第5章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:20883更新时间:18/12/21 14:43:47
Cythereawasanacquisition,andthegreetingwashearty。 \'Goodafternoon!Oyes——MissGraye,fromMissAldclyffe\'s。Ihaveseenyouatchurch,andIamsogladyouhavecalled!Comein。I wonderifIhavechangeenoughtopaymysubscription。\'Shespokegirlishly。 Adelaide,wheninthecompanyofayoungerwoman,alwayslevelledherselfdowntothatyoungerwoman\'sagefromasenseofjusticetoherself——asif,thoughnotherownageatcommonlaw,itwasinequity。 \'Itdoesn\'tmatter。I\'llcomeagain。\' \'Yes,doatanytime;notonlyonthiserrand。Butyoumuststepinforaminute。Do。\' \'Ihavebeenwantingtocomeforseveralweeks。\' \'That\'sright。Nowyoumustseemyhouse——lonely,isn\'tit,forasingleperson?Peoplesaiditwasoddforayoungwomanlikemetokeeponahouse;butwhatdidIcare?Ifyouknewthepleasureoflockingupyourowndoor,withthesensationthatyoureignedsupremeinsideit,youwouldsayitwasworththeriskofbeingcalledodd。Mr。Springroveattendstomygardening,thedogattendstorobbers,andwheneverthereisasnakeortoadtokill,Janedoesit。\' \'Hownice!Itisbetterthanlivinginatown。\' \'Farbetter。Atownmakesacynicofme。\' Theremarkrecalled,somewhatstartlingly,toCytherea\'smind,thatEdwardhadusedthoseverywordstoherselfoneeveningatBudmouth。 MissHintonopenedaninteriordoorandledhervisitorintoasmalldrawing-roomcommandingaviewofthecountryformiles。 Themissionarybusinesswassoonsettled;butthechatcontinued。 \'Howlonelyitmustbehereatnight!\'saidCytherea。\'Aren\'tyouafraid?\' \'AtfirstIwas,slightly。ButIgotusedtothesolitude。Andyouknowasortofcommonsensewillcreepevenintotimidity。Isaytomyselfsometimesatnight,“IfIwereanybodybutaharmlesswoman,notworththetroubleofaworm\'sghosttoappeartome,IshouldthinkthateverysoundIhearwasaspirit。“Butyoumustseeallovermyhouse。\' Cythereawashighlyinterestedinseeing。 \'IsayyouMUSTdothis,andyouMUSTdothat,asifyouwereachild,\'remarkedAdelaide。\'Aprivilegedfriendofminetellsmethisuseoftheimperativecomesofbeingsoconstantlyinnobody\'ssocietybutmyown。\' \'Ah,yes。Isupposesheisright。\' Cythereacalledthefriend\'she\'byaruleofladylikepractice;forawoman\'s\'friend\'isdelicatelyassumedbyanotherfriendtobeoftheirownsexintheabsenceofknowledgetothecontrary;justascatsarecalledshe\'suntiltheyprovethemselveshe\'s。 MissHintonlaughedmysteriously。 \'Igetahumorousreproofforitnowandthen,Iassureyou,\'shecontinued。 \'“Humorousreproof:“that\'snotfromawoman:whocanreprovehumorouslybutaman?\'wasthegrooveofCytherea\'sthoughtattheremark。\'Yourbrotherreprovesyou,Iexpect,\'saidthatinnocentyounglady。 \'No,\'saidMissHinton,withacandidair。\'\'TisonlyaprofessionalmanIamacquaintedwith。\'Shelookedoutofthewindow。 Womenarepersistentlyimitative。NosoonerdidathoughtflashthroughCytherea\'smindthatthemanwasaloverthanshebecameaMissAldclyffeinamildform。 \'Iimaginehe\'salover,\'shesaid。 MissHintonsmiledasmileofexperienceinthatline。 Fewwomen,iftaxedwithhavinganadmirer,aresofreefromvanityastodenytheimpeachment,evenifitisutterlyuntrue。Whenitdoeshappentobetrue,theylookpityinglyawayfromthepersonwhoissobenightedastohavegotnofurtherthansuspectingit。 \'Therenow——MissHinton;youareengagedtobemarried!\'saidCythereaaccusingly。 Adelaidenoddedherheadpractically。\'Well,yes,Iam,\'shesaid。 Theword\'engaged\'hadnosoonerpassedCytherea\'slipsthanthesoundofit——themeresoundofherownlips——carriedhermindtothetimeandcircumstancesunderwhichMissAldclyffehadusedittowardsherself。Asickeningthoughtfollowed——basedbutonameresurmise;yetitspresencetookeveryotherideaawayfromCytherea\'smind。MissHintonhadusedEdward\'swordsabouttowns;shementionedMr。Springroveasattendingtohergarden。ItcouldnotbethatEdwardwastheman!thatMissAldclyffehadplannedtorevealherrivalthus! \'Areyougoingtobemarriedsoon?\'sheinquired,withasteadinesstheresultofasortoffascination,butapparentlyofindifference。 \'Notverysoon——still,soon。\' \'Ah-ha!Inlessthanthreemonths?\'saidCytherea。 \'Two。\' Nowthatthesubjectwaswellinhand,Adelaidewantednomoreprompting。\'Youwon\'ttellanybodyifIshowyousomething?\'shesaid,witheagermystery。 \'Ono,nobody。Butdoesheliveinthisparish?\' \'No。\' Nothingprovedyet。 \'What\'shisname?\'saidCythereaflatly。Herbreathandhearthadbeguntheiroldtricks,andcameandwenthotly。MissHintoncouldnotseeherface。 \'Whatdoyouthink?\'saidMissHinton。 \'George?\'saidCytherea,withdeceitfulagony。 \'No,\'saidAdelaide。\'Butnow,youshallseehimfirst;comehere;\' andsheledthewayupstairsintoherbedroom。There,standingonthedressingtableinalittleframe,wastheunconsciousportraitofEdwardSpringrove。 \'Thereheis,\'MissHintonsaid,andasilenceensued。 \'Areyouveryfondofhim?\'continuedthemiserableCythereaatlength。 \'Yes,ofcourseIam,\'hercompanionreplied,butinthetoneofonewho\'livedinAbraham\'sbosomalltheyear,\'andwasthereforeuntouchedbysolemnthoughtatthefact。\'He\'smycousin——anativeofthisvillage。Wewereengagedbeforemyfather\'sdeathleftmesolonely。Iwasonlytwenty,andamuchgreaterbellethanIamnow。Weknoweachotherthoroughly,asyoumayimagine。Igivehimalittlesermonizingnowandthen。\' \'Why?\' \'O,it\'sonlyinfun。He\'sverynaughtysometimes——notreally,youknow——buthewilllookatanyprettyfacewhenheseesit。\' Storingupthisstatementofhissusceptibilityasanotheritemtobemiserableuponwhenshehadtime,\'Howdoyouknowthat?\' Cythereaasked,withaswellingheart。 \'Well,youknowhowthingsdocometowomen\'sears。HeusedtoliveatBudmouthasanassistant-architect,andIfoundoutthatayounggiddythingofagirlwholivestheresomewheretookhisfancyforadayortwo。ButIdon\'tfeeljealousatall——ourengagementissomatter-of-factthatneitherofuscanbejealous。Anditwasamereflirtation——shewastoosillyforhim。He\'sfondofrowing,andkindlygaveheranairingforaneveningortwo。I\'llwarranttheytalkedthemostunmitigatedrubbishunderthesun——allshallownessandpastime,justaseverythingisatwateringplaces——neitherofthemcaringabitfortheother——shegigglinglikeagooseallthetime——\' Concentratedessenceofwomanpervadedtheroomratherthanair。 \'SheDIDN\'T!anditWASN\'Tshallowness!\'Cythereaburstout,withbrimmingeyes。\'\'Twasdeepdeceitononeside,andentireconfidenceontheother——yes,itwas!\'Thepent-upemotionhadswollenandswolleninsidetheyoungthingtillthedamcouldnolongerembayit。Theinstantthewordswereoutshewouldhavegivenworldstohavebeenabletorecallthem。 \'Doyouknowher——orhim?\'saidMissHinton,startingwithsuspicionatthewarmthshown。 Thetworivalshadnowlosttheirpersonalityquite。Therewasthesamekeenbrightnessofeye,thesamemovementofthemouth,thesamemindinboth,astheylookeddoubtinglyandexcitedlyateachother。Asisinvariablythecasewithwomenwhenamantheycareforisthesubjectofanexcitementamongthem,thesituationabstractedthedifferenceswhichdistinguishedthemasindividuals,andleftonlythepropertiescommontothemasatomsofasex。 Cythereacaughtatthechanceaffordedherofnotbetrayingherself。 \'Yes,Iknowher,\'shesaid。 \'Well,\'saidMissHinton,\'Iamreallyvexedifmyspeakingsolightlyofanyfriendofyourshashurtyourfeelings,but——\' \'O,nevermind,\'Cythereareturned;\'itdoesn\'tmatter,MissHinton。 IthinkImustleaveyounow。Ihavetocallatotherplaces。Yes—— Imustgo。\' MissHinton,inaperplexedstateofmind,showedhervisitorpolitelydownstairstothedoor。HereCythereabadeherahurriedadieu,andflitteddownthegardenintothelane。 Sheperseveredinherdutieswithawaywardpleasureingivingherselfmisery,aswasherwont。Mr。Springrove\'snamewasnextonthelist,andsheturnedtowardshisdwelling,theThreeTrantersInn。 3。FOURTOFIVEP。M。 ThecottagesalongCarrifordvillagestreetwerenotsoclosebutthatononesideorotheroftheroadwasalwaysahedgeofhawthornorprivet,overorthroughwhichcouldbeseengardensororchardsrichwithproduce。Itwasaboutthemiddleoftheearlyapple- harvest,andtheladentreeswereshakenatintervalsbythegatherers;thesoftpatteringofthefallingcropuponthegrassygroundbeingdiversifiedbytheloudrattleofvagrantonesuponarail,hencoop,basket,orlean-toroof,orupontheroundedandstoopingbacksofthecollectors——mostlychildren,whowouldhavecriedbitterlyatreceivingsuchasmartblowfromanyotherquarter,butsmilinglyassumedittobebutfuninapples。 TheThreeTrantersInn,amany-gabled,mediaevalbuilding,constructedalmostentirelyoftimber,plaster,andthatch,stoodclosetothelineoftheroadside,almostoppositethechurchyard,andwasconnectedwitharowofcottagesontheleftbythatchedoutbuildings。Itwasanuncommonlycharacteristicandhandsomespecimenofthegenuineroadsideinnofbygonetimes;andstandingononeofthegreathighwaysinthispartofEngland,hadinitstimebeenthesceneofasmuchofwhatisnowlookeduponastheromanticandgenialexperienceofstage-coachtravellingasanyhalting-placeinthecountry。Therailwayhadabsorbedthewholestreamoftrafficwhichformerlyflowedthroughthevillageandalongbytheancientdooroftheinn,reducingtheempty-handedlandlord,whousedonlytofarmafewfieldsatthebackofthehouse,tothenecessityofekingouthisattenuatedincomebyincreasingtheextentofhisagriculturalbusinessifhewouldstillmaintainhissocialstanding。Nexttothegeneralstillnesspervadingthespot,thelonglineofoutbuildingsadjoiningthehousewasthemoststrikingandsaddeningwitnesstothepassed-awayfortunesoftheThreeTrantersInn。Itwasthebulkoftheoriginalstabling,andwhereoncethehoofsoftwo-scorehorseshaddailyrattledoverthestonyyard,toandfromthestallswithin,thickgrassnowgrew,whilstthelineofroofs——oncesostraight——overthedecayedstalls,hadsunkintovasthollowstilltheyseemedlikethecheeksoftoothlessage。 Onagreenplotattheotherendofthebuildinggrewtwoorthreelarge,wide-spreadingelm-trees,fromwhichthesignwassuspended—— representingthethreemencalledtranters(irregularcarriers),standingsidebyside,andexactlyaliketoahair\'s-breadth,thegrainofthewoodandjointsoftheboardsbeingvisiblethroughthethinpaintdepictingtheirforms,whichwerestillfurtherdisfiguredbyredstainsrunningdownwardsfromtherustynailsabove。 Underthetreesnowstoodacider-millandpress,anduponthespotshelteredbytheboughsweregatheredMr。Springrovehimself,hismen,theparishclerk,twoorthreeothermen,grindersandsupernumeraries,awomanwithaninfantinherarms,aflockofpigeons,andsomelittleboyswithstrawsintheirmouths,endeavouring,wheneverthemen\'sbackswereturned,togetasipofthesweetjuiceissuingfromthevat。 EdwardSpringrovetheelder,thelandlord,nowmoreparticularlyafarmer,andfortwomonthsintheyearacider-maker,wasanemployeroflabouroftheoldschool,whoworkedhimselfamonghismen。Hewasnowengagedinpackingthepomaceintohorsehairbagswitharammer,andGadWeedy,hisman,wasoccupiedinshovellingupmorefromatubathisside。Theshovelshonelikesilverfromtheactionofthejuice,andeverandanon,initsmotiontoandfro,caughttheraysofthedecliningsunandreflectedtheminbristlingstarsoflight。 Mr。SpringrovehadbeentooyoungamanwhenthepristinedaysoftheThreeTrantershaddepartedforevertohavemuchofthehostleftinhimnow。Hewasapoetwitharoughskin:onewhosesturdinesswasmoretheresultofexternalcircumstancesthanofintrinsicnature。Tookindlyconstitutedtobeveryprovident,hewasyetnotimprudent。Hehadaquiethumorousnessofdisposition,notoutofkeepingwithafrequentmelancholy,thegeneralexpressionofhiscountenancebeingoneofabstraction。LikeWaltWhitmanhefeltashisyearsincreased—— \'Iforeseetoomuch;itmeansmorethanIthought。\' Onthepresentoccasionheworegaitersandaleathernapron,andworkedwithhisshirt-sleevesrolledupbeyondhiselbows,disclosingsolidandfleshyratherthanmusculararms。Theywerestainedbythecider,andtwoorthreebrownapple-pipsfromthepomacehewashandlingweretobeseenstickingonthemhereandthere。 TheotherprominentfigurewasthatofRichardCrickett,theparishclerk,akindofBowdlerizedrake,whoateonlyasmuchasawoman,andhadtherheumatisminhislefthand。Theremainderofthegroup,brown-facedpeasants,woresmock-frocksembroideredontheshoulderswithheartsanddiamonds,andweregirtroundtheirmiddlewithastrap,anotherbeingwornroundtherightwrist。 \'Andhaveyouseenthesteward,Mr。Springrove?\'saidtheclerk。 \'Justaglimpseofhim;but\'twasjustenoughtoshowmethathe\'snothereforlong。\' \'Whymidthatbe?\' \'He\'llneverstandthevagariesofthefemalefigureholdenthereins——nothe。\' \'Shed\'payenwell,\'saidagrinder;\'andmoney\'smoney。\' \'Ah——\'tis:verymuchso,\'theclerkreplied。 \'Yes,yes,naibourCrickett,\'saidSpringrove,\'butshe\'llvleeinapassion——allthefatwillbeinthefire——andthere\'sanendo\'t……Yes,sheisaone,\'continuedthefarmer,resting,raisinghiseyes,andreadingthefeaturesofadistantapple。 \'Sheis,\'saidGad,restingtoo(itiswonderfulhowpromptajourneymanisinfollowinghismaster\'sinitiativetorest)andreflectivelyregardingthegroundinfrontofhim。 \'True:aoneisshe,\'theclerkchimedin,shakinghisheadominously。 \'Shehassuchatemper,\'saidthefarmer,\'andissowilfultoo。 Youmayaswelltrytostopafootpathasstopherwhenshehastakenanythingintoherhead。I\'dassoongrindlittlegreencrabsalldayaslivewi\'her。\' \'\'Tisatempershehev,\'tis,\'theclerkreplied,\'thoughIbeaservantoftheChurchthatsayit。Butsheisn\'tgoentofleeinapassionthistime。\' Theaudiencewaitedforthecontinuationofthespeech,asiftheyknewfromexperiencetheexactdistanceoffitlayinthefuture。 Theclerkswallowednothingasifitwereagreatdeal,andthenwenton,\'There\'ssome\'atbetween\'em:markmywords,naibours—— there\'ssome\'atbetween\'em。\' \'D\'yemeanit?\' \'Id\'knowit。HecamelastSaturday,didn\'the?\' \'\'Adid,truly,\'saidGadWeedy,atthesametimetakinganapplefromthehopperofthemill,eatingapiece,andflingingbacktheremaindertobegroundupforcider。 \'Hewenttochurcha-Sunday,\'saidtheclerkagain。 \'\'Adid。\' \'Andshekepthereyeuponenalltheservice,herfaceflickerenbetweenredandwhite,butneverstoppenateither。\' Mr。Springrovenodded,andwenttothepress。 \'Well,\'saidtheclerk,\'youdon\'tcallherthekindo\'womantomakemistakesinjusttrottenthroughtheweeklyserviceo\'God? Why,asaruleshe\'sasrightasIbemyself。\' Mr。Springrovenoddedagain,andgaveatwisttothescrewofthepress,followedinthemovementbyGadattheotherside;thetwogrindersexpressingbylooksofthegreatestconcernthat,ifMissAldclyffewereasrightatchurchastheclerk,shemustberightindeed。 \'Yes,asrightintheserviceo\'GodasIbemyself,\'repeatedtheclerk。\'ButlastSunday,whenwewereinthetenthcommandment,saysshe,“Inclineourheartstokeepthislaw,“saysshe,when\'twas“Lawsinourhearts,webeseechThee,“allthechurchthrough。 HereyewasuponHIM——shewasquitelost——“Heartstokeepthislaw,“ saysshe;shewasnomorethanamereshadderatthattenthtime——amereshadder。Youmi\'tha\'mouthedacrosstoher“LawsinourheartswebeseechThee,“fiftytimesover——she\'dneverha\'noticedye。She\'sinlovewi\'theman,that\'swhatsheis。\' \'Thenshe\'sabiggerstunpollthanItookherfor,\'saidMr。 Springrove。\'Why,she\'soldenoughtobehismother。\' \'Therow\'llbebetweenherandthatyoungCurlywig,you\'llsee。Shewon\'truntheriskofthatprettyfacebe-ennear。\' \'ClerkCrickett,Id\'fancyyoud\'knoweverythingabouteverybody,\' saidGad。 \'Wellso\'s,\'saidtheclerkmodestly。\'Idoknowalittle。Itcomestome。\' \'AndId\'knowwherefrom。\' \'Ah。\' \'Thatwifeo\'thine。She\'sanentertainenwoman,nottospeakdisrespectful。\' \'Sheis:andawinnenone。Lookatthehusbandsshe\'vehad——Godblessher!\' \'Iwonderyoucouldstandthirdinthatlist,ClerkCrickett,\'saidMr。Springrove。 \'Well,\'thasbeenapowero\'marveltomyselfoftentimes。Yes,matrimonydobeginwi\'“Dearlybeloved,“andendswi\'“Amazement,“ astheprayer-booksays。ButwhatcouldIdo,naibourSpringrove? \'Twasordainedtobe。WelldoIcalltomindwhatyourpoorladysaidtomewhenIhadjustmarried。“Ah,Mr。Crickett,“saysshe,“yourwifewillsoonsettleyouasshedidherothertwo:here\'saglasso\'rum,forIshan\'tseeyourpoorfacethistimenextyear。“ Iswalleredtherum,calledagainnextyear,andsaid,“Mrs。 Springrove,yougavemeaglasso\'rumlastyearbecauseIwasgoingtodie——hereIbealivestill,yousee。““Wellsaid,clerk!Here\'stwoglassesforyounow,then,“saysshe。“Thankyou,mem,“I said,andswalleredtherum。Well,dangmyoldsides,nextyearI thoughtI\'dcallagainandgetthree。AndcallIdid。Butshewouldn\'tgivemeadropo\'thecommonest。“No,clerk,“saysshe,“youbetootoughforawoman\'spity。“……Ah,poorsoul,\'twastrueenough!HerebeI,thatwasexpectedtodie,aliveandhardasanail,yousee,andthere\'sshemouldereninhergrave。\' \'Iusedtothink\'twasyourwife\'sfatenottohavealivenhusbandwhenIzid\'emdieoffso,\'saidGad。 \'Fate?Blessthysimplicity,so\'twasherfate;butshestruggledtohaveone,andwould,anddid。Fate\'snothenbesideawoman\'sschemen!\' \'Isuppose,then,thatFateisaHe,likeus,andtheLord,andtheresto\'\'emupabovethere,\'saidGad,liftinghiseyestothesky。 \'Hullo!Here\'stheyoungwomancomenthatwewerea-talkenaboutby-now,\'saidagrinder,suddenlyinterrupting。\'She\'scomenuphere,asIbealive!\' ThetwogrindersstoodandregardedCythereaasifshehadbeenashiptackingintoaharbour,nearlystoppingthemillintheirnewinterest。 \'Stylishaccoutrementsabouttheheadandshoulders,tomythinken,\' saidtheclerk。\'Sheenencurls,andplentyo\'em。\' \'Ifthere\'sonekindofpridemoreexcusablethananotherinayoungwoman,\'tisbeingproudofherhair,\'saidMr。Springrove。 \'Dearman!——thepridethereisonlyasmallpieceo\'thewhole。I warrantnow,thoughshecanshowsuchafigure,sheha\'n\'tasticko\'furnituretocallherown。\' \'Come,ClerkCrickett,letthemaidbeamaidwhilesheisamaid,\' saidFarmerSpringrovechivalrously。 \'O,\'repliedtheservantoftheChurch;\'I\'venothentosayagainstit——Ono: \'“Thechimney-sweeper\'sdaughterSueAsIhavehearddeclare,O,Althoughshe\'sneithersocknorshoeWillcurlanddeckherhair,O。“\' Cythereawasratherdisconcertedatfindingthatthegradualcessationofthechoppingofthemillwasonheraccount,andstillmorewhenshesawallthecider-makers\'eyesfixeduponherexceptMr。Springrove\'s,whosenaturaldelicacyrestrainedhim。Shenearedtheplotofgrass,butinsteadofadvancingfurther,hesitatedonitsborder。 Mr。Springroveperceivedherembarrassment,whichwasrelievedwhenshesawhisold-establishedfigurecomingacrosstoher,wipinghishandsinhisapron。 \'Iknowyourerrand,missie,\'hesaid,\'andamgladtoseeyou,andattendtoit。I\'llstepindoors。\' \'IfyouarebusyIaminnohurryforaminuteortwo,\'saidCytherea。 \'Thenifsobeyoureallywouldn\'tmind,we\'llwringdownthislastfillingtoletitdrainallnight?\' \'Notatall。Iliketoseeyou。\' \'Weareonlyjustgrindingdowntheearlypickthongsandgriffins,\' continuedthefarmer,inahalf-apologetictonefordetainingbyhiscider-makinganywell-dressedwoman。\'Theyrotasblackasachimney-crookifwekeep\'emtilltheregularsturnin。\'Ashespokehewentbacktothepress,Cythereakeepingathiselbow。 \'I\'mlaterthanIshouldhavebeenbyrights,\'hecontinued,takingupaleverforpropellingthescrew,andbeckoningtothementocomeforward。\'Thetruthis,mysonEdwardhadpromisedtocometo- day,andImadepreparations;butinsteadofhimcomesaletter: “London,Septembertheeighteenth,DearFather,“sayshe,andwentontotellmehecouldn\'t。Itthrewmeoutabit。\' \'Ofcourse,\'saidCytherea。 \'He\'sgotaplace\'ab\'lieve?\'saidtheclerk,drawingnear。 \'No,poormortalfellow,no。Hetriedforthisonehere,youknow,butcouldn\'tmanagetogetit。Idon\'tknowtherightso\'thematter,butwilly-nillytheywouldn\'thavehimforsteward。Nowmates,forminline。\' Springrove,theclerk,thegrinders,andGad,allrangedthemselvesbehindtheleverofthescrew,andwalkedroundlikesoldierswheeling。 \'Themanthattheoldqueanhevgotisamanyoucanhardlygetuponyourtonguetogainsay,bythelooko\'en,\'rejoinedClerkCrickett。 \'Oneo\'thempeoplethatcancontrivetobethoughtnoworseo\'forstealenahorsethananothermanforlookenoverhedgeaten,\'saidagrinder。 \'Well,he\'sallthereassteward,andisquitethegentleman——nodoubtaboutthat。\' \'SowouldmyTedha\'been,forthemattero\'that,\'thefarmersaid。 \'That\'strue:\'awould,sir。\' \'Isaid,I\'llgiveTedagoodeducationifitdocostmemyeyes,andIwouldhavedoneit。\' \'Ay,thatyouwouldso,\'saidthechorusofassistantssolemnly。 \'Buthetooktobooksanddrawingnaturally,andcostverylittle; andasawind-upthewomenfolkhatchedupamatchbetweenhimandhiscousin。\' \'When\'stheweddentobe,Mr。Springrove?\' \'Uncertain——butsoon,Isuppose。Edward,yousee,candoanythingprettynearly,andyetcan\'tgetastraightforwardliving。IwishsometimesIhadkepthimhere,andletprofessionsgo。Buthewassuchaoneforthepencil。\' Hedroppedtheleverinthehedge,andturnedtohisvisitor。 \'Nowthen,missie,ifyou\'llcomeindoors,please。\' GadWeedylookedwithaplacidcriticismatCythereaasshewithdrewwiththefarmer。 \'Icouldtellbythetongueo\'herthatshedidn\'ttakeherdegreesinourcounty,\'hesaidinanundertone。 \'Therailwayshaveleftyoulonelyhere,\'sheobserved,whentheywereindoors。 Savethewitheredoldflies,whichwerequitetamefromthesolitude,notabeingwasinthehouse。Nobodyseemedtohaveentereditsincethelastpassengerhadbeencalledouttomountthelaststage-coachthathadrunby。 \'Yes,theInnandIseemalmostapairoffossils,\'thefarmerreplied,lookingattheroomandthenathimself。 \'O,Mr。Springrove,\'saidCytherea,suddenlyrecollectingherself; \'IammuchobligedtoyouforrecommendingmetoMissAldclyffe。\' Shebegantowarmtowardstheoldman;therewasinhimagentlenessofdispositionwhichremindedherofherownfather。 \'Recommending?Notatall,miss。Ted——that\'smyson——Tedsaidafellow-draughtsmanofhishadasisterwhowantedtobedoingsomethingintheworld,andImentionedittothehousekeeper,that\'sall。Ay,Imissmysonverymuch。\' Shekeptherbacktothewindowthathemightnotseeherrisingcolour。 \'Yes,\'hecontinued,\'sometimesIcan\'thelpfeelinguneasyabouthim。Youknow,heseemsnotmadeforatownlifeexactly:hegetsveryqueeroveritsometimes,Ithink。Perhapshe\'llbebetterwhenhe\'smarriedtoAdelaide。\' Ahalf-impatientfeelingaroseinher,likethatwhichpossessesasickpersonwhenhehearsarecently-struckhourstruckagainbyaslowclock。Shehadlivedfurtheron。 \'Everythingdependsuponwhetherhelovesher,\'shesaidtremulously。 \'Heusedto——hedoesn\'tshowitsomuchnow;butthat\'sbecausehe\'solder。Yousee,itwasseveralyearsagotheyfirstwalkedtogetherasyoungmanandyoungwoman。She\'salteredtoofromwhatshewaswhenhefirstcourtedher。\' \'How,sir?\' \'O,she\'smoresensiblebyhalf。Whenheusedtowritetohershe\'dcreepupthelaneandlookbackoverhershoulder,andslideouttheletter,andreadawordandstandinthoughtlookingatthehillsandseeingnone。Thenthecuckoowouldcry——awaytheletterwouldslip,andshe\'dstartwi\'frightatthemerebird,andhavearedskinbeforethequickestmanamongyecouldsay,“Bloodrushup。“\' Hecameforwardwiththemoneyanddroppeditintoherhand。HisthoughtswerestillwithEdward,andheabsentlytookherlittlefingersinhisashesaid,earnestlyandingenuously—— \'\'TissoseldomIgetagentlewomantospeaktothatIcan\'thelpspeakingtoyou,MissGraye,onmyfearsforEdward;Isometimesamafraidthathe\'llnevergeton——thathe\'lldiepooranddespisedundertheworstmentalconditions,akeensenseofhavingbeenpassedintheracebymenwhosebrainsarenothingtohisown,allthroughhisseeingtoofarintothings——beingdiscontentedwithmake-shifts——thinkingo\'perfectioninthings,andthensickenedthatthere\'snosuchthingasperfection。Ishan\'tbesorrytoseehimmarry,sinceitmaysettlehimdownanddohimgood……Ay,we\'llhopeforthebest。\' Heletgoherhandandaccompaniedhertothedoorsaying,\'Ifyoushouldcaretowalkthiswayandtalktoanoldmanoncenowandthen,itwillbeagreatdelighttohim,MissGraye。Good-eveningtoye……Ahlook!athunderstormisbrewing——bequickhome。OrshallIstepupwithyou?\' \'No,thankyou,Mr。Springrove。Goodevening,\'shesaidinalowvoice,andhurriedaway。Onethoughtstillpossessedher;Edwardhadtrifledwithherlove。 4。FIVETOSIXP。M。 Shefollowedtheroadintoaboweroftrees,overhangingitsodenselythatthepassappearedlikearabbit\'sburrow,andpresentlyreachedasideentrancetothepark。Thecloudsrosemorerapidlythanthefarmerhadanticipated:thesheepmovedinatrail,andcomplainedincoherently。Lividgreyshades,likethoseofthemodernFrenchpainters,madeamysteryoftheremoteanddarkpartsofthevista,andseemedtoinsistuponasuspensionofbreath。 Beforeshewashalf-wayacrosstheparkthethunderrumbleddistinctly。 Thedirectioninwhichshehadtogowouldtakeherclosebytheoldmanor-house。Theairwasperfectlystill,andbetweeneachlowrumbleofthethunderbehindshecouldheartheroarofthewaterfallbeforeher,andthecreakoftheengineamongthebusheshardbyit。Hurryingon,withagrowingdreadofthegloomandoftheapproachingstorm,shedrewneartheOldHouse,nowrisingbeforeheragainstthedarkfoliageandskyintonesofstrangewhiteness。 Ontheflightofsteps,whichdescendedfromaterraceinfronttothelevelofthepark,stoodaman。Heappeared,partlyfromthereliefthepositiongavetohisfigure,andpartlyfromfact,tobeoftoweringheight。Hewasdarkinoutline,andwaslookingatthesky,withhishandsbehindhim。 ItwasnecessaryforCythereatopassdirectlyacrossthelineofhisfront。Shefeltsoreluctanttodothis,thatshewasabouttoturnunderthetreesoutofthepathandenteritagainatapointbeyondtheOldHouse;buthehadseenher,andshecameonmechanically,unconsciouslyavertingherfacealittle,anddroppingherglancetotheground。 Hereyesunswervinglylingeredalongthepathuntiltheyfelluponanotherpathbranchinginarightlinefromthepathshewaspursuing。ItcamefromthestepsoftheOldHouse。\'Iamexactlyoppositehimnow,\'shethought,\'andhiseyesaregoingthroughme。\' Aclearmasculinevoicesaid,atthesameinstant—— \'Areyouafraid?\' She,interpretinghisquestionbyherfeelingsatthemoment,assumedhimselftobetheobjectoffear,ifany。\'Idon\'tthinkI am,\'shestammered。 Heseemedtoknowthatshethoughtinthatsense。 \'Ofthethunder,Imean,\'hesaid;\'notofmyself。\' Shemustturntohimnow。\'Ithinkitisgoingtorain,\'sheremarkedforthesakeofsayingsomething。 Hecouldnotconcealhissurpriseandadmirationofherfaceandbearing。Hesaidcourteously,\'ItmaypossiblynotrainbeforeyoureachtheHouse,ifyouaregoingthere?\' \'Yes,Iam,\' \'MayIwalkupwithyou?Itislonelyunderthetrees。\' \'No。\'Fearinghiscourtesyarosefromabeliefthathewasaddressingawomanofhigherstationthanwashers,sheadded,\'IamMissAldclyffe\'scompanion。Idon\'tmindtheloneliness。\' \'O,MissAldclyffe\'scompanion。Thenwillyoubekindenoughtotakeasubscriptiontoher?ShesenttomethisafternoontoaskmetobecomeasubscribertoherSociety,andIwasout。OfcourseI\'llsubscribeifshewishesit。ItakeagreatinterestintheSociety。\' \'MissAldclyffewillbegladtohearthat,Iknow。\' \'Yes;letmesee——whatSocietydidshesayitwas?IamafraidI haven\'tenoughmoneyinmypocket,andyetitwouldbeasatisfactiontohertohavepracticalproofofmywillingness。I\'llgetit,andbeoutinoneminute。\' Heenteredthehouseandwasathersideagainwithinthetimehehadnamed。\'Thisisit,\'hesaidpleasantly。 Sheheldupherhand。Thesofttipsofhisfingersbrushedthepalmofhergloveasheplacedthemoneywithinit。Shewonderedwhyhisfingersshouldhavetouchedher。 \'Ithinkafterall,\'hecontinued,\'thattherainisuponus,andwilldrenchyoubeforeyoureachtheHouse。Yes:seethere。\' Hepointedtoaroundwetspotaslargeasanasturtiumleaf,whichhadsuddenlyappeareduponthewhitesurfaceofthestep。 \'Youhadbettercomeintotheporch。Itisnotnearlynightyet。 Thecloudsmakeitseemlaterthanitreallyis。\' Heavydropsofrain,followedimmediatelybyaforkedflashoflightningandsharprattlingthundercompelledher,willinglyorno,toaccepthisinvitation。Sheascendedthesteps,stoodbesidehimjustwithintheporch,andforthefirsttimeobtainedaseriesofshortviewsofhisperson,astheywaitedthereinsilence。 Hewasanextremelyhandsomeman,well-formed,andwell-dressed,ofanagewhichseemedtobetwoorthreeyearslessthanthirty。Themoststrikingpointinhisappearancewasthewonderful,almostpreternatural,clearnessofhiscomplexion。Therewasnotablemishorspeckofanykindtomarthesmoothnessofitssurfaceorthebeautyofitshue。Next,hisforeheadwassquareandbroad,hisbrowsstraightandfirm,hiseyespenetratingandclear。Bycollectingtheroundofexpressionstheygaveforth,apersonwhotheorizedonsuchmatterswouldhaveimbibedthenotionthattheirownerwasofanaturetokickagainstthepricks;thelastmanintheworldtoputupwithapositionbecauseitseemedtobehisdestinytodoso;onewhotookuponhimselftoresistfatewiththevindictivedeterminationofaTheomachist。Eyesandforeheadbothwouldhaveexpressedkeennessofintellecttooseverelytobepleasing,hadtheirforcenotbeencounteractedbythelinesandtoneofthelips。Thesewerefullandluscioustoasurprisingdegree,possessingawoman-likesoftnessofcurve,andarubyrednesssointense,astotestifystronglytomuchsusceptibilityofheartwherefemininebeautywasconcerned——asusceptibilitythatmightrequirealltheballastofbrainwithwhichhehadpreviouslybeencreditedtoconfinewithinreasonablechannels。 Hismannerwasratherelegantthangood:hisspeechwell-finishedandunconstrained。 Thepauseintheirdiscourse,whichhadbeencausedbythepealofthunderwasunbrokenbyeitherforaminuteortwo,duringwhichtheearsofbothseemedtobeabsentlyfollowingthelowroarofthewaterfallasitbecamegraduallyrivalledbytheincreasingrushofrainuponthetreesandherbageofthegrove。Afterhershortlooksathim,Cythereahadturnedherheadtowardstheavenueforawhile,andnow,glancingbackagainforaninstant,shediscoveredthathiseyeswereengagedinasteady,thoughdelicate,regardofherfaceandform。 Atthismoment,byreasonofthenarrownessoftheporch,theirdressestouched,andremainedincontact。 Hisclothesaresomethingexteriortoeveryman;buttoawomanherdressispartofherbody。Itsmotionsareallpresenttoherintelligenceifnottohereyes;nomanknowshowhiscoat-tailsswing。Bytheslightesthyperboleitmaybesaidthatherdresshassensation。CreasebuttheveryUltimaThuleoffringeorflounce,andithurtsherasmuchaspinchingher。Delicateantennae,orfeelers,bristleoneveryoutlyingfrill。Gototheuppermost:sheisthere;treadonthelowest:thefaircreatureistherealmostbeforeyou。 Thusthetouchofclothes,whichwasnothingtoManston,sentathrillthroughCytherea,seeing,moreover,thathewasofthenatureofamysteriousstranger。Shelookedoutagainatthestorm,butstillfelthim。Atlasttoescapethesensationshemovedaway,thoughbysodoingitwasnecessarytoadvancealittleintotherain。 \'Look,therainiscomingintotheporchuponyou,\'hesaid。\'Stepinsidethedoor。\' Cythereahesitated。 \'Perfectlysafe,Iassureyou,\'headded,laughing,andholdingthedooropen。\'YoushallseewhatastateofdisorganizationIamin—— boxesonboxes,furniture,straw,crockery,ineveryformoftransposition。Anoldwomanisinthebackquarterssomewhere,beginningtoputthingstorights……Youknowtheinsideofthehouse,Idaresay?\' \'Ihaveneverbeenin。\' \'Owell,comealong。Here,yousee,theyhavemadeadoorthrough,here,theyhaveputapartitiondividingtheoldhallintotwo,onepartisnowmyparlour;theretheyhaveputaplasterceiling,hidingtheoldchestnut-carvedroofbecauseitwastoohighandwouldhavebeenchillyforme;yousee,beingtheoriginalhall,itwasopenrightuptothetop,andherethelordofthemanorandhisretainersusedtomeetandbemerrybythelightfromthemonstrousfirewhichshoneoutfromthatmonstrousfire-place,nownarrowedtoamerenothingformygrate,thoughyoucanseetheoldoutlinestill。IalmostwishIcouldhavehaditinitsoriginalstate。\' \'Withmoreromanceandlesscomfort。\' \'Yes,exactly。Well,perhapsthewishisnotdeep-seated。Youwillseehowthethingsaretumbledinanyhow,packing-casesandall。 Theonlypieceofornamentalfurnitureyetunpackedisthisone。\' \'Anorgan?\' \'Yes,anorgan。Imadeitmyself,exceptthepipes。Iopenedthecasethisafternoontocommencesoothingmyselfatonce。Itisnotaverylargeone,butquitebigenoughforaprivatehouse。Youplay,Idaresay?\' \'Thepiano。Iamnotatallusedtoanorgan。\' \'Youwouldsoonacquirethetouchforanorgan,thoughitwouldspoilyourtouchforthepiano。Notthatthatmattersagreatdeal。 Apianoisn\'tmuchasaninstrument。\' \'Itisthefashiontosaysonow。Ithinkitisquitegoodenough。\' \'Thatisn\'taltogetherarightsentimentaboutthingsbeinggoodenough。\' \'No——no。WhatImeanis,thatthemenwhodespisepianosdoitasarulefromtheirteeth,merelyforfashion\'ssake,becausecleverermenhavesaiditbeforethem——notfromtheexperienceoftheirears。\' NowCythereaallatoncebrokeintoablushattheconsciousnessofagreatsnubshehadbeenguiltyofinhereagernesstoexplainherself。Hecharitablyexpressedbyalookthathedidnotintheleastmindherblunder,ifitwereone;andthisattitudeforcedhimintoapositionofmentalsuperioritywhichvexedher。 \'Iplayformyprivateamusementonly,\'hesaid。\'Ihaveneverlearnedscientifically。AllIknowiswhatItaughtmyself。\' Thethunder,lightning,andrainhadnowincreasedtoaterrificforce。Theclouds,fromwhichdarts,forks,zigzags,andballsoffirecontinuallysprang,didnotappeartobemorethanahundredyardsabovetheirheads,andeverynowandthenaflashandapealmadegapsinthesteward\'sdescriptions。Hewenttowardstheorgan,inthemidstofavolleywhichseemedtoshaketheagedhousefromfoundationstochimney。 \'Youarenotgoingtoplaynow,areyou?\'saidCythereauneasily。 \'Oyes。Whynotnow?\'hesaid。\'Youcan\'tgohome,andthereforewemayaswellbeamused,ifyoudon\'tmindsittingonthisbox。 ThefewchairsIhaveunpackedareintheotherroom。\' Withoutwaitingtoseewhethershesatdownornot,heturnedtotheorganandbeganextemporizingaharmonywhichmeanderedthrougheveryvarietyofexpressionofwhichtheinstrumentwascapable。 Presentlyheceasedandbegansearchingforsomemusic-book。 \'Whatasplendidflash!\'hesaid,asthelightningagainshoneinthroughthemullionedwindow,which,ofaproportiontosuitthewholeextentoftheoriginalhall,wasmuchtoolargeforthepresentroom。Thethunderpealedagain。Cytherea,inspiteofherself,wasfrightened,notonlyattheweather,butatthegeneralunearthlyweirdnesswhichseemedtosurroundherthere。 \'IwishI——thelightningwasn\'tsobright。Doyouthinkitwilllastlong?\'shesaidtimidly。 \'Itcan\'tlastmuchlonger,\'hemurmured,withoutturning,runninghisfingersagainoverthekeys。\'Butthisisnothing,\'hecontinued,suddenlystoppingandregardingher。\'Itseemsbrighterbecauseofthedeepshadowunderthosetreesyonder。Don\'tmindit; nowlookatme——lookinmyface——now。\' Hehadfacedthewindow,lookingfixedlyattheskywithhisdarkstrongeyes。Sheseemedcompelledtodoasshewasbidden,andlookedinthetoo-delicatelybeautifulface。 Theflashcame;buthedidnotturnorblink,keepinghiseyesfixedasfirmlyasbefore。\'There,\'hesaid,turningtoher,\'that\'sthewaytolookatlightning。\' \'O,itmighthaveblindedyou!\'sheexclaimed。 \'Nonsense——notlightningofthissort——Ishouldn\'thavestaredatitiftherehadbeendanger。Itisonlysheet-lightningnow。Now,willyouhaveanotherpiece?Somethingfromanoratoriothistime?\' \'No,thankyou——Idon\'twanttohearitwhilstitthundersso。\'Buthehadbegunwithoutheedingheranswer,andshestoodmotionlessagain,marvellingatthewonderfulindifferencetoallexternalcircumstancewhichwasnowevincedbyhiscompleteabsorptioninthemusicbeforehim。 \'Whydoyouplaysuchsaddeningchords?\'shesaid,whenhenextpaused。 \'H\'m——becauseIlikethem,Isuppose,\'saidhelightly。\'Don\'tyoulikesadimpressionssometimes?\' \'Yes,sometimes,perhaps。\' \'Whenyouarefulloftrouble。\' \'Yes。\' \'Well,whyshouldn\'tIwhenIamfulloftrouble?\' \'Areyoutroubled?\' \'Iamtroubled。\'Hesaidthisthoughtfullyandabruptly——soabruptlythatshedidnotpushthedialoguefurther。 Henowplayedmorepowerfully。Cythereahadneverheardmusicinthecompletenessoffullorchestralpower,andthetonesoftheorgan,whichreverberatedwithconsiderableeffectinthecomparativelysmallspaceoftheroom,heightenedbytheelementalstrifeoflightandsoundoutside,movedhertoadegreeoutofproportiontotheactualpowerofthemerenotes,practisedaswasthehandthatproducedthem。Thevaryingstrains——nowloud,nowsoft;simple,complicated,weird,touching,grand,boisterous,subdued;eachphasedistinct,yetmodulatingintothenextwithagracefulandeasyflow——shookandbenthertothemselves,asagushingbrookshakesandbendsashadowcastacrossitssurface。 Thepowerofthemusicdidnotshowitselfsomuchbyattractingherattentiontothesubjectofthepiece,asbytakingupanddevelopingasitslibrettothepoemofherownlifeandsoul,shiftingherdeedsandintentionsfromthehandsofherjudgmentandholdingtheminitsown。 Shewasswayedintoemotionalopinionsconcerningthestrangemanbeforeher;newimpulsesofthoughtcamewithnewharmonies,andenteredintoherwithagnawingthrill。Adreadfulflashoflightningthen,andthethundercloseuponit。Shefoundherselfinvoluntarilyshrinkingupbesidehim,andlookingwithpartedlipsathisface。 Heturnedhiseyesandsawheremotion,whichgreatlyincreasedtheidealelementinherexpressiveface。Shewasinthestateinwhichwoman\'sinstincttoconcealhaslostitspoweroverherimpulsetotell;andhesawit。Bendinghishandsomefaceoverhertillhislipsalmosttouchedherear,hemurmured,withoutbreakingtheharmonies—— \'Doyouverymuchlikethispiece?\' \'Verymuchindeed,\'shesaid。 \'Icouldseeyouwereaffectedbyit。Iwillcopyitforyou。\' \'Thankyoumuch。\' \'IwillbringittotheHousetoyouto-morrow。WhoshallIaskfor?\' \'O,notforme。Don\'tbringit,\'shesaidhastily。\'Ishouldn\'tlikeyouto。\' \'Letmesee——to-morroweveningatsevenorafewminutespastI shallbepassingthewaterfallonmywayhome。Icouldconvenientlygiveityouthere,andIshouldlikeyoutohaveit。\' HemodulatedintothePastoralSymphony,stilllookinginhereyes。 \'Verywell,\'shesaid,togetridofthelook。 Thestormhadbythistimeconsiderablydecreasedinviolence,andinsevenortenminutestheskypartiallycleared,thecloudsaroundthewesternhorizonbecominglightedupwiththeraysofthesinkingsun。 Cythereadrewalongbreathofrelief,andpreparedtogoaway。Shewasfullofadistressingsensethatherdetentionintheoldmanor- house,andtheacquaintanceshipithadsetonfoot,wasnotathingshewished。Itwassuchafoolishthingtohavebeenexcitedanddraggedintofranknessbythewilesofastranger。 \'Allowmetocomewithyou,\'hesaid,accompanyinghertothedoor,andagainshowingbyhisbehaviourhowmuchhewasimpressedwithher。Hisinfluenceoverherhadvanishedwiththemusicalchords,andsheturnedherbackuponhim。\'MayIcome?\'herepeated。 \'No,no。Thedistanceisnotaquarterofamile——itisreallynotnecessary,thankyou,\'shesaidquietly。Andwishinghimgood- evening,withoutmeetinghiseyes,shewentdownthesteps,leavinghimstandingatthedoor。 \'O,howisitthatmanhassofascinatedme?\'wasallshecouldthink。Herownself,asshehadsatspell-boundbeforehim,wasallshecouldsee。Hergaitwasconstrained,fromtheknowledgethathiseyeswereuponheruntilshehadpassedthehollowbythewaterfall,andbyascendingtherisehadbecomehiddenfromhisviewbytheboughsoftheoverhangingtrees。 5。SIXTOSEVENP。M。 Thewetshiningroadthrewthewesternglareintohereyeswithaninvidiouslustrewhichrenderedtherestlessnessofhermoodmorewearying。Herthoughtsflewfromideatoideawithoutaskingfortheslightestlinkofconnectionbetweenoneandanother。OnemomentshewasfullofthewildmusicandstirringscenewithManston——thenext,Edward\'simagerosebeforeherlikeashadowyghost。ThenManston\'sblackeyesseemedpiercingheragain,andtherecklessvoluptuousmouthappearedbendingtothecurvesofhisspecialwords。Whatcouldbethosetroublestowhichhehadalluded?PerhapsMissAldclyffewasatthebottomofthem。Sadatheartshepacedon:herlifewasbewilderingher。 OncomingintoMissAldclyffe\'spresenceCythereatoldheroftheincident,notwithoutafearthatshewouldburstintooneofherungovernablefitsoftemperatlearningCytherea\'sslightdeparturefromtheprogramme。But,strangelytoCytherea,MissAldclyffelookeddelighted。Theusualcross-examinationfollowed。 \'Andsoyouwerewithhimallthattime?\'saidthelady,withassumedseverity。 \'Yes,Iwas。\' \'IdidnottellyoutocallattheOldHousetwice。\' \'Ididn\'tcall,asIhavesaid。Hemademecomeintotheporch。\' \'Whatremarksdidhemake,doyousay?\' \'ThatthelightningwasnotsobadasIthought。\' \'Averyimportantremark,that。Didhe——\'sheturnedherglancefulluponthegirl,andeyeinghersearchingly,said—— \'DidhesayanythingaboutME?\' \'Nothing,\'saidCytherea,returninghergazecalmly,\'exceptthatI wastogiveyouthesubscription。\' \'Youarequitesure?\' \'Quite。\' \'Ibelieveyou。Didhesayanythingstrikingorstrangeabouthimself?\' \'Onlyonething——thathewastroubled,\' \'Troubled!\' Aftersayingtheword,MissAldclyfferelapsedintosilence。Suchbehaviourasthishadended,onmostpreviousoccasions,byhermakingaconfession,andCythereaexpectedonenow。Butforonceshewasmistaken,nothingmorewassaid。 WhenshehadreturnedtoherroomshesatdownandpennedafarewelllettertoEdwardSpringrove,aslittleableasanyotherexcitableandbrimmingyoungwomanofnineteentofeelthatthewisestandonlydignifiedcourseatthatjuncturewastodonothingatall。 Shetoldhimthat,toherpainfulsurprise,shehadlearntthathisengagementtoanotherwomanwasamatterofnotoriety。Sheinsistedthatallhonourbadehimmarryhisearlylove——awomanfarbetterthanherunworthyself,whoonlydeservedtobeforgotten,andbeggedhimtorememberthathewasnottoseeherfaceagain。SheupbraidedhimforlevityandcrueltyinmeetinghersofrequentlyatBudmouth,andaboveallinstealingthekissfromherlipsonthelasteveningofthewaterexcursions。\'Inever,nevercanforgetit!\'shesaid,andthenfeltasensationofhavingdoneherduty,ostensiblypersuadingherselfthatherreproachesandcommandswereofsuchaforcethatnomantowhomtheywereutteredcouldeverapproachhermore。 Yetitwasallunconsciouslysaidinwordswhichbetrayedalingeringtendernessofloveateveryunguardedturn。LikeBeatriceaccusingDantefromthechariot,tryasshemighttoplaythesuperiorbeingwhocontemnedsuchmereeye-sensuousness,shebetrayedateverypointaprettywoman\'sjealousyofarival,andcovertlygaveheroldloverhintsforexcusinghimselfateachfreshindictment。 Thisdone,Cytherea,stillinapracticalmood,upbraidedherselfwithweaknessinallowingastrangerlikeMr。Manstontoinfluenceherashehaddonethatevening。Whatrightonearthhadhetosuggestsosuddenlythatshemightmeethimatthewaterfalltoreceivehismusic?Shewouldhavegivenmuchtobeabletoannihilatetheascendencyhehadobtainedoverherduringthatextraordinaryintervalofmelodioussound。Notbeingabletoendurethenotionofhislivingaminutelongerinthebeliefhewasthenholding,shetookherpenandwrotetohimalso:—— \'KNAPWATERHOUSE September20th。 \'IfindIcannotmeetyouatseveno\'clockbythewaterfallasI promised。TheemotionIfeltmademeforgetfulofrealities。 \'C。GRAYE。\' Agreatstatesmanthinksseveraltimes,andacts;ayoungladyacts,andthinksseveraltimes。When,afewminuteslater,shesawthepostmancarryoffthebagcontainingoneoftheletters,andamessengerwiththeother,she,forthefirsttime,askedherselfthequestionwhethershehadactedverywiselyinwritingtoeitherofthetwomenwhohadsoinfluencedher。 IX。THEEVENTSOFTENWEEKS 1。FROMSEPTEMBERTHETWENTY-FIRSTTOTHEMIDDLEOFNOVEMBER TheforemostfigurewithinCytherea\'shorizon,exclusiveoftheinmatesofKnapwaterHouse,wasnowthesteward,Mr。Manston。Itwasimpossiblethattheyshouldlivewithinaquarterofamileofeachother,beengagedinthesameservice,andattendthesamechurch,withoutmeetingatsomespotoranother,twiceorthriceaweek。OnSundays,inherpew,whenbychancesheturnedherhead,Cythereafoundhiseyeswaitingdesirouslyforaglimpseofhers,and,atfirstmorestrangely,theeyesofMissAldclyffefurtivelyrestingonhim。OncomingoutofchurchhefrequentlywalkedbesideCythereatillshereachedthegateatwhichresidentsintheHouseturnedintotheshrubbery。Bydegreesaconjecturegrewtoacertainty。Sheknewthathelovedher。 Butastrangefactwasconnectedwiththedevelopmentofhislove。 Hewaspalpablymakingthestrongesteffortstosubdue,oratleasttohide,theweakness,andasitsometimesseemed,ratherfromhisownconsciencethanfromsurroundingeyes。Henceshefoundthatnotoneofhisencounterswithherwasanythingmorethantheresultofpureaccident。Hemadenoadvanceswhatever:withoutavoidingher,heneversoughther:thewordshehadwhisperedattheirfirstinterviewnowprovedthemselvestobequiteasmuchtheresultofunguardedimpulseaswasheranswer。Somethingheldhimback,boundhisimpulsedown,butshesawthatitwasneitherprideofhisperson,norfearthatshewouldrefusehim——acoursesheunhesitatinglyresolvedtotakeshouldhethinkfittodeclarehimself。Shewasinterestedinhimandhismarvellousbeauty,asshemighthavebeeninsomefascinatingpantherorleopard——forsomeundefinablereasonsheshrankfromhim,evenwhilstsheadmired。 Thekeynoteofhernature,awarm\'precipitanceofsoul,\'asColeridgehappilywritesit,whichManstonhadsodirectlypounceduponattheirveryfirstinterview,gavehernowatremuloussenseofbeinginsomewayinhispower。 Thestateofmindwas,onthewhole,adangerousoneforayoungandinexperiencedwoman;andperhapsthecircumstancewhich,morethananyother,ledhertocherishEdward\'simagenow,wasthathehadtakennonoticeofthereceiptofherletter,statingthatshediscardedhim。Itwasplainthen,shesaid,thathedidnotcaredeeplyforher,andshethereuponcouldnotquiteleaveoffcaringdeeplyforhim:—— \'Ingeniummulierum,Noluntubivelis,ubinoliscupiuntultro。\' ThemonthofOctoberpassed,andNovemberbeganitscourse。TheinhabitantsofthevillageofCarrifordgrewwearyofsupposingthatMissAldclyffewasgoingtomarryhersteward。Newwhispersaroseandbecameverydistinct(thoughtheydidnotreachMissAldclyffe\'sears)totheeffectthatthestewardwasdeeplyinlovewithCythereaGraye。Indeed,thefactbecamesoobviousthattherewasnothinglefttosayaboutitexceptthattheirmarriagewouldbeanexcellentoneforboth;——forherinpointofcomfort——andforhiminpointoflove。