“Thenegrowhowaslynchedto-daymightneverhavecommittedthecrimehedidhadnotthewild,disturbingdreamofequalitybeenstirringinhisbrain。Everyspeech,everylook,everyactionwhichencouragesthatideaisacrime。Inthiscounty,wheretheblacksoutnumberus,wemusteitherruleasmastersorbesubmerged。
“Thismanisstillbelievedbythenegroestopossesssomemiraculouspower。Heisthereforedoublydangerous。Asasharpwarningtothemhemustdie。Hisdeathwilldomoretowardendingthetroublehehaspreparedthanthedeathofadozennegroes。
“AndasGodismywitness,Ispeakandactnotthroughpassion,butfromthedictatesofconscience。“
Hemeantit,Grimesdid。Andwhenhesetdowntheywasahush。AndthenWill,thechairman,beguntocalltheroll。
Ineverbeenmuchofapersontohavebaddreamsornightmaresorthingslikethat。Buteversincethatnightinthatschoolhouse,ifIdohaveanight-
mare,ittakestheshapeofthatrollbeingcalled。
Everywordwaslikeaspadegratingandgrittingindampgravelwhenagraveisdug。Itsoundedsotome。
“SamuelPalmour,howdoyouvote?”thatchair-
manwouldsay。
SamuelPalmour,orwhoeveritwas,wouldhisthimselftohisfeet,andhewouldsaysomethinglikethis:
“Death。“
Hewouldn\'tsayitjoyous。Hewouldn\'tsayitmad。Hewouldbepalewhenhesaidit,mebby——
andmebbytrembling。Buthewouldsayitlikeitwasadutyhehadtodo,thatcouldn\'tbegotoutof。Thattheretrialhadlastedsolongtheywasn\'thotbloodleftinnobodyjestthen——onlycoldblood,anddeterminationanddutyandprinciple。
“BuckHightower,“saysthechairman,“howdoyouvote?”
“Death,“saysBuck;“deathfortheman。Butsay,can\'twejestLICKthekidandturnhimloose?”
Andsoitwent,uponesidetheroomanddowntheother。Grimeshadshowed\'emalltheirduty。
NotbutwhattheyhadintendedtodoitbeforeGrimesspoke。ButhehadputitinsuchawaytheyseenitwassomethingwithevenMOREprincipletoitthantheyhadthoughtitwasbefore。
“BillyHarden,“saysthechairman,“howdoyouvote?”Billywasthelastofthebunch。Andmosthadvotedfurdeath。Billy,heopenedhismouthandhesquaredhimselfawaytooratesome。Butjestashedoneso,thedooropenedandOldDaddyWitherssteppedin。HehadbeengonesolongI
hadplumbforgothim。Rightbehindhimwasatall,sparefeller,withblackeyesandstraightiron-grayhair。
“Ivote,“saysBillyHarden,beginningofhisspeech,“Ivotefordeath。ThereasonuponwhichIbase——“
ButDoctorKirbyrizupandinterruptedhim。
“Youaregoingtokillme,“hesaid。Hewaspalebuthewasquiet,andhespokeascalmandsteadyasheeverdoneinhislife。“Youaregoingtokillmelikethecrowdofsneakingcowardsthatyouare。
AndyouAREsuchcowardsthatyou\'vetalkedtwohoursaboutit,insteadofdoingit。AndI\'lltellyouwhyyou\'vetalkedsomuch:becausenoONE
ofyoualonewoulddaretodoit,andeverymanofyouintheendwantstogoawaythinkingthattheotherfellowhadthebiggestshareinit。AndnoONEofyouwillfirethegunorpulltherope——you\'lldoitALLTOGETHER,inacrowd,becauseeachonewillwanttotellhimselfheonlytouchedtherope,orthatHISGUNmissed。
“Iknowyou,byGod!”heshouted,flushingupintoapassion——anditbroughtbloodintotheirfaces,too——“Iknowyourightdowntoyourroots,betterthanyouknowyourselves。“
Hewaslosingholdofhimself,androaringlikeabullandflingingouttauntsthatmade\'emsquirm。
Ifhewantedthethingoverquick,hewastakingjestthewaytowarm\'emuptoit。ButIdon\'tthinkhewasfiggeringonanythingthen,orhadanyplanuphissleeve。Hehadmadeuphismindhewasgoingtodie,andhewassomadbecausehecouldn\'tgetinonegoodlickfirstthathewasnighcrazy。Ilookedtoseehimloseallsenseinaminute,andrushamongstthemgunsandenditinawhirl。
ButjestasIfiggeredhewasonhistiptoesfurthat,andwasgettingupmyownsand,hethrowedalookmyway。Andsomethingsoberedhim。Hestoodtheredigginghisfingernailsintothepalmsofhishandsfuraminute,togethimselfback。Andwhenhespokehewassortofhusky。
“Thatboythere,“hesays。Andthenhestopsandkindofchokesup。Andinaminutehewasbeggingfurme。Hetells\'emIwasn\'tmixedupinnothing。Hewouldn\'tofdoneitfurhimself,buthebeggedfurme。Nobodyhadpaidmuchattentiontomefromthefirst,exceptBuckHigh-
towerhadputinagoodwordfurme。Butsome-
howthedoctorhadgotthecrowdlisteningtohimagin,andtheyalllookedatme。Itgotnexttome。
Iseenbythewaytheywaslooking,andIfeltitintheair,thattheywasgoingtoletmeoff。
ButDoctorKirby,hehadalwaysbeenmyfriend。
ItmademesorefurtoseehimthinkingIwasn\'twithhim。SoIsays:
“Youbettercanthatlineoftalk。Theydon\'tgetyouwithouttheygetme,too。YouorterknowIain\'taquitter。Yougivemeapain。“
Andthedoctorandmestoodandlookedateachotherfuraminute。Hegrinnedatme,andallofasuddenwewasneitheroneofusmuchgivingawhoop,furithadcometousbothatoncetwhatawfulgoodfriendswewaswitheachother。
Butjestthentheycomeaslow,easy-goingsortofavoicefromthebackpartoftheroom。
ThatfellerthathadcomeinalongwithOldDaddyWitherscomesaunteringdownthemiddleaisle,fumblinginhiscoatpocket,andspeakingashecome。
“I\'vebeenhearingagreatdealoftalkaboutkillingpeopleinthelastfewminutes,“hesays。
Everybodyrubberedathim。
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Therewassomethingsortofcarelessinhisvoice,likehehadjestdroppedintoseeashow,andithadcometohimsuddenthathewouldenjoyhimselffuraminuteortwotakingpartinit。Buthewasn\'tgoingtogetTOOworkedupaboutit,either,furtheshowmightendbymak-
inghimtired,afterall。
Ashecomedowntheaislefumblinginhiscoat,hestoppedandbeguntoslapallhispockets。Thenhisfacecleared,andhedivedintoavestpocket。
Everybodylookedliketheythoughthewasgoingtopullsomethingimportantoutofit。Buthedidn\'t。Allhepulledoutwasjestoneoftheseherelittleordinaryredbooksofcigarettepapers。Thenhedivedfursomeloosetobacco,andbeguntorollone。Inoticedhisfingerswaslongandwhiteandslimandquick。Butnotexcitedfingers;onlythekindthatseemstosayasmuchastalkingsays。
Helickedhiscigarette,andthenhesaunteredahead,lookingup。Ashelookedupthelightfellfullonhisfacefurthefirsttime。Hehadhighcheekbonesandiron-grayhairwhichheworeratherlong,andveryblackeyes。AsheliftedhisheadandlookedcloseatDoctorKirby,achangewentoverboththeirfaces。DoctorKirby\'smouthopenedlikehewasgoingtospeak。Sodidtheotherfeller\'s。Onesideofhismouthtwitchedintosomethingthatwastoosurprisedtobeagrin,andoneofhisblackeyebrowslifteditselfupatthesametime。ButneitherhimnorDoctorKirbyspoke。
HestuckhiscigaretteintohismouthandturnedsidewaysfromDoctorKirby,likehehadn\'tnoticedhimpertic\'ler。Andheturnstothechairman。
“Will,“hesays。Andeverybodylistens。Youcouldseetheyallknowedhim,andthattheyallrespectedhimtoo,bythewaytheywaswaitingtohearwhathewouldsaytoWill。Buttheywasallimpatientandeager,too,andtheywouldn\'twaitverylong,althoughnowtheywashushingeachotherandleaningforward。
“Will,“hesays,verypoliteandquiet,“canI
troubleyouforamatch?”
Andeverybodyletgotheirbreath。Somewithasnort,liketheyknowedtheywasbeingtrifledwith,anditmade\'emsore。Hiseyebrowsgoesupagin,likeitwasawfulimpoliteinfolkstosnortthat-a-
way,andheissurprisedtohearit。AndWill,hedigsfuramatchandfindsherandpassesherover。
Helightshiscigarette,andhedrawsagoodinhale,andheblowsthesmokeoutlikeitdonehimaheapofgood。Heseessomethingsointerestinginthatlittlecloudofsmokethateverybodyelselooksatit,too。
“DoIunderstand,“hesays,“thatsomeoneisgoingtolynchsomeone,orsomethingofthatsort?”
“That\'saboutthesizeofit,colonel,“saysWill。
“Um!”hesays,“Whatfor?”
Theneverybodystartstotalkallatonce,halfofthemjumpingtotheirfeet,andmakingaperfecthullabalooofexplanationsyoucouldn\'tgetnosenseoutof。Inthemidstofwhichthecoloneltakesachairandsetsdownandcrossesonelegovertheother,swingingtheloosefootandsmilingverypatient。WhichWillremembersheischairmanofthatmeetingandpoundsfurorder。
“Thankyou,Will,“saysthecolonel,likegettingorderwasapersonalfavourtohim。ThenBillyHardengetsthefloor,andsquaresawayfuralong-
windedspeechtellingwhy。ButBuckHightowerjumpsupimpatientandsays:
“We\'vebeenthroughallthat,Billy。Thatmantherehasbeentriedandfoundguilty,colonel,andthere\'sonlyonethingtodo——stringhimup。“
“Buck,_I_wouldn\'t,“saysthecolonel,verymild。
ButthattheremanGrimesgetsupverysoberandsteadyandsays:
“Colonel,youdon\'tunderstand。“Andhetellshimthehullthingashebelievedittobe——whytheyhasvotedthedoctormustdie,theroomwarm-
ingupaginashetalks,andthecolonellisteningveryinterested。Butyoucouldseebythelooksofhimthatcolonelwouldn\'tneverbeinterestedsomuchinanythingbuthimself,andhisownwayofdoingthings。Inawayhewaslikeafellerthatenjoyshavingonepartofhimselfstandasideandwatchtheplay-actorgameanotherpartofhimselfisactingout。
“Grimes,“hesays,whenthepock-markedmanfinishes,“Iwouldn\'t。Ireallywouldn\'t。“
“Colonel,“saysGrimes,showinghisknowledgethattheyareallstandingsolidbehindhim,“WE
WILL!”
“Ah,“saysthecolonel,hiseyebrowsgoingup,andhisfacelightinguplikeheisreallybeginningtoenjoyhimselfandisgladhecome,“indeed!”
“Yes,“saysGrimes,“WEWILL!”
“Butnot,“saysthecolonel,“beforewehavetalkedthethingoverabit,Ihope?”
“There\'sbeentoomuchtalkherenow,“yellsBuckHightower,“talk,talk,till,byGod,I\'msickofit!Where\'sthatROPE?”
“But,listentohim——listentothecolonel!”someoneelsesingsout。Andthentheywasanotherhullabaloo,someyelling“no!”Andthecolonel,verypatient,rollshimselfanothersmokeandlightsitfromthebuttofthefirstone。ButfinallytheyquietsdownenoughsoWillcanputittoavote。
Whichvotegoesfurthecoloneltospeak。
“Boys,“hebeginsveryquiet,“Iwouldn\'tlynchthisman。Inthefirstplaceitwilllookbadinthenewspapers,and——“
“Thenewspapersbed——d!”sayssomeone。
“Andinthesecondplace,“goesonthecolonel,“itwouldbeagainstthelaw,and——“
“Thelawbed——d!”saysBuckHightower。
“There\'sahigherlaw!”saysGrimes。
“Againstthelaw,“saysthecolonel,risingupandthrowingawayhiscigarette,andgettinginter-
ested。
“Iknowhowyoufeelaboutallthisnegrobusi-
ness。AndIfeelthesameway。Weallknowthatwemustbethenegros\'masters。GrimestherefoundthatoutwhenhecameSouth,andtheideapleasedhimsohehasn\'tbeenabletotalkaboutanythingelsesince。GrimeshasturnedintowhattheNorthernnewspapersthinkatypicalSoutherneris。
“Boys,thisthingoflynchinggetstobeahabit。
There\'sbeenanegrolynchedto-day。He\'sthethirdinthiscountyinfiveyears。Theyallneededkilling。IfthethingstoppedthereIwouldn\'tcaresomuch。Butthehabitofillegalkillinggrowswhenitgetsstarted。
“It\'sgrownonyou。You\'refixingtolynchyourfirstwhitemannow。Ifyoudo,you\'lllynchan-
othereasier。You\'lllynchoneformurderandthenextforstealinghogsandthenextbecausehe\'sunpopularandthenextbecausehehappenstodunyouforadebt。AndinfiveyearslifewillbeascheapinWatsonCountyasitisinaNewYorkslumwheretheyfeedimmigrantstothefactories。
You\'llallbetotinggunsandgrudgesandtryingtolyncheachother。
“Theplacetostopthethingiswhereitstarts。
Youcan\'thaveitbothways——you\'vegottostandpatonthelaw,orelseseethelawspitonrightandleft,intheend,andNOBODYsafe。It\'seitherlawor——“
“But,“saysGrimes,“there\'sahigherlawthanthatonthestatutebooks。There\'s——“
“There\'salotofflub-dub,“saysthecolonel,“abouthigherlawsandunwrittenlaws。Butwe\'vegothighenoughlawwrittenifweliveuptoit。
There\'s——“
“ColonelTomBuckner,“saysBuckHightower,“whatkindoflawwasitwhenyoushotEdHowardfifteenyearsago?What——“
“You\'reoutoforder,“saysthechairman,“ColonelBucknerhasthefloor。AndI\'llremindyou,BuckHightower,that,ontheoccasionyoudragin,ColonelBucknerdidn\'tdoanytalkingabouthigherlawsorunwrittenlaws。Hesentwordtothesherifftocomeandgethimifhedared。“
“Boys,“saysthecolonel,“I\'mpreachingyouhigherdoctrinethanI\'velivedby,andI\'vemadenoclaimtobebetterormoremoralthananyofyou。I\'mnot。I\'minthesameboatwithallofyou,andItellyouit\'suptoALLofustostoplynch-
ingsinthiscounty——tosetourfacesagainstit。
Itellyou——“
“Isthatallyou\'vegottosaytous,colonel?”
Thequestioncomeoutofagroupthathaddrawednearertogetherwhilstthecolonelwastalking。
Theywastiredoflisteningtotalkandarguments,andshowedit。
Thecolonelstoppedspeakingshortwhentheyflungthatquestionathim。Hisfacechanged。
Heturnedseriousallover。Andheletloosejestoneword:
“NO!”
Notveryloud,butwitharinginitthatsoundedlikedanger。Andhegot\'emwaitingagin,andhangingonhiswords。
“No!”herepeats,louder,“notall。Ihavethistosaytoyou——“
Andhepausedagin,pointingonelongwhitefingeratthecrowd——
“IFYOULYNCHTHISMANYOUMUSTKILLMEFIRST!”
Icouldn\'tgetawayfromthinking,ashestoodtheremakingthemtakethatin,thattheywassome-
thinglikeaplay-actorabouthim。Buthewasinearnest,andhewouldplayittotheend,furhelikedthefeelingsitmadecirculatethroughhisframe。Andtheysawhewasinearnest。
“You\'lllynchhim,willyou?”hesays,akindofpassiongettingintohisvoicefurthefirsttime,andhiseyesglittering。“Youthinkyouwill?
Well,youWON\'T!
“Youwon\'tbecause_I_sayNOT。Doyouhear?
Icamehereto-nighttosavehim。
“YoumightstringHIMupandnotbecalledtoaccountforit。ButhowaboutME?”
Hetookastepforward,and,lookingfromfacetofacewithadareinhiseyes,hewenton:
“IsthereamanamongyoufoolenoughtothinkyoucouldkillTomBucknerandnotpayforit?”
Helet\'emallthinkofthatforjestanotherminutebeforehespokeagin。Hisfacewasaswhiteasapieceofpaper,andhisnostrilswasworking,buteverythingelseabouthimwasquiet。Helookedthemasterofthemallashestoodthere,ColonelTomBucknerdid——straightandsplendidandkeen。Andtheyfeltthedangerinhim,andtheyfeltjesthowfurhewouldgo,nowhewasstarted。
“Youdidn\'twanttolistentomeabitago,“hesaid。“Nowyoumust。Listenandchoose。Youcan\'tkillthatmanunlessyoukillmetoo。
“TRYIT,IFYOUTHINKYOUCAN!”
Hereachedoverandtookfromtheteacher\'sdeskthesheetofpaperWillhadusedtocheckoffthenameofeachmanandhowhevoted。Hehelditupinfrontofhimandeverymanlookedatit。
“Youknowme,“hesays。“YouknowIdonotbreakmyword。AndIpromiseyouthatunlessyoudokillmeheretonight——yes,asGodismywitness,ITHREATENyou——IwillspendeverydollarIownandeveryatomofinfluenceIpossesstobringeachoneofyoutojusticeforthatman\'smurder。“
Theyknowed,thatcrowddid,thatkillingamanlikeColonelBuckner——aleaderandabigmaninthatpartofthestate——wasadifferentpropositionfromkillingastrangerlikeDoctorKirby。ThesenseofwhatitwouldmeantokillColonelBucknerwassinkinginto\'em,andshowingontheirfaces。
Andnoonecouldlookathimstandingthere,withhisdeterminationblazingoutofhim,andnotunder-
standthatunlesstheydidkillhimaswellasDoctorKirbyhe\'ddojestwhathesaid。
“Itoldyou,“hesaid,notraisinghisvoice,butdroppingit,andmakingitsomehowcomecreepingnearertoeveryonebydoingthat,“Itoldyouthefirstwhitemanyoulynchedwouldleadtootherlynchings。Letmeshowyouwhatyou\'reupagainstto-night。
“Killthemanandtheboyhere,andyoumustkillme。Killme,andyoumustkillOldManWithers,too。“
Everyoneturnedtowardthedoorashemen-
tionedOldManWithers。Hehadneverbeenveryfarintotheroom。
“Oh,he\'sgone,“saidColonelTom,astheyturnedtowardthedoor,andthenlookedateachother。“Gonehome。Gonehomewiththenameofeverymanpresent。Don\'tyouseeyou\'dhavetokillOldManWitherstoo,ifyoukilledme?Andthen,HISWIFE!Andthen——howmanymore?
“Doyouseeitwiden——thatpoolofblood?Doyouseeitspreadandspread?”
Helookeddownatthefloor,likehereallyseenitthere。Hehad\'emgoingnow。Theyshowedit。
“Ifyoushedonedrop,“hewenton,“youmustshedmore。Can\'tyouseeit——wideninganddeep-
ening,wideninganddeepening,tillyou\'rewadingkneedeepinit——tillitclimbstoyourwaists——tillitclimbstoyourthroatsandchokesyou?”
Itwasahorribleidea,thewayheplayedthattherepoolofbloodandheshudderedlikehefeltitclimbinguphimself。Andtheyfeltit。Afewmencan\'tkillahull,derncountyandgetawaywithit。
Thewayheputitthat\'swhattheywasupagainst。
“Now,“saysColonelTom,“whatmanamongyouwantstostartit?”
Nobodymoved。Hewaitedaminute。Stillnobodymoved。Theyalllookedathim。Itwasawfulplainjestwheretheywouldhavetobegin。
Itwasawfulplainjestwhatitwouldallendupin。
AndIguesswhentheylookedathimstandingthere,sofineandstraightandsplendid,itjestseemedplumbunpossibletomakeamove。Therewasaspiritinhimthatcouldn\'tbekilled。DoctorKirbysaidafterwardthatwaswhatcomeofbeingreal“quality,“whichwaswhatColonelTomwas——
itwasthatinhimthatlicked\'em。Itwasthebestpartoftheirownselves,andthebestpartoftheirowncountry,speakingoutofhimtothem,thatdoneit。Mebbyso。Anyhow,afteraminutemoreofthatstrain,afellerbythedoorpicksuphisgunoutofthecornerwithascrape,andhistsittohisshoulderandwalksout。AndthenColonelTomsaystoWill,withhiseyebrowgoingup,andthatone-sidedgrincomingontohisfaceagin:
“Will,perhapsamotiontoadjournwouldbeinorder?”
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SomanydifferentkindsoffeelinghadbeenchasingaroundinsideofmethatIhadnumbspotsinmyemotionalornamentsandintellectualorgans。TheroomclearedoutofeverybodybutDoctorKirbyandColonelTomandme。Butthesoundofthecrowdgoingintotheroad,andtheirfootstepsdyingaway,andthenafterthattheirvoicesquitting,allmadebutverylittlesensetome。Icouldscarcelyrealizethatthedan-
gerwasover。
Ihadn\'tbeenpayingmuchattentiontoDoctorKirbywhilethecolonelwasmakingthatgrand-
standplayofhis\'n,andgettingawaywithit。Doc-
torKirbywassettinginhischairwithhisheadsortofsunkonhischest。Iguesshewashavingahardtimehimselftorealizethatallthedangerwaspast。
Butmebbyitwasn\'tthat——helookedlikehemightreallyofforgotwherehewasfuraminute,andmightbethinkingofsomethingthathadhappenedalongtimeago。
Thecolonelwasleaningupagintheteacher\'sdesk,smokingandlookingatDoctorKirby。
DoctorKirbyturnsaroundtowardthecolonel。
“Youhavesavedmylife,“hesays,gettingupoutofhischair,likehehadanotiontostepoverandthankhimfurit,butwassomehownotquitesurehowthatwouldbetook。
Thecolonellooksathimsilentfurasecond,andthenhesays,withoutsmiling:
“DoyouflatteryourselfitwasbecauseIthinkitworthanything?”
Thedoctordon\'tanswer,andthenthecolonelsays:
“HasitoccurredtoyouthatImayhavesaveditbecauseIwantit?”
“WANTit?”
“DoyouknowofanyonewhohasabetterrighttoTAKEitthanIhave?PerhapsIsaveditbecauseitBELONGStome——doyousupposeIwantanyoneelsetokillwhatIhavethebestrighttokill?”
“Tom,“saysDoctorKirby,reallypuzzled,tojudgefromhisactions,“Idon\'tunderstandwhatmakesyousayyouhavetherighttotakemylife。“
“Dave,whereismysisterburied?”astsColonelTom。
“Buried?”saysDoctorKirby。“MyGod,Tom,issheDEAD?”
“Iaskyou,“saysColonelTom。
“AndIaskyou,“saysDoctorKirby。
Andtheylookedateachother,bothwonderized,andtryingtounderstand。Anditbustedonmeallatoncetwhothemtwomenreallywas。
Iorterknoweditsooner。WhenthecolonelwasfirstcalledColonelTomBuckneritstruckmeI
knowedthename,andknowedsomethingaboutit。
Butthingswhichwasmyownconsarnswasattract-
ingmyattentionsohardIcouldn\'trememberwhatitwasIorterknowaboutthatname。ThenIseenhimandDoctorKirbyknowedeachotherwhentheygotthatfirstsquarelook。Thatorterofputmeonthetrack,thatandalotofotherthingsthathadhappenedbefore。ButIdidn\'tpiecethingstogetherlikeIorterdone。
Itwasn\'tuntilColonelTomBucknercalledhim“Dave“andasthimabouthissisterthatIseenwhoDoctorKirbymustreallybe。
HEWASTHATTHEREDAVIDARMSTRONG!
Andthebrotherofthegirlhehadrunoffwithhadjestsavedhislife。Bythewayhewastalking,hehadsaveditsimplybecausehethoughthehadthefirstcallonwhattodowithit。
“Whereisshe?”astsColonelTom。
“Iaskyou,“saysDoctorKirby——orDavidArmstrong——agin。
Well,Ithinkstomyself,hereiswhereDanielputsoneacrosttheplate。AndIbreaksin:
“Youbothgotanotherguesscoming,“Isays。
“Sheain\'tburiedanywheres。Sheain\'tevendead。
She\'slivinginalittletowninIndianycalledAthens——orshewasabouteighteenmonthsago。“
TheybothlooksatmeliketheythinksIamcrazy。
“Whatdoyouknowaboutit?”saysDoctorKirby。
“AreyouDavidArmstrong?”saysI。
“Yes,“sayshe。
“Well,“Isays,“youspentfourorfivedayswithinastone\'sthrowofherayearagolastsummer,andsheknoweditwasyouandhidherselfawayfromyou。“
ThenItellsthemabouthowIfirsthappenedtohearofDavidArmstrong,andallIhadhearnfromMartha。AndhowIhadstayedattheDavisesinTennesseeandgotsomemoreofthesamestoryfromGeorge,theoldniggerthere。
“But,Danny,“saysthedoctor,“whydidn\'tyoutellmeallthis?”
IwasjestgoingtosaythatnotknowinghewasthatthereDavidArmstrongIdidn\'tthinkitanyofhisbusiness,whenColonelTom,hesaystoDoctorKirby——ImeantoDavidArmstrong:
“Whyshouldyoubeconcernedastoherwhere-
abouts?Youruinedherlifeandthendesertedher。“
DoctorKirby——ImeanDavidArmstrong——
standstherewiththebloodgoinguphisfaceintohisforeheadslowandred。
“Tom,“hesays,“youandIseemtobeworkingatcrosspurposes。MaybeitwouldhelpsomeifyouwouldtellmejusthowbadlyyouthinkI
treatedLucy。“
“Youruinedherlife,andthendesertedher,“
saysColonelTomagin,lookingathimhard。
“IDIDN\'Tdeserther,“saidDoctorKirby。“ShegotdisgustedandleftME。Leftmewithoutachancetoexplainmyself。Asfarasruiningherlifeisconcerned,IsupposethatwhenImarriedher——“
“Marriedher!”criesoutthecolonel。AndDavidArmstrongstaresathimwithhismouthopen。
“MyGod!Tom,“hesays,“didyouthink——?”
Andtheybothcometoanotherstandstill。
Andthentheytalkedsomemoreandonlygotmoremixedupthanever。Furthedoctorthinksshehaslefthim,andColonelTomthinkshehaslefther。
“Tom,“saysthedoctor,“supposeyouletmetellmystory,andyou\'llseewhyLucyleftme。“
HimandColonelTomhadbeenchumstogetherwhentheywentthroughPrinceton,itseems——I
pickedthatupfromthetalkandsomeofhisstoryIlearnedafterward。HehadcomefromOhiointhebeginning,andhisdadhadhadconsiderablemoney。Whichhehadenjoyedspendingofit,andwhenhewasayoungfellerneverlikedtoworkatnothingelse。Itsuitedhim。ColonelTom,hewasconsiderablelikehiminthatway。Sotheywasgoodpalswhentheywastothatschooltogether。
Theybothquitaboutthesametime。Acoupleofyearsafterthat,whentheywasbothabouttwenty-fiveorsixyearsold,theyrunacrosteachotheraccidentalinNewYorkoneautumn。
Thedoctor,hewastherefiggeringongoingtoworkatsomethingorother,buttheywassomanythingstodohewasfindingithardtomakeachoice。
Hisfatherwasdeadbythattime,andlookingfurajobinNewYork,thewayhehadbeendoingit,wasawfulexpensive,andhewasrunningshortofmoney。Hisfatherhadlethimspendsomuchwhilsthewasalivehewasverydisappointedtofindouthecouldn\'tkeeponforeverlookingfurworkthat-a-way。
SoColonelTomsayswhynotcomedownhomeintoTennesseewithhimfurawhile,andtheywillbothtryandfiggeroutwhatheortergotoworkat。
Itwasthefalloftheyear,andtheywaspurtygoodhuntingaroundtherewhereColonelTomlived,andDavehadn\'tneverbeenSouthany,andsohegoes。Hefiggershebettertakeagood,longvaca-
tion,anyhow。Furifhegoestoworkthatwinterorthenextspring,andtiesupwithsomejobthatkeepshiminanoffice,theremaybemonthsandmonthspassbybeforehehasanotherchanceatavacation。Thatistheworstpartofajob——I
foundthatoutmyself——younevercantellwhenyouaregoingtogetshutofit,onceyouarefoolenoughtostartin。
InTennesseehehadmetMissLucy。WhichherweddingtoPrentMcMakinwasbilledfurtocomeoffaboutthefirstofNovember,jestamonthaway。
“Idon\'tknowwhetherIevertoldyouornot,“
saysthedoctor,“butIwasengagedtobemarriedmyself,Tom,whenIwentdowntoyourplace。
Thatwaswhatstartedallthetrouble。
“Youknowengagementsarelikevaccina-
tion——sometimestheytake,andsometimestheydon\'t。Ofcourse,IhadthoughtatonetimeIwasinlovewiththisgirlIwasengagedto。WhenIfoundoutIwasn\'t,Ishouldhavetoldhersorightaway。ButIdidn\'t。I
thoughtthatshewouldgettiredofmeafterawhileandturnmeloose。Igaveherplentyofchancestoturnmeloose。Iwantedhertobreaktheengagementinsteadofme。Butshewouldn\'ttakethehints。ShehungonlikeanOhioGrandArmyveterantoacountrypost-office。
AbouthalfthetimeIdidn\'treadherletters,andaboutnineteentwentiethsofthetimeIdidn\'tanswerthem。Theysayhellhathnofurylikeawomanscorned。Butitisn\'tso——itmakesthemallthefonderofyou。Igotintothehabitofthink-
ingthatwhileEmmamightbeengagedtome,I
wasn\'tengagedtoEmma。NotbutwhatEmmawasanicegirl,youknow,but——
“Well,ImetLucy。Wefellinlovewitheachother。Itjusthappened。Ikeptintendingtowritetotheothergirlandtellherplainlythateverythingwasoff。ButIkeptpostponingit。
Itseemedlikeadeuceofahardjobtotackle。
“But,finally,Ididwriteher。ThatwastheverydayLucypromisedtothrowPrentMcMakinoverandmarryme。YouknowhowdeterminedallyourpeoplewerethatLucyshouldmarryMcMakin,Tom。Theyhadbroughtherupwiththeideathatshewasgoingto,and,ofcourse,shewasboredwithhimforthatreason。
“Wedecidedthebestplanwouldbetoslipawayquietlyandgetmarried。Weknewitwouldraisearow。ButtherewasboundtobearowanyhowwhentheyfoundsheintendedtomarrymeinsteadofMcMakin。Sowefiguredwemightjustaswellbeawayfromthere。
“WeleftyourplaceearlyonthemorningofOctober31,1888——doyourememberthedate,Tom?WetookthetrainforClarksville,Tennessee,andgotthereabouttwoo\'clockthatafternoon。
Isupposeyouhavebeeninthatinterestingcentreofthetobaccoindustry。IfyouhaveyoumayrememberthatthecourthouseofMontgomeryCountyisrightacrossthestreetfromthebesthotel。
Igotalicenseandapreacherwithoutanytrouble,andweweremarriedinthehotelparlourthatafternoon。Oneofthehotelclerksandthecountyclerkhimselfwerethewitnesses。
“WewenttoCincinnatiandfromtheretoChicago。TherewegotroomsoutontheSouthSide——HydePark,theycalledit。AndIgotmeajob。Ihadsomemoneyleft,butnotenoughtobuykohinoorsandrace-horseswith。Beside,Ireallywantedtogettowork——wanteditforthefirsttimeinmylife。YourememberyoungClaytoninourclass?Heandsomeotherenterprisingcitizenshadabuildingandloanassociation。Suchthingsarenodoubtimmoral,butIwenttoworkforhim。
“WehadbeeninChicagoaweekwhenLucywrotehomewhatshehaddone,andbeggedfor-
givenessforbeingsoabruptaboutit。Atleast,Isupposethatiswhatshewrote。Itwas——“
“Irememberexactlywhatshewrote,“saysColonelTom。
“Ineverknewexactly,“saysthedoctor。“Thesamemailthatbroughtwordfromyouthatyourgrandfatherhadhadsomesortofastroke,asaconsequenceofourelopement,broughtalsotwolettersfromEmma。TheyhadbeenforwardedfromNewYorktoTennessee,andyouhadfor-
wardedthemtoChicago。
“Thoselettersbeganthetrouble。Yousee,I
hadn\'ttoldEmmawhenIwrotebreakingofftheengagementthatIwasgoingtogetmarriedthenextday。AndEmmahadn\'treceivedmyletter,orelsehadmadeuphermindtoignoreit。Anyhow,thoseletterswereregularlove-letters。
“Ihadn\'treallyreadoneofEmma\'slettersformonths。ButsomehowIcouldn\'thelpreadingthese。Ihadforgottenwhatagiftfortheexpres-
sionofsentimentEmmahad。Shefairlyrevelledinit,Tom。Thoselettersweresimplywrithingwithclingingfemaleadjectives。TheySQUIRMED
withaffection。
“YoumayrememberthatLucywasaratherjealoussortofaperson。Rightinthemidstofheralarmandgriefandself-reproachoverhergrand-
father,andinthemidstofmyeffortstocomforther,shespiedthefemininehandwritingonthosetwoletters。Ihadglancedthroughthemhurriedly,andlaidthemonthetable。
“Tom,Iwasinbad。Thedatesonthem,youknow,weresoRECENT。Ididn\'twantLucytoreadthem。ButIdidn\'tdaretoACTasifIdidn\'twantherto。SoIhandedthemover。
“Isuppose——toabridewhohadonlybeenmarriedalittlemorethanaweek——andwhohadhurthergrandfathernearlytodeathinthemarry-
ing,thoselettersmusthavesoundedratherodd。
Itriedtoexplain。Butallmyexplanationsonlyseemedtomakethecaseworseforme。Lucywasfuriouslyjealous。Wereallyhadadevilofarowbeforewewerethroughwithit。ItriedtotellherthatIlovednoonebuther。ShepointedoutthatImusthavesaidmuchthesamesortofthingtoEmma。ShesaidshewasalmostassorryforEmmaasshewasforherself。WhenLucygotthroughwithme,Tom,Ilookedlikethirtycentsandfeltliketwenty-fiveofthatwasplugged。
“Ididn\'thavesenseenoughtoknowthatitwasmostofitgriefoverhergrandfather,andnervesandhysteria,andthefactthatshewasonlyeighteenyearsoldandlonely,andthatbeingabridehadacertainamounttodowithit。ShehadtoldmethatIwasabeast,andmademefeellikeone;andI
tookthewholethinghardandbelievedher。I
madeafine,five-acttragedyoutofajealousfitImighthavesoftenedintocomedyifIhadhadthewit。
“Iwasn\'tsoveryoldmyself,andIhadn\'teverbeenmarriedbefore。Ishouldhavekeptmymouthshutuntilitwasallover,andthenwhenshebegantocryIshouldhavecoaxedherupandmadeherfeellikeIwastheonlysolidthingtohangontointhewholeworld。
“Butthebottomhaddroppedoutoftheuni-
verseforme。Shehadsaidshehatedme。Iwasfoolenoughtobelieveher。Iwentdowntownandbegantodrink。Icomehomelatethatnight。
Thepoorgirlhadbeenwaitingupforme——waitingforhours,andbecomingmoreandmorefrightenedwhenIdidn\'tshowup。Shewasoverherjealousfit,Isuppose。IfIhadcomehomeingoodshape,orinanythinglikeit,wewouldhavemadeupthenandthere。Butmyconditionstoppedallthat。
Iwasn\'tsodrunkbutthatIsawherfacechangewhensheletmein。Shewasdisgusted。
“InthemorningIwassickandfeverish。Iwasmorethandisgustedwithmyself。Iwasindespair。
Ifshehadhatedmebefore——andshehadsaidshedid——whatmustshedonow?ItseemedtomethatIhadsunksofarbeneathherthatitwouldtakeyearstogetback。Itdidn\'tseemworthwhilemakinganypleaformyself。Yousee,Iwasyoungandhadseriousstreaksallthroughme。Sowhenshetoldmethatshehadwrittenhomeagain,andwasgoingback——wasgoingtoleaveme,Ididn\'tseethatitwasonlyabluff。Ididn\'tseethatshewasreallyonlywaitingtoforgiveme,ifIgaveherachance。Istarteddowntowntothebuildingandloanoffice,wonderingwhenshewouldleave,andiftherewasanythingIcoulddotomakeherchangehermind。ImustrepeatagainthatIwasafool——thatIneededonlytospeakoneword,hadIbutknownit。
“IfIhadgonestraighttowork,everythingmighthavecomearoundallrighteventhen。ButI
didn\'t。Ihadthatwhat\'s-the-usefeeling。AndI
stoppedinatthePalmerHousebartogetsome-
thingtosortofpullmetogether。
“WhileIwasthere,whoshouldcomeuptothebarandorderadrinkbutPrentMcMakin。“
“Yes!”saysColonelTom,asnearexcitedasheevergot。
“Yes,“saysArmstrong,“nobodyelse。Wesaweachotherinthemirrorbehindthebar。Idon\'tknowwhetheryouevernoticeditornot,Tom,butMcMakin\'seyeshadawayoflookingalmostlikecross-eyeswhenhewasstartledorexcited。Theywereagooddealtooneartogetheratanytime。
Hegavemesuchalookwhenoureyesmetinthemirrorthat,foraninstant,Ithoughtthathein-
tendedtodomesomemischief——shootme,youknow,fortakinghisbride-to-beawayfromhim,orsomefoolthinglikethat。ButasweturnedtowardeachotherIsawhehadnointentionofthatsort。“
“Hadn\'the?”saysColonelTom,mightyin-
terested。
“No,“saysthedoctor,lookingatColonelTomverypuzzled,“didyouthinkhehad?”
“Yes,Idid,“saysthecolonel,rightthoughtful。
“Onthecontrary,“saysArmstrong,“wehadadrinktogether。Andhecongratulatedme。Mademequitealittlespeech,infact;oneoftheflowerykind,youknow,Tom,andsaidthatheboremenorancour,andallthat。“
“Thedeucehedid!”saysColonelTom,verylow,likehewastalkingtohimself。“Andthenwhat?”
“Then,“saysthedoctor,“then——letmesee——
it\'sallalongtimeago,youknow,andMcMakin\'spartinthewholethingisn\'treallyimportant。“
“I\'mnotsosureitisn\'timportant,“saysthecolonel,“butgoon。“
“Then,“saysArmstrong,“wehadanotherdrinktogether。Infact,alotofthem。Wegotawfullyfriendly。AndlikeafoolItoldhimofmyquarrelwithLucy。“
“LIKEafool,“saysColonelTom,noddinghishead。“Goon。“
“Thereisn\'tmuchmoretotell,“saysthedoctor,“exceptthatImadeaworseidiotofmyselfyet,andleftMcMakinabouttwoo\'clockintheafter-
noon,asnearasIcanrecollect。Somewhereaboutteno\'clockthatnightIwenthome。Lucywasgone。Ihaven\'tseenhersince。“
“Dave,“saysColonelTom,“didMcMakinhappentomentiontoyou,thatday,justwhyhewasinChicago?”
“Isupposeso,“saysthedoctor。“Idon\'tknow。
Maybenot。Thatwastwentyyearsago。Why?”
“Because,“saysColonelTom,verygrimandquiet,“becauseyourfirstthoughtastohisintentionwhenhemetyouinthebarwasMYideaalso。I
thoughthewenttoChicagotosettlewithyou。
Yousee,IgottoChicagothatsameafternoon。“
“Thesameday?”
“Yes。Weweretohavecometogether。ButImissedthetrain,andhegotthereadayaheadofme。Hewaswaitingatthehotelformetojoinhim,andthenweweregoingtolookyouuptogether。HefoundyoufirstandIneverdidfindyou。“
“ButIdon\'texactlyunderstand,“saysthedoctor。“Yousayhehadtheideaofshootingme。“
“Idon\'tunderstandeverythingmyself,“saysColonelTom。“ButIdounderstandthatPrentMcMakinmusthaveplayedsomesortofatwo-
facedgame。Heneversaidawordtomeabouthavingseenyou。
“Listen,“hegoeson。“WhenyouandLucyranawayitnearlykilledourgrandfather。Infact,itfinallydidkillhim。WhenwegotLucy\'sletterthattoldyouwereinChicagoIwentuptobringherbackhome。Wedidn\'tknowwhatweweregoingtodo,McMakinandI,butwewerebothagreedthatyouneededkilling。AndhesworethathewouldmarryLucyanyhow,even——“
“MARRYHER!”singsoutthedoctor,“butweWERE
married。“
“Dave,“ColonelTomsaysveryslowandsteady,“youkeepSAYINGyouweremarried。Butit\'sstrange——it\'srightSTRANGEaboutthatmarriage。“
Andhelookedatthedoctorhardandclose,likehewoulddragthetruthoutofhim,andthedoctormethislookfreeandopen。YouwouldofthoughtColonelTomwassayingwithhislook:“YouMUST
tellmethetruth。“Andthedoctorwithhiswasanswering:“IHAVEtoldyouthetruth。“
“But,Tom,“saysthedoctor,“thatlettershewroteyoufromChicagomust——“
“DoyouknowwhatLucywrote?”interruptsColonelTom。“Irememberexactly。Itwassim-
ply:\'FORGIVEME。ILOVEDHIMSO。IAMHAPPY。
IKNOWITISWRONG,BUTILOVEHIMSOYOUMUST
FORGIVEME。\'“
“Butcouldn\'tyoutellfromTHATweweremarried?”
criesoutthedoctor。
“Shedidn\'tmentionit,“saysColonelTom。
“Shesupposedthatherownfamilyhadenoughfaithinhertotakeitforgranted,“saysthedoctor,veryscornful,hisfacegettingred。
“Butwait,Dave,“saysColonelTom,quietandcool。“Don\'tblusterwithme。Therearestillalotofthingstobeexplained。Andthatmarriageisoneofthem。
“Togobackabit。Yousayyougottothehousesomewherearoundteno\'clockthateveningandfoundLucygone。Doyourememberthedayofthemonth?”
“ItwasNovember14,1888。“
“Exactly,“saysColonelTom。“IgottoChicagoatsixo\'clockofthatveryday。AndIwentatoncetotheaddressinLucy\'sletter。Igottherebetweensevenandeighto\'clock。Shewasgone。
Mythoughtwasthatyoumusthavegotwindofmycomingandpersuadedhertoleavewithyouinordertoavoidme——althoughIdidn\'tseehowyoucouldknowwhenIwouldgetthere,either,whenIthoughtitover。“
“Andyouhaveneverseenhersince,“saysArm-
strong,pondering。
“IHAVEseenhersince,“saysColonelTom,“andthatisonethingthatmakesmesayyourstoryneedsfurtherexplanation。“
“Butwhere——when——didyouseeher?”aststhedoctor,mightyexcited。
“Iamcomingtothat。Iwentbackhomeagain。
AndinJulyofthenextyearIheardfromher。“
“Heardfromher?”
“Byletter。ShewasinGalesburg,Illinois,ifyouknowwherethatis。Shewaslivingtherealone。Andshewasalmostdestitute。Iwrotehertocomehome。Shewouldnot。Butshehadtolive。IgotridofsomeofourpropertyinTen-
nessee,andtookenoughcashuptherewithmetofixher,inadecentsortofway,fortherestofherlife,andputitinthebank。Iwaswithhertherefortendays;thenIwentbackhometogetAuntLucyDavistohelpmeinanotherefforttopersuadehertoreturn。ButwhenIgotbackNorthwithAuntLucyshehadgone。“
“Gone?”
“Yes,andwhenwereturnedwithouthertoTennesseetherewasalettertellingusnottotrytofindher。Wethought——Ithought——thatshemighthavetakenupwithyouonceagain。“
“But,myGod!Tom,“thedoctorbustsout,“youwerewithhertendaysthereinGalesburg!
Didn\'tshetellyouthen——couldn\'tyoutellfromthewaysheacted——thatshehadmarriedme?”
“That\'stheoddthing,Dave,“saysthecolonel,veryslowandthoughtful。“That\'swhatissoverystrangeaboutitall。Imerelyassumedbymyatti-
tudethatyouwerenotmarried,andsheletmeassumeitwithoutaprotest。“
“Butdidyouaskher?”
“Askher?No。Can\'tyouseethattherewasnoreasonwhyIshouldaskher?Iwassure。Andbeingsureofit,naturallyIdidn\'ttalkaboutittoher。YoucanunderstandthatIwouldn\'t,can\'tyou?Infact,Inevermentionedyoutoher。Shenevermentionedyoutome。“
“Youmusthavemistakenher,Tom。“
“Idon\'tthinkit\'spossible,Dave,“saidthecolonel。“Youcanmistakewordsandexplanationsagooddealeasierthanyoucanmistakeanatmos-
phere。No,Dave,Itellyouthatthere\'ssomethingoddaboutit——marriedornot,Lucydidn\'tBELIEVE
herselfmarriedthelasttimeIsawher。“
“ButsheMUSThaveknown,“saysthedoctor,asmuchtohimselfastothecolonel。“SheMUST
haveknown。“Anyonecouldoftoldbythewayhesaiditthathewasn\'tlying。IcouldseethatColonelTombelievedinhim,too。TheywasbothsickingtheirintellectsontothejoboffiggeringouthowitwasLucydidn\'tknow。Finallythedoctorsaysverythoughtful:
“WhateverbecameofPrentissMcMakin,Tom?”
“Dead,“saysColonelTom,“quiteawhileago。“
“H-m,“saysthedoctor,stillthinkinghard。
AndthenlooksatColonelTomliketheywasanideainhishead。Whichhedon\'tspeakherout。
ButColonelTomseemstounderstand。
“Yes,“hesays,noddinghishead。“Ithinkyouareontherighttracknow。Yes——Ishouldn\'twonder。“
Well,theyputsthisandthattogether,andtheyagreesthatwhateverhappenedtomakethingshardtoexplainmustofhappenedonthatdaythatPrentissMcMakinmetthedoctorinthebar-room,anddidn\'tshoothim,ashehadmadehisbragshewould。MustofhappenedbetweenthetimethatafternoonwhenPrentissMcMakinleftthedoctorandthetimeColonelTomwentouttoseehissisterandfoundshehadwent。Mustofhappenedsome-
howthroughPrentMcMakin。
WegoeshomewithColonelTomthatnight。AndthenextdayallthreeofusisonourwaytoAthens,Indiany,whereIhadseenMissLucyat。
CHAPTERXXIII
Furmypart,asthetrainkeptgettingfurtherandfurthernorth,myfeelingskeptgettingmoreandmoremixed。ItcometomethatImightbesteeringstraightfurabunchoftrouble。Thefeelingthatsadnessandmelancholyandseriousnesswaslayingaheadofmekeptmefromreallyenjoyingthemdollar-apiecemealsonthetrain。ItwasMarthathatdoneit。AllthispastandgonelovestoryIhadbeenhearingaboutremindedmeofMartha。AndIwassteeringstraighttowardher,andnowayoutofit。HowdidIknowbutwhatthattheregirlmightbeexpect-
ingfurtomarryme,orsomethinglikethat?NotbutwhatIwasawfulinlovewithherwhilstwewastogether。Butithadn\'treallysetinonmeverydeep。Ihadn\'tforgotaboutherrightaway。ButpurtysoonIhadgottoforgettingheroftenerthanIrememberedher。Andnowitwasn\'tnousetalk-
ing——Ijestwasn\'tinlovewithMarthanomore,anddidn\'thavenoambitiontobe。Ihadwentaroundthecountryagoodbit,andgotintrustedinotherthings,andsawseveralothergirlsIlikedpurtywell。
Keepingsteadyinlovewithjestonegirlismightyhardifyouaremovingaroundagoodbit。
ButIwasconsiderableworriedaboutMartha。
Shewasanawfulromancefulkindofgirl。Andeventhemostsensiblekindissaidtobefoolsaboutgettingtheirheartsbrokeandpiningawayanddyingoverafeller。IwouldhatetothinkMarthahadpinedherselfsick。
Icouldn\'tshutmyeyestothefactwewasen-
gagedtoeachotherlegal,allright。Andifshewantedtoactmeanaboutitandtakeittoacourtitwouldlikelybebindingonme。ThenI
saystomyselfissheismeanenoughtodothatI\'llbedernedifIdon\'tgotojailbeforeImarryher,andstaythere。
Andthenmyconsciencegottoworkinginsideofmeagin。Andapictureofhergettingthinandnoteatinghervittlesregularandwaitingandwaitingfurmetoshowup,andmeneverdoingit,cometome。AndIfeltsorryfurpoorMartha,andthoughtmebbyIwouldmarryherjesttokeepherfromdying。Furyouwouldfeelpurtytoughifagirlwastogetsostuckonyouitkilledher。NotthatIeverseenthatreallyhappen,either;butfirstandlasttherehasbeenconsiderabletalkaboutit。
Itwasn\'tbutwhatIlikedMarthawellenough。
Itwastheideaofgettingmarried,andstayingmarried,mademefeelsoanxious。Beingmarriedmayworkoutallrightfursomefolks。ButI
knoweditneverwouldworkanywithme。Ornotfurlong。BecausewhyshouldIwanttobetieddowntooneplace,orhaveasteadyjob?Thatwouldbeameanwaytolive。
Ofcourse,withapersonthatwasthedoctor\'sageitwouldbedifferent。Hehaddonehisrunningaroundandwouldbewillingtosettledownnow,I
guessed。Thatis,ifhecouldgethisdifferenceswiththishereBucknerfamilypatchedupsatisfactory。
Iwonderedwhetherhewouldbeabletoornot。
HimandColonelTomweretalkingconstantonthetrainallthewayup。FromthelittlestretchesoftheirtalkIcouldn\'thelphearing,Iguessedeachonewastellingtheotherallthathadhappenedtohiminthetimethathadpassedby。ColonelTomwhatkindofalifehehadlived,andhowhehadmarriedandhiswifehaddiedandlefthimawid-
owerwithoutanykids。Andthedoctor——itwasalwayshardfurmetogettocallinghimanythingbutDoctorKirby——howhehadhappenedtostartoutwithagoodchancetinlifeandturnintojestatravellingfakir。
Well,Ithinkstomyselfnowthathehasgottobethat,mebbyherandhimwon\'tsuitsowellnow,eveniftheydoesgettheirdifferencespatchedup。
Furalltheforgivingintheworldain\'tgoingtochangethings,ormakethemnodifferent。But,solongasthedoctorappearedtowanttofindhersodernedbad,IwasawfulgladIhadbeenthemeansofgettinghimandMissLucytogether。Hehaddonealotfurme,firstandlast,thedoctorhad,andIfeltlikeithelpedpayhimalittle。ThoughiftheywastosettledownlikemarriedfolksIwouldfeellikeagoodoldsportwasspoiledinthedoctor,too。
WehadtochangecarsatIndianapolistogettothattherelittletown。Wewasduetoreachitabouttwoo\'clockintheafternoon。Andthenearerwegottotheplacethenervouserandnervouserallthreeofusbecome。Andnotowningwewas。Thelasthourbeforewehittheplace,Itookadrinkofwatereverythreeminutes,Iwassonervous。AndwhenwecomeintothetownIwasalreadystandingoutontotheplatform。Iwouldn\'tofbeensur-
prisedtofindMarthaandMissLucydowntheretothestation。But,ofcourse,theywasn\'t。FursomereasonIfeltgladtheywasn\'t。
“Now,“Isaystothemtwo,aswegotoffthetrain,“follermeandIwillshowyouthehouse。“
Everybodyrubbersatstrangersinacountrytown,andwonderswhytheyhavecome,andwhattheyisselling,andiftheyaremebbygoingtostartanewgrainelevator,orbuyland,orwhat。Theusualonesaroundthedepotrubberedatus,andI
hearnonegeezersaytoanother:
“Seethatbigfellerthere?Hewasthroughhereayearortwoagosellingpatentmedicine。“
“Youdon\'tsayso!”saystheotherone,likeitwassomethingimportant,likeapresidentoracircushadcome,andhiseyesa-buggingout。Andthedoctorhearnthem,too。FursomereasonorotherheflushedupandcutalookoutofthecornerofhiseyeatColonelTom。
Wewentrightthroughthemainstreetandouttowardtheedgeoftown,bythecrick,whereMissLucy\'shousewas。And,ifanything,allofusfeel-
ingnervouseryet。Andsayingnothingandnotlookingateachother。AndColonelTomrollingcigarettesandfumblingfurmatchesandlightingthemandslingingthemaway。Furhowdoesany-
bodyknowhowwomenisgoingtotakeeventhemostordinarylittlethings?
Iknowedthewaywellenough,andwherethehousewas,butaswewentaroundtheturnintheroadIrunacrostasurprisedfeeling。Icomeontotheplacewhereourcampfirehadbeenthemnightswewasthere。Looeyhaddruganoldfencepostontothefireonenight,andtheposthadonlyburnedhalfup。Thebuttendofit,allcharredandflaked,wasstilllayinginthegrassandweedsthere。Ithitmewithaqueerfeeling——likeitwasonlyyester-
daythatfirehadbeenlitthere。AndyetIknowedithadbeenayearandahalfago。
Well,ithasalwaysbeenmylucktorunintothingswithouttherightkindofaliefixedupaheadoftime。TheywasthreeorfourpurtygoodstoriesIhadbeentryingoverinmyheadtotellMarthawhenIseenher。Anyoneofthemstoriesmightofdoneallright;butIhadn\'tdecidedWHICHonetouse。And,ofcourse,IrunplumbintoMartha。
Shewasstandingbythegate,whichwasabouttwentyyardsfromtheveranda。Andallfourliespoppedintomyheadatoncet,andgotsomixedupwithoneanotherthere,Iseenrightoffitwasuselesstotrytotellanythingthatsoundedstraight。Be-
sides,whenyouareinthefixIwasin,whatcanyoutellagirlanyhow?
SoIjestsaystoher:
“Hullo!”