Beforethreedayswereover,thePresident,withalittlemorethanhisusualabruptness,suddenlyaskedhimwhatheknewaboutthisfellowCarson,whomthePennsylvanianswerebotheringhimtoputinhisCabinet。Ratcliffewasguarded:hescarcelyknewtheman;Mr。Carsonwasnotinpolitics,hebelieved,butwasprettyrespectable——foraPennsylvanian。ThePresidentreturnedtothesubjectseveraltimes;gotouthislistofCabinetofficersandfiguredindustriouslyuponitwitharatherperplexedface;calledRatcliffetohelphim;andatlastthe“slate“wasfairlybroken,andRatcliffe\'seyesgleamedwhenthePresidentcausedhislistofnominationstobesenttotheSenateonthe5thMarch,andJosiahB。Carson,ofPennsylvania,waspromptlyconfirmedasSecretaryoftheInterior。
Buthiseyesgleamedstillmorehumorouslywhen,afewdaysafterwards,thePresidentgavehimalonglistofsometwoscorenames,andaskedhimtofindplacesforthem。Heassentedgood-naturedly,witharemarkthatitmightbenecessarytomakeafewremovalstoprovideforthesecases。
“Oh,well,“saidthePresident,“Iguessthere\'sjustaboutasmanyasthathadoughttogooutanyway。Thesearefriendsofmine;gottobelookedafter。Juststuff\'eminsomewhere。“
Evenhefeltalittleawkwardaboutit,and,todohimjustice,thiswasthelastthatwasheardaboutthefundamentalruleofhisadministration。
Removalswerefastandfurious,untilallIndianabecameeasyincircumstances。Anditwasnottobedeniedthat,byonemeansoranother,Ratcliffe\'sfriendsdidcomeintotheirfairshareofthepublicmoney。
PerhapsthePresidentthoughtitbesttowinkatsuchuseoftheTreasurypatronageforthepresent,orwasalreadyalittleoverawedbyhisSecretary。
Ratcliffe\'sworkwasdone。Thepublichad,withthehelpofsomecleverintrigue,drivenitsservantsintothetraces。EvenanIndianastone-cuttercouldbetaughtthathispersonalprejudicesmustyieldtothepublicservice。Whatmischieftheselfishness,theambition,ortheignoranceofthesemenmightdo,wasanothermatter。Astheaffairstood,thePresidentwasthevictimofhisownschemes。Itremainedtobeseenwhether,atsomefutureday,Mr。RatcliffewouldthinkitworthhiswhiletostranglehischiefbysomequietEasternintrigue,butthetimehadgonebywhenthePresidentcouldmakeuseofeitherthebow-stringortheaxeuponhim。
AllthispassedwhileMrs。LeewasquietlypuzzlingherpoorlittlebrainaboutherdutyandherresponsibilitytoRatcliffe,who,meanwhile,rarelyfailedtofindhimselfonSundayeveningsbyhersideinherparlour,wherehisrightswerenowsowellestablishedthatnoonepresumedtocontesthisseat,unlessitwereoldJacobi,whofromtimetotimeremindedhimthathewasfallibleandmortal。Occasionally,thoughnotoften,Mr。Ratcliffecameatothertimes,aswhenhepersuadedMrs。LeetobepresentattheInauguration,andtocallonthePresident\'swife。MadeleineandSybilwenttotheCapitolandhadthebestplacestoseeandheartheInauguration,aswellasacoldMarchwindwouldallow。Mrs。
Leefoundfaultwiththeceremony;itwasoftheearth,earthy,shesaid。Anelderlywesternfarmer,withsilverspectacles,newandglossyeveningclothes,bonyfeatures,andstiff;thin,grayhair,tryingtoaddressalargecrowdofpeople,underthedrawbacksofapiercingwindandacoldinhishead,wasnotahero。Sybil\'smindwaslostinwonderingwhetherthePresidentwouldnotsoondieofpneumonia。Eventhisexperience,however,washappywhencomparedwiththatofthecalluponthePresident\'swife,afterwhichMadeleinedecidedtoleavethenewdynastyaloneinfuture。
Thelady,whowassomewhatstoutandcoarse-featured,andwhomMrs。Leedeclaredshewouldn\'tengageasacook,showedqualitieswhich,seenunderthatfiercelightwhichbeatsuponathrone,seemedungracious。HerantipathytoRatcliffewasmoreviolentthanherhusband\'s,andwasevenmoreopenlyexpressed,untilthePresidentwasquiteputoutofcountenancebyit。SheextendedherhostilitytoeveryonewhocouldbesupposedtobeRatcliffe\'sfriend,andthenewspapers,aswellasprivategossip,hadmarkedoutMrs。Leeasonewho,byanalliancewithRatcliffe,wasaimingatsupplantingherownruleovertheWhiteHouse。
Hence,whenMrs。LightfootLeewasannounced,andthetwosisterswereusheredintothepresidentialparlour,sheputonacoldlypatronizingair,andinreplytoMadeleine\'shopethatshefoundWashingtonagreeable,sheintimatedthattherewasmuchinWashingtonwhichstruckherasawfulwicked,especiallythewomen;and,lookingatSybil,shespokeofthestyleofdressinthiscitywhichshesaidshemeanttodowhatshecouldtoputastopto。She\'dheardtellthatpeoplesenttoParisfortheirgowns,justasthoughAmericawasn\'tgoodenoughtomakeone\'sclothes!
Jacob(allPresidents\'wivesspeakoftheirhusbandsbytheirfirstnames)hadpromisedhertogetalawpassedagainstit。InhertowninIndiana,ayoungwomanwhowasseenonthestreetinsuchclotheswouldn\'tbespokento。Attheseremarks,madewithanairandinatemperquiteunmistakable,Madeleinebecameexasperatedbeyondmeasure,andsaidthat“WashingtonwouldbepleasedtoseethePresidentdosomethinginregardtodress-reform——oranyotherreform;“andwiththisallusiontothePresident\'sante-electionreformspeeches,Mrs。Leeturnedherbackandlefttheroom,followedbySybilinconvulsionsofsuppressedlaughter,whichwouldnothavebeensuppressedhadsheseenthefaceoftheirhostessasthedoorshutbehindthem,andtheenergywithwhichsheshookherheadandsaid:“SeeifIdon\'treformyouyet,you——jade!”
Mrs。LeegaveRatcliffealivelyaccountofthisinterview,andhelaughednearlyasconvulsivelyasSybiloverit,thoughhetriedtopacifyherbysayingthatthePresident\'smostintimatefriendsopenlydeclaredhiswifetobeinsane,andthathehimselfwasthepersonmostafraidofher。ButMrs。LeedeclaredthatthePresidentwasasbadashiswife;thatanequallygoodPresidentandPresident\'swifecouldbepickedupinanycorner-grocerybetweentheLakesandtheOhio;andthatnoinducementshouldevermakehergonearthatcoarsewasherwomanagain。
RatcliffedidnotattempttochangeMrs。Lee\'sopinion。IndeedheknewbetterthananymanhowPresidentsweremade,andhehadhisownopinionsinregardtotheprocessaswellasthefabricproduced。NothingMrs。Leecouldsaynowaffectedhim。Hethrewoffhisresponsibilityandshefounditsuddenlyrestingonherownshoulders。Whenshespokewithindignationofthewholesaleremovalsfromofficewithwhichthenewadministrationmarkeditsadventtopower,hetoldherthestoryofthePresident\'sfundamentalprinciple,andaskedherwhatshewouldhavehimdo。
“Hemeanttotiemyhands,“saidRatcliffe,“andtoleavehisownfree,andIacceptedthecondition。CanIresignnowonsuchagroundasthis?”AndMadeleinewasobligedtoagreethathecouldnot。Shehadnomeansofknowinghowmanyremovalshemadeinhisowninterest,orhowfarhehadoutwittedthePresidentathisowngame。Hestoodbeforeheravictimandapatriot。Everystephehadtakenhadbeentakenwithherapproval。Hewasnowinofficetopreventwhatevilhecould,nottoberesponsiblefortheevilthatwasdone;andhehonestlyassuredherthatmuchworsemenwouldcomeinwhenhewentout,asthePresidentwouldcertainlytakegoodcarethathedidgooutwhenthemomentarrived。
Mrs。LeehadthechancenowtocarryoutherschemeincomingtoWashington,forshewasalreadydeepinthemireofpoliticsandcouldseewitheveryadvantagehowthegreatmachineflounderedabout,bespatteringwithmudevenherownpuregarments。
Ratcliffehimself,sinceenteringtheTreasury,hadbeguntotalkwithasneerofthewayinwhichlawsweremade,andopenlysaidthathewonderedhowgovernmentgotonatall。Yethedeclaredstillthatthisparticulargovernmentwasthehighestexpressionofpoliticalthought。Mrs。Leestaredathimandwonderedwhetherheknewwhatthoughtwas。ToherthegovernmentseemedtohavelessthoughtinitthanoneofSybil\'sgowns,forifthey,likethegovernment,weremonstrouslycostly,theywereatleastadaptedtotheirpurpose,thepartsfittedtogether,andtheywereneitherawkwardnorunwieldy。
Therewasnothingveryencouraginginallthis,butitwasbetterthanNewYork。Atleastitgavehersomethingtolookat,andtothinkabout。EvenLordDunbegpreachedpracticalphilanthropytoherbythehour。Ratcliffe,too,wascompelledtodraghimselfoutoftherutofmachinepolitics,andtojustifyhisrightofadmissiontoherhouse。ThereMr。Frenchdiscoursedatgreatlength,untilthefourthofMarchsenthimhometoConnecticut;andhebroughtmorethanoneintelligentmemberofCongresstoMrs。Lee\'sparlour。Underneaththescumfloatingonthesurfaceofpolitics,Madeleinefeltthattherewasasortofhealthyoceancurrentofhonestpurpose,whichsweptthescumbeforeit,andkeptthemasspure。
Thiswasenoughtodrawheron。ShereconciledherselftoacceptingtheRatcliffianmorals,forshecouldseenochoice。Sheherselfhadapprovedeverystepshehadseenhimtake。Shecouldnotdenythattheremustbesomethingwronginadoublestandardofmorality,butwherewasit?Mr。
Ratcliffeseemedtohertobedoinggoodworkwithaspuremeansashehadathand。Heoughttobeencouraged,notreviled。Whatwasshethatsheshouldstandinjudgment?
Otherswatchedherprogresswithlesssatisfaction。Mr。NathanGorewasoneofthese,forhecameinoneevening,lookingmuchoutoftemper,and,sittingdownbyhersidehesaidhehadcometobidgood-byeandtothankherforthekindnessshehadshownhim;
hewastoleaveWashingtonthenextmorning。Shetooexpressedherwarmregret,butaddedthatshehopedhewasonlygoinginordertotakehispassagetoMadrid。
Heshookhishead。“Iamgoingtotakemypassage,“saidhe,“butnottoMadrid。Thefateshavecutthatthread。ThePresidentdoesnotwantmyservices,andIcan\'tblamehim,forifoursituationswerereversed,Ishouldcertainlynotwanthis。HehasanIndianafriend,who,Iamtold,wantedtobepostmasteratIndianapolis,butasthisdidnotsuitthepoliticians,hewasboughtoffattheexorbitantpriceoftheSpanishmission。ButIshouldhavenochanceevenifhewereoutoftheway。ThePresidentdoesnotapproveofme。HeobjectstothecutofmyovercoatwhichisunfortunatelyanEnglishone。Healsoobjectstothecutofmyhair。
IamafraidthathiswifeobjectstomebecauseIamsohappyastobethoughtafriendofyours。“
MadeleinecouldonlyacknowledgethatMr。Gore\'scasewasabadone。“Butafterall,“saidshe,“whyshouldpoliticiansbeexpectedtoloveyouliterarygentlemenwhowritehistory。Othercriminalclassesarenotexpectedtolovetheirjudges。“
“No,buttheyhavesenseenoughtofearthem,“repliedGorevindictively;“notonepoliticianlivinghasthebrainsorthearttodefendhisowncause。Theoceanofhistoryisfoulwiththecarcasesofsuchstatesmen,deadandforgottenexceptwhensomehistorianfishesoneofthemuptogibbetit。“
Mr。Gorewassomuchoutoftemperthatafterthispieceofextravagancehewasforcedtopauseamomenttorecoverhimself。
Thenhewenton:——“Youareperfectlyright,andsoisthePresident。Ihavenobusinesstobemeddlinginpolitics。Itisnotmyplace。Thenexttimeyouhearofme,Ipromiseitshallnotbeasanoffice-seeker。“
Thenherapidlychangedthesubject,sayingthathehopedMrs。
Leewassoongoingnorthwardagain,andthattheymightmeetatNewport。
“Idon\'tknow,“repliedMadeleine;“thespringispleasanthere,andweshallstaytillthewarmweather,Ithink。“
Mr。Gorelookedgrave。“Andyourpolitics!”saidhe;“areyousatisfiedwithwhatyouhaveseen?”
“Ihavegotsofarastolosethedistinctionbetweenrightandwrong。Isn\'tthatthefirststepinpolitics?”
Mr。Gorehadnomindevenforseriousjesting。Hebrokeoutintoalonglecturewhichsoundedlikeachapterofsomefuturehistory:
“ButMrs。Lee,isitpossiblethatyoudon\'tseewhatawrongpathyouareon。Ifyouwanttoknowwhattheworldisreallydoingtoanygoodpurpose,passawinteratSamarcand,atTimbuctoo,butnotatWashington。Beabank-clerk,orajourneymanprinter,butnotaCongressman。Hereyouwillfindnothingbutwastedeffortandclumsyintrigue。“
“Doyouthinkitapityformetolearnthat?”askedMadeleinewhenhislongessaywasended。
“No!”repliedGore,hesitating;“notifyoudolearnit。Butmanypeoplenevergetsofar,oronlywhentoolate。Ishallbegladtohearthatyouaremistressofitandhavegivenupreformingpolitics。TheSpaniardshaveaproverbthatsmellsofthestable,butappliestopeoplelikeyouandme:
Themanwhowasheshisdonkey\'shead,losestimeandsoap。“
GoretookhisleavebeforeMadeleinehadtimetograspalltheimpudenceofthislastspeech。NotuntilshewasfairlyinbedthatnightdiditsuddenlyflashonhermindthatMr。GorehaddaredtocaricatureheraswastingtimeandsoaponMr。Ratcliffe。Atfirstshewasviolentlyangryandthenshelaughedinspiteofherself;
therewastruthintheportrait。Insecret,too,shewasthelessoffendedbecauseshehalfthoughtthatithaddependedonlyonherselftomakeofMr。Goresomethingmorethanafriend。IfshehadoverheardhispartingwordstoCarrington,shewouldhavehadstillmorereasontothinkthatalittlejealousyofRatcliffe\'ssuccesssharpenedthebarbofGore\'senmity。
“TakecareofRatcliffe!”washisfarewell;“heisacleverdog。HehassethismarkonMrs。Lee。Lookoutthathedoesn\'twalkoffwithher!”
Alittlestartledbythissuddenconfidence,Carringtoncouldonlyaskwhathecoulddotopreventit。
“Catsthatgoratting,don\'tweargloves,“repliedGore,whoalwayscarriedaSpanishproverbinhispocket。Carrington,afterpainfulreflection,couldonlyguessthathewantedRatcliffe\'senemiestoshowtheirclaws。Buthow?
Mrs。LeenotlongafterwardsspoketoRatcliffeofherregretatGore\'sdisappointmentandhintedathisdisgust。RatclifferepliedthathehaddonewhathecouldforGore,andhadintroducedhimtothePresident,who,afterseeinghim,hadswornhisusualgraniticoaththathewouldsoonersendhisniggerfarm-handJaketoSpainthanthatman-milliner。“YouknowhowIstand;“addedRatcliffe;“whatmorecouldIdo?”AndMrs。Lee\'simpliedreproachwassilenced。
IfGorewaslittlepleasedwithRatcliffe\'sconduct,poorSchneidekouponwasstilllessso。HeturnedupagainatWashingtonnotlongaftertheInaugurationandhadaprivateinterviewwiththeSecretaryoftheTreasury。
Whatpassedatitwasknownonlytothemselves,but,whateveritwas,Schneidekoupon\'stemperwasnonethebetterforit。FromhisconversationswithSybil,itseemedthattherewassomequestionaboutappointmentsinwhichhisprotectionistfriendswereinterested,andhetalkedveryopenlyaboutRatcliffe\'swantofgoodfaith,andhowhehadpromisedeverythingtoeverybodyandhadfailedtokeepasinglepledge;ifSchneidekoupon\'sadvicehadbeentaken,thiswouldn\'thavehappened。Mrs。LeetoldRatcliffethatSchneidekouponseemedoutoftemper,andaskedthereason。
Heonlylaughedandevadedthequestion,remarkingthatcattleofthiskindwerealwayscomplainingunlesstheywereallowedtorunthewholegovernment;Schneidekouponhadnothingtogrumbleabout;noonehadevermadeanypromisestohim。ButneverthelessSchneidekouponconfidedtoSybilhisantipathytoRatcliffeandsolemnlybeggedhernottoletMrs。Leefallintohishands,towhichSybilansweredtartlythatsheonlywishedMr。
Schneidekouponwouldtellherhowtohelpit。
ThereformerFrenchhadalsobeenoneofRatcliffe\'sbackersinthefightovertheTreasury。HeremainedinWashingtonafewdaysaftertheInauguration,andthendisappeared,leavingcardswithP。P。C。inthecorner,atMrs。Lee\'sdoor。Rumoursaidthathetoowasdisappointed,buthekepthisowncounsel,and,ifhereallywantedthemissiontoBelgium,hecontentedhimselfwithwaitingforit。Arespectablestage-coachproprietorfromOregongottheplace。
AsforJacobi,whowasnotdisappointed,andwhohadnothingtoaskfor,hewasbitterestofall。HeformallyofferedhiscongratulationstoRatcliffeonhisappointment。ThislittlesceneoccurredinMrs。Lee\'sparlour。TheoldBaron,withhismostsuavemanner,andhismostVoltaireanleer,saidthatinallhisexperience,andhehadseenagreatmanycourtintrigues,hehadneverseenanythingbettermanagedthanthatabouttheTreasury。
Ratcliffewasfuriouslyangry,andtoldtheBaronoutrightthatforeignministerswhoinsultedthegovernmentstowhichtheywereaccreditedranariskofbeingsenthome。
“Ceseraittoujoursunpisaller,“saidJacobi,seatinghimselfwithcalmnessinRatcliffe\'sfavouritechairbyMrs。Lee\'sside。
Madeleine,alarmedasshewas,couldnothelpinterposing,andhastilyaskedwhetherthatremarkwastranslatable。
“Ah!”saidtheBaron;“Icandonothingwithyourlanguage。Youwouldonlysaythatitwasachoiceofevils,togo,ortostay。“
“Wemighttranslateitbysaying:\'Onemaygofartherandfareworse,\'“
rejoinedMadeleine;andsothestormblewoverforthetime,andRatcliffesulkilyletthesubjectdrop。NeverthelessthetwomennevermetinMrs。
Lee\'sparlourwithoutherdreadingapersonalaltercation。Littlebylittle,whatwithJacobi\'ssarcasmsandRatcliffe\'sroughness,theynearlyceasedtospeak,andglaredateachotherlikequarrelsomedogs。Madeleinewasdriventoallkindsofexpedientstokeepthepeace,yetatthesametimeshecouldnotbutbegreatlyamusedbytheirbehaviour,andastheirhatredofeachotheronlystimulatedtheirdevotiontoher,shewascontenttoholdanevenbalancebetweenthem。
NorwerethesealltheawkwardconsequencesofRatcliffe\'sattentions。NowthathewasdistinctlyrecognizedasanintimatefriendofMrs。Lee\'s,andpossiblyherfuturehusband,nooneventuredanylongertoattackhiminherpresence,butneverthelessshewasconsciousinathousandwaysthattheatmospherebecamemoreandmoredenseundertheshadowoftheSecretaryoftheTreasury。Inspiteofherselfshesometimesfeltuneasy,asthoughtherewereconspiracyintheair。OneMarchafternoonshewassittingbyherfire,withanEnglishReviewinherhand,tryingtoreadthelastSymposiumonthesympathiesofEternalPunishment,whenherservantbroughtinacard,andMrs。LeehadbarelytimetoreadthenameofMrs。SamuelBakerwhenthatladyfollowedtheservantintotheroom,forcingthecountersigninsoeffectivestylethatforonceMadeleinewasfairlydisconcerted。Hermannerwhenthusintrudedupon,wascool,butinthiscase,onCarrington\'saccount,shetriedtosmilecourteouslyandaskedhervisitortositdown,whichMrs。Bakerwasdoingwithoutaninvitation,verysoonputtingherhostessentirelyatherease。Shewas,whenseenwithoutherveil,ashowywomanvergingonforty,decidedlylarge,tall,over-dressedeveninmourning,andwithacomplexionratherfresherthannaturehadmadeit。
Therewasagenialityinheraddress,savouringofeasyWashingtonways,afruitinessofsmile,andarichsouthernaccent,thatexplainedonthespothersuccessinthelobby。Shelookedaboutherwithfineself-possession,andapprovedMrs。Lee\'ssurroundingswithacordialitysodifferentfromthenorthernstinginessofpraise,thatMadeleinewasratherpleasedthanoffended。YetwhenhereyerestedontheCorot,Madeleine\'sonlypride,shewasevidentlyperplexed,andresortedtoeye-glasses,inorder,asitseemed,togaintimeforreflection。ButshewasnottobedisconcertedevenbyCorot\'smasterpiece:
“Howpretty!Japanese,isn\'tit?Sea-weedsseenthroughafog。I
wenttoanauctionyesterday,anddoyouknowIboughtatea-potwithapicturejustlikethat。“
Madeleineinquiredwithextremeinterestabouttheauction,butafterlearningallthatMrs。Bakerhadtotell,shewasonthepointofbeingreducedtosilence,whenshebethoughtherselftomentionCarrington。Mrs。
Bakerbrightenedupatonce,ifshecouldbesaidtobrightenwheretherewasnosignofdimness:
“DearMr。Carrington!Isn\'thesweet?Ithinkhe\'sadeliciousman。
Idon\'tknowwhatIshoulddowithouthim。SincepoorMr。Bakerleftme,wehavebeentogetherallthetime。Youknowmypoorhusbandleftdirectionsthatallhispapersshouldbeburned,andthoughIwouldnotsaysounlessyouweresuchafriendofMr。
Carrington\'s,Ireckonit\'sjustaswellforsomepeoplethathedid。I
nevercouldtellyouwhatquantitiesofpapersMr。
CarringtonandIhaveputinthefire;andwereadthemalltoo。“
Madeleineaskedwhetherthiswasnotdullwork。
“Oh,dear,no!YouseeIknowallaboutit,andtoldMr。Carringtonthestoryofeverypaperaswewenton。Itwasquiteamusing,I
assureyou。“
Mrs。LeethenboldlysaidshehadgotfromMr。CarringtonanideathatMrs。
Bakerwasaveryskilfuldiplomatist。
“Diplomatist!”echoedthewidowwithhergeniallaugh;“Well!itwasasmuchthatasanything,butthere\'snotmanydiplomatists\'
wivesinthiscityeverdidasmuchworkasIusedtodo。Why,I
knewhalfthemembersofCongressintimately,andallofthembysight。Iknewwheretheycamefromandwhattheylikedbest。I
couldgetroundthegreaterpartofthem,soonerorlater。“
Mrs。Leeaskedwhatshedidwithallthisknowledge。Mrs。Bakershookherpink-and-whitecountenance,andalmostparalysedheroppositeneighbourbyasortofGrandeDuchessewink:
“Oh,mydear!youarenewhere。IfyouhadseenWashingtoninwar-timesandforafewyearsafterwards,youwouldn\'taskthat。
Wehadmorecongressionalbusinessthanalltheotheragentsputtogether。Everyonecametousthen,togethisbillthrough,orhisappropriationwatched。Wewerehardatworkallthetime。Yousee,onecan\'tkeeptherunofthreehundredmenwithoutsometrouble。Myhusbandusedtomakelistsoftheminbookswithahistoryofeachmanandallhecouldlearnabouthim,butIcarrieditallinmyhead。“
“Doyoumeanthatyoucouldgetthemalltovoteasyoupleased?”
askedMadeleine。
“Well!wegotourbillsthrough,“repliedMrs。Baker。
“Buthowdidyoudoit?didtheytakebribes?”
“Someofthemdid。Someofthemlikedsuppersandcardsandtheatresandallsortsofthings。Someofthemcouldbeled,andsomehadtobedrivenlikePaddy\'spigwhothoughthewasgoingtheotherway。Someofthemhadwiveswhocouldtalktothem,andsome——hadn\'t,“saidMrs。Baker,withaqueerintonationinherabruptending。
“Butsurely,“saidMrs。Lee,“manyofthemmusthavebeenabove——Imean,theymusthavehadnothingtogetholdof;sothatyoucouldmanagethem。“
Mrs。Bakerlaughedcheerfullyandremarkedthattheywereverymuchofamuchness。
“ButIcan\'tunderstandhowyoudidit,“urgedMadeleine;“now,howwouldyouhavegonetoworktogetarespectablesenator\'svote——amanlikeMr。
Ratcliffe,forinstance?”
“Ratcliffe!”repeatedMrs。Bakerwithaslightelevationofvoicethatgavewaytoapatronisinglaugh。“Oh,mydear!don\'tmentionnames。Ishouldgetintotrouble。SenatorRatcliffewasagoodfriendofmyhusband\'s。IguessMr。Carringtoncouldhavetoldyouthat。Butyousee,whatwegenerallywantedwasallrightenough。
Wehadtoknowwhereourbillswere,andjogpeople\'selbowstogetthemreportedintime。Sometimeswehadtoconvincethemthatourbillwasaproperone,andtheyoughttovoteforit。Onlynowandthen,whentherewasagreatdealofmoneyandthevotewasclose,wehadtofindoutwhatvoteswereworth。Itwasmostlydiningandtalking,callingthemoutintothelobbyoraskingthemtosupper。IwishIcouldtellyouthingsIhaveseen,butIdon\'tdare。Itwouldn\'tbesafe。I\'vetoldyoualreadymorethanIeversaidtoanyoneelse;butthenyouaresointimatewithMr。Carrington,thatIalwaysthinkofyouasanoldfriend。“
ThusMrs。Bakerrippledon,whileMrs。Leelistenedwithmoreandmoredoubtanddisgust。Thewomanwasshowy,handsomeinacoarsestyle,andperfectlypresentable。Mrs。LeehadseenDuchessesasvulgar。SheknewmoreaboutthepracticalworkingofgovernmentthanMrs。Leecouldeverexpectorhopetoknow。
Whythendrawbackfromthisinterestinglobbyistwithsuchbabyishrepulsion?
When,afteralong,and,asshedeclared,amostcharmingcall,Mrs。BakerwendedherwayelsewhereandMadeleinehadgiventhestrictestorderthatsheshouldneverbeadmittedagain,Carringtonentered,andMadeleineshowedhimMrs。Baker\'scardandgavealivelyaccountoftheinterview。
“WhatshallIdowiththewoman?”sheasked;“mustIreturnhercard?”ButCarringtondeclinedtoofferadviceonthisinterestingpoint。“AndshesaysthatMr。Ratcliffewasafriendofherhusband\'sandthatyoucouldtellmeaboutthat。“
“Didshesayso?”remarkedCarringtonvaguely。
“Yes!andthatshekneweveryone\'sweakpointsandcouldgetalltheirvotes。“
Carringtonexpressednosurprise,andsoevidentlypreferredtochangethesubject,thatMrs。Leedesistedandsaidnomore。
ButshedeterminedtotrythesameexperimentonMr。Ratcliffe,andchosetheverynextchancethatoffered。InhermostindifferentmannersheremarkedthatMrs。SamBakerhadcalleduponherandhadinitiatedherintothemysteriesofthelobbytillshehadbecomequiteambitioustostartonthatcareer。
“Shesaidyouwereafriendofherhusband\'s,“addedMadeleinesoftly。
Ratcliffe\'sfacebetrayednosign。
“Ifyoubelievewhatthosepeopletellyou,“saidhedrily,“youwillbewiserthantheQueenofSheba。“
ChapterIX
WHENEVERamanreachesthetopofthepoliticalladder,hisenemiesunitetopullhimdown。Hisfriendsbecomecriticalandexacting。AmongthemanydangersofthissortwhichnowthreatenedRatcliffe,therewasonethat,hadheknownit,mighthavemadehimmoreuneasythananyofthosewhichweretheworkofsenatorsandcongressmen。Carringtonenteredintoanalliance,offensiveanddefensive,withSybil。Itcameaboutinthiswise。Sybilwasfondofriding。andoccasionally,whenCarringtoncouldsparethetime,hewentasherguideandprotectorinthesecountryexcursions;foreveryVirginian,howeveroutatelbows,hasahorse,ashehasshoesorashirt。
InathoughtlessmomentCarringtonhadbeendrawnintoapromisethathewouldtakeSybiltoArlington。Thepromisewasonethathedidnothurrytokeep,fortherewerereasonswhichmadeavisittoArlingtonanythingbutapleasuretohim;butSybilwouldlistentonoexcuses,andsoitcameaboutthat,onelovelyMarchmorning,whentheshrubsandthetreesinthesquarebeforethehousewerejustbeginning,underthewarmersun,toshowsignsoftheircomingwantonness,Sybilstoodattheopenwindowwaitingforhim,whilehernewKentuckyhorsebeforethedoorshowedwhathethoughtofthedelaybycurvinghisneck,tossinghishead,andpawingthepavement。
Carringtonwaslateandkeptherwaitingsolong,thatthemignonetteandgeraniums,whichadornedthewindow,sufferedforhisslowness,andthecurtaintasselsshowedsignsofwilfuldamage。Neverthelesshearrivedatlength,andtheysetouttogether,choosingthestreetsleastenlivenedbyhorse-carsandprovision-carts,untiltheyhadcreptthroughthegreatmetropolisofGeorgetownandcomeuponthebridgewhichcrossesthenobleriverjustwhereitsboldbanksopenouttoclaspthecityofWashingtonintheireasyembrace。ThenreachingtheVirginiasidetheycanteredgailyupthelaurel-marginedroad,withglimpsesofwoodydefiles,eachcarryingitstricklingstreamandrichinpromiseofsummerflowers,whilefrompointtopointtheycaughtgloriousglimpsesofthedistantcityandriver。Theypassedthesmallmilitarystationontheheights,stilldignifiedbythenameoffort,thoughSybilsilentlywonderedhowafortwaspossiblewithoutfortifications,andcomplainedthattherewasnothingmorewarlikethana“nurseryoftelegraphpoles。“Thedaywasblueandgold;everythingsmiledandsparkledinthecrispfreshnessofthemorning。Sybilwasinboundingspirits。andnotatallpleasedtofindthathercompanionbecamemoodyandabstractedastheywenton。“PoorMr。Carrington!”thoughtshetoherself,“heissonice;butwhenheputsonthatsolemnair,onemightaswellgotosleep。Iamquitecertainnonicewomanwillevermarryhimifhelookslikethat;“andherpracticalmindranoffamongallthegirlsofheracquaintance,insearchofonewhowouldputupwithCarrington\'smelancholyface。Sheknewhisdevotiontohersister,buthadlongagorejectedthisasahopelesschance。TherewasasimplicityaboutSybil\'swayofdealingwithlife,whichhaditsowncharm。Shenevertroubledherselfabouttheimpossibleortheunthinkable。Shehadfeelings,andwasratherquickinhersympathiesandsorrows,butshewasequallyquickingettingoverthem,andsheexpectedotherpeopletodolikewise。Madeleinedissectedherownfeelingsandwasalwayswonderingwhethertheywererealornot;shehadahabitoftakingoffhermentalclothing,asshemighttakeoffadress,andlookingatitasthoughitbelongedtosomeoneelse,andasthoughsensationsweremanufacturedlikeclothes。Thisseemstobeoneoftheeasierwaysofdeadeningsorrow,asthoughthemindcouldteachitselftolopoffitsfeelers。Sybilparticularlydislikedthisself-inspection。Inthefirstplaceshedidnotunderstandit,andinthesecondhermindwasallfeelers,andamputationwasdeath。Shecouldnomoreanalyseafeelingthandoubtitsexistence,bothwhichwerehabitsofhersister。
HowwasSybiltoknowwhatwaspassinginCarrington\'smind?
Hewasthinkingofnothinginwhichshesupposedherselfinterested。Hewastroubledwithmemoriesofcivilwarandofassociationsstillearlier,belongingtoanagealreadyvanishingorvanished;butwhatcouldsheknowaboutcivilwarwhohadbeenalmostaninfantatthetime?Atthismoment,shehappenedtobeinterestedinthebaffleofWaterloo,forshewasreading“VanityFair,“andhadcriedassheoughtforpoorlittleEmmy,whenherhusband,GeorgeOsborne,laydeadonthefieldthere,withabulletthroughhisheart。Buthowwasshetoknowthathere,onlyafewrodsbeforeher,layscoresandhundredsofGeorgeOsbornes,orhisbetters,andintheirgravestheloveandhopeofmanyEmmys,notcreaturesoftheimagination,butfleshandblood,likeherself?
Toher,therewasnomoreinthoseassociationswhichmadeCarringtongroaninthesilenceofhisthoughts,thanifhehadbeenoldKaspar,andshethelittleWilhelmine。Whatwasaskullmoreorlesstoher?Whatconcernhadsheinthefamousvictory?
YetevenSybilwasstartledassherodethroughthegateandfoundherselfsuddenlymetbythelongwhiteranksofhead-stones,stretchingupanddownthehill-sidesbythousands,inorderofbaffle;asthoughCadmushadreversedhismyth,andhadsownlivingmen,tocomeupdragons\'teeth。Shedrewinherhorsewithashiverandasuddenimpulsetocry。Herewassomethingnewtoher。Thiswaswar——wounds,disease,death。ShedroppedhervoiceandwithalookalmostasseriousasCarrington\'s,askedwhatallthesegravesmeant。WhenCarringtontoldher,shebeganforthefirsttimetocatchsomedimnotionwhyhisfacewasnotquiteasgayasherown。Evennowthisideawasnotveryprecise,forhesaidlittleabouthimself,butatleastshegrappledwiththefactthathehadactually,yearafteryear,carriedarmsagainstthesemenwholayatherfeetandwhohadgiventheirlivesforhercause。Itsuddenlyoccurredtoherasanewthoughtthatperhapshehimselfmighthavekilledoneofthemwithhisownhand。Therewasastrangeshockinthisidea。ShefeltthatCarringtonwasfurtherfromher。Hegaineddignityinhisrebelisolation。Shewantedtoaskhimhowhecouldhavebeenatraitor,andshedidnotdare。
Carringtonatraitor!
Carringtonkillingherfriends!Theideawastoolargetograsp。Shefellbackonthesimplertaskofwonderinghowhehadlookedinhisrebeluniform。
Theyrodeslowlyroundtothedoorofthehouseanddismounted,afterhehadwithsomedifficultyfoundamantoholdtheirhorses。
Fromtheheavybrickporchtheylookedacrossthesuperbrivertotherawandincoherentuglinessofthecity,idealisedintodreamybeautybytheatmosphere,andthesoftbackgroundofpurplehillsbehind。Oppositethem,withitscrude“thussaiththelaw“stampedonwhitedomeandfortress-likewalls,rosetheCapitol。
Carringtonstoodwithherashorttimewhiletheylookedattheview;thensaidhewouldrathernotgointothehousehimself,andsatdownonthestepswhileshestrolledalonethroughtherooms。
Thesewerebareandgaunt,sothatshe,withherfemininesenseoffitness,ofcourseconsideredwhatshewoulddotomakethemhabitable。Shehadaneatfancyforfurniture,anddistributedhertonesandhalftonesandbitsofcolourfreelyaboutthewallsandceilings,withahigh-backedchairhere,aspindle-leggedsofathere,andaclaw-footedtableinthecentre,untilhereyewascaughtbyaverydirtydealdesk,onwhichstoodanopenbook,withaninkstandandsomepens。Ontheleafshereadthelastentry:“EliM。Growandlady,ThermopyleCentre。“Noteventhegravesoutsidehadbroughtthehorrorsofwarsonear。
Whatascourgeitwas!Thisrespectablefamilyturnedoutofsuchalovelyhouse,andalltheprettyoldfurnituresweptawaybeforeahordeofcoarseinvaders“withladies。“DidthehostsofAttilawritetheirnamesonvisitingbooksinthetempleofVestaandthehouseofSallust?WhatanewterrortheywouldhaveaddedtothenameofthescourgeofGod!SybilreturnedtotheporticoandsatdownbyCarringtononthesteps。
“Howawfullysaditis!”saidshe;“IsupposethehousewasprettilyfurnishedwhentheLeeslivedhere?Didyoueverseeitthen?”
Sybilwasnotveryprofound,butshehadsympathy,andatthismomentCarringtonfeltsorelyinneedofcomfort。Hewantedsomeonetosharehisfeelings,andheturnedtowardsherhungryforcompanionship。
“TheLeeswereoldfamilyfriendsofmine,“saidhe。“IusedtostayherewhenIwasaboy,evenaslateasthespringof1861。ThelasttimeIsathere,itwaswiththem。Wewerewildaboutdisunionandtalkedofnothingelse。Ihavebeentryingtorecallwhatwassaidthen。Weneverthoughttherewouldbewar,andasforcoercion,itwasnonsense。Coercion,indeed!
Theideawasridiculous。Ithoughtso,too,thoughIwasaUnionmananddidnotwanttheStatetogoout。ButthoughIfeltsurethatVirginiamustsuffer,Ineverthoughtwecouldbebeaten。YetnowIamsittinghereapardonedrebel,andthepoorLeesaredrivenawayandtheirplaceisagrave-yard。“
SybilbecameatonceabsorbedintheLeesandaskedmanyquestions,allwhichCarringtongladlyanswered。HetoldherhowhehadadmiredandfollowedGeneralLeethroughthewar。“WethoughthewastobeourWashington,youknow;andperhapshehadsomesuchideahimself;“andthen,whenSybilwantedtohearaboutthebafflesandthefighting,hedrewaroughmaponthegravelpathtoshowherhowthetwolineshadrun,onlyafewmilesaway;thenhetoldherhowhehadcarriedhismusketdayafterdayoverallthiscountry,andwherehehadseenhisbattles。
Sybilhadeverythingtolearn;thestorycametoherwithalltheanimationofreallife,forhereunderhereyeswerethegravesofherownchampions,andbyhersidewasarebelwhohadstoodunderourfireatMalvernHillandatSouthMountain,andwhowastellingherhowmenlookedandwhattheythoughtinfaceofdeath。Shelistenedwithbreathlessinterest,andatlastsummonedcouragetoaskinanawestrucktonewhetherCarringtonhadeverkilledanyonehimself。Shewasrelieved,althoughalittledisappointed,whenhesaidthathebelievednot;hehopednot;
thoughnoprivatewhohasdischargedamusketinbafflecanbequitesurewherethebulletwent。“Inevertriedtokillanyone,“
saidhe,“thoughtheytriedtokillmeincessantly。“ThenSybilbeggedtoknowhowtheyhadtriedtokillhim,andhetoldheroneortwoofthoseexperiences,suchasmostsoldiershavehad,whenhehadbeenfireduponandtheballshadtornhisclothesordrawnblood。PoorSybilwasquiteovercome,andfoundadeadlyfascinationinthehorror。Astheysattogetheronthestepswiththegloriousviewspreadbeforethem,herattentionwassocloselyfixedonhisstorythatshesawneithertheviewnoreventhecarriagesoftouristswhodroveup,lookedabout,anddeparted,envyingCarringtonhisoccupationwiththelovelygirl。
ShewasinimaginationrushingwithhimdownthevalleyofVirginiaontheheelsofourflyingarmy,orgloomilytoilingbacktothePotomacafterthebloodydaysatGettysburg,orwatchingthelastgranddebacleontheroadfromRichmondtoAppomattox。
TheywouldhavesattheretillsunsetifCarringtonhadnotatlengthinsistedthattheymustgo,andthensheroseslowlywithadeepsighandundisguisedregret。
Astheyrodeaway,Carrington,whosethoughtswerenotdevotedtohiscompanionsoentirelyastheyshouldhavebeen,venturedtosaythathewishedhersisterhadcomewiththem,buthefoundthathishintwasnotwellreceived。
Sybilemphaticallyrejectedtheidea:“I\'mverygladshedidn\'tcome。Ifshehad,youwouldhavetalkedwithherallthetime,andIshouldhavebeenlefttoamusemyself。Youwouldhavebeendiscussingthings,andIhatediscussions。Shewouldhavebeenhuntingforfirstprinciples,andyouwouldhavebeenrunningabout,tryingtocatchsomeforher。Besides,sheiscomingherselfsomeSundaywiththattiresomeMr。Ratcliffe。Idon\'tseewhatshefindsinthatmantoamuseher。HertasteisgettingtobedemoralisedinWashington。Doyouknow,Mr。Carrington,I\'mnotcleverorserious,likeMadeleine,andIcan\'treadlaws,andhatepolitics,butI\'vemorecommonsensethanshehas,andshemakesmecrosswithher。Iunderstandnowwhyyoungwidowsaredangerous,andwhythey\'rebumedattheirhusband\'sfuneralsinIndia。NotthatIwanttohaveMadeleineburned,forshe\'sadear,goodcreature,andIloveherbetterthananythingintheworld;butshewillcertainlydoherselfsomedreadfulmischiefoneofthesedays;shehasthemostextravagantnotionsaboutself-sacrificeandduty;ifshehadn\'tluckilythoughtoftakingchargeofme,shewouldhavedonesomeawfulthinglongago,andifIcouldonlybealittlewicked,shewouldbequitehappyalltherestofherlifeinreformingme;butnowshehasgotholdofthatMr。Ratcliffe,andheistryingtomakeherthinkshecanreformhim,andifhedoes,it\'sallupwithus。Madeleinewilljustgoandbreakherheartoverthatodious,great,coarsebrute,whoonlywantshermoney。“
SybildeliveredthislittleorationwithadegreeofenergythatwenttoCarrington\'sheart。Shedidnotoftenmakesuchsustainedefforts,anditwasclearthatonthissubjectshehadexhaustedherwholemind。Carringtonwasdelighted,andurgedheron。“IdislikeMr。Ratcliffeasmuchasyoudo;——moreperhaps。Sodoeseveryonewhoknowsmuchabouthim。Butweshallonlymakethematterworseifweinterfere。Whatcanwedo?”
“ThatisjustwhatItelleverybody,“resumedSybil。“ThereisVictoriaDarealwaystellingmeIoughttodosomething;andMr。
Schneidekoupontoo;justasthoughIcoulddoanything。
Madeleinehasdonenothingbutgetintomischiefhere。Halfthepeoplethinkherworldlyandambitious。Onlylastnightthatspitefuloldwoman,Mrs。Clinton,saidtome:\'YoursisterisquitespoiledbyWashington。SheismorewildforpowerthananyhumanbeingIeversaw。\'Iwasdreadfullyangryandtoldhershewasquitemistaken——Madeleinewasnottheleastspoiled。ButI
couldn\'tsaythatshewasnotfondofpower,forsheis;butnotinthewayMrs。Clintonmeant。
YoushouldhaveseenhertheothereveningwhenMr。Ratcliffesaidaboutsomematterofpublicbusinessthathewoulddowhatevershethoughtright;shespokeupquitesharplyforher,withascornfullittlelaugh,andsaidthathehadbetterdowhathethoughtright。Helookedforamomentalmostangry,andmutteredsomethingaboutwomen\'sbeingincomprehensible。Heisalwaystryingtotemptherwithpower。Shemighthavehadlongagoallthepowerhecouldgiveher,butIcansee,andheseestoo,thatshealwayskeepshimatarm\'slength。Hedoesn\'tlikeit,butheexpectsoneofthesedaystofindabribethatwillanswer。IwishwehadnevercometoWashington。NewYorkissomuchnicerandthepeopletherearemuchmoreamusing;theydanceeversomuchbetterandsendoneflowersallthetime,andthentheynevertalkaboutfirstprinciples。Maudehadherhospitalsandpaupersandtrainingschool,andgotalongverywell。Itwassosafe。ButwhenI
saysotoher,sheonlysmilesinapatronisingkindofway,andtellsmethatIshallhaveasmuchofNewportasIwant;justasthoughIwereachild,andnotawomanoftwenty-five。PoorMaude!Ican\'tstaywithherifshemarriesMr。Ratcliffe,anditwouldbreakmyhearttoleaveherwiththatman。Doyouthinkhewouldbeather?Doeshedrink?Iwouldalmostratherbebeatenalittle,ifIcaredforaman,thanbetakenouttoPeonia。Oh,Mr。
Carrington!youareouronlyhope。Shewilllistentoyou。
Don\'tlethermarrythatdreadfulpolitician。“
Toallthispatheticappeal,somepartsofwhichwereaslifflecalculatedtopleaseCarringtonasRatcliffehimself,CarringtonansweredthathewasreadytodoallinhispowerbutthatSybilmusttellhimwhenandhowtoact。
“Then,it\'sabargain,“saidshe;“wheneverIwantyou,Ishallcallonyouforhelp,andyoushallpreventthemarriage。“
“Allianceoffensiveanddefensive,“saidhe,laughing;“wartotheknifeonRatcliffe。Wewillhavehisscalpifnecessary,butIratherthinkhewillsooncommithari-karihimselfifweleavehimalone。“
“MadeleinewilllikehimallthebetterifhedoesanythingJapanese,“
repliedSybil,withgreatseriousness;“IwishtherewasmoreJapanesebric-à-brachere,oranykindofoldpotsandpanstotalkabout。Alittleartwouldbegoodforher。Whatastrangeplacethisis,andhowpeopledostandontheirheadsinit!Nobodythinkslikeanyoneelse。VictoriaDaresayssheistryingonprinciplenottobegood,becauseshewantstokeepsomenewexcitementsforthenextworld。I\'msureshepracticesasshepreaches。DidyouseeheratMrs。Clinton\'slastnight。Shebehavedmoreoutrageouslythanever。Shesatonthestairsallthroughsupper,lookinglikeademureyellowcatwithtwobouquetsinherpaws——andIknowLordDunbegsentoneofthem;——andsheactuallyletMr。Frenchfeedherwithice-creamfromaspoon。ShesaysshewasshowingLordDunbegaphase,andthatheisgoingtoputitintohisarticleonAmericanMannersandCustomsintheQuarterly,butIdon\'tthinkit\'snice,doyou,Mr。Carrington?IwishMadeleinehadhertotakecareof。Shewouldhaveenoughtodothen,Icantellher。“
Andso,gentlyprattling,MissSybilreturnedtothecity,heralliancewithCarringtoncompleted;anditwasasingularfactthatsheneveragaincalledhimdull。Therewashenceforwardalookofmorepositivepleasureandcordialityonherfacewhenhemadehisappearancewherevershemightbe;andthenexttimehesuggestedahorsebackexcursionsheinstantlyagreedtogo,althoughawarethatshehadpromisedayoungergentlemanofthediplomaticbodytobeathomethatsameafternoon,andthegoodfellowsworepolyglotoathsonbeingturnedawayfromherdoor。
Mr。Ratcliffeknewnothingofthisconspiracyagainsthispeaceandprospects。Evenifhehadknownit,hemightonlyhavelaughed,andpursuedhisownpathwithoutasecondthought。YetitwascertainthathedidnotthinkCarrington\'senmityathingtobeoverlooked,andfromthemomentofhisobtainingacluetoitscause,hehadbeguntotakeprecautionsagainstit。EveninthemiddleofthecontestfortheTreasury,hehadfoundtimetolistentoMr。WilsonKeensreportontheaffairsofthelateSamuelBaker。
Mr。KeencametohimwithacopyofBaker\'swillandwithmemorandaofremarksmadebytheunsuspectingMrs。Baker;
“fromwhichitappears,“saidhe,“thatBaker,havingnotimetoputhisaffairsinorder,leftspecialdirectionsthathisexecutorsshouldcarefullydestroyallpapersthatmightbelikelytocompromiseindividuals。“
“Whatistheexecutor\'sname?”interruptedRatcliffe。
“Theexecutor\'snameis——JohnCarrington,“saidKeen,methodicallyreferringtohiscopyofthewill。
Ratcliffe\'sfacewasimpassive,buttheinevitable,“Iknewit,“
almostsprangtohislips。Hewasratherpleasedattheinstinctwhichhadledhimsodirectlytotherighttrail。
KeenwentontosaythatfromMrs。Baker\'sconversationitwascertainthatthetestator\'sdirectionshadbeencarriedout,andthatthegreatbulkofthesepapershadbeenburned。
“Thenitwillbeuselesstopresstheinquiryfurther,“saidRatcliffe;
“Iammuchobligedtoyouforyourassistance,“andheturnedtheconversationtotheconditionofMr。Keen\'sbureauintheTreasurydepartment。
ThenexttimeRatcliffesawMrs。Lee,afterhisappointmenttotheTreasurywasconfirmed,heaskedherwhethershedidnotthinkCarringtonverywellsuitedforpublicservice,andwhenshewarmlyassented,hesaidithadoccurredtohimtooffertheplaceofSolicitoroftheTreasurytoMr。
Carrington,foralthoughtheactualsalarymightnotbeverymuchmorethanheearnedbyhisprivatepractice,theincidentaladvantagestoaWashingtonlawyerwereconsiderable;andtotheSecretaryitwasespeciallynecessarytohaveasolicitorinwhomhecouldplaceentireconfidence。Mrs。LeewaspleasedbythismotionofRatcliffe\'s,themorebecauseshehadsupposedthatRatcliffehadnolikingforCarrington。ShedoubtedwhetherCarringtonwouldaccepttheplace,butshehopedthatitmightmodifyhisdislikeforRatcliffe,andsheagreedtosoundhimonthesubject。TherewassomethingalittlecompromisinginthusallowingherselftoappearasthedispenserofMr。Ratcliffe\'spatronage,butshedismissedthisobjectiononthegroundthatCarrington\'sinterestswereinvolved,andthatitwasforhimtojudgewhetherheshouldtaketheplaceornot。Perhapstheworldwouldnotbesocharitableiftheappointmentweremade。Whatthen?Mrs。Leeaskedherselfthequestionanddidnotfeelquiteatease。
SofarasCarringtonwasconcerned,shemighthavedismissedherdoubts。
Therewasnotachanceofhistakingtheplace,asverysoonappeared。Whenshespoketohimonthesubject,andrepeatedwhatRatcliffehadsaid,hisfaceflushed,andhesatforsomemomentsinsilence。Heneverthoughtveryrapidly,butnowtheideasseemedtocomesofastastobewilderhismind。
Thesituationflashedbeforehiseyeslikeelectricsparks。HisfirstimpressionwasthatRatcliffewantedtobuyhim;totiehistongue;
tomakehimrun,likeafasteneddog,underthewaggonoftheSecretaryoftheTreasury。HissecondnotionwasthatRatcliffewantedtoputMrs。Leeunderobligations,inordertowinherregard;and,again,thathewantedtoraisehimselfinheresteembyposingasafriendofhonestadministrationandunassistedvirtue。
Thensuddenlyitoccurredtohimthattheschemewastomakehimappearjealousandvindictive;toputhiminanattitudewhereanyreasonhemightgivefordecliningwouldbearalookofmeanness,andtendtoseparatehimfromMrs。Lee。Carringtonwassoabsorbedbythesethoughts,andhismindworkedsoslowly,thathefailedtohearoneortworemarksaddressedtohimbyMrs。Lee,whobecamealittlealarmed,undertheimpressionthathewasunexpectedlyparalyzed。
Whenatlengthheheardherandattemptedtoframeananswer,hisembarrassmentincreased。Hecouldonlystammerthathewassorrytobeobligedtodecline,butthisofficewasonehecouldnotundertake。
IfMadeleinefeltalittlerelievedbythisdecision,shedidnotshowit。
FromhermanneronemighthavesupposedittobeherfondestwishthatCarringtonshouldbeSolicitoroftheTreasury。Shecross-questionedhimwithobstinacy。Wasnottheofferagoodone?——andhewasobligedtoconfessthatitwas。Werethedutiessuchashecouldnotperform?Notatall!therewasnothinginthedutieswhichalarmedhim。Didheobjecttoitbecauseofhissouthernprejudicesagainsttheadministration?Oh,no!hehadnopoliticalfeelingtostandinhisway。What,then,couldbehisreasonforrefusing?
Carringtonresortedagaintosilence,untilMrs。Lee,alittleimpatiently,askedwhetheritwaspossiblethathispersonaldisliketoRacliffecouldblindhimsofarastomakehimrejectsofairaproposal。Carrington,findinghimselfmoreandmoreuncomfortable,roserestlesslyfromhischairandpacedtheroom。
HefeltthatRatclifehadfairlyout-generaledhim,andhewasathiswits\'endtoknowwhatcardhecouldplaythatwouldnotleaddirectlyintoRatcliffe\'strumpsuit。Torefusesuchanofferwashardenoughatbest,foramanwhowantedmoneyandprofessionaladvancementashedid,buttoinjurehimselfandhelpRatcliffebythisrefusal,wasabominablyhard。Nevertheless,hewasobligedtoadmitthathewouldrathernottakeapositionsodirectlyunderRatcliffe\'scontrol。Madeleinesaidnomore,buthethoughtshelookedannoyed,andhefelthimselfinanintolerablypainfulsituation。Hewasnotcertainthatsheherselfmightnothavehadsomeshareinproposingtheplan,andthathisrefusalmightnothavesomemortifyingconsequencesforher。Whatmustshethinkofhim,then?
AtthisverymomenthewouldhavegivenhisrightarmforawordofrealaffectionfromMrs。Lee。Headoredher。Hewouldwillinglyenoughhavedamnedhimselfforher。Therewasnosacrificehewouldnothavemadetobringhernearertohim。Inhisupright,quiet,simplekindofway,heimmolatedhimselfbeforeher。Formonthshishearthadachedwiththishopelesspassion。Herecognizedthatitwashopeless。Heknewthatshewouldneverlovehim,and,todoherjustice,sheneverhadgivenhimreasontosupposethatitwasinherpowertolovehim,ranyman。Andherehestood,obligedtoappearungratefulandprejudiced,meanandvindictive,inhereyes。Hetookhisseatagain,lookingsounutterablydejected,hispatientfacesotragicallymournful,thatMadeleine,afterawhile,begantoseetheabsurdsideofthematter,andpresentlyburstintoalaugh“Pleasedonotlooksofrightfullymiserable!”saidshe;“Ididnotmeantomakeyouunhappy。Afterall,whatdoesitmatter?Youhaveaperfectrighttorefuse,and,formypart,Ihavenottheleastwishtoseeyouaccept。“
Onthis,Carringtonbrightened,anddeclaredthatifshethoughthimrightindeclining,hecaredfornothingelse。Itwasonlytheideaofhurtingherfeelingsthatweighedonhismind。Butinsayingthis,hespokeinatonethatimpliedadeeperfeeling,andmadeMrs。Leeagainlookgraveandsigh。
“Ah,Mr。Carrington,“shesaid,“thisworldwillnotrunaswewant。Doyousupposethetimewillevercomewheneveryonewillbegoodandhappyanddojustwhattheyought?Ithoughtthisoffermightpossiblytakeoneanxietyoffyourshoulders。IamsorrynowthatIletmyselfbeledintomakingit。“
Carringtoncouldnotanswerher。Hedarednottrusthisvoice。Herosetogo,andassheheldoutherhand,hesuddenlyraisedittohislips,andsolefther。Shesatforamomentwithtearsinhereyesafterhewasgone。Shethoughtsheknewallthatwasinhismind,andwithawoman\'sreadinesstoexplaineveryactofmenbytheirconsumingpassionsforherownsex,shetookitasamatterofcoursethatjealousywasthewholecauseofCarrington\'shostilitytoRatcliffe,andshepardoneditwithcharmingalacrity。“Tenyearsago,Icouldhavelovedhim,“shethoughttoherself,andthen,whileshewashalfsmilingattheidea,suddenlyanotherthoughtflasheduponher,andshethrewherhandupbeforeherfaceasthoughsomeonehadstruckherablow。Carringtonhadreopenedtheoldwound。
WhenRatcliffecametoseeheragain,whichhedidveryshortlyafterwards,gladofsogoodanexcuse,shetoldhimofCarrington\'srefusal,addingonlythatheseemedunwillingtoacceptanypositionthathadapoliticalcharacter。Ratcliffeshowednosignofdispleasure;heonlysaid,inabenignanttone,thathewassorrytobeunabletodosomethingforsogoodafriendofhers;thusestablishing,atallevents,hisclaimonhergratitude。AsforCarrington,theofferwhichRatcliffehadmadewasnotintendedtobeaccepted,andCarringtoncouldnothavemoreembarrassedthesecretarythanbyclosingwithit。Ratcliffe\'sobjecthadbeentosettleforhisownsatisfactionthequestionofCarrington\'shostility,forheknewthemanwellenoughtofeelsurethatinanyeventhewouldactaperfectlystraightforwardpart。Ifheaccepted,hewouldatleastbetruetohischief。Ifherefused,asRatcliffeexpected,itwouldbeaproofthatsomemeansmustbefoundofgettinghimoutoftheway。InanycasetheofferwasanewthreadinthenetthatMr。RatcliffeflatteredhimselfhewasrapidlywindingabouttheaffectionsandambitionsofMrs。Lee。YethehadreasonsofhisownforthinkingthatCarrington,moreeasilythananyotherman,couldcutthemeshesofthisnetifhechosetodoso,andthereforethatitwouldbewisertopostponeactionuntilCarringtonweredisposedof。
Withoutamoment\'sdelayhemadeinquiriesastoallthevacantoreligibleofficesinthegiftofthegovernmentoutsidehisowndepartment。Veryfewofthesewouldanswerhispurpose。Hewantedsometemporarylawbusinessthatwouldforatimetakeitsholderawaytoadistance,saytoAustraliaorCentralAsia,thefurtherthebetter;itmustbehighlypaid,anditmustbegiveninsuchawayasnottoexcitesuspicionthatRatcliffewasconcernedinthematter。Suchanofficewasnoteasilyfound。ThereislittlelawbusinessinCentralAsia,andatthismomenttherewasnotenoughtorequireaspecialagentinAustralia。CarringtoncouldhardlybeinducedtoleadanexpeditiontothesourcesoftheNileinsearchofbusinessmerelytopleaseMr。Ratcliffe,norcouldtheStateDepartmentofferencouragementtoahopethatgovernmentwouldpaytheexpensesofsuchanexpedition。ThebestthatRatcliffecoulddowastoselecttheplaceofcounseltotheMexicanclaims-commissionwhichwassoontomeetinthecityofMexico,andwhichwouldrequireaboutsixmonths\'absence。Byalittlemanagementhecouldcontrivetogetthecounselsentawayinadvanceofthecommission,inordertoworkupapartofthecaseonthespot。RatcliffeacknowledgedthatMexicowastoonear,buthedrilyremarkedtohimselfthatifCarringtoncouldgetbackintimetodislodgehimafterhehadoncegotafirmholdonMrs。Lee,hewouldnevertrytorunanothercaucus。
Thepointoncesettledinhisownmind,Ratcliffe,withhisusualrapidityofaction,carriedhisschemeintoeffect。Inthistherewaslittledifficulty。HedroppedinattheofficeoftheSecretaryofStatewithineight-and-fortyhoursafterhislastconversationwithMrs。Lee。Duringtheseearlydaysofeverynewadministration,theabsorbingbusinessofgovernmentrelatesprincipallytoappointments。TheSecretaryoftheTreasurywasalwaysreadytoobligehiscolleaguesintheCabinetbytakingcareoftheirfriendstoanyreasonableextent。TheSecretaryofStatewasnotlesscourteous。ThemomentheunderstoodthatMr。RatcliffehadastrongwishtosecuretheappointmentofacertainpersonascounseltotheMexicanclaims-commission,theSecretaryofStateprofessedreadinesstogratifyhim,andwhenheheardwhotheproposedpersonwas,thesuggestionwashailedwithpleasure,forCarringtonwaswellknownandmuchlikedattheDepartment,andwasindeedanexcellentmanfortheplace。Ratcliffehardlyneededtopromiseanequivalent。Thebusinesswasarrangedintenminutes。
“Ionlyneedsay,“addedRatcliffe,“thatifmyagencyintheaffairisknown,Mr。Carringtonwillcertainlyrefusetheplace,forheisoneofyourold-fashionedVirginiaplanters,proudasLucifer,andwillingtoacceptnothingbywayoffavour。IwillspeaktoyourAssistantSecretaryaboutit,andtherecommendationshallappeartocomefromhim。“
TheverynextdayCarringtonreceivedaprivatenotefromhisoldfriend,theAssistantSecretaryofState,whowasoverjoyedtodohimakindness。
ThenoteaskedhimtocallattheDepartmentathisearliestconvenience。Hewent,andtheAssistantSecretaryannouncedthathehadrecommendedCarrington\'sappointmentascounseltotheMexicanclaims-commission,andthattheSecretaryhadapprovedtherecommendation。“WewantaSouthernman,alawyerwithalittleknowledgeofinternationallaw,onewhocangoatonce,and,aboveall,anhonestman。Youfitthedescriptiontoahair;sopackyourtrunkassoonasyoulike。“
Carringtonwasstartled。Comingasitdid,thisofferwasnotonlyunobjectionable,buttempting。Itwashardforhimeventoimagineareasonforhesitation。Fromthefirsthefeltthathemustgo,andyettogowastheverylastthinghewantedtodo。ThatheshouldsuspectRatcliffetobeatthebottomofthisschemeofbanishmentwasamatterofcourse,andheinstantlyaskedwhetheranyinfluencehadbeenusedinhisfavour;buttheAssistantSecretarysostoutlyaverredthattheappointmentwasmadeonhisrecommendationalone,astoblockallfurtherinquiry。Technicallythisassertionwasexact,anditmadeCarringtonfeelthatitwouldbebaseingratitudeonhispartnottoacceptafavoursohandsomelyoffered。
Yethecouldnotmakeuphismindtoacceptance。Hebeggedfourandtwentyhours\'delay,inorder,ashesaid,toseewhetherhecouldarrangehisaffairsforasixmonths\'absence,althoughheknewtherewouldbenodifficultyinhisdoingso。Hewentawayandsatinhisofficealone,gloomilywonderingwhathecoulddo,althoughfromthefirsthesawthatthesituationwasonlytooclear,andtherecouldnotbetheleastdarkcornerofadoubttocrawlinto。Sixmonthsagohewouldhavejumpedatthisoffer。
Whathadhappenedwithinsixmonthstomakeitseemadisaster?
Mrs。Lee!Therewasthewholestory。TogoawaynowwastogiveupMrs。Lee,andprobablytogiveheruptoRatcliffe。CarringtongnashedhisteethwhenhethoughthowskilfullyRatcliffewasplayinghiscards。Thelongerhereflected,themorecertainhefeltthatRatcliffewasatthebottomofthisschemetogetridofhim;
andyet,ashestudiedthesituation,itoccurredtohimthatafterallitwaspossibleforRatcliffetomakeablunder。ThisIllinoispoliticianwasclever,andunderstoodmen;butaknowledgeofmenisaverydifferentthingfromaknowledgeofwomen。
Carringtonhimselfhadnogreatexperienceinthearticleofwomen,buthethoughtheknewmorethanRatcliffe,whowasevidentlyrelyingmostonhisusualtheoryofpoliticalcorruptionasappliedtofeminineweaknesses,andwhowasonlypuzzledatfindinghowhighapriceMrs。Leesetonherself。IfRatcliffewerereallyatthebottomoftheschemeforseparatingCarringtonfromher,itcouldonlybebecausehethoughtthatsixmonths,orevensixweeks,wouldbeenoughtoanswerhispurpose。Andonreachingthispointinhisreflections,Carringtonsuddenlyrose,litacigar,andwalkedupanddownhisroomsteadilyforthenexthour,withtheairofageneralarrangingaplanofcampaign,oralawyeranticipatinghisopponent\'slineofargument。
Ononepointhismindwasmadeup。Hewouldaccept。IfRatcliffereallyhadahandinthismove,heshouldbegratified。Ifhehadlaidatrap,heshouldbecaughtinit。Andwhentheeveningcame,CarringtontookhishatandwalkedofftocalluponMrs。Lee。
Hefoundthesistersaloneandquietlyengagedintheiroccupations。
Madeleinewasdramaticallymendinganopen-worksilkstocking,adelicateanddifficulttaskwhichrequiredherwholemind。Sybilwasatthepianoasusual,andforthefirsttimesincehehadknownher,sherosewhenhecamein,and,takingherwork-basket,satdowntoshareintheconversation。Shemeanttotakeherplaceasawoman,henceforward。Shewastiredofplayinggirl。Mr。
Carringtonshouldseethatshewasnotafool。
Carringtonplungedatonceintohissubject,andannouncedtheoffermadetohim,atwhichMadeleineexpresseddelight,andaskedmanyquestions。Whatwasthepay?Howsoonmusthego?
Howlongshouldhebeaway?Wastheredangerfromtheclimate?
andfinallysheadded,withasmile,“WhatamItosaytoMr。
Ratcliffeifyouacceptthisofferafterrefusinghis?”AsforSybil,shemadeonereproachfulexclamation:“Oh,Mr。Carrington!”andsankbackintosilenceandconsternation。Herfirstexperimentattakingastandofherownintheworldwasnotencouraging。Shefeltbetrayed。
NorwasCarringtongay。Howevermodestamanmaybe,onlyanidiotcanforgethimselfentirelyinpursuingthemoonandthestars。Inthebottomofhissoul,hehadalingeringhopethatwhenhetoldhisstory,Madeleinemightlookupwithachangeofexpression,aglanceofunpremeditatedregard,alittlesuffusionoftheeyes,alittletremblingofthevoice。ToseehimselfrelegatedtoMexicowithsuchcheerfulalacritybythewomanhelovedwasnottheexperiencehewouldhavechosen。Hecouldnothelpfeelingthathishopesweredisposedof,andhewatchedherwithapainfulsinkingoftheheart,whichdidnotleadtolightnessofconversation。Madeleineherselffeltthatherexpressionsneededtobequalified,andshetriedtocorrecthermistake。Whatshouldshedowithoutatutor?shesaid。Hemustletherhavealistofbookstoreadwhilehewasaway:theywerethemselvesgoingnorthinthemiddleofMay,andCarringtonwouldbebackbythetimetheyreturnedinDecember。Afterall,theyshouldseeaslittleofhimduringthesummerifhewereinVirginiaasifhewereinMexico。
Carringtongloomilyconfessedthathewasveryunwillingtogo;
thathewishedtheideahadneverbeensuggested;thatheshouldbeperfectlyhappyifforanyreasontheschemebrokedown;buthegavenoexplanationofhisfeeling,andMadeleinehadtoomuchtacttopressforone。Shecontentedherselfbyarguingagainstit,andtalkingasvivaciouslyasshecould。Herheartreallybledforhimasshesawhisfacegrowmoreandmorepatheticinitsquietexpressionofdisappointment。Butwhatcouldshesayordo?Hesattillafterteno\'clock;hecouldnottearhimselfaway。Hefeltthatthiswastheendofhispleasureinlife;hedreadedthesolitudeofhisthoughts。Mrs。Lee\'sresourcesbegantoshowsignsofexhaustion。Longpausesintervenedbetweenherremarks;andatlengthCarrington,withasuperhumaneffort,apologizedforinflictinghimselfuponhersounmercifully。Ifsheknew,hesaid,howhedreadedbeingalone,shewouldforgivehim。Thenherosetogo,and,intakingleave,askedSybilifshewasinclinedtoridethenextday;ifso,hewasatherservice。Sybil\'sfacebrightenedassheacceptedtheinvitation。
Mrs。Lee,adayortwoafterwards,didmentionCarrington\'sappointmenttoMr。Ratcliffe,andshetoldCarringtonthattheSecretarycertainlylookedhurtandmortified,butshoweditonlybyalmostinstantlychangingthesubject。
ChapterX
THEnextmorningCarringtoncalledattheDepartmentandannouncedhisacceptanceofthepost。Hewastoldthathisinstructionswouldbereadyinaboutafortnight,andthathewouldbeexpectedtostartassoonashereceivedthem;inthemeanwhile,hemustdevotehimselftothestudyofamassofpapersintheDepartment。Therewasnotriflingallowablehere。
Carringtonhadtosethimselfvigorouslytowork。Thisdidnot,however,preventhimfromkeepinghisappointmentwithSybil,andatfouro\'clocktheystartedtogether,passingoutintothequietshadowsofRockCreek,andseekingstilllanesthroughthewoodswheretheirhorseswalkedsidebyside,andtheythemselvescouldtalkwithouttheriskofcriticismfromcuriouseyes。Itwastheafternoonofoneofthosesultryandloweringspringdayswhenlifegerminatesrapidly,butasyetgivesnosign,exceptperhapssomenewleaforflowerpushingitssoftheadupagainstthedeadleavesthathaveshelteredit。Thetworidershadsomethingofthesamesensation,asthoughtheleaflesswoodsandthelaurelthickets,thewarm,moistairandthelowclouds,wereaprotectionandasoftshelter。SomewhattoCarrington\'ssurprise,hefoundthatitwaspleasanttohaveSybil\'scompany。Hefelttowardsherastoasister——afavouritesister。
Sheatonceattackedhimforabandoningherandbreakinghistreatysolatelymade,andhetriedtogainhersympathybysayingthatifsheknewhowmuchhewastroubled,shewouldforgivehim。ThenwhenSybilaskedwhetherhereallymustgoandleaveherwithoutanyfriendwhomshecouldspeakto,hisfeelingsgotthebetterofhim:hecouldnotresistthetemptationtoconfideallhistroublesinher,sincetherewasnooneelseinwhomhecouldconfide。Hetoldherplainlythathewasinlovewithhersister。
“Yousaythatloveisnonsense,MissRoss。Itellyouitisnosuchthing。
Forweeksandmonthsitisasteadyphysicalpain,anacheabouttheheart,neverleavingone,bynightorbyday;alongstrainonone\'snervesliketoothacheorrheumatism,notintolerableatanyoneinstant,butexhaustingbyitssteadydrainonthestrength。Itisadiseasetobebornewithpatience,likeanyothernervouscomplaint,andtobetreatedwithcounter-irritants。MytriptoMexicowillbegoodforit,butthatisnotthereasonwhyImustgo。“
Thenhetoldherallhisprivatecircumstances;theruinwhichthewarhadbroughtonhimandhisfamily;how,ofhistwobrothers,onehadsurvivedthewaronlytodieathome,amerewreckofdisease,privation,andwounds;theotherhadbeenshotbyhisside,andbledslowlytodeathinhisarmsduringtheawfulcarnageintheWilderness;howhismotherandtwosisterswerestrugglingforabaresubsistenceonawretchedVirginianfarm,andhowallhisexertionsbarelykeptthemfrombeggary。
“Youhavenoconceptionofthepovertytowhichoursouthernwomenarereducedsincethewar,“saidhe;“theyaremanyofthemliterallywithoutclothesorbread。“ThefeeheshouldearnbygoingtoMexicowoulddoublehisincomethisyear。Couldherefuse?Hadhearighttorefuse?AndpoorCarringtonadded,withagroan,thatifhealonewereinquestion,hewouldsoonerbeshotthango。
Sybillistenedwithtearsinhereyes。Sheneverbeforehadseenamanshowsuffering。Themiseryshehadknowninlifehadbeenmoreorlessveiledtoherandsoftenedbyfallingonolderandfriendlyshoulders。ShenowgotforthefirsttimeaclearviewofCarrington,apartfromthequietexteriorinwhichthemanwashidden。Shefeltquitesure,byasuddenflashoffeminineinspiration,thatthecuriouslookofpatientenduranceonhisfacewastheworkofasinglenightwhenhehadheldhisbrotherinhisarms,andknewthatthebloodwasdrainingdropbydropfromhisside,inthedense,tangledwoods,beyondthereachofhelp,hourafterhour,tillthevoicefailedandthelimbsgrewstiffandcold。
Whenhehadfinishedhisstory,shewasafraidtospeak。Shedidnotknowhowtoshowhersympathy,andshecouldnotbeartoseemunsympathetic。Inherembarrassmentshefairlybrokedownandcouldonlydryhereyesinsilence。
Havingoncegotthisweightofconfidenceoffhismind,Carringtonfeltcomparativelygayandwasreadytomakethebestofthings。Helaughedathimselftodriveawaythetearsofhisprettycompanion,andobligedhertotakeasolemnpledgenevertobetrayhim。“Ofcourseyoursisterknowsitall,“hesaid;“butshemustneverknowthatItoldyou,andIneverwouldtellanyonebutyou。“
Sybilpromisedfaithfullytokeephisconfidencetoherself,andshewentontodefendhersister。
“YoumustnotblameMadeleine,“saidshe;“ifyouknewaswellasIdowhatshehasbeenthrough,youwouldnotthinkhercold。Youdoknowhowsuddenlyherhusbanddied,afteronlyoneday\'sillness,andwhatanicefellowhewas。Shewasveryfondofhim,andhisdeathseemedtostunher。Wehardlyknewwhattomakeofit,shewassoquietandnatural。Thenjustaweeklaterherlittlechilddiedofdiphtheria,sufferinghorribly,andshewildwithdespairbecauseshecouldnotrelieveit。Afterthat,shewasalmostinsane;indeed,Ihavealwaysthoughtshewasquiteinsaneforatime。Iknowshewasexcessivelyviolentandwantedtokillherself,andIneverheardanyoneraveasshedidaboutreligionandresignationandGod。Afterafewweeksshebecamequietandstupidandwentaboutlikeamachine;andatlastshegotoverit,buthasneverbeenwhatshewasbefore。YouknowshewasaratherfastNewYorkgirlbeforeshemarried,andcarednomoreaboutpoliticsandphilanthropythanIdo。Itwasaverylatething,allthisstuff。Butsheisnotreallyhard,thoughshemayseemso。Itisallonthesurface。Ialwaysknowwhensheisthinkingaboutherhusbandorchild,becauseherfacegetsrigid;shelooksthenassheusedtolookafterherchilddied,asthoughshedidn\'tcarewhatbecameofherandshewouldjustaslievekillherselfasnot。Idon\'tthinkshewilleverletherselfloveanyoneagain。Shehasahorrorofit。Sheismuchmorelikelytogoinforambition,orduty,orself-sacrifice。“
Theyrodeonforawhileinsilence,CarringtonperplexedbytheproblemhowtwoharmlesspeoplesuchasMadeleineandhecouldhavebeenmadebyabeneficentProvidencethesportofsuchcrueltortures;andSybilequallyinterestedinthinkingwhatsortofabrother-in-lawCarringtonwouldmake;onthewhole,shethoughtshelikedhimbetterashewas。ThesilencewasonlybrokenbyCarrington\'sbringingtheconversationbacktoitsstarting-point:
“SomethingmustbedonetokeepyoursisteroutofRatcliffe\'spower。IhavethoughtaboutittillIamtired。Canyoumakenosuggestion?”
No!Sybilwashelplessanddreadfullyalarmed。Mr。Ratcliffecametothehouseasoftenashecould,andseemedtotellMadeleineeverythingthatwasgoingoninpolitics,andaskheradvice,andMadeleinedidnotdiscouragehim。“Idobelieveshelikesit,andthinksshecandosomegoodbyit。Idon\'tdarespeaktoheraboutit。Shethinksmeachildstill,andtreatsmeasthoughIwerefifteen。WhatcanIdo?”
CarringtonsaidhehadthoughtofspeakingtoMrs。Leehimself,buthedidnotknowwhattosay,andifheoffendedher,hemightdriveherdirectlyintoRatcliffe\'sarms。ButSybilthoughtshewouldnotbeoffendedifhewenttoworkintherightway。“Shewillstandmorefromyouthanfromanyoneelse。Tellheropenlythatyou——thatyouloveher,“saidSybilwithaburstofdesperatecourage;“shecan\'ttakeoffenceatthat;andthenyoucansayalmostanything。“
CarringtonlookedatSybilwithmoreadmirationthanhehadeverexpectedtofeelforher,andbegantothinkthathemightdoworsethantoputhimselfunderherorders。Afterall,shehadsomepracticalsense,andwhatwasmoretothepoint,shewashandsomerthanever,asshesaterectonherhorse,therichcolourrushingupunderthewarmskin,attheimproprietyofherspeech。
“Youarecertainlyright,“saidhe;“afterall,Ihavenothingtolose。
WhethershemarriesRatcliffeornot,shewillnevermarryme,I
suppose。“
ThisspeechwasacowardlyattempttobegencouragementfromSybil,andmetwiththefateitdeserved,forSybil,highlyflatteredatCarrington\'simpliedpraise,andboldasalionessnowthatitwasCarrington\'sfingers,andnotherown,thatweretogointothefire,gavehimonthespotafeminineviewofthesituationthatdidnotencouragehishopes。Sheplainlysaidthatmenseemedtotakeleaveoftheirsensesassoonaswomenwereconcerned;forherpart,shecouldnotunderstandwhattherewasinanywomantomakesuchafussabout;shethoughtmostwomenwerehorrid;
menwereeversomuchnicer;“andasforMadeleine,whomallofyouarereadytocuteachother\'sthroatsabout,she\'sadear,goodsister,asgoodasgold,andIloveherwithallmyheart,butyouwouldn\'tlikeher,anyofyou,ifyoumarriedher;shehasalwayshadherownway,andshecouldnothelptakingit;shenevercouldlearntotakeyours;bothofyouwouldbeunhappyinaweek;andasforthatoldMr。Ratcliffe,shewouldmakehislifeaburden——andIhopeshewill,“concludedSybilwithaspitefullittleexplosionofhatred。
CarringtoncouldnothelpbeingamusedbySybil\'swayofdealingwithaffairsoftheheart。Emboldenedbyencouragement,shewentontoattackhimpitilesslyforgoingdownonhiskneesbeforehersister,“justasthoughyouwerenotasgoodassheis,“andopenlyavowedthat,ifshewereaman,shewouldatleasthavesomepride。Menlikethiskindofpunishment。
Carringtondidnotattempttodefendhimself;heevencourtedSybil\'sattack。Theybothenjoyedtheirridethroughthebarewoods,bytheripplingspringstreams,underthelanguidbreathofthemoistsouthwind。Itwasasmallidyll,allthemorepleasantbecausetherewasgloombeforeandbehindit。Sybil\'sirrepressiblegaietymadeCarringtondoubtwhether,afterall,lifeneedbesoseriousamatter。Shehadanimalspiritsinplenty,anditneededaneffortforhertokeepthemdown,whileCarrington\'sspiritswerenearlyexhaustedaftertwentyyearsofstrain,andherequiredagreaterefforttoholdhimselfup。TherewaseveryreasonwhyheshouldbegratefultoSybilforlendingtohimfromhersuperfluity。