第15章

类别:其他 作者:Anthony Trollope字数:24596更新时间:18/12/21 14:45:11
Hewouldnotexcuseher,orallowhertoescapefromsayingitinsomanywords;andwhenthewordsdidcomeatlast,theycamefreely。\'Yes,Frank,Idoloveyou;ifthatwereallyouwouldhavenocauseforfear。\' \'AndIwillhavenocauseforfear。\' \'Ah;butyourfather,Frank,andmyuncle。Icanneverbringmyselftodoanythingthatshallbringeitherofthemtosorrow。\' Frank,ofcourse,ranthroughallhisarguments。Hewouldgointoaprofession,ortakeafarmandliveinit。Hewouldwait;thatis,forafewmonths。\'Afewmonths,Frank!\'saidMary。\'Well,perhapssix。\'\'Oh,Frank!\'ButFrankwouldnotbestopped。Hewoulddoanythingthathisfathermightaskhim。Anythingbuttheonething。Hewouldnotgiveupthewifehehadchosen。Itwouldnotbereasonable,orproper,orrighteousthatheshouldbeaskedtodoso;andherehemountedasomewhathighhorse。 Maryhadnoargumentswhichshecouldbringfromherhearttoofferinoppositionofallthis。Shecouldonlyleaveherhandinhis,andfeelthatshewashappierthanshehadbeenatanytimesincethedayofthedonkey-rideatBoxallHill。 \'But,Mary,\'continuedhe,becomingverygraveandserious。\'Wemustbetruetoeachother,andfirminthis。Nothingthatanyofthemcansayshalldrivemefrommypurpose;willyousayasmuch?\' Herhandwasstillinhis,andsoshestood,thinkingforamomentbeforesheansweredhim。Butshecouldnotdolessforhimthanhewaswillingtodoforher。\'Yes,\'saidshe——saidinaverylowvoice,andwithamannerperfectlyquiet——\'Iwillbefirm。Nothingthattheycansayshallshakeme。But,Frank,itcannotbesoon。\' Nothingfurtheroccurredinthisinterviewwhichneedsrecording。FrankhadbeenthreetimestoldbyMarythathehadbettergobeforehedidgo;and,atlast,shewasobligedtotakethematterintoherownhands,andleadhimtothedoor。 \'Youareinagreathurrytogetridofme,\'saidhe。 \'Youhavebeenheretwohours,andyoumustgonow;whatwilltheythink?\' \'Whocareswhattheythink?Letthemthinkthetruth:that\'safterayear\'sabsence,Ihavemuchtosaytoyou。\'However,atlast,hedidgo,andMarywasleftalone。 Frank,althoughhehadbeensoslowtomove,hadathousandotherthingstodo,andwentaboutthematonce。Hewasverymuchinlove,nodoubt; butthatdidnotinterferewithhisinterestinotherpursuits。Inthefirstplace,hehadtoseeHarryBaker,andHarryBaker\'sstud。HarryhadbeenspeciallychargedtolookaftertheblackhorseduringFrank\'sabsence,andtheholidaydoingsofthatvaluableanimalhadtobeinquiredinto。Thenthekennelofthehoundshadtobevisited,and——asamatterofsecond-rateimportance——themaster。Thiscouldnotbedoneonthesameday;butaplanfordoingsomustbeconcoctedwithHarry——andthentherewerethetwoyoungpointerpups。 Frank,whenhelefthisbetrothed,wentaboutthesethingsquiteasvehementlyasthoughhewerenotinloveatall;quiteasvehementlyasthoughhehadsaidnothingastogoingintosomeprofessionwhichmustnecessarilyseparatehimfromhorsesanddogs。ButMarysatthereatherwindow,thinkingofherlove,andthinkingofnothingelse。Itwasallinalltohernow。Shehadpledgedherselfnottobeshakenfromhertrothbyanything,byanyperson;anditwouldbehovehertobetruetothispledge。Truetoit,thoughalltheGreshamsbutoneshouldopposeherwithalltheirpower;truetoit,eventhoughherownuncleshouldopposeher。 Andhowcouldshehavedoneanyotherthantopledgeherself,invokedtoitasshehadbeen?Howcouldshedolessforhimthanhewassoanxioustodoforher?Theywouldtalktoherofmaidendelicacy,andtellherthatshehadputastainonthatsnow-whitecoatofproof,inconfessingherloveforonewhosefriendswereunwillingtoreceiveher。Letthemsotalk。Honour,honesty,andtruth,out-spokentruth,self-denyingtruth,andfealtyfrommantoman,areworthmorethanmaidendelicacy; more,atanyrate,thanthetalkofit。Itwasnotforherselfthatthispledgehadbeenmade。Sheknewherposition,andthedifficultiesofit; sheknewalsothevalueofit。Hehadmuchtooffer,muchtogive;shehadnothingbutherself。Hehadname,andoldrepute,family,honour,andwhateventuallywouldatleastbewealthtoher。Shewasnameless,fameless,portionless。Hehadcometherewithallhisardour,withtheimpulseofhischaracter,andaskedherforherlove。Itwasalreadyhisown。Hehadthendemandedhertroth,andsheacknowledgedthathehadarighttodemandit。Shewouldbehisifeveritshouldbeinhispowertotakeher。 Butthereletthebargainend。Shewouldalwaysremember,thatthoughitwasinherpowertokeepherpledge,itmighttooprobablynotbeinhispowertokeephis。Thatdoctrine,laiddownsoimperativelybythegreatauthoritiesofGreshamsbury,thatedict,whichdemandedthatFrankshouldmarrymoney,hadcomehomealsotoherwithacertainforce。ItwouldbesadthatthefameofGreshamsburyshouldperish,andthatthegloryshoulddepartfromtheoldhouse。Itmightbe,thatFrankalsoshouldperceivethathemustmarrymoney。Itwouldbeapitythathehadnotseenitsooner;butshe,atanyrate,wouldnotcomplain。 Andsoshestood,leaningontheopenwindow,withherbookunnoticedlyingbesideher。Thesunhadbeeninthemid-skywhenFrankhadlefther,butitsrayswerebeginningtostreamintotheroomfromthewestbeforeshemovedfromherposition。Herfirstthoughtinthemorninghadbeenthis:Wouldhecometoseeher?Herlastnowwasmoresoothingtoher,lessfullofabsolutefear:Woulditberightthatheshouldcomeagain? Thefirstsoundssheheardwerethefootstepsofheruncle,ashecameuptothedrawing-room,threestepsatatime。Hisstepwasalwaysheavy;butwhenhewasdisturbedinspirit,itwasslow;whenmerelyfatiguedinbodybyordinarywork,itwasquick。 \'Whatabroilingday!\'hesaid,andhethrewhimselfintoachair。\'Formercy\'ssake,givemesomethingtodrink。\'Nowthedoctorwasagreatmanforsummer-drinks。Inhishouse,lemonade,currant-juice,orange-mixtures,andraspberry-vinegarwereusedbythequart。Hefrequentlydisapprovedofthesethingsforhispatients,asbeingapttodisarrangethedigestion;butheconsumedenoughhimselftothrowalargefamilyintosuchdifficulties。 \'Ha-a!\'heejaculatedafteradraught;\'I\'mbetternow。Well,what\'sthenews?\' \'You\'vebeenout,uncle;yououghttohavethenews。How\'sMrsGreen?\' \'Reallyasbadasennuiandsolitudecanmakeher。\' \'AndMrsOaklerath?\' \'She\'sgettingbetter,becauseshehastenchildrentolookafter,andtwinstosuckle。Whathashebeendoing?\'AndthedoctorpointedtowardstheroomoccupiedbySirLouis。 Mary\'sconsciencestruckherthatshehadnotevenasked。Shehadhardlyremembered,duringthewholeday,thatthebaronetwasinthehouse。\'Idonotthinkhehasbeendoingmuch,\'shesaid。\'Janethasbeenwithhimallday。\' \'Hashebeendrinking?\' \'Uponmyword,Idon\'tknow,uncle。Ithinknot,forJanethasbeenwithhim。But,uncle——\' \'Well,dear——butjustgivemealittlemoreofthattipple。\' Marypreparedthetumbler,andasshehandedittohim,shesaid,\'FrankGreshamhasbeenhereto-day。\' Thedoctorswallowedhisdraught,andputdowntheglassbeforehemadeanyreply,andeventhenhesaidbutlittle。 \'Oh!FrankGresham。\' \'Yes,uncle。\' \'Youthoughthimlookingprettywell?\' \'Yes,uncle;hewasverywell,Ibelieve。\' DrThornehadnothingmoretosay,sohegotupandwenttohispatientinthenextroom。 \'Ifhedisapprovesofit,whydoeshenotsayso?\'saidMarytoherself。 \'Whydoeshenotadviseme?\' ButitwasnotsoeasytogiveadvicewhileSirLouisScatcherdwaslyingthereinthatstate。 CHAPTERXXXVII SIRLOUISLEAVESGRESHAMSBURY JanethadbeensedulousinherattentionstoSirLouis,andhadnottroubledhermistress;butshehadnothadaneasytimeofit。Herordershadbeen,thateithersheorThomasshouldremainintheroomthewholeday,andthoseordershadbeenobeyed。 Immediatelyafterbreakfast,thebaronethadinquiredafterhisownservant。\'Hisconfoundednosemustberightbythistime,Isuppose?\' \'Itwasverybad,SirLouis,\'saidtheoldwoman,whoimaginedthatitmightbedifficulttoinduceJonahtocomeintothehouseagain。 \'Amaninsuchaplaceashishasnobusinesstobelaidup,\'saidhismaster,withawhine。\'I\'llseeandgetamanwhowon\'tbreakhisnose。\' Thomaswassenttotheinnthreeorfourtimes,butinvain。Themanwassittingup,wellenough,inthetap-room;butthemiddleofhisfacewascoveredwithstreaksofplaster,andhecouldnotbringhimselftoexposehiswoundsbeforehisconqueror。 SirLouisbeganbyorderingthewomantobringhimchasse-cafe。Sheofferedhimcoffee,asmuchashewould;butnochasse。\'Aglassofportwine,\'shesaid,attwelveo\'clock,andanotheratthreehadbeenorderedforhim。 \'Idon\'tcarea——fortheorders,\'saidSirLouis;\'sendmemyownman。\' Themanwasagainsentfor;butwouldnotcome。\'There\'sabottleofthatstuffthatItake,inthatportmanteau,intheleft-handcorner——justhandittome。\' ButJanetwasnottobedone。Shewouldgivehimnostuff,exceptwhatthedoctorhadordered,tillthedoctorcameback。Thedoctorwouldthen,nodoubt,givehimanythingthatwasproper。 SirLouissworeagooddeal,andstormedasmuchashecould。Hedrank,however,histwoglassesofwine,andhegotnomore。Onceortwiceheessayedtogetoutofbedanddress;but,ateveryeffort,hefoundthathecouldnotdoitwithoutJoe:andtherehewas,stillundertheclotheswhenthedoctorreturned。 \'I\'lltellyouwhatitis,\'saidhe,assoonashisguardianenteredtheroom,\'I\'mnotgoingtobemadeaprisonerofhere。\' \'Aprisoner!no,surelynot。\' \'Itseemsverymuchlikeitatpresent。Yourservanthere——thatoldwoman——takesituponhertosayshe\'lldonothingwithoutyourorders。\' \'Well;she\'srightthere。\' \'Right!Idon\'tknowwhatyoucallright;butIwon\'tstandit。Youarenotgoingtomakeachildofme,DrThorne;soyouneednotthinkit。\' Andthentherewasalongquarrel,betweenthem,andbutanindifferentreconciliation。ThebaronetsaidthathewouldgotoBoxallHill,andwasvehementinhisintentiontodosobecausethedoctoropposedit。Hehadnot,however,asyetferretedoutthesquire,orgivenabitofhismindtoMrGazebee,anditbehovedhimtodothisbeforehetookhimselfofftohisowncountrymansion。Heended,therefore,bydecidingtogoonthenextdaybutone。 \'Letitbeso,ifyouarewellenough,\'saidthedoctor。 \'Wellenough!\'saidtheother,withasneer。\'There\'snothingtomakemeillthatIknowof。Itcertainlywon\'tbedrinkingtoomuchhere。\' Onthenextday,SirLouiswasinadifferentmood,andinonemoredistressingforthedoctortobear。Hiscompelledabsencefromintemperatedrinkinghad,nodoubt,beengoodforhim;buthismindhadsomuchsunkunderthepainoftheprivation,thathisstatewaspiteoustobehold。Hehadcriedforhisservant,asachildcriesforitsnurse,tillatlastthedoctor,movedtopity,hadhimselfgoneoutandbroughtthemaninfromthepublic-house。Butwhenhedidcome,Joewasofbutlittleservicetohismaster,ashewasaltogetherpreventedfrombringinghimeitherwineorspirits;andwhenhesearchedfortheliqueur-case,hefoundthateventhathadbeencarriedaway。 \'Ibelieveyouwantmetodie,\'hesaid,asthedoctor,sittingbyhisbedside,wastyring,forthehundredthtime,tomakehimunderstandthathehadbutonechanceofliving。 Thedoctorwasnotintheleastirritated。Itwouldhavebeenaswisetobeirritatedbythewantofreasoninadog。 \'IamdoingwhatIcantosaveyourlife,\'hesaidcalmly;\'butasyousaidjustnow,Ihavenopoweroveryou。Aslongasyouareabletomoveandremaininmyhouse,youcertainlyshallnothavethemeansofdestroyingyourself。Youwillbeverywisetostayhereforaweekortendays:aweekortendaysofhealthylivingmight,perhaps,bringyouround。\' SirLouisagaindeclaredthatthedoctorwishedhimtodie,andspokeofsendingforhisattorneyFinnie,tocometoGreshamsburytolookafterhim。 \'Sendforhimifyouchoose,\'saidthedoctor。\'Hiscomingwillcostyouthreeorfourpounds,butcandonootherharm。\' ItwascertainlyharduponDrThornethatheshouldbeobligedtoentertainsuchaguestinthehouse;——toentertainhim,andfosterhim,andcareforhim,almostasthoughhewereason。Buthehadnoalternative;hehadacceptedthechargefromSirRoger,andhemustgothroughwithit。Hisconscience,moreover,allowedhimnorestinthematter:itharassedhimdayandnight,drivinghimonsometimestogreatwretchedness。Hecouldnotlovethisincubusthatwasonhisshoulders; hecouldnotdootherthanbeveryfarfromlovinghim。Ofwhatuseorvaluewashetoanyone?Whatcouldtheworldmakeofhimthatwouldbegood,orheoftheworld?Wasnotanearlydeathhiscertainfate?Theearlieritmightbe,woulditnotbebetter?Werehetolingeronyetfortwoyearslonger——andsuchaspaceoflifewaspossibleforhim——howgreatwouldbethemischiefthathemightdo;nay,certainlywoulddo! FarewellthentoallhopesforGreshamsbury,asfarasMarywasconcerned。Farewellthentothatdearschemewhichlaydeepinthedoctor\'sheart,thathopethathemightinhisniece\'sname,givebacktothesonthelostpropertyofhisfather。Andmightnotoneyear——sixmonthsbeasfatal。Frank,theyallsaid,mustmarrymoney;andevenhe——hethedoctorhimself,muchashedespisedtheideaformoney\'ssake——evenhecouldnotbutconfessthatFrank,astheheirtoanold,butgrievouslyembarrassedproperty,hadnorighttomarry,athisearlyage,agirlwithoutashilling。Mary,hisniece,hisownchild,wouldprobablybetheheiressofthisimmensewealth;buthecouldnottellthistoFrank;no,nortoFrank\'sfather,whileSirLouiswasyetalive。 What,ifbysodoingheshouldachievethismarriageforhisniece,andthatthenSirLouisshouldlivetodisposeofhisown?HowthenwouldhefacetheangerofLadyArabella? \'Iwillneverhankerafteradeadman\'sshoes,neitherformyselfnorforanother,\'hehadsaidtohimselfahundredtimes;andasoftendidheaccusehimselfofdoingso。Onepath,however,wasplainlyopenbeforehim。Hewouldkeephispeaceastothewill;andwouldusesucheffortsashemightuseforasonofhisownloinstopreservethelifethatwassovalueless。Hiswishes,hishopes,histhoughts,hecouldnotcontrol;buthisconductwasathisowndisposal。 \'Isay,doctor,youdon\'treallythinkthatI\'mgoingtodie?\'SirLouissaid,whenDrThorneagainvisitedhim。 \'Idon\'tthinkatall;Iamsureyouwillkillyourselfifyoucontinuetoliveasyouhavelatelydone。\' \'ButsupposeIgoallrightforawhile,andlive——livejustasyoutellme,youknow?\' \'AllofusareinGod\'shands,SirLouis。Bysodoingyouwill,atanyrate,giveyourselfthebestchance。\' \'Bestchance?Why,d——n,doctor!therearefellowshavedonetentimesworsethanI;andtheyarenotgoingtokick。Come,now,Iknowyouaretryingtofrightenme;ain\'tyounow?\' \'IamtryingtodothebestIcanforyou。\' \'It\'sveryhardonafellowlikeme;Ihavenobodytosayakindwordtome;no,notone。\'AndSirLouis,inhiswretchedness,begantoweep。 \'Come,doctor;ifyou\'llputmeoncemoreonmylegs,I\'llletyoudrawontheestateforfivehundredpounds;byG——,Iwill。\' Thedoctorwentawaytohisdinner,andthebaronetalsohadhisinbed。 Hecouldnoteatmuch,buthewasallowedtwoglassesofwine,andalsoalittlebrandyinhiscoffee。Thissomewhatinvigoratedhim,andwhenDrThorneagainwenttohim,intheevening,hedidnotfindhimsoutterlyprostratedinspirit。Hehad,indeed,madeuphismindtoagreatresolve;andthusunfoldedhisfinalschemeforhisownreformation:- \'Doctor,\'hebeganagain,\'Ibelieveyouareanhonestfellow;Idoindeed。\' DrThornecouldnotbutthankhimforhisgoodopinion。 \'Youain\'tannoyedatwhatIsaidthismorning,areyou?\' ThedoctorhadforgottentheparticularannoyancetowhichSirLouisalluded;andinformedhimthathismindmightbeatrestonanysuchmatter。 \'Idobelieveyou\'dbegladtoseemewell;wouldn\'tyou,now?\' Thedoctorassuredhimthatsuchwasinverytruththecase。 \'Well,now,I\'lltellyouwhat:I\'vebeenthinkingaboutitagreatdealto-day;indeed,Ihave,andIwanttodowhatisright。Mightn\'tIhavealittledropofthatstuff,justinacupofcoffee?\' Thedoctorpouredhimoutacupofcoffee,andputaboutateaspoonfulofbrandyinit。SirLouistookitwithadisconsolateface,nothavingbeenaccustomedtosuchmeasuresintheuseofhisfavouritebeverage。 \'Idowishtodowhatisright——Ido,indeed;only,yousee,I\'mlonely。 AstothosefellowsupinLondon,Idon\'tthinkthatoneofthemcaresastrawaboutme。\' DrThornewasofthesamewayofthinking,andhesaidso。Hecouldnotbutfeelsomesympathywiththeunfortunatemanashethusspokeofhisownlot。Itwastruethathehadbeenthrownontheworldwithoutanyonetotakecareofhim。 \'Mydearfriend,IwilldothebestIcanineveryway;Iwill,indeed。 Idobelievethatyourcompanionsintownhavebeentooreadytoleadyouastray。Dropthem,andyoumayyetdowell。\' \'MayIthough,doctor?Well,Iwilldropthem。There\'sJenkins;he\'sthebestofthem;butevenheisalwayswantingtomakemoneyofme。NotbutwhatI\'muptothebestoftheminthatway。\' \'YouhadbetterleaveLondon,SirLouis,andchangeyourmodeoflife。 GotoBoxallHillforawhile;fortwoorthreedaysorso;livewithyourmotherthereandtaketofarming。\' \'What!farming?\' \'Yes;that\'swhatallcountrygentlemendo:takethelandthereintoyourownhand,andoccupyyourminduponit。\' \'Well,doctor,Iwill——upononecondition。\' DrThornesatstillandlistened。Hehadnoideawhattheconditionmightbe,buthewasnotpreparedtopromiseacquiescencetillheheardit。 \'YouknowwhatItoldyouoncebefore,\'saidthebaronet。 \'Idon\'trememberatthismoment。\' \'Aboutmygettingmarried,youknow。\' Thedoctor\'sbrowgrewblack,andpromisednohelptothepoorwretch。 Badineveryway,wretched,selfish,sensual,unfeeling,purse-proud,ignorantasSirLouisScatcherdwasstill,therewaslefttohimthepoweroffeelingsomethinglikesincerelove。ItmaybepresumedthathedidloveMaryThorne,andthathewasatthetimeearnestindeclaringthatifshecouldbegiventohim,hewouldendeavourtoliveaccordingtoheruncle\'scounsel。Itwasonlyatrifleheasked;but,alas!thattriflecouldnotbevouchsafed。 \'Ishouldmuchapproveofyourgettingmarried,butIdonotknowhowI canhelpyou。\' \'Ofcourse,ImeanMissMary:Idoloveher;Ireallydo,DrThorne。\' \'Itisquiteimpossible,SirLouis;quite。Youdomyniecemuchhonour; butIamabletoanswerforher,positively,thatsuchapropositionisquiteoutofthequestion。\' \'Lookherenow,DrThorne;anythinginthewayofsettlements——\' \'Iwillnothearawordonthesubject:youareverywelcometotheuseofmyhouseaslongasitmaysuityoutoremainhere;butImustinsistthatmynieceshallnotbetroubledonthismatter。\' \'Doyoumeantosayshe\'sinlovewiththatyoungGresham?\' Thiswastoomuchforthedoctor\'spatience。\'SirLouis,\'saidhe,\'I canforgiveyoumuchforyourfather\'ssake。Icanalsoforgivesomethingonthescoreofyourownill-health。Butyououghttoknow,yououghtbythistimetohavelearnt,thattherearesomethingswhichamancannotforgive。Iwillnottalktoyouaboutmyniece;andrememberthis,also,Iwillnothavehertroubledbyyou:\'and,sosaying,thedoctorlefthim。 Onthenextdaythebaronetwassufficientlyrecoveredtobeabletoresumehisbraggadocioairs。HesworeatJanet;insistedonbeingservedbyhisownman;demandedinaloudvoice,butinvain,thathisliqueur-caseshouldberestoredtohim;anddesiredthatpost-horsesmightbereadyforhimonthemorrow。Onthatdayhegotupandatehisdinnerinhisbedroom。Onthenextmorninghecountermandedthehorses,informingthedoctorthathedidsobecausehehadlittlebitofbusinesstotransactwithSquireGreshambeforehelefttheplace!Withsomedifficulty,thedoctormadehimunderstandthatthesquirewouldnotseehimonbusiness;anditwasatlastdecided,thatMrGazebeeshouldbeinvitedtocallonhimatthedoctor\'shouse;andthisMrGazebeeagreedtodo,inordertopreventtheannoyanceofhavingthebaronetupatGreshamsbury。 Onthisday,theeveningbeforeMrGazebee\'svisit,SirLouiscondescendedtocomedowntodinner。Hedined,however,tete-a-tetewiththedoctor。Marywasnotthere,norwasanythingsaidastoherabsence。 SirLouisScatcherdneverseteyesuponheragain。 Heborehimselfarrogantlyonthatevening,havingresumedtheairsandwould-bedignitywhichhethoughtbelongedtohimasamanofrankandproperty。Inhisperiodsoflowspirits,hewasabjectandhumbleenough;abjectandfearfulofthelamentabledestinywhichatthesemomentshebelievedtobeinstoreforhim。Butitwasoneofthepeculiarsymptomsofhisstate,thatashepartiallyrecoveredhisbodilyhealth,thetoneofhismindrecovereditselfalso,andhisfearsforthetimewererelieved。 Therewasverylittlesaidbetweenhimandthedoctorthatevening。Thedoctorsat,guardingthewine,andthinkingwhenheshouldhavehishousetohimselfagain。SirLouissatmoody,everynowandthenutteringsomeimpertinenceastotheGreshamsandtheGreshamsburyproperty,and,atanearlyhour,allowedJoetoputhimtobed。 Thehorseswereorderedonthenextdayforthree,and,astwo,MrGazebeecametothehouse。Hehadneverbeentherebefore,norhadheevermetDrThorneexceptatthesquire\'sdinner。Onthisoccasionheaskedonlyforthebaronet。 \'Ah!ah!I\'mgladyou\'recome,MrGazebee;veryglad,\'saidSirLouis; actingthepartoftherich,greatmanwithallthepowerhehad。\'I wanttoaskyouafewquestionssoastomakeitallclearsailingbetweenus。\' \'Asyouhaveaskedtoseeme,Ihavecome,SirLouis,\'saidtheother,puttingonmuchdignityashespoke。\'Butwoulditnotbebetterthatanybusinesstheremaybeshouldbedoneamongthelawyers?\' \'Thelawyersareverywell,Idaresay;butwhenamanhassolargeastakeatinterestasIhaveinthisGreshamsburyproperty,why,yousee,MrGazebee,hefeelsalittleinclinedtolookafterithimself。Now,doyouknow,MrGazebee,howmuchitisthatMrGreshamowesme?\' MrGazebee,ofcourse,didknowverywell;buthewasnotgoingtodiscussthesubjectwithSirLouis,ifhecouldhelpit。 \'Whateverclaimyourfather\'sestatemayhaveonthatofMrGreshamis,asfarasIunderstand,vestedinDrThorne\'shandsastrustee。IaminclinedtobelievethatyouhavenotyourselfatpresentanyclaimonGreshamsbury。Theinterest,asitbecomesdue,ispaidtoDrThorne;andifImaybeallowedtomakeasuggestion,Iwouldsaythatitwillnotbeexpedienttomakeanychangeinthatarrangementtillthepropertyshallcomeintoyourownhands。\' \'Idifferfromyouentirely,MrGazebee;intotoasweusedtosayatEton。Whatyoumeantosayis——Ican\'tgotolawwithMrGresham;I\'mnotsosureofthat;butperhapsnot。ButIcancompelDrThornetolookaftermyinterests。Icanforcehimtoforeclose。Andtotellyouthetruth,Gazebee,unlesssomearrangementisproposedtomewhichIshallthinkadvantageous,Ishalldosoatonce。Thereisnearahundredthousandpoundsowingtome;yestome。Thorneisonlyanameinthematter。Themoneyismymoney;and,by——,Imeantolookafterit。\' \'Haven\'tyouanydoubt,SirLouis,astothemoneybeingsecure?\' \'Yes,Ihave。Itisn\'tsoeasytohaveahundredthousandpoundssecured。Thesquireisapoorman,andIdon\'tchoosetoallowapoormantoowemesuchasumasthat。Besides,Imeantoinvestinland。I tellyoufairly,therefore,Ishallforeclose。\' MrGazebee,usingalltheperspicuitywhichhisprofessionaleducationhadlefttohim,triedtomakeSirLouisunderstandthathehadnopowertodoanythingofthekind。 \'Nopower!MrGreshamshallseewhetherIhavenopower。Whenamanhasahundredthousandpoundsowingtohimheoughttohavesomepower; and,asItakeit,hehas。Butwewillsee。PerhapsyouknowFinnie,doyou?\' MrGazebee,withagooddealofscorninhisface,saidthathehadnotthatpleasure。MrFinniewasnotinhisline。 \'Well,youwillknowhimthen,andyou\'llfindhe\'ssharpenough;thatis,unless,IhavesomeoffermadetomethatImaychoosetoaccept。\' MrGazebeedeclaredthathewasnotinstructedtomakeanyoffer,andsohetookhisleave。 Onthatafternoon,SirLouiswentofftoBoxallHill,transferringthemiserabletaskofsuperintendinghisself-destructionfromtheshouldersofthedoctortothoseofhismother。OfLadyScatcherd,thebaronettooknoaccountinhisproposedsojourninthecountry,nordidhetakemuchofthedoctorinleavingGreshamsbury。Heagainwrappedhimselfinhisfurs,and,withtotteringsteps,climbedupintothebarouchewhichwastocarryhimaway。 \'Ismymanupbehind?\'hesaidtoJanet,whilethedoctorwasstandingatthelittlefrontgarden-gate,makinghisadieux。 \'No,sir,heisnotupyet,\'saidJanet,respectfully。 \'Thensendhimout,willyou?Ican\'tlosemytimewaitinghereallday。\' \'IshallcomeovertoBoxallHillandseeyou,\'saidthedoctor,whoseheartsoftenedtowardstheman,inspiteofhisbrutality,asthehourofhisdeparturecame。 \'Ishallbehappytoseeyouifyouliketocome,ofcourse;thatis,inthewayofvisiting,andthatsortofthing。Asfordoctoring,ifIwantanyIshallsendforFillgrave。\'Suchwerehislastwordsasthecarriage,witharush,wentofffromthedoor。 Thedoctor,ashere-enteredthehouse,couldnotavoidsmiling,forhethoughtofDrFillgrave\'slastpatientatBoxallHill。\'It\'saquestiontome,\'saidhetohimself,\'whetherFillgravewilleverbeinducedtomakeanothervisittothathouse,evenwiththeobjectofrescuingabaronetoutofmyhands。\' \'He\'sgone;isn\'the,uncle?\'saidMary,comingoutofherroom。 \'Yes,mydear;he\'sgone,poorfellow。\' \'Hemaybeapoorfellow,uncle;buthe\'saverydisagreeableinmateinahouse。Ihavenothadanydinnerthesetwodays。\' \'AndIhaven\'thadwhatcanbecalledacupofteasincehe\'sbeeninthehouse。ButI\'llmakeupforthatto-night。 CHAPTERXXXVIII DECOURCYPRECEPTSANDDECOURCYPRACTICE Thereisamodeofnovel-writingwhichusedtobemuchinvogue,butwhichhasnowgoneoutoffashion。Itis,nevertheless,onewhichisveryexpressivewheningoodhands,andwhichenablestheauthortotellhisstory,orsomeportionofhisstory,withmorenaturaltrustthananyother,Imeanthatoffamiliarletters。ItrustIshallbeexcusedifIattemptitasregardsthisonechapter;though,itmaybe,thatI shallbreakdownandfallintothecommonplacenarrative,evenbeforetheonechapterbecompleted。ThecorrespondentsaretheLadyAmeliaDeCourcyandMissGresham。I,ofcourse,giveprecedencetothehigherrank,butthefirstepistleoriginatedwiththelatter-namedyounglady。 Letmehopethattheywillexplainthemselves。 \'MissGreshamtoLadyAmeliadeCourcy\'GreshamsburyHouse,June185- \'MYDEARESTAMELIA,\'Iwishtoconsultyouonasubjectwhich,asyouwillperceive,isofamostmomentousnature。YouknowhowmuchrelianceIplaceinyourjudgementandknowledgeofwhatisproper,and,therefore,Iwritetoyoubeforespeakingtoanyotherlivingpersononthesubject:noteventomamma;for,althoughherjudgementisgoodtoo,shehassomanycaresandtroubles,thatitisnaturalthatitshouldbealittlewarpedwhentheinterestsofherchildrenareinvolved。Nowthatitisallover,IfeelthatitmaypossiblyhavebeensointhecaseofMrMoffat。 \'YouareawarethatMrMortimerGazebeeisnowstayinghere,andthathehasbeenherefornearlytwomonths。Heisengagedinmanagingpoorpapa\'saffairs,andmamma,wholikeshimverymuch,saysthatheisamostexcellentmanofbusiness。Ofcourse,youknowthatheisajuniorpartnerintheveryoldfirmofGumption,Gazebee,andGazebee,who,Iunderstand,donotundertakeanybusinessatall,exceptwhatcomestothemfrompeers,orcommonersoftheveryhighestclass。 \'Isoonperceived,dearestAmelia,thatMrGazebeepaidmemorethanordinaryattention,andIimmediatelybecameveryguardedinmymanner。IcertainlylikedMrGazebeefromthefirst。Hismannersarequiteexcellent,hisconducttomammaischarming,and,asregardsmyself,Imustsaythattherehasbeennothinginhisbehaviourofwhichevenyoucouldcomplain。Hehasneverattemptedtheslightestfamiliarity,andIwilldohimthejusticetosay,that,thoughhehasbeenveryattentive,hehasalsobeenveryrespectful。 \'Imustconfessthat,forthelastthreeweeks,Ihavethoughtthathemeantsomething。Imight,perhaps,havedonemoretorepelhim;orImighthaveconsultedyouearlierastotheproprietyofkeepingaltogetheroutofhisway。Butyouknow,Amelia,howoftenthesethingsleadtonothing,andthoughI thoughtallalongthatMrGazebeewasinearnest,IhardlylikedtosayanythingaboutiteventoyoutillIwasquitecertain。Ifyouhadadvisedme,youknow,toaccepthisoffer,andif,afterthat,hehadnevermadeit,Ishouldhavefeltsofoolish。 \'Butnowhehasmadeit。Hecametomeyesterdayjustbeforedinner,inthelittledrawing-room,andtoldme,inthemostdelicatemanner,inwordsthatevenyoucouldnothavebutapproved,thathishighestambitionwastobethoughtworthyofmyregard,andthathefeltformethewarmestlove,andthemostprofoundadmiration,andthedeepestrespect。Youmaysay,Amelia,thatheisonlyanattorney,andIbelievethatheisanattorney;butIamsureyouwouldhaveesteemedhimhadyouheardtheverydelicatewayinwhichheexpressedhissentiments。 \'SomethinghadgivenmeapresentimentofwhathewasgoingtodowhenIsawhimcomeintotheroom,sothatIwasonmyguard。Itriedveryhardtoshownoemotion;butIsupposeI wasalittleflurried,asIoncedetectedmyselfcallinghimMrMortimer:hisname,youknow,isMortimerGazebee。Ioughtnottohavedoneso,certainly;butitwasnotsobadasifI hadcalledhimMortimerwithouttheMr,wasit?Idon\'tthinktherecouldpossiblybeaprettierChristiannamethanMortimer。Well,Amelia,Iallowedhimtoexpresshimselfwithoutinterruption。Heonceattemptedtotakemyhand;buteventhiswasdonewithoutanyassumptionoffamiliarity;andwhenhesawthatIwouldnotpermitit,hedrewback,andfixedhiseyesonthegroundasthoughhewereashamedevenofthat。 \'Ofcourse,Ihadtogivehimananswer;andthoughIhadexpectedthatsomethingofthissortwouldtakeplace,Ihadnotmadeupmymindonthesubject。Iwouldnot,certainly,underanycircumstances,accepthimwithoutconsultingyou。IfIreallydislikedhim,ofcoursetherewouldbenodoubt;butIcan\'tsay,dearestAmelia,thatIdoabsolutelydislikehim; andIreallythinkthatwewouldmakeeachotherveryhappy,ifthemarriageweresuitableasregardedbothourpositions。 \'IcollectedmyselfaswellasIcould,andIreallydothinkthatyouwouldhavesaidthatIdidnotbehavebadly,thoughthepositionwasrathertrying。Itoldhimthat,ofcourse,I wasflatteredbyhissentiments,thoughmuchsurprisedathearingthem;thatsinceIknewhim,Ihadesteemedandvaluedhimasanacquaintance,butthat,lookingonhimasamanofbusiness,Ihadneverexpectedanythingmore。Ithenendeavouredtoexplaintohim,thatIwasnotperhapsprivilegedassomeothergirlsmightbe,toindulgemyfeelingsaltogether:perhapsthatwassayingtoomuch,andmightmakehimthinkthatIwasinlovewithhim;but,fromthewayIsaidit,Idon\'tthinkhewould,forIwasverymuchguardedinmymanner,andverycollected;andthenItoldhim,thatinanyproposalofmarriagethatmightbemadetome,itwouldbemydutytoconsultmyfamilyasmuch,ifnotmorethanmyself。 \'Hesaid,ofcourse;andaskedwhetherhemightspeaktopapa。 Itriedtomakehimunderstand,thatintalkingofmyfamily,Ididnotexactlymeanpapa,orevenmamma。OfcourseIwasthinkingwhatwasduetothenameofGresham。Iknowverywellwhatpapawouldsay。Hewouldgivehisconsentinhalfaminute;heissobroken-heartedbythesedebts。And,totellyouthetruth,Amelia,Ithinkmammawouldtoo。HedidnotseemquitetocomprehendwhatImeant;buthedidsaythatheknewitwasahighambitiontomarryintothefamilyoftheGreshams。Iamsureyouwouldconfessthathehasthemostproperfeelings;andasforexpressingthemnomancoulddoitbetter。 \'Heownedthatitwasambitiontoallyhimselfwithafamilyabovehisownrankinlife,andthathelookedtodoingsoasameansofadvancinghimself。Nowthiswasatanyratehonest。 Thatwasoneofhismotives,hesaid;though,ofcourse,nothisfirst:andthenhedeclaredhowtrulyhewasattachedtome。Inanswertothis,Iremarkedthathehadknownmeonlyaveryshorttime。This,perhaps,wasgivinghimtoomuchencouragement;but,atthatmoment,Ihardlyknewwhattosay,forIdidnotwishtohurthisfeelings。Hethenspokeofhisincome。Hehasfifteenhundredayearfromthebusiness,andthatwillbegreatlyincreasedwhenhisfatherleavesit;andhisfatherismucholderthenMrGumption,thoughheisonlyasecondpartner。MortimerGazebeewillbetheseniorpartnerhimselfbeforeverylong;andperhapsthatdoesalterhispositionalittle。 \'HehasaveryniceplacedownsomewhereinSurrey;Ihavemammasayitquiteagentleman\'splace。Itisletnow;buthewilllivetherewhenheismarried。Andhehaspropertyofhisownbesideswhichhecansettle。So,yousee,heisquiteaswelloffasMrOriel;better,indeed;andifamanisinaprofession,Ibelieveitisconsideredthatitdoesnotmattermuchwhat。Ofcourse,aclergymancanbeabishop;butthen,I thinkIhaveheardthatoneattorneydidoncebecomeLordChancellor。Ishouldhavemycarriage,youknow;Irememberhissayingthat,especially,thoughIcannotrecollecthowhebroughtitin。 \'Itoldhim,atlast,thatIwassomuchtakenbysurprisethatIcouldnotgivehimananswerthen。HewasgoinguptoLondon,hesaid,onthenextday,andmighthebepermittedtoaddressmeonthesamesubjectwhenhereturned?Icouldnotrefusehim,youknow;andsonowIhavetakentheopportunityofhisabsencetowritetoyouforyouradvice。Youunderstandtheworldsoverywell,andknowexactlywhatoneoughttodoinsuchastrangeposition! \'IhopeIhavemadeitintelligible,atleast,astowhatI havewrittenabout。Ihavesaidnothingastomyownfeelings,becauseIwishyoutothinkonthematterwithoutconsultingthem。IfitwouldbederogatorytoacceptMrGazebee,I certainlywouldnotdosobecauseIhappentolikehim。Ifweweretoactinthatway,whatwouldtheworldcometo,Amelia? Perhapsmyideasmaybeoverstrained;ifso,youwilltellme。 \'WhenMrOrielproposedtoBeatrice,nobodyseemedtomakeanyobjection。Itallseemedtogoasamatterofcourse。Shesaysthathisfamilyisexcellent;butasfarasIcanlearn,hisgrandfatherwasageneralinIndia,andcamehomeveryrich。 MrGazebee\'sgrandfatherwasamemberofthefirm,andso,I believe,washisgreat-grandfather。Don\'tyouthinkthisoughttocountforsomething?Besides,theyhavenobusinessexceptwiththemostaristocraticpersons,suchasuncleDeCourcy,andtheMarquisofKensingtonGore,andthatsort。ImentionthemarquisbecauseMrMortimerGazebeeistherenow。AndI knowthatoneoftheGumptionswasonceinParliament;andI don\'tthinkthatanyoftheOrielseverwere。Thenameofattorneyiscertainlyverybad,isitnot,Amelia?buttheycertainlydonotseemtobeallthesame,andIdothinkthatthisoughttomakeadifference。TohearMrMortimerGazebeetalkofsomeattorneyatBarchester,youwouldsaythatthereisquiteasmuchdifferencebetweenthemasbetweenabishopandacurate。AndsoIthinkthereis。 \'Idon\'twishatalltospeakofmyownfeelings;butifhewerenotanattorney,heis,Ithink,thesortofmanIshouldlike。Heisveryniceineveryway,andifyouwerenottold,Idon\'tthinkyouwouldknowhewasanattorney。But,dearAmelia,Iwillbeguidedbyyoualtogether。HeiscertainlymuchnicerthanMrMoffat,andhasagreatdealmoretosayforhimself。Ofcourse,MrMoffathavingbeeninParliament,andhavingbeentakenupbyuncleDeCourcy,wasinadifferentsphere;butIreallyfeltalmostrelievedwhenhebehavedinthatway。WithMortimerGazebee,Ithinkitwouldbedifferent。 \'Ishallwaitsoimpatientlyforyouranswer,sodopraywriteatonce。Ihearsomepeoplesaythatthesesortofthingsarenotsomuchthoughtofnowastheywereonce,andthatallmannerofmarriagesareconsideredtobecommeilfaut。Idonotwant,youknow,tomakemyselffoolishbybeingtooparticular。Perhapsallthesechangesarebad,andIratherthinktheyare;butiftheworldchanges,onemustchangetoo; onecan\'tgoagainsttheworld。 \'Sodowriteandtellmewhatyouthink。DonotsupposethatIdisliketheman,forIreallycannotsaythatIdo。ButI wouldnotforanythingmakeanallianceforwhichanyonebearingthenameofDeCourcywouldhavetoblush。 \'Always,dearestAmelia,\' Yourmostaffectionatecousin\'AUGUSTAGRESHAM。 \'PS——IfearFrankisgoingtobeveryfoolishwithMaryThorne。YouknowitisabsolutelyimportantthatFrankshouldmarrymoney。 \'ItstrikesmeasquitepossiblethatMrMortimerGazebeemaybeinParliamentsomeofthesedays。Heisjustthemanforit。\' PoorAugustaprayedveryhardforherhusband;butsheprayedtoabosomthatonthissubjectwasashardasaflint,andsheprayedinvain。AugustaGreshamwastwenty-two,LadyAmeliawasthirty-four;wasitlikelythatLadyAmeliawouldpermitAugustatomarry,theissuehavingthusbeenleftinherhands?WhyshouldAugustaderogatefromherpositionbymarryingbeneathherself,seeingthatLadyAmeliahadspentsomanymoreyearsintheworldwithouthavingfounditnecessarytodoso?Augusta\'sletterwaswrittenontwosheetsofnote-paper,crossedallover;andLadyAmelia\'sanswerwasalmostequallyformidable。 \'LadyAmeliadeCourcytoMissAugustaGresham\'CourcyCastle,June,185- \'MYDEARAUGUSTA,\'Ireceivedyourletteryesterdaymorning,butIhaveputoffansweringittillthisevening,asIhavewishedtogiveitverymatureconsideration。Thequestionisonewhichconcerns,notonlyyourowncharacter,buthappinessforlife,andnothinglessthanverymatureconsiderationwouldjustifymeingivingadecidedopiniononthesubject。 \'Inthefirstplace,Imaytellyou,thatIhavenotawordtosayagainstMrMortimerGazebee。\'(WhenAugustahadreadasfarasthis,herheartsankwithinher;therestwasallleatherandprunella;shesawatoncethatthefiathadgoneagainsther,andthatherwishtobecomeMrsMortimerGazebeewasnottobeindulged。)\'Ihaveknownhimforalongtime,andIbelievehimtobeaveryrespectableperson,andIhavenodoubtagoodmanofbusiness。ThefirmofMessrsGumptionandGazebeestandsprobablyquiteamongthefirstattorneysinLondon,andIknowthatpapahasaveryhighopinionofthem。 \'AllofthesewouldbeexcellentargumentstouseinfavourofMrGazebeeasasuitor,hadhisproposalsbeenmadetoanyoneinhisownrankinlife。Butyou,inconsideringthematter,should,Ithink,lookonitinaverydifferentlight。Theveryfactthatyoupronouncehimtobesomuchsuperiortootherattorneys,showsinhowverylowesteemyouholdtheprofessioningeneral。Itshowsalso,dearAugusta,howwellawareyouarethattheyareaclassofpeopleamongwhomyoushouldnotseekapartnerforlife。 \'Myopinionis,thatyoushouldmakeMrGazebeeunderstand- verycourteously,ofcourse——thatyoucannotaccepthishand。 Youobservethathehimselfconfessesthatinmarryingyouhewouldseekawifeinarankabovehisown。Isitnot,therefore,clear,thatinmarryinghim,youwoulddescendtoarankbelowyouown? \'Ishallbeverysorryifitgrievesyou;butstillitwillbebetterthatyoushouldbearthegriefofovercomingatemporaryfancy,thantakeastepwhichmaysoprobablymakeyouunhappy;andwhichsomeofyourfriendswouldcertainlyregardasdisgraceful。 \'Itisnotpermittedtous,mydearAugusta,tothinkofourselvesinsuchmatters。Asyoutrulysay,ifweweretoactinthisway,whatwouldtheworldcometo?IthasbeenGod\'spleasurethatweshouldbebornwithhighbloodinourveins。 Thisisagreatboonwhichwebothvalue,buttheboonhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。Itisestablishedbylaw,thattheroyalfamilyshallnotintermarrywithsubjects。Inourcasethereisnolaw,butthenecessityisnotthelessfelt;weshouldnotintermarrywiththosewhoareprobablyofalowerrank。MrMortimerGazebeeis,afterall,onlyanattorney;and,althoughyouspeakofhisgreat-grandfather,heisamanofnobloodwhatsoever。YoumustacknowledgethatsuchanadmixtureshouldbelookedonbyaDeCourcy,orevenaGresham,asapollution。\'(HereAugustagotveryred,andshefeltalmostinclinedtobeangrywithhercousin。)\'Beatrice\'smarriagewithMrOrielisdifferent; though,remember,Iambynomeansdefendingthat;itmaybegoodorbad,andIhavehadnoopportunityofinquiringrespectingMrOriel\'sfamily。Beatrice,moreover,hasneverappearedtometofeelwhatwasduetoherselfinsuchmatters;but,asIsaid,hermarriagewithMrOrielisverydifferent。Clergymen——particularlytherectorsandvicarsofcountryparishes——dobecomeprivilegedaboveotherprofessionalmen。Icouldexplainwhy,butitwouldbetoolonginaletter。 \'Yourfeelingsonthesubjectaltogetherdoyougreatcredit。 IhavenodoubtthatMrGresham,ifasked,wouldaccedetothematch;butthatisjustthereasonwhyheshouldnotbeasked。 ItwouldnotberightthatIshouldsayanythingagainstyourfathertoyou;butitisimpossibleforanyofusnottoseethatallthroughlifehehasthrownawayeveryadvantage,andsacrificedhisfamily。Whyishenowindebt,asyousay?WhyishenotholdingthefamilyseatinParliament?Eventhoughyouarehisdaughter,youcannotbutfeelthatyouwouldnotdorighttoconsulthimonsuchasubject。 \'Astodearaunt,Ifeelsure,thatweresheingoodhealth,andlefttoexerciseherownjudgement,shewouldnotwishtoseeyoumarriedtotheagentforthefamilyestate。For,dearAugusta,thatistherealtruth。MrGazebeeoftencomeshereinthewayofbusiness;andthoughpapaalwaysreceiveshimasagentleman——thatis,hedinesattableandallthat——heisnotonthesamefootinginthehouseastheordinaryguestsandfriendsofthefamily。HowwouldyouliketobereceivedatCourcyCastleinthesameway? \'Youwillsay,perhaps,thatyouwouldstillbepapa\'sniece; soyouwould。Butyouknowhowstrictinsuchmatterspapais,andyoumustremember,thatthewifealwaysfollowstherankofthehusband。Papaisaccustomedtothestrictetiquetteofacourt,andIamsurethatnoconsiderationwouldinducehimtoreceivetheestate-agentinthelightofanephew。Indeed,wereyoutomarryMrGazebee,thehousetowhichhebelongswould,Iimagine,havetogiveupthemanagementoftheproperty。 \'EvenwereMrGazebeeinParliament——andIdonotseehowitisprobablethatheshouldgetthere——itwouldnotmakeanydifference。Youmustremember,dearest,thatIneverwasanadvocatefortheMoffatmatch。Iacquiescedinit,becausemammadidso。IfIcouldhavehadmyownway,Iwouldadheretoallouroldprescriptiveprinciples。Neithermoneynorpositioncanatonetomeforlowbirth。Buttheworld,alas! isretrograding;and,accordingtothenew-fangleddoctrinesoftheday,aladyofbloodisnotdisgracedbyallyingherselftoamanofwealth,andwhatmaybecalledquasi- aristocraticposition。Iwishitwereotherwise;butsoitis。 And,therefore,thematchwithMrMoffatwasnotdisgraceful,thoughitcouldnotberegardedasaltogethersatisfactory。 \'ButwithMrGazebeethematterwouldbealtogetherdifferent。 Heisamanearninghisbread;honestly,Idaresay,butinahumbleposition。Yousayheisveryrespectable:Idonotdoubtit;andsoisMrScraggs,thebutcheratCourcy。Yousee,Augusta,towhatsuchargumentsreduceyou。 \'IdaresayhemaybenicerthanMrMoffat,inoneway。Thatis,hemayhavemoresmall-talkathiscommand,andbemorecleverinallthoselittlepursuitsandamusementswhicharevaluedbyordinaryyoungladies。Butmyopinionis,thatneitherInoryouwouldbejustifiedinsacrificingourselvesforsuchamusements。Wehavehighdutiesbeforeus。Itmaybethattheperformanceofthosedutieswillprohibitusfromtakingapartintheordinaryarenaofthefeminineworld。Itisnaturalthatgirlsshouldwishtomarry;and,therefore,thosewhoareweak,takethefirstthatcome。Thosewhohavemorejudgement,makesomesortofselection。Butthestrongest-mindedare,perhaps,thosewhoareabletoforgothemselvesandtheirownfancies,andtorefrainfromanyalliancethatdoesnottendtothemaintenanceofhighprinciples。Ofcourse,Ispeakofthosewhohavebloodintheirveins。YouandIneednotdilateastotheconductofothers。 \'IhopewhatIhavesaidwillconvinceyou。Indeed,IknowthatitonlyrequiresthatyouandIshouldhavealittlecousinlytalkonthismattertobequiteinaccord。YoumustnowremainatGreshamsburytillMrGazebeeshallreturn。 Immediatelythathedoesso,seekaninterviewwithhim;donotwaittillheasksforit;thentellhim,thatwhenheaddressedyou,thematterhadtakenyousomuchbysurprise,thatyouwerenotatthemomentabletoanswerhim,withthatdecisionthatthesubjectdemanded。Tellhim,thatyouareflattered——insayingthis,however,youmustkeepacollectedcountenance,andbeverycoldinyourmanner——butthatfamilyreasonswouldforbidyoutoavailyourselfofhisoffer,evendidnoothercausepreventit。 \'Andthen,dearAugusta,cometoushere。Iknowyouwillbealittledown-heartedaftergoingthroughthisstruggle;butI willendeavourtoinspirityou。Whenwearebothtogether,youwillfeelmoresensiblythevalueofthathighpositionwhichyouwillpreservebyrejectingMrGazebee,andwillregretlessacutelywhateveryoumaylose。 \'Yourveryaffectionatecousin,\'AMELIADECOURCY。 \'PS——IamgreatlygrievedaboutFrank;butIhavelongfearedthathewoulddosomeverysillything。IhaveheardlatelythatMissMaryThorneisnoteventhelegitimatenieceofyourDrThorne,butisthedaughterofsomepoorcreaturewhowasseducedbythedoctor,inBarchester。Idonotknowhowtruethismaybe,butIthinkyourbrothershouldbeputonhisguard:itmightdogood。\' PoorAugusta!Shewasintruthtobepitied,forhereffortsweremadewiththeintentionofdoingrightaccordingtoherlights。ForMrMoffatshehadnevercaredastraw;andwhen,therefore,shelostthepieceofgildingforwhichshehadbeeninstructedbyhermothertosellherself,itwasimpossibletopityher。ButMrGazebeeshewouldhavelovedwiththatsortoflovewhichitwasinherpowertobestow。 Withhimshewouldhavebeenhappy,respectable,andcontented。 Shehadherwrittenherletterwithgreatcare。Whentheofferwasmadetoher,shecouldnotbringherselftothrowLadyAmeliatothewindsandmarrytheman,asitwere,outofherownhead。LadyAmeliahadbeenthetyrantofherlife,andsoshestrovehardtoobtainhertyrant\'spermission。Sheusedallherlittlecunninginshowingthat,afterall,MrGazebeewasnotsoveryplebeian。Allherlittlecunningwasutterlyworthless。LadyAmelia\'smindwastoostrongtobecaughtwithsuchchaff。AugustacouldnotserveGodandMammon。Shemusteitherbetruetothegodofhercousin\'sidolatry,andremainsingle,orservetheMammonofherowninclinations,andmarryMrGazebee。 Whenre-foldinghercousin\'sletter,afterthefirstperusal,shedidforamomentthinkofrebellion。CouldshenotbehappyattheniceplaceinSurrey,having,asshewouldhave,acarriage,eventhoughalltheDeCourcysshoulddropher?IthadbeenputtoherthatshewouldnotliketobereceivedatCourcyCastlewiththescantcivilitywhichwouldbeconsideredduetoaMrsMortimerGazebee;butwhatifshecouldputupwithoutbeingreceivedatCourcyCastleatall?Suchideasdidfloatthroughhermind,dimly。 Buthercouragefailedher。Itissohardtothrowoffatyrant;somucheasiertoyield,whenwehavebeeninthehabitofyielding。Thisthirdletter,therefore,waswritten;anditistheendofthecorrespondence。 \'MissAugustaGreshamtoLadyAmeliadeCourcy\'GreshamsburyHouse,July,185- \'MYDEARESTAMELIA,\'Ididnotansweryourletterbefore,becauseIthoughtitbettertodelaydoingsotillMrGazebeehadbeenhere。Hecamethedaybeforeyesterday,andyesterdayIdid,asnearlyaspossible,whatyouadvised。Perhaps,onthewhole,itwillbebetter。Asyousay,rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。 \'Idon\'tquiteunderstandwhatyoumeanaboutclergymen,butwecantalkthatoverwhenwemeet。Indeed,itseemstomethatifoneistobeparticularaboutfamily——andIamsureI thinkweought——oneoughttobesowithoutexception。IfMrOrielbeaparvenu,Beatrice\'schildrenwon\'tbewellbornmerelybecausetheirfatherwasaclergyman,eventhoughheisarector。Sincemyformerletter,IhaveheardthatMrGazebee\'sgreat-great-great-grandfatherestablishedthefirm; andtherearemanypeoplewhowerenobodiesthenwhoarethoughttohavegoodbloodintheirveinsnow。 \'ButIdonotsaythisbecauseIdifferfromyou。Iagreewithyousofully,thatIatoncemadeupmymindtorejecttheman;and,consequently,Ihavedoneso。 \'WhenItoldhimIcouldnotaccepthimfromfamilyconsiderations,heaskedmewhetherIhadspokentopapa。I toldhim,no;andthatitwouldbenogood,asIhadmadeupmyownmind。Idon\'tthinkhequiteunderstoodme;butitdidnotperhapsmuchmatter。Youtoldmetobeverycold,andI thinkthatperhapshethoughtmelessgraciousthanbefore。 Indeed,Ifearthatwhenhefirstspoke,Imayseemtohavegivenhimtoomuchencouragement。However,itisallovernow; quiteover!\'(AsAugustawrotethis,shebarelymanagedtosavethepaperbeneathherhandfrombeingmoistenedwiththetearwhichescapedfromhereye。) \'Idonotmindconfessingnow,\'shecontinued,\'atanyratetoyou,thatIdidlikeMrGazebeealittle。Ithinkhistemperanddispositionwouldhavesuitedme。ButIamquitesatisfiedthatIhavedoneright。Hetriedveryhardtomakemechangemymind。Thatis,hesaidagreatmanythingsastowhetherI wouldnotputoffmydecision。ButIwasquitefirm。Imustsaythathebehavedverywell,andthatIreallydothinkhelikedmehonestlyandtruly;but,ofcourse,Icouldnotsacrificefamilyconsiderationsonthataccount。 \'Yes,rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。 Iwillrememberthat。Itisnecessarytodoso,asotherwiseonewouldbewithoutconsolationforwhatonehastosuffer。 ForIfindthatonehastosuffer,Amelia。Iknowpapawouldhaveadvisedmetomarrythisman;andso,Idaresay,mammawould,andFrank,andBeatrice,iftheyknewthatIlikedhim。 Itwouldnotbesobadifweallthoughtalikeaboutit;butitishardtohaveresponsibilitiesallonone\'sownshoulder; isitnot? \'ButIwillgoovertoyou,andyouwillcomfortme。IalwaysfeelstrongeronthissubjectatCourcythanatGreshamsbury。 Wewillhavealongtalkaboutit,andthenIshallbehappyagain。IpurposegoingonnextFriday,ifthatwillsuityouanddearaunt。Ihavetoldmammathatyouallwantedme,andshemadenoobjection。Dowriteatonce,dearestAmelia,fortohearfromyounowwillbemyonlycomfort。 \'Yours,evermostaffectionatelyandobliged,\'AUGUSTAGRESHAM。 \'PS——ItoldmammawhatyousaidaboutMaryThorne,andshesaid,“Yes;Isupposealltheworldknowsitnow;andifalltheworlddidknowit,itmakesnodifferencetoFrank。“Sheseemedveryangry;soyouseeitwastrue。\' Though,bysodoing,weshallsomewhatanticipatetheendofourstory,itmaybedesirablethatthefulltaleofMrGazebee\'slovesshouldbetoldhere。WhenMaryisbreakingherheartonherdeath-bedinthelastchapter,orotherwiseaccomplishingherdestiny,weshallhardlyfindafitopportunityofsayingmuchaboutMrGazebeeandhisaristocraticbride。 ForhedidsucceedatlastinobtainingabrideinwhoseveinsranthenobleDeCourcyblood,inspiteofthehighdoctrinepreachedsoeloquentlybytheLadyAmelia。AsAugustahadtrulysaid,hehadfailedtounderstandher。Hewasledtothink,byhermannerofreceivinghisfirstproposal——andjustlyso,enough——thatshelikedhim,andwouldaccepthim;andhewasthereforeratherperplexedbyhissecondinterview。Hetriedagainandagain,andbeggedpermissiontomentionthemattertoMrGresham;butAugustawasveryfirm,andheatlastretiredindisgust。AugustawenttoCourcyCastle,andreceivedfromhercousinthatconsolationandre-strengtheningwhichshesomuchrequired。 Fouryearsafterwards——longafterthefateofMaryThornehadfallen,likeathunderbolt,ontheinhabitantsofGreshamsbury;whenBeatricewaspreparingforhersecondbaby,andeachofthetwinshadheracceptedlover——MrMortimerGazebeewentdowntoCourcyCastle;ofcourse,onamatterofbusiness。Nodoubthedinedatthetable,andallthat。WehavethewordofLadyAmelia,thattheearl,withhisusualgood-nature,allowedhimsuchprivileges。Letushopethatheneverencroachedonthem。 Butonthisoccasion,MrGazebeestayedalongtimeatthecastle,andsingularrumoursastothecauseofhisprolongedvisitbecamecurrentinthelittletown。NofemalescionofthepresentfamilyofCourcyhad,asyet,foundamate。Wemayimaginethateaglesfinditdifficulttopairwhentheybecomescarceintheirlocalities;andweallknowhowhardithassometimesbeentogetcommeilfauthusbandswhentherehasbeenanynumberofProtestantprincessesonhand。 Somelittledifficultyhad,doubtless,broughtitaboutthatthecountesswasstillsurroundedbyherfullbevyofmaidens。Rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges,andtheseyoungladies\' responsibilitiesseemedtohaveconsistedinrejectinganysuitorwhomayhavehithertokneeledtothem。ButnowitwastoldthroughCourcy,thatonesuitorhadkneeled,andnotinvain;fromCourcytherumourflewtoBarchester,andthencecamedowntoGreshamsbury,startlingtheinhabitants,andmakingonepoorheartthrobwithaviolencethatwouldhavebeenpiteoushaditbeenknown。Thesuitor,sonamed,asMrMortimerGazebee。 Yes;MrMortimerGazebeehadnowawardedtohimmanyotherprivilegesthanthoseofdiningatthetable,andallthat。Herodewiththeyoungladiesinthepark,andtheyalltalkedtohimveryfamiliarlybeforecompany;allexceptLadyAmelia。ThecountessevencalledhimMortimer,andtreatedhimquiteasoneofthefamily。 AtlastcamealetterfromthecountesstoherdearsisterArabella。Itshouldbegivenatlength,butthatIfeartointroduceanotherepistle。 Itissuchaneasymodeofwriting,andfacilityisalwaysdangerous。Inthisletteritwasannouncedwithmuchpreliminaryambiguity,thatMortimerGazebee——whohadbeenfoundtobeatreasureineveryway; quiteaparagonofmen——wasabouttobetakenintotheDeCourcybosomasachildofthathouse。Onthatdayfortnight,hewasdestinedtoleadtothealtar——theLadyAmelia。 Thecountessthenwentontosay,thatdearAmeliadidnotwriteherself,beingsomuchengagedbyhercomingduties——theresponsibilitiesofwhichshedoubtlessfullyrealized,aswellastheprivileges;butshehadbeggedhermothertorequestthatthetwinsshouldcomeandactasbridesmaidsontheoccasion。DearAugusta,sheknew,wastoomuchoccupiedinthecomingeventinMrOriel\'sfamilytobeabletoattend。 MrMortimerGazebeewastakenintotheDeCourcyfamily,anddidleadtheLadyAmeliatothealtar;andtheGreshamtwinsdidgothereandactasbridesmaids。And,whichismuchmoretosayforhumannature,Augustadidforgivehercousin,and,afteracertaininterval,wentonavisittothatniceplaceinSurreywhichshehadhopedwouldbeherownhome。 Itwouldhavebeenaveryniceplace,Augustathought,hadnotLadyAmeliaGazebeebeensoveryeconomical。 Wemustpresumethattherewassomeexplanationbetweenthem。Ifso,Augustayieldedtoit,andconfessedittobesatisfactory。Shehadalwaysyieldedtohercousin,andlovedherwiththatsortoflovewhichisbegottenbetweenfearandrespect。AnythingwasbetterthanquarrellingwithhercousinAmelia。 AndMrMortimerGazebeedidnotaltogethermakeabadbargain。Heneverreceivedashillingofdowry,butthathehadnotexpected。Nordidhewantit。Histroublesarosefromtheoverstrainedeconomyofhisnoblewife。Shewouldhaveit,thatasshehadmarriedapoorman——MrGazebee,however,wasnotapoorman——itbehovedhertomanageherhousewithgreatcare。Suchamatchasthatshehadmade——thisshetoldinconfidencetoAugusta——haditsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。 But,onthewhole,MrGazebeedidnotrepenthisbargain;whenheaskedhisfriendstodine,hecouldtellthemthatLadyAmeliawouldbegladtoseethem;hismarriagegavehimsomeeclatathisclub,andsomeadditionalweightinthefirmtowhichhebelonged;hegetshisshareoftheCourcyshooting,andisaskedabouttoGreshamsbury,andotherBarsetshirehouses,notonly\'todineattableandallthat\',buttotakehispartinwhateverdelightscountrysocietytherehastooffer。 Heliveswiththegreathopethathisnoblefather-in-lawmaysomedaybeabletobringhimintoParliament。