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类别:其他 作者:Anthony Trollope字数:25220更新时间:18/12/21 14:45:11
Beatricedidnotquiteseeitall;butshesawenoughofittoknowthatMarywastobepitied;so,insteadofscoldingherfriendforbeingcross,shethrewherarmsroundherandkissedheraffectionately。 Butthedoctorallthistimesufferedmuchmorethanhisniecedid。Hecouldnotcomplainoutloudly;hecouldnotaverthathispetlambhadbeenilltreated;hecouldnotevenhavethepleasureofopenlyquarrellingwithLadyArabella;butnotthelessdidhefeelittobemostcruelthatMaryshouldhavetolivebeforetheworldasanoutcast,becauseithadpleasedFrankGreshamtofallinlovewithher。 ButhisbitternesswasnotchieflyagainstFrank。ThatFrankhadbeenveryfoolishhecouldnotbutacknowledge;butitwasakindoffollyforwhichthedoctorwasabletofindexcuse。ForLadyArabella\'scoldproprietyhecouldfindnoexcuse。 Withthesquirehehadspokennowordonthesubjectuptothisperiodofwhichwearenowwriting。WithherladyshiphehadneverspokenonitsincethatdaywhenshehadtoldhimthatMarywastocomenomoretoGreshamsbury。HenevernowdinedorspenthiseveningsatGreshamsbury,andseldomwastobeseenatthehouse,exceptwhencalledinprofessionally。Thesquire,indeed,hefrequentlymet;butheeitherdidsointhevillage,oroutonhorseback,orathisownhouse。 WhenthedoctorfirstheardthatSirRogerhadlosthisseat,andhadreturnedtoBoxallHill,heresolvedtogooverandseehim。Butthevisitwaspostponedfromdaytoday,asvisitsarepostponedwhichmaybemadeanyday,andhedidnotinfactgotillsummonedtheresomewhatperemptorily。AmessagewasbroughttohimoneeveningtosaythatSirRogerhadbeenstruckbyparalysis,andthatnotamomentwastobelost。 \'Italwayshappensatnight,\'saidMary,whohadmoresympathyforthelivingunclewhomshedidknow,thanfortheotherdyingunclewhomshedidnotknow。 \'Whatmatters?——there——justgivememyscarf。InallprobabilityImaynotbehometo-night——perhapsnottilllateto-morrow。Godblessyou,Mary!\'andawaythedoctorwentonhiscoldbleakridetoBoxallHill。 \'Whoistobehisheir?\'Asthedoctorrodealong,hecouldnotquiteridhismindofthequestion。Thepoormannowabouttodiehadwealthenoughtomakemanyheirs。Whatifhisheartshouldhavesoftenedtowardshissister\'schild!WhatifMaryshouldbefoundtobepossessedofsuchwealththattheGreshamsshouldbeagainbehappytowelcomeheratGreshamsbury! Thedoctorwasnotaloverofmoney——andhedidhisbesttogetridofsuchperniciousthoughts。Buthislongings,perhaps,werenotsomuchthatMaryshouldberich,asthatsheshouldhavethepowerofheapingcoalsoffireupontheheadsofthosepeoplewhohadsoinjuredher。 CHAPTERXXIV LOUISSCATCHERD WhenDrThornereachedBoxallHillhefoundMrRerechildfromBarchestertherebeforehim。PoorLadyScatcherd,whenherhusbandwasstrickenbythefit,hardlyknewinherdismaywhatadequatestepstotake。Shehad,asamatterofcourse,sentforDrThorne;butshehadthoughtitsograveaperilthatthemedicalskillofnoonemancouldsuffice。Itwas,sheknew,quiteoutofthequestionforhertoinvoketheaidofDrFillgrave,whomnoearthlypersuasioncouldhavebroughttoBoxallHill;andasMrRerechildwassupposedintheBarchesterworldtobesecond——thoughatalonginterval——tothatgreatman,shehadappliedforhisassistance。 NowMrRerechildwasafollowerandhumblefriendofDrFillgrave;andwaswonttoregardanythingthatcamefromtheBarchesterdoctorassureaslightfromthelampofAesculapius。HecouldnotthereforebeotherthananenemyofDrThorne。Buthewasaprudent,discreetman,withalongfamily,aversetoprofessionalhostilities,asknowingthathecouldmakemorebymedicalfriendsthanmedicalfoes,andnotatallinclinedtotakeupanyman\'scudgeltohisowndetriment。Hehad,ofcourse,heardofthatdreadfulaffrontwhichhadbeenputuponhisfriend,ashadallthe\'medicalworld\'——andallthemedicalworldatleastofBarsetshire;andhehadoftenexpressedsympathywithDrFillgraveandhisabhorrenceofDrThorne\'santi-professionalpractices。ButnowthathefoundhimselfabouttobebroughtincontactwithDrThorne,hereflectedthattheGalenofGreshamsburywasatanyrateequalinreputationtohimofBarchester;thattheonewasprobablyontherise,whereastheotherwasalreadyconsideredbysomeasratherantiquated;andhethereforewiselyresolvedthatthepresentwouldbeanexcellentopportunityforhimtomakeafriendofDrThorne。 PoorLadyScatcherdhadaninklingthatDrFillgraveandMrRerechildwereaccustomedtorowinthesameboat,andshewasnotaltogetherfreefromfearthattheremightbeanoutbreak。ShethereforetookanopportunitybeforeDrThorne\'sarrivaltodeprecateanywrathfultendency。 \'Oh,LadyScatcherd!IhavethegreatestrespectforDrThorne,\'saidhe;\'thegreatestpossiblerespect;amostskilfulpractitioner——somethingbrusque,certainly,andperhapsalittleobstinate。Butwhatthen?wehaveallourfaults,LadyScatcherd。\' \'Oh——yes;weallhave,MrRerechild;that\'sacertain。\' \'There\'smyfriendFillgrave——LadyScatcherd。Hecannotbearanythingofthatsort。NowIthinkhe\'swrong;andsoItellhim。\'MrRerechildwasinerrorhere;forhehadneveryetventuredtotellDrFillgravethathewaswronginanything。\'Wemustbearandforbear,youknow。DrThorneisanexcellentman——inhiswayveryexcellent,LadyScatcherd。\' ThislittleconversationtookplaceafterMrRerechild\'sfirstvisittohispatient:whatstepswereimmediatelytakenforthereliefofthesuffererweneednotdescribe。Theyweredoubtlesswellintended,andwere,perhaps,aswelladaptedtostaveoffthecomingevildayasanythatDrFillgrave,oreventhegreatSirOmicronPiemighthaveused。 AndthenDrThornearrived。 \'Oh,doctor!doctor!\'exclaimedLadyScatcherd,almosthangingroundhisneckinthehall。\'Whatarewetodo?Whatarewetodo?He\'sverybad。\' \'Hashespoken?\' \'No;nothinglikeaword:hehasmadeoneortwomutteredsounds;but,poorsoul,youcouldmakenothingofit——oh,doctor!doctor!hehasneverbeenlikethisbefore。 ItwaseasytoseewhereLadyScatcherdplacedanysuchfaithasshemightstillhaveinthehealingart。\'MrRerechildishereandhasseenhim,\'shecontinued。\'Ithoughtitbesttosendfortwo,forfearofaccidents。Hehasdonesomething——Idon\'tknowwhat。But,doctor,dotellthetruthnow;Ilooktoyoutotellmethetruth。\' DrThornewentupandsawhispatient;andhadheliterallycompliedwithLadyScatcherd\'srequest,hemighthavetoldheratoncethattherewasnohope。As,however,hehadnotthehearttodothis,hemystifiedthecaseasdoctorssowellknowhowtodo,andtoldherthat\'therewascausetofear,greatcauseforfear;hewassorrytosay,verygreatcauseformuchfear。\' DrThornepromisedtostaythenightthere,and,ifpossible,thefollowingnightalso;andthenLadyScatcherdbecametroubledinhermindastowhatsheshoulddowithMrRerechild。Healsodeclared,withmuchmedicalhumanity,that,lettheinconveniencebewhatitmight,hetoowouldstaythenight。\'Theloss,\'hesaid,\'ofsuchamanasSirRogerScatcherdwasofsuchparamountimportanceastomakeothermatterstrivial。HewouldcertainlynotallowthewholeweighttofallontheshouldersofhisfriendDrThorne:healsowouldstayatanyratethatnightbythesickman\'sbedside。Bythefollowingmorningsomechangemightbeexcpected。\' \'Isay,DrThorne,\'saidherladyship,callingthedoctorintothehousekeeping-room,inwhichsheandHannahspentanytimethattheywerenotrequiredupstairs;\'justcomein,doctor:youwouldn\'ttellhimwedon\'twanthimnomore,couldyou?\' \'Tellwhom?\'saidthedoctor。 \'Why——MrRerechild:mightn\'thegoaway,doyouthink?\' DrThorneexplainedthatMrRerechildmightgoawayifhepleased;butthatitwouldbynomeansbeproperforonedoctortotellanothertoleavethehouse。AndsoMrRerechildwasallowedtosharethegloriesofthenight。 Inthemeantimethepatientremainedspeechless;butitsoonbecameevidentthatNaturewasusingallhereffortstomakeonefinalrally。 Fromtimetotimehemoanedandmutteredasthoughhewasconscious,anditseemedasthoughhestrovetospeak。Hegraduallybecameawake,atanyratetosuffering,andDrThornebegantothinkthatthelastscenewouldbepostponedforyetawhilelonger。 \'Wonderfulconstitution——eh,DrThorne?wonderful!\'saidMrRerechild。 \'Yes;hehasbeenastrongman。\' \'Strongasahorse,DrThorne。Lord,whatthatmanwouldhavebeenifhehadgivenhimselfachance!Youknowhisconstitutionofcourse。\' \'Yes;prettywell。I\'veattendedhimformanyyears。\' \'Alwaysdrinking,Isuppose;alwaysatit——eh?\' \'Hehasnotbeenatemperateman,certainly。\' \'Thebrain,yousee,cleangone——andnotaparticleofcoatinglefttothestomach;andyetwhatastrugglehemakes——aninterestingcase,isn\'tit?\' \'It\'sverysadtoseesuchanintellectsodestroyed。\' \'Verysad,verysadindeed。HowFillgravewouldhavelikedtohaveseenthiscase。Heisaverycleverman,isFillgrave——inhisway,youknow。\' \'I\'msureheis,\'saidDrThorne。 \'Notthathe\'dmakeanythingofacaselikethisnow——he\'snot,youknow,quite——quite——perhapsnotquiteuptothenewtimeofday,onemightsayso。\' \'Hehashadaveryextensiveprovincialpractice,\'saidDrThorne。 \'Oh,very——very;andmadeatidylotofmoneytoo,hasFillgrave。He\'sworthsixthousandpounds,Isuppose;nowthat\'sagooddealofmoneytoputbyinalittletownlikeBarchester。\' \'Yes,indeed。\' \'WhatIsaytoFillgraveis——keepyoureyesopen;oneshouldneverbetoooldtolearn——there\'salwayssomethingnewworthpickingup。Butno——hewon\'tbelievethat。Hecan\'tbelievethatanynewideascanbeworthanything。Youknowamanmustgotothewallinthatway——eh,doctor?\' Andthenagaintheywerecalledtotheirpatient。\'He\'sdoingfinely,finely,\'saidMrRerechildtoLadyScatcherd。\'There\'sfairgroundtohopehe\'llrally;fairground,istherenot,doctor?\' \'Yes;he\'llrally;buthowlongthatmaylast,thatwecanhardlysay。\' \'Oh,no,certainlynot,certainlynot——thatisnotwithanycertainty; butstillhe\'sdoingfinely,LadyScatcherd,consideringeverything。\' \'Howlongwillyougivehim,doctor?\'saidMrRerechildtohisnewfriend,whentheywereagainalone。\'Tendays?Idaresaytendays,orfromthattoafortnight。\' \'Perhapsso,\'saidthedoctor。\'Ishouldnotliketosayexactlytoaday。\' \'No,certainlynot。Wecannotsayexactlytoaday;butIsaytendays;asforanythinglikearecovery,thatyouknow——\' \'Isoutofthequestion,\'saidDrThorne,gravely。 \'Quiteso;quiteso;coatingofthestomachcleangone,youknow;braindestroyed:didyouobservetheperiporollida?Ineversawthemsoswelledbefore:nowwhentheperiporollidaareswollenlikethat——\' \'Yes,verymuch;it\'salwaysthecasewhenparalysishasbeenbroughtaboutbyintemperance。\' \'Always,always;Ihaveremarkedthatalways;theperiporollidainsuchcasesarealwaysextended;mostinterestingcase,isn\'tit?IdowishFillgravecouldhaveseenit。But,IbelieveyouandDrFillgravedon\'tquite——eh?\' \'No,notquite,\'saidDrThorne;who,ashethoughtofhislastinterviewwithDrFillgrave,andofthatgentleman\'sexceedingangerashestoodinthehallbelow,couldnotkeephimselffromsmiling,sadastheoccasionwas。 NothingwouldinducedLadyScatcherdtogotobed;butthetwodoctorsagreedtoliedown,eachinaroomononesideofthepatient。Howwasitpossiblethatanythingbutgoodshouldcometohim,beingsoguarded?\'He\'sgoingonfinely,LadyScatcherd,quitefinely,\'werethelastwordsMrRerechildsaidashelefttheroom。 AndthenDrThorne,takingLadyScatcherd\'shandandleadingheroutintoanotherchamber,toldherthetruth。 \'LadyScatcherd,\'saidhe,inhistenderestvoice——andhisvoicecouldbeverytenderwhenoccasionrequiredit——\'LadyScatcherd,donothope; youmustnothope;itwouldbecrueltobidyoutodoso。\' \'Oh,doctor!oh,doctor!\' \'Mydearfriend,thereisnohope。\' \'Oh,DrThorne!\'saidthewife,lookingwildlyupintohercompanion\'sface,thoughshehardlyyetrealizedthemeaningofwhathesaid,althoughhersenseswerehalfstunnedbytheblow。 \'DearLadyScatcherd,isitnotbetterthatIshouldtellyouthetruth?\' \'Oh,Isupposeso;ohyes,ohyes;ahme!ahme!ahme!\'Andthenshebeganrockingherselfbackwardsandforwardsonherchair,withherapronuptohereyes。 \'LooktoHim,LadyScatcherd,whoonlycanmakesuchgriefendurable。\' \'Yes,yes,yes;Isupposeso。Ahme!ahme!But,DrThorne,theremustbesomechance——isn\'tthereanychance?Thatmansayshe\'sgoingonsowell。\' \'Ifearthereisnochance——asfarasmyknowledgegoesthereisnochance。\' \'Thenwhydoesthatchatteringmagpietellsuchliestoawoman?Ahme!ahme!oh,doctor!doctor!whatshallIdo?whatshallIdo?\'andpoorLadyScatcherd,fairlyovercomebyhersorrow,burstoutcryinglikeagreatschool-girl。 Andyetwhathadherhusbanddoneforherthatsheshouldthusweepforhim?Wouldnotherlifebemuchmoreblessedwhenthiscauseofallhertroublesshouldberemovedfromher?Wouldshenotthenbeafreewomaninsteadofaslave?Mightshenotthenexpecttobegintotastethecomfortsoflife?Whathadthatharshtyrantofhersdonethatwasgoodorserviceableforher?Whyshouldshethusweepforhiminparoxysmsoftruestgrief? Wehearagooddealofjollywidows;andtheslanderousrailleryoftheworldtellmuchofconjugaldisturbancesasacureforwhichwomenwilllookforwardtoastateofwidowhoodwithnotunwillingeyes。Therailleryoftheworldisveryslanderous。Inourdailyjestsweattributetoeachothervicesofwhichneitherwe,norourneighbours,norourfriends,norevenourenemiesareeverguilty。ItisourfavouriteparlancetotalkofthefamilytroublesofMrsGreenonourright,andtotellnowMrsYoungonourleftisstronglysuspectedofhavingraisedherhandtoherlordandmaster。Whatrighthavewetomakethesecharges?Whathaveweseeninourownpersonalwalksthroughlifetomakeusbelievethatwomenaredevils?TheremaypossiblyhavebeenXantippehereandthere,butImogenesaretobefoundineverybush。LadyScatcherd,inspiteofthelifeshehadled,wasoneofthem。 \'YoushouldsendamessageuptoLondonforLouis,\'saidthedoctor。 \'Wedidthat,doctor;wedidthatto-day——wesentupatelegraph。Ohme!ohme!poorboy,whatwillhedo?Ishallneverknowwhattodowithhim,never!never!\'Andwithsuchsorrowfulwailingsshesatrockingherselfthroughthelongnight,everynowandthencomfortingherselfbytheperformanceofsomemenialserviceinthesickman\'sroom。 SirRogerpassedthenightmuchashehadpassedtheday,exceptthatheappearedgraduallytobegrowingnearertoastateofconsciousness。OnthefollowingmorningtheysucceededatlastinmakingMrRerechildunderstandthattheywerenotdesirousofkeepinghimlongerfromhisBarchesterpractice;andatabouttwelveo\'clockDrThornealsowent,promisingthathewouldreturnintheevening,andagainpassthenightatBoxallHill。 InthecourseoftheafternoonSirRogeroncemoreawoketohissenses,andwhenhedidsohissonwasstandingathisbedside。LouisPhilippeScatcherd——orasitmaybemoreconvenienttocallhim,Louis——wasayoungmanjustoftheageofFrankGresham。Buttherecouldhardlybetwoyouthsmoredifferentintheirappearance。Louis,thoughhisfatherandmotherwerebothrobustpersons,wasshortandslight,andnowofasicklyframe。Frankwasapictureofhealthandstrength; but,thoughmanlyindisposition,wasbynomeansprecociouseitherinappearanceormanners。LouisScatcherdlookedasthoughhewasfouryearstheother\'ssenior。HehadbeensenttoEtonwhenhewasfifteen,hisfatherbeingundertheimpressionthatthiswasthemostreadyandbest-recognizedmethodofmakinghimagentleman。Herehedidnotaltogetherfailasregardedthecovetedobjectofhisbecomingthecompanionofgentlemen。Hehadmorepocket-moneythananyotherladintheschool,andwaspossessedofacertaineffronterywhichcarriedhimaheadamongboysofhisownage。Hegained,therefore,adegreeofeclat,evenamongthosewhoknew,andveryfrequentlysaidtoeachother,thatyoungScatcherdwasnotfittobetheircompanionexceptonsuchopenoccasionsasthoseofcricket-matchesandboat- races。Boys,inthisrespect,areatleastasexclusiveasmen,andunderstandaswellthedifferencebetweenaninnerandoutercircle。 ScatcherdhadmanycompanionsatschoolwhoweregladenoughtogouptoMaidenheadwithhimhisboat;buttherewasnotoneamongthemwhowouldhavetalkedtohimofhissister。 SirRogerwasvastlyproudofhisson\'ssuccess,anddidhisbesttostimulateitbylavishexpenditureattheChristopher,wheneverhecouldmanagetorundowntoEton。Butthispractice,thoughsufficientlyunexceptionabletotheboys,wasnotheldinequaldelightbythemasters。Totellthetruth,neitherSirRogernorhissonwerefavouriteswiththesesterncustodians。Atlastitwasfeltnecessarytogetridofthemboth;andLouiswasnotlongingivingthemanopportunity,bygettingtipsytwiceinoneweek。Onthesecondoccasionhewassentaway,andheandSirRoger,thoughlongtalkedof,wereseennomoreatEton。 ButtheuniversitieswerestillopentoLouisPhilippe,andbeforehewaseighteenhewasenteredasagentleman-commoneratTrinity。Ashewas,moreover,theeldestsonofabaronet,andhadalmostunlimitedcommandofmoney,herealsohewasenabledforawhiletoshine。 Toshine!butveryfitfully;andonemaysayalmostwithaghastlyglare。Theveryladswhohadeatenhisfather\'sdinnersatEton,andsharedhisfour-oaratEton,knewmuchbetterthantoassociatewithhimatCambridgenowthattheyhadputonthetogavirilis。Theywerestillasproneasevertofun,frolic,anddevilry——perhapsmoresothanever,seeingthatmorewasintheirpower;buttheyacquiredanideathatitbehovedthemtobesomewhatcircumspectastothemenwithwhomtheirprankswereperpetrated。So,inthosedays,LouisScatcherdwascoldlylookedonbyhiswhilomEtonfriends。 ButyoungScatcherddidnotfailtofindcompanionsatCambridgealso。 Therearefewplacesindeedinwhicharichmancannotbuycompanionship。Butthesetwithwhomhelived,weretheworstoftheplace。Theywerefast,slangmen,whowerefastandslang,andnothingelse——menwhoimitatedgroomsinmorethantheirdress,andwholookedonthecustomaryheroesofrace-coursesasthehighestlordsoftheascendantuponearth。AmongthoseatcollegeyoungScatcherddidshineaslongassuchlustrewaspermittedhim。Here,indeed,hisfather,whohadstrivenonlytoencouragehimatEton,didstrivesomewhattocontrolhim。Butthatwasnotnoweasy。Ifhelimitedhisson\'sallowance,heonlydrovehimtodohisdebaucheryoncredit。Therewereplentytolendmoneytothesonofagreatmillionaire;andso,aftereighteenmonths\'trialofauniversityeducation,SirRogerhadnoalternativebuttowithdrawhissonfromhisalmamater。 Whatwashetodowithhim?Unluckilyitwasconsideredquiteunnecessarytotakeanystepstowardsenablinghimtoearnhisbread。 Nownothingonearthcanbemoredifficultthanbringingupwellayoungmanwhohasnottoearnhisownbread,andwhohasnorecognizedstationamongothermensimilarlycircumstanced。Juveniledukes,andsproutingearls,findtheirdutiesandtheirplacesaseasilyasembryoclergymenandsuckingbarristers。Provisionismadefortheirpeculiarpositions:and,thoughtheymaypossiblygoastray,theyhaveafairchancegiventothemofrunningwithintheposts。ThesamemaybesaidofsuchyouthsasFrankGresham。Thereareenoughoftheminthecommunitytohavemadeitnecessarythattheirwell-beingshouldbeamatterofcareandforethought。ButtherearebutfewmenturnedoutintheworldinthepositionofLouisScatcherd;and,ofthosefew,butveryfewentertherealbattleoflifeundergoodauspices。 PoorSirRogerthoughhehadhardlytimewithallhismultitudinousrailwaystolookintothisthoroughly,hadaglimmeringofit。Whenhesawhisson\'spaleface,andpaidhiswinebills,andheardofhisdoingsinhorse-flesh,hedidknowthatthingswerenotgoingwell;hedidunderstandthattheheirtoabaronetcyandafortuneofsometenthousandayearmightbedoingbetter。Butwhatwashetodo?hecouldnotwatchoverhisboyhimself;sohetookatutorforhimandsenthimabroad。 LouisandthetutorgotasfarasBerlin,withwhatmutualsatisfactiontoeachotherneednotbespeciallydescribed。ButfromBerlinSirRogerreceivedaletterinwhichthetutordeclinedtogoanyfurtherinthetaskwhichhehadundertaken。Hefoundthathehadnoinfluenceoverhispupil,andhecouldnotreconcileittohisconsciencetobethespectatorofsuchalifeasthatwhichMrScatcherdled。HehadnopowerininducingMrScatcherdtoleaveBerlin;buthewouldremaintherehimselftillheshouldhearfromSirRoger。SoSirRogerhadtoleavethehugeGovernmentworkswhichhewasthenerectingonthesoutherncoast,andhurryofftoBerlintoseewhatcouldbedonewithyoungHopeful。 TheyoungHopefulwasbynomeansafool;andinsomematterswasmorethanamatchforhisfather。SirRoger,inhisanger,threatenedtocasthimoffwithoutashilling。Louis,withmixedpenitenceandeffrontery,remindedhimthathecouldnotchangethedescentofthetitle;promisedamendment;declaredthathehaddoneonlyasdootheryoungmenoffortune;andhintedthatthetutorwasastrait-lacedass。ThefatherandthesonreturnedtogethertoBoxallHill,andthreemonthsafterwardsMrScatcherdsetupforhimselfinLondon。 Andnowhislife,ifnotmorevirtuous,wasmorecraftythanithadbeen。Hehadnotutortowatchhisdoingsandcomplainofthem,andhehadsufficientsensetokeephimselffromabsolutepecuniaryruin。Helived,itistrue,wheresharpersandblacklegshadtoooftenopportunitiesofpluckinghim;but,youngashewas,hehadbeensufficientlylongabouttheworldtotakecarehewasnotopenlyrobbed;andashewasnotopenlyrobbed,hisfather,inacertainsense,wasproudofhim。 Tidings,however,came——cameatleastinthoselastdays——whichcutSirRogertothequick;tidingsofviceinthesonwhichthefathercouldnotbutattributetohisownexample。Twicehismotherwascalleduptothesick-bedofheronlychild,whilehelayravinginthathorridmadnessbywhichtheoutragedmindavengesitselfonthebody!Twicehewasfoundragingindeliriumtremens,andtwicethefatherwastoldthatacontinuanceofsuchlifemustendinearlydeath。 ItmayeasilybeconceivedthatSirRogerwasnotahappyman。Lyingtherewiththatbrandybottlebeneathhispillow,reflectinginhismomentsofrestthatthatsonofhishadhisbrandybottlebeneathhispillow,hecouldhardlyhavebeenhappy。Buthewasnotamantosaymuchabouthismisery。Thoughhecouldrestrainneitherhimselfnorhisheir,hecouldendureinsilence;andinsilencehedidendure,till,openinghiseyestotheconsciousnessofdeath,heatlastspokeafewwordstotheonlyfriendheknew。 LouisScatcherdwasnotafool,norwashenaturally,perhaps,ofadepraveddisposition;buthehadtoreapthefruitsoftheworsteducationwhichEnglandwasabletogivehim。Thereweremomentsinhislifewhenhefeltthatabetter,ahigher,nay,amuchhappiercareerwasopentohimthanthatwhichhehadpreparedhimselftolead。Nowandthen,hewouldreflectwhatmoneyandrankmighthavedoneforhim;hewouldlookwithwishfuleyestotheprouddoingsofothersofhisage;woulddreamofquietjoys,ofasweetwife,ahousetowhichmightbeaskedfriendswhowereneitherjockeysnordrunkards; hewoulddreamofsuchthingsinhisshortintervalsofconstrainedsobriety;butthedreamwouldonlyservetomakehimmoody。 Thiswasthebestsideofhischaracter;theworst,probably,wasthatwhichwasbroughtintoplaybythefactthathewasnotafool。Hewouldhaveabetterchanceofredemptioninthisworld——perhapsalsoinanother——hadhebeenafool。Asitwas,hewasnofool:hewasnottobedone,nothe;heknew,noonebetter,thevalueofashilling;heknew,also,howtokeephisshillings,andhowtospendthem。Heconsortedmuchwithblacklegsandsuch-likebecauseblacklegsweretohistaste。Butheboasteddaily,nay,hourlytohimself,andfrequentlytothosearoundhim,thattheleecheswhowerestuckroundhimcoulddrawbutlittlebloodfromhim。Hecouldspendhismoneyfreely;buthewouldsospenditthathehimselfmightreapthegratificationoftheexpenditure。Hewasacute,crafty,knowing,anduptoeverydamnabledodgepractisedbymenoftheclasswithwhomhelived。Atone-and-twentyhewasthatmostodiousofallodiouscharacters-aclose-fistedreprobate。 Hewasasmallman,notill-madebyNature,butreducedtounnaturaltenuitybydissipation-acorporealattributeofwhichhewasapttoboast,asitenabledhim,ashesaid,toputhimselfupat7st7lbwithoutany\'d——nonsenseofnoteatinganddrinking\'。Thepower,however,wasoneofwhichhedidnotoftenavailhimself,ashisnerveswereseldominafitstateforriding。Hishairwasdarkred,andheworeredmoustaches,andagreatdealofredbeardbeneathhischin,cutinamannertomakehimlooklikeanAmerican。HisvoicealsohadaYankeetwang,beingacrossbetweenthatofanAmericantraderandanEnglishgroom;andhiseyeswerekeenandfixed,andcoldandknowing。 SuchwasthesonwhomSirRogersawstandingathisbedsidewhenfirstheawoketohisconsciousness。ItmustnotbesupposedthatSirRogerlookedathimwithoureyes。Tohimhewasanonlychild,theheirofhiswealth,thefuturebearerofhistitle;themostheart-stirringremembrancerofthosedays,whenhehadbeensomuchapoorer,andsomuchahappierman。Letthatboybebadorgood,hewasallSirRogerhad;andthefatherwasstillabletohope,whenothersthoughtthatallgroundforhopewasgone。 Themotheralsolovedhersonwithamother\'snaturallove;butLouishadeverbeenashamedofhismother,andhad,asfaraspossible,estrangedhimselffromher。Herheart,perhaps,fixeditselfalmostwithalmostawarmerloveonFrankGresham,herfoster-son。Frankshesawbutseldom,butwhenshedidseehimheneverrefusedherembrace。 Therewas,too,ajoyous,geniallustreaboutFrank\'sfacewhichalwaysendearedhimtowomen,andmadehisformernurseregardhimasthepetcreationoftheage。Thoughshebutseldominterferedwithanymonetaryarrangementofherhusband\'s,yetonceortwiceshehadventuredtohintthatalegacylefttotheyoungsquirewouldmakeherahappywoman。SirRoger,however,ontheseoccasionshadnotappearedverydesirousofmakinghiswifehappy。 \'Ah,Louis!isthatyou?\'ejaculatedSirRoger,intoneshardlymorethanhalf-formed:afterwardsinadayortwothatis,hefullyrecoveredhisvoice;butjustthenhecouldhardlyopenhisjaws,andspokealmostthroughhisteeth。Hemanaged,however,toputouthishandandlayitonthecounterpane,sothathissoncouldtakeit。 \'Why,that\'swell,governor,\'saidtheson;\'you\'llbeasrightasatrivetinadayortwo——eh,governor?\' The\'governor\'smiledwithaghastlysmile。Healreadyprettywellknewthathewouldneveragainbe\'right\'ashissoncalledit,onthatsideofthegrave。Itdidnot,moreover,suithimtosaymuchjustatthatmoment,sohecontentedhimselfwithholdinghisson\'shand。Helaystillinthispositionforamoment,andthen,turningroundpainfullyonhisside,endeavouredtoputhishandtotheplacewherehisdireenemyusuallywasconcealed。SirRoger,however,wastooweaknowtobehisownmaster;hewasatlength,thoughtoolate,acaptiveinthehandsofnursesanddoctors,andthebottlehadnowbeenremoved。 ThenLadyScatcherdcamein,andseeingthatherhusbandwasnotlongerunconscious,shecouldnotbutbelievethatDrThornehadbeenwrong; shecouldnotbutthinkthattheremustbesomegroundforhope。Shethrewherselfonherkneesatthebedsideburstingintotearsasshedidso,andtakingSirRoger\'shandinhersandcovereditwithkisses。 \'Bother!\'saidSirRoger。 Shedidnot,however,longoccupyherselfwiththeindulgenceofherfeelings;butgoingspeedilytowork,producedsuchsustenanceasthedoctorshadorderedtobegivenwhenthepatientmightawake。A breakfast-cupwasbroughttohim,andafewdropswereputintohismouth;buthesoonmadeitmanifestthathewouldtakenothingmoreofadescriptionsoperfectlyinnocent。 \'Adropofbrandy——justalittledrop,\'saidhe,half-ordering,half-entreating。 \'Ah,Roger,\'saidLadyScatcherd。 \'Justalittledrop,Louis,\'saidthesickman,appealingtohisson。 \'Alittlewillbegoodforhim;bringthebottle,mother,\'saidtheson。 Aftersomealtercationthebrandybottlewasbrought,andLouis,withwhatathoughtaverysparinghand,proceededtopourabouthalfawine——glassintothecup。Ashedidso,SirRoger,weakashewas,contrivedtoshakehisson\'sarm,soasgreatlytoincreasethedose。 \'Ha!ha!ha!\'laughedthesickman,andthengreedilyswallowedthedose。 CHAPTERXXV SIRROGERDIES ThatnightthedoctorstayedatBoxallHill,andthenextnight;sothatitbecameacustomarythingforhimtosleepthereduringthelatterpartofSirRoger\'sillness。HereturnedhometoGreshamsbury; forhehadhispatientsthere,towhomhewasasnecessaryastoSirRoger,theforemostofwhomwasLadyArabella。Hehad,therefore,noslightworkonhishands,seeingthathisnightswerebynomeanswhollydevotedtorest。 MrRerechildhadnotbeenmuchwrongastotheremainingspaceoflifewhichhehadallottedtothedyingman。OnceortwiceDrThornehadthoughtthatthegreatoriginalstrengthofhispatientwouldhaveenabledhimtofightagainstdeathforasomewhatlongerperiod;butSirRogerwouldgivehimselfnochance。Wheneverhewasstrongenoughtohaveawillofhisown,heinsistedonhavinghisverymedicinemixedwithbrandy;andinthehoursofthedoctor\'sabsence,hewastoooftensuccessfulinhisattempts。 \'Itdoesnotmuchmatter,\'DrThornehadsaidtoLadyScatcherd。\'Dowhatyoucantokeepdownthequantity,butdonotirritatehimbyrefusingtoobey。Itdoesnotmuchsignifynow。\'SoLadyScatcherdstilladministeredthealcohol,andhefromdaytodayinventedlittleschemesforincreasingtheamount,overwhichhechuckledwithghastlylaughter。 TwoorthreetimesthesedaysSirRogeressayedtospeakseriouslytohisson;butLouisalwaysfrustratedhim。Heeithergotoutoftheroomonsomeexcuse,ormadehismotherinterfereonthescorethatsomuchtalkingwouldbebadforhisfather。Healreadyknewwithtolerableaccuracywhatwasthepurportofhisfather\'swill,andbynomeansapprovedofit;butashecouldnotnowhopetoinducehisfathertoalteritsoastomakeitmorefavourabletohimself,heconceivedthatnoconversationonmattersofbusinesscouldbeofusetohim。 \'Louis,\'saidSirRoger,oneafternoontohisson;\'Louis,IhavenotdonebyyouasIoughttohavedone——Iknowthatnow。\' \'Nonsense,governor;nevermindaboutitnow;IshalldowellenoughI daresay。Besides,itisn\'ttoolate;youcanmakeittwenty-threeyearsinsteadoftwenty-five。\' \'Idonotmeanastomoney,Louis。Therearethingsbesidesmoneywhichafatheroughttolookto。\' \'Now,father,don\'tfretyourself——I\'mallright;youmaybesureofthat。\' \'Louis,it\'sthataccursedbrandy——it\'sthatthatI\'mafraidof:youseemehere,myboy,I\'mlyingherenow。\' \'Don\'tyoubeannoyingyourself,governor;I\'mallright——quiteright; andasforyou,why,you\'llbeupandaboutyourselfinanothermonthorso。\' \'Ishallneverbeoffthisbed,myboy,tillI\'mcarriedintomycoffin,onthosechairsthere。ButI\'mnotthinkingofmyself,Louis,butyou;thinkwhatyoumayhavebeforeyouifyoucan\'tavoidthataccursedbottle。\' \'I\'mallright,governor;rightasatrivet。It\'sverylittleItake,exceptatanoddtimeortwo。\' \'Oh,Louis!Louis!\' \'Come,father,cheerup;thissortofthingisn\'tthethingforyouatall。Iwonderwheremotheris:sheoughttobeherewiththebroth; justletmego,andI\'llseeforher。\' Thefatherunderstooditall。Hesawthatitwasnowmuchbeyondhisfadedpowerstotouchtheheartorconscienceofsuchayouthashissonhadbecome。Whatnowcouldhedoforhisboyexceptdie?Whatelse,whatotherbenefit,didhissonrequireofhimbuttodie;todiesothathismeansofdissipationmightbeunbounded?Heletgotheunresistinghandwhichheheld,and,astheyoungmancreptoutoftheroom,heturnedhisfacetothewall。Heturnedhisfacetothewall,andheldbittercommunewithhisownheart。Towhathadhebroughthimself?Towhathadhebroughthisson?Oh,howhappywouldithavebeenforhimcouldhehaveremainedallhisdaysaworkingstone-masoninBarchester!Howhappycouldhehavediedassuch,yearsago!Suchtearsasthosewhichwetthepillowarethebitterestwhichhumaneyescanshed。 Butwhiletheyweredropping,thememoirofhislifewasinquickcourseofpreparation。Itwas,indeed,nearlycompleted,withconsiderabledetail。Hehadlingeredonfourdayslongerthanmighthavebeenexpected,andtheauthorhadthushadmorethanusualtimeforthework。Inthesedaysamanisnobodyunlesshisbiographyiskeptsofarpostedupthatitmaybereadyforthenationalbreakfast-tableonthemorningafterhisdemise。Whenitchancesthatthedeadheroisonewhoistakeninhisprimeoflife,ofwhosedeparturefromamongusthemostfar-seeing,biographicalscribecanhavenopropheticinkling,thismustbedifficult。Ofgreatmen,fullofyears,whoareripeofthesickle,whointhecourseofNaturemustsoonfall,itisofcoursecomparativelyeasyforanactivecompilertohavehiscompletememoirreadyinhisdesk。Butinorderthattheideaofomnipresentandomniscientinformationmaybekeptup,theyoungmustbechronicledasquicklyastheold。Insomecasesthistaskmust,onewouldsay,bedifficult。Neverthelessitisdone。 ThememoirofSirRogerScatcherdwasprogressingfavourably。Inthisitwastoldhowfortunatehadbeenhislife;now,inhiscase,industryandgeniuscombinedhadtriumphedoverthedifficultieswhichhumblebirthanddeficienteducationhadthrowninhisway;howhehadmadeanameamongEngland\'sgreatmen;howtheQueenhaddelightedtohonourhim,andnobleshadbeenproudtohavehimasaguestattheirmansions。Thenfollowedalistofallthegreatworkswhichhehadachieved,oftherailroads,canals,docks,harbours,jails,andhospitalswhichhehadconstructed。Hisnamewasheldupasanexampletothelabouringclassesofhiscountrymen,andhewaspointedatasonewhohadlivedanddiedhappy——everhappy,saidthebiographer,becauseeverindustrious。Andsoagreatmoralquestionwasinculcated。AshortparagraphwasdevotedtohisappearanceinParliament;andunfortunateMrRomerwasagainheldupfordisgrace,forthethirtiethtime,ashavingbeenthemeansofdeprivingourlegislativecouncilsofthegreatassistanceofSirRoger\'sexperience。 \'SirRoger,\'saidthebiographerinhisconcludingpassage,\'waspossessedofanironframe;butevenironwillyieldtotherepeatedblowsofthehammer。Inthelatteryearsofhislifehewasknowntoovertaskhimself;andatlengththebodygaveway,thoughthemindremainedfirmtothelast。Thesubjectofthismemoirwasonlyfifty-ninewhenhewastakenfromus。\' AndthusSirRoger\'slifewaswritten,whilethetearswereyetfallingonhispillowatBoxallHill。Itwasapitythataproof-sheetcouldnothavebeensenttohim。Nomanwasvainerofhisreputation,anditwouldhavegreatlygratifiedhimtoknowthatposteritywasabouttospeakofhiminsuchterms——tospeakofhimwithavoicethatwouldbeaudiblefortwenty-fourhours。 SirRogermadenofurtherattempttogivecounseltohisson。Itwastooevidentlyuseless。Theolddyinglionfeltthatthelion\'spowerhadalreadypassedfromhim,andthathewashelplessinthehandsoftheyoungcubwhowassosoontoinheritthewealthoftheforest。ButDrThornewasmorekindtohim。Hehadsomethingyettosayastohisworldlyhopesandworldlycares;andhisoldfrienddidnotturnadeafeartohim。 ItwasduringthenightthatSirRogerwasmostanxioustotalk,andmostcapableoftalking。Hewouldliethroughthedayinastatehalf-comatose;buttowardseveningwouldrousehimself,andbymidnighthewouldbefulloffitfulenergy。Onenight,ashelaywakefulandfullofthought,hethuspouredforthhiswholehearttoDrThorne。 \'Thorne,\'saidhe,\'Itoldyouaboutmywill,youknow。\' \'Yes,\'saidtheother;\'andIhaveblamedmyselfgreatlythatIhavenotagainurgedyoutoalterit。Yourillnesscametoosuddenly,Scatcherd;andthenIwasaversetospeakofit。\' \'WhyshouldIalterit?Itisagoodwill;asgoodasIcanmake。NotbutthatIhavealtereditsinceIspoketoyou。Ididitthatdayafteryouleftme。\' \'HaveyoudefinitelynamedyourheirindefaultofLouis?\' \'No——thatis——yes——Ihaddonethatbefore;IhavesaidMary\'seldestchild:Ihavenotalteredthat。\' \'But,Scatcherd,youmustalterit。\' \'Must!wellthen,Iwon\'t;butI\'lltellyouwhatIhavedone。Ihaveaddedapostscript——acodiciltheycallit——sayingthatyou,andyouonly,knowwhoishereldestchild。WinterbonesandJackMartinhavewitnessedthat。\' DrThornewasgoingtoexplainhowveryinjudicioussuchanarrangementappearedtobe;butSirRogerwouldnotlistentohim。Itwasnotaboutthatthathewishedtospeaktohim。Tohimitwasamatterofbutminorinterestwhomightinherithismoneyifhissonshoulddieearly;hiscarewassolelyforhisson\'swelfare。Attwenty-fivetheheirmightmakehisownwill——mightbequeathallthiswealthaccordingtohisownfancy。SirRogerwouldnotbringhimselftobelievethathissoncouldfollowhimtothegraveinsoshortatime。 \'Nevermindthat,doctor,now;butaboutLouis;youwillbehisguardian,youknow。\' \'Nothisguardian。Heismorethanofage。\' \'Ah!butdoctor,youwillbehisguardian。Thepropertywillnotbehistillhebetwenty-five。Youwillnotdeserthim?\' \'Iwillnotdeserthim;butIdoubtwhetherIcandomuchforhim——whatcanIdo,Scatcherd?\' \'Usethepowerthatastrongmanhasoveraweakone。Usethepowerthatmywillwillgiveyou。Doforhimasyouwouldforasonofyourownifyousawhimgoinginbadcourses。Doasafriendshoulddoforafriendthatisdeadandgone。Iwoulddosoforyou,doctor,ifourplaceswerechanged。\' \'WhatcanIdo,thatIwilldo,\'saidThorne,solemnly,takingashespokethecontractor\'sowninhisownwithatightgrasp。 \'Iknowyouwill;Iknowyouwill。Oh!doctor,mayyouneverfeelasIdonow!Mayyouonyourdeath-bedhavenodreadasIhave,astothefateofthoseyouwillleavebehindyou!\' DoctorThornefeltthathecouldnotsaymuchinanswertothis。ThefuturefateofLouisScatcherdwas,hecouldnotbutowntohimself,greatlytobedreaded。Whatgood,whathappiness,couldbepresagedforsuchaoneashewas?Whatcomfortcouldheoffertothefather? Andthenhewascalledontocompare,asitwere,theprospectsofthisunfortunatewiththoseofhisowndarling;tocontrastallthatwasmurky,foul,anddisheartening,withallthatwasperfect——fortohimshewasallbutperfect;tolikenLouisScatcherdtotheangelwhobrightenedhisownhearthstone。Howcouldheanswertosuchanappeal? Hesaidnothing;butmerelytightenedhisgraspoftheother\'shand,tosignifythathewoulddo,asbesthecould,allthatwasaskedofhim。 SirRogerlookedupsadlyintothedoctor\'sface,asthoughexpectingsomewordofconsolation。Therewasnocomfort,noconsolation。 \'Forthreeorfouryears,hemustgreatlydependonyou,\'continuedSirRoger。 \'IwilldowhatIcan,\'saidthedoctor。\'WhatIcandoIwilldo。Butheisnotachild,Scatcherd:athisagehemuststandorfallmainlybyhisownconduct。Thebestthingforhimwillbetomarry。\' \'Exactly;that\'sjustit,Thorne:Iwascomingtothat。Ifhewouldmarry,Ithinkhewoulddowellyet,forallthathascomeandgone。Ifhemarried,ofcourseyouwouldlethimhavethecommandofhisownincome。\' \'Iwillbegovernedentirelybyyourwishes:underanycircumstanceshisincomewill,asIunderstand,bequitesufficientforhim,marriedorsingle。\' \'Ah!——but,Thorne,Ishouldliketothinkheshouldshinewiththebestofthem。ForwhatIhavemadethemoneyforifnotforthat?Nowifhemarries——decently,thatis——somewomanyouknowthatcanassisthimintheworld,lethimhavewhathewants。ItisnottosavethemoneythatIhaveputitintoyourhands。\' \'No,Scatcherd;nottosavethemoney,buttosavehim。Ithinkthatwhileyouareyetwithhimyoushouldadvisehimtomarry。\' \'HedoesnotcareastrawforwhatIadvise,notonestraw。Whyshouldhe?HowcanItellhimtobesoberwhenIhavebeenabeastallmylife?HowcanIadvisehim?That\'swhereitis!Itisthatthatnowkillsme。Advise!Why,whenIspeaktohimhetreatsmelikeachild。\' \'Hefearsthatyouaretooweak,youknow:hethinksthatyoushouldnotbeallowedtotalk。\' \'Nonsense!heknowsbetter;youknowbetter。Tooweak!whatsignifies?WouldInotgiveallthatIhaveofstrengthatoneblowifIcouldopenhiseyestoseeasIseebutforoneminute?\'Andthesickmanraisedhimselfinhisbedasthoughhewereactuallygoingtoexpendallthatremainedtohimofvigourintheenergyofthemoment。 \'Gently,Scatcherd;gently。Hewilllistentoyouyet;butdonotbesounruly。\' \'Thorne,youseethatbottlethere?Givemehalfaglassofbrandy。\' Thedoctorturnedroundinhischair;buthehesitatedindoingashewasdesired。 \'DoasIaskyou,doctor。Itcandonoharmnow;youknowthatwellenough。Whytorturemenow?\' \'No,Iwillnottortureyou;butyouwillhavewaterwithit?\' \'Water!No;thebrandybyitself。ItellyouIcannotspeakwithoutit。What\'stheuseofcantingnow?Youknowitcanmakenodifference。\' SirRogerwasright。Itcouldmakenodifference;andDrThornegavehimthehalfglassofbrandy。 \'Ah,well;you\'veastingyhand,doctor;confoundedstingy。Youdon\'tmeasureyourmedicinesoutinsuchlightdoses。\' \'Youwillbewantingmorebeforemorning,youknow。\' \'Beforemorning!indeedIshall;apintortwobeforethat。Irememberthetime,doctor,whenIhavedrunktomyowncheekabovetwoquartsbetweendinnerandbreakfast!aye,andworkedalldayafterit!\' \'Youhavebeenawonderfulman,Scatcherd,verywonderful。\' \'Aye,wonderful!well,nevermind。It\'sovernow。ButwhatwasI saying?——aboutLouis,doctor;you\'llnotdeserthim?\' \'Certainlynot。\' \'He\'snotstrong;Iknowthat。Howshouldhebestrong,livingashehasdone?NotthatitseemedtohurtmewhenIwashisage。\' \'Youhadtheadvantageofhardwork。\' \'That\'sit。SometimesIwishthatLouishadnotashillingintheworld;thathehadtotrudgeaboutwithanapronroundhiswaistasI did。Butit\'stoolatenowtothinkofthat。Ifhewouldmarry,doctor。\' DrThorneagainexpressedanopinionthatnostepwouldbesolikelytoreformthehabitsoftheyoungheirasmarriage;andrepeatedhisadvicetothefathertoimplorehissontotakeawife。 \'I\'lltellyouwhat,Thorne,\'saidhe。Andthen,afterapause,hewenton。\'Ihavenothalftoldyouasyetwhatisonmymind;andI\'mnearlyafraidtotellit;though,indeed,Idon\'tknowwhatIshouldbe。\' \'Ineverknewyouafraidofanythingyet,\'saidthedoctor,smilinggently。 \'Well,then,I\'llnotendbyturningcoward。Now,doctor,tellthetruthtome;whatdoyouexpectmetodoforthatgirlofyoursthatweweretalkingof——Mary\'schild?\' Therewasapauseforamoment,forThornewasslowtoanswerhim。 \'Youwouldnotletmeseeher,youknow,thoughsheismynieceastrulyasyours。\' \'Nothing,\'atlastsaidthedoctor,slowly。\'Iexpectnothing。Iwouldnotletyouseeher,andtherefore,Iexpectnothing。\' \'ShewillhaveitallifpoorLouisshoulddie,\'saidSirRoger。 \'Ifyouintenditsoyoushouldputhernameintothewill,\'saidtheother。\'NotthatIaskyouorwishyoutodoso。Mary,thankGod,candowithoutwealth。\' \'Thorne,ononeconditionIwillputhernameintoit。Iwillalteritononecondition。Letthetwocousinsbemanandwife——letLouismarrypoorMary\'schild。\' Thepropositionforamomenttookawaythedoctor\'sbreath,andhewasunabletoanswer。NotforallthewealthofIndiawouldhehavegivenuphislambtothatyoungwolf,eventhoughhehadhadthepowertodoso。Butthatlamb——lambthoughshewas——had,ashewellknew,awillofherownonsuchamatter。Whatalliancecouldbemoreimpossible,thoughthetohimself,thanonebetweenMaryThorneandLouisScatcherd? \'Iwillalteritallifyouwillgivemeyourhanduponitthatyouwilldoyourbesttobringaboutthismarriage。Everythingshallbehisonthedayhemarriesher;andshouldhedieunmarried,itshallallthenbehersbyname。Saytheword,Thorne,andsheshallcomehereatonce。Ishallyethavetimetoseeher。\' ButDrThornedidnotsaytheword;justatthemomenthesaidnothing,butheslowlyshookhishead。 \'Whynot,Thorne?\' \'Myfriend,itisimpossible。\' \'Whyimpossible?\' \'Herhandisnotminetodisposeof,norisherheart。\' \'Thenlethercomeoverherself。\' \'What!Scatcherd,thatthesonmightmakelovetoherwhilethefatherissodangerouslyill!Bidhercometolookforarichhusband!Thatwouldnotbeseemly,wouldit?\' \'No;notforthat:lethercomemerelythatImayseeher;thatwemayallknowher。Iwillleavethemattertheninyourhandsifyouwillpromisemetodoyourbest。\' \'But,myfriend,inthismatterIcannotdomybest。Icandonothing。And,indeed,Imaysayatonce,thatitisaltogetheroutofthequestion。Iknow——\' \'Whatdoyouknow?\'saidthebaronet,turningonhimalmostangrily。 \'Whatcanyouknowtomakeyousaythatitisimpossible?Issheapearlofsuchpricethatamanmaynotwinher?\' \'Sheisapearlofgreatprice。\' \'Believeme,doctor,moneygoesfarinwinningsuchpearls。\' \'Perhapsso;Iknowlittleaboutit。ButthisIdoknow,thatmoneywillnotwinher。Letustalkofsomethingelse;believeme,itisuselessforustothinkofthis。\' \'Yes;ifyousetyourfaceagainstitobstinately。YoumustthinkverypoorlyofLouisifyousupposethatnogirlcanfancyhim。\' \'Ihavenotsaidso,Scatcherd。\' \'Tohavethespendingoftenthousandayear,andbeabaronet\'slady! Why,doctor,whatisityouexpectforthisgirl?\' \'Notmuch,indeed;notmuch。Aquietheartandaquiethome;notmuchmore。\' \'Thorne,ifyouwillberuledbymeinthis,sheshallbethemosttoppingwomaninthiscounty。\' \'Myfriend,myfriend,whythusgrieveme?Whyshouldyouthusharassyourself?Itellyouitisimpossible。Theyhaveneverseeneachother;theyhavenothing,andcanhavenothingincommon;theirtastes,andwishes,andpursuitsaredifferent。Besides,Scatcherd,marriagesneveranswerthataresomade;believeme,itisimpossible。\' Thecontractorthrewhimselfbackonhisbed,andlayforsometenminutesperfectlyquiet;somuchsothatthedoctorbegantothinkthathewassleeping。Sothinking,andweariedbythewatching,DrThornewasbeginningtocreepquietlyfromtheroom,whenhiscompanionagainrousedhimself,almostwithvehemence。 \'Youwon\'tdothisthingforme,then?\'saidhe。 \'Doit!Itisnotforyouormetodosuchthingsasthat。Suchthingsmustbelefttothoseconcernedthemselves。\' \'Youwillnotevenhelpme?\' \'Notinthisthing,SirRoger。\' \'Thenby——,sheshallnotunderanycircumstanceseverhaveashillingofmine。Givemesomeofthatstuffthere,\'andheagainpointedtothebrandybottlewhichstoodeverwithinhissight。\' Thedoctorpouredoutandhandedtohimanothersmallmodicumofspirit。 \'Nonsense,man;filltheglass。I\'llstandnononsensenow。I\'llbemasterofmyownhousetothelast。Giveithere,Itellyou。Tenthousanddevilsaretearingmewithin。You——youcouldhavecomfortedme;butyouwouldnot。FilltheglassItellyou。\' \'IshouldbekillingyouwereItodoit。\' \'Killingme!killingme!youarealwaystalkingofkillingme。DoyousupposethatIamafraidtodie?DonotIknowhowsoonitiscoming?Givemethebrandy,Isay,orIwillbeoutacrosstheroomtofetchit。\' \'No,Scatcherd。Icannotgiveittoyou;notwhileIamhere。Doyourememberhowyouwereengagedthismorning?\'——hehadthatmorningtakenthesacramentfromtheparishclergyman——\'youwouldnotwishtomakemeguiltyofmurder,wouldyou?\' \'Nonsense!Youaretalkingnonsense;habitissecondnature。ItellyouIshallsinkwithoutit。Why,youknow,Ialwaysgetitdirectlyyourbackitturned。Come,Iwillnotbebulliedinmyownhouse;givemethatbottle,Isay!\'——andSirRogeressayed,vainlyenough,toraisehimselffromthebed。 \'Stop,Scatcherd;Iwillgiveittoyou——Iwillhelpyou。Itmaybethathabitissecondnature。\'SirRogerinhisdeterminedenergyhadswallowed,withoutthinkingofit,thesmallquantitywhichthedoctorhadbeforepouredoutforhim,andstillheldtheemptyglasswithinhishand。Thisthedoctornowtookandfillednearlytothebrim。 \'Come,Thorne,abumper;abumperforthisonce。“Whateverthedrink,itabumpermustbe。“Youstingyfellow!Iwouldnottreatyouso。 Well——well。\' \'It\'saboutasfullasyoucanholdit,Scatcherd。\' \'Tryme;tryme!myhandisarock;atleastatholdingliquor。\'Andthenhedrainedthecontentsoftheglass,whichwereinsufficientquantitytohavetakenawaythebreathofanyordinaryman。 \'Ah,I\'mbetternow。But,Thorne,Idoloveafullglass,ha!ha!ha!\' Therewassomethingfrightful,almostsickening,inthepeculiarhoarsegutturaltoneofhisvoice。Thesoundscamefromhimasthoughsteepedinbrandy,andtold,alltooplainly,thehavocwhichthealcoholhadmade。Therewasafiretooabouthiseyeswhichcontrastedwithhissunkencheeks:hishangingjaw,unshornbeard,andhaggardfacewereterribletolookat。Hishandsandarmswerehotandclammy,butsothinandwasted!Ofhislowerlimbsthelostusehadnotreturnedtohim,sothatinallhiseffortsatvehemencehewascontrolledbyhisownwantofvitality。Whenhesupportedhimself,half-sittingagainstthepillows,hewasinacontinualtremor;andyet,asheboasted,hecouldstilllifthisglasssteadilytohismouth。Suchnowwastheheroofwhomthatreadycompilerofmemoirshadjustfinishedhiscorrectandsuccinctaccount。 Afterhehadhadhisbrandy,hesatglaringawhileatvacancy,asthoughhewasdeadtoallaroundhim,andwasthinking——thinking——thinkingofthingsintheinfinitedistanceofthepast。 \'ShallIgonow,\'saidthedoctor,\'andsendLadyScatcherdtoyou?\' \'Waitawhile,doctor;justoneminutelonger。SoyouwilldonothingforLouis,then?\' \'IwilldoeverythingforhimthatIcando。\' \'Ah,yes!everythingbuttheonethingthatwillsavehim。Well,I willnotaskyouagain。Butremember,Thorne,Ishallaltermywillto-morrow。\' \'Doso,byallmeans;youmaywellalteritforthebetter。IfImayadviseyou,youwillhavedownyourownbusinessattorneyfromLondon。 Ifyouwillletmesendhewillbeherebeforeto-morrownight。\' \'Thankyoufornothing,Thorne:Icanmanagethatmattermyself。Nowleaveme;butremember,youhaveruinedthatgirl\'sfortune。\' Thedoctordidleavehim,andwentnotaltogetherhappytohisroom。Hecouldnotbutconfesstohimselfthathehad,despitehimselfasitwere,fedhimselfwithhopethatMary\'sfuturemightbemademoresecure,aye,andbrightertoo,bysomesmallunheededfractionbrokenofffromthehugemassofheruncle\'swealth。Suchhope,ifithadamountedtohope,wasnowallgone。Butthiswasnotall,norwasthistheworstofit。ThathehaddonerightinutterlyrepudiatingallideaofamarriagebetweenMaryandhercousin——ofthathewascertainenough;thatnoearthlyconsiderationwouldhaveinducedMarytoplighthertrothtosuchaman——that,withhim,wasascertainasdoom。Buthowfarhadhedonerightinkeepingherfromthesightofheruncle? Howcouldhejustifyittohimselfifhehadthusrobbedherofherinheritance,seeingthathehaddonesofromaselfishfearlestshe,whowasnowallhisown,shouldbeknowntotheworldasbelongingtoothersratherthantohim?Hehadtakenuponhimonherbehalftorejectwealthasvalueless;andyethehadnosoonerdonesothanhebegantoconsumehishourswithreflectinghowgreattoherwouldbethevalueofwealth。Andthus,whenSirRogertoldhim,ashelefttheroom,thathehadruinedMary\'sfortune,hewashardlyabletobearthetauntwithequanimity。 Onthenextmorning,afterpayinghisprofessionalvisittohispatient,andsatisfyinghimselfthattheendwasnowdrawingnearwithstepsterriblyquickened,hewentdowntoGreshamsbury。 \'Howlongisthistolast,uncle?\'saidhisniece,withsadvoice,asheagainpreparedtoreturntoBoxallHill。 \'Notlong,Mary;donotbegrudgehimafewmorehoursoflife。\' \'No,Idonot,uncle。Iwillsaynothingmoreaboutit。Ishissonwithhim?\'Andthen,perverselyenough,shepersistedinaskingnumerousquestionsaboutLouisScatcherd。 \'Ishelikelytomarry,uncle?\' \'Ihopeso,mydear。\' \'Willhebesoveryrich?\' \'Yes;ultimatelyhewillbeveryrich。\' \'Hewillbeabaronet,willhenot?\' \'Yes,mydear。\' \'Whatishelike,uncle?\' \'Like——Ineverknowwhatayoungmanislike。Heislikeamanwithredhair。\' \'Uncle,youaretheworsthandindescribingIeverknew。IfI\'dseenhimforfiveminutes,I\'dbeboundtomakeaportraitofhim;andyou,ifyouweredescribingadog,you\'donlysaywhatcolourhishairwas。\' \'Well,he\'salittleman。\' \'Exactly,justasIshouldsaythatMrsUmblebyhadared-hairedlittledog。IwishIhadknowntheseScatcherds,uncle。Idoadmirepeoplethatcanpushthemselvesintheworld。IwishIhadknownSirRoger。\' \'Youwillneverknowhim,Mary。\' \'Isupposenot。Iamsosorryforhim。IsLadyScatcherdnice?\' \'Sheisanexcellentwoman。\' \'IhopeImayknowhersomeday。Youaresomuchtherenow,uncle;I wonderwhetheryouevermentionmetothem。Ifyoudo,tellherfrommehowmuchIgrieveforher。\' Thatsamenight,DrThorneagainfoundhimselfalonewithSirRoger。 Thesickmanwasmuchmoretranquil,andapparentlymoreateasethanhehadbeenontheprecedingnight。Hesaidnothingabouthiswill,andnotawordaboutMaryThorne;butthedoctorknewthatWinterbonesandanotary\'sclerkfromBarchesterhadbeeninthebedroomagreatpartoftheday;and,asheknewalsothatthegreatmanofbusinesswasaccustomedtodohismostimportantworkbythehandsofsuchtoolsasthese,hedidnotdoubtbutthatthewillhadbeenalteredandremodelled。Indeed,hethoughtitmorethanprobable,thatwhenitwasopeneditwouldbefoundtobewhollydifferentinitsprovisionsfromthatwhichSirRogerhadalreadydescribed。 \'Louisiscleverenough,\'hesaid,\'sharpenough,Imean。Hewon\'tsquandertheproperty。\' \'Hehasgoodnaturalabilities,\'saidthedoctor。 \'Excellent,excellent,\'saidthefather。\'Hemaydowell,verywell,ifhecanonlybekeptfromthis;\'andSirRogerhelduptheemptywine-glasswhichstoodbyhisbedside。\'Whatalifehemayhavebeforehim!——andtothrowitawayforthis!\'andashespokehetooktheglassandtosseditacrosstheroom。\'Oh,doctor!wouldthatitwerealltobeginagain!\' \'Weallwishthat,Idaresay,Scatcherd。\' \'No,youdon\'twishit。Youain\'tworthashilling,andyetyouregretnothing。Iamworthhalfamillioninonewayoranother,andIregreteverything-everything——everything!\' \'Youshouldnotthinkthatway,Scatcherd;youneednotthinkso。 YesterdayyoutoldMrClarkethatyouwerecomfortableinyourmind。\' MrClarkewastheclergymanwhohadvisitedhim。 \'OfcourseIdid。WhatelsecouldIsaywhenheaskedme?Itwouldn\'thavebeenciviltohavetoldhimthathistimeandwordswereallthrownaway。But,Thorne,believeme,whenaman\'sheartissad——sad——sadtothecore,afewwordsfromaparsonatthelastmomentwillnevermakeitright。\' \'MayHehavemercyonyou,myfriend!——ifyouwillthinkofHim,andlooktoHim,Hewillhavemercyonyou。\' \'Well——Iwilltry,doctor;butwouldthatitwerealltodoagain。 You\'llseetotheoldwomanformysake,won\'tyou?\' \'What,LadyScatcherd?\' \'LadyDevil!Ifanythingangersmenowitisthat“ladyship“——hertobemylady!Why,whenIcameoutofjailthattime,thepoorcreaturehadhardlyashoetoherfoot。Butitwasn\'therfault,Thorne;itwasnoneofherdoing。Sheneveraskedforsuchnonsense。\' \'Shehasbeenanexcellentwife,Scatcherd;andwhatismore,sheisanexcellentwoman。Sheis,andeverwillbe,oneofmydearestfriends。\' \'Thank\'ee,doctor,thank\'ee。Yes;shehasbeenagoodwife——betterforapoormanthanarichone;butthen,thatwaswhatshewasbornto。 Youwon\'tletherbeknockedaboutbythem,willyou,Thorne?\' DrThorneagainassuredhim,thataslongashelivedLadyScatcherdshouldneverwantonetruefriend;inmakingthispromise,however,hemanagedtodropallallusiontotheobnoxioustitle。 \'You\'llbewithhimasmuchaspossible,won\'tyou?\'againaskedthebaronet,afterlyingquitesilentforaquarterofanhour。 \'Withwhom?\'saidthedoctor,whowasthenallbutasleep。 \'Withmypoorboy,Louis。\' \'Ifhewillletme,Iwill,\'saidthedoctor。 \'And,doctor,whenyouseeaglassathismouth,dashitdown;thrustitdown,thoughyouthrustouttheteethwithit。Whenyouseethat,Thorne,tellhimofhisfather——tellhimwhathisfathermighthavebeenbutforthat;tellhimhowhisfatherdiedlikeabeast,becausehecouldnotkeephimselffromdrink。\' These,reader,werethelastwordsspokenbySirRogerScatcherd。Asheutteredthemheroseupinbedwiththesamevehemencewhichhehadshownontheformerevening。Butintheveryactofdoingsohewasagainstruckbyparalysis,andbeforenineonthefollowingmorningallwasover。 \'Oh,myman——myown,ownman!\'exclaimedthewidow,rememberingintheparoxysmofhergriefnothingbutthelovesoftheirearlydays;\'thebest,thebrightest,thecleverestofthemall!\' SomeweeksafterthisSirRogerwasburied,withmuchpompandceremony,withintheprecinctsofBarchesterCathedral;andamonumentwasputuptohimsoonafter,inwhichhewasportrayed,assmoothingablockofgranitewithamalletandchisel;whilehiseagleeye,disdainingsuchhumblework,wasfixeduponsomeintricatemathematicalinstrumentabovehim。CouldSirRogerhaveseenithimself,hewouldprobablyhavedeclared,thatnoworkmanwaseverworthhissaltwholookedonewaywhileherowedanother。 Immediatelyafterthefuneralthewillwasopened,andDrThornediscoveredthattheclausesofitwereexactlyidenticalwiththosehisfriendhaddescribedtohimsomemonthsback。Nothinghadbeenaltered;norhadthedocumentbeenunfoldedsincethatstrangecodicilhadbeenadded,inwhichitwasdeclaredthatDrThorneknew——andonlyDrThorne——whowastheeldestchildofthetestator\'sonlysister。Atthesametime,however,ajointexecutorwithDrThornehadbeennamed——oneMrStock,amanofrailwayfame——andDrThornehimselfwasmadealegateetothehumbleextentofathousandpounds。AlifeincomeofathousandpoundsayearwaslefttoLadyScatcherd。