokeauthoritatively,andMissKimble,thoughconvinceditwasamerepretenceofhergracelesspupilthatherfatherwouldnotseeher,hadtoyield,androse。Mr。Duffrosealso,sayinghewouldwalkwithher。Hereturnedtothecottage,dinedwiththem,andleftabouteighto’clock。 AlreadywellenoughacquaintedinthecitytolearnwithoutdifficultywhereMistressCroalelived,andhavingnothingveryparticulartodo,hestrolledinthedirectionofherlodging,andsawGibbiegointothehouse。Havingseenhimin,hewasnextseizedwiththedesiretoseehimoutagain;havinglaininwaitforhimasabeneficentbrownie,hemustnowwatchhimasaprofligatebaronetforsooth!,Tohauntthelowstreetuntilheshouldissuewasadrearyprospect——intheeastwindofaMarchnight,whichsomegiantupaboveseemedsowingwithgreathandfulsofrain-seed;buthavingmadeuphismind,hestoodhisground。Fortwohourshewalked,vaguelycherishinganideathathewasfulfillingadutyofhiscalling,asamoralpoliceman。 WhenatlengthGibbieappeared,hehadsomedifficultyinkeepinghiminsight,fortheskywasdark,themoonwasnotyetup,andGibbiewalkedlikeaswiftshadowbeforehim。Suddenly,asifsomeoldassociationhadwakedtheoldhabit,hestartedoffataquicktrot。Fergusdidhisbesttofollow。Asheran,Gibbiecaughtsightofawomanseatedonadoorstep,almostunderalamp,afewpacesupanarrowpassage,stopped,steppedwithinthepassage,andstoodinashadowwatchingher。Shehadturnedthepocketofherdressinsideout,andseemedunabletosatisfyherselfthattherewasnothingtherebutthehole,whichsheexaminedagainandagain,asifforthelastnewsofherlastcoin。Toothoroughlysatisfiedatlength,sheputbackthepocket,andlaidherheadonherhands。 Gibbiehadnotafarthing。Oh,howcolditwas!andtheresathisownfleshandbloodshiveringinit!,Hewentuptoher。ThesamemomentFerguspassedtheendofthecourt。Gibbietookherbythehand。Shestartedinterror,buthissmilereassuredher。Hedrewher,andsherose。Helaidherhandonhisarm,andshewentwithhim。Hehadnotyetbeguntothinkaboutprudence,andperhaps,ifsomeofusthoughtmoreaboutright,weshouldhavelessoccasiontocultivatetheinferiorvirtue。PerhapsalsoweshouldhavemorebeliefthatthereisOnetocarethatthingsdonotgowrong。 Fergushadgivenupthechase,andhavingmetapoliceman,wastalkingtohim,whenGibbiecameupwiththewomanonhisarm,andpassedthem。Fergusagainfollowed,sureofhimnow。Hadnotfearofbeingrecognizedpreventedhimfrompassingthemandlooking,hewouldhaveseenonlyapooroldthing,somewhereaboutsixty;butifshehadbeenbeautifulasthemorning,ofcourseGibbiewouldhavetakenherallthesame。HewastheGibbiethatusedtoseethedrunkpeoplehome。Gibbieslikehimdonotchange;theygrow。 Afterfollowingthemthroughseveralstreets,Fergussawthemstopatadoor。Gibbieopeneditwithakeywhichhisspyimaginedthewomangavehim。Theyentered,andshutitalmostinFergus’sface,ashehurriedupdeterminedtospeak。Gibbieledthepoorshiveringcreatureupthestair,acrossthechaosoffurniture,andintohisroom,intheothercornernexttoDonal’s。Tohisjoyhefoundthefirewasnotout。Hesetherintheeasiestchairhehad,putthekettleon,blewthefiretoablaze,madecoffee,cutbreadandbutter,gotoutapotofmarmalade,andateanddrankwithhisguest。Sheseemedquitebewilderedandaltogetherunsure。I believeshetookhimatlast,findingheneverspoke,forhalf-crazy,asnotafewhaddone,andasmanywouldyetdo。Shesmeltofdrink,butwassober,andreadyenoughtoeat。Whenshehadtakenasmuchasshewould,Gibbieturneddownthebed-clothes,madeasigntohershewastosleepthere,tookthekeyfromtheoutsideofthedoor,andputitinthelockontheinside,noddedagood-night,andlefther,closingthedoorsoftly,whichheheardherlockbehindhim,andgoingtoDonal’sroom,whereheslept。 Inthemorningheknockedatherdoor,buttherewasnoanswer,andopeningit,hefoundshewasgone。 WhenhetoldMistressMurkisonwhathehaddone,hewasconsiderablyastonishedatthewrathandindignationwhichinstantlydevelopedthemselvesinthegoodcreature’satmosphere。Thatherrespectablehouseshouldbemadeahiding-placefromthewindandacovertfromthetempest,wasinfuriating。Withoutamoment’sdelay,shebeganasweepingandscrubbing,andgeneralcleansingoftheroom,asifallthedevilshadspentthenightinit。AndthenforthefirsttimeGibbiereflected,that,whenheranaboutthestreets,hehadneverbeentakenhome——exceptonce,tobeputundertherodandstaffoftheoldwoman。IfJanethadbeenliketherestofthem,hewouldhavedieduponGlashgar,orbenowwanderingaboutthecountry,doingoddjobsforhalf-pence!,Hemustnotdolikeotherpeople——wouldnot,couldnot,darednotbelikethem!,Hehadhadsuchathoroughschoolinginhumanityasnobodyelsehadhad!,Hehadbeentoschoolinthestreets,indarkplacesofrevelryandcrime,andintheveryhouseoflight! WhenMistressMurkisontoldhimthatifeverhedidthelikeagain,shewouldgivehimnoticetoquit,helookedinherface:shestaredamomentinreturn,thenthrewherarmsroundhisneck,andkissedhim。 “Ye’rethebonniestcraturo’amuckleidiot’atevermansaw!”shecried;“an’gienyedinnatakthebettercare,ye’llbesoopitafftohaivenaforeyekenwhauryeareorwhatye’reaboot。” Herfeelings,ifnothersentiments,experiencedarelapsewhenshediscoveredthatoneofherfewsilvertea-spoonswasgone——which,beyondadoubt,thewomanhadtaken:sheabusedher,andagainscoldedGibbie,withmuchvigour。ButGibbiesaidtohimself,“Thewomanisnotbad,forthereweretwomoresilverspoonsonthetable。”,Eveninthematterofstealingwemustthinkofourownbeambeforeourneighbour’smote。Itisnoteasytobehonest。 Thereismanyathiefwhoislessofathiefthanmanyarespectablememberofsociety。Thethiefmustbepunished,andassuredlytheothershallnotcomeoutuntilhehaspaidtheuttermostfarthing。Gibbie,whowouldhavediedratherthancastashadowofinjustice,wasnotshockedatthewoman’sdepravitylikeMistressMurkison。Iamafraidhesmiled。Hetooknonoticeeitherofherscoldingsorherlamentations;butthefirstweekafterhecameofage,hecarriedherapresentofadozenspoons。 FerguscouldnottellGinevrawhathehadseen;andifhetoldherfather,shewouldlearnthathehadbeenplayingthespy。TogotoMr。Sclaterwouldhavecompromisedhimsimilarly。Andwhatgreatoccasionwasthere?,Hewasnotthefellow’skeeper! ThatsamedayGibbiewentbacktohisguardians。AthisrequestMrs。SclateraskedGinevratospendthefollowingeveningwiththem: hewantedtotellheraboutDonal。Sheacceptedtheinvitation。 ButinavillagenearthefootofGlashgar,Donalhadthatmorningdonewhatwasdestinedtopreventherfromkeepingherengagement: hehadpostedalettertoher。Inanintervalofcomparativequiet,hehadrecalledtheverseshesangtoherastheywalkedthatevening,andnowsentthem——completedinaverydifferenttone。Notawordaccompaniedthem。 Mythoughtsarelikefire-fliespulsinginmoonlight; Myheartlikeasilvercupfullofredwine; Mysoulapalegleaminghorizon,whencesoonlightWillfloodthegoldearthwithatorrentdivine。 Mythouchtsarelikewormsinastarlessgloamin’; Myhertlikeaspongethat’sfillitwi’gall; Mysowllikeabodilessghaistsentaroamin’,Tobidei’themirktillthegreattrumpetcall。 Butpeacebeupo’ye,asdeepasye’relo’esome! Braknaanhooro’yerfair-dreamysleep,Tothinko’theladwi’aweichtinhisbosom,’Atancesentacrytillyeooto’thedeep。 Somesharprockyheicht,tocatchafarmornin’ Ayonta’thenichtso’thiswarld,he’llclim’; Fornaneshallsay,Luik!hesankdoonatherscornin’,Wharasebythehan’shehieldfrankoottohim。 Theletterwashanded,withoneortwomore,toMr。Galbraith,atthebreakfasttable。Hedidnotreceivemanylettersnow,andcouldaffordtimetoonethatwasforhisdaughter。Helaiditwiththerestbyhisside,andafterbreakfasttookittohisroomandreadit。HecouldnomoreunderstanditthanFerguscouldtheEpistletotheRomans,andthereforethelittlehedidunderstandofitwastoomuch。Buthehadbeguntobeafraidofhisdaughter:herstilldignityhadbeguntotelluponhiminhishumiliation。Helaidtheletteraside,saidnothing,andwaited,inwardlyangryandcontemptuous。Afterawhilehebegantoflatterhimselfwiththehopethatperhapsitwasbutasortofimpertinentvalentine,thewriterofwhichwasunknowntoGinevra。Fromthemomentofitsarrival,however,hekeptastricterwatchuponher,andthatnightpreventedherfromgoingtoMrs。Sclater’s。Gibbie,awarethatFerguscontinuedhisvisits,doubtedlessandlessthatshehadgivenherselfto“TheBledder,“asDonalcalledthepopularpreacher。 CHAPTERLIV。 OFAGE。 TherewerenorejoicingsuponGibbie’sattainmentofhistwenty-firstyear。Hisguardian,believinghealonehadacquaintedhimselfwiththedate,anddesiringinhiswisdomtoavoidgivinghimafeelingofimportance,madenoallusiontothefact,aswouldhavebeenmostnatural,whentheymetatbreakfastonthemorningoftheday。But,urgedtheretobyDonal,Gibbiehadlearnedthedateforhimself,andfindingnothingwassaid,fingeredtoMrs。Sclater,“Thisismybirthday。” “Iwishyoumanyhappyreturns,“sheanswered,withkindempressement。“Howoldareyouto-day?” “Twenty-one,“heanswered——byholdingupallhisfingerstwiceandthenaforefinger。 Shelookedstruck,andglancedatherhusband,whothereupon,inhisturn,gaveutterancetotheusualformulaofgoodwill,andsaidnomore。Seeinghewasabouttoleavethetable,Gibbie,claiminghisattention,spelledonhisfingers,veryslowly,forMr。Sclaterwasslowatfollowingthismodeofcommunication: “Ifyouplease,sir,Iwanttobeputinpossessionofmypropertyassoonaspossible。” “Allingoodtime,SirGilbert,“answeredtheminister,withasuperiorsmile,forheclungwithhardreluctancetothelastvestigeofhispower。 “Butwhatisgoodtime?”spelledGibbiewithasmile,which,nonethelessthatitwasofgenuinefriendliness,indicatedtheremightbedifferenceofopiniononthepoint。 “Oh!weshallsee,“returnedtheministercoolly。“Thesearenotthingstobedoneinahurry,“headded,asifhehadbeenguardiantotwentywardsinchancerybefore,“We’llseeinafewdayswhatMr。Torrieproposes。” “ButIwantmymoneyatonce,“insistedGibbie。“Ihavebeenwaitingforit,andnowitistime,andwhyshouldIwaitstill?” “Tolearnpatience,iffornootherreason,SirGilbert,“answeredtheminister,withahardlaugh,meanttobejocular。“Butindeedsuchaffairscannotbemanagedinamoment。Youwillhaveplentyoftimetomakeagooduseofyourmoney,ifyoushouldhavetowaitanotheryearortwo。” Sosayinghepushedbackhisplateandcup,atrickhehad,androsefromthetable。 “WhenwillyouseeMr。Torrie?”askedGibbie,risingtoo,andworkinghistelegraphwithgreaterrapiditythanbefore。 “Byandby,“answeredMr。Sclater,andwalkedtowardsthedoor。ButGibbiegotbetweenhimandit。 “WillyougowithmetoMr。Torrieto-day?”heasked。 Theministershookhishead。Gibbiewithdrew,seemingalittledisappointed。Mr。Sclaterlefttheroom。 “Youdon’tunderstandbusiness,Gilbert,“saidMrs。Sclater。 Gibbiesmiled,gothiswriting-case,andsittingdownatthetable,wroteasfollows:—— “DearMr。Sclater,——Asyouhaveneverfailedinyourpart,howcanyouwishmetofailinmine?,Iamnowtheoneaccountableforthismoney,whichsurelyhasbeenidlelongenough,andifIleaveitstillunused,Ishallbedoingwrong,andtherearethingsIhavetodowithitwhichoughttobesetaboutimmediately。Iamsorrytoseemimportunate,butifbytwelveo’clockyouhavenotgonewithmetoMr。Torrie,IwillgotoMessrs。Hope&Waver,whowilltellmewhatIoughttodonext,inordertobeputinpossession。Itmakesmeunhappytowritelikethis,butIamnotachildanylonger,andhavingaman’sworktodo,Icannotconsenttobetreatedasachild。IwilldoasIsay。Iam,dearMr。Sclater,youraffectionateward,GilbertGalbraith。” Hetookthelettertothestudy,andhavinggivenittoMr。Sclater,withdrew。Theministermighthaveknownbythistimewithwhatsortofayouthhehadtodeal!,Hecamedowninstantly,putthebestfaceonithecould,saidthatifSirGilbertwassoeagertotakeuptheburden,hewasreadyenoughtocastitoff,andtheywouldgoatoncetoMr。Torrie。 Withthelawyer,Gibbieinsistedonunderstandingeverything,andthatallshouldbelegallyarrangedasspeedilyaspossible。Mr。 Torriesawthat,ifhedidnotmakethingsplain,orgavetheleastcausefordoubt,theyouthwouldmostlikelyapplyelsewhereforadvice,andthereforetooktroubletosetthevariouspoints,bothastothepropertyandtheproceedingsnecessary,beforehimintheclearestmanner。 “Thankyou,“saidGibbie,throughMr。Sclater。“PleaserememberIammoreaccountableforthismoneythanyou,andamcompelledtounderstand。”——Janet’srepeatedexhortationsonthenecessityofsendingfortheserpenttotakecareofthedove,hadnotbeenlostuponhim。 Thelawyerbeingthenquitereadytomakehimanadvanceofmoney,theywentwithhimtothebank,wherehewrotehisname,andreceivedachequebook。Astheyleftthebank,heaskedtheministerwhetherhewouldallowhimtokeephisplaceinhishousetillthenextsession,andwasalmoststartledatfindinghowhismannertohimwaschanged。HeassuredSirGilbert,withadeferenceandrespectbothpainfulandamusing,thathehopedhewouldalwaysregardhishouseasonehome,howevermanybesideshemightnowchoosetohave。 SonowatlastGibbiewasfreetosetaboutrealizingalong-cherishedscheme。 TherepairsupontheAuldHooseo’Galbraithwerenownearlyfinished。Inconsequenceofthem,someofthetenantshadhadtoleave,andGibbienowgavethemallnoticetoquitattheirearliestconvenience,takingcare,however,toseethemprovidedwithfreshquarters,towardswhichhecouldhimselfdonotalittle,forseveralofthehousesintheneighbourhoodhadbeenboughtforhimatthesametimewiththeoldmansion。Assoonasitwasempty,hesetmorementowork,andasitsinternalarrangementshadneverbeenaltered,speedily,outofsqualidneglect,causednotalittleofoldstatelinesstoreappear。Henextproceededtofurnishathisleisurecertainoftherooms,chieflyfromtheaccumulationsofhisfriendMistressMurkison。Bythetimehehadfinished,hisusualdayforgoinghomehadarrived:whileJanetlived,thecottageonGlashgarwashome。Justashewasleaving,theministertoldhimthatGlashruachwashis。Mrs。Sclaterwaspresent,andreadinhiseyeswhatinducedherinstantlytomaketheremark:“Howcouldthatmandeprivehisdaughterofthepropertyhehadtotakehermother’snametoget!” “Hehadmisfortunes,“indicatedGibbie,“andcouldnothelpit,I suppose。” “Yesindeed!”shereturned,“——misfortunessogreatthattheyamountedtolittlelessthanswindling。Iwonderhowmanyhehasbroughttogriefbesideshimself!,IfhehadGlashruachoncemorehewouldbeginitalloveragain。” “ThenI’llgiveittoGinevra,“saidGibbie。 “Andletherfathercoaxheroutofit,anddoanotherworldofmischiefwithit!”sherejoined。 Gibbiewassilent。Mrs。Sclaterwasright!,Togiveisnotalwaystobless。Hemustthinkofsomeway。Withplentytooccupyhispowersofdevisinghesetout。 HewouldgladlyhaveseenGinevrabeforeheleft,buthadnochance。 HehadgonetotheNorthchurcheverySundayforalongtimenow,neitherforloveofFergus,nordisliketoMr。Sclater,butforthesakeofseeinghislostfriend:hadhenotlostherwhensheturnedfromDonaltoFergus?,DidshenotforsakehimtoowhensheforsookhisDonal?,Hisheartwouldriseintohisthroatatthethought,butonlyforamoment:heneverpitiedhimself。Nowandthenhehadfromherasweetsadsmile,butnosignthathemightgoandseeher。WhetherhewastoseeDonalwhenhereachedDaurside,hecouldnottell;hehadheardnothingofhimsincehewent;hismotherneverwroteletters。 “Na,na;Icanna,“shewouldsay。“Itwadtaka’thepithooto’metovreetletters。A’’atIhaetosayIsen’theup-road;it’ssuretowinhameear’orlate。” Notwithstandinghisnewpower,itwashardly,therefore,withhisusualelation,thathetookhisseatonthecoach。Buthisreceptionwasthesameasever。Athismother’spersuasion,Donal,hefound,insteadofbetakinghimselfagaintobodilylaboursashehadpurposed,hadacceptedasituationastutorofferedhimbyoneoftheprofessors。Hehadtoldhismotherallhistrouble。 “He’llbea’thebetterfor’ti’theen’,“shesaid,withasmileofthedeepestsympathy,“though,bein’myain,Icannahelpbein’ waefor’im。ButtheLordwasi’theairthquak,an’thefire,an’ thewin’thatravetherocks,thoughtheprophetcouldnasee’im。 Donal’illcomeooto’thiswi’mairroomin’shertan’mairlichtin’sspeerit。” Gibbietookhisslatefromthecrapo’thewa’andwrote。“Ifmoneycoulddoanythingforhim,Ihaveplentynow。” “Ikenyerhert,mybairn,“repliedJanet;’butna;siller’sbutadeidhorseforonything’atsmackso’salvation。Na;thepuirfallowmaunwarstleooto’thethicketo’deidrosesasbesthecan——sairscrattit,naedoobt。Eh!it’safearfu’an’won’erfu’ thingthatdrawin’o’herttohert,an’syneagreatsnap,an’astertback,an’there’smilesatweenthem!,TheLordalanekenstheboddomo’’t;butI’mthinkin’there’smairintill’t,an’aheapmairtocomeooto’’terea’bedune,thanwehaeonyguissat。” GibbietoldherthatGlashruachwashis。Thenfirsttheextentofhiswealthseemedtostrikehisoldmother。 “Eh!ye’llbethelaird,wullye,than?,Eh,sirs!,Tothinko’thishoosean’a’bein’weeGibbie’s!,Weel,itdingsa’。Thew’yso’ theLordaretobethouchtupon!,HemadeDawvidaking,an’Gibbiehe’smadethelaird!,Blestbehisname。” “Theytellmethemountainismine,“Gibbiewrote:“yourhusbandshallbelairdofGlashgarifhelikes。” “Na,na,“saidJanet,withalovinglook。“He’sowerauldforthat。 Hemichtnadeesaeeasyfor’t——Eh!pleasetheLord,Iwadfaingangwi’him——An’whatbetterwadRobertbetobelaird?,Wepeynaerentas’tis,an’hehasasmonysheeptolo’eashecanweelkenanefraetheither,noo’athe’sgrowin’auld,Ikennaething’athelacks,butGibbietogangwi’’imabootthehill。A neebour’sladdiecomesan’gangs,tohelphim,but,eh,saysRobert,he’snoGibbie!——ButgienGlashruachbeyerain,mybonnieman,yemaungangdoontherethisverranicht,andgiealuiktotheburn; forthelasttimeIwasthere,Ithouchtitwascreepin’inaneththebanksomefearsomelikeforwhat’slefto’theauldhoose,an’ thesunerit’sluikiteftermaybethebetter。Eh,SirGibbie,butyesudmerrythebonnieleddy,an’takherbacktillherainhoose。” Gibbiegaveagreatsightothinkofthegirlthatlovedthehillandtheheatherandtheburns,shutupinthecity,andeverySundaygoingtothegreatchurch——withwhichinGibbie’smindwasassociatednosoundofgladtidings。TohimGlashgarwasfullofGod;theNorthchurchorMr。Sclater’schurch——well,hehadtriedhard,buthadnotsucceededindiscoveringtemple-signsabouteither。 Thenextdayhesenttothecityforanarchitect;andwithinaweekmasonsandquarrymenwereatwork,someonthehillblastingbluebouldersandredgranite,othersroughlyshapingthestones,andotherslayingthefoundationofahugefacingandbuttressingwall,whichwastoslopeupfromthebedoftheGlashburnfiftyfeettothefootofthecastle,theretoculminateinanarrowterracewithaparapet。Othersagainwereclearingawaywhatoftheruinsstucktotheoldhouse,inordertoleaveit,asmuchasmightbe,initsoriginalform。Therewasnospaceleftforrebuilding,neitherwasthereanybetweenthetwoburnsforaddingafresh。Thechannelofthesecondremaineddry,thelandslipcontinuingtochokeit,andthestreamtofallintotheGlashburn。ButGibbiewouldnotconsentthattheburnGinevrahadlovedshouldsingnomoreasshehadhearditsing。Herchamberwasgone,andcouldnotberestored,butanotherchambershouldbebuiltforher,beneathwhosewindowitshouldagainrun:whenshewasmarriedtoFergus,andherfathercouldnottouchit,theplaceshouldbehers。Moremasonsweregathered,andfoundationsblastedinthesteeprockthatformedtheotherbankoftheburn。ThemainpointinthebuildingwastobearoomforGinevra。Heplannedithimself——withawindowedturretprojectingfromthewall,makingarecessintheroom,andoverhangingthestream。Theturrethecarriedastoryhigherthanthewall,andinthewallplacedastairleadingtoitstop,whence,overtheroofoftheancientpartofthehouse,mightbeseenthegreatGlashgar,anditsstreamscomingdownfromheaven,andsingingastheycame。Thenfromthemiddleofthefirststairintheoldhouse,thewall,ayardandahalfthick,havingbeencutthrough,asolidstonebridge,withapointedarch,wastoleadacrosstheburntoalikelandinginthenewhouse——aclosepassage,withanorielwindowoneachside,lookingupanddownthestream,andasteeproof。Andwhiletheseworksweregoingonbelow,twomasons,highonthemountain,wereaddingtothecottageawarmbedroomforJanetandRobert。 Thearchitectwasanhonestman,andkeptGibbie’ssecret,sothat,althoughhewasconstantlyabouttheplace,nothingdisturbedthegeneralbeliefthatGlashruachhadbeenbought,andwasbeingmadehabitable,byacertainmagnateofthecountyadjoining。 CHAPTERLV。 TENAULDHOOSEO’GALBRAITH。 OnecoldafternoonintheendofOctober,whenMistressCroalewasshuttinguphershopinthemarket,andatumblerofsomethinghotwashauntingherimagination,Gibbiecamewalkingupthelonggallerywiththelighthill-stepwhichheneverlost,andstartledherwithahandonhershoulder,makingsignsthatshemustcomewithhim。Shemadehastetolockherdoor,andtheywalkedsidebysidetotheWiddiehill。AstheycrossedtheendofitshecastalookdownJinkLane,andthoughtofheralteredconditionwithasigh。Thenthememoryoftheawfultimeamongstthesailors,inwhichpoorSambo’sfrightfuldeathwaseverprominent,camebacklikeafogfromhell。Butsofargonewerethosetimesnow,that,seeingtheireventsmoreastheyreallywere,shelookeduponthemwithincreduloushorror,asthingsinwhichshecouldhardlyhavehadanypartorlot。Thenreturnedherwanderingsandhomelessmiseries,whenoftenahaystackoraheapofstrawinashedwasheronlyjoy——whiskyalwaysexcepted。Lastofallcamethedreadperils,thehairbreadthescapesofhertooadventurousvoyageonthebrander;——andafterallthesethings,hereshewas,walkinginpeacebythesideofweeSirGibbie,afriendasstrongnowashehadalwaysbeentrue!,Sheaskedherself,orsomepowerwithinaskedher,whencecamethetroublesthathadhauntedherlife。Whyhadshebeenmarkedoutforsuchmisfortunes?,Herconscienceanswered——fromherpersistenceinlivingbythesaleofdrinkaftershehadbeguntofeelitwaswrong。Thenceitwasthatshehadlearnedtodrink,andthatshewasevennowliable,ifnottobefounddrunkinthestreets,yettogotobeddrunkasanyofherformercustomers。Thecoldcreptintoherbones;theairseemedfullofbluepointsandclearedgesofcold,thatstungandcuther。 Shewasawretched,alowcreature!,Whatwouldherlateauntthinktoseehernow?,Whatifthiscoldinherboneswerethecoldofcomingdeath?,Tolieforagesinhercoffin,withhermouthfullofearth,longingforwhisky!,AversefromtheendoftheNewTestamentwith“nordrunkards“init,cametohermind。Shehadalwayshadfaith,shesaidtoherself;butletthempreachwhattheylikedaboutsalvationbyfaith,sheknewtherewasnothingbuthellforherifsheweretodiethatnight。TherewasMistressMurkisonlookingoutofhershop-door!,Shewasrespectedasmuchasever! WouldMistressMurkisonbesavedifshediedthatnight?,Atleastnobodywouldwantherdamned;whereasnotafew,andMr。Sclaterinparticular,wouldthinkitnofairplayifMistressCroalewerenotdamned! TheyturnedintothecloseoftheAuldHooseo’Galbraith。 “WeeGibbie’splottin’toleadmetorepentance!”shesaidtoherself。“He’sgaein’toshawmewhaurhisfatherdee’d,an’whaurtheyleevitinsicmeesery——a’throu’thedrinkIgae’im,an’therespectablehooseIkeepitto’ticehimtill’t!,Hewadhaemepersuaudittolea’affthedrink!,Weel,I’maheapbetternoranceIwas,an’gie’tupIwulla’thegither——aforeitcomestothelastwi’me。” BythistimeGibbiewasleadingherupthedarkstair。Atthetop,onawidehall-likelanding,heopenedadoor。Shedrewbackwithshyamaze。Herfirstthoughtwas——“Thatproodmadam,theminister’swife,’illbethere!”Wasaffrontlyinginwaitforheragain?,Shelookedroundangrilyatherconductor。Buthissmilere-assuredher,andshesteppedin。 Itwasalmostagrandroom,richandsombreincolour,old-fashionedinitssomewhatstatelyfurniture。Agloriousfirewasblazingandcandleswereburning。Thetablewascoveredwithawhitecloth,andlaidfortwo。Gibbieshutthedoor,placedachairforMistressCroalebythefire,seatedhimself,tookouthistablets,wrote“Willyoubemyhousekeeper?,Iwillgiveyou?00ayear,“andhandedthemtoher。 “Lord,SirGibbie!”shecried,jumpingtoherfeet,“haeyetintyerwuts?,Hoowadanauldwifelikemeluikinsicaplace——an’insicdudsasthis?,ItwadgarSawtanlauch,an’thathecanbutseldom。” Gibbierose,andtakingherbythehand,ledhertothedoorofanadjoiningroom。Itwasabedroom,asgrandastheroomtheyhadleft,andifMistressCroalewassurprisedbefore,shewasastonishednow。Afirewasburningheretoo,candleswerealightonthedressing-table,ahotbathstoodready,onthebedlayadressofrichblacksatin,withlinenandeverythingdown,orup,tocollars,cuffs,mittens,cap,andshoes。AllthesethingsGibbiehadboughthimself,usingtheknowledgehehadgatheredinshoppingwithMrs。Sclater,andtheadviceofherdressmaker,whomhehadtakenintohisconfidence,andwhohadenteredheartilyintohisplan。HemadesignstoMistressCroalethateverythingtherewasatherservice,andlefther。 Likeoneinadreamsheyieldedtotherushofevents,nottoomuchbewilderedtodresswithcare,andneithertoooldnortoowickednortoouglytofindpleasureinit。Shemighthavebeenabornladyjustrestoredtothehabitsofheryouth,tojudgebyherdelightovertheivorybrushesandtortoise-shellcomb,andgreatmirror。Inanhourorsoshemadeherappearance——Icanhardlysayreappeared,shewassoaltered。Sheenteredtheroomneitherblushingnorsmiling,butwipingthetearsfromhereyeslikeatooblessedchild。WhatMrs。Sclaterwouldhavefelt,Idarehardlythink;fortherewas“thehorridwoman“arrayedasnearlyafterherfashionasGibbiehadbeenabletogetherup!,Averygood“get-up“ neverthelessitwas,andsatisfactorytobothconcerned。MistressCroalewentoutadecent-lookingpoorbody,andenteredanotuncomelymatronofthehousekeeperclass,ratheragreeabletolookupon,whohadjuststoodanerve-shakingbutnotunpleasantsurprise,andwasrecovering。Gibbiewassosatisfiedwithherappearancethat,comeofageashewas,andvagrantnomore,hefirstdancedroundherseveraltimeswithacandleinhishand,muchtothedangerbutnowisetothedetrimentofherfinery,thensetitdown,andexecutedhisoldlavoltaofdelight,which,asalways,hefinishedbystandingononeleg。 Thentheysatdowntoanicenondescriptmeal,alsoofGibbie’sownproviding。 Whentheirmealwasended,hewenttoabureau,andbroughtthenceapaper,plainlywrittentothiseffect: “IagreetodowhateverSirGilbertGalbraithmayrequireofme,solongasitshallnotbeagainstmyconscience;andconsentthat,ifItastewhiskyonce,heshallsendmeawayimmediately,withoutfurtherreasongiven。” HehandedittoMistressCroale;sheread,andinstantlylookedaboutforpenandink:shedreadedseemingforamomenttohesitate。 Hebroughtthemtoher,shesigned,andtheyshookhands。 Hethenconductedheralloverthehouse——firsttotheroomspreparedforhisstudyandbedroom,andnexttotheroominthegarret,whichhehadleftjustasitwaswhenhisfatherdiedinit。 Therehegaveheralookbywhichhemeanttosay,“Seewhatwhiskybringspeopleto!”butwhichherconscienceinterpreted,“Seewhatyoubroughtmyfatherto!”Next,onthefloorbetween,heshowedheranumberofbedrooms,allnewlyrepairedandfresh-painted,——withdoublewindows,theinsideonesfilledwithfrostedglass。Theserooms,hegavehertounderstand,hewishedhertofurnish,gettingasmanythingsasshecouldfromMistressMurkison。Goingbackthentothesitting-room,heproceededtoexplainhisplans,tellingherhehadfurnishedthehousethathemightnotanylongerbehimselfsuchastrangerastohavenoplacetotakeastrangerto。ThenhegotaBibletherewasintheroom,andshowedherthosewordsinthebookofExodus——“Also,thoushaltnotoppressastranger;foryeknowtheheartofastranger,seeingyewerestrangersinthelandofEgypt;“andwhileshethoughtagainofherwanderingsthroughthecountry,andhernightsintheopenair,madeherunderstandthatwhomsoeverheshouldatanytimebringhomeshewastotreatashisguest。Shemightgetaservanttowaituponherself,hesaid,butshemustherselfhelphimtowaituponhisguests,inthenameoftheSonofMan。 Sheexpressedheartyacquiescence,butwouldnothearofaservant: themoreworkthebetterforher!shesaid。Shewouldto-morrowarrangeforgivinguphershopanddisposingofherstockandthefurnitureinhergarret。ButGibbierequestedthekeysofboththoseplaces。Next,heinsistedthatsheshouldneverutterawordastotheuseheintendedmakingofhishouse;ifthethingcameout,itwouldruinhisplans,andhemustgivethemupaltogether——andthereuponhetookhertothegroundfloorandshowedheradoorincommunicationwithapoorlittlehousebehind,bywhichheintendedtointroduceanddismisshisguests,thattheyshouldnotknowwheretheyhadspentthenight。ThenhemadeherreadtohimthehundredandseventhPsalm;afterwhichhelefther,sayinghewouldcometothehouseassoonasthesessionbegan,whichwouldbeinaweek;untilthenheshouldbeatMr。Sclater’s。 Leftaloneinthegreathouse——likeonewithwhomthemostbeneficentoffairieshadbeenbusy,thefirstthingMistressCroaledidwastogoandhaveagoodlookatherself——fromheadtofoot——inthesamemirrorthathadenlightenedDonalastohisoutermostman。 Verydifferentwasthere-reflectionitcausedinMistressCroale: shewassatisfiedwitheverythingshesawthere,excepthercomplexion,andthatsheresolvedshouldimprove。Shewasalmostpainfullyhappy。OuttherewastheWiddiehill,darkanddismalandcold,throughwhichshehadcome,sadandshiveringandhauntedwithmiserablethoughts,intowarmthandsplendourandluxuryandbliss! WeeSirGibbiehadmadealadyofher!,IfonlypoorSirGeorgewerealivetoseeandshare!——TherewasbutonethingwantedtomakeitParadiseindeed——agoodtumbleroftoddybythefirebeforeshewenttobed! Thenfirstshethoughtofthevowshehadmadeasshesignedthepaper,andshuddered——notatthethoughtofbreakingit,butatthethoughtofhavingtokeepit,andnohelp——Nohelp!itwastheeasiestthingintheworldtogetabottleofwhisky。ShehadbuttoruntoJinkLaneatthefarthest,toherownoldhouse,which,forallMr。Sclater,wasawhiskyshopyet!,Shehademptiedhertill,andhadmoneyinherpocket。Whowastheretotell?,ShewouldnothaveachancewhenSirGibbiecamehometoher。Shemustmakeuseofwhattimewaslefther。Shewassafenowfromgoingtoofar,becauseshemustgiveitup;andwhynotthenhaveonefarewellnightofpleasure,tobidalastgood-byetoheroldfriendWhisky? whatshouldshehavedonewithouthim,lyinginthecoldwindbyadykeside,orgoingdowntheDaurlikeashotonherbrander?——Thusthetemptingpassion;thus,foraughtIknow,atemptingdevilattheearofhermindaswell——ButwiththatcamethefaceofGibbie; shethoughthowtroubledthatfacewouldlookifshefailedhim。 Whatalost,irredeemablewretchwassheabouttomakeofherselfafterallhehaddoneforher!,No;ifwhiskywasheaven,andthewantofitwashell,shewouldnotdoit!,Sherantothedoor,lockedit,broughtawaythekey,andlaiditundertheBiblefromwhichshehadbeenreadingtoSirGibbie。Perhapsshemighthavedonebetterthanbetakeherselfagaintoherfinery,butitdidhelpherthroughtherestoftheevening,andshewenttohergrandbednotonlysober,butundefiledoftheenemy。WhenGibbiecametoheraweekafter,hecametoatruewoman,onewhohadkeptfaithwithhim。 CHAPTERLVI。 THELAIRDANDTHEPREACHER。 Sincehecametotown,GibbiehadseenGinevrabutonce——thatwasintheNorthchurch。Shelookedsosadandwhitethathisheartwasveryheavyforher。Coulditbethatsherepented?——Shemusthavedoneittopleaseherfather!,IfshewouldmarryDonal,hewouldengagetogiveherGlashruach。SheshouldhaveGlashruachallthesamewhatevershedid,onlyitmightinfluenceherfather。Hepacedupanddownbeforethecottageonceforawholenight,butnogoodcameofthat。Hepacedbeforeitfromdusktobedtimeagainandagain,inthepoorhopeofachanceofspeakingtoGinevra,butheneversawevenhershadowonthewhiteblind。Hewentuptothedooronce,butinthedreadofdispleasingherlosthiscourage,andpacedthestreetthewholemorninginstead,butsawnoonecomeout。 Fergushadgraduallybecomeessentialtothesmallremaininghappinessofwhichthelairdwascapable。Hehadgainedhisfavourchieflythroughtherespectandkindlyattentionheshowedhim。Theyoungpreacherknewlittleofthelaird’scareer,andlookeduponhimasanunfortunateman,towardswhomloyaltynowrequiredevenagreatershowofrespectthanwhileheownedhisfather’sfarm。Theimpulsetransmittedtohimfromthedevotionofancestorstothepatriarchalheadoftheclan,hadfoundblindventinthedirectionofthemerefeudalsuperior,andboththeimpulseanditsobjectremained。Hefelthonoured,evennowthathehadreachedthegoalofhisloftydesiresandwasapopularpreacher,inbeingpermittedtoplaybackgammonwiththegreatman,ortocarveachicken,whenthenowtremblinghands,enfeebledfarmorethroughanxietyanddisappointmentthanfromage,foundthemselvesunequaltothetask: thelairdhadbeguntotelllongstories,anddranktwiceasmuchashedidayearago;hewassinkinginmorewaysthanone。 FergusatlengthsummonedcouragetoaskhimifhemightpayhisaddressestoMissGalbraith。Theoldmanstarted,castonhimawitheringlook,murmured“TheheiressofGlashruach!”remembered,threwhimselfbackinhischair,andclosedhiseyes。Fergus,ontheothersideofthetable,saterect,adice-boxinhishand,waitingareply。Thefatherreflectedthatifhedeclinedwhathecouldnotcallanhonour,hemustlosewhatwasunquestionablyacomfort:howwashetopassalltheeveningsoftheweekwithoutthepreacher?,Ontheotherhand,ifheacceptedhim,hemightleavethemiserablecottage,andgotothemanse:fromamoralpointofview——thatwas,fromthepointofotherpeople’sjudgmentofhim——itwouldbeofconsequencetohaveaclergymanforason-in-law。 Slowlyheraisedhimselfinhischair,openedhisunsteadyeyes,whichrolledandpitchedlikeboatsonachoppysea,andsaidsolemnly,“Youhavemypermission,Mr。Duff。” TheyoungpreacherhastenedtofindGinevra,butonlytomeetarefusal,gentleandsorrowful。Hepleadedforpermissiontorepeathisrequestafteraninterval,butshedistinctlyrefused。Shedidnot,however,succeedinmakingamanwithsuchalargeopinionofhimselfhopeless。Disappointedandannoyedhewas,buthesoughtandfanciedhefoundreasonsforherdecisionwhichwerenotunfavourabletohimself,andcontinuedtovisitherfatherasbefore,sayingtohimhehadnotquitesucceededindrawingfromherafavourableanswer,buthopedtoprevail。Henowiseactedthedespairinglover,butmadegrandersermonsthanever,and,ashecametofeelathomeinhispulpit,deliveredthemwithgrowingforce。Butdelaywroughtdesireinthelaird;andatlength,oneevening,havingbycross-questioningsatisfiedhimselfthatFergusmadenoprogress,herose,andgoingtohisdesk,handedhimDonal’sverses。Fergusreadthem,andremarkedhehadreadbetter,butthefirststanzahadaslightflavourofShelley。 “Idon’tcareastrawabouttheirmeritordemerit,“saidMr。 Galbraith;“poetryisnothingbutspoiltprose。WhatIwanttoknowis,whethertheydonotsuggestareasonforyourwantofsuccesswithJenny。Doyouknowthewriting?” “IcannotsayIdo。ButIthinkitisverylikelythatofDonalGrant;hesetsupfortheBurnsofDaurside。” “Insolentscoundrel!”criedthelaird,bringingdownhisfistonthetable,andflutteringthewineglasses。“NexttosuperstitionIhateromance——withmywholeheartIdo!”Andsomethinglikeaflashofcoldmoonlightonwintredwatergleamedover,ratherthanshotfrom,hispoorfocuslesseyes。 “But,mydearsir,“saidFergus,“ifIamtounderstandtheselines——“ “Yes!ifyouaretounderstandwherethereisnosensewhatever!” “IthinkIunderstandthem——ifyouwillexcusemeforventuringtosayso;andwhatIreadinthemis,that,whoeverthewritermaybe,thelady,whoevershemaybe,hadrefusedhim。” “Youcannotbelievethatthewretchhadtheimpudencetomakemydaughter——theheiressof——atleast——What!makemydaughteranoffer! Shewouldatoncehaveacquaintedmewiththefact,thathemightreceivesuitablechastisement。Letmelookatthestuffagain。” “Itisquitepossible,“saidFergus,“itmaybeonlyapoemsomefriendhascopiedforherfromanewspaper。” Whilehespoke,thelairdwasreadingthelines,andpersuadinghimselfheunderstoodthem。Withsuddenresolve,thepaperheldtorch-likeinfrontofhim,hestrodeintothenextroom,whereGinevrasat。 “Doyoutellme,“hesaidfiercely,“thatyouhavesofarforgottenalldignityandproprietyastogiveadirtycow-boytheencouragementtomakeyouanofferofmarriage?,Theverynotionsetsmybloodboiling。Youwillmakemehateyou,you——you——unworthycreature!” Ginevrahadturnedwhite,butlookinghimstraightintheface,sheanswered,“Ifthatisaletterforme,youknowIhavenotreadit。” “There!seeforyourself——Poetry!”Heutteredthewordwithcontemptinexpressible。 Shetooktheversesfromhishandandreadthem。Evenwithherfatherstandingthere,watchingherlikeaninquisitor,shecouldnothelpthetearscominginhereyesassheread。 “Thereisnosuchthinghere,papa,“shesaid。“Theyareonlyverses——biddingmegood-bye。” “Andwhatrighthasanysuchfellowtobidmydaughtergood-bye? Explainthattome,ifyouplease。OfcourseIhavebeenformanyyearsawareofyourloveoflowcompany,butIhadhopedasyougrewolderyouwouldlearnmanners:modestywouldhavebeentoomuchtolookfor——Ifyouhadnothingtobeashamedof,whydidyounottellmeoftheunpleasantaffair?,Isnotyourfatheryourbestfriend?” “WhyshouldImakebothhimandyouuncomfortable,papa——whentherewasnotgoingtobeanythingmoreofit?” “Whythendoyougohankeringafterhimstill,andrefusingMr。 Duff?,Itistrueheisnotexactlyagentlemanbybirth,butheissuchbyeducation,bymanners,byposition,byinfluence。” “Papa,IhavealreadytoldMr。Duff,asplainlyasIcouldwithoutbeingrude,thatIwouldneverlethimtalktomeso。WhatladywouldrefuseDonalGrantandlistentohim!” “Youareabold,insolenthussey!”criedherfatherinfreshrageandleavingtheroom,rejoinedFergus。 Theysatsilentbothforawhile——thenthepreacherspoke。 “Othercommunicationsmayhavesincereachedherfromthesamequarter,“hesaid。 “Thatisimpossible,“rejoinedthelaird。 “Idon’tknowthat,“insistedFergus。“Thereisafoolish——ahalf-sillycompanionofhisaboutthetown。TheycallhimSirGibbieGalbraith。” “Jennyknowsnosuchperson。” “Indeedshedoes。Ihaveseenthemtogether。” “Oh!youmeantheladtheministeradopted!theurchinhetookoffthestreets!——SirGibbieGalbraith!”herepeatedsneeringly,butasonereflecting。“——Idovaguelyrecallaslanderousrumourinwhichacertainfemaleconnectionofthefamilywashintedat——Yes! that’swherethenicknamecomesfrom——Andyouthinkshekeepsupacommunicationwiththeclownthroughhim?” “Idon’tsaythat,sir。ImerelythinkitpossibleshemayseethisGibbieoccasionally;andIknowheworshipsthecow-boy:itisapositivefeatureofhisfoolishness,andIwishitweretheworst。” TherewithhetoldwhatheheardfromMissKimble,andwhathehadseenforhimselfonthenightwhenhewatchedGibbie。 “Herverybloodmustbetainted!”saidherfathertohimself,butadded,“——fromhermother’sside;“andhisattacksuponherafterthiswereatleastdiurnal。Itwasarelieftohisfeelingofhavingwrongedher,toabuseherwithjustice。Forawhileshetriedhardtoconvincehimnowthatthisnowthatthatnotionofherconduct,orofGibbie’sorDonal’s,wasmistaken:hewouldlistentonothingshesaid,continuallyinsistingthattheonlyamendsforherpastwastomarryaccordingtohiswishes;togiveupsuperstition,andpoetry,andcow-boys,anddumbrascals,andsettledownintoarespectablematron,acomforttothegrayhairsshewasnowbringingwithsorrowtothegrave。ThenGinevrabecameabsolutelysilent;hehadtaughtherthatanyreplywasbutanewstartforhisobjurgation,aknifewherewithtopunctureafreshgall-bladderofabuse。Hestormedatherforhersullenness,butshepersistedinhersilence,sorelydistressedtofindhowdeadherheartseemedgrowingunderhistreatmentofher:whatwouldatonetimehavemadeherutterlymiserable,nowpassedoverherasoneofthebillowsofatroublethathadtobeborne,asoneofthethrobsofaheadache,drawingfromherscarcelyasigh。Shedidnotunderstandthat,herheavenbeingdark,shecouldseenoindividualcloudagainstit,that,heremotionalnatureuntuned,discorditselfhadceasedtojar。 CHAPTERLVII。 AHIDING-PLACEFROMTHEWIND。 GibbiefoundeverythingattheAuldHooseincompleteorderforhisreception:MistressCroalehadbeenverydiligent,andpromisedwellforahousekeeper——lookedwell,too,inherblacksatinandlace,withhercomplexion,shejustlyflatteredherself,notalittleimproved。Shehadagoodmealreadyforhim,witheveryadjunctinproperstyle,duringthepreparationofwhichshehadrevelledinthethoughtthatsomeday,whenshehadquiteestablishedherfitnessforhernewposition,SirGibbiewouldcertainlyinvitetheministerandhisladytodinewithhim,whenshe,whomtheyweretooproudtoasktopartakeoftheircockie-leekie,wouldshowthemsheknewbothwhatadinneroughttobe,andhowtopresideatit;andthesoupitshouldbecockie-leekie。 Everythingwentcomfortably。Gibbiewassowellupinmathematics,thankstoMr。Sclater,that,doingallrequisiteforhonourablestudentship,buthavingnodesiretodistinguishhimself,hehadplentyoftimeformoreimportantduty。Nowthathewasbyhimself,asifoldhabithadreturnedintheshapeofnewpassion,heroamedthestreetseverynight。Hiscustomwasthis:afterdinner,whichhehadwhenhecamefromcollege,abouthalf-pastfour,helaydown,fellasleepinamoment,ashealwaysdid,andslepttillhalf-pastsix;thenhehadtea,andafterthat,studied——notdawdledoverhisbooks,tillteno’clock,whenhetookhisGreekTestament。Atelevenhewentout,seldomfinallyreturningbeforehalf-pastone,sometimesnotforanhourlonger——duringwhichtimeMistressCroalewasinreadinesstoreceiveanyguesthemightbringhome。