Sybilsprangtoherfeetwithacry:“Andhaveyoutoldhimso?”
sheasked。
“No!youcameandinterruptedusjustaswewerespeaking。Iwasgladyoudidcome,foritgivesmealittletimetothink。ButIamdecidednow。Ishalltellhimto-morrow。“
Thiswasnotsaidwiththeairoronewnoseheartbeatwarmlyatthethoughtofconfessingherlove。Mrs。Leespokemechanically,andalmostwithaneffort。Sybilflungherselfwithallherenergyuponhersister;violentlyexcited,andeagertomakeherselfheard,withoutwaitingforarguments,shebrokeoutintoatorrentofentreaties:“Oh,don\'t,don\'t,don\'t!Oh,please,please,don\'t,mydearest,dearestMaude!unlessyouwanttobreakmyheart,don\'tmarrythatman!Youcan\'tlovehim!Youcanneverbehappywithhim!hewilltakeyouawaytoPeonia,andyouwilldiethere!I
shallneverseeyouagain!Hewillmakeyouunhappy;hewillbeatyou,Iknowhewill!Oh,ifyoucareformeatall,don\'tmarryhim!
Sendhimaway!don\'tseehimagain!letusgoourselves,now,inthemorningtrain,beforehecomesback。I\'mallready;I\'llpackeverythingforyou;we\'llgotoNewport;toEurope——anywhere,tobeoutofhisreach!”
Withthispassionateappeal,Sybilthrewherselfonherkneesbyhersister\'sside,and,claspingherarmsaroundMadeleine\'swaist,sobbedasthoughherheartwerealreadybroken。HadCarringtonseenherthenhemusthaveadmittedthatshehadcarriedouthisinstructionstotheletter。Shewasquitehonest,too,initall。Shemeantwhatshesaid,andhertearswererealtearsthathadbeenpentupforweeks。Unluckily,herlogicwasfeeble。HerideaofMr。
Ratcliffe\'scharacterwasvague,andbiasedbymeretheoriesofwhataPrairieGiantofPeoniashouldbeinhisdomesticrelations。
HerideaofPeonia,too,wasindistinct。Shewashauntedbyavisionofhersister,sittingonahorse-hairsofabeforeanair-tightironstoveinasmallroomwithhigh,barewhitewalls,achromolithographoneach,andathersideamarble-toppedtablesurmountedbyaglassvasecontainingfunerealdriedgrasses;theonlyliterature,FrankLeslie\'speriodicalandtheNewYorkLedger,withastrongsmellofcookingeverywhereprevalent。HereshesawMadeleinereceivingvisitors,thewivesofneighboursandconstituents,whotoldherthePeonianews。
Notwithstandingherignorantandunreasonableprejudiceagainstwesternmenandwomen,westerntownsandprairies,and,inshort,everythingwestern,downtowesternpoliticsandwesternpoliticians,whomsheperverselyassertedtobetuelowestotallwesternproducts,therewasstillsomecommonsenseinSybil\'sidea。WhenthatinevitablehourstruckforMr。
Ratcliffe,whichstrikessoonerorlaterforallpoliticians,andanungratefulcountrypermittedhimtopineamonghisfriendsinIllinois,whatdidheproposetodowithhiswife?Didheseriouslysupposethatshe,whowasboredtodeathbyNewYork,andhadbeenabletofindnopermanentpleasureinEurope,wouldlivequietlyintheromanticvillageofPeonia?Ifnot,didMr。Ratcliffeimaginethattheycouldfindhappinessintheenjoymentofeachother\'ssociety,andofMrs。Lee\'sincome,intheexcitementsofWashington?Intheardourofhispursuit,Mr。RatcliffehadacceptedinadvanceanyconditionswhichMrs。Leemightimpose,butifhereallyimaginedthathappinessandcontentlayonthepurplerimofthissunset,hehadmoreconfidenceinwomenandinmoneythanawiderexperiencewaseverlikelytojustify。
WhatevermightbeMr。Ratcliffe\'sschemesfordealingwiththeseobstaclestheycouldhardlybesuchaswouldsatisfySybil,who,ifinaccurateinhertheoriesaboutPrairieGiants,yetunderstoodwomen,andespeciallyhersister,muchbetterthanMr。Ratcliffeevercoulddo。Hereshewassafe,anditwouldhavebeenbetterhadshesaidnomore,forMrs。Lee,thoughstaggeredforamomentbyhersister\'svehemence,wasreassuredbywhatseemedtheabsurdityofherfears。Madeleinerebelledagainstthishystericalviolenceofopposition,andbecamemorefixedinherdecision。
Shescoldedhersisteringood,setterms——
“Sybil,Sybil!youmustnotbesoviolent。Behavelikeawoman,andnotlikeaspoiledchild!”
Mrs。Lee,likemostpersonswhohavetodealwithspoiledorunspoiledchildren,resortedtoseverity,notsomuchbecauseitwastheproperwayofdealingwiththem,asbecausesheknewnotwhatelsetodo。Shewasthoroughlyuncomfortableandweary。Shewasnotsatisfiedwithherselforwithherownmotives。Doubtencompassedheronallsides,andherworstopponentwasthatsisterwhosehappinesshadturnedthescaleagainstherownjudgment。
NeverthelesshertacticsansweredtheirobjectofcheckingSybil\'svehemence。Hersobscametoanend,andshepresentlyrosewithaquieterair。
“Madeleine,“saidshe,“doyoureallywanttomarryMr。
Ratcliffe?”
“WhatelsecanIdo,mydearSybil?Iwanttodowhateverisforthebest。Ithoughtyoumightbepleased。“
“YouthoughtImightbepleased?”criedSybilinastonishment。
“Whatastrangeidea!IfyouhadeverspokentomeaboutitI
shouldhavetoldyouthatIhatehim,andcan\'tunderstandhowyoucanabidehim。ButIwouldrathermarryhimmyselfthanseeyoumarryhim。Iknowthatyouwillkillyourselfwithunhappinesswhenyouhavedoneit。Oh,Maude,pleasetellmethatyouwon\'t!”
AndSybilbegangentlysobbingagain,whileshecaressedhersister。
Mrs。Leewasinfinitelydistressed。Toactagainstthewishesofhernearestfriendswashardenough,buttoappearharshandunfeelingtotheonebeingwhosehappinessshehadatheart,wasintolerable。
Yetnosensiblewoman,aftersayingthatshemeanttomarryamanlikeMr。Ratcliffe,couldthrowhimovermerelybecauseanotherwomanchosetobehavelikeaspoiledchild。
SybilwasmorechildishthanMadeleineherselfhadsupposed。Shecouldnotevenseewhereherowninterestlay。SheknewnomoreaboutMr。RatcliffeandtheWestthanifhewerethegiantofafairy-story,andlivedatthetopofabean-stalk。Shemustbetreatedasachild;withgentleness,affection,forbearance,butwithfirmnessanddecision。Shemustberefusedwhatsheasked,forherowngood。
ThusitcameaboutthatatlastMrs。Leespoke,withanappearanceofdecisionfarfromrepresentingherinternaltremor。
“Sybil,dear,IhavemadeupmymindtomarryMr。Ratcliffebecausethereisnootherwayofmakingeveryonehappy。Youneednotbeafraidofhim。Heiskindandgenerous。Besides,Icantakecareofmyself;andIwilltakecareofyoutoo。Nowletusnotdiscussitanymore。Itisbroaddaylight,andwearebothtiredout。“
Sybilgrewatonceperfectlycalm,andstandingbeforehersister,asthoughtheirr?leswerehenceforwardtobereversed,said:
“Youhavereallymadeupyourmind,then?NothingIcansaywillchangeit?”
Mrs。Lee,lookingatherwithmoresurprisethanever,couldnotforceherselftospeak;butsheshookherheadslowlyanddecidedly。
“Then,“saidSybil,“thereisonlyonethingmoreIcando。Youmustreadthis!”andshedrewoutCarrington\'sletter,whichsheheldbeforeMadeleine\'sface。
“Notnow,Sybil!”remonstratedMrs。Lee,dreadinganotherlongstruggle。“Iwillreaditafterwehavehadsomerest。Gotobednow!”
“Idonotleavethisroom,norwillIevergotobeduntilyouhavereadthatletter,“answeredSybil,seatingherselfagainbeforethefirewiththeresolutionofQueenElizabeth;“notifIsitheretillyouaremarried。IpromisedMr。Carringtonthatyoushouldreaditinstantly;it\'sallIcandonow。“Withasigh,Mrs。Leedrewupthewindow-curtain,andinthegraymorninglightsatdowntobreakthesealandreadthefollowingletter:——
“Washington,2ndApril。
“MydearMrs。Lee,“Thisletterwillonlycomeintoyourhandsincasethereshouldbeanecessityforyourknowingitscontents。
Nothingshortofnecessitywouldexcusemywritingit。Ihavetoaskyourpardonforintrudingagainuponyourprivateaffairs。Inthiscase,ifIdidnotintrude,youwouldhavecauseforseriouscomplaintagainstme。
“YouaskedmetheotherdaywhetherIknewanythingagainstMr。
Ratcliffewhichtheworlddidnotknow,toaccountformylowopinionofhischaracter。Ievadedyourquestionthen。Iwasboundbyprofessionalrulesnottodisclosefactsthatcametomeunderapledgeofconfidence。Iamgoingtoviolatetheserulesnow,onlybecauseIoweyouadutywhichseemstometooverrideallothers。
“IdoknowfactsinregardtoMr。Ratcliffe,whichhaveseemedtometowarrantaverylowopinionofhischaracter,andtomarkhimasunfittobe,Iwillnotsayyourhusband,butevenyouracquaintance。
“YouknowthatIamexecutortoSamuelBaker\'swill。YouknowwhoSamuelBakerwas。Youhaveseenhiswife。ShehastoldyouherselfthatIassistedherintheexaminationanddestructionofallherhusband\'sprivatepapersaccordingtohisspecialdeath-bedrequest。OneofthefirstfactsIlearnedfromthesepapersandherexplanations,wasthefollowing。
“Justeightyearsago,thegreat\'Inter-OceanicMailSteamshipCompany,\'wishedtoextenditsserviceroundtheworld,and,inordertodoso,itappliedtoCongressforaheavysubsidy。ThemanagementofthisaffairwasputintothehandsofMr。Baker,andallhisprivateletterstothePresidentoftheCompany,inpresscopies,aswellasthePresident\'sreplies,cameintomypossession。
Baker\'sletterswere,ofcourse,writteninasortofcypher,severalkindsofwhichhewasinthehabitofusing。Heleftamonghispapersakeytothiscypher,butMrs。Bakercouldhaveexplaineditwithoutthathelp。
“ItappearedfromthiscorrespondencethatthebillwascarriedsuccessfullythroughtheHouse,and,onreachingtheSenate,wasreferredtotheappropriateCommittee。Itsultimatepassagewasverydoubtful;theendofthesessionwascloseathand;theSenatewasveryevenlydivided,andtheChairmanoftheCommitteewasdecidedlyhostile。
“TheChairmanofthatCommitteewasSenatorRatcliffe,alwaysmentionedbyMr。Bakerincypher,andwitheveryprecaution。Ifyoucare,however,toverifythefact,andtotracethehistoryoftheSubsidyBillthroughallitsstages,togetherwithMr。Ratcliffe\'sreport,remarks,andvotesuponit,youhaveonlytolookintothejournalsanddebatesforthatyear。
“AtlastMr。BakerwrotethatSenatorRatcliffehadputthebillinhispocket,andunlesssomemeanscouldbefoundofovercominghisopposition,therewouldbenoreport,andthebillwouldnevercometoavote。Allordinarykindsofargumentandinfluencehadbeenemployeduponhim,andwereexhausted。InthisexigencyBakersuggestedthattheCompanyshouldgivehimauthoritytoseewhatmoneywoulddo,butheaddedthatitwouldbeworsethanuselesstodealwithsmallsums。Unlessatleastonehundredthousanddollarscouldbeemployed,itwasbettertoleavethethingalone。
“Thenextmailauthorizedhimtouseanyrequiredamountofmoneynotexceedingonehundredandfiftythousanddollars。Twodayslaterhewrotethatthebillwasreported,andwouldpasstheSenatewithinforty-eighthours;andhecongratulatedtheCompanyonthefactthathehadusedonlyonehundredthousanddollarsoutofitslastcredit。
“Thebillwasactuallyreported,passed,andbecamelawasheforetold,andtheCompanyhasenjoyeditssubsidyeversince。Mrs。
Bakeralsoinformedmethattoherknowledgeherhusbandgavethesummentioned,inUnitedStatesCouponBonds,toSenatorRatcliffe。
“Thistransaction,takeninconnectionwiththetortuousnessofhispubliccourse,explainsthedistrustIhavealwaysexpressedforhim。Youwill,however,understandthatallthesepapershavebeendestroyed。Mrs。Bakercouldneverbeinducedtohazardherowncomfortbyrevealingthefactstothepublic。TheofficersoftheCompanyintheirowninterestswouldneverbetraythetransaction,andtheirbookswereundoubtedlysokeptastoshownotraceofit。
IfImadethischargeagainstMr。Ratcliffe,Ishouldbetheonlysufferer。Hewoulddenyandlaughatit。Icouldprovenothing。I
amthereforemoredirectlyinterestedthanheisinkeepingsilence。
“Intrustingthissecrettoyou,Irelyfirmlyuponyourmentioningittonooneelse——noteventoyoursister。Youareatliberty,ifyouwish,toshowthislettertoonepersononly——toMr。Ratcliffehimself。Thatdone,youwill,Ibeg,burnitimmediately。
“Withthewarmestgoodwishes,Iam,“Evermosttrulyyours,“JohnCarrington。“
WhenMrs。Leehadfinishedreadingthisletter,sheremainedforsometimequitesilent,lookingoutintothesquarebelow。Themorninghadcome,andtheskywasbrightwiththefreshAprilsunlight。Shethrewopenherwindow,anddrewinthesoftspringair。Sheneededallthepurityandquietthatnaturecouldgive,forherwholesoulwasinrevolt,wounded,mortified,exasperated。
Againstthesentimentofallherfriendsshehadinsisteduponbelievinginthisman;shehadwroughtherselfuptothepointofacceptinghimforherhusband;amanwho,iflawwerethesamethingasjustice,oughttobeinafelon\'scell;amanwhocouldtakemoneytobetrayhistrust。Herangeratfirstsweptawayallbounds。
Shewasimpatientforthemomentwhensheshouldseehimagain,andtearoffhismask。Foronceshewouldexpressalltheloathingshefeltforthewholepackofpoliticalhounds。Shewouldseewhethertheanimalwasmadelikeotherbeings;whetherhehadasenseofhonour;asinglecleanspotinhismind。
Thenitoccurredtoherthatafteralltheremightbeamistake;
perhapsMr。
Ratcliffecouldexplainthechargeaway。Butthisthoughtonlylaidbareanothersmartingwoundinherpride。Notonlydidshebelievethecharge,butshebelievedthatMr。Ratcliffewoulddefendhisact。Shehadbeenwillingtomarryamanwhomshethoughtcapableofsuchacrime,andnowsheshudderedattheideathatthischargemighthavebeenbroughtagainstherhusband,andthatshecouldnotdismissitwithinstantincredulity,withindignantcontempt。Howhadthishappened?howhadshegotintosofoulacomplication?WhensheleftNewYork,shehadmeanttobeamerespectatorinWashington。Haditenteredherheadthatshecouldbedrawnintoanyprojectofasecondmarriage,sheneverwouldhavecomeatall,forshewasproudofherloyaltytoherhusband\'smemory,andsecondmarriageswereherabhorrence。Inherrestlessnessandsolitude,shehadforgottenthis;shehadonlyaskedwhetheranylifewasworthlivingforawomanwhohadneitherhusbandnorchildren。Wasthefamilyallthatlifehadtooffer?couldshefindnointerestoutsidethehousehold?Andso,ledbythiswill-of-the-wisp,shehad,withhereyesopen,walkedintothequagmireofpolitics,inspiteofremonstrance,inspiteofconscience。
Sheroseandpacedtheroom,whileSybillayonthecouch,watchingherwitheyeshalfshut。Shegrewmoreandmoreangrywithherself,andasherself-reproachincreased,herangeragainstRatcliffefadedaway。ShehadnorighttobeangrywithRatcliffe。
Hehadneverdeceivedher。Hehadalwaysopenlyenoughavowedthatheknewnocodeofmoralsinpolitics;thatifvirtuedidnotanswerhispurposeheusedvice。Howcouldsheblamehimforactswhichhehadrepeatedlydefendedinherpresenceandwithhertacitassent,onprinciplesthatwarrantedthisoranyothervillainy?
Theworstwasthatthisdiscoveryhadcomeonherasablow,notasareprievefromexecution。Atthisthoughtshebecamefuriouswithherself。
Shehadnotknowntherecessesofherownheart。ShehadhonestlysupposedthatSybil\'sinterestsandSybil\'shappinesswereforcinghertoanactofself-sacrifice;andnowshesawthatinthedepthsofhersoulverydifferentmotiveshadbeenatwork:ambition,thirstforpower,restlesseagernesstomeddleinwhatdidnotconcernher,blindlongingtoescapefromthetortureofwatchingotherwomenwithfulllivesandsatisfiedinstincts,whileherownlifewashungryandsad。Foratimeshehadactually,unconsciousasshewasofthedelusion,huggedahopethatanewfieldofusefulnesswasopentoher;thatgreatopportunitiesfordoinggoodweretosupplytheachingemptinessofthatgoodwhichhadbeentakenaway;andthathereatlastwasanobjectforwhichtherewouldbealmostapleasureinsquanderingtherestofexistenceevenifsheknewinadvancethattheexperimentwouldfail。Lifewasemptierthanevernowthatthisdreamwasover。Yettheworstwasnotinthatdisappointment,butinthediscoveryofherownweaknessandself-deception。
Wornoutbylong-continuedanxiety,excitementandsleeplessness,shewasunfittostrugglewiththecreaturesofherownimagination。Suchastraincouldonlyendinanervouscrisis,andatlengthitcame:
“Oh,whatavilethinglifeis!”shecried,throwingupherarmswithagestureofhelplessrageanddespair。“Oh,howIwishIweredead!howIwishtheuniversewereannihilated!”andsheflungherselfdownbySybil\'ssideinafrenzyoftears。
Sybil,whohadwatchedallthisexhibitioninsilence,waitedquietlyfortheexcitementtopass。Therewaslittletosay。Shecouldonlysoothe。
AftertheparoxysmhadexhausteditselfMadeleinelayquietforatime,untilotherthoughtsbegantodisturbher。FromreproachingherselfaboutRatcliffeshewentontoreproachherselfaboutSybil,whoreallylookedwornandpale,asthoughalmostovercomebyfatigue。
“Sybil,“saidshe,“youmustgotobedatonce。Youaretiredout。Itwasverywronginmetoletyousitupsolate。Gonow,andgetsomesleep。“
“Iamnotgoingtobedtillyoudo,Maude!”repliedSybil,withquietobstinacy。
“Go,dear!itisallsettled。IshallnotmarryMr。Ratcliffe。Youneednotbeanxiousaboutitanymore。“
“Areyouveryunhappy?”
“Onlyveryangrywithmyself。IoughttohavetakenMr。
Carrington\'sadvicesooner。“
“Oh,Maude!”exclaimedSybil,withasuddenexplosionofenergy;
“Iwishyouhadtakenhim!”
ThisremarkrousedMrs。Leetonewinterest:“Why,Sybil,“saidshe,“surelyyouarenotinearnest?”
“Indeed,Iam,“repliedSybil,verydecidedly。“IknowyouthinkI
aminlovewithMr。Carringtonmyself,butI\'mnot。Iwouldagreatdealratherhavehimforabrother-in-law,andheissomuchthenicestmanyouknow,andyoucouldhelphissisters。“
Mrs。Leehesitatedamoment,forshewasnotquitecertainwhetheritwaswisetoprobeahealingwound,butshewasanxioustoclearthislastweightfromhermind,andshedashedrecklesslyforward:
“Areyousureyouaretellingthetruth,Sybil?Why,then,didyousaythatyoucaredforhim?andwhyhaveyoubeensomiserableeversincehewentaway?”
“Why?Ishouldthinkitwasplainenoughwhy!BecauseIthought,aseveryoneelsedid,thatyouweregoingtomarryMr。Ratcliffe;
andbecauseifyoumarriedMr。Ratcliffe,Imustgoandlivealone;
andbecauseyoutreatedmelikeachild,andnevertookmeintoyourconfidenceatall;andbecauseMr。
CarringtonwastheonlypersonIhadtoadviseme,andafterhewentaway,IwasleftallalonetofightMr。Ratcliffeandyoubothtogether,withoutahumansoultohelpmeincaseImadeamistake。YouwouldhavebeenagreatdealmoremiserablethanI
ifyouhadbeeninmyplace。“
Madeleinelookedatherforamomentindoubt。Wouldthislast?
didSybilherselfknowthedepthofherownwound?ButwhatcouldMrs。Leedonow?
PerhapsSybildiddeceiveherselfalittle。Whenthisexcitementhadpassedaway,perhapsCarrington\'simagemightrecurtohermindalittletoooftenforherowncomfort。Thefuturemusttakecareofitself。Mrs。Leedrewhersisterclosertoher,andsaid:
“Sybil,Ihavemadeahorriblemistake,andyoumustforgiveme。“
ChapterXIII
NOTuntilafternoondidMrs。Leereappear。Howmuchshehadsleptshedidnotsay,andshehardlylookedlikeonewhoseslumbershadbeenlongorsweet;butifshehadsleptlittle,shehadmadeupforthelossbythinkingmuch,and,whileshethought,thestormwhichhadragedsofiercelyinherbreast,moreandmoresubsidedintocalm。Iftherewasnotsunshineyet,therewasatleaststillness。Asshelay,hourafterhour,waitingforthesleepthatdidnotcome,shehadatfirstthekeenmortificationofreflectinghoweasilyshehadbeenledbymerevanityintoimaginingthatshecouldbeofuseintheworld。Sheevensmiledinhersolitudeatthepictureshedrewofherself,reformingRatcliffe,andKrebs,andSchuylerClinton。TheeasewithwhichRatcliffealonehadtwistedherabouthisfinger,nowthatshesawit,madeherwrithe,andthethoughtofwhathemighthavedone,hadshemarriedhim,andoftheendlesssuccessionofmoralsomersaultsshewouldhavehadtoturn,chilledherwithmortalterror。Shehadbarelyescapedbeingdraggedunderthewheelsofthemachine,andsocomingtoanuntimelyend。Whenshethoughtofthis,shefeltamadpassiontorevengeherselfonthewholeraceofpoliticians,withRatcliffeattheirhead;shepassedhoursinframingbitterspeechestobemadetohisface。
Thenasshegrewcalmer,Ratcliffe\'ssinstookonamilderhue;
life,afterall,hadnotbeenentirelyblackenedbyhisarts;therewasevensomegoodinherexperience,sharpthoughitwere。HadshenotcometoWashingtoninsearchofmenwhocastashadow,andwasnotRatcliffe\'sshadowstrongenoughtosatisfyher?Hadshenotpenetratedthedeepestrecessesofpolitics,andlearnedhoweasilythemerepossessionofpowercouldconverttheshadowofahobby-horseexistingonlyinthebrainofafoolishcountryfarmer,intoaluridnightmarethatconvulsedthesleepofnations?TheanticsofPresidentsandSenatorshadbeenamusing——soamusingthatshehadnearlybeenpersuadedtotakepartinthem。Shehadsavedherselfintime。
Shehadgottothebottomofthisbusinessofdemocraticgovernment,andfoundoutthatitwasnothingmorethangovernmentofanyotherkind。Shemighthaveknownitbyherowncommonsense,butnowthatexperiencehadprovedit,shewasgladtoquitthemasquerade;toreturntothetruedemocracyoflife,herpaupersandherprisons,herschoolsandherhospitals。AsforMr。Ratcliffe,shefeltnodifficultyindealingwithhim。
LetMr。Ratcliffe,andhisbrothergiants,wanderontheirownpoliticalprairie,andhuntforoffices,orotherprofitablegame,astheywould。
Theirobjectswerenotherobjects,andtojointheircompanywasnotherambition。ShewasnolongerveryangrywithMr。Ratcliffe。
Shehadnowishtoinsulthim,ortoquarrelwithhim。Whathehaddoneasapolitician,hehaddoneaccordingtohisownmoralcode,anditwasnotherbusinesstojudgehim;toprotectherselfwastheonlyrightsheclaimed。Shethoughtshecouldeasilyholdhimatarm\'slength,andalthough,ifCarringtonhadwrittenthetruth,theycouldneveragainbefriends,thereneedbenodifficultyintheirremainingacquaintances。Ifthisviewofherdutywasnarrow,itwasatleastproofthatshehadlearnedsomethingfromMr。
Ratcliffe;perhapsitwasalsoproofthatshehadyettolearnMr。
Ratcliffehimself。
Twoo\'clockhadstruckbeforeMrs。Leecamedownfromherchamber,andSybilhadnotyetmadeherappearance。Madeleinerangherbellandgaveordersthat,ifMr。Ratcliffecalledshewouldseehim,butshewasathometonooneelse。ThenshesatdowntowritelettersandtoprepareforherjourneytoNewYork,forshemustnowhastenherdepartureinordertoescapethegossipandcriticismwhichshesawhanginglikeanavalancheoverherhead。
WhenSybilatlengthcamedown,lookingmuchfresherthanhersister,theypassedanhourtogetherarrangingthisandothersmallmatters,sothatbothofthemwereagaininthebestofspirits,andSybil\'sfacewaswreathedinsmiles。
Anumberofvisitorscametothedoorthatday,someofthempromptedbyfriendlinessandsomebysheercuriosity,forMrs。
Lee\'sabruptdisappearancefromtheballhadexcitedremark。
Againstalltheseherdoorwasfirmlyclosed。Ontheotherhand,astheafternoonwenton,shesentSybilaway,sothatshemighthavethefieldentirelytoherself,andSybil,relievedofallheralarms,salliedouttointerruptDunbeg\'slatestinterviewwithhisCountess,andtoamuseherselfwithVictoria\'slast“phase。“
Towardsfouro\'clockthetallformofMr。RatcliffewasseentoissuefromtheTreasuryDepartmentandtodescendthebroadstepsofitswesternfront。
TurningdeliberatelytowardstheSquare,theSecretaryoftheTreasurycrossedtheAvenueandstoppingatMrs。Lee\'sdoor,rangthebell。Hewasimmediatelyadmitted。Mrs。Leewasaloneinherparlourandroserathergravelyasheentered,butwelcomedhimascordiallyasshecould。Shewantedtoputanendtohishopesatonceandtodoitdecisively,butwithouthurtinghisfeelings。
“Mr。Ratcliffe,“saidshe,whenhewasseated-“Iamsureyouwillbebetterpleasedbymyspeakinginstantlyandfrankly。Icouldnotreplytoyoulastnight。Iwilldosonowwithoutdelay。Whatyouwishisimpossible。Iwouldrathernotevendiscussit。Letusleaveithereandreturntoouroldrelations。“
Shecouldnotforceherselftoexpressanysenseofgratitudeforhisaffection,orofregretatbeingobligedtomeetitwithsolittlereturn。
Totreathimwithtolerablecivilitywasallshethoughtrequiredofher。
Ratcliffefeltthechangeofmanner。Hehadbeenpreparedforastruggle,butnottobemetwithsobluntarebuffatthestart。Hislookbecameseriousandhehesitatedamomentbeforespeaking,butwhenhespokeatlast,itwaswithamannerasfirmanddecidedasthatofMrs。Leeherself。
“Icannotacceptsuchananswer。IwillnotsaythatIhavearighttoexplanation,——Ihavenorightswhichyouareboundtorespect,——butfromyouIconceivethatImayatleastaskthefavourofone,andthatyouwillnotrefuseit。Areyouwillingtotellmeyourreasonsforthisabruptandharshdecision?”
“Idonotdisputeyourrightofexplanation,Mr。Ratcliffe。Youhavetheright,ifyouchoosetouseit,andIamreadytogiveyoueveryexplanationinmypower;butIhopeyouwillnotinsistonmydoingso。IfIseemedtospeakabruptlyandharshly,itwasmerelytospareyouthegreaterannoyanceofdoubt。SinceIamforcedtogiveyoupain,wasitnotfairerandmorerespectfultoyoutospeakatonce?Wehavebeenfriends。Iamverysoongoingaway。I
sincerelywanttoavoidsayingordoinganythingthatwouldchangeourrelations。“
Ratcliffe,however,paidnoattentiontothesewords,andgavethemnoanswer。Hewasmuchtoooldadebatertobemisledbysuchtrifles,whenheneededallhisfacultiestopinhisopponenttothewall。Heasked:——
“Isyourdecisionanewone?”
“Itisaveryoldone,Mr。Ratcliffe,whichIhadletmyselflosesightof,foratime。Anight\'sreflectionhasbroughtmebacktoit。“
“MayIaskwhyyouhavereturnedtoit?surelyyouwouldnothavehesitatedwithoutstrongreasons。“
“Iwilltellyoufrankly。If,byappearingtohesitate,Ihavemisledyou,Iamhonestlysorryforit。Ididnotmeantodoit。Myhesitationwasowingtothedoubtwhethermylifemightnotreallybebestusedinaidingyou。Mydecisionwasowingtothecertaintythatwearenotfittedforeachother。
Ourlivesruninseparategrooves。Wearebothtoooldtochangethem。“
Ratcliffeshookhisheadwithanairofrelief。“Yourreasons,Mrs。
Lee,arenotsound。Thereisnosuchdivergenceinourlives。OnthecontraryIcangivetoyoursthefielditneeds,andthatitcangetinnootherway;whileyoucangivetomineeverythingitnowwants。IftheseareyouronlyreasonsIamsureofbeingabletoremovethem。“
Madeleinelookedasthoughshewerenotaltogetherpleasedatthisidea,andbecamealittledogmatic。“Itisnouseourarguingonthissubject,Mr。
Ratcliffe。YouandItakeverydifferentviewsoflife。Icannotacceptyours,andyoucouldnotpractiseonmine。“
“Showme,“saidRatcliffe,“asingleexampleofsuchadivergence,andIwillacceptyourdecisionwithoutanotherword。“
Mrs。Leehesitatedandlookedathimforaninstantasthoughtobequitesurethathewasinearnest。Therewasaneffronteryaboutthischallengewhichsurprisedher,andifshedidnotcheckitonthespot,therewasnosayinghowmuchtroubleitmightgiveher。
Thenunlockingthedrawerofthewriting-deskatherelbow,shetookoutCarrington\'sletterandhandedittoMr。Ratcliffe。
“Hereissuchanexamplewhichhascometomyknowledgeverylately。Imeanttoshowittoyouinanycase,butIwouldratherhavewaited。“
Ratcliffetooktheletterwhichshehandedtohim,openeditdeliberately,lookedatthesignature,andread。Heshowednosignofsurpriseordisturbance。Noonewouldhaveimaginedthathehad,fromthemomenthesawCarrington\'sname,aspreciseaknowledgeofwhatwasinthisletterasthoughhehadwrittenithimself。Hisfirstsensationwasonlyoneofangerthathisprojectshadmiscarried。Howthishadhappenedhecouldnotatonceunderstand,fortheideathatSybilcouldhaveahandinitdidnotoccurtohim。HehadmadeuphismindthatSybilwasasilly,frivolousgirl,whocountedfornothinginhersister\'sactions。Hehadfallenintotheusualmasculineblunderofmixingupsmartnessofintelligencewithstrengthofcharacter。Sybil,withoutbeingametaphysician,willedanythingwhichshewilledatallwithmoreenergythanhersisterdid,whowaswornoutwiththeeffortoflife。
Mr。Ratcliffemissedthispoint,andwaslefttowonderwhoitwasthathadcrossedhispath,andhowCarringtonhadmanagedtobepresentandabsent,togetagoodofficeinMexicoandtobaulkhisschemesinWashington,atthesametime。HehadnotgivenCarringtoncreditforsomuchcleverness。
Hewasviolentlyirritatedatthecheck。Anotherday,hethought,wouldhavemadehimsafeonthisside;andpossiblyhewasright。
HadheoncesucceededingettingeversoslightaholdonMrs。Leehewouldhavetoldherthisstorywithhisowncolouring,andfromhisownpointofview,andhefullybelievedhecoulddothisinsuchawayastorousehersympathy。Nowthathermindwasprejudiced,thetaskwouldbemuchmoredifficult;yethedidnotdespair,foritwashistheorythatMrs。Lee,inthedepthsofhersoul,wantedtobeattheheadoftheWhiteHouseasmuchashewantedtobetherehimself,andthatherapparentcoynesswasmerefeminineindecisioninthefaceoftemptation。Histhoughtsnowturneduponthebestmeansofgivingagaintheupperhandtoherambition。HewantedtodriveCarringtonasecondtimefromthefield。
Thusitwasthat,havingreadtheletteronceinordertolearnwhatwasinit,heturnedback,andslowlyreaditagaininordertogaintime。Thenhereplaceditinitsenvelope,andreturnedittoMrs。
Lee,who,withequalcalmness,asthoughherinterestinitwereatanend,tosseditnegligentlyintothefire,whereitwasreducedtoashesunderRatcliffe\'seyes。
Hewatcheditburnforamoment,andthenturningtoher,said,withhisusualcomposure,“Imeanttohavetoldyouofthataffairmyself。IamsorrythatMr。Carringtonhasthoughtpropertoforestallme。Nodoubthehashisownmotivesfortakingmycharacterincharge。“
“Thenitistrue!”saidMrs。Lee,alittlemorequicklythanshehadmeanttospeak。
“Trueinitsleadingfacts;untrueinsomeofitsdetails,andintheimpressionitcreates。DuringthePresidentialelectionwhichtookplaceeightyearsagolastautumn,therewas,asyoumayremember,aviolentcontestandaveryclosevote。Webelieved(thoughIwasnotsoprominentinthepartythenasnow),thattheresultofthatelectionwouldbealmostasimportanttothenationastheresultofthewaritself。Ourdefeatmeantthatthegovernmentmustpassintotheblood-stainedhandsofrebels,menwhosedesignsweremorethandoubtful,andwhocouldnot,eveniftheirdesignshadbeengood,restraintheviolenceoftheirfollowers。Inconsequencewestrainedeverynerve。Moneywasfreelyspent,eventoanamountmuchinexcessofourresources。
Howitwasemployed,Iwillnotsay。
Idonotevenknow,forIheldmyselfalooffromthesedetails,whichfelltotheNationalCentralCommitteeofwhichIwasnotamember。Thegreatpointwasthataverylargesumhadbeenborrowedonpledgedsecurities,andmustberepaid。ThemembersoftheNationalCommitteeandcertainsenatorshelddiscussionsonthesubject,inwhichIshared。Theendwasthattowardsthecloseofthesessiontheheadofthecommittee,accompaniedbytwosenators,cametomeandtoldmethatImustabandonmyoppositiontotheSteamshipSubsidy。Theymadenoopenavowaloftheirreasons,andIdidnotpressforone。Theirdeclaration,astheresponsibleheadsoftheorganization,thatcertainactiononmypartwasessentialtotheinterestsoftheparty,satisfiedme。IdidnotconsidermyselfatlibertytopersistinamereprivateopinioninregardtoameasureaboutwhichIrecognizedtheextremelikelihoodofmybeinginerror。Iaccordinglyreportedthebill,andvotedforit,asdidalargemajorityoftheparty。Mrs。Bakerismistakeninsayingthatthemoneywaspaidtome。Ifitwaspaidatall,ofwhichIhavenoknowledgeexceptfromthisletter,itwaspaidtotherepresentativeoftheNationalCommittee。Ireceivednomoney。IhadnothingtodowiththemoneyfurtherthanasImightdrawmyownconclusionsinregardtothesubsequentpaymentofthecampaigndebt。“
Mrs。Leelistenedtoallthiswithintenseinterest。Notuntilthismomenthadshereallyfeltasthoughshehadgottotheheartofpolitics,sothatshecould,likeaphysicianwithhisstethoscope,measuretheorganicdisease。Nowatlastsheknewwhythepulsebeatwithsuchunhealthyirregularity,andwhymenfeltananxietywhichtheycouldnotorwouldnotexplain。Herinterestinthediseaseovercameherdisgustatthefoulnessoftherevelation。Tosaythatthediscoverygaveheractualpleasurewouldbedoingherinjustice;buttheexcitementofthemomentsweptawayeveryothersensation。Shedidnoteventhinkofherself。NotuntilafterwardsdidshefairlygrasptheabsurdityofRatcliffe\'swishthatinthefaceofsuchastoryasthis,sheshouldstillhavevanityenoughtoundertakethereformofpolitics。Andwithhisaidtoo!
Theaudacityofthemanwouldhaveseemedsublimeifshehadfeltsurethatheknewthedifferencebetweengoodandevil,betweenalieandthetruth;butthemoreshesawofhim,thesurershewasthathiscouragewasmeremoralparalysis,andthathetalkedaboutvirtueandviceasamanwhoiscolour-blindtalksaboutredandgreen;hedidnotseethemasshesawthem;iflefttochooseforhimselfhewouldhavenothingtoguidehim。Wasitpoliticsthathadcausedthisatrophyofthemoralsensesbydisuse?
Meanwhile,hereshesatfacetofacewithamorallunatic,whohadnotevenenoughsenseofhumourtoseetheabsurdityofhisownrequest,thatsheshouldgoouttotheshoreofthisoceanofcorruption,andrepeattheancientr?leofKingCanute,orDamePartingtonwithhermopandherpail。Whatwastobedonewithsuchananimal?
Thebystanderwholookedonatthisscenewithawiderknowledgeoffacts,mighthavefoundentertainmentinanotherviewofthesubject,thatistosay,intheguilelessnessotMadeleineLee。Withallherwarningsshewasyetamerebaby-in-armsinthefaceofthegreatpolitician。Sheacceptedhisstoryastrue,andshethoughtitasbadaspossible;buthadMr。
Ratcliffe\'sassociatesnowbeenpresenttohearhisversionofit,theywouldhavelookedateachotherwithasmileofprofessionalpride,andwouldhaveroundlyswornthathewas,beyondadoubt,theablestmanthiscountryhadeverproduced,andnexttocertainofbeingPresident。Theywouldnot,however,havetoldtheirownsideofthestoryiftheycouldhavehelpedit,butintalkingitoveramongthemselvestheymighthaveassumedthefactstohavebeennearlyasfollows:thatRatcliffehaddraggedthemintoanenormousexpendituretocarryhisownState,andwithithisownre-electiontotheSenate;thattheyhadtriedtoholdhimresponsible,andhehadtriedtoshirktheresponsibility;thattherehadbeenwarmdiscussionsonthesubject;thathehimselfhadprivatelysuggestedrecoursetoBaker,hadshapedhisconductaccordingly,andhadcompelledthem,inordertosavetheirowncredit,toreceivethemoney。
EvenifMrs。Leehadheardthispartofthestory,thoughitmighthavesharpenedherindignationagainstMr。Ratcliffe,itwouldnothavealteredheropinions。Asitwas,shehadheardenough,andwithagreatefforttocontrolherexpressionofdisgust,shesankbackinherchairasRatcliffeconcluded。Findingthatshedidnotspeak,hewenton:
“Idonotundertaketodefendthisaffair。ItistheactofmypubliclifewhichImostregret——notthedoing,butthenecessityofdoing。I
donotdifferfromyouinopiniononthatpoint。Icannotacknowledgethatthereishereanyrealdivergencebetweenus。“
“Iamafraid,“saidMrs。Lee,“thatIcannotagreewithyou。“
Thisbriefremark,theverybrevityofwhichcarriedabarbofsarcasm,escapedfromMadeleine\'slipsbeforeshehadfairlyintendedit。Ratcliffefeltthesting,anditstartedhimfromhisstudiedcalmnessofmanner。
RisingfromhischairhestoodonthehearthrugbeforeMrs。Lee,andbrokeoutuponherwithanorationinthatoldsenatorialvoiceandstylewhichwasleastcalculatedtoenlisthersympathies:
“Mrs。Lee,“saidhe,withharshemphasisanddogmatictone,“thereareconflictingdutiesinallthetransactionsoflife,exceptthesimplest。
Howeverwemayact,dowhatwemay,wemustviolatesomemoralobligation。
Allthatcanbeaskedofusisthatweshouldguideourselvesbywhatwethinkthehighest。Atthetimethisaffairoccurred,IwasaSenatoroftheUnitedStates。IwasalsoatrustedmemberofagreatpoliticalpartywhichIlookeduponasidenticalwiththenation。InbothcapacitiesIoweddutiestomyconstituents,tothegovernment,tothepeople。Imightinterpretthesedutiesnarrowlyorbroadly。Imightsay:Perishthegovernment,perishtheUnion,perishthispeople,ratherthanthatIshouldsoilmyhands!OrI
mightsay,asIdid,andasIwouldsayagain:Bemyfatewhatitmay,thisgloriousUnion,thelasthopeofsufferinghumanity,shallbepreserved。“
Herehepaused,andseeingthatMrs。Lee,afterlookingforatimeathim,wasnowregardingthefire,lostinmeditationoverthestrangevagariesofthesenatorialmind,heresumed,inanotherlineofargument。Herightlyjudgedthattheremustbesomemoraldefectinhislastremarks,althoughhecouldnotseeit,whichmadepersistenceinthatdirectionuseless。
“Yououghtnottoblameme——youcannotblamemejustly。ItistoyoursenseofjusticeIappeal。HaveIeverconcealedfromyoumyopinionsonthissubject?HaveInotonthecontraryalwaysavowedthem?DidInothere,onthisveryspot,whenchallengedoncebeforebythissameCarrington,takecreditforanactlessdefensiblethanthis?DidInottellyouthenthatIhadevenviolatedthesanctityofagreatpopularelectionandreverseditsresult?Thatwasmysoleact!Incomparisonwithit,thisisatrifle!
Whoisinjuredbyasteamshipcompanysubscribingoneortenhundredthousanddollarstoacampaignfund?Whoserightsareaffectedbyit?Perhapsitsstockholdersreceiveonedollarashareindividendslessthantheyotherwisewould。Iftheydonotcomplain,whoelsecandoso?ButinthatelectionIdeprivedamillionpeopleofrightswhichbelongedtothemasabsolutelyastheirhouses!YoucouldnotsaythatIhaddonewrong。Notawordofblameorcriticismhaveyoueverutteredtomeonthataccount。
Iftherewasanoffence,youcondonedit!Youcertainlyledmetosupposethatyousawnone。Whyareyounowsosevereuponthesmallercrime?”
Thisshotstruckhard。Mrs。Leevisiblyshrankunderit,andlosthercomposure。Thiswasthesamereproachshehadmadeagainstherself,andtowhichshehadbeenabletofindnoreply。Withsomeagitationsheexclaimed:
“Mr。Ratcliffe,praydomejustice!Ihavetriednottobesevere。I
havesaidnothinginthewayofattackorblame。Iacknowledgethatitisnotmyplacetostandinjudgmentoveryouracts。Ihavemorereasontoblamemyselfthanyou,andGodknowsIhaveblamedmyselfbitterly。“Thetearsstoodinhereyesasshesaidtheselastwords,andhervoicetrembled。
Ratcliffesawthathehadgainedanadvantage,and,sittingdownnearertoher,hedroppedhisvoiceandurgedhissuitstillmoreenergetically:
“Youdidmejusticethen;whynotdoitnow?YouwereconvincedthenthatIdidthebestIcould。Ihavealwaysdoneso。OntheotherhandIhaveneverpretendedthatallmyactscouldbejustifiedbyabstractmorality。Where,then,isthedivergencebetweenus?”
Mrs。Leedidnotundertaketoanswerthislastargument:sheonlyreturnedtoheroldground。“Mr。Ratcliffe,“shesaid,“Idonotwanttoarguethisquestion。Ihavenodoubtthatyoucanovercomemeinargument。Perhapsonmysidethisisamatteroffeelingratherthanofreason,butthetruthisonlytooevidenttomethatIamnotfittedforpolitics。Ishouldbeadraguponyou。Letmebethejudgeofmyownweakness!Donotinsistuponpressingme,further!”
Shewasashamedofherselfforthisappealtoamanwhomshecouldnotrespect,asthoughshewereasuppliantathismercy,butshefearedthereproachofhavingdeceivedhim,andshetriedpitiablytoescapeit。
Ratcliffewasonlyencouragedbyherweakness。
“Imustinsistuponpressingit,Mrs。Lee,“repliedhe,andhebecameyetmoreearnestashewenton;“myfutureistoodeeplyinvolvedinyourdecisiontoallowofmyacceptingyouranswerasfinal。Ineedyouraid。
ThereisnothingIwillnotdotoobtainit。Doyourequireaffection?mineforyouisboundless。Iamreadytoproveitbyalifeofdevotion。Doyoudoubtmysincerity?testitinwhateverwayyouplease。Doyoufearbeingdraggeddowntothelevelofordinarypoliticians?sofarasconcernsmyself,mygreatwishistohaveyourhelpinpurifyingpolitics。Whathigherambitioncantherebethantoserveone\'scountryforsuchanend?
Yoursenseofdutyistookeennottofeelthatthenoblestobjectswhichcaninspireanywoman,combinetopointoutyourcourse。“
Mrs。Leewasexcessivelyuncomfortable,althoughnotintheleastshaken。
Shebegantoseethatshemusttakeastrongertoneifshemeanttobringthisimportunitytoanend,andsheanswered:——
“Idonotdoubtyouraffectionoryoursincerity,Mr。Ratcliffe。ItismyselfIdoubt。Youhavebeenkindenoughtogivememuchofyourconfidencethiswinter,andifIdonotyetknowaboutpoliticsallthatistobeknown,IhavelearnedenoughtoprovethatIcoulddonothingsillierthantosupposemyselfcompetenttoreformanything。IfIpretendedtothinkso,Ishouldbeamereworldly,ambitiouswoman,suchaspeoplethinkme。Theideaofmypurifyingpoliticsisabsurd。Iamsorrytospeaksostrongly,butI
meanit。Idonotclingverycloselytolife,anddonotvaluemyownveryhighly,butIwillnottangleitinsuchaway;Iwillnotsharetheprofitsofvice;Iamnotwillingtobemadeareceiverofstolengoods,ortobeputinapositionwhereIamperpetuallyobligedtomaintainthatimmoralityisavirtue!”
Asshewentonshebecamemoreandmoreanimatedandherwordstookasharperedgethanshehadintended。Ratcliffefeltit,andshowedhisannoyance。Hisfacegrewdarkandhiseyeslookedoutatherwiththeirugliestexpression。Heevenopenedhismouthforanangryretort,butcontrolledhimselfwithaneffort,andpresentlyresumedhisargument。
“Ihadhoped,“hebeganmoresolemnlythanever,“thatIshouldfindinyoualoftycouragewhichwoulddisregardsuchrisks。Ifalltmemenandwomenweretotakethetoneyouhavetaken,ourgovernmentwouldsoonperish。Ifyouconsenttosharemycareer,I
donotdenythatyoumayfindlesssatisfactionthanIhope,butyouwillleadameredeathinlifeifyouplaceyourselflikeasaintonasolitarycolumn。IpleadwhatIbelievetobeyourowncauseinpleadingmine。Donotsacrificeyourlife!”
Mrs。Leewasindespair。Shecouldnotreplywhatwasonherlips,thattomarryamurdererorathiefwasnotasurewayofdiminishingcrime。Shehadalreadysaidsomethingsomuchlikethisthatsheshrankfromspeakingmoreplainly。Soshefellbackonheroldtheme。
“Wemustatallevents,Mr。Ratcliffe,useourjudgmentsaccordingtoourownconsciences。IcanonlyrepeatnowwhatIsaidatfirst。I
amsorrytoseeminsensibletoyourexpressionstowardsme,butI
cannotdowhatyouwish。Letusmaintainouroldrelationsifyouwill,butdonotpressmefurtheronthissubject。“
Ratcliffegrewmoreandmoresombreashebecameawarethatdefeatwasstaringhimintheface。Hewastenaciousofpurpose,andhehadneverinhislifeabandonedanobjectwhichhehadsomuchatheartasthis。Hewouldnotabandonit。Forthemoment,socompletelyhadthefascinationofMrs。
Leegotthecontrolofhim,hewouldratherhaveabandonedthePresidencyitselfthanher。Hereallylovedherasearnestlyasitwasinhisnaturetoloveanything。Toherobstinacyhewouldopposeanobstinacygreaterstill;butinthemeanwhilehisattackwasdisconcerted,andhewasatalosswhatnexttodo。Wasitnotpossibletochangehisground;toofferinducementsthatwouldappealevenmorestronglytofeminineambitionandloveofdisplaythanthePresidencyitself?Hebeganagain:——
“IstherenoformofpledgeIcangiveyou?nosacrificeIcanmake?Youdislikepolitics。ShallIleavepoliticallife?Iwilldoanythingratherthanloseyou。IcanprobablycontroltheappointmentofMinistertoEngland。ThePresidentwouldratherhavemetherethanhere。SupposeIweretoabandonpoliticsandtaketheEnglishmission。Wouldthatsacrificenotaffectyou?YoumightpassfouryearsinLondonwheretherewouldbenopolitics,andwhereyoursocialpositionwouldbethebestintheworld;andthiswouldleadtothePresidencyalmostassurelyastheother。“
Thensuddenly,seeingthathewasmakingnoheadway,hethrewoffhisstudiedcalmnessandbrokeoutinanappealofalmostequallystudiedviolence。
“Mrs。Lee!Madeleine!Icannotlivewithoutyou。Thesoundofyourvoice——thetouchofyourhand——eventherustleofyourdress——arelikewinetome。ForGod\'ssake,donotthrowmeover!”
Hemeanttocrushoppositionbyforce。Moreandmorevehementashespokeheactuallybentoverandtriedtoseizeherhand。Shedrewitbackasthoughhewereareptile。Shewasexasperatedbythisobstinatedisregardofherforbearance,thisgrossattempttobribeherwithoffice,thisflagrantabandonmentofevenapretenceofpublicvirtue;themerethoughtofhistouchonherpersonwasmorerepulsivethanaloathsomedisease。Bentuponteachinghimalessonhewouldneverforget,shespokeoutabruptly,andwithevidentsignsofcontemptinhervoiceandmanner:
“Mr。Ratcliffe,Iamnottobebought。Norank,nodignity,noconsideration,noconceivableexpedientwouldinducemetochangemymind。
Letushavenomoreofthis!”
Ratcliffehadalreadybeenmorethanonce,duringthisconversation,onthevergeoflosinghistemper。Naturallydictatorialandviolent,onlylongtrainingandsevereexperiencehadtaughthimself-control,andwhenhegavewaytopassionhisburstsoffurywerestilltremendous。Mrs。Lee\'sevidentpersonaldisgust,evenmorethanherlastsharprebuke,passedtheboundsofhispatience。Ashestoodbeforeher,evenshe,high-spiritedasshewas,andnotinacalmframeofmind,feltamomentaryshockatseeinghowhisfaceflushed,hiseyesgleamed,andhishandstrembledwithrage。
“Ah!”exclaimedhe,turninguponherwithaharshness,almostasavageness,ofmannerthatstartledherstillmore;“Imighthaveknownwhattoexpect!
Mrs。Clintonwarnedmeearly。ShesaidthenthatIshouldfindyouaheartlesscoquette!”
“Mr。Ratcliffe!”exclaimedMadeleine,risingfromherchair,andspeakinginawarningvoicealmostaspassionateashisown。
“Aheartlesscoquette!”herepeated,stillmoreharshlythanbefore;
“shesaidyouwoulddojustthis!thatyoumeanttodeceiveme!
thatyoulivedonflattery!thatyoucouldneverbeanythingbutacoquette,andthatifyoumarriedme,Ishouldrepentitallmylife。
Ibelievehernow!”
Mrs。Lee\'stemper,too,wasnaturallyahighone。Atthismomentshe,too,wasflamingwithanger,andwildwithapassionateimpulsetoannihilatethisman。Consciousthatthemasterywasinherownhands,shecouldthemoreeasilycontrolhervoice,andwithanexpressionofunutterablecontemptshespokeherlastwordstohim,wordswhichhadbeenringingalldayinherears:
“Mr。Ratcliffe!Ihavelistenedtoyouwithagreatdealmorepatienceandrespectthanyoudeserve。ForonelonghourIhavedegradedmyselfbydiscussingwithyouthequestionwhetherI
shouldmarryamanwhobyhisownconfessionhasbetrayedthehighesttruststhatcouldbeplacedinhim,whohastakenmoneyforhisvotesasaSenator,andwhoisnowinpublicofficebymeansofasuccessfulfraudofhisown,wheninjusticeheshouldbeinaState\'sprison。Iwillhavenomoreofthis。Understand,onceforall,thatthereisanimpassablegulfbetweenyourlifeandmine。
IdonotdoubtthatyouwillmakeyourselfPresident,butwhateverorwhereveryouare,neverspeaktomeorrecognizemeagain!”
Heglaredamomentintoherfacewithasortofblindrage,andseemedabouttosaymore,whenshesweptpasthim,andbeforeherealizedit,hewasalone。
Overmasteredbypassion,butconsciousthathewaspowerless,Ratcliffe,afteramoment\'shesitation,lefttheroomandthehouse。
Helethimselfout,shuttingthefrontdoorbehindhim,andashestoodonthepavementoldBaronJacobi,whohadspecialreasonsforwishingtoknowhowMrs。Leehadrecoveredfromthefatigueandexcitementsoftheball,cameuptothespot。
AsingleglanceatRatcliffeshowedhimthatsomethinghadgonewronginthecareerofthatgreatman,whosefortuneshealwaysfollowedwithsobitterasneerofcontempt。Impelledbythespiritofevilalwaysathiselbow,theBaronseizedthismomenttosoundthedepthofhisfriend\'swound。Theymetatthedoorsocloselythatrecognitionwasinevitable,andJacobi,withhisworstsmile,heldouthishand,sayingatthesamemomentwithdiabolicmalignity:
“IhopeImayoffermyfelicitationstoyourExcellency!”
Ratcliffewasgladtofindsomevictimonwhomhecouldventhisrage。Hehadalongscoreofhumiliationstorepaythisman,whoselastinsultwasbeyondallendurance。WithanoathhedashedJacobi\'shandaside,and,graspinghisshoulder,thrusthimoutofthepath。TheBaron,amongwhoseweaknessesthewantofhightemperandpersonalcouragewasnotrecorded,hadnomindtotoleratesuchaninsultfromsuchaman。EvenwhileRatcliffe\'shandwasstillonhisshoulderhehadraisedhiscane,andbeforetheSecretarysawwhatwascoming,theoldmanhadstruckhimwithallhisforcefullintheface。ForamomentRatcliffestaggeredbackandgrewpale,buttheshocksoberedhim。Hehesitatedasingleinstantwhethertocrushhisassailantwithablow,buthefeltthatforoneofhisyouthandstrength,toattackaninfirmdiplomatistinapublicstreetwouldbeafatalblunder,andwhileJacobistood,violentlyexcited,withhiscaneraisedreadytostrikeanotherblow,Mr。Ratcliffesuddenlyturnedhisbackandwithoutaword,hastenedaway。
WhenSybilreturned,notlongafterwards,shefoundnooneintheparlour。
Ongoingtohersister\'sroomshediscoveredMadeleinelyingonthecouch,lookingwornandpale,butwithaslightsmileandapeacefulexpressiononherface,asthoughshehaddonesomeactwhichherconscienceapproved。ShecalledSybiltoherside,and,takingherhand,said:
“Sybil,dearest,willyougoabroadwithmeagain?”
“OfcourseIwill,“saidSybil;“Iwillgototheendoftheworldwithyou。“
“IwanttogotoEgypt,“saidMadeleine,stillsmilingfaintly;
“democracyhasshakenmynervestopieces。Oh,whatrestitwouldbetoliveintheGreatPyramidandlookoutforeveratthepolarstar!”
ConclusionSYBILTOCARRINGTON“May1st,NewYork。
“MydearMr。Carrington,“Ipromisedtowriteyou,andso,tokeepmypromise,andalsobecausemysisterwishesmetotellyouaboutourplans,Isendthisletter。WehaveleftWashington——forever,Iamafraid——andaregoingtoEuropenextmonth。
Youmustknowthatafortnightago,LordSkyegaveagreatballtotheGrand-Duchessofsomething-or-otherquiteunspellable。I
nevercandescribethings,butitwasallveryfine。Iworealovelynewdress,andwasagreatsuccess,Iassureyou。SowasMadeleine,thoughshehadtositmostoftheeveningbythePrincess——suchadowdy!TheDukedancedwithmeseveraltimes;
hecan\'treverse,butthatdoesn\'tseemtomatterinaGrand-Duke。
Well!thingscametoacrisisattheendoftheevening。Ifollowedyourdirections,andafterwegothomegaveyourlettertoMadeleine。Shesaysshehasburnedit。Idon\'tknowwhathappenedafterwards——atremendousscene,Isuspect,butVictoriaDarewritesmefromWashingtonthateveryoneistalkingaboutM。\'srefusalofMr。R。,andadreadfulthingthattookplaceonourverydoorstepbetweenMr。R。andBaronJacobi,thedayaftertheball。
Shesaystherewasaregularpitchedbattle,andtheBaronstruckhimoverthefacewithhiscane。YouknowhowafraidMadeleinewasthattheywoulddosomethingofthesortinourparlour。I\'mgladtheywaitedtilltheywereinthestreet。Butisn\'titshocking!
TheysaytheBaronistobesentaway,orrecalled,orsomething。I
liketheoldgentleman,andforhissakeamgladduellingisgoneoutoffashion,thoughIdon\'tmuchbelieveMr。SilasP。Ratcliffecouldhitanything。TheBaronpassedthroughherethreedaysagoonhissummertriptoEurope。Helefthiscardonus,butwewereout,anddidnotseehim。WearegoingoverinJulywiththeSchneidekoupons,andMr。SchneidekouponhaspromisedtosendhisyachttotheMediterranean,sothatweshallsailaboutthereafterfinishingtheNile,andseeJerusalemandGibraltarandConstantinople。Ithinkitwillbeperfectlylovely。Ihateruins,butI
fancyyoucanbuydeliciousthingsinConstantinople。Ofcourse,afterwhathashappened,wecannevergobacktoWashington。I
shallmissourridesdreadfully。IreadMr。Browning\'s\'LastRideTogether,\'asyoutoldme;Ithinkit\'sbeautifulandperfectlyeasy,allbutalittle。Inevercouldunderstandawordofhimbefore——soI
nevertried。Whodoyouthinkisengaged?VictoriaDare,toacoronetandapeat-bog,withLordDunbegattached。Victoriasayssheishappierthansheeverwasbeforeinanyofherotherengagements,andsheissurethisistherealone。ShesaysshehasthirtythousandayearderivedfromthepoorofAmerica,whichmayjustaswellgotorelieveoneofthepoorinIreland。
Youknowherfatherwasaclaimagent,orsomesuchthing,andissaidtohavemadehismoneybycheatinghisclientsoutoftheirclaims。Sheisperfectlywildtobeacountess,andmeanstomakeCastleDunbeglovelyby-and-by,andentertainusallthere。
MadeleinesayssheisjustthekindtobeagreatsuccessinLondon。
Madeleineisverywell,andsendsherkindregards。Ibelievesheisgoingtoaddapostscript。Ihavepromisedtoletherreadthis,butI
don\'tthinkachaperonedletterismuchfuntowriteorreceive。
Hopingtohearfromyousoon,“Sincerelyyours,“SybilRoss。“
EnclosedwasathinstripofpapercontaininganothermessagefromSybil,privatelyinsertedatthelastmomentunknowntoMrs。
Lee——
“IfIwereinyourplaceIwouldtryagainaftershecomeshome。“
Mrs。Lee\'sP。S。wasveryshort——
“ThebitterestpartofallthishorridstoryisthatnineoutoftenofourcountrymenwouldsayIhadmadeamistake。“
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