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类别:其他 作者:Anthony Trollope字数:24711更新时间:18/12/21 14:45:11
Andyethecouldnotbringhimselftoencourageitthen。Theideaof\'lookingafterdeadman\'sshoes\'wasabhorrenttohismind,especiallywhenthemanwhosedeathhecontemplatedhadbeensotrustedtohimashadbeenSirLouisScatcherd。Hecouldnotspeakoftheevent,eventothesquire,asbeingpossible。Sohekepthispeacefromdaytoday,andgavenocounseltoMaryinthematter。 Andthenhehadhisownindividualannoyances,andveryaggravatingannoyancestheywere。Thecarriage——orratherthepost-chaise——ofDrFillgravewasnowfrequentinGreshamsbury,passinghimconstantlyinthestreet,amongthelanes,andonthehighroads。ItseemedasthoughDrFillgravecouldnevergettohispatientsatthebighousewithoutshowinghimselftohisbeatenrival,eitheroniswaythitheroronhisreturn。Thisalonewould,perhaps,nothavehurtthedoctormuch;butitdidhurthimtoknowthatDrFillgravewasattendingthesquireforalittleincipientgout,andthatdearNinawasinmeaslesunderthoseunlovinghands。 Andthen,also,theold-fashionedphaeton,ofold-fashionedoldDrCenturywasseentorumbleuptothebighouse,anditbecameknownthatLadyArabellawasnotverywell。\'Notverywell,\'whenpronouncedinalow,gravevoiceaboutLadyArabella,alwaysmeantsomethingserious。And,inthiscase,somethingseriouswasmeant。LadyArabellawasnotonlyill,butfrightened。Itappearedeventoher,thatDrFillgravehardlyknewwhathewasabout,thathewasnotsosureinhisopinion,soconfidentinhimselfasDrThorneusedtobe。 howshouldhebe,seeingthatDrThornehadmedicallyhadLadyArabellainhishandsforthelasttenyears? Ifsittingwithdignityinhishiredcarriage,andsteppingwithauthorityupthebigfrontsteps,wouldhavedoneanything,DrFillgravemighthavedonemuch。LadyArabellawasgreatlytakenwithhislookswhenhefirstcametoher,anditwasonlywhenshebydegreesthatthesymptoms,whichsheknewsowell,didnotyieldtohimthatshebegantodoubtthoselooks。 AfterawhileDrFillgravehimselfsuggestedDrCentury。\'NotthatI fearanything,LadyArabella,\'saidhe,——lyinghugely,forhedidfear; fearbothforhimselfandforher。\'ButDrCenturyhasgreatexperience,andinsuchamatter,whentheinterestsaresoimportant,onecannotbetoosafe。\' SoDrCenturycameandtoddledslowlyintoherladyship\'sroom。Hedidnotsaymuch;heleftthetalkingtohislearnedbrother,whocertainlywasabletodothatpartofthebusiness。ButDrCentury,thoughhesaidverylittle,lookedverygrave,andbynomeansquietedLadyArabella\'smind。She,asshesawthetwoputtingtheirheadstogether,alreadyhadmisgivingsthatshehaddonewrong。SheknewthatshecouldnotbesafewithoutDrThorneatherbedside,andshealreadyfeltthatshehadexercisedamostinjudiciouscourageindrivinghimaway。 \'Well,doctor?\'saidshe,assoonasDrCenturyhadtoddleddownstairstoseethesquire。 \'Oh!weshallbeallright,LadyArabella;allright,verysoon。Butwemustbecareful,verycareful;IamgladI\'vehadDrCenturyhere,very;butthere\'snothingtoalter;littleornothing。\' TherewasbutfewwordsspokenbetweenDrCenturyandthesquire;butfewastheywere,theyfrightenedMrGresham。WhenDrFillgravecamedownthegrandstairs,aservantwaitedatthebottomtoaskhimalsotogotothesquire。NowthereneverhadbeenmuchcordialitybetweenthesquireandDrFillgrave,thoughMrGreshamhadconsentedtotakeapreventativepillfromhishands,andthelittlemanthereforeswelledhimselfoutsomewhatmorethanordinarilyashefollowedtheservant。 \'DrFillgrave,\'saidthesquire,atoncebeginningtheconversation,\'LadyArabella,isIfear,indanger?\' \'Well,no;Ihopenotindanger,MrGresham。IcertainlybelieveImaybejustifiedinexpressingahopethatsheisnotindanger。Herstateis,nodoubt,ratherserious;——ratherserious——asDrCenturyhasprobablytoldyou;\'andDrFillgravemadeabowtotheoldman,whosatquietinoneofthedining-roomarm-chairs。 \'Well,doctor,\'saidthesquire,\'Ihavenotanygroundsonwhichtodoubtyourjudgement。\' DrFillgravebowed,butwiththestiffest,slightestinclinationwhichaheadcouldpossiblymake。HeratherthoughtthatMrGreshamhadnogroundfordoubtinghisjudgement。 \'NordoI。\' Thedoctorbowed,andalittle,averylittlelessstiffly。 \'But,doctor,Ithinkthatsomethingoughttobedone。\' Thedoctorthistimedidhisbowingmerelywithhiseyesandmouth。Theformerheclosedforamoment,thelatterhepressed;andthendecorouslyrubbedhishandsoneovertheother。 \'Iamafraid,DrFillgrave,thatyouandmyfriendThornearenotthebestfriendsintheworld。\' \'No,MrGresham,no;Imaygosofarastosaywearenot。\' \'Well,Iamsorryforit——\' \'Perhaps,MrGresham,weneedhardlydiscussit;buttherehavebeencircumstances——\' \'Iamnotgoingtodiscussanything,DrFillgrave;IsayIamsorryforit,becauseIbelievethatprudencewillimperativelyrequireLadyArabellatohaveDoctorThornebackagain。Now,ifyouwouldnotobjecttomeethim——\' \'MrGresham,Ibegpardon;Ibegpardon,indeed;butyoumustreallyexcuseme。DoctorThornehas,inmyestimation——\' \'But,DoctorFillgrave——\' \'MrGresham,youreallymustexcuseme;youreallymust,indeed。 AnythingelsethatIcoulddoforLadyArabella,Ishouldbemosthappytodo;butafterwhathaspassed,IcannotmeetDoctorThorne;Ireallycannot。Youmustnotaskmetodoso;MrGresham。And,MrGresham,\' continuedthedoctor,\'IdidunderstandfromLadyArabellathathis——thatis,DrThorne\'s——conducttoherladyshiphadbeensuch——soveryoutrageous,Imaysay,that——that——that——ofcourse,MrGresham,youknowbest;butIdidthinkthatLadyArabellaherselfwasquiteunwillingtoseeDoctorThorneagain;\'andDrFillgravelookedverybig,andverydignified,andveryexclusive。 Thesquiredidnotaskagain。HehadnowarrantforsupposingthatLadyArabellawouldreceiveDrThorneifhedidcome;andhesawthatitwasuselesstoattempttoovercometherancourofthemansopig-headedasthelittleGalennowbeforehim。Otherpropositionswerethenbroached,anditwasatlastdecidedthatassistanceshouldbesoughtforfromLondon,inthepersonofthegreatSirOmicronPie。 SirOmicroncame,andDrsFillgraveandCenturyweretheretomeethim。WhentheyallassembledinLadyArabella\'sroom,thepoorwoman\'sheartalmostsandwithinher,——aswellitmight,atsuchasight。Ifshecouldonlyreconcileitwithherhonour,herconsistency,withherhighDeCourcyprinciples,tosendoncemoreforDrThorne。Oh,Frank!Frank!towhatmiseryyourdisobediencebroughtyourmother! SirOmicronandthelesserprovinciallightshadtheirconsultation,andthelesserlightswenttheirwaytoBarchesterandSilverbridge,leavingSirOmicrontoenjoythehospitalityofGreshamsbury。 \'YoushouldhaveThornebackhere,MrGresham,\'saidSirOmicron,almostinawhisper,whentheywerequitealone。\'DoctorFillgraveisaverygoodman,andsoisDrCentury;verygood,I\'msure。ButThornehasknownherladyshipsolong。\'Andthen,onthefollowingmorning,SirOmicronalsowenthisway。 Andthentherewasascenebetweenthesquireandherladyship。LadyArabellahadgivenherselfcreditforgreatgoodgeneralshipwhenshefoundthatthesquirehadbeeninducedtotakethatpill。Wehaveallheardofthelittleendofthewedge,andwehavemostofusanideathatthelittleendisthedifficulty。ThatpillhadbeenthelittleendofLadyArabella\'swedge。Uptothatperiodshehadbeenstrugglinginvaintomakeaseverancebetweenherhusbandandherenemy。Thatpillshoulddothebusiness。Shewellknewhowtomakethemostofit;tohaveitpublishedinGreshamsburythatthesquirehadputhisgoutytoeintoDrFillgrave\'shands;howtoletitbeknown——especiallyatthathumblehouseinthecornerofthestreet——thatFillgrave\'sprescriptionsnowrancurrentthroughthewholeestablishment。DrThornedidhearofit,anddidsuffer。Hehadbeenatruefriendtothesquire,andhethoughtthesquireshouldhavestoodtohimmorestaunchly。 \'Afterall,\'saidhehimself,\'perhapsit\'saswell——perhapsitwillbebestthatIshouldleavethisplacealtogether。\'AndthenhethoughtofSirRogerandhiswill,andofMaryandherlover。AndthenofMary\'sbirth,andofhisowntheoreticaldoctrinesastopureblood。 Andsohistroublesmultiplied,andhesawnopresentdaylightthroughthem。 SuchhadbeenthewayinwhichLadyArabellahadgotinthelittleendofthewedge。Andshewouldhavetriumphedjoyfullyhadnotherincreaseddoubtsandfearsastoherselfthencomeintocheckhertriumphanddestroyherjoy。Shehadnotyetconfessedtoanyonehersecretregretforthefriendshehaddrivenaway。Shehardlyyetacknowledgedtoherselfthatshedidregrethim;butshewasuneasy,frightened,andinlowspirits。 \'Mydear,\'saidthesquire,sittingdownbyherbedside,\'IwanttotellyouwhatSirOmicronsaidashewentaway。\' \'Well?\'saidherladyship,sittingupandlookingfrightened。 \'Idon\'tknowhowyoumaytakeit,Bell;butIthinkitverygoodnews:\'thesquirenevercalledhiswifeBell,exceptwhenhewantedhertobeonparticularlygoodtermswithhim。 \'Well?\'shesaidagain。Shewasnotover-anxioustobegracious,anddidnotreciprocatehisfamiliarity。 \'SirOmicronsaysthatyoushouldhaveThornebackagain,anduponmyhonour,Icannotbutagreewithhim。Now,Thorneisacleverman,averycleverman;nobodydeniesthat;andthen,youknow——\' \'WhydidnotSirOmicronsaythattome?\'saidherladyship,sharply,allherdispositioninDrThorne\'sfavourbecomingwonderfullydampedbyherhusband\'sadvocacy。 \'Isupposehethoughtitbettertosayittome,\'saidthesquire。 \'Heshouldhavespokentomyself,\'saidLadyArabella,who,thoughshedidnotabsolutelydoubtherhusband\'sword,gavehimcreditforhavinginducedandledonSirOmicrontotheutteringoftheopinion。\'DoctorThornehasbehavedtomeinsogross,soindecentamanner!Andthen,asIunderstand,heisabsolutelyencouragingthatgirl——\' \'Now,Bell,youarequitewrong——\' \'OfcourseIam;Ialwaysamquitewrong。\' \'Quitewronginmixinguptwothings;DoctorThorneasanacquaintance,andDrThorneasadoctor。\' \'Itisdreadfultohavehimhere,evenstandingintheroomwithme。 Howcanonetalktoone\'sdoctoropenlyandconfidentiallywhenonelooksuponhimasone\'sworstenemy?\'AndLadyArabella,softening,almostmeltedwithtears。 \'Mydear,youcannotwonderthatIshouldbeanxiousforyou。\' LadyArabellagavealittlesnuffle,whichmightbetakenasanotveryeloquentexpressionofthanksforthesquire\'ssolicitude,orasanironicaljeerathiswantofsincerity。 \'And,therefore,IhavenotlostamomentintellingyouwhatSirOmicronsaid。“YoushouldhaveThornebackhere;“thosewerehisverywords。Youcanthinkitover,mydear。Andrememberthis,Bell;ifheistodoanygoodnotimeistobelost。\' Andthenthesquirelefttheroom,andLadyArabellaremainedalone,perplexedbymanydoubts。 CHAPTERXXXII MRORIEL Imustnow,shortly——asshortlyasitisinmypowertodoit——introduceanewcharactertomyreader。MentionhasbeenmadeoftherectoryofGreshamsbury;but,hitherto,noopportunityhasoffereditselffortheRevCalebOrieltocomeupontheboards。 MrOrielwasamanoffamilyandfortune,who,havinggonetoOxfordwiththeusualviewsofsuchmen,hadbecomeinoculatedtherewithveryHigh-Churchprinciples,andhadgoneintoordersinfluencedbyafeelingofenthusiasticloveforthepriesthood。Hewasbynomeansanascetic——suchmen,indeed,seldomare——norwasheadevotee。Hewasamanwellable,andcertainlywillingtodotheworkofaparishclergyman;andwhenhebecameone,hewasefficaciousinhisprofession。Butitmayperhapsbesaidofhim,withoutspeakingslanderously,thathisoriginalcalling,asayoungman,wasrathertotheoutwardandvisiblesignsofreligionthantoitsinwardandspiritualgraces。 Hedelightedinlecternsandcredence-tables,inservicesatdarkhoursofwintermorningswhennoonewouldattend,inhighwaistcoatsandnarrowwhiteneckties,inchantedservicesandintonedprayers,andinalltheparaphernaliaofAnglicanformalitieswhichhavegivensuchoffencetothoseofourbrethrenwholiveindailyfearofthescarletlady。ManyofhisfriendsdeclaredthatMrOrielwouldsoonerorlaterdeliverhimselfoverbodyandsoultothatlady;buttherewasnoneedtofearforhim:forthoughsufficientlyenthusiastictogetoutofbedatfiveamonwintermornings——hedidso,atleast,allthroughhisfirstwinteratGreshamsbury——hewasnotmadeofthatstuffwhichisnecessaryforastaunch,burning,self-denyingconvert。ItwasnotinhimtochangehisverysleekblackcoatforaCapuchin\'sfilthycassock,norhispleasantparsonageforsomedirtyholeinRome。Anditwasbettersobothforhimandothers。Therearebutfew,veryfew,towhomitisgiventobeaHuss,aWickliffe,oraLuther;andamangainsbutlittlebybeingafalseHuss,orafalseLuther,——andhisneighboursgainless。 Butcertainlengthsinself-privationMrOrieldidgo;atanyrate,forsometime。Heeschewedmatrimony,imaginingthatitbecamehimasapriesttodoso。HefastedrigorouslyonFridays;andtheneighboursdeclaredthathescourgedhimself。 MrOrielwas,ithasbeensaid,amanoffortune;thatistosay,whenhecameofagehewasmasterofthirtythousandpounds。WhenhetookitintohisheadtogointotheChurch,hisfriendsboughtforhimthenextpresentationtothelivingatGreshamsbury;and,ayearafterhisordination,thelivingfallingin,MrOrielbroughthimselfandhissistertotherectory。 MrOrielsoonbecamepopular。Hewasadark-haired,good-lookingman,ofpolishedmanners,agreeableinsociety,notgiventomonkishausterities——exceptinthematterofFridays——noryettotheLow-Churchseverityofdemeanour。Hewasthoroughlyagentleman,good-humoured,inoffensive,andsociable。Buthehadonefault:hewasnotamarryingman。 Onthisgroundtherewasafeelingagainsthimsostrongasalmostatonetimetothrowhimintoseriousdanger。Itwasnotonlythatheshouldbeswornagainstmatrimonyinhisindividualself——hewhomfatehadmadesoabletosustaintheweightofawifeandfamily;butwhatanexamplehewassetting!Ifotherclergymenallaroundshoulddeclareagainstwivesandfamilies,whatwastobecomeofthecountry? Whatwastobedoneintheruraldistricts?Thereligiousobservances,asregardswomen,ofaBrighamYoungwerehardlysobadasthis! TherewerearoundGreshamsburyverymanyunmarriedladies——Ibelievetheregenerallyaresoroundmustsuchvillages。Fromthegreathousehedidnotreceivemuchannoyance。Beatricewasthenonlyjustonthevergeofbeingbroughtout,andwasnotperhapsinclinedtothinkverymuchofayoungclergyman;andAugustacertainlyintendedtoflyathighergame。ButthereweretheMissAthelings,thedaughtersofaneighbouringclergyman,whowerereadytogoalllengthswithhiminHigh-Churchmatters,exceptasthatonetremendouslypapalstepofcelibacy;andthetwoMissHesterwells,ofHesterwellPark,theyoungerofwhomboldlydeclaredherpurposeofcivilizingthesavage;andMrsOpieGreen,averyprettywidow,withaveryprettyjointure,wholivedinaveryprettyhouseaboutamilefromGreshamsbury,andwhodeclaredheropinionthatMrOrielwasquiterightinhisviewofaclergyman\'sposition。Howcouldawoman,situatedasshewas,havethecomfortofaclergyman\'sattentionifheweretoberegardedjustasanyotherman?ShecouldnowknowinwhatlighttoregardMrOriel,andwouldbeablewithoutscrupletoavailherselfofhiszeal。Soshedidavailherselfofhiszeal,——andthatwithoutanyscruple。 AndthentherewasMissGushing,——ayoungthing。MissGushinghadagreatadvantageovertheothercompetitorsforthecivilizationofMrOriel,namely,inthis——thatshewasabletoattendhismorningservices。IfMrOrielwastobereachedinanyway,itwasprobablethathemightbereachedinthisway。Ifanythingcouldcivilizehim,thiswoulddoit。Therefore,theyoungthing,throughallonelong,tediouswinter,toreherselffromherwarmbed,andwastobeseen——no,notseen,butheard——enteringMrOriel\'schurchatsixo\'clock。Withindefatigableassiduitytheresponsesweremade,utteredfromunderaclosebonnet,andoutofadarkcorner,inanenthusiasticallyfemininevoice,throughthewholewinter。 NordidMissGushingaltogetherfailinherobject。Whenaclergyman\'sdailyaudienceconsistsofbutoneperson,andthatpersonisayounglady,itishardlypossiblethatheshouldnotbecomepersonallyintimatewithher;hardlypossiblethatheshouldnotbeinsomemeasuregrateful。MissGushing\'sresponsescamefromherwithsuchfervour,andshebeggedforghostlyadvicewithsucheagerlongingtohaveherscruplessatisfied,thatMrOrielhadnothingforitbuttogivewaytoacertainamountofcivilization。 BydegreesitcametopassthatMissGushingcouldnevergetherfinalprayersaid,hershawlandboaadjusted,andstowawayhernicenewPrayerBookwiththeredlettersinside,andthecrossontheback,tillMrOrielhadbeenintohisvestryandgotridofhissurplice。Andthentheymetatthechurch-porch,andnaturallywalkedtogethertillMrOriel\'scruelgatewayseparatedthem。Theyoungthingdidsometimesthinkthat,astheparson\'scivilizationprogressed,hemighthavetakenthetroubletowalkwithherasfarasMrsYatesUmbleby\'shalldoor;butshehadhopetosustainher,andafirmresolvetomeritsuccess,eventhoughshemightnotattainit。 \'Itisnottenthousandpities,\'sheoncesaidtohim,\'thatnonehereshouldavailthemselvesoftheinestimableprivilegewhichyourcominghasconferreduponus?Oh,MrOriel,Idosowonderatit!Tomeitissodelightful!Themorningserviceinthedarkchurchissobeautiful,sotouching!\' \'Isupposetheythinkitaboregettingupsoearly,\'saidMrOriel。 \'Ah,abore!\'saidMissGushing,inanenthusiastictoneofdepreciation。\'Howinsensatetheymustbe!Tomeitgivesanewcharmtolife。Itquietsonefortheday;makesonesofitterforone\'sdailytrialsanddailytroubles。Doesitnot,MrOriel?\' \'Ilookuponmorningprayerasanimperativeduty,certainly。\' \'Oh,certainly,amostimperativeduty;butsodeliciousatthesametime。IspoketoMrsUmblebyaboutit,butshesaidshecouldnotleavethechildren。\' \'No:Idaresaynot,\'saidMrOriel。 \'AndMrUmblebysaidbusinesskepthimupsolateatnight。\' \'Veryprobably。Ihardlyexpecttheattendanceofmenofbusiness。\' \'Buttheservantsmightcome,mightn\'tthey,MrOriel?\' \'Ifearthatservantsseldomcanhavetimefordailyprayersinchurch。\' \'Oh,ah,no;perhapsnot。\'AndthenMissGushingbegantobethinkherselfofwhomshouldbecomposedthecongregationwhichitmustbepresumedthatMrOrielwishedtoseearoundhim。Butonthismatterhedidnotenlightenher。 ThenMissGushingtooktofastingonFridays,andmadesomefutileattemptstoinduceherpriesttogiveherthecomfortofconfessionalabsolution。But,unfortunately,thezealofthemasterwaxedcoolasthatofthepupilwaxedhot;and,atlast,whentheyoungthingreturnedtoGreshamsburyfromanautumnexcursionwhichshemadewithMrsUmblebytoWeston-super-Mare,shefoundthatthedeliciousmorningserviceshaddiedanaturaldeath。MissGushingdidnotonthataccountgiveupthegame,butshewasboundtofightwithnoparticularadvantageinherfavour。 MissOriel,thoughagoodChurchwoman,wasbynomeansaconverttoherbrother\'sextremistviews,andperhapsgavebutscantycredittotheGushings,Athelings,andOpieGreensforthesincerityoftheirreligion。But,nevertheless,sheandherbrotherwerestaunchfriends; andshestillhopedtoseethedaywhenhemightbeinducedtothinkthatanEnglishparsonmightgetthroughhisparishworkwiththeassistanceofawifebetterthanhecoulddowithoutsuchfeminineencumbrance。Thegirlwhomsheselectedforhisbridewasnottheyoungthing,butBeatriceGresham。 AndatlastitseemedprobabletoMrOriel\'snearestfriendsthathewasinafairwaytobeovercome。NotthathehadbeguntomakelovetoBeatrice,orcommittedhimselfbytheutteranceofanyopinionastotheproprietyofclericalmarriages;buthedailybecamelooserabouthispeculiartenets,ravedlessimmoderatelythanheretoforeastotheatrocityoftheGreshamsburychurchpews,andwasobservedtotakesomeopportunitiesofconversingalonewithBeatrice。Beatricehadalwaysdeniedtheimputation——thishadusuallybeenmadebyMaryintheirhappydays——withthevehementasseverationsofanger;andMissGushinghadtittered,andexpressedherselfassupposingthatgreatpeople\'sdaughtersmightbeasbarefacedastheypleased。 AllthishadhappenedprevioustothegreatGreshamsburyfeud。MrOrielgraduallygothimselfintoawayofsaunteringuptothegreathouse,saunteringintothedrawing-roomforthepurpose,asIamsurehethought,oftalkingwithLadyArabella,andthenofsaunteringhomeagain,havingusuallyfoundanopportunityforsayingafewwordstoBeatriceduringthevisit。ThiswentonallthroughthefeuduptotheperiodofLadyArabella\'sillness;andthenonemorning,aboutamonthbeforethedatefixedforFrank\'sreturn,MrOrielfoundhimselfengagedtoMissBeatriceGresham。 FromthedaythatMissGushingheardofit——whichwasnothoweverforsomeconsiderabletimeafterthis——shebecameanIndependentMethodist。 Shecouldnolonger,shesaidatfirst,haveanyfaithinanyreligion; andforanhourorsoshewasalmosttemptedtoswearthatshecouldnolongerhaveanyfaithinanyman。Shehadnearlycompletedaworkedcoverforacredence-tablewhenthenewsreachedher,astowhich,intheyoungenthusiasmofherheart,shehadnotbeenabletoremainsilent;ithadalreadybeenpromisedtoMrOriel;thatpromiseshesworeshouldnotbekept。Hewasanapostate,shesaid,fromhisprinciples;anutterpervert;afalse,designingman,withwhomshewouldneverhavetrustedherselfaloneondarkmorningshadsheknownthathehadsuchgrovelling,worldlyinclinations。SoMissGushingbecameanIndependentMethodist;thecredence-tablecoveringwascutupintoslippersforthepreacher\'sfeet;andtheyoungthingherself,morehappyinthisdirectionthanshehadbeenintheother,becamethearbiterofthatpreacher\'sdomestichappiness。 ButthislittlehistoryofMissGushing\'sfuturelifeispremature。MrOrielbecameengageddemurely,nay,almostsilently,toBeatrice,andnooneoutoftheirownimmediatefamilieswasatthetimeinformedofthematter。Itwasarrangedverydifferentlyfromthoseothertwomatches——embryo,ornotembryo,those,namely,ofAugustawithMrMoffat,andFrankwithMaryThorne。AllBarsetshirehadheardofthem; butthatofBeatriceandMrOrielwasmanagedinamuchmoreprivatemanner。 \'Idothinkyouareahappygirl,\'saidPatiencetoheronemorning。 \'IndeedIam。\' \'Heissogood。Youdon\'tknowhowgoodheisasyet;heneverthinksofhimself,andthinkssomuchofthoseheloves。\' Beatricetookherfriend\'shandinherownandkissedit。Shewasfullofjoy。Whenagirlisabouttobemarried,whenshemaylawfullytalkoflove,thereisnomusicinherearssosweetasthepraisesofherlover。 \'Imadeupmymindfromthefirstthatheshouldmarryyou。\' \'Nonsense,Patience。\' \'Idid,indeed。Imadeupmymindthatheshouldmarry;andtherewereonlytwotochoosefrom。\' \'MeandMissGushing,\'saidBeatrice,laughing。 \'No;notexactlyMissGushing。IhadnotmanyfearsforCalebthere。\' \'Ideclaresheisverypretty,\'saidBeatrice,whocouldaffordtobegood-natured。NowMissGushingcertainlywaspretty;andwouldhavebeenveryprettyhadhernosenotturnedupsomuch,andcouldshehavepartedherhairinthecentre。 \'Well,Iamverygladyouchoseme;——ifitwasyouwhochose,\'saidBeatrice,modestly;having,however,inherownmindastrongopinionthatMrOrielhadchosenforhimself,andhadneveranydoubtinthematter。\'Andwhowastheother?\' \'Can\'tyouguess?\' \'Iwon\'tguessanymore;perhapsMrsGreen。\' \'Oh,no;certainlynotawidow。Idon\'tlikewidowsmarrying。Butofcourseyoucouldguessifyouwould;ofcourseitwasMaryThorne。ButIsoonsawMarywouldnotdo,fortworeasons;Calebwouldneverhavelikedherwellenoughnorwouldshehaveeverlikedhim。\' \'Notlikehim!ohIhopeshewill;IdosoloveMaryThorne。\' \'SodoIdearly;andsodoesCaleb;buthecouldneverhavelovedherashelovesyou。\' \'But,Patience,haveyoutoldMary?\' \'No,Ihavetoldnoone,andshallnotwithoutyourleave。\' \'Ah,youmusttellher。Tellitherwithmybest,andkindest,warmestlove。TellherhowhappyIam,andhowIlongtotalktoher。TellthatIwillhaveherformybridesmaid。Oh!Idohopethatbeforethatallthishorridquarrelwillbesettled。 Patienceundertookthecommission,anddidtellMary;didgiveheralsothemessagewhichBeatricehadsent。AndMarywasrejoicedtohearit; forthough,asPatiencehadsaidofher,shehadneverherselffeltanyinclinationtofallinlovewithMrOriel,shebelievedhimtobeoneinwhosehandsherfriend\'shappinesswouldbesecure。Then,bydegrees,theconversationchangedfromthelovesofMrOrielandBeatricetothetroublesofFrankGreshamandherself。 \'Shesaysthatletwhatwillhappenyoushallbeoneofherbridesmaids。\' \'Ah,yes,dearTrichy!thatwassettledbetweenusinauldlangsyne; butthosesettlementsareallunsettlednow,andmustbebroken。No,I cannotbeherbridesmaid;butIshallyethopetoseeheroncebeforehermarriage。\' \'Andwhynotbeherbridesmaid?LadyArabellawillhardlyobjecttothat。\' \'LadyArabella!\'saidMary,curlingupherlipwithdeepscorn。\'IdonotcarethatforLadyArabella,\'andshelethersilverthimblefallfromherfingersontothetable。\'IfBeatriceinvitedmetoherwedding,shemightmanageastothat;IshouldasknoquestionastoLadyArabella。\' \'Thenwhynotcometoit?\' Sheremainedsilentforawhile,andthenboldlyanswered。\'ThoughI donotcareforLadyArabella,IdocareforMrGresham:——andIdocareforhisson。\' \'Butthesquirealwayslovedyou。\' \'Yes,andthereforeIwillnotbetheretovexhissight。Iwilltellyouthetruth,Patience。IcanneverbeinthathouseagaintillFrankGreshamisamarriedman,ortillIamabouttobeamarriedwoman。I donotthinktheyhavetreatedmewell,butIwillnottreatthemill。\' \'Iamsureyouwillnotdothat,\'saidMissOriel。 \'Iwillendeavournottodoso;and,therefore,willgotononeoftheirfetes!No,Patience。\'Andthensheturnedherheadtothearmofthesofa,andsilently,withoutaudiblesobs,hidingherface,sheendeavouredtogetridofthetearsunseen。Foronemomentshehadallbutresolvedtopouroutthewholetruthofherloveintoherfriend\'sears;butsuddenlyshechangedhermind。Whyshouldshetalkofherownunhappiness?WhyshouldshespeakofherownlovewhenshewasfullydeterminednottospeakofFrank\'spromises。 \'Mary,dearMary。\' \'Anything,butpity,Patience;anythingbutthat,\'saidshe,convulsively,swallowinghersobs,andrubbingawayhertears。\'I cannotbearthat。TellBeatricefromme,thatIwishhereveryhappiness;and,withsuchahusband,Iamsureshewillbehappy。I wishhereveryjoy;givehermykindestlove;buttellherthatI cannotbeathermarriage。Oh,Ishouldliketoseeher;notthere,youknow,buthere,inmyownroom,whereIstillhavelibertytospeak。\' \'Butwhyshouldyoudecidenow?Sheisnottobemarriedyet,youknow。\' \'Now,orthisdaytwelvemonth,canmakenodifference。Iwillnotgointothathouseagain,unless——butnevermind;Iwillnotgointoitall;never,neveragain。IfIcouldforgiveherformyself,Icouldnotforgiveherformyuncle。Buttellme,Patience,mightnotBeatricenowcomehere?ItissodreadfultoseehereverySundayinchurchandnevertospeaktoher,nevertokissher。Sheseemstolookawayfrommeasthoughshetoohadchosentoquarrelwithme。\' MissOrielpromisedtodoherbest。Shecouldnotimagine,shesaid,thatsuchavisitcouldbeobjectedtoonsuchanoccasion。ShewouldnotadviseBeatricetocomewithouttellinghermother;butshecouldnotthinkthatLadyArabellawouldbesocruelastomakeanyobjection,knowing,asshecouldnotbutknow,thatherdaughter,whenmarried,wouldbeatlibertytochooseherownfriends。 \'Good-bye,Mary,\'saidPatience。\'IwishIknewhowtosaymoretocomfortyou。\' \'Oh,comfort!Idon\'twantcomfort。Iwanttobeletalone。\' \'That\'sjustit:youaresoferociousinyourscorn,sounbending,sodeterminedtotakeallthepunishmentthatcomesinyourway。\' \'WhatIdotake,I\'lltakewithoutcomplaint,\'saidMary;andthentheykissedeachotherandparted。 CHAPTERXXXIII AMORNINGVISIT ItmustberememberedthatMary,amonghermiseries,hadtosufferthis:thatsinceFrank\'sdeparture,nownearlytwelvemonthsago,shehadnotheardawordabouthim;orrather,shehadonlyheardthathewasverymuchinlovewithsomeladyinLondon。Thisnewsreachedherinamannersocircuitous,andfromsuchadoubtfulsource;itseemedtohertosavoursostronglyofLadyArabella\'sprecautions,thatsheattributeditatoncetomalice,andblewittothewinds。ItmightnotimprobablybethecasethatFrankwasuntruetoher;butshewouldnottakeitforgrantedbecauseshewasnowtoldso。Itwasmorethanprobablethatheshouldamusehimselfwithsomeone;flirtingwashisprevailingsin;andifhedidflirt,themostwouldofcoursebemadeofit。 Butshefoundittobeverydesolatetobethusleftalonewithoutawordofcomfortorawordoflove;withoutbeingabletospeaktoanyoneofwhatfilledherheart;doubting,nay,morethandoubting,beingallbutsurethatherpassionmustterminateinmisery。Whyhadshenotobeyedherconscienceandherbetterinstinctinthatmomentwhenthenecessityfordecidinghadcomeuponher?Whyhadsheallowedhimtounderstandthathewasmasterofherheart?Didshenotknowthattherewaseverythingagainstsuchamarriageasthatwhichwasproposed?Hadshenotdonewrong,verywrong,eventothinkofit?Hadshenotsinneddeeply,againstMrGresham,whohadeverbeensokindtoher?Couldshehope,wasitpossible,thataboylikeFrankshouldbetruetohisfirstlove?And,ifheweretrue,ifhewerereadytogotothealtarwithherto-morrow,oughtshetoallowhimtodegradehimselfbysuchamarriage? Therewas,alas!sometruthabouttheLondonlady。Frankhadtakenhisdegree,asarranged,andhadthengoneabroadforthewinter,doingthefashionablethings,goinguptheNile,crossingovertoMountSinai,thenceoverthelongdeserttoJerusalem,andhomebyDamascus,Beyrout,andConstantinople,bringingbackalongbeard,aredcap,andachibook,justasourfathersusedtogothroughItalyandSwitzerland,andourgrandfatherstospendaseasoninParis。HehadthenremainedforacoupleofmonthsinLondon,goingthroughallthesocietywhichtheDeCourcyswereabletoopentohim。Anditwastruethatacertainbelleoftheseason,ofthatseasonandsomeothers,hadbeencaptivated——forthetenthtime——bythesilkensheensofhislongbeard。Frankhadprobablybeenmoredemonstrative,perhaps,evermoresusceptible,thanheshouldhavebeen;andhencetherumour,whichhadalltoowillinglybeenforwardedtoGreshamsbury。 ButyoungGreshamhadalsometanotherladyinLondon,namelyMissDunstable。MarywouldindeedhavebeengratefultoMissDunstable,couldshehaveknowallthatladydidforher。Frank\'slovewasneverallowedtoflag。Whenhespokeofthedifficultiesinhisway,shetwittedhimbybeingovercomebystraws;andtoldhimthatnoonewaseverworthhavingwhowasafraidofeverylionhemetinhispath。 Whenhespokeofmoney,shebadehimearnit;andalwaysendedbyofferingtosmoothforhimanyrealdifficultywhichwantofmeansmightputinhisway。 \'No,\'Frankusedtosaytohimself,whentheseoffersweremade,\'I neverintendedtotakeherandhermoneytogether;and,therefore,I certainlywillnevertakethemoneyalone。\' AdayortwoafterMissOriel\'svisit,MaryreceivedthefollowingnotefromBeatrice。 \'DEAREST,DEARESTMARY,\'Ishallbesohappytoseeyou,andwillcometo-morrowattwelve。Ihaveaskedmamma,andshesaysthat,foronce,shehasnoobjection。YouknowitisnotmyfaultthatIhaveneverbeenwithyou;don\'tyou?Frankcomeshomeonthetwelfth。MrOrielwantstheweddingtobeonthefirstofSeptember;butthatseemstobesovery,verysoon;doesn\'tit?However,mammaandpapaareallonhisside。Iwon\'twriteaboutthis,though,forweshallhavesuchadelicioustalk。 Oh,Mary!Ihavebeensounhappywithoutyou。 \'Everyourownaffectionate,TRICHY\' ThoughMarywasdelightedattheideaofoncemorehavingherfriendinherarms,therewas,nevertheless,somethingintheletterwhichoppressedher。ShecouldnotputupwiththeideathatBeatriceshouldhavepermissiongiventocometoher——justforonce。Shehardlywishedtobeseenbypermission。Nevertheless,shedidnotrefusetheprofferedvisit,andthefirstsightofBeatrice\'sface,thefirsttouchofthefirstembrace,dissipatedforthemomentheranger。 AndthenBeatricefullyenjoyedthedelicioustalkwhichshehadpromisedherself。Maryletherhaveherway,andfortwohoursallthedelightsandalltheduties,allthecomfortsandalltheresponsibilitiesofaparson\'swifewerediscussedwithalmostequalardouronbothsides。ThedutiesandresponsibilitieswerenotexactlythosewhichtoooftenfalltothelotofthemistressofanEnglishvicarage。Beatricewasnotdoomedtomakeherhusbandcomfortable,toeducateherchildren,dressherselflikealady,andexerciseopen-handedcharityonanincomeoftwohundredpoundsayear。Herdutiesandresponsibilitieswouldhavetospreadthemselvesoversevenoreighttimesthatamountofworldlyburden。LivingalsoclosetoGreshamsbury,andnotfarfromCourcyCastle,shewouldhavethefulladvantageandalltheprivilegesofcountysociety。Infact,itwasallcouleurderose,andsoshechatteddeliciouslywithherfriend。 ButitwasimpossiblethattheyshouldseparatewithoutsomethinghavingbeensaidastoMary\'sownlot。Itwould,perhaps,havebeenbetterthattheyshoulddoso;butthiswashardlywithinthecompassofhumannature。 \'AndMary,youknow,IshallbeabletoseeyouasoftenasIlike;——youandDrThorne,too,whenIhaveahouseofmyown。\' Marysaidnothing,butessayedtosmile。Itwasbutaghastlyattempt。 \'Youknowhowhappythatwillmakeme,\'continuedBeatrice。\'Ofcoursemammawon\'texpectmetobeledbyherthen;ifhelikesit,therecanbenoobjection;andhewilllikeit,youmaybesureofthat。\' \'Youareverykind,Trichy,\'saidMary;butshespokeinatoneverydifferentfromthatshewouldhaveusedeighteenmonthsago。 \'Why,whatisthematter,Mary?Shan\'tyoubegladtocomeandseeus?\' \'Idonotknow,dearest;thatmustdependoncircumstances。Toseeyou,youyourself,yourowndear,sweet,lovingfacemustalwaysbepleasanttome。\' \'Andshan\'tyoubegladtoseehim?\' \'Yes,certainly,ifhelovesyou。\' \'Ofcoursehelovesme。\' \'Allthatalonewouldbepleasantenough,Trichy。Butwhatifthereshouldbecircumstanceswhichshouldstillmakeusenemies;shouldmakeyourfriendsandmyfriends——friend,Ishouldsay,forIhaveonlyone——shouldmakethemopposedtoeachother?\' \'Circumstances!Whatcircumstances?\' \'Youaregoingtobemarried,Trichy,tothemanyoulove;areyounot?\' \'IndeedIam!\' \'Anditisnotpleasant?isitnotahappyfeeling?\' \'Pleasant!happy!yes,verypleasant;veryhappy。But,Mary,Iamnotatallinsuchahurryasheis,\'saidBeatrice,naturallythinkingofherownlittleaffairs。 \'And,supposeIshouldwishtobemarriedtothemanthatIlove?\'Marysaidthisslowlyandgravely,andasshespokeshelookedherfriendfullintheface。 Beatricewassomewhatastonished,andforthemomenthardlyunderstood。 \'IamsureIhopeyouwillsomeday。\' \'No,Trichy;no,youhopetheotherway。Iloveyourbrother;IloveFrankGresham;Ilovehimquiteaswell,quiteaswarmly,asyouloveCalebOriel。\' \'Doyou?\'saidBeatrice,staringwithallhereyes,andgivingonelongsigh,asthisnewsubjectforsorrowwassodistinctlyputbeforeher。 \'Itthatsoodd?\'saidMary。\'YouloveMrOriel,thoughyouhavebeenintimatewithhimhardlymorethantwoyears。IsitsooddthatIshouldloveyourbrother,whomIhaveknownalmostallmylife?\' \'But,Mary,Ithoughtitwasalwaysunderstoodbetweenusthat——that——I meanthatyouwerenottocareabouthim;notinthewayoflovinghim,youknow——Ithoughtyoualwayssaidso——Ihavealwaystoldmammasoasifitcamefromyourself。\' \'Beatrice,donottellanythingtoLadyArabellaasthoughitcamefromme;Idonotwantanythingtobetoldtoher,eitherofmeorfromme。 Saywhatyouliketomeyourself;whateveryousaywillnotangerme。 Indeed,Iknowwhatyouwouldsay——andyetIloveyou。Oh,Iloveyou,Trichy——Trichy,Idoloveyousomuch!Don\'tturnawayfromme!\' TherewassuchamixtureinMary\'smanneroftendernessandalmostferocity,thatpoorBeatricecouldhardlyfollowher。\'Turnawayfromyou,Mary!nonever;butthisdoesmakemeunhappy。\' \'Itisbetterthatyoushouldknowitall,andthenyouwillnotbeledintofightingmybattlesagain。YoucannotfightthemsothatIshouldwin;Idoloveyourbrother;lovehimtruly,fondly,tenderly。IwouldwishtohavehimformyhusbandasyouwishtohaveMrOriel。\' \'But,Mary,youcannotmarryhim!\' \'Whynot?\'saidshe,inaloudvoice。\'WhycanInotmarryhim?Ifthepriestsaysablessingoverus,shallwenotbemarriedaswellasyouandyourhusband?\' \'Butyouknowhecannotmarryunlesshiswifeshallhavemoney。\' \'Money——money;andheistosellhimselfformoney?Oh,Trichy!donotyoutalkaboutmoney。Itishorrible。But,Trichy,Iwillgrantit——I cannotmarryhim;butstill,Ilovehim。Hehasaname,aplaceintheworld,andfortune,family,highblood,position,everything。Hehasallthis,andIhavenothing。OfcourseIcannotmarryhim。ButyetIdolovehim。\' \'Areyouengagedtohim,Mary?\' \'Heisnotengagedtome;butIamtohim。\' \'Oh,Mary,thatisimpossible!\' \'Itisnotimpossible:itisthecast——Iampledgedtohim;butheisnotpledgedtome。\' \'But,Mary,don\'tlookatmeinthatway。Idonotquiteunderstandyou。Whatisthegoodofyourbeingengagedifyoucannotmarryhim?\' \'Good!thereisnogood。ButcanIhelpit,ifIlovehim?CanImakemyselfnotlovehimbyjustwishingit?Oh,IwoulddoitifIcould。 ButnowyouwillunderstandwhyIshakemyheadwhenyoutalkofcomingtoyourhouse。Yourwaysandmywaysmustbedifferent。\' Beatricewasstartled,and,foratime,silenced。WhatMarysaidofthedifferenceoftheirwayswasquitetrue。Beatricehaddearlylovedherfriend,andhadthoughtofherwithaffectionthroughallthislongperiodinwhichtheyhadbeenseparated;butshehadgivenherloveandherthoughtsontheunderstanding,asitwere,thattheywereinunisonastotheimproprietyofFrank\'sconduct。 Shehadalwaysspoken,withagraveface,ofFrankandhisloveasofagreatmisfortune,eventoMaryherself;andherpityforMaryhadbeenfoundedontheconvictionofherinnocence。Nowallthoseideashadtobealtered。Maryownedherfault,confessedherselftobeguiltyofallthatLadyArabellasofrequentlylaidtohercharge,andconfessedherselfanxioustocommiteverycrimeastowhichBeatricehadbeeneversoreadytodefendher。 HadBeatriceuptothisdreamedthatMarywasinlovewithFrank,shewoulddoubtlesshavesympathizedwithhermoreorlesssoonerorlater。 Asitwas,iswasbeyondalldoubtthatshewouldsoonsympathizewithher。But,atthemoment,thesuddennessofthedeclarationseemedtohardenherheart,andsheforgot,asitwere,tospeaktenderlytoherfriend。 Shewassilent,therefore,anddismayed;andlookedasthoughshethoughtthatherwaysandMary\'swaysmustbedifferent。 Marysawallthatwaspassingintheother\'smind:no,notall;allthehostility,thedisappointment,thedisapproval,theunhappiness,shedidsee;butnottheunder-currentoflove,whichwasstrongenoughtowellupanddrownallthese,ifonlytimecouldbeallowedforittodoso。 \'Iamsogladtohavetoldyou,\'saidMary,curbingherself,\'fordeceitandhypocrisyaredetestable。\' \'Itwasamisunderstanding,notdeceit,\'saidBeatrice。 \'Well,nowweunderstandeachother;nowyouknowthatIhaveaheartwithinme,whichlikethoseofsomeothershasnotalwaysbeenundermyowncontrol。LadyArabellabelievesthatIamintriguingtobethemistressofGreshamsbury。You,atanyrate,willnotthinkthatofme。 Ifitcouldbediscoveredto-morrowthatFrankwerenottheheir,I mighthavesomechanceofhappiness。\' \'But,Mary——\' \'Well?\' \'Yousayyoulovehim。\' \'Yes;Idosayso。\' \'Butifhedoesnotloveyou,willyouceasetodoso?\' \'IfIhaveafever,IwillgetridofitifIcan;insuchacaseImustdoso,ordie。\' \'Ifear,\'continuedBeatrice,\'youhardlyknow,perhapsdonotthink,whatisFrank\'srealcharacter。Heisnotmadetosettledownearlyinlife;evennow,IbelieveheisattachedtosomeladyinLondon,whom,ofcourse,hecannotmarry。\' Beatricehadsaidthisinperfecttruenessofheart。ShehadheardofFrank\'snewlove-affair,andbelievingwhatshehadheard,thoughtitbesttotellthetruth。ButtheinformationwasnotofakindtoquietMary\'sspirit。 \'Verywell,\'saidshe,\'letitbeso。Ihavenothingtosayagainstit。\' \'Butareyounotpreparingwretchednessandunhappinessforyourself?\' \'Verylikely。\' \'Oh,Mary,donotbesocoldwithme!youknowhowdelightedIshouldbetohaveyouforasister-in-law,ifonlyitwerepossible。\' \'Yes,Trichy;butitisimpossible,isitnot?ImpossiblethatFrancisGreshamofGreshamsburyshoulddisgracehimselfbymarryingsuchapoorcreatureasIam。OfcourseIknowit;ofcourse,Iampreparedforunhappinessandmisery。Hecanamusehimselfashelikeswithmeorothers——withanybody。Itishisprivilege。Itisquiteenoughtosaythatheisnotmadeforsettlingdown。Iknowmyownposition;——andyetIlovehim。\' \'But,Mary,hasheaskedyoutobehiswife?Ifso——\' \'Youaskhome-questions,Beatrice。Letmeaskyouone;hasheevertoldyouthathehasdoneso?\' AtthismomentBeatricewasnotdisposedtorepeatallthatFrankhadsaid。Ayearago,beforehewentaway,hehadtoldhissisterascoreoftimesthathemeanttomarryMaryThorneifshewouldhavehim;butBeatricenowlookedonallthatasidle,boyishvapouring。Thepitywas,thatMaryshouldhavelookedonitdifferently。 \'Wewilleachkeepoursecret,\'saidMary。\'Onlyrememberthis:shouldFrankmarryto-morrow,Ishallhavenogroundforblaminghim。HeisfreeasfarIasamconcerned。HecantaketheLondonladyifhelikes。 Youmaytellhimsofromme。But,Trichy,whatelseIhavetoldyou,I havetoldyouonly。\' \'Oh,yes!\'saidBeatrice,sadly;\'Ishallsaynothingofittoanybody。 Itisverysad,very,very;IwassohappywhenIcamehere,andnowI amsowretched。\'Thiswastheendofthatdelicioustalktowhichshehadlookedforwardwithsomucheagerness。 \'Don\'tbewretchedaboutme,dearest;Ishallgetthroughit。I sometimesthinkIwasborntobeunhappy,andthatunhappinessagreeswithmebest。Kissmenow,Trichy,anddon\'tbewretchedanymore。YouoweittoMrOrieltobeashappyasthedayislong。\' Andthentheyparted。 Beatrice,asshewentout,sawDrThorneinhislittleshopontheright-handsideofthepassagedeeplyengagedinsomederogatorybranchofanapothecary\'smechanicaltrade;mixingadose,perhaps,foralittlechild。Shewouldhavepassedhimwithoutspeaking,ifshecouldhavebeensureofdoingsowithoutnotice,forherheartwasfull,andhereyeswereredwithtears;butitwassolongsinceshehadbeeninhishousethatshewasmorethanordinarilyanxiousnottoappearuncourteousorunkindtohim。 \'Goodmorning,doctor,\'shesaid,changinghercountenanceasbestshemight,andattemptingasmile。 \'Ah,myfairy!\'saidhe,leavinghisvillainouscompounds,andcomingouttoher;\'andyou,too,areabouttobecomeasteadyoldlady。\' \'Indeed,Iamnot,doctor;Idon\'tmeantobeeithersteadyorold,forthenexttenyears。Butwhohastoldyou?IsupposeMaryhasbeenatraitor。\' \'Well,IwillconfessMarywasthetraitor。Buthadn\'tIarighttobetold,seeinghowoftenIhavebroughtyousugar-plumsinmypocket?ButIwishyoujoywithallmyheart——withallmyheart。Orielisanexcellent,goodfellow。\' \'Ishenot,doctor?\' \'Anexcellent,goodfellow。Ineverheardbutofonefaultthathehad。\' \'Whatwasthatonefault,DoctorThorne?\' \'Hethoughtthatclergymenshouldnotmarry。Butyouhavecuredthat,andnowhe\'sperfect。\' \'Thankyou,doctor。Ideclarethatyousaytheprettiestthingsofallmyfriends。\' \'Andnoneofyourfriendswishprettierthingsforyou。Idocongratulateyou,Beatrice,andhopeyoumaybehappywiththemanyouhavechosen;\'andtakingbothherhandsinhis,hepressedthemwarmly,andbadeGodblessher。 \'Oh,doctor!Idosohopethetimewillcomewhenweshallallbefriendsagain。\' \'Ihopeitaswell,mydear。Butletitcome,orletitnotcome,myregardforyouwillbethesame:\'andthenshepartedfromhimalso,andwentherway。 NothingwasspokenofthateveningbetweenDrThorneandhisnieceexceptingBeatrice\'sfuturehappiness;nothing,atleast,havingreferencetowhathadpassedthatmorning。Butonthefollowingmorning,circumstancesledtoFrankGresham\'snamebeingmentioned。 Attheusualbreakfast-hourthedoctorenteredtheparlourwithaharassedface。Hehadanopenletterinhishand,anditwasatoncecleartoMarythathewasgoingtospeakonsomesubjectthatvexedhim。 \'Thatunfortunatefellowisagainintrouble。HereisaletterfromGreyson。\'GreysonwasaLondonapothecary,whohadbeenappointedasmedicalattendanttoSirLouisScatcherd,andwhoserealbusinessconsistedinkeepingawatchonthebaronet,andreportingtoDrThornewhenanythingwasverymuchamiss。\'HereisaletterfromGreyson;hehasbeendrunkforthelastthreedays,andisnowlaidupinaterriblynervousstate。\' \'Youwon\'tgouptotownagain;willyou,uncle?\' \'Ihardlyknowwhattodo。No,Ithinknot。HetalksofcomingdownheretoGreshamsbury。\' \'Who,SirLouis?\' \'Yes,SirLouis。Greysonsaysthathewillbedownassoonashecangetoutofhisroom。\' \'What!tothishouse?\' \'Whatotherhomecanhecometo?\' \'Oh,uncle!Ihopenot。Pray,praydonotlethimcomehere。\' \'Icannotpreventit,dear。Icannotshutmydooronhim。\' Theysatdowntobreakfast,andMarygavehimhisteainsilence。\'IamgoingovertoBoxallHillbeforedinner,\'saidhe。\'HaveyouanymessagetosendtoLadyScatcherd?\' \'Message!no,Ihavenomessage;notespecially:givehermylove,ofcourse,\'shesaidlistlessly。Andthen,asthoughathoughthadsuddenlystruckher,shespokewithmoreenergy。\'But,couldn\'tIgotoBoxallHillagain?Ishouldbesodelighted。\' \'What!torunawayfromSirLouis?No,dearest,wewillhavenomorerunningaway。HewillprobablyalsogotoBoxallHill,andhecouldannoyyoumuchmoretherethanhecanhere。\' \'But,uncle,MrGreshamwillbehomeonthetwelfth,\'shesaid,blushing。 \'What!Frank?\' \'Yes。Beatricesaidhewastobehereonthetwelfth。\' \'Andwouldyourunawayfromhimtoo,Mary?\' \'Idonotknow:Idonotknowwhattodo。\' \'No;wewillhavenomorerunningaway:Iamsorrythatyoueverdidso。 Itwasmyfault,altogethermyfault;butitwasfoolish。\' \'Uncle,Iamnothappyhere。\'Asshesaidthis,sheputdownthecupwhichshehadheld,and,leaningherelbowsonthetable,restedherforeheadonherhands。 \'AndwouldyoubehappieratBoxallHill?Itisnottheplacethatmakesthehappiness。\' \'No,Iknowthat;itisnottheplace。Idonotlooktobehappyinanyplace;butIshouldbequieter,moretranquilelsewherethanhere。\' \'IalsosometimesthinkthatitwouldbebetterforustotakeupourstavesandwalkawayfromGreshamsbury;——leaveitaltogether,andsettleelsewhere;miles,miles,milesawayfromhere。Shouldyoulikethat,dearest?\' Miles,miles,milesawayfromGreshamsbury!TherewassomethinginthesoundthatfellverycoldonMary\'sears,unhappyasshewas。 Greshamsburyhadbeensodeartoher;inspiteofallthathadpassed,wasstillsodeartoher!Wasshepreparedtotakeupherstaff,asherunclesaid,andwalkforthfromtheplacewiththefullunderstandingthatshewastoreturntoitnomore;withamindresolvedthatthereshouldbeaninseparablegulfbetweenheranditsinhabitants?Suchsheknewwastheproposednatureofthewalkingawayofwhichherunclespoke。Soshesatthere,restingonherarms,andgavenoanswertothequestionthathadbeenputtoher。 \'No,wewillstayhereawhileyet,\'saidheruncle。\'Itmaycometothat,butthisisnotthetime。Foroneseasonlongerletusface——I willnotsayourenemies;IcannotcallanybodymyenemywhobearsthenameofGresham。\'Andthenhewentonforamomentwithhisbreakfast。 \'SoFrankwillbehereonthetwelfth?\' \'Yes,uncle。\' \'Well,dearest,Ihavenoquestionstoaskyou;nodirectionstogive。I knowhowgoodyouare,andhowprudent;Iamanxiousonlyforyourhappiness;notatall——\' \'Happiness,uncle,isoutofthequestion。\' \'Ihopenot。Itisneveroutofthequestion,nevercanbeoutofthequestion。But,asIwassaying,Iamquitesatisfiedyourconductwillbegood,and,therefore,Ihavenoquestionstoask。Wewillremainhere;and,whethergoodorevilcome,wewillnotbeashamedtoshowourfaces。\' Shesatforawhileagainsilent;collectinghercourageonthesubjectthatwasnearestherheart。Shewouldhavegiventheworldthatheshouldaskherquestions;butshecouldnotbidhimtodoso;andshefounditimpossibletotalkopenlytohimaboutFrankunlesshedidso。 \'Willhecomehere?\'atlastshesaid,inalow-tonedvoice。 \'Who?He,Louis?Yes,Ithinkthatinallprobabilityhewill。\' \'No;butFrank,\'shesaid,inastilllowervoice。 \'Ah!mydarling,thatIcannottell;butwillitbewellthatheshouldcomehere?\' \'Idonotknow,\'shesaid。\'No,Isupposenot。But,uncle,Idon\'tthinkhewillcome。\' Shewasnowsittingonasofa,awayfromthetable,andhegotupsatdownbesideher,andtookherhandsinhis。\'Mary,\'saidhe,\'youmustbestrongnow;strongtoendure,nottoattack。Ithinkthatyouhavethatstrength;but,ifnot,perhapsitwillbebetterthatweshouldgoaway。\' \'Iwillbestrong,\'saidshe,risingupandgoingtowardsthedoor。 \'Nevermindme,uncle;don\'tfollowme;Iwillbestrong。Itwillbebase,cowardly,meantorunaway;verybaseinmetomakeyoudoso。\' \'No,dearest,notso;itwillbethesametome。\' \'No,\'saidshe,\'IwillnotrunawayfromLadyArabella。And,asforhim——ifhelovesthisotherone,heshallhearnoreproachfromme。 Uncle,Iwillbestrong;\'andrunningbacktohim,shethrewherarmsaroundhimandkissedhim。And,stillrestraininghertears,shegotsafelytoherbedroom。Inwhatwayshemaytherehaveshownherstrength,itwouldnotbewellforustoinquire。 CHAPTERXXXIV ABAROUCHEANDFOURARRIVESATGRESHAMSBURY DuringthelasttwelvemonthsSirLouisScatcherdhadbeenveryefficaciousinbringingtrouble,turmoil,andvexationuponGreshamsbury。Nowthatitwastoolatetotakestepstosavehimself,DrThornefoundthatthewillleftbySirRogerwassomadeastoentailuponhimdutiesthathewouldfinditalmostimpossibletoperform。SirLouis,thoughhisfatherhadwishedtomakehimstillachildintheeyeofthelaw,wasnochild。Heknewhisownrightsandwasdeterminedtoexactthem;andbeforeSirRogerhadbeendeadthreemonths,thedoctorfoundhimselfincontinuallitigationwithalowBarchesterattorney,whowasactingonbehalfofhis,thedoctor\'s,ownward。 Andifthedoctorsufferedsodidthesquire,andsodidthosewhohadhithertohadthemanagementofthesquire\'saffairs。DrThornesoonperceivedthathewastobedrivenintolitigation,notonlywithMrFinnie,theBarchesterattorney,butwiththesquirehimself。WhileFinnieharassedhim,hewascompelledtoharassMrGresham。Hewasnolawyerhimself;andthoughhehadbeenabletomanageverywellbetweenthesquireandSirRoger,andhadperhapsgivenhimselfsomecreditforhislawyer-likeabilityinsodoing,hewasutterlyunabletomanagebetweenSirLouisandMrGresham。 Hehad,therefore,toemployalawyeronhisownaccount,anditseemedprobablethatthewholeamountofSirRoger\'slegacytohimselfwouldbydegreesbeexpendedinthismanner。Andthenthesquire\'slawyershadtotakeupthematter;andtheydidsogreatlytothedetrimentofpoorMrYatesUmbleby,whowasfoundtohavemadeamessoftheaffairsentrustedtohim。MrUmbleby\'saccountswereincorrect;hismindwasanythingbutclear,andheconfessed,whenputtoitbytheverysharpgentlemanthatcamedownfromLondon,thathewas\'bothered\';andso,afterawhile,hewassuspendedfromhisduties,andMrGazebee,thesharpgentlemanfromLondon,reignedoverthediminishedrent-rolloftheGreshamsburyestate。 ThuseverythingwasgoingwrongatGreshamsbury——withtheoneexceptionofMrOrielandhislove-suit。MissGushingattributedthedepositionofMrUmblebytothenarrownessofthevictorywhichBeatricehadwonincarryingoffMrOriel。ForMissGushingwasarelationoftheUmblebys,andhadbeenformanyyearsoneoftheirfamily。\'IfshehadonlychosentoexertherselfasMissGreshamhaddone,shecouldhavehadMrOriel,easily;oh,tooeasily!butshehaddespisedsuchwork,\'soshesaid。 \'Butthoughshehaddespisedit,theGreshamshadnotbeenlessirritated,and,therefore,MrUmblebyhadbeendrivenoutofhishouse。\' Wecanhardlybelievethis,asvictorygenerallymakesmengenerous。 MissGushing,however,stateditasafactsooftenthatitisprobableshewasinducedtobelieveitherself。 ThuseverythingwasgoingwrongatGreshamsbury,andthesquirehimselfwasespeciallyasufferer。Umblebyhadatanyratebeenhisownman,andhecoulddowhathelikedwithhim。Hecouldseehimwhenheliked,andwhereheliked,andnowheliked;couldscoldhimifinanill-humour,andlaughathimwheninagoodhumour。AllthisMrUmblebyknew,andbore。ButMrGazebeewasaverydifferentsortofgentleman;hewasthejuniorpartnerinthefirmofGumption,Gazebee&GazebeeofMountStreet,ahousethatneverdefileditselfwithanyotherbusinessthantheagencybusiness,andthatintheveryhighestline。Theydrewoutleases,andmanagedpropertybothfortheDukeofOmniumandLordDeCourcy;andeversincehermarriage,ithadbeenoneoftheobjectsdearesttoLadyArabella\'sheartthattheGreshamsburyacresshouldbesuperintendedbythepoliteskillandpolishedlegalabilityofthatallbutelegantfirminMountStreet。 Thesquirehadlongstoodfirm,andhaddelightedinhavingeverythingdoneunderhisowneyebypoorMrYatesUmbleby。Butnow,alas!hecouldstanditnolonger。Hehadputofftheevildayaslongashecould;hehaddeferredtheodiousworkofinvestigationtillthingshadseemedresolvedoninvestigatingthemselves;andthen,whenitwasabsolutelynecessarythatMrUmblebyshouldgo,therewasnothingforhimleftbuttofallintothereadyhandsofMessrsGumption,GazebeeandGazebee。 ItmustnotbesupposedthatMessrsGumption,GazebeeandGazebeewereintheleastliketheordinaryrunofattorneys。Theywrotenolettersforsix-and-eightpenceeach:theycollectednodebts,filednobills,madenochargeperfoliofor\'whereases\'and\'asaforesaids\';theydidnodirtywork,andprobablywereasignorantoftheinteriorofacourtoflawasanyyoungladylivingintheirMayfairvicinity。No;theirbusinesswastomanagethepropertyofgreatpeople,drawupleases,makelegalassignments,getthefamilymarriagesettlementsmade,andlookafterwills。Occasionally,also,theyhadtoraisemoney;butitwasgenerallyunderstoodthatthiswasdonebyproxy。 Thefirmhadbeengoingonforahundredandfiftyyears,andthedesignationhadoftenbeenaltered;butitalwaysconsistedofGumptionsandGazebeesdifferentlyarranged,andnolesshallowednameshadeverbeenpermittedtoappear。IthadbeenGazebee,GazebeeandGumption; thenGazebeeandGumption;thenGazebee,GumptionandGumption;thenGumption,GumptionandGazebee;andnowitwasGumption,GazebeeandGazebee。 MrGazebee,thejuniormemberofthisfirm,wasaveryelegantyoungman。WhilelookingathimridinginRottenRow,youwouldhardlyhavetakenhimforanattorney;andhadheheardthatyouhadsotakenhim,hewouldhavebeenverymuchsurprisedindeed。Hewasratherbald;notbeing,aspeoplesay,quitesoyoungashewasonce。Hisexactagewasthirty-eight。Buthehadareallyremarkablepairofjet-blackwhiskers,whichfullymadeupforhisdeficiencyastohishead;hehadalsodarkeyes,andabeakednose,whatmaybecalledadistinguishedmouth,andwasalwaysdressedinfashionableattire。Thefactwas,thatMrMortimerGazebee,juniorpartnerinthefirmGumption,Gazebee,andGazebee,bynomeansconsideredhimselftobemadeofthatverydisagreeablematerialwhichmortalscallsmallbeer。 WhenthisgreatfirmwasappliedtogetMrGreshamthroughhisdifficulties,andwhenthestateofhisaffairswasmadeknowntothem,theyatfirstexpressedratheradisinclinationforthework。Butatlast,moveddoubtlessbytheirrespectfortheDeCourcyinterest,theyassented;andMrGazebee,junior,wentdowntoGreshamsbury。Thepoorsquirepassedmanyasaddayafterthatbeforeheagainfelthimselftobemasterevenofhisowndomain。