第7章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:24813更新时间:18/12/21 14:43:47
3。HALF-PASTELEVENTOTWELVEP。M。 AhazardouslengthoftimeelapsedbeforetheinmatesoftheThreeTrantersknewoftheirdanger。Whenatlengththediscoverywasmade,therushwasarushforbarelife。 Aman\'svoicecalling,thenscreams,thenloudstampingandshoutswereheard。 Mr。Springroveranoutfirst。Twominuteslaterappearedtheostlerandchambermaid,whoweremanandwife。Theinn,ashasbeenstated,wasaquaintoldbuilding,andasinflammableasabee-hive; itoverhungthebaseatthelevelofthefirstfloor,andagainoverhungattheeaves,whichwerefinishedwithheavyoakbarge- boards;everyatominitssubstance,everyfeatureinitsconstruction,favouredthefire。 Theforkedflames,luridandsmoky,becamenearlylosttoview,burstingforthagainwithaboundandloudcrackle,increasedtenfoldinpowerandbrightness。Thecracklinggrewsharper。Longquiveringshadowsbegantobeflungfromthestatelytreesattheendofthehouse;thesquareoutlineofthechurchtower,ontheothersideoftheway,whichhadhithertobeenadarkmassagainstaskycomparativelylight,nowbegantoappearasalightobjectagainstaskyofdarkness;andeventhenarrowsurfaceoftheflag- staffatthetopcouldbeseeninitsdarksurrounding,broughtoutfromitsobscuritybytheraysfromthedancinglight。 Shoutsandothernoisesincreasedinloudnessandfrequency。Thelapseoftenminutesbroughtmostoftheinhabitantsofthatendofthevillageintothestreet,followedinashorttimebytherector,Mr。Raunham。 Castingahastyglanceupanddown,hebeckonedtooneortwoofthemen,andvanishedagain。Inashorttimewheelswereheard,andMr。 Raunhamandthemenreappeared,withthegardenengine,theonlyoneinthevillage,exceptthatatKnapwaterHouse。Aftersomelittletroublethehosewasconnectedwithatankintheoldstable-yard,andthepunyinstrumentbegantoplay。 Severalseemedparalyzedatfirst,andstoodtransfixed,theirrigidfaceslookinglikered-hotironintheglaringlight。Intheconfusionawomancried,\'Ringthebellsbackwards!\'andthreeorfouroftheoldandsuperstitiousenteredthebelfryandjangledthemindescribably。Somewereonlyhalfdressed,and,toaddtothehorror,amongthemwasClerkCrickett,runningupanddownwithafacestreamingwithblood,ghastlyandpitifultosee,hisexcitementbeingsogreatthathehadnottheslightestconceptionofhow,when,orwherehecamebythewound。 Thecrowdwasnowbusyatwork,andtriedtosavealittleofthefurnitureoftheinn。Theonlyroomtheycouldenterwastheparlour,fromwhichtheymanagedtobringoutthebureau,afewchairs,someoldsilvercandlesticks,andhalf-a-dozenlightarticles;butthesewereall。 Fierymatsofthatchslidofftheroofandfellintotheroadwithadeadenedthud,whilstwhiteflakesofstrawandwood-ashwereflyinginthewindlikefeathers。Atthesametimetwoofthecottagesadjoining,uponwhichalittlewaterhadbeenbroughttoplayfromtherector\'sengine,wereseentobeonfire。Theattenuatedspirtofwaterwasasnothingupontheheatedanddrysurfaceofthethatchedroof;thefireprevailedwithoutaminute\'shindrance,anddivedthroughtotherafters。 Suddenlyaroseacry,\'Where\'sMr。Springrove?\' Hehadvanishedfromthespotbythechurchyardwall,wherehehadbeenstandingafewminutesearlier。 \'Ifancyhe\'sgoneinside,\'saidavoice。 \'Madnessandfolly!whatcanhesave?\'saidanother。\'GoodGod,findhim!Helphere!\' Awildrushwasmadeatthedoor,whichhadfallento,andindefianceofthescorchingflamethatburstforth,threemenforcedthemselvesthroughit。Immediatelyinsidethethresholdtheyfoundtheobjectoftheirsearchlyingsenselessonthefloorofthepassage。 Tobringhimoutandlayhimonabankwastheworkofaninstant;abasinofcoldwaterwasdashedinhisface,andhebegantorecoverconsciousness,butveryslowly。Hehadbeensavedbyamiracle。Nosoonerwerehispreserversoutofthebuildingthanthewindow- frameslitupasifbymagicwithdeepandwavingfringesofflames。 Simultaneously,thejointsoftheboardsformingthefrontdoorstartedintoviewasglowingbarsoffire:astarofredlightpenetratedthecentre,graduallyincreasinginsizetilltheflamesrushedforth。 Thenthestaircasefell。 \'Everybodyisoutsafe,\'saidavoice。 \'Yes,thankGod!\'saidthreeorfourothers。 \'O,weforgotthatastrangercame!Ithinksheissafe。\' \'Ihopesheis,\'saidtheweakvoiceofsomeonecomingupfrombehind。Itwasthechambermaid\'s。 Springroveatthatmomentarousedhimself;hestaggeredtohisfeet,andthrewhishandsupwildly。 \'Everybody,no!no!Theladywhocamebytrain,Mrs。Manston!I triedtofetchherout,butIfell。\' Anexclamationofhorrorburstfromthecrowd;itwascausedpartlybythisdisclosureofSpringrove,morebytheaddedperceptionwhichfollowedhiswords。 Anaverageintervalofaboutthreeminuteshadelapsedbetweenoneintenselyfiercegustofwindandthenext,andnowanotherpouredoverthem;theroofswayed,andamomentafterwardsfellinwithacrash,pullingthegableafterit,andthrustingoutwardsthefrontwallofwood-work,whichfellintotheroadwitharumblingecho;acloudofblackdust,myriadsofsparks,andagreatoutburstofflamefollowedtheuproarofthefall。 \'Whoisshe?whatisshe?\'burstfromeverylipagainandagain,incoherently,andwithoutleavingasufficientpauseforareply,hadareplybeenvolunteered。 Theautumnwind,tameless,andswift,andproud,stillblewuponthedyingoldhouse,whichwasconstructedsoentirelyofcombustiblematerialsthatitburntalmostasfiercelyasacorn-rick。Theheatintheroadincreased,andnowforaninstantattheheightoftheconflagrationallstoodstill,andgazedsilently,awestruckandhelpless,inthepresenceofsoirresistibleanenemy。Then,withmindsfullofthetragedyunfoldedtothem,theyrushedforwardagainwiththeobtusedirectnessofwaves,totheirlabourofsavinggoodsfromthehousesadjoining,whichitwasevidentwerealldoomedtodestruction。 Theminutespassedby。TheThreeTrantersInnsankintoamereheapofred-hotcharcoal:thefirepusheditswaydowntherowasthechurchclockoppositeslowlystruckthehourofmidnight,andthebewilderedchimes,scarcelyheardamidthecracklingoftheflames,wanderedthroughthewaywardairoftheOldHundred-and-ThirteenthPsalm。 4。NINETOELEVENP。M。 ManstonmountedhisgigandsetoutfromChettlewoodthateveninginnoveryenviableframeofmind。ThethoughtofdomesticlifeinKnapwaterOldHouse,withthenoweclipsedwifeofthepast,wasmorethandisagreeable,waspositivelydistastefultohim。 Yetheknewthattheinfluentialposition,which,fromwhateverfortunatecause,heheldonMissAldclyffe\'smanor,wouldneveragainfalltohislotonanyother,andhetacitlyassentedtothisdilemma,hopingthatsomeconsolationorotherwouldsoonsuggestitselftohim;marriedashewas,hewasnearCytherea。 Heoccasionallylookedathiswatchashedrovealongthelanes,timingthepaceofhishorsebythehour,thathemightreachCarrifordRoadStationjustsoonenoughtomeetthelastLondontrain。 Hesoonbegantonoticeintheskyaslightyellowhalo,nearthehorizon。Itrapidlyincreased;itchangedcolour,andgrewredder; thentheglarevisiblybrightenedanddimmedatintervals,showingthatitsoriginwasaffectedbythestrongwindprevailing。 Manstonreinedinhishorseonthesummitofahill,andconsidered。 \'Itisarick-yardonfire,\'hethought;\'nohousecouldproducesucharagingflamesosuddenly。\' Hetrottedonagain,attemptingtoparticularizethelocalfeaturesintheneighbourhoodofthefire;butthisitwastoodarktodo,andtheexcessivewindingoftheroadsmisledhimastoitsdirection,notbeinganoldinhabitantofthedistrict,oracountrymanusedtoformingsuchjudgments;whilstthebrilliancyofthelightshorteneditsrealremotenesstoanapparentdistanceofnotmorethanhalf:itseemedsonearthatheagainstoppedhishorse,thistimetolisten;buthecouldhearnosound。 Enteringnowanarrowvalley,thesidesofwhichobscuredtheskytoanangleofperhapsthirtyorfortydegreesabovethemathematicalhorizon,hewasobligedtosuspendhisjudgmenttillhewasinpossessionoffurtherknowledge,havinghoweverassumedintheinterim,thatthefirewassomewherebetweenCarrifordRoadStationandthevillage。 Theself-sameglarehadjustarrestedtheeyesofanotherman。Hewasatthatminuteglidingalongseveralmilestotheeastofthesteward\'sposition,butnearingthesamepointasthattowhichManstontended。TheyoungerEdwardSpringrovewasreturningfromLondontohisfather\'shousebytheidenticaltrainwhichthestewardwasexpectingtobringhiswife,thetruthbeingthatEdward\'slatenesswasowingtothesimplestofallcauses,histemporarywantofmoney,whichledhimtomakeaslowjourneyforthesakeoftravellingatthird-classfare。 SpringrovehadreceivedCytherea\'sbitterandadmonitoryletter,andhewasclearlyawakenedtoaperceptionofthefalsepositioninwhichhehadplacedhimself,bykeepingsilenceatBudmouthonhislongengagement。AnincreasingreluctancetoputanendtothosefewdaysofecstasywithCythereahadoverruledhisconscience,andtiedhistonguetillspeakingwastoolate。 \'WhydidIdoit?howcouldIdreamoflovingher?\'heaskedhimselfashewalkedbyday,ashetossedonhisbedbynight:\'miserablefolly!\' Animpressionablehearthadforyears——perhapsasmanyassixorsevenyears——beendistractinghim,byunconsciouslysettingitselftoyearnforsomebodywanting,hescarcelyknewwhom。Echoesofhimself,thoughrarely,henowandthenfound。Sometimestheyweremen,sometimeswomen,hiscousinAdelaidebeingoneofthese;forinspiteofafashionwhichpervadesthewholecommunityatthepresentday——thehabitofexclaimingthatwomanisnotundevelopedman,butdiverse,thefactremainsthat,afterall,womenareMankind,andthatinmanyofthesentimentsoflifethedifferenceofsexisbutadifferenceofdegree。 Buttheindefinablehelpmatetotheremotersidesofhimselfstillcontinuedinvisible。Hegrewolder,andconcludedthattheideas,orratheremotions,whichpossessedhimonthesubject,wereprobablytoounrealevertobefoundembodiedinthefleshofawoman。Thereupon,hedevelopedaplanofsatisfyinghisdreamsbywanderingawaytotheheroinesofpoeticalimagination,andtooknofurtherthoughtontheearthlyrealizationofhisformlessdesire,inmorehomelymatterssatisfyinghimselfwithhiscousin。 Cythereaappearedinthesky:hisheartstartedupandspoke: \'TisShe,andhereLo!IunclotheandclearMywishes\'cloudycharacter。\' Somewomenkindleemotionsorapidlyinaman\'sheartthatthejudgmentcannotkeeppacewithitsrise,andfinds,oncomprehendingthesituation,thatfaithfulnesstotheoldloveisalreadytreacherytothenew。Suchwomenarenotnecessarilythegreatestoftheirsex,butthereareveryfewofthem。Cythereawasone。 Onreceivingtheletterfromherhehadtakentothinkingoverthesethings,andhadnotanswereditatall。But\'hungrygenerations\' soontreaddownthemuserinacity。Atlengthhethoughtofthestrongnecessityofliving。Afteradrearysearch,thenegligenceofwhichwasultimatelyovercomebymereconscientiousness,heobtainedasituationasassistanttoanarchitectintheneighbourhoodofCharingCross:thedutieswouldnotbegintillafterthelapseofamonth。 Hecouldnotatfirstdecidewhitherheshouldgotospendtheinterveningtime;butinthemidstofhisreasoningshefoundhimselfontheroadhomeward,impelledbyasecretandunownedhopeofgettingalastglimpseofCythereathere。 5。MIDNIGHT ItwasaquartertotwelvewhenManstondroveintothestation-yard。 Thetrainwaspunctual,andthebell,announcingitsarrival,rangashecrossedthebooking-officetogooutupontheplatform。 TheporterwhohadaccompaniedMrs。ManstontoCarriford,andhadreturnedtothestationonhisnightduty,recognizedthestewardasheentered,andimmediatelycametowardshim。 \'Mrs。Manstoncamebythenineo\'clocktrain,sir,\'hesaid。 Thestewardgaveventtoanexpressionofvexation。 \'Herluggageishere,sir,\'theportersaid。 \'Putitupbehindmeinthegigifitisnottoomuch,\'saidManston。 \'Directlythistrainisinandgone,sir。\' Themanvanishedandcrossedthelinetomeettheenteringtrain。 \'Whereisthatfire?\'Manstonsaidtothebooking-clerk。 Beforetheclerkcouldspeak,anothermanraninandansweredthequestionwithouthavingheardit。 \'HalfCarrifordisburntdown,orwillbe!\'heexclaimed。\'Youcan\'tseetheflamesfromthisstationonaccountofthetrees,butsteponthebridge——\'tistremendous!\' Healsocrossedthelinetoassistattheentryofthetrain,whichcameinthenextminute。 Thestewardstoodintheoffice。Onepassengeralighted,gaveuphisticket,andcrossedtheroominfrontofManston:ayoungmanwithablackbagandumbrellainhishand。Hepassedoutofthedoor,downthesteps,andstruckoutintothedarkness。 \'Whowasthatyoungman?\'saidManston,whentheporterhadreturned。Theyoungman,byakindofmagnetism,haddrawnthesteward\'sthoughtsafterhim。 \'He\'sanarchitect。\' \'Myownoldprofession。Icouldhaveswornitbythecutofhim,\' Manstonmurmured。\'What\'shisname?\'hesaidagain。 \'Springrove——FarmerSpringrove\'sson,Edward。\' \'FarmerSpringrove\'sson,Edward,\'thestewardrepeatedtohimself,andconsideredamattertowhichthewordshadpainfullyrecalledhismind。 ThematterwasMissAldclyffe\'smentionoftheyoungmanasCytherea\'slover,which,indeed,hadscarcelyeverbeenabsentfromhisthoughts。 \'Butfortheexistenceofmywifethatmanmighthavebeenmyrival,\'hepondered,followingtheporter,whohadnowcomebacktohim,intotheluggage-room。Andwhilstthemanwascarryingoutandputtinginonebox,whichwassufficientlyportableforthegig,Manstonstillthought,ashiseyeswatchedtheprocess—— \'Butformywife,Springrovemighthavebeenmyrival。\' Heexaminedthelampsofhisgig,carefullylaidoutthereins,mountedtheseatanddrovealongtheturnpike-roadtowardsKnapwaterPark。 Theexactlocalityofthefirewasplaintohimashenearedhome。 Hesooncouldheartheshoutofmen,theflappingoftheflames,thecracklingofburningwood,andcouldsmellthesmokefromtheconflagration。 Ofasudden,afewyardsahead,withinthecompassoftheraysfromtheright-handlamp,burstforwardthefigureofaman。Havingbeenwalkingindarknessthenewcomerraisedhishandstohiseyes,onapproachingnearer,toscreenthemfromtheglareofthereflector。 Manstonsawthathewasoneofthevillagers:asmallfarmeroriginally,whohaddrunkhimselfdowntoaday-labourerandreputedpoacher。 \'Hoy!\'criedManston,aloud,thatthemanmightstepasideoutoftheway。 \'IsthatMr。Manston?\'saidtheman。 \'Yes。\' \'Somebodyha\'cometoCarriford:andtherestofitmayconcernyou,sir。\' \'Well,well。\' \'DidyouexpectMrs。Manstonto-night,sir?\' \'Yes,unfortunatelyshe\'scome,Iknow,andasleeplongbeforethistime,Isuppose。\' Thelabourerleanthiselbowupontheshaftofthegigandturnedhisface,paleandsweatingfromhislateworkatthefire,uptoManston\'s。 \'Yes,shedidcome,\'hesaid……\'Ibegpardon,sir,butI shouldbegladof——of——\' \'What?\' \'Gladofatrifleforbringenyethenews。\' \'Notafarthing!Ididn\'twantyournews,Iknewshewascome。\' \'Won\'tyougivemeashillen,sir?\' \'Certainlynot。\' \'Thenwillyoulendmeashillen,sir?Ibetiredout,anddon\'tknowwhattodo。IfIdon\'tpayyoubacksomedayI\'llbed——d。\' \'Thedevilissocheatedthatperditionisn\'tworthapennyasasecurity。\' \'Oh!\' \'Letmegoon,\'saidManston。 \'ThywifeisDEAD;that\'s\'theresto\'thenews,\'saidthelabourerslowly。Hewaitedforareply;nonecame。 \'ShewenttotheThreeTranters,becauseshecouldn\'tgetintothyhouse,theburnenrooffellinuponherbeforeshecouldbecalledup,andshe\'sacinder,asthou\'ltbesomeday。\' \'Thatwilldo,letmedriveon,\'saidthestewardcalmly。 Expectationofaconcussionmaybesointensethatitsfailurestrikesthebrainwithmoreforcethanitsfulfilment。Thelabourersankbackintotheditch。SuchaCushicouldnotrealizethepossibilityofsuchanunmovedDavidasthis。 Manstondrovehastilytotheturningoftheroad,tiedhishorse,andranonfoottothesiteofthefire。 Thestagnationcausedbytheawfulaccidenthadbeenpassedthrough,andallhandswerehelpingtoremovefromtheremainingcottagewhatfurnituretheycouldlayholdof;thethatchoftheroofsbeingalreadyonfire。TheKnapwaterfire-enginehadarrivedonthespot,butitwassmall,andineffectual。Agroupwascollectedroundtherector,whoinacoatwhichhadbecomebespattered,scorched,andtorninhisexertions,wasdirectingononehandtheproceedingsrelativetotheremovalofgoodsintothechurch,andwiththeotherwaspointingoutthespotonwhichitwasmostdesirablethatthepunyenginesattheirdisposalshouldbemadetoplay。EverytonguewasinstantlysilentatthesightofManston\'spaleandclearcountenance,whichcontrastedstrangelywiththegrimyandstreamingfacesofthetoilingvillagers。 \'Wassheburnt?\'hesaidinafirmthoughhuskyvoice,andsteppingintotheilluminatedarea。Therectorcametohim,andtookhimaside。\'Issheburnt?\'repeatedManston。 \'Sheisdead:butthankGod,shewassparedthehorridagonyofburning,\'therectorsaidsolemnly;\'theroofandgablefellinuponher,andcrushedher。Instantdeathmusthavefollowed。\' \'Whywasshehere?\'saidManston。 \'Fromwhatwecanhurriedlycollect,itseemsthatshefoundthedoorofyourhouselocked,andconcludedthatyouhadretired,thefactbeingthatyourservant,Mrs。Crickett,hadgoneouttosupper。 Shethencamebacktotheinnandwenttobed。\' \'Where\'sthelandlord?\'saidManston。 Mr。Springrovecameup,walkingfeebly,andwrappedinacloak,andcorroboratedtheevidencegivenbytherector。 \'Didshelookill,orannoyed,whenshecame?\'saidthesteward。 \'Ican\'tsay。Ididn\'tsee;butIthink——\' \'Whatdoyouthink?\' \'Shewasmuchputoutaboutsomething。\' \'Mynotmeetingher,naturally,\'murmuredtheother,lostinreverie。HeturnedhisbackonSpringroveandtherector,andretiredfromtheshininglight。 Everythinghadbeendonethatcouldbedonewiththelimitedmeansattheirdisposal。Thewholerowofhouseswasdestroyed,andeachpresenteditselfasonestageofaseries,progressingfromsmokingruinsattheendwheretheinnhadstood,toapartlyflamingmass—— glowingasnonebutwoodemberswillglow——attheother。 Afeatureinthedeclineoftownfireswasnoticeablyabsenthere—— steam。Therewaspresentwhatisnotobservableintowns—— incandescence。 Theheat,andthesmartingeffectupontheireyesofthestrongsmokefromtheburningoakanddeal,hadatlastdriventhevillagersbackfromtheroadinfrontofthehouses,andtheynowstoodingroupsinthechurchyard,thesurfaceofwhich,raisedbytheintermentsofgenerations,stoodfourorfivefeetabovetheleveloftheroad,andalmostevenwiththetopofthelowwalldividingonefromtheother。Theheadstonesstoodforthwhitelyagainstthedarkgrassandyews,theirbrightnessbeingrepeatedonthewhitesmock-frocksofsomeofthelabourers,andinamellower,ruddierformontheirfacesandhands,onthoseofthegrinninggargoyles,andonothersalientstoneworkoftheweather-beatenchurchinthebackground。 Therectorhaddecidedthat,underthedistressingcircumstancesofthecase,therewouldbenosacrilegeinplacinginthechurch,forthenight,thepiecesoffurnitureandutensilswhichhadbeensavedfromtheseveralhouses。Therewasnootherplaceofsafetyforthem,andtheyaccordinglyweregatheredthere。 6。HALF-PASTTWELVETOONEA。M。 Manston,whenheretiredtomeditate,hadwalkedroundthechurchyard,andnowenteredtheopeneddoorofthebuilding。 Hemechanicallypursuedhiswayroundthepiersintohisownseatinthenorthaisle。Theloweratmosphereofthisspotwasshadedbyitsownwallfromtheshinewhichstreamedinoverthewindow-sillsonthesameside。Theonlylightburninginsidethechurchwasasmalltallowcandle,standinginthefont,intheoppositeaisleofthebuildingtothatinwhichManstonhadsatdown,andnearwherethefurniturewaspiled。Thecandle\'smildrayswereoverpoweredbytheruddierlightfromtheruins,makingtheweakflametoappearlikethemoonbyday。 SittingtherehesawFarmerSpringroveenterthedoor,followedbyhissonEdward,stillcarryinghistravelling-baginhishand。TheywerespeakingofthesaddeathofMrs。Manston,butthesubjectwasrelinquishedforthatofthehousesburnt。 Thisrowofhouses,runningfromtheinneastward,hadbeenbuiltunderthefollowingcircumstances:—— Fiftyyearsbeforethisdate,thespotuponwhichthecottagesafterwardsstoodwasablankstrip,alongthesideofthevillagestreet,difficulttocultivate,onaccountoftheoutcropthereonofalargebedofflintscalledlocallya\'lanch\'or\'lanchet。\' TheAldclyffetheninpossessionoftheestateconceivedtheideathatarowofcottageswouldbeanimprovementtothespot,andaccordinglygrantedleasesofportionstoseveralrespectableinhabitants。Eachlesseewastobesubjecttothepaymentofamerelynominalrentforthewholetermoflives,onconditionthathebuilthisowncottage,anddelivereditupintactattheendoftheterm。 Thosewhohadbuilthad,onebyone,relinquishedtheirindentures,eitherbysaleorbarter,toFarmerSpringrove\'sfather。Newliveswereaddedinsomecases,bypaymentofasumtothelordofthemanor,etc。,andalltheleaseswerenowheldbythefarmerhimself,asoneofthechiefprovisionsforhisoldage。 Thestewardhadbecomeinterestedinthefollowingconversation:—— \'Trynottobesodepressed,father;theyareallinsured。\' ThewordscamefromEdwardinananxioustone。 \'Youmistake,Edward;theyarenotinsured,\'returnedtheoldmangloomily。 \'Not?\'thesonasked。 \'Notone!\'saidthefarmer。 \'IntheHelmetFireOffice,surely?\' \'Theywereinsuredthereeveryone。Sixmonthsagotheoffice,whichhadbeenraisingthepremiumsonthatchedpremiseshigherforsomeyears,gaveupinsuringthemaltogether,astwoorthreeotherfire-officeshaddonepreviously,onaccount,theysaid,oftheuncertaintyandgreatnessoftheriskofthatchundetached。EversincethenIhavebeencontinuallyintendingtogotoanotheroffice,buthavenevergone。Whoexpectsafire?\' \'Doyourememberthetermsoftheleases?\'saidEdward,stillmoreuneasily。 \'No,notparticularly,\'saidhisfatherabsently。 \'Wherearethey?\' \'Inthebureauthere;that\'swhyItriedtosaveitfirst,amongotherthings。\' \'Well,wemustseetothatatonce。\' \'Whatdoyouwant?\' \'Thekey。\' Theywentintothesouthaisle,tookthecandlefromthefont,andthenproceededtoopenthebureau,whichhadbeenplacedinacornerunderthegallery。Bothleantoverupontheflap;Edwardholdingthecandle,whilsthisfathertookthepiecesofparchmentfromoneofthedrawers,andspreadthefirstoutbeforehim。 \'Youreadit,Ted。Ican\'tseewithoutmyglasses。Thisonewillbesufficient。Thetermsofallarethesame。\' Edwardtooktheparchment,andreadquicklyandindistinctlyforsometime;thenaloudandslowlyasfollows:—— \'AndthesaidJohnSpringroveforhimselfhisheirsexecutorsandadministratorsdothcovenantandagreewiththesaidGeraldFellcourtAldclyffehisheirsandassignsthathethesaidJohnSpringrovehisheirsandassignsduringthesaidtermshallpayuntothesaidGeraldFellcourtAldclyffehisheirsandassignstheclearyearlyrentoftenshillingsandsixpence……attheseveraltimeshereinbeforeappointedforthepaymentthereofrespectively。 AndalsoshallandatalltimesduringthesaidtermwellandsufficientlyrepairandkeepthesaidCottageorDwelling-houseandallotherthepremisesandallhousesorbuildingserectedortobeerectedthereuponingoodandproperrepairineveryrespectwithoutexceptionandthesaidpremisesinsuchgoodrepairuponthedeterminationofthisdemiseshallyieldupuntothesaidGeraldFellcourtAldclyffehisheirsandassigns。\' Theyclosedthebureauandturnedtowardsthedoorofthechurchwithoutspeaking。 Manstonalsohadcomeforwardoutofthegloom。Notwithstandingthefarmer\'sowntroubles,aninstinctiverespectandgeneroussenseofsympathywiththestewardforhisawfullosscausedtheoldmantostepaside,thatManstonmightpassoutwithoutspeakingtothemifhechosetodoso。 \'Whoishe?\'whisperedEdwardtohisfather,asManstonapproached。 \'Mr。Manston,thesteward。\' Manstoncamenear,andpasseddowntheaisleonthesideoftheyoungerman。Theirfacescamealmostclosetogether:onelargeflame,whichstilllingeredupontheruinsoutside,threwlongdancingshadowsofeachacrossthenavetilltheybentupwardsagainsttheaislewall,andalsoilluminatedtheireyes,aseachmetthoseoftheother。Edwardhadlearnt,byaletterfromhome,ofthesteward\'spassionforCytherea,andhismysteriousrepressionofit,afterwardsexplainedbyhismarriage。Thatmarriagewasnownought。Edwardrealizedtheman\'snewlyacquiredfreedom,andfeltaninstinctiveenmitytowardshim——hewouldhardlyowntohimselfwhy。Thesteward,too,knewCytherea\'sattachmenttoEdward,andlookedkeenlyandinscrutablyathim。 7。ONETOTWOA。M。 Manstonwenthomewardalone,hisheartfullofstrangeemotions。 Enteringthehouse,anddismissingthewomantoherownhome,heatonceproceededupstairstohisbedroom。 Reasoningworldliness,especiallywhenalliedwithsensuousness,cannotrepressonsomeextremeoccasionsthehumaninstincttopouroutthesoultosomeBeingorPersonality,whoinfrigidmomentsisdismissedwiththetitleofChance,oratmostLaw。Manstonwasselfishlyandinhumanly,buthonestlyandunutterably,thankfulfortherecentcatastrophe。Besidehisbed,forthatfirsttimeduringaperiodofnearlytwentyyears,hefelldownuponhiskneesinapassionateoutburstoffeeling。 Manyminutespassedbeforehearose。Hewalkedtothewindow,andthenseemedtorememberforthefirsttimethatsomeactiononhispartwasnecessaryinconnectionwiththesadcircumstanceofthenight。 Leavingthehouseatonce,hewenttothesceneofthefire,arrivingthereintimetoheartherectormakinganarrangementwithacertainnumberofmentowatchthespottillmorning。Theasheswerestillred-hotandflaming。Manstonfoundthatnothingcouldbedonetowardssearchingthematthathourofthenight。Heturnedhomewardagain,inthecompanyoftherector,whohadconsideratelypersuadedhimtoretirefromthesceneforawhile,andpromisedthatassoonasamancouldliveamidtheembersoftheThreeTrantersInn,theyshouldbecarefullysearchedfortheremainsofhisunfortunatewife。 Manstonthenwentindoors,towaitformorning。 XI。THEEVENTSOFFIVEDAYS 1。NOVEMBERTHETWENTY-NINTH Thesearchbeganatdawn,butaquarterpastnineo\'clockcamewithoutbringinganyresult。Manstonatealittlebreakfast,andcrossedthehollowoftheparkwhichintervenedbetweentheoldandmodernmanor-houses,toaskforaninterviewwithMissAldclyffe。 Hemethermidway。Shewasabouttopayhimavisitofcondolence,andtoplaceeverymanontheestateathisdisposal,thatthesearchforanyrelicofhisdeadanddestroyedwifemightnotbedelayedaninstant。 Heaccompaniedherbacktothehouse。Atfirsttheyconversedasifthedeathofthepoorwomanwasaneventwhichthehusbandmustofnecessitydeeplylament;andwhenallunderthisheadthatsocialformseemedtorequirehadbeenuttered,theyspokeofthematerialdamagedone,andofthestepswhichhadbetterbetakentoremedyit。 Itwasnottillbothwereshutinsideherprivateroomthatshespoketohiminherbluntandcynicalmanner。Acertainnewnessofbearinginhim,peculiartothepresentmorning,hadhithertoforbiddenherthistone:thedemeanourofthesubjectofherfavouritismhadaltered,shecouldnottellinwhatway。Hewasentirelyachangedman。 \'Areyoureallysorryforyourpoorwife,Mr。Manston?\'shesaid。 \'Well,Iam,\'heansweredshortly。 \'Butonlyasforanyhumanbeingwhohasmetwithaviolentdeath?\' Heconfessedit——\'Forshewasnotagoodwoman,\'headded。 \'Ishouldbesorrytosaysuchathingnowthepoorcreatureisdead,\'MissAldclyffereturnedreproachfully。 \'Why?\'heasked。\'WhyshouldIpraiseherifshedoesn\'tdeserveit?IsayexactlywhatIhaveoftenadmiredSterneforsayinginoneofhisletters——thatneitherreasonnorScriptureasksustospeaknothingbutgoodofthedead。Andnow,madam,\'hecontinued,afterashortintervalofthought,\'Imay,perhaps,hopethatyouwillassistme,orrathernotthwartme,inendeavouringtowintheloveofayoungladylivingaboutyou,oneinwhomIammuchinterestedalready。\' \'Cytherea!\' \'Yes,Cytherea。\' \'YouhavebeenlovingCythereaallthewhile?\' \'Yes。\' Surprisewasaprefacetomuchagitationinher,whichcausedhertorisefromherseat,andpacetothesideoftheroom。Thestewardquietlylookedonandadded,\'Ihavebeenlovingandstillloveher。\' Shecamecloseuptohim,wistfullycontemplatinghisface,onehandmovingindecisivelyatherside。 \'Andyoursecretmarriagewas,then,thetrueandonlyreasonforthatbackwardnessregardingthecourtshipofCytherea,which,theytellme,hasbeenthetalkofthevillage;notyourindifferencetoherattractions。\'Hervoicehadatoneofconvictioninit,aswellasofinquiry;butnoneofjealousy。 \'Yes,\'hesaid;\'andnotadishonourableone。Whatheldmebackwasjustthatonething——asenseofmoralitythatperhaps,madam,youdidnotgivemecreditfor。\'Thelatterwordswerespokenwithamienandtoneofpride。 MissAldclyffepreservedsilence。 \'Andnow,\'hewenton,\'Imayaswellsayawordinvindicationofmyconductlately,attherisk,too,ofoffendingyou。MyactualmotiveinsubmittingtoyourorderthatIshouldsendformylatewife,andlivewithher,wasnotthemercenarypolicyofwishingtoretainanofficewhichbringsmegreatercomfortsthananyIhaveenjoyedbefore,butthisunquenchablepassionforCytherea。ThoughIsawtheweakness,folly,andevenwickednessofitcontinually,itstillforcedmetotrytocontinuenearher,evenasthehusbandofanotherwoman。\' Hewaitedforhertospeak:shedidnot。 \'There\'sagreatobstacletomymakinganywayinwinningMissGraye\'slove,\'hewenton。 \'Yes,EdwardSpringrove,\'shesaidquietly。\'Iknowit,Ididoncewanttoseethemmarried;theyhavehadaslightquarrel,anditwillsoonbemadeupagain,unless——\'shespokeasifshehadonlyhalfattendedtoManston\'slaststatement。 \'Heisalreadyengagedtobemarriedtosomebodyelse,\'saidthesteward。 \'Pooh!\'saidshe,\'youmeantohiscousinatPeakhill;that\'snothingtohelpus;he\'snowcomehometobreakitoff。\' \'Hemustnotbreakitoff,\'saidManston,firmlyandcalmly。 Histoneattractedher,startledher。Recoveringherself,shesaidhaughtily,\'Well,that\'syouraffair,notmine。ThoughmywishhasbeentoseeherYOURwife,Ican\'tdoanythingdishonourabletobringaboutsucharesult。\' \'ButitmustbeMADEyouraffair,\'hesaidinahard,steadyvoice,lookingintohereyes,asifhesawtherethewholepanoramaofherpast。 Oneofthemostdifficultthingstoportraybywrittenwordsisthatpeculiarmixtureofmoodsexpressedinawoman\'scountenancewhen,afterhavingbeensedulouslyengagedinestablishinganother\'sposition,shesuddenlysuspectshimofunderminingherown。ItwasthusthatMissAldclyffelookedatthesteward。 \'You——know——something——ofme?\'shefaltered。 \'Iknowall,\'hesaid。 \'Thencursethatwifeofyours!Shewroteandsaidshewouldn\'ttellyou!\'sheburstout。\'Couldn\'tshekeepherwordforaday?\' Shereflectedandthensaid,butnomoreastoastranger,\'Iwillnotyield。Ihavecommittednocrime。Iyieldedtoherthreatsinamomentofweakness,thoughIfeltinclinedtodefyheratthetime:itwaschieflybecauseIwasmystifiedastohowshegottoknowofit。Pooh!Iwillputupwiththreatsnomore。O,canYOU threatenme?\'sheaddedsoftly,asifshehadforthemomentforgottentowhomshehadbeenspeaking。 \'Mylovemustbemadeyouraffair,\'herepeated,withouttakinghiseyesfromher。 Anagony,whichwasnottheagonyofbeingdiscoveredinasecret,obstructedherutteranceforatime。\'HowcanyouturnuponmesowhenIschemedtogetyouhere——schemedthatyoumightwinhertillIfoundyouweremarried。O,howcanyou!O!……O!\'Shewept; andtheweepingofsuchanaturewasasharrowingastheweepingofaman。 \'Yourgettingmeherewasbadpolicyastoyoursecret——themostabsurdthingintheworld,\'hesaid,notheedingherdistress。\'I knewall,excepttheidentityoftheindividual,longago。DirectlyIfoundthatmycomingherewasacontrivedthing,andnotamatterofchance,itfixedmyattentionuponyouatonce。Allthatwasrequiredwasthemeresparkoflife,tomakeofabundleofperceptionsanorganicwhole。\' \'Policy,howcanyoutalkofpolicy?Think,dothink!Andhowcanyouthreatenmewhenyouknow——youknow——thatIwouldbefriendyoureadilywithoutathreat!\' \'Yes,yes,Ithinkyouwould,\'hesaidmorekindly;\'butyourindifferenceforsomany,manyyearshasmademedoubtit。\' \'No,notindifference——\'twasenforcedsilence。Myfatherlived。\' Hetookherhand,andhelditgently。 *** \'Nowlisten,\'hesaid,morequietlyandhumanly,whenshehadbecomecalmer:\'Springrovemustmarrythewomanhe\'sengagedto。Youmaymakehim,butonlyinoneway。\' \'Well:butdon\'tspeaksternly,AEneas!\' \'Doyouknowthathisfatherhasnotbeenparticularlythrivingforthelasttwoorthreeyears?\' \'Ihaveheardsomethingofit,onceortwice,thoughhisrentshavebeenpromptlypaid,haven\'tthey?\' \'Oyes;anddoyouknowthetermsoftheleasesofthehouseswhichareburnt?\'hesaid,explainingtoherthatbythosetermsshemightcompelhimeventorebuildeveryhouse。\'ThecaseistheclearestcaseoffirebynegligencethatIhaveeverknown,inadditiontothat,\'hecontinued。 \'Idon\'twantthemrebuilt;youknowitwasintendedbymyfather,directlytheyfellin,toclearthesiteforanewentrancetothepark?\' \'Yes,butthatdoesn\'taffecttheposition,whichisthatFarmerSpringroveisinyourpowertoanextentwhichisveryseriousforhim。\' \'Iwon\'tdoit——\'tisaconspiracy。\' \'Won\'tyouforme?\'hesaideagerly。 MissAldclyffechangedcolour。 \'Idon\'tthreatennow,Iimplore,\'hesaid。 \'Becauseyoumightthreatenifyouchose,\'shemournfullyanswered。 \'Butwhybeso——whenyourmarriagewithherwasmyownpetidealongbeforeitwasyours?WhatmustIdo?\' \'Scarcelyanything:simplythis。WhenIhaveseenoldMr。 Springrove,whichIshalldoinadayortwo,andtoldhimthathewillbeexpectedtorebuildthehouses,doyouseetheyoungman。 Seehimyourself,inorderthattheproposalsmademaynotappeartobeanythingmorethananimpulseofyourown。Youorhewillbringupthesubjectofthehouses。Torebuildthemwouldbeamatterofatleastsixhundredpounds,andhewillalmostsurelysaythatwearehardininsistingupontheextremeletteroftheleases。Thentellhimthatscarcelycanyouyourselfthinkofcompellinganoldtenantlikehisfathertoanysuchpainfulextreme——thereshallbenocompulsiontobuild,simplyasurrenderoftheleases。Thenspeakfeelinglyofhiscousin,asawomanwhomyourespectandlove,andwhosesecretyouhavelearnttobethatsheisheart-sickwithhopedeferred。Beghimtomarryher,hisbetrothedandyourfriend,assomereturnforyourconsiderationtowardshisfather。Don\'tsuggesttooearlyadayfortheirmarriage,orhewillsuspectyouofsomemotivebeyondwomanlysympathy。Coaxhimtomakeapromisetoherthatsheshallbehiswifeattheendofatwelvemonth,andgethim,onassentingtothis,towritetoCytherea,entirelyrenouncingher。\' \'Shehasalreadyaskedhimtodothat。\' \'Somuchthebetter——andtellingher,too,thatheisabouttofulfilhislong-standingpromisetomarryhiscousin。Ifyouthinkitworthwhile,youmaysayCythereawasnotindisposedtothinkofmebeforesheknewIwasmarried。IhaveathomeanoteshewrotemethefirsteveningIsawher,whichlooksratherwarm,andwhichI couldshowyou。Trustme,hewillgiveherup。WhenheismarriedtoAdelaideHinton,Cythereawillbeinducedtomarryme——perhapsbefore;awoman\'sprideissoonwounded。\' \'Andhadn\'tIbetterwritetoMr。Nyttleton,andinquiremoreparticularlywhat\'sthelawuponthehouses?\' \'Ono,there\'snohurryforthat。Weknowwellenoughhowthecasestands——quitewellenoughtotalkingeneraltermsaboutit。AndI wantthepressuretobeputuponyoungSpringrovebeforehegoesawayfromhomeagain。\' Shelookedathimfurtively,long,andsadly,asafterspeakinghebecamelostinthought,hiseyeslistlesslytracingthepatternofthecarpet。\'Yes,yes,shewillbemine,\'hewhispered,carelessofCythereaAldclyffe\'spresence。Atlastheraisedhiseyesinquiringly。 \'Iwilldomybest,AEneas,\'sheanswered。 Talibusincusat。Manstonthenleftthehouse,andagainwenttowardstheblackenedruins,wheremenwerestillrakingandprobing。 2。FROMNOVEMBERTHETWENTY-NINTHTODECEMBERTHESECOND ThesmoulderingremnantsoftheThreeTrantersInnseemedtopromisethat,evenwhenthesearchersshouldlightupontheremainsoftheunfortunateMrs。Manston,verylittlewouldbediscoverable。 Consistingsolargelyofthecharcoalandashesofharddryoakandchestnut,intermingledwiththatch,theinterioroftheheapwasoneglowingmassofembers,which,onbeingstirredabout,emittedsparksandflamelongafteritwasdeadandblackontheoutside。 Itwaspersistentlyhoped,however,thatsometracesofthebodywouldsurvivetheeffectofthehotcoals,andafterasearchpursueduninterruptedlyforthirtyhours,underthedirectionofManstonhimself,enoughwasfoundtosetatrestanydoubtsofherfate。 Themelancholygleaningsconsistedofherwatch,bunchofkeys,afewcoins,andtwocharredandblackenedbones。 TwodayslatertheofficialinquiryintothecauseofherdeathwasheldattheRisingSunInn,beforeMr。Floy,thecoroner,andajuryofthechiefinhabitantsofthedistrict。Thelittletavern——theonlyremainingoneinthevillage——wascrowdedtoexcessbytheneighbouringpeasantryaswellastheirricheremployers:allwhocouldbyanypossibilityobtainanhour\'sreleasefromtheirdutiesbeingpresentaslisteners。 Thejuryviewedthesadandinfinitesimalremains,whichwerefoldedinawhitecambriccloth,andlaidinthemiddleofawell-finishedcoffinlinedwithwhitesilk(byManston\'sorder),whichstoodinanadjoiningroom,thebulkofthecoffinbeingcompletelyfilledinwithcarefullyarrangedflowersandevergreens——alsothesteward\'sowndoing。 AbrahamBrown,ofHoxton,London——anoldwhite-headedman,withouttheruddinesswhichmakeswhitehairssopleasing——wassworn,anddeposedthathekeptalodging-houseatanaddresshenamed。OnaSaturdayeveninglessthanamonthbeforethefire,aladycametohim,withverylittleluggage,andtookthefrontroomonthesecondfloor。Hedidnotinquirewhereshecamefrom,asshepaidaweekinadvance,butshegavehernameasMrs。Manston,referringhim,ifhewishedforanyguaranteeofherrespectability,toMr。Manston,KnapwaterPark。Hereshelivedforthreeweeks,rarelygoingout。 Shesleptawayfromherlodgingsonenightduringthetime。Attheendofthattime,onthetwenty-eighthofNovember,shelefthishouseinafour-wheeledcab,abouttwelveo\'clockintheday,tellingthedrivertotakehertotheWaterlooStation。Shepaidallherlodgingexpenses,andnothavinggivennoticethefullweekprevioustohergoingaway,offeredtopayforthenext,butheonlytookhalf。Sheworeathickblackveil,andgreywaterproofcloak,whenshelefthim,andherluggagewastwoboxes,oneofplaindeal,withblackjapannedclamps,theothersewnupincanvas。 JosephChinney,porterattheCarrifordRoadStation,deposedthathesawMrs。Manston,dressedasthelastwitnesshaddescribed,getoutofasecond-classcarriageonthenightofthetwenty-eighth。 Shestoodbesidehimwhilstherluggagewastakenfromthevan。Theluggage,consistingoftheclampeddealboxandanothercoveredwithcanvas,wasplacedinthecloak-room。Sheseemedatalossatfindingnobodytheretomeether。Sheaskedhimforsomepersontoaccompanyher,andcarryherbagtoMr。Manston\'shouse,KnapwaterPark。Hewasjustoffdutyatthattime,andofferedtogohimself。 ThewitnesshererepeatedtheconversationhehadhadwithMrs。 Manstonduringtheirwalk,andtestifiedtohavingleftheratthedooroftheThreeTrantersInn,Mr。Manston\'shousebeingclosed。 Next,FarmerSpringrovewascalled。Amurmurofsurpriseandcommiserationpassedroundthecrowdedroomwhenhesteppedforward。 Theeventsofthefewprecedingdayshadsoworkeduponhisnervouslythoughtfulnaturethattheblueorbitsofhiseyes,andthemerespotofscarlettowhichtheruddinessofhischeekshadcontracted,seemedtheresultofaheavysickness。Aperfectsilencepervadedtheassemblywhenhespoke。 HisstatementwasthathereceivedMrs。Manstonatthethreshold,andaskedhertoentertheparlour。Shewouldnotdoso,andstoodinthepassagewhilstthemaidwentupstairstoseethattheroomwasinorder。Themaidcamedowntothemiddlelandingofthestaircase,whenMrs。Manstonfollowedheruptotheroom。Hedidnotspeaktenwordswithheraltogether。 Afterwards,whilsthewasstandingatthedoorlisteningforhissonEdward\'sreturn,hesawherlightextinguished,havingfirstcaughtsightofhershadowmovingabouttheroom。 THECORONER:\'Didhershadowappeartobethatofawomanundressing?\' SPRINGROVE:\'Icannotsay,asIdidn\'ttakeparticularnotice。Itmovedbackwardsandforwards;shemighthavebeenundressingormerelypacingupanddowntheroom。\' Mrs。Fitler,theostler\'swifeandchambermaid,saidthatsheprecededMrs。Manstonintotheroom,putdownthecandle,andwentout。Mrs。Manstonscarcelyspoketoher,excepttoaskhertobringalittlebrandy。Witnesswentandfetcheditfromthebar,broughtitup,andputitonthedressing-table。 THECORONER:\'HadMrs。Manstonbeguntoundress,whenyoucameback?\' \'No,sir;shewassittingonthebed,witheverythingon,aswhenshecamein。\' \'Didshebegintoundressbeforeyouleft?\' \'NotexactlybeforeIhadleft;butwhenIhadclosedthedoor,andwasonthelandingIheardherbootdroponthefloor,asitdoessometimeswhenpulledoff?\' \'Hadherfaceappearedwornandsleepy?\' \'IcannotsayasherbonnetandveilwerestillonwhenIleft,forsheseemedrathershyandashamedtobeseenattheThreeTrantersatall。\' \'Anddidyouhearorseeanymoreofher?\' \'Nomore,sir。\' Mrs。Crickett,temporaryservanttoMr。Manston,saidthatinaccordancewithMr。Manston\'sorders,everythinghadbeenmadecomfortableinthehouseforMrs。Manston\'sexpectedreturnonMondaynight。Mr。ManstontoldherthathimselfandMrs。Manstonwouldbehomelate,nottillbetweenelevenandtwelveo\'clock,andthatsupperwastobeready。NotexpectingMrs。Manstonsoearly,shehadgoneoutonaveryimportanterrandtoMrs。Leatthepostmistress。 Mr。ManstondeposedthatinlookingdownthecolumnsofBradshawhehadmistakenthetimeofthetrain\'sarrival,andhencewasnotatthestationwhenshecame。Thebrokenwatchproducedwashiswife\'s——heknewitbyascratchontheinnerplate,andbyothersigns。Thebunchofkeysbelongedtoher:twoofthemfittedthelocksofhertwoboxes。 Mr。Flooks,agenttoLordClaydonfieldatChettlewood,saidthatMr。 Manstonhadpleadedashisexcuseforleavinghimratherearlyintheeveningaftertheirday\'sbusinesshadbeensettled,thathewasgoingtomeethiswifeatCarrifordRoadStation,whereshewascomingbythelasttrainthatnight。 Thesurgeonsaidthattheremainswerethoseofahumanbeing。Thesmallfragmentseemedaportionofoneofthelumbarvertebrae——theothertheheadoftheosfemoris——buttheywerebothsofargonethatitwasimpossibletosaydefinitelywhethertheybelongedtothebodyofamaleorfemale。Therewasnomoraldoubtthattheywereawoman\'s。Hedidnotbelievethatdeathresultedfromburningbyfire。Hethoughtshewascrushedbythefallofthewestgable,whichbeingofwood,aswellasthefloor,burntafterithadfallen,andconsumedthebodywithit。 Twoorthreeadditionalwitnessesgaveunimportanttestimony。 Thecoronersummedup,andthejurywithouthesitationfoundthatthedeceasedMrs。ManstoncamebyherdeathaccidentallythroughtheburningoftheThreeTrantersInn。 3。DECEMBERTHESECOND。AFTERNOON WhenMr。SpringrovecamefromthedooroftheRisingSunattheendoftheinquiry,Manstonwalkedbyhissideasfarasthestiletothepark,adistanceofaboutastone\'s-throw。 \'Ah,Mr。Springrove,thisisasadaffairforeverybodyconcerned。\' \'Everybody,\'saidtheoldfarmer,withdeepsadness,\'\'tisquiteamiserytome。IhardlyknowhowIshalllivethrougheachdayasitbreaks。Ithinkofthewords,“Inthemorningthoushaltsay,WouldGoditwereeven!andateventhoushaltsay,WouldGoditweremorning!forthefearofthineheartwherewiththoushaltfear,andforthesightofthineeyeswhichthoushaltsee。“\'Hisvoicebecamebroken。 \'Ah——true。IreadDeuteronomymyself,\'saidManston。 \'Butmylossisasnothingtoyours,\'thefarmercontinued。 \'Nothing;butIcancommiserateyou。IshouldbeworsethanunfeelingifIdidn\'t,althoughmyownafflictionisofsosadandsolemnakind。Indeedmyownlossmakesmemorekeenlyalivetoyours,differentinnatureasitis。\' \'Whatsumdoyouthinkwouldberequiredofmetoputthehousesinplaceagain?\' \'Ihaveroughlythoughtsixorsevenhundredpounds。\' \'Iftheletterofthelawistobeactedupto,\'saidtheoldman,withmoreagitationinhisvoice。 \'Yes,exactly。\' \'DoyouknowenoughofMissAldclyffe\'smindtogivemeanideaofhowshemeanstotreatme?\' \'Well,IamafraidImusttellyouthatthoughIknowverylittleofhermindasarule,inthismatterIbelieveshewillberatherperemptory;shemightsharetotheextentofasixthoraneighthperhaps,inconsiderationofhergettingnewlampsforold,butI shouldhardlythinkmore。\' Thestewardsteppeduponthestile,andMr。Springrovewentalongtheroadwithabowedheadandheavyfootstepstowardshisniece\'scottage,inwhich,ratheragainstthewishofEdward,theyhadtemporarilytakenrefuge。 Theadditionalweightofthisknowledgesoonmadeitselfperceptible。ThoughindoorswithEdwardorAdelaidenearlythewholeoftheafternoon,nothingmorethanmonosyllabicrepliescouldbedrawnfromhim。Edwardcontinuallydiscoveredhimlookingfixedlyatthewallorfloor,quiteunconsciousofanother\'spresence。Atsupperheatejustasusual,butquitemechanically,andwiththesameabstraction。 4。DECEMBERTHETHIRD Thenextmorninghewasinnobetterspirits。Afternooncame:hissonwasalarmed,andmanagedtodrawfromhimanaccountoftheconversationwiththesteward。 \'Nonsense;heknowsnothingaboutit,\'saidEdwardvehemently。 \'I\'llseeMissAldclyffemyself。Nowpromiseme,father,thatyou\'llnotbelievetillIcomeback,andtellyoutobelieveit,thatMissAldclyffewilldoanysuchunjustthing。\' EdwardstartedatonceforKnapwaterHouse。Hestroderapidlyalongthehigh-road,tillhereachedawicketwhereafootpathallowedofashortcuttothemansion。Hereheleantdownuponthebarsforafewminutes,meditatingastothebestmannerofopeninghisspeech,andsurveyingthescenebeforehiminthatabsentmoodwhichtakescognizanceoflittlethingswithoutbeingconsciousofthematthetime,thoughtheyappearintheeyeafterwardsasvividimpressions。 Itwasayellow,lustrous,lateautumnday,oneofthosedaysofthequarterwhenmorningandeveningseemtomeettogetherwithouttheinterventionofanoon。TheclearyellowsunlighthadtemptedforthMissAldclyffeherself,whowasatthissametimetakingawalkinthedirectionofthevillage。AsSpringrovelingeredheheardbehindtheplantationawoman\'sdressbrushingalongamidthepricklyhusksandleaveswhichhadfallenintothepathfromtheboughsofthechestnuttrees。Inanotherminuteshestoodinfrontofhim。 Heansweredhercasualgreetingrespectfully,andwasabouttorequestafewminutes\'conversationwithher,whenshedirectlyaddressedhimonthesubjectofthefire。\'Itisasadmisfortuneforyourfather\'shesaid,\'andIhearthathehaslatelylethisinsurancesexpire?\' \'Hehas,madam,andyouareprobablyawarethateitherbythegeneraltermsofhisholding,orthesamecoupledwiththeoriginofthefire,thedisastermayinvolvethenecessityofhisrebuildingthewholerowofhouses,orelseofbecomingadebtortotheestate,totheextentofsomehundredsofpounds?\' Sheassented。\'Ihavebeenthinkingofit,\'shewenton,andthenrepeatedinsubstancethewordsputintohermouthbythesteward。 SomedisturbanceofthoughtmighthavebeenfanciedastakingplaceinSpringrove\'smindduringherstatement,butbeforeshehadreachedtheend,hiseyeswereclear,anddirecteduponher。 \'Idon\'tacceptyourconditionsofrelease,\'hesaid。 \'Theyarenotconditionsexactly。\' \'Well,whatevertheyarenot,theyareveryuncalled-forremarks。\' \'Notatall——thehouseshavebeenburntbyyourfamily\'snegligence。\' \'Idon\'trefertothehouses——youhaveofcoursethebestofallrightstospeakofthatmatter;butyou,astrangertomecomparatively,havenorightatalltovolunteeropinionsandwishesuponaverydelicatesubject,whichconcernsnolivingbeingsbutMissGraye,MissHinton,andmyself。\' MissAldclyffe,likeagoodmanyothersinherposition,hadplainlynotrealizedthatasonofhertenantandinferiorcouldhavebecomeaneducatedman,whohadlearnttofeelhisindividuality,toviewsocietyfromaBohemianstandpoint,faroutsidethefarminggradeinCarrifordparish,andthathencehehadalladevelopedman\'sunorthodoxopinionaboutthesubordinationofclasses。AndfullyconsciousofthelabyrinthintowhichhehadwanderedbetweenhiswishtobehavehonourablyinthedilemmaofhisengagementtohiscousinAdelaideandtheintensityofhisloveforCytherea,Springrovewasadditionallysensitivetoanyallusiontothecase。 HehadspokentoMissAldclyffewithconsiderablewarmth。 AndMissAldclyffewasnotawomanlikelytobefarbehindanysecondpersoninwarmingtoamoodofdefiance。Itseemedasifshewerepreparedtoputupwithacoldrefusal,butthatherhaughtinessresentedacriticismofherconductendinginarebuke。 Bythis,Manston\'sdiscreditableobject,whichhadbeenmadehersbycompulsiononly,wasnowadoptedbychoice。Sheflungherselfintothework。 Afierymaninsuchacasewouldhaverelinquishedpersuasionandtriedpalpableforce。Afierywomanaddedunscrupulousnessandevolveddaringstrategy;andinherobstinacy,andtosustainherselfasmistress,shedescendedtoanactionthemeannessofwhichhauntedherconsciencetoherdyinghour。 \'Idon\'tquitesee,Mr。Springrove,\'shesaid,\'thatIamaltogetherwhatyouarepleasedtocallastranger。Ihaveknownyourfamily,atanyrate,foragoodmanyyears,andIknowMissGrayeparticularlywell,andherstateofmindwithregardtothismatter。\' Perplexedlovemakesuscredulousandcuriousasoldwomen。Edwardwaswilling,heownedittohimself,togetatCytherea\'sstateofmind,eventhroughsodangerousamedium。 \'AletterIreceivedfromher\'hesaid,withassumedcoldness,\'tellsmeclearlyenoughwhatMissGraye\'smindis。\' \'Youthinkshestilllovesyou?Oyes,ofcourseyoudo——allmenarelikethat。\' \'Ihavereasonto。\'Hecouldfeignnofurtherthanthefirstspeech。 \'Ishouldbeinterestedinknowingwhatreason?\'shesaid,withsarcasticarchness。 Edwardfelthewasallowinghertodo,infractionalparts,whatherebelledagainstwhenregardingitasawhole;butthefactthathisantagonisthadthepresenceofaqueen,andfeaturesonlyintheearlyeveningoftheirbeauty,wasnotwithoutitsinfluenceuponakeenlyconsciousman。Herbearinghadcharmedhimintotoleration,asMaryStuart\'scharmedtheindignantPuritanvisitors。Heagainansweredherhonestly。 \'Thebestofreasons——thetoneofherletter。\' \'Pooh,Mr。Springrove!\' \'Notatall,MissAldclyffe!MissGrayedesiredthatweshouldbestrangerstoeachotherforthesimplepracticalreasonthatintimacycouldonlymakewretchedcomplicationsworse,notfromlackoflove——loveisonlysuppressed。\' \'Don\'tyouknowyet,thatinthusputtingasideaman,awoman\'spityforthepainsheinflictsgivesherakindnessoftonewhichisoftenmistakenforsuppressedlove?\'saidMissAldclyffe,withsoftinsidiousness。 ThiswasatranslationoftheambiguityofCytherea\'stonewhichhehadcertainlyneverthoughtof;andhewastooingenuousnottoownit。 \'Ihadneverthoughtofit,\'hesaid。 \'Anddon\'tbelieveit?\' \'Notunlesstherewassomeotherevidencetosupporttheview。\' Shepausedaminuteandthenbeganhesitatingly—— \'Myintentionwas——whatIdidnotdreamofowningtoyou——myintentionwastotrytoinduceyoutofulfilyourpromisetoMissHintonnotsolelyonheraccountandyours(thoughpartly)。IloveCythereaGrayewithallmysoul,andIwanttoseeherhappyevenmorethanIdoyou。Ididnotmeantodraghernameintotheaffairatall,butIamdriventosaythatshewrotethatletterofdismissaltoyou——foritwasamostpronounceddismissal——notonaccountofyourengagement。Sheisoldenoughtoknowthatengagementscanbebrokenaseasilyastheycanbemade。Shewroteitbecauseshelovedanotherman;verysuddenly,andnotwithanyideaorhopeofmarryinghim,butnonethelessdeeply。\' \'Who?\' \'Mr。Manston。\' \'Good——!Ican\'tlistentoyouforaninstant,madam;why,shehadn\'tseenhim!\' \'Shehad;hecameherethedaybeforeshewrotetoyou;andIcouldprovetoyou,ifitwereworthwhile,thatonthatdayshewentvoluntarilytohishouse,thoughnotartfullyorblamably;stayedfortwohoursplayingandsinging;thatnosoonerdidsheleavehimthanshewentstraighthome,andwrotethelettersayingsheshouldnotseeyouagain,entirelybecauseshehadseenhimandfallendesperatelyinlovewithhim——aperfectlynaturalthingforayounggirltodo,consideringthathe\'sthehandsomestmaninthecounty。 Whyelseshouldshenothavewrittentoyoubefore?\' \'BecauseIwassucha——becauseshedidnotknowoftheconnectionbetweenmeandmycousinuntilthen。\' \'Imustthinkshedid。\' \'Onwhatground?\' \'Onthestronggroundofmyhavingtoldherso,distinctly,theveryfirstdayshecametolivewithme。\' \'Well,whatdoyouseektoimpressuponmeafterall?This——thatthedayMissGrayewrotetome,sayingitwasbetterthatweshouldpart,coincidedwiththedayshehadseenacertainman——\' \'Aremarkablyhandsomeandtalentedman。\' \'Yes,Iadmitthat。\' \'Andthatitcoincidedwiththehourjustsubsequenttoherseeinghim。\' \'Yes,justwhenshehadseenhim。\' \'Andbeentohishousealonewithhim。\' \'Itisnothing。\' \'Andstayedthereplayingandsingingwithhim。\' \'Admitthat,too,\'hesaid;\'anaccidentmighthavecausedit。\' \'Andatthesameinstantthatshewroteyourdismissalshewrotealetterreferringtoasecretappointmentwithhim。\' \'Never,byGod,madam!never!\' \'Whatdoyousay,sir?\' \'Never。\' Shesneered。 \'There\'snoaccountingforbeliefs,andthewholehistoryisaverytrivialmatter;butIamresolvedtoprovethatalady\'swordistruthful,thoughuponamatterwhichconcernsneitheryounorherself。YoushalllearnthatsheDIDwritehimaletterconcerninganassignation——thatis,ifMr。Manstonstillhasit,andwillbeconsiderateenoughtolenditme。\' \'Butbesides,\'continuedEdward,\'amarriedmantodowhatwouldcauseayounggirltowriteanoteofthekindyoumention!\' Sheflushedalittle。 \'ThatIdon\'tknowanythingabout,\'shestammered。\'ButCythereadidn\'t,ofcourse,dreamanymorethanIdid,orothersintheparish,thathewasmarried。\' \'Ofcourseshedidn\'t。\' \'AndIhavereasontobelievethathetoldherofthefactdirectlyafterwards,thatshemightnotcompromiseherself,orallowhimto。 Itisnotoriousthathestruggledhonestlyandhardagainstherattractions,andsucceededinhidinghisfeelings,ifnotinquenchingthem。\' \'We\'llhopethathedid。\' \'Butcircumstancesarechangednow。\' \'Verygreatlychanged,\'hemurmuredabstractedly。 \'Youmustremember,\'sheaddedmoresuasively,\'thatMissGrayehasaperfectrighttodowhatshelikeswithherown——herheart,thatistosay。\' HerdescentfromirritationwascausedbyperceivingthatEdward\'sfaithwasreallydisturbedbyherstrongassertions,anditgratifiedher。 Edward\'sthoughtsflewtohisfather,andtheobjectofhisinterviewwithher。Tongue-fencingwasutterlydistastefultohim。 \'Iwillnottroubleyoubyremaininglonger,madam,\'heremarked,gloomily;\'ourconversationhasendedsadlyforme。\' \'Don\'tthinkso,\'shesaid,\'anddon\'tbemistaken。Iamolderthanyouare,manyyearsolder,andIknowmanythings。\' Fullofmiserabledoubt,andbitterlyregrettingthathehadraisedhisfather\'sexpectationsbyanticipationsimpossibleoffulfilment,Edwardslowlywenthiswayintothevillage,andapproachedhiscousin\'shouse。Thefarmerwasatthedoorlookingeagerlyforhim。 Hehadbeenwaitingthereformorethanhalf-an-hour。Hiseyekindledquickly。 \'Well,Ted,whatdoesshesay?\'heasked,intheintenselysanguinetoneswhichfallsadlyuponalistener\'sear,because,antecedently,theyraisepicturesofinevitabledisappointmentforthespeaker,insomedirectionoranother。 \'Nothingforustobealarmedat,\'saidEdward,withaforcedcheerfulness。 \'Butmustwerebuild?\' \'Itseemswemust,father。\'