第9章

类别:其他 作者:Pietro Cossa字数:14429更新时间:18/12/21 14:10:56
Charmionshiveredandmadeanswer:”Itistrue,OQueen;Ialsowasoftheplot,andbecauseHarmachisscornedmeIbetrayedhim;andbecauseofmygreatloveforhimIhaveremainedunwed。”Andsheglancedupatmeandcaughtmyeyes,thenletthemodestlashesveilherown。”So!Ithoughtit。Strangearethewaysofwomen!Butlittlecause,methinks,hadthatHarmachistothanktheeforthylove。Whatsayestthou,Olympus?Ah,andsothoualsowastatraitor,Charmion?HowdangerousarethepathswhichMonarchstread!Well,Iforgivethee,forthouhastservedmefaithfullysincethathour。”Buttomytale。HarmachisIdarednotslay,lesthisgreatpartyshouldriseinfuryandcastmefromthethrone。Andnowmarktheissue。Thoughhemustmurderme,insecretthisHarmachislovedme,andsomethingthereofIguessed。Ihadstrivenalittletodrawhimtome,forthesakeofhisbeautyandhiswit;andfortheloveofmanCleopatraneverstroveinvain。Thereforewhen,withthedaggerinhisrobe,hecametoslayme,Imatchedmycharmsagainsthiswill,andneedItellyou,beingmanandwoman,howIwon?Oh,nevercanI forgetthelookintheeyesofthatfallenprince,thatforswornpriest,thatdiscrownedPharaoh,when,lostinthepoppieddraught,I sawhimsinkintoashamefulsleepwhencehemightnomorewakewithhonour!And,thereafter——till,intheend,Iweariedofhim,andhissadlearnedmind,forhisguiltysoulforbadehimtobegay——alittleIcametocareforhim,thoughnottolove。Buthe——hewholovedme—— clungtomeasadrunkardtothecupwhichruinshim。DeemingthatI shouldwedhim,hebetrayedtomethesecretofthehiddenwealthofthepyramidof/Her/——foratthetimeImuchneededtreasure——andtogetherwedaredtheterrorsofthetombanddrewitforth,evenfromdeadPharaoh’sbreast。See,thisemeraldwasapartthereof!”——andshepointedtothegreatscarab?usthatshehaddrawnfromtheholyheartofMenkau-ra。”Andbecauseofwhatwaswritteninthetomb,andofthatThingwhichwesawinthetomb——ah,pestuponit!whydoesitsmemoryhauntmenow?——andalsobecauseofpolicy,forIwouldfainhavewontheloveoftheEgyptians,IwasmindedtomarrythisHarmachisanddeclarehisplaceandlineagetotheworld——ay,andbyhisaidholdEgyptfromtheRoman。ForDelliushadthencometocallmetoAntony,andaftermuchthoughtIdeterminedtosendhimbackwithsharpwords。Butonthatverymorning,asItiredmefortheCourt,cameCharmionyonder,andI toldherthis,forIwouldseehowthematterfelluponhermind。Nowmark,Olympus,thepowerofjealousy,thatlittlewedgewhichyethasstrengthtorendthetreeofEmpire,thatsecretswordwhichcancarvethefateofKings!Thisshecouldinnowisebear——denyit,Charmion,ifthoucanst,fornowitiscleartome!——thatthemanshelovedshouldbegiventomeashusband——me,whom/he/loved!Andtherefore,withmoreskillandwitthanIcantell,shereasonedwithme,showingthatIshouldbynomeansdothisthing,butjourneytoAntony;andforthat,Charmion,Ithankthee,nowthatalliscomeandgone。Andbyaverylittle,herwordsweigheddownmyscaleofjudgmentagainstHarmachis,andIwenttoAntony。ThusitisthroughthejealousspleenofyonderfairCharmionandthepassionofamanonwhichIplayedasonalyre,thatallthesethingshavecometopass。ForthiscauseOctaviansitsaKinginAlexandria;forthiscauseAntonyisdiscrownedanddead;andforthiscauseI,too,mustdieto-night!Ah! Charmion!Charmion!thouhastmuchtoanswer,forthouhastchangedthestoryoftheworld;andyet,evennow——Iwouldnothaveitotherwise!” Shepausedawhile,coveringhereyeswithherhand;and,looking,I sawgreattearsuponthecheekofCharmion。”AndofthisHarmachis,”Iasked;”whereishenow,OQueen?””Whereishe?InAmenti,forsooth——makinghispeacewithIsis,perchance。AtTarsusIsawAntony,andlovedhim;andfromthatmomentIloathedthesightoftheEgyptian,andsworetomakeanendofhim; foraloverdonewithshouldbealoverdead。And,beingjealous,hespokesomewordsofevilomen,evenatthatFeastofthePearl;andonthesamenightIwouldhaveslainhim,butbeforethedeedwasdone,hewasgone。””Andwhitherwashegone?””Nay;thatknownotI。Brennus——hewholedmyguard,andlastyearsailedNorthtojoinhisownpeople——Brennussworehesawhimfloattotheskies;butinthismatterImisdoubtedmeofBrennus,formethinkshelovedtheman。Nay,hesankoffCyprus,andwasdrowned;perchanceCharmioncantellushow?””Icantelltheenothing,OQueen;Harmachisislost。””Andwelllost,Charmion,forhewasanevilmantoplaywith——ay,althoughIbetteredhimIsayit!Wellheservedmypurpose;butI lovedhimnot,andevennowIfearhim;foritseemedtomethatI heardhisvoicesummoningmetofly,throughthedinofthefightatActium。ThanksbetotheGods,asthousayest,heislost,andcannomorebefound。” ButI,listening,putforthmystrength,and,bytheartsIhave,casttheshadowofmySpiritupontheSpiritofCleopatrasothatshefeltthepresenceofthelostHarmachis。”Nay,whatisit?”shesaid。”BySerapis!Igrowafraid!ItseemstomethatIfeelHarmachishere!Hismemoryoverwhelmsmelikeafloodofwaters,andhethesetenyearsdead!Oh!atsuchatimeitisunholy!””Nay,OQueen,”Ianswered,”ifhebedeadthenheiseverywhere,andwellatsuchatime——thetimeofthyowndeath——mayhisSpiritdrawneartowelcomethineatitsgoing。””Speaknotthus,Olympus。IwouldseeHarmachisnomore;thecountbetweenusistooheavy,andinanotherworldthanthismoreevenly,perchanceshouldwebematched。Ah,theterrorpasses!Iwasbutunnerved。Wellthefool’sstoryhathservedtowileawaytheheaviestofourhours,thehourwhichendsindeath。Singtome,Charmion,sing,forthyvoiceisverysweet,andIwouldsoothemysoultosleep。ThememoryofthatHarmachishaswrungmestrangely!Sing,then,thelastsongIshallhearfromthosetunefullipsofthine,thelastofsomanysongs。””Itisasadhourforsong,OQueen!”saidCharmion;but,nevertheless,shetookherharpandsang。Andthusshesang,verysoftandlow,thedirgeofthesweet-tonguedSyrianMeleager: Tearsformyladydead,Heliodore! Salttearsandstrangetoshed,Overando’er; GotearsandlowlamentFarefromhertomb,Wendwheremyladywent,Downthroughthegloom—— Sighsformyladydead,TearsdoIsend,Longloveremembered,Mistressandfriend! Sadarethesongswesing,Tearsthatweshed,Emptythegiftswebring—— Giftstothedead! Ah,formyflower,myLove,Hadeshathtaken,Ah,forthedustabove,Scatteredandshaken! Motherofbladeandgrass,Earth,inthybreastLullherthatgentlestwas,Gentlytorest! Themusicofhervoicediedaway,anditwassosweetandsadthatIrasbegantoweepandthebrighttearsstoodinCleopatra’sstormyeyes。OnlyIweptnot;mytearsweredry。”’Tisaheavysongofthine,Charmion,”saidtheQueen。”Well,asthousaidst,itisasadhourforsong,andthydirgeisfittedtothehour。SingitovermeonceagainwhenIliedead,Charmion。Andnowfarewelltomusic,andontotheend。Olympus,takeyonderparchmentandwritewhatIshallsay。” Itooktheparchmentandthereed,andwrotethusintheRomantongue:”CleopatratoOctavianus,greeting。”Thisisthestateoflife。Atlengththerecomesanhourwhen,ratherthanendurethoseburdensthatoverwhelmus,puttingoffthebodywewouldtakewingintoforgetfulness。C?sar,thouhastconquered:takethouthespoilsofvictory。ButinthytriumphCleopatracannotwalk。Whenallislost,thenwemustgotoseekthelost。ThusinthedesertofDespairthebravedoharvestResolution。CleopatrahathbeengreatasAntonywasgreat,norshallherfamebeminishedinthemannerofherend。Slaveslivetoenduretheirwrong;butPrinces,treadingwithafirmerstep,passthroughthegatesofWrongintotheroyalDwellingsoftheDead。ThisonlydothEgyptaskofC?sar——thathesufferhertolieinthetombofAntony。Farewell!” ThisIwrote,andhavingsealedthewriting,Cleopatrabademegofindamessenger,despatchittoC?sar,andthenreturn。SoIwent,andatthedoorofthetombIcalledasoldierwhowasnotonduty,and,givinghimmoney,badehimtakethelettertoC?sar。ThenIwentback,andthereinthechamberthethreewomenstoodinsilence,CleopatraclingingtothearmofIras,andCharmionalittleapartwatchingthetwain。”Ifindeedthouartmindedtomakeanend,OQueen,”Isaid,”thetimeisshort,forpresentlyC?sarwillsendhisservantsinanswertothyletter,”andIdrewforththephialofwhiteanddeadlybaneandsetitupontheboard。 Shetookitinherhandandgazedthereon。”Howinnocentitseems!” shesaid;”andyetthereinliesmydeath。’Tisstrange。””Ay,Queen,andthedeathoftenotherfolk。Noneedtotakesolongadraught。””Ifear,”shegasped——”howknowIthatitwillslayoutright?Ihaveseensomanydiebypoisonandscarceonehasdiedoutright。Andsome——ah,Icannotthinkonthem!””Fearnot,”Isaid,”Iamamasterofmycraft。Or,ifthoudostfear,castthispoisonforthandlive。InRomethoumayststillfindhappiness;ay,inRome,wherethoushaltwalkinC?sar’striumph,whilethelaughterofthehard-eyedLatinwomenshallchimedownthemusicofthygoldenchains。””Nay,Iwilldie,Olympus。Oh,ifonewouldbutshowthepath。” ThenIrasloosedherhandandsteppedforward。”Givemethedraught,Physician,”shesaid。”IgotomakereadyformyQueen。””Itiswell,”Ianswered;”onthyownheadbeit!”andIpouredfromthephialintoalittlegoldengoblet。 Sheraisedit,curtsiedlowtoCleopatra,then,comingforward,kissedheronthebrow,andCharmionshealsokissed。Thisdone,tarryingnotandmakingnoprayer,forIraswasaGreek,shedrank,and,puttingherhandtoherhead,instantlyfelldownanddied。”Thouseest,”Isaid,breakinginuponthesilence,”itisswift。””Ay,Olympus;thineisamasterdrug!Comenow,Ithirst;fillmethebowl,lestIraswearyinwaitingatthegates!” SoIpouredafreshintothegoblet;butthistime,makingpretencetorinsethecup,Imixedalittlewaterwiththebane,forIwasnotmindedthatsheshoulddiebeforesheknewme。 ThendidtheroyalCleopatra,takingthegobletinherhand,turnherlovelyeyestoheavenandcryaloud:”OyeGodsofEgypt!whohavedesertedme,toyounolongerwillI pray,foryourearsareshutuntomycryingandyoureyesblindtomygriefs!Therefore,ImakeentreatyofthatlastfriendwhomtheGods,departing,leavetohelplessman。Sweephither,Death,whosewinnowingwingsenshadowalltheworld,andgivemeear!Drawnigh,thouKingofKings!who,withanequalhand,bringestthefortunateheadofonepillowwiththeslave,andbythyspiritualbreathdostwaftthebubbleofourlifefarfromthishellofearth!Hidemewherewindsblownotandwatersceasetoroll;wherewarsaredoneandC?sar’slegionscannotmarch!Takemetoanewdominion,andcrownmeQueenofPeace!ThouartmyLord,ODeath,andinthykissIhaveconceived。I aminlabourofaSoul:see——itstandsnew-bornupontheedgeofTime! Now——now——go,Life!Come,Sleep!Come,Antony!” And,withoneglancetoheaven,shedrank,andcastthegoblettotheground。 Thenatlastcamethemomentofmypent-upvengeance,andofthevengeanceofEgypt’soutragedGods,andofthefallingofthecurseofMenkau-ra。”What’sthis?”shecried;”Igrowcold,butIdienot!Thoudarkphysician,thouhastbetrayedme!””Peace,Cleopatra!PresentlyshaltthoudieandknowthefuryoftheGods!/ThecurseofMenkau-rahathfallen!/Itisfinished!Lookuponme,woman!Lookuponthismarredface,thistwistedform,thislivingmassofsorrow!/Look!look!/WhoamI?” Shestareduponmewildly。”Oh!oh!”sheshrieked,throwingupherarms;”atlastIknowthee!BytheGods,thouartHarmachis!——Harmachisrisenfromthedead!””Ay,Harmachisrisenfromthedeadtodragtheedowntodeathandagonyeternal!See,thouCleopatra;/I/haveruinedtheeasthoudidstruinme!I,workinginthedark,andhelpedoftheangryGods,havebeenthysecretspringofwoe!IfilledthyheartwithfearatActium; IheldtheEgyptiansfromthyaid;IsappedthestrengthofAntony;I showedtheportentoftheGodsuntothycaptains!Bymyhandatlengththoudiest,forIamtheinstrumentofVengeance!RuinIpaytheebackforruin,Treacheryfortreachery,Deathfordeath!Comehither,Charmion,partnerofmyplots,whobetrayedme,but,repenting,artthesharerofmytriumph,comewatchthisfallenwantondie!” Cleopatraheard,andsankbackuponthegoldenbed,groaning”Andthou,too,Charmion!” Amomentsoshesat,thenherImperialspiritburntupgloriousbeforeshedied。 Shestaggeredfromthebed,and,witharmsoutstretched,shecursedme。”Oh!foronehouroflife!”shecried——”oneshorthour,thatthereinI mightmaketheedieinsuchfashionasthoucanstnotdream,thouandthatfalseparamourofthine,whobetrayedbothmeandthee!Andthoudidstloveme!Ah,/there/Ihavetheestill!See,thousubtle,plottingpriest”——andwithbothhandssherentbacktheroyalrobesfromherbosom——”see,onthisfairbreastoncenightbynightthyheadwaspillowed,andthoudidstsleepwrappedinthesesamearms。Now,putawaytheirmemory/ifthoucanst!/Ireaditinthineeyes——thatmaystthounot!NotorturewhichIbearcan,initssum,drawnightotherageofthatdeepsoulofthine,rentwithlongingsnever,nevertobereached!Harmachis,thouslaveofslaves,fromthytriumph- depthsIsnatchadeepertriumph,andconqueredyetIconquer!Ispituponthee——Idefythee——and,dying,doomtheetothetormentofthydeathlesslove!OAntony!Icome,myAntony!——Icometothyowndeararms!SoonIshallfindthee,and,wrappedinaloveundyinganddivine,togetherwewillfloatthroughallthedepthsofspace,and,lipstolipsandeyestoeyes,drinkofdesiresgrownmoresweetwitheverydraught!OrifIfindtheenot,thenIshallsinkinpeacedownthepoppiedwaysofSleep:andformethebreastofNight,whereonI shallbesoftlycradled,willyetseemthybosom,Antony!Oh,Idie!—— come,Antony——andgivemepeace!” EveninmyfuryIhadquailedbeneathherscorn,forhomeflewthearrowsofherwingedwords。Alas!andalas!itwas/true/——theshaftofmyvengeancefelluponmyownhead;neverhadIlovedherasI lovedhernow。Mysoulwasrentwithjealoustorture,andthusIsworesheshouldnotdie。”Peace!”Icried;”whatpeaceisthereforthee?Oh!yeHolyThree,hearnowmyprayer。Osiris,loosenThouthebondsofHellandsendforththosewhomIshallsummon!ComePtolemy,poisonedofthysisterCleopatra;comeArsino?,murderedinthesanctuarybythysisterCleopatra;comeSepa,torturedtodeathofCleopatra;comeDivineMenkau-ra,whosebodyCleopatratoreandwhosecurseshebravedforgreed;comeone,comeallwhohavediedatthehandsofCleopatra! RushfromthebreastofNoutandgreetherwhomurderedyou!Bythelinkofmysticunion,bythesymboloftheLife,Spirits,Isummonyou!” ThusIspokethespell;whileCharmion,affrighted,clungtomyrobe,andthedyingCleopatra,restingonherhands,swungslowlytoandfro,gazingwithvacanteyes。 Thentheanswercame。Thecasementburstasunder,andonflitteringwingsthatgreatbatenteredwhichlastIhadseenhangingtotheeunuch’schininthewombofthepyramidof/Her/。Thriceitcircledround,onceithoveredo’erdeadIras,thenflewtowherethedyingwomanstood。Toheritflew,onherbreastitsettled,clingingtothatemeraldwhichwasdraggedfromthedeadheartofMenkau-ra。 ThricethegreyHorrorscreamedaloud,thriceitbeatitsbonywings,andlo!itwasgone。 ThensuddenlywithinthatchamberspranguptheShapesofDeath。TherewasArsino?,thebeautiful,evenasshehadshrunkbeneaththebutcher’sknife。TherewasyoungPtolemy,hisfeaturestwistedbythepoisonedcup。TherewasthemajestyofMenkau-ra,crownedwiththeur?uscrown;therewasgraveSepa,hisfleshalltornbythetorturer’shooks;therewerethosepoisonedslaves;andtherewereotherswithoutnumber,shadowyanddreadfultobehold!who,throngingthatnarrowchamber,stoodsilentlyfixingtheirglassyeyesuponthefaceofherwhoslewthem!”Behold!Cleopatra!”Isaid。”/Beholdthypeace,anddie!/””Ay!”saidCharmion。”Beholdanddie!thouwhodidstrobmeofmyhonour,andEgyptofherKing!” Shelooked,shesawtheawfulShapes——herSpirit,hurryingfromtheflesh,mayhapcouldhearwordstowhichmyearsweredeaf。Thenherfacesankinwithterror,hergreateyesgrewpale,and,shrieking,Cleopatrafellanddied:passing,withthatdreadcompany,toherappointedplace。 Thus,then,I,Harmachis,fedmysoulwithvengeance,fulfillingthejusticeoftheGods,andyetknewmyselfemptyofalljoytherein。Forthoughthatthingweworshipdothbringusruin,andLovebeingmorepitilessthanDeath,weinturndopayalloursorrowback;yetwemustworshipon,yetstretchoutourarmstowardsourlostDesire,andpourourheart’sbloodupontheshrineofourdiscrownedGod。 ForLoveisoftheSpirit,andknowsnotDeath。 CHAPTERIX OFTHEFAREWELLOFCHARMION;OFTHEDEATHOFCHARMION;OF THEDEATHOFTHEOLDWIFE,ATOUA;OFTHECOMINGOFHARMACHIS TOABOUTHIS;OFHISCONFESSIONINTHEHALLOFSIX-AND-THIRTY PILLARS;ANDOFTHEDECLARINGOFTHEDOOMOFHARMACHIS Charmionunclaspedmyarm,towhichshehadclunginterror。”Thyvengeance,thoudarkHarmachis,”shesaid,inahoarsevoice,”isathinghideoustobehold!OlostEgypt,withallthysinsthouwastindeedaQueen!”Come,aidme,Prince;letusstretchthispoorclayuponthebedanddeckitroyally,sothatitmaygiveitsdumbaudiencetothemessengersofC?sarasbecomesthelastofEgypt’sQueens。” Ispokenowordinanswer,formyheartwasveryheavy,andnowthatallwasdoneIwasweary。Together,then,weliftedupthebodyandlaiditonthegoldenbed。Charmionplacedtheur?uscrownupontheivorybrow,andcombedthenight-darkhairthatshowedneverathreadofsilver,and,forthelasttime,shutthoseeyeswhereinhadshoneallthechanginggloriesofthesea。ShefoldedthechillhandsuponthebreastwhencePassion’sbreathhadfled,andstraightenedthebentkneesbeneaththebroideredrobe,andbytheheadsetflowers。AndthereatlengthCleopatralay,moresplendidnowinhercoldmajestyofdeaththaninherrichesthourofbreathingbeauty! Wedrewbackandlookedonher,andondeadIrasatherfeet。”Itisdone!”quothCharmion;”weareavenged,andnow,Harmachis,dostfollowbythissameroad?”Andshenoddedtowardsthephialontheboard。”Nay,Charmion。Ifly——Iflytoaheavierdeath!NotthuseasilymayI endmyspaceofearthlypenance。””Sobeit,Harmachis!AndI,Harmachis——Iflyalso,butwithswifterwings。Mygameisplayed。I,too,havemadeatonement。Oh!whatabitterfateismine,tohavebroughtmiseryonallIlove,and,intheend,todieunloved!TotheeIhaveatoned;tomyangeredGodsIhaveatoned;andnowIgotofindawaywherebyImayatonetoCleopatrainthatHellwheresheis,andwhichImustshare!Forshelovedmewell,Harmachis;and,nowthatsheisdead,methinksthat,afterthee,I lovedherbestofall。SoofhercupandthecupofIrasIwillsurelydrink!”Andshetookthephial,andwithasteadyhandpouredwhatwasleftofthepoisonintothegoblet。”Bethinkthee,Charmion,”Isaid;”yetmaystthouliveformanyyears,hidingthesesorrowsbeneaththewithereddays。””YetImay,butIwillnot!Tolivethepreyofsomanymemories,thefountofanundyingshamethatnightbynight,asIliesleepless,shallwellafreshfrommysorrow-strickenheart!——tolivetornbyaloveIcannotlose!——tostandalonelikesomestorm-twistedtree,and,sighingdaybydaytothewindsofheaven,gazeuponthedesertofmylife,whileIwaitthelingeringlightning’sstroke——nay,thatwillnotI,Harmachis!Ihaddiedlongsince,butIlivedontoservethee; nownomorethouneedestme,andIgo。Oh,faretheewell!——foreverfaretheewell!FornotagainshallIlookagainuponthyface,andthereIgothougoestnot!Forthoudostnotlovemewhostilldostlovethatqueenlywomanthouhasthoundedtothedeath!Herthoushaltneverwin,andItheeshallneverwin,andthisisthebitterendofFate!See,Harmachis:IaskoneboonbeforeIgoandforalltimebecomenaughttotheebutamemoryofshame。Tellmethatthoudostforgivemesofarasthineistoforgive,andintokenthereofkissme——withnolover’skiss,butkissmeonthebrow,andbidmepassinpeace。” Andshedrewneartomewitharmsoutstretchedandpitifultremblinglipsandgazeduponmyface。”Charmion,”Ianswered,”wearefreetoactforgoodorevil,andyetmethinksthereisaFateaboveourfate,that,blowingfromsomestrangeshore,compelsourlittlesailsofpurpose,setthemaswewill,anddrivesustodestruction。Iforgivethee,Charmion,asI trustinturntobeforgiven,andbythiskiss,thefirstandthelast,Isealourpeace。”AndwithmylipsItouchedherbrow。 Shespokenomore;onlyforalittlewhileshestoodgazingonmewithsadeyes。Thensheliftedthegoblet,andsaid:”RoyalHarmachis,inthisdeadlycupIpledgethee!WouldthatIhaddrunkofitereeverIlookeduponthyface!Pharaoh,who,thysinsoutworn,yetshaltruleinperfectpeaceo’erworldsImaynottread,whoyetshaltswayakingliersceptrethanthatIrobbedtheeof,forever,faretheewell!” Shedrank,castdownthecup,andforamomentstoodwiththewideeyesofonewholooksforDeath。ThenHecame,andCharmiontheEgyptianfellproneuponthefloor,dead。AndforamomentmoreI stoodalonewiththedead。 IcrepttothesideofCleopatra,and,nowthatnonewerelefttosee,Isatdownonthebedandlaidherheaduponmyknee,asoncebeforeithadbeenlaidinthatnightofsacrilegebeneaththeshadowoftheeverlastingpyramid。ThenIkissedherchillbrowandwentfromtheHouseofDeath——avenged,butsorelysmittenwithdespair!”Physician,”saidtheofficeroftheGuardasIwentthroughthegates,”whatpassesyonderintheMonument?MethoughtIheardthesoundsofdeath。””Naughtpasses——allhathpassed,”Imadereply,andwent。 AndasIwentinthedarknessIheardthesoundofvoicesandtherunningofthefeetofC?sar’smessengers。 FlyingswiftlytomyhouseIfoundAtouawaitingatthegates。Shedrewmeintoaquietchamberandclosedthedoors。”Isitdone?”sheasked,andturnedherwrinkledfacetomine,whilethelamplightstreamedwhiteuponhersnowyhair。”Nay,whyaskI——I knowthatitisdone!””Ay,itisdone,andwelldone,oldwife!Allaredead!Cleopatra,Iras,Charmion——allsavemyself!” Theagedwomandrewupherbentformandcried:”Nowletmegoinpeace,forIhaveseenmydesireuponthyfoesandthefoesofKhem。 /La!la!/——notinvainhaveIlivedonbeyondtheyearsofman!Ihaveseenmydesireuponthyenemies——IhavegatheredthedewsofDeath,andthyfoehathdrunkthereof!FallenisthebrowofPride!theShameofKhemislevelwiththedust!Ah,wouldthatImighthaveseenthatwantondie!””Cease,woman!cease!TheDeadaregatheredtotheDead!Osirisholdsthemfast,andeverlastingsilencesealstheirlips!Pursuenotthefallengreatwithinsults!Up!——letusflytoAbouthis,thatallmaybeaccomplished!””Flythou,Harmachis!——Harmachis,fly——butIflynot!TothisendonlyIhavelingeredontheearth。NowIuntietheknotoflifeandletmyspiritfree!Faretheewell,Prince,thepilgrimageisdone! Harmachis,fromababehaveIlovedthee,andlovetheeyet!——butnomoreinthisworldmayIsharethygriefs——Iamspent。Osiris,takethoumySpirit!”andhertremblingkneesgavewayandshesanktotheground。 Irantohersideandlookeduponher。Shewasalreadydead,andIwasaloneupontheearthwithoutafriendtocomfortme! ThenIturnedandwent,nomanhinderingme,forallwasconfusioninthecity,anddepartedfromAlexandriainavesselIhadmadeready。 Ontheeighthday,Ilanded,and,inthecarryingoutofmypurpose,travelledonfootacrossthefieldstotheHolyShrineofAbouthis。 Andhere,asIknew,theworshipoftheGodshadbeenlatelysetupagainintheTempleoftheDivineSethi:forCharmionhadcausedCleopatratorepentofherdecreeofvengeanceandtorestorethelandsthatshehadseized,thoughthetreasuresherestorednot。Andthetemplehavingbeenpurified,now,attheseasonoftheFeastofIsis,alltheHighPriestsoftheancientTemplesofEgyptweregatheredtogethertocelebratethecominghomeoftheGodsintotheirholyplace。 Igainedthecity。ItwasontheseventhdayoftheFeastofIsis。 EvenasIcamethelongarraywendedthroughthewell-rememberedstreets。Ijoinedinthemultitudethatfollowed,andwithmyvoiceswelledthechorusofthesolemnchantaswepassedthroughthepylonsintotheimperishablehalls。Howwellknownweretheholywords:”Softlywetread,ourmeasuredfootstepsfallingWithintheSanctuarySevenfold; SoftontheDeadthatlivetharewecalling: ’Return,Osiris,fromthyKingdomcold! Returntothemthatworshiptheeofold!’” Andthen,whenthesacredmusicceased,asaforetimeonthesettingofthemajestyofRa,theHighPriestraisedthestatueofthelivingGodandhelditonhighbeforethemultitude。 Withajoyfulshoutof”Osiris!ourhope,Osiris!Osiris!” thepeopletoretheblackwrappingsfromtheirdress,showingthewhiterobesbeneath,and,asoneman,bowedbeforetheGod。 Thentheywenttofeasteachathishome;butIstayedinthecourtofthetemple。 Presentlyapriestofthetempledrewnear,andaskedmeofmybusiness。AndIansweredhimthatIcamefromAlexandria,andwouldbeledbeforethecounciloftheHighPriests,forIknewthattheHolyPriestsweregatheredtogetherdebatingthetidingsfromAlexandria。 Thereonthemanleft,andtheHighPriests,hearingthatIwasfromAlexandria,orderedthatIshouldbeledintotheirpresenceintheHallofColumns——andsoIwasledin。Itwasalreadydark,andbetweenthegreatpillarslightswereset,asonthatnightwhenIwascrownedPharaohoftheUpperandtheLowerLand。There,too,wasthelonglineofDignitariesseatedintheircarvenchairs,andtakingcounseltogether。Allwasthesame;thesamecoldimagesofKingsandGodsgazedwiththesameemptyeyesfromtheeverlastingwalls。Ay,more; amongthosegatheredtherewerefiveoftheverymenwho,asleadersofthegreatplot,hadsatheretoseemecrowned,beingtheonlyconspiratorswhohadescapedthevengeanceofCleopatraandtheclutchinghandofTime。 ItookmystandonthespotwhereonceIhadbeencrownedandmademereadyforthelastactofshamewithsuchbitternessofheartascannotbewritten。”Why,itisthephysicianOlympus,”saidone。”HewholivedahermitintheTombsofTápé,andwhobutlatelywasofthehouseholdofCleopatra。Isit,then,truethattheQueenisdeadbyherownhand,Physician?””Yea,holySirs,Iamthatphysician;alsoCleopatraisdeadby/my/ hand。””Bythyhand?Why,howcomesthis?——thoughwellisshedead,forsooth,thewickedwanton!””Yourpardon,Sirs,andIwilltellyouall,forIamcomehithertothatend。Perchanceamongyoutheremaybesome——methinksIseesome—— who,nighelevenyearsago,weregatheredinthishalltosecretlycrownoneHarmachis,PharaohofKhem?””Itistrue!”theysaid;”buthowknowestthouthesethings,thouOlympus?””Oftherestofthoseseven-and-thirtynobles,”Iwenton,makingnoanswer,”aretwo-and-thirtymissing。Somearedead,asAmenemhatisdead;someareslain,asSepaisslain;andsome,perchance,yetlabourasslaveswithinthemines,orliveafar,fearingvengeance。””Itisso,”theysaid:”alas!itisso。Harmachistheaccursedbetrayedtheplot,andsoldhimselftothewantonCleopatra!””Itisso,”Iwenton,liftingupmyhead。”HarmachisbetrayedtheplotandsoldhimselftoCleopatra;and,holySirs——/IamthatHarmachis!/” ThePriestsandDignitariesgazedastonished。Someroseandspoke; somesaidnaught。”IamthatHarmachis!Iamthattraitor,treblysteepedincrime!——atraitortomyGods,atraitortomyCountry,atraitortomyOath!I comehithertosaythatIhavedonethis。IhaveexecutedtheDivinevengeanceonherwhoruinedmeandgaveEgypttotheRoman。Andnowthat,afteryearsoftoilandpatientwaiting,thisisaccomplishedbymywisdomandthehelpoftheangryGods,beholdIcomewithallmyshameuponmyheadtodeclarethethingIam,andtakethetraitor’sguerdon!””Mindestthouofthedoomofhimwhohathbroketheoaththatmaynotbebroke?”askedhewhofirsthadspoken,inheavytones。”Iknowitwell,”Ianswered;”Icourtthatawfuldoom。””Tellusmoreofthismatter,thouwhowastHarmachis。” So,incoldclearwords,Ilaidbareallmyshame,keepingbacknothing。AndeverasIspokeIsawtheirfacesgrowmorehard,andknewthatformetherewasnomercy;nordidIaskit,nor,hadI asked,couldithavebeengranted。 When,atlast,Ihaddone,theyputmeasidewhiletheytookcounsel。 Thentheydrewmeforthagain,andtheeldestamongthem,amanveryoldandvenerable,thePriestoftheTempleoftheDivineHatshepuatTápé,spoke,inicyaccents:”ThouHarmachis,wehaveconsideredthismatter。Thouhastsinnedthethreefolddeadlysin。OnthyheadliestheburdenofthewoeofKhem,thisdayenthralledofRome。ToIsis,theMotherMystery,thouhastofferedthedeadlyinsult,andthouhastbrokenthyholyoath。Forallofthesesinsthereis,aswellthouknowest,butonereward,andthatrewardisthine。Naughtcanitweighinthebalanceofourjusticethatthouhastslainherwhowasthycauseofstumbling;naughtthatthoucomesttonamethyselfthevilestthingwhoeverstoodwithinthesewalls。OntheealsomustfallthecurseofMenkau-ra,thoufalsepriest!thouforswornpatriot!thouPharaohshamefulanddiscrowned! Here,wherewesettheDoubleCrownuponthyhead,wedoomtheetothedoom!Gotothydungeonandawaitthefallingofitsstroke!Go,rememberingwhatthoumightesthavebeenandwhatthouart,andmaythoseGodswhothroughthyevildoingshallperchanceerelongceasetobeworshippedwithintheseholytemples,givetotheethatmercywhichwedeny!Leadhimforth!” Sotheytookmeandledmeforth。WithbowedheadIwent,lookingnotup,andyetIfelttheireyesburnuponmyface。 Oh!surelyofallmyshamesthisistheheaviest! CHAPTERX OFTHELASTWRITINGOFHARMACHIS,THEROYALEGYPTIAN TheyledmetotheprisonchamberthatishighinthepylontowerandhereIwaitmydoom。IknownotwhentheswordofFateshallfall。 Weekgrowstoweek,andmonthtomonth,andstillitisdelayed。Stillitquiversunseenabovemyhead。Iknowthatitwillfall,butwhenI knownot。Perchance,Ishallwakeinsomedeadhourofmidnighttohearthestealthystepsoftheslayersandbehurriedforth。 Perchance,theyarenowathand。Thenwillcomethesecretcell!thehorror!thenamelesscoffin!andatlastitwillbedone!Oh,letitcome!letitcomeswiftly! Alliswritten;Ihaveheldbacknothing——mysinissinned——myvengeanceisfinished。Nowallthingsendindarknessandinashes,andIpreparetofacetheterrorsthataretocomeinotherworldsthanthis。Igo,butnotwithouthopeIgo:for,thoughIseeHernot,thoughnomoreSheanswerstomyprayers,stillIamawareoftheHolyIsis,whoiswithmeforevermore,andwhomIshallyetagainbeholdfacetoface。AndthenatlastinthatfardayIshallfindforgiveness;thentheburdenofmyguiltwillrollfrommeandinnocencycomebackandwrapmeround,bringingmeholyPeace。 Oh!dearlandofKhem,asinadreamIseethee!IseeNationafterNationsetitsstandardonthyshores,anditsyokeuponthyneck!I seenewReligionswithoutendcallingouttheirtruthsuponthebanksofSihor,andsummoningthypeopletotheirworship!Iseethytemples——thyholytemples——crumblinginthedust:awondertothesightofmenunborn,whoshallpeerintothytombsanddesecratethegreatonesofthyglory!Iseethymysteriesamockerytotheunlearned,andthywisdomwastedlikewatersonthedesertsands!IseetheRomanEaglesstoopandperish,theirbeaksyetredwiththebloodofmen,andthelonglightsdancingdownthebarbarianspearsthatfollowintheirwake!Andthen,atlast,IseeTheeoncemoregreat,oncemorefree,andhavingoncemoreaknowledgeofthyGods——ay,thyGodswithachangedcountenance,andcalledbyothernames,butstillthyGods! ThesunsinksoverAbouthis。TheredraysofRaflameontempleroofs,upongreenfields,andthewidewatersoffatherSihor。SoasachildIwatchedhimsink;justsohislastkisstouchedthefurtherpylon’sfrowningbrow;justthatsameshadowlayuponthetombs。Allisunchanged!I——Ionlyamchanged——sochanged,andyetthesame! Oh,Cleopatra!Cleopatra!thouDestroyer!ifImightbuttearthyvisionfrommyheart!Ofallmygriefs,thisistheheaviestgrief—— stillmustIlovethee!StillmustIhugthisserpenttomyheart! Stillinmyearsmustringthatlowlaughoftriumph——themurmurofthefallingfountain——thesongofthenightinga—— [Herethewritingonthethirdrollofpapyrusabruptlyends。Itwouldalmostseemthatthewriterwasatthismomentbrokeninuponbythosewhocametoleadhimtohisdoom。] End