第6章

类别:其他 作者:Henry Adams字数:23965更新时间:18/12/21 14:42:37
Sybilsprangtoherfeetwithacry:“Andhaveyoutoldhimso?” sheasked。 “No!youcameandinterruptedusjustaswewerespeaking。Iwasgladyoudidcome,foritgivesmealittletimetothink。ButIamdecidednow。Ishalltellhimto-morrow。“ Thiswasnotsaidwiththeairoronewnoseheartbeatwarmlyatthethoughtofconfessingherlove。Mrs。Leespokemechanically,andalmostwithaneffort。Sybilflungherselfwithallherenergyuponhersister;violentlyexcited,andeagertomakeherselfheard,withoutwaitingforarguments,shebrokeoutintoatorrentofentreaties:“Oh,don\'t,don\'t,don\'t!Oh,please,please,don\'t,mydearest,dearestMaude!unlessyouwanttobreakmyheart,don\'tmarrythatman!Youcan\'tlovehim!Youcanneverbehappywithhim!hewilltakeyouawaytoPeonia,andyouwilldiethere!I shallneverseeyouagain!Hewillmakeyouunhappy;hewillbeatyou,Iknowhewill!Oh,ifyoucareformeatall,don\'tmarryhim! Sendhimaway!don\'tseehimagain!letusgoourselves,now,inthemorningtrain,beforehecomesback。I\'mallready;I\'llpackeverythingforyou;we\'llgotoNewport;toEurope——anywhere,tobeoutofhisreach!” Withthispassionateappeal,Sybilthrewherselfonherkneesbyhersister\'sside,and,claspingherarmsaroundMadeleine\'swaist,sobbedasthoughherheartwerealreadybroken。HadCarringtonseenherthenhemusthaveadmittedthatshehadcarriedouthisinstructionstotheletter。Shewasquitehonest,too,initall。Shemeantwhatshesaid,andhertearswererealtearsthathadbeenpentupforweeks。Unluckily,herlogicwasfeeble。HerideaofMr。 Ratcliffe\'scharacterwasvague,andbiasedbymeretheoriesofwhataPrairieGiantofPeoniashouldbeinhisdomesticrelations。 HerideaofPeonia,too,wasindistinct。Shewashauntedbyavisionofhersister,sittingonahorse-hairsofabeforeanair-tightironstoveinasmallroomwithhigh,barewhitewalls,achromolithographoneach,andathersideamarble-toppedtablesurmountedbyaglassvasecontainingfunerealdriedgrasses;theonlyliterature,FrankLeslie\'speriodicalandtheNewYorkLedger,withastrongsmellofcookingeverywhereprevalent。HereshesawMadeleinereceivingvisitors,thewivesofneighboursandconstituents,whotoldherthePeonianews。 Notwithstandingherignorantandunreasonableprejudiceagainstwesternmenandwomen,westerntownsandprairies,and,inshort,everythingwestern,downtowesternpoliticsandwesternpoliticians,whomsheperverselyassertedtobetuelowestotallwesternproducts,therewasstillsomecommonsenseinSybil\'sidea。WhenthatinevitablehourstruckforMr。 Ratcliffe,whichstrikessoonerorlaterforallpoliticians,andanungratefulcountrypermittedhimtopineamonghisfriendsinIllinois,whatdidheproposetodowithhiswife?Didheseriouslysupposethatshe,whowasboredtodeathbyNewYork,andhadbeenabletofindnopermanentpleasureinEurope,wouldlivequietlyintheromanticvillageofPeonia?Ifnot,didMr。Ratcliffeimaginethattheycouldfindhappinessintheenjoymentofeachother\'ssociety,andofMrs。Lee\'sincome,intheexcitementsofWashington?Intheardourofhispursuit,Mr。RatcliffehadacceptedinadvanceanyconditionswhichMrs。Leemightimpose,butifhereallyimaginedthathappinessandcontentlayonthepurplerimofthissunset,hehadmoreconfidenceinwomenandinmoneythanawiderexperiencewaseverlikelytojustify。 WhatevermightbeMr。Ratcliffe\'sschemesfordealingwiththeseobstaclestheycouldhardlybesuchaswouldsatisfySybil,who,ifinaccurateinhertheoriesaboutPrairieGiants,yetunderstoodwomen,andespeciallyhersister,muchbetterthanMr。Ratcliffeevercoulddo。Hereshewassafe,anditwouldhavebeenbetterhadshesaidnomore,forMrs。Lee,thoughstaggeredforamomentbyhersister\'svehemence,wasreassuredbywhatseemedtheabsurdityofherfears。Madeleinerebelledagainstthishystericalviolenceofopposition,andbecamemorefixedinherdecision。 Shescoldedhersisteringood,setterms—— “Sybil,Sybil!youmustnotbesoviolent。Behavelikeawoman,andnotlikeaspoiledchild!” Mrs。Lee,likemostpersonswhohavetodealwithspoiledorunspoiledchildren,resortedtoseverity,notsomuchbecauseitwastheproperwayofdealingwiththem,asbecausesheknewnotwhatelsetodo。Shewasthoroughlyuncomfortableandweary。Shewasnotsatisfiedwithherselforwithherownmotives。Doubtencompassedheronallsides,andherworstopponentwasthatsisterwhosehappinesshadturnedthescaleagainstherownjudgment。 NeverthelesshertacticsansweredtheirobjectofcheckingSybil\'svehemence。Hersobscametoanend,andshepresentlyrosewithaquieterair。 “Madeleine,“saidshe,“doyoureallywanttomarryMr。 Ratcliffe?” “WhatelsecanIdo,mydearSybil?Iwanttodowhateverisforthebest。Ithoughtyoumightbepleased。“ “YouthoughtImightbepleased?”criedSybilinastonishment。 “Whatastrangeidea!IfyouhadeverspokentomeaboutitI shouldhavetoldyouthatIhatehim,andcan\'tunderstandhowyoucanabidehim。ButIwouldrathermarryhimmyselfthanseeyoumarryhim。Iknowthatyouwillkillyourselfwithunhappinesswhenyouhavedoneit。Oh,Maude,pleasetellmethatyouwon\'t!” AndSybilbegangentlysobbingagain,whileshecaressedhersister。 Mrs。Leewasinfinitelydistressed。Toactagainstthewishesofhernearestfriendswashardenough,buttoappearharshandunfeelingtotheonebeingwhosehappinessshehadatheart,wasintolerable。 Yetnosensiblewoman,aftersayingthatshemeanttomarryamanlikeMr。Ratcliffe,couldthrowhimovermerelybecauseanotherwomanchosetobehavelikeaspoiledchild。 SybilwasmorechildishthanMadeleineherselfhadsupposed。Shecouldnotevenseewhereherowninterestlay。SheknewnomoreaboutMr。RatcliffeandtheWestthanifhewerethegiantofafairy-story,andlivedatthetopofabean-stalk。Shemustbetreatedasachild;withgentleness,affection,forbearance,butwithfirmnessanddecision。Shemustberefusedwhatsheasked,forherowngood。 ThusitcameaboutthatatlastMrs。Leespoke,withanappearanceofdecisionfarfromrepresentingherinternaltremor。 “Sybil,dear,IhavemadeupmymindtomarryMr。Ratcliffebecausethereisnootherwayofmakingeveryonehappy。Youneednotbeafraidofhim。Heiskindandgenerous。Besides,Icantakecareofmyself;andIwilltakecareofyoutoo。Nowletusnotdiscussitanymore。Itisbroaddaylight,andwearebothtiredout。“ Sybilgrewatonceperfectlycalm,andstandingbeforehersister,asthoughtheirr?leswerehenceforwardtobereversed,said: “Youhavereallymadeupyourmind,then?NothingIcansaywillchangeit?” Mrs。Lee,lookingatherwithmoresurprisethanever,couldnotforceherselftospeak;butsheshookherheadslowlyanddecidedly。 “Then,“saidSybil,“thereisonlyonethingmoreIcando。Youmustreadthis!”andshedrewoutCarrington\'sletter,whichsheheldbeforeMadeleine\'sface。 “Notnow,Sybil!”remonstratedMrs。Lee,dreadinganotherlongstruggle。“Iwillreaditafterwehavehadsomerest。Gotobednow!” “Idonotleavethisroom,norwillIevergotobeduntilyouhavereadthatletter,“answeredSybil,seatingherselfagainbeforethefirewiththeresolutionofQueenElizabeth;“notifIsitheretillyouaremarried。IpromisedMr。Carringtonthatyoushouldreaditinstantly;it\'sallIcandonow。“Withasigh,Mrs。Leedrewupthewindow-curtain,andinthegraymorninglightsatdowntobreakthesealandreadthefollowingletter:—— “Washington,2ndApril。 “MydearMrs。Lee,“Thisletterwillonlycomeintoyourhandsincasethereshouldbeanecessityforyourknowingitscontents。 Nothingshortofnecessitywouldexcusemywritingit。Ihavetoaskyourpardonforintrudingagainuponyourprivateaffairs。Inthiscase,ifIdidnotintrude,youwouldhavecauseforseriouscomplaintagainstme。 “YouaskedmetheotherdaywhetherIknewanythingagainstMr。 Ratcliffewhichtheworlddidnotknow,toaccountformylowopinionofhischaracter。Ievadedyourquestionthen。Iwasboundbyprofessionalrulesnottodisclosefactsthatcametomeunderapledgeofconfidence。Iamgoingtoviolatetheserulesnow,onlybecauseIoweyouadutywhichseemstometooverrideallothers。 “IdoknowfactsinregardtoMr。Ratcliffe,whichhaveseemedtometowarrantaverylowopinionofhischaracter,andtomarkhimasunfittobe,Iwillnotsayyourhusband,butevenyouracquaintance。 “YouknowthatIamexecutortoSamuelBaker\'swill。YouknowwhoSamuelBakerwas。Youhaveseenhiswife。ShehastoldyouherselfthatIassistedherintheexaminationanddestructionofallherhusband\'sprivatepapersaccordingtohisspecialdeath-bedrequest。OneofthefirstfactsIlearnedfromthesepapersandherexplanations,wasthefollowing。 “Justeightyearsago,thegreat\'Inter-OceanicMailSteamshipCompany,\'wishedtoextenditsserviceroundtheworld,and,inordertodoso,itappliedtoCongressforaheavysubsidy。ThemanagementofthisaffairwasputintothehandsofMr。Baker,andallhisprivateletterstothePresidentoftheCompany,inpresscopies,aswellasthePresident\'sreplies,cameintomypossession。 Baker\'sletterswere,ofcourse,writteninasortofcypher,severalkindsofwhichhewasinthehabitofusing。Heleftamonghispapersakeytothiscypher,butMrs。Bakercouldhaveexplaineditwithoutthathelp。 “ItappearedfromthiscorrespondencethatthebillwascarriedsuccessfullythroughtheHouse,and,onreachingtheSenate,wasreferredtotheappropriateCommittee。Itsultimatepassagewasverydoubtful;theendofthesessionwascloseathand;theSenatewasveryevenlydivided,andtheChairmanoftheCommitteewasdecidedlyhostile。 “TheChairmanofthatCommitteewasSenatorRatcliffe,alwaysmentionedbyMr。Bakerincypher,andwitheveryprecaution。Ifyoucare,however,toverifythefact,andtotracethehistoryoftheSubsidyBillthroughallitsstages,togetherwithMr。Ratcliffe\'sreport,remarks,andvotesuponit,youhaveonlytolookintothejournalsanddebatesforthatyear。 “AtlastMr。BakerwrotethatSenatorRatcliffehadputthebillinhispocket,andunlesssomemeanscouldbefoundofovercominghisopposition,therewouldbenoreport,andthebillwouldnevercometoavote。Allordinarykindsofargumentandinfluencehadbeenemployeduponhim,andwereexhausted。InthisexigencyBakersuggestedthattheCompanyshouldgivehimauthoritytoseewhatmoneywoulddo,butheaddedthatitwouldbeworsethanuselesstodealwithsmallsums。Unlessatleastonehundredthousanddollarscouldbeemployed,itwasbettertoleavethethingalone。 “Thenextmailauthorizedhimtouseanyrequiredamountofmoneynotexceedingonehundredandfiftythousanddollars。Twodayslaterhewrotethatthebillwasreported,andwouldpasstheSenatewithinforty-eighthours;andhecongratulatedtheCompanyonthefactthathehadusedonlyonehundredthousanddollarsoutofitslastcredit。 “Thebillwasactuallyreported,passed,andbecamelawasheforetold,andtheCompanyhasenjoyeditssubsidyeversince。Mrs。 Bakeralsoinformedmethattoherknowledgeherhusbandgavethesummentioned,inUnitedStatesCouponBonds,toSenatorRatcliffe。 “Thistransaction,takeninconnectionwiththetortuousnessofhispubliccourse,explainsthedistrustIhavealwaysexpressedforhim。Youwill,however,understandthatallthesepapershavebeendestroyed。Mrs。Bakercouldneverbeinducedtohazardherowncomfortbyrevealingthefactstothepublic。TheofficersoftheCompanyintheirowninterestswouldneverbetraythetransaction,andtheirbookswereundoubtedlysokeptastoshownotraceofit。 IfImadethischargeagainstMr。Ratcliffe,Ishouldbetheonlysufferer。Hewoulddenyandlaughatit。Icouldprovenothing。I amthereforemoredirectlyinterestedthanheisinkeepingsilence。 “Intrustingthissecrettoyou,Irelyfirmlyuponyourmentioningittonooneelse——noteventoyoursister。Youareatliberty,ifyouwish,toshowthislettertoonepersononly——toMr。Ratcliffehimself。Thatdone,youwill,Ibeg,burnitimmediately。 “Withthewarmestgoodwishes,Iam,“Evermosttrulyyours,“JohnCarrington。“ WhenMrs。Leehadfinishedreadingthisletter,sheremainedforsometimequitesilent,lookingoutintothesquarebelow。Themorninghadcome,andtheskywasbrightwiththefreshAprilsunlight。Shethrewopenherwindow,anddrewinthesoftspringair。Sheneededallthepurityandquietthatnaturecouldgive,forherwholesoulwasinrevolt,wounded,mortified,exasperated。 Againstthesentimentofallherfriendsshehadinsisteduponbelievinginthisman;shehadwroughtherselfuptothepointofacceptinghimforherhusband;amanwho,iflawwerethesamethingasjustice,oughttobeinafelon\'scell;amanwhocouldtakemoneytobetrayhistrust。Herangeratfirstsweptawayallbounds。 Shewasimpatientforthemomentwhensheshouldseehimagain,andtearoffhismask。Foronceshewouldexpressalltheloathingshefeltforthewholepackofpoliticalhounds。Shewouldseewhethertheanimalwasmadelikeotherbeings;whetherhehadasenseofhonour;asinglecleanspotinhismind。 Thenitoccurredtoherthatafteralltheremightbeamistake; perhapsMr。 Ratcliffecouldexplainthechargeaway。Butthisthoughtonlylaidbareanothersmartingwoundinherpride。Notonlydidshebelievethecharge,butshebelievedthatMr。Ratcliffewoulddefendhisact。Shehadbeenwillingtomarryamanwhomshethoughtcapableofsuchacrime,andnowsheshudderedattheideathatthischargemighthavebeenbroughtagainstherhusband,andthatshecouldnotdismissitwithinstantincredulity,withindignantcontempt。Howhadthishappened?howhadshegotintosofoulacomplication?WhensheleftNewYork,shehadmeanttobeamerespectatorinWashington。Haditenteredherheadthatshecouldbedrawnintoanyprojectofasecondmarriage,sheneverwouldhavecomeatall,forshewasproudofherloyaltytoherhusband\'smemory,andsecondmarriageswereherabhorrence。Inherrestlessnessandsolitude,shehadforgottenthis;shehadonlyaskedwhetheranylifewasworthlivingforawomanwhohadneitherhusbandnorchildren。Wasthefamilyallthatlifehadtooffer?couldshefindnointerestoutsidethehousehold?Andso,ledbythiswill-of-the-wisp,shehad,withhereyesopen,walkedintothequagmireofpolitics,inspiteofremonstrance,inspiteofconscience。 Sheroseandpacedtheroom,whileSybillayonthecouch,watchingherwitheyeshalfshut。Shegrewmoreandmoreangrywithherself,andasherself-reproachincreased,herangeragainstRatcliffefadedaway。ShehadnorighttobeangrywithRatcliffe。 Hehadneverdeceivedher。Hehadalwaysopenlyenoughavowedthatheknewnocodeofmoralsinpolitics;thatifvirtuedidnotanswerhispurposeheusedvice。Howcouldsheblamehimforactswhichhehadrepeatedlydefendedinherpresenceandwithhertacitassent,onprinciplesthatwarrantedthisoranyothervillainy? Theworstwasthatthisdiscoveryhadcomeonherasablow,notasareprievefromexecution。Atthisthoughtshebecamefuriouswithherself。 Shehadnotknowntherecessesofherownheart。ShehadhonestlysupposedthatSybil\'sinterestsandSybil\'shappinesswereforcinghertoanactofself-sacrifice;andnowshesawthatinthedepthsofhersoulverydifferentmotiveshadbeenatwork:ambition,thirstforpower,restlesseagernesstomeddleinwhatdidnotconcernher,blindlongingtoescapefromthetortureofwatchingotherwomenwithfulllivesandsatisfiedinstincts,whileherownlifewashungryandsad。Foratimeshehadactually,unconsciousasshewasofthedelusion,huggedahopethatanewfieldofusefulnesswasopentoher;thatgreatopportunitiesfordoinggoodweretosupplytheachingemptinessofthatgoodwhichhadbeentakenaway;andthathereatlastwasanobjectforwhichtherewouldbealmostapleasureinsquanderingtherestofexistenceevenifsheknewinadvancethattheexperimentwouldfail。Lifewasemptierthanevernowthatthisdreamwasover。Yettheworstwasnotinthatdisappointment,butinthediscoveryofherownweaknessandself-deception。 Wornoutbylong-continuedanxiety,excitementandsleeplessness,shewasunfittostrugglewiththecreaturesofherownimagination。Suchastraincouldonlyendinanervouscrisis,andatlengthitcame: “Oh,whatavilethinglifeis!”shecried,throwingupherarmswithagestureofhelplessrageanddespair。“Oh,howIwishIweredead!howIwishtheuniversewereannihilated!”andsheflungherselfdownbySybil\'ssideinafrenzyoftears。 Sybil,whohadwatchedallthisexhibitioninsilence,waitedquietlyfortheexcitementtopass。Therewaslittletosay。Shecouldonlysoothe。 AftertheparoxysmhadexhausteditselfMadeleinelayquietforatime,untilotherthoughtsbegantodisturbher。FromreproachingherselfaboutRatcliffeshewentontoreproachherselfaboutSybil,whoreallylookedwornandpale,asthoughalmostovercomebyfatigue。 “Sybil,“saidshe,“youmustgotobedatonce。Youaretiredout。Itwasverywronginmetoletyousitupsolate。Gonow,andgetsomesleep。“ “Iamnotgoingtobedtillyoudo,Maude!”repliedSybil,withquietobstinacy。 “Go,dear!itisallsettled。IshallnotmarryMr。Ratcliffe。Youneednotbeanxiousaboutitanymore。“ “Areyouveryunhappy?” “Onlyveryangrywithmyself。IoughttohavetakenMr。 Carrington\'sadvicesooner。“ “Oh,Maude!”exclaimedSybil,withasuddenexplosionofenergy; “Iwishyouhadtakenhim!” ThisremarkrousedMrs。Leetonewinterest:“Why,Sybil,“saidshe,“surelyyouarenotinearnest?” “Indeed,Iam,“repliedSybil,verydecidedly。“IknowyouthinkI aminlovewithMr。Carringtonmyself,butI\'mnot。Iwouldagreatdealratherhavehimforabrother-in-law,andheissomuchthenicestmanyouknow,andyoucouldhelphissisters。“ Mrs。Leehesitatedamoment,forshewasnotquitecertainwhetheritwaswisetoprobeahealingwound,butshewasanxioustoclearthislastweightfromhermind,andshedashedrecklesslyforward: “Areyousureyouaretellingthetruth,Sybil?Why,then,didyousaythatyoucaredforhim?andwhyhaveyoubeensomiserableeversincehewentaway?” “Why?Ishouldthinkitwasplainenoughwhy!BecauseIthought,aseveryoneelsedid,thatyouweregoingtomarryMr。Ratcliffe; andbecauseifyoumarriedMr。Ratcliffe,Imustgoandlivealone; andbecauseyoutreatedmelikeachild,andnevertookmeintoyourconfidenceatall;andbecauseMr。 CarringtonwastheonlypersonIhadtoadviseme,andafterhewentaway,IwasleftallalonetofightMr。Ratcliffeandyoubothtogether,withoutahumansoultohelpmeincaseImadeamistake。YouwouldhavebeenagreatdealmoremiserablethanI ifyouhadbeeninmyplace。“ Madeleinelookedatherforamomentindoubt。Wouldthislast? didSybilherselfknowthedepthofherownwound?ButwhatcouldMrs。Leedonow? PerhapsSybildiddeceiveherselfalittle。Whenthisexcitementhadpassedaway,perhapsCarrington\'simagemightrecurtohermindalittletoooftenforherowncomfort。Thefuturemusttakecareofitself。Mrs。Leedrewhersisterclosertoher,andsaid: “Sybil,Ihavemadeahorriblemistake,andyoumustforgiveme。“ ChapterXIII NOTuntilafternoondidMrs。Leereappear。Howmuchshehadsleptshedidnotsay,andshehardlylookedlikeonewhoseslumbershadbeenlongorsweet;butifshehadsleptlittle,shehadmadeupforthelossbythinkingmuch,and,whileshethought,thestormwhichhadragedsofiercelyinherbreast,moreandmoresubsidedintocalm。Iftherewasnotsunshineyet,therewasatleaststillness。Asshelay,hourafterhour,waitingforthesleepthatdidnotcome,shehadatfirstthekeenmortificationofreflectinghoweasilyshehadbeenledbymerevanityintoimaginingthatshecouldbeofuseintheworld。Sheevensmiledinhersolitudeatthepictureshedrewofherself,reformingRatcliffe,andKrebs,andSchuylerClinton。TheeasewithwhichRatcliffealonehadtwistedherabouthisfinger,nowthatshesawit,madeherwrithe,andthethoughtofwhathemighthavedone,hadshemarriedhim,andoftheendlesssuccessionofmoralsomersaultsshewouldhavehadtoturn,chilledherwithmortalterror。Shehadbarelyescapedbeingdraggedunderthewheelsofthemachine,andsocomingtoanuntimelyend。Whenshethoughtofthis,shefeltamadpassiontorevengeherselfonthewholeraceofpoliticians,withRatcliffeattheirhead;shepassedhoursinframingbitterspeechestobemadetohisface。 Thenasshegrewcalmer,Ratcliffe\'ssinstookonamilderhue; life,afterall,hadnotbeenentirelyblackenedbyhisarts;therewasevensomegoodinherexperience,sharpthoughitwere。HadshenotcometoWashingtoninsearchofmenwhocastashadow,andwasnotRatcliffe\'sshadowstrongenoughtosatisfyher?Hadshenotpenetratedthedeepestrecessesofpolitics,andlearnedhoweasilythemerepossessionofpowercouldconverttheshadowofahobby-horseexistingonlyinthebrainofafoolishcountryfarmer,intoaluridnightmarethatconvulsedthesleepofnations?TheanticsofPresidentsandSenatorshadbeenamusing——soamusingthatshehadnearlybeenpersuadedtotakepartinthem。Shehadsavedherselfintime。 Shehadgottothebottomofthisbusinessofdemocraticgovernment,andfoundoutthatitwasnothingmorethangovernmentofanyotherkind。Shemighthaveknownitbyherowncommonsense,butnowthatexperiencehadprovedit,shewasgladtoquitthemasquerade;toreturntothetruedemocracyoflife,herpaupersandherprisons,herschoolsandherhospitals。AsforMr。Ratcliffe,shefeltnodifficultyindealingwithhim。 LetMr。Ratcliffe,andhisbrothergiants,wanderontheirownpoliticalprairie,andhuntforoffices,orotherprofitablegame,astheywould。 Theirobjectswerenotherobjects,andtojointheircompanywasnotherambition。ShewasnolongerveryangrywithMr。Ratcliffe。 Shehadnowishtoinsulthim,ortoquarrelwithhim。Whathehaddoneasapolitician,hehaddoneaccordingtohisownmoralcode,anditwasnotherbusinesstojudgehim;toprotectherselfwastheonlyrightsheclaimed。Shethoughtshecouldeasilyholdhimatarm\'slength,andalthough,ifCarringtonhadwrittenthetruth,theycouldneveragainbefriends,thereneedbenodifficultyintheirremainingacquaintances。Ifthisviewofherdutywasnarrow,itwasatleastproofthatshehadlearnedsomethingfromMr。 Ratcliffe;perhapsitwasalsoproofthatshehadyettolearnMr。 Ratcliffehimself。 Twoo\'clockhadstruckbeforeMrs。Leecamedownfromherchamber,andSybilhadnotyetmadeherappearance。Madeleinerangherbellandgaveordersthat,ifMr。Ratcliffecalledshewouldseehim,butshewasathometonooneelse。ThenshesatdowntowritelettersandtoprepareforherjourneytoNewYork,forshemustnowhastenherdepartureinordertoescapethegossipandcriticismwhichshesawhanginglikeanavalancheoverherhead。 WhenSybilatlengthcamedown,lookingmuchfresherthanhersister,theypassedanhourtogetherarrangingthisandothersmallmatters,sothatbothofthemwereagaininthebestofspirits,andSybil\'sfacewaswreathedinsmiles。 Anumberofvisitorscametothedoorthatday,someofthempromptedbyfriendlinessandsomebysheercuriosity,forMrs。 Lee\'sabruptdisappearancefromtheballhadexcitedremark。 Againstalltheseherdoorwasfirmlyclosed。Ontheotherhand,astheafternoonwenton,shesentSybilaway,sothatshemighthavethefieldentirelytoherself,andSybil,relievedofallheralarms,salliedouttointerruptDunbeg\'slatestinterviewwithhisCountess,andtoamuseherselfwithVictoria\'slast“phase。“ Towardsfouro\'clockthetallformofMr。RatcliffewasseentoissuefromtheTreasuryDepartmentandtodescendthebroadstepsofitswesternfront。 TurningdeliberatelytowardstheSquare,theSecretaryoftheTreasurycrossedtheAvenueandstoppingatMrs。Lee\'sdoor,rangthebell。Hewasimmediatelyadmitted。Mrs。Leewasaloneinherparlourandroserathergravelyasheentered,butwelcomedhimascordiallyasshecould。Shewantedtoputanendtohishopesatonceandtodoitdecisively,butwithouthurtinghisfeelings。 “Mr。Ratcliffe,“saidshe,whenhewasseated-“Iamsureyouwillbebetterpleasedbymyspeakinginstantlyandfrankly。Icouldnotreplytoyoulastnight。Iwilldosonowwithoutdelay。Whatyouwishisimpossible。Iwouldrathernotevendiscussit。Letusleaveithereandreturntoouroldrelations。“ Shecouldnotforceherselftoexpressanysenseofgratitudeforhisaffection,orofregretatbeingobligedtomeetitwithsolittlereturn。 Totreathimwithtolerablecivilitywasallshethoughtrequiredofher。 Ratcliffefeltthechangeofmanner。Hehadbeenpreparedforastruggle,butnottobemetwithsobluntarebuffatthestart。Hislookbecameseriousandhehesitatedamomentbeforespeaking,butwhenhespokeatlast,itwaswithamannerasfirmanddecidedasthatofMrs。Leeherself。 “Icannotacceptsuchananswer。IwillnotsaythatIhavearighttoexplanation,——Ihavenorightswhichyouareboundtorespect,——butfromyouIconceivethatImayatleastaskthefavourofone,andthatyouwillnotrefuseit。Areyouwillingtotellmeyourreasonsforthisabruptandharshdecision?” “Idonotdisputeyourrightofexplanation,Mr。Ratcliffe。Youhavetheright,ifyouchoosetouseit,andIamreadytogiveyoueveryexplanationinmypower;butIhopeyouwillnotinsistonmydoingso。IfIseemedtospeakabruptlyandharshly,itwasmerelytospareyouthegreaterannoyanceofdoubt。SinceIamforcedtogiveyoupain,wasitnotfairerandmorerespectfultoyoutospeakatonce?Wehavebeenfriends。Iamverysoongoingaway。I sincerelywanttoavoidsayingordoinganythingthatwouldchangeourrelations。“ Ratcliffe,however,paidnoattentiontothesewords,andgavethemnoanswer。Hewasmuchtoooldadebatertobemisledbysuchtrifles,whenheneededallhisfacultiestopinhisopponenttothewall。Heasked:—— “Isyourdecisionanewone?” “Itisaveryoldone,Mr。Ratcliffe,whichIhadletmyselflosesightof,foratime。Anight\'sreflectionhasbroughtmebacktoit。“ “MayIaskwhyyouhavereturnedtoit?surelyyouwouldnothavehesitatedwithoutstrongreasons。“ “Iwilltellyoufrankly。If,byappearingtohesitate,Ihavemisledyou,Iamhonestlysorryforit。Ididnotmeantodoit。Myhesitationwasowingtothedoubtwhethermylifemightnotreallybebestusedinaidingyou。Mydecisionwasowingtothecertaintythatwearenotfittedforeachother。 Ourlivesruninseparategrooves。Wearebothtoooldtochangethem。“ Ratcliffeshookhisheadwithanairofrelief。“Yourreasons,Mrs。 Lee,arenotsound。Thereisnosuchdivergenceinourlives。OnthecontraryIcangivetoyoursthefielditneeds,andthatitcangetinnootherway;whileyoucangivetomineeverythingitnowwants。IftheseareyouronlyreasonsIamsureofbeingabletoremovethem。“ Madeleinelookedasthoughshewerenotaltogetherpleasedatthisidea,andbecamealittledogmatic。“Itisnouseourarguingonthissubject,Mr。 Ratcliffe。YouandItakeverydifferentviewsoflife。Icannotacceptyours,andyoucouldnotpractiseonmine。“ “Showme,“saidRatcliffe,“asingleexampleofsuchadivergence,andIwillacceptyourdecisionwithoutanotherword。“ Mrs。Leehesitatedandlookedathimforaninstantasthoughtobequitesurethathewasinearnest。Therewasaneffronteryaboutthischallengewhichsurprisedher,andifshedidnotcheckitonthespot,therewasnosayinghowmuchtroubleitmightgiveher。 Thenunlockingthedrawerofthewriting-deskatherelbow,shetookoutCarrington\'sletterandhandedittoMr。Ratcliffe。 “Hereissuchanexamplewhichhascometomyknowledgeverylately。Imeanttoshowittoyouinanycase,butIwouldratherhavewaited。“ Ratcliffetooktheletterwhichshehandedtohim,openeditdeliberately,lookedatthesignature,andread。Heshowednosignofsurpriseordisturbance。Noonewouldhaveimaginedthathehad,fromthemomenthesawCarrington\'sname,aspreciseaknowledgeofwhatwasinthisletterasthoughhehadwrittenithimself。Hisfirstsensationwasonlyoneofangerthathisprojectshadmiscarried。Howthishadhappenedhecouldnotatonceunderstand,fortheideathatSybilcouldhaveahandinitdidnotoccurtohim。HehadmadeuphismindthatSybilwasasilly,frivolousgirl,whocountedfornothinginhersister\'sactions。Hehadfallenintotheusualmasculineblunderofmixingupsmartnessofintelligencewithstrengthofcharacter。Sybil,withoutbeingametaphysician,willedanythingwhichshewilledatallwithmoreenergythanhersisterdid,whowaswornoutwiththeeffortoflife。 Mr。Ratcliffemissedthispoint,andwaslefttowonderwhoitwasthathadcrossedhispath,andhowCarringtonhadmanagedtobepresentandabsent,togetagoodofficeinMexicoandtobaulkhisschemesinWashington,atthesametime。HehadnotgivenCarringtoncreditforsomuchcleverness。 Hewasviolentlyirritatedatthecheck。Anotherday,hethought,wouldhavemadehimsafeonthisside;andpossiblyhewasright。 HadheoncesucceededingettingeversoslightaholdonMrs。Leehewouldhavetoldherthisstorywithhisowncolouring,andfromhisownpointofview,andhefullybelievedhecoulddothisinsuchawayastorousehersympathy。Nowthathermindwasprejudiced,thetaskwouldbemuchmoredifficult;yethedidnotdespair,foritwashistheorythatMrs。Lee,inthedepthsofhersoul,wantedtobeattheheadoftheWhiteHouseasmuchashewantedtobetherehimself,andthatherapparentcoynesswasmerefeminineindecisioninthefaceoftemptation。Histhoughtsnowturneduponthebestmeansofgivingagaintheupperhandtoherambition。HewantedtodriveCarringtonasecondtimefromthefield。 Thusitwasthat,havingreadtheletteronceinordertolearnwhatwasinit,heturnedback,andslowlyreaditagaininordertogaintime。Thenhereplaceditinitsenvelope,andreturnedittoMrs。 Lee,who,withequalcalmness,asthoughherinterestinitwereatanend,tosseditnegligentlyintothefire,whereitwasreducedtoashesunderRatcliffe\'seyes。 Hewatcheditburnforamoment,andthenturningtoher,said,withhisusualcomposure,“Imeanttohavetoldyouofthataffairmyself。IamsorrythatMr。Carringtonhasthoughtpropertoforestallme。Nodoubthehashisownmotivesfortakingmycharacterincharge。“ “Thenitistrue!”saidMrs。Lee,alittlemorequicklythanshehadmeanttospeak。 “Trueinitsleadingfacts;untrueinsomeofitsdetails,andintheimpressionitcreates。DuringthePresidentialelectionwhichtookplaceeightyearsagolastautumn,therewas,asyoumayremember,aviolentcontestandaveryclosevote。Webelieved(thoughIwasnotsoprominentinthepartythenasnow),thattheresultofthatelectionwouldbealmostasimportanttothenationastheresultofthewaritself。Ourdefeatmeantthatthegovernmentmustpassintotheblood-stainedhandsofrebels,menwhosedesignsweremorethandoubtful,andwhocouldnot,eveniftheirdesignshadbeengood,restraintheviolenceoftheirfollowers。Inconsequencewestrainedeverynerve。Moneywasfreelyspent,eventoanamountmuchinexcessofourresources。 Howitwasemployed,Iwillnotsay。 Idonotevenknow,forIheldmyselfalooffromthesedetails,whichfelltotheNationalCentralCommitteeofwhichIwasnotamember。Thegreatpointwasthataverylargesumhadbeenborrowedonpledgedsecurities,andmustberepaid。ThemembersoftheNationalCommitteeandcertainsenatorshelddiscussionsonthesubject,inwhichIshared。Theendwasthattowardsthecloseofthesessiontheheadofthecommittee,accompaniedbytwosenators,cametomeandtoldmethatImustabandonmyoppositiontotheSteamshipSubsidy。Theymadenoopenavowaloftheirreasons,andIdidnotpressforone。Theirdeclaration,astheresponsibleheadsoftheorganization,thatcertainactiononmypartwasessentialtotheinterestsoftheparty,satisfiedme。IdidnotconsidermyselfatlibertytopersistinamereprivateopinioninregardtoameasureaboutwhichIrecognizedtheextremelikelihoodofmybeinginerror。Iaccordinglyreportedthebill,andvotedforit,asdidalargemajorityoftheparty。Mrs。Bakerismistakeninsayingthatthemoneywaspaidtome。Ifitwaspaidatall,ofwhichIhavenoknowledgeexceptfromthisletter,itwaspaidtotherepresentativeoftheNationalCommittee。Ireceivednomoney。IhadnothingtodowiththemoneyfurtherthanasImightdrawmyownconclusionsinregardtothesubsequentpaymentofthecampaigndebt。“ Mrs。Leelistenedtoallthiswithintenseinterest。Notuntilthismomenthadshereallyfeltasthoughshehadgottotheheartofpolitics,sothatshecould,likeaphysicianwithhisstethoscope,measuretheorganicdisease。Nowatlastsheknewwhythepulsebeatwithsuchunhealthyirregularity,andwhymenfeltananxietywhichtheycouldnotorwouldnotexplain。Herinterestinthediseaseovercameherdisgustatthefoulnessoftherevelation。Tosaythatthediscoverygaveheractualpleasurewouldbedoingherinjustice;buttheexcitementofthemomentsweptawayeveryothersensation。Shedidnoteventhinkofherself。NotuntilafterwardsdidshefairlygrasptheabsurdityofRatcliffe\'swishthatinthefaceofsuchastoryasthis,sheshouldstillhavevanityenoughtoundertakethereformofpolitics。Andwithhisaidtoo! Theaudacityofthemanwouldhaveseemedsublimeifshehadfeltsurethatheknewthedifferencebetweengoodandevil,betweenalieandthetruth;butthemoreshesawofhim,thesurershewasthathiscouragewasmeremoralparalysis,andthathetalkedaboutvirtueandviceasamanwhoiscolour-blindtalksaboutredandgreen;hedidnotseethemasshesawthem;iflefttochooseforhimselfhewouldhavenothingtoguidehim。Wasitpoliticsthathadcausedthisatrophyofthemoralsensesbydisuse? Meanwhile,hereshesatfacetofacewithamorallunatic,whohadnotevenenoughsenseofhumourtoseetheabsurdityofhisownrequest,thatsheshouldgoouttotheshoreofthisoceanofcorruption,andrepeattheancientr?leofKingCanute,orDamePartingtonwithhermopandherpail。Whatwastobedonewithsuchananimal? Thebystanderwholookedonatthisscenewithawiderknowledgeoffacts,mighthavefoundentertainmentinanotherviewofthesubject,thatistosay,intheguilelessnessotMadeleineLee。Withallherwarningsshewasyetamerebaby-in-armsinthefaceofthegreatpolitician。Sheacceptedhisstoryastrue,andshethoughtitasbadaspossible;buthadMr。 Ratcliffe\'sassociatesnowbeenpresenttohearhisversionofit,theywouldhavelookedateachotherwithasmileofprofessionalpride,andwouldhaveroundlyswornthathewas,beyondadoubt,theablestmanthiscountryhadeverproduced,andnexttocertainofbeingPresident。Theywouldnot,however,havetoldtheirownsideofthestoryiftheycouldhavehelpedit,butintalkingitoveramongthemselvestheymighthaveassumedthefactstohavebeennearlyasfollows:thatRatcliffehaddraggedthemintoanenormousexpendituretocarryhisownState,andwithithisownre-electiontotheSenate;thattheyhadtriedtoholdhimresponsible,andhehadtriedtoshirktheresponsibility;thattherehadbeenwarmdiscussionsonthesubject;thathehimselfhadprivatelysuggestedrecoursetoBaker,hadshapedhisconductaccordingly,andhadcompelledthem,inordertosavetheirowncredit,toreceivethemoney。 EvenifMrs。Leehadheardthispartofthestory,thoughitmighthavesharpenedherindignationagainstMr。Ratcliffe,itwouldnothavealteredheropinions。Asitwas,shehadheardenough,andwithagreatefforttocontrolherexpressionofdisgust,shesankbackinherchairasRatcliffeconcluded。Findingthatshedidnotspeak,hewenton: “Idonotundertaketodefendthisaffair。ItistheactofmypubliclifewhichImostregret——notthedoing,butthenecessityofdoing。I donotdifferfromyouinopiniononthatpoint。Icannotacknowledgethatthereishereanyrealdivergencebetweenus。“ “Iamafraid,“saidMrs。Lee,“thatIcannotagreewithyou。“ Thisbriefremark,theverybrevityofwhichcarriedabarbofsarcasm,escapedfromMadeleine\'slipsbeforeshehadfairlyintendedit。Ratcliffefeltthesting,anditstartedhimfromhisstudiedcalmnessofmanner。 RisingfromhischairhestoodonthehearthrugbeforeMrs。Lee,andbrokeoutuponherwithanorationinthatoldsenatorialvoiceandstylewhichwasleastcalculatedtoenlisthersympathies: “Mrs。Lee,“saidhe,withharshemphasisanddogmatictone,“thereareconflictingdutiesinallthetransactionsoflife,exceptthesimplest。 Howeverwemayact,dowhatwemay,wemustviolatesomemoralobligation。 Allthatcanbeaskedofusisthatweshouldguideourselvesbywhatwethinkthehighest。Atthetimethisaffairoccurred,IwasaSenatoroftheUnitedStates。IwasalsoatrustedmemberofagreatpoliticalpartywhichIlookeduponasidenticalwiththenation。InbothcapacitiesIoweddutiestomyconstituents,tothegovernment,tothepeople。Imightinterpretthesedutiesnarrowlyorbroadly。Imightsay:Perishthegovernment,perishtheUnion,perishthispeople,ratherthanthatIshouldsoilmyhands!OrI mightsay,asIdid,andasIwouldsayagain:Bemyfatewhatitmay,thisgloriousUnion,thelasthopeofsufferinghumanity,shallbepreserved。“ Herehepaused,andseeingthatMrs。Lee,afterlookingforatimeathim,wasnowregardingthefire,lostinmeditationoverthestrangevagariesofthesenatorialmind,heresumed,inanotherlineofargument。Herightlyjudgedthattheremustbesomemoraldefectinhislastremarks,althoughhecouldnotseeit,whichmadepersistenceinthatdirectionuseless。 “Yououghtnottoblameme——youcannotblamemejustly。ItistoyoursenseofjusticeIappeal。HaveIeverconcealedfromyoumyopinionsonthissubject?HaveInotonthecontraryalwaysavowedthem?DidInothere,onthisveryspot,whenchallengedoncebeforebythissameCarrington,takecreditforanactlessdefensiblethanthis?DidInottellyouthenthatIhadevenviolatedthesanctityofagreatpopularelectionandreverseditsresult?Thatwasmysoleact!Incomparisonwithit,thisisatrifle! Whoisinjuredbyasteamshipcompanysubscribingoneortenhundredthousanddollarstoacampaignfund?Whoserightsareaffectedbyit?Perhapsitsstockholdersreceiveonedollarashareindividendslessthantheyotherwisewould。Iftheydonotcomplain,whoelsecandoso?ButinthatelectionIdeprivedamillionpeopleofrightswhichbelongedtothemasabsolutelyastheirhouses!YoucouldnotsaythatIhaddonewrong。Notawordofblameorcriticismhaveyoueverutteredtomeonthataccount。 Iftherewasanoffence,youcondonedit!Youcertainlyledmetosupposethatyousawnone。Whyareyounowsosevereuponthesmallercrime?” Thisshotstruckhard。Mrs。Leevisiblyshrankunderit,andlosthercomposure。Thiswasthesamereproachshehadmadeagainstherself,andtowhichshehadbeenabletofindnoreply。Withsomeagitationsheexclaimed: “Mr。Ratcliffe,praydomejustice!Ihavetriednottobesevere。I havesaidnothinginthewayofattackorblame。Iacknowledgethatitisnotmyplacetostandinjudgmentoveryouracts。Ihavemorereasontoblamemyselfthanyou,andGodknowsIhaveblamedmyselfbitterly。“Thetearsstoodinhereyesasshesaidtheselastwords,andhervoicetrembled。 Ratcliffesawthathehadgainedanadvantage,and,sittingdownnearertoher,hedroppedhisvoiceandurgedhissuitstillmoreenergetically: “Youdidmejusticethen;whynotdoitnow?YouwereconvincedthenthatIdidthebestIcould。Ihavealwaysdoneso。OntheotherhandIhaveneverpretendedthatallmyactscouldbejustifiedbyabstractmorality。Where,then,isthedivergencebetweenus?” Mrs。Leedidnotundertaketoanswerthislastargument:sheonlyreturnedtoheroldground。“Mr。Ratcliffe,“shesaid,“Idonotwanttoarguethisquestion。Ihavenodoubtthatyoucanovercomemeinargument。Perhapsonmysidethisisamatteroffeelingratherthanofreason,butthetruthisonlytooevidenttomethatIamnotfittedforpolitics。Ishouldbeadraguponyou。Letmebethejudgeofmyownweakness!Donotinsistuponpressingme,further!” Shewasashamedofherselfforthisappealtoamanwhomshecouldnotrespect,asthoughshewereasuppliantathismercy,butshefearedthereproachofhavingdeceivedhim,andshetriedpitiablytoescapeit。 Ratcliffewasonlyencouragedbyherweakness。 “Imustinsistuponpressingit,Mrs。Lee,“repliedhe,andhebecameyetmoreearnestashewenton;“myfutureistoodeeplyinvolvedinyourdecisiontoallowofmyacceptingyouranswerasfinal。Ineedyouraid。 ThereisnothingIwillnotdotoobtainit。Doyourequireaffection?mineforyouisboundless。Iamreadytoproveitbyalifeofdevotion。Doyoudoubtmysincerity?testitinwhateverwayyouplease。Doyoufearbeingdraggeddowntothelevelofordinarypoliticians?sofarasconcernsmyself,mygreatwishistohaveyourhelpinpurifyingpolitics。Whathigherambitioncantherebethantoserveone\'scountryforsuchanend? Yoursenseofdutyistookeennottofeelthatthenoblestobjectswhichcaninspireanywoman,combinetopointoutyourcourse。“ Mrs。Leewasexcessivelyuncomfortable,althoughnotintheleastshaken。 Shebegantoseethatshemusttakeastrongertoneifshemeanttobringthisimportunitytoanend,andsheanswered:—— “Idonotdoubtyouraffectionoryoursincerity,Mr。Ratcliffe。ItismyselfIdoubt。Youhavebeenkindenoughtogivememuchofyourconfidencethiswinter,andifIdonotyetknowaboutpoliticsallthatistobeknown,IhavelearnedenoughtoprovethatIcoulddonothingsillierthantosupposemyselfcompetenttoreformanything。IfIpretendedtothinkso,Ishouldbeamereworldly,ambitiouswoman,suchaspeoplethinkme。Theideaofmypurifyingpoliticsisabsurd。Iamsorrytospeaksostrongly,butI meanit。Idonotclingverycloselytolife,anddonotvaluemyownveryhighly,butIwillnottangleitinsuchaway;Iwillnotsharetheprofitsofvice;Iamnotwillingtobemadeareceiverofstolengoods,ortobeputinapositionwhereIamperpetuallyobligedtomaintainthatimmoralityisavirtue!” Asshewentonshebecamemoreandmoreanimatedandherwordstookasharperedgethanshehadintended。Ratcliffefeltit,andshowedhisannoyance。Hisfacegrewdarkandhiseyeslookedoutatherwiththeirugliestexpression。Heevenopenedhismouthforanangryretort,butcontrolledhimselfwithaneffort,andpresentlyresumedhisargument。 “Ihadhoped,“hebeganmoresolemnlythanever,“thatIshouldfindinyoualoftycouragewhichwoulddisregardsuchrisks。Ifalltmemenandwomenweretotakethetoneyouhavetaken,ourgovernmentwouldsoonperish。Ifyouconsenttosharemycareer,I donotdenythatyoumayfindlesssatisfactionthanIhope,butyouwillleadameredeathinlifeifyouplaceyourselflikeasaintonasolitarycolumn。IpleadwhatIbelievetobeyourowncauseinpleadingmine。Donotsacrificeyourlife!” Mrs。Leewasindespair。Shecouldnotreplywhatwasonherlips,thattomarryamurdererorathiefwasnotasurewayofdiminishingcrime。Shehadalreadysaidsomethingsomuchlikethisthatsheshrankfromspeakingmoreplainly。Soshefellbackonheroldtheme。 “Wemustatallevents,Mr。Ratcliffe,useourjudgmentsaccordingtoourownconsciences。IcanonlyrepeatnowwhatIsaidatfirst。I amsorrytoseeminsensibletoyourexpressionstowardsme,butI cannotdowhatyouwish。Letusmaintainouroldrelationsifyouwill,butdonotpressmefurtheronthissubject。“ Ratcliffegrewmoreandmoresombreashebecameawarethatdefeatwasstaringhimintheface。Hewastenaciousofpurpose,andhehadneverinhislifeabandonedanobjectwhichhehadsomuchatheartasthis。Hewouldnotabandonit。Forthemoment,socompletelyhadthefascinationofMrs。 Leegotthecontrolofhim,hewouldratherhaveabandonedthePresidencyitselfthanher。Hereallylovedherasearnestlyasitwasinhisnaturetoloveanything。Toherobstinacyhewouldopposeanobstinacygreaterstill;butinthemeanwhilehisattackwasdisconcerted,andhewasatalosswhatnexttodo。Wasitnotpossibletochangehisground;toofferinducementsthatwouldappealevenmorestronglytofeminineambitionandloveofdisplaythanthePresidencyitself?Hebeganagain:—— “IstherenoformofpledgeIcangiveyou?nosacrificeIcanmake?Youdislikepolitics。ShallIleavepoliticallife?Iwilldoanythingratherthanloseyou。IcanprobablycontroltheappointmentofMinistertoEngland。ThePresidentwouldratherhavemetherethanhere。SupposeIweretoabandonpoliticsandtaketheEnglishmission。Wouldthatsacrificenotaffectyou?YoumightpassfouryearsinLondonwheretherewouldbenopolitics,andwhereyoursocialpositionwouldbethebestintheworld;andthiswouldleadtothePresidencyalmostassurelyastheother。“ Thensuddenly,seeingthathewasmakingnoheadway,hethrewoffhisstudiedcalmnessandbrokeoutinanappealofalmostequallystudiedviolence。 “Mrs。Lee!Madeleine!Icannotlivewithoutyou。Thesoundofyourvoice——thetouchofyourhand——eventherustleofyourdress——arelikewinetome。ForGod\'ssake,donotthrowmeover!” Hemeanttocrushoppositionbyforce。Moreandmorevehementashespokeheactuallybentoverandtriedtoseizeherhand。Shedrewitbackasthoughhewereareptile。Shewasexasperatedbythisobstinatedisregardofherforbearance,thisgrossattempttobribeherwithoffice,thisflagrantabandonmentofevenapretenceofpublicvirtue;themerethoughtofhistouchonherpersonwasmorerepulsivethanaloathsomedisease。Bentuponteachinghimalessonhewouldneverforget,shespokeoutabruptly,andwithevidentsignsofcontemptinhervoiceandmanner: “Mr。Ratcliffe,Iamnottobebought。Norank,nodignity,noconsideration,noconceivableexpedientwouldinducemetochangemymind。 Letushavenomoreofthis!” Ratcliffehadalreadybeenmorethanonce,duringthisconversation,onthevergeoflosinghistemper。Naturallydictatorialandviolent,onlylongtrainingandsevereexperiencehadtaughthimself-control,andwhenhegavewaytopassionhisburstsoffurywerestilltremendous。Mrs。Lee\'sevidentpersonaldisgust,evenmorethanherlastsharprebuke,passedtheboundsofhispatience。Ashestoodbeforeher,evenshe,high-spiritedasshewas,andnotinacalmframeofmind,feltamomentaryshockatseeinghowhisfaceflushed,hiseyesgleamed,andhishandstrembledwithrage。 “Ah!”exclaimedhe,turninguponherwithaharshness,almostasavageness,ofmannerthatstartledherstillmore;“Imighthaveknownwhattoexpect! Mrs。Clintonwarnedmeearly。ShesaidthenthatIshouldfindyouaheartlesscoquette!” “Mr。Ratcliffe!”exclaimedMadeleine,risingfromherchair,andspeakinginawarningvoicealmostaspassionateashisown。 “Aheartlesscoquette!”herepeated,stillmoreharshlythanbefore; “shesaidyouwoulddojustthis!thatyoumeanttodeceiveme! thatyoulivedonflattery!thatyoucouldneverbeanythingbutacoquette,andthatifyoumarriedme,Ishouldrepentitallmylife。 Ibelievehernow!” Mrs。Lee\'stemper,too,wasnaturallyahighone。Atthismomentshe,too,wasflamingwithanger,andwildwithapassionateimpulsetoannihilatethisman。Consciousthatthemasterywasinherownhands,shecouldthemoreeasilycontrolhervoice,andwithanexpressionofunutterablecontemptshespokeherlastwordstohim,wordswhichhadbeenringingalldayinherears: “Mr。Ratcliffe!Ihavelistenedtoyouwithagreatdealmorepatienceandrespectthanyoudeserve。ForonelonghourIhavedegradedmyselfbydiscussingwithyouthequestionwhetherI shouldmarryamanwhobyhisownconfessionhasbetrayedthehighesttruststhatcouldbeplacedinhim,whohastakenmoneyforhisvotesasaSenator,andwhoisnowinpublicofficebymeansofasuccessfulfraudofhisown,wheninjusticeheshouldbeinaState\'sprison。Iwillhavenomoreofthis。Understand,onceforall,thatthereisanimpassablegulfbetweenyourlifeandmine。 IdonotdoubtthatyouwillmakeyourselfPresident,butwhateverorwhereveryouare,neverspeaktomeorrecognizemeagain!” Heglaredamomentintoherfacewithasortofblindrage,andseemedabouttosaymore,whenshesweptpasthim,andbeforeherealizedit,hewasalone。 Overmasteredbypassion,butconsciousthathewaspowerless,Ratcliffe,afteramoment\'shesitation,lefttheroomandthehouse。 Helethimselfout,shuttingthefrontdoorbehindhim,andashestoodonthepavementoldBaronJacobi,whohadspecialreasonsforwishingtoknowhowMrs。Leehadrecoveredfromthefatigueandexcitementsoftheball,cameuptothespot。 AsingleglanceatRatcliffeshowedhimthatsomethinghadgonewronginthecareerofthatgreatman,whosefortuneshealwaysfollowedwithsobitterasneerofcontempt。Impelledbythespiritofevilalwaysathiselbow,theBaronseizedthismomenttosoundthedepthofhisfriend\'swound。Theymetatthedoorsocloselythatrecognitionwasinevitable,andJacobi,withhisworstsmile,heldouthishand,sayingatthesamemomentwithdiabolicmalignity: “IhopeImayoffermyfelicitationstoyourExcellency!” Ratcliffewasgladtofindsomevictimonwhomhecouldventhisrage。Hehadalongscoreofhumiliationstorepaythisman,whoselastinsultwasbeyondallendurance。WithanoathhedashedJacobi\'shandaside,and,graspinghisshoulder,thrusthimoutofthepath。TheBaron,amongwhoseweaknessesthewantofhightemperandpersonalcouragewasnotrecorded,hadnomindtotoleratesuchaninsultfromsuchaman。EvenwhileRatcliffe\'shandwasstillonhisshoulderhehadraisedhiscane,andbeforetheSecretarysawwhatwascoming,theoldmanhadstruckhimwithallhisforcefullintheface。ForamomentRatcliffestaggeredbackandgrewpale,buttheshocksoberedhim。Hehesitatedasingleinstantwhethertocrushhisassailantwithablow,buthefeltthatforoneofhisyouthandstrength,toattackaninfirmdiplomatistinapublicstreetwouldbeafatalblunder,andwhileJacobistood,violentlyexcited,withhiscaneraisedreadytostrikeanotherblow,Mr。Ratcliffesuddenlyturnedhisbackandwithoutaword,hastenedaway。 WhenSybilreturned,notlongafterwards,shefoundnooneintheparlour。 Ongoingtohersister\'sroomshediscoveredMadeleinelyingonthecouch,lookingwornandpale,butwithaslightsmileandapeacefulexpressiononherface,asthoughshehaddonesomeactwhichherconscienceapproved。ShecalledSybiltoherside,and,takingherhand,said: “Sybil,dearest,willyougoabroadwithmeagain?” “OfcourseIwill,“saidSybil;“Iwillgototheendoftheworldwithyou。“ “IwanttogotoEgypt,“saidMadeleine,stillsmilingfaintly; “democracyhasshakenmynervestopieces。Oh,whatrestitwouldbetoliveintheGreatPyramidandlookoutforeveratthepolarstar!” ConclusionSYBILTOCARRINGTON“May1st,NewYork。 “MydearMr。Carrington,“Ipromisedtowriteyou,andso,tokeepmypromise,andalsobecausemysisterwishesmetotellyouaboutourplans,Isendthisletter。WehaveleftWashington——forever,Iamafraid——andaregoingtoEuropenextmonth。 Youmustknowthatafortnightago,LordSkyegaveagreatballtotheGrand-Duchessofsomething-or-otherquiteunspellable。I nevercandescribethings,butitwasallveryfine。Iworealovelynewdress,andwasagreatsuccess,Iassureyou。SowasMadeleine,thoughshehadtositmostoftheeveningbythePrincess——suchadowdy!TheDukedancedwithmeseveraltimes; hecan\'treverse,butthatdoesn\'tseemtomatterinaGrand-Duke。 Well!thingscametoacrisisattheendoftheevening。Ifollowedyourdirections,andafterwegothomegaveyourlettertoMadeleine。Shesaysshehasburnedit。Idon\'tknowwhathappenedafterwards——atremendousscene,Isuspect,butVictoriaDarewritesmefromWashingtonthateveryoneistalkingaboutM。\'srefusalofMr。R。,andadreadfulthingthattookplaceonourverydoorstepbetweenMr。R。andBaronJacobi,thedayaftertheball。 Shesaystherewasaregularpitchedbattle,andtheBaronstruckhimoverthefacewithhiscane。YouknowhowafraidMadeleinewasthattheywoulddosomethingofthesortinourparlour。I\'mgladtheywaitedtilltheywereinthestreet。Butisn\'titshocking! TheysaytheBaronistobesentaway,orrecalled,orsomething。I liketheoldgentleman,andforhissakeamgladduellingisgoneoutoffashion,thoughIdon\'tmuchbelieveMr。SilasP。Ratcliffecouldhitanything。TheBaronpassedthroughherethreedaysagoonhissummertriptoEurope。Helefthiscardonus,butwewereout,anddidnotseehim。WearegoingoverinJulywiththeSchneidekoupons,andMr。SchneidekouponhaspromisedtosendhisyachttotheMediterranean,sothatweshallsailaboutthereafterfinishingtheNile,andseeJerusalemandGibraltarandConstantinople。Ithinkitwillbeperfectlylovely。Ihateruins,butI fancyyoucanbuydeliciousthingsinConstantinople。Ofcourse,afterwhathashappened,wecannevergobacktoWashington。I shallmissourridesdreadfully。IreadMr。Browning\'s\'LastRideTogether,\'asyoutoldme;Ithinkit\'sbeautifulandperfectlyeasy,allbutalittle。Inevercouldunderstandawordofhimbefore——soI nevertried。Whodoyouthinkisengaged?VictoriaDare,toacoronetandapeat-bog,withLordDunbegattached。Victoriasayssheishappierthansheeverwasbeforeinanyofherotherengagements,andsheissurethisistherealone。ShesaysshehasthirtythousandayearderivedfromthepoorofAmerica,whichmayjustaswellgotorelieveoneofthepoorinIreland。 Youknowherfatherwasaclaimagent,orsomesuchthing,andissaidtohavemadehismoneybycheatinghisclientsoutoftheirclaims。Sheisperfectlywildtobeacountess,andmeanstomakeCastleDunbeglovelyby-and-by,andentertainusallthere。 MadeleinesayssheisjustthekindtobeagreatsuccessinLondon。 Madeleineisverywell,andsendsherkindregards。Ibelievesheisgoingtoaddapostscript。Ihavepromisedtoletherreadthis,butI don\'tthinkachaperonedletterismuchfuntowriteorreceive。 Hopingtohearfromyousoon,“Sincerelyyours,“SybilRoss。“ EnclosedwasathinstripofpapercontaininganothermessagefromSybil,privatelyinsertedatthelastmomentunknowntoMrs。 Lee—— “IfIwereinyourplaceIwouldtryagainaftershecomeshome。“ Mrs。Lee\'sP。S。wasveryshort—— “ThebitterestpartofallthishorridstoryisthatnineoutoftenofourcountrymenwouldsayIhadmadeamistake。“ End