Hewouldnotexcuseher,orallowhertoescapefromsayingitinsomanywords;andwhenthewordsdidcomeatlast,theycamefreely。\'Yes,Frank,Idoloveyou;ifthatwereallyouwouldhavenocauseforfear。\'
\'AndIwillhavenocauseforfear。\'
\'Ah;butyourfather,Frank,andmyuncle。Icanneverbringmyselftodoanythingthatshallbringeitherofthemtosorrow。\'
Frank,ofcourse,ranthroughallhisarguments。Hewouldgointoaprofession,ortakeafarmandliveinit。Hewouldwait;thatis,forafewmonths。\'Afewmonths,Frank!\'saidMary。\'Well,perhapssix。\'\'Oh,Frank!\'ButFrankwouldnotbestopped。Hewoulddoanythingthathisfathermightaskhim。Anythingbuttheonething。Hewouldnotgiveupthewifehehadchosen。Itwouldnotbereasonable,orproper,orrighteousthatheshouldbeaskedtodoso;andherehemountedasomewhathighhorse。
Maryhadnoargumentswhichshecouldbringfromherhearttoofferinoppositionofallthis。Shecouldonlyleaveherhandinhis,andfeelthatshewashappierthanshehadbeenatanytimesincethedayofthedonkey-rideatBoxallHill。
\'But,Mary,\'continuedhe,becomingverygraveandserious。\'Wemustbetruetoeachother,andfirminthis。Nothingthatanyofthemcansayshalldrivemefrommypurpose;willyousayasmuch?\'
Herhandwasstillinhis,andsoshestood,thinkingforamomentbeforesheansweredhim。Butshecouldnotdolessforhimthanhewaswillingtodoforher。\'Yes,\'saidshe——saidinaverylowvoice,andwithamannerperfectlyquiet——\'Iwillbefirm。Nothingthattheycansayshallshakeme。But,Frank,itcannotbesoon。\'
Nothingfurtheroccurredinthisinterviewwhichneedsrecording。FrankhadbeenthreetimestoldbyMarythathehadbettergobeforehedidgo;and,atlast,shewasobligedtotakethematterintoherownhands,andleadhimtothedoor。
\'Youareinagreathurrytogetridofme,\'saidhe。
\'Youhavebeenheretwohours,andyoumustgonow;whatwilltheythink?\'
\'Whocareswhattheythink?Letthemthinkthetruth:that\'safterayear\'sabsence,Ihavemuchtosaytoyou。\'However,atlast,hedidgo,andMarywasleftalone。
Frank,althoughhehadbeensoslowtomove,hadathousandotherthingstodo,andwentaboutthematonce。Hewasverymuchinlove,nodoubt;
butthatdidnotinterferewithhisinterestinotherpursuits。Inthefirstplace,hehadtoseeHarryBaker,andHarryBaker\'sstud。HarryhadbeenspeciallychargedtolookaftertheblackhorseduringFrank\'sabsence,andtheholidaydoingsofthatvaluableanimalhadtobeinquiredinto。Thenthekennelofthehoundshadtobevisited,and——asamatterofsecond-rateimportance——themaster。Thiscouldnotbedoneonthesameday;butaplanfordoingsomustbeconcoctedwithHarry——andthentherewerethetwoyoungpointerpups。
Frank,whenhelefthisbetrothed,wentaboutthesethingsquiteasvehementlyasthoughhewerenotinloveatall;quiteasvehementlyasthoughhehadsaidnothingastogoingintosomeprofessionwhichmustnecessarilyseparatehimfromhorsesanddogs。ButMarysatthereatherwindow,thinkingofherlove,andthinkingofnothingelse。Itwasallinalltohernow。Shehadpledgedherselfnottobeshakenfromhertrothbyanything,byanyperson;anditwouldbehovehertobetruetothispledge。Truetoit,thoughalltheGreshamsbutoneshouldopposeherwithalltheirpower;truetoit,eventhoughherownuncleshouldopposeher。
Andhowcouldshehavedoneanyotherthantopledgeherself,invokedtoitasshehadbeen?Howcouldshedolessforhimthanhewassoanxioustodoforher?Theywouldtalktoherofmaidendelicacy,andtellherthatshehadputastainonthatsnow-whitecoatofproof,inconfessingherloveforonewhosefriendswereunwillingtoreceiveher。Letthemsotalk。Honour,honesty,andtruth,out-spokentruth,self-denyingtruth,andfealtyfrommantoman,areworthmorethanmaidendelicacy;
more,atanyrate,thanthetalkofit。Itwasnotforherselfthatthispledgehadbeenmade。Sheknewherposition,andthedifficultiesofit;
sheknewalsothevalueofit。Hehadmuchtooffer,muchtogive;shehadnothingbutherself。Hehadname,andoldrepute,family,honour,andwhateventuallywouldatleastbewealthtoher。Shewasnameless,fameless,portionless。Hehadcometherewithallhisardour,withtheimpulseofhischaracter,andaskedherforherlove。Itwasalreadyhisown。Hehadthendemandedhertroth,andsheacknowledgedthathehadarighttodemandit。Shewouldbehisifeveritshouldbeinhispowertotakeher。
Butthereletthebargainend。Shewouldalwaysremember,thatthoughitwasinherpowertokeepherpledge,itmighttooprobablynotbeinhispowertokeephis。Thatdoctrine,laiddownsoimperativelybythegreatauthoritiesofGreshamsbury,thatedict,whichdemandedthatFrankshouldmarrymoney,hadcomehomealsotoherwithacertainforce。ItwouldbesadthatthefameofGreshamsburyshouldperish,andthatthegloryshoulddepartfromtheoldhouse。Itmightbe,thatFrankalsoshouldperceivethathemustmarrymoney。Itwouldbeapitythathehadnotseenitsooner;butshe,atanyrate,wouldnotcomplain。
Andsoshestood,leaningontheopenwindow,withherbookunnoticedlyingbesideher。Thesunhadbeeninthemid-skywhenFrankhadlefther,butitsrayswerebeginningtostreamintotheroomfromthewestbeforeshemovedfromherposition。Herfirstthoughtinthemorninghadbeenthis:Wouldhecometoseeher?Herlastnowwasmoresoothingtoher,lessfullofabsolutefear:Woulditberightthatheshouldcomeagain?
Thefirstsoundssheheardwerethefootstepsofheruncle,ashecameuptothedrawing-room,threestepsatatime。Hisstepwasalwaysheavy;butwhenhewasdisturbedinspirit,itwasslow;whenmerelyfatiguedinbodybyordinarywork,itwasquick。
\'Whatabroilingday!\'hesaid,andhethrewhimselfintoachair。\'Formercy\'ssake,givemesomethingtodrink。\'Nowthedoctorwasagreatmanforsummer-drinks。Inhishouse,lemonade,currant-juice,orange-mixtures,andraspberry-vinegarwereusedbythequart。Hefrequentlydisapprovedofthesethingsforhispatients,asbeingapttodisarrangethedigestion;butheconsumedenoughhimselftothrowalargefamilyintosuchdifficulties。
\'Ha-a!\'heejaculatedafteradraught;\'I\'mbetternow。Well,what\'sthenews?\'
\'You\'vebeenout,uncle;yououghttohavethenews。How\'sMrsGreen?\'
\'Reallyasbadasennuiandsolitudecanmakeher。\'
\'AndMrsOaklerath?\'
\'She\'sgettingbetter,becauseshehastenchildrentolookafter,andtwinstosuckle。Whathashebeendoing?\'AndthedoctorpointedtowardstheroomoccupiedbySirLouis。
Mary\'sconsciencestruckherthatshehadnotevenasked。Shehadhardlyremembered,duringthewholeday,thatthebaronetwasinthehouse。\'Idonotthinkhehasbeendoingmuch,\'shesaid。\'Janethasbeenwithhimallday。\'
\'Hashebeendrinking?\'
\'Uponmyword,Idon\'tknow,uncle。Ithinknot,forJanethasbeenwithhim。But,uncle——\'
\'Well,dear——butjustgivemealittlemoreofthattipple。\'
Marypreparedthetumbler,andasshehandedittohim,shesaid,\'FrankGreshamhasbeenhereto-day。\'
Thedoctorswallowedhisdraught,andputdowntheglassbeforehemadeanyreply,andeventhenhesaidbutlittle。
\'Oh!FrankGresham。\'
\'Yes,uncle。\'
\'Youthoughthimlookingprettywell?\'
\'Yes,uncle;hewasverywell,Ibelieve。\'
DrThornehadnothingmoretosay,sohegotupandwenttohispatientinthenextroom。
\'Ifhedisapprovesofit,whydoeshenotsayso?\'saidMarytoherself。
\'Whydoeshenotadviseme?\'
ButitwasnotsoeasytogiveadvicewhileSirLouisScatcherdwaslyingthereinthatstate。
CHAPTERXXXVII
SIRLOUISLEAVESGRESHAMSBURY
JanethadbeensedulousinherattentionstoSirLouis,andhadnottroubledhermistress;butshehadnothadaneasytimeofit。Herordershadbeen,thateithersheorThomasshouldremainintheroomthewholeday,andthoseordershadbeenobeyed。
Immediatelyafterbreakfast,thebaronethadinquiredafterhisownservant。\'Hisconfoundednosemustberightbythistime,Isuppose?\'
\'Itwasverybad,SirLouis,\'saidtheoldwoman,whoimaginedthatitmightbedifficulttoinduceJonahtocomeintothehouseagain。
\'Amaninsuchaplaceashishasnobusinesstobelaidup,\'saidhismaster,withawhine。\'I\'llseeandgetamanwhowon\'tbreakhisnose。\'
Thomaswassenttotheinnthreeorfourtimes,butinvain。Themanwassittingup,wellenough,inthetap-room;butthemiddleofhisfacewascoveredwithstreaksofplaster,andhecouldnotbringhimselftoexposehiswoundsbeforehisconqueror。
SirLouisbeganbyorderingthewomantobringhimchasse-cafe。Sheofferedhimcoffee,asmuchashewould;butnochasse。\'Aglassofportwine,\'shesaid,attwelveo\'clock,andanotheratthreehadbeenorderedforhim。
\'Idon\'tcarea——fortheorders,\'saidSirLouis;\'sendmemyownman。\'
Themanwasagainsentfor;butwouldnotcome。\'There\'sabottleofthatstuffthatItake,inthatportmanteau,intheleft-handcorner——justhandittome。\'
ButJanetwasnottobedone。Shewouldgivehimnostuff,exceptwhatthedoctorhadordered,tillthedoctorcameback。Thedoctorwouldthen,nodoubt,givehimanythingthatwasproper。
SirLouissworeagooddeal,andstormedasmuchashecould。Hedrank,however,histwoglassesofwine,andhegotnomore。Onceortwiceheessayedtogetoutofbedanddress;but,ateveryeffort,hefoundthathecouldnotdoitwithoutJoe:andtherehewas,stillundertheclotheswhenthedoctorreturned。
\'I\'lltellyouwhatitis,\'saidhe,assoonashisguardianenteredtheroom,\'I\'mnotgoingtobemadeaprisonerofhere。\'
\'Aprisoner!no,surelynot。\'
\'Itseemsverymuchlikeitatpresent。Yourservanthere——thatoldwoman——takesituponhertosayshe\'lldonothingwithoutyourorders。\'
\'Well;she\'srightthere。\'
\'Right!Idon\'tknowwhatyoucallright;butIwon\'tstandit。Youarenotgoingtomakeachildofme,DrThorne;soyouneednotthinkit。\'
Andthentherewasalongquarrel,betweenthem,andbutanindifferentreconciliation。ThebaronetsaidthathewouldgotoBoxallHill,andwasvehementinhisintentiontodosobecausethedoctoropposedit。Hehadnot,however,asyetferretedoutthesquire,orgivenabitofhismindtoMrGazebee,anditbehovedhimtodothisbeforehetookhimselfofftohisowncountrymansion。Heended,therefore,bydecidingtogoonthenextdaybutone。
\'Letitbeso,ifyouarewellenough,\'saidthedoctor。
\'Wellenough!\'saidtheother,withasneer。\'There\'snothingtomakemeillthatIknowof。Itcertainlywon\'tbedrinkingtoomuchhere。\'
Onthenextday,SirLouiswasinadifferentmood,andinonemoredistressingforthedoctortobear。Hiscompelledabsencefromintemperatedrinkinghad,nodoubt,beengoodforhim;buthismindhadsomuchsunkunderthepainoftheprivation,thathisstatewaspiteoustobehold。Hehadcriedforhisservant,asachildcriesforitsnurse,tillatlastthedoctor,movedtopity,hadhimselfgoneoutandbroughtthemaninfromthepublic-house。Butwhenhedidcome,Joewasofbutlittleservicetohismaster,ashewasaltogetherpreventedfrombringinghimeitherwineorspirits;andwhenhesearchedfortheliqueur-case,hefoundthateventhathadbeencarriedaway。
\'Ibelieveyouwantmetodie,\'hesaid,asthedoctor,sittingbyhisbedside,wastyring,forthehundredthtime,tomakehimunderstandthathehadbutonechanceofliving。
Thedoctorwasnotintheleastirritated。Itwouldhavebeenaswisetobeirritatedbythewantofreasoninadog。
\'IamdoingwhatIcantosaveyourlife,\'hesaidcalmly;\'butasyousaidjustnow,Ihavenopoweroveryou。Aslongasyouareabletomoveandremaininmyhouse,youcertainlyshallnothavethemeansofdestroyingyourself。Youwillbeverywisetostayhereforaweekortendays:aweekortendaysofhealthylivingmight,perhaps,bringyouround。\'
SirLouisagaindeclaredthatthedoctorwishedhimtodie,andspokeofsendingforhisattorneyFinnie,tocometoGreshamsburytolookafterhim。
\'Sendforhimifyouchoose,\'saidthedoctor。\'Hiscomingwillcostyouthreeorfourpounds,butcandonootherharm。\'
ItwascertainlyharduponDrThornethatheshouldbeobligedtoentertainsuchaguestinthehouse;——toentertainhim,andfosterhim,andcareforhim,almostasthoughhewereason。Buthehadnoalternative;hehadacceptedthechargefromSirRoger,andhemustgothroughwithit。Hisconscience,moreover,allowedhimnorestinthematter:itharassedhimdayandnight,drivinghimonsometimestogreatwretchedness。Hecouldnotlovethisincubusthatwasonhisshoulders;
hecouldnotdootherthanbeveryfarfromlovinghim。Ofwhatuseorvaluewashetoanyone?Whatcouldtheworldmakeofhimthatwouldbegood,orheoftheworld?Wasnotanearlydeathhiscertainfate?Theearlieritmightbe,woulditnotbebetter?Werehetolingeronyetfortwoyearslonger——andsuchaspaceoflifewaspossibleforhim——howgreatwouldbethemischiefthathemightdo;nay,certainlywoulddo!
FarewellthentoallhopesforGreshamsbury,asfarasMarywasconcerned。Farewellthentothatdearschemewhichlaydeepinthedoctor\'sheart,thathopethathemightinhisniece\'sname,givebacktothesonthelostpropertyofhisfather。Andmightnotoneyear——sixmonthsbeasfatal。Frank,theyallsaid,mustmarrymoney;andevenhe——hethedoctorhimself,muchashedespisedtheideaformoney\'ssake——evenhecouldnotbutconfessthatFrank,astheheirtoanold,butgrievouslyembarrassedproperty,hadnorighttomarry,athisearlyage,agirlwithoutashilling。Mary,hisniece,hisownchild,wouldprobablybetheheiressofthisimmensewealth;buthecouldnottellthistoFrank;no,nortoFrank\'sfather,whileSirLouiswasyetalive。
What,ifbysodoingheshouldachievethismarriageforhisniece,andthatthenSirLouisshouldlivetodisposeofhisown?HowthenwouldhefacetheangerofLadyArabella?
\'Iwillneverhankerafteradeadman\'sshoes,neitherformyselfnorforanother,\'hehadsaidtohimselfahundredtimes;andasoftendidheaccusehimselfofdoingso。Onepath,however,wasplainlyopenbeforehim。Hewouldkeephispeaceastothewill;andwouldusesucheffortsashemightuseforasonofhisownloinstopreservethelifethatwassovalueless。Hiswishes,hishopes,histhoughts,hecouldnotcontrol;buthisconductwasathisowndisposal。
\'Isay,doctor,youdon\'treallythinkthatI\'mgoingtodie?\'SirLouissaid,whenDrThorneagainvisitedhim。
\'Idon\'tthinkatall;Iamsureyouwillkillyourselfifyoucontinuetoliveasyouhavelatelydone。\'
\'ButsupposeIgoallrightforawhile,andlive——livejustasyoutellme,youknow?\'
\'AllofusareinGod\'shands,SirLouis。Bysodoingyouwill,atanyrate,giveyourselfthebestchance。\'
\'Bestchance?Why,d——n,doctor!therearefellowshavedonetentimesworsethanI;andtheyarenotgoingtokick。Come,now,Iknowyouaretryingtofrightenme;ain\'tyounow?\'
\'IamtryingtodothebestIcanforyou。\'
\'It\'sveryhardonafellowlikeme;Ihavenobodytosayakindwordtome;no,notone。\'AndSirLouis,inhiswretchedness,begantoweep。
\'Come,doctor;ifyou\'llputmeoncemoreonmylegs,I\'llletyoudrawontheestateforfivehundredpounds;byG——,Iwill。\'
Thedoctorwentawaytohisdinner,andthebaronetalsohadhisinbed。
Hecouldnoteatmuch,buthewasallowedtwoglassesofwine,andalsoalittlebrandyinhiscoffee。Thissomewhatinvigoratedhim,andwhenDrThorneagainwenttohim,intheevening,hedidnotfindhimsoutterlyprostratedinspirit。Hehad,indeed,madeuphismindtoagreatresolve;andthusunfoldedhisfinalschemeforhisownreformation:-
\'Doctor,\'hebeganagain,\'Ibelieveyouareanhonestfellow;Idoindeed。\'
DrThornecouldnotbutthankhimforhisgoodopinion。
\'Youain\'tannoyedatwhatIsaidthismorning,areyou?\'
ThedoctorhadforgottentheparticularannoyancetowhichSirLouisalluded;andinformedhimthathismindmightbeatrestonanysuchmatter。
\'Idobelieveyou\'dbegladtoseemewell;wouldn\'tyou,now?\'
Thedoctorassuredhimthatsuchwasinverytruththecase。
\'Well,now,I\'lltellyouwhat:I\'vebeenthinkingaboutitagreatdealto-day;indeed,Ihave,andIwanttodowhatisright。Mightn\'tIhavealittledropofthatstuff,justinacupofcoffee?\'
Thedoctorpouredhimoutacupofcoffee,andputaboutateaspoonfulofbrandyinit。SirLouistookitwithadisconsolateface,nothavingbeenaccustomedtosuchmeasuresintheuseofhisfavouritebeverage。
\'Idowishtodowhatisright——Ido,indeed;only,yousee,I\'mlonely。
AstothosefellowsupinLondon,Idon\'tthinkthatoneofthemcaresastrawaboutme。\'
DrThornewasofthesamewayofthinking,andhesaidso。Hecouldnotbutfeelsomesympathywiththeunfortunatemanashethusspokeofhisownlot。Itwastruethathehadbeenthrownontheworldwithoutanyonetotakecareofhim。
\'Mydearfriend,IwilldothebestIcanineveryway;Iwill,indeed。
Idobelievethatyourcompanionsintownhavebeentooreadytoleadyouastray。Dropthem,andyoumayyetdowell。\'
\'MayIthough,doctor?Well,Iwilldropthem。There\'sJenkins;he\'sthebestofthem;butevenheisalwayswantingtomakemoneyofme。NotbutwhatI\'muptothebestoftheminthatway。\'
\'YouhadbetterleaveLondon,SirLouis,andchangeyourmodeoflife。
GotoBoxallHillforawhile;fortwoorthreedaysorso;livewithyourmotherthereandtaketofarming。\'
\'What!farming?\'
\'Yes;that\'swhatallcountrygentlemendo:takethelandthereintoyourownhand,andoccupyyourminduponit。\'
\'Well,doctor,Iwill——upononecondition。\'
DrThornesatstillandlistened。Hehadnoideawhattheconditionmightbe,buthewasnotpreparedtopromiseacquiescencetillheheardit。
\'YouknowwhatItoldyouoncebefore,\'saidthebaronet。
\'Idon\'trememberatthismoment。\'
\'Aboutmygettingmarried,youknow。\'
Thedoctor\'sbrowgrewblack,andpromisednohelptothepoorwretch。
Badineveryway,wretched,selfish,sensual,unfeeling,purse-proud,ignorantasSirLouisScatcherdwasstill,therewaslefttohimthepoweroffeelingsomethinglikesincerelove。ItmaybepresumedthathedidloveMaryThorne,andthathewasatthetimeearnestindeclaringthatifshecouldbegiventohim,hewouldendeavourtoliveaccordingtoheruncle\'scounsel。Itwasonlyatrifleheasked;but,alas!thattriflecouldnotbevouchsafed。
\'Ishouldmuchapproveofyourgettingmarried,butIdonotknowhowI
canhelpyou。\'
\'Ofcourse,ImeanMissMary:Idoloveher;Ireallydo,DrThorne。\'
\'Itisquiteimpossible,SirLouis;quite。Youdomyniecemuchhonour;
butIamabletoanswerforher,positively,thatsuchapropositionisquiteoutofthequestion。\'
\'Lookherenow,DrThorne;anythinginthewayofsettlements——\'
\'Iwillnothearawordonthesubject:youareverywelcometotheuseofmyhouseaslongasitmaysuityoutoremainhere;butImustinsistthatmynieceshallnotbetroubledonthismatter。\'
\'Doyoumeantosayshe\'sinlovewiththatyoungGresham?\'
Thiswastoomuchforthedoctor\'spatience。\'SirLouis,\'saidhe,\'I
canforgiveyoumuchforyourfather\'ssake。Icanalsoforgivesomethingonthescoreofyourownill-health。Butyououghttoknow,yououghtbythistimetohavelearnt,thattherearesomethingswhichamancannotforgive。Iwillnottalktoyouaboutmyniece;andrememberthis,also,Iwillnothavehertroubledbyyou:\'and,sosaying,thedoctorlefthim。
Onthenextdaythebaronetwassufficientlyrecoveredtobeabletoresumehisbraggadocioairs。HesworeatJanet;insistedonbeingservedbyhisownman;demandedinaloudvoice,butinvain,thathisliqueur-caseshouldberestoredtohim;anddesiredthatpost-horsesmightbereadyforhimonthemorrow。Onthatdayhegotupandatehisdinnerinhisbedroom。Onthenextmorninghecountermandedthehorses,informingthedoctorthathedidsobecausehehadlittlebitofbusinesstotransactwithSquireGreshambeforehelefttheplace!Withsomedifficulty,thedoctormadehimunderstandthatthesquirewouldnotseehimonbusiness;anditwasatlastdecided,thatMrGazebeeshouldbeinvitedtocallonhimatthedoctor\'shouse;andthisMrGazebeeagreedtodo,inordertopreventtheannoyanceofhavingthebaronetupatGreshamsbury。
Onthisday,theeveningbeforeMrGazebee\'svisit,SirLouiscondescendedtocomedowntodinner。Hedined,however,tete-a-tetewiththedoctor。Marywasnotthere,norwasanythingsaidastoherabsence。
SirLouisScatcherdneverseteyesuponheragain。
Heborehimselfarrogantlyonthatevening,havingresumedtheairsandwould-bedignitywhichhethoughtbelongedtohimasamanofrankandproperty。Inhisperiodsoflowspirits,hewasabjectandhumbleenough;abjectandfearfulofthelamentabledestinywhichatthesemomentshebelievedtobeinstoreforhim。Butitwasoneofthepeculiarsymptomsofhisstate,thatashepartiallyrecoveredhisbodilyhealth,thetoneofhismindrecovereditselfalso,andhisfearsforthetimewererelieved。
Therewasverylittlesaidbetweenhimandthedoctorthatevening。Thedoctorsat,guardingthewine,andthinkingwhenheshouldhavehishousetohimselfagain。SirLouissatmoody,everynowandthenutteringsomeimpertinenceastotheGreshamsandtheGreshamsburyproperty,and,atanearlyhour,allowedJoetoputhimtobed。
Thehorseswereorderedonthenextdayforthree,and,astwo,MrGazebeecametothehouse。Hehadneverbeentherebefore,norhadheevermetDrThorneexceptatthesquire\'sdinner。Onthisoccasionheaskedonlyforthebaronet。
\'Ah!ah!I\'mgladyou\'recome,MrGazebee;veryglad,\'saidSirLouis;
actingthepartoftherich,greatmanwithallthepowerhehad。\'I
wanttoaskyouafewquestionssoastomakeitallclearsailingbetweenus。\'
\'Asyouhaveaskedtoseeme,Ihavecome,SirLouis,\'saidtheother,puttingonmuchdignityashespoke。\'Butwoulditnotbebetterthatanybusinesstheremaybeshouldbedoneamongthelawyers?\'
\'Thelawyersareverywell,Idaresay;butwhenamanhassolargeastakeatinterestasIhaveinthisGreshamsburyproperty,why,yousee,MrGazebee,hefeelsalittleinclinedtolookafterithimself。Now,doyouknow,MrGazebee,howmuchitisthatMrGreshamowesme?\'
MrGazebee,ofcourse,didknowverywell;buthewasnotgoingtodiscussthesubjectwithSirLouis,ifhecouldhelpit。
\'Whateverclaimyourfather\'sestatemayhaveonthatofMrGreshamis,asfarasIunderstand,vestedinDrThorne\'shandsastrustee。IaminclinedtobelievethatyouhavenotyourselfatpresentanyclaimonGreshamsbury。Theinterest,asitbecomesdue,ispaidtoDrThorne;andifImaybeallowedtomakeasuggestion,Iwouldsaythatitwillnotbeexpedienttomakeanychangeinthatarrangementtillthepropertyshallcomeintoyourownhands。\'
\'Idifferfromyouentirely,MrGazebee;intotoasweusedtosayatEton。Whatyoumeantosayis——Ican\'tgotolawwithMrGresham;I\'mnotsosureofthat;butperhapsnot。ButIcancompelDrThornetolookaftermyinterests。Icanforcehimtoforeclose。Andtotellyouthetruth,Gazebee,unlesssomearrangementisproposedtomewhichIshallthinkadvantageous,Ishalldosoatonce。Thereisnearahundredthousandpoundsowingtome;yestome。Thorneisonlyanameinthematter。Themoneyismymoney;and,by——,Imeantolookafterit。\'
\'Haven\'tyouanydoubt,SirLouis,astothemoneybeingsecure?\'
\'Yes,Ihave。Itisn\'tsoeasytohaveahundredthousandpoundssecured。Thesquireisapoorman,andIdon\'tchoosetoallowapoormantoowemesuchasumasthat。Besides,Imeantoinvestinland。I
tellyoufairly,therefore,Ishallforeclose。\'
MrGazebee,usingalltheperspicuitywhichhisprofessionaleducationhadlefttohim,triedtomakeSirLouisunderstandthathehadnopowertodoanythingofthekind。
\'Nopower!MrGreshamshallseewhetherIhavenopower。Whenamanhasahundredthousandpoundsowingtohimheoughttohavesomepower;
and,asItakeit,hehas。Butwewillsee。PerhapsyouknowFinnie,doyou?\'
MrGazebee,withagooddealofscorninhisface,saidthathehadnotthatpleasure。MrFinniewasnotinhisline。
\'Well,youwillknowhimthen,andyou\'llfindhe\'ssharpenough;thatis,unless,IhavesomeoffermadetomethatImaychoosetoaccept。\'
MrGazebeedeclaredthathewasnotinstructedtomakeanyoffer,andsohetookhisleave。
Onthatafternoon,SirLouiswentofftoBoxallHill,transferringthemiserabletaskofsuperintendinghisself-destructionfromtheshouldersofthedoctortothoseofhismother。OfLadyScatcherd,thebaronettooknoaccountinhisproposedsojourninthecountry,nordidhetakemuchofthedoctorinleavingGreshamsbury。Heagainwrappedhimselfinhisfurs,and,withtotteringsteps,climbedupintothebarouchewhichwastocarryhimaway。
\'Ismymanupbehind?\'hesaidtoJanet,whilethedoctorwasstandingatthelittlefrontgarden-gate,makinghisadieux。
\'No,sir,heisnotupyet,\'saidJanet,respectfully。
\'Thensendhimout,willyou?Ican\'tlosemytimewaitinghereallday。\'
\'IshallcomeovertoBoxallHillandseeyou,\'saidthedoctor,whoseheartsoftenedtowardstheman,inspiteofhisbrutality,asthehourofhisdeparturecame。
\'Ishallbehappytoseeyouifyouliketocome,ofcourse;thatis,inthewayofvisiting,andthatsortofthing。Asfordoctoring,ifIwantanyIshallsendforFillgrave。\'Suchwerehislastwordsasthecarriage,witharush,wentofffromthedoor。
Thedoctor,ashere-enteredthehouse,couldnotavoidsmiling,forhethoughtofDrFillgrave\'slastpatientatBoxallHill。\'It\'saquestiontome,\'saidhetohimself,\'whetherFillgravewilleverbeinducedtomakeanothervisittothathouse,evenwiththeobjectofrescuingabaronetoutofmyhands。\'
\'He\'sgone;isn\'the,uncle?\'saidMary,comingoutofherroom。
\'Yes,mydear;he\'sgone,poorfellow。\'
\'Hemaybeapoorfellow,uncle;buthe\'saverydisagreeableinmateinahouse。Ihavenothadanydinnerthesetwodays。\'
\'AndIhaven\'thadwhatcanbecalledacupofteasincehe\'sbeeninthehouse。ButI\'llmakeupforthatto-night。
CHAPTERXXXVIII
DECOURCYPRECEPTSANDDECOURCYPRACTICE
Thereisamodeofnovel-writingwhichusedtobemuchinvogue,butwhichhasnowgoneoutoffashion。Itis,nevertheless,onewhichisveryexpressivewheningoodhands,andwhichenablestheauthortotellhisstory,orsomeportionofhisstory,withmorenaturaltrustthananyother,Imeanthatoffamiliarletters。ItrustIshallbeexcusedifIattemptitasregardsthisonechapter;though,itmaybe,thatI
shallbreakdownandfallintothecommonplacenarrative,evenbeforetheonechapterbecompleted。ThecorrespondentsaretheLadyAmeliaDeCourcyandMissGresham。I,ofcourse,giveprecedencetothehigherrank,butthefirstepistleoriginatedwiththelatter-namedyounglady。
Letmehopethattheywillexplainthemselves。
\'MissGreshamtoLadyAmeliadeCourcy\'GreshamsburyHouse,June185-
\'MYDEARESTAMELIA,\'Iwishtoconsultyouonasubjectwhich,asyouwillperceive,isofamostmomentousnature。YouknowhowmuchrelianceIplaceinyourjudgementandknowledgeofwhatisproper,and,therefore,Iwritetoyoubeforespeakingtoanyotherlivingpersononthesubject:noteventomamma;for,althoughherjudgementisgoodtoo,shehassomanycaresandtroubles,thatitisnaturalthatitshouldbealittlewarpedwhentheinterestsofherchildrenareinvolved。Nowthatitisallover,IfeelthatitmaypossiblyhavebeensointhecaseofMrMoffat。
\'YouareawarethatMrMortimerGazebeeisnowstayinghere,andthathehasbeenherefornearlytwomonths。Heisengagedinmanagingpoorpapa\'saffairs,andmamma,wholikeshimverymuch,saysthatheisamostexcellentmanofbusiness。Ofcourse,youknowthatheisajuniorpartnerintheveryoldfirmofGumption,Gazebee,andGazebee,who,Iunderstand,donotundertakeanybusinessatall,exceptwhatcomestothemfrompeers,orcommonersoftheveryhighestclass。
\'Isoonperceived,dearestAmelia,thatMrGazebeepaidmemorethanordinaryattention,andIimmediatelybecameveryguardedinmymanner。IcertainlylikedMrGazebeefromthefirst。Hismannersarequiteexcellent,hisconducttomammaischarming,and,asregardsmyself,Imustsaythattherehasbeennothinginhisbehaviourofwhichevenyoucouldcomplain。Hehasneverattemptedtheslightestfamiliarity,andIwilldohimthejusticetosay,that,thoughhehasbeenveryattentive,hehasalsobeenveryrespectful。
\'Imustconfessthat,forthelastthreeweeks,Ihavethoughtthathemeantsomething。Imight,perhaps,havedonemoretorepelhim;orImighthaveconsultedyouearlierastotheproprietyofkeepingaltogetheroutofhisway。Butyouknow,Amelia,howoftenthesethingsleadtonothing,andthoughI
thoughtallalongthatMrGazebeewasinearnest,IhardlylikedtosayanythingaboutiteventoyoutillIwasquitecertain。Ifyouhadadvisedme,youknow,toaccepthisoffer,andif,afterthat,hehadnevermadeit,Ishouldhavefeltsofoolish。
\'Butnowhehasmadeit。Hecametomeyesterdayjustbeforedinner,inthelittledrawing-room,andtoldme,inthemostdelicatemanner,inwordsthatevenyoucouldnothavebutapproved,thathishighestambitionwastobethoughtworthyofmyregard,andthathefeltformethewarmestlove,andthemostprofoundadmiration,andthedeepestrespect。Youmaysay,Amelia,thatheisonlyanattorney,andIbelievethatheisanattorney;butIamsureyouwouldhaveesteemedhimhadyouheardtheverydelicatewayinwhichheexpressedhissentiments。
\'SomethinghadgivenmeapresentimentofwhathewasgoingtodowhenIsawhimcomeintotheroom,sothatIwasonmyguard。Itriedveryhardtoshownoemotion;butIsupposeI
wasalittleflurried,asIoncedetectedmyselfcallinghimMrMortimer:hisname,youknow,isMortimerGazebee。Ioughtnottohavedoneso,certainly;butitwasnotsobadasifI
hadcalledhimMortimerwithouttheMr,wasit?Idon\'tthinktherecouldpossiblybeaprettierChristiannamethanMortimer。Well,Amelia,Iallowedhimtoexpresshimselfwithoutinterruption。Heonceattemptedtotakemyhand;buteventhiswasdonewithoutanyassumptionoffamiliarity;andwhenhesawthatIwouldnotpermitit,hedrewback,andfixedhiseyesonthegroundasthoughhewereashamedevenofthat。
\'Ofcourse,Ihadtogivehimananswer;andthoughIhadexpectedthatsomethingofthissortwouldtakeplace,Ihadnotmadeupmymindonthesubject。Iwouldnot,certainly,underanycircumstances,accepthimwithoutconsultingyou。IfIreallydislikedhim,ofcoursetherewouldbenodoubt;butIcan\'tsay,dearestAmelia,thatIdoabsolutelydislikehim;
andIreallythinkthatwewouldmakeeachotherveryhappy,ifthemarriageweresuitableasregardedbothourpositions。
\'IcollectedmyselfaswellasIcould,andIreallydothinkthatyouwouldhavesaidthatIdidnotbehavebadly,thoughthepositionwasrathertrying。Itoldhimthat,ofcourse,I
wasflatteredbyhissentiments,thoughmuchsurprisedathearingthem;thatsinceIknewhim,Ihadesteemedandvaluedhimasanacquaintance,butthat,lookingonhimasamanofbusiness,Ihadneverexpectedanythingmore。Ithenendeavouredtoexplaintohim,thatIwasnotperhapsprivilegedassomeothergirlsmightbe,toindulgemyfeelingsaltogether:perhapsthatwassayingtoomuch,andmightmakehimthinkthatIwasinlovewithhim;but,fromthewayIsaidit,Idon\'tthinkhewould,forIwasverymuchguardedinmymanner,andverycollected;andthenItoldhim,thatinanyproposalofmarriagethatmightbemadetome,itwouldbemydutytoconsultmyfamilyasmuch,ifnotmorethanmyself。
\'Hesaid,ofcourse;andaskedwhetherhemightspeaktopapa。
Itriedtomakehimunderstand,thatintalkingofmyfamily,Ididnotexactlymeanpapa,orevenmamma。OfcourseIwasthinkingwhatwasduetothenameofGresham。Iknowverywellwhatpapawouldsay。Hewouldgivehisconsentinhalfaminute;heissobroken-heartedbythesedebts。And,totellyouthetruth,Amelia,Ithinkmammawouldtoo。HedidnotseemquitetocomprehendwhatImeant;buthedidsaythatheknewitwasahighambitiontomarryintothefamilyoftheGreshams。Iamsureyouwouldconfessthathehasthemostproperfeelings;andasforexpressingthemnomancoulddoitbetter。
\'Heownedthatitwasambitiontoallyhimselfwithafamilyabovehisownrankinlife,andthathelookedtodoingsoasameansofadvancinghimself。Nowthiswasatanyratehonest。
Thatwasoneofhismotives,hesaid;though,ofcourse,nothisfirst:andthenhedeclaredhowtrulyhewasattachedtome。Inanswertothis,Iremarkedthathehadknownmeonlyaveryshorttime。This,perhaps,wasgivinghimtoomuchencouragement;but,atthatmoment,Ihardlyknewwhattosay,forIdidnotwishtohurthisfeelings。Hethenspokeofhisincome。Hehasfifteenhundredayearfromthebusiness,andthatwillbegreatlyincreasedwhenhisfatherleavesit;andhisfatherismucholderthenMrGumption,thoughheisonlyasecondpartner。MortimerGazebeewillbetheseniorpartnerhimselfbeforeverylong;andperhapsthatdoesalterhispositionalittle。
\'HehasaveryniceplacedownsomewhereinSurrey;Ihavemammasayitquiteagentleman\'splace。Itisletnow;buthewilllivetherewhenheismarried。Andhehaspropertyofhisownbesideswhichhecansettle。So,yousee,heisquiteaswelloffasMrOriel;better,indeed;andifamanisinaprofession,Ibelieveitisconsideredthatitdoesnotmattermuchwhat。Ofcourse,aclergymancanbeabishop;butthen,I
thinkIhaveheardthatoneattorneydidoncebecomeLordChancellor。Ishouldhavemycarriage,youknow;Irememberhissayingthat,especially,thoughIcannotrecollecthowhebroughtitin。
\'Itoldhim,atlast,thatIwassomuchtakenbysurprisethatIcouldnotgivehimananswerthen。HewasgoinguptoLondon,hesaid,onthenextday,andmighthebepermittedtoaddressmeonthesamesubjectwhenhereturned?Icouldnotrefusehim,youknow;andsonowIhavetakentheopportunityofhisabsencetowritetoyouforyouradvice。Youunderstandtheworldsoverywell,andknowexactlywhatoneoughttodoinsuchastrangeposition!
\'IhopeIhavemadeitintelligible,atleast,astowhatI
havewrittenabout。Ihavesaidnothingastomyownfeelings,becauseIwishyoutothinkonthematterwithoutconsultingthem。IfitwouldbederogatorytoacceptMrGazebee,I
certainlywouldnotdosobecauseIhappentolikehim。Ifweweretoactinthatway,whatwouldtheworldcometo,Amelia?
Perhapsmyideasmaybeoverstrained;ifso,youwilltellme。
\'WhenMrOrielproposedtoBeatrice,nobodyseemedtomakeanyobjection。Itallseemedtogoasamatterofcourse。Shesaysthathisfamilyisexcellent;butasfarasIcanlearn,hisgrandfatherwasageneralinIndia,andcamehomeveryrich。
MrGazebee\'sgrandfatherwasamemberofthefirm,andso,I
believe,washisgreat-grandfather。Don\'tyouthinkthisoughttocountforsomething?Besides,theyhavenobusinessexceptwiththemostaristocraticpersons,suchasuncleDeCourcy,andtheMarquisofKensingtonGore,andthatsort。ImentionthemarquisbecauseMrMortimerGazebeeistherenow。AndI
knowthatoneoftheGumptionswasonceinParliament;andI
don\'tthinkthatanyoftheOrielseverwere。Thenameofattorneyiscertainlyverybad,isitnot,Amelia?buttheycertainlydonotseemtobeallthesame,andIdothinkthatthisoughttomakeadifference。TohearMrMortimerGazebeetalkofsomeattorneyatBarchester,youwouldsaythatthereisquiteasmuchdifferencebetweenthemasbetweenabishopandacurate。AndsoIthinkthereis。
\'Idon\'twishatalltospeakofmyownfeelings;butifhewerenotanattorney,heis,Ithink,thesortofmanIshouldlike。Heisveryniceineveryway,andifyouwerenottold,Idon\'tthinkyouwouldknowhewasanattorney。But,dearAmelia,Iwillbeguidedbyyoualtogether。HeiscertainlymuchnicerthanMrMoffat,andhasagreatdealmoretosayforhimself。Ofcourse,MrMoffathavingbeeninParliament,andhavingbeentakenupbyuncleDeCourcy,wasinadifferentsphere;butIreallyfeltalmostrelievedwhenhebehavedinthatway。WithMortimerGazebee,Ithinkitwouldbedifferent。
\'Ishallwaitsoimpatientlyforyouranswer,sodopraywriteatonce。Ihearsomepeoplesaythatthesesortofthingsarenotsomuchthoughtofnowastheywereonce,andthatallmannerofmarriagesareconsideredtobecommeilfaut。Idonotwant,youknow,tomakemyselffoolishbybeingtooparticular。Perhapsallthesechangesarebad,andIratherthinktheyare;butiftheworldchanges,onemustchangetoo;
onecan\'tgoagainsttheworld。
\'Sodowriteandtellmewhatyouthink。DonotsupposethatIdisliketheman,forIreallycannotsaythatIdo。ButI
wouldnotforanythingmakeanallianceforwhichanyonebearingthenameofDeCourcywouldhavetoblush。
\'Always,dearestAmelia,\'
Yourmostaffectionatecousin\'AUGUSTAGRESHAM。
\'PS——IfearFrankisgoingtobeveryfoolishwithMaryThorne。YouknowitisabsolutelyimportantthatFrankshouldmarrymoney。
\'ItstrikesmeasquitepossiblethatMrMortimerGazebeemaybeinParliamentsomeofthesedays。Heisjustthemanforit。\'
PoorAugustaprayedveryhardforherhusband;butsheprayedtoabosomthatonthissubjectwasashardasaflint,andsheprayedinvain。AugustaGreshamwastwenty-two,LadyAmeliawasthirty-four;wasitlikelythatLadyAmeliawouldpermitAugustatomarry,theissuehavingthusbeenleftinherhands?WhyshouldAugustaderogatefromherpositionbymarryingbeneathherself,seeingthatLadyAmeliahadspentsomanymoreyearsintheworldwithouthavingfounditnecessarytodoso?Augusta\'sletterwaswrittenontwosheetsofnote-paper,crossedallover;andLadyAmelia\'sanswerwasalmostequallyformidable。
\'LadyAmeliadeCourcytoMissAugustaGresham\'CourcyCastle,June,185-
\'MYDEARAUGUSTA,\'Ireceivedyourletteryesterdaymorning,butIhaveputoffansweringittillthisevening,asIhavewishedtogiveitverymatureconsideration。Thequestionisonewhichconcerns,notonlyyourowncharacter,buthappinessforlife,andnothinglessthanverymatureconsiderationwouldjustifymeingivingadecidedopiniononthesubject。
\'Inthefirstplace,Imaytellyou,thatIhavenotawordtosayagainstMrMortimerGazebee。\'(WhenAugustahadreadasfarasthis,herheartsankwithinher;therestwasallleatherandprunella;shesawatoncethatthefiathadgoneagainsther,andthatherwishtobecomeMrsMortimerGazebeewasnottobeindulged。)\'Ihaveknownhimforalongtime,andIbelievehimtobeaveryrespectableperson,andIhavenodoubtagoodmanofbusiness。ThefirmofMessrsGumptionandGazebeestandsprobablyquiteamongthefirstattorneysinLondon,andIknowthatpapahasaveryhighopinionofthem。
\'AllofthesewouldbeexcellentargumentstouseinfavourofMrGazebeeasasuitor,hadhisproposalsbeenmadetoanyoneinhisownrankinlife。Butyou,inconsideringthematter,should,Ithink,lookonitinaverydifferentlight。Theveryfactthatyoupronouncehimtobesomuchsuperiortootherattorneys,showsinhowverylowesteemyouholdtheprofessioningeneral。Itshowsalso,dearAugusta,howwellawareyouarethattheyareaclassofpeopleamongwhomyoushouldnotseekapartnerforlife。
\'Myopinionis,thatyoushouldmakeMrGazebeeunderstand-
verycourteously,ofcourse——thatyoucannotaccepthishand。
Youobservethathehimselfconfessesthatinmarryingyouhewouldseekawifeinarankabovehisown。Isitnot,therefore,clear,thatinmarryinghim,youwoulddescendtoarankbelowyouown?
\'Ishallbeverysorryifitgrievesyou;butstillitwillbebetterthatyoushouldbearthegriefofovercomingatemporaryfancy,thantakeastepwhichmaysoprobablymakeyouunhappy;andwhichsomeofyourfriendswouldcertainlyregardasdisgraceful。
\'Itisnotpermittedtous,mydearAugusta,tothinkofourselvesinsuchmatters。Asyoutrulysay,ifweweretoactinthisway,whatwouldtheworldcometo?IthasbeenGod\'spleasurethatweshouldbebornwithhighbloodinourveins。
Thisisagreatboonwhichwebothvalue,buttheboonhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。Itisestablishedbylaw,thattheroyalfamilyshallnotintermarrywithsubjects。Inourcasethereisnolaw,butthenecessityisnotthelessfelt;weshouldnotintermarrywiththosewhoareprobablyofalowerrank。MrMortimerGazebeeis,afterall,onlyanattorney;and,althoughyouspeakofhisgreat-grandfather,heisamanofnobloodwhatsoever。YoumustacknowledgethatsuchanadmixtureshouldbelookedonbyaDeCourcy,orevenaGresham,asapollution。\'(HereAugustagotveryred,andshefeltalmostinclinedtobeangrywithhercousin。)\'Beatrice\'smarriagewithMrOrielisdifferent;
though,remember,Iambynomeansdefendingthat;itmaybegoodorbad,andIhavehadnoopportunityofinquiringrespectingMrOriel\'sfamily。Beatrice,moreover,hasneverappearedtometofeelwhatwasduetoherselfinsuchmatters;but,asIsaid,hermarriagewithMrOrielisverydifferent。Clergymen——particularlytherectorsandvicarsofcountryparishes——dobecomeprivilegedaboveotherprofessionalmen。Icouldexplainwhy,butitwouldbetoolonginaletter。
\'Yourfeelingsonthesubjectaltogetherdoyougreatcredit。
IhavenodoubtthatMrGresham,ifasked,wouldaccedetothematch;butthatisjustthereasonwhyheshouldnotbeasked。
ItwouldnotberightthatIshouldsayanythingagainstyourfathertoyou;butitisimpossibleforanyofusnottoseethatallthroughlifehehasthrownawayeveryadvantage,andsacrificedhisfamily。Whyishenowindebt,asyousay?WhyishenotholdingthefamilyseatinParliament?Eventhoughyouarehisdaughter,youcannotbutfeelthatyouwouldnotdorighttoconsulthimonsuchasubject。
\'Astodearaunt,Ifeelsure,thatweresheingoodhealth,andlefttoexerciseherownjudgement,shewouldnotwishtoseeyoumarriedtotheagentforthefamilyestate。For,dearAugusta,thatistherealtruth。MrGazebeeoftencomeshereinthewayofbusiness;andthoughpapaalwaysreceiveshimasagentleman——thatis,hedinesattableandallthat——heisnotonthesamefootinginthehouseastheordinaryguestsandfriendsofthefamily。HowwouldyouliketobereceivedatCourcyCastleinthesameway?
\'Youwillsay,perhaps,thatyouwouldstillbepapa\'sniece;
soyouwould。Butyouknowhowstrictinsuchmatterspapais,andyoumustremember,thatthewifealwaysfollowstherankofthehusband。Papaisaccustomedtothestrictetiquetteofacourt,andIamsurethatnoconsiderationwouldinducehimtoreceivetheestate-agentinthelightofanephew。Indeed,wereyoutomarryMrGazebee,thehousetowhichhebelongswould,Iimagine,havetogiveupthemanagementoftheproperty。
\'EvenwereMrGazebeeinParliament——andIdonotseehowitisprobablethatheshouldgetthere——itwouldnotmakeanydifference。Youmustremember,dearest,thatIneverwasanadvocatefortheMoffatmatch。Iacquiescedinit,becausemammadidso。IfIcouldhavehadmyownway,Iwouldadheretoallouroldprescriptiveprinciples。Neithermoneynorpositioncanatonetomeforlowbirth。Buttheworld,alas!
isretrograding;and,accordingtothenew-fangleddoctrinesoftheday,aladyofbloodisnotdisgracedbyallyingherselftoamanofwealth,andwhatmaybecalledquasi-
aristocraticposition。Iwishitwereotherwise;butsoitis。
And,therefore,thematchwithMrMoffatwasnotdisgraceful,thoughitcouldnotberegardedasaltogethersatisfactory。
\'ButwithMrGazebeethematterwouldbealtogetherdifferent。
Heisamanearninghisbread;honestly,Idaresay,butinahumbleposition。Yousayheisveryrespectable:Idonotdoubtit;andsoisMrScraggs,thebutcheratCourcy。Yousee,Augusta,towhatsuchargumentsreduceyou。
\'IdaresayhemaybenicerthanMrMoffat,inoneway。Thatis,hemayhavemoresmall-talkathiscommand,andbemorecleverinallthoselittlepursuitsandamusementswhicharevaluedbyordinaryyoungladies。Butmyopinionis,thatneitherInoryouwouldbejustifiedinsacrificingourselvesforsuchamusements。Wehavehighdutiesbeforeus。Itmaybethattheperformanceofthosedutieswillprohibitusfromtakingapartintheordinaryarenaofthefeminineworld。Itisnaturalthatgirlsshouldwishtomarry;and,therefore,thosewhoareweak,takethefirstthatcome。Thosewhohavemorejudgement,makesomesortofselection。Butthestrongest-mindedare,perhaps,thosewhoareabletoforgothemselvesandtheirownfancies,andtorefrainfromanyalliancethatdoesnottendtothemaintenanceofhighprinciples。Ofcourse,Ispeakofthosewhohavebloodintheirveins。YouandIneednotdilateastotheconductofothers。
\'IhopewhatIhavesaidwillconvinceyou。Indeed,IknowthatitonlyrequiresthatyouandIshouldhavealittlecousinlytalkonthismattertobequiteinaccord。YoumustnowremainatGreshamsburytillMrGazebeeshallreturn。
Immediatelythathedoesso,seekaninterviewwithhim;donotwaittillheasksforit;thentellhim,thatwhenheaddressedyou,thematterhadtakenyousomuchbysurprise,thatyouwerenotatthemomentabletoanswerhim,withthatdecisionthatthesubjectdemanded。Tellhim,thatyouareflattered——insayingthis,however,youmustkeepacollectedcountenance,andbeverycoldinyourmanner——butthatfamilyreasonswouldforbidyoutoavailyourselfofhisoffer,evendidnoothercausepreventit。
\'Andthen,dearAugusta,cometoushere。Iknowyouwillbealittledown-heartedaftergoingthroughthisstruggle;butI
willendeavourtoinspirityou。Whenwearebothtogether,youwillfeelmoresensiblythevalueofthathighpositionwhichyouwillpreservebyrejectingMrGazebee,andwillregretlessacutelywhateveryoumaylose。
\'Yourveryaffectionatecousin,\'AMELIADECOURCY。
\'PS——IamgreatlygrievedaboutFrank;butIhavelongfearedthathewoulddosomeverysillything。IhaveheardlatelythatMissMaryThorneisnoteventhelegitimatenieceofyourDrThorne,butisthedaughterofsomepoorcreaturewhowasseducedbythedoctor,inBarchester。Idonotknowhowtruethismaybe,butIthinkyourbrothershouldbeputonhisguard:itmightdogood。\'
PoorAugusta!Shewasintruthtobepitied,forhereffortsweremadewiththeintentionofdoingrightaccordingtoherlights。ForMrMoffatshehadnevercaredastraw;andwhen,therefore,shelostthepieceofgildingforwhichshehadbeeninstructedbyhermothertosellherself,itwasimpossibletopityher。ButMrGazebeeshewouldhavelovedwiththatsortoflovewhichitwasinherpowertobestow。
Withhimshewouldhavebeenhappy,respectable,andcontented。
Shehadherwrittenherletterwithgreatcare。Whentheofferwasmadetoher,shecouldnotbringherselftothrowLadyAmeliatothewindsandmarrytheman,asitwere,outofherownhead。LadyAmeliahadbeenthetyrantofherlife,andsoshestrovehardtoobtainhertyrant\'spermission。Sheusedallherlittlecunninginshowingthat,afterall,MrGazebeewasnotsoveryplebeian。Allherlittlecunningwasutterlyworthless。LadyAmelia\'smindwastoostrongtobecaughtwithsuchchaff。AugustacouldnotserveGodandMammon。Shemusteitherbetruetothegodofhercousin\'sidolatry,andremainsingle,orservetheMammonofherowninclinations,andmarryMrGazebee。
Whenre-foldinghercousin\'sletter,afterthefirstperusal,shedidforamomentthinkofrebellion。CouldshenotbehappyattheniceplaceinSurrey,having,asshewouldhave,acarriage,eventhoughalltheDeCourcysshoulddropher?IthadbeenputtoherthatshewouldnotliketobereceivedatCourcyCastlewiththescantcivilitywhichwouldbeconsideredduetoaMrsMortimerGazebee;butwhatifshecouldputupwithoutbeingreceivedatCourcyCastleatall?Suchideasdidfloatthroughhermind,dimly。
Buthercouragefailedher。Itissohardtothrowoffatyrant;somucheasiertoyield,whenwehavebeeninthehabitofyielding。Thisthirdletter,therefore,waswritten;anditistheendofthecorrespondence。
\'MissAugustaGreshamtoLadyAmeliadeCourcy\'GreshamsburyHouse,July,185-
\'MYDEARESTAMELIA,\'Ididnotansweryourletterbefore,becauseIthoughtitbettertodelaydoingsotillMrGazebeehadbeenhere。Hecamethedaybeforeyesterday,andyesterdayIdid,asnearlyaspossible,whatyouadvised。Perhaps,onthewhole,itwillbebetter。Asyousay,rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。
\'Idon\'tquiteunderstandwhatyoumeanaboutclergymen,butwecantalkthatoverwhenwemeet。Indeed,itseemstomethatifoneistobeparticularaboutfamily——andIamsureI
thinkweought——oneoughttobesowithoutexception。IfMrOrielbeaparvenu,Beatrice\'schildrenwon\'tbewellbornmerelybecausetheirfatherwasaclergyman,eventhoughheisarector。Sincemyformerletter,IhaveheardthatMrGazebee\'sgreat-great-great-grandfatherestablishedthefirm;
andtherearemanypeoplewhowerenobodiesthenwhoarethoughttohavegoodbloodintheirveinsnow。
\'ButIdonotsaythisbecauseIdifferfromyou。Iagreewithyousofully,thatIatoncemadeupmymindtorejecttheman;and,consequently,Ihavedoneso。
\'WhenItoldhimIcouldnotaccepthimfromfamilyconsiderations,heaskedmewhetherIhadspokentopapa。I
toldhim,no;andthatitwouldbenogood,asIhadmadeupmyownmind。Idon\'tthinkhequiteunderstoodme;butitdidnotperhapsmuchmatter。Youtoldmetobeverycold,andI
thinkthatperhapshethoughtmelessgraciousthanbefore。
Indeed,Ifearthatwhenhefirstspoke,Imayseemtohavegivenhimtoomuchencouragement。However,itisallovernow;
quiteover!\'(AsAugustawrotethis,shebarelymanagedtosavethepaperbeneathherhandfrombeingmoistenedwiththetearwhichescapedfromhereye。)
\'Idonotmindconfessingnow,\'shecontinued,\'atanyratetoyou,thatIdidlikeMrGazebeealittle。Ithinkhistemperanddispositionwouldhavesuitedme。ButIamquitesatisfiedthatIhavedoneright。Hetriedveryhardtomakemechangemymind。Thatis,hesaidagreatmanythingsastowhetherI
wouldnotputoffmydecision。ButIwasquitefirm。Imustsaythathebehavedverywell,andthatIreallydothinkhelikedmehonestlyandtruly;but,ofcourse,Icouldnotsacrificefamilyconsiderationsonthataccount。
\'Yes,rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。
Iwillrememberthat。Itisnecessarytodoso,asotherwiseonewouldbewithoutconsolationforwhatonehastosuffer。
ForIfindthatonehastosuffer,Amelia。Iknowpapawouldhaveadvisedmetomarrythisman;andso,Idaresay,mammawould,andFrank,andBeatrice,iftheyknewthatIlikedhim。
Itwouldnotbesobadifweallthoughtalikeaboutit;butitishardtohaveresponsibilitiesallonone\'sownshoulder;
isitnot?
\'ButIwillgoovertoyou,andyouwillcomfortme。IalwaysfeelstrongeronthissubjectatCourcythanatGreshamsbury。
Wewillhavealongtalkaboutit,andthenIshallbehappyagain。IpurposegoingonnextFriday,ifthatwillsuityouanddearaunt。Ihavetoldmammathatyouallwantedme,andshemadenoobjection。Dowriteatonce,dearestAmelia,fortohearfromyounowwillbemyonlycomfort。
\'Yours,evermostaffectionatelyandobliged,\'AUGUSTAGRESHAM。
\'PS——ItoldmammawhatyousaidaboutMaryThorne,andshesaid,“Yes;Isupposealltheworldknowsitnow;andifalltheworlddidknowit,itmakesnodifferencetoFrank。“Sheseemedveryangry;soyouseeitwastrue。\'
Though,bysodoing,weshallsomewhatanticipatetheendofourstory,itmaybedesirablethatthefulltaleofMrGazebee\'slovesshouldbetoldhere。WhenMaryisbreakingherheartonherdeath-bedinthelastchapter,orotherwiseaccomplishingherdestiny,weshallhardlyfindafitopportunityofsayingmuchaboutMrGazebeeandhisaristocraticbride。
ForhedidsucceedatlastinobtainingabrideinwhoseveinsranthenobleDeCourcyblood,inspiteofthehighdoctrinepreachedsoeloquentlybytheLadyAmelia。AsAugustahadtrulysaid,hehadfailedtounderstandher。Hewasledtothink,byhermannerofreceivinghisfirstproposal——andjustlyso,enough——thatshelikedhim,andwouldaccepthim;andhewasthereforeratherperplexedbyhissecondinterview。Hetriedagainandagain,andbeggedpermissiontomentionthemattertoMrGresham;butAugustawasveryfirm,andheatlastretiredindisgust。AugustawenttoCourcyCastle,andreceivedfromhercousinthatconsolationandre-strengtheningwhichshesomuchrequired。
Fouryearsafterwards——longafterthefateofMaryThornehadfallen,likeathunderbolt,ontheinhabitantsofGreshamsbury;whenBeatricewaspreparingforhersecondbaby,andeachofthetwinshadheracceptedlover——MrMortimerGazebeewentdowntoCourcyCastle;ofcourse,onamatterofbusiness。Nodoubthedinedatthetable,andallthat。WehavethewordofLadyAmelia,thattheearl,withhisusualgood-nature,allowedhimsuchprivileges。Letushopethatheneverencroachedonthem。
Butonthisoccasion,MrGazebeestayedalongtimeatthecastle,andsingularrumoursastothecauseofhisprolongedvisitbecamecurrentinthelittletown。NofemalescionofthepresentfamilyofCourcyhad,asyet,foundamate。Wemayimaginethateaglesfinditdifficulttopairwhentheybecomescarceintheirlocalities;andweallknowhowhardithassometimesbeentogetcommeilfauthusbandswhentherehasbeenanynumberofProtestantprincessesonhand。
Somelittledifficultyhad,doubtless,broughtitaboutthatthecountesswasstillsurroundedbyherfullbevyofmaidens。Rankhasitsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges,andtheseyoungladies\'
responsibilitiesseemedtohaveconsistedinrejectinganysuitorwhomayhavehithertokneeledtothem。ButnowitwastoldthroughCourcy,thatonesuitorhadkneeled,andnotinvain;fromCourcytherumourflewtoBarchester,andthencecamedowntoGreshamsbury,startlingtheinhabitants,andmakingonepoorheartthrobwithaviolencethatwouldhavebeenpiteoushaditbeenknown。Thesuitor,sonamed,asMrMortimerGazebee。
Yes;MrMortimerGazebeehadnowawardedtohimmanyotherprivilegesthanthoseofdiningatthetable,andallthat。Herodewiththeyoungladiesinthepark,andtheyalltalkedtohimveryfamiliarlybeforecompany;allexceptLadyAmelia。ThecountessevencalledhimMortimer,andtreatedhimquiteasoneofthefamily。
AtlastcamealetterfromthecountesstoherdearsisterArabella。Itshouldbegivenatlength,butthatIfeartointroduceanotherepistle。
Itissuchaneasymodeofwriting,andfacilityisalwaysdangerous。Inthisletteritwasannouncedwithmuchpreliminaryambiguity,thatMortimerGazebee——whohadbeenfoundtobeatreasureineveryway;
quiteaparagonofmen——wasabouttobetakenintotheDeCourcybosomasachildofthathouse。Onthatdayfortnight,hewasdestinedtoleadtothealtar——theLadyAmelia。
Thecountessthenwentontosay,thatdearAmeliadidnotwriteherself,beingsomuchengagedbyhercomingduties——theresponsibilitiesofwhichshedoubtlessfullyrealized,aswellastheprivileges;butshehadbeggedhermothertorequestthatthetwinsshouldcomeandactasbridesmaidsontheoccasion。DearAugusta,sheknew,wastoomuchoccupiedinthecomingeventinMrOriel\'sfamilytobeabletoattend。
MrMortimerGazebeewastakenintotheDeCourcyfamily,anddidleadtheLadyAmeliatothealtar;andtheGreshamtwinsdidgothereandactasbridesmaids。And,whichismuchmoretosayforhumannature,Augustadidforgivehercousin,and,afteracertaininterval,wentonavisittothatniceplaceinSurreywhichshehadhopedwouldbeherownhome。
Itwouldhavebeenaveryniceplace,Augustathought,hadnotLadyAmeliaGazebeebeensoveryeconomical。
Wemustpresumethattherewassomeexplanationbetweenthem。Ifso,Augustayieldedtoit,andconfessedittobesatisfactory。Shehadalwaysyieldedtohercousin,andlovedherwiththatsortoflovewhichisbegottenbetweenfearandrespect。AnythingwasbetterthanquarrellingwithhercousinAmelia。
AndMrMortimerGazebeedidnotaltogethermakeabadbargain。Heneverreceivedashillingofdowry,butthathehadnotexpected。Nordidhewantit。Histroublesarosefromtheoverstrainedeconomyofhisnoblewife。Shewouldhaveit,thatasshehadmarriedapoorman——MrGazebee,however,wasnotapoorman——itbehovedhertomanageherhousewithgreatcare。Suchamatchasthatshehadmade——thisshetoldinconfidencetoAugusta——haditsresponsibilitiesaswellasitsprivileges。
But,onthewhole,MrGazebeedidnotrepenthisbargain;whenheaskedhisfriendstodine,hecouldtellthemthatLadyAmeliawouldbegladtoseethem;hismarriagegavehimsomeeclatathisclub,andsomeadditionalweightinthefirmtowhichhebelonged;hegetshisshareoftheCourcyshooting,andisaskedabouttoGreshamsbury,andotherBarsetshirehouses,notonly\'todineattableandallthat\',buttotakehispartinwhateverdelightscountrysocietytherehastooffer。
Heliveswiththegreathopethathisnoblefather-in-lawmaysomedaybeabletobringhimintoParliament。