Beatricedidnotquiteseeitall;butshesawenoughofittoknowthatMarywastobepitied;so,insteadofscoldingherfriendforbeingcross,shethrewherarmsroundherandkissedheraffectionately。
Butthedoctorallthistimesufferedmuchmorethanhisniecedid。Hecouldnotcomplainoutloudly;hecouldnotaverthathispetlambhadbeenilltreated;hecouldnotevenhavethepleasureofopenlyquarrellingwithLadyArabella;butnotthelessdidhefeelittobemostcruelthatMaryshouldhavetolivebeforetheworldasanoutcast,becauseithadpleasedFrankGreshamtofallinlovewithher。
ButhisbitternesswasnotchieflyagainstFrank。ThatFrankhadbeenveryfoolishhecouldnotbutacknowledge;butitwasakindoffollyforwhichthedoctorwasabletofindexcuse。ForLadyArabella\'scoldproprietyhecouldfindnoexcuse。
Withthesquirehehadspokennowordonthesubjectuptothisperiodofwhichwearenowwriting。WithherladyshiphehadneverspokenonitsincethatdaywhenshehadtoldhimthatMarywastocomenomoretoGreshamsbury。HenevernowdinedorspenthiseveningsatGreshamsbury,andseldomwastobeseenatthehouse,exceptwhencalledinprofessionally。Thesquire,indeed,hefrequentlymet;butheeitherdidsointhevillage,oroutonhorseback,orathisownhouse。
WhenthedoctorfirstheardthatSirRogerhadlosthisseat,andhadreturnedtoBoxallHill,heresolvedtogooverandseehim。Butthevisitwaspostponedfromdaytoday,asvisitsarepostponedwhichmaybemadeanyday,andhedidnotinfactgotillsummonedtheresomewhatperemptorily。AmessagewasbroughttohimoneeveningtosaythatSirRogerhadbeenstruckbyparalysis,andthatnotamomentwastobelost。
\'Italwayshappensatnight,\'saidMary,whohadmoresympathyforthelivingunclewhomshedidknow,thanfortheotherdyingunclewhomshedidnotknow。
\'Whatmatters?——there——justgivememyscarf。InallprobabilityImaynotbehometo-night——perhapsnottilllateto-morrow。Godblessyou,Mary!\'andawaythedoctorwentonhiscoldbleakridetoBoxallHill。
\'Whoistobehisheir?\'Asthedoctorrodealong,hecouldnotquiteridhismindofthequestion。Thepoormannowabouttodiehadwealthenoughtomakemanyheirs。Whatifhisheartshouldhavesoftenedtowardshissister\'schild!WhatifMaryshouldbefoundtobepossessedofsuchwealththattheGreshamsshouldbeagainbehappytowelcomeheratGreshamsbury!
Thedoctorwasnotaloverofmoney——andhedidhisbesttogetridofsuchperniciousthoughts。Buthislongings,perhaps,werenotsomuchthatMaryshouldberich,asthatsheshouldhavethepowerofheapingcoalsoffireupontheheadsofthosepeoplewhohadsoinjuredher。
CHAPTERXXIV
LOUISSCATCHERD
WhenDrThornereachedBoxallHillhefoundMrRerechildfromBarchestertherebeforehim。PoorLadyScatcherd,whenherhusbandwasstrickenbythefit,hardlyknewinherdismaywhatadequatestepstotake。Shehad,asamatterofcourse,sentforDrThorne;butshehadthoughtitsograveaperilthatthemedicalskillofnoonemancouldsuffice。Itwas,sheknew,quiteoutofthequestionforhertoinvoketheaidofDrFillgrave,whomnoearthlypersuasioncouldhavebroughttoBoxallHill;andasMrRerechildwassupposedintheBarchesterworldtobesecond——thoughatalonginterval——tothatgreatman,shehadappliedforhisassistance。
NowMrRerechildwasafollowerandhumblefriendofDrFillgrave;andwaswonttoregardanythingthatcamefromtheBarchesterdoctorassureaslightfromthelampofAesculapius。HecouldnotthereforebeotherthananenemyofDrThorne。Buthewasaprudent,discreetman,withalongfamily,aversetoprofessionalhostilities,asknowingthathecouldmakemorebymedicalfriendsthanmedicalfoes,andnotatallinclinedtotakeupanyman\'scudgeltohisowndetriment。Hehad,ofcourse,heardofthatdreadfulaffrontwhichhadbeenputuponhisfriend,ashadallthe\'medicalworld\'——andallthemedicalworldatleastofBarsetshire;andhehadoftenexpressedsympathywithDrFillgraveandhisabhorrenceofDrThorne\'santi-professionalpractices。ButnowthathefoundhimselfabouttobebroughtincontactwithDrThorne,hereflectedthattheGalenofGreshamsburywasatanyrateequalinreputationtohimofBarchester;thattheonewasprobablyontherise,whereastheotherwasalreadyconsideredbysomeasratherantiquated;andhethereforewiselyresolvedthatthepresentwouldbeanexcellentopportunityforhimtomakeafriendofDrThorne。
PoorLadyScatcherdhadaninklingthatDrFillgraveandMrRerechildwereaccustomedtorowinthesameboat,andshewasnotaltogetherfreefromfearthattheremightbeanoutbreak。ShethereforetookanopportunitybeforeDrThorne\'sarrivaltodeprecateanywrathfultendency。
\'Oh,LadyScatcherd!IhavethegreatestrespectforDrThorne,\'saidhe;\'thegreatestpossiblerespect;amostskilfulpractitioner——somethingbrusque,certainly,andperhapsalittleobstinate。Butwhatthen?wehaveallourfaults,LadyScatcherd。\'
\'Oh——yes;weallhave,MrRerechild;that\'sacertain。\'
\'There\'smyfriendFillgrave——LadyScatcherd。Hecannotbearanythingofthatsort。NowIthinkhe\'swrong;andsoItellhim。\'MrRerechildwasinerrorhere;forhehadneveryetventuredtotellDrFillgravethathewaswronginanything。\'Wemustbearandforbear,youknow。DrThorneisanexcellentman——inhiswayveryexcellent,LadyScatcherd。\'
ThislittleconversationtookplaceafterMrRerechild\'sfirstvisittohispatient:whatstepswereimmediatelytakenforthereliefofthesuffererweneednotdescribe。Theyweredoubtlesswellintended,andwere,perhaps,aswelladaptedtostaveoffthecomingevildayasanythatDrFillgrave,oreventhegreatSirOmicronPiemighthaveused。
AndthenDrThornearrived。
\'Oh,doctor!doctor!\'exclaimedLadyScatcherd,almosthangingroundhisneckinthehall。\'Whatarewetodo?Whatarewetodo?He\'sverybad。\'
\'Hashespoken?\'
\'No;nothinglikeaword:hehasmadeoneortwomutteredsounds;but,poorsoul,youcouldmakenothingofit——oh,doctor!doctor!hehasneverbeenlikethisbefore。
ItwaseasytoseewhereLadyScatcherdplacedanysuchfaithasshemightstillhaveinthehealingart。\'MrRerechildishereandhasseenhim,\'shecontinued。\'Ithoughtitbesttosendfortwo,forfearofaccidents。Hehasdonesomething——Idon\'tknowwhat。But,doctor,dotellthetruthnow;Ilooktoyoutotellmethetruth。\'
DrThornewentupandsawhispatient;andhadheliterallycompliedwithLadyScatcherd\'srequest,hemighthavetoldheratoncethattherewasnohope。As,however,hehadnotthehearttodothis,hemystifiedthecaseasdoctorssowellknowhowtodo,andtoldherthat\'therewascausetofear,greatcauseforfear;hewassorrytosay,verygreatcauseformuchfear。\'
DrThornepromisedtostaythenightthere,and,ifpossible,thefollowingnightalso;andthenLadyScatcherdbecametroubledinhermindastowhatsheshoulddowithMrRerechild。Healsodeclared,withmuchmedicalhumanity,that,lettheinconveniencebewhatitmight,hetoowouldstaythenight。\'Theloss,\'hesaid,\'ofsuchamanasSirRogerScatcherdwasofsuchparamountimportanceastomakeothermatterstrivial。HewouldcertainlynotallowthewholeweighttofallontheshouldersofhisfriendDrThorne:healsowouldstayatanyratethatnightbythesickman\'sbedside。Bythefollowingmorningsomechangemightbeexcpected。\'
\'Isay,DrThorne,\'saidherladyship,callingthedoctorintothehousekeeping-room,inwhichsheandHannahspentanytimethattheywerenotrequiredupstairs;\'justcomein,doctor:youwouldn\'ttellhimwedon\'twanthimnomore,couldyou?\'
\'Tellwhom?\'saidthedoctor。
\'Why——MrRerechild:mightn\'thegoaway,doyouthink?\'
DrThorneexplainedthatMrRerechildmightgoawayifhepleased;butthatitwouldbynomeansbeproperforonedoctortotellanothertoleavethehouse。AndsoMrRerechildwasallowedtosharethegloriesofthenight。
Inthemeantimethepatientremainedspeechless;butitsoonbecameevidentthatNaturewasusingallhereffortstomakeonefinalrally。
Fromtimetotimehemoanedandmutteredasthoughhewasconscious,anditseemedasthoughhestrovetospeak。Hegraduallybecameawake,atanyratetosuffering,andDrThornebegantothinkthatthelastscenewouldbepostponedforyetawhilelonger。
\'Wonderfulconstitution——eh,DrThorne?wonderful!\'saidMrRerechild。
\'Yes;hehasbeenastrongman。\'
\'Strongasahorse,DrThorne。Lord,whatthatmanwouldhavebeenifhehadgivenhimselfachance!Youknowhisconstitutionofcourse。\'
\'Yes;prettywell。I\'veattendedhimformanyyears。\'
\'Alwaysdrinking,Isuppose;alwaysatit——eh?\'
\'Hehasnotbeenatemperateman,certainly。\'
\'Thebrain,yousee,cleangone——andnotaparticleofcoatinglefttothestomach;andyetwhatastrugglehemakes——aninterestingcase,isn\'tit?\'
\'It\'sverysadtoseesuchanintellectsodestroyed。\'
\'Verysad,verysadindeed。HowFillgravewouldhavelikedtohaveseenthiscase。Heisaverycleverman,isFillgrave——inhisway,youknow。\'
\'I\'msureheis,\'saidDrThorne。
\'Notthathe\'dmakeanythingofacaselikethisnow——he\'snot,youknow,quite——quite——perhapsnotquiteuptothenewtimeofday,onemightsayso。\'
\'Hehashadaveryextensiveprovincialpractice,\'saidDrThorne。
\'Oh,very——very;andmadeatidylotofmoneytoo,hasFillgrave。He\'sworthsixthousandpounds,Isuppose;nowthat\'sagooddealofmoneytoputbyinalittletownlikeBarchester。\'
\'Yes,indeed。\'
\'WhatIsaytoFillgraveis——keepyoureyesopen;oneshouldneverbetoooldtolearn——there\'salwayssomethingnewworthpickingup。Butno——hewon\'tbelievethat。Hecan\'tbelievethatanynewideascanbeworthanything。Youknowamanmustgotothewallinthatway——eh,doctor?\'
Andthenagaintheywerecalledtotheirpatient。\'He\'sdoingfinely,finely,\'saidMrRerechildtoLadyScatcherd。\'There\'sfairgroundtohopehe\'llrally;fairground,istherenot,doctor?\'
\'Yes;he\'llrally;buthowlongthatmaylast,thatwecanhardlysay。\'
\'Oh,no,certainlynot,certainlynot——thatisnotwithanycertainty;
butstillhe\'sdoingfinely,LadyScatcherd,consideringeverything。\'
\'Howlongwillyougivehim,doctor?\'saidMrRerechildtohisnewfriend,whentheywereagainalone。\'Tendays?Idaresaytendays,orfromthattoafortnight。\'
\'Perhapsso,\'saidthedoctor。\'Ishouldnotliketosayexactlytoaday。\'
\'No,certainlynot。Wecannotsayexactlytoaday;butIsaytendays;asforanythinglikearecovery,thatyouknow——\'
\'Isoutofthequestion,\'saidDrThorne,gravely。
\'Quiteso;quiteso;coatingofthestomachcleangone,youknow;braindestroyed:didyouobservetheperiporollida?Ineversawthemsoswelledbefore:nowwhentheperiporollidaareswollenlikethat——\'
\'Yes,verymuch;it\'salwaysthecasewhenparalysishasbeenbroughtaboutbyintemperance。\'
\'Always,always;Ihaveremarkedthatalways;theperiporollidainsuchcasesarealwaysextended;mostinterestingcase,isn\'tit?IdowishFillgravecouldhaveseenit。But,IbelieveyouandDrFillgravedon\'tquite——eh?\'
\'No,notquite,\'saidDrThorne;who,ashethoughtofhislastinterviewwithDrFillgrave,andofthatgentleman\'sexceedingangerashestoodinthehallbelow,couldnotkeephimselffromsmiling,sadastheoccasionwas。
NothingwouldinducedLadyScatcherdtogotobed;butthetwodoctorsagreedtoliedown,eachinaroomononesideofthepatient。Howwasitpossiblethatanythingbutgoodshouldcometohim,beingsoguarded?\'He\'sgoingonfinely,LadyScatcherd,quitefinely,\'werethelastwordsMrRerechildsaidashelefttheroom。
AndthenDrThorne,takingLadyScatcherd\'shandandleadingheroutintoanotherchamber,toldherthetruth。
\'LadyScatcherd,\'saidhe,inhistenderestvoice——andhisvoicecouldbeverytenderwhenoccasionrequiredit——\'LadyScatcherd,donothope;
youmustnothope;itwouldbecrueltobidyoutodoso。\'
\'Oh,doctor!oh,doctor!\'
\'Mydearfriend,thereisnohope。\'
\'Oh,DrThorne!\'saidthewife,lookingwildlyupintohercompanion\'sface,thoughshehardlyyetrealizedthemeaningofwhathesaid,althoughhersenseswerehalfstunnedbytheblow。
\'DearLadyScatcherd,isitnotbetterthatIshouldtellyouthetruth?\'
\'Oh,Isupposeso;ohyes,ohyes;ahme!ahme!ahme!\'Andthenshebeganrockingherselfbackwardsandforwardsonherchair,withherapronuptohereyes。
\'LooktoHim,LadyScatcherd,whoonlycanmakesuchgriefendurable。\'
\'Yes,yes,yes;Isupposeso。Ahme!ahme!But,DrThorne,theremustbesomechance——isn\'tthereanychance?Thatmansayshe\'sgoingonsowell。\'
\'Ifearthereisnochance——asfarasmyknowledgegoesthereisnochance。\'
\'Thenwhydoesthatchatteringmagpietellsuchliestoawoman?Ahme!ahme!oh,doctor!doctor!whatshallIdo?whatshallIdo?\'andpoorLadyScatcherd,fairlyovercomebyhersorrow,burstoutcryinglikeagreatschool-girl。
Andyetwhathadherhusbanddoneforherthatsheshouldthusweepforhim?Wouldnotherlifebemuchmoreblessedwhenthiscauseofallhertroublesshouldberemovedfromher?Wouldshenotthenbeafreewomaninsteadofaslave?Mightshenotthenexpecttobegintotastethecomfortsoflife?Whathadthatharshtyrantofhersdonethatwasgoodorserviceableforher?Whyshouldshethusweepforhiminparoxysmsoftruestgrief?
Wehearagooddealofjollywidows;andtheslanderousrailleryoftheworldtellmuchofconjugaldisturbancesasacureforwhichwomenwilllookforwardtoastateofwidowhoodwithnotunwillingeyes。Therailleryoftheworldisveryslanderous。Inourdailyjestsweattributetoeachothervicesofwhichneitherwe,norourneighbours,norourfriends,norevenourenemiesareeverguilty。ItisourfavouriteparlancetotalkofthefamilytroublesofMrsGreenonourright,andtotellnowMrsYoungonourleftisstronglysuspectedofhavingraisedherhandtoherlordandmaster。Whatrighthavewetomakethesecharges?Whathaveweseeninourownpersonalwalksthroughlifetomakeusbelievethatwomenaredevils?TheremaypossiblyhavebeenXantippehereandthere,butImogenesaretobefoundineverybush。LadyScatcherd,inspiteofthelifeshehadled,wasoneofthem。
\'YoushouldsendamessageuptoLondonforLouis,\'saidthedoctor。
\'Wedidthat,doctor;wedidthatto-day——wesentupatelegraph。Ohme!ohme!poorboy,whatwillhedo?Ishallneverknowwhattodowithhim,never!never!\'Andwithsuchsorrowfulwailingsshesatrockingherselfthroughthelongnight,everynowandthencomfortingherselfbytheperformanceofsomemenialserviceinthesickman\'sroom。
SirRogerpassedthenightmuchashehadpassedtheday,exceptthatheappearedgraduallytobegrowingnearertoastateofconsciousness。OnthefollowingmorningtheysucceededatlastinmakingMrRerechildunderstandthattheywerenotdesirousofkeepinghimlongerfromhisBarchesterpractice;andatabouttwelveo\'clockDrThornealsowent,promisingthathewouldreturnintheevening,andagainpassthenightatBoxallHill。
InthecourseoftheafternoonSirRogeroncemoreawoketohissenses,andwhenhedidsohissonwasstandingathisbedside。LouisPhilippeScatcherd——orasitmaybemoreconvenienttocallhim,Louis——wasayoungmanjustoftheageofFrankGresham。Buttherecouldhardlybetwoyouthsmoredifferentintheirappearance。Louis,thoughhisfatherandmotherwerebothrobustpersons,wasshortandslight,andnowofasicklyframe。Frankwasapictureofhealthandstrength;
but,thoughmanlyindisposition,wasbynomeansprecociouseitherinappearanceormanners。LouisScatcherdlookedasthoughhewasfouryearstheother\'ssenior。HehadbeensenttoEtonwhenhewasfifteen,hisfatherbeingundertheimpressionthatthiswasthemostreadyandbest-recognizedmethodofmakinghimagentleman。Herehedidnotaltogetherfailasregardedthecovetedobjectofhisbecomingthecompanionofgentlemen。Hehadmorepocket-moneythananyotherladintheschool,andwaspossessedofacertaineffronterywhichcarriedhimaheadamongboysofhisownage。Hegained,therefore,adegreeofeclat,evenamongthosewhoknew,andveryfrequentlysaidtoeachother,thatyoungScatcherdwasnotfittobetheircompanionexceptonsuchopenoccasionsasthoseofcricket-matchesandboat-
races。Boys,inthisrespect,areatleastasexclusiveasmen,andunderstandaswellthedifferencebetweenaninnerandoutercircle。
ScatcherdhadmanycompanionsatschoolwhoweregladenoughtogouptoMaidenheadwithhimhisboat;buttherewasnotoneamongthemwhowouldhavetalkedtohimofhissister。
SirRogerwasvastlyproudofhisson\'ssuccess,anddidhisbesttostimulateitbylavishexpenditureattheChristopher,wheneverhecouldmanagetorundowntoEton。Butthispractice,thoughsufficientlyunexceptionabletotheboys,wasnotheldinequaldelightbythemasters。Totellthetruth,neitherSirRogernorhissonwerefavouriteswiththesesterncustodians。Atlastitwasfeltnecessarytogetridofthemboth;andLouiswasnotlongingivingthemanopportunity,bygettingtipsytwiceinoneweek。Onthesecondoccasionhewassentaway,andheandSirRoger,thoughlongtalkedof,wereseennomoreatEton。
ButtheuniversitieswerestillopentoLouisPhilippe,andbeforehewaseighteenhewasenteredasagentleman-commoneratTrinity。Ashewas,moreover,theeldestsonofabaronet,andhadalmostunlimitedcommandofmoney,herealsohewasenabledforawhiletoshine。
Toshine!butveryfitfully;andonemaysayalmostwithaghastlyglare。Theveryladswhohadeatenhisfather\'sdinnersatEton,andsharedhisfour-oaratEton,knewmuchbetterthantoassociatewithhimatCambridgenowthattheyhadputonthetogavirilis。Theywerestillasproneasevertofun,frolic,anddevilry——perhapsmoresothanever,seeingthatmorewasintheirpower;buttheyacquiredanideathatitbehovedthemtobesomewhatcircumspectastothemenwithwhomtheirprankswereperpetrated。So,inthosedays,LouisScatcherdwascoldlylookedonbyhiswhilomEtonfriends。
ButyoungScatcherddidnotfailtofindcompanionsatCambridgealso。
Therearefewplacesindeedinwhicharichmancannotbuycompanionship。Butthesetwithwhomhelived,weretheworstoftheplace。Theywerefast,slangmen,whowerefastandslang,andnothingelse——menwhoimitatedgroomsinmorethantheirdress,andwholookedonthecustomaryheroesofrace-coursesasthehighestlordsoftheascendantuponearth。AmongthoseatcollegeyoungScatcherddidshineaslongassuchlustrewaspermittedhim。Here,indeed,hisfather,whohadstrivenonlytoencouragehimatEton,didstrivesomewhattocontrolhim。Butthatwasnotnoweasy。Ifhelimitedhisson\'sallowance,heonlydrovehimtodohisdebaucheryoncredit。Therewereplentytolendmoneytothesonofagreatmillionaire;andso,aftereighteenmonths\'trialofauniversityeducation,SirRogerhadnoalternativebuttowithdrawhissonfromhisalmamater。
Whatwashetodowithhim?Unluckilyitwasconsideredquiteunnecessarytotakeanystepstowardsenablinghimtoearnhisbread。
Nownothingonearthcanbemoredifficultthanbringingupwellayoungmanwhohasnottoearnhisownbread,andwhohasnorecognizedstationamongothermensimilarlycircumstanced。Juveniledukes,andsproutingearls,findtheirdutiesandtheirplacesaseasilyasembryoclergymenandsuckingbarristers。Provisionismadefortheirpeculiarpositions:and,thoughtheymaypossiblygoastray,theyhaveafairchancegiventothemofrunningwithintheposts。ThesamemaybesaidofsuchyouthsasFrankGresham。Thereareenoughoftheminthecommunitytohavemadeitnecessarythattheirwell-beingshouldbeamatterofcareandforethought。ButtherearebutfewmenturnedoutintheworldinthepositionofLouisScatcherd;and,ofthosefew,butveryfewentertherealbattleoflifeundergoodauspices。
PoorSirRogerthoughhehadhardlytimewithallhismultitudinousrailwaystolookintothisthoroughly,hadaglimmeringofit。Whenhesawhisson\'spaleface,andpaidhiswinebills,andheardofhisdoingsinhorse-flesh,hedidknowthatthingswerenotgoingwell;hedidunderstandthattheheirtoabaronetcyandafortuneofsometenthousandayearmightbedoingbetter。Butwhatwashetodo?hecouldnotwatchoverhisboyhimself;sohetookatutorforhimandsenthimabroad。
LouisandthetutorgotasfarasBerlin,withwhatmutualsatisfactiontoeachotherneednotbespeciallydescribed。ButfromBerlinSirRogerreceivedaletterinwhichthetutordeclinedtogoanyfurtherinthetaskwhichhehadundertaken。Hefoundthathehadnoinfluenceoverhispupil,andhecouldnotreconcileittohisconsciencetobethespectatorofsuchalifeasthatwhichMrScatcherdled。HehadnopowerininducingMrScatcherdtoleaveBerlin;buthewouldremaintherehimselftillheshouldhearfromSirRoger。SoSirRogerhadtoleavethehugeGovernmentworkswhichhewasthenerectingonthesoutherncoast,andhurryofftoBerlintoseewhatcouldbedonewithyoungHopeful。
TheyoungHopefulwasbynomeansafool;andinsomematterswasmorethanamatchforhisfather。SirRoger,inhisanger,threatenedtocasthimoffwithoutashilling。Louis,withmixedpenitenceandeffrontery,remindedhimthathecouldnotchangethedescentofthetitle;promisedamendment;declaredthathehaddoneonlyasdootheryoungmenoffortune;andhintedthatthetutorwasastrait-lacedass。ThefatherandthesonreturnedtogethertoBoxallHill,andthreemonthsafterwardsMrScatcherdsetupforhimselfinLondon。
Andnowhislife,ifnotmorevirtuous,wasmorecraftythanithadbeen。Hehadnotutortowatchhisdoingsandcomplainofthem,andhehadsufficientsensetokeephimselffromabsolutepecuniaryruin。Helived,itistrue,wheresharpersandblacklegshadtoooftenopportunitiesofpluckinghim;but,youngashewas,hehadbeensufficientlylongabouttheworldtotakecarehewasnotopenlyrobbed;andashewasnotopenlyrobbed,hisfather,inacertainsense,wasproudofhim。
Tidings,however,came——cameatleastinthoselastdays——whichcutSirRogertothequick;tidingsofviceinthesonwhichthefathercouldnotbutattributetohisownexample。Twicehismotherwascalleduptothesick-bedofheronlychild,whilehelayravinginthathorridmadnessbywhichtheoutragedmindavengesitselfonthebody!Twicehewasfoundragingindeliriumtremens,andtwicethefatherwastoldthatacontinuanceofsuchlifemustendinearlydeath。
ItmayeasilybeconceivedthatSirRogerwasnotahappyman。Lyingtherewiththatbrandybottlebeneathhispillow,reflectinginhismomentsofrestthatthatsonofhishadhisbrandybottlebeneathhispillow,hecouldhardlyhavebeenhappy。Buthewasnotamantosaymuchabouthismisery。Thoughhecouldrestrainneitherhimselfnorhisheir,hecouldendureinsilence;andinsilencehedidendure,till,openinghiseyestotheconsciousnessofdeath,heatlastspokeafewwordstotheonlyfriendheknew。
LouisScatcherdwasnotafool,norwashenaturally,perhaps,ofadepraveddisposition;buthehadtoreapthefruitsoftheworsteducationwhichEnglandwasabletogivehim。Thereweremomentsinhislifewhenhefeltthatabetter,ahigher,nay,amuchhappiercareerwasopentohimthanthatwhichhehadpreparedhimselftolead。Nowandthen,hewouldreflectwhatmoneyandrankmighthavedoneforhim;hewouldlookwithwishfuleyestotheprouddoingsofothersofhisage;woulddreamofquietjoys,ofasweetwife,ahousetowhichmightbeaskedfriendswhowereneitherjockeysnordrunkards;
hewoulddreamofsuchthingsinhisshortintervalsofconstrainedsobriety;butthedreamwouldonlyservetomakehimmoody。
Thiswasthebestsideofhischaracter;theworst,probably,wasthatwhichwasbroughtintoplaybythefactthathewasnotafool。Hewouldhaveabetterchanceofredemptioninthisworld——perhapsalsoinanother——hadhebeenafool。Asitwas,hewasnofool:hewasnottobedone,nothe;heknew,noonebetter,thevalueofashilling;heknew,also,howtokeephisshillings,andhowtospendthem。Heconsortedmuchwithblacklegsandsuch-likebecauseblacklegsweretohistaste。Butheboasteddaily,nay,hourlytohimself,andfrequentlytothosearoundhim,thattheleecheswhowerestuckroundhimcoulddrawbutlittlebloodfromhim。Hecouldspendhismoneyfreely;buthewouldsospenditthathehimselfmightreapthegratificationoftheexpenditure。Hewasacute,crafty,knowing,anduptoeverydamnabledodgepractisedbymenoftheclasswithwhomhelived。Atone-and-twentyhewasthatmostodiousofallodiouscharacters-aclose-fistedreprobate。
Hewasasmallman,notill-madebyNature,butreducedtounnaturaltenuitybydissipation-acorporealattributeofwhichhewasapttoboast,asitenabledhim,ashesaid,toputhimselfupat7st7lbwithoutany\'d——nonsenseofnoteatinganddrinking\'。Thepower,however,wasoneofwhichhedidnotoftenavailhimself,ashisnerveswereseldominafitstateforriding。Hishairwasdarkred,andheworeredmoustaches,andagreatdealofredbeardbeneathhischin,cutinamannertomakehimlooklikeanAmerican。HisvoicealsohadaYankeetwang,beingacrossbetweenthatofanAmericantraderandanEnglishgroom;andhiseyeswerekeenandfixed,andcoldandknowing。
SuchwasthesonwhomSirRogersawstandingathisbedsidewhenfirstheawoketohisconsciousness。ItmustnotbesupposedthatSirRogerlookedathimwithoureyes。Tohimhewasanonlychild,theheirofhiswealth,thefuturebearerofhistitle;themostheart-stirringremembrancerofthosedays,whenhehadbeensomuchapoorer,andsomuchahappierman。Letthatboybebadorgood,hewasallSirRogerhad;andthefatherwasstillabletohope,whenothersthoughtthatallgroundforhopewasgone。
Themotheralsolovedhersonwithamother\'snaturallove;butLouishadeverbeenashamedofhismother,andhad,asfaraspossible,estrangedhimselffromher。Herheart,perhaps,fixeditselfalmostwithalmostawarmerloveonFrankGresham,herfoster-son。Frankshesawbutseldom,butwhenshedidseehimheneverrefusedherembrace。
Therewas,too,ajoyous,geniallustreaboutFrank\'sfacewhichalwaysendearedhimtowomen,andmadehisformernurseregardhimasthepetcreationoftheage。Thoughshebutseldominterferedwithanymonetaryarrangementofherhusband\'s,yetonceortwiceshehadventuredtohintthatalegacylefttotheyoungsquirewouldmakeherahappywoman。SirRoger,however,ontheseoccasionshadnotappearedverydesirousofmakinghiswifehappy。
\'Ah,Louis!isthatyou?\'ejaculatedSirRoger,intoneshardlymorethanhalf-formed:afterwardsinadayortwothatis,hefullyrecoveredhisvoice;butjustthenhecouldhardlyopenhisjaws,andspokealmostthroughhisteeth。Hemanaged,however,toputouthishandandlayitonthecounterpane,sothathissoncouldtakeit。
\'Why,that\'swell,governor,\'saidtheson;\'you\'llbeasrightasatrivetinadayortwo——eh,governor?\'
The\'governor\'smiledwithaghastlysmile。Healreadyprettywellknewthathewouldneveragainbe\'right\'ashissoncalledit,onthatsideofthegrave。Itdidnot,moreover,suithimtosaymuchjustatthatmoment,sohecontentedhimselfwithholdinghisson\'shand。Helaystillinthispositionforamoment,andthen,turningroundpainfullyonhisside,endeavouredtoputhishandtotheplacewherehisdireenemyusuallywasconcealed。SirRoger,however,wastooweaknowtobehisownmaster;hewasatlength,thoughtoolate,acaptiveinthehandsofnursesanddoctors,andthebottlehadnowbeenremoved。
ThenLadyScatcherdcamein,andseeingthatherhusbandwasnotlongerunconscious,shecouldnotbutbelievethatDrThornehadbeenwrong;
shecouldnotbutthinkthattheremustbesomegroundforhope。Shethrewherselfonherkneesatthebedsideburstingintotearsasshedidso,andtakingSirRoger\'shandinhersandcovereditwithkisses。
\'Bother!\'saidSirRoger。
Shedidnot,however,longoccupyherselfwiththeindulgenceofherfeelings;butgoingspeedilytowork,producedsuchsustenanceasthedoctorshadorderedtobegivenwhenthepatientmightawake。A
breakfast-cupwasbroughttohim,andafewdropswereputintohismouth;buthesoonmadeitmanifestthathewouldtakenothingmoreofadescriptionsoperfectlyinnocent。
\'Adropofbrandy——justalittledrop,\'saidhe,half-ordering,half-entreating。
\'Ah,Roger,\'saidLadyScatcherd。
\'Justalittledrop,Louis,\'saidthesickman,appealingtohisson。
\'Alittlewillbegoodforhim;bringthebottle,mother,\'saidtheson。
Aftersomealtercationthebrandybottlewasbrought,andLouis,withwhatathoughtaverysparinghand,proceededtopourabouthalfawine——glassintothecup。Ashedidso,SirRoger,weakashewas,contrivedtoshakehisson\'sarm,soasgreatlytoincreasethedose。
\'Ha!ha!ha!\'laughedthesickman,andthengreedilyswallowedthedose。
CHAPTERXXV
SIRROGERDIES
ThatnightthedoctorstayedatBoxallHill,andthenextnight;sothatitbecameacustomarythingforhimtosleepthereduringthelatterpartofSirRoger\'sillness。HereturnedhometoGreshamsbury;
forhehadhispatientsthere,towhomhewasasnecessaryastoSirRoger,theforemostofwhomwasLadyArabella。Hehad,therefore,noslightworkonhishands,seeingthathisnightswerebynomeanswhollydevotedtorest。
MrRerechildhadnotbeenmuchwrongastotheremainingspaceoflifewhichhehadallottedtothedyingman。OnceortwiceDrThornehadthoughtthatthegreatoriginalstrengthofhispatientwouldhaveenabledhimtofightagainstdeathforasomewhatlongerperiod;butSirRogerwouldgivehimselfnochance。Wheneverhewasstrongenoughtohaveawillofhisown,heinsistedonhavinghisverymedicinemixedwithbrandy;andinthehoursofthedoctor\'sabsence,hewastoooftensuccessfulinhisattempts。
\'Itdoesnotmuchmatter,\'DrThornehadsaidtoLadyScatcherd。\'Dowhatyoucantokeepdownthequantity,butdonotirritatehimbyrefusingtoobey。Itdoesnotmuchsignifynow。\'SoLadyScatcherdstilladministeredthealcohol,andhefromdaytodayinventedlittleschemesforincreasingtheamount,overwhichhechuckledwithghastlylaughter。
TwoorthreetimesthesedaysSirRogeressayedtospeakseriouslytohisson;butLouisalwaysfrustratedhim。Heeithergotoutoftheroomonsomeexcuse,ormadehismotherinterfereonthescorethatsomuchtalkingwouldbebadforhisfather。Healreadyknewwithtolerableaccuracywhatwasthepurportofhisfather\'swill,andbynomeansapprovedofit;butashecouldnotnowhopetoinducehisfathertoalteritsoastomakeitmorefavourabletohimself,heconceivedthatnoconversationonmattersofbusinesscouldbeofusetohim。
\'Louis,\'saidSirRoger,oneafternoontohisson;\'Louis,IhavenotdonebyyouasIoughttohavedone——Iknowthatnow。\'
\'Nonsense,governor;nevermindaboutitnow;IshalldowellenoughI
daresay。Besides,itisn\'ttoolate;youcanmakeittwenty-threeyearsinsteadoftwenty-five。\'
\'Idonotmeanastomoney,Louis。Therearethingsbesidesmoneywhichafatheroughttolookto。\'
\'Now,father,don\'tfretyourself——I\'mallright;youmaybesureofthat。\'
\'Louis,it\'sthataccursedbrandy——it\'sthatthatI\'mafraidof:youseemehere,myboy,I\'mlyingherenow。\'
\'Don\'tyoubeannoyingyourself,governor;I\'mallright——quiteright;
andasforyou,why,you\'llbeupandaboutyourselfinanothermonthorso。\'
\'Ishallneverbeoffthisbed,myboy,tillI\'mcarriedintomycoffin,onthosechairsthere。ButI\'mnotthinkingofmyself,Louis,butyou;thinkwhatyoumayhavebeforeyouifyoucan\'tavoidthataccursedbottle。\'
\'I\'mallright,governor;rightasatrivet。It\'sverylittleItake,exceptatanoddtimeortwo。\'
\'Oh,Louis!Louis!\'
\'Come,father,cheerup;thissortofthingisn\'tthethingforyouatall。Iwonderwheremotheris:sheoughttobeherewiththebroth;
justletmego,andI\'llseeforher。\'
Thefatherunderstooditall。Hesawthatitwasnowmuchbeyondhisfadedpowerstotouchtheheartorconscienceofsuchayouthashissonhadbecome。Whatnowcouldhedoforhisboyexceptdie?Whatelse,whatotherbenefit,didhissonrequireofhimbuttodie;todiesothathismeansofdissipationmightbeunbounded?Heletgotheunresistinghandwhichheheld,and,astheyoungmancreptoutoftheroom,heturnedhisfacetothewall。Heturnedhisfacetothewall,andheldbittercommunewithhisownheart。Towhathadhebroughthimself?Towhathadhebroughthisson?Oh,howhappywouldithavebeenforhimcouldhehaveremainedallhisdaysaworkingstone-masoninBarchester!Howhappycouldhehavediedassuch,yearsago!Suchtearsasthosewhichwetthepillowarethebitterestwhichhumaneyescanshed。
Butwhiletheyweredropping,thememoirofhislifewasinquickcourseofpreparation。Itwas,indeed,nearlycompleted,withconsiderabledetail。Hehadlingeredonfourdayslongerthanmighthavebeenexpected,andtheauthorhadthushadmorethanusualtimeforthework。Inthesedaysamanisnobodyunlesshisbiographyiskeptsofarpostedupthatitmaybereadyforthenationalbreakfast-tableonthemorningafterhisdemise。Whenitchancesthatthedeadheroisonewhoistakeninhisprimeoflife,ofwhosedeparturefromamongusthemostfar-seeing,biographicalscribecanhavenopropheticinkling,thismustbedifficult。Ofgreatmen,fullofyears,whoareripeofthesickle,whointhecourseofNaturemustsoonfall,itisofcoursecomparativelyeasyforanactivecompilertohavehiscompletememoirreadyinhisdesk。Butinorderthattheideaofomnipresentandomniscientinformationmaybekeptup,theyoungmustbechronicledasquicklyastheold。Insomecasesthistaskmust,onewouldsay,bedifficult。Neverthelessitisdone。
ThememoirofSirRogerScatcherdwasprogressingfavourably。Inthisitwastoldhowfortunatehadbeenhislife;now,inhiscase,industryandgeniuscombinedhadtriumphedoverthedifficultieswhichhumblebirthanddeficienteducationhadthrowninhisway;howhehadmadeanameamongEngland\'sgreatmen;howtheQueenhaddelightedtohonourhim,andnobleshadbeenproudtohavehimasaguestattheirmansions。Thenfollowedalistofallthegreatworkswhichhehadachieved,oftherailroads,canals,docks,harbours,jails,andhospitalswhichhehadconstructed。Hisnamewasheldupasanexampletothelabouringclassesofhiscountrymen,andhewaspointedatasonewhohadlivedanddiedhappy——everhappy,saidthebiographer,becauseeverindustrious。Andsoagreatmoralquestionwasinculcated。AshortparagraphwasdevotedtohisappearanceinParliament;andunfortunateMrRomerwasagainheldupfordisgrace,forthethirtiethtime,ashavingbeenthemeansofdeprivingourlegislativecouncilsofthegreatassistanceofSirRoger\'sexperience。
\'SirRoger,\'saidthebiographerinhisconcludingpassage,\'waspossessedofanironframe;butevenironwillyieldtotherepeatedblowsofthehammer。Inthelatteryearsofhislifehewasknowntoovertaskhimself;andatlengththebodygaveway,thoughthemindremainedfirmtothelast。Thesubjectofthismemoirwasonlyfifty-ninewhenhewastakenfromus。\'
AndthusSirRoger\'slifewaswritten,whilethetearswereyetfallingonhispillowatBoxallHill。Itwasapitythataproof-sheetcouldnothavebeensenttohim。Nomanwasvainerofhisreputation,anditwouldhavegreatlygratifiedhimtoknowthatposteritywasabouttospeakofhiminsuchterms——tospeakofhimwithavoicethatwouldbeaudiblefortwenty-fourhours。
SirRogermadenofurtherattempttogivecounseltohisson。Itwastooevidentlyuseless。Theolddyinglionfeltthatthelion\'spowerhadalreadypassedfromhim,andthathewashelplessinthehandsoftheyoungcubwhowassosoontoinheritthewealthoftheforest。ButDrThornewasmorekindtohim。Hehadsomethingyettosayastohisworldlyhopesandworldlycares;andhisoldfrienddidnotturnadeafeartohim。
ItwasduringthenightthatSirRogerwasmostanxioustotalk,andmostcapableoftalking。Hewouldliethroughthedayinastatehalf-comatose;buttowardseveningwouldrousehimself,andbymidnighthewouldbefulloffitfulenergy。Onenight,ashelaywakefulandfullofthought,hethuspouredforthhiswholehearttoDrThorne。
\'Thorne,\'saidhe,\'Itoldyouaboutmywill,youknow。\'
\'Yes,\'saidtheother;\'andIhaveblamedmyselfgreatlythatIhavenotagainurgedyoutoalterit。Yourillnesscametoosuddenly,Scatcherd;andthenIwasaversetospeakofit。\'
\'WhyshouldIalterit?Itisagoodwill;asgoodasIcanmake。NotbutthatIhavealtereditsinceIspoketoyou。Ididitthatdayafteryouleftme。\'
\'HaveyoudefinitelynamedyourheirindefaultofLouis?\'
\'No——thatis——yes——Ihaddonethatbefore;IhavesaidMary\'seldestchild:Ihavenotalteredthat。\'
\'But,Scatcherd,youmustalterit。\'
\'Must!wellthen,Iwon\'t;butI\'lltellyouwhatIhavedone。Ihaveaddedapostscript——acodiciltheycallit——sayingthatyou,andyouonly,knowwhoishereldestchild。WinterbonesandJackMartinhavewitnessedthat。\'
DrThornewasgoingtoexplainhowveryinjudicioussuchanarrangementappearedtobe;butSirRogerwouldnotlistentohim。Itwasnotaboutthatthathewishedtospeaktohim。Tohimitwasamatterofbutminorinterestwhomightinherithismoneyifhissonshoulddieearly;hiscarewassolelyforhisson\'swelfare。Attwenty-fivetheheirmightmakehisownwill——mightbequeathallthiswealthaccordingtohisownfancy。SirRogerwouldnotbringhimselftobelievethathissoncouldfollowhimtothegraveinsoshortatime。
\'Nevermindthat,doctor,now;butaboutLouis;youwillbehisguardian,youknow。\'
\'Nothisguardian。Heismorethanofage。\'
\'Ah!butdoctor,youwillbehisguardian。Thepropertywillnotbehistillhebetwenty-five。Youwillnotdeserthim?\'
\'Iwillnotdeserthim;butIdoubtwhetherIcandomuchforhim——whatcanIdo,Scatcherd?\'
\'Usethepowerthatastrongmanhasoveraweakone。Usethepowerthatmywillwillgiveyou。Doforhimasyouwouldforasonofyourownifyousawhimgoinginbadcourses。Doasafriendshoulddoforafriendthatisdeadandgone。Iwoulddosoforyou,doctor,ifourplaceswerechanged。\'
\'WhatcanIdo,thatIwilldo,\'saidThorne,solemnly,takingashespokethecontractor\'sowninhisownwithatightgrasp。
\'Iknowyouwill;Iknowyouwill。Oh!doctor,mayyouneverfeelasIdonow!Mayyouonyourdeath-bedhavenodreadasIhave,astothefateofthoseyouwillleavebehindyou!\'
DoctorThornefeltthathecouldnotsaymuchinanswertothis。ThefuturefateofLouisScatcherdwas,hecouldnotbutowntohimself,greatlytobedreaded。Whatgood,whathappiness,couldbepresagedforsuchaoneashewas?Whatcomfortcouldheoffertothefather?
Andthenhewascalledontocompare,asitwere,theprospectsofthisunfortunatewiththoseofhisowndarling;tocontrastallthatwasmurky,foul,anddisheartening,withallthatwasperfect——fortohimshewasallbutperfect;tolikenLouisScatcherdtotheangelwhobrightenedhisownhearthstone。Howcouldheanswertosuchanappeal?
Hesaidnothing;butmerelytightenedhisgraspoftheother\'shand,tosignifythathewoulddo,asbesthecould,allthatwasaskedofhim。
SirRogerlookedupsadlyintothedoctor\'sface,asthoughexpectingsomewordofconsolation。Therewasnocomfort,noconsolation。
\'Forthreeorfouryears,hemustgreatlydependonyou,\'continuedSirRoger。
\'IwilldowhatIcan,\'saidthedoctor。\'WhatIcandoIwilldo。Butheisnotachild,Scatcherd:athisagehemuststandorfallmainlybyhisownconduct。Thebestthingforhimwillbetomarry。\'
\'Exactly;that\'sjustit,Thorne:Iwascomingtothat。Ifhewouldmarry,Ithinkhewoulddowellyet,forallthathascomeandgone。Ifhemarried,ofcourseyouwouldlethimhavethecommandofhisownincome。\'
\'Iwillbegovernedentirelybyyourwishes:underanycircumstanceshisincomewill,asIunderstand,bequitesufficientforhim,marriedorsingle。\'
\'Ah!——but,Thorne,Ishouldliketothinkheshouldshinewiththebestofthem。ForwhatIhavemadethemoneyforifnotforthat?Nowifhemarries——decently,thatis——somewomanyouknowthatcanassisthimintheworld,lethimhavewhathewants。ItisnottosavethemoneythatIhaveputitintoyourhands。\'
\'No,Scatcherd;nottosavethemoney,buttosavehim。Ithinkthatwhileyouareyetwithhimyoushouldadvisehimtomarry。\'
\'HedoesnotcareastrawforwhatIadvise,notonestraw。Whyshouldhe?HowcanItellhimtobesoberwhenIhavebeenabeastallmylife?HowcanIadvisehim?That\'swhereitis!Itisthatthatnowkillsme。Advise!Why,whenIspeaktohimhetreatsmelikeachild。\'
\'Hefearsthatyouaretooweak,youknow:hethinksthatyoushouldnotbeallowedtotalk。\'
\'Nonsense!heknowsbetter;youknowbetter。Tooweak!whatsignifies?WouldInotgiveallthatIhaveofstrengthatoneblowifIcouldopenhiseyestoseeasIseebutforoneminute?\'Andthesickmanraisedhimselfinhisbedasthoughhewereactuallygoingtoexpendallthatremainedtohimofvigourintheenergyofthemoment。
\'Gently,Scatcherd;gently。Hewilllistentoyouyet;butdonotbesounruly。\'
\'Thorne,youseethatbottlethere?Givemehalfaglassofbrandy。\'
Thedoctorturnedroundinhischair;buthehesitatedindoingashewasdesired。
\'DoasIaskyou,doctor。Itcandonoharmnow;youknowthatwellenough。Whytorturemenow?\'
\'No,Iwillnottortureyou;butyouwillhavewaterwithit?\'
\'Water!No;thebrandybyitself。ItellyouIcannotspeakwithoutit。What\'stheuseofcantingnow?Youknowitcanmakenodifference。\'
SirRogerwasright。Itcouldmakenodifference;andDrThornegavehimthehalfglassofbrandy。
\'Ah,well;you\'veastingyhand,doctor;confoundedstingy。Youdon\'tmeasureyourmedicinesoutinsuchlightdoses。\'
\'Youwillbewantingmorebeforemorning,youknow。\'
\'Beforemorning!indeedIshall;apintortwobeforethat。Irememberthetime,doctor,whenIhavedrunktomyowncheekabovetwoquartsbetweendinnerandbreakfast!aye,andworkedalldayafterit!\'
\'Youhavebeenawonderfulman,Scatcherd,verywonderful。\'
\'Aye,wonderful!well,nevermind。It\'sovernow。ButwhatwasI
saying?——aboutLouis,doctor;you\'llnotdeserthim?\'
\'Certainlynot。\'
\'He\'snotstrong;Iknowthat。Howshouldhebestrong,livingashehasdone?NotthatitseemedtohurtmewhenIwashisage。\'
\'Youhadtheadvantageofhardwork。\'
\'That\'sit。SometimesIwishthatLouishadnotashillingintheworld;thathehadtotrudgeaboutwithanapronroundhiswaistasI
did。Butit\'stoolatenowtothinkofthat。Ifhewouldmarry,doctor。\'
DrThorneagainexpressedanopinionthatnostepwouldbesolikelytoreformthehabitsoftheyoungheirasmarriage;andrepeatedhisadvicetothefathertoimplorehissontotakeawife。
\'I\'lltellyouwhat,Thorne,\'saidhe。Andthen,afterapause,hewenton。\'Ihavenothalftoldyouasyetwhatisonmymind;andI\'mnearlyafraidtotellit;though,indeed,Idon\'tknowwhatIshouldbe。\'
\'Ineverknewyouafraidofanythingyet,\'saidthedoctor,smilinggently。
\'Well,then,I\'llnotendbyturningcoward。Now,doctor,tellthetruthtome;whatdoyouexpectmetodoforthatgirlofyoursthatweweretalkingof——Mary\'schild?\'
Therewasapauseforamoment,forThornewasslowtoanswerhim。
\'Youwouldnotletmeseeher,youknow,thoughsheismynieceastrulyasyours。\'
\'Nothing,\'atlastsaidthedoctor,slowly。\'Iexpectnothing。Iwouldnotletyouseeher,andtherefore,Iexpectnothing。\'
\'ShewillhaveitallifpoorLouisshoulddie,\'saidSirRoger。
\'Ifyouintenditsoyoushouldputhernameintothewill,\'saidtheother。\'NotthatIaskyouorwishyoutodoso。Mary,thankGod,candowithoutwealth。\'
\'Thorne,ononeconditionIwillputhernameintoit。Iwillalteritononecondition。Letthetwocousinsbemanandwife——letLouismarrypoorMary\'schild。\'
Thepropositionforamomenttookawaythedoctor\'sbreath,andhewasunabletoanswer。NotforallthewealthofIndiawouldhehavegivenuphislambtothatyoungwolf,eventhoughhehadhadthepowertodoso。Butthatlamb——lambthoughshewas——had,ashewellknew,awillofherownonsuchamatter。Whatalliancecouldbemoreimpossible,thoughthetohimself,thanonebetweenMaryThorneandLouisScatcherd?
\'Iwillalteritallifyouwillgivemeyourhanduponitthatyouwilldoyourbesttobringaboutthismarriage。Everythingshallbehisonthedayhemarriesher;andshouldhedieunmarried,itshallallthenbehersbyname。Saytheword,Thorne,andsheshallcomehereatonce。Ishallyethavetimetoseeher。\'
ButDrThornedidnotsaytheword;justatthemomenthesaidnothing,butheslowlyshookhishead。
\'Whynot,Thorne?\'
\'Myfriend,itisimpossible。\'
\'Whyimpossible?\'
\'Herhandisnotminetodisposeof,norisherheart。\'
\'Thenlethercomeoverherself。\'
\'What!Scatcherd,thatthesonmightmakelovetoherwhilethefatherissodangerouslyill!Bidhercometolookforarichhusband!Thatwouldnotbeseemly,wouldit?\'
\'No;notforthat:lethercomemerelythatImayseeher;thatwemayallknowher。Iwillleavethemattertheninyourhandsifyouwillpromisemetodoyourbest。\'
\'But,myfriend,inthismatterIcannotdomybest。Icandonothing。And,indeed,Imaysayatonce,thatitisaltogetheroutofthequestion。Iknow——\'
\'Whatdoyouknow?\'saidthebaronet,turningonhimalmostangrily。
\'Whatcanyouknowtomakeyousaythatitisimpossible?Issheapearlofsuchpricethatamanmaynotwinher?\'
\'Sheisapearlofgreatprice。\'
\'Believeme,doctor,moneygoesfarinwinningsuchpearls。\'
\'Perhapsso;Iknowlittleaboutit。ButthisIdoknow,thatmoneywillnotwinher。Letustalkofsomethingelse;believeme,itisuselessforustothinkofthis。\'
\'Yes;ifyousetyourfaceagainstitobstinately。YoumustthinkverypoorlyofLouisifyousupposethatnogirlcanfancyhim。\'
\'Ihavenotsaidso,Scatcherd。\'
\'Tohavethespendingoftenthousandayear,andbeabaronet\'slady!
Why,doctor,whatisityouexpectforthisgirl?\'
\'Notmuch,indeed;notmuch。Aquietheartandaquiethome;notmuchmore。\'
\'Thorne,ifyouwillberuledbymeinthis,sheshallbethemosttoppingwomaninthiscounty。\'
\'Myfriend,myfriend,whythusgrieveme?Whyshouldyouthusharassyourself?Itellyouitisimpossible。Theyhaveneverseeneachother;theyhavenothing,andcanhavenothingincommon;theirtastes,andwishes,andpursuitsaredifferent。Besides,Scatcherd,marriagesneveranswerthataresomade;believeme,itisimpossible。\'
Thecontractorthrewhimselfbackonhisbed,andlayforsometenminutesperfectlyquiet;somuchsothatthedoctorbegantothinkthathewassleeping。Sothinking,andweariedbythewatching,DrThornewasbeginningtocreepquietlyfromtheroom,whenhiscompanionagainrousedhimself,almostwithvehemence。
\'Youwon\'tdothisthingforme,then?\'saidhe。
\'Doit!Itisnotforyouormetodosuchthingsasthat。Suchthingsmustbelefttothoseconcernedthemselves。\'
\'Youwillnotevenhelpme?\'
\'Notinthisthing,SirRoger。\'
\'Thenby——,sheshallnotunderanycircumstanceseverhaveashillingofmine。Givemesomeofthatstuffthere,\'andheagainpointedtothebrandybottlewhichstoodeverwithinhissight。\'
Thedoctorpouredoutandhandedtohimanothersmallmodicumofspirit。
\'Nonsense,man;filltheglass。I\'llstandnononsensenow。I\'llbemasterofmyownhousetothelast。Giveithere,Itellyou。Tenthousanddevilsaretearingmewithin。You——youcouldhavecomfortedme;butyouwouldnot。FilltheglassItellyou。\'
\'IshouldbekillingyouwereItodoit。\'
\'Killingme!killingme!youarealwaystalkingofkillingme。DoyousupposethatIamafraidtodie?DonotIknowhowsoonitiscoming?Givemethebrandy,Isay,orIwillbeoutacrosstheroomtofetchit。\'
\'No,Scatcherd。Icannotgiveittoyou;notwhileIamhere。Doyourememberhowyouwereengagedthismorning?\'——hehadthatmorningtakenthesacramentfromtheparishclergyman——\'youwouldnotwishtomakemeguiltyofmurder,wouldyou?\'
\'Nonsense!Youaretalkingnonsense;habitissecondnature。ItellyouIshallsinkwithoutit。Why,youknow,Ialwaysgetitdirectlyyourbackitturned。Come,Iwillnotbebulliedinmyownhouse;givemethatbottle,Isay!\'——andSirRogeressayed,vainlyenough,toraisehimselffromthebed。
\'Stop,Scatcherd;Iwillgiveittoyou——Iwillhelpyou。Itmaybethathabitissecondnature。\'SirRogerinhisdeterminedenergyhadswallowed,withoutthinkingofit,thesmallquantitywhichthedoctorhadbeforepouredoutforhim,andstillheldtheemptyglasswithinhishand。Thisthedoctornowtookandfillednearlytothebrim。
\'Come,Thorne,abumper;abumperforthisonce。“Whateverthedrink,itabumpermustbe。“Youstingyfellow!Iwouldnottreatyouso。
Well——well。\'
\'It\'saboutasfullasyoucanholdit,Scatcherd。\'
\'Tryme;tryme!myhandisarock;atleastatholdingliquor。\'Andthenhedrainedthecontentsoftheglass,whichwereinsufficientquantitytohavetakenawaythebreathofanyordinaryman。
\'Ah,I\'mbetternow。But,Thorne,Idoloveafullglass,ha!ha!ha!\'
Therewassomethingfrightful,almostsickening,inthepeculiarhoarsegutturaltoneofhisvoice。Thesoundscamefromhimasthoughsteepedinbrandy,andtold,alltooplainly,thehavocwhichthealcoholhadmade。Therewasafiretooabouthiseyeswhichcontrastedwithhissunkencheeks:hishangingjaw,unshornbeard,andhaggardfacewereterribletolookat。Hishandsandarmswerehotandclammy,butsothinandwasted!Ofhislowerlimbsthelostusehadnotreturnedtohim,sothatinallhiseffortsatvehemencehewascontrolledbyhisownwantofvitality。Whenhesupportedhimself,half-sittingagainstthepillows,hewasinacontinualtremor;andyet,asheboasted,hecouldstilllifthisglasssteadilytohismouth。Suchnowwastheheroofwhomthatreadycompilerofmemoirshadjustfinishedhiscorrectandsuccinctaccount。
Afterhehadhadhisbrandy,hesatglaringawhileatvacancy,asthoughhewasdeadtoallaroundhim,andwasthinking——thinking——thinkingofthingsintheinfinitedistanceofthepast。
\'ShallIgonow,\'saidthedoctor,\'andsendLadyScatcherdtoyou?\'
\'Waitawhile,doctor;justoneminutelonger。SoyouwilldonothingforLouis,then?\'
\'IwilldoeverythingforhimthatIcando。\'
\'Ah,yes!everythingbuttheonethingthatwillsavehim。Well,I
willnotaskyouagain。Butremember,Thorne,Ishallaltermywillto-morrow。\'
\'Doso,byallmeans;youmaywellalteritforthebetter。IfImayadviseyou,youwillhavedownyourownbusinessattorneyfromLondon。
Ifyouwillletmesendhewillbeherebeforeto-morrownight。\'
\'Thankyoufornothing,Thorne:Icanmanagethatmattermyself。Nowleaveme;butremember,youhaveruinedthatgirl\'sfortune。\'
Thedoctordidleavehim,andwentnotaltogetherhappytohisroom。Hecouldnotbutconfesstohimselfthathehad,despitehimselfasitwere,fedhimselfwithhopethatMary\'sfuturemightbemademoresecure,aye,andbrightertoo,bysomesmallunheededfractionbrokenofffromthehugemassofheruncle\'swealth。Suchhope,ifithadamountedtohope,wasnowallgone。Butthiswasnotall,norwasthistheworstofit。ThathehaddonerightinutterlyrepudiatingallideaofamarriagebetweenMaryandhercousin——ofthathewascertainenough;thatnoearthlyconsiderationwouldhaveinducedMarytoplighthertrothtosuchaman——that,withhim,wasascertainasdoom。Buthowfarhadhedonerightinkeepingherfromthesightofheruncle?
Howcouldhejustifyittohimselfifhehadthusrobbedherofherinheritance,seeingthathehaddonesofromaselfishfearlestshe,whowasnowallhisown,shouldbeknowntotheworldasbelongingtoothersratherthantohim?Hehadtakenuponhimonherbehalftorejectwealthasvalueless;andyethehadnosoonerdonesothanhebegantoconsumehishourswithreflectinghowgreattoherwouldbethevalueofwealth。Andthus,whenSirRogertoldhim,ashelefttheroom,thathehadruinedMary\'sfortune,hewashardlyabletobearthetauntwithequanimity。
Onthenextmorning,afterpayinghisprofessionalvisittohispatient,andsatisfyinghimselfthattheendwasnowdrawingnearwithstepsterriblyquickened,hewentdowntoGreshamsbury。
\'Howlongisthistolast,uncle?\'saidhisniece,withsadvoice,asheagainpreparedtoreturntoBoxallHill。
\'Notlong,Mary;donotbegrudgehimafewmorehoursoflife。\'
\'No,Idonot,uncle。Iwillsaynothingmoreaboutit。Ishissonwithhim?\'Andthen,perverselyenough,shepersistedinaskingnumerousquestionsaboutLouisScatcherd。
\'Ishelikelytomarry,uncle?\'
\'Ihopeso,mydear。\'
\'Willhebesoveryrich?\'
\'Yes;ultimatelyhewillbeveryrich。\'
\'Hewillbeabaronet,willhenot?\'
\'Yes,mydear。\'
\'Whatishelike,uncle?\'
\'Like——Ineverknowwhatayoungmanislike。Heislikeamanwithredhair。\'
\'Uncle,youaretheworsthandindescribingIeverknew。IfI\'dseenhimforfiveminutes,I\'dbeboundtomakeaportraitofhim;andyou,ifyouweredescribingadog,you\'donlysaywhatcolourhishairwas。\'
\'Well,he\'salittleman。\'
\'Exactly,justasIshouldsaythatMrsUmblebyhadared-hairedlittledog。IwishIhadknowntheseScatcherds,uncle。Idoadmirepeoplethatcanpushthemselvesintheworld。IwishIhadknownSirRoger。\'
\'Youwillneverknowhim,Mary。\'
\'Isupposenot。Iamsosorryforhim。IsLadyScatcherdnice?\'
\'Sheisanexcellentwoman。\'
\'IhopeImayknowhersomeday。Youaresomuchtherenow,uncle;I
wonderwhetheryouevermentionmetothem。Ifyoudo,tellherfrommehowmuchIgrieveforher。\'
Thatsamenight,DrThorneagainfoundhimselfalonewithSirRoger。
Thesickmanwasmuchmoretranquil,andapparentlymoreateasethanhehadbeenontheprecedingnight。Hesaidnothingabouthiswill,andnotawordaboutMaryThorne;butthedoctorknewthatWinterbonesandanotary\'sclerkfromBarchesterhadbeeninthebedroomagreatpartoftheday;and,asheknewalsothatthegreatmanofbusinesswasaccustomedtodohismostimportantworkbythehandsofsuchtoolsasthese,hedidnotdoubtbutthatthewillhadbeenalteredandremodelled。Indeed,hethoughtitmorethanprobable,thatwhenitwasopeneditwouldbefoundtobewhollydifferentinitsprovisionsfromthatwhichSirRogerhadalreadydescribed。
\'Louisiscleverenough,\'hesaid,\'sharpenough,Imean。Hewon\'tsquandertheproperty。\'
\'Hehasgoodnaturalabilities,\'saidthedoctor。
\'Excellent,excellent,\'saidthefather。\'Hemaydowell,verywell,ifhecanonlybekeptfromthis;\'andSirRogerhelduptheemptywine-glasswhichstoodbyhisbedside。\'Whatalifehemayhavebeforehim!——andtothrowitawayforthis!\'andashespokehetooktheglassandtosseditacrosstheroom。\'Oh,doctor!wouldthatitwerealltobeginagain!\'
\'Weallwishthat,Idaresay,Scatcherd。\'
\'No,youdon\'twishit。Youain\'tworthashilling,andyetyouregretnothing。Iamworthhalfamillioninonewayoranother,andIregreteverything-everything——everything!\'
\'Youshouldnotthinkthatway,Scatcherd;youneednotthinkso。
YesterdayyoutoldMrClarkethatyouwerecomfortableinyourmind。\'
MrClarkewastheclergymanwhohadvisitedhim。
\'OfcourseIdid。WhatelsecouldIsaywhenheaskedme?Itwouldn\'thavebeenciviltohavetoldhimthathistimeandwordswereallthrownaway。But,Thorne,believeme,whenaman\'sheartissad——sad——sadtothecore,afewwordsfromaparsonatthelastmomentwillnevermakeitright。\'
\'MayHehavemercyonyou,myfriend!——ifyouwillthinkofHim,andlooktoHim,Hewillhavemercyonyou。\'
\'Well——Iwilltry,doctor;butwouldthatitwerealltodoagain。
You\'llseetotheoldwomanformysake,won\'tyou?\'
\'What,LadyScatcherd?\'
\'LadyDevil!Ifanythingangersmenowitisthat“ladyship“——hertobemylady!Why,whenIcameoutofjailthattime,thepoorcreaturehadhardlyashoetoherfoot。Butitwasn\'therfault,Thorne;itwasnoneofherdoing。Sheneveraskedforsuchnonsense。\'
\'Shehasbeenanexcellentwife,Scatcherd;andwhatismore,sheisanexcellentwoman。Sheis,andeverwillbe,oneofmydearestfriends。\'
\'Thank\'ee,doctor,thank\'ee。Yes;shehasbeenagoodwife——betterforapoormanthanarichone;butthen,thatwaswhatshewasbornto。
Youwon\'tletherbeknockedaboutbythem,willyou,Thorne?\'
DrThorneagainassuredhim,thataslongashelivedLadyScatcherdshouldneverwantonetruefriend;inmakingthispromise,however,hemanagedtodropallallusiontotheobnoxioustitle。
\'You\'llbewithhimasmuchaspossible,won\'tyou?\'againaskedthebaronet,afterlyingquitesilentforaquarterofanhour。
\'Withwhom?\'saidthedoctor,whowasthenallbutasleep。
\'Withmypoorboy,Louis。\'
\'Ifhewillletme,Iwill,\'saidthedoctor。
\'And,doctor,whenyouseeaglassathismouth,dashitdown;thrustitdown,thoughyouthrustouttheteethwithit。Whenyouseethat,Thorne,tellhimofhisfather——tellhimwhathisfathermighthavebeenbutforthat;tellhimhowhisfatherdiedlikeabeast,becausehecouldnotkeephimselffromdrink。\'
These,reader,werethelastwordsspokenbySirRogerScatcherd。Asheutteredthemheroseupinbedwiththesamevehemencewhichhehadshownontheformerevening。Butintheveryactofdoingsohewasagainstruckbyparalysis,andbeforenineonthefollowingmorningallwasover。
\'Oh,myman——myown,ownman!\'exclaimedthewidow,rememberingintheparoxysmofhergriefnothingbutthelovesoftheirearlydays;\'thebest,thebrightest,thecleverestofthemall!\'
SomeweeksafterthisSirRogerwasburied,withmuchpompandceremony,withintheprecinctsofBarchesterCathedral;andamonumentwasputuptohimsoonafter,inwhichhewasportrayed,assmoothingablockofgranitewithamalletandchisel;whilehiseagleeye,disdainingsuchhumblework,wasfixeduponsomeintricatemathematicalinstrumentabovehim。CouldSirRogerhaveseenithimself,hewouldprobablyhavedeclared,thatnoworkmanwaseverworthhissaltwholookedonewaywhileherowedanother。
Immediatelyafterthefuneralthewillwasopened,andDrThornediscoveredthattheclausesofitwereexactlyidenticalwiththosehisfriendhaddescribedtohimsomemonthsback。Nothinghadbeenaltered;norhadthedocumentbeenunfoldedsincethatstrangecodicilhadbeenadded,inwhichitwasdeclaredthatDrThorneknew——andonlyDrThorne——whowastheeldestchildofthetestator\'sonlysister。Atthesametime,however,ajointexecutorwithDrThornehadbeennamed——oneMrStock,amanofrailwayfame——andDrThornehimselfwasmadealegateetothehumbleextentofathousandpounds。AlifeincomeofathousandpoundsayearwaslefttoLadyScatcherd。