第5章

类别:其他 作者:Theodore Dreiser / Bantam Clas字数:22525更新时间:18/12/21 13:06:44
“Howareyou?”hesaid,easily。”Icouldnotresistthe,temptationtocomeoutthisafternoon,itwassopleasant。” “Yes,“saidCarrie,haltingbeforehim,“Iwasjustpreparingto,goforawalkmyself。” “Oh,wereyou?”hesaid。”Supposing,then,yougetyourhatand,webothgo?” TheycrossedtheparkandwentwestalongWashingtonBoulevard,beautifulwithitsbroadmacadamisedroad,andlargeframehouses,setbackfromthesidewalks。Itwasastreetwheremanyofthe,moreprosperousresidentsoftheWestSidelived,andHurstwood,couldnothelpfeelingnervousoverthepublicityofit。They,hadgonebutafewblockswhenaliverystablesigninoneofthe,sidestreetssolvedthedifficultyforhim。Hewouldtakeherto,drivealongthenewBoulevard。 TheBoulevardatthattimewaslittlemorethanacountryroad。 Thepartheintendedshowingherwasmuchfartheroutonthis,sameWestSide,wheretherewasscarcelyahouse。Itconnected,DouglasParkwithWashingtonorSouthPark,andwasnothingmore,thananeatlyMADEroad,runningduesouthforsomefivemiles,overanopen,grassyprairie,andthendueeastoverthesame,kindofprairieforthesamedistance。Therewasnotahouseto,beencounteredanywherealongthelargerpartoftheroute,and,anyconversationwouldbepleasantlyfreeofinterruption。 Atthestablehepickedagentlehorse,andtheyweresoonoutof,rangeofeitherpublicobservationorhearing。 “Canyoudrive?”hesaid,afteratime。 “Inevertried,“saidCarrie。 Heputthereinsinherhand,andfoldedhisarms。 “Youseethere’snothingtoitmuch,“hesaid,smilingly。 “Notwhenyouhaveagentlehorse,“saidCarrie。 “Youcanhandleahorseaswellasanyone,afteralittle,practice,“headded,encouragingly。 Hehadbeenlookingforsometimeforabreakintheconversation,whenhecouldgiveitaseriousturn。Onceortwicehehadheld,hispeace,hopingthatinsilenceherthoughtswouldtakethe,colourofhisown,butshehadlightlycontinuedthesubject。 Presently,however,hissilencecontrolledthesituation。The,driftofhisthoughtsbegantotell。Hegazedfixedlyatnothing,inparticular,asifhewerethinkingofsomethingwhich,concernedhernotatall。Histhoughts,however,spokefor,themselves。Shewasverymuchawarethataclimaxwaspending。 “Doyouknow,“hesaid,“Ihavespentthehappiesteveningsin,yearssinceIhaveknownyou?” “Haveyou?”shesaid,withassumedairiness,butstillexcitedby,theconvictionwhichthetoneofhisvoicecarried。 “Iwasgoingtotellyoutheotherevening,“headded,“but,somehowtheopportunityslippedaway。” Carriewaslisteningwithoutattemptingtoreply。Shecould,thinkofnothingworthwhiletosay。Despitealltheideas,concerningrightwhichhadtroubledhervaguelysinceshehad,lastseenhim,shewasnowinfluencedagainstronglyinhis,favour。 “Icameouthereto-day,“hewenton,solemnly,“totellyoujust,howIfeel——toseeifyouwouldn’tlistentome。” Hurstwoodwassomethingofaromanticistafterhiskind。Hewas,capableofstrongfeelings——oftenpoeticones——andunderastress,ofdesire,suchasthepresent,hewaxedeloquent。Thatis,his,feelingsandhisvoicewerecolouredwiththatseemingrepression,andpathoswhichistheessenceofeloquence。 “Youknow,“hesaid,puttinghishandonherarm,andkeepinga,strangesilencewhileheformulatedwords,“thatIloveyou?” Carriedidnotstiratthewords。Shewasboundupcompletelyin,theman’satmosphere。Hewouldhavechurchlikesilenceinorder,toexpresshisfeelings,andshekeptit。Shedidnotmoveher,eyesfromtheflat,openscenebeforeher。Hurstwoodwaitedfor,afewmoments,andthenrepeatedthewords。 “Youmustnotsaythat,“shesaid,weakly。 Herwordswerenotconvincingatall。Theyweretheresultofa,feeblethoughtthatsomethingoughttobesaid。Hepaidno,attentiontothemwhatever。 “Carrie,“hesaid,usingherfirstnamewithsympathetic,familiarity,“Iwantyoutoloveme。Youdon’tknowhowmuchI needsomeonetowastealittleaffectiononme。Iam,practicallyalone。Thereisnothinginmylifethatispleasant,ordelightful。It’sallworkandworrywithpeoplewhoare,nothingtome。” Ashesaidthis,Hurstwoodreallyimaginedthathisstatewas,pitiful。Hehadtheabilitytogetoffatadistanceandview,himselfobjectively——ofseeingwhathewantedtoseeinthe,thingswhichmadeuphisexistence。Now,ashespoke,hisvoice,trembledwiththatpeculiarvibrationwhichistheresultof,tensity。Itwentringinghometohiscompanion’sheart。 “Why,Ishouldthink,“shesaid,turninguponhimlargeeyes,whichwerefullofsympathyandfeeling,“thatyouwouldbevery,happy。Youknowsomuchoftheworld。” “Thatisit,“hesaid,hisvoicedroppingtoasoftminor,“I knowtoomuchoftheworld。” Itwasanimportantthingtohertohearonesowell-positioned,andpowerfulspeakinginthismanner。Shecouldnothelpfeeling,thestrangenessofhersituation。Howwasitthat,insolittle,awhile,thenarrowlifeofthecountryhadfallenfromherasa,garment,andthecity,withallitsmystery,takenitsplace? Herewasthisgreatestmystery,themanofmoneyandaffairs,sittingbesideher,appealingtoher。Behold,hehadeaseand,comfort,hisstrengthwasgreat,hispositionhigh,hisclothing,rich,andyethewasappealingtoher。Shecouldformulateno,thoughtwhichwouldbejustandright。Shetroubledherselfno,moreuponthematter。Sheonlybaskedinthewarmthofhis,feeling,whichwasasagratefulblazetoonewhoiscold。 Hurstwoodglowedwithhisownintensity,andtheheatofhis,passionwasalreadymeltingthewaxofhiscompanion’sscruples。 “Youthink,“hesaid,“Iamhappy;thatIoughtnottocomplain? Ifyouweretomeetalldaywithpeoplewhocareabsolutely,nothingaboutyou,ifyouwentdayafterdaytoaplacewhere,therewasnothingbutshowandindifference,iftherewasnotone,personinallthoseyouknewtowhomyoucouldappealfor,sympathyortalktowithpleasure,perhapsyouwouldbeunhappy,too。 Hewasstrikingachordnowwhichfoundsympatheticresponsein,herownsituation。Sheknewwhatitwastomeetwithpeoplewho,wereindifferent,towalkaloneamidsomanywhocaredabsolutely,nothingaboutyou。Hadnotshe?,Wasnotsheatthisverymoment,quitealone?,Whowasthereamongallwhomsheknewtowhomshe,couldappealforsympathy?,Notone。Shewaslefttoherselfto,broodandwonder。 “Icouldbecontent,“wentonHurstwood,“ifIhadyoutolove,me。IfIhadyoutogoto;youforacompanion。Asitis,I simplymoveaboutfromplacetoplacewithoutanysatisfaction。 Timehangsheavilyonmyhands。BeforeyoucameIdidnothing,butidleanddriftintoanythingthatoffereditself。Sinceyou,came——well,I’vehadyoutothinkabout。” Theoldillusionthatherewassomeonewhoneededheraidbegan,togrowinCarrie’smind。Shetrulypitiedthissad,lonely,figure。Tothinkthatallhisfinestateshouldbesobarrenfor,wantofher;thatheneededtomakesuchanappealwhenshe,herselfwaslonelyandwithoutanchor。Surely,thiswastoobad。 “Iamnotverybad,“hesaid,apologetically,asifheoweditto,hertoexplainonthisscore。”Youthink,probably,thatIroam,around,andgetintoallsortsofevil?,Ihavebeenrather,reckless,butIcouldeasilycomeoutofthat。Ineedyouto,drawmeback,ifmylifeeveramountstoanything。” Carrielookedathimwiththetendernesswhichvirtueeverfeels,initshopeofreclaimingvice。Howcouldsuchamanneed,reclaiming?,Hiserrors,whatwerethey,thatshecouldcorrect? Smalltheymustbe,whereallwassofine。Atworst,theywere,gildedaffairs,andwithwhatleniencyaregildederrorsviewed。 Heputhimselfinsuchalonelylightthatshewasdeeplymoved。 “Isitthatway?”shemused。 Heslippedhisarmaboutherwaist,andshecouldnotfindthe,hearttodrawaway。Withhisfreehandheseizeduponher,fingers。Abreathofsoftspringwindwentboundingoverthe,road,rollingsomebrowntwigsofthepreviousautumnbeforeit。 Thehorsepacedleisurelyon,unguided。 “Tellme,“hesaid,softly,“thatyouloveme。” Hereyesfellconsciously。 “Owntoit,dear,“hesaid,feelingly;“youdo,don’tyou?” Shemadenoanswer,buthefelthisvictory。 “Tellme,“hesaid,richly,drawinghersoclosethattheirlips,wereneartogether。Hepressedherhandwarmly,andthen,releasedittotouchhercheek。 “Youdo?”hesaid,pressinghislipstoherown。 Foranswer,herlipsreplied。 “Now,“hesaid,joyously,hisfineeyesablaze,“you’remyown,girl,aren’tyou?” Bywayoffurtherconclusion,herheadlaysoftlyuponhis,shoulder。 ChapterXIV WITHEYESANDNOTSEEING——ONEINFLUENCEWANES Carrieinherroomsthateveningwasinafineglow,physically,andmentally。Shewasdeeplyrejoicinginheraffectionfor,Hurstwoodandhislove,andlookedforwardwithfinefancyto,theirnextmeetingSundaynight。Theyhadagreed,withoutany,feelingofenforcedsecrecy,thatsheshouldcomedowntownand,meethim,though,afterall,theneedofitwasthecause。 Mrs。Hale,fromherupperwindow,sawhercomein。 “Um,“shethoughttoherself,“shegoesridingwithanotherman,whenherhusbandisoutofthecity。Hehadbetterkeepaneye,onher。” ThetruthisthatMrs。Halewasnottheonlyonewhohada,thoughtonthisscore。ThehousemaidwhohadwelcomedHurstwood,hadheropinionalso。ShehadnoparticularregardforCarrie,whomshetooktobecoldanddisagreeable。Atthesametime,she,hadafancyforthemerryandeasy-manneredDrouet,whothrewher,apleasantremarknowandthen,andinotherwaysextendedher,theevidenceofthatregardwhichhehadforallmembersofthe,sex。Hurstwoodwasmorereservedandcriticalinhismanner。He,didnotappealtothisbodicedfunctionaryinthesamepleasant,way。Shewonderedthathecamesofrequently,thatMrs。Drouet,shouldgooutwithhimthisafternoonwhenMr。Drouetwasabsent。 Shegaveventtoheropinionsinthekitchenwherethecookwas。 Asaresult,ahumofgossipwassetgoingwhichmovedaboutthe,houseinthatsecretmannercommontogossip。 Carrie,nowthatshehadyieldedsufficientlytoHurstwoodto,confessheraffection,nolongertroubledaboutherattitude,towardshim。TemporarilyshegavelittlethoughttoDrouet,thinkingonlyofthedignityandgraceofherloverandofhis,consumingaffectionforher。Onthefirstevening,shedid,littlebutgooverthedetailsoftheafternoon。Itwasthe,firsttimehersympathieshadeverbeenthoroughlyaroused,and,theythrewanewlightonhercharacter。Shehadsomepowerof,initiative,latentbefore,whichnowbegantoexertitself。She,lookedmorepracticallyuponherstateandbegantosee,glimmeringsofawayout。Hurstwoodseemedadraginthe,directionofhonour。Herfeelingswereexceedinglycreditable,inthattheyconstructedoutoftheserecentdevelopments,somethingwhichconqueredfreedomfromdishonour。Shehadno,ideawhatHurstwood’snextwordwouldbe。Sheonlytookhis,affectiontobeafinething,andappendedbetter,moregenerous,resultsaccordingly。 Asyet,Hurstwoodhadonlyathoughtofpleasurewithout,responsibility。Hedidnotfeelthathewasdoinganythingto,complicatehislife。Hispositionwassecure,hishome-life,if,notsatisfactory,wasatleastundisturbed,hispersonalliberty,ratheruntrammelled。Carrie’sloverepresentedonlysomuch,addedpleasure。Hewouldenjoythisnewgiftoverandabovehis,ordinaryallowanceofpleasure。Hewouldbehappywithherand,hisownaffairswouldgoonastheyhad,undisturbed。 OnSundayeveningCarriedinedwithhimataplacehehad,selectedinEastAdamsStreet,andthereaftertheytookacabto,whatwasthenapleasanteveningresortoutonCottageGrove,Avenuenear39thStreet。Intheprocessofhisdeclarationhe,soonrealisedthatCarrietookhisloveuponahigherbasisthan,hehadanticipated。Shekepthimatadistanceinarather,earnestway,andsubmittedonlytothosetendertokensof,affectionwhichbetterbecometheinexperiencedlover。Hurstwood,sawthatshewasnottobepossessedfortheasking,anddeferred,pressinghissuittoowarmly。 Sincehefeignedtobelieveinhermarriedstatehefoundthathe,hadtocarryoutthepart。Histriumph,hesaw,wasstillata,littledistance。Howfarhecouldnotguess。 TheywerereturningtoOgdenPlaceinthecab,whenheasked: “WhenwillIseeyouagain?” “Idon’tknow,“sheanswered,wonderingherself。 “WhynotcomedowntoTheFair,“hesuggested,“nextTuesday?” Sheshookherhead。 “Notsosoon,“sheanswered。 “I’lltellyouwhatI’lldo,“headded。”I’llwriteyou,careof,thisWestSidePost-office。CouldyoucallnextTuesday?” Carrieassented。 Thecabstoppedonedooroutofthewayaccordingtohiscall。 “Good-night,“hewhispered,asthecabrolledaway。 Unfortunatelyforthesmoothprogressionofthisaffair,Drouet,returned。Hurstwoodwassittinginhisimposinglittleoffice,thenextafternoonwhenhesawDrouetenter。 “Why,hello,Charles,“hecalledaffably;“backagain?” “Yes,“smiledDrouet,approachingandlookinginatthedoor。 Hurstwoodarose。 “Well,“hesaid,lookingthedrummerover,“rosyasever,eh?” Theybegantalkingofthepeopletheyknewandthingsthathad,happened。 “Beenhomeyet?”finallyaskedHurstwood。 “No,Iamgoing,though,“saidDrouet。 “Irememberedthelittlegirloutthere,“saidHurstwood,“and,calledonce。Thoughtyouwouldn’twantherleftquitealone。” “Rightyouare,“agreedDrouet。”Howisshe?” “Verywell,“saidHurstwood。”Ratheranxiousaboutyouthough。 You’dbettergooutnowandcheerherup。” “Iwill,“saidDrouet,smilingly。 “Liketohaveyoubothcomedownandgototheshowwithme,Wednesday,“concludedHurstwoodatparting。 “Thanks,oldman,“saidhisfriend,“I’llseewhatthegirlsays,andletyouknow。” Theyseparatedinthemostcordialmanner。 “There’sanicefellow,“Drouetthoughttohimselfasheturned,thecornertowardsMadison。 “Drouetisagoodfellow,“Hurstwoodthoughttohimselfashe,wentbackintohisoffice,“buthe’snomanforCarrie。” Thethoughtofthelatterturnedhismindintoamostpleasant,vein,andhewanderedhowhewouldgetaheadofthedrummer。 WhenDrouetenteredCarrie’spresence,hecaughtherinhisarms,asusual,butsherespondedtohiskisswithatremourof,opposition。 “Well,“hesaid,“Ihadagreattrip。” “Didyou?HowdidyoucomeoutwiththatLaCrossemanyouwere,tellingmeabout?” “Oh,fine;soldhimacompleteline。Therewasanotherfellow,there,representingBurnstein,aregularhook-nosedsheeny,but,hewasn’tinit。Imadehimlooklikenothingatall。” Asheundidhiscollarandunfastenedhisstuds,preparatoryto,washinghisfaceandchanginghisclothes,hedilateduponhis,trip。Carriecouldnothelplisteningwithamusementtohis,animateddescriptions。 “Itellyou,“hesaid,“Isurprisedthepeopleattheoffice。 I’vesoldmoregoodsthislastquarterthananyothermanofour,houseontheroad。Isoldthreethousanddollars’worthinLa,Crosse。” Heplungedhisfaceinabasinofwater,andpuffedandblewas,herubbedhisneckandearswithhishands,whileCarriegazed,uponhimwithmingledthoughtsofrecollectionandpresent,judgment。Hewasstillwipinghisface,whenhecontinued: “I’mgoingtostrikeforaraiseinJune。Theycanaffordtopay,it,asmuchbusinessasIturnin。I’llgetittoo,don’tyou,forget。” “Ihopeyoudo,“saidCarrie。 “AndthenifthatlittlerealestatedealI’vegotongoes,through,we’llgetmarried,“hesaidwithagreatshowof,earnestness,thewhilehetookhisplacebeforethemirrorand,beganbrushinghishair。 “Idon’tbelieveyoueverintendtomarryme,Charlie,“Carrie,saidruefully。TherecentprotestationsofHurstwoodhadgiven,hercouragetosaythis。 “Oh,yesIdo——courseIdo——whatputthatintoyourhead?” Hehadstoppedhistriflingbeforethemirrornowandcrossed,overtoher。ForthefirsttimeCarriefeltasifshemustmove,awayfromhim。 “Butyou’vebeensayingthatsolong,“shesaid,lookingwithher,prettyfaceupturnedintohis。 “Well,andImeanittoo,butittakesmoneytoliveasIwant,to。Now,whenIgetthisincrease,Icancomeprettynearfixing,thingsallright,andI’lldoit。Now,don’tyouworry,girlie。” Hepattedherreassuringlyupontheshoulder,butCarriefelthow,reallyfutilehadbeenherhopes。Shecouldclearlyseethat,thiseasy-goingsoulintendednomoveinherbehalf。Hewas,simplylettingthingsdriftbecausehepreferredthefreeround,ofhispresentstatetoanylegaltrammellings。 Incontrast,Hurstwoodappearedstrongandsincere。Hehadno,easymannerofputtingheroff。Hesympathisedwithherand,showedherwhathertruevaluewas。Heneededher,whileDrouet,didnotcare。 “Oh,no,“shesaidremorsefully,hertonereflectingsomeofher,ownsuccessandmoreofherhelplessness,“youneverwill。” “Well,youwaitalittlewhileandsee,“heconcluded。”I’ll,marryyouallright。” Carrielookedathimandfeltjustified。Shewaslookingfor,somethingwhichwouldcalmherconscience,andhereitwas,a,light,airydisregardofherclaimsuponhisjustice。Hehad,faithfullypromisedtomarryher,andthiswasthewayhe,fulfilledhispromise。 “Say,“hesaid,afterhehad,ashethought,pleasantlydisposed,ofthemarriagequestion,“IsawHurstwoodto-day,andhewants,ustogotothetheatrewithhim。” Carriestartedatthename,butrecoveredquicklyenoughtoavoid,notice。 “When?”sheasked,withassumedindifference。 “Wednesday。We’llgo,won’twe?” “Ifyouthinkso,“sheanswered,hermannerbeingsoenforcedly,reservedastoalmostexcitesuspicion。Drouetnoticedsomething,buthethoughtitwasduetoherfeelingsconcerningtheirtalk,aboutmarriage。 “Hecalledonce,hesaid。” “Yes,“saidCarrie,“hewasouthereSundayevening。” “Washe?”saidDrouet。”Ithoughtfromwhathesaidthathehad,calledaweekorsoago。” “Sohedid,“answeredCarrie,whowaswhollyunawareofwhat,conversationherloversmighthaveheld。Shewasallatsea,mentally,andfearfulofsomeentanglementwhichmightensuefrom,whatshewouldanswer。 “Oh,thenhecalledtwice?”saidDrouet,thefirstshadeof,misunderstandingshowinginhisface。 “Yes,“saidCarrieinnocently,feelingnowthatHurstwoodmust,havementionedbutonecall。 Drouetimaginedthathemusthavemisunderstoodhisfriend。He,didnotattachparticularimportancetotheinformation,after,all。 “Whatdidhehavetosay?”hequeried,withslightlyincreased,curiosity。 “HesaidhecamebecausehethoughtImightbelonely。You,hadn’tbeenintheresolonghewonderedwhathadbecomeofyou。” “Georgeisafinefellow,“saidDrouet,rathergratifiedbyhis,conceptionofthemanager’sinterest。”Comeonandwe’llgoout,todinner。” WhenHurstwoodsawthatDrouetwasbackhewroteatonceto,Carrie,saying: “ItoldhimIcalledonyou,dearest,whenhewasaway。Idid,notsayhowoften,butheprobablythoughtonce。Letmeknowof,anythingyoumayhavesaid。Answerbyspecialmessengerwhenyou,getthis,and,darling,Imustseeyou。Letmeknowifyoucan’t,meetmeatJacksonandThroopStreetsWednesdayafternoonattwo,o’clock。Iwanttospeakwithyoubeforewemeetatthe,theatre。” CarriereceivedthisTuesdaymorningwhenshecalledattheWest,Sidebranchofthepost-office,andansweredatonce。 “Isaidyoucalledtwice,“shewrote。”Hedidn’tseemtomind。 IwilltryandbeatThroopStreetifnothinginterferes。Iseem,tobegettingverybad。It’swrongtoactasIdo,Iknow。” Hurstwood,whenhemetherasagreed,reassuredheronthis,score。 “Youmustn’tworry,sweetheart,“hesaid。”Justassoonashe,goesontheroadagainwewillarrangesomething。We’llfixit,sothatyouwon’thavetodeceiveanyone。” Carrieimaginedthathewouldmarryheratonce,thoughhehad,notdirectlysaidso,andherspiritsrose。Sheproposedtomake,thebestofthesituationuntilDrouetleftagain。 “Don’tshowanymoreinterestinmethanyoueverhave,“ Hurstwoodcounselledconcerningtheeveningatthetheatre。 “Youmustn’tlookatmesteadilythen,“sheanswered,mindfulof,thepowerofhiseyes。 “Iwon’t,“hesaid,squeezingherhandatpartingandgivingthe,glanceshehadjustcautionedagainst。 “There,“shesaidplayfully,pointingafingerathim。 “Theshowhasn’tbegunyet,“hereturned。 Hewatchedherwalkfromhimwithtendersolicitation。Such,youthandprettinessreacteduponhimmoresubtlythanwine。 AtthetheatrethingspassedastheyhadinHurstwood’sfavour。 IfhehadbeenpleasingtoCarriebefore,howmuchmoresowashe,now。Hisgracewasmorepermeatingbecauseitfoundareadier,medium。Carriewatchedhiseverymovementwithpleasure。She,almostforgotpoorDrouet,whobabbledonasifhewerethehost。 Hurstwoodwastooclevertogivetheslightestindicationofa,change。Hepaid,ifanything,moreattentiontohisoldfriend,thanusual,andyetinnowayheldhimuptothatsubtleridicule,whichaloverinfavourmaysosecretlypractisebeforethe,mistressofhisheart。Ifanything,hefelttheinjusticeofthe,gameasitstood,andwasnotcheapenoughtoaddtoitthe,slightestmentaltaunt。 Onlytheplayproducedanironicalsituation,andthiswasdueto,Drouetalone。 Thescenewasonein“TheCovenant,“inwhichthewifelistened,totheseductivevoiceofaloverintheabsenceofherhusband。 “Servedhimright,“saidDrouetafterward,eveninviewofher,keenexpiationofhererror。”Ihaven’tanypityforamanwho,wouldbesuchachumpasthat。” “Well,younevercantell,“returnedHurstwoodgently。”He,probablythoughthewasright。” “Well,amanoughttobemoreattentivethanthattohiswifeif,hewantstokeepher。” Theyhadcomeoutofthelobbyandmadetheirwaythroughthe,showycrushabouttheentranceway。 “Say,mister,“saidavoiceatHurstwood’sside,“wouldyoumind,givingmethepriceofabed?” HurstwoodwasinterestedlyremarkingtoCarrie。 “HonesttoGod,mister,I’mwithoutaplacetosleep。” Thepleawasthatofagaunt-facedmanofaboutthirty,who,lookedthepictureofprivationandwretchedness。Drouetwasthe,firsttosee。Hehandedoveradimewithanupwellingfeelingof,pityinhisheart。Hurstwoodscarcelynoticedtheincident。 Carriequicklyforgot。 ChapterXV THEIRKOFTHEOLDTIES——THEMAGICOFYOUTH ThecompleteignoringbyHurstwoodofhisownhomecamewiththe,growthofhisaffectionforCarrie。Hisactions,inallthat,relatedtohisfamily,wereofthemostperfunctorykind。Hesat,atbreakfastwithhiswifeandchildren,absorbedinhisown,fancies,whichreachedfarwithouttherealmoftheirinterests。 Hereadhispaper,whichwasheightenedininterestbythe,shallownessofthethemesdiscussedbyhissonanddaughter。 Betweenhimselfandhiswiferanariverofindifference。 NowthatCarriehadcome,hewasinafairwaytobeblissful,again。Therewasdelightingoingdowntownevenings。Whenhe,walkedforthintheshortdays,thestreetlampshadamerry,twinkle。Hebegantoexperiencethealmostforgottenfeeling,whichhastensthelover’sfeet。Whenhelookedathisfine,clothes,hesawthemwithhereyes——andhereyeswereyoung。 Whenintheflushofsuchfeelingsheheardhiswife’svoice,whentheinsistentdemandsofmatrimonyrecalledhimfromdreams,toastalepractice,howitgrated。Hethenknewthatthiswasa,chainwhichboundhisfeet。 “George,“saidMrs。Hurstwood,inthattoneofvoicewhichhad,longsincecometobeassociatedinhismindwithdemands,“we,wantyoutogetusaseasontickettotheraces。” “Doyouwanttogotoallofthem?”hesaidwitharising,inflection。 “Yes,“sheanswered。 TheracesinquestionweresoontoopenatWashingtonPark,on,theSouthSide,andwereconsideredquitesocietyaffairsamong,thosewhodidnotaffectreligiousrectitudeandconservatism。 Mrs。Hurstwoodhadneveraskedforawholeseasonticketbefore,butthisyearcertainconsiderationsdecidedhertogetabox。 Foronething,oneofherneighbours,acertainMr。andMrs。 Ramsey,whowerepossessorsofmoney,madeoutofthecoal,business,haddoneso。Inthenextplace,herfavourite,physician,Dr。Beale,agentlemaninclinedtohorsesandbetting,hadtalkedwithherconcerninghisintentiontoenteratwo-year- oldintheDerby。Inthethirdplace,shewishedtoexhibit,Jessica,whowasgaininginmaturityandbeauty,andwhomshe,hopedtomarrytoamanofmeans。Herowndesiretobeaboutin,suchthingsandparadeamongheracquaintancesandcommonthrong,wasasmuchanincentiveasanything。 Hurstwoodthoughtoverthepropositionafewmomentswithout,answering。Theywereinthesittingroomonthesecondfloor,waitingforsupper。Itwastheeveningofhisengagementwith,CarrieandDrouettosee“TheCovenant,“whichhadbroughthim,hometomakesomealterationsinhisdress。 “You’resureseparateticketswouldn’tdoaswell?”heasked,hesitatingtosayanythingmorerugged。 “No,“sherepliedimpatiently。 “Well,“hesaid,takingoffenceathermanner,“youneedn’tget,madaboutit。I’mjustaskingyou。” “I’mnotmad,“shesnapped。”I’mmerelyaskingyouforaseason,ticket。” “AndI’mtellingyou,“hereturned,fixingaclear,steadyeyeon,her,“thatit’snoeasythingtoget。I’mnotsurewhetherthe,managerwillgiveittome。” Hehadbeenthinkingallthetimeofhis“pull“withtherace- trackmagnates。 “Wecanbuyitthen,“sheexclaimedsharply。 “Youtalkeasy,“hesaid。”Aseasonfamilyticketcostsone,hundredandfiftydollars。” “I’llnotarguewithyou,“sherepliedwithdetermination。”I wanttheticketandthat’sallthereistoit。” Shehadrisen,andnowwalkedangrilyoutoftheroom。 “Well,yougetitthen,“hesaidgrimly,thoughinamodified,toneofvoice。 Asusual,thetablewasoneshortthatevening。 Thenextmorninghehadcooleddownconsiderably,andlaterthe,ticketwasdulysecured,thoughitdidnothealmatters。Hedid,notmindgivinghisfamilyafairshareofallthatheearned,buthedidnotliketobeforcedtoprovideagainsthiswill。 “Didyouknow,mother,“saidJessicaanotherday,“theSpencers,aregettingreadytogoaway?” “No。Where,Iwonder?” “Europe,“saidJessica。”ImetGeorgineyesterdayandshetold,me。Shejustputonmoreairsaboutit。” “Didshesaywhen?” “Monday,Ithink。They’llgetanoticeinthepapersagain——they,alwaysdo。” “Nevermind,“saidMrs。Hurstwoodconsolingly,“we’llgooneof,thesedays。” Hurstwoodmovedhiseyesoverthepaperslowly,butsaidnothing。 “’WesailforLiverpoolfromNewYork,’“Jessicaexclaimed,mockingheracquaintance。”’Expecttospendmostofthe“summah“ inFrance,’——vainthing。AsIfitwasanythingtogotoEurope。” “Itmustbeifyouenvyhersomuch,“putinHurstwood。 Itgrateduponhimtoseethefeelinghisdaughterdisplayed。 “Don’tworryoverthem,mydear,“saidMrs。Hurstwood。 “DidGeorgegetoff?”askedJessicaofhermotheranotherday,thusrevealingsomethingthatHurstwoodhadheardnothingabout。 “Wherehashegone?”heasked,lookingup。Hehadneverbefore,beenkeptinignoranceconcerningdepartures。 “HewasgoingtoWheaton,“saidJessica,notnoticingtheslight,putuponherfather。 “What’soutthere?”heasked,secretlyirritatedandchagrinedto,thinkthatheshouldbemadetopumpforinformationinthis,manner。 “Atennismatch,“saidJessica。 “Hedidn’tsayanythingtome,“Hurstwoodconcluded,findingit,difficulttorefrainfromabittertone。 “Iguesshemusthaveforgotten,“exclaimedhiswifeblandly。In,thepasthehadalwayscommandedacertainamountofrespect,whichwasacompoundofappreciationandawe。Thefamiliarity,whichinpartstillexistedbetweenhimselfandhisdaughterhe,hadcourted。Asitwas,itdidnotgobeyondthelight,assumptionofwords。TheTONEwasalwaysmodest。Whateverhad,been,however,hadlackedaffection,andnowhesawthathewas,losingtrackoftheirdoings。Hisknowledgewasnolonger,intimate。Hesometimessawthemattable,andsometimesdidnot。 Heheardoftheirdoingsoccasionally,moreoftennot。Somedays,hefoundthathewasallatseaastowhattheyweretalking,about——thingstheyhadarrangedtodoorthattheyhaddonein,hisabsence。Moreaffectingwasthefeelingthattherewere,littlethingsgoingonofwhichhenolongerheard。Jessicawas,beginningtofeelthatheraffairswereherown。George,Jr。,flourishedaboutasifhewereamanentirelyandmustneedshave,privatematters。AllthisHurstwoodcouldsee,anditlefta,traceoffeeling,forhewasusedtobeingconsidered——inhis,officialposition,atleast——andfeltthathisimportanceshould,notbegintowanehere。Todarkenitall,hesawthesame,indifferenceandindependencegrowinginhiswife,whilehe,lookedonandpaidthebills。 Heconsoledhimselfwiththethought,however,that,afterall,hewasnotwithoutaffection。Thingsmightgoastheywouldat,hishouse,buthehadCarrieoutsideofit。Withhismind’seye,helookedintohercomfortableroominOgdenPlace,wherehehad,spentseveralsuchdelightfulevenings,andthoughthowcharming,itwouldbewhenDrouetwasdisposedofentirelyandshewas,waitingeveningsincoseylittlequartersforhim。Thatnocause,wouldcomeupwherebyDrouetwouldbeledtoinformCarrie,concerninghismarriedstate,hefelthopeful。Thingsweregoing,sosmoothlythathebelievedtheywouldnotchange。Shortlynow,hewouldpersuadeCarrieandallwouldbesatisfactory。 Thedayaftertheirtheatrevisithebeganwritingherregularly—— alettereverymorning,andbegginghertodoasmuchforhim。 Hewasnotliterarybyanymeans,butexperienceoftheworldand,hisgrowingaffectiongavehimsomewhatofastyle。Thishe,exercisedathisofficedeskwithperfectdeliberation。He,purchasedaboxofdelicatelycolouredandscentedwritingpaper,inmonogram,whichhekeptlockedinoneofthedrawers。His,friendsnowwonderedattheclericandveryofficial-looking,natureofhisposition。Thefivebartendersviewedwithrespect,thedutieswhichcouldcallamantodosomuchdesk-workand,penmanship。 Hurstwoodsurprisedhimselfwithhisfluency。Bythenaturallaw,whichgovernsalleffort,whathewrotereacteduponhim。He,begantofeelthosesubtletieswhichhecouldfindwordsto,express。Witheveryexpressioncameincreasedconception。Those,inmostbreathingswhichtherefoundwordstookholduponhim。He,thoughtCarrieworthyofalltheaffectionhecouldthere,express。 Carriewasindeedworthlovingifeveryouthandgraceareto,commandthattokenofacknowledgmentfromlifeintheirbloom。 Experiencehadnotyettakenawaythatfreshnessofthespirit,whichisthecharmofthebody。Hersofteyescontainedintheir,liquidlustrenosuggestionoftheknowledgeofdisappointment。 Shehadbeentroubledinawaybydoubtandlonging,butthese,hadmadenodeeperimpressionthancouldbetracedinacertain,openwistfulnessofglanceandspeech。Themouthhadthe,expressionattimes,intalkingandinrepose,ofonewhomight,beuponthevergeoftears。Itwasnotthatgriefwasthusever,present。Thepronunciationofcertainsyllablesgavetoherlips,thispeculiarityofformation——aformationassuggestiveand,movingaspathositself。 Therewasnothingboldinhermanner。Lifehadnottaughther,domination——superciliousnessofgrace,whichisthelordlypower,ofsomewomen。Herlongingforconsiderationwasnot,sufficientlypowerfultomovehertodemandit。Evennowshe,lackedself-assurance,buttherewasthatinwhatshehadalready,experiencedwhichleftheralittlelessthantimid。Shewanted,pleasure,shewantedposition,andyetshewasconfusedasto,whatthesethingsmightbe。Everyhourthekaleidoscopeofhuman,affairsthrewanewlustreuponsomething,andtherewithit,becameforherthedesired——theall。Anothershiftofthebox,andsomeotherhadbecomethebeautiful,theperfect。 Onherspiritualside,also,shewasrichinfeeling,assucha,naturewellmightbe。Sorrowinherwasarousedbymanya,spectacle——anuncriticalupwellingofgrieffortheweakandthe,helpless。Shewasconstantlypainedbythesightofthewhite- faced,raggedmenwhosloppeddesperatelybyherinasortof,wretchedmentalstupor。Thepoorlycladgirlswhowentblowing,byherwindowevenings,hurryinghomefromsomeoftheshopsof,theWestSide,shepitiedfromthedepthsofherheart。She,wouldstandandbiteherlipsastheypassed,shakingherlittle,headandwondering。Theyhadsolittle,shethought。Itwasso,sadtoberaggedandpoor。Thehangoffadedclothespainedher,eyes。 “Andtheyhavetoworksohard!”washeronlycomment。 Onthestreetsometimesshewouldseemenworking——Irishmenwith,picks,coal-heaverswithgreatloadstoshovel,Americansbusy,aboutsomeworkwhichwasamerematterofstrength——andthey,touchedherfancy。Toil,nowthatshewasfreeofit,seemed,evenamoredesolatethingthanwhenshewaspartofit。Shesaw,itthroughamistoffancy——apale,sombrehalf-light,whichwas,theessenceofpoeticfeeling。Heroldfather,inhisflour- dustedmiller’ssuit,sometimesreturnedtoherinmemory,revivedbyafaceinawindow。Ashoemakerpeggingathislast,ablastmanseenthroughanarrowwindowinsomebasementwhere,ironwasbeingmelted,abench-workerseenhighaloftinsome,window,hiscoatoff,hissleevesrolledup;thesetookherback,infancytothedetailsofthemill。Shefelt,thoughsheseldom,expressedthem,sadthoughtsuponthisscore。Hersympathies,wereeverwiththatunder-worldoftoilfromwhichshehadso,recentlysprung,andwhichshebestunderstood。 ThoughHurstwooddidnotknowit,hewasdealingwithonewhose,feelingswereastenderandasdelicateasthis。Hedidnot,know,butitwasthisinher,afterall,whichattractedhim。He,neverattemptedtoanalysethenatureofhisaffection。Itwas,sufficientthattherewastendernessinhereye,weaknessinher,manner,goodnatureandhopeinherthoughts。Hedrewnearthis,lily,whichhadsuckeditswaxenbeautyandperfumefrombelowa,depthofwaterswhichhehadneverpenetrated,andoutofooze,andmouldwhichhecouldnotunderstand。Hedrewnearbecauseit,waswaxenandfresh。Itlightenedhisfeelingsforhim。Itmade,themorningworthwhile。 Inamaterialway,shewasconsiderablyimproved。Her,awkwardnesshadallbutpassed,leaving,ifanything,aquaint,residuewhichwasaspleasingasperfectgrace。Herlittleshoes,nowfittedhersmartlyandhadhighheels。Shehadlearnedmuch,aboutlacesandthoselittleneckpieceswhichaddsomuchtoa,woman’sappearance。Herformhadfilledoutuntilitwas,admirablyplumpandwell-rounded。 Hurstwoodwroteheronemorning,askinghertomeethimin,JeffersonPark,MonroeStreet。Hedidnotconsideritpolicyto,callanymore,evenwhenDrouetwasathome。 Thenextafternoonhewasintheprettylittleparkbyone,and,hadfoundarusticbenchbeneaththegreenleavesofalilacbush,whichborderedoneofthepaths。Itwasatthatseasonofthe,yearwhenthefulnessofspringhadnotyetwornquiteaway。At,alittlepondnearbysomecleanlydressedchildrenweresailing,whitecanvasboats。Intheshadeofagreenpagodaabebuttoned,officerofthelawwasresting,hisarmsfolded,hisclubatrest,inhisbelt。Anoldgardenerwasuponthelawn,withapairof,pruningshears,lookingaftersomebushes。Highoverheadwasthe,cleanblueskyofthenewsummer,andinthethicknessofthe,shinygreenleavesofthetreeshoppedandtwitteredthebusy,sparrows。 Hurstwoodhadcomeoutofhisownhomethatmorningfeelingmuch,ofthesameoldannoyance。Athisstorehehadidled,there,beingnoneedtowrite。Hehadcomeawaytothisplacewiththe,lightnessofheartwhichcharacterisesthosewhoputweariness,behind。Now,intheshadeofthiscool,greenbush,helooked,abouthimwiththefancyofthelover。Heheardthecartsgo,lumberingbyupontheneighbouringstreets,buttheywerefar,off,andonlybuzzeduponhisear。Thehumofthesurrounding,citywasfaint,theclangofanoccasionalbellwasasmusic。He,lookedanddreamedanewdreamofpleasurewhichconcernedhis,presentfixedconditionnotatall。Hegotbackinfancytothe,oldHurstwood,whowasneithermarriednorfixedinasolid,positionforlife。Herememberedthelightspiritinwhichhe,oncelookedafterthegirls——howhehaddanced,escortedthem,home,hungovertheirgates。Healmostwishedhewasbackthere,again——hereinthispleasantscenehefeltasifhewerewholly,free。 AttwoCarriecametrippingalongthewalktowardhim,rosyand,clean。Shehadjustrecentlydonnedasailorhatfortheseason,withabandofprettywhite-dottedbluesilk。Herskirtwasofa,richbluematerial,andhershirtwaistmatchedit,withathin- stripeofblueuponasnow-whiteground——stripesthatwereas,fineashairs。Herbrownshoespeepedoccasionallyfrombeneath,herskirt。Shecarriedherglovesinherhand。 Hurstwoodlookedupatherwithdelight。 “Youcame,dearest,“hesaideagerly,standingtomeetherand,takingherhand。 “Ofcourse,“shesaid,smiling;“didyouthinkIwouldn’t?” “Ididn’tknow,“hereplied。 Helookedatherforehead,whichwasmoistfromherbriskwalk。 Thenhetookoutoneofhisownsoft,scentedsilkhandkerchiefs,andtouchedherfacehereandthere。 “Now,“hesaidaffectionately,“you’reallright。” Theywerehappyinbeingnearoneanother——inlookingintoeach,other’seyes。Finally,whenthelongflushofdelighthadsub,sided,hesaid: “WhenisCharliegoingawayagain?” “Idon’tknow,“sheanswered。”Hesayshehassomethingstodo,forthehouseherenow。” Hurstwoodgrewserious,andhelapsedintoquietthought。He,lookedupafteratimetosay: “Comeawayandleavehim。” Heturnedhiseyestotheboyswiththeboats,asiftherequest,wereoflittleimportance。 “Wherewouldwego?”sheaskedinmuchthesamemanner,rolling,hergloves,andlookingintoaneighbouringtree。 “Wheredoyouwanttogo?”heenquired。 Therewassomethinginthetoneinwhichhesaidthiswhichmade,herfeelasifshemustrecordherfeelingsagainstanylocal,habitation。 “Wecan’tstayinChicago,“shereplied。 Hehadnothoughtthatthiswasinhermind——thatanyremoval,wouldbesuggested。 “Whynot?”heaskedsoftly。 “Oh,because,“shesaid,“Iwouldn’twantto。” Helistenedtothiswithbutdullperceptionofwhatitmeant。 Ithadnoseriousringtoit。Thequestionwasnotupfor,immediatedecision。 “Iwouldhavetogiveupmyposition,“hesaid。 Thetoneheusedmadeitseemasifthematterdeservedonly,slightconsideration。Carriethoughtalittle,thewhile,enjoyingtheprettyscene。 “Iwouldn’tliketoliveinChicagoandhimhere,“shesaid,thinkingofDrouet。 “It’sabigtown,dearest,“Hurstwoodanswered。”Itwouldbeas,goodasmovingtoanotherpartofthecountrytomovetothe,SouthSide。” Hehadfixeduponthatregionasanobjectivepoint。 “Anyhow,“saidCarrie,“Ishouldn’twanttogetmarriedaslong,asheishere。Iwouldn’twanttorunaway。” ThesuggestionofmarriagestruckHurstwoodforcibly。Hesaw,clearlythatthiswasheridea——hefeltthatitwasnottobe,gottenovereasily。Bigamylightenedthehorizonofhisshadowy,thoughtsforamoment。Hewonderedforthelifeofhimhowit,wouldallcomeout。Hecouldnotseethathewasmakingany,progresssaveinherregard。Whenhelookedathernow,he,thoughtherbeautiful。Whatathingitwastohaveherlovehim,evenifitbeentangling!Sheincreasedinvalueinhiseyes,becauseofherobjection。Shewassomethingtostrugglefor,and,thatwaseverything。Howdifferentfromthewomenwhoyielded,willingly!Hesweptthethoughtofthemfromhismind。 “Andyoudon’tknowwhenhe’llgoaway?”askedHurstwood,quietly。 Sheshookherhead。 Hesighed。 “You’readeterminedlittlemiss,aren’tyou?”hesaid,aftera,fewmoments,lookingupintohereyes。 Shefeltawaveoffeelingsweepoverheratthis。Itwaspride,atwhatseemedhisadmiration——affectionforthemanwhocould,feelthisconcerningher。 “No,“shesaidcoyly,“butwhatcanIdo?” Againhefoldedhishandsandlookedawayoverthelawnintothe,street。 “Iwish,“hesaidpathetically,“youwouldcometome。Idon’t,liketobeawayfromyouthisway。Whatgoodistherein,waiting?You’renotanyhappier,areyou?” “Happier!”sheexclaimedsoftly,“youknowbetterthanthat。” “Herewearethen,“hewentoninthesametone,“wastingour,days。Ifyouarenothappy,doyouthinkIam?Isitandwrite,toyouthebiggestpartofthetime。I’lltellyouwhat,Carrie,“heexclaimed,throwingsuddenforceofexpressioninto,hisvoiceandfixingherwithhiseyes,“Ican’tlivewithout,you,andthat’sallthereistoit。Now,“heconcluded,showing,thepalmofoneofhiswhitehandsinasortofat-an-end,helplessexpression,“whatshallIdo?” ThisshiftingoftheburdentoherappealedtoCarrie。The,semblanceoftheloadwithouttheweighttouchedthewoman’s,heart。 “Can’tyouwaitalittlewhileyet?”shesaidtenderly。”I’ll,tryandfindoutwhenhe’sgoing。” “Whatgoodwillitdo?”heasked,holdingthesamestrainof,feeling。 “Well,perhapswecanarrangetogosomewhere。” Shereallydidnotseeanythingclearerthanbefore,butshewas,gettingintothatframeofmindwhere,outofsympathy,awoman,yields。 Hurstwooddidnotunderstand。Hewaswonderinghowshewastobe,persuaded——whatappealwouldmovehertoforsakeDrouet。He,begantowonderhowfarheraffectionforhimwouldcarryher。 Hewasthinkingofsomequestionwhichwouldmakehertell。 Finallyhehitupononeofthoseproblematicalpropositionswhich,oftendisguiseourowndesireswhileleadingustoan,understandingofthedifficultieswhichothersmakeforus,and,sodiscoverforusaway。Ithadnottheslightestconnection,withanythingintendedonhispart,andwasspokenatrandom,beforehehadgivenitamoment’sseriousthought。 “Carrie,“hesaid,lookingintoherfaceandassumingaserious,lookwhichhedidnotfeel,“supposeIweretocometoyounext,week,orthisweekforthatmatter——to-nightsay——andtellyouI hadtogoaway——thatIcouldn’tstayanotherminuteandwasn’t,comingbackanymore——wouldyoucomewithme?” Hissweetheartviewedhimwiththemostaffectionateglance,her,answerreadybeforethewordswereoutofhismouth。 “Yes,“shesaid。 “Youwouldn’tstoptoargueorarrange?” “Notifyoucouldn’twait。” Hesmiledwhenhesawthatshetookhimseriously,andhethought,whatachanceitwouldaffordforapossiblejunketofaweekor,two。Hehadanotiontotellherthathewasjokingandsobrush,awayhersweetseriousness,buttheeffectofitwastoo,delightful。Heletitstand。 “Supposewedidn’thavetimetogetmarriedhere?”headded,an,afterthoughtstrikinghim。 “Ifwegotmarriedassoonaswegottotheotherendofthe,journeyitwouldbeallright。” “Imeantthat,“hesaid。 “Yes。” Themorningseemedpeculiarlybrighttohimnow。Hewondered,whatevercouldhaveputsuchathoughtintohishead。Impossible,asitwas,hecouldnothelpsmilingatitscleverness。It,showedhowshelovedhim。Therewasnodoubtinhismindnow,andhewouldfindawaytowinher。 “Well,“hesaid,jokingly,“I’llcomeandgetyouoneofthese,evenings,“andthenhelaughed。 “Iwouldn’tstaywithyou,though,ifyoudidn’tmarryme,“ Carrieaddedreflectively。 “Idon’twantyouto,“hesaidtenderly,takingherhand。 Shewasextremelyhappynowthatsheunderstood。Shelovedhim,themoreforthinkingthathewouldrescueherso。Asforhim,themarriageclausedidnotdwellinhismind。Hewasthinking,thatwithsuchaffectiontherecouldbenobartohiseventual,happiness。 “Let’sstrollabout,“hesaidgayly,risingandsurveyingallthe,lovelypark。 “Allright,“saidCarrie。 TheypassedtheyoungIrishman,wholookedafterthemwith,enviouseyes。 “’Tisafoinecouple,“heobservedtohimself。”Theymustbe,rich。” ChapterXVI AWITLESSALADDIN——THEGATETOTHEWORLD InthecourseofhispresentstayinChicago,Drouetpaidsome,slightattentiontothesecretordertowhichhebelonged。 Duringhislasttriphehadreceivedanewlightonits,importance。 “Itellyou,“saidanotherdrummertohim,“it’sagreatthing。 LookatHazenstab。Heisn’tsodeucedclever。Ofcoursehe’s,gotagoodhousebehindhim,butthatwon’tdoalone。Itellyou,it’shisdegree。He’saway-upMason,andthatgoesalongway。 He’sgotasecretsignthatstandsforsomething。” Drouetresolvedthenandtherethathewouldtakemoreinterest,insuchmatters。SowhenhegotbacktoChicagoherepairedto,hislocallodgeheadquarters。 “Isay,Drouet,“saidMr。HarryQuincel,anindividualwhowas,veryprominentinthislocalbranchoftheElks,“you’retheman,thatcanhelpusout。” Itwasafterthebusinessmeetingandthingsweregoingsocially,withahum。Drouetwasbobbingaroundchattingandjokingwitha,scoreofindividualswhomheknew。 “Whatareyouupto?”heinquiredgenially,turningasmiling,faceuponhissecretbrother。 “We’retryingtogetupsometheatricalsfortwoweeksfromto- day,andwewanttoknowifyoudon’tknowsomeyoungladywho,couldtakeapart——it’saneasypart。” “Sure,“saidDrouet,“whatisit?”Hedidnottroubletoremember,thatheknewnoonetowhomhecouldappealonthisscore。His,innategood-nature,however,dictatedafavourablereply。 “Well,now,I’lltellyouwhatwearetryingtodo,“wentonMr。 Quincel。”Wearetryingtogetanewsetoffurnitureforthe,lodge。Thereisn’tenoughmoneyinthetreasuryatthepresent,time,andwethoughtwewouldraiseitbyalittle,entertainment。” “Sure,“interruptedDrouet,“that’sagoodidea。” “Severaloftheboysaroundherehavegottalent。There’sHarry,Burbeck,hedoesafineblack-faceturn。MacLewisisallright,atheavydramatics。Didyoueverhearhimrecite’Overthe,Hills’?” “Neverdid。” “Well,Itellyou,hedoesitfine。” “Andyouwantmetogetsomewomantotakeapart?”questioned,Drouet,anxioustoterminatethesubjectandgetontosomething,else。”Whatareyougoingtoplay?” “’UndertheGaslight,’“saidMr。Quincel,mentioningAugustin,Daly’sfamousproduction,whichhadwornfromagreatpublic,successdowntoanamateurtheatricalfavourite,withmanyofthe,troublesomeaccessoriescutoutandthedramatispersonaereduced,tothesmallestpossiblenumber。 Drouethadseenthisplaysometimeinthepast。 “That’sit,“hesaid;“that’safineplay。Itwillgoallright。 Yououghttomakealotofmoneyoutofthat。” “Wethinkwe’lldoverywell,“Mr。Quincelreplied。”Don’tyou,forgetnow,“heconcluded,Drouetshowingsignsofrestlessness; “someyoungwomantotakethepartofLaura。” “Sure,I’llattendtoit。” Hemovedaway,forgettingalmostallaboutitthemomentMr。 Quincelhadceasedtalking。Hehadnoteventhoughttoaskthe,timeorplace。 Drouetwasremindedofhispromiseadayortwolaterbythe,receiptofaletterannouncingthatthefirstrehearsalwasset,forthefollowingFridayevening,andurginghimtokindly,forwardtheyounglady’saddressatonce,inorderthatthepart,mightbedeliveredtoher。 “Now,whothedeucedoIknow?”askedthedrummerreflectively,scratchinghisrosyear。”Idon’tknowanyonethatknows,anythingaboutamateurtheatricals。” Hewentoverinmemorythenamesofanumberofwomenheknew,andfinallyfixedonone,largelybecauseoftheconvenient,locationofherhomeontheWestSide,andpromisedhimselfthat,ashecameoutthateveninghewouldseeher。When,however,he,startedwestonthecarheforgot,andwasonlyremindedofhis,delinquencybyaniteminthe“EveningNews“——asmallthree-line,affairundertheheadofSecretSocietyNotes——whichstatedthe,CusterLodgeoftheOrderofElkswouldgiveatheatrical,performanceinAveryHallonthe16th,when“UndertheGaslight“ wouldbeproduced。 “George!”exclaimedDrouet,“Iforgotthat。” “What?”inquiredCarrie。 Theywereattheirlittletableintheroomwhichmighthavebeen,usedforakitchen,whereCarrieoccasionallyservedameal。To- nightthefancyhadcaughther,andthelittletablewasspread,withapleasingrepast。 “Why,mylodgeentertainment。They’regoingtogiveaplay,and,theywantedmetogetthemsomeyoungladytotakeapart。” “Whatisitthey’regoingtoplay?” “’UndertheGaslight。’“ “When?” “Onthe16th。” “Well,whydon’tyou?”askedCarrie。 “Idon’tknowanyone,“hereplied。 Suddenlyhelookedup。 “Say,“hesaid,“howwouldyouliketotakethepart?” “Me?”saidCarrie。”Ican’tact。” “Howdoyouknow?”questionedDrouetreflectively。 “Because,“answeredCarrie,“Ineverdid。” Nevertheless,shewaspleasedtothinkhewouldask。Hereyes,brightened,foriftherewasanythingthatenlistedher,sympathiesitwastheartofthestage。 Truetohisnature,Drouetclungtothisideaasaneasywayout。 “That’snothing。Youcanactallyouhavetodownthere。” “No,Ican’t,“saidCarrieweakly,verymuchdrawntowardthe,propositionandyetfearful。 “Yes,youcan。Now,whydon’tyoudoit?Theyneedsomeone,and,itwillbelotsoffunforyou。” “Oh,no,itwon’t,“saidCarrieseriously。 “You’dlikethat。Iknowyouwould。I’veseenyoudancing,aroundhereandgivingimitationsandthat’swhyIaskedyou。 You’recleverenough,allright。” “No,I’mnot,“saidCarrieshyly。 “Now,I’lltellyouwhatyoudo。Yougodownandseeaboutit。 It’llbefunforyou。Therestofthecompanyisn’tgoingtobe,anygood。Theyhaven’tanyexperience。Whatdotheyknowabout,theatricals?” Hefrownedashethoughtoftheirignorance。 “Handmethecoffee,“headded。 “Idon’tbelieveIcouldact,Charlie,“Carriewentonpettishly。 “Youdon’tthinkIcould,doyou?” “Sure。Outo’sight。Ibetyoumakeahit。Nowyouwanttogo,Iknowyoudo。IknewitwhenIcamehome。That’swhyIasked,you。” “Whatistheplay,didyousay?” “’UndertheGaslight。’“ “Whatpartwouldtheywantmetotake?” “Oh,oneoftheheroines——Idon’tknow。” “Whatsortofaplayisit?” “Well,“saidDrouet,whosememoryforsuchthingswasnotthe,best,“it’saboutagirlwhogetskidnappedbyacoupleof,crooks——amanandawomanthatliveintheslums。Shehadsome,moneyorsomethingandtheywantedtogetit。Idon’tknownow,howitdidgoexactly。” “Don’tyouknowwhatpartIwouldhavetotake?” “No,Idon’t,totellthetruth。”Hethoughtamoment。”Yes,I do,too。Laura,that’sthething——you’retobeLaura。” “Andyoucan’trememberwhatthepartislike?”