Heenjoyedbeinglaughedatbyher。SupposeMadeleineLeedidrefusetomarryhim!Whatofit?
“Pooh!”saidSybil;“youmenarealljustalike。Howcanyoubesosilly?
Madeleineandyouwouldbeintolerabletogether。Dofindsomeonewhowon\'tbesolemn!”
TheylaidouttheirlittleplotagainstMadeleineandelaborateditcarefully,bothastowhatCarringtonshouldsayandhowheshouldsayit,forSybilassertedthatmenweretoostupidtobetrustedeveninmakingadeclarationoflove,andmustbetaught,likelittlechildrentosaytheirprayers。Carringtonenjoyedbeingtaughthowtomakeadeclarationoflove。
HedidnotaskwhereSybilhadlearnedsomuchaboutmen\'sstupidity。HethoughtperhapsSchneidekouponcouldhavethrownlightonthesubject。Atallevents,theyweresobusilyoccupiedwiththeirschemesandlessons,thattheydidnot-reachhometillMadeleinehadbecomeanxiouslesttheyhadmetwithsomeaccident。Thelongduskhadbecomedarknessbeforesheheardtheclatterofhoofsontheasphaltpavement,andshewentdowntothedoortoscoldthemfortheirdelay。Sybilonlylaughedather,andsaiditwasallMr。Carrington\'sfault:hehadlosthisway,andshehadbeenforcedtofinditforhim。
Tendaysmorepassedbeforetheirplanwascarriedintoeffect。
Aprilhadcome。Carrington\'sworkwascompletedandhewasreadytostartonhisjourney。ThenatlastheappearedoneeveningatMrs。Lee\'sattheverymomentwhenSybil,aschancewouldhaveit,wasgoingouttopassanhourortwowithherfriendVictoriaDareafewdoorsaway。Carringtonfeltalittleashamedasshewent。ThiskindofconspiracybehindMrs。Lee\'sbackwasnottohistaste。
Heresolutelysatdown,andplungedatonceintohissubject。Hewasalmostreadytogo,hesaid;hehadnearlycompletedhisworkintheDepartment,andhewasassuredthathisinstructionsandpaperswouldbereadyintwodaysmore;hemightnothaveanotherchancetoseeMrs。Leesoquietlyagain,andhewantedtotakehisleavenow,forthiswaswhatlaymostheavilyonhismind;
heshouldhavegonewillinglyandgladlyifithadnotbeenforuneasinessabouther;andyethehadtillnowbeenafraidtospeakopenlyonthesubject。Herehepausedforamomentasthoughtoinvitesomereply。
Madeleinelaiddownherworkwithalookofregretthoughnotofannoyance,andsaidfranklyandinstantlythathehadbeentoogoodafriendtoallowofhertakingoffenceatanythinghecouldsay;shewouldnotpretendtomisunderstandhim。“Myaffairs,“sheaddedwithashadeofbitterness,“seemtohavebecomepublicproperty,andIwouldratherhavesomevoiceindiscussingthemmyselfthantoknowtheyarediscussedbehindmyback。“
Thiswasasharpthrustattheveryoutset,butCarringtonturneditasideandwentquietlyon:
“Youarefrankandloyal,asyoualwaysare。Iwillbesotoo。Ican\'thelpbeingso。FormonthsIhavehadnootherpleasurethaninbeingnearyou。
ForthefirsttimeinmylifeIhaveknownwhatitistoforgetmyownaffairsinlovingawomanwhoseemstomewithoutafault,andforonesolitarywordfromwhomIwouldgiveallIhaveinlife,andperhapsitself。“
Madeleineflushedandbenttowardshimwithanearnestnessofmannerthatrepeateditselfinhertone。
“Mr。Carrington,Iamthebestfriendyouhaveonearth。Oneofthesedaysyouwillthankmewithyourwholesoulforrefusingtolistentoyounow。
YoudonotknowhowmuchmiseryIamsavingyou。Ihavenohearttogive。
Youwantayoung,freshlifetohelpyours;agay,livelytemperamenttoenlivenyourdespondency;someonestillyoungenoughtoabsorbherselfinyouandmakeallherexistenceyours。I
couldnotdoit。Icangiveyounothing。IhavedonemybesttopersuademyselfthatsomedayImightbeginlifeagainwiththeoldhopesandfeelings,butitisnouse。Thefireisburnedout。Ifyoumarriedme,youwoulddestroyyourselfYouwouldwakeupsomeday,andfindtheuniversedustandashes。“
Carringtonlistenedinsilence。Hemadenoattempttointerruptortocontradicther。Onlyattheendhesaidwithalittlebitterness:
“Myownlifeisworthsomuchtotheworldandtome,thatI
supposeitwouldbewrongtoriskitonsuchaventure;butIwouldriskit,nevertheless,ifyougavemethechance。DoyouthinkmewickedfortemptingProvidence?Idonotmeantoannoyyouwithentreaties。Ihavealittleprideleft,andagreatdealofrespectforyou。YetIthink,inspiteofallyouhavesaidorcansay,thatonedisappointedlifemaybeasabletofindhappinessandreposeinanother,astogetthembysuckingtheyounglife-bloodofafreshsoul。“
Tothisspeech,whichwasunusuallyfigurativeforCarrington,Mrs。Leecouldfindnoreadyanswer。ShecouldonlyreplythatCarrington\'slifewasworthquiteasmuchashisneighbour\'s,andthatitwasworthsomuchtoher,ifnottohimself,thatshewouldnotlethimwreckit。
Carringtonwenton:“Forgivemytalkinginthisway。Idonotmeantocomplain。Ishallalwaysloveyoujustasmuch,whetheryoucareformeornot,becauseyouaretheonlywomanIhaveevermet,orameverlikelytomeet,whoseemstomeperfect。“
IfthiswasSybil\'steaching,shehadmadethebestofhertime。
Carrington\'stoneandwordspiercedthroughallMrs。Lee\'sarmourasthoughtheywerepointedwiththemostingeniouscruelty,anddesignedtotortureher。Shefelthardandsmallbeforehim。Lifeforlife,hishadbeen,andwasnow,farlessbrightthanhers,yethewashersuperior。Hesatthere,atrueman,carryinghisburdencalmly,quietly,withoutcomplaint,readytofacethenextshockoflifewiththesameendurancehehadshownagainsttherest。Andhethoughtherperfect!Shefelthumiliatedthatanybravemanshouldsaytoherfacethathethoughtherperfect!She!perfect!Inhercontritionshewashalfreadytogodownathisfeetandconfesshersins;herhystericaldreadofsorrowandsuffering,hernarrowsympathies,herfeeblefaith,hermiserableselfishness,herabjectcowardice。Everynerveinherbodytingledwithshamewhenshethoughtwhatamiserablefraudshewas;whatamassofpretensionsunfounded,ofdeceitingrained。Shewasreadytohideherfaceinherhands。Shewasdisgusted,outragedwithherownimageasshesawit,contrastedwithCarrington\'ssingleword:
Perfect!
Norwasthistheworst。Carringtonwasnotthefirstmanwhohadthoughtherperfect。Tohearthiswordsuddenlyusedagain,whichhadneverbeenutteredtoherbeforeexceptbylipsnowdeadandgone,madeherbrainreel。Sheseemedtohearherhusbandoncemoretellingherthatshewasperfect。Yetagainstthistorture,shehadabetterdefence。Shehadlongsincehardenedherselftobeartheserecollections,andtheysteadiedandstrengthenedher。
Shehadbeencalledperfectbeforenow,andwhathadcomeofit?
Twograves,andabrokenlife!Shedrewherselfupwithafacenowgrownquitepaleandrigid。InreplytoCarrington,shesaidnotaword,butonlyshookherheadslightlywithoutlookingathim。
Hewenton:“Afterall,itisnotmyownhappinessIamthinkingofbutyours。IneverwasvainenoughtothinkthatIwasworthyourlove,orthatIcouldeverwinit。Yourhappinessisanotherthing。I
caresomuchforthatastomakemedreadgoingaway,forfearthatyoumayyetfindyourselfentangledinthiswretchedpoliticallifehere,when,perhapsifIstayed,Imightbeofsomeuse。“
“Doyoureallythink,then,thatIamgoingtofallavictimtoMr。
Ratcliffe?”askedMadeleine,withacoldsmile。
“Whynot?”repliedCarrington,inasimilartone。“Hecanputforwardastrongclaimtoyoursympathyandhelp,ifnottoyourlove。Hecanofferyouagreatfieldofusefulnesswhichyouwant。
Hehasbeenveryfaithfultoyou。Areyouquitesurethatevennowyoucanrefusehimwithouthiscomplainingthatyouhavetrifledwithhim?”
“Andareyouquitesure,“addedMrs。Lee,evasively,“thatyouhavenotbeenjudginghimmuchtooharshly?IthinkIknowhimbetterthanyou。Hehasmanygoodqualities,andsomehighones。
Whatharmcanhedome?Supposingeventhathedidsucceedinpersuadingmethatmylifecouldbebestusedinhelpinghis,whyshouldIbeafraidofit?”
“YouandI,“saidCarrington,“arewideapartinourestimatesofMr。
Ratcliffe。Toyou,ofcourse,heshowshisbestside。Heisonhisgoodbehaviour,andknowsthatanyfalsestepwillruinhim。Iseeinhimonlyacoarse,selfish,unprincipledpolitician,whowouldeitherdragyoudowntohisownlevel,or,whatismorelikely,wouldverysoondisgustyouandmakeyourlifeawretchedself-immolationbeforehisvulgarambition,orcompelyoutoleavehim。Ineithercaseyouwouldbethevictim。Youcannotaffordtomakeanotherfalsestartinlife。Rejectme!Ihavenotawordtosayagainstit。Butbeonyourguardagainstgivingyourexistenceuptohim。“
“WhydoyouthinksoillofMr。Ratcliffe?”askedMadeleine;“healwaysspeakshighlyofyou。Doyouknowanythingagainsthimthattheworlddoesnot?”
“Hispublicactsareenoughtosatisfyme,“repliedCarrington,evadingapartofthequestion。“YouknowthatIhaveneverhadbutoneopinionabouthim。“
Therewasapauseintheconversation。Bothpartiesfeltthatasyetnogoodhadcomeofit。AtlengthMadeleineasked,“Whatwouldyouhavemedo?IsitapledgeyouwantthatIwillundernocircumstancesmarryMr。Ratcliffe?”
“Certainlynot,“wastheanswer;“youknowmebetterthantothinkIwouldaskthat。Ionlywantyoutotaketimeandkeepoutofhisinfluenceuntilyourmindisfairlymadeup。AyearhenceIfeelcertainthatyouwillthinkofhimasIdo。“
“ThenyouwillallowmetomarryhimifIfindthatyouaremistaken,“saidMrs。Lee,withamarkedtoneofsarcasm。
Carringtonlookedannoyed,butheansweredquietly,“WhatIfearishisinfluencehereandnow。WhatIwouldliketoseeyoudoisthis:gonorthamonthearlierthanyouintended,andwithoutgivinghimtimetoact。IfIweresureyouweresafelyinNewport,I
shouldfeelnoanxiety。“
“YouseemtohaveasbadanopinionofWashingtonasMr。Gore,“
saidMadeleine,withacontemptuoussmile。“Hegavemethesameadvice,thoughhewasafraidtotellmewhy。Iamnotachild。Iamthirtyyearsold,andhaveseensomethingoftheworld。Iamnotafraid,likeMr。Gore,ofWashingtonmalaria,or,likeyou,ofMr。
Ratcliffe\'sinfluence。IfIfallavictimIshalldeservemyfate,andcertainlyIshallhavenocausetocomplainofmyfriends。Theyhavegivenmeadviceenoughforalifetime。“
Carrington\'sfacedarkenedwithadeepershadeofregret。Theturnwhichtheconversationhadtakenwaspreciselywhathehadexpected,andbothSybilandhehadagreedthatMadeleinewouldprobablyanswerjustinthisway。
Nevertheless,hecouldnotbutfeelacutelytheharmhewasdoingtohisowninterests,anditwasonlybyasheereffortofthewillthatheforcedhimselftoalastandmoreearnestattack。
“Iknowitisanimpertinence,“hesaid;“Iwishitwereinmypowertoshowhowmuchitcostsmetooffendyou。Thisisthefirsttimeyoueverhadoccasiontobeoffended。IfIweretoyieldtothefearofyourangerandweretoholdmytonguenow,andbyanychanceyouweretowreckyourlifeonthisrock,Ishouldneverforgivemyselfthecowardice。IshouldalwaysthinkImighthavedonesomethingtopreventit。ThisisprobablythelasttimeIshallhavethechancetotalkopenlywithyou,andIimploreyoutolistentome。IwantnothingformyselfIfIknewIshouldneverseeyouagain,Iwouldstillsaythesamething。LeaveWashington!
Leaveitnow!——
atonce!——withoutgivingmorethantwenty-fourhours\'notice!
LeaveitwithoutlettingMr。Ratcliffeseeyouagaininprivate!
Comebacknextwinterifyouplease,andthenaccepthimifyouthinkproper。Ionlyprayyoutothinklongaboutitanddecidewhenyouarenothere。“
Madeleine\'seyesflashed,andshethrewasideherembroiderywithanimpatientgesture:“No!Mr。Carrington!Iwillnotbedictatedto!Iwillcarryoutmyownplans!IdonotmeantomarryMr。
Ratcliffe。IfIhadmeantit,Ishouldhavedoneitbeforenow。ButI
willnotrunawayfromhimorfrommyself。Itwouldbeunladylike,undignified,cowardly。“
Carringtoncouldsaynomore。Hehadcometotheendofhislesson。Alongsilenceensuedandthenherosetogo。“Areyouangrywithme?”saidsheinasoftertone。
“Ioughttoaskthatquestion,“saidhe。“Canyouforgiveme?Iamafraidnot。NomancansaytoawomanwhatIhavesaidtoyou,andbequiteforgiven。YouwillneverthinkofmeagainasyouwouldhavedoneifIhadnotspoken。IknewthatbeforeIdidit。Asforme,Icanonlygoonwithmyoldlife。Itisnotgay,andwillnotbethegayerforourtalkto-night。“
Madeleinerelentedalittle:“Friendshipslikeoursarenotsoeasilybroken,“shesaid。“Donotdomeanotherinjustice。Youwillseemeagainbeforeyougo?”
Heassentedandbadegood-night。Mrs。Lee,wearyanddisturbedinmind,hastenedtoherroom。“WhenMissSybilcomesin,tellherthatIamnotverywell,andhavegonetobed,“wereherinstructionstohermaid,andSybilthoughtsheknewthecauseofthisheadache。
ButbeforeCarrington\'sdeparturehehadonemoreridewithSybil,andreportedtohertheresultoftheinterview,atwhichbothofthemconfessedthemselvesmuchdepressed。CarringtonexpressedsomehopethatMadeleinemeant,afterasort,togiveakindofpledgebysayingthatshehadnointentionofmarryingMr。
Ratcliffe,butSybilshookherheademphatically:
“Howcanawomantellwhethersheisgoingtoacceptamanuntilsheisasked?”saidshewithentireconfidence,asthoughshewerestatingthesimplestfactintheworld。Carringtonlookedpuzzled,andventuredtoaskwhetherwomendidnotgenerallymakeuptheirmindsbeforehandonsuchaninterestingpoint;butSybiloverwhelmedhimwithcontempt:“Whatgoodwilltheydobymakinguptheirminds,Ishouldliketoknow?ofcoursetheywouldgoanddotheopposite。Sensiblewomendon\'tpretendtomakeuptheirminds,Mr。Carrington。Butyoumenaresostupid,andyoucan\'tunderstandintheleast。“
Carringtongaveitup,andwentbacktohisstalequestion:CouldSybilsuggestanyotherresource?andSybilsadlyconfessedthatshecouldnot。Sofarasshecouldsee,theymusttrusttoluck,andshethoughtitwascrueltorMr。Carringtontogoawayandleaveheralonewithouthelp。Hehadpromisedtopreventthemarriage。
“OnethingmoreImeantodo,“saidCarrington:“andhereeverythingwilldependonyourcourageandnerve。YoumaydependuponitthatMr。Ratcliffewillofferhimselfbeforeyougonorth。Hedoesnotsuspectyouofmakingtrouble,andhewillnotthinkaboutyouinanywayifyoulethimaloneandkeepquiet。
Whenhedoesofferhimselfyouwillknowit;atleastyoursisterwilltellyouifshehasacceptedhim。Ifsherefuseshimpointblank,youwillhavenothingtodobuttokeephersteady。Ifyouseeherhesitating,youmustbreakinatanycost,anduseallyourinfluencetostopher。Bebold,then,anddoyourbest。Ifeverythingfailsandshestillclingstohim,Imustplaymylastcard,orratheryoumustplayitforme。
Ishallleavewithyouasealedletterwhichyouaretogiveherifeverythingelsefails。DoitbeforesheseesRatcliffeasecondtime。
Seethatshereadsitand,ifnecessary,makeherreadit,nomatterwhenorwhere。Nooneelsemustknowthatitexists,andyoumusttakeasmuchcareofitasthoughitwereadiamond。Youarenottoknowwhatisinit;itmustbeacompletesecret。Doyouunderstand?”
Sybilthoughtshedid,butherheartsank。“Whenshallyougivemethisletter?”sheasked。
“TheeveningbeforeIstart,whenIcometobidgood-bye;probablynextSunday。Thisletterisourlasthope。If,afterreadingthat,shedoesnotgivehimup,youwillhavetopackyourtrunk,mydearSybil,andfindanewhome,foryoucanneverlivewiththem。“
Hehadneverbeforecalledherbyherfirstname,anditpleasedhertohearitnow,thoughshegenerallyhadastrongobjectiontosuchfamiliarities。
“Oh,Iwishyouwerenotgoing!”sheexclaimedtearfully。“WhatshallIdowhenyouaregone?”
Atthispitifulappeal,Carringtonfeltasuddenpang。Hefoundthathewasnotsooldashehadthought。Certainlyhehadgrowntolikeherfrankhonestyandsoundcommonsense,andhehadatlengthdiscoveredthatshewashandsome,withaveryprettyfigure。Wasitnotsomethinglikeaflirtationhehadbeencarryingonwiththisyoungpersonforthelastmonth?Aglimmeringofsuspicioncrossedhismind,thoughhegotridofitasquicklyaspossible。Foramanofhisageandsobrietytobeinlovewithtwosistersatoncewasimpossible;stillmoreimpossiblethatSybilshouldcareforhim。
Asforher,however,therewasnodoubtaboutthematter。Shehadgrowntodependuponhim,andshediditwithalltheblindconfidenceofyouth。Tolosehimwasaseriousdisaster。Shehadneverbeforefeltthesensation,andshethoughtitmostdisagreeable。HeryouthfuldiplomatistsandadmirerscouldnotatallfillCarrington\'splace。Theydancedandchirrupedcheerfullyonthehollowcrustofsociety,buttheywerewhollyuselesswhenonesuddenlyfellthroughandfoundoneselfstrugglinginthedarknessanddangersbeneath。Youngwomen,too,areapttobeflatteredbytheconfidencesofoldermen;theyhaveakeenpalateforwhateversavoursofexperienceandadventure。Forthefirsttimeinherlife,Sybilhadfoundamanwhogavesomeplaytoherimagination;
onewhohadbeenarebel,andhadgrownusedtotheshocksoffate,soastowalkwithcalmnessintothefaceofdeath,andtocommandorobeywithequalindifference。Shefeltthathewouldtellherwhattodowhentheearthquakecame,andwouldbeathandtoconsult,whichisinawoman\'seyesthegreatobjectofmen\'sexistence,whentroublecomes。ShesuddenlyconceivedthatWashingtonwouldbeintolerablewithouthim,andthatsheshouldnevergetthecouragetofightMr。Ratcliffealone,or,ifshedid,sheshouldmakesomefatalmistake。
Theyfinishedtheirrideverysoberly。Shebegantoshowanewinterestinallthatconcernedhim,andaskedmanyquestionsabouthissistersandtheirplantation。Shewantedtoaskhimwhethershecouldnotdosomethingtohelpthem,butthisseemedtooawkward。Onhisparthemadeherpromisetowritehimfaithfullyallthattookplace,andthisrequestpleasedher,thoughsheknewhisinterestwasallonhersister\'saccount。
ThefollowingSundayeveningwhenhecametobidgood-bye,itwasstillworse。Therewasnochanceforprivatetalk。Ratcliffewasthere,andseveraldiplomatists,includingoldJacobi,whohadeyeslikeacatandsaweverymotionofone\'sface。VictoriaDarewasonthesofa,chatteringwithLordDunbeg;Sybilwouldratherhavehadanyordinaryillness,eventotheextentofalightcaseofscarletfeverorsmall-poxthanletherknowwhatwasthematter。
CarringtonfoundmeanstogetSybilintoanotherroomforamomentandtogivehertheletterhehadpromised。Thenhebadehergood-bye,andindoingsoheremindedherofherpromisetowrite,pressingherhandandlookingintohereyeswithanearnestnessthatmadeherheartbeatfaster,althoughshesaidtoherselfthathisinterestwasallabouthersister;asitwas——mostly。
Thethoughtdidnotraiseherspirits,butshewentthroughwithherperformancelikeaheroine。PerhapsshewasalittlepleasedtoseethathepartedfromMadeleinewithmuchlessapparentfeeling。
Onewouldhavesaidthattheyweretwogoodfriendswhohadnotroublesomesentimenttoworrythem。Buttheneveryeyeintheroomwaswatchingthisfarewell,andspeculatingaboutit。
Ratcliffelookedonwithparticularinterestandwasalittleperplexedtoaccountforthistoofraternalcordiality。Couldhehavemadeamiscalculation?orwastheresomethingbehind?HehimselfinsisteduponshakinghandsgeniallywithCarringtonandwishedhimapleasantjourneyandasuccessfulone。
Thatnight,forthefirsttimesinceshewasachild,Sybilactuallycriedalittleaftershewenttobed,althoughitistruethathersentimentdidnotkeepherawake。Shefeltlonelyandweigheddownbyagreatresponsibility。
Foradayortwoafterwardsshewasnervousandrestless。Shewouldnotride,ormakecalls,orseeguests。Shetriedtosingalittle,andfoundittiresome。ShewentoutandsatforhoursintheSquare,wherethespringsunwasshiningwarmandbrightontheprancinghorseofthegreatAndrewJackson。Shewasalittlecross,too,andabsent,andspokesooftenaboutCarringtonthatatlastMadeleinewasstruckbysuddensuspicion,andbegantowatchherwithanxiouscare。
Tuesdaynight,afterthishadgoneonfortwodays,SybilwasinMadeleine\'sroom,wheresheoftenstayedtotalkwhilehersisterwasathertoilet。
Thiseveningshethrewherselflistlesslyonthecouch,andwithinfiveminutesagainquotedCarrington。Madeleineturnedfromtheglassbeforewhichshewassitting,andlookedhersteadilyintheface。
“Sybil,“saidshe,“thisisthetwenty-fourthtimeyouhavementionedMr。
Carringtonsincewesatdowntodinner。IhavewaitedfortheroundnumbertodecidewhetherIshouldtakeanynoticeofitornot?whatdoesitmean,mychild?DoyoucareforMr。
Carrington?”
“Oh,Maude!”exclaimedSybilreproachfully,flushingsoviolentlythat,evenbythatdimlight,hersistercouldnotbutseeit。
Mrs。Leeroseand,crossingtheroom,satdownbySybilwhowaslyingonthecouchandturnedherfaceaway。Madeleineputherarmsroundherneckandkissedher。
“Mypoor——poorchild!”saidshepityingly。“Ineverdreamedofthis!WhatafoolIhavebeen!HowcouldIhavebeensothoughtless!Tellme!”sheadded,withalittlehesitation;“hashe——doeshecareforyou?”
“No!no!”criedSybil,fairlybreakingdownintoaburstoftears;
“no!helovesyou!nobodybutyou!henevergaveathoughttome。
Idon\'tcareforhimsoverymuch,“shecontinued,dryinghertears;
“onlyitseemssolonelynowheisgone。“
Mrs。Leeremainedonthecouch,withherarmroundhersister\'sneck,silent,gazingintovacancy,thepictureofperplexityandconsternation。
Thesituationwasgettingbeyondhercontrol。
ChapterXI
INthemiddleofAprilasuddensocialexcitementstartedtheindolentcityofWashingtontoitsfeet。TheGrand-DukeandDuchessofSaxe-Baden-HombourgarrivedinAmericaonatourofpleasure,andinduecoursecameontopaytheirrespectstotheChiefMagistrateoftheUnion。ThenewspapershastenedtoinformtheirreadersthattheGrand-DuchesswasaroyalprincessofEngland,and,inthewantofanyothersocialevent,everyonewhohadanysenseofwhatwasduetohisorherowndignity,hastenedtoshowthisaugustcoupletherespectwhichallrepublicanswhohavealargeincomederivedfrombusiness,feelforEnglishroyalty。NewYorkgaveadinner,atwhichthemostinsignificantpersonpresentwasworthatleastamilliondollars,andwherethegentlemenwhosatbythePrincessentertainedherforanhourortwobyacalculationoftheaggregatecapitalrepresented。NewYorkalsogaveaballatwhichthePrincessappearedinanill-fittingblacksilkdresswithmocklaceandjetornaments,amongseveralhundredtoiletsthatproclaimedtherefinedrepublicansimplicityoftheirownersatacostofvarioushundredthousanddollars。AfterthesehospitalitiestheGrand-ducalpaircameontoWashington,wheretheybecameguestsofLordSkye,or,moreproperly,LordSkyebecametheirguest,forheseemedtoconsiderthathehandedtheLegationovertothem,andhetoldMrs。Lee,withtrueBritishbluntnessofspeech,thattheywereagreatboreandhewishedtheyhadstayedinSaxe-Baden-Hombourg,orwherevertheybelonged,butastheywerehere,hemustbetheirlackey。Mrs。Leewasamusedandalittleastonishedatthecandourwithwhichhetalkedaboutthem,andshewasinstructedandimprovedbyhisdryaccountofthePrincess,who,itseemed,madeherselfdisagreeablebyherairsofroyalty;whohadsuffereddreadfullyfromthevoyage;andwhodetestedAmericaandeverythingAmerican;butwhowas,notwithoutsomeshowofreason,jealousofherhusband,andenduredendlesssufferings,thoughwithaverybadgrace,ratherthanlosesightofhim。
NotonlywasLordSkyeobligedtoturntheLegationintoanhotel,butinthefullenthusiasmofhisloyaltyhefelthimselfcalledupontogiveaball。Itwas,hesaid,theeasiestwayofpayingoffallhisdebtsatonce,andifthePrincesswasgoodfornothingelse,shecouldbeutilizedasashowbywayof“promotingtheharmonyofthetwogreatnations。“Inotherwords,LordSkyemeanttoexhibitthePrincessforhisowndiplomaticbenefit,andhedidso。Onewouldhavethoughtthatatthisseason,whenCongresshadadjourned,Washingtonwouldhardlyhaveaffordedsocietyenoughtofillaball-room,butthis,insteadofbeingadrawback,wasanadvantage。ItpermittedtheBritishMinistertoissueinvitationswithoutlimit。HeaskednotonlythePresidentandhisCabinet,andthejudges,andthearmy,andthenavy,andalltheresidentsofWashingtonwhohadanyclaimtoconsideration,butalsoallthesenators,alltherepresentativesinCongress,allthegovernorsofStateswiththeirstaffs,iftheyhadany,alleminentcitizensandtheirfamiliesthroughouttheUnionandCanada,andfinallyeveryprivateindividual,fromtheNorthPoletotheIsthmusofPanama,whohadevershownhimacivilityorwasabletocontrolinterestenoughtoaskforacard。TheresultwasthatBaltimorepromisedtocomeinabody,andPhiladelphiawasequallywell-disposed;
NewYorkprovidedseveralscoresofguests,andBostonsentthegovernorandadelegation;eventhewell-knownmillionairewhorepresentedCaliforniaintheUnitedStatesSenatewasirritatedbecause,hisinvitationhavingbeentimedtoarrivejustonedaytoolate,hewaspreventedfrombringinghisfamilyacrossthecontinentwithachoicepartyinadirector\'scar,toenjoythesmilesofroyaltyinthehallsoftheBritishlion。Itisastonishingwhateffortsfreemenwillmakeinajustcause。
LordSkyehimselftreatedthewholeaffairwitheasycontempt。
OneafternoonhestrolledintoMrs。Lee\'sparlourandbeggedhertogivehimacupoftea。
HesaidhehadgotridofhismenagerieforafewhoursbyshuntingitoffupontheGermanLegation,andhewasbywayofwantingalittlehumansociety。Sybil,whowasagreatfavouritewithhim,entreatedtobetoldallabouttheball,butheinsistedthatheknewnomorethanshedid。AmanfromNewYorkhadtakenpossessionoftheLegation,butwhathewoulddowithitwasnotwithintheforesightofthewisest;tromthetalkoftheyoungmembersofhisLegation,LordSkyegatheredthattheentirecitywastoberoofedinandfortymillionsofpeopleexpected,buthisownconcernintheaffairwaslimitedtotheflowershehopedtoreceive。
“Allyoungandbeautifulwomen,“saidhetoSybil,“aretosendmeflowers。
IpreferJacqueminotroses,butwillacceptanyhandsomevariety,providedtheyarenotwired。Itisdiplomaticetiquettethateachladywhosendsmeflowersshallreserveatleastonedanceforme。
Youwillpleaseinscribethisatonceuponyourtablets,MissRoss。“
ToMadeleinethisballwasagodsend,foritcamejustintimetodivertSybil\'smindfromitstroubles。AweekhadnowpassedsincethatrevelationofSybil\'sheartwhichhadcomelikeanearthquakeuponMrs。Lee。SincethenSybilhadbeennervousandirritable,allthemorebecauseshewasconsciousofbeingwatched。Shewasinsecretashamedofherownconduct,andinclinedtobeangrywithCarrington,asthoughhewereresponsibleforherfoolishness;butshecouldnottalkwithMadeleineonthesubjectwithoutdiscussingMr。Ratcliffe,andCarringtonhadexpresslyforbiddenhertoattackMr。RatcliffeuntilitwasclearthatRatcliffehadlaidhimselfopentoattack。ThisreticencedeceivedpoorMrs。Lee,whosawinhersister\'smoodsonlythatunrequitedattachmentforwhichsheheldherselfsolelytoblame。HergrossnegligenceinallowingSybiltobeimproperlyexposedtosuchariskweighedheavilyonhermind。Withasaint\'scapacityforself-torment,Madeleinewieldedthescourgeoverherownbackuntilthebloodcame。ShesawtherosesrapidlyfadingfromSybil\'scheeks,andbythehelpofanactiveimaginationshediscoveredahecticlookandsymptomsofacough。Shebecamefairlymorbidonthesubject,andfrettedherselfintoafever,uponwhichSybilsent,onherownresponsibility,forthemedicalman,andMadeleinewasobligedtodoseherselfwithquinine。Infact,therewasmuchmorereasonforanxietyaboutherthanforheranxietyaboutSybil,who,barringalittleyouthfulnervousnessinthefaceofresponsibility,wasashealthyandcomfortableayoungwomanascouldbeshowninAmerica,andwhosesentimentnevercostherfiveminutes\'sleep,althoughherappetitemayhavebecomeashademoreexactingthanbefore。Madeleinewasquicktonoticethis,andsurprisedhercookbymakingdailyandalmosthourlydemandsfornewandimpossibledishes,whichsheexhaustedalibraryofcookery-bookstodiscover。
LordSkye\'sballandSybil\'sinterestinitwereagreatrelieftoMadeleine\'smind,andshenowturnedherwholesoultofrivolity。
Never,sinceshewasseventeen,hadshethoughtortalkedsomuchaboutaball,asnowaboutthisballtotheGrand-Duchess。SheworeoutherownbrainintheefforttoamuseSybil。ShetookhertocallonthePrincess;shewouldhavetakenhertocallontheGrandLamahadhecometoWashington。SheinstigatedhertoorderandsendtoLordSkyeamassofthehandsomestrosesNewYorkcouldafford。Shesetheratworkonherdressseveraldaysbeforetherewasanyoccasionforit,andthisfamouscostumehadtobetakenout,examined,criticised,anddiscussedwithunendinginterest。Shetalkedaboutthedress,andthePrincess,andtheball,tillhertongueclovetotheroofofhermouth,andherbrainrefusedtoact。Frommorningtillnight,foroneentireweek,sheate,drank,breathed,anddreamtoftheball。Everythingthatlovecouldsuggestorlabourcarryout,shedid,toamuseandoccupyhersister。
Sheknewthatallthiswasonlytemporaryandpalliative,andthatmoreradicalmeasuresmustbetakentosecureSybil\'shappiness。
Onthissubjectshethoughtinsecretuntilbothheadandheartached。Onethingandonethingonlywasclear:ifSybillovedCarrington,sheshouldhavehim。HowMadeleineexpectedtobringaboutthischangeofheartinCarrington,wasknownonlytoherself。Sheregardedmenascreaturesmadeforwomentodisposeof,andcapableofbeingtransferredlikechecks,orbaggage-labels,fromonewomantoanother,asdesired。Theonlyconditionwasthatheshouldfirstbecompletelydisabusedofthenotionthathecoulddisposeofhimself。Mrs。LeeneverdoubtedthatshecouldmakeCarringtonfallinlovewithSybilprovidedshecouldplaceherselfbeyondhisreach。Atallevents,comewhatmight,eventhoughshehadtoacceptthedesperatealternativeofferedbyMr。
Ratcliffe,nothingshouldbeallowedtointerferewithSybil\'shappiness。Andthusitwas,that,forthefirsttime,Mrs。Leebegantoaskherselfwhetheritwasnotbettertofindthesolutionofherperplexitiesinmarriage。
Wouldsheeverhavebeenbroughttothispointwithouttheviolentpressureofhersister\'ssupposedinterests?Thisisoneofthosequestionswhichwisemenwillnotask,becauseitisonewhichthewisestmanorwomancannotanswer。Uponthistheme,anarmyofingeniousauthorshaveexhaustedtheiringenuityinentertainingthepublic,andtheirworksaretobefoundateverybook-stall。
Theyhavedecidedthatanywomanwill,undertherightconditions,marryanymanatanytime,providedher“highernature“isproperlyappealedto。Onlywithregretcanawriterforbeartomoralizeonthissubject。“BeautyandtheBeast,“
“Bluebeard,““AuldRobinGray,“havethedoublecharmtoauthorsofbeingverypleasanttoread,andstilleasiertodilutewithsentiment。Butatleasttenthousandmodernwriters,withLordMacaulayattheirhead,havesoravagedanddespoiledtheregionoffairy-storiesandfables,thatanallusioneventothe“ArabianNights“isnolongerdecent。Thecapacityofwomentomakeunsuitablemarriagesmustbeconsideredasthecorner-stoneofsociety。
Meanwhiletheballhad,intruth,verynearlydrivenallthoughtofCarringtonoutofSybil\'smind。Thecityfilledagain。ThestreetsswarmedwithfashionableyoungmenandwomenfromtheprovincesofNewYork,Philadelphia,andBoston,whogaveSybilabundanceofoccupation。Shereceivedbulletinsoftheprogressofaffairs。ThePresidentandhiswifehadconsentedtobepresent,outoftheirhighrespectforHerMajestytheQueenandtheirdesiretoseeandtobeseen。AlltheCabinetwouldaccompanytheChiefMagistrate。Thediplomaticcorpswouldappearinuniform;so,too,theofficersofthearmyandnavy;theGovernor-GeneralofCanadawascoming,withastaff。LordSkyeremarkedthattheGovernor-Generalwasaflat。
ThedayoftheballwasadayofanxietytoSybil,althoughnotonaccountofMr。RatcliffeorofMr。Carrington,whowereoftriflingconsequencecomparedwiththeseriousproblemnowbeforeher。
TheresponsibilityofdressingbothhersisterandherselffelluponSybil,whowastherealauthorofallMrs。Lee\'smillinerytriumphswhentheynowoccurred,exceptthatMadeleinemanagedtoputcharacterintowhatevershewore,whichSybilrepudiatedonherownaccount。OnthisdaySybilhadreasonsforspecialexcitement。
Allwintertwonewdresses,oneespeciallyatriumphofMr。
Worth\'sart,hadlaininstateupstairs,andSybilhadwaitedinvainforanoccasionthatshouldwarrantthesplendourofthesegarments。
OneafternooninearlyJuneoftheprecedingsummer,Mr。WorthhadreceivedaletteronthepartofthereigningfavouriteoftheKingofDahomey,directinghimtocreateforheraball-dressthatshouldannihilateandutterlydestroywithjealousyanddespairtheheartsofherseventy-fiverivals;shewasyoungandbeautiful;
expensewasnotaconsideration。Suchwerethewordsofherchamberlain。Allthatnight,thegreatgeniusofthenineteenthcenturytossedwakefullyonhisbedrevolvingtheprobleminhismind。Visionsofflesh-colouredtintsshotwithblood-redperturbedhisbrain,buthefoughtagainstanddismissedthem;thatcombinationwouldbecommonplaceinDahomey。Whenthefirstraysofsunlightshowedhimthereflectionofhiscarewornfaceintheplate-glassmirroredceiling,heroseand,withanimpulseofdespair,flungopenthecasements。Therebeforehisblood-shoteyeslaythepure,still,new-born,radiantJunemorning。Withacryofinspirationthegreatmanleanedoutofthecasementandrapidlycaughtthedetailsofhisnewconception。Beforeteno\'clockhewasagainathisbureauinParis。Animperiousorderbroughttohisprivateroomeverysilk,satin,andgauzewithintherangeofpalepink,palecrocus,palegreen,silverandazure。Thencamechromaticscalesofcolour;combinationsmeanttovulgarisetherainbow;sinfoniesandfugues;thetwitteringofbirdsandthegreatpeaceofdewynature;maidenhoodinherawakeninginnocence;
“TheDawninJune。“TheMasterrestedcontent。
AweeklatercameanorderfromSybil,including“anentirelyoriginalball-dress,——unlikeanyothersenttoAmerica。“Mr。Worthpondered,hesitated;recalledSybil\'sfigure;theoriginalposeofherhead;glancedanxiouslyatthemap,andspeculatedwhethertheNewYorkHeraldhadaspecialcorrespondentatDahomey;andatlast,withagenerositypeculiartogreatsouls,heduplicatedfor“MissS。Ross,NewYork,U。S。America,“theorderfor“L\'Aube,MoisdeJuin。“
TheSchneidekouponsandMr。French,whohadreappearedinWashington,cametodinewithMrs。Leeontheeveningoftheball,andJuliaSchneidekouponsoughtinvaintodiscoverwhatSybilwasgoingtowear。“Behappy,mydear,inyourignorance!”
saidSybil;“thepangsofenvywillranklesoonenough。“
Anhourlaterherroom,exceptthefireplace,whereawoodfirewasgentlysmouldering,becameanaltarofsacrificetotheDeityofDawninJune。Herbed,herlowcouch,herlittletables,herchintzarm-chairs,werecoveredwithportionsofthedivinity,downtoslippersandhandkerchief,glovesandbunchesoffreshroses。Whenatlength,afteralongeffort,theworkwascomplete,Mrs。Leetookalastcriticallookattheresult,andenjoyedaglowofsatisfaction。Young,happy,sparklingwithconsciousnessofyouthandbeauty,Sybilstood,HebeAnadyomene,risingfromthefoamofsoftcreplissewhichsweptbackbeneaththelongtrainofpale,tender,pinksilk,faintingintobreadthsofdelicateprimrose,relievedhereandtherebyfacingsofJunegreen——orwasittheblueofearlymorning?——orboth?
suggestingunutterablefreshness。Amodesthintfromhermaidthat“thegirls,“aswomen-servantscalleachotherinAmericanhouseholds,wouldliketooffertheirshareofincenseattheshrine,wasamiablymet,andtheywereallowedaglimpseofthedivinitybeforeshewasenvelopedinwraps。Anadmiringgroup,huddledinthedoorway,murmuredapproval,fromtheleading“girl,“whowasthecook,acolouredwidowofsomesixtywinters,whoseadmirationwasirrepressible,downtoaNewEnglandspinsterwhoseAnabaptistconsciencewrestledwithherinstincts,andwho,althoughdisapprovingof“Frenchfolks,“paidinherheartthatsecrethomagetotheirgownsandbonnetswhichhersternerlipsrefused。Theapplauseofthisaudiencehas,fromgenerationtogeneration,cheeredtheheartsofmyriadsofyoungwomenstartingoutontheirlittleadventures,whilethedomesticlaurelsflourishgreenandfreshforonehalfhour,untiltheywitheratthethresholdoftheball-room。
Mrs。Leetoiledlongandearnestlyoverhersister\'stoilet,forhadnotsheherselfinherowndaybeenthebest-dressedgirlinNewYork?——atleast,sheheldthatopinion,andheroldinstinctscametolifeagainwheneverSybilwastobepreparedforanygreatoccasion。Madeleinekissedhersisteraffectionately,andgaveherunusualpraisewhenthe“DawninJune“wascomplete。Sybilwasatthismomenttheidealofbloomingyouth,andMrs。Leealmostdaredtohopethatherheartwasnotpermanentlybroken,andthatshemightyetsurviveuntilCarringtoncouldbebroughtback。Herowntoiletwasamuchshorteraffair,butSybilwasimpatientlongbeforeitwasconcluded;thecarriagewaswaiting,andshewasobligedtodisappointherhouseholdbycomingdownenvelopedinherlongopera-cloak,andhurryingaway。
Whenatlengththesistersenteredthereception-roomattheBritishLegation,LordSkyerebukedthemfornothavingcomeearlytoreceivewithhim。HisLordship,withahugeribandacrosshisbreast,andastaronhiscoat,condescendedtoexpresshimselfvigorouslyonthesubjectofthe“DawninJune。“Schneidekoupon,whowasproudofhiseasyuseofthelatestartisticjargon,lookedwithrespectatMrs。Lee\'ssilver-graysatinanditsVenetianlace,thearrangementofwhichhadbeenconscientiouslystolenfromapictureintheLouvre,andhemurmuredaudibly,“Nocturneinsilver-gray!”——then,turningtoSybil——“andyou?Ofcourse!Isee!A
songwithoutwords!”Mr。Frenchcameupand,inhismostfascinatingtones,exclaimed,“Why,Mrs。Lee,youlookrealhandsometo-night!”Jacobi,afteraclosescrutiny,saidthathetookthelibertyofanoldmanintellingthemthattheywerebothdressedabsolutelywithoutfault。EventheGrand-DukewasstruckbySybil,andmadeLordSkyeintroducehim,afterwhichceremonyheterrifiedherbyaskingthepleasureofawaltz。ShedisappearedfromMadeleine\'sview,nottobebroughtbackagainuntilDawnmetdawn。
Theballwas,asthenewspapersdeclared,abrilliantsuccess。
EveryonewhoknowsthecityofWashingtonwillrecollectthat,amongsomescoresofmagnificentresidenceswhichourownandforeigngovernmentshavebuiltforthecomfortofcabinetofficers,judges,diplomatists,vice-presidents,speakers,andsenators,theBritishLegationisbyfarthemostimpressive。
CombininginoneharmoniouswholetheproportionsofthePittiPalacewiththedecorationoftheCasad\'OroandthedomeofanEasternMosque,thisarchitecturaltriumphoffersextraordinaryresourcesforsociety。Furtherdescriptionisunnecessary,sinceanyonemayeasilyreferbacktotheNewYorknewspapersofthefollowingmorning,whereaccurateplansofthehouseonthegroundfloor,willbefound;whiletheillustratednewspapersofthesameweekcontainexcellentsketchesofthemostpleasingsceniceffects,aswellasoftheball-roomandofthePrincesssmilinggraciouslyfromherthrone。TheladyjustbehindthePrincessonherleft,isMrs。Lee,apoorlikeness,buteasilydistinguishablefromthefactthattheartist,forhisownobjects,hasmadeherrathershorter,andthePrincessrathertaller,thanwasstrictlycorrect,justashehasgiventhePrincessagracioussmile,whichwasquitedifferentfromheractualexpression。Inshort,theartistiscompelledtoexhibittheworldratheraswewouldwishittobe,thanasitwasoris,or,indeed,islikeshortlytobecome。Thestrangestpartofhispictureis,however,thefactthatheactuallydidseeMrs。Leewherehehasputher,atthePrincess\'selbow,whichwasalmostthelastplaceintheroomwhereanyonewhoknewMrs。Leewouldhavelookedforher。
Theexplanationofthiscuriousaccidentshallbegivenimmediately,sincethefactsarenotmentionedinthepublicreportsoftheball,whichonlysaidthat,“closebehindherRoyalHighnesstheGrand-Duchess,stoodourcharmingandaristocraticcountrywoman,Mrs。LightfootLee,whohasmadesogreatasensationinWashingtonthiswinter,andwhosenamepublicrumourhasconnectedwiththatoftheSecretaryoftheTreasury。
ToherthePrincessappearedtoaddressmostofherconversation。“
Theshowwasaveryprettyone,andonapleasantAprileveningthereweremanyplaceslessagreeabletobeinthanthis。Muchgroundoutsidehadbeenroofedover,tomakeaball-room,largeasanopera-house,withada?sandasofainthecentreofonelongside,andanotherda?swithasecondsofaimmediatelyoppositetoitinthecentreoftheotherlongside。Eachda?shadacanopyofredvelvet,onebearingtheLionandtheUnicorn,theothertheAmericanEagle。TheRoyalStandardwasdisplayedabovetheUnicorn;theStars-and-Stripes,notquitesoeffectively,wavedabovetheEagle。ThePrincess,beingnolongerquiteachild,foundgastryingtohercomplexion,andcompelledLordSkyetoilluminateherbeautybyonehundredthousandwaxcandies,moreorless,whichwerearrangedtobebecomingabouttheGrand-ducalthrone,andtobeshowyandunbecomingabouttheoppositeinstitutionacrosstheway。
Theexactfactswerethese。IthadhappenedthattheGrand-Duchess,havingbeennecessarilybroughtintocontactwiththePresident,andparticularlywithhiswife,duringthepastweek,hadconceivedforthelatteranantipathyhardlytobeexpressedinwords。HerfixeddeterminationwasatanycosttokeepthePresidentialpartyatadistance,anditwasonlyafterastormyscenethattheGrand-DukeandLordSkyesucceededinextortingherconsentthatthePresidentshouldtakehertosupper。Furtherthanthisshewouldnotgo。Shewouldnotspeakto“thatwoman,“
asshecalledthePresident\'swife,norbeinherneighbourhood。
Shewouldratherstayinherownroomalltheevening,andshedidnotcareintheleastwhattheQueenwouldthinkofit,forshewasnosubjectoftheQueen\'s。ThecasewasahardoneforLordSkye,whowasperplexedtoknow,fromthispointofview,whyhewasentertainingthePrincessatall;but,withthehelpoftheGrand-DukeandLordDunbeg,whowasveryactiveandsmileddeprecationwithsomesuccess,hefoundawayoutofit;andthiswasthereasonwhythereweretwothronesintheball-room,andwhytheBritishthronewaslightedwithsuchcarefulreferencetothePrincess\'scomplexion。LordSkyeimmolatedhimselfintheusualeffortofBritishandAmericanMinisters,tokeepthetwogreatpowersapart。HeandtheGrand-DukeandLordDunbegactedasbufferswithwatchfuldiligence,dexterity,andsuccess。Asoneresource,LordSkyehadbethoughthimselfofMrs。Lee,andhetoldthePrincessthestoryofMrs。Lee\'srelationswiththePresident\'swife,astorywhichwasnosecretinWashington,for,apartfromMadeleine\'sownaccount,societywasleftinnodoubtofthelightinwhichMrs。LeewasregardedbythemistressoftheWhiteHouse,whomWashingtonladleswerenowinthehabitofdrawingoutonthesubjectofMrs。Lee,andwhoalwaysrosetothebaitwithfreshvivacity,totheamusementanddelightofVictoriaDareandothermischief-makers。
“ShewillnottroubleyousolongasyoucankeepMrs。Leeinyourneighbourhood,“saidLordSkye,andthePrincessaccordinglyseizeduponMrs。Leeandbrandishedher,asthoughshewereacharmagainsttheevileye,inthefaceofthePresident\'sparty。ShemadeMrs。Leetakeaplacejustbehindherasthoughshewerealady-in-waiting。Sheevengraciouslypermittedhertositdown,sonearthattheirchairstouched。Whenever“thatwoman“waswithinsight,whichwasmostofthetime,thePrincessdirectedherconversationentirelytoMrs。Leeandtookcaretomakeitevident。
EvenbeforethePresidentialpartyhadarrived,MadeleinehadfallenintothePrincess\'sgrasp,andwhenthePrincesswentforwardtoreceivethePresidentandhiswife,whichshedidwithabowofstatelyanddistantdignity,shedraggedMadeleinecloselybyherside。Mrs。Leebowedtoo;shecouldnotwellhelpit;butwascutdeadforherpains,withaglareofcontemptandhatred。
LordSkye,whowasactingascavaliertothePresident\'swife,waspanic-stricken,andhastenedtomarchhisdemocraticpotentateaway,underpretenceofshowingherthedecorations。Heplacedheratlastonherownthrone,whereheandtheGrand-Dukerelievedeachotherinstandingguardatintervalsthroughouttheevening。WhenthePrincessfollowedwiththePresident,shecompelledherhusbandtotakeMrs。LeeonhisarmandconducthertotheBritishthrone,withnootherobjectthantoexasperatethePresident\'swife,who,fromherelevatedplatform,lookeddownuponthecortègewithascowl。
InallthisaffairMrs。Leewastheprincipalsufferer。Noonecouldrelieveher,andshewasliterallypennedinasshesat。ThePrincesskeptupanincessantfireofsmallconversation,principallycomplaintandfault-finding,whichnoonedaredtointerrupt。Mrs。
Leewaspainfullybored,andafteratimeeventheabsurdityofthethingceasedtoamuseher。
Shehad,too,theill-lucktomakeoneortworemarkswhichappealedtosomehiddensenseofhumourinthePrincess,wholaughedand,inthestyleofroyalpersonages,gavehertounderstandthatshewouldlikemoreamusementofthesamesort。
Ofallthingsinlife,Mrs。Leeheldthiskindofcourt-serviceincontempt,forshewassomethingmorethanrepublican——alittlecommunisticatheart,andheronlyseriouscomplaintofthePresidentandhiswifewasthattheyundertooktohaveacourtandtoapemonarchy。
Shehadnonotionofadmittingsocialsuperiorityinanyone,PresidentorPrince,andtobesuddenlyconvertedintoalady-in-waitingtoasmallGermanGrand-Duchess,wasaterribleblow。Butwhatwastobedone?LordSkyehaddraftedherintotheserviceandshecouldnotdecentlyrefusetohelphimwhenhecametohersideandtoldher,withhisusualcalmdirectness,whathisdifficultieswere,andhowhecounteduponhertohelphimout。
Thesameplaywentonatsupper,wheretherewasaroyal-presidentialtable,whichheldabouttwodozenguests,andthetwogreatladiespresiding,asfarapartastheycouldbeplaced。
TheGrand-DukeandLordSkye,oneithersideofthePresident\'swife,didtheirdutylikemen,andwererewardedbyreceivingfromhermuchinformationaboutthedomesticarrangementsoftheWhiteHouse。ThePresident,however,whosatnextthePrincessattheoppositeend,wasevidentlydepressed,owingpartlytothefactthatthePrincess,indefianceofalletiquette,hadcompelledLordDunbegtotakeMrs。LeetosupperandtoplaceherdirectlynextthePresident。Madeleinetriedtoescape,butwasstoppedbythePrincess,whoaddressedheracrossthePresidentandinadecidedtoneaskedhertositpreciselythere。Mrs。
Leelookedtimidlyatherneighbour,whomadenosign,butatehissupperinsilenceonlybrokenbyanoccasionalreplytoarareremark。Mrs。Leepitiedhim,andwonderedwhathiswifewouldsaywhentheyreachedhome。ShecaughtRatcliffe\'seyedownthetable,watchingherwithasmile;shetriedtotalkfluentlywithDunbeg;butnotuntilsupperwaslongoverandtwoo\'clockwasathand;notuntilthePresidentialparty,underalltheproperformalities,hadtakentheirleaveoftheGrand-ducalparty;notuntilLordSkyehadescortedthemtotheircarriageandreturnedtosaythattheyweregone,didthePrincesslooseherholduponMrs。
Leeandallowhertoslipawayintoobscurity。
Meanwhiletheballhadgoneonafterthemannerofballs。AsMadeleinesatinherenforcedgrandeurshecouldwatchallthatpassed。ShehadseenSybilwhirlingaboutwithonemanafteranother,amidaswarmofdancers,enjoyingherselftotheutmostandoccasionallygivinganodandasmiletohersisterastheireyesmet。There,too,wasVictoriaDare,whoneverappearedflurriedevenwhenwaltzingwithLordDunbeg,whoseeducationasadancerhadbeenneglected。ThefactwasnowfullyrecognizedthatVictoriawascarryingonasystematicflirtationwithDunbeg,andhadundertakenasherlatestdutythetaskofteachinghimtowaltz。
Hisstrugglesandhercalmnessinassistingthemcommandedrespect。Ontheoppositesideoftheroom,bytherepublicanthrone,Mrs。LeehadwatchedMr。RatcliffestandingbythePresident,whoappearedunwillingtolethimoutofarm\'slengthandwhoseemedtomaketohimmostofhisfewremarks。
Schneidekouponandhissisterweremixedinthethrong,dancingasthoughEnglandhadnevercountenancedtheheresyoffree-trade。Onthewhole,Mrs。Leewassatisfied。
Ifherownsufferingsweregreat,theywerenotwithoutreward。
Shestudiedallthewomenintheball-room,andiftherewasoneprettierthanSybil,Madeleine\'seyescouldnotdiscoverher。Iftherewasamoreperfectdress,Madeleineknewnothingofdressing。Onthesepointsshefelttheconfidenceofconviction。Hercalmwouldhavebeencomplete,hadshefeltquitesurethatnoneofSybil\'sgaietywassuperficialandthatitwouldnotbefollowedbyreaction。Shewatchednervouslytoseewhetherherfacechangeditsgayexpression,andonceshethoughtitbecamedepressed,butthiswaswhentheGrand-Dukecameuptoclaimhiswaltz,andthelookrapidlypassedawaywhentheygotuponthefloorandhisHighnessbegantowheelroundtheroomwithaprecisionandmomentumthatwouldhavedonehonourtoaregimentofLifeGuards。Heseemedpleasedwithhisexperiment,forhewasseenagainandagaincareeringoverthefloorwithSybiluntilMrs。Leeherselfbecamenervous,forthePrincessfrowned。
AfterherreleaseMadeleinelingeredawhileintheball-roomtospeakwithhersisterandtoreceivecongratulations。ForhalfanhourshewasagreaterbellethanSybil。Acrowdofmenclusteredabouther,amusedatthepartshehadplayedintheevening\'sentertainmentandfullofcomplimentsuponherpromotionatCourt。LordSkyehimselffoundtimetoofferherhisthanksinamoreserioustonethanhegenerallyaffected。“Youhavesufferedmuch,“saidhe,“andIamgrateful。“Madeleinelaughedassheansweredthathersufferingshadseemednothingtoherwhileshewatchedhis。Butatlastshebecamewearyofthenoiseandglareoftheball-room,and,acceptingthearmofherexcellentfriendCountPopoff,shestrolledwithhimbacktothehouse。Thereatlastshesatdownonasofainaquietwindow-recesswherethelightwaslessstrongandwhereaconvenientlaurelspreaditsleavesinfrontsoastomakeabowerthroughwhichshecouldseethepassers-bywithoutbeingseenbythemexceptwithaneffort。Hadshebeenayoungerwoman,thiswouldhavebeenthespotforaflirtation,butMrs。Leeneverflirted,andtheideaofherflirtingwithPopoffwouldhaveseemedludicroustoallmankind。
Hedidnotsitdown,butwasleaningagainsttheangleofthewall,talkingwithher,whensuddenlyMr。RatcliffeappearedandtooktheseatbyhersidewithsuchdeliberationandapparentsenseofpropertythatPopoffincontinentlyturnedandfled。NooneknewwheretheSecretarycamefrom,orhowhelearnedthatshewasthere。Hemadenoexplanationandshetookcaretoaskfornone。
Shegavehimahighly-colouredaccountofherevening\'sserviceaslady-in-waiting,whichhematchedbythatofhisowntrialsasgentleman-ushertothePresident,who,itseemed,hadclungdesperatelytohisoldenemyintheabsenceofanyotherrocktoclutchat。
RatcliffelookedthecharacterofPrimeMinistersufficientlywellatthismoment。Hewouldhaveheldhisown,atapinch,inanyCourt,notmerelyinEuropebutinIndiaorChina,wheredignityisstillexpectedofgentlemen。
Exceptingforacertaincoarseandanimalexpressionaboutthemouth,andanindefinablecoldnessintheeye,hewasahandsomemanandstillinhisprime。EveryoneremarkedhowmuchhewasimprovedsinceenteringtheCabinet。Hehaddroppedhissenatorialmanner。Hisclotheswerenolongercongressional,butthoseofarespectableman,neatanddecent。Hisshirtsnolongerprotrudedinthewrongplaces,norwerehisshirt-collarsfrayedorsoiled。Hishairdidnotstrayoverhiseyes,ears,andcoat,likethatofaScotchterrier,buthadgotitselfcut。HavingoverheardMrs。
Leeexpressononeoccasionheropinionofpeoplewhodidnottakeacoldbatheverymorning,hehadthoughtitbesttoadoptthisreform,althoughhewouldnothavehaditgenerallyknown,totitsavouredotcaste。HemadeaneffortnottobedictatorialandtoforgetthathehadbeenthePrairieGiant,thebullyoftheSenate。Inshort,whatwithMrs。Lee\'sinfluenceandwhatwithhisemancipationfromtheSenatechamberwithitscodeofbadmannersandworsemorals,Mr。Ratcliffewasfastbecomingarespectablememberofsocietywhomamanwhohadneverbeeninprisonorinpoliticsmightsafelyacknowledgeasafriend。
Mr。Ratcliffewasnowevidentlybentuponbeingheard。AfterchartingforatimewithsomehumouronthePresident\'ssuccessesasamanoffashion,hechangedthesubjecttothemeritsofthePresidentasastatesman,andlittlebylittleashespokehebecameseriousandhisvoicesankintolowandconfidentialtones。HeplainlysaidthatthePresident\'sincapacityhadnowbecomenotoriousamonghisfollowers;thatitwasonlywithdifficultyhisCabinetandfriendscouldpreventhimfrommakingafoolofhimselffiftytimesaday;thatallthepartyleaderswhohadoccasiontodealwithhimweresothoroughlydisgustedthattheCabinethadtopassitstimeintryingtopacifythem;whilethisstateofthingslasted,Ratcliffe\'sowninfluencemustbeparamount;hehadgoodreasontoknowthatifthePresidentialelectionweretotakeplacethisyear,nothingcouldpreventhisnominationandelection;evenatthreeyears\'distancethechancesinhisfavourwereatleasttwotoone;andafterthisexordiumhewentoninalowtonewithincreasingearnestness,whileMrs。LeesatmotionlessasthestatueofAgrippina,hereyesfixedontheground:
“Iamnotoneofthosewhoarehappyinpoliticallife。IamapoliticianbecauseIcannothelpmyself;itisthetradeIamfittestfor,andambitionismyresourcetomakeittolerable。Inpoliticswecannotkeepourhandsclean。Ihavedonemanythingsinmypoliticalcareerthatarenotdefensible。Toactwithentirehonestyandself-respect,oneshouldalwaysliveinapureatmosphere,andtheatmosphereofpoliticsisimpure。
Domesticlifeisthesalvationofmanypublicmen,butIhaveformanyyearsbeendeprivedofit。Ihavenowcometothatpointwhereincreasingresponsibilitiesandtemptationsmakemerequirehelp。Imusthaveit。Youalonecangiveittome。Youarekind,thoughtful,conscientious,high-minded,cultivated,fittedbetterthananywomanIeversaw,forpublicduties。Yourplaceisthere。
Youbelongamongthosewhoexerciseaninfluencebeyondtheirtime。Ionlyaskyoutotaketheplacewhichisyours。“
ThisdesperateappealtoMrs。Lee\'sambitionwasacalculatedpartofRatcliffe\'sscheme。Hewaswellawarethathehadmarkedhighgame,andthatinproportiontothisheightmustbethepowerofhislure。NorwasheembarrassedbecauseMrs。Leesatstillandpalewithhereyesfixedonthegroundandherhandstwistedtogetherinherlap。Theeaglethatsoarshighestmustbelongerindescendingtothegroundthanthesparroworthepartridge。Mrs。
Leehadathousandthingstothinkaboutinthisbrieftime,andyetshefoundthatshecouldnotthinkatall;asuccessionofmereimagesandfragmentsofthoughtpassedrapidlyoverhermind,andherwillexercisednocontrolupontheirorderortheirnature。
Oneofthesefleetingreflectionswasthatinalltheoffersofmarriageshehadeverheard,thiswasthemostunsentimentalandbusinesslike。Asforhisappealtoherambition,itfellquitedeaduponherear,butawomanmustbemorethanaheroinewhocanlistentoflatterysoevidentlysincere,fromamanwhoispre-eminentamongmen,withoutbeingaffectedbyit。Toher,however,thegreatandoverpoweringfactwasthatshefoundherselfunabletoretreatorescape;hertacticsweredisconcerted,hertemporarybarriersbeatendown。
Theofferwasmade。Whatshouldshedowithit?
Shehadthoughtformonthsonthissubjectwithoutbeingabletoformadecision;whathopewastherethatsheshouldbeabletodecidenow,inaball-room,ataminute\'snotice?When,asoccasionallyhappens,theconflictingsentiments,prejudices,andpassionsofalifetimearecompressedintoasingleinstant,theysometimesoverchargethemindanditrefusestowork。Mrs。Leesatstillandletthingstaketheircourse;adangerousexpedient,asthousandsofwomenhavelearned,foritleavesthematthemercyofthestrongwill,bentuponmastery。
Themusicfromtheball-roomdidnotstop。Crowdsofpersonspassedbytheirretreat。Someglancedin,andnotoneofthesefeltadoubtwhatwasgoingonthere。Anunmistakeableatmosphereofmysteryandintensitysurroundedtflepair。Ratcliffe\'seyeswerefixeduponMrs。Lee,andhersontheground。Neitherseemedtospeakortostir。OldBaronJacobi,whoneverfailedtoseeeverything,sawthisashewentby,andejaculatedaforeignoathoffrightfulimport。VictoriaDaresawitandwasdevouredbycuriositytosuchapointastobehardlycapableofcontainingherself。
Afterasilencewhichseemedinterminable,Ratcliffewenton:“I
donotspeakofmyownfeelingsbecauseIknowthatunlesscompelledbyastrongsenseofduty,youwillnotbedecidedbyanydevotionofmine。ButIhonestlysaythatIhavelearnedtodependonyoutoadegreeIcanhardlyexpress;andwhenIthinkofwhatIshouldbewithoutyou,lifeseemstomesointolerablydarkthatIamreadytomakeanysacrifice,toacceptanyconditionsthatwillkeepyoubymyside。“
MeanwhileVictoriaDare,althoughdeeplyinterestedinwhatDunbegwastellingher,hadmetSybilandhadstoppedasinglesecondtowhisperinherear:“Youhadbetterlookafteryoursister,inthewindow,behindthelaurelwithMr。Ratcliffe!”SybilwasonLordSkye\'sarm,enjoyingherselfamazingly,thoughthenightwasfargone,butwhenshecaughtVictoria\'swords,theexpressionofherfacewhollychanged。Alltheanxietiesandterrorsofthelastfortnight,camebackuponit。ShedraggedLordSkyeacrossthehallandlookedinuponhersister。Oneglancewasenough。
Desperatelyfrightenedbutafraidtohesitate,shewentdirectlyuptoMadeleinewhowasstillsittinglikeastatue,listeningtoRatcliffe\'slastwords。Asshehurriedlyentered,Mrs。Lee,lookingup,caughtsightofherpaleface,andstartedfromherseat。
“Areyouill,Sybil?”sheexclaimed;“isanythingthematter?”
“Alittle——fatigued,“gaspedSybil;“Ithoughtyoumightbereadytogohome。“
“Iam,“criedMadeleine;“Iamquiteready。Goodevening,Mr。
Ratcliffe。Iwillseeyouto-morrow。LordSkye,shallItakeleaveofthePrincess?”
“ThePrincessretiredhalfanhourago,“repliedLordSkye,whosawthesituationandwasquitereadytohelpSybil;“letmetakeyoutothedressing-roomandorderyourcarriage。“Mr。Ratcliffefoundhimselfsuddenlyleftalone,whileMrs。Leehurriedaway,tornbyfreshanxieties。Theyhadreachedthedressing-roomandwerenearlyreadytogohome,whenVictoraDaresuddenlydashedinuponthem,withananimationofmannerveryunusualinher,and,seizingSybilbythehand,drewherintoanadjoiningroomandshutthedoor。“Canyoukeepasecret?”saidsheabruptly。
“What!”saidSybil,lookingatherwithopen-mouthedinterest;
“youdon\'tmean——areyoureally——tellme,quick!”
“Yes!”saidVictoriarelapsingintocomposure;“Iamengaged!”
“ToLordDunbeg?”
Victorianodded,andSybil,whosenerveswerestrungtothehighestpitchbyexcitement,flattery,fatigue,perplexity,andterror,burstintoaparoxysmoflaughter,thatstartledeventhecalmMissDare。
“PoorLordDunbeg!don\'tbehardonhim,Victoria!”shegaspedwhenatlastshefoundbreath;“doyoureallymeantopasstherestofyourlifeinIreland?Oh,howmuchyouwillteachthem!”
“Youforget,mydear,“saidVictoria,whohadplacidlyenthronedherselfonthefootofabed,“thatIamnotapauper。IamtoldthatDunbegCastleisaromanticsummerresidence,andinthedullseasonweshallofcoursegotoLondonorsomewhere。Ishallbeciviltoyouwhenyoucomeover。Don\'tyouthinkacoronetwilllookwellonme?”
SybilburstagainintolaughtersoirrepressibleandprolongedthatitpuzzledevenpoorDunbeg,whowasimpatientlypacingthecorridoroutside。
ItalarmedMadeleine,whosuddenlyopenedthedoor。Sybilrecoveredherself,and,hereyesstreamingwithtears,presentedVictoriatohersister:
“Madeleine,allowmetointroduceyoutotheCountessDunbeg!”
ButMrs。LeewasmuchtooanxioustofeelanyinterestinLadyDunbeg。AsuddenfearstruckherthatSybilwasgoingintohystericsbecauseVictoria\'sengagementrecalledherowndisappointment。Shehurriedhersisterawaytothecarriage。
ChapterXII
THEYdrovehomeinsilence,Mrs。Leedisturbedwithanxietiesanddoubts,partlycausedbyhersister,partlybyMr。Ratcliffe;
SybildividedbetweenamusementatVictoria\'sconquest,andalarmatherownboldnessinmeddlingwithhersister\'saffairs。
Desperation,however,wasstrongerthanfear。Shemadeuphermindthatfurthersuspensewasnottobeendured;shewouldfightherbafflenowbeforeanotherhourwaslost;surelynotimecouldbebetter。Afewmomentsbroughtthemtotheirdoor。Mrs。Leehadtoldhermaidnottowaitforthem,andtheywerealone。ThefirewasstillaliveonMadeleine\'shearth,andshethrewmorewooduponit。ThensheinsistedthatSybilmustgotobedatonce。
ButSybilrefused;shefeltquitewell,shesaid,andnotintheleastsleepy;shehadagreatdealtotalkabout,andwantedtogetitoffhermind。Nevertheless,herfeminineregardforthe“DawninJune“ledhertopostponewhatshehadtosayuntilwithMadeleine\'shelpshehadlaidthetriumphoftheballcarefullyaside;then,puttingonherdressing-gown,andhastilyplungingCarrington\'sletterintoherbreast,likeaconcealedweapon,shehurriedbacktoMadeleine\'sroomandestablishedherselfinachairbeforethefire。There,afteramoment\'spause,thetwowomenbegantheirlong-deferredtrialofstrength,inwhichthematchwassonearlyequalastomaketheresultdoubtful;for,ifMadeleineweremuchthecleverer,Sybilinthiscaseknewmuchbetterwhatshewanted,andhadaclearideahowshemeanttogainit,whileMadeleine,unsuspiciousofattack,hadnoplanofdefenceatall。
“Madeleine,“beganSybil,solemnly,andwithaviolentpalpitationoftheheart,“Iwantyoutotellmesomething。“
“Whatisit,mychild?”saidMrs。Lee,puzzled,andyethalfreadytoseethattheremustbesomeconnectionbetweenhersister\'scomingquestionandthesuddenillnessattheball,whichhaddisappearedassuddenlyasitcame。
“DoyoumeantomarryMr。Ratcliffe?”
PoorMrs。Leewasquitedisconcertedbythedirectnessoftheattack。Thisfatalquestionmetherateveryturn。Hardlyhadshesucceededinescapingtromitattheballscarcelyanhourago,byastrokeofgoodfortuneforwhichshenowbegantoseeshewasindebtedtoSybil,andhereitwasagainpresentedtoherfacelikeapistol。Thewholetown,then,wasaskingit。
Ratcliffe\'soffermusthavebeenseenbyhalfWashington,andherreplywasawaitedbyanimmenseaudience,asthoughshewereapoliticalreturning-board。Herdisgustwasintense,andherfirstanswertoSybilwasaquickinquiry:
“Whydoyouasksuchaquestion?haveyouheardanything,——hasanyonetalkedaboutittoyou?”
“No!”repliedSybil;“butImustknow;Icanseeformyselfwithoutbeingtold,thatMr。Racliffeistryingtomakeyoumarryhim。I
don\'taskoutofcuriosity;thisissomethingthatconcernsmenearlyasmuchasitdoesyouyourself。Pleasetellme!don\'ttreatmelikeachildanylonger!letmeknowwhatyouarethinkingabout!Iamsotiredofbeingleftinthedark!
Youhavenoideahowmuchthisthingweighsonme。Oh,Maude,Ishallneverbehappyagainuntilyoutrustmeaboutthis。“
Mrs。Leefeltalittlepangofconscience,andseemedsuddenlytobecomeconsciousofanewcoil,tighteningabouther,inthiswretchedcomplication。Unabletoseeherway,ignorantofhersister\'smotives,urgedonbytheideathatSybil\'shappinesswasinvolved,shewasnowchargedwithwantoffeeling,andcalleduponforadirectanswertoaplainquestion。
HowcouldsheaverthatshedidnotmeantomarryMr。Ratcliffe?
tosaythiswouldbetoshutthedooronalltheobjectsshehadatheart。Ifadirectanswermustbegiven,itwasbettertosay“Yes!”
andhaveitover;bettertoleapblindlyandseewhatcameofit。
Mrs。Lee,therefore,withaninternalgasp,butwithnovisiblesignofexcitement,said,asthoughshewereinadream:
“Well,Sybil,Iwilltellyou。IwouldhavetoldyoulongagoifIhadknownmyself。Yes!IhavemadeupmymindtomarryMr。
Ratcliffe!”