第7章

类别:其他 作者:Theodore Dreiser / Bantam Clas字数:22997更新时间:18/12/21 13:06:44
Hurstwoodbegantofeeladeepsympathyforherandforhimself。 Hecouldalmostfeelthatshewastalkingtohim。Hewas,bya,combinationoffeelingsandentanglements,almostdeludedbythat,qualityofvoiceandmannerwhich,likeapatheticstrainof,music,seemseverapersonalandintimatething。Pathoshasthis,quality,thatitseemseveraddressedtoonealone。 “Andyet,shecanbeveryhappywithhim,“wentonthelittle,actress。”Hersunnytemper,herjoyousfacewillbrightenany,home。” Sheturnedslowlytowardtheaudiencewithoutseeing。Therewas,somuchsimplicityinhermovementsthatsheseemedwhollyalone。 Thenshefoundaseatbyatable,andturnedoversomebooks,devotingathoughttothem。 “WithnolongingsforwhatImaynothave,“shebreathedin,conclusion——anditwasalmostasigh——“myexistencehiddenfrom,allsavetwointhewideworld,andmakingmyjoyoutofthejoy,ofthatinnocentgirlwhowillsoonbehiswife。” Hurstwoodwassorrywhenacharacter,knownasPeachBlossom,interruptedher。Hestirredirritably,forhewishedhertogo,on。Hewascharmedbythepaleface,thelissomefigure,draped,inpearlgrey,withacoiledstringofpearlsatthethroat。 Carriehadtheairofonewhowaswearyandinneedof,protection,and,underthefascinatingmake-believeofthe,moment,heroseinfeelinguntilhewasreadyinspirittogoto,herandeaseheroutofhermiserybyaddingtohisowndelight。 InamomentCarriewasaloneagain,andwassaying,with,animation: “Imustreturntothecity,nomatterwhatdangersmaylurkhere。 Imustgo,secretlyifIcan;openly,ifImust。” Therewasasoundofhorses’hoofsoutside,andthenRay’svoice,saying: “No,Ishallnotrideagain。Puthimup。” Heentered,andthenbeganascenewhichhadasmuchtodowith,thecreationofthetragedyofaffectioninHurstwoodasanything,inhispeculiarandinvolvedcareer。ForCarriehadresolvedto,makesomethingofthisscene,and,nowthatthecuehadcome,it,begantotakeafeelingholduponher。BothHurstwoodandDrouet,notedtherisingsentimentassheproceeded。 “IthoughtyouhadgonewithPearl,“shesaidtoherlover。 “Ididgopartoftheway,butIleftthePartyamiledownthe,road。” “YouandPearlhadnodisagreement?” “No——yes;thatis,wealwayshave。Oursocialbarometersalways,standat’cloudy’and’overcast。’“ “Andwhosefaultisthat?”shesaid,easily。 “Notmine,“heanswered,pettishly。”IknowIdoallIcan——I sayallIcan——butshe——“ ThiswasratherawkwardlyputbyPatton,butCarrieredeemedit,withagracewhichwasinspiring。 “Butsheisyourwife,“shesaid,fixingherwholeattentionupon,thestilledactor,andsofteningthequalityofhervoiceuntil,itwasagainlowandmusical。”Ray,myfriend,courtshipisthe,textfromwhichthewholesermonofmarriedlifetakesitstheme。 Donotletyoursbediscontentedandunhappy。” Sheputhertwolittlehandstogetherandpressedthem,appealingly。 Hurstwoodgazedwithslightlypartedlips。Drouetwasfidgeting,withsatisfaction。 “Tobemywife,yes,“wentontheactorinamannerwhichwas,weakbycomparison,butwhichcouldnotnowspoilthetender,atmospherewhichCarriehadcreatedandmaintained。Shedidnot,seemtofeelthathewaswretched。Shewouldhavedonenearlyas,wellwithablockofwood。Theaccessoriessheneededwere,withinherownimagination。Theactingofotherscouldnot,affectthem。 “Andyourepentalready?”shesaid,slowly。 “Ilostyou,“hesaid,seizingherlittlehand,“andIwasatthe,mercyofanyflirtwhochosetogivemeaninvitinglook。Itwas,yourfault——youknowitwas——whydidyouleaveme?” Carrieturnedslowlyaway,andseemedtobemasteringsome,impulseinsilence。Thensheturnedback。 “Ray,“shesaid,“thegreatesthappinessIhaveeverfelthas,beenthethoughtthatallyouraffectionwasforeverbestowed,uponavirtuouswoman,yourequalinfamily,fortune,and,accomplishments。Whatarevelationdoyoumaketomenow!What,isitmakesyoucontinuallywarwithyourhappiness?” Thelastquestionwasaskedsosimplythatitcametothe,audienceandtheloverasapersonalthing。 Atlastitcametothepartwheretheloverexclaimed,“Betome,asyouusedtobe。” Carrieanswered,withaffectingsweetness,“Icannotbethatto,you,butIcanspeakinthespiritoftheLaurawhoisdeadto,youforever。” “Beitasyouwill,“saidPatton。 Hurstwoodleanedforward。Thewholeaudiencewassilentand,intent。 “Letthewomanyoulookuponbewiseorvain,“saidCarrie,her,eyesbentsadlyuponthelover,whohadsunkintoaseat,“beautifulorhomely,richorpoor,shehasbutonethingshecan,reallygiveorrefuse——herheart。” Drouetfeltascratchinhisthroat。 “Herbeauty,herwit,heraccomplishments,shemayselltoyou; butherloveisthetreasurewithoutmoneyandwithoutprice。” Themanagersufferedthisasapersonalappeal。Itcametohim,asiftheywerealone,andhecouldhardlyrestrainthetearsfor,sorrowoverthehopeless,pathetic,andyetdaintyandappealing,womanwhomheloved。Drouetalsowasbesidehimself。Hewas,resolvingthathewouldbetoCarriewhathehadneverbeen,before。Hewouldmarryher,byGeorge!Shewasworthit。 “Sheasksonlyinreturn,“saidCarrie,scarcelyhearingthe,small,scheduledreplyofherlover,andputtingherselfeven,moreinharmonywiththeplaintivemelodynowissuingfromthe,orchestra,“thatwhenyoulookuponheryoureyesshallspeak,devotion;thatwhenyouaddressheryourvoiceshallbegentle,loving,andkind;thatyoushallnotdespiseherbecauseshe,cannotunderstandallatonceyourvigorousthoughtsand,ambitiousdesigns;for,whenmisfortuneandevilhavedefeated,yourgreatestpurposes,herloveremainstoconsoleyou。You,looktothetrees,“shecontinued,whileHurstwoodrestrainedhis,feelingsonlybythegrimmestrepression,“forstrengthand,grandeur;donotdespisetheflowersbecausetheirfragranceis,alltheyhavetogive。Remember,“sheconcluded,tenderly,“love,isallawomanhastogive,“andshelaidastrange,sweetaccent,ontheall,“butitistheonlythingwhichGodpermitsusto,carrybeyondthegrave。” Thetwomenwereinthemostharrowedstateofaffection。They,scarcelyheardthefewremainingwordswithwhichthescene,concluded。Theyonlysawtheiridol,movingaboutwithappealing,grace,continuingapowerwhichtothemwasarevelation。 Hurstwoodresolvedathousandsthings,Drouetaswell。They,joinedequallyintheburstofapplausewhichcalledCarrieout。 Drouetpoundedhishandsuntiltheyached。Thenhejumpedup,againandstartedout。Ashewent,Carriecameout,and,seeing,animmensebasketofflowersbeinghurrieddowntheaisletoward,hershewaited。TheywereHurstwood’s。Shelookedtowardthe,manager’sboxforamoment,caughthiseye,andsmiled。Hecould,haveleapedoutoftheboxtoenfoldher。Heforgottheneedof,circumspectnesswhichhismarriedstateenforced。Healmost,forgotthathehadwithhimintheboxthosewhoknewhim。By,theLord,hewouldhavethatlovelygirlifittookhisall。He,wouldactatonce。ThisshouldbetheendofDrouet,anddon’t,youforgetit。Hewouldnotwaitanotherday。Thedrummer,shouldnothaveher。 Hewassoexcitedthathecouldnotstayinthebox。Hewent,intothelobby,andthenintothestreet,thinking。Drouetdid,notreturn。Inafewminutesthelastactwasover,andhewas,crazytohaveCarriealone。Hecursedtheluckthatcouldkeep,himsmiling,bowing,shamming,whenhewantedtotellherthathe,lovedher,whenhewantedtowhispertoheralone。Hegroanedas,hesawthathishopeswerefutile。Hemusteventakeherto,supper,shamming。Hefinallywentaboutandaskedhowshewas,gettingalong。Theactorswerealldressing,talking,hurrying,about。Drouetwaspalaveringhimselfwiththeloosenessof,excitementandpassion。Themanagermasteredhimselfonlybya,greateffort。 “Wearegoingtosupper,ofcourse,“hesaid,withavoicethat,wasamockeryofhisheart。 “Oh,yes,“saidCarrie,smiling。 Thelittleactresswasinfinefeather。Shewasrealisingnow,whatitwastobepetted。Foronceshewastheadmired,the,sought-for。Theindependenceofsuccessnowmadeitsfirstfaint,showing。Withthetablesturned,shewaslookingdown,rather,thanup,toherlover。Shedidnotfullyrealisethatthiswas,so,buttherewassomethingincondescensioncomingfromher,whichwasinfinitelysweet。Whenshewasreadytheyclimbedinto,thewaitingcoachanddrovedowntown;once,only,didshefind,anopportunitytoexpressherfeeling,andthatwaswhenthe,managerprecededDrouetinthecoachandsatbesideher。Before,DrouetwasfullyinshehadsqueezedHurstwood’shandina,gentle,impulsivemanner。Themanagerwasbesidehimselfwith,affection。Hecouldhavesoldhissoultobewithheralone。 “Ah,“hethought,“theagonyofit。” Drouethungon,thinkinghewasallinall。Thedinnerwas,spoiledbyhisenthusiasm。Hurstwoodwenthomefeelingasifhe,shoulddieifhedidnotfindaffectionaterelief。Hewhispered,“to-morrow“passionatelytoCarrie,andsheunderstood。He,walkedawayfromthedrummerandhisprizeatpartingfeelingas,ifhecouldslayhimandnotregret。Carriealsofeltthemisery,ofit。 “Good-night,“hesaid,simulatinganeasyfriendliness。 “Good-night,“saidthelittleactress,tenderly。 “Thefool!”hesaid,nowhatingDrouet。”Theidiot!I’lldohim,yet,andthatquick!We’llseeto-morrow。” “Well,ifyouaren’tawonder,“Drouetwassaying,complacently,squeezingCarrie’sarm。”Youarethedandiestlittlegirlon,earth。” ChapterXX THELUREOFTHESPIRIT——THEFLESHINPURSUIT PassioninamanofHurstwood’snaturetakesavigorousform。It,isnomusing,dreamything。Thereisnoneofthetendencyto,singoutsideofmylady’swindow——tolanguishandrepineinthe,faceofdifficulties。Inthenighthewaslonggettingtosleep,becauseoftoomuchthinking,andinthemorninghewasearly,awake,seizingwithalacrityuponthesamedearsubjectand,pursuingitwithvigour。Hewasoutofsortsphysically,aswell,asdisorderedmentally,fordidhenotdelightinanewmannerin,hisCarrie,andwasnotDrouetintheway?Neverwasmanmore,harassedthanhebythethoughtsofhislovebeingheldbythe,elated,flush-mannereddrummer。Hewouldhavegivenanything,it,seemedtohim,tohavethecomplicationended——tohaveCarrie,acquiescetoanarrangementwhichwoulddisposeofDrouet,effectuallyandforever。 Whattodo。Hedressedthinking。Hemovedaboutinthesame,chamberwithhiswife,unmindfulofherpresence。 Atbreakfasthefoundhimselfwithoutanappetite。Themeatto,whichhehelpedhimselfremainedonhisplateuntouched。His,coffeegrewcold,whilehescannedthepaperindifferently。Here,andtherehereadalittlething,butrememberednothing。 Jessicahadnotyetcomedown。Hiswifesatatoneendofthe,tablerevolvingthoughtsofherowninsilence。Anewservant,hadbeenrecentlyinstalledandhadforgotthenapkins。Onthis,accountthesilencewasirritablybrokenbyareproof。 “I’vetoldyouaboutthisbefore,Maggie,“saidMrs。Hurstwood。 “I’mnotgoingtotellyouagain。” Hurstwoodtookaglanceathiswife。Shewasfrowning。Justnow,hermannerirritatedhimexcessively。Hernextremarkwas,addressedtohim。 “Haveyoumadeupyourmind,George,whenyouwilltakeyour,vacation?” Itwascustomaryforthemtodiscusstheregularsummeroutingat,thisseasonoftheyear。 “Notyet,“hesaid,“I’mverybusyjustnow。” “Well,you’llwanttomakeupyourmindprettysoon,won’tyou,ifwe’regoing?”shereturned。 “Iguesswehaveafewdaysyet,“hesaid。 “Hmff,“shereturned。”Don’twaituntiltheseason’sover。” Shestirredinaggravationasshesaidthis。 “Thereyougoagain,“heobserved。”OnewouldthinkIneverdid,anything,thewayyoubegin。” “Well,Iwanttoknowaboutit,“shereiterated。 “You’vegotafewdaysyet,“heinsisted。”You’llnotwantto,startbeforetheracesareover。” Hewasirritatedtothinkthatthisshouldcomeupwhenhewished,tohavehisthoughtsforotherpurposes。 “Well,wemay。Jessicadoesn’twanttostayuntiltheendofthe,races。” “Whatdidyouwantwithaseasonticket,then?” “Uh!”shesaid,usingthesoundasanexclamationofdisgust,“I’llnotarguewithyou,“andtherewitharosetoleavethe,table。 “Say,“hesaid,rising,puttinganoteofdeterminationinhis,voicewhichcausedhertodelayherdeparture,“what’sthematter,withyouoflate?Can’tItalkwithyouanymore?” “Certainly,youcanTALKwithme,“shereplied,layingemphasis,ontheword。 “Well,youwouldn’tthinksobythewayyouact。Now,youwant,toknowwhenI’llbeready——notforamonthyet。Maybenot,then。” “We’llgowithoutyou。” “Youwill,eh?”hesneered。 “Yes,wewill。” Hewasastonishedatthewoman’sdetermination,butitonly,irritatedhimthemore。 “Well,we’llseeaboutthat。Itseemstomeyou’retryingtorun,thingswithaprettyhighhandoflate。Youtalkasthoughyou,settledmyaffairsforme。Well,youdon’t。Youdon’tregulate,anythingthat’sconnectedwithme。Ifyouwanttogo,go,but,youwon’thurrymebyanysuchtalkasthat。” Hewasthoroughlyarousednow。Hisdarkeyessnapped,andhe,crunchedhispaperashelaiditdown。Mrs。Hurstwoodsaid,nothingmore。Hewasjustfinishingwhensheturnedonherheel,andwentoutintothehallandupstairs。Hepausedforamoment,asifhesitating,thensatdownanddrankalittlecoffee,and,thereafteraroseandwentforhishatandglovesuponthemain,floor。 Hiswifehadreallynotanticipatedarowofthischaracter。She,hadcomedowntothebreakfasttablefeelingalittleoutof,sortswithherselfandrevolvingaschemewhichshehadinher,mind。Jessicahadcalledherattentiontothefactthatthe,raceswerenotwhattheyweresupposedtobe。Thesocial,opportunitieswerenotwhattheyhadthoughttheywouldbethis,year。Thebeautifulgirlfoundgoingeverydayadullthing。 Therewasanearlierexodusthisyearofpeoplewhowereanybody,tothewateringplacesandEurope。Inherowncircleof,acquaintancesseveralyoungmeninwhomshewasinterestedhad,gonetoWaukesha。Shebegantofeelthatshewouldliketogo,too,andhermotheragreedwithher。 Accordingly,Mrs。Hurstwooddecidedtobroachthesubject。She,wasthinkingthisoverwhenshecamedowntothetable,butfor,somereasontheatmospherewaswrong。Shewasnotsure,afterit,wasallover,justhowthetroublehadbegun。Shewasdetermined,now,however,thatherhusbandwasabrute,andthat,underno,circumstances,wouldsheletthisgobyunsettled。Shewould,havemorelady-liketreatmentorshewouldknowwhy。 Forhispart,themanagerwasloadedwiththecareofthisnew,argumentuntilhereachedhisofficeandstartedfromthereto,meetCarrie。Thentheothercomplicationsoflove,desire,and,oppositionpossessedhim。Histhoughtsfledonbeforehimupon,eagles’wings。HecouldhardlywaituntilheshouldmeetCarrie,facetoface。Whatwasthenight,afterall,withouther——what,theday?Shemustandshouldbehis。 Forherpart,Carriehadexperiencedaworldoffancyandfeeling,sinceshehadlefthim,thenightbefore。Shehadlistenedto,Drouet’senthusiasticmaunderingswithmuchregardforthatpart,whichconcernedherself,withverylittleforthatwhichaffected,hisowngain。Shekepthimatsuchlengthsasshecould,because,herthoughtswerewithherowntriumph。ShefeltHurstwood’s,passionasadelightfulbackgroundtoherownachievement,and,shewonderedwhathewouldhavetosay。Shewassorryforhim,too,withthatpeculiarsorrowwhichfindssomething,complimentarytoitselfinthemiseryofanother。Shewasnow,experiencingthefirstshadesoffeelingofthatsubtlechange,whichremovesoneoutoftheranksofthesuppliantsintothe,linesofthedispensersofcharity。Shewas,allinall,exceedinglyhappy。 Onthemorrow,however,therewasnothinginthepapers,concerningtheevent,and,inviewoftheflowofcommon,everydaythingsabout,itnowlostashadeoftheglowofthe,previousevening。DrouethimselfwasnottalkingsomuchOFas,FORher。Hefeltinstinctivelythat,forsomereasonorother,heneededreconstructioninherregard。 “Ithink,“hesaid,ashesprucedaroundtheirchambersthenext,morning,preparatorytogoingdowntown,“thatI’llstraighten,outthatlittledealofminethismonthandthenwe’llget,married。IwastalkingwithMosheraboutthatyesterday。” “No,youwon’t,“saidCarrie,whowascomingtofeelacertain,faintpowertojestwiththedrummer。 “Yes,Iwill,“heexclaimed,morefeelinglythanusual,adding,withthetoneofonewhopleads,“Don’tyoubelievewhatI’ve,toldyou?” Carrielaughedalittle。 “OfcourseIdo,“sheanswered。 Drouet’sassurancenowmisgavehim。Shallowaswashismental,observation,therewasthatinthethingswhichhadhappened,whichmadehislittlepowerofanalysisuseless。Carriewas,stillwithhim,butnothelplessandpleading。Therewasalilt,inhervoicewhichwasnew。Shedidnotstudyhimwitheyes,expressiveofdependence。Thedrummerwasfeelingtheshadowof,somethingwhichwascoming。Itcolouredhisfeelingsandmade,himdevelopthoselittleattentionsandsaythoselittlewords,whichweremereforefendationsagainstdanger。 Shortlyafterwardhedeparted,andCarriepreparedforher,meetingwithHurstwood。Shehurriedathertoilet,whichwas,soonmade,andhasteneddownthestairs。Atthecornershe,passedDrouet,buttheydidnotseeeachother。 Thedrummerhadforgottensomebillswhichhewishedtoturninto,hishouse。Hehastenedupthestairsandburstintotheroom,butfoundonlythechambermaid,whowascleaningup。 “Hello,“heexclaimed,halftohimself,“hasCarriegone?” “Yourwife?Yes,shewentoutjustafewminutesago。” “That’sstrange,“thoughtDrouet。”Shedidn’tsayawordtome。 Iwonderwhereshewent?” Hehastenedabout,rummaginginhisvaliseforwhathewanted,andfinallypocketingit。Thenheturnedhisattentiontohis,fairneighbour,whowasgood-lookingandkindlydisposedtowards,him。 “Whatareyouupto?”hesaid,smiling。 “Justcleaning,“shereplied,stoppingandwindingadusting,towelaboutherhand。 “Tiredofit?” “Notsovery。” “Letmeshowyousomething,“hesaid,affably,comingoverand,takingoutofhispocketalittlelithographedcardwhichhad,beenissuedbyawholesaletobaccocompany。Onthiswasprinted,apictureofaprettygirl,holdingastripedparasol,the,coloursofwhichcouldbechangedbymeansofarevolvingdiskin,theback,whichshowedred,yellow,green,andbluethrough,littleintersticesmadeinthegroundoccupiedbytheumbrella,top。 “Isn’tthatclever?”hesaid,handingittoherandshowingher,howitworked。”Youneversawanythinglikethatbefore。” “Isn’titnice?”sheanswered。 “Youcanhaveitifyouwantit,“heremarked。 “That’saprettyringyouhave,“hesaid,touchingacommonplace,settingwhichadornedthehandholdingthecardhehadgivenher。 “Doyouthinkso?” “That’sright,“heanswered,makinguseofapretenceat,examinationtosecureherfinger。”That’sfine。” Theicebeingthusbroken,helaunchedintofurtherobservation,pretendingtoforgetthatherfingerswerestillretainedbyhis。 Shesoonwithdrewthem,however,andretreatedafewfeettorest,againstthewindow-sill。 “Ididn’tseeyouforalongtime,“shesaid,coquettishly,repulsingoneofhisexuberantapproaches。”Youmusthavebeen,away。” “Iwas,“saidDrouet。 “Doyoutravelfar?” “Prettyfar——yes。” “Doyoulikeit?” “Oh,notverywell。Yougettiredofitafterawhile。” “IwishIcouldtravel,“saidthegirl,gazingidlyoutofthe,window。 “Whathasbecomeofyourfriend,Mr。Hurstwood?”shesuddenly,asked,bethinkingherselfofthemanager,who,fromherown,observation,seemedtocontainpromisingmaterial。 “He’shereintown。Whatmakesyouaskabouthim?” “Oh,nothing,onlyhehasn’tbeenheresinceyougotback。” “Howdidyoucometoknowhim?” “Didn’tItakeuphisnameadozentimesinthelastmonth?” “Getout,“saidthedrummer,lightly。”Hehasn’tcalledmore,thanhalfadozentimessincewe’vebeenhere。” “Hehasn’t,eh?”saidthegirl,smiling。”That’sallyouknow,aboutit。” Drouettookonaslightlymoreserioustone。Hewasuncertainas,towhethershewasjokingornot。 “Tease,“hesaid,“whatmakesyousmilethatway?” “Oh,nothing。” “Haveyouseenhimrecently?” “Notsinceyoucameback,“shelaughed。 “Before?” “Certainly。” “Howoften?” “Why,nearlyeveryday。” Shewasamischievousnewsmonger,andwaskeenlywonderingwhat,theeffectofherwordswouldbe。 “Whodidhecometosee?”askedthedrummer,incredulously。 “Mrs。Drouet。” Helookedratherfoolishatthisanswer,andthenattemptedto,correcthimselfsoasnottoappearadupe。 “Well,“hesaid,“whatofit?” “Nothing,“repliedthegirl,herheadcockedcoquettishlyonone,side。 “He’sanoldfriend,“hewenton,gettingdeeperintothemire。 Hewouldhavegoneonfurtherwithhislittleflirtation,butthe,tasteforitwastemporarilyremoved。Hewasquiterelievedwhen,thegirl’snamedwascalledfrombelow。 “I’vegottogo,“shesaid,movingawayfromhimairily。 “I’llseeyoulater,“hesaid,withapretenceofdisturbanceat,beinginterrupted。 Whenshewasgone,hegavefreerplaytohisfeelings。Hisface,nevereasilycontrolledbyhim,expressedalltheperplexityand,disturbancewhichhefelt。CoulditbethatCarriehadreceived,somanyvisitsandyetsaidnothingaboutthem?WasHurstwood,lying?Whatdidthechambermaidmeanbyit,anyway?Hehad,thoughttherewassomethingoddaboutCarrie’smanneratthe,time。Whydidshelooksodisturbedwhenhehadaskedherhow,manytimesHurstwoodhadcalled?ByGeorge!Herememberednow。 Therewassomethingstrangeaboutthewholething。 Hesatdowninarocking-chairtothinkthebetter,drawingup,onelegonhiskneeandfrowningmightily。Hismindranonata,greatrate。 AndyetCarriehadn’tactedoutoftheordinary。Itcouldn’tbe,byGeorge,thatshewasdeceivinghim。Shehadn’tactedthat,way。Why,evenlastnightshehadbeenasfriendlytowardhimas,couldbe,andHurstwoodtoo。Lookhowtheyacted!Hecould,hardlybelievetheywouldtrytodeceivehim。 Histhoughtsburstintowords。 “Shedidactsortoffunnyattimes。Hereshehaddressed,and,goneoutthismorningandneversaidaword。” Hescratchedhisheadandpreparedtogodowntown。Hewasstill,frowning。Ashecameintothehallheencounteredthegirl,who,wasnowlookingafteranotherchamber。Shehadonawhite,dustingcap,beneathwhichherchubbyfaceshonegood-naturedly。 Drouetalmostforgothisworryinthefactthatshewassmiling,onhim。Heputhishandfamiliarlyonhershoulder,asifonly,togreetherinpassing。 “Gotoverbeingmad?”shesaid,stillmischievouslyinclined。 “I’mnotmad,“heanswered。 “Ithoughtyouwere,“shesaid,smiling。 “Quityourfoolingaboutthat,“hesaid,inanoffhandway。 “Wereyouserious?” “Certainly,“sheanswered。Then,withanairofonewhodidnot,intentionallymeantocreatetrouble,“Hecamelotsoftimes。I thoughtyouknew。” ThegameofdeceptionwasupwithDrouet。Hedidnottryto,simulateindifferencefurther。 “Didhespendtheeveningshere?”heasked。 “Sometimes。Sometimestheywentout。” “Intheevening?” “Yes。Youmustn’tlooksomad,though。” “I’mnot,“hesaid。”Didanyoneelseseehim?” “Ofcourse,“saidthegirl,asif,afterall,itwerenothingin,particular。 “Howlongagowasthis?” “Justbeforeyoucameback。” Thedrummerpinchedhislipnervously。 “Don’tsayanything,willyou?”heasked,givingthegirl’sarma,gentlesqueeze。 “Certainlynot,“shereturned。”Iwouldn’tworryoverit。” “Allright,“hesaid,passingon,seriouslybroodingforonce,andyetnotwhollyunconsciousofthefactthathewasmakinga,mostexcellentimpressionuponthechambermaid。 “I’llseeheraboutthat,“hesaidtohimself,passionately,feelingthathehadbeenundulywronged。”I’llfindout,b’George,whethershe’llactthatwayornot。” ChapterXXI THELUREOFTHESPIRIT——THEFLESHINPURSUIT WhenCarriecameHurstwoodhadbeenwaitingmanyminutes。His,bloodwaswarm;hisnerveswroughtup。Hewasanxioustoseethe,womanwhohadstirredhimsoprofoundlythenightbefore。 “Hereyouare,“hesaid,repressedly,feelingaspringinhis,limbsandanelationwhichwastragicinitself。 “Yes,“saidCarrie。 Theywalkedonasifboundforsomeobjectivepoint,while,Hurstwooddrankintheradianceofherpresence。Therustleof,herprettyskirtwaslikemusictohim。 “Areyousatisfied?”heasked,thinkingofhowwellshedidthe,nightbefore。 “Areyou?” Hetightenedhisfingersashesawthesmileshegavehim。 “Itwaswonderful。” Carrielaughedecstatically。 “ThatwasoneofthebestthingsI’veseeninalongtime,“he,added。 Hewasdwellingonherattractivenessashehadfeltitthe,eveningbefore,andminglingitwiththefeelingherpresence,inspirednow。 Carriewasdwellingintheatmospherewhichthismancreatedfor,her。Alreadyshewasenlivenedandsuffusedwithaglow。She,felthisdrawingtowardherineverysoundofhisvoice。 “Thoseweresuchniceflowersyousentme,“shesaid,aftera,momentortwo。”Theywerebeautiful。” “Gladyoulikedthem,“heanswered,simply。 Hewasthinkingallthetimethatthesubjectofhisdesirewas,beingdelayed。Hewasanxioustoturnthetalktohisown,feelings。Allwasripeforit。HisCarriewasbesidehim。He,wantedtoplungeinandexpostulatewithher,andyethefound,himselffishingforwordsandfeelingforaway。 “Yougothomeallright,“hesaid,gloomily,ofasudden,his,tunemodifyingitselftooneofself-commiseration。 “Yes,“saidCarrie,easily。 Helookedathersteadilyforamoment,slowinghispaceand,fixingherwithhiseye。 Shefeltthefloodoffeeling。 “Howaboutme?”heasked。 ThisconfusedCarrieconsiderably,forsherealisedtheflood- gateswereopen。Shedidn’tknowexactlywhattoanswer。 “Idon’tknow,“sheanswered。 Hetookhislowerlipbetweenhisteethforamoment,andthen,letitgo。Hestoppedbythewalksideandkickedthegrasswith,histoe。Hesearchedherfacewithatender,appealingglance。 “Won’tyoucomeawayfromhim?”heasked,intensely。 “Idon’tknow,“returnedCarrie,stillillogicallydriftingand,findingnothingatwhichtocatch。 Asamatteroffact,shewasinamosthopelessquandary。Here,wasamanwhomshethoroughlyliked,whoexercisedaninfluence,overher,sufficientalmosttodeludeherintothebeliefthat,shewaspossessedofalivelypassionforhim。Shewasstillthe,victimofhiskeeneyes,hissuavemanners,hisfineclothes。 Shelookedandsawbeforeheramanwhowasmostgraciousand,sympathetic,wholeanedtowardherwithafeelingthatwasa,delighttoobserve。Shecouldnotresisttheglowofhis,temperament,thelightofhiseye。Shecouldhardlykeepfrom,feelingwhathefelt。 Andyetshewasnotwithoutthoughtswhichweredisturbing。What,didheknow?WhathadDrouettoldhim?Wassheawifeinhis,eyes,orwhat?Wouldhemarryher?Evenwhilehetalked,andshe,softened,andhereyeswerelightedwithatenderglow,shewas,askingherselfifDrouethadtoldhimtheywerenotmarried。 TherewasneveranythingatallconvincingaboutwhatDrouet,said。 AndyetshewasnotgrievedatHurstwood’slove。Nostrainof,bitternesswasinitforher,whateverheknew。Hewasevidently,sincere。Hispassionwasrealandwarm。Therewaspowerinwhat,hesaid。Whatshouldshedo?Shewentonthinkingthis,answeringvaguely,languishingaffectionately,andaltogether,drifting,untilshewasonaborderlessseaofspeculation。 “Whydon’tyoucomeaway?”hesaid,tenderly。”Iwillarrange,foryouwhatever——“ “Oh,don’t,“saidCarrie。 “Don’twhat?”heasked。”Whatdoyoumean?” Therewasalookofconfusionandpaininherface。Shewas,wonderingwhythatmiserablethoughtmustbebroughtin。Shewas,struckasbyabladewiththemiserableprovisionwhichwas,outsidethepaleofmarriage。 Hehimselfrealizedthatitwasawretchedthingtohavedragged,in。Hewantedtoweightheeffectsofit,andyethecouldnot,see。Hewentbeatingon,flushedbyherpresence,clearly,awakened,intenselyenlistedinhisplan。 “Won’tyoucome?”hesaid,beginningoverandwithamore,reverentfeeling。”YouknowIcan’tdowithoutyou——youknowit—— itcan’tgoonthisway——canit?” “Iknow,“saidCarrie。 “Iwouldn’taskifI——Iwouldn’targuewithyouifIcouldhelp,it。Lookatme,Carrie。Putyourselfinmyplace。Youdon’t,wanttostayawayfromme,doyou?” Sheshookherheadasifindeepthought。 “Thenwhynotsettlethewholething,onceandforall?” “Idon’tknow,“saidCarrie。 “Don’tknow!Ah,Carrie,whatmakesyousaythat?Don’ttorment,me。Beserious。” “Iam,“saidCarrie,softly。 “Youcan’tbe,dearest,andsaythat。NotwhenyouknowhowI loveyou。Lookatlastnight。” Hismannerashesaidthiswasthemostquietimaginable。His,faceandbodyretaineduttercomposure。Onlyhiseyesmoved,and,theyflashedasubtle,dissolvingfire。Inthemthewhole,intensityoftheman’snaturewasdistillingitself。 Carriemadenoanswer。 “Howcanyouactthisway,dearest?”heinquired,afteratime。 “Youloveme,don’tyou?” Heturnedonhersuchastormoffeelingthatshewas,overwhelmed。Forthemomentalldoubtswereclearedaway。 “Yes,“sheanswered,franklyandtenderly。 “Well,thenyou’llcome,won’tyou——cometo-night?” Carrieshookherheadinspiteofherdistress。 “Ican’twaitanylonger,“urgedHurstwood。”Ifthatistoo,soon,comeSaturday。” “Whenwillwebemarried?”sheasked,diffidently,forgettingin,herdifficultsituationthatshehadhopedhetookhertobe,Drouet’swife。 Themanagerstarted,hitashewasbyaproblemwhichwasmore,difficultthanhers。Hegavenosignofthethoughtsthat,flashedlikemessagestohismind。 “Anytimeyousay,“hesaid,withease,refusingtodiscolourhis,presentdelightwiththismiserableproblem。 “Saturday?”askedCarrie。 Henoddedhishead。 “Well,ifyouwillmarrymethen,“shesaid,“I’llgo。” Themanagerlookedathislovelyprize,sobeautiful,sowinsome,sodifficulttobewon,andmadestrangeresolutions。His,passionhadgottentothatstagenowwhereitwasnolonger,colouredwithreason。Hedidnottroubleoverlittlebarriersof,thissortinthefaceofsomuchloveliness。Hewouldacceptthe,situationwithallitsdifficulties;hewouldnottrytoanswer,theobjectionswhichcoldtruththrustuponhim。Hewould,promiseanything,everything,andtrusttofortunetodisentangle,him。HewouldmakeatryforParadise,whatevermightbethe,result。Hewouldbehappy,bytheLord,ifitcostallhonesty,ofstatement,allabandonmentoftruth。 Carrielookedathimtenderly。Shecouldhavelaidherheadupon,hisshoulder,sodelightfuldiditallseem。 “Well,“shesaid,“I’lltryandgetreadythen。” Hurstwoodlookedintoherprettyface,crossedwithlittle,shadowsofwonderandmisgiving,andthoughthehadneverseen,anythingmorelovely。 “I’llseeyouagainto-morrow,“hesaid,joyously,“andwe’ll,talkovertheplans。” Hewalkedonwithher,elatedbeyondwords,sodelightfulhad,beentheresult。Heimpressedalongstoryofjoyandaffection,uponher,thoughtherewasbuthereandthereaword。Aftera,half-hourhebegantorealisethatthemeetingmustcometoan,end,soexactingistheworld。 “To-morrow,“hesaidatparting,agayetyofmanneradding,wonderfullytohisbravedemeanour。 “Yes,“saidCarrie,trippingelatedlyaway。 Therehadbeensomuchenthusiasmengenderedthatshewas,believingherselfdeeplyinlove。Shesighedasshethoughtof,herhandsomeadorer。Yes,shewouldgetreadybySaturday。She,wouldgo,andtheywouldbehappy。 ChapterXXII THEBLAZEOFTHETINDER——FLESHWARSWITHTHEFLESH ThemisfortuneoftheHurstwoodhouseholdwasduetothefact,thatjealousy,havingbeenbornoflove,didnotperishwithit。 Mrs。Hurstwoodretainedthisinsuchformthatsubsequent,influencescouldtransformitintohate。Hurstwoodwasstill,worthy,inaphysicalsense,oftheaffectionhiswifehadonce,bestoweduponhim,butinasocialsensehefellshort。Withhis,regarddiedhispowertobeattentivetoher,andthis,toa,woman,ismuchgreaterthanoutrightcrimetowardanother。Our,self-lovedictatesourappreciationofthegoodorevilin,another。InMrs。Hurstwooditdiscolouredtheveryhueofher,husband’sindifferentnature。Shesawdesignindeedsand,phraseswhichsprungonlyfromafadedappreciationofher,presence。 Asaconsequence,shewasresentfulandsuspicious。Thejealousy,thatpromptedhertoobserveeveryfallingawayfromthelittle,amenitiesofthemarriedrelationonhispartservedtogiveher,noticeoftheairygracewithwhichhestilltooktheworld。She,couldseefromthescrupulouscarewhichheexercisedinthe,matterofhispersonalappearancethathisinterestinlifehad,abatednotajot。Everymotion,everyglancehadsomethinginit,ofthepleasurehefeltinCarrie,ofthezestthisnewpursuit,ofpleasurelenttohisdays。Mrs。Hurstwoodfeltsomething,sniffingchange,asanimalsdodanger,afaroff。 Thisfeelingwasstrengthenedbyactionsofadirectandmore,potentnatureonthepartofHurstwood。Wehaveseenwithwhat,irritationheshirkedthoselittledutieswhichnolonger,containedanyamusementofsatisfactionforhim,andtheopen,snarlswithwhich,morerecently,heresentedherirritating,goads。Theselittlerowswerereallyprecipitatedbyan,atmospherewhichwassurchargedwithdissension。Thatitwould,shower,withaskysofullofblackeningthunderclouds,would,scarcelybethoughtworthyofcomment。Thus,afterleavingthe,breakfasttablethismorning,raginginwardlyathisblank,declarationofindifferenceatherplans,Mrs。Hurstwood,encounteredJessicainherdressing-room,veryleisurely,arrangingherhair。Hurstwoodhadalreadyleftthehouse。 “Iwishyouwouldn’tbesolatecomingdowntobreakfast,“she,said,addressingJessica,whilemakingforhercrochetbasket。 “Nowherethethingsarequitecold,andyouhaven’teaten。” Hernaturalcomposurewassadlyruffled,andJessicawasdoomed,tofeelthefagendofthestorm。 “I’mnothungry,“sheanswered。 “Thenwhydon’tyousayso,andletthegirlputawaythethings,insteadofkeepingherwaitingallmorning?” “Shedoesn’tmind,“answeredJessica,coolly。 “Well,Ido,ifshedoesn’t,“returnedthemother,“and,anyhow,Idon’tlikeyoutotalkthatwaytome。You’retooyoungtoput,onsuchanairwithyourmother。” “Oh,mamma,don’trow,“;answeredJessica。”What’sthematter,thismorning,anyway?” “Nothing’sthematter,andI’mnotrowing。Youmustn’tthink,becauseIindulgeyouinsomethingsthatyoucankeepeverybody,waiting。Iwon’thaveit。” “I’mnotkeepinganybodywaiting,“returnedJessica,sharply,stirredoutofacynicalindifferencetoasharpdefence。”I saidIwasn’thungry。Idon’twantanybreakfast。” “Mindhowyouaddressme,missy。I’llnothaveit。Hearmenow; I’llnothaveit!” Jessicaheardthislastwhilewalkingoutoftheroom,witha,tossofherheadandaflickofherprettyskirtsindicativeof,theindependenceandindifferenceshefelt。Shedidnotpropose,tobequarrelledwith。 Suchlittleargumentswerealltoofrequent,theresultofa,growthofnatureswhichwerelargelyindependentandselfish。 George,Jr。manifestedevengreatertouchinessandexaggeration,inthematterofhisindividualrights,andattemptedtomakeall,feelthathewasamanwithaman’sprivileges——anassumption,which,ofallthings,ismostgroundlessandpointlessinayouth,ofnineteen。 Hurstwoodwasamanofauthorityandsomefinefeeling,andit,irritatedhimexcessivelytofindhimselfsurroundedmoreand,morebyaworlduponwhichhehadnohold,andofwhichhehada,lesseningunderstanding。 Now,whensuchlittlethings,suchastheproposedearlierstart,toWaukesha,cameup,theymadecleartohimhisposition。He,wasbeingmadetofollow,wasnotleading。When,inaddition,a,sharptemperwasmanifested,andtotheprocessofshouldering,himoutofhisauthoritywasaddedarousingintellectualkick,suchasasneeroracynicallaugh,hewasunabletokeephis,temper。Heflewintohardlyrepressedpassion,andwished,himselfclearofthewholehousehold。Itseemedamost,irritatingdraguponallhisdesiresandopportunities。 Forallthis,hestillretainedthesemblanceofleadershipand,control,eventhoughhiswifewasstrainingtorevolt。Her,displayoftemperandopenassertionofoppositionwerebased,uponnothingmorethanthefeelingthatshecoulddoit。Shehad,nospecialevidencewherewithtojustifyherself——theknowledge,ofsomethingwhichwouldgiveherbothauthorityandexcuse。The,latterwasallthatwaslacking,however,togiveasolid,foundationtowhat,inaway,seemedgroundlessdiscontent。The,clearproofofoneovertdeedwasthecoldbreathneededto,converttheloweringcloudsofsuspicionintoarainofwrath。 AninklingofuntowarddeedsonthepartofHurstwoodhadcome。 DoctorBeale,thehandsomeresidentphysicianofthe,neighbourhood,metMrs。Hurstwoodatherowndoorstepsomedays,afterHurstwoodandCarriehadtakenthedrivewestonWashington,Boulevard。Dr。Beale,comingeastonthesamedrive,had,recognisedHurstwood,butnotbeforehewasquitepasthim。He,wasnotsosureofCarrie——didnotknowwhetheritwas,Hurstwood’swifeordaughter。 “Youdon’tspeaktoyourfriendswhenyoumeetthemoutdriving,doyou?”hesaid,jocosely,toMrs。Hurstwood。 “IfIseethem,Ido。WherewasI?” “OnWashingtonBoulevard。”heanswered,expectinghereyeto,lightwithimmediateremembrance。 Sheshookherhead。 “Yes,outnearHoyneAvenue。Youwerewithyourhusband。” “Iguessyou’remistaken,“sheanswered。Then,rememberingher,husband’spartintheaffair,sheimmediatelyfellapreytoa,hostofyoungsuspicions,ofwhich,however,shegavenosign。 “IknowIsawyourhusband,“hewenton。”Iwasn’tsosureabout,you。Perhapsitwasyourdaughter。” “Perhapsitwas,“saidMrs。Hurstwood,knowingfullwellthat,suchwasnotthecase,asJessicahadbeenhercompanionfor,weeks。Shehadrecoveredherselfsufficientlytowishtoknow,moreofthedetails。 “Wasitintheafternoon?”sheasked,artfully,assuminganair,ofacquaintanceshipwiththematter。 “Yes,abouttwoorthree。” “ItmusthavebeenJessica,“saidMrs。Hurstwood,notwishingto,seemtoattachanyimportancetotheincident。 Thephysicianhadathoughtortwoofhisown,butdismissedthe,matterasworthyofnofurtherdiscussiononhispartatleast。 Mrs。Hurstwoodgavethisbitofinformationconsiderablethought,duringthenextfewhours,andevendays。Shetookitfor,grantedthatthedoctorhadreallyseenherhusband,andthathe,hadbeenriding,mostlikely,withsomeotherwoman,after,announcinghimselfasBUSYtoher。Asaconsequence,she,recalled,withrisingfeeling,howoftenhehadrefusedtogoto,placeswithher,toshareinlittlevisits,or,indeed,takepart,inanyofthesocialamenitieswhichfurnishedthediversionof,herexistence。Hehadbeenseenatthetheatrewithpeoplewhom,hecalledMoy’sfriends;nowhewasseendriving,and,most,likely,wouldhaveanexcuseforthat。Perhapstherewereothers,ofwhomshedidnothear,orwhyshouldhebesobusy,so,indifferent,oflate?Inthelastsixweekshehadbecome,strangelyirritable——strangelysatisfiedtopickupandgoout,whetherthingswererightorwronginthehouse。Why? Sherecalled,withmoresubtleemotions,thathedidnotlookat,hernowwithanyoftheoldlightofsatisfactionorapprovalin,hiseye。Evidently,alongwithotherthings,hewastakingher,tobegettingoldanduninteresting。Hesawherwrinkles,perhaps。Shewasfading,whilehewasstillpreeninghimselfin,hiseleganceandyouth。Hewasstillaninterestedfactorinthe,merry-makingsoftheworld,whileshe——butshedidnotpursuethe,thought。Sheonlyfoundthewholesituationbitter,andhated,himforitthoroughly。 Nothingcameofthisincidentatthetime,forthetruthisit,didnotseemconclusiveenoughtowarrantanydiscussion。Only,theatmosphereofdistrustandill-feelingwasstrengthened,precipitatingeverynowandthenlittlesprinklingsofirritable,conversation,enlivenedbyflashesofwrath。Thematterofthe,Waukeshaoutingwasmerelyacontinuationofotherthingsofthe,samenature。 ThedayafterCarrie’sappearanceontheAverystage,Mrs。 HurstwoodvisitedtheraceswithJessicaandayouthofher,acquaintance,Mr。BartTaylor,thesonoftheownerofalocal,house-furnishingestablishment。Theyhaddrivenoutearly,and,asitchanced,encounteredseveralfriendsofHurstwood,all,Elks,andtwoofwhomhadattendedtheperformancetheevening,before。Athousandchancesthesubjectoftheperformancehad,neverbeenbroughtuphadJessicanotbeensoengagedbythe,attentionsofheryoungcompanion,whousurpedasmuchtimeas,possible。ThisleftMrs。Hurstwoodinthemoodtoextendthe,perfunctorygreetingsofsomewhoknewherintoshort,conversations,andtheshortconversationsoffriendsintolong,ones。Itwasfromonewhomeantbuttogreetherperfunctorily,thatthisinterestingintelligencecame。 “Isee,“saidthisindividual,whoworesportingclothesofthe,mostattractivepattern,andhadafield-glassstrungoverhis,shoulder,“thatyoudidnotgetovertoourlittleentertainment,lastevening。” “No?”saidMrs。Hurstwood,inquiringly,andwonderingwhyhe,shouldbeusingthetonehedidinnotingthefactthatshehad,notbeentosomethingsheknewnothingabout。Itwasonherlips,tosay,“Whatwasit?”whenheadded,“Isawyourhusband。” Herwonderwasatoncereplacedbythemoresubtlequalityof,suspicion。 “Yes,“shesaid,cautiously,“wasitpleasant?Hedidnottellme,muchaboutit。” “Very。ReallyoneofthebestprivatetheatricalsIever,attended。Therewasoneactresswhosurprisedusall。” “Indeed,“saidMrs。Hurstwood。 “It’stoobadyoucouldn’thavebeenthere,really。Iwassorry,tohearyouweren’tfeelingwell。” Feelingwell!Mrs。Hurstwoodcouldhaveechoedthewordsafter,himopen-mouthed。Asitwas,sheextricatedherselffromher,mingledimpulsetodenyandquestion,andsaid,almostraspingly: “Yes,itistoobad。” “Looksliketherewillbequiteacrowdhereto-day,doesn’tit?” theacquaintanceobserved,driftingoffuponanothertopic。 Themanager’swifewouldhavequestionedfarther,butshesawno,opportunity。Shewasforthemomentwhollyatsea,anxiousto,thinkforherself,andwonderingwhatnewdeceptionwasthis,whichcausedhimtogiveoutthatshewasillwhenshewasnot。 Anothercaseofhercompanynotwanted,andexcusesbeingmade。 Sheresolvedtofindoutmore。 “Wereyouattheperformancelastevening?”sheaskedofthenext,ofHurstwood’sfriendswhogreetedherasshesatinherbox。 “Yes。Youdidn’tgetaround。” “No,“sheanswered,“Iwasnotfeelingverywell。” “Soyourhusbandtoldme,“heanswered。”Well,itwasreally,veryenjoyable。TurnedoutmuchbetterthanIexpected。” “Weretheremanythere?” “Thehousewasfull。ItwasquiteanElknight。Isawquitea,numberofyourfriends——Mrs。Harrison,Mrs。Barnes,Mrs。 Collins。” “Quiteasocialgathering。” “Indeeditwas。Mywifeenjoyeditverymuch。” Mrs。Hurstwoodbitherlip。 “So,“shethought,“that’sthewayhedoes。TellsmyfriendsI amsickandcannotcome。” Shewonderedwhatcouldinducehimtogoalone。Therewas,somethingbackofthis。Sherummagedherbrainforareason。 Byevening,whenHurstwoodreachedhome,shehadbroodedherself,intoastateofsullendesireforexplanationandrevenge。She,wantedtoknowwhatthispeculiaractionofhisimported。She,wascertaintherewasmorebehinditallthanwhatshehadheard,andevilcuriositymingledwellwithdistrustandtheremnantsof,herwrathofthemorning。She,impendingdisasteritself,walked,aboutwithgatheredshadowattheeyesandtherudimentary,musclesofsavageryfixingthehardlinesofhermouth。 Ontheotherhand,aswemaywellbelieve,themanagercamehome,inthesunniestmood。HisconversationandagreementwithCarrie,hadraisedhisspiritsuntilhewasintheframeofmindofone,whosingsjoyously。Hewasproudofhimself,proudofhis,success,proudofCarrie。Hecouldhavebeengenialtoallthe,world,andheborenogrudgeagainsthiswife。Hemeanttobe,pleasant,toforgetherpresence,toliveintheatmosphereof,youthandpleasurewhichhadbeenrestoredtohim。 Sonow,thehouse,tohismind,hadamostpleasingand,comfortableappearance。Inthehallhefoundaneveningpaper,laidtherebythemaidandforgottenbyMrs。Hurstwood。Inthe,dining-roomthetablewascleanlaidwithlinenandnaperyand,shinywithglassesanddecoratedchina。Throughanopendoorhe,sawintothekitchen,wherethefirewascracklinginthestove,andtheeveningmealalreadywellunderway。Outinthesmall,backyardwasGeorge,Jr。frolickingwithayoungdoghehad,recentlypurchased,andintheparlourJessicawasplayingatthe,piano,thesoundsofamerrywaltzfillingeverynookandcorner,ofthecomfortablehome。Everyone,likehimself,seemedtohave,regainedhisgoodspirits,tobeinsympathywithyouthand,beauty,tobeinclinedtojoyandmerry-making。Hefeltasifhe,couldsayagoodwordallaroundhimself,andtookamostgenial,glanceatthespreadtableandpolishedsideboardbeforegoing,upstairstoreadhispaperinthecomfortablearmchairofthe,sitting-roomwhichlookedthroughtheopenwindowsintothe,street。Whenheenteredthere,however,hefoundhiswife,brushingherhairandmusingtoherselfthewhile。 Hecamelightlyin,thinkingtosmoothoveranyfeelingthat,mightstillexistbyakindlywordandareadypromise,butMrs。 Hurstwoodsaidnothing。Heseatedhimselfinthelargechair,stirredlightlyinmakinghimselfcomfortable,openedhispaper,andbegantoread。Inafewmomentshewassmilingmerrilyover,averycomicalaccountofabaseballgamewhichhadtakenplace,betweentheChicagoandDetroitteams。 ThewhilehewasdoingthisMrs。Hurstwoodwasobservinghim,casuallythroughthemediumofthemirrorwhichwasbeforeher。 Shenoticedhispleasantandcontentedmanner,hisairygraceand,smilinghumour,anditmerelyaggravatedherthemore。She,wonderedhowhecouldthinktocarryhimselfsoinherpresence,afterthecynicism,indifference,andneglecthehadheretofore,manifestedandwouldcontinuetomanifestsolongasshewould,endureit。Shethoughthowsheshouldliketotellhim——what,stressandemphasisshewouldlendherassertions,howsheshould,driveoverthiswholeaffairuntilsatisfactionshouldbe,renderedher。Indeed,theshiningswordofherwrathwasbut,weaklysuspendedbyathreadofthought。 InthemeanwhileHurstwoodencounteredahumorousitemconcerning,astrangerwhohadarrivedinthecityandbecameentangledwith,abunco-steerer。Itamusedhimimmensely,andatlasthestirred,andchuckledtohimself。Hewishedthathemightenlisthis,wife’sattentionandreadittoher。 “Ha,ha,“heexclaimedsoftly,asiftohimself,“that’sfunny。” Mrs。Hurstwoodkeptonarrangingherhair,notsomuchas,deigningaglance。 Hestirredagainandwentontoanothersubject。Atlasthefelt,asifhisgood-humourmustfindsomeoutlet。Juliawasprobably,stilloutofhumouroverthataffairofthismorning,butthat,couldeasilybestraightened。Asamatteroffact,shewasin,thewrong,buthedidn’tcare。ShecouldgotoWaukesharight,awayifshewantedto。Thesoonerthebetter。Hewouldtellher,thatassoonashegotachance,andthewholethingwouldblow,over。 “Didyounotice,“hesaid,atlast,breakingforthconcerning,anotheritemwhichhehadfound,“thattheyhaveenteredsuitto,compeltheIllinoisCentraltogetoffthelakefront,Julia?”he,asked。 Shecouldscarcelyforceherselftoanswer,butmanagedtosay,“No,“sharply。 Hurstwoodprickeduphisears。Therewasanoteinhervoice,whichvibratedkeenly。 “Itwouldbeagoodthingiftheydid,“hewenton,halfto,himself,halftoher,thoughhefeltthatsomethingwasamissin,thatquarter。Hewithdrewhisattentiontohispapervery,circumspectly,listeningmentallyforthelittlesoundswhich,shouldshowhimwhatwasonfoot。 Asamatteroffact,nomanascleverasHurstwood——asobservant,andsensitivetoatmospheresofmanysorts,particularlyuponhis,ownplaneofthought——wouldhavemadethemistakewhichhedidin,regardtohiswife,wroughtupasshewas,hadhenotbeen,occupiedmentallywithaverydifferenttrainofthought。Had,nottheinfluenceofCarrie’sregardforhim,theelationwhich,herpromisearousedinhim,lastedover,hewouldnothaveseen,thehouseinsopleasantamood。Itwasnotextraordinarily,brightandmerrythisevening。Hewasmerelyverymuchmistaken,andwouldhavebeenmuchmorefittedtocopewithithadhecome,homeinhisnormalstate。 Afterhehadstudiedhispaperafewmomentslonger,hefeltthat,heoughttomodifymattersinsomewayorother。Evidentlyhis,wifewasnotgoingtopatchuppeaceataword。Sohesaid: “WheredidGeorgegetthedoghehasthereintheyard?” “Idon’tknow,“shesnapped。 Heputhispaperdownonhiskneesandgazedidlyoutofthe,window。Hedidnotproposetolosehistemper,butmerelytobe,persistentandagreeable,andbyafewquestionsbringarounda,mildunderstandingofsomesort。 “Whydoyoufeelsobadaboutthataffairofthismorning?he,said,atlast。“Weneedn’tquarrelaboutthat。Youknowyoucan,gotoWaukeshaifyouwantto。” “Soyoucanstayhereandtriflearoundwithsomeoneelse?”she,exclaimed,turningtohimadeterminedcountenanceuponwhichwas,drawnasharpandwrathfulsneer。 Hestoppedasifslappedintheface。Inaninstanthis,persuasive,conciliatorymannerfled。Hewasonthedefensiveat,awinkandpuzzledforawordtoreply。 “Whatdoyoumean?”hesaidatlast,straighteninghimselfand,gazingatthecold,determinedfigurebeforehim,whopaidno,attention,butwentonarrangingherselfbeforethemirror。 “YouknowwhatImean,“shesaid,finally,asiftherewerea,worldofinformationwhichsheheldinreserve——whichshedidnot,needtotell。 “Well,Idon’t,“hesaid,stubbornly,yetnervousandalertfor,whatshouldcomenext。Thefinalityofthewoman’smannertook,awayhisfeelingofsuperiorityinbattle。 Shemadenoanswer。 “Hmph!”hemurmured,withamovementofhisheadtooneside。It,wastheweakestthinghehadeverdone。Itwastotally,unassured。 Mrs。Hurstwoodnoticedthelackofcolourinit。Sheturnedupon,him,animal-like,abletostrikeaneffectualsecondblow。 “IwanttheWaukeshamoneyto-morrowmorning,“shesaid。 Helookedatherinamazement。Neverbeforehadheseensucha,cold,steelydeterminationinhereye——suchacruellookof,indifference。Sheseemedathoroughmasterofhermood—— thoroughlyconfidentanddeterminedtowrestallcontrolfrom,him。Hefeltthatallhisresourcescouldnotdefendhim。He,mustattack。 “Whatdoyoumean?”hesaid,jumpingup。”Youwant!I’dliketo,knowwhat’sgotintoyouto-night。” “Nothing’sGOTintome,“shesaid,flaming。”Iwantthatmoney。 Youcandoyourswaggeringafterwards。”