第7章

类别:其他 作者:Don Marquis字数:20419更新时间:18/12/21 14:34:15
“Thenegrowhowaslynchedto-daymightneverhavecommittedthecrimehedidhadnotthewild,disturbingdreamofequalitybeenstirringinhisbrain。Everyspeech,everylook,everyactionwhichencouragesthatideaisacrime。Inthiscounty,wheretheblacksoutnumberus,wemusteitherruleasmastersorbesubmerged。 “Thismanisstillbelievedbythenegroestopossesssomemiraculouspower。Heisthereforedoublydangerous。Asasharpwarningtothemhemustdie。Hisdeathwilldomoretowardendingthetroublehehaspreparedthanthedeathofadozennegroes。 “AndasGodismywitness,Ispeakandactnotthroughpassion,butfromthedictatesofconscience。“ Hemeantit,Grimesdid。Andwhenhesetdowntheywasahush。AndthenWill,thechairman,beguntocalltheroll。 Ineverbeenmuchofapersontohavebaddreamsornightmaresorthingslikethat。Buteversincethatnightinthatschoolhouse,ifIdohaveanight- mare,ittakestheshapeofthatrollbeingcalled。 Everywordwaslikeaspadegratingandgrittingindampgravelwhenagraveisdug。Itsoundedsotome。 “SamuelPalmour,howdoyouvote?”thatchair- manwouldsay。 SamuelPalmour,orwhoeveritwas,wouldhisthimselftohisfeet,andhewouldsaysomethinglikethis: “Death。“ Hewouldn\'tsayitjoyous。Hewouldn\'tsayitmad。Hewouldbepalewhenhesaidit,mebby—— andmebbytrembling。Buthewouldsayitlikeitwasadutyhehadtodo,thatcouldn\'tbegotoutof。Thattheretrialhadlastedsolongtheywasn\'thotbloodleftinnobodyjestthen——onlycoldblood,anddeterminationanddutyandprinciple。 “BuckHightower,“saysthechairman,“howdoyouvote?” “Death,“saysBuck;“deathfortheman。Butsay,can\'twejestLICKthekidandturnhimloose?” Andsoitwent,uponesidetheroomanddowntheother。Grimeshadshowed\'emalltheirduty。 NotbutwhattheyhadintendedtodoitbeforeGrimesspoke。ButhehadputitinsuchawaytheyseenitwassomethingwithevenMOREprincipletoitthantheyhadthoughtitwasbefore。 “BillyHarden,“saysthechairman,“howdoyouvote?”Billywasthelastofthebunch。Andmosthadvotedfurdeath。Billy,heopenedhismouthandhesquaredhimselfawaytooratesome。Butjestashedoneso,thedooropenedandOldDaddyWitherssteppedin。HehadbeengonesolongI hadplumbforgothim。Rightbehindhimwasatall,sparefeller,withblackeyesandstraightiron-grayhair。 “Ivote,“saysBillyHarden,beginningofhisspeech,“Ivotefordeath。ThereasonuponwhichIbase——“ ButDoctorKirbyrizupandinterruptedhim。 “Youaregoingtokillme,“hesaid。Hewaspalebuthewasquiet,andhespokeascalmandsteadyasheeverdoneinhislife。“Youaregoingtokillmelikethecrowdofsneakingcowardsthatyouare。 AndyouAREsuchcowardsthatyou\'vetalkedtwohoursaboutit,insteadofdoingit。AndI\'lltellyouwhyyou\'vetalkedsomuch:becausenoONE ofyoualonewoulddaretodoit,andeverymanofyouintheendwantstogoawaythinkingthattheotherfellowhadthebiggestshareinit。AndnoONEofyouwillfirethegunorpulltherope——you\'lldoitALLTOGETHER,inacrowd,becauseeachonewillwanttotellhimselfheonlytouchedtherope,orthatHISGUNmissed。 “Iknowyou,byGod!”heshouted,flushingupintoapassion——anditbroughtbloodintotheirfaces,too——“Iknowyourightdowntoyourroots,betterthanyouknowyourselves。“ Hewaslosingholdofhimself,androaringlikeabullandflingingouttauntsthatmade\'emsquirm。 Ifhewantedthethingoverquick,hewastakingjestthewaytowarm\'emuptoit。ButIdon\'tthinkhewasfiggeringonanythingthen,orhadanyplanuphissleeve。Hehadmadeuphismindhewasgoingtodie,andhewassomadbecausehecouldn\'tgetinonegoodlickfirstthathewasnighcrazy。Ilookedtoseehimloseallsenseinaminute,andrushamongstthemgunsandenditinawhirl。 ButjestasIfiggeredhewasonhistiptoesfurthat,andwasgettingupmyownsand,hethrowedalookmyway。Andsomethingsoberedhim。Hestoodtheredigginghisfingernailsintothepalmsofhishandsfuraminute,togethimselfback。Andwhenhespokehewassortofhusky。 “Thatboythere,“hesays。Andthenhestopsandkindofchokesup。Andinaminutehewasbeggingfurme。Hetells\'emIwasn\'tmixedupinnothing。Hewouldn\'tofdoneitfurhimself,buthebeggedfurme。Nobodyhadpaidmuchattentiontomefromthefirst,exceptBuckHigh- towerhadputinagoodwordfurme。Butsome- howthedoctorhadgotthecrowdlisteningtohimagin,andtheyalllookedatme。Itgotnexttome。 Iseenbythewaytheywaslooking,andIfeltitintheair,thattheywasgoingtoletmeoff。 ButDoctorKirby,hehadalwaysbeenmyfriend。 ItmademesorefurtoseehimthinkingIwasn\'twithhim。SoIsays: “Youbettercanthatlineoftalk。Theydon\'tgetyouwithouttheygetme,too。YouorterknowIain\'taquitter。Yougivemeapain。“ Andthedoctorandmestoodandlookedateachotherfuraminute。Hegrinnedatme,andallofasuddenwewasneitheroneofusmuchgivingawhoop,furithadcometousbothatoncetwhatawfulgoodfriendswewaswitheachother。 Butjestthentheycomeaslow,easy-goingsortofavoicefromthebackpartoftheroom。 ThatfellerthathadcomeinalongwithOldDaddyWitherscomesaunteringdownthemiddleaisle,fumblinginhiscoatpocket,andspeakingashecome。 “I\'vebeenhearingagreatdealoftalkaboutkillingpeopleinthelastfewminutes,“hesays。 Everybodyrubberedathim。 CHAPTERXXI Therewassomethingsortofcarelessinhisvoice,likehehadjestdroppedintoseeashow,andithadcometohimsuddenthathewouldenjoyhimselffuraminuteortwotakingpartinit。Buthewasn\'tgoingtogetTOOworkedupaboutit,either,furtheshowmightendbymak- inghimtired,afterall。 Ashecomedowntheaislefumblinginhiscoat,hestoppedandbeguntoslapallhispockets。Thenhisfacecleared,andhedivedintoavestpocket。 Everybodylookedliketheythoughthewasgoingtopullsomethingimportantoutofit。Buthedidn\'t。Allhepulledoutwasjestoneoftheseherelittleordinaryredbooksofcigarettepapers。Thenhedivedfursomeloosetobacco,andbeguntorollone。Inoticedhisfingerswaslongandwhiteandslimandquick。Butnotexcitedfingers;onlythekindthatseemstosayasmuchastalkingsays。 Helickedhiscigarette,andthenhesaunteredahead,lookingup。Ashelookedupthelightfellfullonhisfacefurthefirsttime。Hehadhighcheekbonesandiron-grayhairwhichheworeratherlong,andveryblackeyes。AsheliftedhisheadandlookedcloseatDoctorKirby,achangewentoverboththeirfaces。DoctorKirby\'smouthopenedlikehewasgoingtospeak。Sodidtheotherfeller\'s。Onesideofhismouthtwitchedintosomethingthatwastoosurprisedtobeagrin,andoneofhisblackeyebrowslifteditselfupatthesametime。ButneitherhimnorDoctorKirbyspoke。 HestuckhiscigaretteintohismouthandturnedsidewaysfromDoctorKirby,likehehadn\'tnoticedhimpertic\'ler。Andheturnstothechairman。 “Will,“hesays。Andeverybodylistens。Youcouldseetheyallknowedhim,andthattheyallrespectedhimtoo,bythewaytheywaswaitingtohearwhathewouldsaytoWill。Buttheywasallimpatientandeager,too,andtheywouldn\'twaitverylong,althoughnowtheywashushingeachotherandleaningforward。 “Will,“hesays,verypoliteandquiet,“canI troubleyouforamatch?” Andeverybodyletgotheirbreath。Somewithasnort,liketheyknowedtheywasbeingtrifledwith,anditmade\'emsore。Hiseyebrowsgoesupagin,likeitwasawfulimpoliteinfolkstosnortthat-a- way,andheissurprisedtohearit。AndWill,hedigsfuramatchandfindsherandpassesherover。 Helightshiscigarette,andhedrawsagoodinhale,andheblowsthesmokeoutlikeitdonehimaheapofgood。Heseessomethingsointerestinginthatlittlecloudofsmokethateverybodyelselooksatit,too。 “DoIunderstand,“hesays,“thatsomeoneisgoingtolynchsomeone,orsomethingofthatsort?” “That\'saboutthesizeofit,colonel,“saysWill。 “Um!”hesays,“Whatfor?” Theneverybodystartstotalkallatonce,halfofthemjumpingtotheirfeet,andmakingaperfecthullabalooofexplanationsyoucouldn\'tgetnosenseoutof。Inthemidstofwhichthecoloneltakesachairandsetsdownandcrossesonelegovertheother,swingingtheloosefootandsmilingverypatient。WhichWillremembersheischairmanofthatmeetingandpoundsfurorder。 “Thankyou,Will,“saysthecolonel,likegettingorderwasapersonalfavourtohim。ThenBillyHardengetsthefloor,andsquaresawayfuralong- windedspeechtellingwhy。ButBuckHightowerjumpsupimpatientandsays: “We\'vebeenthroughallthat,Billy。Thatmantherehasbeentriedandfoundguilty,colonel,andthere\'sonlyonethingtodo——stringhimup。“ “Buck,_I_wouldn\'t,“saysthecolonel,verymild。 ButthattheremanGrimesgetsupverysoberandsteadyandsays: “Colonel,youdon\'tunderstand。“Andhetellshimthehullthingashebelievedittobe——whytheyhasvotedthedoctormustdie,theroomwarm- ingupaginashetalks,andthecolonellisteningveryinterested。Butyoucouldseebythelooksofhimthatcolonelwouldn\'tneverbeinterestedsomuchinanythingbuthimself,andhisownwayofdoingthings。Inawayhewaslikeafellerthatenjoyshavingonepartofhimselfstandasideandwatchtheplay-actorgameanotherpartofhimselfisactingout。 “Grimes,“hesays,whenthepock-markedmanfinishes,“Iwouldn\'t。Ireallywouldn\'t。“ “Colonel,“saysGrimes,showinghisknowledgethattheyareallstandingsolidbehindhim,“WE WILL!” “Ah,“saysthecolonel,hiseyebrowsgoingup,andhisfacelightinguplikeheisreallybeginningtoenjoyhimselfandisgladhecome,“indeed!” “Yes,“saysGrimes,“WEWILL!” “Butnot,“saysthecolonel,“beforewehavetalkedthethingoverabit,Ihope?” “There\'sbeentoomuchtalkherenow,“yellsBuckHightower,“talk,talk,till,byGod,I\'msickofit!Where\'sthatROPE?” “But,listentohim——listentothecolonel!”someoneelsesingsout。Andthentheywasanotherhullabaloo,someyelling“no!”Andthecolonel,verypatient,rollshimselfanothersmokeandlightsitfromthebuttofthefirstone。ButfinallytheyquietsdownenoughsoWillcanputittoavote。 Whichvotegoesfurthecoloneltospeak。 “Boys,“hebeginsveryquiet,“Iwouldn\'tlynchthisman。Inthefirstplaceitwilllookbadinthenewspapers,and——“ “Thenewspapersbed——d!”sayssomeone。 “Andinthesecondplace,“goesonthecolonel,“itwouldbeagainstthelaw,and——“ “Thelawbed——d!”saysBuckHightower。 “There\'sahigherlaw!”saysGrimes。 “Againstthelaw,“saysthecolonel,risingupandthrowingawayhiscigarette,andgettinginter- ested。 “Iknowhowyoufeelaboutallthisnegrobusi- ness。AndIfeelthesameway。Weallknowthatwemustbethenegros\'masters。GrimestherefoundthatoutwhenhecameSouth,andtheideapleasedhimsohehasn\'tbeenabletotalkaboutanythingelsesince。GrimeshasturnedintowhattheNorthernnewspapersthinkatypicalSoutherneris。 “Boys,thisthingoflynchinggetstobeahabit。 There\'sbeenanegrolynchedto-day。He\'sthethirdinthiscountyinfiveyears。Theyallneededkilling。IfthethingstoppedthereIwouldn\'tcaresomuch。Butthehabitofillegalkillinggrowswhenitgetsstarted。 “It\'sgrownonyou。You\'refixingtolynchyourfirstwhitemannow。Ifyoudo,you\'lllynchan- othereasier。You\'lllynchoneformurderandthenextforstealinghogsandthenextbecausehe\'sunpopularandthenextbecausehehappenstodunyouforadebt。AndinfiveyearslifewillbeascheapinWatsonCountyasitisinaNewYorkslumwheretheyfeedimmigrantstothefactories。 You\'llallbetotinggunsandgrudgesandtryingtolyncheachother。 “Theplacetostopthethingiswhereitstarts。 Youcan\'thaveitbothways——you\'vegottostandpatonthelaw,orelseseethelawspitonrightandleft,intheend,andNOBODYsafe。It\'seitherlawor——“ “But,“saysGrimes,“there\'sahigherlawthanthatonthestatutebooks。There\'s——“ “There\'salotofflub-dub,“saysthecolonel,“abouthigherlawsandunwrittenlaws。Butwe\'vegothighenoughlawwrittenifweliveuptoit。 There\'s——“ “ColonelTomBuckner,“saysBuckHightower,“whatkindoflawwasitwhenyoushotEdHowardfifteenyearsago?What——“ “You\'reoutoforder,“saysthechairman,“ColonelBucknerhasthefloor。AndI\'llremindyou,BuckHightower,that,ontheoccasionyoudragin,ColonelBucknerdidn\'tdoanytalkingabouthigherlawsorunwrittenlaws。Hesentwordtothesherifftocomeandgethimifhedared。“ “Boys,“saysthecolonel,“I\'mpreachingyouhigherdoctrinethanI\'velivedby,andI\'vemadenoclaimtobebetterormoremoralthananyofyou。I\'mnot。I\'minthesameboatwithallofyou,andItellyouit\'suptoALLofustostoplynch- ingsinthiscounty——tosetourfacesagainstit。 Itellyou——“ “Isthatallyou\'vegottosaytous,colonel?” Thequestioncomeoutofagroupthathaddrawednearertogetherwhilstthecolonelwastalking。 Theywastiredoflisteningtotalkandarguments,andshowedit。 Thecolonelstoppedspeakingshortwhentheyflungthatquestionathim。Hisfacechanged。 Heturnedseriousallover。Andheletloosejestoneword: “NO!” Notveryloud,butwitharinginitthatsoundedlikedanger。Andhegot\'emwaitingagin,andhangingonhiswords。 “No!”herepeats,louder,“notall。Ihavethistosaytoyou——“ Andhepausedagin,pointingonelongwhitefingeratthecrowd—— “IFYOULYNCHTHISMANYOUMUSTKILLMEFIRST!” Icouldn\'tgetawayfromthinking,ashestoodtheremakingthemtakethatin,thattheywassome- thinglikeaplay-actorabouthim。Buthewasinearnest,andhewouldplayittotheend,furhelikedthefeelingsitmadecirculatethroughhisframe。Andtheysawhewasinearnest。 “You\'lllynchhim,willyou?”hesays,akindofpassiongettingintohisvoicefurthefirsttime,andhiseyesglittering。“Youthinkyouwill? Well,youWON\'T! “Youwon\'tbecause_I_sayNOT。Doyouhear? Icamehereto-nighttosavehim。 “YoumightstringHIMupandnotbecalledtoaccountforit。ButhowaboutME?” Hetookastepforward,and,lookingfromfacetofacewithadareinhiseyes,hewenton: “IsthereamanamongyoufoolenoughtothinkyoucouldkillTomBucknerandnotpayforit?” Helet\'emallthinkofthatforjestanotherminutebeforehespokeagin。Hisfacewasaswhiteasapieceofpaper,andhisnostrilswasworking,buteverythingelseabouthimwasquiet。Helookedthemasterofthemallashestoodthere,ColonelTomBucknerdid——straightandsplendidandkeen。Andtheyfeltthedangerinhim,andtheyfeltjesthowfurhewouldgo,nowhewasstarted。 “Youdidn\'twanttolistentomeabitago,“hesaid。“Nowyoumust。Listenandchoose。Youcan\'tkillthatmanunlessyoukillmetoo。 “TRYIT,IFYOUTHINKYOUCAN!” Hereachedoverandtookfromtheteacher\'sdeskthesheetofpaperWillhadusedtocheckoffthenameofeachmanandhowhevoted。Hehelditupinfrontofhimandeverymanlookedatit。 “Youknowme,“hesays。“YouknowIdonotbreakmyword。AndIpromiseyouthatunlessyoudokillmeheretonight——yes,asGodismywitness,ITHREATENyou——IwillspendeverydollarIownandeveryatomofinfluenceIpossesstobringeachoneofyoutojusticeforthatman\'smurder。“ Theyknowed,thatcrowddid,thatkillingamanlikeColonelBuckner——aleaderandabigmaninthatpartofthestate——wasadifferentpropositionfromkillingastrangerlikeDoctorKirby。ThesenseofwhatitwouldmeantokillColonelBucknerwassinkinginto\'em,andshowingontheirfaces。 Andnoonecouldlookathimstandingthere,withhisdeterminationblazingoutofhim,andnotunder- standthatunlesstheydidkillhimaswellasDoctorKirbyhe\'ddojestwhathesaid。 “Itoldyou,“hesaid,notraisinghisvoice,butdroppingit,andmakingitsomehowcomecreepingnearertoeveryonebydoingthat,“Itoldyouthefirstwhitemanyoulynchedwouldleadtootherlynchings。Letmeshowyouwhatyou\'reupagainstto-night。 “Killthemanandtheboyhere,andyoumustkillme。Killme,andyoumustkillOldManWithers,too。“ Everyoneturnedtowardthedoorashemen- tionedOldManWithers。Hehadneverbeenveryfarintotheroom。 “Oh,he\'sgone,“saidColonelTom,astheyturnedtowardthedoor,andthenlookedateachother。“Gonehome。Gonehomewiththenameofeverymanpresent。Don\'tyouseeyou\'dhavetokillOldManWitherstoo,ifyoukilledme?Andthen,HISWIFE!Andthen——howmanymore? “Doyouseeitwiden——thatpoolofblood?Doyouseeitspreadandspread?” Helookeddownatthefloor,likehereallyseenitthere。Hehad\'emgoingnow。Theyshowedit。 “Ifyoushedonedrop,“hewenton,“youmustshedmore。Can\'tyouseeit——wideninganddeep- ening,wideninganddeepening,tillyou\'rewadingkneedeepinit——tillitclimbstoyourwaists——tillitclimbstoyourthroatsandchokesyou?” Itwasahorribleidea,thewayheplayedthattherepoolofbloodandheshudderedlikehefeltitclimbinguphimself。Andtheyfeltit。Afewmencan\'tkillahull,derncountyandgetawaywithit。 Thewayheputitthat\'swhattheywasupagainst。 “Now,“saysColonelTom,“whatmanamongyouwantstostartit?” Nobodymoved。Hewaitedaminute。Stillnobodymoved。Theyalllookedathim。Itwasawfulplainjestwheretheywouldhavetobegin。 Itwasawfulplainjestwhatitwouldallendupin。 AndIguesswhentheylookedathimstandingthere,sofineandstraightandsplendid,itjestseemedplumbunpossibletomakeamove。Therewasaspiritinhimthatcouldn\'tbekilled。DoctorKirbysaidafterwardthatwaswhatcomeofbeingreal“quality,“whichwaswhatColonelTomwas—— itwasthatinhimthatlicked\'em。Itwasthebestpartoftheirownselves,andthebestpartoftheirowncountry,speakingoutofhimtothem,thatdoneit。Mebbyso。Anyhow,afteraminutemoreofthatstrain,afellerbythedoorpicksuphisgunoutofthecornerwithascrape,andhistsittohisshoulderandwalksout。AndthenColonelTomsaystoWill,withhiseyebrowgoingup,andthatone-sidedgrincomingontohisfaceagin: “Will,perhapsamotiontoadjournwouldbeinorder?” CHAPTERXXII SomanydifferentkindsoffeelinghadbeenchasingaroundinsideofmethatIhadnumbspotsinmyemotionalornamentsandintellectualorgans。TheroomclearedoutofeverybodybutDoctorKirbyandColonelTomandme。Butthesoundofthecrowdgoingintotheroad,andtheirfootstepsdyingaway,andthenafterthattheirvoicesquitting,allmadebutverylittlesensetome。Icouldscarcelyrealizethatthedan- gerwasover。 Ihadn\'tbeenpayingmuchattentiontoDoctorKirbywhilethecolonelwasmakingthatgrand- standplayofhis\'n,andgettingawaywithit。Doc- torKirbywassettinginhischairwithhisheadsortofsunkonhischest。Iguesshewashavingahardtimehimselftorealizethatallthedangerwaspast。 Butmebbyitwasn\'tthat——helookedlikehemightreallyofforgotwherehewasfuraminute,andmightbethinkingofsomethingthathadhappenedalongtimeago。 Thecolonelwasleaningupagintheteacher\'sdesk,smokingandlookingatDoctorKirby。 DoctorKirbyturnsaroundtowardthecolonel。 “Youhavesavedmylife,“hesays,gettingupoutofhischair,likehehadanotiontostepoverandthankhimfurit,butwassomehownotquitesurehowthatwouldbetook。 Thecolonellooksathimsilentfurasecond,andthenhesays,withoutsmiling: “DoyouflatteryourselfitwasbecauseIthinkitworthanything?” Thedoctordon\'tanswer,andthenthecolonelsays: “HasitoccurredtoyouthatImayhavesaveditbecauseIwantit?” “WANTit?” “DoyouknowofanyonewhohasabetterrighttoTAKEitthanIhave?PerhapsIsaveditbecauseitBELONGStome——doyousupposeIwantanyoneelsetokillwhatIhavethebestrighttokill?” “Tom,“saysDoctorKirby,reallypuzzled,tojudgefromhisactions,“Idon\'tunderstandwhatmakesyousayyouhavetherighttotakemylife。“ “Dave,whereismysisterburied?”astsColonelTom。 “Buried?”saysDoctorKirby。“MyGod,Tom,issheDEAD?” “Iaskyou,“saysColonelTom。 “AndIaskyou,“saysDoctorKirby。 Andtheylookedateachother,bothwonderized,andtryingtounderstand。Anditbustedonmeallatoncetwhothemtwomenreallywas。 Iorterknoweditsooner。WhenthecolonelwasfirstcalledColonelTomBuckneritstruckmeI knowedthename,andknowedsomethingaboutit。 Butthingswhichwasmyownconsarnswasattract- ingmyattentionsohardIcouldn\'trememberwhatitwasIorterknowaboutthatname。ThenIseenhimandDoctorKirbyknowedeachotherwhentheygotthatfirstsquarelook。Thatorterofputmeonthetrack,thatandalotofotherthingsthathadhappenedbefore。ButIdidn\'tpiecethingstogetherlikeIorterdone。 Itwasn\'tuntilColonelTomBucknercalledhim“Dave“andasthimabouthissisterthatIseenwhoDoctorKirbymustreallybe。 HEWASTHATTHEREDAVIDARMSTRONG! Andthebrotherofthegirlhehadrunoffwithhadjestsavedhislife。Bythewayhewastalking,hehadsaveditsimplybecausehethoughthehadthefirstcallonwhattodowithit。 “Whereisshe?”astsColonelTom。 “Iaskyou,“saysDoctorKirby——orDavidArmstrong——agin。 Well,Ithinkstomyself,hereiswhereDanielputsoneacrosttheplate。AndIbreaksin: “Youbothgotanotherguesscoming,“Isays。 “Sheain\'tburiedanywheres。Sheain\'tevendead。 She\'slivinginalittletowninIndianycalledAthens——orshewasabouteighteenmonthsago。“ TheybothlooksatmeliketheythinksIamcrazy。 “Whatdoyouknowaboutit?”saysDoctorKirby。 “AreyouDavidArmstrong?”saysI。 “Yes,“sayshe。 “Well,“Isays,“youspentfourorfivedayswithinastone\'sthrowofherayearagolastsummer,andsheknoweditwasyouandhidherselfawayfromyou。“ ThenItellsthemabouthowIfirsthappenedtohearofDavidArmstrong,andallIhadhearnfromMartha。AndhowIhadstayedattheDavisesinTennesseeandgotsomemoreofthesamestoryfromGeorge,theoldniggerthere。 “But,Danny,“saysthedoctor,“whydidn\'tyoutellmeallthis?” IwasjestgoingtosaythatnotknowinghewasthatthereDavidArmstrongIdidn\'tthinkitanyofhisbusiness,whenColonelTom,hesaystoDoctorKirby——ImeantoDavidArmstrong: “Whyshouldyoubeconcernedastoherwhere- abouts?Youruinedherlifeandthendesertedher。“ DoctorKirby——ImeanDavidArmstrong—— standstherewiththebloodgoinguphisfaceintohisforeheadslowandred。 “Tom,“hesays,“youandIseemtobeworkingatcrosspurposes。MaybeitwouldhelpsomeifyouwouldtellmejusthowbadlyyouthinkI treatedLucy。“ “Youruinedherlife,andthendesertedher,“ saysColonelTomagin,lookingathimhard。 “IDIDN\'Tdeserther,“saidDoctorKirby。“ShegotdisgustedandleftME。Leftmewithoutachancetoexplainmyself。Asfarasruiningherlifeisconcerned,IsupposethatwhenImarriedher——“ “Marriedher!”criesoutthecolonel。AndDavidArmstrongstaresathimwithhismouthopen。 “MyGod!Tom,“hesays,“didyouthink——?” Andtheybothcometoanotherstandstill。 Andthentheytalkedsomemoreandonlygotmoremixedupthanever。Furthedoctorthinksshehaslefthim,andColonelTomthinkshehaslefther。 “Tom,“saysthedoctor,“supposeyouletmetellmystory,andyou\'llseewhyLucyleftme。“ HimandColonelTomhadbeenchumstogetherwhentheywentthroughPrinceton,itseems——I pickedthatupfromthetalkandsomeofhisstoryIlearnedafterward。HehadcomefromOhiointhebeginning,andhisdadhadhadconsiderablemoney。Whichhehadenjoyedspendingofit,andwhenhewasayoungfellerneverlikedtoworkatnothingelse。Itsuitedhim。ColonelTom,hewasconsiderablelikehiminthatway。Sotheywasgoodpalswhentheywastothatschooltogether。 Theybothquitaboutthesametime。Acoupleofyearsafterthat,whentheywasbothabouttwenty-fiveorsixyearsold,theyrunacrosteachotheraccidentalinNewYorkoneautumn。 Thedoctor,hewastherefiggeringongoingtoworkatsomethingorother,buttheywassomanythingstodohewasfindingithardtomakeachoice。 Hisfatherwasdeadbythattime,andlookingfurajobinNewYork,thewayhehadbeendoingit,wasawfulexpensive,andhewasrunningshortofmoney。Hisfatherhadlethimspendsomuchwhilsthewasalivehewasverydisappointedtofindouthecouldn\'tkeeponforeverlookingfurworkthat-a-way。 SoColonelTomsayswhynotcomedownhomeintoTennesseewithhimfurawhile,andtheywillbothtryandfiggeroutwhatheortergotoworkat。 Itwasthefalloftheyear,andtheywaspurtygoodhuntingaroundtherewhereColonelTomlived,andDavehadn\'tneverbeenSouthany,andsohegoes。Hefiggershebettertakeagood,longvaca- tion,anyhow。Furifhegoestoworkthatwinterorthenextspring,andtiesupwithsomejobthatkeepshiminanoffice,theremaybemonthsandmonthspassbybeforehehasanotherchanceatavacation。Thatistheworstpartofajob——I foundthatoutmyself——younevercantellwhenyouaregoingtogetshutofit,onceyouarefoolenoughtostartin。 InTennesseehehadmetMissLucy。WhichherweddingtoPrentMcMakinwasbilledfurtocomeoffaboutthefirstofNovember,jestamonthaway。 “Idon\'tknowwhetherIevertoldyouornot,“ saysthedoctor,“butIwasengagedtobemarriedmyself,Tom,whenIwentdowntoyourplace。 Thatwaswhatstartedallthetrouble。 “Youknowengagementsarelikevaccina- tion——sometimestheytake,andsometimestheydon\'t。Ofcourse,IhadthoughtatonetimeIwasinlovewiththisgirlIwasengagedto。WhenIfoundoutIwasn\'t,Ishouldhavetoldhersorightaway。ButIdidn\'t。I thoughtthatshewouldgettiredofmeafterawhileandturnmeloose。Igaveherplentyofchancestoturnmeloose。Iwantedhertobreaktheengagementinsteadofme。Butshewouldn\'ttakethehints。ShehungonlikeanOhioGrandArmyveterantoacountrypost-office。 AbouthalfthetimeIdidn\'treadherletters,andaboutnineteentwentiethsofthetimeIdidn\'tanswerthem。Theysayhellhathnofurylikeawomanscorned。Butitisn\'tso——itmakesthemallthefonderofyou。Igotintothehabitofthink- ingthatwhileEmmamightbeengagedtome,I wasn\'tengagedtoEmma。NotbutwhatEmmawasanicegirl,youknow,but—— “Well,ImetLucy。Wefellinlovewitheachother。Itjusthappened。Ikeptintendingtowritetotheothergirlandtellherplainlythateverythingwasoff。ButIkeptpostponingit。 Itseemedlikeadeuceofahardjobtotackle。 “But,finally,Ididwriteher。ThatwastheverydayLucypromisedtothrowPrentMcMakinoverandmarryme。YouknowhowdeterminedallyourpeoplewerethatLucyshouldmarryMcMakin,Tom。Theyhadbroughtherupwiththeideathatshewasgoingto,and,ofcourse,shewasboredwithhimforthatreason。 “Wedecidedthebestplanwouldbetoslipawayquietlyandgetmarried。Weknewitwouldraisearow。ButtherewasboundtobearowanyhowwhentheyfoundsheintendedtomarrymeinsteadofMcMakin。Sowefiguredwemightjustaswellbeawayfromthere。 “WeleftyourplaceearlyonthemorningofOctober31,1888——doyourememberthedate,Tom?WetookthetrainforClarksville,Tennessee,andgotthereabouttwoo\'clockthatafternoon。 Isupposeyouhavebeeninthatinterestingcentreofthetobaccoindustry。IfyouhaveyoumayrememberthatthecourthouseofMontgomeryCountyisrightacrossthestreetfromthebesthotel。 Igotalicenseandapreacherwithoutanytrouble,andweweremarriedinthehotelparlourthatafternoon。Oneofthehotelclerksandthecountyclerkhimselfwerethewitnesses。 “WewenttoCincinnatiandfromtheretoChicago。TherewegotroomsoutontheSouthSide——HydePark,theycalledit。AndIgotmeajob。Ihadsomemoneyleft,butnotenoughtobuykohinoorsandrace-horseswith。Beside,Ireallywantedtogettowork——wanteditforthefirsttimeinmylife。YourememberyoungClaytoninourclass?Heandsomeotherenterprisingcitizenshadabuildingandloanassociation。Suchthingsarenodoubtimmoral,butIwenttoworkforhim。 “WehadbeeninChicagoaweekwhenLucywrotehomewhatshehaddone,andbeggedfor- givenessforbeingsoabruptaboutit。Atleast,Isupposethatiswhatshewrote。Itwas——“ “Irememberexactlywhatshewrote,“saysColonelTom。 “Ineverknewexactly,“saysthedoctor。“Thesamemailthatbroughtwordfromyouthatyourgrandfatherhadhadsomesortofastroke,asaconsequenceofourelopement,broughtalsotwolettersfromEmma。TheyhadbeenforwardedfromNewYorktoTennessee,andyouhadfor- wardedthemtoChicago。 “Thoselettersbeganthetrouble。Yousee,I hadn\'ttoldEmmawhenIwrotebreakingofftheengagementthatIwasgoingtogetmarriedthenextday。AndEmmahadn\'treceivedmyletter,orelsehadmadeuphermindtoignoreit。Anyhow,thoseletterswereregularlove-letters。 “Ihadn\'treallyreadoneofEmma\'slettersformonths。ButsomehowIcouldn\'thelpreadingthese。Ihadforgottenwhatagiftfortheexpres- sionofsentimentEmmahad。Shefairlyrevelledinit,Tom。Thoselettersweresimplywrithingwithclingingfemaleadjectives。TheySQUIRMED withaffection。 “YoumayrememberthatLucywasaratherjealoussortofaperson。Rightinthemidstofheralarmandgriefandself-reproachoverhergrand- father,andinthemidstofmyeffortstocomforther,shespiedthefemininehandwritingonthosetwoletters。Ihadglancedthroughthemhurriedly,andlaidthemonthetable。 “Tom,Iwasinbad。Thedatesonthem,youknow,weresoRECENT。Ididn\'twantLucytoreadthem。ButIdidn\'tdaretoACTasifIdidn\'twantherto。SoIhandedthemover。 “Isuppose——toabridewhohadonlybeenmarriedalittlemorethanaweek——andwhohadhurthergrandfathernearlytodeathinthemarry- ing,thoselettersmusthavesoundedratherodd。 Itriedtoexplain。Butallmyexplanationsonlyseemedtomakethecaseworseforme。Lucywasfuriouslyjealous。Wereallyhadadevilofarowbeforewewerethroughwithit。ItriedtotellherthatIlovednoonebuther。ShepointedoutthatImusthavesaidmuchthesamesortofthingtoEmma。ShesaidshewasalmostassorryforEmmaasshewasforherself。WhenLucygotthroughwithme,Tom,Ilookedlikethirtycentsandfeltliketwenty-fiveofthatwasplugged。 “Ididn\'thavesenseenoughtoknowthatitwasmostofitgriefoverhergrandfather,andnervesandhysteria,andthefactthatshewasonlyeighteenyearsoldandlonely,andthatbeingabridehadacertainamounttodowithit。ShehadtoldmethatIwasabeast,andmademefeellikeone;andI tookthewholethinghardandbelievedher。I madeafine,five-acttragedyoutofajealousfitImighthavesoftenedintocomedyifIhadhadthewit。 “Iwasn\'tsoveryoldmyself,andIhadn\'teverbeenmarriedbefore。Ishouldhavekeptmymouthshutuntilitwasallover,andthenwhenshebegantocryIshouldhavecoaxedherupandmadeherfeellikeIwastheonlysolidthingtohangontointhewholeworld。 “Butthebottomhaddroppedoutoftheuni- verseforme。Shehadsaidshehatedme。Iwasfoolenoughtobelieveher。Iwentdowntownandbegantodrink。Icomehomelatethatnight。 Thepoorgirlhadbeenwaitingupforme——waitingforhours,andbecomingmoreandmorefrightenedwhenIdidn\'tshowup。Shewasoverherjealousfit,Isuppose。IfIhadcomehomeingoodshape,orinanythinglikeit,wewouldhavemadeupthenandthere。Butmyconditionstoppedallthat。 Iwasn\'tsodrunkbutthatIsawherfacechangewhensheletmein。Shewasdisgusted。 “InthemorningIwassickandfeverish。Iwasmorethandisgustedwithmyself。Iwasindespair。 Ifshehadhatedmebefore——andshehadsaidshedid——whatmustshedonow?ItseemedtomethatIhadsunksofarbeneathherthatitwouldtakeyearstogetback。Itdidn\'tseemworthwhilemakinganypleaformyself。Yousee,Iwasyoungandhadseriousstreaksallthroughme。Sowhenshetoldmethatshehadwrittenhomeagain,andwasgoingback——wasgoingtoleaveme,Ididn\'tseethatitwasonlyabluff。Ididn\'tseethatshewasreallyonlywaitingtoforgiveme,ifIgaveherachance。Istarteddowntowntothebuildingandloanoffice,wonderingwhenshewouldleave,andiftherewasanythingIcoulddotomakeherchangehermind。ImustrepeatagainthatIwasafool——thatIneededonlytospeakoneword,hadIbutknownit。 “IfIhadgonestraighttowork,everythingmighthavecomearoundallrighteventhen。ButI didn\'t。Ihadthatwhat\'s-the-usefeeling。AndI stoppedinatthePalmerHousebartogetsome- thingtosortofpullmetogether。 “WhileIwasthere,whoshouldcomeuptothebarandorderadrinkbutPrentMcMakin。“ “Yes!”saysColonelTom,asnearexcitedasheevergot。 “Yes,“saysArmstrong,“nobodyelse。Wesaweachotherinthemirrorbehindthebar。Idon\'tknowwhetheryouevernoticeditornot,Tom,butMcMakin\'seyeshadawayoflookingalmostlikecross-eyeswhenhewasstartledorexcited。Theywereagooddealtooneartogetheratanytime。 Hegavemesuchalookwhenoureyesmetinthemirrorthat,foraninstant,Ithoughtthathein- tendedtodomesomemischief——shootme,youknow,fortakinghisbride-to-beawayfromhim,orsomefoolthinglikethat。ButasweturnedtowardeachotherIsawhehadnointentionofthatsort。“ “Hadn\'the?”saysColonelTom,mightyin- terested。 “No,“saysthedoctor,lookingatColonelTomverypuzzled,“didyouthinkhehad?” “Yes,Idid,“saysthecolonel,rightthoughtful。 “Onthecontrary,“saysArmstrong,“wehadadrinktogether。Andhecongratulatedme。Mademequitealittlespeech,infact;oneoftheflowerykind,youknow,Tom,andsaidthatheboremenorancour,andallthat。“ “Thedeucehedid!”saysColonelTom,verylow,likehewastalkingtohimself。“Andthenwhat?” “Then,“saysthedoctor,“then——letmesee—— it\'sallalongtimeago,youknow,andMcMakin\'spartinthewholethingisn\'treallyimportant。“ “I\'mnotsosureitisn\'timportant,“saysthecolonel,“butgoon。“ “Then,“saysArmstrong,“wehadanotherdrinktogether。Infact,alotofthem。Wegotawfullyfriendly。AndlikeafoolItoldhimofmyquarrelwithLucy。“ “LIKEafool,“saysColonelTom,noddinghishead。“Goon。“ “Thereisn\'tmuchmoretotell,“saysthedoctor,“exceptthatImadeaworseidiotofmyselfyet,andleftMcMakinabouttwoo\'clockintheafter- noon,asnearasIcanrecollect。Somewhereaboutteno\'clockthatnightIwenthome。Lucywasgone。Ihaven\'tseenhersince。“ “Dave,“saysColonelTom,“didMcMakinhappentomentiontoyou,thatday,justwhyhewasinChicago?” “Isupposeso,“saysthedoctor。“Idon\'tknow。 Maybenot。Thatwastwentyyearsago。Why?” “Because,“saysColonelTom,verygrimandquiet,“becauseyourfirstthoughtastohisintentionwhenhemetyouinthebarwasMYideaalso。I thoughthewenttoChicagotosettlewithyou。 Yousee,IgottoChicagothatsameafternoon。“ “Thesameday?” “Yes。Weweretohavecometogether。ButImissedthetrain,andhegotthereadayaheadofme。Hewaswaitingatthehotelformetojoinhim,andthenweweregoingtolookyouuptogether。HefoundyoufirstandIneverdidfindyou。“ “ButIdon\'texactlyunderstand,“saysthedoctor。“Yousayhehadtheideaofshootingme。“ “Idon\'tunderstandeverythingmyself,“saysColonelTom。“ButIdounderstandthatPrentMcMakinmusthaveplayedsomesortofatwo- facedgame。Heneversaidawordtomeabouthavingseenyou。 “Listen,“hegoeson。“WhenyouandLucyranawayitnearlykilledourgrandfather。Infact,itfinallydidkillhim。WhenwegotLucy\'sletterthattoldyouwereinChicagoIwentuptobringherbackhome。Wedidn\'tknowwhatweweregoingtodo,McMakinandI,butwewerebothagreedthatyouneededkilling。AndhesworethathewouldmarryLucyanyhow,even——“ “MARRYHER!”singsoutthedoctor,“butweWERE married。“ “Dave,“ColonelTomsaysveryslowandsteady,“youkeepSAYINGyouweremarried。Butit\'sstrange——it\'srightSTRANGEaboutthatmarriage。“ Andhelookedatthedoctorhardandclose,likehewoulddragthetruthoutofhim,andthedoctormethislookfreeandopen。YouwouldofthoughtColonelTomwassayingwithhislook:“YouMUST tellmethetruth。“Andthedoctorwithhiswasanswering:“IHAVEtoldyouthetruth。“ “But,Tom,“saysthedoctor,“thatlettershewroteyoufromChicagomust——“ “DoyouknowwhatLucywrote?”interruptsColonelTom。“Irememberexactly。Itwassim- ply:\'FORGIVEME。ILOVEDHIMSO。IAMHAPPY。 IKNOWITISWRONG,BUTILOVEHIMSOYOUMUST FORGIVEME。\'“ “Butcouldn\'tyoutellfromTHATweweremarried?” criesoutthedoctor。 “Shedidn\'tmentionit,“saysColonelTom。 “Shesupposedthatherownfamilyhadenoughfaithinhertotakeitforgranted,“saysthedoctor,veryscornful,hisfacegettingred。 “Butwait,Dave,“saysColonelTom,quietandcool。“Don\'tblusterwithme。Therearestillalotofthingstobeexplained。Andthatmarriageisoneofthem。 “Togobackabit。Yousayyougottothehousesomewherearoundteno\'clockthateveningandfoundLucygone。Doyourememberthedayofthemonth?” “ItwasNovember14,1888。“ “Exactly,“saysColonelTom。“IgottoChicagoatsixo\'clockofthatveryday。AndIwentatoncetotheaddressinLucy\'sletter。Igottherebetweensevenandeighto\'clock。Shewasgone。 Mythoughtwasthatyoumusthavegotwindofmycomingandpersuadedhertoleavewithyouinordertoavoidme——althoughIdidn\'tseehowyoucouldknowwhenIwouldgetthere,either,whenIthoughtitover。“ “Andyouhaveneverseenhersince,“saysArm- strong,pondering。 “IHAVEseenhersince,“saysColonelTom,“andthatisonethingthatmakesmesayyourstoryneedsfurtherexplanation。“ “Butwhere——when——didyouseeher?”aststhedoctor,mightyexcited。 “Iamcomingtothat。Iwentbackhomeagain。 AndinJulyofthenextyearIheardfromher。“ “Heardfromher?” “Byletter。ShewasinGalesburg,Illinois,ifyouknowwherethatis。Shewaslivingtherealone。Andshewasalmostdestitute。Iwrotehertocomehome。Shewouldnot。Butshehadtolive。IgotridofsomeofourpropertyinTen- nessee,andtookenoughcashuptherewithmetofixher,inadecentsortofway,fortherestofherlife,andputitinthebank。Iwaswithhertherefortendays;thenIwentbackhometogetAuntLucyDavistohelpmeinanotherefforttopersuadehertoreturn。ButwhenIgotbackNorthwithAuntLucyshehadgone。“ “Gone?” “Yes,andwhenwereturnedwithouthertoTennesseetherewasalettertellingusnottotrytofindher。Wethought——Ithought——thatshemighthavetakenupwithyouonceagain。“ “But,myGod!Tom,“thedoctorbustsout,“youwerewithhertendaysthereinGalesburg! Didn\'tshetellyouthen——couldn\'tyoutellfromthewaysheacted——thatshehadmarriedme?” “That\'stheoddthing,Dave,“saysthecolonel,veryslowandthoughtful。“That\'swhatissoverystrangeaboutitall。Imerelyassumedbymyatti- tudethatyouwerenotmarried,andsheletmeassumeitwithoutaprotest。“ “Butdidyouaskher?” “Askher?No。Can\'tyouseethattherewasnoreasonwhyIshouldaskher?Iwassure。Andbeingsureofit,naturallyIdidn\'ttalkaboutittoher。YoucanunderstandthatIwouldn\'t,can\'tyou?Infact,Inevermentionedyoutoher。Shenevermentionedyoutome。“ “Youmusthavemistakenher,Tom。“ “Idon\'tthinkit\'spossible,Dave,“saidthecolonel。“Youcanmistakewordsandexplanationsagooddealeasierthanyoucanmistakeanatmos- phere。No,Dave,Itellyouthatthere\'ssomethingoddaboutit——marriedornot,Lucydidn\'tBELIEVE herselfmarriedthelasttimeIsawher。“ “ButsheMUSThaveknown,“saysthedoctor,asmuchtohimselfastothecolonel。“SheMUST haveknown。“Anyonecouldoftoldbythewayhesaiditthathewasn\'tlying。IcouldseethatColonelTombelievedinhim,too。TheywasbothsickingtheirintellectsontothejoboffiggeringouthowitwasLucydidn\'tknow。Finallythedoctorsaysverythoughtful: “WhateverbecameofPrentissMcMakin,Tom?” “Dead,“saysColonelTom,“quiteawhileago。“ “H-m,“saysthedoctor,stillthinkinghard。 AndthenlooksatColonelTomliketheywasanideainhishead。Whichhedon\'tspeakherout。 ButColonelTomseemstounderstand。 “Yes,“hesays,noddinghishead。“Ithinkyouareontherighttracknow。Yes——Ishouldn\'twonder。“ Well,theyputsthisandthattogether,andtheyagreesthatwhateverhappenedtomakethingshardtoexplainmustofhappenedonthatdaythatPrentissMcMakinmetthedoctorinthebar-room,anddidn\'tshoothim,ashehadmadehisbragshewould。MustofhappenedbetweenthetimethatafternoonwhenPrentissMcMakinleftthedoctorandthetimeColonelTomwentouttoseehissisterandfoundshehadwent。Mustofhappenedsome- howthroughPrentMcMakin。 WegoeshomewithColonelTomthatnight。AndthenextdayallthreeofusisonourwaytoAthens,Indiany,whereIhadseenMissLucyat。 CHAPTERXXIII Furmypart,asthetrainkeptgettingfurtherandfurthernorth,myfeelingskeptgettingmoreandmoremixed。ItcometomethatImightbesteeringstraightfurabunchoftrouble。Thefeelingthatsadnessandmelancholyandseriousnesswaslayingaheadofmekeptmefromreallyenjoyingthemdollar-apiecemealsonthetrain。ItwasMarthathatdoneit。AllthispastandgonelovestoryIhadbeenhearingaboutremindedmeofMartha。AndIwassteeringstraighttowardher,andnowayoutofit。HowdidIknowbutwhatthattheregirlmightbeexpect- ingfurtomarryme,orsomethinglikethat?NotbutwhatIwasawfulinlovewithherwhilstwewastogether。Butithadn\'treallysetinonmeverydeep。Ihadn\'tforgotaboutherrightaway。ButpurtysoonIhadgottoforgettingheroftenerthanIrememberedher。Andnowitwasn\'tnousetalk- ing——Ijestwasn\'tinlovewithMarthanomore,anddidn\'thavenoambitiontobe。Ihadwentaroundthecountryagoodbit,andgotintrustedinotherthings,andsawseveralothergirlsIlikedpurtywell。 Keepingsteadyinlovewithjestonegirlismightyhardifyouaremovingaroundagoodbit。 ButIwasconsiderableworriedaboutMartha。 Shewasanawfulromancefulkindofgirl。Andeventhemostsensiblekindissaidtobefoolsaboutgettingtheirheartsbrokeandpiningawayanddyingoverafeller。IwouldhatetothinkMarthahadpinedherselfsick。 Icouldn\'tshutmyeyestothefactwewasen- gagedtoeachotherlegal,allright。Andifshewantedtoactmeanaboutitandtakeittoacourtitwouldlikelybebindingonme。ThenI saystomyselfissheismeanenoughtodothatI\'llbedernedifIdon\'tgotojailbeforeImarryher,andstaythere。 Andthenmyconsciencegottoworkinginsideofmeagin。Andapictureofhergettingthinandnoteatinghervittlesregularandwaitingandwaitingfurmetoshowup,andmeneverdoingit,cometome。AndIfeltsorryfurpoorMartha,andthoughtmebbyIwouldmarryherjesttokeepherfromdying。Furyouwouldfeelpurtytoughifagirlwastogetsostuckonyouitkilledher。NotthatIeverseenthatreallyhappen,either;butfirstandlasttherehasbeenconsiderabletalkaboutit。 Itwasn\'tbutwhatIlikedMarthawellenough。 Itwastheideaofgettingmarried,andstayingmarried,mademefeelsoanxious。Beingmarriedmayworkoutallrightfursomefolks。ButI knoweditneverwouldworkanywithme。Ornotfurlong。BecausewhyshouldIwanttobetieddowntooneplace,orhaveasteadyjob?Thatwouldbeameanwaytolive。 Ofcourse,withapersonthatwasthedoctor\'sageitwouldbedifferent。Hehaddonehisrunningaroundandwouldbewillingtosettledownnow,I guessed。Thatis,ifhecouldgethisdifferenceswiththishereBucknerfamilypatchedupsatisfactory。 Iwonderedwhetherhewouldbeabletoornot。 HimandColonelTomweretalkingconstantonthetrainallthewayup。FromthelittlestretchesoftheirtalkIcouldn\'thelphearing,Iguessedeachonewastellingtheotherallthathadhappenedtohiminthetimethathadpassedby。ColonelTomwhatkindofalifehehadlived,andhowhehadmarriedandhiswifehaddiedandlefthimawid- owerwithoutanykids。Andthedoctor——itwasalwayshardfurmetogettocallinghimanythingbutDoctorKirby——howhehadhappenedtostartoutwithagoodchancetinlifeandturnintojestatravellingfakir。 Well,Ithinkstomyselfnowthathehasgottobethat,mebbyherandhimwon\'tsuitsowellnow,eveniftheydoesgettheirdifferencespatchedup。 Furalltheforgivingintheworldain\'tgoingtochangethings,ormakethemnodifferent。But,solongasthedoctorappearedtowanttofindhersodernedbad,IwasawfulgladIhadbeenthemeansofgettinghimandMissLucytogether。Hehaddonealotfurme,firstandlast,thedoctorhad,andIfeltlikeithelpedpayhimalittle。ThoughiftheywastosettledownlikemarriedfolksIwouldfeellikeagoodoldsportwasspoiledinthedoctor,too。 WehadtochangecarsatIndianapolistogettothattherelittletown。Wewasduetoreachitabouttwoo\'clockintheafternoon。Andthenearerwegottotheplacethenervouserandnervouserallthreeofusbecome。Andnotowningwewas。Thelasthourbeforewehittheplace,Itookadrinkofwatereverythreeminutes,Iwassonervous。AndwhenwecomeintothetownIwasalreadystandingoutontotheplatform。Iwouldn\'tofbeensur- prisedtofindMarthaandMissLucydowntheretothestation。But,ofcourse,theywasn\'t。FursomereasonIfeltgladtheywasn\'t。 “Now,“Isaystothemtwo,aswegotoffthetrain,“follermeandIwillshowyouthehouse。“ Everybodyrubbersatstrangersinacountrytown,andwonderswhytheyhavecome,andwhattheyisselling,andiftheyaremebbygoingtostartanewgrainelevator,orbuyland,orwhat。Theusualonesaroundthedepotrubberedatus,andI hearnonegeezersaytoanother: “Seethatbigfellerthere?Hewasthroughhereayearortwoagosellingpatentmedicine。“ “Youdon\'tsayso!”saystheotherone,likeitwassomethingimportant,likeapresidentoracircushadcome,andhiseyesa-buggingout。Andthedoctorhearnthem,too。FursomereasonorotherheflushedupandcutalookoutofthecornerofhiseyeatColonelTom。 Wewentrightthroughthemainstreetandouttowardtheedgeoftown,bythecrick,whereMissLucy\'shousewas。And,ifanything,allofusfeel- ingnervouseryet。Andsayingnothingandnotlookingateachother。AndColonelTomrollingcigarettesandfumblingfurmatchesandlightingthemandslingingthemaway。Furhowdoesany- bodyknowhowwomenisgoingtotakeeventhemostordinarylittlethings? Iknowedthewaywellenough,andwherethehousewas,butaswewentaroundtheturnintheroadIrunacrostasurprisedfeeling。Icomeontotheplacewhereourcampfirehadbeenthemnightswewasthere。Looeyhaddruganoldfencepostontothefireonenight,andtheposthadonlyburnedhalfup。Thebuttendofit,allcharredandflaked,wasstilllayinginthegrassandweedsthere。Ithitmewithaqueerfeeling——likeitwasonlyyester- daythatfirehadbeenlitthere。AndyetIknowedithadbeenayearandahalfago。 Well,ithasalwaysbeenmylucktorunintothingswithouttherightkindofaliefixedupaheadoftime。TheywasthreeorfourpurtygoodstoriesIhadbeentryingoverinmyheadtotellMarthawhenIseenher。Anyoneofthemstoriesmightofdoneallright;butIhadn\'tdecidedWHICHonetouse。And,ofcourse,IrunplumbintoMartha。 Shewasstandingbythegate,whichwasabouttwentyyardsfromtheveranda。Andallfourliespoppedintomyheadatoncet,andgotsomixedupwithoneanotherthere,Iseenrightoffitwasuselesstotrytotellanythingthatsoundedstraight。Be- sides,whenyouareinthefixIwasin,whatcanyoutellagirlanyhow? SoIjestsaystoher: “Hullo!”