第10章

类别:其他 作者:Thomas Hardy字数:21968更新时间:18/12/21 14:43:47
7。AQUARTER-PASTEIGHTO\'CLOCKP。M。 Thereisanattitude——approximativelycalledpensive——inwhichthesoulofahumanbeing,andespeciallyofawoman,dominatesoutwardlyandexpressesitspresencesostrongly,thattheintangibleessenceseemsmoreapparentthanthebodyitself。ThiswasCytherea\'sexpressionnow。WhatolddaysandsunnyevesatBudmouthBaywasshepicturing?Herreveriehadcausedhernottonoticehisknock。 \'Cytherea!\'hesaidsoftly。 Sheletdropherhand,andturnedherhead,evidentlythinkingthathervisitorcouldbenootherthanManston,yetpuzzledatthevoice。 TherewasnoprefaceonSpringrove\'stongue;heforgothisposition—— hers——thathehadcometoaskquietlyifManstonhadotherproofsofbeingawidower——everything——andjumpedtoaconclusion。 \'Youarenothiswife,Cytherea——comeaway,hehasawifeliving!\' hecriedinanagitatedwhisper。\'Owenwillbeheredirectly。\' Shestartedup,recognizedthetidingsfirst,thebearerofthemafterwards。\'Nothiswife?O,whatisit——what——whoisliving?\' Sheawokebydegrees。\'WhatmustIdo?Edward,itisyou!Whydidyoucome?WhereisOwen?\' \'WhathasManstonshownyouinproofofthedeathofhisotherwife? Tellmequick。\' \'Nothing——wehaveneverspokenofthesubject。WhereismybrotherOwen?Iwanthim,Iwanthim!\' \'Heiscomingby-and-by。Cometothestationtomeethim——do,\' imploredSpringrove。\'IfMr。Manstoncomes,hewillkeepyoufromme:Iamnobody,\'headdedbitterly,feelingthereproachherwordshadfaintlyshadowedforth。 \'Mr。Manstonisonlygoneouttopostaletterhehasjustwritten,\' shesaid,andwithoutbeingdistinctlycognizantoftheaction,shewildlylookedforherbonnetandcloak,andbeganputtingthemon,butintheactoffasteningthemutteredaspasmodiccry。 \'No,I\'llnotgooutwithyou,\'shesaid,flingingthearticlesdownagain。Runningtothedoorsheflittedalongthepassage,anddownstairs。 \'Givemeaprivateroom——quiteprivate,\'shesaidbreathlesslytosomeonebelow。 \'Numbertwelveisasingleroom,madam,andunoccupied,\'saidsometongueinastonishment。 Withoutwaitingforanypersontoshowherintoit,Cythereahurriedupstairsagain,brushedthroughthecorridor,enteredtheroomspecified,andclosedthedoor。Edwardheardhersobout—— \'NobodybutOwenshallspeaktome——nobody!\' \'Hewillbeheredirectly,\'saidSpringrove,closeagainstthepanel,andthenwenttowardsthestairs。Hehadseenher;itwasenough。 Hedescended,steppedintothestreet,andhastenedtomeetOwenattherailway-station。 Asforthepoormaidenwhohadreceivedthenews,sheknewnotwhattothink。ShelistenedtilltheechoofEdward\'sfootstepshaddiedaway,thenbowedherfaceuponthebed。Hersuddenimpulsehadbeentoescapefromsight。Herwearinessaftertheunwontedstrain,mentalandbodily,whichhadbeenputuponherbythescenesshehadpassedthroughduringthelongday,renderedhermuchmoretimidandshakenbyherpositionthanshewouldnaturallyhavebeen。Shethoughtandthoughtofthatsinglefactwhichhadbeentoldher—— thatthefirstMrs。Manstonwasstillliving——tillherbrainseemedreadytoburstitsconfinementwithexcessofthrobbing。Itwasonlynaturalthatsheshould,bydegrees,beunabletoseparatethediscovery,whichwasmatteroffact,fromthesuspicionoftreacheryonherhusband\'spart,whichwasonlymatterofinference。Andthustherearoseinherapersonalfearofhim。 \'Supposeheshouldcomeinnowandseizeme!\'Thisatfirstmerefrenziedsuppositiongrewbydegreestoadefinitehorrorofhispresence,andespeciallyofhisintensegaze。Thussheraisedherselftoaheatofexcitement,whichwasnonethelessrealforbeingventedinnocryofanykind。No;shecouldnotmeetManston\'seyealone,shewouldonlyseehiminherbrother\'scompany。 Almostdeliriouswiththisidea,sheranandlockedthedoortopreventallpossibilityofherintentionsbeingnullified,oralookorwordbeingflungatherbyanybodywhilstsheknewnotwhatshewas。 8。HALF-PASTEIGHTO\'CLOCKP。M。 ThenCythereafeltherwayamidthedarknessoftheroomtillshecametotheheadofthebed,whereshesearchedforthebell-ropeandgaveitapull。Hersummonswasspeedilyansweredbythelandladyherself,whosecuriositytoknowthemeaningofthesestrangeproceedingsknewnobounds。Thelandladyattemptedtoturnthehandleofthedoor。Cythereakeptthedoorlocked。\'PleasetellMr。ManstonwhenhecomesthatIamill,\'shesaidfromtheinside,\'andthatIcannotseehim。\' \'CertainlyIwill,madam,\'saidthelandlady。\'Won\'tyouhaveafire?\' \'No,thankyou。\' \'Noralight?\' \'Idon\'twantone,thankyou。\' \'Noranything?\' \'Nothing。\' Thelandladywithdrew,thinkinghervisitorhalfinsane。 Manstoncameinaboutfiveminuteslater,andwentatonceuptothesitting-room,fullyexpectingtofindhiswifethere。Helookedround,rang,andwastoldthewordsCythereahadsaid,thatshewastooilltobeseen。 \'Sheisinnumbertwelveroom,\'addedthemaid。 Manstonwasalarmed,andknockedatthedoor。\'Cytherea!\' \'Iamunwell,Icannotseeyou,\'shesaid。 \'Areyouseriouslyill,dearest?Surelynot。\' \'No,notseriously。\' \'Letmecomein;Iwillgetadoctor。\' \'No,hecan\'tseemeeither。\' \'Shewon\'topenthedoor,sir,nottonobodyatall!\'saidthechambermaid,withwonder-waitingeyes。 \'Holdyourtongue,andbeoff!\'saidManstonwithasnap。 Themaidvanished。 \'Come,Cytherea,thisisfoolish——indeeditis——notopeningthedoor……Icannotcomprehendwhatcanbethematterwithyou。 Norcanadoctoreither,unlessheseesyou。\' Hervoicehadtrembledmoreandmoreateachanswershegave,butnothingcouldinducehertocomeoutandconfronthim。Hatingscenes,Manstonwentbacktothesitting-room,greatlyirritatedandperplexed。 AndthereCythereafromtheadjoiningroomcouldhearhimpacingupanddown。Shethought,\'Supposeheinsistsuponseeingme——heprobablymay——andwillburstopenthedoor!\'Thisnotionincreased,andshesankintoacornerinahalf-somnolentstate,butwithearsalivetotheslightestsound。ReasoncouldnotoverthrowthedeliriousfancythatoutsideherdoorstoodManstonandallthepeopleinthehotel,waitingtolaughhertoscorn。 9。HALF-PASTEIGHTTOELEVENP。M。 Inthemeantime,Springrovewaspacingupanddownthearrivalplatformoftherailway-station。Half-pasteighto\'clock——thetimeatwhichOwen\'strainwasdue——hadcome,andpassed,butnotrainappeared。 \'Whenwilltheeight-thirtytrainbein?\'heaskedofamanwhowassweepingthemudfromthesteps。 \'Sheisnotexpectedyetthishour。\' \'Howisthat?\' \'Christmas-time,yousee,\'tisalwaysso。Peoplearerunningabouttoseetheirfriends。ThetrainshavebeenlikeiteversinceChristmasEve,andwillbeforanotherweekyet。\' Edwardagainwentonwalkingandwaitingunderthedraughtyroof。 Hefounditutterlyimpossibletoleavethespot。HismindwassointentupontheimportanceofmeetingwithOwen,andinforminghimofCytherea\'swhereabouts,thathecouldnotbutfancyOwenmightleavethestationunobservedifheturnedhisback,andbecomelosttohiminthestreetsofthetown。 Thehourexpired。Teno\'clockstruck。\'Whenwillthetrainbein?\' saidEdwardtothetelegraphclerk。 \'Infive-and-thirtyminutes。She\'snowatL。Theyhaveextrapassengers,andtherailsarebadto-day。\' Atlast,ataquartertoeleven,thetraincamein。 ThefirsttoalightfromitwasOwen,lookingpaleandcold。Hecasuallyglancedrounduponthenearlydesertedplatform,andwashurryingtotheoutlet,whenhiseyesfelluponEdward。Atsightofhisfriendhewasquitebewildered,andcouldnotspeak。 \'HereIam,Mr。Graye,\'saidEdwardcheerfully。\'IhaveseenCytherea,andshehasbeenwaitingforyouthesetwoorthreehours。\' OwentookEdward\'shand,pressedit,andlookedathiminsilence。 Suchwastheconcentrationofhismind,thatnottillmanyminutesafterdidhethinkofinquiringhowSpringrovehadcontrivedtobetherebeforehim。 10。ELEVENO\'CLOCKP。M。 Ontheirarrivalatthedoorofthehotel,itwasarrangedbetweenSpringroveandGrayethatthelatteronlyshouldenter,Edwardwaitingoutside。Owenhadrememberedcontinuallywhathisfriendhadfrequentlyoverlooked,thattherewasyetapossibilityofhissisterbeingManston\'swife,andtherecollectiontaughthimtoavoidanyrashnessinhisproceedingswhichmightleadtobitternesshereafter。 Enteringtheroom,hefoundManstonsittinginthechairwhichhadbeenoccupiedbyCythereaonEdward\'svisit,threehoursearlier。 BeforeOwenhadspoken,Manstonarose,andsteppingpasthimclosedthedoor。Hisfaceappearedharassed——muchmoretroubledthantheslightcircumstancewhichhadasyetcometohisknowledgeseemedtoaccountfor。 ManstoncouldformnoreasonforOwen\'spresence,butintuitivelylinkeditwithCytherea\'sseclusion。\'Altogetherthisismostunseemly,\'hesaid,\'whateveritmaymean。\' \'Don\'tthinkthereismeantanythingunfriendlybymycominghere,\' saidOwenearnestly;\'butlistentothis,andthinkifIcoulddootherwisethancome。\' HetookfromhispockettheconfessionofChinneytheporter,ashastilywrittenoutbythevicar,andreaditaloud。TheaspectsofManston\'sfacewhilsthelistenedtotheopeningwordswerestrange,dark,andmysteriousenoughtohavejustifiedsuspicionsthatnodeceitcouldbetoocomplicatedforthepossessorofsuchimpulses,hadtherenotoverriddenthemall,asthereadingwenton,anewandirrepressibleexpression——oneunmistakablyhonest。Itwasthatofunqualifiedamazementinthesteward\'smindatthenewsheheard。 Owenlookedupandsawit。Thesightonlyconfirmedhiminthebeliefhehadheldthroughout,inantagonismtoEdward\'ssuspicions。 TherecouldnolongerbeashadowofdoubtthatifthefirstMrs。 Manstonlived,herhusbandwasignorantofthefact。Whathecouldhavefearedbyhisghastlylookatfirst,andnowhaveceasedtofear,itwasquitefutiletoconjecture。 \'NowIdonotforamomentdoubtyourcompleteignoranceofthewholematter;youcannotsupposeforaninstantthatIdo,\'saidOwenwhenhehadfinishedreading。\'ButisitnotbestforboththatCythereashouldcomebackwithmetillthematterisclearedup?Infact,underthecircumstances,noothercourseisleftopentomethantorequestit。\' WhateverManston\'soriginalfeelingshadbeen,allinhimnowgavewaytoirritation,andirritationtorage。Hepacedupanddowntheroomtillhehadmasteredit;thensaidinordinarytones—— \'Certainly,Iknownomorethanyouandothersknow——itwasagratuitousunpleasantnessinyoutosayyoudidnotdoubtme。Whyshouldyou,oranybody,havedoubtedme?\' \'Well,whereismysister?\'saidOwen。 \'Lockedinthenextroom。\' HisownanswerremindedManstonthatCythereamust,bysomeinscrutablemeans,havehadaninklingoftheevent。 OwenhadgonetothedoorofCytherea\'sroom。 \'Cytherea,darling——\'tisOwen,\'hesaid,outsidethedoor。A rustlingofclothes,softfootsteps,andavoicesayingfromtheinside,\'Isitreallyyou,Owen,——isitreally?\' \'Itis。\' \'O,willyoutakecareofme?\' \'Always。\' Sheunlockedthedoor,andretreatedagain。Manstoncameforwardfromtheotherroomwithacandleinhishand,asOwenpushedopenthedoor。 Herfrightenedeyeswereunnaturallylarge,andshonelikestarsinthedarknessofthebackground,asthelightfelluponthem。SheleaptuptoOweninonebound,hersmalltaperfingersextendedliketheleavesofalupine。Thensheclaspedhercoldandtremblinghandsroundhisneckandshivered。 ThesightofheragainkindledallManston\'spassionsintoactivity。 \'Sheshallnotgowithyou,\'hesaidfirmly,andsteppingapaceortwocloser,\'unlessyouprovethatsheisnotmywife;andyoucan\'tdoit!\' \'Thisisproof,\'saidOwen,holdingupthepaper。 \'Noproofatall,\'saidManstonhotly。\'\'Tisnotadeath-bedconfession,andthosearetheonlythingsofthekindheldasgoodevidence。\' \'Sendforalawyer,\'Owenreturned,\'andlethimtellusthepropercoursetoadopt。\' \'Nevermindthelaw——letmegowithOwen!\'criedCytherea,stillholdingontohim。\'Youwillletmegowithhim,won\'tyou,sir?\' shesaid,turningappealinglytoManston。 \'We\'llhaveitallrightandsquare,\'saidManston,withmorequietness。\'Ihavenoobjectiontoyourbrothersendingforalawyer,ifhewantsto。\' Itwasgettingonfortwelveo\'clock,buttheproprietorofthehotelhadnotyetgonetobedonaccountofthemysteryonthefirstfloor,whichwasanoccurrenceunusualinthequietfamilylodging。 Owenlookedoverthebanisters,andsawhimstandinginthehall。 ItstruckGrayethatthewisestcoursewouldbetotakethelandlordtoacertainextentintotheirconfidence,appealtohishonourasagentleman,andsoon,inordertoacquiretheinformationhewanted,andalsotopreventtheepisodeoftheeveningfrombecomingapublicpieceofnews。Hecalledthelandlorduptowheretheystood,andtoldhimthemainfactsofthestory。 Thelandlordwasfortunatelyaquiet,prejudicedman,andameditativesmoker。 \'Iknowtheverymanyouwanttosee——theveryman,\'hesaid,lookingatthegeneralfeaturesofthecandle-flame。\'Sharpasaneedle,andnotover-rich。Timmswillputyouallstraightinnotime——trustTimmsforthat。\' \'He\'sinbedbythistimeforcertain,\'saidOwen。 \'Nevermindthat——Timmsknowsme,Iknowhim。He\'llobligemeasapersonalfavour。Waithereabit。Perhaps,too,he\'supatsomepartyoranother——he\'sanice,jovialfellow,sharpasaneedle,too;mindyou,sharpasaneedle,too。\' Hewentdownstairs,putonhisovercoat,andleftthehouse,thethreepersonsmostconcernedenteringtheroom,andstandingmotionless,awkward,andsilentinthemidstofit。Cythereapicturedtoherselfthelongwearyminutesshewouldhavetostandthere,whilstasleepymancouldbepreparedforconsultation,tilltheconstraintbetweenthemseemedunendurabletoher——shecouldneverlastoutthetime。OwenwasannoyedthatManstonhadnotquietlyarrangedwithhimatonce;ManstonatOwen\'shomelinessofideainproposingtosendforanattorney,asifhewouldbeatouchstoneofinfallibleproof。 Reflectionwascutshortbytheapproachoffootsteps,andinafewmomentstheproprietorofthehotelentered,introducinghisfriend。 \'Mr。Timmshasnotbeeninbed,\'hesaid;\'hehadjustreturnedfromdiningwithafewfriends,sothere\'snotroublegiven。TosavetimeIexplainedthematteraswecamealong。\' ItoccurredtoOwenandManstonboththattheymightgetamistyexpositionofthelawfromMr。Timmsatthatmomentofconcludingdinnerwithafewfriends。 \'AsfarasIcansee,\'saidthelawyer,yawning,andturninghisvisioninwardbymainforce,\'itisquiteamatterforprivatearrangementbetweentheparties,whoeverthepartiesare——atleastatpresent。Ispeakmoreasafatherthanasalawyer,itistrue,but,lettheyoungladystaywithherfather,orguardian,safeoutofshame\'sway,untilthemysteryissifted,whateverthemysteryis。Shouldtheevidenceprovetobefalse,ortrumpedupbyanybodytogetherawayfromyou,herhusband,youmaysuethemforthedamagesaccruingfromthedelay。\' \'Yes,yes,\'saidManston,whohadcompletelyrecoveredhisself- possessionandcommon-sense;\'letitallbesettledbyherself。\' TurningtoCythereahewhisperedsosoftlythatOwendidnothearthewords—— \'Doyouwishtogobackwithyourbrother,dearest,andleavemeheremiserable,andlonely,orwillyoustaywithme,yourownhusband。\' \'I\'llgobackwithOwen。\' \'Verywell。\'Herelinquishedhiscoaxingtone,andwentonsternly: \'Andrememberthis,Cytherea,Iamasinnocentofdeceptioninthisthingasyouareyourself。Doyoubelieveme?\' \'Ido,\'shesaid。 \'Ihadnoshadowofsuspicionthatmyfirstwifelived。Idon\'tthinkshedoesevennow。Doyoubelieveme?\' \'Ibelieveyou,\'shesaid。 \'Andnow,good-evening,\'hecontinued,openingthedoorandpolitelyintimatingtothethreemenstandingbythattherewasnofurthernecessityfortheirremaininginhisroom。\'InthreedaysIshallclaimher。\' Thelawyerandthehotel-keeperretiredfirst。Owen,gatheringupasmuchofhissister\'sclothingaslayabouttheroom,tookheruponhisarm,andfollowedthem。Edward,towhomsheowedeverything,whohadbeenleftstandinginthestreetlikeadogwithoutahome,wasutterlyforgotten。Owenpaidthelandlordandthelawyerforthetroublehehadoccasionedthem,lookedtothepacking,andwenttothedoor。 Afly,whichsomewhatunaccountablywasseenlingeringinfrontofthehouse,wascalledup,andCytherea\'sluggageputuponit。 \'Doyouknowofanyhotelnearthestationthatisopenfornightarrivals?\'Oweninquiredofthedriver。 \'Aplacehasbeenbespokeforyou,sir,attheWhiteUnicorn——andthegentlemanwishedmetogiveyouthis。\' \'BespokenbySpringrove,whoorderedthefly,ofcourse,\'saidOwentohimself。Bythelightofthestreet-lamphereadtheselines,hurriedlytracedinpencil:—— \'Ihavegonehomebythemail-train。ItisbetterforallpartiesthatIshouldbeoutoftheway。TellCythereathatIapologizeforhavingcausedhersuchunnecessarypain,asitseemsIdid——butitcannotbehelpednow。E。S。\' Owenhandedhissisterintothevehicle,andtoldtheflymantodriveon。 \'PoorSpringrove——Ithinkwehaveservedhimratherbadly,\'hesaidtoCytherea,repeatingthewordsofthenotetoher。 Athrillofpleasurepassedthroughherbosomasshelistenedtothem。Theywerethegenuinereproachofalovertohismistress; thetriflingcoldnessofheranswertohimwouldhavebeennoticedbynomanwhowasonlyafriend。But,inentertainingthatsweetthought,shehadforgottenherself,andherpositionfortheinstant。 WasshestillManston\'swife——thatwastheterriblesupposition,andherfutureseemedstillapossiblemiserytoher。For,onaccountofthelatejarringaccident,alifewithManstonwhichwouldotherwisehavebeenonlyasadness,mustbecomeaburdenofunutterablesorrow。 Thenshethoughtofthemisrepresentationandscandalthatwouldensueifshewerenowife。Onecauseforthankfulnessaccompaniedthereflection;Edwardknewthetruth。 Theysoonreachedthequietoldinn,whichhadbeenselectedforthembytheforethoughtofthemanwholovedherwell。Heretheyinstalledthemselvesforthenight,arrangingtogotoBudmouthbythefirsttrainthenextday。 AtthishourEdwardSpringrovewasfastapproachinghisnativecountyonthewheelsofthenight-mail。 XIV。THEEVENTSOFFIVEWEEKS 1。FROMTHESIXTHTOTHETHIRTEENTHOFJANUARY Manstonhadevidentlyresolvedtodonothinginahurry。 Thismuchwasplain,thathisearnestdesireandintentionwastoraiseinCytherea\'sbosomnofeelingsofpermanentaversiontohim。 TheinstantafterthefirstburstofdisappointmenthadescapedhiminthehotelatSouthampton,hehadseenhowfarbetteritwouldbetoloseherpresenceforaweekthanherrespectforever。 \'Sheshallbemine;Iwillclaimtheyoungthingyet,\'heinsisted。 Andthenheseemedtoreasonovermethodsforcompassingthatobject,which,toallthosewhowereinanydegreeacquaintedwiththerecentevent,appearedtheleastlikelyofpossiblecontingencies。 HereturnedtoKnapwaterlatethenextday,andwaspreparingtocallonMissAldclyffe,whentheconclusionforceditselfuponhimthatnothingwouldbegainedbysuchastep。No;everyactionofhisshouldbedoneopenly——evenreligiously。Atleast,hecalledontherector,andstatedthistobehisresolve。 \'Certainly,\'saidMr。Raunham,\'itisbesttoproceedcandidlyandfairly,orunduesuspicionmayfallonyou。Youshould,inmyopinion,takeactivestepsatonce。\' \'Iwilldotheutmostthatliesinmypowertoclearupthemystery,andsilencethehubbubofgossipthathasbeensetgoingaboutme。 ButwhatcanIdo?Theysaythatthemanwhocomesfirstinthechainofinquiryisnottobefound——Imeantheporter。\' \'Iamsorrytosaythatheisnot。WhenIreturnedfromthestationlastnight,afterseeingOwenGrayeoff,Iwentagaintothecottagewherehehasbeenlodging,togetmoreintelligence,asIthought。 Hewasnotthere。Hehadgoneoutatdusk,sayinghewouldbebacksoon。Buthehasnotcomebackyet。\' \'Iratherdoubtifweshallseehimagain。\' \'HadIknownofthis,IwouldhavedonewhatinmyflurryIdidnotthinkofdoing——setawatchuponhim。Butwhynotadvertiseforyourmissingwifeasapreliminary,consultingyoursolicitorinthemeantime?\' \'Advertise。I\'llthinkaboutit,\'saidManston,lingeringonthewordashepronouncedit。\'Yes,thatseemsarightthing——quitearightthing。\' Hewenthomeandremainedmoodilyindoorsallthenextdayandthenext——fornearlyaweek,inshort。Then,oneeveningatdusk,hewentoutwithanuncertainairastothedirectionofhiswalk,whichresulted,however,inleadinghimagaintotherectory。 HesawMr。Raunham。\'Haveyoudoneanythingyet?\'therectorinquired。 \'No——Ihavenot,\'saidManstonabsently。\'ButIamgoingtosetaboutit。\'Hehesitated,asifashamedofsomeweaknesshewasabouttobetray。\'MyobjectincallingwastoaskifyouhadheardanytidingsfromBudmouthofmy——Cytherea。Youusedtospeakofherasoneyouwereinterestedin。\' Therewas,atanyrate,realsadnessinManston\'stonenow,andtherectorpausedtoweighhiswordserehereplied。 \'Ihavenothearddirectlyfromher,\'hesaidgently。\'Butherbrotherhascommunicatedwithsomepeopleintheparish——\' \'TheSpringroves,Isuppose,\'saidManstongloomily。 \'Yes;andtheytellmethatsheisveryill,andIamsorrytosay,likelytobeforsomedays。\' \'Surely,surely,Imustgoandseeher!\'Manstoncried。 \'Iwouldadviseyounottogo,\'saidRaunham。\'Butdothisinstead—— beasquickasyoucaninmakingamovementtowardsascertainingthetruthasregardstheexistenceofyourwife。Yousee,Mr。 Manston,anout-stepplacelikethisisnotlikeacity,andthereisnobodytobusyhimselfforthegoodofthecommunity;whilstpoorCythereaandherbrotheraresociallytoodependenttobeabletomakemuchstirinthematter,whichisagreaterreasonstillwhyyoushouldbedisinterestedlyprompt。\' Thestewardmurmuredanassent。Stilltherewasthesameindecision!——nottheindecisionofweakness——theindecisionofconsciousperplexity。 OnManston\'sreturnfromthisinterviewattherectory,hepassedthedooroftheRisingSunInn。Findinghehadnolightforhiscigar,anditbeingthree-quartersofamiletohisresidenceinthepark,heenteredthetaverntogetone。NobodywasintheouterportionofthefrontroomwhereManstonstood,butaspaceroundthefirewasscreenedofffromtheremainder,andinsidethehighoaksettle,formingapartofthescreen,heheardvoicesconversing。 Thespeakershadnotnoticedhisfootsteps,andcontinuedtheirdiscourse。 Oneofthetwoherecognizedasawell-knownnight-poacher,themanwhohadmethimwithtidingsofhiswife\'sdeathontheeveningoftheconflagration。Theotherseemedtobeastrangerfollowingthesamemodeoflife。Theconversationwascarriedonintheemphaticandconfidentialtoneofmenwhoareslightlyintoxicated,itssubjectbeinganunaccountableexperiencethatoneofthemhadhadonthenightofthefire。 Whatthestewardheardwasenough,andmorethanenough,toleadhimtoforgetortorenouncehismotiveinentering。Theeffectuponhimwasstrangeandstrong。Hisfirstobjectseemedtobetoescapefromthehouseagainwithoutbeingseenorheard。 Havingaccomplishedthis,hewentinattheparkgate,andstrodeoffunderthetreestotheOldHouse。Theresittingdownbythefire,andburyinghimselfinreflection,heallowedtheminutestopassbyunheeded。Firstthecandleburntdowninitssocketandstunk:hedidnotnoticeit。Thenthefirewentout:hedidnotseeit。Hisfeetgrewcold;stillhethoughton。 Itmayberemarkedthatalady,ayearandaquarterbeforethistime,had,underthesameconditions——anunrestrictedmentalabsorption——shownnearlythesamepeculiaritiesasthismanevincednow。TheladywasMissAldclyffe。 Itwashalf-pasttwelvewhenManstonmoved,asifhehadcometoadetermination。 ThefirstthinghedidthenextmorningwastocallatKnapwaterHouse;wherehefoundthatMissAldclyffewasnotwellenoughtoseehim。ShehadbeenailingfromslightinternalhaemorrhageeversincetheconfessionoftheporterChinney。Apparentlynotmuchaggrievedatthedenial,heshortlyafterwardswenttotherailway- stationandtookhisdepartureforLondon,leavingaletterforMissAldclyffe,statingthereasonofhisjourneythither——torecovertracesofhismissingwife。 Duringtheremainderoftheweekparagraphsappearedinthelocalandothernewspapers,drawingattentiontothefactsofthissingularcase。Thewriters,withscarcelyanexception,dweltforciblyuponafeaturewhichhadatfirstescapedtheobservationofthevillagers,includingMr。Raunham——thatiftheannouncementofthemanChinneyweretrue,itseemedextremelyprobablethatMrs。 Manstonleftherwatchandkeysbehindonpurposetoblindpeopleastoherescape;andthatthereforeshewouldnotnowletherselfbediscovered,unlessastrongpressurewereputuponher。Thewritersaddedthatthepolicewereonthetrackoftheporter,whoverypossiblyhadabscondedinthefearthathisreticencewascriminal,andthatMr。Manston,thehusband,was,withpraiseworthyenergy,makingeveryefforttoclearthewholematterup。 2。FROMTHEEIGHTEENTHTOTHEENDOFJANUARY Fivedaysfromthetimeofhisdeparture,ManstonreturnedfromLondonandLiverpool,lookingveryfatiguedandthoughtful。Heexplainedtotherectorandotherofhisacquaintancethatalltheinquirieshehadmadeathiswife\'soldlodgingsandhisownhadbeentotallybarrenofresults。 Butheseemedinclinedtopushtheaffairtoaclearconclusionnowthathehadcommenced。Afterthelapseofanotherdayortwoheproceededtofulfilhispromisetotherector,andadvertisedforthemissingwomaninthreeoftheLondonpapers。Theadvertisementwasacarefullyconsideredandevenattractiveeffusion,calculatedtowintheheart,oratleasttheunderstanding,ofanywomanwhohadasparkofherownnatureleftinher。 Therewasnoanswer。 Threedayslaterherepeatedtheexperiment;withthesameresultasbefore。 \'Icannottryanyfurther,\'saidManstonspeciouslytotherector,hissoleauditorthroughouttheproceedings。\'Mr。Raunham,I\'lltellyouthetruthplainly:Idon\'tloveher;IdoloveCytherea,andthewholeofthisbusinessofsearchingfortheotherwomangoesaltogetheragainstme。IhopetoGodIshallneverseeheragain。\' \'Butyouwilldoyourdutyatleast?\'saidMr。Raunham。 \'Ihavedoneit,\'saidManston。\'Ifeveramanonthefaceofthisearthhasdonehisdutytowardsanabsentwife,Ihavetowardsher—— livingordead——atleast,\'headded,correctinghimself,\'sinceI havelivedatKnapwater。Ineglectedherbeforethattime——Iownthat,asIhaveowneditbefore。\' \'Ishould,ifIwereyou,adoptothermeanstogettidingsofherifadvertisingfails,inspiteofmyfeelings,\'saidtherectoremphatically。\'Butatanyrate,tryadvertisingoncemore。There\'sasatisfactioninhavingmadeanyattemptthreeseveraltimes。\' WhenManstonhadleftthestudy,therectorstoodlookingatthefireforaconsiderablelengthoftime,lostinprofoundreflection。 Hewenttohisprivatediary,andaftermanypauses,whichhevariedonlybydippinghispen,lettingitdry,wipingitonhissleeve,andthendippingitagain,hetookthefollowingnoteofevents:—— \'January25——Mr。Manstonhasjustseenmeforthethirdtimeonthesubjectofhislostwife。Therehavebeenthesepeculiaritiesattendingthethreeinterviews:—— \'Thefirst。Myvisitor,whilstexpressingbywordshisgreatanxietytodoeverythingforherrecovery,showedplainlybyhisbearingthathewasconvincedheshouldneverseeheragain。 \'Thesecond。Hehadleftofffeigninganxietytodorightlybyhisfirstwife,andhonestlyaskedafterCytherea\'swelfare。 \'Thethird(andmostremarkable)。Heseemedtohavelostallconsistency。WhilstexpressinghisloveforCytherea(whichcertainlyisstrong)andevincingtheusualindifferencetothefirstMrs。Manston\'sfate,hewasunabletoconcealtheintensityofhiseagernessformetoadvisehimtoADVERTISEAGAINforher。\' Aweekafterthesecond,thethirdadvertisementwasinserted。A paragraphwasattached,whichstatedthatthiswouldbethelasttimetheannouncementwouldappear。 3。THEFIRSTOFFEBRUARY Atthis,theeleventhhour,thepostmanbroughtaletterforManston,directedinawoman\'shand。 Abachelorfriendofthesteward\'s,Mr。Dicksonbyname,whowassomewhatofachatterer——plenusrimarum——andwhoboastedofanendlessstringofacquaintances,hadcomeoverfromCasterbridgetheprecedingdaybyinvitation——aninvitationwhichhadbeenapleasantsurprisetoDicksonhimself,insomuchthatManston,asarule,votedhimaborealmosttohisface。Hehadstayedoverthenight,andwassittingatbreakfastwithhishostwhentheimportantmissivearrived。 Manstondidnotattempttoconcealthesubjectoftheletter,orthenameofthewriter。Firstglancingthepagesthrough,hereadaloudasfollows:—— \'“MYHUSBAND,——Iimploreyourforgiveness。 \'“DuringthelastthirteenmonthsIhaverepeatedtomyselfahundredtimesthatyoushouldneverdiscoverwhatIvoluntarilytellyounow,namely,thatIamaliveandinperfecthealth。 \'“Ihaveseenallyouradvertisements。Nothingbutyourpersistencehaswonmeround。Surely,Ithought,heMUSTlovemestill。Whyelseshouldhetrytowinbackawomanwho,faithfuluntodeathasshewillbe,can,inasocialsense,aidhimtowardsacquiringnothing?——ratherthereverse,indeed。 \'“Youyourselfstatemyownmind——thattheonlygroundsuponwhichwecanmeetandlivetogether,withareasonablehopeofhappiness,mustbeamutualconsenttoburyinoblivionallpastdifferences。 Iheartilyandwillinglyforgeteverything——andforgiveeverything。 Youwilldothesame,asyouractionsshow。 \'“Therewillbeplentyofopportunityformetoexplainthefewfactsrelatingtomyescapeonthenightofthefire。Iwillonlygivetheheadsinthishurriednote。Iwasgrievedatyournotcomingtofetchme,moregrievedatyourabsencefromthestation,mostofallbyyourabsencefromhome。OnmyjourneytotheinnI writhedunderapassionatesenseofwrongdoneme。WhenIhadbeenshowntomyroomIwaitedandhopedforyoutillthelandlordhadgoneupstairstobed。Istillfoundthatyoudidnotcome,andthenIfinallymadeupmymindtoleave。Ihadhalfundressed,butIputonmythingsagain,forgettingmywatch(andIsupposedroppingmykeys,thoughIamnotsurewhere)inmyhurry,andslippedoutofthehouse。The——“\' \'Well,that\'sarumstory,\'saidMr。Dickson,interrupting。 \'What\'sarumstory?\'saidManstonhastily,andflushingintheface。 \'Forgettingherwatchanddroppingherkeysinherhurry。\' \'Idon\'tseeanythingparticularlywonderfulinit。Anywomanmightdosuchathing。\' \'Anywomanmightifescapingfromfireorshipwreck,oranysuchimmediatedanger。Butitseemsincomprehensibletomethatanywomaninhersenses,whoquietlydecidestoleaveahouse,shouldbesoforgetful。\' \'Allthatisrequiredtoreconcileyourseemingwithherfactsistoassumethatshewasnotinhersenses,forthat\'swhatshedidplainly,orhowcouldthethingshavebeenfoundthere?Besides,she\'struthfulenough。\'Hespokeeagerlyandperemptorily。 \'Yes,yes,Iknowthat。Imerelymeantthatitseemedratherodd。\' \'Oyes。\'Manstonreadon:—— \'“——andslippedoutofthehouse。Therubbish-heapwasburningupbrightly,butthethoughtthatthehousewasindangerdidnotstrikeme;Ididnotconsiderthatitmightbethatched。 \'“Iidledinthelanebehindthewoodtillthelastdown-trainhadcomein,notbeinginamoodtofacestrangers。WhilstIwastherethefirebrokeout,andthisperplexedmestillmore。However,I wasstilldeterminednottostayintheplace。Iwenttotherailway-station,whichwasnowquiet,andinquiredofthesolitarymanondutythereconcerningthetrains。ItwasnottillIhadleftthemanthatIsawtheeffectthefiremighthaveonmyhistory。I consideredalso,thoughnotinanydetailedmanner,thattheevent,byattractingtheattentionofthevillagetomyformerabode,mightsetpeopleonmytrackshouldtheydoubtmydeath,andasuddendreadofhavingtogobackagaintoKnapwater——aplacewhichhadseemedinimicaltomefromfirsttolast——promptedmetorunbackandbribetheportertosecrecy。IthenwalkedontoAnglebury,lingeringabouttheoutskirtsofthetowntillthemorningtraincamein,whenIproceededbyittoLondon,andthentooktheselodgings,whereIhavebeensupportingmyselfeversincebyneedlework,endeavouringtosaveenoughmoneytopaymypassagehometoAmerica,butmakingmelancholyprogressinmyattempt。However,allthatischanged——canIbeotherwisethanhappyatit?Ofcoursenot。Iamhappy。TellmewhatIamtodo,andbelievemestilltobeyourfaithfulwife,EUNICE。 \'“Mynamehereis(asbefore) \'“MRS。RONDLEY,andmyaddress,79ADDINGTONSTREET,LAMBETH。\'“ Thenameandaddresswerewrittenonaseparateslipofpaper。 \'Soit\'stobeallrightatlastthen,\'saidManston\'sfriend。\'Butafterallthere\'sanotherwomaninthecase。Youdon\'tseemverysorryforthelittlethingwhoisputtosuchdistressbythisturnofaffairs?Iwonderyoucanlethergosocoolly。\'Thespeakerwaslookingoutbetweenthemullionsofthewindow——noticingthatsomeofthelightswereglazedinlozenges,someinsquares——ashesaidthewords,otherwisehewouldhaveseenthepassionateexpressionofagonizedhopelessnessthatflittedacrossthesteward\'scountenancewhentheremarkwasmade。Hedidnotseeit,andManstonansweredafterashortinterval。Thewayinwhichhespokeoftheyounggirlwhohadbelievedherselfhiswife,whom,afewshortdaysago,hehadopenlyidolized,andwhom,inhissecretheart,heidolizedstill,asfarassuchaformoflovewascompatiblewithhisnature,showedthatfrompolicyorotherwise,hemeanttoactuptotherequirementsofthepositionintowhichfateappeareddeterminedtodrivehim。 \'That\'sneitherherenorthere,\'hesaid;\'itisapointofhonourtodoasIamdoing,andthere\'sanendofit。\' \'Yes。OnlyIthoughtyouusednottocareovermuchaboutyourfirstbargain。\' \'Icertainlydidnotatonetime。Oneisapttofeelratherwearyofwiveswhentheyaresodevilishcivilunderallaspects,assheusedtobe。Butanythingforachange——Abigailislost,butMichalisrecovered。Youwouldhardlybelieveit,butsheseemsinfancytobequiteanotherbride——infact,almostasifshehadreallyrisenfromthedead,insteadofhavingonlydonesovirtually。\' \'Youlettheyoungpinkoneknowthattheotherhascomeoriscoming?\' \'Cuibono?\'Thestewardmeditatedcritically,showingaportionofhisintenselywideandregularteethwithintherubylips。 \'Icannotsayanythingtoherthatwilldoanygood,\'heresumed。 \'Itwouldbeawkward——eitherseeingorcommunicatingwithheragain。 Thebestplantoadoptwillbetoletmatterstaketheircourse—— she\'llfinditalloutsoonenough。\' Manstonfoundhimselfaloneafewminuteslater。Heburiedhisfaceinhishands,andmurmured,\'Omylostone!OmyCytherea!Thatitshouldcometothisishardforme!\'Tisnowalldarkness——“alandofdarknessasdarknessitself;andoftheshadowofdeathwithoutanyorder,andwherethelightisasdarkness。“\' Yes,theartificialbearingwhichthisextraordinarymanhadadoptedbeforestrangerseversincehehadoverheardtheconversationattheinn,lefthimnow,andhemournedforCythereaaloud。 4。THETWELFTHOFFEBRUARY KnapwaterParkisthepicture——ateleveno\'clockonamuddy,quiet,hazy,butbrightmorning——amorningwithoutanybluesky,andwithoutanyshadows,theearthbeingenlivenedandlitupratherbythespiritofaninvisiblesunthanbyitsbodilypresence。 ThelocalHunthadmetfortheday\'ssportontheopenspaceofgroundimmediatelyinfrontofthesteward\'sresidence——calledinthelistofappointments,\'OldHouse,Knapwater\'——themeetbeinghereonceeveryseason,forthepleasureofMissAldclyffeandherfriends。 Leaningoutfromoneofthefirst-floorwindows,andsurveyingwiththekeenestinterestthelivelypictureofpinkandblackcoats,rich-colouredhorses,andsparklingbitsandspurs,wasthereturnedandlong-lostwoman,Mrs。Manston。 Theeyesofthoseformingthebrilliantgroupwereoccasionallyturnedtowardsher,showingplainlythatheradventureswerethesubjectofconversationequallywithormorethanthechancesofthecomingday。Shedidnotflushbeneaththeirscrutiny;onthecontrary,sheseemedrathertoenjoyit,hereyesbeingkindledwithalightofcontentedexultation,subduedtosquarewiththecircumstancesofhermatronlyposition。 Shewas,atthedistancefromwhichtheysurveyedher,anattractivewoman——comelyasthetentsofKedar。ButtoacloseobserveritwaspalpableenoughthatGoddidnotdoallthepicture。AppearingatleastsevenyearsolderthanCytherea,shewasprobablyherseniorbydoublethenumber,theartificialmeansemployedtoheightenthenaturalgoodappearanceofherfacebeingverycleverlyapplied。 Herformwasfullandround,itsvoluptuousmaturitystandingoutinstrongcontrasttothememoryofCytherea\'slissomgirlishness。 Itseemstobeanalmostuniversalrulethatawomanwhooncehascourted,orwhoeventuallywillcourt,thesocietyofmenontermsdangeroustoherhonourcannotrefrainfromflingingthemeaningglancewheneverthemomentarrivesinwhichtheglanceisstronglyaskedfor,evenifherlifeandwholefuturedependeduponthatmoment\'sabstinence。 Hadacautious,uxorioushusbandseeninhiswife\'scountenancewhatmightnowhavebeenseeninthisdark-eyedwoman\'sasshecaughtastrayglanceofflirtationfromoneorotherofthered-coatedgallantsoutside,hewouldhavepassedmanydaysinanagonyofrestlessjealousyanddoubt。ButManstonwasnotsuchahusband,andhewas,moreover,calmlyattendingtohisbusinessattheotherendofthemanor。 Thestewardhadfetchedhomehiswifeinthemostmatter-of-factwayafewdaysearlier,walkingroundthevillagewithhertheverynextmorning——atonceputtinganend,bythissimplesolution,toalltheriddlinginquiriesandsurmisesthatwererankinthevillageanditsneighbourhood。SomemensaidthatthiswomanwasasfarinferiortoCythereaasearthtoheaven;others,olderandsager,thoughtManstonbetteroffwithsuchawifethanhewouldhavebeenwithoneofCytherea\'syouthfulimpulses,andinexperienceinhouseholdmanagement。Allfelttheircuriositydyingoutofthem。 ItwasthesameinCarrifordasinotherpartsoftheworld—— immediatelycircumstantialevidencebecameexchangedfordirect,theloungersincourtyawned,gaveafinalsurvey,andturnedawaytoasubjectwhichwouldaffordmorescopeforspeculation。 XV。THEEVENTSOFTHREEWEEKS 1。FROMTHETWELFTHOFFEBRUARYTOTHESECONDOFMARCH OwenGraye\'srecoveryfromtheillnessthathadincapacitatedhimforsolongatimewas,professionally,thedawnofabrighterprospectforhimineverydirection,thoughthechangewasatfirstverygradual,andhismovementsandeffortswerelittlemorethanmechanical。Withthelengtheningofthedays,andtherevivalofbuildingoperationsfortheforthcomingseason,hesawhimself,forthefirsttime,onaroadwhich,pursuedwithcare,wouldprobablyleadtoacomfortableincomeatsomefutureday。Buthewasstillverylowdownthehillasyet。 ThefirstundertakingentrustedtohiminthenewyearbeganaboutamonthafterhisreturnfromSouthampton。Mr。Gradfieldhadcomebacktohiminthewakeofhisrestoredhealth,andofferedhimthesuperintendence,asclerkofworks,ofachurchwhichwastobenearlyrebuiltatthevillageofTolchurch,fifteenorsixteenmilesfromBudmouth,andabouthalfthatdistancefromCarriford。 \'Iamnowbeingpaidattherateofahundredandfiftypoundsayear,\'hesaidtohissisterinaburstofthankfulness,\'andyoushallnever,Cytherea,beatanytyrannouslady\'sbeckandcallagainaslongasIlive。Neverpineorthinkaboutwhathashappened,dear;it\'snodisgracetoyou。Cheerup;you\'llbesomebody\'shappywifeyet。\' HedidnotsayEdwardSpringrove\'s,for,greatlytohisdisappointment,areporthadreachedhisearsthatthefriendtowhomCythereaowedsomuchhadbeenabouttopackuphisthingsandsailforAustralia。However,thiswasbeforetheuncertaintyconcerningMrs。Manston\'sexistencehadbeendispersedbyherreturn,aphenomenonthatalteredthecloudyrelationshipinwhichCythereahadlatelybeenstandingtowardsheroldlover,tooneofdistinctness;whichresultwouldhavebeendelightfulbutforcircumstancesabouttobementioned。 Cythereawasstillpalefromherrecentillness,andstillgreatlydejected。UntilthenewsofMrs。Manston\'sreturnhadreachedthem,shehadkeptherselfcloselyshutupduringtheday-time,neverventuringforthexceptatnight。Sleepingandwakingshehadbeeninperpetualdreadlestsheshouldstillbeclaimedbyamanwhom,onlyafewweeksearlier,shehadregardedinthelightofafuturehusbandwithquietassent,notunmixedwithcheerfulness。 Buttheremovaloftheuneasinessinthisdirection——byMrs。 Manston\'sarrival,andherownconsequentfreedom——hadbeentheimpositionofpaininanother。UtterlyfictitiousdetailsofthefindingofCythereaandManstonhadbeeninventedandcirculated,unavoidablyreachingherearsinthecourseoftime。Thusthefreedombroughtnohappiness,anditseemedwell-nighimpossiblethatshecouldeveragainshowherselfthesparklingcreaturesheoncehadbeen—— \'Apttoenticeadeity。\' Onthisaccount,andforthefirsttimeinhislife,Owenmadeapointofconcealingfromhertherealstateofhisfeelingswithregardtotheunhappytransaction。Hewrithedinsecretunderthehumiliationtowhichtheyhadbeensubjected,tilltheresentmentitgaveriseto,andforwhichtherewasnovent,wassometimesbeyondendurance;itinducedamoodthatdidseriousdamagetothematerialandploddingperseverancenecessaryifhewouldsecurepermanentlythecomfortsofahomeforthem。 TheygaveuptheirlodgingsatBudmouth,andwenttoTolchurchassoonastheworkcommenced。 Heretheyweredomiciledinonehalfofanoldfarmhouse,standingnotfarfromtheivy-coveredchurchtower(whichwasallthatwastoremainoftheoriginalstructure)。Thelongsteeproofofthispicturesquedwellingslopednearlydowntotheground,theoldtilesthatcovereditbeingovergrownwithricholive-huedmoss。Newredtilesintwosandthreeshadbeenusedforpatchingtheholeswroughtbydecay,lightingupthewholeharmonioussurfacewithdotsofbrilliantscarlet。 Thechiefinternalfeaturesofthissnugabodewereawidefireplace,enormouscupboards,abrownsettle,andseveralsketchesonthewoodmantel,doneinoutlinewiththepointofahotpoker—— thesubjectsmainlyconsistingofoldmenwalkingpainfullyerect,withacurly-taileddogbehind。 AfteraweekortwoofresidenceinTolchurch,andramblesamidthequaintscenerycircumscribingit,atranquillitybegantospreaditselfthroughthemindofthemaiden,whichGrayehopedwouldbeaprefacetohercompleterestoration。Shefeltreadyandwillingtolivethewholeremainderofherdaysintheretirementoftheirpresentquarters:shebegantosingaboutthehouseinlowtremuloussnatches—— \'“——Isaid,ifthere\'speacetobefoundintheworld,Aheartthatishumblemayhopeforithere。“\' 2。THETHIRDOFMARCH Herconvalescencehadarrivedatthispointonacertaineveningtowardstheendofthewinter,whenOwenhadcomeinfromthebuildinghardby,andwaschanginghismuddybootsforslippers,previouslytosittingdowntotoastandtea。 Aprolongedthoughquietknockingcametothedoor。 Theonlypersonwhoeverknockedattheirdoorinthatwaywasthenewvicar,theprimemoverinthechurch-building。ButhewasthateveningdiningwiththeSquire。 Cythereawasuneasyatthesound——shedidnotknowwhy,unlessitwasbecausehernerveswereweakenedbythesicknessshehadundergone。Insteadofopeningthedoorsheranoutoftheroom,andupstairs。 \'Whatnonsense,Cytherea!\'saidherbrother,goingtothedoor。 EdwardSpringrovestoodinthegreylightoutside。 \'Capital——notgonetoAustralia,andnotgoing,ofcourse!\'criedOwen。\'What\'stheuseofgoingtosuchaplaceasthat?——Ineverbelievedthatyouwould。\' \'IamgoingbacktoLondonagainto-morrow,\'saidSpringrove,\'andI calledtosayawordbeforegoing。Whereis……?\' \'Shehasjustrunupstairs。Comein——nevermindscrapingyourshoes——weareregularcottagersnow;stonefloor,yawningchimney- corner,andall,yousee。\' \'Mrs。Manstoncame,\'saidEdwardawkwardly,whenhehadsatdowninthechimney-cornerbypreference。 \'Yes。\'AtmentionofoneofhisskeletonsOwenlosthisblithenessatonce,andfellintoareverie。 \'Thehistoryofherescapeisverysimple。\' \'Very。\' \'YouknowIalwayshadwondered,whenmyfatherwastellinganyofthecircumstancesofthefiretome,howitcouldbethatawomancouldsleepsosoundlyastobeunawareofherhorridpositiontillitwastoolateeventogiveshoutorsoundofanykind。\' \'Well,Ithinkthatwouldhavebeenpossible,consideringherlongwearisomejourney。Peoplehaveoftenbeensuffocatedintheirbedsbeforetheyawoke。Butitwashardlylikelyabodywouldbecompletelyburnttoashesasthiswasassumedtobe,thoughnobodyseemedtoseeitatthetime。Andhowpositivethesurgeonwastoo,aboutthosebitsofbone!Whyheshouldhavebeenso,nobodycantell。Icannothelpsayingthatifithaseverbeenpossibletofindpurestupidityincarnate,itwasinthatjuryofCarriford。 Thereexistedinthemassthestupidityoftwelveandnotthepenetrationofone。\' \'Isshequitewell?\'saidSpringrove。 \'Who?——O,mysister,Cytherea。Thankyou,nearlywell,now。I\'llcallher。\' \'Waitoneminute。Ihaveawordtosaytoyou。\' Owensatdownagain。 \'Youknow,withoutmysayingit,thatIloveCythereaasdearlyasever……Ithinkshelovesmetoo,——doesshereally?\' TherewasinOwenenoughofthatworldlypolicyonthesubjectofmatchmakingwhichnaturallyresidesinthebreastsofparentsandguardians,togivehimacertaincautioninreplying,and,youngerashewasbyfiveyearsthanEdward,ithadanoddeffect。 \'Well,shemaypossiblyloveyoustill,\'hesaid,asifratherindoubtastothetruthofhiswords。 Springrove\'scountenanceinstantlysaddened;hehadexpectedasimple\'Yes,\'attheveryleast。Hecontinuedinatoneofgreaterdepression—— \'Supposingshedoesloveme,woulditbefairtoyouandtoherifI madeheranofferofmarriage,withthesedrearyconditionsattached——thatwelivedforafewyearsonthenarrowestsystem,tillagreatdebt,whichallhonouranddutyrequiremetopayoff,shallbepaid?Myfather,byreasonofthemisfortunethatbefellhim,isunderagreatobligationtoMissAldclyffe。Heisgettingold,andlosinghisenergies。Iamattemptingtoworkfreeoftheburden。Thismakesmyprospectsgloomyenoughatpresent。 \'Butconsideragain,\'hewenton。\'Cythereahasbeenleftinanamelessandunsatisfactory,thoughinnocentstate,bythisunfortunate,andnowvoid,marriagewithManston。Amarriagewithme,thoughunderthe——materially——untowardconditionsIhavementioned,wouldmakeushappy;itwouldgiveheralocusstandi。 IfshewishedtobeoutofthesoundofhermisfortuneswewouldgotoanotherpartofEngland——emigrate——doanything。\' \'I\'llcallCytherea,\'saidOwen。\'Itisamatterwhichshealonecansettle。\'Hedidnotspeakwarmly。HispridecouldnotendurethepitywhichEdward\'svisitanderrandtacitlyimplied。Yet,intheotheraffair,hisheartwentwithEdward;hewasonthesamebeatforpayingoffolddebtshimself。 \'Cythie,Mr。Springroveishere,\'hesaid,atthefootofthestaircase。 Hissisterdescendedthecreakingoldstepswithafalteringtread,andstoodinthefirelightfromthehearth。SheextendedherhandtoSpringrove,welcominghimbyameremotionofthelip,hereyesaverted——ahabitwhichhadengendereditselfinhersincethebeginningofherillnessanddefamation。Owenopenedthedoorandwentout——leavingtheloversalone。ItwasthefirsttimetheyhadmetsincethememorablenightatSouthampton。 \'Iwillgetalight,\'shesaid,withalittleembarrassment。 \'No——don\'t,please,Cytherea,\'saidEdwardsoftly,\'Comeandsitdownwithme。\' \'Oyes。IoughttohaveaskedYOUto,\'shereturnedtimidly。 \'Everybodysitsinthechimney-cornerinthisparish。Yousitonthatside。I\'llsithere。\' Tworecesses——oneontheright,oneonthelefthand——werecutintheinsideofthefireplace,andheretheysatdownfacingeachother,onbenchesfittedtotherecesses,thefireglowingonthehearthbetweentheirfeet。Itsruddylightshoneontheunderslopesoftheirfaces,andspreadoutovertheflooroftheroomwiththelowhorizontalityofthesettingsun,givingtoeverygrainofsandandtumourinthepavingalongshadowtowardsthedoor。 Edwardlookedathispalelovethroughthethinazuretwinesofsmokethatwentuplikeringletsbetweenthem,andinvestedher,asseenthroughitsmedium,withtheshadowyappearanceofaphantom。 Nothingissopotentforcoaxingbackthelosteyesofawomanasadiscreetsilenceinthemanwhohassolostthem——andthusthepatientEdwardcoaxedhers。Afterlingeringonthehearthforhalfaminute,waitinginvainforanotherwordfromhim,theywereliftedintohisface。 Hewasreadyprimedtoreceivethem。\'Cytherea,willyoumarryme?\' hesaid。 Hecouldnotwaitinhisoriginalpositiontilltheanswercame。 Steppingacrossthefrontofthefiretoherownsideofthechimneycorner,hereclinedatherfeet,andsearchedforherhand。Shecontinuedinsilenceawhile。 \'Edward,Icanneverbeanybody\'swife,\'shethensaidsadly,andwithfirmness。 \'Thinkofitineverylight,\'hepleaded;\'thelightoflove,first。 Then,whenyouhavedonethat,seehowwiseastepitwouldbe。I canonlyofferyoupovertyasyet,butIwant——Idosolongtosecureyoufromtheintrusionofthatunpleasantpast,whichwilloftenandalwaysbethrustbeforeyouaslongasyoulivetheshrinkingsolitarylifeyoudonow——alifewhichpuritychooses,itmaybe;buttotheoutsideworlditappearsliketheenforcedlonelinessofneglectandscorn——andtonguesarebusyinventingareasonforitwhichdoesnotexist。\' \'Iknowallaboutit,\'shesaidhastily;\'andthosearethegroundsofmyrefusal。YouandOwenknowthewholetruth——thetwoIlovebestonearth——andIamcontent。Butthescandalwillbecontinuallyrepeated,andIcannevergiveanyonetheopportunityofsayingtoyou——that——yourwife……\'Sheutterlybrokedownandwept。 \'Don\'t,myowndarling!\'heentreated。\'Don\'t,Cytherea!\' \'Pleasetoleaveme——wewillbefriends,Edward——butdon\'tpressme—— mymindismadeup——Icannot——Iwillnotmarryyouoranymanunderthepresentambiguouscircumstances——neverwillI——Ihavesaidit: never!\' Theywerebothsilent。Helistlesslyregardedtheilluminatedblacknessoverhead,wherelongflakesofsootfloatedfromthesidesandbarsofthechimney-throatliketatteredbannersinancientaisles;whilstthroughthesquareopeninginthemidstoneortwobrightstarslookeddownuponthemfromthegreyMarchsky。Thesightseemedtocheerhim。 \'Atanyrateyouwillloveme?\'hemurmuredtoher。 \'Yes——always——foreverandforever!\'