Theyhadthehabitofexchangingderisiveglanceswhichtoashymanmusthavebeenverytrying。Theythoughttheirunclenodoubtaboreandperhapsanass。
IwasnotsurprisedtohearthatverysoonAnthonyformedthehabitofcrossingthetwoneighbouringfieldstoseektheshadeofaclumpofelmsatagooddistancefromthecottage。Helayonthegrassandsmokedhispipeallthemorning。Mrs。Fynewonderedatherbrother’sindolenthabits。Hehadaskedforbooksitistruebuttherewerebutfewinthecottage。Hereadthemthroughinthreedaysandthencontinuedtoliecontentedlyonhisbackwithnoothercompanionbuthispipe。Amazingindolence!Thelive-longmorning,Mrs。Fyne,busywritingupstairsinthecottage,couldseehimoutofthewindow。Shehadaverylongsight,andtheseelmsweregroupedonariseoftheground。Hisindolencewasplainlyexposedtohercriticismonagentlegreenslope。Mrs。Fynewonderedatit;
shewasdisgustedtoo。Buthavingjustthen’commencedauthor,’asyouknow,shecouldnottearherselfawayfromthefascinatingnovelty。Shelethimwallowinhisvice。IimagineCaptainAnthonymusthavehadaratherpleasanttimeinaquietway。Itwas,I
remember,ahotdrysummer,favourabletocontemplativelifeoutofdoors。AndMrs。Fynewasscandalized。Womendon’tunderstandtheforceofacontemplativetemperament。Itsimplyshocksthem。Theyfeelinstinctivelythatitistheonewhichescapesbestthedominationoffeminineinfluences。Thedeargirlswereexchangingjeeringremarksabout”lazyuncleRoderick”openly,inherindulgenthearing。Anditwassostrange,shetoldme,becauseasaboyhewasanythingbutindolent。Onthecontrary。Alwaysactive。
Iremarkedthatamanofthirty-fivewasnolongeraboy。Itwasanobviousremarkbutshereceiveditwithoutfavour。Shetoldmepositivelythatthebest,thenicestmenremainedboysalltheirlives。Shewasdisappointednottobeabletodetectanythingboyishinherbrother。Very,verysorry。Shehadnotseenhimforfifteenyearsorthereabouts,exceptonthreeorfouroccasionsforafewhoursatatime。No。Notatraceoftheboy,heusedtobe,leftinhim。
ShefellsilentforamomentandImusedidlyontheboyhoodoflittleFyne。Icouldnotimaginewhatitmighthavebeenlike。Hisdominanttraitwasclearlytheremnantofstillearlierdays,becauseI’veneverseensuchstaringsolemnityasFyne’sexceptinaveryyoungbaby。Butwherewasheallthattime?Didn’thesuffercontaminationfromtheindolenceofCaptainAnthony,Iinquired。I
wastoldthatMr。Fynewasverylittleatthecottageatthetime。
SomecolleagueofhiswasconvalescingafterasevereillnessinalittleseasidevillageintheneighbourhoodandFynewentoffeverymorningbytraintospendthedaywiththeelderlyinvalidwhohadnoonetolookafterhim。Itwasaverypraiseworthyexcuseforneglectinghisbrother-in-law”thesonofthepoet,youknow,”withwhomhehadnothingincommonevenintheremotestdegree。IfCaptainAnthony(Roderick)hadbeenapedestrianitwouldhavebeensufficient;buthewasnot。Still,intheafternoon,hewentsometimesforaslowcasualstroll,byhimselfofcourse,thechildrenhavingdefinitelycold-shoulderedhim,andhisonlysisterbeingbusywiththatinflammatorybookwhichwastoblazeupontheworldayearormoreafterwards。Itseemshoweverthatshewascapableofdetachinghereyesfromhertasknowandthen,ifonlyforamoment,becauseitwasfromthatgarretfittedoutforastudythatoneafternoonsheobservedherbrotherandFloradeBarralcomingdowntheroadsidebyside。Theyhadmetsomewhereaccidentally(whichofthemcrossedtheother’spath,asthesayingis,Idon’tknow),andwerereturningtoteatogether。Shenoticedthattheyappearedtobeconversingwithoutconstraint。”Ihadthesimplicitytobepleased,”Mrs。Fynecommentedwithadrylittlelaugh。”Pleasedforboththeirsakes。”CaptainAnthonyshookoffhisindolencefromthatdayforth,andaccompaniedMissFlorafrequentlyonhermorningwalks。Mrs。Fyneremainedpleased。
Shecouldnowforgetthemcomfortablyandgiveherselfuptothedelightsofaudaciousthoughtandliterarycomposition。Onlyaweekbeforetheblowfellshe,happeningtoraisehereyesfromthepaper,sawtwofiguresseatedonthegrassundertheshadeoftheelms。Shecouldmakeoutthewhiteblouse。Therecouldbenomistake。”Isupposetheyimaginedthemselvesconcealedbythehedge。TheyforgotnodoubtIwasworkinginthegarret,”shesaidbitterly。”Orperhapstheydidn’tcare。Theywereright。Iamratherasimpleperson……”Shelaughedagain……”Iwasincapableofsuspectingsuchduplicity。””Duplicityisastrongword,Mrs。Fyne——isn’tit?”Iexpostulated。”AndconsideringthatCaptainAnthonyhimself……””Ohwell——perhaps,”sheinterruptedme。Hereyeswhichneverstrayedawayfrommine,hersetfeatures,herwholeimmovablefigure,howwellIknewthoseappearancesofapersonwhohas”madeuphermind。”Averyhopelessconditionthat,speciallyinwomen。
Imistrustedherconcessionsoeasily,sostonilymade。Shereflectedamoment。”Yes。Ioughttohavesaid——ingratitude,perhaps。”
Afterhavingthusdisengagedherbrotherandpushedthepoorgirlalittlefurtheroffasitwere——isn’twomen’sclevernessperfectlydiabolicwhentheyarereallyputontheirmettle?——afterhavingdonethesethingsandalsomademefeelthatIwasnomatchforher,shewentonscrupulously:”Onedoesn’tliketousethatwordeither。Theclaimisverysmall。It’ssolittleonecoulddoforher。Still……””Idaresay,”Iexclaimed,throwingdiplomacytothewinds。”Butreally,Mrs。Fyne,it’simpossibletodismissyourbrotherlikethisoutofthebusiness……””Shethrewherselfathishead,”Mrs。Fyneutteredfirmly。”Hehadnobusinesstoputhisheadintheway,then,”Iretortedwithanangrylaugh。Ididn’trestrainmyselfbecauseherfixedstareseemedtoexpressthepurposetodauntme。Iwasnotafraidofher,butitoccurredtomethatIwaswithinanaceofdriftingintoadownrightquarrelwithaladyand,besides,myguest。Therewasthecoldteapot,theemptiedcups,emblemsofhospitality。Itcouldnotbe。IcutshortmyangrylaughwhileMrs。Fynemurmuredwithaslightmovementofhershoulders,”He!Poorman!Ohcome……”
ByagreateffortofwillIfoundmyselfabletosmileamiably,tospeakwithpropersoftness。”MydearMrs。Fyne,youforgetthatIdon’tknowhim——notevenbysight。It’sdifficulttoimagineavictimaspassiveasallthat;
butgrantingyouthe(Iverynearlysaid:imbecility,butcheckedmyselfintime)innocenceofCaptainAnthony,don’tyouthinknow,frankly,thatthereisalittleofyourownfaultinwhathashappened。Youbringthemtogether,youleaveyourbrothertohimself!”
Shesatupandleaningherelbowonthetablesustainedherheadinheropenpalmcastingdownhereyes。Compunction?Itwasindeedaveryoff-handwayoftreatingabrothercometostayforthefirsttimeinfifteenyears。Isupposeshediscoveredverysoonthatshehadnothingincommonwiththatsailor,thatstranger,fashionedandmarkedbytheseaoflongvoyages。Inherstrong-mindedwayshehadscornedpretences,hadgonetoherwritingwhichinterestedherimmensely。Averypraiseworthythingyoursincereconduct,——ifitdidn’tattimesresemblebrutalitysomuch。ButIdon’tthinkitwascompunction。Thatsentimentisrareinwomen……””Isit?”Iinterruptedindignantly。”YouknowmorewomenthanIdo,”retortedtheunabashedMarlow。”Youmakeityourbusinesstoknowthem——don’tyou?Yougoaboutalotamongstallsortsofpeople。Youareatolerablyhonestobserver。Well,justtrytorememberhowmanyinstancesofcompunctionyouhaveseen。Iamreadytotakeyourbarewordforit。Compunction!Haveyoueverseenasmuchasitsshadow?Haveyouever?Justashadow——apassingshadow!Itellyouitissorarethatyoumaycallitnon-existent。Theyaretoopassionate。
Toopedantic。Toocourageouswiththemselves——perhaps。NoIdon’tthinkforamomentthatMrs。Fynefelttheslightestcompunctionathertreatmentofhersea-goingbrother。WhatHEthoughtofitwhocantell?Itispossiblethathewonderedwhyhehadbeensoinsistentlyurgedtocome。Itispossiblethathewonderedbitterly——orcontemptuously——orhumbly。Anditmaybethathewasonlysurprisedandbored。Hadhebeenassincereinhisconductashisonlysisterhewouldhaveprobablytakenhimselfoffattheendofthesecondday。Butperhapshewasafraidofappearingbrutal。
Iamnotfarremovedfromtheconvictionthatbetweenthesinceritiesofhissisterandofhisdearnieces,CaptainAnthonyoftheFerndalemusthavehadhislonelinessbroughthometohisbosomforthefirsttimeofhislife,atanage,thirty-fiveorthereabouts,whenoneismatureenoughtofeelthepangofsuchadiscovery。Angryorsimplysadbutcertainlydisillusionedhewandersaboutandmeetsthegirloneafternoonandundertheswayofastrongfeelingforgetshisshyness。Thisisnosupposition。Itisafact。Therewassuchameetinginwhichtheshynessmusthaveperishedbeforewedon’tknowwhatencouragement,orinthecommunityofmoodmadeapparentbysomecasualword。YourememberthatMrs。Fynesawthemoneafternooncomingbacktothecottagetogether。Don’tyouthinkthatIhavehitonthepsychologyofthesituation?……””Doubtless……”Ibegantoponder。”Iwasverycertainofmyconclusionsatthetime,”Marlowwentonimpatiently。”Butdon’tthinkforamomentthatMrs。Fyneinhernewattitudeandtoyingthoughtfullywithateaspoonwasabouttosurrender。Shemurmured:”It’sthelastthingIshouldhavethoughtcouldhappen。””Youdidn’tsupposetheywereromanticenough,”Isuggesteddryly。
Sheletitpassandwithgreatdecisionbutasifspeakingtoherself,”Roderickreallymustbewarned。”
Shedidn’tgivemethetimetoaskofwhatprecisely。Sheraisedherheadandaddressedme。”IamsurprisedandgrievedmorethanIcantellyouatMr。Fyne’sresistance。Wehavebeenalwayscompletelyatoneoneveryquestion。Andthatweshoulddiffernowonapointtouchingmybrothersocloselyisamostpainfulsurprisetome。”Herhandrattledtheteaspoonbrusquelybyaninvoluntarymovement。”Itisintolerable,”sheaddedtempestuously——forMrs。Fynethatis。I
supposeshehadnervesofherownlikeanyotherwoman。
UndertheporchwhereFynehadsoughtrefugewiththedogtherewassilence。Itookitforaproofofdeepsagacity。Idon’tmeanonthepartofthedog。Hewasaconfirmedfool。
Isaid:”Youwantabsolutelytointerfere……?”Mrs。Fynenoddedjustperceptibly……”Well——formypart……butIdon’treallyknowhowmattersstandatthepresenttime。YouhavehadaletterfromMissdeBarral。Whatdoesthatlettersay?””Sheasksforhervalisetobesenttohertownaddress,”Mrs。Fyneutteredreluctantlyandstopped。Iwaitedabit——thenexploded。”Well!What’sthematter?Where’sthedifficulty?Doesyourhusbandobjecttothat?Youdon’tmeantosaythathewantsyoutoappropriatethegirl’sclothes?””Mr。Marlow!””Well,butyoutalkofapainfuldifferenceofopinionwithyourhusband,andthen,whenIaskforinformationonthepoint,youbringoutavalise。Andonlyafewmomentsagoyoureproachedmefornotbeingserious。Iwonderwhoistheseriouspersonofustwonow。”
Shesmiledfaintlyandinafriendlytone,fromwhichIconcludedatoncethatshedidnotmeantoshowmethegirl’sletter,shesaidthatundoubtedlytheletterdisclosedanunderstandingbetweenCaptainAnthonyandFloradeBarral。”Whatunderstanding?”Ipressedher。”Anengagementisanunderstanding。””Thereisnoengagement——notyet,”shesaiddecisively。”Thatletter,Mr。Marlow,iscouchedinveryvagueterms。Thatiswhy——”
Iinterruptedherwithoutceremony。”Youstillhopetointerferetosomepurpose。Isn’titso?Yes?
ButhowshouldyouhavelikeditifanybodyhadtriedtointerferebetweenyouandMr。Fyneatthetimewhenyourunderstandingwitheachothercouldstillhavebeendescribedinvagueterms?”
Shehadagenuinemovementofastonishedindignation。Itiswiththeaccentofperfectsinceritythatshecriedoutatme:”Butitisn’tatallthesamething!Howcanyou!”
IndeedhowcouldI!Thedaughterofapoetandthedaughterofaconvictarenotcomparableintheconsequencesoftheirconductiftheirnecessitymaywearattimesasimilaraspect。AmongsttheseconsequencesIcouldperceiveundesirablecousinsforthesedearhealthygirls,andsuchlike,possiblecausesofembarrassmentinthefuture。”No!Youcan’tbeserious,”Mrs。Fyne’ssmoulderingresentmentbrokeoutagain。”Youhaven’tthought——””Ohyes,Mrs。Fyne!Ihavethought。Iamstillthinking。Iameventryingtothinklikeyou。””Mr。Marlow,”shesaidearnestly。”BelievemethatIreallyamthinkingofmybrotherinallthis……”IassuredherthatI
quitebelievedshewas。Forthereisnolawofnaturemakingitimpossibletothinkofmorethanonepersonatatime。ThenIsaid:”Shehastoldhimallaboutherselfofcourse。””Allaboutherlife,”assentedMrs。Fynewithanair,however,ofmakingsomementalreservationwhichIdidnotpausetoinvestigate。”Herlife!”Irepeated。”Thatgirlmusthavehadamightybadtimeofit。””Horrible,”Mrs。Fyneadmittedwithareadyfranknessverycreditableunderthecircumstances,andawarmthoftonewhichmademelookatherwithafriendlyeye。”Horrible!No!Youcan’timaginethesortofvulgarpeopleshebecamedependenton……Youknowherfatherneverattemptedtoseeherwhilehewasstillatlarge。Afterhisarrestheinstructedthatrelativeofhis——theodiouspersonwhotookherawayfromBrighton——nottolethisdaughtercometothecourtduringthetrial。Herefusedtoholdanycommunicationwithherwhatever。”
IrememberedwhatMrs。FynehadtoldmebeforeoftheviewshehadyearsagoofdeBarralclingingtothechildatthesideofhiswife’sgraveandlateronofthesetwowalkinghandinhandtheobservedofalleyesbythesea。PicturesfromDickens——pregnantwithpathos。
CHAPTERSIX——FLORA”Averysingularprohibition,”remarkedMrs。Fyneafterashortsilence。”Heseemedtolovethechild。”
Shewaspuzzled。ButIsurmisedthatitmighthavebeenthesullennessofamanunconsciousofguiltandstandingatbaytofighthis”persecutors,”ashecalledthem;orelsethefearofasofteremotionweakeninghisdefiantattitude;perhaps,even,itwasaself-denyingordinance,inordertosparethegirlthesightofherfatherinthedock,accusedofcheating,sentencedasaswindler——provingthepossessionofacertainmoraldelicacy。
Mrs。Fynedidn’tknowwhattothink。Shesupposeditmighthavebeenmerecallousness。Butthepeopleamongstwhomthegirlhadfallenhadpositivelynotagrainofmoraldelicacy。Ofthatshewascertain。Mrs。Fynecouldnotundertaketogivemeanideaoftheirabominablevulgarity。Florausedtotellhersomethingofherlifeinthathousehold,overthere,downLimehouseway。Itwasincredible。ItpassedMrs。Fyne’scomprehension。Itwasasortofmoralsavagerywhichshecouldnothavethoughtpossible。
I,onthecontrary,thoughtitverypossible。Icouldimagineeasilyhowthepoorgirlmusthavebeenbewilderedandhurtatherreceptioninthathousehold——enviedforherpastwhiledelivereddefencelesstothetendermerciesofpeoplewithoutanyfinenesseitheroffeelingormind,unabletounderstandhermisery,grosslycurious,mistakinghermannerfordisdain,hersilentshrinkingforpride。Thewifeofthe”odiousperson”waswitlessandfatuouslyconceited。Ofthetwogirlsofthehouseonewaspiousandtheotheraromp;bothwerecoarse-minded——iftheymaybecreditedwithanymindatall。Therathernumerousmenofthefamilyweredenseandgrumpy,ordenseandjocose。Noneinthatgrubbinglothadenoughhumanitytoleaveheralone。Atfirstshewasmademuchof,inanoffensivelypatronisingmanner。TheconnectionwiththegreatdeBarralgratifiedtheirvanityeveninthemomentofthesmash。
Theydraggedhertotheirplaceofworship,whateveritmighthavebeen,wherethecongregationstaredather,andtheygavepartiestootherbeingslikethemselvesatwhichtheyexhibitedherwithignobleself-satisfaction。Shedidnotknowhowtodefendherselffromtheirimportunities,insolenceandexigencies。Shelivedamongstthem,apassivevictim,quiveringineverynerve,asifshewereflayed。Afterthetrialherpositionbecamestillworse。Ontheleastoccasionandevenonnooccasionsatallshewasscolded,orelsetauntedwithherdependence。Thepiousgirllecturedheronherdefects,therompinggirlteasedherwithcontemptuousreferencestoheraccomplishments,andwasalwaystryingtopickinsensatequarrelswithheraboutsome”fellow”orother。Themotherbackeduphergirlsinvariably,addingherownsilly,woundingremarks。Imustsaytheywereprobablynotawareoftheuglinessoftheirconduct。Theywerenastyamongstthemselvesasamatterofcourse;theirdisputeswerenauseatinginorigin,inmanner,inthespiritofmeanselfishness。Thesewomen,too,seemedtoenjoygreatlyanysortofrowandwerealwaysreadytocombinetogethertomakeawfulscenestothelucklessgirlonincrediblyflimsypretences。ThusFloraononeoccasionhadbeenreducedtorageanddespair,hadhermostsecretfeelingslacerated,hadobtainedaviewoftheutmostbasenesstowhichcommonhumannaturecandescend——Iwon’tsayeproposdebottesastheFrenchwouldexcellentlyputit,butliterallyeproposofsomemislaidcheaplacetrimmingsforanightgowntherompingonewasmakingforherself。Yes,thatwastheoriginofoneofthegrossestsceneswhich,intheirrepetition,musthavehadadeplorableeffectontheunformedcharacterofthemostpitifulofdeBarral’svictims。I
haveitfromMrs。Fyne。ThegirlturnedupattheFynes’houseathalf-pastnineonacold,drizzlyevening。Shehadwalkedbareheaded,Ibelieve,justassheranoutofthehouse,fromsomewhereinPoplartotheneighbourhoodofSloaneSquare——withoutstopping,withoutdrawingbreath,ifonlyforasob。”Wewerehavingsomepeopletodinner,”saidtheanxioussisterofCaptainAnthony。
Shehadheardthefrontdoorbellandwonderedwhatitmightmean。
Theparlourmaidmanagedtowhispertoherwithoutattractingattention。Theservantshadbeenfrightenedbytheinvasionofthatwildgirlinamuddyskirtandwithwispsofdamphairstickingtoherpalecheeks。Buttheyhadseenherbefore。Thiswasnotthefirstoccasion,noryetthelast。
DirectlyshecouldslipawayfromherguestsMrs。Fyneranupstairs。”Ifoundherinthenightnurserycrouchingonthefloor,herheadrestingonthecotoftheyoungestofmygirls。Theeldestwassittingupinbedlookingatheracrosstheroom。”
Onlyanightlightwasburningthere。Mrs。Fyneraisedherup,tookherovertoMr。Fyne’slittledressing-roomontheothersideofthelanding,toafirebywhichshecoulddryherself,andleftherthere。Shehadtogobacktoherguests。
AmostdisagreeablesurpriseitmusthavebeentotheFynes。
Afterwardstheybothwentupandinterviewedthegirl。Shejumpedupattheirentrance。Shehadshakenherdamphairloose;hereyesweredry——withtheheatofrage。
IcanimaginelittleFynesolemnlysympathetic,solemnlylistening,solemnlyretreatingtothemaritalbedroom。Mrs。Fynepacifiedthegirl,and,fortunately,therewasabedwhichcouldbemadeupforherinthedressing-room。”But——whatcouldonedoafterall!”concludedMrs。Fyne。
Andthisstereotypedexclamation,expressingthedifficultyoftheproblemandthereadiness(atanyrate)ofgoodintentions,mademe,asusual,feelmorekindlytowardsher。
Nextmorning,veryearly,longbeforeFynehadtostartforhisoffice,the”odiouspersonage”turnedup,notexactlyunexpectedperhaps,butstartlingallthesame,ifonlybythepromptnessofhisaction。FromwhatFloraherselfrelatedtoMrs。Fyne,itseemsthatwithoutbeingveryperceptiblyless”odious”thanhisfamilyhehadinarathermysteriousfashioninterposedhisauthorityfortheprotectionofthegirl。”Notthathecares,”explainedFlora。”I
amsurehedoesnot。Icouldnotstandbeinglikedbyanyofthesepeople。IfIthoughthelikedmeIwoulddrownmyselfratherthangobackwithhim。”
Forofcoursehehadcometotake”Florrie”home。Thescenewasthedining-room——breakfastinterrupted,dishesgrowingcold,littleFyne’stoastgrowingleathery,Fyneoutofhischairwithhisbacktothefire,thenewspaperonthecarpet,servantsshutout,Mrs。
Fynerigidinherplacewiththegirlsittingbesideher——the”odiousperson,”whohadbustledinwithhardlyagreeting,lookingfromFynetoMrs。Fyneasthoughhewereinwardlyamusedatsomethingheknewofthem;andthenbeginningironicallyhisdiscourse。HedidnotapologizefordisturbingFyneandhis”goodlady”atbreakfast,becauseheknewtheydidnotwant(withanodatthegirl)tohavemoreofherthancouldbehelped。Hecamethefirstpossiblemomentbecausehehadhisbusinesstoattendto。Hewasn’tdrawingatip-topsalary(thisstaringatFyne)inaluxuriouslyfurnishedoffice。Nothe。Hehadrisentobeanemployeroflabourandwasboundtogiveagoodexample。
Ibelievethefellowwasawareof,andenjoyedquietly,theconsternationhispresencebroughttothebosomofMr。andMrs。
Fyne。Heturnedbrisklytothegirl。Mrs。Fyneconfessedtomethattheyhadremainedallthreesilentandinanimate。Heturnedtothegirl:”What’sthisgame,Florrie?Youhadbettergiveitup。
IfyouexpectmetorunalloverLondonlookingforyoueverytimeyouhappentohaveatiffwithyourauntieandcousinsyouaremistaken。Ican’taffordit。”
Tiff——wasthesortofdefinitiontotakeone’sbreathaway,havingregardtothefactthatboththewordconvictandthewordpauperhadbeenusedamomentbeforeFloradeBarralranawayfromthequarrelaboutthelacetrimmings。Yes,theseverywords!SoatleastthegirlhadtoldMrs。Fynetheeveningbefore。Thewordtiffinconnectionwithhertalehadapeculiarsavour,aparalysingeffect。Nobodymadeasound。TherelativeofdeBarralproceededuninterruptedtoadisplayofmagnanimity。”Auntietoldmetotellyoushe’ssorry——there!AndAmelia(therompingsister)shan’tworryyouagain。I’llseetothat。Yououghttobesatisfied。
Rememberyourposition。”
EmboldenedbytheutterstillnesspervadingtheroomheaddressedhimselftoMrs。Fynewithstolideffrontery:”WhatIsayisthatpeopleshouldbegood-natured。Shecan’tstandbeingchaffed。Sheputsonhergrandairs。Shewon’ttakeabitofajokefrompeopleasgoodasherselfanyway。Weareaplainlot。
Wedon’tlikeit。Andthat’showtroublebegins。”
Insensibletothestonystareofthreepairsofeyes,which,ifthestoriesofourchildhoodastothepowerofthehumaneyearetrue,oughttohavebeenenoughtodauntatiger,thatunabashedmanufacturerfromtheEastEndfastenedhisfangs,figurativelyspeaking,intothepoorgirlandpreparedtodragherawayforapreytohiscubsofbothsexes。”Auntiehasthoughtofsendingyouyourhatandcoat。I’vegotthemoutsideinthecab。”
Mrs。Fynelookedmechanicallyoutofthewindow。Afour-wheelerstoodbeforethegateundertheweepingsky。Thedriverinhisconicalcapeandtarpaulinhat,streamedwithwater。Thedroopinghorselookedasthoughithadbeenfishedout,halfunconscious,fromapond。Mrs。Fynefoundsomereliefinlookingatthatmiserablesight,awayfromtheroominwhichthevoiceoftheamiablevisitorresoundedwithavulgarintonationexhortingthestrayedsheeptoreturntothedelightfulfold。”Come,Florrie,makeamove。Ican’twaitonyoualldayhere。”
Mrs。Fyneheardallthiswithoutturningherheadawayfromthewindow。Fyneonthehearthrughadtolistenandtolookontoo。I
shallnottrytoformasurmiseastotherealnatureofthesuspense。Theirverygoodnessmusthavemadeitveryanxious。Thegirl’shandswerelyinginherlap;herheadwasloweredasifindeepthought;andtheotherwentondeliveringasortofhomily。
Ingratitudewascondemnedinit,thesinfulnessofpridewaspointedout——togetherwiththeproverbialfactthatit”goesbeforeafall。”
Therewerealsosomesoundremarksastothedangerofnonsensicalnotionsandthedisadvantagesofaquicktemper。Itsetsone’sbestfriendsagainstone。”Andifanybodyeverwantedfriendsintheworldit’syou,mygirl。”Evenrespectforparentalauthoritywasinvoked。”Inthefirsthourofhistroubleyourfatherwrotetometotakecareofyou——don’tforgetit。Yes,tome,justaplainman,ratherthantoanyofhisfineWest-Endfriends。Youcan’tgetoverthat。Andafather’safathernomatterwhatamesshe’sgothimselfinto。Youain’tgoingtothrowoveryourownfather——areyou?”
Itwasdifficulttosaywhetherhewasmoreabsurdthancruelormorecruelthanabsurd。Mrs。Fyne,withthefineearofawoman,seemedtodetectajeeringintentioninhismeanlyunctuoustone,somethingmorevilethanmerecruelty。Sheglancedquicklyoverhershoulderandsawthegirlraisehertwohandstoherhead,thenletthemfallagainonherlap。Fyneinfrontofthefirewaslikethevictimofanunholyspell——bereftofmotionandspeechbutobviouslyinpain。Itwasashortpauseofperfectsilence,andthenthat”odiouscreature”(hemusthavebeenreallyaremarkableindividualinhisway)struckoutintosarcasm。”Well?……”Againasilence。”Ifyouhavefixeditupwiththeladyandgentlemanpresenthereforyourboardandlodgingyouhadbettersayso。Idon’twanttointerfereinabargainIknownothingof。ButIwonderhowyourfatherwilltakeitwhenhecomesout……ordon’tyouexpecthimevertocomeout?”
Atthatmoment,Mrs。Fynetoldmeshemetthegirl’seyes。Therewasthatinthemwhichmadehershutherown。Shealsofeltasthoughshewouldhavelikedtoputherfingersinherears。Sherestrainedherself,however;andthe”plainman”passedinhisappallingversatilityfromsarcasmtoveiledmenace。”Youhave——eh?Wellandgood。ButbeforeIgohomeletmeaskyou,mygirl,tothinkifbyanychanceyouthrowingusoverlikethiswon’tberatherbadforyourfatherlateron?Justthinkitover。”
Helookedathisvictimwithanairofcunningmystery。Shejumpedupsosuddenlythathestartedback。Mrs。Fynerosetoo,andeventhespellwasremovedfromherhusband。ButthegirldroppedagainintothechairandturnedherheadtolookatMrs。Fyne。Thistimeitwasnoaccidentalmeetingoffugitiveglances。Itwasadeliberatecommunication。TomyquestionastoitsnatureMrs。Fynesaidshedidnotknow。”Wasitappealing?”Isuggested。”No,”shesaid。”Wasitfrightened,angry,crushed,resigned?””No!No!
Nothingofthese。”Butithadfrightenedher。Sherememberedittothisday。Shehadbeeneversincefancyingshecoulddetectthelingeringreflectionofthatlookinallthegirl’sglances。Intheattentive,inthecasual——eveninthegratefulglances——intheexpressionofthesoftestmoods。”Hasshehersoftmoods,then?”Iaskedwithinterest。
MrsFyne,muchmovedbyherrecollections,heedednotmyinquiry。
Allhermentalenergywasconcentratedonthenatureofthatmemorableglance。Thegeneraltraditionofmankindteachesusthatglancesoccupyaconsiderableplaceintheself-expressionofwomen。
Mrs。Fynewastryinghonestlytogivemesomeidea,asmuchperhapstosatisfyherownuneasinessasmycuriosity。Shewasfrowningintheeffortasyouseesometimesachilddo(whatisdelightfulinwomenisthattheysooftenresembleintelligentchildren——Imeanthecrustiest,thesourest,themostbatteredofthemdo——attimes)。
Shewasfrowning,Isay,andIwasbeginningtosmilefaintlyatherwhenallatonceshecameoutwithsomethingtotallyunexpected。”Itwashorriblymerry,”shesaid。
Isupposeshemusthavebeensatisfiedbymysuddengravitybecauseshelookedatmeinafriendlymanner。”Yes,Mrs。Fyne,”Isaid,smilingnolonger。”Isee。Itwouldhavebeenhorribleevenonthestage。””Ah!”sheinterruptedme——andIreallybelieveherchangeofattitudebacktofoldedarmswasmeanttocheckashudder。”Butitwasn’tonthestage,anditwasnotwithherlipsthatshelaughed。””Yes。Itmusthavebeenhorrible,”Iassented。”Andthenshehadtogoawayultimately——Isuppose。Youdidn’tsayanything?””No,”saidMrs。Fyne。”Irangthebellandtoldoneofthemaidstogoandbringthehatandcoatoutofthecab。Andthenwewaited。”
Idon’tthinkthatthereeverwassuchwaitingunlesspossiblyinajailatsomemomentorotheronthemorningofanexecution。Theservantappearedwiththehatandcoat,andthen,stillasonthemorningofanexecution,whenthecondemned,Ibelieve,isofferedabreakfast,Mrs。Fyne,anxiousthatthewhite-facedgirlshouldswallowsomethingwarm(ifshecould)beforeleavingherhouseforaninterminabledrivethroughrawcoldairinadampfour-wheeler——
Mrs。Fynebroketheawfulsilence:”Youreallymusttrytoeatsomething,”inherbestresolutemanner。Sheturnedtothe”odiousperson”withthesamedetermination。”Perhapsyouwillsitdownandhaveacupofcoffee,too。”
Theworthy”employeroflabour”satdown。HemighthavebeenawedbyMrs。Fyne’speremptorymanner——forshedidnotthinkofconciliatinghimthen。Hesatdown,provisionally,likeamanwhofindshimselfmuchagainsthiswillindoubtfulcompany。HeacceptedungraciouslythecuphandedtohimbyMrs。Fyne,tookanunwillingsiportwoandputitdownasifthereweresomemoralcontaminationinthecoffeeofthese”swells。”BetweenwhileshedirectedmysteriouslyinexpressiveglancesatlittleFyne,who,I
gather,hadnobreakfastthatmorningatall。Neitherhadthegirl。
Shenevermovedherhandsfromherlaptillherappointedguardiangotup,leavinghiscuphalffull。”Well。Ifyoudon’tmeantotakeadvantageofthislady’skindofferImayjustaswelltakeyouhomeatonce。Iwanttobeginmyday——Ido。”
Afterafewmoredumb,leaden-footedminuteswhileFlorawasputtingonherhatandjacket,theFyneswithoutmoving,withoutsayinganything,sawthesetwoleavetheroom。”Sheneverlookedbackatus,”saidMrs。Fyne。”Shejustfollowedhimout。I’veneverhadsuchacrushingimpressionofthemiserabledependenceofgirls——ofwomen。Thiswasanextremecase。Butayoungman——anyman——couldhavegonetobreakstonesontheroadsorsomethingofthatkind——orenlisted——or——”
Itwasverytrue。Womencan’tgoforthonthehighroadsandby-
waystopickupalivingevenwhendignity,independence,orexistenceitselfareatstake。ButwhatmademeinterruptMrs。
Fyne’stiradewasmyprofoundsurpriseatthefactofthatrespectablecitizenbeingsowillingtokeepinhishomethepoorgirlforwhomitseemedtherewasnoplaceintheworld。Andnotonlywillingbutanxious。Icouldn’tcredithimwithgenerousimpulses。ForitseemedobvioustomefromwhatIhadlearnedthat,toputitmildly,hewasnotanimpulsiveperson。”IconfessthatIcan’tunderstandhismotive,”Iexclaimed。”ThisisexactlywhatJohnwonderedat,atfirst,”saidMrs。Fyne。
Bythattimeanintimacy——ifnotexactlyconfidence——hadsprungupbetweenuswhichpermittedherinthisdiscussiontorefertoherhusbandasJohn。”Youknowhehadnotopenedhislipsallthattime,”shepursued。”Idon’tblamehisrestraint。Onthecontrary。
Whatcouldhehavesaid?Icouldseehewasobservingthemanverythoughtfully。””Andso,Mr。Fynelistened,observedandmeditated,”Isaid。”That’sanexcellentwayofcomingtoaconclusion。AndmayIaskatwhatconclusionhehadmanagedtoarrive?Onwhatgrounddidheceasetowonderattheinexplicable?ForIcan’tadmithumanitytobetheexplanation。Itwouldbetoomonstrous。”
Itwasnothingofthesort,Mrs。Fyneassuredmewithsomeresentment,asthoughIhadaspersedlittleFyne’ssanity。Fyneverysensiblyhadsethimselfthementaltaskofdiscoveringtheself-interest。Ishouldnothavethoughthimcapableofsomuchcynicism。Hesaidtohimselfthatforpeopleofthatsort(religiousfearsorthevanityofrighteousnessputaside)money——
notgreatwealth,butmoney,justalittlemoney——isthemeasureofvirtue,ofexpediency,ofwisdom——ofprettywelleverything。Butthegirlwasabsolutelydestitute。Thefatherwasinprisonafterthemostterriblycompleteanddisgracefulsmashofmoderntimes。
AndthenitdawneduponFynethatthiswasjustit。Thegreatsmash,inthegreatdustofvanishingmillions!Wasitpossiblethattheyallhadvanishedtothelastpenny?Wasn’tthere,somewhere,somethingpalpable;somefragmentofthefabricleft?”That’sit,”hadexclaimedFyne,startlinghiswifebythisexplosiveunseatingofhislipslessthanhalfanhourafterthedepartureofdeBarral’scousinwithdeBarral’sdaughter。Itwasstillinthedining-room,verynearthetimeforhimtogoforthaffrontingtheelementsinordertoputinanotherday’sworkinhiscountry’sservice。Allhecouldsayatthemomentinelucidationofthisbreakdownfromhisusualplacidsolemnitywas:”ThefellowimaginesthatdeBarralhasgotsomeplunderputawaysomewhere。”
ThisbeingthetheoryarrivedatbyFyne,hiscommentonitwasthatagoodmanybankruptshadbeenknowntohavetakensuchaprecaution。ItwaspossibleindeBarral’scase。Fynewentsofarinhisdisplayofcynicalpessimismastosaythatitwasextremelyprobable。
HeexplainedatlengthtoMrs。FynethatdeBarralcertainlydidnottakeanyoneintohisconfidence。Butthebeastlyrelativehadmadeuphislowmindthatitwasso。Hewasselfishandpitilessinhisstupidity,buthehadclearlyconceivedthenotionofmakingaclaimondeBarralwhendeBarralcameoutofprisononthestrengthofhaving”lookedafter”(ashewouldhavehimselfexpressedit)hisdaughter。Henursedhishopes,suchastheywere,insecret,anditistobesupposedkeptthemevenfromhiswife。
Icouldseeitverywell。Thatbeliefaccountedforhismysteriousairwhileheinterferedinfavourofthegirl。Hewastheonlyprotectorshehad。ItwasasthoughFlorahadbeenfatedtobealwayssurroundedbytreacheryandliesstiflingeverybetterimpulse,everyinstinctiveaspirationofhersoultotrustandtolove。Itwouldhavebeenenoughtodriveafinenatureintothemadnessofuniversalsuspicion——intoanysortofmadness。Idon’tknowhowfarasenseofhumourwillstandbyone。Tothefootofthegallows,perhaps。ButfrommyrecollectionofFloradeBarralI
fearedthatshehadn’tmuchsenseofhumour。ShehadcriedatthedesertionoftheabsurdFynedog。Thatanimalwascertainlyfreefromduplicity。Hewasfrankandsimpleandridiculous。Theindignationofthegirlathisunhypocriticalbehaviourhadbeenfunnybutnothumorous。
AsyoumayimagineIwasnotveryanxioustoresumethediscussiononthejustice,expediency,effectivenessorwhatnot,ofFyne’sjourneytoLondon。Itisn’tthatIwasunfaithfultolittleFyneoutintheporchwiththedog。(Theykeptamazinglyquietthere。
Couldtheyhavegonetosleep?)WhatIfeltwasthateithermysagacityormyconsciencewouldcomeoutdamagedfromthatcampaign。
Andnomanwillwillinglyputhimselfinthewayofmoraldamage。I
didnotwantawarwithMrs。Fyne。Imuchpreferredtohearsomethingmoreofthegirl。Isaid:”Andsoshewentawaywiththatrespectableruffian。”
Mrs。Fynemovedhershouldersslightly——”Whatelsecouldshehavedone?”Iagreedwithherbyanotherhopelessgesture。Itisn’tsoeasyforagirllikeFloradeBarraltobecomeafactoryhand,apatheticseamstressorevenabarmaid。Shewouldn’thaveknownhowtobegin。Shewasthecaptiveofthemeanestconceivablefate。Andshewasn’tmeanenoughforit。Itistoberemarkedthatagoodmanypeopleareborncuriouslyunfittedforthefateawaitingthemonthisearth。AsIdon’twantyoutothinkthatIamundulypartialtothegirlweshallsaythatshefaileddecidedlytoendearherselftothatsimple,virtuousand,Ibelieve,teetotalhousehold。
It’smyconvictionthatanangelwouldhavefailedlikewise。It’snousegoingintodetails;sufficeittostatethatbeforetheyearwasoutshewasagainattheFynes’door。
Thistimeshewasescortedbyastoutyouth。Hislargepalefaceworeasmileofinanecunningsouredbyannoyance。Hisclotheswerenewandtheindescribablesmartnessoftheircut,agenrewhichhadneverbeenobtrudedonhernoticebefore,astonishedMrs。Fyne,whocameoutintothehallwithherhaton;forshewasabouttogoouttohearanewpianist(agirl)inafriend’shouse。TheyouthaddressingMrs。Fyneeasilybeggedhernottolet”thatsillythinggobacktousanymore。”Therehadbeen,hesaid,nothingbut”ructions”athomeaboutherforthelastthreeweeks。Everybodyinthefamilywasheartilysickofquarrelling。Hisgovernorhadchargedhimtobringhertothisaddressandsaythattheladyandgentlemanwerequitewelcometoalltherewasinit。Shehadn’tenoughsensetoappreciateaplain,honestEnglishhomeandshewasbetteroutofit。
Theyoung,pimply-facedfellowwasvexedbythisjobhisgovernorhadsprungonhim。Itwasthecauseofhismissinganappointmentforthatafternoonwithacertainyounglady。Theladyhewasengagedto。Buthemeanttodashbackandtryforasightofherthateveningyet”ifheweretoburstoverit。””Good-bye,Florrie。
Goodlucktoyou——andIhopeI’llneverseeyourfaceagain。”
Withthatheranoutinlover-likehasteleavingthehall-doorwideopen。Mrs。Fynehadnotfoundawordtosay。Shehadbeentoomuchtakenabackeventogaspfreely。Butshehadthepresenceofmindtograbthegirl’sarmjustasshe,too,wasrunningoutintothestreet——withthehaste,Isuppose,ofdespairandtokeepIdon’tknowwhattragictryst。”Youstoppedherwithyourownhand,Mrs。Fyne,”Isaid。”Ipresumeshemeanttogetaway。Thatgirlisnocomedian——ifIamanyjudge。””Yes!Ihadtousesomeforcetodragherin。”
Mrs。Fynehadnodifficultyinstatingthetruth。”YouseeIwasintheveryactoflettingmyselfoutwhenthesetwoappeared。Sothat,whenthatunpleasantyoungmanranoff,IfoundmyselfalonewithFlora。ItwasallIcoulddotoholdherinthehallwhileI
calledtotheservantstocomeandshutthedoor。”
Asismyhabit,ormyweakness,ormygift,Idon’tknowwhich,I
visualizedthestoryformyself。Ireallycan’thelpit。AndthevisionofMrs。Fynedressedforaratherspecialafternoonfunction,engagedinwrestlingwithawild-eyed,white-facedgirlhadacertaindramaticfascination。”Really!”Imurmured。”Oh!There’snodoubtthatshestruggled,”saidMrs。Fyne。Shecompressedherlipsforamomentandthenadded:”Astoherbeingacomedianthat’sanotherquestion。”
Mrs。Fynehadreturnedtoherattitudeoffoldedarms。Isawbeforemethedaughteroftherefinedpoetacceptinglifewholewithitsunavoidableconditionsofwhichoneofthefirstistheinstinctofself-preservationandtheegoismofeverylivingcreature。”Thefactremainsneverthelessthatyou——yourself——have,inyourownwords,pulledherin,”Iinsistedinajoculartone,withaseriousintention。”Whatwasonetodo,”exclaimedMrs。Fynewithalmostcomicexasperation。”Areyoureproachingmewithbeingtooimpulsive?”
Andshewentontellingmethatshewasnotthatintheleast。Oneoftherecommendationsshealwaysinsistedon(tothegirl-friends,Iimagine)wastobeonguardagainstimpulse。Always!ButIhadnotbeentheretoseethefaceofFloraatthetime。IfIhaditwouldbehauntingmetothisday。Nobodyunlessmadeofironwouldhaveallowedahumanbeingwithafacelikethattorushoutaloneintothestreets。”Anddoesn’tithauntyou,Mrs。Fyne?”Iasked。”No,notnow,”shesaidimplacably。”PerhapsifIhadlethergoitmighthavedone……Don’tconclude,though,thatIthinkshewasplayingacomedythen,becauseafterstrugglingatfirstsheendedbyremaining。Shegaveupverysuddenly。Shecollapsedinourarms,mineandthemaid’swhocamerunningupinresponsetomycalls,and……””Andthedoorwasthenshut,”Icompletedthephraseinmyownway。”Yes,thedoorwasshut,”Mrs。Fyneloweredandraisedherheadslowly。
Ididnotaskherfordetails。OfonethingIamcertain,andthatisthatMrs。Fynedidnotgoouttothemusicalfunctionthatafternoon。Shewasnodoubtconsiderablyannoyedatmissingtheprivilegeofhearingprivatelyaninterestingyoungpianist(agirl)
who,since,hadbecomeoneoftherecognizedperformers。Mrs。Fynedidnotdareleaveherhouse。AstothefeelingsoflittleFynewhenhecamehomefromtheoffice,viahisclub,justhalfanhourbeforedinner,Ihavenoinformation。ButIventuretoaffirmthatinthemaintheywerekindly,thoughitisquitepossiblethatinthefirstmomentofsurprisehehadtokeepdownaswear-wordortwo。
ThelongandtheshortofitallisthatnextdaytheFynesmadeuptheirmindstotakeintotheirconfidenceacertainwealthyoldlady。Withcertainoldladiesthepassingyearsbringbackasortofmellowedyouthfulnessoffeeling,anoptimisticoutlook,likingfornovelty,readinessforexperiment。Theoldladywasverymuchinterested:”Doletmeseethepoorthing!”ShewasaccordinglyallowedtoseeFloradeBarralinMrs。Fyne’sdrawing-roomonadaywhentherewasnooneelsethere,andshepreachedtoherwithcharming,sympatheticauthority:”Theonlywaytodealwithourtroubles,mydearchild,istoforgetthem。Youmustforgetyours。
It’sverysimple。Lookatme。Ialwaysforgetmine。Atyourageoneoughttobecheerful。”
LateronwhenleftalonewithMrs。Fyneshesaidtothatlady:”I
dohopethechildwillmanagetobecheerful。Ican’thavesadfacesnearme。Atmyageoneneedscheerfulcompanions。”
AndinthishopeshecarriedoffFloradeBarraltoBournemouthforthewintermonthsinthequalityofreaderandcompanion。Shehadsaidtoherwithkindlyjocularity:”Weshallhaveagoodtimetogether。Iamnotagrumpyoldwoman。”ButontheirreturntoLondonshesoughtMrs。Fyneatonce。ShehaddiscoveredthatFlorawasnotnaturallycheerful。Whenshemadeeffortstobeitwasstillworse。Theoldladycouldn’tstandthestrainofthat。Andthen,tohavethewholethingout,shecouldnotbeartohaveforacompanionanyonewhodidnotloveher。ShewascertainthatFloradidnotloveher。Why?Shecouldn’tsay。Moreover,shehadcaughtthegirllookingatherinapeculiarwayattimes。Ohno!——itwasnotanevillook——itwasanunusualexpressionwhichonecouldnotunderstand。Andwhenonerememberedthatherfatherwasinprisonshutuptogetherwithalotofcriminalsandsoon——itmadeoneuncomfortable。Ifthechildhadonlytriedtoforgethertroubles!
Butsheobviouslywasincapableorunwillingtodoso。Andthatwassomewhatperverse——wasn’tit?Uponthewhole,shethoughtitwouldbebetterperhaps-
Mrs。Fyneassentedhurriedlytotheunspokenconclusion:”Ohcertainly!Certainly,”wonderingtoherselfwhatwastobedonewithFloranext;butshewasnotverymuchsurprisedatthechangeintheoldlady’sviewofFloradeBarral。Shealmostunderstoodit。
WhatcamenextwasaGermanfamily,thecontinentalacquaintancesofthewifeofoneofFyne’scolleaguesintheHomeOffice。Floraoftheenigmaticalglanceswasdispatchedtothemwithoutmuchreflection。Asitwasnotconsideredabsolutelynecessarytotakethemintofullconfidence,theyneitherexpectedthegirltobespeciallycheerfulnorweretheydiscomposedundulybytheindescribablequalityofherglances。TheGermanwomanwasquiteordinary;thereweretwoboystolookafter;theywereordinary,too,Ipresume;andFlora,Iunderstand,wasveryattentivetothem。
Ifshetaughtthemanythingitmusthavebeenbyinspirationalone,forshecertainlyknewnothingofteaching。Butitwasmostly”conversation”whichwasdemandedfromher。FloradeBarralconversingwithtwosmallGermanboys,regularly,industriously,conscientiously,inordertokeepherselfaliveintheworldwhichheldforherthepastweknowandthefutureofanevenmoreundesirablequality——seemstomeaveryfantasticcombination。ButIbelieveitwasnotsobad。Shewasbeing,shewrote,mercifullydruggedbyhertask。Shehadlearnedto”converse”alldaylong,mechanically,absently,asifinatrance。Anuneasytranceitmusthavebeen!Herworstmomentswerewhenoffduty——aloneintheevening,shutupinherownlittleroom,herdulledthoughtswakingupslowlytillshestartedintothefullconsciousnessofherposition,likeapersonwakingupincontactwithsomethingvenomous——asnake,forinstance——experiencingamadimpulsetoflingthethingawayandrunoffscreamingtohidesomewhere。
AtthisperiodofherexistenceFloradeBarralusedtowritetoMrs。Fynenotregularlybutfairlyoften。Idon’tknowhowlongshewouldhavegoneon”conversing”and,incidentally,helpingtosupervisethebeautifullystockedlinenclosetsofthatwell-to-doGermanhousehold,ifthemanofithadnotdevelopedintheintervalsofhisavocations(hewasamerchantandathoroughlydomesticatedcharacter)apsychologicalresemblancetotheBournemoutholdlady。Itappearedthathe,too,wantedtobeloved。
Hewasnot,however,ofaconqueringtemperament——akiss-snatching,door-burstingtypeoflibertine。Intheveryactofstrayingfromthepathofvirtueheremainedarespectablemerchant。ItwouldhavebeenperhapsbetterforFloraifhehadbeenamerebrute。Buthesetabouthissinisterenterpriseinasentimental,cautious,almostpaternalmanner;andthoughthewouldbesafewithaprettyorphan。Thegirlforallherexperiencewasstilltooinnocent,andindeednotyetsufficientlyawareofherselfasawoman,tomistrustthesemaskedapproaches。Shedidnotseethem,infact。Shethoughthimsympathetic——thefirstexpressivelysympatheticpersonshehadevermet。ShewassoinnocentthatshecouldnotunderstandthefuryoftheGermanwoman。For,asyoumayimagine,thewifelypenetrationwasnottobedeceivedforanygreatlengthoftime——themoresothatthewifewasolderthanthehusband。ThemanwiththepeculiarcowardiceofrespectabilityneversaidawordinFlora’sdefence。Hestoodbyandheardherreviledinthemostabusiveterms,onlynoddingandfrowningvaguelyfromtimetotime。Itwillgiveyoutheideaofthegirl’sinnocencewhenIsaythatatfirstsheactuallythoughtthisstormofindignantreproacheswascausedbythediscoveryofherrealnameandherrelationtoaconvict。
Shehadbeensentoutunderanassumedname——ahighlyrecommendedorphanofhonourableparentage。Herdistress,herburningcheeks,herendeavourstoexpressherregretforthisdeceptionweretakenforaconfessionofguilt。”Youattemptedtobringdishonourtomyhome,”theGermanwomanscreamedather。
Here’samisunderstandingforyou!FloradeBarral,whofelttheshamebutdidnotbelieveintheguiltofherfather,retortedfiercely,”NeverthelessIamashonourableasyouare。”AndthentheGermanwomannearlywentintoafitfromrage。”Ishallhaveyouthrownoutintothestreet。”
Florawasnotexactlythrownoutintothestreet,Ibelieve,butshewasbundledbagandbaggageonboardasteamerforLondon。DidI
tellyouthesepeoplelivedinHamburg?Wellyes——senttothedockslateonarainywintereveninginchargeofsomesneeringlackeyorotherwhobehavedtoherinsolentlyandleftherondeckburningwithindignation,herhairhalfdown,shakingwithexcitementand,truthtosay,scaredasnearaspossibleintohysterics。Ifithadnotbeenforthestewardesswho,withoutaskingquestions,goodsoul,tookchargeofherquietlyintheladies’saloon(luckilyitwasempty)itisbynomeanscertainshewouldeverhavereachedEngland。Ican’ttellifastraweversavedadrowningman,butI
knowthatamereglanceisenoughtomakedespairpause。Forintruthwewhoarecreaturesofimpulsearenotcreaturesofdespair。
Suicide,Isuspect,isveryoftentheoutcomeofmerementalweariness——notanactofsavageenergybutthefinalsymptomofcompletecollapse。Thequiet,matter-of-factattentionsofaship’sstewardess,whodidnotseemawareofotherhumanagoniesthansea-
sickness,whotalkedoftheprobableweatherofthepassage——itwouldbearoughnight,shethought——andwhoinsistedinaprofessionallybusymanner,”Letmemakeyoucomfortabledownbelowatonce,miss,”asthoughshewerethinkingofnothingelsebuthertip——wasenoughtodissipatetheshadesofdeathgatheringroundthemortalwearinessofbewilderedthinkingwhichmakestheideaofnon-
existencewelcomesooftentotheyoung。FloradeBarraldidliedown,anditmaybepresumedsheslept。AtanyrateshesurvivedthevoyageacrosstheNorthSeaandtoldMrs。Fyneallaboutit,concealingnothingandreceivingnorebuke——forMrs。Fyne’sopinionshadalargefreedomintheirpedantry。Sheheld,Isuppose,thatawomanholdsanabsoluteright——orpossessesaperfectexcuse——toescapeinherownwayfromaman-mismanagedworld。
WhatistobenotedisthateveninLondon,havinghadtimetotakeareflectiveview,poorFlorawasfarfrombeingcertainastothetrueinwardnessofherviolentdismissal。Shefeltthehumiliationofitwithanalmostmaddenedresentment。”Anddidyouenlightenheronthepoint?”Iventuredtoask。
Mrs。Fynemovedhershoulderswithaphilosophicalacceptanceofallthenecessitieswhichoughtnottobe。Somethinghadtobesaid,shemurmured。Shehadtoldthegirlenoughtomakehercometotherightconclusionbyherself。”Andshedid?””Yes。Ofcourse。Sheisn’tagoose,”retortedMrs。Fynetartly。”Thenhereducationiscompleted,”Iremarkedwithsomebitterness。”Don’tyouthinksheoughttobegivenachance?”
Mrs。Fyneunderstoodmymeaning。”Notthisone,”shesnappedinaquitefeminineway。”It’sallverywellforyoutoplead,butI——””Idonotplead。Isimplyasked。Itseemednaturaltoaskwhatyouthought。””It’swhatIfeelthatmatters。AndIcan’thelpmyfeelings。Youmayguess,”sheaddedinasoftertone,”thatmyfeelingsaremostlyconcernedwithmybrother。Wewereveryfondofeachother。Thedifferenceofourageswasnotverygreat。IsupposeyouknowheisalittleyoungerthanIam。Hewasasensitiveboy。Hehadthehabitofbrooding。Itisnouseconcealingfromyouthatneitherofuswashappyathome。Youhaveheard,nodoubt……Yes?Well,I
wasmadestillmoreunhappyandhurt——Idon’tmindtellingyouthat。
Hemadehiswaytosomedistantrelationsofourmother’speoplewhoIbelievewerenotknowntomyfatheratall。Idon’twishtojudgetheiraction。”
IinterruptedMrs。Fynehere。Ihadheard。Fynewasnotverycommunicativeingeneral,buthewasproudofhisfather-in-law——”CarleonAnthony,thepoet,youknow。”Proudofhiscelebritywithoutapprovingofhischaracter。Itwasonthataccount,I
stronglysuspect,thatheseizedwithavidityuponthetheoryofpoeticalgeniusbeingalliedtomadness,whichhegotholdofinsomeidioticbookeverybodywasreadingafewyearsago。Itstruckhimasbeingtruthitself——illuminatinglikethesun。Headopteditdevoutly。Heboredmewithitsometimes。Once,justtoshuthimup,Iaskedquietlyifthistheorywhichheregardedassoincontrovertibledidnotcausehimsomeuneasinessabouthiswifeandthedeargirls?Hetransfixedmewithapityingstareandrequestedmeinhisdeepsolemnvoicetorememberthe”well-
establishedfact”thatgeniuswasnottransmissible。
Isaidonly”Oh!Isn’tit?”andhethoughthehadsilencedmebyanunanswerableargument。Buthecontinuedtotalkofhisgloriousfather-in-law,anditwasinthecourseofthatconversationthathetoldmehow,whentheLiverpoolrelationsofthepoet’slatewifenaturallyaddressedthemselvestohiminconsiderableconcern,suggestingafriendlyconsultationastotheboy’sfuture,theincensed(butalwaysrefined)poetwroteinansweraletterofmerepolishedbadinagewhichoffendedmortallytheLiverpoolpeople。
Thiswittyoutbreakofwhatwasinfactmortificationandrageappearedtothemsoheartlessthattheysimplykepttheboy。Theylethimgotoseanotbecausehewasintheirwaybutbecausehebeggedhardtobeallowedtogo。”Oh!Youdoknow,”saidMrs。Fyneafterapause。”Well——Ifeltmyselfverymuchabandoned。Thenhischoiceoflife——soextraordinary,sounfortunate,Imaysay。Iwasverymuchgrieved。
Ishouldhavelikedhimtohavebeendistinguished——oratanyratetoremaininthesocialspherewherewecouldhavehadcommoninterests,acquaintances,thoughts。Don’tthinkthatIamestrangedfromhim。ButtheprecisetruthisthatIdonotknowhim。Iwasmostpainfullyaffectedwhenhewasherebythedifficultyoffindingasingletopicwecoulddiscusstogether。”
WhileMrs。FynewastalkingofherbrotherIletmythoughtswanderoutoftheroomtolittleFynewhobyleavingmealonewithhiswifehad,sotospeak,entrustedhisdomesticpeacetomyhonour。”Well,then,Mrs。Fyne,doesitnotstrikeyouthatitwouldbereasonableunderthecircumstancestoletyourbrothertakecareofhimself?””AndsupposeIhavegroundstothinkthathecan’ttakecareofhimselfinagiveninstance。”Shehesitatedinafunny,bashfulmannerwhichrousedmyinterest。Then:”SailorsIbelieveareverysusceptible,”sheaddedwithforcedassurance。
Iburstintoalaughwhichonlyincreasedthecoldnessofherobservingstare。”Theyare。Immensely!Hopelessly!MydearMrs。Fyne,youhadbettergiveitup!Itonlymakesyourhusbandmiserable。””AndIamquitemiserabletoo。Itisreallyourfirstdifference……””RegardingMissdeBarral?”Iasked。”Regardingeverything。It’sreallyintolerablethatthisgirlshouldbetheoccasion。Ithinkhereallyoughttogiveway。”
SheturnedherchairroundalittleandpickingupthebookIhadbeenreadinginthemorningbegantoturntheleavesabsently。
Hereyesbeingoffme,IfeltIcouldallowmyselftoleavetheroom。ItsatmospherehadbecomehopelessforlittleFyne’sdomesticpeace。Youmaysmile。Buttothesolemnallthingsaresolemn。I
hadenoughsagacitytounderstandthat。
Islippedoutintotheporch。ThedogwasslumberingatFyne’sfeet。Themuscularlittlemanleaningonhiselbowandgazingoverthefieldspresentedaforlornfigure。Heturnedhisheadquickly,butseeingIwasalone,relapsedintohismoodycontemplationofthegreenlandscape。
Isaidloudlyanddistinctly:”I’vecomeouttosmokeacigarette,”
andsatdownnearhimonthelittlebench。Thenloweringmyvoice:”Toleranceisanextremelydifficultvirtue,”Isaid。”Moredifficultforsomethanheroism。Moredifficultthancompassion。”
Iavoidedlookingathim。Iknewwellenoughthathewouldnotlikethisopening。Generalideaswerenottohistaste。Hemistrustedthem。Ilightedacigarette,notthatIwantedtosmoke,buttogiveanothermomenttotheconsiderationoftheadvice——thediplomaticadviceIhadmadeupmymindtobowlhimoverwith。AndIcontinuedinsubduedtones。”IhavebeenledtomaketheseremarksbywhatIhavediscoveredsinceyouleftus。Isuspectedfromthefirst。AndnowIamcertain。WhatyourwifecannottolerateinthisaffairisMissdeBarralbeingwhatsheis。”
Hemadeamovement,butIkeptmyeyesawayfromhimandwentonsteadily。”Thatis——herbeingawoman。IhavesomeideaofMrs。
Fyne’smentalattitudetowardssocietywithitsinjustices,withitsatrociousorridiculousconventions。Asagainstthemthereisnoaudacityofactionyourwife’smindrefusestosanction。ThedoctrinewhichIimagineshestuffsintotheprettyheadsofyourgirl-guestsisalmostvengeful。Asortofmoralfire-and-sworddoctrine。Howfarthelessoniswiseisnotformetosay。Idon’tpermitmyselftojudge。Iseemtoseeherverydelightfuldisciplessingeingthemselveswiththetorches,andcuttingtheirfingerswiththeswordsofMrs。Fyne’sfurnishing。””Mywifeholdsheropinionsveryseriously,”murmuredFynesuddenly。”Yes。Nodoubt,”Iassentedinalowvoiceasbefore。”Butitisamereintellectualexercise。WhatIseeisthatindealingwithrealityMrs。Fyneceasestobetolerant。Inotherwords,thatshecan’tforgiveMissdeBarralforbeingawomanandbehavinglikeawoman。Andyetthisisnotonlyreasonableandnatural,butitisheronlychance。Awomanagainsttheworldhasnoresourcesbutinherself。HeronlymeansofactionistobewhatSHEIS。YouunderstandwhatImean。”
Fynemumbledbetweenhisteeththatheunderstood。Buthedidnotseeminterested。Whatheexpectedofmewastoextricatehimfromadifficultsituation。Idon’tknowhowfarcrediblethismaysound,tolesssolemnmarriedcouples,buttoremainatvariancewithhiswifeseemedtohimaconsiderableincident。Almostadisaster。”ItlooksasthoughIdidn’tcarewhathappenedtoherbrother,”hesaid。”Andafterallifanything……”
Ibecamealittleimpatientbutwithoutraisingmytone:”Whatthing?”Iasked。”Theliabilitytogetpenalservitudeissofarlikegeniusthatitisn’thereditary。Andwhatelsecanbeobjectedtothegirl?Alltheenergyofherdeeperfeelings,whichshewoulduseupvainlyinthedangerandfatigueofastrugglewithsocietymaybeturnedintodevotedattachmenttothemanwhooffersherawayofescapefromwhatcanbeonlyalifeofmoralanguish。
Idon’tmentionthephysicaldifficulties。”
GlancingatFyneoutofthecornerofoneeyeIdiscoveredthathewasattentive。HemadetheremarkthatIshouldhavesaidallthistohiswife。Itwasasensibleenoughremark。ButIhadgivenMrs。
Fyneup。Iaskedhimifhisimpressionwasthathiswifemeanttoentrusthimwithaletterforherbrother?
No。Hedidn’tthinkso。TherewerecertainreasonswhichmadeMrs。
Fyneunwillingtocommitherargumentstopaper。Fynewastobeprimedwiththem。Buthehadnodoubtthatifhepersistedinhisrefusalshewouldmakeuphermindtowrite。”Shedoesnotwishmetogounlesswithafullconvictionthatsheisright,”saidFynesolemnly。”She’sveryexacting,”Icommented。AndthenIreflectedthatshewasusedtoit。”Wouldnothinglessdoforonce?””Youdon’tmeanthatIshouldgiveway——doyou?”askedFyneinawhisperofalarmedsuspicion。
AsthiswasexactlywhatImeant,Ilethisfrightsinkintohim。
Hefidgeted。Ifthewordmaybeusedofsosolemnapersonage,hewriggled。Andwhenthehorridsuspicionhaddescendedintohisveryheels,sotospeak,hebecameverystill。Hesatgazingstonilyintospaceboundedbytheyellow,burnt-upslopesoftherisinggroundacoupleofmilesaway。ThefaceofthedownshowedthewhitescarofthequarrywherenotmorethansixteenhoursbeforeFyneandIhadbeengropinginthedarkwithhorribleapprehensionoffindingunderourhandstheshatteredbodyofagirl。FormyselfIhadinadditionthememoryofmymeetingwithher。Shewascertainlywalkingveryneartheedge——courtingasinistersolution。
But,now,havingbythemostunexpectedchancecomeuponaman,shehadfoundanotherwaytoescapefromtheworld。Suchworldaswasopentoher——withoutshelter,withoutbread,withouthonour。Thebestshecouldhavefoundinitwouldhavebeenaprecariousdoleofpitydiminishingasheryearsincreased。TheappealoftheabandonedchildFloratothesympathiesoftheFyneshadbeenirresistible。Butnowshehadbecomeawoman,andMrs。Fynewaspresentinganimplacablefronttoaparticularlyfemininetransaction。Imaysaytriumphantlyfeminine。ItistruethatMrs。
Fynedidnotwantwomentobewomen。Hertheorywasthattheyshouldturnthemselvesintounscrupuloussexlessnuisances。Anoffendedtheoristdweltinherbosomsomewhere。InwhatwaysheexpectedFloradeBarraltosetaboutsavingherselffromamostmiserableexistenceIcan’tconceive;butIverifybelievethatshewouldhavefounditeasiertoforgivethegirlanactualcrime;saytheriflingoftheBournemoutholdlady’sdesk,forinstance。Andthen——forMrs。Fynewasverymuchofawomanherself——hersenseofproprietorshipwasverystrongwithinher;andthoughshehadnotmuchuseforherbrother,yetshedidnotliketoseehimannexedbyanotherwoman。Byachitofagirl。Andsuchagirl,too。Nothingistruerthanthat,inthisworld,thelucklesshavenorighttotheiropportunities——asifmisfortunewerealegaldisqualification。
Fyne’ssentiments(astheynaturallywouldbeinaman)hadmorestability。Agooddealofhissympathysurvived。IndeedIheardhimmurmur”Ghastlynuisance,”butIknewitwasoftheintegrityofhisdomesticaccordthathewasthinking。WithmyeyesonthedoglyingcurledupinsleepinthemiddleoftheporchIsuggestedinasubduedimpersonaltone:”Yes。Whynotletyourselfbepersuaded?”
IneversawlittleFynelesssolemn。Hehissedthroughhisteethinunexpectedlyfigurativestylethatitwouldtakealottopersuadehimto”pushundertheheadofapoordevilofagirlquitesufficientlyplucky”——andsnorted。Hewasstillgazingatthedistantquarry,andIthinkhewasaffectedbythatsight。I
assuredhimthatIwasfarfromadvisinghimtodoanythingsocruel。Iamconvincedhehadalwaysdoubtedthesoundnessofmyprinciples,becauseheturnedonmeswiftlyasthoughhehadbeenonthewatchforalapsefromthestraightpath。”Thenwhatdoyoumean?ThatIshouldpretend!””No!Whatnonsense!Itwouldbeimmoral。ImayhowevertellyouthatifIhadtomakeachoiceIwouldratherdosomethingimmoralthansomethingcruel。WhatImeantwasthat,notbelievingintheefficacyoftheinterference,thewholequestionisreducedtoyourconsentingtodowhatyourwifewishesyoutodo。Thatwouldbeactinglikeagentleman,surely。Andactingunselfishlytoo,becauseIcanverywellunderstandhowdistastefulitmaybetoyou。
Generallyspeaking,anunselfishactionisamoralaction。I’lltellyouwhat。I’llgowithyou。”
Heturnedroundandstaredatmewithsurpriseandsuspicion。”Youwouldgowithme?”herepeated。”Youdon’tunderstand,”Isaid,amusedattheincredulousdisgustofhistone。”Imustrunuptotown,to-morrowmorning。Letusgotogether。Youhaveasetoftravellingchessmen。”
Hisphysiognomy,contractedbyavarietyofemotions,relaxedtoacertainextentattheideaofagame。ItoldhimthatasIhadbusinessattheDocksheshouldhavemycompanytotheveryship。”WeshallbeguilethewaytothewildsoftheEastbyimprovingconversation,”Iencouragedhim。”Mybrother-in-lawisstayingatanhotel——theEasternHotel,”hesaid,becomingsombreagain。”Ihaven’ttheslightestideawhereitis。””Iknowtheplace。Ishallleaveyouatthedoorwiththecomfortableconvictionthatyouaredoingwhat’srightsinceitpleasesaladyandcannotdoanyharmtoanybodywhatever。””Youthinkso?Noharmtoanybody?”herepeateddoubtfully。”Iassureyouit’snottheslightestuse,”Isaidwithallpossibleemphasiswhichseemedonlytoincreasethesolemndiscontentofhisexpression。”ButinorderthatmygoingshouldbeaperfectlycandidproceedingImustfirstconvincemywifethatitisn’ttheslightestuse,”heobjectedportentously。”Oh,youcasuist!”Isaid。AndIsaidnothingmorebecauseatthatmomentMrs。Fynesteppedoutintotheporch。Werosetogetheratherappearance。Herclear,colourless,unflinchingglanceenvelopedusbothcritically。Isustainedthechillsmilingly,butFynestoopedatoncetoreleasethedog。Hewassometimeaboutit;thensimultaneouslywithhisrecoveryofuprightpositiontheanimalpassedatoneboundfromprofoundestslumberintomosttumultuousactivity。EnvelopedinthetornadoofhisinanescurryingsandbarkingsItookMrs。Fyne’shandextendedtomewoodenlyandbowedoveritwithdeference。Shewalkeddownthepathwithoutaword;
Fynehadprecededherandwaswaitingbytheopengate。Theypassedoutandwalkeduptheroadsurroundedbyalowcloudofdustraisedbythedoggyratingmadlyabouttheirtwofiguresprogressingsidebysidewithrectitudeandpropriety,and(Idon’tknowwhy)lookingtomeasiftheyhadannexedthewholecountry-side。Perhapsitwasthattheyhadimpressedmesomehowwiththesenseoftheirsuperiority。Whatsuperiority?Perhapsitconsistedjustintheirlimitations。Itwasobviousthatneitherofthemhadcarriedawayahighopinionofme。ButwhataffectedmemostwastheindifferenceoftheFynedog。Heusedtoprecipitatehimselfatfullspeedandwithafrightfulfinalupwardspringuponmywaistcoat,atleastonceateachofourmeetings。Hehadneglectedthatceremonythistimenotwithstandingmycorrectandevenconventionalconductinofferinghimacake;itseemedtomesymbolicofmyfinalseparationfromtheFynehousehold。AndIrememberedagainsthimhowonacertaindayhehadabandonedpoorFloradeBarral——whowasmorbidlysensitive。
Isatdownintheporchand,maybeinspiredbysecretantagonismtotheFynes,IsaidtomyselfdeliberatelythatCaptainAnthonymustbeafinefellow。YetonthefactsasIknewthemhemighthavebeenadangeroustrifleroradownrightscoundrel。Hehadmadeamiserable,hopelessgirlfollowhimclandestinelytoLondon。Itistruethatthegirlhadwrittensince,onlyMrs。Fynehadbeenremarkablyvagueastothecontents。Theywereunsatisfactory。
TheydidnotpositivelyannounceimminentnuptialsasfarasIcouldmakeitoutfromherrathermysterioushints。Butthenherinexperiencemighthaveledherastray。TherewasnofathomingtheinnocenceofawomanlikeMrs。Fynewho,venturingasfaraspossibleintheory,wouldknownothingoftherealaspectofthings。
Itwouldhavebeencomicifsheweremakingallthisfussfornothing。ButIrejectedthissuspicionforthehonourofhumannature。
IimaginedtomyselfCaptainAnthonyassimpleandromantic。Itwasmuchmorepleasant。Geniusisnothereditarybuttemperamentmaybe。Andhewasthesonofapoetwithanadmirablegiftofindividualising,ofetherealizingthecommon-place;ofmakingtouching,delicate,fascinatingthemosthopelessconventionsofthe,so-called,refinedexistence。
WhatIcouldnotunderstandwasMrs。Fyne’sdog-in-the-mangerattitude。Sentimentallysheneededthatbrotherofherssolittle!
Whatcoulditmattertoheronewayoranother——settingasidecommonhumanitywhichwouldsuggestatleastaneutralattitude。UnlessindeeditwastheblindworkingofthelawthatinourworldofchancesthelucklessMUSTbeputinthewrongsomehow。
AndmusingthusonthegeneralinclinationofourinstinctstowardsinjusticeImetunexpectedly,attheturnoftheroad,asitwere,ashapeofduplicity。ItmighthavebeenunconsciousonMrs。Fyne’spart,butherleadingideaappearedtometobenottokeep,nottopreserveherbrother,buttogetridofhimdefinitely。Shedidnothopetostopanything。Shehadtoomuchsenseforthat。Almostanyoneoutofanidiotasylumwouldhavehadenoughsenseforthat。
Shewantedtheprotesttobemade,emphatically,withFyne’sfullestconcurrenceinordertomakeallintercourseforthefutureimpossible。SuchanactionwouldestrangethepairforeverfromtheFynes。Sheunderstoodherbrotherandthegirltoo。Happytogether,theywouldneverforgivethatoutspokenhostility——andshouldthemarriageturnoutbadly……Well,itwouldbejustthesame。Neitherofthemwouldbelikelytobringtheirtroublestosuchagoodprophetofevil。
Yes。Thatmusthavebeenhermotive。TheinspirationofapossiblyunconsciousMachiavellism!Eithershewasafraidofhavingasister-in-lawtolookafterduringthehusband’slongabsences;ordreadedthemoreorlessdistanteventualityofherbrotherbeingpersuadedtoleavethesea,thefriendlyrefugeofhisunhappyyouth,andtosettleonshore,bringingtoherverydoorthisundesirable,thisembarrassingconnection。Shewantedtobedonewithit——maybesimplyfromthefatigueofcontinuouseffortingoodorevil,which,inthebulkofcommonmortals,accountsforsomanysurprisinginconsistenciesofconduct。
Idon’tknowthatIhadclassedMrs。Fyne,inmythoughts,amongstcommonmortals。Shewastooquietlysureofherselfforthat。ButlittleFyne,asIspiedhimnextmorning(outofthecarriagewindow)speedingalongtheplatform,lookedverymuchlikeacommon,flusteredmortalwhohasmadeaverynearthingofcatchinghistrain:thestartingwildeyes,thetenseandexcitedface,thedistractedgait,allthecommonsymptomswerethere,renderedmoreimpressivebyhisnativesolemnitywhichflappedabouthimlikeadisorderedgarment。Hadhe——Iaskedmyselfwithinterest——resistedhiswifetotheverylastminuteandthenbolteduptheroadfromthelastconclusiveargument,asthoughithadbeenaloadedgunsuddenlyproduced?Iopenedthecarriagedoor,andavigorousportershovedhiminfrombehindjustastheendoftherusticplatformwentglidingswiftlyfromunderhisfeet。Hewasverymuchoutofbreath,andIwaitedwithsomecuriosityforthemomenthewouldrecoverhispowerofspeech。Thatmomentcame。Hesaid”Goodmorning”withaslightgasp,remainedverystillforanotherminuteandthenpulledoutofhispocketthetravellingchessboard,andholdingitinhishand,directedatmeaglanceofinquiry。”Yes。Certainly,”Isaid,verymuchdisappointed。