第6章

类别:其他 作者:Theodore Dreiser / Bantam Clas字数:22442更新时间:18/12/21 13:06:44
“Tosaveme,Cad,Ican’t,“heanswered。”Ioughtto,too;I’ve,seentheplayenough。There’sagirlinitthatwasstolenwhen,shewasaninfant——waspickedoffthestreetorsomething——and,she’stheonethat’shoundedbythetwooldcriminalsIwas,tellingyouabout。”Hestoppedwithamouthfulofpiepoisedona,forkbeforehisface。”Shecomesveryneargettingdrowned——no,that’snotit。I’lltellyouwhatI’lldo,“heconcluded,hopelessly,“I’llgetyouthebook。Ican’tremembernowforthe,lifeofme。” “Well,Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie,whenhehadconcluded,her,interestanddesiretoshinedramaticallystrugglingwithher,timidityforthemastery。”ImightgoifyouthoughtI’ddoall,right。” “Ofcourse,you’lldo,“saidDrouet,who,inhiseffortsto,enthuseCarrie,hadinterestedhimself。”DoyouthinkI’dcome,homehereandurgeyoutodosomethingthatIdidn’tthinkyou,wouldmakeasuccessof?Youcanactallright。It’llbegood,foryou。” “WhenmustIgo?”saidCarrie,reflectively。 “ThefirstrehearsalisFridaynight。I’llgetthepartforyou,to-night。” “Allright,“saidCarrieresignedly,“I’lldoit,butifImakea,failurenowit’syourfault。” “Youwon’tfail,“assuredDrouet。”Justactasyoudoaround,here。Benatural。You’reallright。I’veoftenthoughtyou’d,makeacorkinggoodactress。” “Didyoureally?”askedCarrie。 “That’sright,“saidthedrummer。 Helittleknewashewentoutofthedoorthatnightwhata,secretflamehehadkindledinthebosomofthegirlheleft,behind。Carriewaspossessedofthatsympathetic,impressionable,naturewhich,everinthemostdevelopedform,hasbeentheglory,ofthedrama。Shewascreatedwiththatpassivityofsoulwhich,isalwaysthemirroroftheactiveworld。Shepossessedan,innatetasteforimitationandnosmallability。Evenwithout,practice,shecouldsometimesrestoredramaticsituationsshehad,witnessedbyre-creating,beforehermirror,theexpressionsof,thevariousfacestakingpartinthescene。Shelovedto,modulatehervoiceaftertheconventionalmannerofthe,distressedheroine,andrepeatsuchpatheticfragmentsas,appealedmosttohersympathies。Oflate,seeingtheairygrace,oftheingenueinseveralwell-constructedplays,shehadbeen,movedtosecretlyimitateit,andmanywerethelittlemovements,andexpressionsofthebodyinwhichsheindulgedfromtimeto,timeintheprivacyofherchamber。Onseveraloccasions,when,Drouethadcaughtheradmiringherself,asheimagined,inthe,mirror,shewasdoingnothingmorethanrecallingsomelittle,graceofthemouthortheeyeswhichshehadwitnessedin,another。Underhisairyaccusationshemistookthisforvanity,andacceptedtheblamewithafaintsenseoferror,though,asa,matteroffact,itwasnothingmorethanthefirstsubtle,outcroppingsofanartisticnature,endeavouringtore-createthe,perfectlikenessofsomephaseofbeautywhichappealedtoher。 Insuchfeebletendencies,beitknown,suchoutworkingofdesire,toreproducelife,liesthebasisofalldramaticart。 Now,whenCarrieheardDrouet’slaudatoryopinionofherdramatic,ability,herbodytingledwithsatisfaction。Liketheflame,whichweldstheloosenedparticlesintoasolidmass,hiswords,unitedthosefloatingwispsoffeelingwhichshehadfelt,but,neverbelieved,concerningherpossibleability,andmadethem,intoagaudyshredofhope。Likeallhumanbeings,shehada,touchofvanity。Shefeltthatshecoulddothingsifsheonly,hadachance。Howoftenhadshelookedatthewell-dressed,actressesonthestageandwonderedhowshewouldlook,how,delightfulshewouldfeelifonlyshewereintheirplace。The,glamour,thetensesituation,thefineclothes,theapplause,thesehadluredheruntilshefeltthatshe,too,couldact——that,she,too,couldcompelacknowledgmentofpower。Nowshewastold,thatshereallycould——thatlittlethingsshehaddoneaboutthe,househadmadeevenhimfeelherpower。Itwasadelightful,sensationwhileitlasted。 WhenDrouetwasgone,shesatdowninherrocking-chairbythe,windowtothinkaboutit。Asusual,imaginationexaggeratedthe,possibilitiesforher。Itwasasifhehadputfiftycentsin,herhandandshehadexercisedthethoughtsofathousand,dollars。Shesawherselfinascoreofpatheticsituationsin,whichsheassumedatremulousvoiceandsufferingmanner。Her,minddelighteditselfwithscenesofluxuryandrefinement,situationsinwhichshewasthecynosureofalleyes,thearbiter,ofallfates。Assherockedtoandfroshefeltthetensityof,woeinabandonment,themagnificenceofwrathafterdeception,thelanguourofsorrowafterdefeat。Thoughtsofallthe,charmingwomenshehadseeninplays——everyfancy,everyillusion,whichshehadconcerningthestage——nowcamebackasareturning,tideaftertheebb。Shebuiltupfeelingsandadetermination,whichtheoccasiondidnotwarrant。 Drouetdroppedinatthelodgewhenhewentdowntown,and,swashedaroundwithagreatAIR,asQuincelmethim。 “Whereisthatyoungladyyouweregoingtogetforus?”asked,thelatter。 “I’vegother,“saidDrouet。 “Haveyou?”saidQuincel,rathersurprisedbyhispromptness; “that’sgood。What’sheraddress?”andhepulledouthis,notebookinordertobeabletosendherparttoher。 “Youwanttosendherherpart?”askedthedrummer。 “Yes。” “Well,I’lltakeit。I’mgoingrightbyherhouseinthe,morning。 “Whatdidyousayheraddresswas?Weonlywantitincasewe,haveanyinformationtosendher。” “Twenty-nineOgdenPlace。” “Andhername?” “CarrieMadenda,“saidthedrummer,firingatrandom。Thelodge,membersknewhimtobesingle。 “Thatsoundslikesomebodythatcanact,doesn’tit?”said,Quincel。 “Yes,itdoes。” HetooktheparthometoCarrieandhandedittoherwiththe,mannerofonewhodoesafavour。 “Hesaysthat’sthebestpart。Doyouthinkyoucandoit?” “Idon’tknowuntilIlookitover。YouknowI’mafraid,now,thatI’vesaidIwould。” “Oh,goon。Whathaveyougottobeafraidof?It’sacheap,company。Therestofthemaren’tasgoodasyouare。” “Well,I’llsee,“saidCarrie,pleasedtohavethepart,forall,hermisgivings。 Hesidledaround,dressingandfidgetingbeforehearrangedto,makehisnextremark。 “Theyweregettingreadytoprinttheprogrammes,“hesaid,“and,IgavethemthenameofCarrieMadenda。Wasthatallright?” “Yes,Iguessso,“saidhiscompanion,lookingupathim。She,wasthinkingitwasslightlystrange。 “Ifyoudidn’tmakeahit,youknow,“hewenton。 “Oh,yes,“sheanswered,ratherpleasednowwithhiscaution。It,wascleverforDrouet。 “Ididn’twanttointroduceyouasmywife,becauseyou’dfeel,worsethenifyoudidn’tGO。Theyallknowmesowell。But,you’llGOallright。Anyhow,you’llprobablynevermeetanyof,themagain。” “Oh,Idon’tcare,“saidCarriedesperately。Shewasdetermined,nowtohaveatryatthefascinatinggame。 Drouetbreathedasighofrelief。Hehadbeenafraidthathewas,abouttoprecipitateanotherconversationuponthemarriage,question。 ThepartofLaura,asCarriefoundoutwhenshebegantoexamine,it,wasoneofsufferingandtears。AsdelineatedbyMr。Daly,itwastruetothemostsacredtraditionsofmelodramaashe,founditwhenhebeganhiscareer。Thesorrowfuldemeanour,the,tremolomusic,thelong,explanatory,cumulativeaddresses,all,werethere。 “Poorfellow,“readCarrie,consultingthetextanddrawingher,voiceoutpathetically。”Martin,besureandgivehimaglassof,winebeforehegoes。” Shewassurprisedatthebriefnessoftheentirepart,not,knowingthatshemustbeonthestagewhileothersweretalking,andnotonlybethere,butalsokeepherselfinharmonywiththe,dramaticmovementofthescenes。 “IthinkIcandothat,though,“sheconcluded。 WhenDrouetcamethenextnight,shewasverymuchsatisfiedwith,herday’sstudy。 “Well,howgoesit,Caddie?”hesaid。 “Allright,“shelaughed。”IthinkIhaveitmemorisednearly。” “That’sgood,“hesaid。”Let’shearsomeofit。” “Oh,Idon’tknowwhetherIcangetupandsayitoffhere,“she,saidbashfully。 “Well,Idon’tknowwhyyoushouldn’t。It’llbeeasierherethan,itwillthere。” “Idon’tknowaboutthat,“sheanswered。 Eventuallyshetookofftheballroomepisodewithconsiderable,feeling,forgetting,asshegotdeeperinthescene,allabout,Drouet,andlettingherselfrisetoafinestateoffeeling。 “Good,“saidDrouet;“fine,outo’sight!You’reallright,Caddie,Itellyou。” Hewasreallymovedbyherexcellentrepresentationandthe,generalappearanceofthepatheticlittlefigureasitswayedand,finallyfaintedtothefloor。Hehadboundeduptocatchher,andnowheldherlaughinginhisarms。 “Ain’tyouafraidyou’llhurtyourself?”heasked。 “Notabit。” “Well,you’reawonder。Say,Ineverknewyoucoulddoanything,likethat。” “Ineverdid,either,“saidCarriemerrily,herfaceflushedwith,delight。 “Well,youcanbetthatyou’reallright,“saidDrouet。”Youcan,takemywordforthat。Youwon’tfail。” ChapterXVII AGLIMPSETHROUGHTHEGATEWAY——HOPELIGHTENSTHEEYE The,toCarrie,veryimportanttheatricalperformancewastotake,placeattheAveryonconditionswhichweretomakeitmore,noteworthythanwasatfirstanticipated。Thelittledramatic,studenthadwrittentoHurstwoodtheverymorningherpartwas,broughtherthatshewasgoingtotakepartinaplay。 “Ireallyam,“shewrote,feelingthathemighttakeitasa,jest;“Ihavemypartnow,honest,truly。” Hurstwoodsmiledinanindulgentwayashereadthis。 “Iwonderwhatitisgoingtobe?Imustseethat。” Heansweredatonce,makingapleasantreferencetoherability。 “Ihaven’ttheslightestdoubtyouwillmakeasuccess。Youmust,cometotheparkto-morrowmorningandtellmeallaboutit。” Carriegladlycomplied,andrevealedallthedetailsofthe,undertakingassheunderstoodit。 “Well,“hesaid,“that’sfine。I’mgladtohearit。Ofcourse,youwilldowell,you’resoclever。” Hehadtrulyneverseensomuchspiritinthegirlbefore。Her,tendencytodiscoveratouchofsadnesshadforthenonce,disappeared。Asshespokehereyeswerebright,hercheeksred。 Sheradiatedmuchofthepleasurewhichherundertakingsgave,her。Forallhermisgivings——andtheywereasplentifulasthe,momentsoftheday——shewasstillhappy。Shecouldnotrepress,herdelightindoingthislittlethingwhich,toanordinary,observer,hadnoimportanceatall。 Hurstwoodwascharmedbythedevelopmentofthefactthatthe,girlhadcapabilities。Thereisnothingsoinspiringinlifeas,thesightofalegitimateambition,nomatterhowincipient。It,givescolour,force,andbeautytothepossessor。 Carriewasnowlightenedbyatouchofthisdivineafflatus。She,drewtoherselfcommendationfromhertwoadmirerswhichshehad,notearned。Theiraffectionforhernaturallyheightenedtheir,perceptionofwhatshewastryingtodoandtheirapprovalof,whatshedid。Herinexperienceconservedherownexuberant,fancy,whichranriotwitheverystrawofopportunity,makingof,itagoldendiviningrodwherebythetreasureoflifewastobe,discovered。 “Let’ssee,“saidHurstwood,“Ioughttoknowsomeoftheboysin,thelodge。I’manElkmyself。” “Oh,youmustn’tlethimknowItoldyou。” “That’sso,“saidthemanager。 “I’dlikeforyoutobethere,ifyouwanttocome,butIdon’t,seehowyoucanunlessheasksyou。” “I’llbethere,“saidHurstwoodaffectionately。”Icanfixitso,hewon’tknowyoutoldme。Youleaveittome。” Thisinterestofthemanagerwasalargethinginitselfforthe,performance,forhisstandingamongtheElkswassomethingworth,talkingabout。Alreadyhewasthinkingofaboxwithsome,friends,andflowersforCarrie。Hewouldmakeitadress-suit,affairandgivethelittlegirlachance。 Withinadayortwo,DrouetdroppedintotheAdamsStreetresort,andhewasatoncespiedbyHurstwood。Itwasatfiveinthe,afternoonandtheplacewascrowdedwithmerchants,actors,managers,politicians,agoodlycompanyofrotund,rosyfigures,silk-hatted,starchy-bosomed,beringedandbescarfpinnedtothe,queen’staste。JohnL。Sullivan,thepugilist,wasatoneendof,theglitteringbar,surroundedbyacompanyofloudlydressed,sports,whowereholdingamostanimatedconversation。Drouet,cameacrossthefloorwithafestivestride,anewpairoftan,shoessqueakingaudiblyathisprogress。 “Well,sir,“saidHurstwood,“Iwaswonderingwhathadbecomeof,you。Ithoughtyouhadgoneoutoftownagain。” Drouetlaughed。 “Ifyoudon’treportmoreregularlywe’llhavetocutyouoffthe,list。” “Couldn’thelpit,“saidthedrummer,“I’vebeenbusy。” Theystrolledovertowardthebaramidthenoisy,shifting,companyofnotables。Thedressymanagerwasshakenbythehand,threetimesinasmanyminutes。 “Ihearyourlodgeisgoingtogiveaperformance,“observed,Hurstwood,inthemostoffhandmanner。 “Yes,whotoldyou?” “Noone,“saidHurstwood。”Theyjustsentmeacoupleof,tickets,whichIcanhavefortwodollars。Isitgoingtobeany,good?” “Idon’tknow,“repliedthedrummer。”They’vebeentryingtoget,metogetsomewomantotakeapart。” “Iwasn’tintendingtogo,“saidthemanagereasily。”I’ll,subscribe,ofcourse。Howarethingsoverthere?” “Allright。They’regoingtofitthingsupoutoftheproceeds。” “Well,“saidthemanager,“Ihopetheymakeasuccessofit。 Haveanother?” Hedidnotintendtosayanymore。Now,ifheshouldappearon,thescenewithafewfriends,hecouldsaythathehadbeenurged,tocomealong。Drouethadadesiretowipeoutthepossibility,ofconfusion。 “Ithinkthegirlisgoingtotakeapartinit,“hesaid,abruptly,afterthinkingitover。 “Youdon’tsayso!Howdidthathappen?” “Well,theywereshortandwantedmetofindthemsomeone。I toldCarrie,andsheseemstowanttotry。” “Goodforher,“saidthemanager。”It’llbearealniceaffair。 Dohergood,too。Hassheeverhadanyexperience?” “Notabit。” “Oh,well,itisn’tanythingveryserious。” “She’sclever,though,“saidDrouet,castingoffanyimputation,againstCarrie’sability。”Shepicksupherpartquickenough。” “Youdon’tsayso!”saidthemanager。 “Yes,sir;shesurprisedmetheothernight。ByGeorge,ifshe,didn’t。” “Wemustgiveheranicelittlesend-off,“saidthemanager。 “I’lllookaftertheflowers。” Drouetsmiledathisgood-nature。 “Aftertheshowyoumustcomewithmeandwe’llhavealittle,supper。” “Ithinkshe’lldoallright,“saidDrouet。 “Iwanttoseeher。She’sgottodoallright。We’llmakeher,“ andthemanagergaveoneofhisquick,steelyhalf-smiles,which,wasacompoundofgood-natureandshrewdness。 Carrie,meanwhile,attendedthefirstrehearsal。Atthis,performanceMr。Quincelpresided,aidedbyMr。Millice,ayoung,manwhohadsomequalificationsofpastexperience,whichwere,notexactlyunderstoodbyanyone。Hewassoexperiencedandso,business-like,however,thathecameverynearbeingrude—— failingtoremember,ashedid,thattheindividualshewas,tryingtoinstructwerevolunteerplayersandnotsalaried,underlings。 “Now,MissMadenda,“hesaid,addressingCarrie,whostoodinone,partuncertainastowhatmovetomake,“youdon’twanttostand,likethat。Putexpressioninyourface。Remember,youare,troubledovertheintrusionofthestranger。Walkso,“andhe,struckoutacrosstheAverystageinalmostdroopingmanner。 Carriedidnotexactlyfancythesuggestion,butthenoveltyof,thesituation,thepresenceofstrangers,allmoreorless,nervous,andthedesiretodoanythingratherthanmakea,failure,madehertimid。Shewalkedinimitationofhermentor,asrequested,inwardlyfeelingthattherewassomethingstrangely,lacking。 “Now,Mrs。Morgan,“saidthedirectortooneyoungmarriedwoman,whowastotakethepartofPearl,“yousithere。Now,Mr。 Bamberger,youstandhere,so。Now,whatisityousay?” “Explain,“saidMr。Bambergerfeebly。HehadthepartofRay,Laura’slover,thesocietyindividualwhowastowaverinhis,thoughtsofmarryingher,uponfindingthatshewasawaifanda,nobodybybirth。 “Howisthat——whatdoesyourtextsay?” “Explain,“repeatedMr。Bamberger,lookingintentlyathispart。 “Yes,butitalsosays,“thedirectorremarked,“thatyouareto,lookshocked。Now,sayitagain,andseeifyoucan’tlook,shocked。” “Explain!”demandedMr。Bambergervigorously。 “No,no,thatwon’tdo!Sayitthisway——EXPLAIN。” “Explain,“saidMr。Bamberger,givingamodifiedimitation。 “That’sbetter。Nowgoon。” “Onenight,“resumedMrs。Morgan,whoselinescamenext,“father,andmotherweregoingtotheopera。Whentheywerecrossing,Broadway,theusualcrowdofchildrenaccostedthemforalms——“ “Holdon,“saidthedirector,rushingforward,hisarmextended。 “Putmorefeelingintowhatyouaresaying。” Mrs。Morganlookedathimasifshefearedapersonalassault。 Hereyelightenedwithresentment。 “Remember,Mrs。Morgan,“headded,ignoringthegleam,but,modifyinghismanner,“thatyou’redetailingapatheticstory。 Youarenowsupposedtobetellingsomethingthatisagriefto,you。Itrequiresfeeling,repression,thus:’Theusualcrowdof,childrenaccostedthemforalms。’“ “Allright,“saidMrs。Morgan。 “Now,goon。” “Asmotherfeltinherpocketforsomechange,herfingers,touchedacoldandtremblinghandwhichhadclutchedherpurse。” “Verygood,“interruptedthedirector,noddinghishead,significantly。 “Apickpocket!Well!”exclaimedMr。Bamberger,speakingthelines,thatherefelltohim。 “No,no,Mr。Bamberger,“saidthedirector,approaching,“not,thatway。’Apickpocket——well?’so。That’stheidea。” “Don’tyouthink,“saidCarrieweakly,noticingthatithadnot,beenprovedyetwhetherthemembersofthecompanyknewtheir,lines,letalonethedetailsofexpression,“thatitwouldbe,betterifwejustwentthroughourlinesoncetoseeifweknow,them?Wemightpickupsomepoints。” “Averygoodidea,MissMadenda,“saidMr。Quincel,whosatat,thesideofthestage,lookingserenelyonandvolunteering,opinionswhichthedirectordidnotheed。 “Allright,“saidthelatter,somewhatabashed,“itmightbewell,todoit。”Thenbrightening,withashowofauthority,“Suppose,werunrightthrough,puttinginasmuchexpressionaswecan。” “Good,“saidMr。Quincel。 “Thishand,“resumedMrs。Morgan,glancingupatMr。Bamberger,anddownatherbook,asthelinesproceeded,“mymothergrasped,inherown,andsotightthatasmall,feeblevoiceutteredan,exclamationofpain。Motherlookeddown,andtherebesideher,wasalittleraggedgirl。” “Verygood,“observedthedirector,nowhopelesslyidle。 “Thethief!”exclaimedMr。Bamberger。 “Louder,“putinthedirector,findingitalmostimpossibleto,keephishandsoff。 “Thethief!”roaredpoorBamberger。 “Yes,butathiefhardlysixyearsold,withafacelikean,angel’s。’Stop,’saidmymother。’Whatareyoudoing?’ “’Tryingtosteal,’saidthechild。 “’Don’tyouknowthatitiswickedtodoso?’askedmyfather。 “’No,’saidthegirl,’butitisdreadfultobehungry。’ “’Whotoldyoutosteal?’askedmymother。 “’She——there,’saidthechild,pointingtoasqualidwomanina,doorwayopposite,whofledsuddenlydownthestreet。’Thatis,oldJudas,’saidthegirl。” Mrs。Morganreadthisratherflatly,andthedirectorwasin,despair。Hefidgetedaround,andthenwentovertoMr。Quincel。 “Whatdoyouthinkofthem?”heasked。 “Oh,Iguesswe’llbeabletowhipthemintoshape,“saidthe,latter,withanairofstrengthunderdifficulties。 “Idon’tknow,“saidthedirector。”ThatfellowBamberger,strikesmeasbeingaprettypoorshiftforalover。” “He’sallwe’vegot,“saidQuincel,rollinguphiseyes。 “Harrisonwentbackonmeatthelastminute。Whoelsecanwe,get?” “Idon’tknow,“saidthedirector。”I’mafraidhe’llneverpick,up。” AtthismomentBambergerwasexclaiming,“Pearl,youarejoking,withme。” “Lookatthatnow,“saidthedirector,whisperingbehindhis,hand。”MyLord!whatcanyoudowithamanwhodrawlsouta,sentencelikethat?” “Dothebestyoucan,“saidQuincelconsolingly。 TherenditionranoninthiswiseuntilitcametowhereCarrie,asLaura,comesintotheroomtoexplaintoRay,who,after,hearingPearl’sstatementaboutherbirth,hadwrittentheletter,repudiatingher,which,however,hedidnotdeliver。Bamberger,wasjustconcludingthewordsofRay,“Imustgobeforeshe,returns。Herstep!Toolate,“andwascrammingtheletterinhis,pocket,whenshebegansweetlywith: “Ray!” “Miss——MissCourtland,“Bambergerfalteredweakly。 Carrielookedathimamomentandforgotallaboutthecompany,present。Shebegantofeelthepart,andsummonedanindifferent,smiletoherlips,turningasthelinesdirectedandgoingtoa,window,asifhewerenotpresent。Shediditwithagracewhich,wasfascinatingtolookupon。 “Whoisthatwoman?”askedthedirector,watchingCarrieinher,littlescenewithBamberger。 “MissMadenda,“saidQuincel。 “Iknowhername,“saidthedirector,“butwhatdoesshedo?” “Idon’tknow,“saidQuincel。”She’safriendofoneofour,members。” “Well,she’sgotmoregumptionthananyoneI’veseenhereso,far——seemstotakeaninterestinwhatshe’sdoing。” “Pretty,too,isn’tshe?”saidQuincel。 Thedirectorstrolledawaywithoutanswering。 Inthesecondscene,whereshewassupposedtofacethecompany,intheball-room,shedidevenbetter,winningthesmileofthe,director,whovolunteered,becauseofherfascinationforhim,to,comeoverandspeakwithher。 “Wereyoueveronthestage?”heaskedinsinuatingly。 “No,“saidCarrie。 “Youdosowell,Ithoughtyoumighthavehadsomeexperience。” Carrieonlysmiledconsciously。 HewalkedawaytolistentoBamberger,whowasfeeblyspouting,someardentline。 Mrs。MorgansawthedriftofthingsandgleamedatCarriewith,enviousandsnappingblackeyes。 “She’ssomecheapprofessional,“shegaveherselfthe,satisfactionofthinking,andscornedandhatedheraccordingly。 Therehearsalendedforoneday,andCarriewenthomefeeling,thatshehadacquittedherselfsatisfactorily。Thewordsofthe,directorwereringinginherears,andshelongedforan,opportunitytotellHurstwood。Shewantedhimtoknowjusthow,wellshewasdoing。Drouet,too,wasanobjectforher,confidences。Shecouldhardlywaituntilheshouldaskher,and,yetshedidnothavethevanitytobringitup。Thedrummer,however,hadanotherlineofthoughtto-night,andherlittle,experiencedidnotappealtohimasimportant。Heletthe,conversationdrop,saveforwhatshechosetorecitewithout,solicitation,andCarriewasnotgoodatthat。Hetookitfor,grantedthatshewasdoingverywellandhewasrelievedof,furtherworry。ConsequentlyhethrewCarrieintorepression,whichwasirritating。Shefelthisindifferencekeenlyand,longedtoseeHurstwood。Itwasasifhewerenowtheonly,friendshehadonearth。ThenextmorningDrouetwasinterested,again,butthedamagehadbeendone。 Shegotaprettyletterfromthemanager,sayingthatbythetime,shegotithewouldbewaitingforherinthepark。Whenshe,came,heshoneuponherasthemorningsun。 “Well,mydear,“heasked,“howdidyoucomeout?” “Wellenough,“shesaid,stillsomewhatreducedafterDrouet。 “Now,tellmejustwhatyoudid。Wasitpleasant?” Carrierelatedtheincidentsoftherehearsal,warmingupasshe,proceeded。 “Well,that’sdelightful,“saidHurstwood。”I’msoglad。Imust,getovertheretoseeyou。Whenisthenextrehearsal?” “Tuesday,“saidCarrie,“buttheydon’tallowvisitors。” “IimagineIcouldgetin,“saidHurstwoodsignificantly。 Shewascompletelyrestoredanddelightedbyhisconsideration,butshemadehimpromisenottocomearound。 “Now,youmustdoyourbesttopleaseme,“hesaidencouragingly。 “JustrememberthatIwantyoutosucceed。Wewillmakethe,performanceworthwhile。Youdothatnow。” “I’lltry,“saidCarrie,brimmingwithaffectionandenthusiasm。 “That’sthegirl,“saidHurstwoodfondly。”Now,remember,“ shakinganaffectionatefingerather,“yourbest。” “Iwill,“sheanswered,lookingback。 Thewholeearthwasbrimmingsunshinethatmorning。Shetripped,along,theclearskypouringliquidblueintohersoul。Oh,blessedarethechildrenofendeavourinthis,thattheytryand,arehopeful。Andblessedalsoaretheywho,knowing,smileand,approve。 ChapterXVIII JUSTOVERTHEBORDER——AHAILANDFAREWELL Bytheeveningofthe16ththesubtlehandofHurstwoodhadmade,itselfapparent。Hehadgiventhewordamonghisfriends——and,theyweremanyandinfluential——thatherewassomethingwhich,theyoughttoattend,and,asaconsequence,thesaleoftickets,byMr。Quincel,actingforthelodge,hadbeenlarge。Small,four-linenoteshadappearedinallofthedailynewspapers。 Thesehehadarrangedforbytheaidofoneofhisnewspaper,friendsonthe“Times,“Mr。HarryMcGarren,themanagingeditor。 “Say,Harry,“Hurstwoodsaidtohimoneevening,asthelatter,stoodatthebardrinkingbeforewendinghisbelatedway,homeward,“youcanhelptheboysout,Iguess。” “Whatisit?”saidMcGarren,pleasedtobeconsultedbythe,opulentmanager。 “TheCusterLodgeisgettingupalittleentertainmentfortheir,owngood,andthey’dlikealittlenewspapernotice。Youknow,whatImean——asquibortwosayingthatit’sgoingtotake,place。” “Certainly,“saidMcGarren,“Icanfixthatforyou,George。” AtthesametimeHurstwoodkepthimselfwhollyinthebackground。 ThemembersofCusterLodgecouldscarcelyunderstandwhytheir,littleaffairwastakingsowell。Mr。HarryQuincelwaslooked,uponasquiteastarforthissortofwork。 Bythetimethe16thhadarrivedHurstwood’sfriendshadrallied,likeRomanstoasenator’scall。Awell-dressed,good-natured,flatteringly-inclinedaudiencewasassuredfromthemomenthe,thoughtofassistingCarrie。 Thatlittlestudenthadmasteredherparttoherown,satisfaction,muchasshetrembledforherfatewhensheshould,oncefacethegatheredthrong,behindtheglareofthe,footlights。Shetriedtoconsoleherselfwiththethoughtthata,scoreofotherpersons,menandwomen,wereequallytremulous,concerningtheoutcomeoftheirefforts,butshecouldnot,disassociatethegeneraldangerfromherownindividual,liability。Shefearedthatshewouldforgetherlines,thatshe,mightbeunabletomasterthefeelingwhichshenowfelt,concerningherownmovementsintheplay。Attimesshewished,thatshehadnevergoneintotheaffair;atothers,shetrembled,lestsheshouldbeparalysedwithfearandstandwhiteand,gasping,notknowingwhattosayandspoilingtheentire,performance。 Inthematterofthecompany,Mr。Bambergerhaddisappeared。 Thathopelessexamplehadfallenunderthelanceofthe,director’scriticism。Mrs。Morganwasstillpresent,butenvious,anddetermined,iffornothingmorethanspite,todoaswellas,Carrieatleast。Aloafingprofessionalhadbeencalledinto,assumetheroleofRay,and,whilehewasapoorstickofhis,kind,hewasnottroubledbyanyofthosequalmswhichattackthe,spiritofthosewhohaveneverfacedanaudience。Heswashed,about(cautionedthoughhewastomaintainsilenceconcerninghis,pasttheatricalrelationships)insuchaself-confidentmanner,thathewasliketoconvinceeveryoneofhisidentitybymere,matterofcircumstantialevidence。 “Itissoeasy,“hesaidtoMrs。Morgan,intheusualaffected,stagevoice。”Anaudiencewouldbethelastthingtotroubleme。 It’sthespiritofthepart,youknow,thatisdifficult。” Carriedislikedhisappearance,butshewastoomuchtheactress,nottoswallowhisqualitieswithcomplaisance,seeingthatshe,mustsufferhisfictitiouslovefortheevening。 Atsixshewasreadytogo。Theatricalparaphernaliahadbeen,providedoverandabovehercare。Shehadpractisedhermake-up,inthemorning,hadrehearsedandarrangedhermaterialforthe,eveningbyoneo’clock,andhadgonehometohaveafinallookat,herpart,waitingfortheeveningtocome。 Onthisoccasionthelodgesentacarriage。Drouetrodewithher,asfarasthedoor,andthenwentabouttheneighbouringstores,lookingforsomegoodcigars。Thelittleactressmarched,nervouslyintoherdressing-roomandbeganthatpainfully,anticipatedmatterofmake-upwhichwastotransformher,a,simplemaiden,toLaura,TheBelleofSociety。 Theflareofthegas-jets,theopentrunks,suggestiveoftravel,anddisplay,thescatteredcontentsofthemake-upbox——rouge,pearlpowder,whiting,burntcork,Indiaink,pencilsforthe,eye-lids,wigs,scissors,looking-glasses,drapery——inshort,all,thenamelessparaphernaliaofdisguise,havearemarkable,atmosphereoftheirown。Sinceherarrivalinthecitymany,thingshadinfluencedher,butalwaysinafar-removedmanner。 Thisnewatmospherewasmorefriendly。Itwaswhollyunlikethe,greatbrilliantmansionswhichwavedhercoldlyaway,permitting,heronlyaweanddistantwonder。Thistookherbythehand,kindly,asonewhosays,“Mydear,comein。”Itopenedforheras,ifforitsown。Shehadwonderedatthegreatnessofthenames,uponthebill-boards,themarvelofthelongnoticesinthe,papers,thebeautyofthedressesuponthestage,theatmosphere,ofcarriages,flowers,refinement。Herewasnoillusion。Here,wasanopendoortoseeallofthat。Shehadcomeuponitasone,whostumblesuponasecretpassageand,behold,shewasinthe,chamberofdiamondsanddelight! Asshedressedwithaflutter,inherlittlestageroom,hearing,thevoicesoutside,seeingMr。Quincelhurryinghereandthere,notingMrs。MorganandMrs。Hoaglandattheirnervousworkof,preparation,seeingallthetwentymembersofthecastmoving,aboutandworryingoverwhattheresultwouldbe,shecouldnot,helpthinkingwhatadelightthiswouldbeifitwouldendure; howperfectastate,ifshecouldonlydowellnow,andthensome,timegetaplaceasarealactress。Thethoughthadtakena,mightyholduponher。Ithummedinherearsasthemelodyofan,oldsong。 Outsideinthelittlelobbyanotherscenewasbeginenacted。 WithouttheinterestofHurstwood,thelittlehallwouldprobably,havebeencomfortablyfilled,forthemembersofthelodgewere,moderatelyinterestedinitswelfare。Hurstwood’sword,however,hadgonetherounds。Itwastobeafull-dressaffair。Thefour,boxeshadbeentaken。Dr。NormanMcNeillHaleandhiswifewere,tooccupyone。Thiswasquiteacard。C。R。Walker,dry-goods,merchantandpossessorofatleasttwohundredthousanddollars,hadtakenanother;awell-knowncoalmerchanthadbeeninducedto,takethethird,andHurstwoodandhisfriendsthefourth。Among,thelatterwasDrouet。Thepeoplewhowerenowpouringherewere,notcelebrities,norevenlocalnotabilities,inageneralsense。 Theywerethelightsofacertaincircle——thecircleofsmall,fortunesandsecretorderdistinctions。ThesegentlemenElks,knewthestandingofoneanother。Theyhadregardforthe,abilitywhichcouldamassasmallfortune,ownanicehome,keep,abaroucheorcarriage,perhaps,wearfineclothes,andmaintain,agoodmercantileposition。Naturally,Hurstwood,whowasa,littleabovetheorderofmindwhichacceptedthisstandardas,perfect,whohadshrewdnessandmuchassumptionofdignity,who,heldanimposingandauthoritativeposition,andcommanded,friendshipbyintuitivetactinhandlingpeople,wasquitea,figure。Hewasmoregenerallyknownthanmostothersinthesame,circle,andwaslookeduponassomeonewhosereservecovereda,mineofinfluenceandsolidfinancialprosperity。 To-nighthewasinhiselement。Hecamewithseveralfriends,directlyfromRector’sinacarriage。Inthelobbyhemet,Drouet,whowasjustreturningfromatripformorecigars。All,fivenowjoinedinananimatedconversationconcerningthe,companypresentandthegeneraldriftoflodgeaffairs。 “Who’shere?”saidHurstwood,passingintothetheatreproper,wherethelightswereturnedupandacompanyofgentlemenwere,laughingandtalkingintheopenspacebackoftheseats。 “Why,howdoyoudo,Mr。Hurstwood?”camefromthefirst,individualrecognised。 “Gladtoseeyou,“saidthelatter,graspinghishandlightly。 “Looksquiteanaffair,doesn’tit?” “Yes,indeed,“saidthemanager。 “Custerseemstohavethebackingofitsmembers,“observedthe,friend。 “Soitshould,“saidtheknowingmanager。”I’mgladtoseeit。” “Well,George,“saidanotherrotundcitizen,whoseavoirdupois,madenecessaryanalmostalarmingdisplayofstarchedshirt,bosom,“howgoesitwithyou?” “Excellent,“saidthemanager。 “Whatbringsyouoverhere?You’renotamemberofCuster。” “Good-nature,“returnedthemanager。”Liketoseetheboys,you,know。” “Wifehere?” “Shecouldn’tcometo-night。She’snotwell。” “Sorrytohearit——nothingserious,Ihope。” “No,justfeelingalittleill。” “IrememberMrs。Hurstwoodwhenshewastravellingoncewithyou,overtoSt。Joe——“andherethenewcomerlaunchedoffina,trivialrecollection,whichwasterminatedbythearrivalofmore,friends。 “Why,George,howareyou?”saidanothergenialWestSide,politicianandlodgemember。”My,butI’mgladtoseeyouagain; howarethings,anyhow?” “Verywell;Iseeyougotthatnominationforalderman。” “Yes,wewhippedthemoutovertherewithoutmuchtrouble。” “WhatdoyousupposeHennessywilldonow?” “Oh,he’llgobacktohisbrickbusiness。Hehasabrick-yard,youknow。” “Ididn’tknowthat,“saidthemanager。”Feltprettysore,I suppose,overhisdefeat。” “Perhaps,“saidtheother,winkingshrewdly。 Someofthemorefavouredofhisfriendswhomhehadinvited,begantorollupincarriagesnow。Theycameshufflinginwitha,greatshowoffineryandmuchevidentfeelingofcontentand,importance。 “Hereweare,“saidHurstwood,turningtoonefromagroupwith,whomhewastalking。 “That’sright,“returnedthenewcomer,agentlemanofabout,forty-five。 “Andsay,“hewhispered,jovially,pullingHurstwoodoverbythe,shouldersothathemightwhisperinhisear,“ifthisisn’ta,goodshow,I’llpunchyourhead。” “Yououghttopayforseeingyouroldfriends。Bothertheshow!” Toanotherwhoinquired,“Isitsomethingreallygood?”the,managerreplied: “Idon’tknow。Idon’tsupposeso。”Then,liftinghishand,graciously,“Forthelodge。” “Lotsofboysout,eh?” “Yes,lookupShanahan。Hewasjustaskingforyouamoment,ago。” Itwasthusthatthelittletheatreresoundedtoababbleof,successfulvoices,thecreakoffineclothes,thecommonplaceof,good-nature,andalllargelybecauseofthisman’sbidding。Look,athimanytimewithinthehalfhourbeforethecurtainwasup,hewasamemberofaneminentgroup——aroundedcompanyoffiveor,morewhosestoutfigures,largewhitebosoms,andshiningpins,bespokethecharacteroftheirsuccess。Thegentlemenwho,broughttheirwivescalledhimouttoshakehands。Seats,clicked,ushersbowedwhilehelookedblandlyon。Hewas,evidentlyalightamongthem,reflectinginhispersonalitythe,ambitionsofthosewhogreetedhim。Hewasacknowledged,fawned,upon,inawaylionised。Throughitallonecouldseethe,standingoftheman。Itwasgreatnessinaway,smallasitwas。 ChapterXIX ANHOURINELFLAND——ACLAMOURHALFHEARD Atlastthecurtainwasreadytogoup。Allthedetailsofthe,make-uphadbeencompleted,andthecompanysettleddownasthe,leaderofthesmall,hiredorchestratappedsignificantlyupon,hismusicrackwithhisbatonandbeganthesoftcurtain-raising,strain。Hurstwoodceasedtalking,andwentwithDrouetandhis,friendSagarMorrisonaroundtothebox。 “Now,we’llseehowthelittlegirldoes,“hesaidtoDrouet,in,atonewhichnooneelsecouldhear。 Onthestage,sixofthecharactershadalreadyappearedinthe,openingparlourscene。DrouetandHurstwoodsawataglancethat,Carriewasnotamongthem,andwentontalkinginawhisper。 Mrs。Morgan,Mrs。Hoagland,andtheactorwhohadtaken,Bamberger’spartwererepresentingtheprincipalrolesinthis,scene。Theprofessional,whosenamewasPatton,hadlittleto,recommendhimoutsideofhisassurance,butthisatthepresent,momentwasmostpalpablyneeded。Mrs。Morgan,asPearl,was,stiffwithfright。Mrs。Hoaglandwashuskyinthethroat。The,wholecompanywassoweak-kneedthatthelinesweremerely,spoken,andnothingmore。Ittookallthehopeanduncritical,good-natureoftheaudiencetokeepfrommanifestingpitybythat,unrestwhichistheagonyoffailure。 Hurstwoodwasperfectlyindifferent。Hetookitforgrantedthat,itwouldbeworthless。Allhecaredforwastohaveitendurable,enoughtoallowforpretensionandcongratulationafterward。 Afterthefirstrushoffright,however,theplayersgotoverthe,dangerofcollapse。Theyrambledweaklyforward,losingnearly,alltheexpressionwhichwasintended,andmakingthethingdull,intheextreme,whenCarriecamein。 Oneglanceather,andbothHurstwoodandDrouetsawplainlythat,shealsowasweak-kneed。Shecamefaintlyacrossthestage,saying: “Andyou,sir;wehavebeenlookingforyousinceeighto’clock,“ butwithsolittlecolourandinsuchafeeblevoicethatitwas,positivelypainful。 “She’sfrightened,“whisperedDrouettoHurstwood。 Themanagermadenoanswer。 Shehadalinepresentlywhichwassupposedtobefunny。 “Well,that’sasmuchastosaythatI’masortoflifepill。” Itcameoutsoflat,however,thatitwasadeathlything。 Drouetfidgeted。Hurstwoodmovedhistoetheleastbit。 TherewasanotherplaceinwhichLaurawastoriseand,witha,senseofimpendingdisaster,say,sadly: “Iwishyouhadn’tsaidthat,Pearl。Youknowtheoldproverb,’Callamaidbyamarriedname。’“ Thelackoffeelinginthethingwasridiculous。Carriedidnot,getitatall。Sheseemedtobetalkinginhersleep。Itlooked,asifshewerecertaintobeawretchedfailure。Shewasmore,hopelessthanMrs。Morgan,whohadrecoveredsomewhat,andwas,nowsayingherlinesclearlyatleast。Drouetlookedawayfrom,thestageattheaudience。Thelatterheldoutsilently,hoping,forageneralchange,ofcourse。Hurstwoodfixedhiseyeon,Carrie,asiftohypnotiseherintodoingbetter。Hewaspouring,determinationofhisowninherdirection。Hefeltsorryfor,her。 Inafewmoreminutesitfelltohertoreadthelettersentin,bythestrangevillain。Theaudiencehadbeenslightlydiverted,byaconversationbetweentheprofessionalactorandacharacter,calledSnorky,impersonatedbyashortlittleAmerican,who,reallydevelopedsomehumourasahalf-crazed,one-armedsoldier,turnedmessengerforaliving。Hebawledhislinesoutwithsuch,defiancethat,whiletheyreallydidnotpartakeofthehumour,intended,theywerefunny。Nowhewasoff,however,anditwas,backtopathos,withCarrieasthechieffigure。Shedidnot,recover。Shewanderedthroughthewholescenebetweenherself,andtheintrudingvillain,strainingthepatienceofthe,audience,andfinallyexiting,muchtotheirrelief。 “She’stoonervous,“saidDrouet,feelinginthemildnessofthe,remarkthathewaslyingforonce。 “Bettergobackandsayawordtoher。” Drouetwasgladtodoanythingforrelief。Hefairlyhustled,aroundtothesideentrance,andwasletinbythefriendlydoor- keeper。Carriewasstandinginthewings,weaklywaitingher,nextcue,allthesnapandnervegoneoutofher。 “Say,Cad,“hesaid,lookingather,“youmustn’tbenervous。 Wakeup。Thoseguysouttheredon’tamounttoanything。What,areyouafraidof?” “Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie。”Ijustdon’tseemtobeabletodo,it。” Shewasgratefulforthedrummer’spresence,though。Shehad,foundthecompanysonervousthatherownstrengthhadgone。 “Comeon,“saidDrouet。”Braceup。Whatareyouafraidof?Go,onouttherenow,anddothetrick。Whatdoyoucare?” Carrierevivedalittleunderthedrummer’selectrical,nervous,condition。 “DidIdosoverybad?” “Notabit。Allyouneedisalittlemoreginger。Doitasyou,showedme。Getthattossofyourheadyouhadtheothernight。” Carrierememberedhertriumphintheroom。Shetriedtothink,shecouldtoit。 ’What’snext?”hesaid,lookingatherpart,whichshehadbeen,studying。 “Why,thescenebetweenRayandmewhenIrefusehim。” “Well,nowyoudothatlively,“saidthedrummer。”Putinsnap,that’sthething。Actasifyoudidn’tcare。” “Yourturnnext,MissMadenda,“saidtheprompter。 “Oh,dear,“saidCarrie。 “Well,you’reachumpforbeingafraid,“saidDrouet。”Comeon,now,braceup。I’llwatchyoufromrighthere。” “Willyou?”saidCarrie。 “Yes,nowgoon。Don’tbeafraid。” Thepromptersignalledher。 Shestartedout,weakasever,butsuddenlyhernervepartially,returned。ShethoughtofDrouetlooking。 “Ray,“shesaid,gently,usingatoneofvoicemuchmorecalm,thanwhenshehadlastappeared。Itwasthescenewhichhad,pleasedthedirectorattherehearsal。 “She’seasier,“thoughtHurstwoodtohimself。 Shedidnotdothepartasshehadatrehearsal,butshewas,better。Theaudiencewasatleastnotirritated。The,improvementoftheworkoftheentirecompanytookawaydirect,observationfromher。Theyweremakingveryfairprogress,and,nowitlookedasiftheplaywouldbepassable,intheless,tryingpartsatleast。 Carriecameoffwarmandnervous。 “Well,“shesaid,lookingathim,“wasitanybetter?” “Well,Ishouldsayso。That’stheway。Putlifeintoit。You,didthataboutathousandpercent。betterthanyoudidthe,otherscene。Nowgoonandfireup。Youcandoit。Knock’em。” “Wasitreallybetter?” “Better,Ishouldsayso。Whatcomesnext?” “Thatballroomscene。” “Well,youcandothatallright,“hesaid。 “Idon’tknow,“answeredCarrie。 “Why,woman,“heexclaimed,“youdiditforme!Nowyougoout,thereanddoit。It’llbefunforyou。Justdoasyoudidin,theroom。Ifyou’llreelitoffthatway,I’llbetyoumakea,hit。Now,what’llyoubet?Youdoit。” Thedrummerusuallyallowedhisardentgood-naturetogetthe,betterofhisspeech。HereallydidthinkthatCarriehadacted,thisparticularsceneverywell,andhewantedhertorepeatit,inpublic。Hisenthusiasmwasduetothemerespiritofthe,occasion。 Whenthetimecame,hebuoyedCarrieupmosteffectually。He,begantomakeherfeelasifshehaddoneverywell。Theold,melancholyofdesirebegantocomebackashetalkedather,and,bythetimethesituationrolledaroundshewasrunninghighin,feeling。 “IthinkIcandothis。” “Sureyoucan。Nowyougoaheadandsee。” Onthestage,Mrs。VanDamwasmakinghercruelinsinuation,againstLaura。 Carrielistened,andcaughttheinfectionofsomething——shedid,notknowwhat。Hernostrilssniffedthinly。 “Itmeans,“theprofessionalactorbegan,speakingasRay,“that,societyisaterribleavengerofinsult。Haveyoueverheardof,theSiberianwolves?Whenoneofthepackfallsthroughweakness,theothersdevourhim。Itisnotanelegantcomparison,but,thereissomethingwolfishinsociety。Laurahasmockeditwith,apretence,andsociety,whichismadeupofpretence,will,bitterlyresentthemockery。” AtthesoundofherstagenameCarriestarted。Shebegantofeel,thebitternessofthesituation。Thefeelingsoftheoutcast,descendeduponher。Shehungatthewing’sedge,wraptinher,ownmountingthoughts。Shehardlyheardanythingmore,saveher,ownrumblingblood。 “Come,girls,“saidMrs。VanDam,solemnly,“letuslookafter,ourthings。Theyarenolongersafewhensuchanaccomplished,thiefenters。” “Cue,“saidtheprompter,closetoherside,butshedidnot,hear。Alreadyshewasmovingforwardwithasteadygrace,born,ofinspiration。Shedawnedupontheaudience,handsomeand,proud,shifting,withthenecessityofthesituation,toacold,white,helplessobject,asthesocialpackmovedawayfromher,scornfully。 Hurstwoodblinkedhiseyesandcaughttheinfection。The,radiatingwavesoffeelingandsinceritywerealreadybreaking,againstthefarthestwallsofthechamber。Themagicofpassion,whichwillyetdissolvetheworld,washereatwork。 Therewasadrawing,too,ofattention,arivetingoffeeling,heretoforewandering。 “Ray!Ray!Whydoyounotcomebacktoher?”wasthecryof,Pearl。 EveryeyewasfixedonCarrie,stillproudandscornful。They,movedasshemoved。Theireyeswerewithhereyes。 Mrs。Morgan,asPearl,approachedher。 “Letusgohome,“shesaid。 “No,“answeredCarrie,hervoiceassumingforthefirsttimea,penetratingqualitywhichithadneverknown。”Staywithhim!” Shepointedanalmostaccusinghandtowardherlover。Then,with,apathoswhichstruckhomebecauseofitsuttersimplicity,“He,shallnotsufferlong。” Hurstwoodrealisedthathewasseeingsomethingextraordinarily,good。Itwasheightenedforhimbytheapplauseoftheaudience,asthecurtaindescendedandthefactthatitwasCarrie。He,thoughtnowthatshewasbeautiful。Shehaddonesomethingwhich,wasabovehissphere。Hefeltakeendelightinrealisingthat,shewashis。 “Fine,“hesaid,andthen,seizedbyasuddenimpulse,aroseand,wentabouttothestagedoor。 WhenhecameinuponCarrieshewasstillwithDrouet。His,feelingsforherweremostexuberant。Hewasalmostsweptaway,bythestrengthandfeelingsheexhibited。Hisdesirewasto,pourforthhispraisewiththeunboundedfeelingsofalover,but,herewasDrouet,whoseaffectionwasalsorapidlyreviving。The,latterwasmorefascinated,ifanything,thanHurstwood。At,least,inthenatureofthings,ittookamoreruddyform。 “Well,well,“saidDrouet,“youdidoutofsight。Thatwas,simplygreat。Iknewyoucoulddoit。Oh,butyou’realittle,daisy!” Carrie’seyesflamedwiththelightofachievement。 “DidIdoallright?” “Didyou?Well,Iguess。Didn’tyouheartheapplause?” Therewassomefaintsoundofclappingyet。 “IthoughtIgotitsomethinglike——Ifeltit。” JustthenHurstwoodcamein。Instinctivelyhefeltthechangein,Drouet。HesawthatthedrummerwasneartoCarrie,andjealousy,leapedalightinhisbosom。Inaflashofthought,hereproached,himselfforhavingsenthimback。Also,hehatedhimasan,intruder。Hecouldscarcelypullhimselfdowntothelevelwhere,hewouldhavetocongratulateCarrieasafriend。Nevertheless,themanmasteredhimself,anditwasatriumph。Healmostjerked,theoldsubtlelighttohiseyes。 “Ithought,“hesaid,lookingatCarrie,“Iwouldcomearoundand,tellyouhowwellyoudid,Mrs。Drouet。Itwasdelightful。” Carrietookthecue,andreplied: “Oh,thankyou。” “Iwasjusttellingher,“putinDrouet,nowdelightedwithhis,possession,“thatIthoughtshedidfine。” “Indeedyoudid,“saidHurstwood,turninguponCarrieeyesin,whichshereadmorethanthewords。 Carrielaughedluxuriantly。 “Ifyoudoaswellintherestoftheplay,youwillmakeusall,thinkyouareabornactress。” Carriesmiledagain。ShefelttheacutenessofHurstwood’s,position,andwisheddeeplythatshecouldbealonewithhim,but,shedidnotunderstandthechangeinDrouet。Hurstwoodfound,thathecouldnottalk,repressedashewas,andgrudgingDrouet,everymomentofhispresence,hebowedhimselfoutwiththe,eleganceofaFaust。Outsidehesethisteethwithenvy。 “Damnit!”hesaid,“ishealwaysgoingtobeintheway?”Hewas,moodywhenhegotbacktothebox,andcouldnottalkfor,thinkingofhiswretchedsituation。 Asthecurtainforthenextactarose,Drouetcameback。Hewas,verymuchenlivenedintemperandinclinedtowhisper,but,Hurstwoodpretendedinterest。Hefixedhiseyesonthestage,althoughCarriewasnotthere,ashortbitofmelodramaticcomedy,precedingherentrance。Hedidnotseewhatwasgoingon,however。Hewasthinkinghisownthoughts,andtheywere,wretched。 Theprogressoftheplaydidnotimprovemattersforhim。 Carrie,fromnowon,waseasilythecentreofinterest。The,audience,whichhadbeeninclinedtofeelthatnothingcouldbe,goodafterthefirstgloomyimpression,nowwenttotheother,extremeandsawpowerwhereitwasnot。Thegeneralfeeling,reactedonCarrie。Shepresentedherpartwithsomefelicity,thoughnothingliketheintensitywhichhadarousedthefeeling,attheendofthelongfirstact。 BothHurstwoodandDrouetviewedherprettyfigurewithrising,feelings。Thefactthatsuchabilityshouldrevealitselfin,her,thattheyshouldseeitsetforthundersucheffective,circumstances,framedalmostinmassygoldandshoneuponbythe,appropriatelightsofsentimentandpersonality,heightenedher,charmforthem。ShewasmorethantheoldCarrietoDrouet。He,longedtobeathomewithheruntilhecouldtellher。He,awaitedimpatientlytheend,whentheyshouldgohomealone。 Hurstwood,onthecontrary,sawinthestrengthofhernew,attractivenesshismiserablepredicament。Hecouldhavecursed,themanbesidehim。BytheLord,hecouldnotevenapplaud,feelinglyashewould。Foroncehemustsimulatewhenitlefta,tasteinhismouth。 ItwasinthelastactthatCarrie’sfascinationforherlovers,assumeditsmosteffectivecharacter。 Hurstwoodlistenedtoitsprogress,wonderingwhenCarriewould,comeon。Hehadnotlongtowait。Theauthorhadusedthe,artificeofsendingallthemerrycompanyforadrive,andnow,Carriecameinalone。ItwasthefirsttimethatHurstwoodhad,hadachancetoseeherfacingtheaudiencequitealone,for,nowhereelsehadshebeenwithoutafoilofsomesort。He,suddenlyfelt,assheentered,thatheroldstrength——thepower,thathadgraspedhimattheendofthefirstact——hadcomeback。 Sheseemedtobegainingfeeling,nowthattheplaywasdrawing,toacloseandtheopportunityforgreatactionwaspassing。 “PoorPearl,“shesaid,speakingwithnaturalpathos。”Itisa,sadthingtowantforhappiness,butitisaterriblethingto,seeanothergropingaboutblindlyforit,whenitisalmost,withinthegrasp。” Shewasgazingnowsadlyoutupontheopensea,herarmresting,listlesslyuponthepolisheddoor-post。