Andyethecouldnotbringhimselftoencourageitthen。Theideaof\'lookingafterdeadman\'sshoes\'wasabhorrenttohismind,especiallywhenthemanwhosedeathhecontemplatedhadbeensotrustedtohimashadbeenSirLouisScatcherd。Hecouldnotspeakoftheevent,eventothesquire,asbeingpossible。Sohekepthispeacefromdaytoday,andgavenocounseltoMaryinthematter。
Andthenhehadhisownindividualannoyances,andveryaggravatingannoyancestheywere。Thecarriage——orratherthepost-chaise——ofDrFillgravewasnowfrequentinGreshamsbury,passinghimconstantlyinthestreet,amongthelanes,andonthehighroads。ItseemedasthoughDrFillgravecouldnevergettohispatientsatthebighousewithoutshowinghimselftohisbeatenrival,eitheroniswaythitheroronhisreturn。Thisalonewould,perhaps,nothavehurtthedoctormuch;butitdidhurthimtoknowthatDrFillgravewasattendingthesquireforalittleincipientgout,andthatdearNinawasinmeaslesunderthoseunlovinghands。
Andthen,also,theold-fashionedphaeton,ofold-fashionedoldDrCenturywasseentorumbleuptothebighouse,anditbecameknownthatLadyArabellawasnotverywell。\'Notverywell,\'whenpronouncedinalow,gravevoiceaboutLadyArabella,alwaysmeantsomethingserious。And,inthiscase,somethingseriouswasmeant。LadyArabellawasnotonlyill,butfrightened。Itappearedeventoher,thatDrFillgravehardlyknewwhathewasabout,thathewasnotsosureinhisopinion,soconfidentinhimselfasDrThorneusedtobe。
howshouldhebe,seeingthatDrThornehadmedicallyhadLadyArabellainhishandsforthelasttenyears?
Ifsittingwithdignityinhishiredcarriage,andsteppingwithauthorityupthebigfrontsteps,wouldhavedoneanything,DrFillgravemighthavedonemuch。LadyArabellawasgreatlytakenwithhislookswhenhefirstcametoher,anditwasonlywhenshebydegreesthatthesymptoms,whichsheknewsowell,didnotyieldtohimthatshebegantodoubtthoselooks。
AfterawhileDrFillgravehimselfsuggestedDrCentury。\'NotthatI
fearanything,LadyArabella,\'saidhe,——lyinghugely,forhedidfear;
fearbothforhimselfandforher。\'ButDrCenturyhasgreatexperience,andinsuchamatter,whentheinterestsaresoimportant,onecannotbetoosafe。\'
SoDrCenturycameandtoddledslowlyintoherladyship\'sroom。Hedidnotsaymuch;heleftthetalkingtohislearnedbrother,whocertainlywasabletodothatpartofthebusiness。ButDrCentury,thoughhesaidverylittle,lookedverygrave,andbynomeansquietedLadyArabella\'smind。She,asshesawthetwoputtingtheirheadstogether,alreadyhadmisgivingsthatshehaddonewrong。SheknewthatshecouldnotbesafewithoutDrThorneatherbedside,andshealreadyfeltthatshehadexercisedamostinjudiciouscourageindrivinghimaway。
\'Well,doctor?\'saidshe,assoonasDrCenturyhadtoddleddownstairstoseethesquire。
\'Oh!weshallbeallright,LadyArabella;allright,verysoon。Butwemustbecareful,verycareful;IamgladI\'vehadDrCenturyhere,very;butthere\'snothingtoalter;littleornothing。\'
TherewasbutfewwordsspokenbetweenDrCenturyandthesquire;butfewastheywere,theyfrightenedMrGresham。WhenDrFillgravecamedownthegrandstairs,aservantwaitedatthebottomtoaskhimalsotogotothesquire。NowthereneverhadbeenmuchcordialitybetweenthesquireandDrFillgrave,thoughMrGreshamhadconsentedtotakeapreventativepillfromhishands,andthelittlemanthereforeswelledhimselfoutsomewhatmorethanordinarilyashefollowedtheservant。
\'DrFillgrave,\'saidthesquire,atoncebeginningtheconversation,\'LadyArabella,isIfear,indanger?\'
\'Well,no;Ihopenotindanger,MrGresham。IcertainlybelieveImaybejustifiedinexpressingahopethatsheisnotindanger。Herstateis,nodoubt,ratherserious;——ratherserious——asDrCenturyhasprobablytoldyou;\'andDrFillgravemadeabowtotheoldman,whosatquietinoneofthedining-roomarm-chairs。
\'Well,doctor,\'saidthesquire,\'Ihavenotanygroundsonwhichtodoubtyourjudgement。\'
DrFillgravebowed,butwiththestiffest,slightestinclinationwhichaheadcouldpossiblymake。HeratherthoughtthatMrGreshamhadnogroundfordoubtinghisjudgement。
\'NordoI。\'
Thedoctorbowed,andalittle,averylittlelessstiffly。
\'But,doctor,Ithinkthatsomethingoughttobedone。\'
Thedoctorthistimedidhisbowingmerelywithhiseyesandmouth。Theformerheclosedforamoment,thelatterhepressed;andthendecorouslyrubbedhishandsoneovertheother。
\'Iamafraid,DrFillgrave,thatyouandmyfriendThornearenotthebestfriendsintheworld。\'
\'No,MrGresham,no;Imaygosofarastosaywearenot。\'
\'Well,Iamsorryforit——\'
\'Perhaps,MrGresham,weneedhardlydiscussit;buttherehavebeencircumstances——\'
\'Iamnotgoingtodiscussanything,DrFillgrave;IsayIamsorryforit,becauseIbelievethatprudencewillimperativelyrequireLadyArabellatohaveDoctorThornebackagain。Now,ifyouwouldnotobjecttomeethim——\'
\'MrGresham,Ibegpardon;Ibegpardon,indeed;butyoumustreallyexcuseme。DoctorThornehas,inmyestimation——\'
\'But,DoctorFillgrave——\'
\'MrGresham,youreallymustexcuseme;youreallymust,indeed。
AnythingelsethatIcoulddoforLadyArabella,Ishouldbemosthappytodo;butafterwhathaspassed,IcannotmeetDoctorThorne;Ireallycannot。Youmustnotaskmetodoso;MrGresham。And,MrGresham,\'
continuedthedoctor,\'IdidunderstandfromLadyArabellathathis——thatis,DrThorne\'s——conducttoherladyshiphadbeensuch——soveryoutrageous,Imaysay,that——that——that——ofcourse,MrGresham,youknowbest;butIdidthinkthatLadyArabellaherselfwasquiteunwillingtoseeDoctorThorneagain;\'andDrFillgravelookedverybig,andverydignified,andveryexclusive。
Thesquiredidnotaskagain。HehadnowarrantforsupposingthatLadyArabellawouldreceiveDrThorneifhedidcome;andhesawthatitwasuselesstoattempttoovercometherancourofthemansopig-headedasthelittleGalennowbeforehim。Otherpropositionswerethenbroached,anditwasatlastdecidedthatassistanceshouldbesoughtforfromLondon,inthepersonofthegreatSirOmicronPie。
SirOmicroncame,andDrsFillgraveandCenturyweretheretomeethim。WhentheyallassembledinLadyArabella\'sroom,thepoorwoman\'sheartalmostsandwithinher,——aswellitmight,atsuchasight。Ifshecouldonlyreconcileitwithherhonour,herconsistency,withherhighDeCourcyprinciples,tosendoncemoreforDrThorne。Oh,Frank!Frank!towhatmiseryyourdisobediencebroughtyourmother!
SirOmicronandthelesserprovinciallightshadtheirconsultation,andthelesserlightswenttheirwaytoBarchesterandSilverbridge,leavingSirOmicrontoenjoythehospitalityofGreshamsbury。
\'YoushouldhaveThornebackhere,MrGresham,\'saidSirOmicron,almostinawhisper,whentheywerequitealone。\'DoctorFillgraveisaverygoodman,andsoisDrCentury;verygood,I\'msure。ButThornehasknownherladyshipsolong。\'Andthen,onthefollowingmorning,SirOmicronalsowenthisway。
Andthentherewasascenebetweenthesquireandherladyship。LadyArabellahadgivenherselfcreditforgreatgoodgeneralshipwhenshefoundthatthesquirehadbeeninducedtotakethatpill。Wehaveallheardofthelittleendofthewedge,andwehavemostofusanideathatthelittleendisthedifficulty。ThatpillhadbeenthelittleendofLadyArabella\'swedge。Uptothatperiodshehadbeenstrugglinginvaintomakeaseverancebetweenherhusbandandherenemy。Thatpillshoulddothebusiness。Shewellknewhowtomakethemostofit;tohaveitpublishedinGreshamsburythatthesquirehadputhisgoutytoeintoDrFillgrave\'shands;howtoletitbeknown——especiallyatthathumblehouseinthecornerofthestreet——thatFillgrave\'sprescriptionsnowrancurrentthroughthewholeestablishment。DrThornedidhearofit,anddidsuffer。Hehadbeenatruefriendtothesquire,andhethoughtthesquireshouldhavestoodtohimmorestaunchly。
\'Afterall,\'saidhehimself,\'perhapsit\'saswell——perhapsitwillbebestthatIshouldleavethisplacealtogether。\'AndthenhethoughtofSirRogerandhiswill,andofMaryandherlover。AndthenofMary\'sbirth,andofhisowntheoreticaldoctrinesastopureblood。
Andsohistroublesmultiplied,andhesawnopresentdaylightthroughthem。
SuchhadbeenthewayinwhichLadyArabellahadgotinthelittleendofthewedge。Andshewouldhavetriumphedjoyfullyhadnotherincreaseddoubtsandfearsastoherselfthencomeintocheckhertriumphanddestroyherjoy。Shehadnotyetconfessedtoanyonehersecretregretforthefriendshehaddrivenaway。Shehardlyyetacknowledgedtoherselfthatshedidregrethim;butshewasuneasy,frightened,andinlowspirits。
\'Mydear,\'saidthesquire,sittingdownbyherbedside,\'IwanttotellyouwhatSirOmicronsaidashewentaway。\'
\'Well?\'saidherladyship,sittingupandlookingfrightened。
\'Idon\'tknowhowyoumaytakeit,Bell;butIthinkitverygoodnews:\'thesquirenevercalledhiswifeBell,exceptwhenhewantedhertobeonparticularlygoodtermswithhim。
\'Well?\'shesaidagain。Shewasnotover-anxioustobegracious,anddidnotreciprocatehisfamiliarity。
\'SirOmicronsaysthatyoushouldhaveThornebackagain,anduponmyhonour,Icannotbutagreewithhim。Now,Thorneisacleverman,averycleverman;nobodydeniesthat;andthen,youknow——\'
\'WhydidnotSirOmicronsaythattome?\'saidherladyship,sharply,allherdispositioninDrThorne\'sfavourbecomingwonderfullydampedbyherhusband\'sadvocacy。
\'Isupposehethoughtitbettertosayittome,\'saidthesquire。
\'Heshouldhavespokentomyself,\'saidLadyArabella,who,thoughshedidnotabsolutelydoubtherhusband\'sword,gavehimcreditforhavinginducedandledonSirOmicrontotheutteringoftheopinion。\'DoctorThornehasbehavedtomeinsogross,soindecentamanner!Andthen,asIunderstand,heisabsolutelyencouragingthatgirl——\'
\'Now,Bell,youarequitewrong——\'
\'OfcourseIam;Ialwaysamquitewrong。\'
\'Quitewronginmixinguptwothings;DoctorThorneasanacquaintance,andDrThorneasadoctor。\'
\'Itisdreadfultohavehimhere,evenstandingintheroomwithme。
Howcanonetalktoone\'sdoctoropenlyandconfidentiallywhenonelooksuponhimasone\'sworstenemy?\'AndLadyArabella,softening,almostmeltedwithtears。
\'Mydear,youcannotwonderthatIshouldbeanxiousforyou。\'
LadyArabellagavealittlesnuffle,whichmightbetakenasanotveryeloquentexpressionofthanksforthesquire\'ssolicitude,orasanironicaljeerathiswantofsincerity。
\'And,therefore,IhavenotlostamomentintellingyouwhatSirOmicronsaid。“YoushouldhaveThornebackhere;“thosewerehisverywords。Youcanthinkitover,mydear。Andrememberthis,Bell;ifheistodoanygoodnotimeistobelost。\'
Andthenthesquirelefttheroom,andLadyArabellaremainedalone,perplexedbymanydoubts。
CHAPTERXXXII
MRORIEL
Imustnow,shortly——asshortlyasitisinmypowertodoit——introduceanewcharactertomyreader。MentionhasbeenmadeoftherectoryofGreshamsbury;but,hitherto,noopportunityhasoffereditselffortheRevCalebOrieltocomeupontheboards。
MrOrielwasamanoffamilyandfortune,who,havinggonetoOxfordwiththeusualviewsofsuchmen,hadbecomeinoculatedtherewithveryHigh-Churchprinciples,andhadgoneintoordersinfluencedbyafeelingofenthusiasticloveforthepriesthood。Hewasbynomeansanascetic——suchmen,indeed,seldomare——norwasheadevotee。Hewasamanwellable,andcertainlywillingtodotheworkofaparishclergyman;andwhenhebecameone,hewasefficaciousinhisprofession。Butitmayperhapsbesaidofhim,withoutspeakingslanderously,thathisoriginalcalling,asayoungman,wasrathertotheoutwardandvisiblesignsofreligionthantoitsinwardandspiritualgraces。
Hedelightedinlecternsandcredence-tables,inservicesatdarkhoursofwintermorningswhennoonewouldattend,inhighwaistcoatsandnarrowwhiteneckties,inchantedservicesandintonedprayers,andinalltheparaphernaliaofAnglicanformalitieswhichhavegivensuchoffencetothoseofourbrethrenwholiveindailyfearofthescarletlady。ManyofhisfriendsdeclaredthatMrOrielwouldsoonerorlaterdeliverhimselfoverbodyandsoultothatlady;buttherewasnoneedtofearforhim:forthoughsufficientlyenthusiastictogetoutofbedatfiveamonwintermornings——hedidso,atleast,allthroughhisfirstwinteratGreshamsbury——hewasnotmadeofthatstuffwhichisnecessaryforastaunch,burning,self-denyingconvert。ItwasnotinhimtochangehisverysleekblackcoatforaCapuchin\'sfilthycassock,norhispleasantparsonageforsomedirtyholeinRome。Anditwasbettersobothforhimandothers。Therearebutfew,veryfew,towhomitisgiventobeaHuss,aWickliffe,oraLuther;andamangainsbutlittlebybeingafalseHuss,orafalseLuther,——andhisneighboursgainless。
Butcertainlengthsinself-privationMrOrieldidgo;atanyrate,forsometime。Heeschewedmatrimony,imaginingthatitbecamehimasapriesttodoso。HefastedrigorouslyonFridays;andtheneighboursdeclaredthathescourgedhimself。
MrOrielwas,ithasbeensaid,amanoffortune;thatistosay,whenhecameofagehewasmasterofthirtythousandpounds。WhenhetookitintohisheadtogointotheChurch,hisfriendsboughtforhimthenextpresentationtothelivingatGreshamsbury;and,ayearafterhisordination,thelivingfallingin,MrOrielbroughthimselfandhissistertotherectory。
MrOrielsoonbecamepopular。Hewasadark-haired,good-lookingman,ofpolishedmanners,agreeableinsociety,notgiventomonkishausterities——exceptinthematterofFridays——noryettotheLow-Churchseverityofdemeanour。Hewasthoroughlyagentleman,good-humoured,inoffensive,andsociable。Buthehadonefault:hewasnotamarryingman。
Onthisgroundtherewasafeelingagainsthimsostrongasalmostatonetimetothrowhimintoseriousdanger。Itwasnotonlythatheshouldbeswornagainstmatrimonyinhisindividualself——hewhomfatehadmadesoabletosustaintheweightofawifeandfamily;butwhatanexamplehewassetting!Ifotherclergymenallaroundshoulddeclareagainstwivesandfamilies,whatwastobecomeofthecountry?
Whatwastobedoneintheruraldistricts?Thereligiousobservances,asregardswomen,ofaBrighamYoungwerehardlysobadasthis!
TherewerearoundGreshamsburyverymanyunmarriedladies——Ibelievetheregenerallyaresoroundmustsuchvillages。Fromthegreathousehedidnotreceivemuchannoyance。Beatricewasthenonlyjustonthevergeofbeingbroughtout,andwasnotperhapsinclinedtothinkverymuchofayoungclergyman;andAugustacertainlyintendedtoflyathighergame。ButthereweretheMissAthelings,thedaughtersofaneighbouringclergyman,whowerereadytogoalllengthswithhiminHigh-Churchmatters,exceptasthatonetremendouslypapalstepofcelibacy;andthetwoMissHesterwells,ofHesterwellPark,theyoungerofwhomboldlydeclaredherpurposeofcivilizingthesavage;andMrsOpieGreen,averyprettywidow,withaveryprettyjointure,wholivedinaveryprettyhouseaboutamilefromGreshamsbury,andwhodeclaredheropinionthatMrOrielwasquiterightinhisviewofaclergyman\'sposition。Howcouldawoman,situatedasshewas,havethecomfortofaclergyman\'sattentionifheweretoberegardedjustasanyotherman?ShecouldnowknowinwhatlighttoregardMrOriel,andwouldbeablewithoutscrupletoavailherselfofhiszeal。Soshedidavailherselfofhiszeal,——andthatwithoutanyscruple。
AndthentherewasMissGushing,——ayoungthing。MissGushinghadagreatadvantageovertheothercompetitorsforthecivilizationofMrOriel,namely,inthis——thatshewasabletoattendhismorningservices。IfMrOrielwastobereachedinanyway,itwasprobablethathemightbereachedinthisway。Ifanythingcouldcivilizehim,thiswoulddoit。Therefore,theyoungthing,throughallonelong,tediouswinter,toreherselffromherwarmbed,andwastobeseen——no,notseen,butheard——enteringMrOriel\'schurchatsixo\'clock。Withindefatigableassiduitytheresponsesweremade,utteredfromunderaclosebonnet,andoutofadarkcorner,inanenthusiasticallyfemininevoice,throughthewholewinter。
NordidMissGushingaltogetherfailinherobject。Whenaclergyman\'sdailyaudienceconsistsofbutoneperson,andthatpersonisayounglady,itishardlypossiblethatheshouldnotbecomepersonallyintimatewithher;hardlypossiblethatheshouldnotbeinsomemeasuregrateful。MissGushing\'sresponsescamefromherwithsuchfervour,andshebeggedforghostlyadvicewithsucheagerlongingtohaveherscruplessatisfied,thatMrOrielhadnothingforitbuttogivewaytoacertainamountofcivilization。
BydegreesitcametopassthatMissGushingcouldnevergetherfinalprayersaid,hershawlandboaadjusted,andstowawayhernicenewPrayerBookwiththeredlettersinside,andthecrossontheback,tillMrOrielhadbeenintohisvestryandgotridofhissurplice。Andthentheymetatthechurch-porch,andnaturallywalkedtogethertillMrOriel\'scruelgatewayseparatedthem。Theyoungthingdidsometimesthinkthat,astheparson\'scivilizationprogressed,hemighthavetakenthetroubletowalkwithherasfarasMrsYatesUmbleby\'shalldoor;butshehadhopetosustainher,andafirmresolvetomeritsuccess,eventhoughshemightnotattainit。
\'Itisnottenthousandpities,\'sheoncesaidtohim,\'thatnonehereshouldavailthemselvesoftheinestimableprivilegewhichyourcominghasconferreduponus?Oh,MrOriel,Idosowonderatit!Tomeitissodelightful!Themorningserviceinthedarkchurchissobeautiful,sotouching!\'
\'Isupposetheythinkitaboregettingupsoearly,\'saidMrOriel。
\'Ah,abore!\'saidMissGushing,inanenthusiastictoneofdepreciation。\'Howinsensatetheymustbe!Tomeitgivesanewcharmtolife。Itquietsonefortheday;makesonesofitterforone\'sdailytrialsanddailytroubles。Doesitnot,MrOriel?\'
\'Ilookuponmorningprayerasanimperativeduty,certainly。\'
\'Oh,certainly,amostimperativeduty;butsodeliciousatthesametime。IspoketoMrsUmblebyaboutit,butshesaidshecouldnotleavethechildren。\'
\'No:Idaresaynot,\'saidMrOriel。
\'AndMrUmblebysaidbusinesskepthimupsolateatnight。\'
\'Veryprobably。Ihardlyexpecttheattendanceofmenofbusiness。\'
\'Buttheservantsmightcome,mightn\'tthey,MrOriel?\'
\'Ifearthatservantsseldomcanhavetimefordailyprayersinchurch。\'
\'Oh,ah,no;perhapsnot。\'AndthenMissGushingbegantobethinkherselfofwhomshouldbecomposedthecongregationwhichitmustbepresumedthatMrOrielwishedtoseearoundhim。Butonthismatterhedidnotenlightenher。
ThenMissGushingtooktofastingonFridays,andmadesomefutileattemptstoinduceherpriesttogiveherthecomfortofconfessionalabsolution。But,unfortunately,thezealofthemasterwaxedcoolasthatofthepupilwaxedhot;and,atlast,whentheyoungthingreturnedtoGreshamsburyfromanautumnexcursionwhichshemadewithMrsUmblebytoWeston-super-Mare,shefoundthatthedeliciousmorningserviceshaddiedanaturaldeath。MissGushingdidnotonthataccountgiveupthegame,butshewasboundtofightwithnoparticularadvantageinherfavour。
MissOriel,thoughagoodChurchwoman,wasbynomeansaconverttoherbrother\'sextremistviews,andperhapsgavebutscantycredittotheGushings,Athelings,andOpieGreensforthesincerityoftheirreligion。But,nevertheless,sheandherbrotherwerestaunchfriends;
andshestillhopedtoseethedaywhenhemightbeinducedtothinkthatanEnglishparsonmightgetthroughhisparishworkwiththeassistanceofawifebetterthanhecoulddowithoutsuchfeminineencumbrance。Thegirlwhomsheselectedforhisbridewasnottheyoungthing,butBeatriceGresham。
AndatlastitseemedprobabletoMrOriel\'snearestfriendsthathewasinafairwaytobeovercome。NotthathehadbeguntomakelovetoBeatrice,orcommittedhimselfbytheutteranceofanyopinionastotheproprietyofclericalmarriages;buthedailybecamelooserabouthispeculiartenets,ravedlessimmoderatelythanheretoforeastotheatrocityoftheGreshamsburychurchpews,andwasobservedtotakesomeopportunitiesofconversingalonewithBeatrice。Beatricehadalwaysdeniedtheimputation——thishadusuallybeenmadebyMaryintheirhappydays——withthevehementasseverationsofanger;andMissGushinghadtittered,andexpressedherselfassupposingthatgreatpeople\'sdaughtersmightbeasbarefacedastheypleased。
AllthishadhappenedprevioustothegreatGreshamsburyfeud。MrOrielgraduallygothimselfintoawayofsaunteringuptothegreathouse,saunteringintothedrawing-roomforthepurpose,asIamsurehethought,oftalkingwithLadyArabella,andthenofsaunteringhomeagain,havingusuallyfoundanopportunityforsayingafewwordstoBeatriceduringthevisit。ThiswentonallthroughthefeuduptotheperiodofLadyArabella\'sillness;andthenonemorning,aboutamonthbeforethedatefixedforFrank\'sreturn,MrOrielfoundhimselfengagedtoMissBeatriceGresham。
FromthedaythatMissGushingheardofit——whichwasnothoweverforsomeconsiderabletimeafterthis——shebecameanIndependentMethodist。
Shecouldnolonger,shesaidatfirst,haveanyfaithinanyreligion;
andforanhourorsoshewasalmosttemptedtoswearthatshecouldnolongerhaveanyfaithinanyman。Shehadnearlycompletedaworkedcoverforacredence-tablewhenthenewsreachedher,astowhich,intheyoungenthusiasmofherheart,shehadnotbeenabletoremainsilent;ithadalreadybeenpromisedtoMrOriel;thatpromiseshesworeshouldnotbekept。Hewasanapostate,shesaid,fromhisprinciples;anutterpervert;afalse,designingman,withwhomshewouldneverhavetrustedherselfaloneondarkmorningshadsheknownthathehadsuchgrovelling,worldlyinclinations。SoMissGushingbecameanIndependentMethodist;thecredence-tablecoveringwascutupintoslippersforthepreacher\'sfeet;andtheyoungthingherself,morehappyinthisdirectionthanshehadbeenintheother,becamethearbiterofthatpreacher\'sdomestichappiness。
ButthislittlehistoryofMissGushing\'sfuturelifeispremature。MrOrielbecameengageddemurely,nay,almostsilently,toBeatrice,andnooneoutoftheirownimmediatefamilieswasatthetimeinformedofthematter。Itwasarrangedverydifferentlyfromthoseothertwomatches——embryo,ornotembryo,those,namely,ofAugustawithMrMoffat,andFrankwithMaryThorne。AllBarsetshirehadheardofthem;
butthatofBeatriceandMrOrielwasmanagedinamuchmoreprivatemanner。
\'Idothinkyouareahappygirl,\'saidPatiencetoheronemorning。
\'IndeedIam。\'
\'Heissogood。Youdon\'tknowhowgoodheisasyet;heneverthinksofhimself,andthinkssomuchofthoseheloves。\'
Beatricetookherfriend\'shandinherownandkissedit。Shewasfullofjoy。Whenagirlisabouttobemarried,whenshemaylawfullytalkoflove,thereisnomusicinherearssosweetasthepraisesofherlover。
\'Imadeupmymindfromthefirstthatheshouldmarryyou。\'
\'Nonsense,Patience。\'
\'Idid,indeed。Imadeupmymindthatheshouldmarry;andtherewereonlytwotochoosefrom。\'
\'MeandMissGushing,\'saidBeatrice,laughing。
\'No;notexactlyMissGushing。IhadnotmanyfearsforCalebthere。\'
\'Ideclaresheisverypretty,\'saidBeatrice,whocouldaffordtobegood-natured。NowMissGushingcertainlywaspretty;andwouldhavebeenveryprettyhadhernosenotturnedupsomuch,andcouldshehavepartedherhairinthecentre。
\'Well,Iamverygladyouchoseme;——ifitwasyouwhochose,\'saidBeatrice,modestly;having,however,inherownmindastrongopinionthatMrOrielhadchosenforhimself,andhadneveranydoubtinthematter。\'Andwhowastheother?\'
\'Can\'tyouguess?\'
\'Iwon\'tguessanymore;perhapsMrsGreen。\'
\'Oh,no;certainlynotawidow。Idon\'tlikewidowsmarrying。Butofcourseyoucouldguessifyouwould;ofcourseitwasMaryThorne。ButIsoonsawMarywouldnotdo,fortworeasons;Calebwouldneverhavelikedherwellenoughnorwouldshehaveeverlikedhim。\'
\'Notlikehim!ohIhopeshewill;IdosoloveMaryThorne。\'
\'SodoIdearly;andsodoesCaleb;buthecouldneverhavelovedherashelovesyou。\'
\'But,Patience,haveyoutoldMary?\'
\'No,Ihavetoldnoone,andshallnotwithoutyourleave。\'
\'Ah,youmusttellher。Tellitherwithmybest,andkindest,warmestlove。TellherhowhappyIam,andhowIlongtotalktoher。TellthatIwillhaveherformybridesmaid。Oh!Idohopethatbeforethatallthishorridquarrelwillbesettled。
Patienceundertookthecommission,anddidtellMary;didgiveheralsothemessagewhichBeatricehadsent。AndMarywasrejoicedtohearit;
forthough,asPatiencehadsaidofher,shehadneverherselffeltanyinclinationtofallinlovewithMrOriel,shebelievedhimtobeoneinwhosehandsherfriend\'shappinesswouldbesecure。Then,bydegrees,theconversationchangedfromthelovesofMrOrielandBeatricetothetroublesofFrankGreshamandherself。
\'Shesaysthatletwhatwillhappenyoushallbeoneofherbridesmaids。\'
\'Ah,yes,dearTrichy!thatwassettledbetweenusinauldlangsyne;
butthosesettlementsareallunsettlednow,andmustbebroken。No,I
cannotbeherbridesmaid;butIshallyethopetoseeheroncebeforehermarriage。\'
\'Andwhynotbeherbridesmaid?LadyArabellawillhardlyobjecttothat。\'
\'LadyArabella!\'saidMary,curlingupherlipwithdeepscorn。\'IdonotcarethatforLadyArabella,\'andshelethersilverthimblefallfromherfingersontothetable。\'IfBeatriceinvitedmetoherwedding,shemightmanageastothat;IshouldasknoquestionastoLadyArabella。\'
\'Thenwhynotcometoit?\'
Sheremainedsilentforawhile,andthenboldlyanswered。\'ThoughI
donotcareforLadyArabella,IdocareforMrGresham:——andIdocareforhisson。\'
\'Butthesquirealwayslovedyou。\'
\'Yes,andthereforeIwillnotbetheretovexhissight。Iwilltellyouthetruth,Patience。IcanneverbeinthathouseagaintillFrankGreshamisamarriedman,ortillIamabouttobeamarriedwoman。I
donotthinktheyhavetreatedmewell,butIwillnottreatthemill。\'
\'Iamsureyouwillnotdothat,\'saidMissOriel。
\'Iwillendeavournottodoso;and,therefore,willgotononeoftheirfetes!No,Patience。\'Andthensheturnedherheadtothearmofthesofa,andsilently,withoutaudiblesobs,hidingherface,sheendeavouredtogetridofthetearsunseen。Foronemomentshehadallbutresolvedtopouroutthewholetruthofherloveintoherfriend\'sears;butsuddenlyshechangedhermind。Whyshouldshetalkofherownunhappiness?WhyshouldshespeakofherownlovewhenshewasfullydeterminednottospeakofFrank\'spromises。
\'Mary,dearMary。\'
\'Anything,butpity,Patience;anythingbutthat,\'saidshe,convulsively,swallowinghersobs,andrubbingawayhertears。\'I
cannotbearthat。TellBeatricefromme,thatIwishhereveryhappiness;and,withsuchahusband,Iamsureshewillbehappy。I
wishhereveryjoy;givehermykindestlove;buttellherthatI
cannotbeathermarriage。Oh,Ishouldliketoseeher;notthere,youknow,buthere,inmyownroom,whereIstillhavelibertytospeak。\'
\'Butwhyshouldyoudecidenow?Sheisnottobemarriedyet,youknow。\'
\'Now,orthisdaytwelvemonth,canmakenodifference。Iwillnotgointothathouseagain,unless——butnevermind;Iwillnotgointoitall;never,neveragain。IfIcouldforgiveherformyself,Icouldnotforgiveherformyuncle。Buttellme,Patience,mightnotBeatricenowcomehere?ItissodreadfultoseehereverySundayinchurchandnevertospeaktoher,nevertokissher。Sheseemstolookawayfrommeasthoughshetoohadchosentoquarrelwithme。\'
MissOrielpromisedtodoherbest。Shecouldnotimagine,shesaid,thatsuchavisitcouldbeobjectedtoonsuchanoccasion。ShewouldnotadviseBeatricetocomewithouttellinghermother;butshecouldnotthinkthatLadyArabellawouldbesocruelastomakeanyobjection,knowing,asshecouldnotbutknow,thatherdaughter,whenmarried,wouldbeatlibertytochooseherownfriends。
\'Good-bye,Mary,\'saidPatience。\'IwishIknewhowtosaymoretocomfortyou。\'
\'Oh,comfort!Idon\'twantcomfort。Iwanttobeletalone。\'
\'That\'sjustit:youaresoferociousinyourscorn,sounbending,sodeterminedtotakeallthepunishmentthatcomesinyourway。\'
\'WhatIdotake,I\'lltakewithoutcomplaint,\'saidMary;andthentheykissedeachotherandparted。
CHAPTERXXXIII
AMORNINGVISIT
ItmustberememberedthatMary,amonghermiseries,hadtosufferthis:thatsinceFrank\'sdeparture,nownearlytwelvemonthsago,shehadnotheardawordabouthim;orrather,shehadonlyheardthathewasverymuchinlovewithsomeladyinLondon。Thisnewsreachedherinamannersocircuitous,andfromsuchadoubtfulsource;itseemedtohertosavoursostronglyofLadyArabella\'sprecautions,thatsheattributeditatoncetomalice,andblewittothewinds。ItmightnotimprobablybethecasethatFrankwasuntruetoher;butshewouldnottakeitforgrantedbecauseshewasnowtoldso。Itwasmorethanprobablethatheshouldamusehimselfwithsomeone;flirtingwashisprevailingsin;andifhedidflirt,themostwouldofcoursebemadeofit。
Butshefoundittobeverydesolatetobethusleftalonewithoutawordofcomfortorawordoflove;withoutbeingabletospeaktoanyoneofwhatfilledherheart;doubting,nay,morethandoubting,beingallbutsurethatherpassionmustterminateinmisery。Whyhadshenotobeyedherconscienceandherbetterinstinctinthatmomentwhenthenecessityfordecidinghadcomeuponher?Whyhadsheallowedhimtounderstandthathewasmasterofherheart?Didshenotknowthattherewaseverythingagainstsuchamarriageasthatwhichwasproposed?Hadshenotdonewrong,verywrong,eventothinkofit?Hadshenotsinneddeeply,againstMrGresham,whohadeverbeensokindtoher?Couldshehope,wasitpossible,thataboylikeFrankshouldbetruetohisfirstlove?And,ifheweretrue,ifhewerereadytogotothealtarwithherto-morrow,oughtshetoallowhimtodegradehimselfbysuchamarriage?
Therewas,alas!sometruthabouttheLondonlady。Frankhadtakenhisdegree,asarranged,andhadthengoneabroadforthewinter,doingthefashionablethings,goinguptheNile,crossingovertoMountSinai,thenceoverthelongdeserttoJerusalem,andhomebyDamascus,Beyrout,andConstantinople,bringingbackalongbeard,aredcap,andachibook,justasourfathersusedtogothroughItalyandSwitzerland,andourgrandfatherstospendaseasoninParis。HehadthenremainedforacoupleofmonthsinLondon,goingthroughallthesocietywhichtheDeCourcyswereabletoopentohim。Anditwastruethatacertainbelleoftheseason,ofthatseasonandsomeothers,hadbeencaptivated——forthetenthtime——bythesilkensheensofhislongbeard。Frankhadprobablybeenmoredemonstrative,perhaps,evermoresusceptible,thanheshouldhavebeen;andhencetherumour,whichhadalltoowillinglybeenforwardedtoGreshamsbury。
ButyoungGreshamhadalsometanotherladyinLondon,namelyMissDunstable。MarywouldindeedhavebeengratefultoMissDunstable,couldshehaveknowallthatladydidforher。Frank\'slovewasneverallowedtoflag。Whenhespokeofthedifficultiesinhisway,shetwittedhimbybeingovercomebystraws;andtoldhimthatnoonewaseverworthhavingwhowasafraidofeverylionhemetinhispath。
Whenhespokeofmoney,shebadehimearnit;andalwaysendedbyofferingtosmoothforhimanyrealdifficultywhichwantofmeansmightputinhisway。
\'No,\'Frankusedtosaytohimself,whentheseoffersweremade,\'I
neverintendedtotakeherandhermoneytogether;and,therefore,I
certainlywillnevertakethemoneyalone。\'
AdayortwoafterMissOriel\'svisit,MaryreceivedthefollowingnotefromBeatrice。
\'DEAREST,DEARESTMARY,\'Ishallbesohappytoseeyou,andwillcometo-morrowattwelve。Ihaveaskedmamma,andshesaysthat,foronce,shehasnoobjection。YouknowitisnotmyfaultthatIhaveneverbeenwithyou;don\'tyou?Frankcomeshomeonthetwelfth。MrOrielwantstheweddingtobeonthefirstofSeptember;butthatseemstobesovery,verysoon;doesn\'tit?However,mammaandpapaareallonhisside。Iwon\'twriteaboutthis,though,forweshallhavesuchadelicioustalk。
Oh,Mary!Ihavebeensounhappywithoutyou。
\'Everyourownaffectionate,TRICHY\'
ThoughMarywasdelightedattheideaofoncemorehavingherfriendinherarms,therewas,nevertheless,somethingintheletterwhichoppressedher。ShecouldnotputupwiththeideathatBeatriceshouldhavepermissiongiventocometoher——justforonce。Shehardlywishedtobeseenbypermission。Nevertheless,shedidnotrefusetheprofferedvisit,andthefirstsightofBeatrice\'sface,thefirsttouchofthefirstembrace,dissipatedforthemomentheranger。
AndthenBeatricefullyenjoyedthedelicioustalkwhichshehadpromisedherself。Maryletherhaveherway,andfortwohoursallthedelightsandalltheduties,allthecomfortsandalltheresponsibilitiesofaparson\'swifewerediscussedwithalmostequalardouronbothsides。ThedutiesandresponsibilitieswerenotexactlythosewhichtoooftenfalltothelotofthemistressofanEnglishvicarage。Beatricewasnotdoomedtomakeherhusbandcomfortable,toeducateherchildren,dressherselflikealady,andexerciseopen-handedcharityonanincomeoftwohundredpoundsayear。Herdutiesandresponsibilitieswouldhavetospreadthemselvesoversevenoreighttimesthatamountofworldlyburden。LivingalsoclosetoGreshamsbury,andnotfarfromCourcyCastle,shewouldhavethefulladvantageandalltheprivilegesofcountysociety。Infact,itwasallcouleurderose,andsoshechatteddeliciouslywithherfriend。
ButitwasimpossiblethattheyshouldseparatewithoutsomethinghavingbeensaidastoMary\'sownlot。Itwould,perhaps,havebeenbetterthattheyshoulddoso;butthiswashardlywithinthecompassofhumannature。
\'AndMary,youknow,IshallbeabletoseeyouasoftenasIlike;——youandDrThorne,too,whenIhaveahouseofmyown。\'
Marysaidnothing,butessayedtosmile。Itwasbutaghastlyattempt。
\'Youknowhowhappythatwillmakeme,\'continuedBeatrice。\'Ofcoursemammawon\'texpectmetobeledbyherthen;ifhelikesit,therecanbenoobjection;andhewilllikeit,youmaybesureofthat。\'
\'Youareverykind,Trichy,\'saidMary;butshespokeinatoneverydifferentfromthatshewouldhaveusedeighteenmonthsago。
\'Why,whatisthematter,Mary?Shan\'tyoubegladtocomeandseeus?\'
\'Idonotknow,dearest;thatmustdependoncircumstances。Toseeyou,youyourself,yourowndear,sweet,lovingfacemustalwaysbepleasanttome。\'
\'Andshan\'tyoubegladtoseehim?\'
\'Yes,certainly,ifhelovesyou。\'
\'Ofcoursehelovesme。\'
\'Allthatalonewouldbepleasantenough,Trichy。Butwhatifthereshouldbecircumstanceswhichshouldstillmakeusenemies;shouldmakeyourfriendsandmyfriends——friend,Ishouldsay,forIhaveonlyone——shouldmakethemopposedtoeachother?\'
\'Circumstances!Whatcircumstances?\'
\'Youaregoingtobemarried,Trichy,tothemanyoulove;areyounot?\'
\'IndeedIam!\'
\'Anditisnotpleasant?isitnotahappyfeeling?\'
\'Pleasant!happy!yes,verypleasant;veryhappy。But,Mary,Iamnotatallinsuchahurryasheis,\'saidBeatrice,naturallythinkingofherownlittleaffairs。
\'And,supposeIshouldwishtobemarriedtothemanthatIlove?\'Marysaidthisslowlyandgravely,andasshespokeshelookedherfriendfullintheface。
Beatricewassomewhatastonished,andforthemomenthardlyunderstood。
\'IamsureIhopeyouwillsomeday。\'
\'No,Trichy;no,youhopetheotherway。Iloveyourbrother;IloveFrankGresham;Ilovehimquiteaswell,quiteaswarmly,asyouloveCalebOriel。\'
\'Doyou?\'saidBeatrice,staringwithallhereyes,andgivingonelongsigh,asthisnewsubjectforsorrowwassodistinctlyputbeforeher。
\'Itthatsoodd?\'saidMary。\'YouloveMrOriel,thoughyouhavebeenintimatewithhimhardlymorethantwoyears。IsitsooddthatIshouldloveyourbrother,whomIhaveknownalmostallmylife?\'
\'But,Mary,Ithoughtitwasalwaysunderstoodbetweenusthat——that——I
meanthatyouwerenottocareabouthim;notinthewayoflovinghim,youknow——Ithoughtyoualwayssaidso——Ihavealwaystoldmammasoasifitcamefromyourself。\'
\'Beatrice,donottellanythingtoLadyArabellaasthoughitcamefromme;Idonotwantanythingtobetoldtoher,eitherofmeorfromme。
Saywhatyouliketomeyourself;whateveryousaywillnotangerme。
Indeed,Iknowwhatyouwouldsay——andyetIloveyou。Oh,Iloveyou,Trichy——Trichy,Idoloveyousomuch!Don\'tturnawayfromme!\'
TherewassuchamixtureinMary\'smanneroftendernessandalmostferocity,thatpoorBeatricecouldhardlyfollowher。\'Turnawayfromyou,Mary!nonever;butthisdoesmakemeunhappy。\'
\'Itisbetterthatyoushouldknowitall,andthenyouwillnotbeledintofightingmybattlesagain。YoucannotfightthemsothatIshouldwin;Idoloveyourbrother;lovehimtruly,fondly,tenderly。IwouldwishtohavehimformyhusbandasyouwishtohaveMrOriel。\'
\'But,Mary,youcannotmarryhim!\'
\'Whynot?\'saidshe,inaloudvoice。\'WhycanInotmarryhim?Ifthepriestsaysablessingoverus,shallwenotbemarriedaswellasyouandyourhusband?\'
\'Butyouknowhecannotmarryunlesshiswifeshallhavemoney。\'
\'Money——money;andheistosellhimselfformoney?Oh,Trichy!donotyoutalkaboutmoney。Itishorrible。But,Trichy,Iwillgrantit——I
cannotmarryhim;butstill,Ilovehim。Hehasaname,aplaceintheworld,andfortune,family,highblood,position,everything。Hehasallthis,andIhavenothing。OfcourseIcannotmarryhim。ButyetIdolovehim。\'
\'Areyouengagedtohim,Mary?\'
\'Heisnotengagedtome;butIamtohim。\'
\'Oh,Mary,thatisimpossible!\'
\'Itisnotimpossible:itisthecast——Iampledgedtohim;butheisnotpledgedtome。\'
\'But,Mary,don\'tlookatmeinthatway。Idonotquiteunderstandyou。Whatisthegoodofyourbeingengagedifyoucannotmarryhim?\'
\'Good!thereisnogood。ButcanIhelpit,ifIlovehim?CanImakemyselfnotlovehimbyjustwishingit?Oh,IwoulddoitifIcould。
ButnowyouwillunderstandwhyIshakemyheadwhenyoutalkofcomingtoyourhouse。Yourwaysandmywaysmustbedifferent。\'
Beatricewasstartled,and,foratime,silenced。WhatMarysaidofthedifferenceoftheirwayswasquitetrue。Beatricehaddearlylovedherfriend,andhadthoughtofherwithaffectionthroughallthislongperiodinwhichtheyhadbeenseparated;butshehadgivenherloveandherthoughtsontheunderstanding,asitwere,thattheywereinunisonastotheimproprietyofFrank\'sconduct。
Shehadalwaysspoken,withagraveface,ofFrankandhisloveasofagreatmisfortune,eventoMaryherself;andherpityforMaryhadbeenfoundedontheconvictionofherinnocence。Nowallthoseideashadtobealtered。Maryownedherfault,confessedherselftobeguiltyofallthatLadyArabellasofrequentlylaidtohercharge,andconfessedherselfanxioustocommiteverycrimeastowhichBeatricehadbeeneversoreadytodefendher。
HadBeatriceuptothisdreamedthatMarywasinlovewithFrank,shewoulddoubtlesshavesympathizedwithhermoreorlesssoonerorlater。
Asitwas,iswasbeyondalldoubtthatshewouldsoonsympathizewithher。But,atthemoment,thesuddennessofthedeclarationseemedtohardenherheart,andsheforgot,asitwere,tospeaktenderlytoherfriend。
Shewassilent,therefore,anddismayed;andlookedasthoughshethoughtthatherwaysandMary\'swaysmustbedifferent。
Marysawallthatwaspassingintheother\'smind:no,notall;allthehostility,thedisappointment,thedisapproval,theunhappiness,shedidsee;butnottheunder-currentoflove,whichwasstrongenoughtowellupanddrownallthese,ifonlytimecouldbeallowedforittodoso。
\'Iamsogladtohavetoldyou,\'saidMary,curbingherself,\'fordeceitandhypocrisyaredetestable。\'
\'Itwasamisunderstanding,notdeceit,\'saidBeatrice。
\'Well,nowweunderstandeachother;nowyouknowthatIhaveaheartwithinme,whichlikethoseofsomeothershasnotalwaysbeenundermyowncontrol。LadyArabellabelievesthatIamintriguingtobethemistressofGreshamsbury。You,atanyrate,willnotthinkthatofme。
Ifitcouldbediscoveredto-morrowthatFrankwerenottheheir,I
mighthavesomechanceofhappiness。\'
\'But,Mary——\'
\'Well?\'
\'Yousayyoulovehim。\'
\'Yes;Idosayso。\'
\'Butifhedoesnotloveyou,willyouceasetodoso?\'
\'IfIhaveafever,IwillgetridofitifIcan;insuchacaseImustdoso,ordie。\'
\'Ifear,\'continuedBeatrice,\'youhardlyknow,perhapsdonotthink,whatisFrank\'srealcharacter。Heisnotmadetosettledownearlyinlife;evennow,IbelieveheisattachedtosomeladyinLondon,whom,ofcourse,hecannotmarry。\'
Beatricehadsaidthisinperfecttruenessofheart。ShehadheardofFrank\'snewlove-affair,andbelievingwhatshehadheard,thoughtitbesttotellthetruth。ButtheinformationwasnotofakindtoquietMary\'sspirit。
\'Verywell,\'saidshe,\'letitbeso。Ihavenothingtosayagainstit。\'
\'Butareyounotpreparingwretchednessandunhappinessforyourself?\'
\'Verylikely。\'
\'Oh,Mary,donotbesocoldwithme!youknowhowdelightedIshouldbetohaveyouforasister-in-law,ifonlyitwerepossible。\'
\'Yes,Trichy;butitisimpossible,isitnot?ImpossiblethatFrancisGreshamofGreshamsburyshoulddisgracehimselfbymarryingsuchapoorcreatureasIam。OfcourseIknowit;ofcourse,Iampreparedforunhappinessandmisery。Hecanamusehimselfashelikeswithmeorothers——withanybody。Itishisprivilege。Itisquiteenoughtosaythatheisnotmadeforsettlingdown。Iknowmyownposition;——andyetIlovehim。\'
\'But,Mary,hasheaskedyoutobehiswife?Ifso——\'
\'Youaskhome-questions,Beatrice。Letmeaskyouone;hasheevertoldyouthathehasdoneso?\'
AtthismomentBeatricewasnotdisposedtorepeatallthatFrankhadsaid。Ayearago,beforehewentaway,hehadtoldhissisterascoreoftimesthathemeanttomarryMaryThorneifshewouldhavehim;butBeatricenowlookedonallthatasidle,boyishvapouring。Thepitywas,thatMaryshouldhavelookedonitdifferently。
\'Wewilleachkeepoursecret,\'saidMary。\'Onlyrememberthis:shouldFrankmarryto-morrow,Ishallhavenogroundforblaminghim。HeisfreeasfarIasamconcerned。HecantaketheLondonladyifhelikes。
Youmaytellhimsofromme。But,Trichy,whatelseIhavetoldyou,I
havetoldyouonly。\'
\'Oh,yes!\'saidBeatrice,sadly;\'Ishallsaynothingofittoanybody。
Itisverysad,very,very;IwassohappywhenIcamehere,andnowI
amsowretched。\'Thiswastheendofthatdelicioustalktowhichshehadlookedforwardwithsomucheagerness。
\'Don\'tbewretchedaboutme,dearest;Ishallgetthroughit。I
sometimesthinkIwasborntobeunhappy,andthatunhappinessagreeswithmebest。Kissmenow,Trichy,anddon\'tbewretchedanymore。YouoweittoMrOrieltobeashappyasthedayislong。\'
Andthentheyparted。
Beatrice,asshewentout,sawDrThorneinhislittleshopontheright-handsideofthepassagedeeplyengagedinsomederogatorybranchofanapothecary\'smechanicaltrade;mixingadose,perhaps,foralittlechild。Shewouldhavepassedhimwithoutspeaking,ifshecouldhavebeensureofdoingsowithoutnotice,forherheartwasfull,andhereyeswereredwithtears;butitwassolongsinceshehadbeeninhishousethatshewasmorethanordinarilyanxiousnottoappearuncourteousorunkindtohim。
\'Goodmorning,doctor,\'shesaid,changinghercountenanceasbestshemight,andattemptingasmile。
\'Ah,myfairy!\'saidhe,leavinghisvillainouscompounds,andcomingouttoher;\'andyou,too,areabouttobecomeasteadyoldlady。\'
\'Indeed,Iamnot,doctor;Idon\'tmeantobeeithersteadyorold,forthenexttenyears。Butwhohastoldyou?IsupposeMaryhasbeenatraitor。\'
\'Well,IwillconfessMarywasthetraitor。Buthadn\'tIarighttobetold,seeinghowoftenIhavebroughtyousugar-plumsinmypocket?ButIwishyoujoywithallmyheart——withallmyheart。Orielisanexcellent,goodfellow。\'
\'Ishenot,doctor?\'
\'Anexcellent,goodfellow。Ineverheardbutofonefaultthathehad。\'
\'Whatwasthatonefault,DoctorThorne?\'
\'Hethoughtthatclergymenshouldnotmarry。Butyouhavecuredthat,andnowhe\'sperfect。\'
\'Thankyou,doctor。Ideclarethatyousaytheprettiestthingsofallmyfriends。\'
\'Andnoneofyourfriendswishprettierthingsforyou。Idocongratulateyou,Beatrice,andhopeyoumaybehappywiththemanyouhavechosen;\'andtakingbothherhandsinhis,hepressedthemwarmly,andbadeGodblessher。
\'Oh,doctor!Idosohopethetimewillcomewhenweshallallbefriendsagain。\'
\'Ihopeitaswell,mydear。Butletitcome,orletitnotcome,myregardforyouwillbethesame:\'andthenshepartedfromhimalso,andwentherway。
NothingwasspokenofthateveningbetweenDrThorneandhisnieceexceptingBeatrice\'sfuturehappiness;nothing,atleast,havingreferencetowhathadpassedthatmorning。Butonthefollowingmorning,circumstancesledtoFrankGresham\'snamebeingmentioned。
Attheusualbreakfast-hourthedoctorenteredtheparlourwithaharassedface。Hehadanopenletterinhishand,anditwasatoncecleartoMarythathewasgoingtospeakonsomesubjectthatvexedhim。
\'Thatunfortunatefellowisagainintrouble。HereisaletterfromGreyson。\'GreysonwasaLondonapothecary,whohadbeenappointedasmedicalattendanttoSirLouisScatcherd,andwhoserealbusinessconsistedinkeepingawatchonthebaronet,andreportingtoDrThornewhenanythingwasverymuchamiss。\'HereisaletterfromGreyson;hehasbeendrunkforthelastthreedays,andisnowlaidupinaterriblynervousstate。\'
\'Youwon\'tgouptotownagain;willyou,uncle?\'
\'Ihardlyknowwhattodo。No,Ithinknot。HetalksofcomingdownheretoGreshamsbury。\'
\'Who,SirLouis?\'
\'Yes,SirLouis。Greysonsaysthathewillbedownassoonashecangetoutofhisroom。\'
\'What!tothishouse?\'
\'Whatotherhomecanhecometo?\'
\'Oh,uncle!Ihopenot。Pray,praydonotlethimcomehere。\'
\'Icannotpreventit,dear。Icannotshutmydooronhim。\'
Theysatdowntobreakfast,andMarygavehimhisteainsilence。\'IamgoingovertoBoxallHillbeforedinner,\'saidhe。\'HaveyouanymessagetosendtoLadyScatcherd?\'
\'Message!no,Ihavenomessage;notespecially:givehermylove,ofcourse,\'shesaidlistlessly。Andthen,asthoughathoughthadsuddenlystruckher,shespokewithmoreenergy。\'But,couldn\'tIgotoBoxallHillagain?Ishouldbesodelighted。\'
\'What!torunawayfromSirLouis?No,dearest,wewillhavenomorerunningaway。HewillprobablyalsogotoBoxallHill,andhecouldannoyyoumuchmoretherethanhecanhere。\'
\'But,uncle,MrGreshamwillbehomeonthetwelfth,\'shesaid,blushing。
\'What!Frank?\'
\'Yes。Beatricesaidhewastobehereonthetwelfth。\'
\'Andwouldyourunawayfromhimtoo,Mary?\'
\'Idonotknow:Idonotknowwhattodo。\'
\'No;wewillhavenomorerunningaway:Iamsorrythatyoueverdidso。
Itwasmyfault,altogethermyfault;butitwasfoolish。\'
\'Uncle,Iamnothappyhere。\'Asshesaidthis,sheputdownthecupwhichshehadheld,and,leaningherelbowsonthetable,restedherforeheadonherhands。
\'AndwouldyoubehappieratBoxallHill?Itisnottheplacethatmakesthehappiness。\'
\'No,Iknowthat;itisnottheplace。Idonotlooktobehappyinanyplace;butIshouldbequieter,moretranquilelsewherethanhere。\'
\'IalsosometimesthinkthatitwouldbebetterforustotakeupourstavesandwalkawayfromGreshamsbury;——leaveitaltogether,andsettleelsewhere;miles,miles,milesawayfromhere。Shouldyoulikethat,dearest?\'
Miles,miles,milesawayfromGreshamsbury!TherewassomethinginthesoundthatfellverycoldonMary\'sears,unhappyasshewas。
Greshamsburyhadbeensodeartoher;inspiteofallthathadpassed,wasstillsodeartoher!Wasshepreparedtotakeupherstaff,asherunclesaid,andwalkforthfromtheplacewiththefullunderstandingthatshewastoreturntoitnomore;withamindresolvedthatthereshouldbeaninseparablegulfbetweenheranditsinhabitants?Suchsheknewwastheproposednatureofthewalkingawayofwhichherunclespoke。Soshesatthere,restingonherarms,andgavenoanswertothequestionthathadbeenputtoher。
\'No,wewillstayhereawhileyet,\'saidheruncle。\'Itmaycometothat,butthisisnotthetime。Foroneseasonlongerletusface——I
willnotsayourenemies;IcannotcallanybodymyenemywhobearsthenameofGresham。\'Andthenhewentonforamomentwithhisbreakfast。
\'SoFrankwillbehereonthetwelfth?\'
\'Yes,uncle。\'
\'Well,dearest,Ihavenoquestionstoaskyou;nodirectionstogive。I
knowhowgoodyouare,andhowprudent;Iamanxiousonlyforyourhappiness;notatall——\'
\'Happiness,uncle,isoutofthequestion。\'
\'Ihopenot。Itisneveroutofthequestion,nevercanbeoutofthequestion。But,asIwassaying,Iamquitesatisfiedyourconductwillbegood,and,therefore,Ihavenoquestionstoask。Wewillremainhere;and,whethergoodorevilcome,wewillnotbeashamedtoshowourfaces。\'
Shesatforawhileagainsilent;collectinghercourageonthesubjectthatwasnearestherheart。Shewouldhavegiventheworldthatheshouldaskherquestions;butshecouldnotbidhimtodoso;andshefounditimpossibletotalkopenlytohimaboutFrankunlesshedidso。
\'Willhecomehere?\'atlastshesaid,inalow-tonedvoice。
\'Who?He,Louis?Yes,Ithinkthatinallprobabilityhewill。\'
\'No;butFrank,\'shesaid,inastilllowervoice。
\'Ah!mydarling,thatIcannottell;butwillitbewellthatheshouldcomehere?\'
\'Idonotknow,\'shesaid。\'No,Isupposenot。But,uncle,Idon\'tthinkhewillcome。\'
Shewasnowsittingonasofa,awayfromthetable,andhegotupsatdownbesideher,andtookherhandsinhis。\'Mary,\'saidhe,\'youmustbestrongnow;strongtoendure,nottoattack。Ithinkthatyouhavethatstrength;but,ifnot,perhapsitwillbebetterthatweshouldgoaway。\'
\'Iwillbestrong,\'saidshe,risingupandgoingtowardsthedoor。
\'Nevermindme,uncle;don\'tfollowme;Iwillbestrong。Itwillbebase,cowardly,meantorunaway;verybaseinmetomakeyoudoso。\'
\'No,dearest,notso;itwillbethesametome。\'
\'No,\'saidshe,\'IwillnotrunawayfromLadyArabella。And,asforhim——ifhelovesthisotherone,heshallhearnoreproachfromme。
Uncle,Iwillbestrong;\'andrunningbacktohim,shethrewherarmsaroundhimandkissedhim。And,stillrestraininghertears,shegotsafelytoherbedroom。Inwhatwayshemaytherehaveshownherstrength,itwouldnotbewellforustoinquire。
CHAPTERXXXIV
ABAROUCHEANDFOURARRIVESATGRESHAMSBURY
DuringthelasttwelvemonthsSirLouisScatcherdhadbeenveryefficaciousinbringingtrouble,turmoil,andvexationuponGreshamsbury。Nowthatitwastoolatetotakestepstosavehimself,DrThornefoundthatthewillleftbySirRogerwassomadeastoentailuponhimdutiesthathewouldfinditalmostimpossibletoperform。SirLouis,thoughhisfatherhadwishedtomakehimstillachildintheeyeofthelaw,wasnochild。Heknewhisownrightsandwasdeterminedtoexactthem;andbeforeSirRogerhadbeendeadthreemonths,thedoctorfoundhimselfincontinuallitigationwithalowBarchesterattorney,whowasactingonbehalfofhis,thedoctor\'s,ownward。
Andifthedoctorsufferedsodidthesquire,andsodidthosewhohadhithertohadthemanagementofthesquire\'saffairs。DrThornesoonperceivedthathewastobedrivenintolitigation,notonlywithMrFinnie,theBarchesterattorney,butwiththesquirehimself。WhileFinnieharassedhim,hewascompelledtoharassMrGresham。Hewasnolawyerhimself;andthoughhehadbeenabletomanageverywellbetweenthesquireandSirRoger,andhadperhapsgivenhimselfsomecreditforhislawyer-likeabilityinsodoing,hewasutterlyunabletomanagebetweenSirLouisandMrGresham。
Hehad,therefore,toemployalawyeronhisownaccount,anditseemedprobablethatthewholeamountofSirRoger\'slegacytohimselfwouldbydegreesbeexpendedinthismanner。Andthenthesquire\'slawyershadtotakeupthematter;andtheydidsogreatlytothedetrimentofpoorMrYatesUmbleby,whowasfoundtohavemadeamessoftheaffairsentrustedtohim。MrUmbleby\'saccountswereincorrect;hismindwasanythingbutclear,andheconfessed,whenputtoitbytheverysharpgentlemanthatcamedownfromLondon,thathewas\'bothered\';andso,afterawhile,hewassuspendedfromhisduties,andMrGazebee,thesharpgentlemanfromLondon,reignedoverthediminishedrent-rolloftheGreshamsburyestate。
ThuseverythingwasgoingwrongatGreshamsbury——withtheoneexceptionofMrOrielandhislove-suit。MissGushingattributedthedepositionofMrUmblebytothenarrownessofthevictorywhichBeatricehadwonincarryingoffMrOriel。ForMissGushingwasarelationoftheUmblebys,andhadbeenformanyyearsoneoftheirfamily。\'IfshehadonlychosentoexertherselfasMissGreshamhaddone,shecouldhavehadMrOriel,easily;oh,tooeasily!butshehaddespisedsuchwork,\'soshesaid。
\'Butthoughshehaddespisedit,theGreshamshadnotbeenlessirritated,and,therefore,MrUmblebyhadbeendrivenoutofhishouse。\'
Wecanhardlybelievethis,asvictorygenerallymakesmengenerous。
MissGushing,however,stateditasafactsooftenthatitisprobableshewasinducedtobelieveitherself。
ThuseverythingwasgoingwrongatGreshamsbury,andthesquirehimselfwasespeciallyasufferer。Umblebyhadatanyratebeenhisownman,andhecoulddowhathelikedwithhim。Hecouldseehimwhenheliked,andwhereheliked,andnowheliked;couldscoldhimifinanill-humour,andlaughathimwheninagoodhumour。AllthisMrUmblebyknew,andbore。ButMrGazebeewasaverydifferentsortofgentleman;hewasthejuniorpartnerinthefirmofGumption,Gazebee&GazebeeofMountStreet,ahousethatneverdefileditselfwithanyotherbusinessthantheagencybusiness,andthatintheveryhighestline。Theydrewoutleases,andmanagedpropertybothfortheDukeofOmniumandLordDeCourcy;andeversincehermarriage,ithadbeenoneoftheobjectsdearesttoLadyArabella\'sheartthattheGreshamsburyacresshouldbesuperintendedbythepoliteskillandpolishedlegalabilityofthatallbutelegantfirminMountStreet。
Thesquirehadlongstoodfirm,andhaddelightedinhavingeverythingdoneunderhisowneyebypoorMrYatesUmbleby。Butnow,alas!hecouldstanditnolonger。Hehadputofftheevildayaslongashecould;hehaddeferredtheodiousworkofinvestigationtillthingshadseemedresolvedoninvestigatingthemselves;andthen,whenitwasabsolutelynecessarythatMrUmblebyshouldgo,therewasnothingforhimleftbuttofallintothereadyhandsofMessrsGumption,GazebeeandGazebee。
ItmustnotbesupposedthatMessrsGumption,GazebeeandGazebeewereintheleastliketheordinaryrunofattorneys。Theywrotenolettersforsix-and-eightpenceeach:theycollectednodebts,filednobills,madenochargeperfoliofor\'whereases\'and\'asaforesaids\';theydidnodirtywork,andprobablywereasignorantoftheinteriorofacourtoflawasanyyoungladylivingintheirMayfairvicinity。No;theirbusinesswastomanagethepropertyofgreatpeople,drawupleases,makelegalassignments,getthefamilymarriagesettlementsmade,andlookafterwills。Occasionally,also,theyhadtoraisemoney;butitwasgenerallyunderstoodthatthiswasdonebyproxy。
Thefirmhadbeengoingonforahundredandfiftyyears,andthedesignationhadoftenbeenaltered;butitalwaysconsistedofGumptionsandGazebeesdifferentlyarranged,andnolesshallowednameshadeverbeenpermittedtoappear。IthadbeenGazebee,GazebeeandGumption;
thenGazebeeandGumption;thenGazebee,GumptionandGumption;thenGumption,GumptionandGazebee;andnowitwasGumption,GazebeeandGazebee。
MrGazebee,thejuniormemberofthisfirm,wasaveryelegantyoungman。WhilelookingathimridinginRottenRow,youwouldhardlyhavetakenhimforanattorney;andhadheheardthatyouhadsotakenhim,hewouldhavebeenverymuchsurprisedindeed。Hewasratherbald;notbeing,aspeoplesay,quitesoyoungashewasonce。Hisexactagewasthirty-eight。Buthehadareallyremarkablepairofjet-blackwhiskers,whichfullymadeupforhisdeficiencyastohishead;hehadalsodarkeyes,andabeakednose,whatmaybecalledadistinguishedmouth,andwasalwaysdressedinfashionableattire。Thefactwas,thatMrMortimerGazebee,juniorpartnerinthefirmGumption,Gazebee,andGazebee,bynomeansconsideredhimselftobemadeofthatverydisagreeablematerialwhichmortalscallsmallbeer。
WhenthisgreatfirmwasappliedtogetMrGreshamthroughhisdifficulties,andwhenthestateofhisaffairswasmadeknowntothem,theyatfirstexpressedratheradisinclinationforthework。Butatlast,moveddoubtlessbytheirrespectfortheDeCourcyinterest,theyassented;andMrGazebee,junior,wentdowntoGreshamsbury。Thepoorsquirepassedmanyasaddayafterthatbeforeheagainfelthimselftobemasterevenofhisowndomain。