Iheard,andfeltmypassionrisewithinme,forIcouldillbearthisfairgirl’sscorn。”Hastthouneverawordwithoutasting?”Iasked。”Know,then,thatI
wentwhitherthouhadstnotdaredtogo,togathermeanstoholdEgyptfromthegraspofAntony。””So,”sheanswered,lookingupswiftly。”Thoufoolishman!Thouhadstdonebettertosavethylabour,forAntonywillgraspEgyptinthydespite。Whatpowerhastthouto-dayinEgypt?””Thathemaydoinmydespite;butindespiteofCleopatrathathecannotdo,”Isaid。”Nay,butwiththe/aid/ofCleopatrahecanandwilldoit,”sheansweredwithabittersmile。”WhentheQueensailsinstateupCydnusstreamshewillsurelydrawthiscoarseAntonythencetoAlexandria,conquering,andyet,likethee,aslave!””Itisfalse!Isaythatitisfalse!CleopatragoesnottoTarsus,andAntonycomesnottoAlexandria;or,ifhecome,itwillbetotakethechanceofwar。””Now,thinkestthouthus?”sheansweredwithalittlelaugh。”Well,ifitpleasethee,thinkasthouwilt。Withinthreedaysthoushaltknow。
Itisprettytoseehoweasilythouartfooled。Farewell!Go,dreamonLove,forsurelyLoveissweet。”
Andshewent,leavingmeangeredandtroubledatheart。
IsawCleopatranomorethatday,butonthedaywhichfollowedIsawher。Shewasinaheavymood,andhadnogentlewordforme。IspaketoherofthedefenceofEgypt,butsheputthematteraway。”Whydostthouwearyme?”shesaidwithanger;”canstthounotseethatIamlostintroubles?WhenDelliushashadhisanswerto-morrowthenwewillspeakofthesematters。””Ay,”Isaid,”whenDelliushashadhisanswer;andknowestthouthatbutyesterday,Charmion——whomaboutthepalacetheynamethe’KeeperoftheQueen’ssecrets’——Charmionsworethattheanswerwouldbe’Goinpeace,IcometoAntony!’””Charmionknowsnothingofmyheart,”saidCleopatra,stampingherfootinanger,”andifshetalksofreelythegirlshallbescourgedoutofmyCourt,asisherdesert。Though,intruth,”sheadded,”shehasmorewisdominthatsmallheadofhersthanallmyprivycouncillors——ay,andmorewittouseit。KnowestthouthatIhavesoldaportionofthosegemstotherichJewsofAlexandria,andatagreatprice,ay,atfivethousandsestertiaforeachone?[*]Butafew,intruth,fortheycouldnotbuymoreasyet。Itwasraretoseetheireyeswhentheyfelluponthem:theygrewlargeasappleswithavariceandwonder。Andnowleaveme,Harmachis,forIamweary。Thememoryofthatdreadfulnightiswithmeyet。”
[*]Aboutfortythousandpoundsofourmoney——Editor。
Ibowedandrosetogo,andyetstoodwavering。”Pardonme,Cleopatra;itisofourmarriage。””Ourmarriage!Why,arewenotindeedalreadywed?”sheanswered。”Yes;butnotbeforetheworld。Thoudidstpromise。””Ay,Harmachis,Ipromised;andto-morrow,whenIhaveridmeofthisDellius,Iwillkeepmypromise,andnametheeCleopatra’sLordbeforetheCourt。Seethatthouartinthyplace。Artcontent?”
Andshestretchedoutherhandformetokiss,lookingonmewithstrangeeyes,asthoughshestruggledwithherself。ThenIwent;butthatnightIstroveoncemoretoseeCleopatra,andcouldnot。”TheLadyCharmionwaswiththeQueen,”sosaidtheeunuchs,andnonemightenter。
OnthemorrowtheCourtmetinthegreathallonehourbeforemid-day,andIwentthitherwithatremblinghearttohearCleopatra’sanswertoDellius,andtohearmyselfalsonamedKing-consorttotheQueenofEgypt。ItwasafullandsplendidCourt;therewerecouncillors,lords,captains,eunuchs,andwaiting-women,allsaveCharmion。Thehousepassed,butCleopatraandCharmioncamenot。AtlengthCharmionenteredgentlybyasideentrance,andtookherplaceamongthewaiting-ladiesaboutthethrone。Evenasshedidsoshecastaglanceatme,andtherewastriumphinhereyes,thoughIknewnotoverwhatshetriumphed。IlittleguessedthatshehadbutnowbroughtaboutmyruinandsealedthefateofEgypt。
Thenpresentlythetrumpetsblared,and,cladinherrobesofstate,theur?uscrownuponherhead,andonherbreast,flashinglikeastar,thatgreatemeraldscarab?uswhichshehaddraggedfromdeadPharaoh’sheart,Cleopatrasweptinsplendourtoherthrone,followedbyaglitteringguardofNorthmen。Herlovelyfacewasdark,darkwereherslumbrouseyes,andnonemightreadtheirmessage,thoughallthatCourtsearchedthemforasignofwhatshouldcome。Sheseatedherselfslowlyasonewhomaynotbemoved,andspoketothechiefoftheheraldsintheGreektongue:”DoestheAmbassadorofthenobleAntonywait?”
Theheraldbowedlowandmadeassent。”Lethimcomeinandhearouranswer。”
Thedoorswereflungwide,and,followedbyhistrainofknights,Dellius,cladinhisgoldenarmourandhispurplemantle,walkedwithcat-likestepupthegreathall,andmadeobeisancebeforethethrone。”MostroyalandbeauteousEgypt,”hesaid,inhissoftvoice,”asthouhastgraciouslybeenpleasedtobidme,thyservant,IamheretotakethyanswertotheletterofthenobleAntonytheTriumvir,whomto-morrowIsailtomeetatTarsus,inCilicia。AndIwillsaythis,royalEgypt,cravingpardonthewhilefortheboldnessofmyspeech——
bethinktheewellbeforewordsthatcannotbeunspokenfallfromthosesweetlips。DefyAntony,andAntonywillwreckthee。But,likethymotherAphrodité,risegloriousonhissightfromthebosomoftheCyprianwave,andforwreckhewillgivetheeallthatcanbedeartowoman’sroyalty——Empire,andpompofplace,citiesandtheswayofmen,fameandwealth,andtheDiademofrulemadesure。Formark:
AntonyholdsthisEasternWorldinthehollowofhiswarlikehand;athiswillkingsare,andathisfrowntheyceasetobe。”
Andhebowedhisheadand,foldinghishandsmeeklyonhisbreast,awaitedanswer。
ForawhileCleopatraanswerednot,butsatliketheSphinxHoremkhu,dumbandinscrutable,gazingwithlosteyesdownthelengthofthatgreathall。
Then,likesoftmusic,heranswercame;andtremblingIlistenedforEgypt’schallengetotheRoman:”NobleDellius,——WehavebethoughtusmuchofthematterofthymessagefromgreatAntonytoourpoorRoyaltyofEgypt。Wehavebethoughtusmuch,andwehavetakencounselfromtheoraclesoftheGods,fromthewisestamongourfriends,andfromtheteachingsofourheart,thatever,likeanestingbird,broodsoverourpeople’sweal。
Sharparethewordsthatthouhasbroughtacrossthesea;methinkstheyhadbeenbetterfittedtotheearsofsomepettyhalf-tamedprincethantothoseofEgypt’sQueen。Thereforewehavenumberedthelegionsthatwecangather,andthetriremesandthegalleyswherewithwemaybreastthesea,andthemoneyswhichshallbuyusallthingswantingtoourwar。Andwefindthis,that,thoughAntonybestrong,yethasEgyptnaughttofearfromthestrengthofAntony。”
Shepaused,andamurmurofapplauseofherhighwordsrandownthehall。OnlyDelliusstretchedouthishandasthoughtopushthemback。
Thencametheend!”NobleDellius,——Halfarewemindedtheretobidourtonguestop,and,stronginourfortressesofstone,andourotherfortressesbuiltoftheheartsofmen,abidetheissue。Andyetthoushaltnotgothus。WeareguiltlessofthosechargesagainstusthathavecometotheearsofnobleAntony,andwhichnowherudelyshoutsinours;norwillwejourneyintoCiliciatoanswerthem。”
Herethemurmuraroseanew,whilemyheartbeathighintriumph;andinthepausethatfollowed,Delliusspokeoncemore。”Then,royalEgypt,mywordtoAntonyiswordofWar?””Nay,”sheanswered;”itshallbeoneofPeace。Listen;wesaidthatwewouldnotcometomakeanswertothesecharges,norwillwe。But”——
andshesmiledforthefirsttime——”wewillgladlycome,andthatswiftly,inroyalfriendshiptomakeknownourfellowshipofpeaceuponthebanksofCydnus。”
Iheard,andwasbewildered。CouldIheararight?WasitthusthatCleopatrakeptheroaths?Movedbeyondtheholdofreason,Iliftedupmyvoiceandcried:”OQueen,/remember!/”
Sheturneduponmelikealioness,withaflashingoftheeyesandaswiftshakeofherlovelyhead。”Peace,Slave!”shesaid;”whobadetheebreakinuponourcounsels?
Mindthouthystars,andleavemattersoftheworldtotherulersoftheworld!”
Isankbackshamed,and,asIdidso,oncemoreIsawthesmileoftriumphonthefaceofCharmion,followedbywhatwas,perhaps,theshadowofpityformyfall。”Nowthatyonbrawlingcharlatan,”saidDellius,pointingatmewithhisjewelledfinger,”hasbeenrebuked,grantmeleave,OEgypt,tothanktheefrommyheartforthesegentlewords——””Weasknothanksfromthee,nobleDellius;norliesitinthymouthtochideourservant,”brokeinCleopatra,frowningheavily;”wewilltakethanksfromthelipsofAntonyalone。Gettheetothymaster,andsaytohimthatbeforehecanmakereadyafittingwelcomeourkeelsshallfollowinthetrackofthine。Andnow,farewell!Thoushaltfindsomesmalltokenofourbountyuponthyvessel。”
Delliusbowedthriceandwithdrew,whiletheCourtstoodwaitingtheQueen’sword。AndI,too,waited,wonderingifshewouldyetmakegoodherpromise,andnamemeroyalSpousethereinthefaceofEgypt。Butshesaidnothing。Only,stillfrowningheavily,sherose,and,followedbyherguards,leftthethrone,andpassedintotheAlabasterHall。ThentheCourtbrokeup,andasthelordsandcouncillorswentbytheylookedonmewithmockery。Forthoughnoneknewallmysecret,norhowitstoodbetweenmeandCleopatra,yettheywerejealousofthefavourshownmebytheQueen,andrejoicedgreatlyatmyfall。ButItooknoheedoftheirmockingasIstooddazedwithmiseryandfelttheworldofHopeslipfrombeneathmyfeet。
CHAPTERXIII
OFTHEREPROACHOFHARMACHIS;OFTHESTRUGGLEOFHARMACHIS
WITHTHEGUARDS;OFTHEBLOWOFBRENNUS;ANDOFTHESECRET
SPEECHOFCLEOPATRA
Andatlength,allbeinggone,I,too,turnedtogo,whenaeunuchstruckmeontheshoulderandroughlybademewaitonthepresenceoftheQueen。Anhourpastthisfellowwouldhavecrawledtomeonhisknees;buthehadheard,andnowhetreatedme——sobrutishisthenatureofsuchslaves——astheworldtreatsthefallen,withscorn。Fortocomelowafterbeinggreatistolearnallshame。Unhappy,therefore,aretheGreat,fortheymayfall!
Iturnedupontheslavewithsofierceawordthat,cur-like,hesprangbehindme;thenIpassedontotheAlabasterHall,andwasadmittedbytheguards。Inthecentreofthehall,nearthefountain,satCleopatra,andwithherwereCharmionandtheGreekgirlIras,andMeriraandotherofherwaiting-ladies。”Go,”shesaidtothese,”I
wouldspeakwithmyastrologer。”Sotheywent,andleftusfacetoface。”Standthouthere,”shesaid,liftinghereyesforthefirsttime。”Comenotnighme,Harmachis:Itrusttheenot。Perchancethouhastfoundanotherdagger。Now,whathastthoutosay?BywhatrightdidstthoudaretobreakinuponmytalkwiththeRoman?”
Ifeltthebloodrushthroughmelikeastorm;bitternessandburningangertookholdofmyheart。”Whathast/thou/tosay,Cleopatra?”I
answeredboldly。”Whereisthyvow,swornonthedeadheartofMenkau-ra,theever-living?WherenowthychallengetothisRomanAntony?Wherethyoaththatthouwouldestcallme’husband’inthefaceofEgypt?”andIchokedandceased。”WelldothitbecomeHarmachis,whoneverwasforsworn,tospeaktomeofoaths!”shesaidinbittermockery。”Andyet,OthoumostpurePriestofIsis;andyet,Othoumostfaithfulfriend,whoneverdidstbetraythyfriends;andyet,Othoumoststeadfast,honourable,anduprightman,whoneverbarteredthybirthright,thycountry,andthycauseforthepriceofawoman’spassinglove——bywhattokenknowestthouthatmywordisvoid?””Iwillnotanswerthytaunts,Cleopatra,”Isaid,holdingbackmyheartasbestImight,”forIhaveearnedthemall,thoughnotfromthee。Bythistoken,then,Iknowit。ThougoesttovisitAntony;thougoest,assaidthatRomanknave,’trickedinthybestattire,’tofeastwithhimwhomthoushouldstgivetovulturesfortheirfeast。
Perhaps,foraughtIknow,thouartabouttosquanderthosetreasuresthatthouhastfilchedfromthebodyofMenkau-ra,thosetreasuresstoredagainsttheneedofEgypt,uponwantonrevelswhichshallcompletetheshameofEgypt。Bythesethings,then,Iknowthatthouartforsworn,andI,who,lovingthee,believedthee,tricked;andbythis,also,thatthouwhodidstbutyesternightsweartowedme,dostto-daycovermewithtaunts,andevenbeforethatRomanputmetoanopenshame!””Towedthee?andIdidsweartowedthee?Well,andwhatismarriage?
Isittheunionoftheheart,thatbondbeautifulasgossamerandthangossamermorelight,whichbindssoultosoul,astheyfloatthroughthedreamynightofpassion,abondtobe,perchance,meltedinthedewsofdawn?Orisittheironlinkofenforced,unchangingunionwherebyifsinkstheonetheothermustbedraggedbeneaththeseaofcircumstance,there,likeapunishedslave,toperishofunavoidablecorruption?[*]Marriage!/I/tomarry!/I/toforgetfreedomandcourttheworstslaveryofoursex,which,bytheselfishwillofman,thestronger,stillbindsustoabedgrownhateful,andenforcesaservicethatlovemayhapnolongerhallows!Ofwhatuse,then,tobeaQueen,iftherebyImaynotescapetheevilofthemeanlyborn?Markthou,Harmachis:Womanbeinggrownhathtwoillstofear——DeathandMarriage;andofthesetwainisMarriagethemorevile;forinDeathwemayfindrest,butinMarriage,shoulditfailus,wemustfindhell。Nay,beingabovethebreathofcommonslanderthatenviouslywouldblastthosewhooftruevirtuewillnotconsenttostretchaffection’slinks,I/love/,Harmachis;butI/marry/not!”
[*]ReferringtotheRomancustomofchainingalivingfelontothebodyofonealreadydead——Editor。”Andyesternight,Cleopatra,thoudidstswearthatthouwouldstwedme,andcallmetothysidebeforethefaceofEgypt!””Andyesternight,Harmachis,theredringroundthemoonmarkedthecomingofthestorm,andyetthedayisfair!Butwhoknowsthatthetempestmaynotbreakto-morrow?WhoknowsthatIhavenotchosentheeasierpathtosaveEgyptfromtheRoman?Whoknows,Harmachis,thatthoushaltnotstillcallmewife?”
ThenInolongercouldbearherfalsehood,forIsawthatshebutplayedwithme。AndsoIspokethatwhichwasinmyheart:”Cleopatra!”Icried,”thoudidstsweartoprotectEgypt,andthouartabouttobetrayEgypttotheRoman!ThoudidstsweartousethetreasuresthatIrevealedtotheefortheserviceofEgypt,andthouartabouttousethemtobehermeansofshame——tofashionthemasfettersforherwrists!Thoudidstsweartowedme,wholovedthee,andfortheegaveall,andthoudostmockmeandrejectme!ThereforeIsay——withthevoiceofthedreadGodsIsayit!——thaton/thee/
shallfallthecurseofMenkau-ra,whomthouhastrobbedindeed!Letmegohenceandworkoutmyfate!Letmego,OthoufairShame!thoulivingLie!whomIhavelovedtomydoom,andwhohastbroughtuponmethelastcurseofdoom!Letmehidemyselfandseethyfacenomore!”
Sheroseinherwrath,andshewasterribletosee。”Lettheegotostirupevilagainstme!Nay,Harmachis,thoushaltnotgotobuildnewplotsagainstmythrone!Isaytotheethatthou,too,shaltcometovisitAntonyinCilicia,andthere,perchance,I
willlettheego!”AndereIcouldanswer,shehadstruckuponthesilvergongthathungnearher。
Beforeitsrichechohaddiedaway,Charmionandthewaiting-womenenteredfromonedoor,andfromtheother,afileofsoldiers——fourofthemoftheQueen’sbodyguard,mightymen,withwingedhelmetsandlongfairhair。”Seizethattraitor!”criedCleopatra,pointingtome。Thecaptainoftheguard——itwasBrennus——salutedandcametowardsmewithdrawnsword。
ButI,beingmadanddesperate,andcaringlittleiftheyslewme,flewstraightathisthroat,anddealthimsuchaheavyblowthatthegreatmanfellheadlong,andhisarmourclasheduponthemarblefloor。
AshefellIseizedhisswordandtarge,and,meetingthenext,whorushedonmewithashout,caughthisblowupontheshield,andinanswersmotewithallmystrength。Theswordfellwheretheneckissetintotheshoulder,and,shearingthroughthejointsofhisharness,slewhim,sothathiskneeswereloosenedandhesankdowndead。Andthethird,ashecame,Icaughtuponthepointofmyswordbeforehecouldstrike,anditpiercedhimandhedied。Thenthelastrushedonmewithacryof”Taranis!”andI,too,rushedonhim,formybloodwasaflame。Nowthewomenshrieked——onlyCleopatrasaidnothing,butstoodandwatchedtheunequalfray。Wemet,andIstruckwithallmystrength,anditwasamightyblow,fortheswordshorethroughtheironshellandshatteredthere,leavingmeweaponless。
Withashoutoftriumphtheguardswunguphisswordandsmotedownuponmyhead,butIcaughttheblowwithmyshield。Againhesmote,andagainIparried;butwhenheraisedhisswordathirdtimeIsawthismightnotendure,sowithacryIhurledmybucklerathisface。
Glancingfromhisshielditstruckhimonthebreastandstaggeredhim。Then,beforehecouldgainhisbalance,Irushedinbeneathhisguardandgrippedhimroundthemiddle。
ForafullminutethetallmanandIstruggledfuriously,andthen,sogreatwasmystrengthinthosedays,Iliftedhimlikeatoyanddashedhimdownuponthemarblefloorinsuchfashionthathisboneswereshatteredsothathespokenomore。ButIcouldnotsavemyselfandfelluponhim,andasIfelltheCaptainBrennus,whomIhadsmittentoearthwithmyfist,havingoncemorefoundhissense,cameupbehindmeandsmotemeupontheheadandshoulderswiththeswordofoneofthosewhomIhadslain。ButIbeingontheground,theblowdidnotfallwithallitsweight,alsomythickhairandbroideredcapbrokeitsforce;andthusitcametopassthat,thoughsorelywounded,thelifewasyetwholeinme。ButIcouldstrugglenomore。
Thenthecowardlyeunuchs,whohadgatheredatthesoundofblowsandstoodhuddledtogetherlikeaherdofcattle,seeingthatIwasspent,threwthemselvesuponme,andwouldhavebutcheredmewiththeirknives。ButBrennus,nowthatIwasdown,wouldstrikenomore,butstoodwaiting。Andtheeunuchshadsurelyslainme,forCleopatrawatchedlikeonewhowatchesinadreamandmadenosign。Alreadymyheadwasdraggedback,andtheirknife-pointswereatmythroat,whenCharmion,rushingforward,threwherselfuponmeand,callingthem”Dogs!”desperatelythrustherbodybeforetheminsuchfashionthattheycouldnotsmite。NowBrennuswithanoathseizedfirstoneandthenanotherandcastthemfromme。”Sparehislife,Queen!”hecriedinhisbarbarousLatin。”ByJupiter,heisabraveman!Myselffelledlikeanoxintheshambles,andthreeofmyboysfinishedbyamanwithoutarmourandtakenunawares!I
grudgethemnottosuchaman!Aboon,Queen!sparehislife,andgivehimtome!””Ay,sparehim!sparehim!”criedCharmion,whiteandtrembling。
CleopatradrewnearandlookeduponthedeadandhimwholaydyingasIhaddashedhimtotheground,andonme,herloveroftwodaysgone,whosewoundedheadrestednowonCharmion’swhiterobes。
ImettheQueen’sglance。”Sparenot!”Igasped;”/v?victis!/”Thenaflushgatheredonherbrow——methinksitwasaflushofshame!”Dostafteralllovethismanatheart,Charmion,”shesaidwithalittlelaugh,”thatthoudidstthrustthytenderbodybetweenhimandtheknivesofthesesexlesshounds?”andshecastalookofscornupontheeunuchs。”Nay!”thegirlansweredfiercely;”butIcannotstandbytoseeabravemanmurderedbysuchasthese。””Ay!”saidCleopatra,”heisabraveman,andhefoughtgallantly;I
haveneverseensofierceafighteveninthegamesatRome!Well,I
sparehislife,thoughheisweakofme——womanishweak。Takehimtohisownchamberandguardhimtheretillheishealedor——dead。”
Thenmybrainreeled,agreatsicknessseizeduponme,andIsankintothenothingnessofaswoon。
Dreams,dreams,dreams!withoutendandever-changing,asforyearsandyearsIseemedtotossuponaseaofagony。Andthroughthemavisionofadark-eyedwoman’stenderfaceandthetouchofawhitehandsoothingmetorest。Visions,too,ofaroyalcountenancebendingattimesovermyrockingbed——acountenancethatIcouldnotgrasp,butwhosebeautyflowedthroughmyfeveredveinsandwasapartofme——visionsofchildhoodandoftheTempletowersofAbouthis,andofthewhite-hairedAmenemhat,myfather——ay,andanever-presentvisionofthatdreadhallinAmenti,andofthesmallaltarandtheSpiritscladinflame!ThereIseemedtowandereverlastingly,callingontheHolyMother,whosememoryIcouldnotgrasp;callingeverandinvain!
Fornoclouddescendeduponthealtar,onlyfromtimetotimethegreatVoicepealedaloud:”StrikeoutthenameofHarmachis,childofEarth,fromthelivingBookofHerwhoWasandIsandShallBe!/Lost!
lost!lost!/”
Andthenanothervoicewouldanswer:”Notyet!notyet!Repentanceisathand;strikenotoutthenameofHarmachis,childofEarth,fromthelivingBookofHerwhoWasandIsandShallBe!Bysufferingmaysinbewipedaway!”
Iwoketofindmyselfinmyownchamberinthetowerofthepalace。I
wassoweakthatIscarcecouldliftmyhand,andlifeseemedbuttoflutterinmybreastasfluttersadyingdove。Icouldnotturnmyhead;Icouldnotstir;yetinmyhearttherewasasenseofrestandofdarktroubledone。Thelightfromthelamphurtmyeyes:Ishutthem,and,asIshutthem,heardthesweepofawoman’srobesuponthestair,andaswift,lightstepthatIknewwell。ItwasthatofCleopatra!
Sheenteredanddrewnear。Ifelthercome!Everypulseofmypoorframebeatananswertoherfootfall,andallmymightyloveandhaterosefromthedarknessofmydeath-likesleep,andrentmeintheirstruggle!Sheleanedoverme;herambrosialbreathplayeduponmyface:Icouldhearthebeatingofherheart!Lowersheleaned,tillatlastherlipstouchedmesoftlyonthebrow。”Poorman!”Iheardhermurmur。”Poor,weak,dyingMan!Fatehathbeenhardtothee!ThouwerttoogoodtobethesportofsuchaoneasI——
thepawnthatImustmoveinmyplayofpolicy!Ah,Harmachis!thoushouldsthaveruledthegame!Thoseplottingpriestscouldgivetheelearning;buttheycouldnotgivetheeknowledgeofmankind,norfencetheeagainstthemarchofNature’slaw。Andthoudidstlovemewithallthyheart——ah!wellIknowit!Manlike,thoudidstlovetheeyesthat,asapirate’slights,beckonedtheetoshipwreckedruin,anddidsthangdotingonthelipswhichliedthyheartawayandcalledthee’slave’!Well;thegamewasfair,forthouwouldsthaveslainme;
andyetIgrieve。Sothoudostdie?andthisismyfarewelltothee!
Nevermaywemeetagainonearth;and,perchance,itiswell,forwhoknows,whenmyhouroftendernessispast,howImightdealwiththee,didstthoulive?Thoudostdie,theysay——thoselearnedlong-facedfools,who,iftheylettheedie,shallpaytheprice。Andwhere,then,shallwemeetagainwhenmylastthrowisthrown?Weshallbeequalthere,inthekingdomthatOsirisrules。Alittletime,afewyears——perhapsto-morrow——andweshallmeet;then,knowingallIam,howwiltthougreetme?Nay,here,asthere,stillmustthouworshipme!forinjuriescannottouchtheimmortalityofsuchaloveasthine。
Contemptalone,likeacid,caneatawaytheloveofnoblehearts,andrevealthetruthinitspitifulnakedness。Thoumuststillclingtothee,Harmachis;for,whatevermysins,yetIamgreatandsetabovethyscorn。WouldthatIcouldhavelovedtheeasthoulovestme!
AlmostIdidsowhenthouslewestthoseguards;andyet——notquite。”Whatafencedcityismyheart,thatnonecantakeit,and,evenwhenIthrowthegateswide,nomanmaywinitscitadel!Oh,toputawaythislonelinessandlosemeinanother’ssoul!Oh,forayear,amonth,anhourtoquiteforgetpolicy,peoples,andmypompofplace,andbebutalovingwoman!Harmachis,faretheewell!GojoingreatJuliuswhomthyartcalledupfromdeathbeforeme,andtakeEgypt’sgreetingstohim。Ahwell!Ifooledthee,andIfooledC?sar——
perchancebeforeallisdoneFatewillfindme,andmyselfIshallbefooled。Harmachis,faretheewell!”
Sheturnedtogo,andassheturnedIheardthesweepofanotherdressandthelightfallofanotherwoman’sfoot。”Ah!itisthou,Charmion。Well,forallthywatchingthemandies。””Ay,”sheanswered,inavoicethickwithgrief。”Ay,OQueen,sothephysicianssay。Fortyhourshashelaininstuporsodeepthatattimeshisbreathcouldbarelyliftthistinyfeather’sweight,andhardlycouldmyear,placedagainsthisbreast,takenoticeoftherisingofhisheart。Ihavewatchedhimnowfortenlongdays,watchedhimdayandnight,tillmyeyesstarewidewithwantofsleep,andforfaintnessIcanscarcekeepmyselffromfalling。Andthisistheendofallmylabour!ThecowardblowofthataccursedBrennushasdoneitswork,andHarmachisdies!””Lovecountsnotitslabour,Charmion,norcanitweightitstendernessonthescaleofpurchase。Thatwhichithasitgives,andcravesformoretogiveandgive,tillthesoul’sinfinitybedrained。
Deartothyheartaretheseheavynightsofwatching;sweettothywearyeyesisthatsadsightofstrengthbroughtsolowthatithangsuponthyweaknesslikeababetoitsmother’sbreast!For,Charmion,thoudostlovethismanwholovestheenot,andnowthatheishelplessthoucanstpourthypassionforthovertheunansweringdarknessofhissoul,andcheatthyselfwithdreamsofwhatyetmightbe。””Ilovehimnot,asthouhastproof,OQueen!HowcanIloveonewhowouldhaveslainthee,whoartasmyheart’ssister?ItisforpitythatInursehim。”
Shelaughedalittleassheanswered,”Pityislove’sowntwin,Charmion。Wondrouswaywardarethepathsofwoman’slove,andthouhastshownthinestrangely,thatIknow。Butthemorehighthelove,thedeeperthegulfwhereintoitcanfall——ay,andthencesoaragaintoheaven,oncemoretofall!Poorwoman!thouartthypassion’splaything:nowtenderasthemorningsky,andnow,whenjealousygripsthyheart,morecruelthanthesea。Well,thusarewemade。Soon,afterallthistroubling,nothingwillbelefttheebuttears,remorse,and——memory。”
Andshewentforth。
CHAPTERXIV
OFTHETENDERCAREOFCHARMION;OFTHEHEALINGOFHARMACHIS;
OFTHESAILINGOFTHEFLEETOFCLEOPATRAFORCILICIA;ANDOFTHE
SPEECHOFBRENNUSTOHARMACHIS
Cleopatrawent,andforawhileIlaysilent,gatheringupmystrengthtospeak。ButCharmioncameandstoodoverme,andIfeltagreattearfallfromherdarkeyesuponmyface,asthefirstheavydropofrainfallsfromathundercloud。”Thougoest,”shewhispered;”thougoestfastwhitherImaynotfollow!OHarmachis,howgladlywouldIgivemylifeforthine!”
ThenatlengthIopenedmyeyes,andspokeasbestIcould:”Restrainthygrief,dearfriend,”Isaid,”Iliveyet;and,intruth,Ifeelasthoughnewlifegatheredinmybreast!”
Shegavealittlecryofjoy,andIneversawaughtmorebeautifulthanthechangethatcameuponherweepingface!Itwasaswhenthefirstlightsofthedayrunupthepallorofthatsadskywhichveilsthenightfromdawn。Allrosygrewherlovelycountenance;herdimeyesshoneoutlikestars;andasmileofwonderment,moresweetthanthesuddensmileoftheseaasitsrippleswaketobrightnessbeneaththekissoftherisenmoon,brokethroughherrainoftears。”Thoulivest!”shecried,throwingherselfonherkneesbesidemycouch。”Thoulivest——andIthoughttheegone!Thouartcomebacktome!Oh!whatsayI?Howfoolishisawoman’sheart!’Tisthislongwatching!Nay;sleepandrestthee,Harmachis!——whydostthoutalk?
Notonemoreword,Icommandtheestraitly!Whereisthedraughtleftbythatlong-beardedfool?Naythoushalthavenodraught!There,sleep,Harmachis;sleep!”andshecroucheddownatmysideandlaidhercoolhanduponmybrow,murmuring,”/Sleep!sleep!/”
AndwhenIwokethereshewasstill,butthelightsofdawnwerepeepingthroughthecasement。Theresheknelt,onehanduponmyforehead,andherhead,inallitsdisarrayofcurls,restinguponheroutstretchedarm。”Charmion,”Iwhispered,”haveIslept?”
Instantlyshewaswideawake,and,gazingonmewithtendereyes,”Yea,thouhastslept,Harmachis。””Howlong,then,haveIslept?””Ninehours。””Andthouhastheldthyplacethere,atmyside,forninelonghours?””Yes,itisnothing;Ialsohaveslept——IfearedtowakentheeifI
stirred。””Go,rest,”Isaid;”itshamesmetothinkofthisthing。Gorestthee,Charmion!””Vexnotthyself,”sheanswered;”see,Iwillbidaslavewatchthee,andtowakemeifthouneedestaught;Isleepthere,intheouterchamber。Peace——Igo!”andshestrovetorise,but,socrampedwasshe,fellstraightwayonthefloor。
IcanscarcelytellthesenseofshamethatfilledmewhenIsawherfall。Alas!Icouldnotstirtohelpher。”Itisnaught,”shesaid;”movenot,Ididbutcatchmyfoot。There!”
andsherose,againtofall——”apestuponmyawkwardness!Why——Imustbesleeping。’Tiswellnow。I’llsendtheslave;”andshestaggeredthencelikeoneovercomewithwine。
Andafterthat,Isleptoncemore,forIwasveryweak。WhenIwokeitwasafternoon,andIcravedforfood,whichCharmionbroughtme。
Iate。”ThenIdienot,”Isaid。”Nay,”sheanswered,withatossofherhead,”thouwiltlive。Intruth,Ididwastemypityonthee。””Andthypitysavedmylife,”Isaidwearily,fornowIremembered。”Itisnothing,”sheansweredcarelessly。”Afterall,thouartmycousin;also,Ilovenursing——itisawoman’strade。LikeenoughIhaddoneasmuchforanyslave。Now,too,thatthedangerispast,Ileavethee。””Thouhadstdonebettertoletmedie,Charmion,”Isaidafterawhile,”forlifetomecannowbeonlyonelongshame。Tellme,then,whensailsCleopatraforCilicia?””Shesailsintwentydays,andwithsuchpompandgloryasEgypthasneverseen。Ofatruth,Icannotguesswhereshehasfoundthemeanstogatherinthisstoreofsplendour,asahusbandmangathershisgoldenharvest。”
ButI,knowingwhencethewealthcame,groanedinbitternessofspirit,andmadenoanswer。”Goestthoualso,Charmion?”Iaskedpresently。”Ay,IandalltheCourt。Thou,too——thougoest。””Igo?Nay,whyisthis?””BecausethouartCleopatra’sslave,andmustmarchingildedchainsbehindherchariot;becauseshefearstoleavetheehereinKhem;
becauseitisherwill,andthereisanend。””Charmion,canInotescape?””Escape,thoupoorsickman?Nay,howcanstthouescape?Evennowthouartmoststrictlyguarded。Andifthoudidstescape,whitherwouldstthoufly?There’snotanhonestmaninEgyptbutwouldspitontheeinscorn!”
OncemoreIgroanedinspirit,and,beingsoveryweak,Ifeltthetearsrolladownmycheek。”Weepnot!”shesaidhastily,andturningherfaceaside。”Beaman,andbravethesetroublesout。Thouhastsown,nowmustthoureap;butafterharvestthewatersriseandwashawaytherottingroots,andthenseed-timecomesagain。Perchance,yonderinCilicia,awaymaybefound,whenoncemorethouartstrong,bywhichthoumaystfly——ifintruththoucanstbearthylifeapartfromCleopatra’ssmile;theninsomefarlandmustthoudwelltillthesethingsareforgotten。Andnowmytaskisdone,sofaretheewell!AttimesIwillcometovisittheeandseethatthouneedestnothing。”
Soshewent,andIwasnursedthenceforward,andthatskilfully,bythephysicianandtwowomen-slaves;andasmywoundhealedsomystrengthcamebacktome,slowlyatfirst,thenmostswiftly。InfourdaysfromthattimeIleftmycouch,andinthreemoreIcouldwalkanhourinthepalacegardens;anotherweekandIcouldreadandthink,thoughIwentnomoretoCourt。AndatlengthoneafternoonCharmioncameandbadememakeready,forthefleetwouldsailintwodays,firstforthecoastofSyria,andthencetothegulfofIssusandCilicia。
Thereon,withallformality,andinwriting,IcravedleaveofCleopatrathatImightbeleft,urgingthatmyhealthwassofeeblethatIcouldnottravel。ButamessagewassenttomeinanswerthatI
mustcome。
Andso,ontheappointedday,Iwascarriedinalitterdowntotheboat,andtogetherwiththatverysoldierwhohadcutmedown,theCaptainBrennus,andothersofhistroop(who,indeed,weresenttoguardme),werowedaboardavesselwhereshelayatanchorwiththerestofthegreatfleet。ForCleopatrawasvoyagingasthoughtowarinmuchpomp,andescortedbyafleetofships,amongwhichhergalley,builtlikeahouseandlinedthroughoutwithcedarandsilkenhangings,wasthemostbeautifulandcostlythattheworldhaseverseen。ButIwentnotonthisvessel,andthereforeitchancedthatI
didnotseeCleopatraorCharmiontillwelandedatthemouthoftheriverCydnus。
Thesignalbeingmade,thefleetsetsail;and,thewindbeingfair,wecametoJoppaontheeveningofthesecondday。ThencewesailedslowlywithcontrarywindsupthecoastofSyria,makingC?sarea,andPtolemais,andTyrus,andBerytus,andpastLebanon’swhitebrowcrownedwithhiscrestofcedars,ontoHeracleaandacrossthegulfofIssustothemouthofCydnus。Andeveraswejourneyed,thestrongbreathoftheseabroughtbackmyhealth,tillatlength,saveforalineofwhiteuponmyheadwheretheswordhadfallen,IwasalmostasIhadbeen。Andonenight,aswedrewnearCydnus,whileBrennusandI
satalonetogetheronthedeck,hiseyefelluponthewhitemarkhisswordhadmade,andhesworeagreatoathbyhisheathenGods。”Anthouhadstdied,lad,”hesaid,”methinksIcouldneveragainhaveheldupmyhead!Ah!thatwasacowardstroke,andIamshamedtothinkthatitwasIwhostruckit,andthouonthegroundwiththybacktome!Knowestthouthatwhenthoudidstliebetweenlifeanddeath,Icameeverydaytoasktidingsofthee?andIsworebyTaranisthatifthoudidstdieI’dturnmybackuponthatsoftpalacelifeandthenawayforthebonnyNorth。””Nay,troublenot,Brennus,”Ianswered;”itwasthyduty。””Mayhap!buttherearedutiesthatabravemanshouldnotdo——nay,notatthebiddingofanyQueenwhoeverruledinEgypt!ThyblowhaddazedmeorIhadnotstruck。Whatisit,lad?——artintroublewiththisQueenofours?Whyartthoudraggedaprisoneruponthispleasureparty?Knowestthouthatwearestrictlychargedthatifthoudostescapeourlivesshallpaytheprice?””Ay,insoretrouble,friend,”Ianswered;”askmenomore。””Then,beingoftheagethouart,there’sawomaninit——thatIswear——and,perchance,thoughIamroughandfoolish,Imightmakeaguess。
Lookthou,lad,whatsayestthou?IamwearyofthisserviceofCleopatraandthishotlandofdesertsandofluxury,thatsapaman’sstrengthanddrainhispocket;andsoareotherswhomIknowof。Whatsayestthou:let’stakeoneoftheseunwieldyvesselsandawaytotheNorth?I’llleadtheetoabetterlandthanEgypt——alandoflakeandmountain,andgreatforestsofsweet-scentedpine;ay,andfindtheeagirlfittomatewith——myownniece——agirlstrongandtall,withwideblueeyesandlongfairhair,andarmsthatcouldcrackthyribsweresheofamindtohugthee!Come,whatsayestthou?Putawaythepast,andawayforthebonnyNorth,andbeasontome。”
ForamomentIthought,andthensadlyshookmyhead;forthoughIwassorelytemptedtobegone,IknewthatmyfatelayinEgypt,andI
mightnotflymyfate。”Itmaynotbe,Brennus,”Ianswered。”FainwouldIthatitmightbe,butIamboundbyachainofdestinywhichIcannotbreak,andinthelandofEgyptImustliveanddie。””Asthouwilt,lad,”saidtheoldwarrior。”Ishouldhavedearlylovedtomarrytheeamongmypeople,andmakeasonofthee。Attheleast,rememberthatwhileIamherethouhastBrennusforafriend。Andonethingmore;bewareofthatbeauteousQueenofthine,for,byTaranis,perhapsanhourmaycomewhenshewillholdthatthouknowesttoomuch,andthen——”andhedrewhishandacrosshisthroat。”Andnowgoodnight;acupofwine,thentosleep,forto-morrowthefoolery——”
[Hereseverallengthsofthesecondrollofpapyrusaresobrokenastobeundecipherable。TheyseemtohavebeendescriptiveofCleopatra’svoyageuptheCydnustothecityofTarsus。]”And——[thewritingcontinues]——tothosewhocouldtakejoyinsuchthings,thesightmust,indeed,havebeenagallantone。Forthesternofourgalleywascoveredwithsheetsofbeatengold,thesailswereofthescarletofTyre,andtheoarsofsilvertouchedthewatertoameasureofmusic。Andthere,inthecentreofthevessel,beneathanawningablazewithgoldembroidery,layCleopatra,attiredastheRomanVenus(andsurelyVenuswasnotmorefair!),inthinrobesofwhitestsilk,boundinbeneathherbreastwithagoldengirdledelicatelygravenoverwithscenesoflove。Allaboutherwerelittlerosyboys,chosenfortheirbeauty,andcladinnaughtsavedownywingsstrappedupontheirshoulders,andontheirbacksCupid’sbowandquiver,whofannedherwithfansofplumes。Uponthevessel’sdecks,handlingthecordage,thatwasofsilkenweb,andsoftlysingingtothesoundofharpsandthebeatofoars,werenoroughsailors,butwomenlovelytobehold,somerobedasGracesandsomeasNereids——thatis,scarcerobedatall,exceptintheirscentedhair。
Andbehindthecouch,withdrawnsword,stoodBrennus,insplendidarmourandwingedhelmofgold;andbyhimothers——Iamongthem——ingarmentsrichlyworked,andknewthatIwasindeedaslave!Onthehighpoopalsoburnedcensersfilledwithcostliestincense,ofwhichthefragrantsteamhunginlittlecloudsaboutourwake。
Thus,asinadreamofluxury,followedbymanyships,weglidedontowardsthewoodedslopesofTaurus,atwhosefootlaythatancientcityTarshish。Andeveraswecamethepeoplegatheredonthebanksandranbeforeus,shouting:”Venusisrisenfromthesea!VenushathcometovisitBacchus!”Wedrewneartothecity,andallitspeople——
everyonewhocouldwalkorbecarried——crowdeddowninthousandstothedocks,andwiththemcamethewholearmyofAntony,sothatatlengththeTriumvirwasleftaloneuponthejudgmentseat。
Dellius,thefalse-tongued,camealso,fawningandbowing,andinthenameofAntonygavethe”QueenofBeauty”greeting,biddinghertoafeastthatAntonyhadmadeready。Butshemadehighanswer,andsaid,”Forsooth,itisAntonywhoshouldwaitonus;notweonAntony。BidthenobleAntonytoourpoortablethisnight——elsewedinealone。”
Delliuswent,bowingtotheground;thefeastwasmadeready;andthenatlastIseteyesonAntony。Hecamecladinpurplerobes,agreatmanandbeautifultosee,setinthestoutprimeoflife,withbrighteyesofblue,andcurlinghair,andfeaturescutsharplyasaGreciangem。Forhewasgreatofformandroyalofmien,andwithanopencountenanceonwhichhisthoughtsweresoclearlywrittenthatallmightreadthem;onlytheweaknessofthemouthbeliedthepowerofthebrow。Hecameattendedbyhisgenerals,andwhenhereachedthecouchwhereCleopatralayhestoodastonished,gazingonherwithwide-openedeyes。She,too,gazedonhimearnestly;Isawtheredbloodrunupbeneathherskin,andagreatpangofjealousyseizeduponmyheart。AndCharmion,whosawallbeneathherdowncasteyes,sawthisalsoandsmiled。ButCleopatraspokenoword,onlyshestretchedoutherwhitehandforhimtokiss;andhe,sayingnoword,tookherhandandkissedit。”Behold,nobleAntony!”shesaidatlastinhervoiceofmusic,”thouhastcalledme,andIamcome。””Venushascome,”heansweredinhisdeepnotes,andstillholdinghiseyesfixeduponherface。”Icalledawoman——aGoddesshathrisenfromthedeep!””TofindaGodtogreetherontheland,”shelaughedwithreadywit。”Well,atrucetocompliments,forbeingontheearthevenVenusisahungered。NobleAntony,thyhand。”
Thetrumpetsblared,andthroughthebowingcrowdCleopatra,followedbyhertrain,passedhandinhandwithAntonytothefeast。
[Herethereisanotherbreakinthepapyrus。]
CHAPTERXV
OFTHEFEASTOFCLEOPATRA;OFTHEMELTINGOFTHEPEARL;
OFTHESAYINGOFHARMACHIS;ANDOFCLEOPATRA’SVOWOFLOVE
OnthethirdnightthefeastwasoncemorepreparedinthehallofthegreathousethathadbeensetasidetotheuseofCleopatra,andonthisnightitssplendourwasgreatereventhanonthenightsbefore。
Forthetwelvecouchesthatweresetaboutthetablewereembossedwithgold,andthoseofCleopatraandAntonywereofgoldsetwithjewels。Thedishesalsowereallofgoldsetwithjewels,thewallswerehungwithpurpleclothssewnwithgold,andonthefloor,coveredwithanetofgold,freshroseswerestrewnankle-deep,thatastheslavestrodthemsentuptheirperfume。OnceagainIwasbiddentostand,withCharmionandIrasandMerira,behindthecouchofCleopatra,and,likeaslave,fromtimetotimecalloutthehoursastheyflew。Andtherebeingnohelp,Iwentwildatheart;butthisI
swore——itshouldbeforthelasttime,sinceIcouldnotbearthatshame。ForthoughIwouldnotyetbelievewhatCharmiontoldme——thatCleopatrawasabouttobecometheLoveofAntony——yetIcouldnomoreendurethisignominyandtorture。ForfromCleopatranowIhadnowordssavesuchasaQueenspeakstoherslave,andmethinksitgaveherdarkheartpleasuretotormentme。
ThusitcametopassthatI,thePharaoh,crownedofKhem,stoodamongeunuchsandwaiting-womenbehindthecouchofEgypt’sQueenwhilethefeastwentmerrilyandthewine-cuppassed。AndeverAntonysat,hiseyesfixeduponthefaceofCleopatra,whofromtimetotimeletherdeepglanceloseitselfinhis,andthenforalittlewhiletheirtalkdiedaway。Forhetoldhertalesofwarandofdeedsthathehaddone——ay,andlove-jestssuchasarenotmeetfortheearsofwomen。Butshetookoffenceatnothing;rather,fallingintohishumour,shewouldcaphisstorieswithothersofafinerwit,butnotlessshameless。
Atlength,therichmealbeingfinished,Antonygazedatthesplendouraroundhim。”Tellme,then,mostlovelyEgypt,”hesaid;”arethesandsofNilecompactofgold,thatthoucanst,nightbynight,thussquandertheransomofaKinguponasinglefeast?Whencecomesthisuntoldwealth?”
IbethoughtmeofthetomboftheDivineMenkau-ra,whoseholytreasurewasthuswickedlywasted,andlookedupsothatCleopatra’seyecaughtmine;but,readingmythoughts,shefrownedheavily。”Why,nobleAntony,”shesaid,”surelyitisnothing!InEgyptwehaveoursecrets,andknowwhencetoconjurerichesatourneed。Say,whatisthevalueofthisgoldenservice,andofthemeatsanddrinksthathavebeensetbeforeus?”
Hecasthiseyesabout,andhazardedaguess。”Maybeathousandsestertia。”[*]
[*]AbouteightthousandpoundsofEnglishmoney——Editor。”Thouhastunderstateditbyhalf,nobleAntony!ButsuchasitisI
willgiveittheeandthosewiththeeasafreetokenofmyfriendship。AndmorewillIshowtheenow:Imyselfwilleatanddrinktenthousandsestertiaatadraught。””Thatcannotbe,fairEgypt!”
Shelaughed,andbadeaslavebringherwhitevinegarinaglass。Whenitwasbroughtshesetitbeforeherandlaughedagain,whileAntony,risingfromhiscouch,drewnearandsethimselfatherside,andallthecompanyleantforwardtoseewhatshewoulddo。Andthisshedid。
ShetookfromherearoneofthosegreatpearlswhichlastofallhadbeendrawnfromthebodyoftheDivinePharaoh;andbeforeanycouldguessherpurposesheletitfallintothevinegar。Thencamesilence,thesilenceofwonder,andslowlythepricelesspearlmeltedinthestrongacid。Whenitwasmeltedsheliftedtheglassandshookit,thendrankthevinegar,tothelastdrop。”Morevinegar,slave!”shecried;”mymealisbuthalffinished!”andshedrewforththesecondpearl。”ByBacchus,no!thatshaltthounot!”criedAntony,snatchingatherhands;”Ihaveseenenough;”andatthatmoment,movedtoitbyIknownotwhat,Icalledaloud:”Thehourfalls,OQueen!——/thehourofthecomingofthecurseofMenkau-ra!/”
AnashywhitenessgrewuponCleopatra’sface,andsheturneduponmefuriously,whileallthecompanygazedwondering,notknowingwhatthewordsmightmean。”Thouill-omenedslave!”shecried。”Speakthusoncemoreandthoushaltbescourgedwithrods!——ay,scourgedlikeanevildoer——thatI
promisethee,Harmachis!””Whatmeanstheknaveofanastrologer?”askedAntony。”Speak,sirrah!
andmakeclearthymeaning,forthosewhodealincursesmustwarranttheirwares。””IamaservantoftheGods,nobleAntony。ThatwhichtheGodsputinmymindthatmustIsay;norcanIreadtheirmeaning,”Iansweredhumbly。”Oh,oh!thouservesttheGods,dostthou,thoumany-colouredmystery?”Thishesaidhavingreferencetomysplendidrobes。”Well,I
servetheGoddesses,whichisasoftercult。Andthere’sthisbetweenus:thatthoughwhattheyputinmymindIsay,neithercanIreadtheirmeaning,”andheglancedatCleopatraasonewhoquestions。”Lettheknavebe,”shesaidimpatiently;”to-morrowwe’llberidofhim。Sirrah,begone!”
Ibowedandwent;and,asIwent,IheardAntonysay:”Well,hemaybeaknave——forthatallmenare——butthisforthyastrologer:hehatharoyalairandtheeyeofaKing——ay,andwitinit。”
WithoutthedoorIpaused,notknowingwhattodo,forIwasbewilderedwithmisery。And,asIstood,someonetouchedmeonthehand。Iglancedup——itwasCharmion,whointheconfusionoftherisingoftheguests,hadslippedawayandfollowedme。
ForintroubleCharmionwaseveratmyside。”Followme,”shewhispered;”thouartindanger。”
Iturnedandfollowedher。WhyshouldInot?”Whithergowe?”Iaskedatlength。”Tomychamber,”shesaid。”Fearnot;weladiesofCleopatra’sCourthavesmallgoodfametolose;ifanyonebychanceshouldseeus,they’llthinkthatitisalove-tryst,andsuchareallthefashion。”
Ifollowed,and,presently,skirtingthecrowd,wecameunseentoalittlesideentrancethatledtoastair,upwhichwepassed。Thestairendedinapassage;weturneddownittillwefoundadooronthelefthand。Charmionenteredsilently,andIfollowedherintoadarkchamber。Beingin,shebarredthedoorand,kindlingtindertoaflame,litahanginglamp。AsthelightgrewstrongIgazedaround。
Thechamberwasnotlarge,andhadbutonecasement,closelyshuttered。Fortherest,itwassimplyfurnished,havingwhitewalls,somechestsforgarments,anancientchair,whatItooktobeatiringtable,onwhichwerecombs,perfumes,andallthefripperythatpertainstowoman,andawhitebedwithabroideredcoverlid,overwhichwashungagnat-gauze。”Beseated,Harmachis,”shesaid,pointingtothechair。Itookthechair,andCharmion,throwingbackthegnat-gauze,satherselfuponthebedbeforeme。”KnowestthouwhatIheardCleopatrasayasthoudidstleavethebanqueting-hall?”sheaskedpresently。”Nay,Iknownot。””Shegazedafterthee,and,asIwentovertohertodosomeservice,shemurmuredtoherself:’BySerapis,Iwillmakeanend!Iwillwaitnolonger:to-morrowheshallbestrangled!’””So!”Isaid,”itmaybe;though,afterallthathasbeen,Icanscarcebelievethatshewillmurderme。””Whycanstthounotbelieveit,thoumostfoolishofmen?DostforgethownighthouwasttodeaththereintheAlabasterHall?Whosavedtheethenfromtheknivesoftheeunuchs?WasitCleopatra?OrwasitIandBrennus?Stay,Iwilltellthee。Thoucanstnotyetbelieveit,because,inthyfolly,thoudostnotthinkitpossiblethatthewomanwhohasbutlatelybeenasawifetotheecannow,insoshortatime,doomtheetobebaselydonetodeath。Nay,answernot——Iknowall;andItelltheethis:thouhastnotmeasuredthedepthofCleopatra’sperfidy,norcanstthoudreamtheblacknessofherwickedheart。ShehadsurelyslaintheeinAlexandriahadshenotfearedthatthyslaughterbeingnoisedabroadmightbringtroubleonher。Thereforehasshebroughttheeheretokilltheesecretly。Forwhatmorecanstthougiveher?Shehasthyheart’slove,andisweariedofthystrengthandbeauty。Shehasrobbedtheeofthyroyalbirthrightandbroughtthee,aKing,tostandamidstthewaiting-womenbehindheratherfeasts;shehaswonfromtheethegreatsecretoftheholytreasure!””Ah,thouknowestthat?””Yes,Iknowall;andto-nightthouseesthowthewealthstoredagainsttheneedofKhemisbeingsquanderedtofillupthewantonluxuryofKhem’sMacedonianQueen!Thouseesthowshehaskeptheroathtowedtheehonourably。Harmachis——atlengththineeyesareopentothetruth!””Ay,Iseetoowell;andyetshesworeshelovedme,andI,poorfool,Ibelievedher!””Shesworeshelovedthee!”answeredCharmion,liftingherdarkeyes:”nowIwillshowtheehowshelovesthee。Knowestthouwhatwasthishouse?Itwasapriest’scollege;and,asthouwottest,Harmachis,priestshavetheirways。ThislittleroomaforetimewastheroomoftheHeadPriest,andthechamberthatisbeyondandbelowwasthegathering-placeoftheotherpriests。Theoldslavewhokeepsthehousetoldmeallthis,andalsosherevealedwhatIshallshowthee。
Now,Harmachis,besilentasthedead,andfollowme!”
Sheblewoutthelamp,andbythelittlelightthatcreptthroughtheshutteredcasementledmebythehandtothefarcorneroftheroom。
Hereshepresseduponthewall,andadooropenedinitsthickness。Weentered,andsheclosedthespring。Nowwewereinalittlechamber,somefivecubitsinlengthbyfourinbreadth;forafaintlightstruggledintothecloset,andalsothesoundofvoices,Iknewnotwhence。Loosingmyhand,shecrepttotheendoftheplace,andlookedsteadfastlyatthewall;thencreptbackand,whispering”Silence!”
ledmeforwardwithher。ThenIsawthattherewereeyeholesinthewall,whichpiercedit,andwerehiddenonthefarthersidebycarvedworkinstone。Ilookedthroughtheholethatwasinfrontofme,andIsawthis:sixcubitsbelowwasthelevelofthefloorofanotherchamber,litwithfragrantlamps,andmostrichlyfurnished。Itwasthesleeping-placeofCleopatra,andthere,withintencubitsofwherewestood,satCleopatraonagildedcouch,andbyhersidesatAntony。”Tellme,”Cleopatramurmured——forthisplacewassobuiltthateverywordspokenintheroombelowcametotheearsofthelistenerabove——”tellme,nobleAntony,wastpleasedwithmypoorfestival?””Ay,”heansweredinhisdeepsoldier’svoice,”ay,Egypt,Ihavemadefeasts,andbeenbiddentofeasts,butneversawIaughtlikethine;
andItelltheethis,thoughIamroughoftongueandunskilledinprettysayingssuchaswomenlove,thouwasttherichestsightofallthatsplendidboard。Theredwinewasnotsoredasthybeauteouscheek,therosessmeltnotsosweetastheodourofthyhair,andnosapphiretherewithitschanginglightwassolovelyasthyeyesofoceanblue。””What!PraisefromAntony!Sweetwordsfromthelipsofhimwhosewritingsaresoharsh!Why,itispraiseindeed!””Ay,”hewenton,”itwasaroyalfeast,thoughIgrievethatthoudidstwastethatgreatpearl;andwhatmeantthathour-callingastrologerofthine,withhisill-omenedtalkofthecurseofMenkau-ra?”
Ashadowfledacrossherglowingface。”Iknownot;hewaslatelywoundedinabrawl,andmethinkstheblowhascrazedhim。””Heseemednotcrazed,andtherewasthatabouthisvoicewhichringsinmyearslikesomeoracleoffate。Sowildly,too,helookeduponthee,Egypt,withthosepiercingeyesofhis,likeonewholovedandyethatedthroughthelove。””Heisastrangeman,Itellthee,nobleAntony,andalearned。
Myself,attimes,Ialmostfearhim,forheisdeeplyversedintheancientartsofEgypt。Knowestthouthatthemanisofroyalblood,andonceheplottedtoslayme?ButIwonhimover,andslewhimnot,forhehadthekeytosecretsthatIfainwouldlearn;and,indeed,I
lovedhiswisdom,andtolistentohisdeeptalkofallhiddenthings。””ByBacchus,Igrowjealousoftheknave!Andnow,Egypt?””AndnowIhavesuckedhisknowledgedry,andhavenomorecausetofearhim。DidstthounotseethatIhavemadehimstandthesethreenightsaslaveamidmyslaves,andcallaloudthehoursastheyfledinfestival。NocaptiveKingmarchinginthyRomantriumphscanhavesufferedpangssokeenasthatproudEgyptianPrincewhenhestoodshamedbehindmycouch。”
HereCharmionlaidherhandonmineandpressedit,asthoughintenderness。”Well,heshalltroubleusnomorewithhiswordsofevilomen,”
Cleopatrawentonslowly;”to-morrowmornhedies——diesswiftlyandinsecret,leavingnotraceofwhathisfatehasbeen。Onthisismymindfixed;ofatruth,nobleAntony,itisfixed。EvenasIspeakthefearofthismangrowsandgathersinmybreast。HalfamImindedtogivethewordevennow,forIbreathenotfreelytillhebedead,”andshemadeasthoughtorise。”Letitbetillmorning,”hesaid,catchingherbythehand;”thesoldiersdrink,andthedeedwillbeilldone。’Tispitytoo。Ilovenottothinkofmenslaughteredintheirsleep。””Inthemorning,perchance,thehawkmayhaveflown,”sheanswered,pondering。”Hehathkeenears,thisHarmachis,andcansummonthingstoaidhimthatarenotoftheearth。Perchance,evennowhehearsmeinthespirit;for,ofatruth,Iseemtofeelhispresencebreathingroundme。Icouldtellthee——butno,lethimbe!NobleAntony,bemytiring-womanandloosemethiscrownofgold,itchafesmybrow。Begentle,hurtmenot——so。”
Heliftedtheur?uscrownfromherbrows,andsheshooklooseherheavyweightofhairthatfellaboutherlikeagarment。”Takebackthycrown,royalEgypt,”hesaid,speakinglow,”takeitfrommyhand;Iwillnotrobtheeofit,butrathersetitmorefirmlyonthatbeauteousbrow。””WhatmeansmyLord?”sheasked,smilingandlookingintohiseyes。”WhatmeanI?Whythen,this:thoucamesthitheratmybiddingtomakeanswerofthechargeslaidagainsttheeastomatterspolitic。Andknowestthou,Egypt,thathadstthoubeenotherthanthouartthouhadstnotgonebacktoqueenitontheNile;forofthisIamsure,thechargesagainsttheearetrueinfact。But,beingwhatthouart——
andlookthou!neverdidNatureserveawomanbetter!——Iforgivetheeall。ForthesakeofthygraceandbeautyIforgivetheethatwhichhadnotbeenforgiventovirtue,ortopatriotism,ortothedignityofage!Seenowhowgoodathingiswoman’switandloveliness,thatcanmakekingsforgettheirdutyandcozenevenblindfoldedJusticetopeeperesheliftshersword!Takebackthycrown,OEgypt!Itisnowmycarethat,thoughitbeheavy,itshallnotchafethee。””Theseareroyalwords,mostnotableAntony,”shemadeanswer;”graciousandgenerouswords,suchasbefittheConqueroroftheworld!Andtouchingmymisdeedsinthepast——ifmisdeedstherehavebeen——Isaythis,andthisalone——thenIknewnotAntony。For,knowingAntony,whocouldsinagainsthim?WhatwomancouldliftaswordagainstonewhomustbetoallwomenasaGod——onewho,seenandknown,drawsafterhimthewholeallegianceoftheheart,asthesundrawsflowers?AndwhatmorecanIsayandnotcrosstheboundsofwoman’smodesty?Why,onlythis——setthatcrownuponmybrow,greatAntony,andIwilltakeitasagiftfromthee,bythegivingmadedoublydear,andtothyusesIwillguardit。”There,nowIamthyvassalQueen,andthroughmealloldEgyptthatI
ruledoeshomagetoAntonytheTriumvir,whoshallbeAntonytheEmperorofRomeandKhem’sImperialLord!”
And,havingsetthecrownuponherlocks,hestoodgazingonher,grownpassionateinthewarmbreathofherlivingbeauty,tillatlengthhecaughtherbybothhandsanddrawinghertohimkissedherthrice,saying:”Cleopatra,Ilovethee,Sweet——IlovetheeasIneverlovedbefore。”
Shedrewbackfromhisembrace,smilingsoftly;andasshedidsothegoldencircletofthesacredsnakesfell,beingbutlooselysetuponherbrow,androlledawayintothedarknessbeyondtheringoflight。