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类别:其他 作者:Theodore Dreiser / Bantam Clas字数:24987更新时间:18/12/21 13:06:44
THEMAGNETATTRACTING——AWAIFAMIDFORCES WhenCarolineMeeberboardedtheafternoontrainforChicago,her,totaloutfitconsistedofasmalltrunk,acheapimitation,alligator-skinsatchel,asmalllunchinapaperbox,anda,yellowleathersnappurse,containingherticket,ascrapof,paperwithhersister’saddressinVanBurenStreet,andfour,dollarsinmoney。ItwasinAugust,1889。Shewaseighteen,yearsofage,bright,timid,andfulloftheillusionsof,ignoranceandyouth。Whatevertouchofregretatparting,characterisedherthoughts,itwascertainlynotforadvantages,nowbeinggivenup。Agushoftearsathermother’sfarewell,kiss,atouchinherthroatwhenthecarsclackedbytheflour,millwhereherfatherworkedbytheday,apatheticsighasthe,familiargreenenvironsofthevillagepassedinreview,andthe,threadswhichboundhersolightlytogirlhoodandhomewere,irretrievablybroken。 Tobesuretherewasalwaysthenextstation,whereonemight,descendandreturn。Therewasthegreatcity,boundmoreclosely,bytheseverytrainswhichcameupdaily。ColumbiaCitywasnot,soveryfaraway,evenonceshewasinChicago。What,pray,isa,fewhours——afewhundredmiles?,Shelookedatthelittleslip,bearinghersister’saddressandwondered。Shegazedatthe,greenlandscape,nowpassinginswiftreview,untilherswifter,thoughtsreplaceditsimpressionwithvagueconjecturesofwhat,Chicagomightbe。 Whenagirlleavesherhomeateighteen,shedoesoneoftwo,things。Eithershefallsintosavinghandsandbecomesbetter,orsherapidlyassumesthecosmopolitanstandardofvirtueand,becomesworse。Ofanintermediatebalance,underthe,circumstances,thereisnopossibility。Thecityhasitscunning,wiles,nolessthantheinfinitelysmallerandmorehuman,tempter。Therearelargeforceswhichallurewithallthe,soulfulnessofexpressionpossibleinthemostculturedhuman。 Thegleamofathousandlightsisoftenaseffectiveasthe,persuasivelightinawooingandfascinatingeye。Halfthe,undoingoftheunsophisticatedandnaturalmindisaccomplished,byforceswhollysuperhuman。Ablareofsound,aroaroflife,a,vastarrayofhumanhives,appealtotheastonishedsensesin,equivocalterms。Withoutacounsellorathandtowhisper,cautiousinterpretations,whatfalsehoodsmaynotthesethings,breatheintotheunguardedear!,Unrecognisedforwhattheyare,theirbeauty,likemusic,toooftenrelaxes,thenweakens,then,pervertsthesimplerhumanperceptions。 Caroline,orSisterCarrie,asshehadbeenhalfaffectionately,termedbythefamily,waspossessedofamindrudimentaryinits,powerofobservationandanalysis。Self-interestwithherwas,high,butnotstrong。Itwas,nevertheless,herguiding,characteristic。Warmwiththefanciesofyouth,prettywiththe,insipidprettinessoftheformativeperiod,possessedofafigure,promisingeventualshapelinessandaneyealightwithcertain,nativeintelligence,shewasafairexampleofthemiddle,Americanclass——twogenerationsremovedfromtheemigrant。Books,werebeyondherinterest——knowledgeasealedbook。Inthe,intuitivegracesshewasstillcrude。Shecouldscarcelytoss,herheadgracefully。Herhandswerealmostineffectual。The,feet,thoughsmall,weresetflatly。Andyetshewasinterested,inhercharms,quicktounderstandthekeenerpleasuresoflife,ambitioustogaininmaterialthings。Ahalf-equippedlittle,knightshewas,venturingtoreconnoitrethemysteriouscityand,dreamingwilddreamsofsomevague,far-offsupremacy,which,shouldmakeitpreyandsubject——theproperpenitent,grovelling,atawoman’sslipper。 “That,“saidavoiceinherear,“isoneoftheprettiestlittle,resortsinWisconsin。” “Isit?”sheanswerednervously。 ThetrainwasjustpullingoutofWaukesha。Forsometimeshe,hadbeenconsciousofamanbehind。Shefelthimobservingher,massofhair。Hehadbeenfidgetting,andwithnaturalintuition,shefeltacertaininterestgrowinginthatquarter。Her,maidenlyreserve,andacertainsenseofwhatwasconventional,underthecircumstances,calledhertoforestallanddenythis,familiarity,butthedaringandmagnetismoftheindividual,born,ofpastexperiencesandtriumphs,prevailed。Sheanswered。 Heleanedforwardtoputhiselbowsuponthebackofherseatand,proceededtomakehimselfvolublyagreeable。 “Yes,thatisagreatresortforChicagopeople。Thehotelsare,swell。Youarenotfamiliarwiththispartofthecountry,are,you?” “Oh,yes,Iam,“answeredCarrie。”Thatis,IliveatColumbia,City。Ihaveneverbeenthroughhere,though。” “AndsothisisyourfirstvisittoChicago,“heobserved。 Allthetimeshewasconsciousofcertainfeaturesoutofthe,sideofhereye。Flush,colourfulcheeks,alightmoustache,a,greyfedorahat。Shenowturnedandlookeduponhiminfull,the,instinctsofself-protectionandcoquetryminglingconfusedlyin,herbrain。 “Ididn’tsaythat,“shesaid。 “Oh,“heanswered,inaverypleasingwayandwithanassumedair,ofmistake,“Ithoughtyoudid。” Herewasatypeofthetravellingcanvasserforamanufacturing,house——aclasswhichatthattimewasfirstbeingdubbedbythe,slangoftheday“drummers。”Hecamewithinthemeaningofa,stillnewerterm,whichhadsprungintogeneraluseamong,Americansin1880,andwhichconciselyexpressedthethoughtof,onewhosedressormannersarecalculatedtoelicitthe,admirationofsusceptibleyoungwomen——a“masher。”,Hissuitwas,ofastripedandcrossedpatternofbrownwool,newatthattime,butsincebecomefamiliarasabusinesssuit。Thelowcrotchof,thevestrevealedastiffshirtbosomofwhiteandpinkstripes。 Fromhiscoatsleevesprotrudedapairoflinencuffsofthesame,pattern,fastenedwithlarge,goldplatebuttons,setwiththe,commonyellowagatesknownas“cat’s-eyes。”,Hisfingersbore,severalrings——one,theever-enduringheavyseal——andfromhis,vestdangledaneatgoldwatchchain,fromwhichwassuspended,thesecretinsigniaoftheOrderofElks。Thewholesuitwas,rathertight-fitting,andwasfinishedoffwithheavy-soledtan,shoes,highlypolished,andthegreyfedorahat。Hewas,forthe,orderofintellectrepresented,attractive,andwhateverhehad,torecommendhim,youmaybesurewasnotlostuponCarrie,in,this,herfirstglance。 Lestthisorderofindividualshouldpermanentlypass,letmeput,downsomeofthemoststrikingcharacteristicsofhismost,successfulmannerandmethod。Goodclothes,ofcourse,werethe,firstessential,thethingswithoutwhichhewasnothing。A strongphysicalnature,actuatedbyakeendesireforthe,feminine,wasthenext。Amindfreeofanyconsiderationofthe,problemsorforcesoftheworldandactuatednotbygreed,butan,insatiableloveofvariablepleasure。Hismethodwasalways,simple。Itsprincipalelementwasdaring,backed,ofcourse,by,anintensedesireandadmirationforthesex。Lethimmeetwith,ayoungwomanonceandhewouldapproachherwithanairof,kindlyfamiliarity,notunmixedwithpleading,whichwouldresult,inmostcasesinatolerantacceptance。Ifsheshowedany,tendencytocoquetryhewouldbeapttostraightenhertie,orif,she“tookup“withhimatall,tocallherbyherfirstname。If,hevisitedadepartmentstoreitwastoloungefamiliarlyover,thecounterandasksomeleadingquestions。Inmoreexclusive,circles,onthetrainorinwaitingstations,hewentslower。If,someseeminglyvulnerableobjectappearedhewasallattention—— topassthecomplimentsoftheday,toleadthewaytotheparlor,car,carryinghergrip,or,failingthat,totakeaseatnexther,withthehopeofbeingabletocourthertoherdestination。 Pillows,books,afootstool,theshadelowered;allthesefigured,inthethingswhichhecoulddo。If,whenshereachedher,destinationhedidnotalightandattendherbaggageforher,it,wasbecause,inhisownestimation,hehadsignallyfailed。 Awomanshouldsomedaywritethecompletephilosophyofclothes。 Nomatterhowyoung,itisoneofthethingsshewholly,comprehends。Thereisanindescribablyfaintlineinthematter,ofman’sapparelwhichsomehowdividesforherthosewhoare,worthglancingatandthosewhoarenot。Onceanindividualhas,passedthisfaintlineonthewaydownwardhewillgetnoglance,fromher。Thereisanotherlineatwhichthedressofamanwill,causehertostudyherown。Thislinetheindividualatherelbow,nowmarkedforCarrie。Shebecameconsciousofaninequality。 Herownplainbluedress,withitsblackcottontapetrimmings,nowseemedtohershabby。Shefeltthewornstateofhershoes。 “Let’ssee,“hewenton,“Iknowquiteanumberofpeopleinyour,town。MorgenroththeclothierandGibsonthedrygoodsman。” “Oh,doyou?”sheinterrupted,arousedbymemoriesoflongings,theirshowwindowshadcosther。 Atlasthehadaclewtoherinterest,andfolloweditdeftly。 Inafewminuteshehadcomeaboutintoherseat。Hetalkedof,salesofclothing,histravels,Chicago,andtheamusementsof,thatcity。 “Ifyouaregoingthere,youwillenjoyitimmensely。Haveyou,relatives?” “Iamgoingtovisitmysister,“sheexplained。 “YouwanttoseeLincolnPark,“hesaid,“andMichiganBoulevard。 Theyareputtingupgreatbuildingsthere。It’sasecondNew,York——great。Somuchtosee——theatres,crowds,finehouses——oh,you’lllikethat。” Therewasalittleacheinherfancyofallhedescribed。Her,insignificanceinthepresenceofsomuchmagnificencefaintly,affectedher。Sherealisedthatherswasnottobearoundof,pleasure,andyettherewassomethingpromisinginallthe,materialprospecthesetforth。Therewassomethingsatisfactory,intheattentionofthisindividualwithhisgoodclothes。She,couldnothelpsmilingashetoldherofsomepopularactressof,whomsheremindedhim。Shewasnotsilly,andyetattentionof,thissorthaditsweight。 “YouwillbeinChicagosomelittletime,won’tyou?”heobserved,atoneturnofthenoweasyconversation。 “Idon’tknow,“saidCarrievaguely——aflashvisionofthe,possibilityofhernotsecuringemploymentrisinginhermind。 “Severalweeks,anyhow,“hesaid,lookingsteadilyintohereyes。 Therewasmuchmorepassingnowthanthemerewordsindicated。 Herecognisedtheindescribablethingthatmadeupfor,fascinationandbeautyinher。Sherealisedthatshewasof,interesttohimfromtheonestandpointwhichawomanboth,delightsinandfears。Hermannerwassimple,thoughforthevery,reasonthatshehadnotyetlearnedthemanylittleaffectations,withwhichwomenconcealtheirtruefeelings。Somethingsshe,didappearedbold。Aclevercompanion——hadsheeverhadone—— wouldhavewarnedhernevertolookamanintheeyesso,steadily。 “Whydoyouask?”shesaid。 “Well,I’mgoingtobethereseveralweeks。I’mgoingtostudy,stockatourplaceandgetnewsamples。Imightshowyou,’round。” “Idon’tknowwhetheryoucanornot。ImeanIdon’tknow,whetherIcan。Ishallbelivingwithmysister,and——“ “Well,ifsheminds,we’llfixthat。”,Hetookouthispenciland,alittlepocketnote-bookasifitwereallsettled。”Whatis,youraddressthere?” Shefumbledherpursewhichcontainedtheaddressslip。 Hereacheddowninhishippocketandtookoutafatpurse。It,wasfilledwithslipsofpaper,somemileagebooks,arollof,greenbacks。Itimpressedherdeeply。Suchapursehadneverbeen,carriedbyanyoneattentivetoher。Indeed,anexperienced,traveller,abriskmanoftheworld,hadnevercomewithinsuch,closerangebefore。Thepurse,theshinytanshoes,thesmart,newsuit,andtheairwithwhichhedidthings,builtupforher,adimworldoffortune,ofwhichhewasthecentre。Itdisposed,herpleasantlytowardallhemightdo。 Hetookoutaneatbusinesscard,onwhichwasengravedBartlett,Caryoe&Company,anddownintheleft-handcorner,Chas。H。 Drouet。 “That’sme,“hesaid,puttingthecardinherhandandtouching,hisname。”It’spronouncedDrew-eh。OurfamilywasFrench,on,myfather’sside。” Shelookedatitwhileheputuphispurse。Thenhegotouta,letterfromabunchinhiscoatpocket。“ThisisthehouseI travelfor,“hewenton,pointingtoapictureonit,“cornerof,StateandLake。”,Therewasprideinhisvoice。Hefeltthatit,wassomethingtobeconnectedwithsuchaplace,andhemadeher,feelthatway。 “Whatisyouraddress?”hebeganagain,fixinghispencilto,write。 Shelookedathishand。 “CarrieMeeber,“shesaidslowly。”Threehundredandfifty-four,WestVanBurenStreet,careS。C。Hanson。” Hewroteitcarefullydownandgotoutthepurseagain。“You’ll,beathomeifIcomearoundMondaynight?”hesaid。 “Ithinkso,“sheanswered。 Howtrueitisthatwordsarebutthevagueshadowsofthe,volumeswemean。Littleaudiblelinks,theyare,chaining,togethergreatinaudiblefeelingsandpurposes。Herewerethese,two,bandyinglittlephrases,drawingpurses,lookingatcards,andbothunconsciousofhowinarticulatealltheirrealfeelings,were。Neitherwaswiseenoughtobesureoftheworkingofthe,mindoftheother。Hecouldnottellhowhisluringsucceeded。 Shecouldnotrealisethatshewasdrifting,untilhesecuredher,address。Nowshefeltthatshehadyieldedsomething——he,that,hehadgainedavictory。Alreadytheyfeltthattheywere,somehowassociated。Alreadyhetookcontrolindirectingthe,conversation。Hiswordswereeasy。Hermannerwasrelaxed。 TheywerenearingChicago。Signswereeverywherenumerous。 Trainsflashedbythem。Acrosswidestretchesofflat,open,prairietheycouldseelinesoftelegraphpolesstalkingacross,thefieldstowardthegreatcity。Farawaywereindicationsof,suburbantowns,somebigsmokestackstoweringhighintheair。 Frequentlythereweretwo-storyframehousesstandingoutinthe,openfields,withoutfenceortrees,loneoutpostsofthe,approachingarmyofhomes。 Tothechild,thegeniuswithimagination,orthewholly,untravelled,theapproachtoagreatcityforthefirsttimeisa,wonderfulthing。Particularlyifitbeevening——thatmystic,periodbetweentheglareandgloomoftheworldwhenlifeis,changingfromonesphereorconditiontoanother。Ah,the,promiseofthenight。Whatdoesitnotholdfortheweary!,What,oldillusionofhopeisnothereforeverrepeated!,Saysthesoul,ofthetoilertoitself,“Ishallsoonbefree。Ishallbein,thewaysandthehostsofthemerry。Thestreets,thelamps,the,lightedchambersetfordining,areforme。Thetheatre,the,halls,theparties,thewaysofrestandthepathsofsong——these,aremineinthenight。”,Thoughallhumanitybestillenclosedin,theshops,thethrillrunsabroad。Itisintheair。The,dullestfeelsomethingwhichtheymaynotalwaysexpressor,describe。Itistheliftingoftheburdenoftoil。 SisterCarriegazedoutofthewindow。Hercompanion,affected,byherwonder,socontagiousareallthings,feltanewsome,interestinthecityandpointedoutitsmarvels。 “ThisisNorthwestChicago,“saidDrouet。”ThisistheChicago,River,“andhepointedtoalittlemuddycreek,crowdedwiththe,hugemastedwanderersfromfar-offwatersnosingtheblack-posted,banks。Withapuff,aclang,andaclatterofrailsitwasgone。 “Chicagoisgettingtobeagreattown,“hewenton。”It’sa,wonder。You’llfindlotstoseehere。” Shedidnothearthisverywell。Herheartwastroubledbya,kindofterror。Thefactthatshewasalone,awayfromhome,rushingintoagreatseaoflifeandendeavour,begantotell。 Shecouldnothelpbutfeelalittlechokedforbreath——alittle,sickasherheartbeatsofast。Shehalfclosedhereyesand,triedtothinkitwasnothing,thatColumbiaCitywasonlya,littlewayoff。 “Chicago!,Chicago!”calledthebrakeman,slammingopenthedoor。 Theywererushingintoamorecrowdedyard,alivewiththe,clatterandclangoflife。Shebegantogatherupherpoor,littlegripandclosedherhandfirmlyuponherpurse。Drouet,arose,kickedhislegstostraightenhistrousers,andseizedhis,cleanyellowgrip。 “Isupposeyourpeoplewillbeheretomeetyou?”hesaid。”Let,mecarryyourgrip。” “Oh,no,“shesaid。”I’dratheryouwouldn’t。I’dratheryou,wouldn’tbewithmewhenImeetmysister。” “Allright,“hesaidinallkindness。”I’llbenear,though,in,casesheisn’there,andtakeyououttheresafely。” “You’resokind,“saidCarrie,feelingthegoodnessofsuch,attentioninherstrangesituation。 “Chicago!”calledthebrakeman,drawingthewordoutlong。They,wereunderagreatshadowytrainshed,wherethelampswere,alreadybeginningtoshineout,withpassengercarsallaboutand,thetrainmovingatasnail’space。Thepeopleinthecarwere,allupandcrowdingaboutthedoor。 “Well,hereweare,“saidDrouet,leadingthewaytothedoor。 “Good-bye,tillIseeyouMonday。” “Good-bye,“sheanswered,takinghisprofferedhand。 “Remember,I’llbelookingtillyoufindyoursister。” Shesmiledintohiseyes。 Theyfiledout,andheaffectedtotakenonoticeofher。A lean-faced,rathercommonplacewomanrecognisedCarrieonthe,platformandhurriedforward。 “Why,SisterCarrie!”shebegan,andtherewasembraceof,welcome。 Carrierealisedthechangeofaffectionalatmosphereatonce。 Amidallthemaze,uproar,andnoveltyshefeltcoldreality,takingherbythehand。Noworldoflightandmerriment。No,roundofamusement。Hersistercarriedwithhermostofthe,grimnessofshiftandtoil。 “Why,howareallthefolksathome?”shebegan;“howisfather,andmother?” Carrieanswered,butwaslookingaway。Downtheaisle,toward,thegateleadingintothewaiting-roomandthestreet,stood,Drouet。Hewaslookingback。Whenhesawthatshesawhimand,wassafewithhersisterheturnedtogo,sendingbacktheshadow,ofasmile。OnlyCarriesawit。Shefeltsomethinglosttoher,whenhemovedaway。Whenhedisappearedshefelthisabsence,thoroughly。Withhersistershewasmuchalone,alonefigurein,atossing,thoughtlesssea。 ChapterII WHATPOVERTYTHREATENED——OFGRANITEANDBRASS Minnie’sflat,astheone-floorresidentapartmentswerethen,beingcalled,wasinapartofWestVanBurenStreetinhabitedby,familiesoflabourersandclerks,menwhohadcome,andwere,stillcoming,withtherushofpopulationpouringinattherate,of50,000ayear。Itwasonthethirdfloor,thefrontwindows,lookingdownintothestreet,where,atnight,thelightsof,grocerystoreswereshiningandchildrenwereplaying。ToCarrie,thesoundofthelittlebellsuponthehorse-cars,asthey,tinkledinandoutofhearing,wasaspleasingasitwasnovel。 ShegazedintothelightedstreetwhenMinniebroughtherinto,thefrontroom,andwonderedatthesounds,themovement,the,murmurofthevastcitywhichstretchedformilesandmilesin,everydirection。 Mrs。Hanson,afterthefirstgreetingswereover,gaveCarriethe,babyandproceededtogetsupper。Herhusbandaskedafew,questionsandsatdowntoreadtheeveningpaper。Hewasa,silentman,Americanborn,ofaSwedefather,andnowemployedas,acleanerofrefrigeratorcarsatthestock-yards。Tohimthe,presenceorabsenceofhiswife’ssisterwasamatterof,indifference。Herpersonalappearancedidnotaffecthimoneway,ortheother。Hisoneobservationtothepointwasconcerning,thechancesofworkinChicago。 “It’sabigplace,“hesaid。”Youcangetinsomewhereinafew,days。Everybodydoes。” Ithadbeentacitlyunderstoodbeforehandthatshewastoget,workandpayherboard。Hewasofaclean,savingdisposition,andhadalreadypaidanumberofmonthlyinstalmentsontwolots,faroutontheWestSide。Hisambitionwassomedaytobuilda,houseonthem。 IntheintervalwhichmarkedthepreparationofthemealCarrie,foundtimetostudytheflat。Shehadsomeslightgiftof,observationandthatsense,sorichineverywoman——intuition。 Shefeltthedragofaleanandnarrowlife。Thewallsofthe,roomswerediscordantlypapered。Thefloorswerecoveredwith,mattingandthehalllaidwithathinragcarpet。Onecouldsee,thatthefurniturewasofthatpoor,hurriedlypatchedtogether,qualitysoldbytheinstalmenthouses。 ShesatwithMinnie,inthekitchen,holdingthebabyuntilit,begantocry。Thenshewalkedandsangtoit,untilHanson,disturbedinhisreading,cameandtookit。Apleasantsideto,hisnaturecameouthere。Hewaspatient。Onecouldseethathe,wasverymuchwrappedupinhisoffspring。 “Now,now,“hesaid,walking。”There,there,“andtherewasa,certainSwedishaccentnoticeableinhisvoice。 “You’llwanttoseethecityfirst,won’tyou?”saidMinnie,when,theywereeating。”Well,we’llgooutSundayandseeLincoln,Park。 CarrienoticedthatHansonhadsaidnothingtothis。Heseemedto,bethinkingofsomethingelse。 “Well,“shesaid,“IthinkI’lllookaroundtomorrow。I’vegot,FridayandSaturday,anditwon’tbeanytrouble。Whichwayis,thebusinesspart?” Minniebegantoexplain,butherhusbandtookthispartofthe,conversationtohimself。 “It’sthatway,“hesaid,pointingeast。”That’seast。”,Thenhe,wentoffintothelongestspeechhehadyetindulgedin,concerningthelayofChicago。”You’dbetterlookinthosebig,manufacturinghousesalongFranklinStreetandjusttheother,sideoftheriver,“heconcluded。”Lotsofgirlsworkthere。 Youcouldgethomeeasy,too。Itisn’tveryfar。” Carrienoddedandaskedhersisterabouttheneighbourhood。The,lattertalkedinasubduedtone,tellingthelittlesheknew,aboutit,whileHansonconcernedhimselfwiththebaby。Finally,hejumpedupandhandedthechildtohiswife。 “I’vegottogetupearlyinthemorning,soI’llgotobed,“and,offhewent,disappearingintothedarklittlebedroomoffthe,hall,forthenight。 “Heworkswaydownatthestock-yards,“explainedMinnie,“so,he’sgottogetupathalf-pastfive。” “Whattimedoyougetuptogetbreakfast?”askedCarrie。 “Atabouttwentyminutesoffive。” Togethertheyfinishedthelabouroftheday,Carriewashingthe,disheswhileMinnieundressedthebabyandputittobed。 Minnie’smannerwasoneoftrainedindustry,andCarriecouldsee,thatitwasasteadyroundoftoilwithher。 ShebegantoseethatherrelationswithDrouetwouldhavetobe,abandoned。Hecouldnotcomehere。Shereadfromthemannerof,Hanson,inthesubduedairofMinnie,and,indeed,thewhole,atmosphereoftheflat,asettledoppositiontoanythingsavea,conservativeroundoftoil。IfHansonsateveryeveninginthe,frontroomandreadhispaper,ifhewenttobedatnine,and,Minniealittlelater,whatwouldtheyexpectofher?,Shesaw,thatshewouldfirstneedtogetworkandestablishherselfona,payingbasisbeforeshecouldthinkofhavingcompanyofany,sort。HerlittleflirtationwithDrouetseemednowan,extraordinarything。 “No,“shesaidtoherself,“hecan’tcomehere。” SheaskedMinnieforinkandpaper,whichwereuponthemantelin,thedining-room,andwhenthelatterhadgonetobedatten,got,outDrouet’scardandwrotehim。 “Icannothaveyoucallonmehere。Youwillhavetowaituntil,youhearfrommeagain。Mysister’splaceissosmall。” Shetroubledherselfoverwhatelsetoputintheletter。She,wantedtomakesomereferencetotheirrelationsuponthetrain,butwastootimid。Sheconcludedbythankinghimforhis,kindnessinacrudeway,thenpuzzledovertheformalityof,signinghername,andfinallydecideduponthesevere,windingup,witha“Verytruly,“whichshesubsequentlychangedto,“Sincerely。”,Shescaledandaddressedtheletter,andgoingin,thefrontroom,thealcoveofwhichcontainedherbed,drewthe,onesmallrocking-chairuptotheopenwindow,andsatlooking,outuponthenightandstreetsinsilentwonder。Finally,weariedbyherownreflections,shebegantogrowdullinher,chair,andfeelingtheneedofsleep,arrangedherclothingfor,thenightandwenttobed。 Whensheawokeateightthenextmorning,Hansonhadgone。Her,sisterwasbusyinthedining-room,whichwasalsothesitting- room,sewing。Sheworked,afterdressing,toarrangealittle,breakfastforherself,andthenadvisedwithMinnieastowhich,waytolook。ThelatterhadchangedconsiderablysinceCarriehad,seenher。Shewasnowathin,thoughrugged,womanoftwenty- seven,withideasoflifecolouredbyherhusband’s,andfast,hardeningintonarrowerconceptionsofpleasureanddutythanhad,everbeenhersinathoroughlycircumscribedyouth。Shehad,invitedCarrie,notbecauseshelongedforherpresence,but,becausethelatterwasdissatisfiedathome,andcouldprobably,getworkandpayherboardhere。Shewaspleasedtoseeherina,waybutreflectedherhusband’spointofviewinthematterof,work。Anythingwasgoodenoughsolongasitpaid——say,five,dollarsaweektobeginwith。Ashopgirlwasthedestiny,prefiguredforthenewcomer。Shewouldgetinoneofthegreat,shopsanddowellenoughuntil——well,untilsomethinghappened。 Neitherofthemknewexactlywhat。Theydidnotfigureon,promotion。Theydidnotexactlycountonmarriage。Thingswould,goon,though,inadimkindofwayuntilthebetterthingwould,eventuate,andCarriewouldberewardedforcomingandtoilingin,thecity。Itwasundersuchauspiciouscircumstancesthatshe,startedoutthismorningtolookforwork。 Beforefollowingherinherroundofseeking,letuslookatthe,sphereinwhichherfuturewastolie。In1889Chicagohadthe,peculiarqualificationsofgrowthwhichmadesuchadventuresome,pilgrimagesevenonthepartofyounggirlsplausible。Itsmany,andgrowingcommercialopportunitiesgaveitwidespreadfame,whichmadeofitagiantmagnet,drawingtoitself,fromall,quarters,thehopefulandthehopeless——thosewhohadtheir,fortuneyettomakeandthosewhosefortunesandaffairshad,reachedadisastrousclimaxelsewhere。Itwasacityofover,500,000,withtheambition,thedaring,theactivityofa,metropolisofamillion。Itsstreetsandhouseswerealready,scatteredoveranareaofseventy-fivesquaremiles。Its,populationwasnotsomuchthrivinguponestablishedcommerceas,upontheindustrieswhichpreparedforthearrivalofothers。The,soundofthehammerengagedupontheerectionofnewstructures,waseverywhereheard。Greatindustriesweremovingin。Thehuge,railroadcorporationswhichhadlongbeforerecognisedthe,prospectsoftheplacehadseizeduponvasttractsoflandfor,transferandshippingpurposes。Street-carlineshadbeen,extendedfaroutintotheopencountryinanticipationofrapid,growth。Thecityhadlaidmilesandmilesofstreetsandsewers,throughregionswhere,perhaps,onesolitaryhousestoodout,alone——apioneerofthepopulouswaystobe。Therewereregions,opentothesweepingwindsandrain,whichwereyetlighted,throughoutthenightwithlong,blinkinglinesofgas-lamps,flutteringinthewind。Narrowboardwalksextendedout,passing,hereahouse,andthereastore,atfarintervals,eventually,endingontheopenprairie。 Inthecentralportionwasthevastwholesaleandshopping,district,towhichtheuninformedseekerforworkusually,drifted。ItwasacharacteristicofChicagothen,andonenot,generallysharedbyothercities,thatindividualfirmsofany,pretensionoccupiedindividualbuildings。Thepresenceofample,groundmadethispossible。Itgaveanimposingappearanceto,mostofthewholesalehouses,whoseofficeswereupontheground,floorandinplainviewofthestreet。Thelargeplatesof,windowglass,nowsocommon,werethenrapidlycomingintouse,andgavetothegroundfloorofficesadistinguishedand,prosperouslook。Thecasualwanderercouldseeashepasseda,polishedarrayofofficefixtures,muchfrostedglass,clerks,hardatwork,andgenteelbusinessmenin“nobby“suitsandclean,linenloungingaboutorsittingingroups。Polishedbrassor,nickelsignsatthesquarestoneentrancesannouncedthefirmand,thenatureofthebusinessinratherneatandreservedterms。 Theentiremetropolitancentrepossessedahighandmightyair,calculatedtooveraweandabashthecommonapplicant,andtomake,thegulfbetweenpovertyandsuccessseembothwideanddeep。 IntothisimportantcommercialregionthetimidCarriewent。She,walkedeastalongVanBurenStreetthrougharegionoflessening,importance,untilitdeterioratedintoamassofshantiesand,coal-yards,andfinallyvergedupontheriver。Shewalked,bravelyforward,ledbyanhonestdesiretofindemploymentand,delayedateverystepbytheinterestoftheunfoldingscene,and,asenseofhelplessnessamidsomuchevidenceofpowerandforce,whichshedidnotunderstand。Thesevastbuildings,whatwere,they?,Thesestrangeenergiesandhugeinterests,forwhat,purposesweretheythere?,Shecouldhaveunderstoodthemeaning,ofalittlestone-cutter’syardatColumbiaCity,carvinglittle,piecesofmarbleforindividualuse,butwhentheyardsofsome,hugestonecorporationcameintoview,filledwithspurtracks,andflatcars,transpiercedbydocksfromtheriverandtraversed,overheadbyimmensetrundlingcranesofwoodandsteel,itlost,allsignificanceinherlittleworld。 Itwassowiththevastrailroadyards,withthecrowdedarrayof,vesselsshesawattheriver,andthehugefactoriesoverthe,way,liningthewater’sedge。Throughtheopenwindowsshecould,seethefiguresofmenandwomeninworkingaprons,movingbusily,about。Thegreatstreetswerewall-linedmysteriestoher;the,vastoffices,strangemazeswhichconcernedfar-offindividuals,ofimportance。Shecouldonlythinkofpeopleconnectedwith,themascountingmoney,dressingmagnificently,andridingin,carriages。Whattheydealtin,howtheylaboured,towhatendit,allcame,shehadonlythevaguestconception。Itwasall,wonderful,allvast,allfarremoved,andshesankinspirit,inwardlyandflutteredfeeblyattheheartasshethoughtof,enteringanyoneofthesemightyconcernsandaskingfor,somethingtodo——somethingthatshecoulddo——anything。 ChapterIII WEEQUESTIONOFFORTUNE——FOUR-FIFTYAWEEK Onceacrosstheriverandintothewholesaledistrict,she,glancedaboutherforsomelikelydooratwhichtoapply。Asshe,contemplatedthewidewindowsandimposingsigns,shebecame,consciousofbeinggazeduponandunderstoodforwhatshewas——a,wage-seeker。Shehadneverdonethisthingbefore,andlacked,courage。Toavoidacertainindefinableshameshefeltatbeing,caughtspyingaboutforaposition,shequickenedherstepsand,assumedanairofindifferencesupposedlycommontooneuponan,errand。Inthiswayshepassedmanymanufacturingandwholesale,houseswithoutonceglancingin。Atlast,afterseveralblocks,ofwalking,shefeltthatthiswouldnotdo,andbegantolook,aboutagain,thoughwithoutrelaxingherpace。Alittlewayon,shesawagreatdoorwhich,forsomereason,attractedher,attention。Itwasornamentedbyasmallbrasssign,andseemed,tobetheentrancetoavasthiveofsixorsevenfloors。 “Perhaps,“shethought,“theymaywantsomeone,“andcrossed,overtoenter。Whenshecamewithinascoreoffeetofthe,desiredgoal,shesawthroughthewindowayoungmaninagrey,checkedsuit。Thathehadanythingtodowiththeconcern,she,couldnottell,butbecausehehappenedtobelookinginher,directionherweakeningheartmisgaveherandshehurriedby,too,overcomewithshametoenter。Overthewaystoodagreatsix- storystructure,labelledStormandKing,whichsheviewedwith,risinghope。Itwasawholesaledrygoodsconcernandemployed,women。Shecouldseethemmovingaboutnowandthenuponthe,upperfloors。Thisplaceshedecidedtoenter,nomatterwhat。 Shecrossedoverandwalkeddirectlytowardtheentrance。Asshe,didso,twomencameoutandpausedinthedoor。Atelegraph,messengerinbluedashedpastherandupthefewstepsthatled,totheentranceanddisappeared。Severalpedestriansoutofthe,hurryingthrongwhichfilledthesidewalkspassedaboutheras,shepaused,hesitating。Shelookedhelplesslyaround,andthen,seeingherselfobserved,retreated。Itwastoodifficultatask。 Shecouldnotgopastthem。 Sosevereadefeattoldsadlyuponhernerves。Herfeetcarried,hermechanicallyforward,everyfootofherprogressbeinga,satisfactoryportionofaflightwhichshegladlymade。Block,afterblockpassedby。Uponstreetlampsatthevariouscorners,shereadnamessuchasMadison,Monroe,LaSalle,Clark,Dearborn,State,andstillshewent,herfeetbeginningtotire,uponthebroadstoneflagging。Shewaspleasedinpartthatthe,streetswerebrightandclean。Themorningsun,shiningdown,withsteadilyincreasingwarmth,madetheshadysideofthe,streetspleasantlycool。Shelookedattheblueskyoverheadwith,morerealisationofitscharmthanhadevercometoherbefore。 Hercowardicebegantotroubleherinaway。Sheturnedback,resolvingtohuntupStormandKingandenter。Ontheway,she,encounteredagreatwholesaleshoecompany,throughthebroad,platewindowsofwhichshesawanenclosedexecutivedepartment,hiddenbyfrostedglass。Withoutthisenclosure,butjustwithin,thestreetentrance,satagrey-hairedgentlemanatasmall,table,withalargeopenledgerbeforehim。Shewalkedbythis,institutionseveraltimeshesitating,but,findingherself,unobserved,falteredpastthescreendoorandstoodhumble,waiting。 “Well,younglady,“observedtheoldgentleman,lookingather,somewhatkindly,“whatisityouwish?” “Iam,thatis,doyou——Imean,doyouneedanyhelp?”she,stammered。 “Notjustatpresent,“heansweredsmiling。”Notjustat,present。Comeinsometimenextweek。Occasionallyweneedsome,one。” Shereceivedtheanswerinsilenceandbackedawkwardlyout。The,pleasantnatureofherreceptionratherastonishedher。Shehad,expectedthatitwouldbemoredifficult,thatsomethingcoldand,harshwouldbesaid——sheknewnotwhat。Thatshehadnotbeen,puttoshameandmadetofeelherunfortunateposition,seemed,remarkable。 Somewhatencouraged,sheventuredintoanotherlargestructure。 Itwasaclothingcompany,andmorepeoplewereinevidence—— well-dressedmenoffortyandmore,surroundedbybrassrailings。 Anofficeboyapproachedher。 “Whoisityouwishtosee?”heasked。 “Iwanttoseethemanager,“shesaid。 Heranawayandspoketooneofagroupofthreemenwhowere,conferringtogether。Oneofthesecametowardsher。 “Well?”hesaidcoldly。Thegreetingdroveallcouragefromher,atonce。 “Doyouneedanyhelp?”shestammered。 “No,“herepliedabruptly,andturneduponhisheel。 Shewentfoolishlyout,theofficeboydeferentiallyswingingthe,doorforher,andgladlysankintotheobscuringcrowd。Itwasa,severesetbacktoherrecentlypleasedmentalstate。 Nowshewalkedquiteaimlesslyforatime,turninghereand,there,seeingonegreatcompanyafteranother,butfindingno,couragetoprosecutehersingleinquiry。Highnooncame,andwith,ithunger。Shehuntedoutanunassumingrestaurantandentered,butwasdisturbedtofindthatthepriceswereexorbitantforthe,sizeofherpurse。Abowlofsoupwasallthatshecouldafford,and,withthisquicklyeaten,shewentoutagain。Itrestored,herstrengthsomewhatandmadehermoderatelyboldtopursuethe,search。 Inwalkingafewblockstofixuponsomeprobableplace,she,againencounteredthefirmofStormandKing,andthistime,managedtogetin。Somegentlemenwereconferringcloseathand,buttooknonoticeofher。Shewasleftstanding,gazing,nervouslyuponthefloor。Whenthelimitofherdistresshad,beennearlyreached,shewasbeckonedtobyamanatoneofthe,manydeskswithinthenear-byrailing。 “Whoisityouwishtosee?”herequired。 “Why,anyone,ifyouplease,“sheanswered。”Iamlookingfor,somethingtodo。” “Oh,youwanttoseeMr。McManus,“hereturned。”Sitdown,“and,hepointedtoachairagainsttheneighbouringwall。Hewenton,leisurelywriting,untilafteratimeashort,stoutgentleman,cameinfromthestreet。 “Mr。McManus,“calledthemanatthedesk,“thisyoungwoman,wantstoseeyou。” TheshortgentlemanturnedabouttowardsCarrie,andshearose,andcameforward。 “WhatcanIdoforyou,miss?”heinquired,surveyingher,curiously。 “IwanttoknowifIcangetaposition,“sheinquired。 “Aswhat?”heasked。 “Notasanythinginparticular,“shefaltered。 “Haveyoueverhadanyexperienceinthewholesaledrygoods,business?”hequestioned。 “No,sir,“shereplied。 “Areyouastenographerortypewriter?” “No,sir。” “Well,wehaven’tanythinghere,“hesaid。”Weemployonly,experiencedhelp。” Shebegantostepbackwardtowardthedoor,whensomethingabout,herplaintivefaceattractedhim。 “Haveyoueverworkedatanythingbefore?”heinquired。 “No,sir,“shesaid。 “Well,now,it’shardlypossiblethatyouwouldgetanythingto,doinawholesalehouseofthiskind。Haveyoutriedthe,departmentstores?” Sheacknowledgedthatshehadnot。 “Well,ifIwereyou,“hesaid,lookingatherrathergenially,“Iwouldtrythedepartmentstores。Theyoftenneedyoungwomen,asclerks。” “Thankyou,“shesaid,herwholenaturerelievedbythissparkof,friendlyinterest。 “Yes,“hesaid,asshemovedtowardthedoor,“youtrythe,departmentstores,“andoffhewent。 Atthattimethedepartmentstorewasinitsearliestformof,successfuloperation,andtherewerenotmany。Thefirstthreein,theUnitedStates,establishedabout1884,wereinChicago。 Carriewasfamiliarwiththenamesofseveralthroughthe,advertisementsinthe“DailyNews,“andnowproceededtoseek,them。ThewordsofMr。McManushadsomehowmanagedtorestore,hercourage,whichhadfallenlow,andshedaredtohopethat,thisnewlinewouldofferhersomething。Sometimeshespentin,wanderingupanddown,thinkingtoencounterthebuildingsby,chance,soreadilyisthemind,bentuponprosecutingahardbut,needfulerrand,easedbythatself-deceptionwhichthesemblance,ofsearch,withoutthereality,gives。Atlastsheinquiredofa,policeofficer,andwasdirectedtoproceed“twoblocksup,“ whereshewouldfind“TheFair。” Thenatureofthesevastretailcombinations,shouldtheyever,permanentlydisappear,willformaninterestingchapterinthe,commercialhistoryofournation。Suchafloweringoutofa,modesttradeprincipletheworldhadneverwitnesseduptothat,time。Theywerealongthelineofthemosteffectiveretail,organisation,withhundredsofstorescoordinatedintooneand,laidoutuponthemostimposingandeconomicbasis。Theywere,handsome,bustling,successfulaffairs,withahostofclerksand,aswarmofpatrons。Carriepassedalongthebusyaisles,much,affectedbytheremarkabledisplaysoftrinkets,dressgoods,stationery,andjewelry。Eachseparatecounterwasashowplace,ofdazzlinginterestandattraction。Shecouldnothelpfeeling,theclaimofeachtrinketandvaluableuponherpersonally,and,yetshedidnotstop。Therewasnothingtherewhichshecould,nothaveused——nothingwhichshedidnotlongtoown。Thedainty,slippersandstockings,thedelicatelyfrilledskirtsand,petticoats,thelaces,ribbons,hair-combs,purses,alltouched,herwithindividualdesire,andshefeltkeenlythefactthatnot,anyofthesethingswereintherangeofherpurchase。Shewasa,work-seeker,anoutcastwithoutemployment,onewhomtheaverage,employeecouldtellataglancewaspoorandinneedofa,situation。 Itmustnotbethoughtthatanyonecouldhavemistakenherfora,nervous,sensitive,high-strungnature,castundulyuponacold,calculating,andunpoeticworld。Suchcertainlyshewasnot。But,womenarepeculiarlysensitivetotheiradornment。 NotonlydidCarriefeelthedragofdesireforallwhichwasnew,andpleasinginapparelforwomen,butshenoticedtoo,witha,touchattheheart,thefineladieswhoelbowedandignoredher,brushingpastinutterdisregardofherpresence,themselves,eagerlyenlistedinthematerialswhichthestorecontained。 Carriewasnotfamiliarwiththeappearanceofhermorefortunate,sistersofthecity。Neitherhadshebeforeknownthenatureand,appearanceoftheshopgirlswithwhomshenowcomparedpoorly。 Theywereprettyinthemain,someevenhandsome,withanairof,independenceandindifferencewhichadded,inthecaseofthe,morefavoured,acertainpiquancy。Theirclotheswereneat,in,manyinstancesfine,andwhereversheencounteredtheeyeofone,itwasonlytorecogniseinitakeenanalysisofherown,position——herindividualshortcomingsofdressandthatshadowof,mannerwhichshethoughtmusthangaboutherandmakeclearto,allwhoandwhatshewas。Aflameofenvylightedinherheart。 Sherealisedinadimwayhowmuchthecityheld——wealth,fashion,ease——everyadornmentforwomen,andshelongedfor,dressandbeautywithawholeheart。 Onthesecondfloorwerethemanagerialoffices,towhich,after,someinquiry,shewasnowdirected。Thereshefoundothergirls,aheadofher,applicantslikeherself,butwithmoreofthat,self-satisfiedandindependentairwhichexperienceofthecity,lends;girlswhoscrutinisedherinapainfulmanner。Aftera,waitofperhapsthree-quartersofanhour,shewascalledin,turn。 “Now,“saidasharp,quick-manneredJew,whowassittingata,roll-topdesknearthewindow,“haveyoueverworkedinanyother,store?” “No,sir,“saidCarrie。 “Oh,youhaven’t,“hesaid,eyeingherkeenly。 “No,sir,“shereplied。 “Well,wepreferyoungwomenjustnowwithsomeexperience。I guesswecan’tuseyou。” Carriestoodwaitingamoment,hardlycertainwhetherthe,interviewhadterminated。 “Don’twait!”heexclaimed。”Rememberweareverybusyhere。” Carriebegantomovequicklytothedoor。 “Holdon,“hesaid,callingherback。”Givemeyournameand,address。Wewantgirlsoccasionally。” Whenshehadgottensafelyintothestreet,shecouldscarcely,restrainthetears。Itwasnotsomuchtheparticularrebuff,whichshehadjustexperienced,butthewholeabashingtrendof,theday。Shewastiredandnervous。Sheabandonedthethought,ofappealingtotheotherdepartmentstoresandnowwanderedon,feelingacertainsafetyandreliefinminglingwiththecrowd。 InherindifferentwanderingsheturnedintoJacksonStreet,not,farfromtheriver,andwaskeepingherwayalongthesouthside,ofthatimposingthoroughfare,whenapieceofwrappingpaper,writtenonwithmarkinginkandtackeduponthedoor,attracted,herattention。Itread,“Girlswanted——wrappers&stitchers。” Shehesitatedamoment,thenentered。 ThefirmofSpeigelheim&Co。makersofboys’caps,occupiedone,floorofthebuilding,fiftyfeetinwidthandsomeeightyfeet,indepth。Itwasaplaceratherdingilylighted,thedarkest,portionshavingincandescentlights,filledwithmachinesand,workbenches。Atthelatterlabouredquiteacompanyofgirls,andsomemen。Theformerweredrabby-lookingcreatures,stained,infacewithoilanddust,cladinthin,shapeless,cotton,dressesandshodwithmoreorlesswornshoes。Manyofthemhad,theirsleevesrolledup,revealingbarearms,andinsomecases,owingtotheheat,theirdresseswereopenattheneck。They,wereafairtypeofnearlythelowestorderofshop-girls—— careless,slouchy,andmoreorlesspalefromconfinement。They,werenottimid,however;wererichincuriosity,andstrongin,daringandslang。 Carrielookedabouther,verymuchdisturbedandquitesurethat,shedidnotwanttoworkhere。Asidefrommakingher,uncomfortablebysidelongglances,noonepaidhertheleast,attention。Shewaiteduntilthewholedepartmentwasawareof,herpresence。Thensomewordwassentaround,andaforeman,in,anapronandshirtsleeves,thelatterrolleduptohis,shoulders,approached。 “Doyouwanttoseeme?”heasked。 “Doyouneedanyhelp?”saidCarrie,alreadylearningdirectness,ofaddress。 “Doyouknowhowtostitchcaps?”hereturned。 “No,sir,“shereplied。 “Haveyoueverhadanyexperienceatthiskindofwork?”he,inquired。 Sheansweredthatshehadnot。 “Well,“saidtheforeman,scratchinghisearmeditatively,“wedo,needastitcher。Welikeexperiencedhelp,though。We’vehardly,gottimetobreakpeoplein。”,Hepausedandlookedawayoutof,thewindow。”Wemight,though,putyouatfinishing,“he,concludedreflectively。 “Howmuchdoyoupayaweek?”venturedCarrie,emboldenedbya,certainsoftnessintheman’smannerandhissimplicityof,address。 “Threeandahalf,“heanswered。 “Oh,“shewasabouttoexclaim,butcheckedherselfandallowed,herthoughtstodiewithoutexpression。 “We’renotexactlyinneedofanybody,“hewentonvaguely,lookingheroverasonewouldapackage。”YoucancomeonMonday,morning,though,“headded,“andI’llputyoutowork。” “Thankyou,“saidCarrieweakly。 “Ifyoucome,bringanapron,“headded。 Hewalkedawayandleftherstandingbytheelevator,neverso,muchasinquiringhername。 Whiletheappearanceoftheshopandtheannouncementofthe,pricepaidperweekoperatedverymuchasablowtoCarrie’s,fancy,thefactthatworkofanykindwasofferedaftersorudea,roundofexperiencewasgratifying。Shecouldnotbeginto,believethatshewouldtaketheplace,modestasheraspirations,were。Shehadbeenusedtobetterthanthat。Hermereexperience,andthefreeout-of-doorlifeofthecountrycausedhernatureto,revoltatsuchconfinement。Dirthadneverbeenhershare。Her,sister’sflatwasclean。Thisplacewasgrimyandlow,thegirls,werecarelessandhardened。Theymustbebad-mindedandhearted,sheimagined。Still,aplacehadbeenofferedher。Surely,Chicagowasnotsobadifshecouldfindoneplaceinoneday。 Shemightfindanotherandbetterlater。 Hersubsequentexperienceswerenotofareassuringnature,however。Fromallthemorepleasingorimposingplacesshewas,turnedawayabruptlywiththemostchillingformality。Inothers,wheresheappliedonlytheexperiencedwererequired。Shemet,withpainfulrebuffs,themosttryingofwhichhadbeenina,manufacturingcloakhouse,whereshehadgonetothefourthfloor,toinquire。 “No,no,“saidtheforeman,arough,heavilybuiltindividual,wholookedafteramiserablylightedworkshop,“wedon’twantany,one。Don’tcomehere。” Withthewaneoftheafternoonwentherhopes,hercourage,and,herstrength。Shehadbeenastonishinglypersistent。Soearnest,aneffortwaswelldeservingofabetterreward。Oneveryhand,toherfatiguedsenses,thegreatbusinessportiongrewlarger,harder,morestolidinitsindifference。Itseemedasifitwas,allclosedtoher,thatthestrugglewastoofierceforherto,hopetodoanythingatall。Menandwomenhurriedbyinlong,shiftinglines。Shefelttheflowofthetideofeffortand,interest——feltherownhelplessnesswithoutquiterealisingthe,wisponthetidethatshewas。Shecastaboutvainlyforsome,possibleplacetoapply,butfoundnodoorwhichshehadthe,couragetoenter。Itwouldbethesamethingallover。Theold,humiliationofherplea,rewardedbycurtdenial。Sickatheart,andinbody,sheturnedtothewest,thedirectionofMinnie’s,flat,whichshehadnowfixedinmind,andbeganthatwearisome,baffledretreatwhichtheseekerforemploymentatnightfalltoo,oftenmakes。InpassingthroughFifthAvenue,southtowardsVan,BurenStreet,wheresheintendedtotakeacar,shepassedthe,doorofalargewholesaleshoehouse,throughtheplate-glass,windowsofwhichshecouldseeamiddle-agedgentlemansittingat,asmalldesk。Oneofthoseforlornimpulseswhichoftengrowout,ofafixedsenseofdefeat,thelastsproutingofabaffledand,uprootedgrowthofideas,seizeduponher。Shewalked,deliberatelythroughthedooranduptothegentleman,wholooked,atherwearyfacewithpartiallyawakenedinterest。 “Whatisit?”hesaid。 “Canyougivemesomethingtodo?”saidCarrie。 “Now,Ireallydon’tknow,“hesaidkindly。”Whatkindofwork,isityouwant——you’renotatypewriter,areyou?” “Oh,no,“answeredCarrie。 “Well,weonlyemploybook-keepersandtypewritershere。You,mightgoaroundtothesideandinquireupstairs。Theydidwant,somehelpupstairsafewdaysago。AskforMr。Brown。” Shehastenedaroundtothesideentranceandwastakenupbythe,elevatortothefourthfloor。 “CallMr。Brown,Willie,“saidtheelevatormantoaboynearby。 Williewentoffandpresentlyreturnedwiththeinformationthat,Mr。Brownsaidsheshouldsitdownandthathewouldbearoundin,alittlewhile。 Itwasaportionofthestockroomwhichgavenoideaofthe,generalcharacteroftheplace,andCarriecouldformnoopinion,ofthenatureofthework。 “Soyouwantsomethingtodo,“saidMr。Brown,afterheinquired,concerningthenatureofhererrand。”Haveyoueverbeen,employedinashoefactorybefore?” “No,sir,“saidCarrie。 “Whatisyourname?”heinquired,andbeinginformed,“Well,I don’tknowasIhaveanythingforyou。Wouldyouworkforfour,andahalfaweek?” Carriewastoowornbydefeatnottofeelthatitwas,considerable。Shehadnotexpectedthathewouldofferherless,thansix。Sheacquiesced,however,andhetookhernameand,address。 “Well,“hesaid,finally,“youreporthereateighto’clock,Mondaymorning。IthinkIcanfindsomethingforyoutodo。” Heleftherrevivedbythepossibilities,surethatshehadfound,somethingatlast。Instantlythebloodcreptwarmlyoverher,body。Hernervoustensionrelaxed。Shewalkedoutintothebusy,streetanddiscoveredanewatmosphere。Behold,thethrongwas,movingwithalightsomestep。Shenoticedthatmenandwomen,weresmiling。Scrapsofconversationandnotesoflaughter,floatedtoher。Theairwaslight。Peoplewerealreadypouring,outofthebuildings,theirlabourendedfortheday。She,noticedthattheywerepleased,andthoughtsofhersister’shome,andthemealthatwouldbeawaitingherquickenedhersteps。She,hurriedon,tiredperhaps,butnolongerwearyoffoot。What,wouldnotMinniesay!,Ah,thelongwinterinChicago——the,lights,thecrowd,theamusement!,Thiswasagreat,pleasing,metropolisafterall。Hernewfirmwasagoodlyinstitution。 Itswindowswereofhugeplateglass。Shecouldprobablydowell,there。ThoughtsofDrouetreturned——ofthethingshehadtold,her。Shenowfeltthatlifewasbetter,thatitwaslivelier,sprightlier。Sheboardedacarinthebestofspirits,feeling,herbloodstillflowingpleasantly。ShewouldliveinChicago,hermindkeptsayingtoitself。Shewouldhaveabettertime,thanshehadeverhadbefore——shewouldbehappy。 ChapterIV THESPENDINGSOFFANCY——FACTSANSWERWITHSNEERS ForthenexttwodaysCarrieindulgedinthemosthigh-flown,speculations。 Herfancyplungedrecklesslyintoprivilegesandamusementswhich,wouldhavebeenmuchmorebecominghadshebeencradledachild,offortune。Withreadywillandquickmentalselectionshe,scatteredhermeagrefour-fiftyperweekwithaswiftand,gracefulhand。Indeed,asshesatinherrocking-chairthese,severaleveningsbeforegoingtobedandlookedoutuponthe,pleasantlylightedstreet,thismoneyclearedforitsprospective,possessorthewaytoeveryjoyandeverybaublewhichtheheart,ofwomanmaydesire。”Iwillhaveafinetime,“shethought。 HersisterMinnieknewnothingoftheseratherwildcerebrations,thoughtheyexhaustedthemarketsofdelight。Shewastoobusy,scrubbingthekitchenwoodworkandcalculatingthepurchasing,powerofeightycentsforSunday’sdinner。WhenCarriehad,returnedhome,flushedwithherfirstsuccessandready,forall,herweariness,todiscussthenowinterestingeventswhichledup,toherachievement,theformerhadmerelysmiledapprovinglyand,inquiredwhethershewouldhavetospendanyofitforcarfare。 Thisconsiderationhadnotenteredinbefore,anditdidnotnow,forlongaffecttheglowofCarrie’senthusiasm。Disposedasshe,thenwastocalculateuponthatvaguebasiswhichallowsthe,subtractionofonesumfromanotherwithoutanyperceptible,diminution,shewashappy。 WhenHansoncamehomeatseveno’clock,hewasinclinedtobea,littlecrusty——hisusualdemeanourbeforesupper。Thisnever,showedsomuchinanythinghesaidasinacertainsolemnityof,countenanceandthesilentmannerinwhichhesloppedabout。He,hadapairofyellowcarpetslipperswhichheenjoyedwearing,andthesehewouldimmediatelysubstituteforhissolidpairof,shoes。This,andwashinghisfacewiththeaidofcommonwashing,soapuntilitglowedashinyred,constitutedhisonly,preparationforhiseveningmeal。Hewouldthengethisevening,paperandreadinsilence。 Forayoungman,thiswasratheramorbidturnofcharacter,and,soaffectedCarrie。Indeed,itaffectedtheentireatmosphereof,theflat,assuchthingsareinclinedtodo,andgavetohis,wife’sminditssubduedandtactfulturn,anxioustoavoid,taciturnreplies。UndertheinfluenceofCarrie’sannouncementhe,brightenedupsomewhat。 “Youdidn’tloseanytime,didyou?”heremarked,smilinga,little。 “No,“returnedCarriewithatouchofpride。 Heaskedheroneortwomorequestionsandthenturnedtoplay,withthebaby,leavingthesubjectuntilitwasbroughtupagain,byMinnieatthetable。 Carrie,however,wasnottobereducedtothecommonlevelof,observationwhichprevailedintheflat。 “Itseemstobesuchalargecompany,“shesaid,atoneplace。 “Greatbigplate-glasswindowsandlotsofclerks。ThemanIsaw,saidtheyhiredeversomanypeople。” “It’snotveryhardtogetworknow,“putinHanson,“ifyoulook,right。” Minnie,underthewarminginfluenceofCarrie’sgoodspiritsand,herhusband’ssomewhatconversationalmood,begantotellCarrie,ofsomeofthewell-knownthingstosee——thingstheenjoymentof,whichcostnothing。 “You’dliketoseeMichiganAvenue。Therearesuchfinehouses。 Itissuchafinestreet。” “WhereisH。R。Jacob’s?”interruptedCarrie,mentioningoneof,thetheatresdevotedtomelodramawhichwentbythatnameatthe,time。 “Oh,it’snotveryfarfromhere,“answeredMinnie。“It’sin,HalsteadStreet,rightuphere。” “HowI’dliketogothere。IcrossedHalsteadStreetto-day,didn’tI?” Atthistherewasaslighthaltinthenaturalreply。Thoughts,areastrangelypermeatingfactor。Athersuggestionofgoingto,thetheatre,theunspokenshadeofdisapprovaltothedoingof,thosethingswhichinvolvedtheexpenditureofmoney——shadesof,feelingwhicharoseinthemindofHansonandtheninMinnie—— slightlyaffectedtheatmosphereofthetable。Minnieanswered,“yes,“butCarriecouldfeelthatgoingtothetheatrewaspoorly,advocatedhere。Thesubjectwasputoffforalittlewhileuntil,Hanson,throughwithhismeal,tookhispaperandwentintothe,frontroom。 Whentheywerealone,thetwosistersbeganasomewhatfreer,conversation,Carrieinterruptingittohumalittle,asthey,workedatthedishes。 “IshouldliketowalkupandseeHalsteadStreet,ifitisn’t,toofar,“saidCarrie,afteratime。”Whydon’twegotothe,theatreto-night?” “Oh,Idon’tthinkSvenwouldwanttogoto-night,“returned,Minnie。”Hehastogetupsoearly。” “Hewouldn’tmind——he’denjoyit,“saidCarrie。 “No,hedoesn’tgoveryoften,“returnedMinnie。 “Well,I’dliketogo,“rejoinedCarrie。”Let’syouandmego。” Minnieponderedawhile,notuponwhethershecouldorwouldgo—— forthatpointwasalreadynegativelysettledwithher——butupon,somemeansofdivertingthethoughtsofhersistertosomeother,topic。 “We’llgosomeothertime,“shesaidatlast,findingnoready,meansofescape。 Carriesensedtherootoftheoppositionatonce。 “Ihavesomemoney,“shesaid。”Yougowithme。”Minnieshook,herhead。 “Hecouldgoalong,“saidCarrie。 “No,“returnedMinniesoftly,andrattlingthedishestodrown,theconversation。”Hewouldn’t。” IthadbeenseveralyearssinceMinniehadseenCarrie,andin,thattimethelatter’scharacterhaddevelopedafewshades。 Naturallytimidinallthingsthatrelatedtoherown,advancement,andespeciallysowhenwithoutpowerorresource,hercravingforpleasurewassostrongthatitwastheonestay,ofhernature。Shewouldspeakforthatwhensilentonallelse。 “Askhim,“shepleadedsoftly。