PaddywentintoWanganuitobookthemaneight-berthsteeragecabinontheWahine;strangethattheshipandtheirnearesttownshouldhavethesamename。TheywereduetosailattheendofAugust,sobythebeginningofthatmontheveryonestartedrealizingthebigadventurewasactuallygoingtohappen。Thedogshadtobegivenaway,thehorsesandthebuggysold,thefurnitureloadedontooldAngusMacWhirter’sdrayandtakenintoWanganuiforauction,Fee’sfewpiecescratedalongwiththechinaandlinenandbooksandkitchengoods。
Frankfoundhismotherstandingbythebeautifuloldspinet,strokingitsfaintlypink,streakypanelingandlookingvaguelyatthepowderingofgolddustonherfingertips。
\"Didyoualwayshaveit,Mum?\"heasked。
\"Yes。Whatwasactuallyminetheycouldn’ttakefrommewhenImarried。Thespinet,thePersiancarpets,theLouisQuinzesofaandchairs,theRegencyescritoire。Notmuch,buttheywererightfullymine。\"Thegrey,wistfuleyesstaredpasthisshoulderattheoilpaintingonthewallbehindhim,dimmedwithagealittle,butstillshowingclearlythegolden-hairedwomaninherpale-pinklacegown,crinolinedwithahundredandsevenflounces。\"Whowasshe?\"heaskedcuriously,turninghishead。\"I’vealwayswantedtoknow。\"
\"Agreatlady。\"
\"Well,she’sgottoberelatedtoyou;shelookslikeyouabit。\"\"Her?Arelationofmine?\"Theeyeslefttheircontemplationofthepictureandrestedonherson’sfaceironically。\"Now,doIlookasifIcouldeverhavehadarelativelikeher?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"You’vecobwebsinyourbrain;brushthemout。\"
\"Iwishyou’dtellme,Mum。\"
Shesighedandshutthespinet,dustingthegoldoffherfingers。\"There’snothingtotell,nothingatall。Comeon,helpmemovethesethingsintothemiddleoftheroom,soDaddycanpackthem。\"
Thevoyagewasanightmare。BeforetheWahinewasoutofWellingtonharbortheywereallseasick,andtheycontinuedtobeseasickallthewayacrosstwelvehundredmilesofgale-stirred,wintryseas。Paddytooktheboysupondeckandkeptthemthereinspiteofthebitterwindandconstantspray,onlygoingbelowtoseehiswomenandbabywhensomekindsoulvolunteeredtokeepaneyeonhisfourmiserable,retchingboys。Muchthoughheyearnedforfreshair,Frankhadelectedtoremainbelowtoguardthewomen。Thecabinwastiny,stiflingandreekedofoil,foritwasbelowthewaterlineandtowardthebow,wheretheship’smotionwasmostviolent。SomehoursoutofWellingtonFrankandMeggiebecameconvincedtheirmotherwasgoingtodie;thedoctor,summonedfromfirstclassbyaveryworriedsteward,shookhisheadoverherpessimistically。\"Justaswellit’sonlyashortvoyage,\"hesaid,instructinghisnursetofindmilkforthebaby。
BetweenboutsofretchingFrankandMeggiemanagedtobottle-feedHal,whodidn’ttaketoitkindly。Feehadstoppedtryingtovomitandhadsunkintoakindofcoma,fromwhichtheycouldnotrouseher。ThestewardhelpedFrankputherinthetopbunk,wheretheairwasalittlelessstale,andholdingatoweltohismouthtostemthewaterybilehestillbroughtup,Frankperchedhimselfontheedgebesideher,strokingthemattedyellowhairbackfromherbrow。Hourafterhourhestucktohispostinspiteofhisownsickness;everytimePaddycameinhewaswithhismother,strokingherhair,whileMeggiehuddledonalowerberthwithHal,atoweltohermouth。ThreehoursoutofSydneytheseasdroppedtoaglassycalmandfogstoleinfurtivelyfromthefarAntarctic,wrappingitselfabouttheoldship。Meggie,revivingalittle,imagineditbellowedregularlyinpainnowtheterriblebuffetingwasover。Theyinchedthroughtheglueygreynessasstealthilyasahuntedthinguntilthatdeep,monotonousbawlsoundedagainfromsomewhereonthesuperstructure,alostandlonely,indescribablysadnoise。Thenallaroundthemtheairwasfilledwithmournfulbellowsastheyslippedthroughghostlysmokingwaterintotheharbor。Meggieneverforgotthesoundoffoghorns,herfirstintroductiontoAustralia。
PaddycarriedFeeofftheWahineinhisarms,Frankfollowingwiththebaby,Meggiewithacase,eachoftheboysstumblingwearilyundersomekindofburden。TheyhadcomeintoPyrmont,ameaninglessname,onafoggywintermorningattheendofAugust,1921。Anenormouslineoftaxiswaitedoutsidetheironshedonthewharf;Meggiegapedround-eyed,forshehadneverseensomanycarsinoneplaceatonetime。SomehowPaddypackedthemallintoasinglecab,itsdrivervolunteeringtotakethemtothePeople’sPalace。\"That’stheplaceforyouse,mate,\"hetoldPaddy。\"It’sahotelfortheworkingmanrunbytheSallies。\"
Thestreetswerethrongedwithcarsseemingtorushinalldirections;therewereveryfewhorses。Theystaredraptlyoutofthetaxiwindowsatthetallbrickbuildings,thenarrowwindingstreets,therapiditywithwhichcrowdsofpeopleseemedtomergeanddissolveinsomestrangeurbanritual。Wellingtonhadawedthem,butSydneymadeWellingtonlooklikeasmallcountrytown。
WhileFeerestedinoneofthemyriadroomsofthewarrentheSalvationArmyfondlycalledthePeople’sPalace,PaddywentofftoCentralRailwayStationtoseewhentheycouldgetatrainforGillanbone。Quiterecovered,theboysclamoredtogowithhim,fortheyhadbeentolditwasnotveryfar,andthatthewaywas84allshops,includingonewhichsoldsquillcandy。Envyingtheiryouth,Paddyyielded,forhewasn’tsurehowstronghisownlegswereafterthreedaysofseasickness。FrankandMeggiestayedwithFeeandthebaby,longingtogo,too,butmoreconcernedthattheirmotherbebetter。Indeed,sheseemedtogainstrengthrapidlyonceofftheship,andhaddrunkabowlofsoupandnibbledasliceoftoastbroughttoherbyoneoftheworkingman’sbonnetedangels。
\"Ifwedon’tgotonight,Fee,it’saweekuntilthenextthroughtrain,\"Paddysaidwhenhereturned。\"Doyouthinkyoucouldmanagethejourneytonight?\"
Feesatup,shivering。\"Icanmanage。\"
\"Ithinkweoughttowait,\"Franksaidhardily。\"Idon’tthinkMum’swellenoughtotravel。\"
\"Whatyoudon’tseemtounderstand,Frank,isthatifwemisstonight’strainwehavetowaitawholeweek,andIjustdon’thavethepriceofaweek’sstayinSydneyinmypocket。Thisisabigcountry,andwherewe’regoingisn’tservedbyadailytrain。WecouldgetasfarasDubboonanyoneofthreetrainstomorrow,butthenwe’dhavetowaitforalocalconnection,andtheytoldmewe’dsufferalotmoretravelingthatwaythanifwemaketheefforttocatchtonight’sexpress。\"
\"I’llmanage,Paddy,\"Feerepeated。\"I’vegotFrankandMeggie;I’llbeallright。\"HereyeswereonFrank,pleadingforhissilence。\"ThenI’llsendMaryatelegramnow,tellinghertoexpectustomorrownight。\"
CentralStationwasbiggerthananybuildingtheClearyshadeverbeeninside,avastglasscylinderwhichseemedsimultaneouslytoechoandabsorbthedinofthousandsofpeoplewaitingbesidebattered,strappedsuitcasesandfixedlywatchingagiantindicatorboardwhichmenwithlongpolesalteredbyhand。Inthegatheringeveningdarknesstheyfoundthemselvesapartofthethrong,theireyesonthesteelconcertinagatesofplatformfive;thoughshut,theyborealargehand-paintedsignsayingGILLANBONEMAIL。OnplatformoneandplatformtwoaterrificactivityheraldedtheimminentdepartureoftheBrisbaneandMelbournenightexpresses,passengerscrowdingthroughthebarriers。Soonitwastheirturn,asthegatesofplatformfivesquashedthemselvesopenandthepeoplebeganeagerlytomove。
Paddyfoundthemanemptysecond-classcompartment,puttheolderboysbythewindowsandFee,Meggieandthebabybytheslidingdoorswhichledintothelongcorridorconnectingcompartments。Faceswouldpeerinhopefullyinsightofaspareseat,tovanishhorrifiedatthesightofsomanyyoungchildren。Sometimesbeingalargefamilywasanadvantage。Thenightwascoldenoughtowarrantunstrappingofthebigtartantravelingrugsallthesuitcasesboreontheiroutsides;thoughthecarnagewasnotheated,steelboxesfullofhotasheslayalongthefloorradiatingwarmth,andnoonehadexpectedheatinganywaybecausenothinginAustraliaorNewZealandwaseverheated。
\"Howfarisit,Daddy?\"Meggieaskedasthetraindrewout,clankingandrockinggentlyacrossaneternityofpoints。
\"Alongwayfurtherthanitlookedonouratlas,Meggie。Sixhundredandtenmiles。We’llbetherelatetomorrowafternoon。\"
Theboysgasped,butforgotitattheblossomingofafairylandoflightsoutside;everyoneclusteredatthewindowsandwatchedwhilethefirstmilesflewbyandstillthehousesdidnotdiminish。Thespeedincreased,thelightsgrewscatteredandfinallywentout,replacedbyaconstantflurryofsparksstreamingpastinahowlingwind。WhenPaddytooktheboysoutsidesoFeecouldfeedHal,Meggiegazedafterthemlongingly。Thesedaysitseemedshewasnottobeincludedasoneoftheboys,notsincethebabyhaddisruptedherlifeandchainedhertothehouseasfirmlyashermother86was。Notthatshereallyminded,shetoldherselfloyally。Hewassuchadearlittlefellow,thechiefdelightofherlife,anditwasnicetohaveMumtreatherasanothergrown-uplady。WhatcausedMumtogrowbabiesshehadnoidea,buttheresultwaslovely。ShegaveHaltoFee;thetrainstoppednotlongafter,creakingandsquealing,andseemedtostandhourspantingforbreath。Shewasdyingtoopenthewindowandlookout,butthecompartmentwasgrowingverycoldinspiteofthehotashesonthefloor。PaddycameinfromthecorridorwithasteamingcupofteaforFee,whoputHalbackontheseat,gluttedandsleepy。
\"Whatisit?\"sheasked。
\"AplacecalledValleyHeights。WetakeonanotherengineherefortheclimbtoLithgow,thegirlintherefreshmentroomsaid。\"
\"HowlonghaveIgottodrinkthis?\"
\"Fifteenminutes。Frank’sgettingyousomesandwichesandI’llseetheboysarefed。OurnextrefreshmentstopisaplacedcalledBlayney,muchlaterinthenight。\"
Meggiesharedhermother’scupofhot,sugarytea,suddenlyunbearablyexcited,andgobbledhersandwichwhenFrankbroughtit。HesettledheronthelongseatbelowbabyHal,tuckedarugfirmlyaroundher,andthendidthesameforFee,stretchedoutfulllengthontheseatopposite。StuartandHughiewerebeddeddownonthefloorbetweentheseats,butPaddytoldFeethathewastakingBob,FrankandJackseveralcompartmentsdowntotalktosomeshearers,andwouldspendthenightthere。Itwasmuchnicerthantheship,clickingalongtotherhythmichuff-a-huffofthetwoengines,listeningtothewindinthetelegraphwires,theoccasionalflurryoffurioushuffsassteelwheelsslippedonslopingsteelrails,franticallysoughttraction;Meggiewenttosleep。
Inthemorningtheystared,awedanddismayed,atalandscapesoalientheyhadnotdreamedanythinglikeitexistedonthesameplanetasNewZealand。Therollinghillsweretherecertainly,butabsolutelynothingelsereminiscentofhome。Itwasallbrownandgrey,eventhetrees!Thewinterwheatwasalreadyturnedafawnishsilverbytheglaringsun,milesuponmilesofitripplingandbendinginthewind,brokenonlybystandsofthin,spindling,blue-leafedtreesanddustyclumpsoftiredgreybushes。Fee’sstoicaleyessurveyedthescenewithoutchangingexpression,butpoorMeggie’swerefulloftears。Itwashorrible,fencelessandvast,withoutatraceofgreen。
Fromfreezingnightitturnedtoscorchingdayasthesunclimbedtowarditszenithandthetrainracketedonandonandon,stoppingoccasionallyinsometinytownfullofbicyclesandhorse-drawnvehicles;carswerescarceouthere,itseemed。Paddyopenedboththewindowsallthewayinspiteofthesootwhichswirledinandsettledoneverything;itwassohottheyweregasping,theirheavyNewZealandwinterclothingstickinganditching。Itdidnotseempossiblethatanywhereoutsideofhellcouldbesohotinwinter。Gillanbonecamewiththedyingsun,astrangesmallcollectionoframshacklewoodenandcorrugatedironbuildingsalongeithersideofonedustywidestreet,treelessandtired。Themeltingsunhadlickedagoldenpasteovereverything,andgavethetownatransientgildeddignitywhichfadedevenastheystoodontheplatformwatching。ItbecameoncemoreatypicalsettlementontheveryedgeoftheBackofBeyond,alastoutpostinasteadilydiminishingrainfallbelt;notfarawaywestwardbegantwothousandmilesoftheNeverationever,thedesertlandswhereitcouldnotrain。Aresplendentblackcarwasstandinginthestationyard,andstridingunconcernedlytowardthemthroughtheinches-deepdustcameapriest。Hislongsoutanemadehimseemafigureoutofthepast,asifhedidnotmoveonfeetlikeordinarymen,butdrifteddreamlike;88thedustroseandbillowedaroundhim,redinthelastofthesunset。\"Hello,I’mFatherdeBricassart,\"hesaid,holdingouthishandtoPaddy。\"YouhavetobeMary’sbrother;you’rethelivingimageofher。\"HeturnedtoFeeandliftedherlimphandtohislips,smilingingenuineastonishment;noonecouldspotagentlewomanquickerthanFatherRalph。\"Why,you’rebeautiful!\"hesaid,asifitwerethemostnaturalremarkintheworldforapriesttomake,andthenhiseyeswentonwardtotheboys,standingtogetherinahuddle。TheyrestedforamomentwithpuzzledbewildermentonFrank,whohadchargeofthebaby,andtickedoffeachboyastheygotsmallerandsmaller。Behindthem,allbyherself,Meggiestoodgapingupathimwithhermouthopen,asifshewerelookingatGod。Withoutseemingtonoticehowhisfinesergerobewallowedinthedust,hesteppedpasttheboysandsquatteddowntoholdMeggiebetweenhishands,andtheywerefirm,gentle,kind。\"Well!Andwhoareyou?\"heaskedher,smiling。\"Meggie,\"shesaid。
\"Hername’sMeghann。\"Frankscowled,hatingthisbeautifulman,hisstunningheight。
\"Myfavoritename,Meghann。\"Hestraightened,butheldMeggie’shandinhis。\"Itwillbebetterforyoutostayatthepresbyterytonight,\"hesaid,leadingMeggietowardthecar。\"I’lldriveyououttoDroghedainthemorning;it’stoofarafterthetrainridefromSydney。\"
AsidefromtheHotelImperial,theCatholicchurch,school,conventandpresbyteryweretheonlybrickedificesinGillanbone,eventhebigpublicschoolhavingtocontentitselfwithtimberframe。Nowthatdarknesshadfallen,theairhadgrownincrediblychill;butinthepresbyteryloungeahugelogfirewasblazing,andthesmelloffoodcametantalizinglyfromsomewherebeyond。Thehousekeeper,awizenedoldScotswomanwithamazingenergy,bustledaboutshowingthemtheir89rooms,chatteringallthewhileinabroadwesternHighlandsaccent。Usedtothetouch-me-notreserveoftheWahinepriests,theClearysfoundithardtocopewithFatherRalph’seasy,cheerfulbonhomie。OnlyPaddythawed,forhecouldrememberthefriendlinessofthepriestsinhisnativeGalway,theirclosenesstolesserbeings。Therestatetheirsupperincarefulsilenceandescapedupstairsassoonastheycould,Paddyreluctantlyfollowing。Tohim,hisreligionwasawarmthandaconsolation;buttotherestofhisfamilyitwassomethingrootedinfear,ado-it-or-thou-shah-be-damnedcompulsion。
Whentheyhadgone,FatherRalphstretchedoutinhisfavoritechair,staringatthefire,smokingacigaretteandsmiling。Inhismind’seyehewaspassingtheClearysinreview,ashehadfirstseenthemfromthestationyard。ThemansolikeMary,butbowedwithhardworkandveryobviouslynotofhermaliciousdisposition;hisweary,beautifulwife,wholookedasifsheoughttohavedescendedfromalandauletdrawnbymatchedwhitehorses;darkandsurlyFrank,withblackeyes,blackeyes;thesons,mostofthemliketheirfather,buttheyoungestone,Stuart,verylikehismother,he’dbeahandsomemanwhenhegrewup;impossibletotellwhatthebabywouldbecome;andMeggie。Thesweetest,themostadorablelittlegirlhehadeverseen;hairofacolorwhichdefieddescription,notredandnotgold,aperfectfusionofboth。Andlookingupathimwithsilver-greyeyesofsuchalambentpurity,likemeltedjewels。Shrugging,hethrewthecigarettestubintothefireandgottohisfeet。Hewasgettingfancifulinhisoldage;meltedjewels,indeed!Morelikelyhisowneyeswerecomingdownwiththesandyblight。
InthemorninghedrovehisovernightgueststoDrogheda,soinuredbynowtothelandscapethathederivedgreatamusementfromtheircomments。Thelasthilllaytwohundredmilestotheeast;thiswasthelandoftheblacksoilplains,heexplained。Justsweeping,lightlytimberedgrasslandsasflatasaboard。Thedaywasashotasthepreviousone,buttheDaimlerwasagreatdealmorecomfortabletotravelinthanthetrainhadbeen。Andtheyhadstartedoutearly,fasting,FatherRalph’svestmentsandtheBlessedSacramentpackedcarefullyinablackcase。
\"Thesheeparedirty!\"saidMeggiedolefully,gazingatthemanyhundredsofrusty-redbundleswiththeirquestingnosesdownintothegrass。\"Ah,IcanseeIoughttohavechosenNewZealand,\"thepriestsaid。\"ItmustbelikeIreland,then,andhavenicecreamsheep。\"
\"Yes,itislikeIrelandinmanyways;ithasthesamebeautifulgreengrass。Butit’swilder,alotlesstamed,\"Paddyanswered。HelikedFatherRalphverymuch。
Justthenagroupofemuslurchedtotheirfeetandcommencedtorun,fleetasthewind,theirungainlylegsablur,theirlongnecksstretchedout。Thechildrengaspedandburstoutlaughing,enchantedatseeinggiantbirdswhichraninsteadofflying。
\"Whatapleasureitisnottohavetogetoutandopenthese’wretchedgates,\"FatherRalphsaidasthelastonewasshutbehindthemandBob,whohaddonegatedutyforhim,scrambledbackintothecar。AftertheshocksAustraliahadadministeredtotheminbewilderingrapidity,Droghedahomesteadseemedlikeatouchofhome,withitsgraciousGeorgianfacadeanditsbuddingwistariavines,itsthousandsofrosebushes。\"Arewegoingtolivehere?\"Meggiesqueaked。\"Notexactly,\"thepriestsaidquickly。\"Thehouseyou’regoingtoliveinisaboutamilefurtheron,downbythecreek。\"
MaryCarsonwaswaitingtoreceivetheminthevastdrawingroomanddidnotrisetogreetherbrother,butforcedhimtocometoherasshesatinherwingchair。
\"Well,Paddy,\"shesaidpleasantlyenough,lookingpasthimfixedlytowhereFatherRalphstoodwithMeggieinhisarms,andherlittlearmslockedtightlyabouthisneck。MaryCarsongotupponderously,withoutgreetingFeeorthechildren。
\"LetushearMassimmediately,\"shesaid。\"I’msureFatherdeBricassartisanxioustobeonhisway。\"
\"Notatall,mydearMary。\"Helaughed,blueeyesgleaming。\"IshallsayMass,we’llallhaveagoodhotbreakfastatyourtable,andthenI’vepromisedMeggieI’llshowherwhereshe’sgoingtolive。\"
\"Meggie,\"saidMaryCarson。
\"Yes,thisisMeggie。Whichratherbeginstheintroductionsatthetail,doesn’tit?Letmebeginatthehead,Mary,please。ThisisFiona。\"MaryCarsonnoddedcurtly,andpaidscantattentionasFatherRalphranthroughtheboys;shewastoobusywatchingthepriestandMeggie。
Theheadstockman’shousestoodonpilessomethirtyfeetaboveanarrowgulchfringedwithtall,stragglinggumtreesandmanyweepingwillows。AfterthesplendorofDroghedahomesteaditwasratherbareandutilitarian,butinitsappurtenancesitwasnotunlikethehousetheyhadleftbehindinNewZealand。SolidVictorianfurniturefilledtheroomstooverflowing,smotheredinfinereddust。
\"You’reluckyhere,youhaveabathroom,\"FatherRalphsaidashebroughtthemuptheplankstepstothefrontveranda;itwasquiteaclimb,forthepilesuponwhichthehousewaspoisedwerefifteenfeethigh。\"Incasethecreekrunsabanker,\"FatherRalphexplained。\"You’rerightonithereandI’vehearditcanrisesixtyfeetinanight。\"
Theydidindeedhaveabathroom;anoldtinbathandachippedwaterheaterstoodinawalled-offalcoveattheendofthebackveranda。But,asthewomenfoundtotheirdisgust,thelavatorywasnothingmorethanaholeinthegroundsometwohundredyardsawayfromthehouse,anditstank。AfterNewZealand,primitive。
\"Whoeverlivedherewasn’tveryclean,\"Feesaidassheranherfingerthroughthedustonthesideboard。
FatherRalphlaughed。\"You’llfightalosingbattletryingtogetridofthat,\"hesaid。\"ThisistheOutback,andtherearethreethingsyou’llneverdefeat-theheat,thedustandtheflies。Nomatterwhatyoudo,they’llalwaysbewithyou。\"
Feelookedatthepriest。\"You’reverygoodtous,Father。\"
\"Andwhynot?You’retheonlyrelativesofmyverygoodfriend,MaryCarson。\"
Sheshrugged,unimpressed。\"I’mnotusedtobeingonfriendlytermswithapriest。InNewZealandtheykeptthemselvesverymuchtothemselves。\"\"You’renotaCatholic,areyou?\"
\"No,Paddy’stheCatholic。NaturallythechildrenhavebeenrearedasCatholics,everylastoneofthem,ifthat’swhat’sworryingyou。\"\"Itneveroccurredtome。Doyouresentit?\"
\"Ireallydon’tcareonewayortheother。\"
\"Youdidn’tconvert?\"
\"I’mnotahypocrite,FatherdeBricassart。Ihadlostfaithinmyownchurch,andIhadnowishtoespouseadifferent,equallymeaninglesscreed。\"\"Isee。\"HewatchedMeggieasshestoodonthefrontveranda,peeringupthetracktowardDroghedabighouse。\"She’ssopretty,yourdaughter。Ihaveafondnessfortitianhair,youknow。Herswouldhavesenttheartistrunningforhisbrushes。I’veneverseenexactlythatcolorbefore。Issheyouronlydaughter?\"
\"Yes。BoysruninbothPaddy’sfamilyandmyown;girlsareunusual。\"\"Poorlittlething,\"hesaidobscurely。
AfterthecratesarrivedfromSydneyandthehousetookonamorefamiliarlookwithitsbooks,china,ornamentsandtheparlorfilledwithFee’sfurniture,thingsbegantosettledown。PaddyandtheboysolderthanStuwereawaymostofthetimewiththetwostationhandsMaryCarsonhadretainedtoteachthemthemanydifferencesbetweensheepinnorthwestNewSouth
WalesandsheepinNewZealand。Fee,MeggieandStudiscoveredthedifferencesbetweenrunningahouseinNewZealandandlivingintheheadstockman’sresidenceonDrogheda;therewasatacitunderstandingtheywouldneverdisturbMaryCarsonherself,butherhousekeeperandhermaidswerejustaseagertohelpthewomenasherstationhandsweretohelpthemen。Droghedawas,everyonelearned,aworldinitself,socutofffromcivilizationthatafterawhileevenGillanbonebecamenomorethananamewithremotememories。WithintheboundsofthegreatHomePaddocklaystables,asmithy,garages,innumerableshedsstoringeverythingfromfeedtomachinery,dogkennelsandruns,alabyrinthinemazeofstockyards,amammothshearingshedwiththestaggeringnumberoftwenty-sixstandsinit,andyetanotherjigsawpuzzleofyardsbehindit。Therewerefowlruns,pigpens,cowbailsandadairy,quartersforthetwenty-sixshearers,smallshacksfortherouseabouts,twoother,smaller,housesliketheirownforstockmen,ajackaroos’barracks,aslaughteryard,andwoodheaps。Allthissatinjustaboutthemiddleofatreelesscirclewhosediametermeasuredthreemiles:theHomePaddock。Onlyatthepointwheretheheadstockman’shouselaydidtheconglomerationofbuildingsalmosttouchtheforestsbeyond。However,thereweremanytreesaroundthesheds,yardsandanimalruns,toprovidewelcomeandnecessaryshade;mostlypeppertrees,huge,hardy,denseandsleepilylovely。BeyondinthelonggrassoftheHomePaddock,horsesandmilchcowsgrazeddrowsily。Thedeepgullybesidetheheadstockman’shousehadashallow,sluggishstreamofmuddywateratitsbottom。NoonecreditedFatherRalph’staleofitsrisingsixtyfeetovernight;itdidn’tseempossible。Waterfromthiscreekwaspumpedupbyhandtoservicethebathroomandkitchen,andittookthewomenalongtimetogetusedtowashingthemselves,thedishesandtheclothesingreenish-brownwater。Sixmassivecorrugated-irontanksperchedonwoodenderrickliketowerscaughtrainfromtheroofandprovidedthemwithdrinkingwater,buttheylearnedtheymustuseitverysparingly,thatitwasnevertobeusedforwashing。Fortherewasnoguaranteeastowhenthenextrainsmightcometofillthetanksup。
Thesheepandcattledrankartesianwater,nottappedfromaneasilyaccessiblewatertable,buttrueartesianwaterbroughtfromoverthreethousandfeetbelowthesurface。Itgushedatboilingpointfromapipeatwhatwascalledtheborehead,andranthroughtinychannelsfringedwithpoisonouslygreengrasstoeverypaddockontheproperty。Thesechannelsweretheboredrains,andtheheavilysulphurated,mineral-ladenwatertheycontainedwasnotfitforhumanconsumption。
Atfirstthedistancesstaggeredthem;Droghedahadtwohundredandfiftythousandacres。Itslongestboundarystretchedforeightymiles。Thehomesteadwasfortymilesandtwenty-sevengatesawayfromGillanbone,theonlysettlementofanykindcloserthanahundredandsixmiles。ThenarroweasternboundarywasformedbytheBarwonRiver,whichwaswhatthelocalscalledthisnortherncourseoftheDarlingRiver,agreatmuddythousand-milestreamthatfinallyjoinedtheMurrayRiverandsurgedoutintothesouthernoceanfifteenhundredmilesawayinSouthAustralia。GillanCreek,whichraninthegullybesidetheheadstockman’shouse,mergedintotheBarwontwomilesbeyondtheHomePaddock。
Paddyandtheboyslovedit。Sometimestheyspentdaysonendinthesaddle,milesawayfromthehomestead,campingatnightunderaskysovastandfilledwithstarsitseemedtheywereapartofGod。Thegrey-brownlandswarmedwithlife。Kangaroosinflocksofthousandsstreamedleapingthroughthetrees,takingfencesintheirstride,utterlylovelyintheirgraceandfreedomandnumbers;emusbuilttheirnests96inthemiddleofthegrassyplainandstalkedlikegiantsabouttheirterritorialboundaries,takingfrightatanythingstrangeandrunningfleeterthanhorsesawayfromtheirdark-green,football-sizedeggs;termitesbuiltrustytowerslikeminiatureskyscrapers;hugeantswithasavagebitepouredinriversdownmoundedholesintheground。
Thebirdlifewassorichandvariedthereseemednoendtonewkinds,andtheylivednotinonesandtwosbutinthousandsuponthousands:tinygreen-and-yellowparakeetsFeeusedtocalllovebirds,butwhichthelocalscalledbudgerigars;scarlet-and-bluesmallishparrotscalledrosellas;bigpale-greyparrotswithbrilliantpurplish-pinkbreasts,underwingsandheads,calledgalahs;andthegreatpurewhitebirdswithcheekyyellowcombscalledsulphur-crestedcockatoos。Exquisitetinyfincheswhirredandwheeled,sodidsparrowsandstarlings,andthestrongbrownkingfisherscalledkookaburraslaughedandchuckledgleefullyordivedforsnakes,theirfavoritefood。Theywerewellnighhuman,allthesebirds,andcompletelywithoutfear,sittinginhundredsinthetreespeeringaboutwithbrightintelligenteyes,screaming,talking,laughing,imitatinganythingthatproducedasound。Fearsomelizardsfiveorsixfeetlongpoundedoverthegroundandleapedlithelyforhightreebranches,asathomeofftheearthasonit;theyweregoannas。Andthereweremanyotherlizards,smallerbutsomenolessfrightening,adornedwithhornytriceratopeanruffsabouttheirnecks,orwithswollen,bright-bluetongues。Ofsnakesthevarietywasalmostendless,andtheClearyslearnedthatthebiggestandmostdangerouslookingwereoftenthemostbenign,whileastumpylittlecreatureafootlongmightbeadeathadder;carpetsnakes,coppersnakes,treesnakes,red-belliedblacksnakes,brownsnakes,lethaltigersnakes。
Andinsects!Grasshoppers,locusts,crickets,bees,fliesofallsizesandsorts,cicadas,gnats,dragonflies,giantmothsandsomanybutterflies!Thespidersweredreadful,hugehairythingswithalegspanofinches,ordeceptivelysmallanddeadlyblack-thingslurkinginthelavatory;somelivedinvastwheelingwebsslungbetweentrees,somerockedinsidedensegossamercradleshookedamonggrassblades,othersdivedintolittleholesinthegroundcompletewithlidswhichshutafterthem。
Predatorswerethere,too:wildpigsfrightenedofnothing,savageandflesh-eating,blackhairythingsthesizeoffullygrowncows;dingoes,thewildnativedogswhichslunkclosetothegroundandblendedintothegrass;crowsinhundredscarkingdesolatelyfromtheblastedwhiteskeletonsofdeadtrees;hawksandeagles,hoveringmotionlessontheaircurrents。Fromsomeofthesethesheepandcattlehadtobeprotected,especiallywhentheydroppedtheiryoung。Thekangaroosandrabbitsatethepreciousgrass;thepigsanddingoesatelambs,calvesandsickanimals;thecrowspeckedouteyes。TheClearyshadtolearntoshoot,thencarriedriflesastheyrode,sometimestoputasufferingbeastoutofitsmisery,sometimestofellaboaroradingo。
This,thoughttheboysexultantly,waslife。NotoneofthemyearnedforNewZealand;whenthefliesclusteredlikesyrupinthecornersoftheireyes,uptheirnoses,intheirmouthsandears,theylearnedtheAustraliantrickandhungcorksbobbingfromtheendsofstringsallaroundthebrimsoftheirhats。Topreventcrawliesfromgettingupinsidethelegsof(heirbaggytrouserstheytiedstripsofkangaroohidecalledbowyangsbelowtheirknees,gigglingatthesilly-soundingname,butawedbythenecessity。NewZealandwastamecomparedtothis;thiswaslife。Tiedtothehouseanditsimmediateenvirons,thewomenfoundlifemuchlesstotheirliking,fortheyhadnottheleisureortheexcusetoride,nordidtheyhavethestimulationofvaryingactivities。Itwasjusthardertodowhatwomenalwaysdid:cook,clean,wash,iron,。98careforbabies。Theybattledtheheat,thedust,theflies,themanysteps,themuddywater,thenearlyperennialabsenceofmentocarryandchopwood,pumpwater,killfowls。Theheatespeciallywashardtobear,anditwasasyetonlyearlyspring;evenso,thethermometeroutontheshadyverandareachedahundreddegreeseveryday。Insidethekitchenwiththerangegoing,itwasahundredandtwentydegrees。
Theirmanylayersofclothingwereclose-fittinganddesignedforNewZealand,whereinsidethehouseitwasalmostalwayscool。MaryCarson,exercisinggentlybywalkingdowntoseehersister-in-law,lookedatFee’shigh-necked,floor-lengthcalicogownsuperciliously。Sheherselfwascladinthenewfashion,acreamsilkdresscomingonlyhalfwaydownhercalves,withlooseelbowsleeves,nowaistandalowdécolletage。\"Really,Fiona,you’rehopelesslyold-fashioned,\"shesaid,glancingroundtheparlorwithitsfreshcoatofcreampaint,thePersiancarpetsandthespindlypricelessfurniture。
\"Ihavenotimetobeanythingelse,\"Feesaid,curtlyforherwhenactingashostess。
\"You’llhavemoretimenow,withthemenawaysomuchandfewermealstoget。Raiseyourhemsandstopwearingpetticoatsandstays,oryou’lldiewhensummercomes。Itcangetfifteentotwentydegreeshotterthanthis,youknow。\"HereyesdwelledontheportraitofthebeautifulblondwomaninherEmpressEugeniecrinoline。\"Who’sthat?\"sheasked,pointing。\"Mygrandmother。\"
\"Oh,really?Andthefurniture,thecarpets?\"\"Mine,frommygrandmother。\"
\"Oh,really?MydearFiona,you’vecomedownintheworld,haven’tyou?\"Feeneverlosthertemper,soshedidn’tnow,butherthinlipsgotthinner。\"Idon’tthinkso,Mary。Ihaveagoodman;yououghttoknowthat。\"\"Butpenniless。Whatwasyourmaidenname?\"
\"Armstrong。\"
\"Oh,really?NottheRoderickArmstrongArmstrongs?\"\"He’smyoldestbrother。Hisnamesakewasmygreat-grandfather。\"MaryCarsonrose,flappingherpicturehatattheflies,whichwerenotrespectersofperson。\"Well,you’rebetterbornthantheClearysare,evenifIdosaysomyself。DidyoulovePaddyenoughtogiveallthatup?\"\"MyreasonsforwhatIdo,\"saidFeelevelly,\"aremybusiness,Mary,notyours。Idonotdiscussmyhusband,evenwithhissister。\"
ThelinesoneithersideofMaryCarson’snosegotdeeper,hereyesbulgedslightly。\"Hoity-toity!\"
Shedidnotcomeagain,butMrs。Smith,herhousekeeper,cameoften,andrepeatedMaryCarson’sadviceabouttheirclothes。\"Look,\"shesaid,\"there’sasewingmachineinmyquarterswhichIneveruse。I’llhaveacoupleoftherouseaboutscarryitdown。IfIdoneedtouseit,I’llcomedownhere。\"HereyesstrayedtobabyHal,rollingonthefloorgleefully。\"Iliketohearthesoundofchildren,Mrs。Cleary。\"
Onceeverysixweeksthemailcamebyhorse-drawndrayfromGillanbone;thiswastheonlycontactwiththeoutsideworld。DroghedapossessedaFordtruck,anotherspeciallyconstructedFordtruckwithawatertankonitstray,amodel-TFordcarandaRolls-Roycelimousine,butnooneeverseemedtousethemtogointoGillysaveMaryCarsoninfrequently。Fortymileswasasfarasthemoon。
BlueyWilliamshadthemailcontractforthedistrictandtooksixweekstocoverhisterritory。Hisflattoppeddraywithitsten-footwheelswasdrawnbyamagnificentteamoftwelvedrafthorses,andwasloadedwithallthethingstheoutlyingstationsordered。AswellastheRoyalMail,hecarriedgroceries,gasolineinforty-four-gallondrums,keroseneinsquarefive-galloncans,hay,bagsofcorn,calicobagsofsugarandflour,woodenchestsoftea,bagsofpotatoes,farmmachinery,mail-ordertoysandclothesfromAnthonyHordern’sinSydney,plusanythingelsethathadtobebroughtinfromGillyorOutside。Movingattheclippingrateoftwentymilesaday,hewaswelcomedwhereverhestopped,pliedfornewsandweatherfaraway,handedthescribbledscrapsofpapercarefullywrappedaroundmoneyforgoodshewouldpurchaseinGilly,handedthelaboriouslywrittenletterswhichwentintothecanvassackmarked\"RoyalGVRMail。\"
WestofGillytherewereonlytwostationsontheroute,Droghedacloserin,Bugelafartherout;beyondBugelalaytheterritorythatgotmailonlyonceeverysixmonths。Bluey’sdrayswunginagreatzigzaggingarcthroughallthestationssouthwest,westandnorthwest,thenreturnedtoGillybeforesettingouteastward,asmallerjourneybecauseBoorootowntookoversixtymileseast。Sometimeshebroughtpeoplesittingbesidehimonhisunshelteredleatherseat,visitorsorhopefulslookingforwork;sometimeshetookpeopleaway,visitorsordiscontentedstockmenormaidsorroustabouts,veryoccasionallyagoverness。Thesquattersownedcarstotransportthemselves,butthosewhoworkedforthesquattersdependeduponBlueyfortransportaswellasgoodsandletters。
AftertheboltsofclothFeehadorderedcameonthemail,shesatdownatthedonatedsewingmachineandbegantomakeloosedressesinlightcottonforherselfandMeggie,lighttrousersandoverallsforthemen,smocksforHal,curtainsforthewindows。Therewasnodoubtitwascoolerminuslayersofunderwearandtightlyfittingouterwear。
LifewaslonelyforMeggie,onlyStuartatthehouseamongtheboys。JackandHughiewereoffwiththeirfatherlearningtobestockmen-jackaroos,theyoungapprenticeswerecalled。Stuartwasn’tcompanythewayJackandHughieusedtobe。Helivedinaworldallhisown,aquietlittleboywhopreferredtositforhourswatchingthebehaviorofathrongofantsthanclimbtrees,whereasMeggieadoredtoclimbtreesandthoughtAustraliangumsweremarvelous,ofinfinitevarietyanddifficulty。Notthattherewasmuchtimefortree-climbing,orant-watchingforthatmatter。MeggieandStuartworkedhard。Theychoppedandcarriedthewood,dugholesforrefuse,tendedthevegetablegardenandlookedafterthefowlsandpigs。Theyalsolearnedhowtokillsnakesandspiders,thoughtheyneverceasedtofearthem。Therainfallhadbeenmediocrelygoodforseveralyears;thecreekwaslowbutthetankswereabouthalffull。Thegrasswasstillfairlygood,butapparentlynothingtoitslushtimes。
\"Itwillprobablygetworse,\"saidMaryCarsongrimly。Buttheyweretoknowfloodbeforetheyencounteredafull-fledgeddrought。HalfwaythroughJanuarythecountrycaughtthesouthernedgeofthenorthwestmonsoons。Captiousintheextreme,thegreatwindsblewtosuitthemselves。Sometimesonlythefarnortherntipsofthecontinentfelttheirdrenchingsummerrains,sometimestheytraveledfardowntheOutbackandgavetheunhappyurbanitesofSydneyawetsummer。ThatJanuarythecloudsstormeddarkacrossthesky,tornintosoddenshredsbythewind,anditbegantorain;notagentledownpourbutasteady,roaringdelugewhichwentonandon。
Theyhadbeenwarned;BlueyWilliamshadturnedupwithhisdrayloadedhighandtwelvesparehorsesbehindhim,forhewasmovingfasttogetthroughhisroundsbeforetherainsmadefurtherprovisioningofthestationsimpossible。
\"Monsoonsarecomin’,\"hesaid,rollingacigaretteandindicatingpilesofextragrocerieswithhiswhip。
\"TheCooperan’theBarcooan’theDiamantinaarerunnin’realbankersan’theOverflowisoverflowin’。ThewholeQueenslan’Outback’stwofootunderwateran’thempoorbuggersistryin’tofindariseinthegroun’toputthesheepon。\"
Suddenlytherewasacontrolledpanic;Paddyandtheboysworkedlikemadmen,movingthesheepoutofthelow-lyingpaddocksandasfarawayfromthecreekandtheBarwonastheycould。FatherRalphturnedup,saddledhishorseandsetoffwithFrankandthebestteamofdogsfortwounclearedpaddocksalongsidetheBarwon,whilePaddyandthetwostockmeneachtookaboyinotherdirections。
FatherRalphwasanexcellentstockmanhimself。HerodeathoroughbredchestnutmareMaryCarsonhadgivenhim,cladinfaultlesslytailoredbuffjodhpurs,shinytankneeboots,andaspotlesswhiteshirtwithitssleevesrolleduphissinewyarmsanditsneckopentoshowhissmoothbrownchest。Inbaggyoldgreytwilltrouserstiedwithbowyangsandagreyflannelunder-shirt,Frankfeltlikeapoorrelation。Whichwaswhathewas,hethoughtwryly,followingthestraightfigureonthedaintymarethroughastandofboxandpinebeyondthecreek。Hehimselfrodeahard-mouthedpiebaldstockhorse,amean-temperedbeastwithawillofitsownandaferocioushatredofotherhorses。Thedogswereyelpingandcavortinginexcitement,fightingandsnarlingamongthemselvesuntilpartedwithaflickfromFatherRalph’sviciouslywieldedstockwhip。Itseemedtherewasnothingthemancouldn’tdo;hewasfamiliarwiththecodedwhistlessettingthedogstowork,andpliedhiswhipmuchbetterthanFrank,stilllearningthisexoticAustralianart。
ThebigQueenslandbluebrutethatledthedogpacktookaslavishfancytothepriestandfollowedhimwithoutquestion,meaningFrankwas-verydefinitelythesecond-stringman。HalfofFrankdidn’tmind;healoneamongPaddy’ssonshadnottakentolifeonDrogheda。HehadwantednothingmorethantoquitNewZealand,butnottocometothis。Hehatedtheceaselesspatrollingofthepaddocks,thehardgroundtosleeponmostnights,thesavagedogswhichcouldnotbetreatedaspetsandwereshotiftheyfailedtodotheirwork。Buttherideintothegatheringcloudshadanelementofadventuretoit;eventhebending,crackingtreesseemedtodancewithanoutlandishjoy。FatherRalphworkedlikeamaninthegripofsomeobsession,soolingthedogsafterunsuspectingbandsofsheep,sendingthesillywoollythingsleapingandbleatinginfrightuntilthelowshapesstreakingthroughthegrassgotthempackedtightandrunning。OnlyhavingthedogsenabledasmallhandfulofmentooperateapropertythesizeofDrogheda;bredtoworksheeporcattle,theywereamazinglyintelligentandneededverylittledirection。BynightfallFatherRalphandthedogs,withFranktryingtodohisinadequatebestbehindthem,hadclearedallthesheepoutofonepaddock,normallyseveraldays’work。Heunsaddledhismarenearaclumpoftreesbythegatetothesecondpaddock,talkingoptimisticallyofbeingabletogetthestockoutofitalsobeforetherainstarted。Thedogsweresprawledflatoutinthegrass,tongueslolling,thebigQueenslandbluefawningandcringingatFatherRalph’sfeet。Frankdugarepulsivecollectionofkangaroomeatoutofhissaddlebagandflungittothedogs,whichfellonitsnappingandbitingateachotherjealously。
\"Bloodyawfulbrutes,\"hesaid。\"Theydon’tbehavelikedogs;they’rejustjackals。\"
\"IthinktheseareprobablyalotclosertowhatGodintendeddogsshouldbe,\"saidFatherRalphmildly。\"Alert,intelligent,aggressiveandalmostuntamed。Formyself,Ipreferthemtothehouse-petspecies。\"Hesmiled。\"Thecats,too。Haven’tyounoticedthemaroundthesheds?Aswildandviciousaspanthers;won’tletahumanbeingnearthem。Buttheyhuntmagnificently,andcallnomanmasterorprovider。\"
Heunearthedacoldpieceofmuttonandapacketofbreadandbutterfromhissaddlebag,carvedahunkfromthemuttonandhandedtheresttoFrank。Puttingthebreadandbutteronalogbetweenthem,hesankhiswhiteteethintothemeatwithevidentenjoyment。Thirstwasslakedfromacanvaswaterbag,thencigarettesrolled。
Alonewilgatreestoodnearby;FatherRalphindicateditwithhiscigarette。
\"That’sthespottosleep,\"hesaid,unstrappinghisblanketandpickinguphissaddle。
Frankfollowedhimtothetree,commonlyheldthemostbeautifulinthispartofAustralia。Itsleavesweredenseandapalelimegreen,itsshapealmostperfectlyrounded。Thefoliagegrewsoclosetothegroundthatsheepcouldreachiteasily,theresultbeingthateverywilgabottomwasmownasstraightasatopiaryhedge。Iftherainbegantheywouldhavemoreshelterunderitthananyothertree,forAustraliantreesweregenerallythinneroffoliagethanthetreesofwetterlands。
\"You’renothappy,Frank,areyou?\"FatherRalphasked,lyingdownwithasighandrollinganothersmoke。
FromhispositionacoupleoffeetawayFrankturnedtolookathimsuspiciously。\"What’shappy?\"
\"Atthemoment,yourfatherandbrothers。Butnotyou,notyourmother,andnotyoursister。Don’tyoulikeAustralia?\"
\"Notthisbitofit。IwanttogotoSydney。Imighthaveachancetheretomakesomethingofmyself。\"
\"Sydney,eh?It’sadenofiniquity。\"FatherRalphwassmiling。\"Idon’tcare!OuthereI’mstuckthesamewayIwasinNewZealand;Ican’tgetawayfromhim。\"
\"Him?\"
ButFrankhadnotmeanttosayit,andwouldsaynomore。Helaylookingupattheleaves。
\"Howoldareyou,Frank?\"\"Twenty-two。\"\"Oh,yes!Haveyoueverbeenawayfromyourpeople?\"
No。
\"Haveyouevenbeentoadance,hadagirlfriend?\"\"No。\"Frankrefusedtogivehimhistitle。
\"Thenhe’llnotholdyoumuchlonger。\"
\"He’llholdmeuntilIdie。\"
FatherRalphyawned,andcomposedhimselfforsleep。\"Goodnight,\"hesaid。Inthemorningthecloudswerelower,buttherainheldoffalldayandtheygotthesecondpaddockcleared。AslightridgeranclearacrossDroghedafromnortheasttosouthwest;itwasinthesepaddocksthestockwereconcentrated,wheretheyhadhighergroundtoseekifthewaterroseabovetheescarpmentsofthecreekandtheBarwon。
Therainbeganalmostonnightfall,asFrankandthepriesthurriedatafasttrottowardthecreekfordbelowtheheadstockman’shouse。\"Nouseworryingaboutblowingthemnow!\"FatherRalphshouted。\"Digyourheelsin,lad,oryou’lldrowninthemud!\"
Theyweresoakedwithinseconds,andsowasthehard-bakedground。Thefine,-nonporoussoilbecameaseaofmud,miringthehorsestotheirhocksandsettingthemfloundering。Whilethegrasspersistedtheymanagedtopresson,butnearthecreekwheretheearthhadbeentroddentobarenesstheyhadtodismount。Oncerelievedoftheirburdens,thehorseshadnotrouble,butFrankfounditimpossibletokeephisbalance。Itwasworsethanaskatingrink。Onhandsandkneestheycrawledtothetopofthecreekbank,andsliddownitlikeprojectiles。Thestoneroadway,whichwasnormallycoveredbyafootoflazywater,wasunderfourfeetofracingfoam;Frankheardthepriestlaugh。Urgedonbyshoutsandslapsfromsoddenhats,thehorsesmanagedtoscrambleupthefarbankwithoutmishap,butFrankandFatherRalphcouldnot。Everytimetheytried,theyslidbackagain。ThepriesthadjustsuggestedtheyclimbawillowwhenPaddy,alertedbytheappearanceofriderlesshorses,camewitharopeandhauledthemout。Smilingandshakinghishead,FatherRalphrefusedPaddy’sofferofhospitality。
\"I’mexpectedatthebighouse,\"hesaid。
MaryCarsonheardhimcallingbeforeanyofherstaffdid,forhehadchosentowalkaroundtothefrontofthehouse,thinkingitwouldbeeasiertoreachhisroom。
\"You’renotcominginsidelikethat,\"shesaid,standingontheveranda。\"Thenbeadear,getmeseveraltowelsandmycase。\"
Unembarrassed,shewatchedhimpeeloffhisshirt,bootsandbreeches,leaningagainstthehalf-openwindowintoherdrawingroomashetoweledtheworstofthemudoff。
\"You’rethemostbeautifulmanI’veeverseen,RalphdeBricassart,\"shesaid。\"Whyisitsomanypriestsarebeautiful?TheIrishness?They’reratherahandsomepeople,theIrish。Orisitthatbeautifulmenfindthepriesthoodarefugefromtheconsequencesoftheirlooks?I’llbetthegirlsinGillyjusteattheirheartsoutoveryou。\"
\"Ilearnedlongagonottotakeanynoticeoflovesickgirls。\"Helaughed。\"Anypriestunderfiftyisatargetforsomeofthem,andapriestunderthirty-fiveisusuallyatargetforallofthem。Butit’sonlytheProtestantgirlswhoopenlytrytoseduceme。\"
\"Youneveranswermyquestionsoutright,doyou?\"Straightening,shelaidherpalmonhischestandhelditthere。\"You’reasybarite,Ralph,youlieinthesun。Areyouasbrownallover?\"
Smiling,heleanedhisheadforward,thenlaughedintoherhair,hishandsunbuttoningthecottondrawers;astheyfelltothegroundhekickedthemaway,standinglikeaPraxitelesstatuewhileshetouredallthewayaroundhim,takinghertimeandlooking。Thelasttwodayshadexhilaratedhim,sodidthesuddenawarenessthatshewasperhapsmorevulnerablethanhehadimagined;butheknewher,andhefeltquitesafeinasking,\"Doyouwantmetomakelovetoyou,Mary?\"Sheeyedhisflaccidpenis,snortingwithlaughter。\"Iwouldn’tdreamofputtingyoutosomuchtrouble!Doyouneedwomen,Ralph?\"Hisheadrearedbackscornfully。\"No!\"
\"Men?\"
\"They’reworsethanwomen。No,Idon’tneedthem。\"
\"Howaboutyourself?\"
\"Leastofall。\"
\"Interesting。\"Pushingthewindowallthewayup,shesteppedthroughintothedrawingroom。\"Ralph,CardinaldeBricassart!\"shemocked。Butawayfromthosediscerningeyesofhisshesaggedbackintoherwingchairandclenchedherfists,thegesturewhichrailsagainsttheinconsistenciesoffate。Naked,FatherRalphsteppedofftheverandatostandonthebarberedlawnwithhisarmsraisedabovehishead,eyesclosed;helettherainpouroverhiminwarm,probing,spearingrunnels,anexquisitesensationonbareskin。Itwasverydark。Buthewasstillflaccid。
ThecreekbrokeitsbanksandthewatercrepthigherupthepilesofPaddy’shouse,fartheroutacrosstheHomePaddocktowardthehomesteaditself。
\"Itwillgodowntomorrow,\"saidMaryCarsonwhenPaddywenttoreport,worried。
Asusual,shewasright;overthenextweekthewaterebbedandfinallyreturnedtoitsnormalchannels。Thesuncameout,thetemperaturezoomedtoahundredandfifteenintheshade,andthegrassseemedtotakewingforthesky,thigh-highandclean,bleachedbrilliantasgilt,hurtingtheeyes。Washedanddusted,thetreesglittered,andthehordesofparrotscamebackfromwherevertheyhadgonewhiletherainfelltoflashtheirrainbowbodiesamidthetimber,moreloquaciousthanever。FatherRalphhadreturnedtosuccorhisneglectedparishioners,sereneintheknowledgehisknuckleswouldnotberapped;underthepristinewhiteshirtnexttohisheartresidedacheckforonethousandpounds。Thebishopwouldbeecstatic。
ThesheepweremovedbacktotheirnormalpastureandtheClearyswereforcedtolearntheOutbackhabitofsiesta。Theyroseatfive,goteverythingdonebeforemidday,thencollapsedintwitching,sweatingheapsuntilfiveintheafternoon。Thisappliedbothtothewomenatthehouseandthemeninthepaddocks。Choreswhichcouldnotbedoneearlyweredoneafterfive,andtheeveningmealeatenafterthesunhadgonedownatatableoutsideontheveranda。Allthebedshadbeenmovedoutsideaswellfortheheatpersistedthroughthenight。Itseemedasifthemercuryhadnotgonebelowacenturyinweeks,dayornight。Beefwasaforgottenmemory,onlyasheepsmallenoughtolastwithouttaintinguntilitwasalleaten。Theirpalateslongedforachangefromtheeternalroundofbakedmuttonchops,muttonstew,shepherd’spiemadeofmincedmutton,curriedmutton,roastlegofmutton,boiledpickledmutton,muttoncasserole。ButatthebeginningofFebruarylifechangedabruptlyforMeggieandStuart。TheyweresenttotheconventinGillanbonetoboard,fortherewasnoschoolcloser。Hal,saidPaddy,couldlearnbycorrespondencefromBlackfriarsSchoolinSydneywhenhewasoldenough,butinthemeantime,sinceMeggieandStuartwereusedtoteachers,MaryCarsonhadgenerouslyofferedtopayfortheirboardandtuitionattheHolyCrossconvent。Besides,FeewastoobusywithHaltosupervisecorrespondencelessonsaswell。IthadbeentacitlyunderstoodfromthebeginningthatJackandHughiewouldgonofurtherwiththeireducations;Droghedaneededthemontheland,andthelandwaswhattheywanted。
MeggieandStuartfounditastrange,peacefulexistenceatHolyCrossaftertheirlifeonDrogheda,butespeciallyaftertheSacredHeartinWahine。FatherRalphhadsubtlyindicatedtothenunsthatthispairofchildrenwerehisprotégés,theiraunttherichestwomaninNewSouthWales。SoMeggie’sshynesswastransformedfromaviceintoavirtue,andStuart’soddisolation,hishabitofstaringforhoursintoillimitabledistances,earnedhimtheepithet\"saintly。\"
Itwasverypeacefulindeed,fortherewereveryfewboarders;peopleofthedistrictwealthyenoughtosendtheiroffspringtoboardingschoolinvariablypreferredSydney。Theconventsmelledofpolishandflowers,itsdarkhighcorridorsawashwithquietnessandatangibleholiness。Voicesweremuted,lifewentonbehindablackthinveil。Noonecanedthem,nooneshoutedatthem,andtherewasalwaysFatherRalph。Hecametoseethemoften,andhadthemtostayatthepresbyterysoregularlyhedecidedtopaintthebedroomMeggieusedadelicateapplegreen,buynewcurtainsforthewindowsandanewquiltforthebed。Stuartcontinuedtosleepinaroomwhichhadbeencreamandbrownthroughtworedecorations;itsimplyneveroccurredtoFatherRalphtowonderifStuartwashappy。Hewastheafterthoughtwhotoavoidoffensemustalsobeinvited。JustwhyhewassofondofMeggieFatherRalphdidn’tknow,norforthatmatterdidhespendmuchtimewonderingaboutit。Ithadbegunwithpitythatdayinthedustystationyardwhenhehadnoticedherlaggingbehind;setapartfromtherestofherfamilybyvirtueofhersex,hehadshrewdlyguessed。AstowhyFrankalsomovedonanouterperimeter,thisdidnotintriguehimatall,nordidhefeelmovedtopityFrank。TherewassomethinginFrankwhichkilledtenderemotions:adarkheart,aspiritlackinginnerlight。ButMeggie?Shehadmovedhimunbearably,andhedidn’treallyknowwhy。Therewasthecolorofherhair,whichpleasedhim;thecolorandformofhereyes,likehermother’sandthereforebeautiful,butsomuchsweeter,moreexpressive;andhercharacter,whichhesawastheperfectfemalecharacter,passiveyetenormouslystrong。Norebel,Meggie;onthecontrary。Allherlifeshewouldobey,movewithintheboundariesofherfemalefate。
Yetnoneofitaddeduptothefulltotal。Perhaps,hadhelookedmoredeeplyintohimself,hemighthaveseenthatwhathefeltforherwasthecuriousresultoftime,andplace,andperson。Noonethoughtofherasimportant,whichmeanttherewasaspaceinherlifeintowhichhecouldfithimselfandbesureofherlove;shewasachild,andthereforenodangertohiswayoflifeorhispriestlyreputation;shewasbeautiful,andheenjoyedbeauty;and,leastacknowledgedofall,shefilledanemptyspaceinhislifewhichhisGodcouldnot,forshehadwarmthandahumansolidity。Becausehecouldnotembarrassherfamilybygivinghergifts,hegaveherasmuchofhiscompanyashecould,andspenttimeandthoughtonredecoratingherroomatthepresbytery;notsomuchtoseeherpleasureastocreateafittingsettingforhisjewel。NopinchbeckforMeggie。AtthebeginningofMaytheshearersarrivedonDrogheda。MaryCarsonwasextraordinarilyawareofhoweverythingonDroghedawasdone,fromdeployingthesheeptocrackingastockwhip;shesummonedPaddytothebighousesomedaysbeforetheshearerscame,andwithoutmovingfromherwingchairshetoldhimpreciselywhattododowntothelastlittledetail。UsedtoNewZealandshearing,Paddyhadbeenstaggeredbythesizeoftheshed,itstwenty-sixstands;now,aftertheinterviewwithhissister,factsandfigureswarredinsidehishead。NotonlywouldDroghedasheepbeshornonDrogheda,butBugelaandDibban-DibbanandBeel-Beelsheepaswell。Itmeantagruelingamountofworkforeverysoulontheplace,maleandfemale。CommunalshearingwasthecustomandthestationssharingDrogheda’sshearingfacilitieswouldnaturallypitchintohelp,butthebruntoftheincidentalworkinevitablyfellontheshouldersofthoseonDrogheda。Theshearerswouldbringtheirowncookwiththemandbuytheirfoodfromthestationstore,butthosevastamountsoffoodhadtobefound;theramshacklebarrackswithkitchenandprimitivebathroomattachedhadtobescoured,cleanedandequippedwithmattressesandblankets。NotallstationswereasgenerousasDroghedawastoitsshearers,butDroghedaprideditselfonitshospitality,anditsreputationasa\"bloodygoodshed。\"ForthiswastheoneactivityinwhichMaryCarsonparticipated,soshedidn’tstintherpurse。NotonlywasitoneofthebiggestshedsinNewSouthWales,butitrequiredtheverybestmentobehad,menoftheJackieHowecaliber;overthreehundredthousandsheepwouldbeshorntherebeforetheshearersloadedtheirswagsintothecontractor’soldFordtruckanddisappeareddownthetracktotheirnextshed。
Frankhadnotbeenhomefortwoweeks。WitholdBeerbarrelPetethestockman,ateamofdogs,twostockhorsesandalightsulkyattachedtoanunwillingnagtoholdtheirmodestneeds,theyhadsetoutforthefarwesternpaddockstobringthesheepin,workingthemcloserandcloser,cullingandsorting。Itwasslow,tediouswork,nottobecomparedwiththatwildmusterbeforethefloods。Eachpaddockhaditsownstockyards,inwhichsomeofthegradingandmarkingwouldbedoneandthemobshelduntilitwastheirturntocomein。Theshearingshedyardsaccommodatedonlytenthousandsheepatatime,solifewouldn’tbeeasywhiletheshearerswerethere;itwouldbeaconstantflurryofexchangingmobs,unshornforshorn。
WhenFranksteppedintohismother’skitchenshewasstandingbesidethesinkatanever-endingjob,peelingpotatoes。
\"Mum,I’mhome!\"hesaid,joyinhisvoice。
Assheswungaroundherbellyshowed,andhistwoweeksawaylenthiseyesaddedperception。
\"Oh,God!\"hesaid。
Hereyeslosttheirpleasureinseeinghim,herfacefloodedwithscarletshame;shespreadherhandsoverherballooningapronasiftheycouldhidewhatherclothescouldnot。
Frankwasshaking。\"Thedirtyoldgoat!\"
\"Frank,Ican’tletyousaythingslikethat。You’reamannow,yououghttounderstand。Thisisnodifferentfromthewayyoucameintotheworldyourself,anditdeservesthesamerespect。Itisn’tdirty。WhenyouinsultDaddy,youinsultme。\"
\"Hehadnoright!Heshouldhaveleftyoualone!\"Frankhissed,wipingafleckoffoamfromthecornerofhistremblingmouth。\"Itisn’tdirty,\"sherepeatedwearily,andlookedathimfromhercleartiredeyesasifshehadsuddenlydecidedtoputshamebehindherforever。\"It’snotdirty,Frank,andnoristheactwhichcreatedit。\"
Thistimehisfacereddened。Hecouldnotcontinuetomeethergaze,soheturnedandwentthroughintotheroomhesharedwithBob,JackandHughie。Itsbarewallsandlittlesinglebedsmockedhim,mockedhim,thesterileandfeaturelesslooktoit,thelackofapresencetowarmit,apurposetohallowit。Andherface,herbeautifultiredfacewithitsprimhaloofgoldenhair,allalightbecauseofwhatsheandthathairyoldgoathaddoneintheterribleheatofsummer。
Hecouldnotgetawayfromit,hecouldnotgetawayfromher,fromthethoughtsatthebackofhismind,fromthehungersnaturaltohisageandmanhood。Mostlyhemanagedtopushitallbelowconsciousness,butwhensheflauntedtangibleevidenceofherlustbeforehiseyes,threwhermysteriousactivitywiththatlecherousoldbeastinhisveryteeth……Howcouldhethinkofit,howcouldheconsenttoit,howcouldhebearit?Hewantedtobeabletothinkofherastotallyholy,pureanduntaintedastheBlessedMother,abeingwhowasabovesuchthingsthoughallhersistersthroughouttheworldbeguiltyofit。Toseeherprovinghisconceptofherwrongwastheroadtomadness。Ithadbecomenecessarytohissanitytoimaginethatshelaywiththatuglyoldmaninperfectcha/y,tohaveaplacetosleep,butthatinthenighttheyneverturnedtowardeachother,ortouched。Oh,God!
Ascrapingclangmadehimlookdown,tofindhehadtwistedthebrassrailofthebed’sfootintoanS。
\"Whyaren’tyouDaddy?\"heaskedit。
\"Frank,\"saidhismotherfromthedoorway。
Helookedup,hisblackeyesglitteringandwetlikerained-uponcoal。\"I’llendupkillinghim,\"hesaid。
\"Ifyoudothat,you’llkillme,\"saidFee,comingtosituponthebed。\"No,I’dfreeyou!\"hecounteredwildly,hopefully。\"Frank,Icanneverbefree,andIdon’twanttobefree。IwishIknewwhereyourblindnesscomesfrom,butIdon’t。Itisn’tmine,norisityourfather’s。Iknowyou’renothappy,butmustyoutakeitoutonme,andonDaddy?Whydoyouinsistuponmakingeverythingsohard?Why?\"Shelookeddownatherhands,lookedupathim。\"Idon’twanttosaythis,butIthinkIhaveto。It’stimeyoufoundyourselfagirl,Frank,gotmarriedandhadafamilyofyourown。There’sroomonDrogheda。I’veneverbeenworriedabouttheotherboysinthatrespect;theydon’tseemtohaveyournatureatall。Butyouneedawife,Frank。Ifyouhadone,youwouldn’thavetimetothinkaboutme。\"
Hehadturnedhisbackuponher,andwouldn’tturnaround。Forperhapsfiveminutesshesatonthebedhopinghewouldsaysomething,thenshesighed,gotupandleft。
Aftertheshearershadgoneandthedistricthadsettledintothesemi-inertiaofwintercametheannualGillanboneShowandPicnicRaces。Itwasthemostimportanteventinthesocialcalendar,andwentonfortwodays。Feedidn’tfeelwellenoughtogo,soPaddydroveMaryCarsonintotowninherRolls-RoycewithouthiswifetosupporthimorkeepMary’stongueinitssilentposition。HehadnoticedthatforsomemysteriousreasonFee’sverypresencequelledhissister,putheratadisadvantage。Everyoneelsewasgoing。Underthreatofdeathtobehavethemselves,theboysrodeinwithBeerbarrelPete,Jim,Tom,Mrs。Smithandthemaidsinthetruck,butFrankleftearlyonhisowninthemodel-TFord。Theadultsofthepartywereallstayingoverforthesecondday’sracemeeting;forreasonsknownbesttoherself,MaryCarsondeclinedFatherRalph’sofferofaccommodationatthepresbytery,buturgedPaddytoacceptitforhimselfandFrank。WherethetwostockmenandTom,thegardenroustabout,stayednooneknew,butMrs。Smith,MinnieandCathadfriendsinGillywhoputthemup。ItwasteninthemorningwhenPaddydepositedhissisterinthebestroomtheHotelImperialhadtooffer;hemadehiswaydowntothebarandfoundFrankstandingatit,aschoonerofbeerinhishand。
\"Letmebuythenextone,oldman,\"Paddysaidgeniallytohisson。\"I’vegottotakeAuntieMarytothePicnicRacesluncheon,andIneedmoralsustenanceifI’mgoingtogetthroughtheordealwithoutMum。\"Habitandawearehardertoovercomethanpeoplerealizeuntiltheyactuallytrytocircumventtheconductofyears;Frankfoundhecouldnotdowhathelongedtodo,hecouldnotthrowthecontentsofhisglassinhisfather’sface,notinfrontofabarcrowd。Sohedownedwhatwasleftofhisbeeratagulp,smiledalittlesicklyandsaid,\"Sorry,Daddy,I’vepromisedtomeetsomeblokesdownattheshowground。\"
\"Well,offyougo,then。Buthere,takethisandspenditonyourself。Haveagoodtime,andifyougetdrunkdon’tletyourmotherfindout。\"Frankstaredatthecrispbluefive-poundnoteinhishand,longingtotearitintoshredsandflingtheminPaddy’sface,butcustomwonagain;hefoldedit,putitinhisfobpocketandthankedhisfather。Hecouldn’tgetoutofthebarquicklyenough。
Inhisbestbluesuit,waistcoatbuttoned,goldwatchsecuredbyagoldchainandaweightmadefromanuggetofftheLawrencegoldfields,Paddytuggedathiscelluloidcollarandlookeddownthebarforafacehemightrecognize。HehadnotbeenintoGillyveryoftenduringtheninemonthssincehearrivedonDrogheda,buthispositionasMaryCarson’sbrotherandheirapparentmeantthathehadbeentreatedveryhospitablywheneverhehadbeenintown,andthathisfacewaswellremembered。Severalmenbeamedathim,voicesofferedtoshouthimabeer,andhewassooninthemiddleofacomfortablelittlecrowd;Frankwasforgotten。
Meggie’shairwasbraidedthesedays,nonunbeingwilling(inspiteofMaryCarson’smoney)toattendtoitscurling,anditlayintwothickcablesoverhershoulders,tiedwithnavy-blueribbons。Cladinthesobernavy-blueuniformofaHolyCrossstudent,shewasescortedacrossthelawnfromtheconventtothepresbyterybyanunandhandedovertoFatherRalph’shousekeeper,whoadoredher。
\"Och,it’stheweebairn’sbonnieHielan’hair,\"sheexplainedtothepriestoncewhenhequestionedher,amused;Anniewasn’tgiventolikinglittlegirls,andhaddeploredthepresbytery’sproximitytotheschool。\"Comenow,Annie!Hair’sinanimate;youcan’tlikesomeonejustbecauseofthecolorofherhair,\"hesaid,toteaseher。
\"Ah,weekshe’sapuirweelassie-skeggy,yeken。\"
Hedidn’tkenatall,buthedidn’taskherwhat\"skeggy\"meant,either,orpassanyremarksaboutthefactthatitrhymedwithMeggie。SometimesitwasbetternottoknowwhatAnniemeant,orencourageherbypayingmuchattentiontowhatshesaid;shewas,inherownparlance,fey,andifshepitiedthechildhedidn’twanttobetolditwasbecauseofherfutureratherthanherpast。
Frankarrived,stilltremblingfromhisencounterwithhisfatherinthebar,andatalooseend。
\"Comeon,Meggie,I’lltakeyoutothefair,\"hesaid,holdingouthishand。
\"Whydon’tItakeyouboth?\"FatherRalphasked,holdingouthis。Sandwichedbetweenthetwomensheworshipped,andhangingontotheirhandsfordearlife,Meggiewasinseventhheaven。TheGillanboneshowgroundlayonthebanksoftheBarwonRiver,nextdoortotheracecourse。Thoughthefloodsweresixmonthsgone,themudhadnotcompletelydried,andtheeagerfeetofearlycomershadalreadypulpedittoamire。Beyondthestallsofsheepandcattle,pigsandgoats,theprimeandperfectlivestockcompetingforprizes,laytentsfullofhandicraftsandcooking。Theygazedatstock,cakes,crochetedshawls,knittedbabyclothes,embroideredtablecloths,catsanddogsandcanaries。
Onthefarsideofallthiswastheridingring,whereyoungequestriansandequestriennescanteredtheirbobtailedhacksbeforejudgeswholooked,itseemedtoagigglingMeggie,ratherlikehorsesthemselves。Ladyridersinmagnificentsergehabitsperchedsidesaddleontallhorses,theirtophatsswathedwithtantalizingwispsofveiling。HowanyonesoprecariouslymountedandhattedcouldstayunruffleduponahorseatanythingfasterthananamblewasbeyondMeggie’simagination,untilshesawonesplendidcreaturetakeherprancinganimaloveraseriesofdifficultjumpsandfinishasimpeccableasbeforeshestarted。Thentheladyprickedhermountwithanimpatientspurandcanteredacrossthesoggyground,reiningtoahaltinfrontofMeggie,FrankandFatherRalphtobartheirprogress。Theleginitspolishedblackboothookedroundthesaddlewasunhooked,andtheladysattrulyonthesideofhersaddle,herglovedhandsextendedimperiously。\"Father!Besokindastohelpmedismount!\"
Hereacheduptoputhishandsaroundherwaist,herhandsonhisshoulders,andswungherlightlydown;themomentherheelstouchedthegroundhereleasedher,tookhermount’sreinsinhishandandwalkedon,theladybesidehim,matchinghisstrideeffortlessly。\"WillyouwintheHunting,MissCarmichael?\"heaskedintonesofutterindifference。
Shepouted;shewasyoungandverybeautiful,andthatcuriousimpersonalqualityofhispiquedher。\"Ihopetowin,butIcan’tbesure。MissHopetonandMrs。AnthonyKingbothcompete。However,IshallwintheDressage,soifIdon’twintheHuntingIshan’trepine。\"
Shespokewithbeautifullyroundedvowels,andwiththeoddlystiltedphraseologyofayoungladysocarefullyrearedandeducatedtherewasnotatraceof
warmthoridiomlefttocolorhervoice。AshespoketoherFatherRalph’sownspeechbecamemorepearshaped,andquitelostitsbeguilinghintofIrishness;asifshebroughtbacktohimatimewhenhe,too,hadbeenlikethis。Meggiefrowned,puzzledandaffectedbytheirlightbutguardedwords,notknowingwhatthechangeinFatherRalphwas,onlyknowingtherewasachange,andnotonetoherliking。SheletgoFrank’shand,andindeedithadbecomedifficultforthemtocontinuewalkingabreast。BythetimetheycametoawidepuddleFrankhadfallenbehindthem。FatherRalph’seyesdancedashesurveyedthewater,almostashallowpond;heturnedtothechildwhosehandhehadkeptinhisfirmly,andbentdowntoherwithaspecialtendernesstheladycouldnotmistake,forithadbeenentirelylackinginhiscivilexchangeswithher。\"Iwearnocloak,darlingMeggie,soIcan’tbeyourSirWalterRaleigh。I’msureyou’llexcuseme,mydearMissCarmichael\"-thereinswerepassedtothelady。Ican’tpermitmyfavoritegirltomuddyhershoes,nowcanI?\"HepickedMeggieupandtuckedhereasilyagainsthiship,leavingMissCarmichaeltocollectherheavytrailingskirtsinonehand,thereinsinherother,andsplashherwayacrossunaided。ThesoundofFrank’shootoflaugherjustbehindthemdidn’timprovehertemper;onthefarsideofthepuddlesheleftthemabruptly。
\"Idobelieveshe’dkillyouifshecould,\"FranksaidasFatherRalphputMeggiedown。HewasfascinatedbythisencounterandbyFatherRalph’sdeliberatecruelty。ShehadseemedtoFranksobeautifulandsohaughtythatnomancouldgainsayher,evenapriest,yetFatherRalphhadwantonlysetouttoshatterherfaithinherself,inthatheadyfemininityshewieldedlikeaweapon。Asifthepriesthatedherandwhatshestoodfor,Frankthought,theworldofwomen,anexquisitemystery,hehadneverhadtheopportunitytoplumb。Smartingfromhismother’swords,hehadwantedMissCarmichaeltonoticehim,theoldestsonofMaryCarson’sheir,butshehadnotsomuchasdeignedtoadmitheexisted。Allherattentionhadbeenfocusedonthepriest,abeingsexlessandemasculated。Evenifhewastall,darkandhandsome。\"Don’tworry,she’llbebackformoreofthesame,\"saidFatherRalphcynically。\"She’srich,sonextSundayshe’llveryostentatiouslyputaten-poundnoteintheplate。\"HelaughedatFrank’sexpression。\"I’mnotsomucholderthanyou,myson,butinspiteofmycallingI’maveryworldlyfellow。Don’tholditagainstme;justputitdowntoexperience。\"Theyhadlefttheridingringbehindandenteredtheamusementpartofthegrounds。ToMeggieandFrankalikeitwasenchantment。FatherRalphhadgivenMeggiefivewholeshillings,andFrankhadhisfivepounds;toownthepriceofadmissiontoallthoseenticingboothswaswonderful。Crowdsthrongedthearea,childrenrunningeverywhere,gazingwide-eyedattheluridlyandsomewhatinexpertlypaintedlegendsfrontingtatteredtents:TheFattestLadyintheWorld;PrincessHouritheSnakeDancer(seeHerFantheFlamesofaCobra’sRage!);TheIndiaRubberMan;GoliaththeWorld’sStrongestMan;ThetistheMermaid。Ateachtheypaidtheirpenniesandwatchedraptly,notnoticingThetis’ssadlytarnishedscalesorthetoothlesssmileonthecobra。Atthefarend,sobigitrequiredawholesideforitself,wasagiantmarqueewithahighboardwalkalongitsfront,acurtainlikefriezeofpaintedfiguresstretchingbehindtheentirelengthoftheboardbridge,menacingthecrowd。Amanwithamegaphoneinhishandwasshoutingtothegatheringpeople。
\"Hereitis,gents,JimmySharman’sfamousboxingtroupe!Eightoftheworld’sgreatestprizefighters,andapursetobewonbyanychapgametohaveago!\"
Womenandgirlsweretricklingoutoftheaudienceasfastasmenandboyscamefromeverydirectiontoswellit,clusteringthicklybeneaththeboardwalk。AssolemnlyasgladiatorsparadingattheCircusMaximus,eightmenfiledontothebridgeandstood,bandagedhandsonhips,legsapart,swaggeringattheadmiringoohsofthecrowd。Meggiethoughttheywerewearingunderclothes,fortheywerecladinlongblacktightsandvestswithcloselyfittinggreytrunksfromwaiststomidthighs。Ontheirchests,bigwhiteRomancapitalssaidJIMMYSHARMAN’STROUPE。NOtwowerethesamesize,somebig,somesmall,someinbetween,buttheywereallofparticularlyfinephysique。Chattingandlaughingtoeachotherinanoffhandmannerthatsuggestedthiswasaneverydayoccurrence,theyflexedtheirmusclesandtriedtopretendtheyweren’tenjoyingstrutting。
\"Comeon,chaps,who’lltakeaglove?\"thespruikerwasbraying。\"Whowantstohaveago?Takeaglove,winafiver!\"hekeptyellingbetweentheboomsofabassdrum。
\"Iwill!\"Frankshouted。\"Iwill,Iwill!\"
HeshookoffFatherRalph’srestraininghandasthosearoundtheminthethrongwhocouldseeFrank’sdiminutivesizebegantolaughandgood-naturedlypushhimtothefront。
ButthespruikerwasveryseriousasoneofthetroupeextendedafriendlyhandandpulledFrankuptheladdertostandatonesideoftheeightalreadyonthebridge。\"Don’tlaugh,gents。He’snotverybigbutheisthefirsttovolunteer!Itisn’tthesizeofthedoginthefight,youknow,it’sthesizeofthefightinthedog!Comeonnow,here’sthislittleblokegametotry-whataboutsomeofyoubigblokes,eh?Putonagloveandwinafiver,gothedistancewithoneofJimmySharman’stroupe!\"
Graduallytheranksofthevolunteersincreased,theyoungmenself-consciouslyclutchingtheirhatsandeyeingtheprofessionalswhostood,abandofelitebeings,alongsidethem。Dyingtostayandseewhathappened,FatherRalphreluctantlydecideditwasmorethantimeheremovedMeggiefromthevicinity,sohepickedherupandturnedonhisheeltoleave。Meggiebegantoscream,andthefartherawayhegot,theloudershescreamed;peoplewerebeginningtolookatthem,andhewassowellknownitwasveryembarrassing,nottomentionundignified。\"Nowlook,Meggie,Ican’ttakeyouinthere!Yourfatherwouldflaymealive,andrightly!\"
\"IwanttostaywithFrank,IwanttostaywithFrank!\"shehowledatthetopofhervoice,kickingandtryingtobite。
\"Oh,shit!\"saidFatherRalph。
Yieldingtotheinevitable,hedugintohispocketfortherequiredcoinsandapproachedtheopenflapofthemarquee,oneeyecockedforanyoftheClearyboys;buttheywerenowheretobeseen,sohepresumedtheyweresafelytryingtheirluckwiththehorseshoesorgorgingthemselvesonmeatpiesandicecream。
\"Youcan’ttakeherinthere,Father!\"theforemansaid,shocked。FatherRalphliftedhiseyesheavenward。\"Ifyou’llonlytellmehowwecangetherawayfromherewithouttheentireGillypoliceforcearrestingusformolestingachild,I’llgladlygo!Butherbrothervolunteeredandshe’snotabouttoleaveherbrotherwithoutafightthatwillmakeyourchapslooklikeamateurs!\"
Theforemanshrugged。\"Well,Father,Ican’targuewithyou,canI?Inyougo,butkeepheroutoftheway,for-ah-pity’ssake。No,no,Father,putyourmoneybackinyourpocket;Jimmywouldn’tlikeit。\"
Thetentseemedfullofmenandboys,millingaroundacentralring;FatherRalphfoundaplaceatthebackofthecrowdagainstthecanvaswall,hangingontoMeggiefordearlife。Theairwasfoggyfromtobaccosmokeandredolentwithsawdusttheyhadthrowndowntoabsorbthemud。Frank,glovesalreadyonhishands,wasthefirstchallengeroftheday。
Thoughitwasunusual,itwasnotunknownforamanoutofthecrowdtolastthedistanceagainstoneoftheprofessionalboxers。Admittedlytheyweren’tthebestintheworld,buttheydidincludesomeofthebestinAustralia。Putupagainstaflyweightbecauseofhissize,Frankknockedhimoutwiththethirdpunchhethrew,andofferedtofightsomeoneelse。Bythetime,hewasonhisthirdprofessionalthewordhadgotaround,andthetentwassojammedtheycouldnotfitanothereagerspectatorinside。Hehadhardlybeentouchedbyaglove,thefewblowshehadtakenonlyprovokinghisever-smolderingrage。Hewaswild-eyed,almostspittinginpassion,eachofhisopponentswearingPaddy’sface,theyellsandcheersofthecrowdthrobbinginhisheadlikeavastsinglevoicechantingGo!Go!Go!Oh,howhehadachedforthechancetofight,deniedhimsincecomingtoDrogheda!Fortofightwastheonlywayheknewofriddinghimselfofangerandpain,andashelandedthefellingpunchhethoughtthegreatdullvoiceinhisearschangeditssong,toKill!Kill!Kill!Thentheyputhimwithoneoftherealchampions,alightweightunderorderstokeepFrankatadistanceandfindoutifhecouldboxaswellashecouldpunch。JimmySharman’seyeswereshining。Hewasalwaysonthelookoutforchampions,andtheselittlecountryshowshadyieldedseveral。Thelightweightdidashewastold,hard-pressedinspiteofhissuperiorreach,whileFrank,sopossessedbyhishungertokillthatdancing,elusivefigurehesawnothingelse,wentafterhim。Helearnedwitheveryclinchandflurryofblows,oneofthosestrangepeoplewhoeveninthemidstoftitanicrakestillcanthink。Andhelastedthedistance,inspiteofthepunishmentthoseexpertfistshadmetedout;hiseyewasswelling,hisbrowandlipcut。Buthehadwontwentypounds,andtherespectofeverymanpresent。MeggiewriggledfromFatherRalph’sslackenedclaspandboltedfromthetentbeforehecouldcatchholdofher。Whenhefoundheroutsideshehadbeensick,andwastryingtocleanhersplatteredshoeswithatinyhandkerchief。Silentlyhegaveherhisown,strokingherbright,sobbinghead。Theatmosphereinsidehadnotagreedwithhisgorgeeither,andhewishedthedignityofhiscallingpermittedhimthereliefofreleasingitinpublic。
\"DoyouwanttowaitforFrank,orwouldyouratherwewentnow?\"\"I’llwaitforFrank,\"shewhispered,leaningagainsthisside,sogratefulforhiscalmnessandsympathy。
\"Iwonderwhyyoutugsoatmynonexistentheart?\"hemused,deeminghertoosickandmiserabletolistenbutneedingtovoicehisthoughtsaloud,asdosomanypeoplewholeadasolitarylife。\"Youdon’tremindmeofmymotherandIneverhadasister,andIwishIknewwhatitwasaboutyouandyourwretchedfamily……Haveyouhada。hardlife,mylittleMeggie?\"Frankcameoutofthetent,apieceofstickingplasteroverhiseye,dabbingathistornlip。ForthefirsttimesinceFatherRalphhadmethim,helookedhappy;thewaymostmendidafterwhatoneknewwasagoodnightinbedwithawoman,thoughtthepriest。
\"What’sMeggiedoinghere?\"hesnarled,notquitedownfromtheexaltationofthering。
\"Shortofbindingherhandandfoot,nottomentiongaggingher,therewasnowayIcouldkeepherout,\"saidFatherRalphtartly,notpleasedathavingtojustifyhimself,butnotsureFrankwouldn’thaveagoathim,too。Hewasn’tintheleastafraidofFrank,buthewasafraidofcreatingasceneinpublic。\"Shewasfrightenedforyou,Frank;shewantedtobenearenoughtoyoutoseeforherselfthatyouwereallright。Don’tbeangrywithher;she’supsetenoughalready。\"
\"Don’tyoudareletDaddyknowyouwerewithinamileofthisplace,\"FranksaidtoMeggie。
\"Doyoumindifwecuttherestofourtourshort?\"thepriestasked。\"Ithinkwecouldalldowitharestandacupofteaatthepresbytery。\"HepinchedthetipofMeggie’snose。\"Andyou,younglady,coulddowithagoodwash。\"
Paddyhadhadatormentingdaywithhissister,atherbeckandcallinawayFeeneverdemanded,helpingherpickherfastidious,cross-patchwaythroughtheGillymudinimportedguipurelaceshoes,smilingandchattingwiththepeopleshegreetedroyally,standingbyhersideasshepresentedtheemeraldbracelettothewinneroftheprincipalrace,theGillanboneTrophy。Whytheyhadtospendalltheprizemoneyonawoman’strinketinsteadofhandingoveragold-platedcupandanicebundleofcashwasbeyondhim,forhedidnotunderstandthekeenlyamateurnatureoftheracemeeting,theinferencethatthepeoplewhoenteredhorsesdidn’tneedvulgarmoney,insteadcouldcarelesslytossthewinningstothelittlewoman。HorryHopeton,whosebaygeldingKingEdwardhadwontheemeraldbracelet,alreadypossessedaruby,adiamondandasapphirebraceletfromotheryears;hehadawifeandfivedaughtersandsaidhecouldn’tstopuntilhehadwonsixbracelets。
Paddy’sstarchedshirtandcelluloidcollarchafed,thebluesuitwastoohot,andtheexoticSydneyseafoodtheyhadservedwithchampagneatluncheonhadnotagreedwithhismutton-inureddigestion。Andhehadfeltafool,thoughthelookedafool。Bestthoughitwas,hissuitsmackedofcheaptailoringandbucolicunfashionableness。Theywerenothiskindofpeople,theblufftweedygraziers,theloftymatrons,thetoothy,horsyyoungwomen,thecreamofwhattheBulletincalled\"thesquattocracy。\"Fortheyweredoingtheirbesttoforgetthedaysinthelastcenturywhentheyhadsquattedonthelandandtakenvasttractsofitfortheirown,hadittacitlyacknowledgedastheirownwithfederationandthearrivalofhomerule。Theyhadbecomethemostenviedgroupofpeopleonthecontinent,rantheirownpoliticalparty,senttheirchildrentoexclusiveSydneyschools,hobnobbedwiththevisitingPrinceofWales。He,plainPaddyCleary,wasaworkingman。Hehadabsolutelynothingincommonwiththesecolonialaristocrats,whoremindedhimofhiswife’sfamilytoomuchforcomfort。SowhenhecameintothepresbyteryloungetofindFrank,MeggieandFatherRalphrelaxedaroundthefireandlookingasiftheyhadspentawonderful,carefreeday,itirritatedhim。HehadmissedFee’sgenteelsupportunbearablyandhestilldislikedhissisterasmuchashehadbackinhisearlychildhoodinIreland。ThenhenoticedthestickingplasteroverFrank’seye,theswollenface;itwasaheaven-sentexcuse。\"Andhowdoyouthinkyou’regoingtofaceyourmotherlookinglikethat?\"heyelled。\"Notadayoutofmysightandyou’rebackatitagain,pickingfightswithanyonewholooksatyousideways!\"
Startled,FatherRalphjumpedtohisfeetwithasoothingnoisehalf-uttered;butFrankwasquicker。
\"Iearnedmyselfmoneywiththis!\"hesaidverysoftly,pointingtotheplaster。\"Twentypoundsforafewminutes’work,betterwagesthanAuntieMarypaysyouandmecombinedinamonth!IknockedoutthreegoodboxersandlastedthedistancewithalightweightchampioninJimmySharman’stentthisafternoon。AndIearnedmyselftwentypounds。ItmaynotfitinwithyourideasofwhatIoughttodo,butthisafternoonIearnedtherespectofeverymanpresent!\"
\"Afewtired,punch-drunkoldhas-beensatacountryshow,andyou’refullofit?Growup,Frank!Iknowyoucan’tgrowanymoreinbody,butyoumightmakeaneffortforyourmother’ssaketogrowinmind!\"ThewhitenessofFrank’sface!Likebleachedbones。
Itwasthemostterribleinsultamancouldofferhim,andthiswashisfather;hecouldn’tstrikeback。Hisbreathingstartedcomingfromthebottomofhischestwiththeeffortofkeepinghishandsbyhissides。\"Nohas-beens,Daddy。YouknowwhoJimmySharmanisaswellasIdo。AndJimmySharmanhimselfsaidIhadaterrificfutureasaboxer;hewantstotakemeintohistroupeandtrainme。Andhewantstopayme!Imaynotgrowanybigger,butI’mbigenoughtolickanymaneverborn-andthatgoesforyou,too,youstinkingoldhe-goat!\"