TheFreeman’sDefence
TherewasagentlebustleattheQuakerhouse,astheafternoondrewtoaclose。RachelHallidaymovedquietlytoandfro,collectingfromherhouseholdstoressuchneedmentsascouldbearrangedinthesmallestcompass,forthewandererswhoweretogoforththatnight。Theafternoonshadowsstretchedeastward,andtheroundredsunstoodthoughtfullyonthehorizon,andhisbeamsshoneyellowandcalmintothelittlebed-roomwhereGeorgeandhiswifeweresitting。Hewassittingwithhischildonhisknee,andhiswife’shandinhis。Bothlookedthoughtfulandseriousandtracesoftearswereontheircheeks。
“Yes,Eliza,”saidGeorge,“Iknowallyousayistrue。Youareagoodchild,—agreatdealbetterthanIam;andIwilltrytodoasyousay。I’lltrytoactworthyofafreeman。I’lltrytofeellikeaChristian。GodAlmightyknowsthatI’vemeanttodowell,—triedhardtodowell,—wheneverythinghasbeenagainstme;andnowI’llforgetallthepast,andputawayeveryhardandbitterfeeling,andreadmyBible,andlearntobeagoodman。”
“AndwhenwegettoCanada,”saidEliza,“Icanhelpyou。Icandodress-makingverywell;andIunderstandfinewashingandironing;andbetweenuswecanfindsomethingtoliveon。”
“Yes,Eliza,solongaswehaveeachotherandourboy。O!Eliza,ifthesepeopleonlyknewwhatablessingitisforamantofeelthathiswifeandchildbelongtohim!I’veoftenwonderedtoseementhatcouldcalltheirwivesandchildrentheirownfrettingandworryingaboutanythingelse。Why,Ifeelrichandstrong,thoughwehavenothingbutourbarehands。IfeelasifIcouldscarcelyaskGodforanymore。Yes,thoughI’veworkedhardeveryday,tillIamtwenty-fiveyearsold,andhavenotacentofmoney,norarooftocoverme,noraspotoflandtocallmyown,yet,iftheywillonlyletmealonenow,Iwillbesatisfied,—thankful;Iwillwork,andsendbackthemoneyforyouandmyboy。Astomyoldmaster,hehasbeenpaidfivetimesoverforallheeverspentforme。Idon’towehimanything。”
“Butyetwearenotquiteoutofdanger,”saidEliza;“wearenotyetinCanada。”
“True,”saidGeorge,“butitseemsasifIsmeltthefreeair,anditmakesmestrong。”
Atthismoment,voiceswereheardintheouterapartment,inearnestconversation,andverysoonarapwasheardonthedoor。Elizastartedandopenedit。
SimeonHallidaywasthere,andwithhimaQuakerbrother,whomheintroducedasPhineasFletcher。Phineaswastallandlathy,red-haired,withanexpressionofgreatacutenessandshrewdnessinhisface。Hehadnottheplacid,quiet,unworldlyairofSimeonHalliday;onthecontrary,aparticularlywide-awakeandaufaitappearance,likeamanwhoratherprideshimselfonknowingwhatheisabout,andkeepingabrightlookoutahead;peculiaritieswhichsortedratheroddlywithhisbroadbrimandformalphraseology。
“OurfriendPhineashathdiscoveredsomethingofimportancetotheinterestsoftheeandthyparty,George,”saidSimeon;“itwerewellfortheetohearit。”
“ThatIhave,”saidPhineas,“anditshowstheuseofaman’salwayssleepingwithoneearopen,incertainplaces,asI’vealwayssaid。nightIstoppedatalittlelonetavern,backontheroad。Theerememberstheplace,Simeon,wherewesoldsomeapples,lastyear,tothatfatwoman,withthegreatear-rings。Well,Iwastiredwithharddriving;and,aftermysupperIstretchedmyselfdownonapileofbagsinthecorner,andpulledabuffalooverme,towaittillmybedwasready;andwhatdoesIdo,butgetfastasleep。”
“Withoneearopen,Phineas?”saidSimeon,quietly。
“No;Islept,earsandall,foranhourortwo,forIwasprettywelltired;butwhenIcametomyselfalittle,Ifoundthatthereweresomemenintheroom,sittingroundatable,drinkingandtalking;andIthought,beforeImademuchmuster,I’djustseewhattheywereupto,especiallyasIheardthemsaysomethingabouttheQuakers。‘So,’saysone,‘theyareupintheQuakersettlement,nodoubt,’sayshe。ThenIlistenedwithbothears,andIfoundthattheyweretalkingaboutthisveryparty。SoIlayandheardthemlayoffalltheirplans。Thisyoungman,theysaid,wastobesentbacktoKentucky,tohismaster,whowasgoingtomakeanexampleofhim,tokeepallniggersfromrunningaway;andhiswifetwoofthemweregoingtorundowntoNewOrleanstosell,ontheirownaccount,andtheycalculatedtogetsixteenoreighteenhundreddollarsforher;andthechild,theysaid,wasgoingtoatrader,whohadboughthim;andthentherewastheboy,Jim,andhismother,theyweretogobacktotheirmastersinKentucky。Theysaidthatthereweretwoconstables,inatownalittlepieceahead,whowouldgoinwith’emtoget’emtakenup,andtheyoungwomanwastobetakenbeforeajudge;andoneofthefellows,whoissmallandsmooth-spoken,wastosweartoherforhisproperty,andgetherdeliveredovertohimtotakesouth。They’vegotarightnotionofthetrackwearegoingtonight;andthey’llbedownafterus,sixoreightstrong。Sonow,what’stobedone?”
Thegroupthatstoodinvariousattitudes,afterthiscommunication,wereworthyofapainter。RachelHalliday,whohadtakenherhandsoutofabatchofbiscuit,tohearthenews,stoodwiththemupraisedandfloury,andwithafaceofthedeepestconcern。Simeonlookedprofoundlythoughtful;Elizahadthrownherarmsaroundherhusband,andwaslookinguptohim。Georgestoodwithclenchedhandsandglowingeyes,andlookingasanyothermanmightlook,whosewifewastobesoldatauction,andsonsenttoatrader,allundertheshelterofaChristiannation’slaws。
“Whatshallwedo,George?”saidElizafaintly。
“IknowwhatIshalldo,”saidGeorge,ashesteppedintothelittleroom,andbeganexaminingpistols。
“Ay,ay,”saidPhineas,noddinghisheadtoSimeon;thouseest,Simeon,howitwillwork。”
“Isee,”saidSimeon,sighing;“Iprayitcomenottothat。”
“Idon’twanttoinvolveanyonewithorforme,”saidGeorge。“Ifyouwilllendmeyourvehicleanddirectme,Iwilldrivealonetothenextstand。Jimisagiantinstrength,andbraveasdeathanddespair,andsoamI。”
“Ah,well,friend,”saidPhineas,“butthee’llneedadriver,forallthat。Thee’squitewelcometodoallthefighting,theeknows;butIknowathingortwoabouttheroad,thattheedoesn’t。”
“ButIdon’twanttoinvolveyou,”saidGeorge。
“Involve,”saidPhineas,withacuriousandkeenexpressionofface,“Whentheedoesinvolveme,pleasetoletmeknow。”
“Phineasisawiseandskilfulman,”saidSimeon。“Theedoeswell,George,toabidebyhisjudgment;and,”headded,layinghishandkindlyonGeorge’sshoulder,andpointingtothepistols,“benotoverhastywiththese,—youngbloodishot。”
“Iwillattacknoman,”saidGeorge。“AllIaskofthiscountryistobeletalone,andIwillgooutpeaceably;but,”—hepaused,andhisbrowdarkenedandhisfaceworked,—“I’vehadasistersoldinthatNewOrleansmarket。Iknowwhattheyaresoldfor;andamIgoingtostandbyandseethemtakemywifeandsellher,whenGodhasgivenmeapairofstrongarmstodefendher?No;Godhelpme!I’llfighttothelastbreath,beforetheyshalltakemywifeandson。Canyoublameme?”
“Mortalmancannotblamethee,George。Fleshandbloodcouldnotdootherwise,”saidSimeon。“Woeuntotheworldbecauseofoffences,butwoeuntothemthroughwhomtheoffencecometh。”
“Wouldnotevenyou,sir,dothesame,inmyplace?”
“IpraythatIbenottried,”saidSimeon;“thefleshisweak。”
“Ithinkmyfleshwouldbeprettytolerablestrong,insuchacase,”saidPhineas,stretchingoutapairofarmslikethesailsofawindmill。“Ian’tsure,friendGeorge,thatIshouldn’tholdafellowforthee,iftheehadanyaccountstosettlewithhim。”
“Ifmanshouldeverresistevil,”saidSimeon,“thenGeorgeshouldfeelfreetodoitnow:buttheleadersofourpeopletaughtamoreexcellentway;forthewrathofmanworkethnottherighteousnessofGod;butitgoessorelyagainstthecorruptwillofman,andnonecanreceiveitsavetheytowhomitisgiven。LetuspraytheLordthatwebenottempted。”
“AndsoIdo,”saidPhineas;“butifwearetemptedtoomuch—why,letthemlookout,that’sall。”
“It’squiteplaintheewasn’tbornaFriend,”saidSimeon,smiling。“Theoldnaturehathitswayintheeprettystrongasyet。”
Totellthetruth,Phineashadbeenahearty,two-fistedbackwoodsman,avigoroushunter,andadeadshotatabuck;but,havingwooedaprettyQuakeress,hadbeenmovedbythepowerofhercharmstojointhesocietyinhisneighborhood;andthoughhewasanhonest,sober,andefficientmember,andnothingparticularcouldbeallegedagainsthim,yetthemorespiritualamongthemcouldnotbutdiscernanexceedinglackofsavorinhisdevelopments。
“FriendPhineaswilleverhavewaysofhisown,”saidRachelHalliday,smiling;“butweallthinkthathisheartisintherightplace,afterall。”
“Well,”saidGeorge,“isn’titbestthatwehastenourflight?”
“Igotupatfouro’clock,andcameonwithallspeed,fulltwoorthreehoursaheadofthem,iftheystartatthetimetheyplanned。Itisn’tsafetostarttilldark,atanyrate;fortherearesomeevilpersonsinthevillagesahead,thatmightbedisposedtomeddlewithus,iftheysawourwagon,andthatwoulddelayusmorethanthewaiting;butintwohoursIthinkwemayventure。IwillgoovertoMichaelCross,andengagehimtocomebehindonhisswiftnag,andkeepabrightlookoutontheroad,andwarnusifanycompanyofmencomeon。Michaelkeepsahorsethatcansoongetaheadofmostotherhorses;andhecouldshootaheadandletusknow,iftherewereanydanger。IamgoingoutnowtowarnJimandtheoldwomantobeinreadiness,andtoseeaboutthehorse。Wehaveaprettyfairstart,andstandagoodchancetogettothestandbeforetheycancomeupwithus。So,havegoodcourage,friendGeorge;thisisn’tthefirstuglyscrapethatI’vebeeninwiththypeople,”saidPhineas,asheclosedthedoor。
“Phineasisprettyshrewd,”saidSimeon。“Hewilldothebestthatcanbedoneforthee,George。”
“AllIamsorryfor,”saidGeorge,“istherisktoyou。”
“Thee’llmuchobligeus,friendGeorge,tosaynomoreaboutthat。Whatwedoweareconscienceboundtodo;wecandonootherway。Andnow,mother,”saidhe,turningtoRachel,“hurrythypreparationsforthesefriends,forwemustnotsendthemawayfasting。”
AndwhileRachelandherchildrenwerebusymakingcorn-cake,andcookinghamandchicken,andhurryingontheetceterasoftheeveningmeal,Georgeandhiswifesatintheirlittleroom,withtheirarmsfoldedabouteachother,insuchtalkashusbandandwifehavewhentheyknowthatafewhoursmaypartthemforever。
“Eliza,”saidGeorge,“peoplethathavefriends,andhouses,andlands,andmoney,andallthosethingscan’tloveaswedo,whohavenothingbuteachother。TillIknewyou,Eliza,nocreaturehadlovedme,butmypoor,heart-brokenmotherandsister。IsawpoorEmilythatmorningthetradercarriedheroff。ShecametothecornerwhereIwaslyingasleep,andsaid,‘PoorGeorge,yourlastfriendisgoing。Whatwillbecomeofyou,poorboy?’AndIgotupandthrewmyarmsroundher,andcriedandsobbed,andshecriedtoo;andthosewerethelastkindwordsIgotfortenlongyears;andmyheartallwitheredup,andfeltasdryasashes,tillImetyou。Andyourlovingme,—why,itwasalmostlikeraisingonefromthedead!I’vebeenanewmaneversince!Andnow,Eliza,I’llgivemylastdropofblood,buttheyshallnottakeyoufromme。Whoevergetsyoumustwalkovermydeadbody。”
“O,Lord,havemercy!”saidEliza,sobbing。“Ifhewillonlyletusgetoutofthiscountrytogether,thatisallweask。”
“IsGodontheirside?”saidGeorge,speakinglesstohiswifethanpouringouthisownbitterthoughts。“Doesheseealltheydo?Whydoesheletsuchthingshappen?AndtheytellusthattheBibleisontheirside;certainlyallthepoweris。Theyarerich,andhealthy,andhappy;theyaremembersofchurches,expectingtogotoheaven;andtheygetalongsoeasyintheworld,andhaveitalltheirownway;andpoor,honest,faithfulChristians,—Christiansasgoodorbetterthanthey,—arelyingintheverydustundertheirfeet。Theybuy’emandsell’em,andmaketradeoftheirheart’sblood,andgroansandtears,—andGodletsthem。”
“FriendGeorge,”saidSimeon,fromthekitchen,“listentothisPsalm;itmaydotheegood。”
Georgedrewhisseatnearthedoor,andEliza,wipinghertears,cameforwardalsotolisten,whileSimeonreadasfollows:
“Butasforme,myfeetwerealmostgone;mystepshadwell-nighslipped。ForIwasenviousofthefoolish,whenIsawtheprosperityofthewicked。Theyarenotintroublelikeothermen,neitheraretheyplaguedlikeothermen。Therefore,pridecompasseththemasachain;violencecovereththemasagarment。Theireyesstandoutwithfatness;theyhavemorethanheartcouldwish。Theyarecorrupt,andspeakwickedlyconcerningoppression;theyspeakloftily。Thereforehispeoplereturn,andthewatersofafullcuparewrungouttothem,andtheysay,HowdothGodknow?andisthereknowledgeintheMostHigh?”
“Isnotthatthewaytheefeels,George?”
“Itissoindeed,”saidGeorge,—“aswellasIcouldhavewrittenitmyself。”
“Then,hear,”saidSimeon:“WhenIthoughttoknowthis,itwastoopainfulformeuntilIwentuntothesanctuaryofGod。ThenunderstoodItheirend。Surelythoudidstsettheminslipperyplaces,thoucastedstthemdowntodestruction。Asadreamwhenoneawaketh,so,ohLord,whenthouawakest,thoushaltdespisetheirimage。NeverthelessIamcontinuallywiththee;thouhastholdenmebymyrighthand。Thoushaltguidemebythycounsel,andafterwardsreceivemetoglory。ItisgoodformetodrawnearuntoGod。IhaveputmytrustintheLordGod。”1
Thewordsofholytrust,breathedbythefriendlyoldman,stolelikesacredmusicovertheharassedandchafedspiritofGeorge;andafterheceased,hesatwithagentleandsubduedexpressiononhisfinefeatures。
“Ifthisworldwereall,George,”saidSimeon,“theemight,indeed,askwhereistheLord?Butitisoftenthosewhohaveleastofallinthislifewhomhechoosethforthekingdom。Putthytrustinhimand,nomatterwhatbefallstheehere,hewillmakeallrighthereafter。”
Ifthesewordshadbeenspokenbysomeeasy,self-indulgentexhorter,fromwhosemouththeymighthavecomemerelyaspiousandrhetoricalflourish,propertobeusedtopeopleindistress,perhapstheymightnothavehadmucheffect;butcomingfromonewhodailyandcalmlyriskedfineandimprisonmentforthecauseofGodandman,theyhadaweightthatcouldnotbutbefelt,andboththepoor,desolatefugitivesfoundcalmnessandstrengthbreathingintothemfromit。
AndnowRacheltookEliza’shandkindly,andledthewaytothesupper-table。Astheyweresittingdown,alighttapsoundedatthedoor,andRuthentered。
“Ijustranin,”shesaid,“withtheselittlestockingsfortheboy,—threepair,nice,warmwoollenones。Itwillbesocold,theeknows,inCanada。Doestheekeepupgoodcourage,Eliza?”sheadded,trippingroundtoEliza’ssideofthetable,andshakingherwarmlybythehand,andslippingaseed-cakeintoHarry’shand。“Ibroughtalittleparceloftheseforhim,”shesaid,tuggingatherpockettogetoutthepackage。“Children,theeknows,willalwaysbeeating。”
“O,thankyou;youaretookind,”saidEliza。
“Come,Ruth,sitdowntosupper,”saidRachel。
“Icouldn’t,anyway。IleftJohnwiththebaby,andsomebiscuitsintheoven;andIcan’tstayamoment,elseJohnwillburnupallthebiscuits,andgivethebabyallthesugarinthebowl。That’sthewayhedoes,”saidthelittleQuakeress,laughing。“So,good-by,Eliza;good-by,George;theLordgranttheeasafejourney;”and,withafewtrippingsteps,Ruthwasoutoftheapartment。
Alittlewhileaftersupper,alargecovered-wagondrewupbeforethedoor;thenightwasclearstarlight;andPhineasjumpedbrisklydownfromhisseattoarrangehispassengers。Georgewalkedoutofthedoor,withhischildononearmandhiswifeontheother。Hisstepwasfirm,hisfacesettledandresolute。RachelandSimeoncameoutafterthem。
“Yougetout,amoment,”saidPhineastothoseinside,“andletmefixthebackofthewagon,there,forthewomen-folksandtheboy。”
“Herearethetwobuffaloes,”saidRachel。“Maketheseatsascomfortableasmaybe;it’shardridingallnight。”
Jimcameoutfirst,andcarefullyassistedouthisoldmother,whoclungtohisarm,andlookedanxiouslyabout,asifsheexpectedthepursuereverymoment。
“Jim,areyourpistolsallinorder?”saidGeorge,inalow,firmvoice。
“Yes,indeed,”saidJim。
“Andyou’venodoubtwhatyoushalldo,iftheycome?”
“IratherthinkIhaven’t,”saidJim,throwingopenhisbroadchest,andtakingadeepbreath。“DoyouthinkI’llletthemgetmotheragain?”
Duringthisbriefcolloquy,Elizahadbeentakingherleaveofherkindfriend,Rachel,andwashandedintothecarriagebySimeon,and,creepingintothebackpartwithherboy,satdownamongthebuffalo-skins。TheoldwomanwasnexthandedinandseatedandGeorgeandJimplacedonaroughboardseatfrontofthem,andPhineasmountedinfront。
“Farewell,myfriends,”saidSimeon,fromwithout。
“Godblessyou!”answeredallfromwithin。
Andthewagondroveoff,rattlingandjoltingoverthefrozenroad。
Therewasnoopportunityforconversation,onaccountoftheroughnessofthewayandthenoiseofthewheels。Thevehicle,therefore,rumbledon,throughlong,darkstretchesofwoodland,—overwidedrearyplains,—uphills,anddownvalleys,—andon,on,ontheyjogged,hourafterhour。Thechildsoonfellasleep,andlayheavilyinhismother’slap。Thepoor,frightenedoldwomanatlastforgotherfears;and,evenEliza,asthenightwaned,foundallheranxietiesinsufficienttokeephereyesfromclosing。Phineasseemed,onthewhole,thebriskestofthecompany,andbeguiledhislongdrivewithwhistlingcertainveryunquaker-likesongs,ashewenton。
Butaboutthreeo’clockGeorge’searcaughtthehastyanddecidedclickofahorse’shoofcomingbehindthematsomedistanceandjoggedPhineasbytheelbow。Phineaspulleduphishorses,andlistened。
“ThatmustbeMichael,”hesaid;“IthinkIknowthesoundofhisgallop;”andheroseupandstretchedhisheadanxiouslybackovertheroad。
Amanridinginhothastewasnowdimlydescriedatthetopofadistanthill。
“Thereheis,Idobelieve!”saidPhineas。GeorgeandJimbothsprangoutofthewagonbeforetheyknewwhattheyweredoing。Allstoodintenselysilent,withtheirfacesturnedtowardstheexpectedmessenger。Onhecame。Nowhewentdownintoavalley,wheretheycouldnotseehim;buttheyheardthesharp,hastytramp,risingnearerandnearer;atlasttheysawhimemergeonthetopofaneminence,withinhail。
“Yes,that’sMichael!”saidPhineas;and,raisinghisvoice,“Halloa,there,Michael!”
“Phineas!isthatthee?”
“Yes;whatnews—theycoming?”
“Rightonbehind,eightortenofthem,hotwithbrandy,swearingandfoaminglikesomanywolves。”
And,justashespoke,abreezebroughtthefaintsoundofgallopinghorsementowardsthem。
“Inwithyou,—quick,boys,in!”saidPhineas。“Ifyoumustfight,waittillIgetyouapieceahead。”And,withtheword,bothjumpedin,andPhineaslashedthehorsestoarun,thehorsemankeepingclosebesidethem。Thewagonrattled,jumped,almostflew,overthefrozenground;butplainer,andstillplainer,camethenoiseofpursuinghorsemenbehind。Thewomenheardit,and,lookinganxiouslyout,saw,farintherear,onthebrowofadistanthill,apartyofmenloomingupagainstthered-streakedskyofearlydawn。Anotherhill,andtheirpursuershadevidentlycaughtsightoftheirwagon,whosewhitecloth-coveredtopmadeitconspicuousatsomedistance,andaloudyellofbrutaltriumphcameforwardonthewind。Elizasickened,andstrainedherchildclosertoherbosom;theoldwomanprayedandgroaned,andGeorgeandJimclenchedtheirpistolswiththegraspofdespair。Thepursuersgainedonthemfast;thecarriagemadeasuddenturn,andbroughtthemnearaledgeofasteepoverhangingrock,thatroseinanisolatedridgeorclumpinalargelot,whichwas,allaroundit,quiteclearandsmooth。Thisisolatedpile,orrangeofrocks,roseupblackandheavyagainstthebrighteningsky,andseemedtopromiseshelterandconcealment。ItwasaplacewellknowntoPhineas,whohadbeenfamiliarwiththespotinhishuntingdays;anditwastogainthispointhehadbeenracinghishorses。
“Nowforit!”saidhe,suddenlycheckinghishorses,andspringingfromhisseattotheground。“Outwithyou,inatwinkling,everyone,andupintotheserockswithme。Michael,theetiethyhorsetothewagon,anddriveaheadtoAmariah’sandgethimandhisboystocomebackandtalktothesefellows。”
Inatwinklingtheywerealloutofthecarriage。
“There,”saidPhineas,catchingupHarry,“you,eachofyou,seetothewomen;andrun,nowifyoueverdidrun!”
Theyneedednoexhortation。Quickerthanwecansayit,thewholepartywereoverthefence,makingwithallspeedfortherocks,whileMichael,throwinghimselffromhishorse,andfasteningthebridletothewagon,begandrivingitrapidlyaway。
“Comeahead,”saidPhineas,astheyreachedtherocks,andsawinthemingledstarlightanddawn,thetracesofarudebutplainlymarkedfoot-pathleadingupamongthem;“thisisoneofouroldhunting-dens。Comeup!”
Phineaswentbefore,springinguptherockslikeagoat,withtheboyinhisarms。Jimcamesecond,bearinghistremblingoldmotheroverhisshoulder,andGeorgeandElizabroughtuptherear。Thepartyofhorsemencameuptothefence,and,withmingledshoutsandoaths,weredismounting,topreparetofollowthem。Afewmoments’scramblingbroughtthemtothetopoftheledge;thepaththenpassedbetweenanarrowdefile,whereonlyonecouldwalkatatime,tillsuddenlytheycametoariftorchasmmorethanayardinbreadth,andbeyondwhichlayapileofrocks,separatefromtherestoftheledge,standingfullthirtyfeethigh,withitssidessteepandperpendicularasthoseofacastle。Phineaseasilyleapedthechasm,andsatdowntheboyonasmooth,flatplatformofcrispwhitemoss,thatcoveredthetopoftherock。
“Overwithyou!”hecalled;“spring,now,once,foryourlives!”saidhe,asoneafteranothersprangacross。Severalfragmentsofloosestoneformedakindofbreast-work,whichshelteredtheirpositionfromtheobservationofthosebelow。
“Well,hereweallare,”saidPhineas,peepingoverthestonebreast-worktowatchtheassailants,whowerecomingtumultuouslyupundertherocks。“Let’emgetus,iftheycan。Whoevercomesherehastowalksinglefilebetweenthosetworocks,infairrangeofyourpistols,boys,d’yesee?”
“Idosee,”saidGeorge!“andnow,asthismatterisours,letustakealltherisk,anddoallthefighting。”
“Thee’squitewelcometodothefighting,George,”saidPhineas,chewingsomecheckerberry-leavesashespoke;“butImayhavethefunoflookingon,Isuppose。Butsee,thesefellowsarekinderdebatingdownthere,andlookingup,likehenswhentheyaregoingtoflyupontotheroost。Hadn’ttheebettergive’emawordofadvice,beforetheycomeup,justtotell’emhandsomelythey’llbeshotiftheydo?”
Thepartybeneath,nowmoreapparentinthelightofthedawn,consistedofouroldacquaintances,TomLokerandMarks,withtwoconstables,andaposseconsistingofsuchrowdiesatthelasttavernascouldbeengagedbyalittlebrandytogoandhelpthefunoftrappingasetofniggers。
“Well,Tom,yercoonsarefarlytreed,”saidone。
“Yes,Isee’emgouprighthere,”saidTom;“andhere’sapath。I’mforgoingrightup。Theycan’tjumpdowninahurry,anditwon’ttakelongtoferret’emout。”
“But,Tom,theymightfireatusfrombehindtherocks,”saidMarks。“Thatwouldbeugly,youknow。”
“Ugh!”saidTom,withasneer。“Alwaysforsavingyourskin,Marks!Nodanger!niggersaretooplaguyscared!”
“Idon’tknowwhyIshouldn’tsavemyskin,”saidMarks。“It’sthebestI’vegot;andniggersdofightlikethedevil,sometimes。”
Atthismoment,Georgeappearedonthetopofarockabovethem,and,speakinginacalm,clearvoice,said,
“Gentlemen,whoareyou,downthere,andwhatdoyouwant?”
“Wewantapartyofrunawayniggers,”saidTomLoker。“OneGeorgeHarris,andElizaHarris,andtheirson,andJimSelden,andanoldwoman。We’vegottheofficers,here,andawarranttotake’em;andwe’regoingtohave’em,too。D’yehear?An’tyouGeorgeHarris,thatbelongstoMr。Harris,ofShelbycounty,Kentucky?”
“IamGeorgeHarris。AMr。Harris,ofKentucky,didcallmehisproperty。ButnowI’mafreeman,standingonGod’sfreesoil;andmywifeandmychildIclaimasmine。Jimandhismotherarehere。Wehavearmstodefendourselves,andwemeantodoit。Youcancomeup,ifyoulike;butthefirstoneofyouthatcomeswithintherangeofourbulletsisadeadman,andthenext,andthenext;andsoontillthelast。”
“O,come!come!”saidashort,puffyman,steppingforward,andblowinghisnoseashedidso。“Youngman,thisan’tnokindoftalkatallforyou。Yousee,we’reofficersofjustice。We’vegotthelawonourside,andthepower,andsoforth;soyou’dbettergiveuppeaceably,yousee;foryou’llcertainlyhavetogiveup,atlast。”
“Iknowverywellthatyou’vegotthelawonyourside,andthepower,”saidGeorge,bitterly。“YoumeantotakemywifetosellinNewOrleans,andputmyboylikeacalfinatrader’spen,andsendJim’soldmothertothebrutethatwhippedandabusedherbefore,becausehecouldn’tabuseherson。YouwanttosendJimandmebacktobewhippedandtortured,andgrounddownundertheheelsofthemthatyoucallmasters;andyourlawswillbearyououtinit,—moreshameforyouandthem!Butyouhaven’tgotus。Wedon’townyourlaws;wedon’townyourcountry;westandhereasfree,underGod’ssky,asyouare;and,bythegreatGodthatmadeus,we’llfightforourlibertytillwedie。”
Georgestoodoutinfairsight,onthetopoftherock,ashemadehisdeclarationofindependence;theglowofdawngaveaflushtohisswarthycheek,andbitterindignationanddespairgavefiretohisdarkeye;and,asifappealingfrommantothejusticeofGod,heraisedhishandtoheavenashespoke。
IfithadbeenonlyaHungarianyouth,nowbravelydefendinginsomemountainfastnesstheretreatoffugitivesescapingfromAustriaintoAmerica,thiswouldhavebeensublimeheroism;butasitwasayouthofAfricandescent,defendingtheretreatoffugitivesthroughAmericaintoCanada,ofcoursewearetoowellinstructedandpatriotictoseeanyheroisminit;andifanyofourreadersdo,theymustdoitontheirownprivateresponsibility。WhendespairingHungarianfugitivesmaketheirway,againstallthesearch-warrantsandauthoritiesoftheirlawfulgovernment,toAmerica,pressandpoliticalcabinetringwithapplauseandwelcome。WhendespairingAfricanfugitivesdothesamething,—itis—whatisit?
Beitasitmay,itiscertainthattheattitude,eye,voice,manner,ofthespeakerforamomentstruckthepartybelowtosilence。Thereissomethinginboldnessanddeterminationthatforatimehusheseventherudestnature。Markswastheonlyonewhoremainedwhollyuntouched。Hewasdeliberatelycockinghispistol,and,inthemomentarysilencethatfollowedGeorge’sspeech,hefiredathim。
“YeseeyegetjistasmuchforhimdeadasaliveinKentucky,”hesaidcoolly,ashewipedhispistolonhiscoat-sleeve。
Georgesprangbackward,—Elizautteredashriek,—theballhadpassedclosetohishair,hadnearlygrazedthecheekofhiswife,andstruckinthetreeabove。
“It’snothing,Eliza,”saidGeorge,quickly。
“Thee’dbetterkeepoutofsight,withthyspeechifying,”saidPhineas;“they’remeanscamps。”
“Now,Jim,”saidGeorge,“lookthatyourpistolsareallright,andwatchthatpasswithme。ThefirstmanthatshowshimselfIfireat;youtakethesecond,andsoon。Itwon’tdo,youknow,towastetwoshotsonone。”
“Butwhatifyoudon’thit?”
“Ishallhit,”saidGeorge,coolly。
“Good!now,there’sstuffinthatfellow,”mutteredPhineas,betweenhisteeth。
Thepartybelow,afterMarkshadfired,stood,foramoment,ratherundecided。
“Ithinkyoumusthavehitsomeon’em,”saidoneofthemen。“Iheardasqueal!”
“I’mgoingrightupforone,”saidTom。“Ineverwasafraidofniggers,andIan’tgoingtobenow。Whogoesafter?”hesaid,springinguptherocks。
Georgeheardthewordsdistinctly。Hedrewuphispistol,examinedit,pointedittowardsthatpointinthedefilewherethefirstmanwouldappear。
OneofthemostcourageousofthepartyfollowedTom,and,thewaybeingthusmade,thewholepartybeganpushinguptherock,—thehindermostpushingthefrontonesfasterthantheywouldhavegoneofthemselves。Ontheycame,andinamomenttheburlyformofTomappearedinsight,almostatthevergeofthechasm。
Georgefired,—theshotenteredhisside,—but,thoughwounded,hewouldnotretreat,but,withayelllikethatofamadbull,hewasleapingrightacrossthechasmintotheparty。
“Friend,”saidPhineas,suddenlysteppingtothefront,andmeetinghimwithapushfromhislongarms,“theeisn’twantedhere。”
Downhefellintothechasm,cracklingdownamongtrees,bushes,logs,loosestones,tillhelaybruisedandgroaningthirtyfeetbelow。Thefallmighthavekilledhim,haditnotbeenbrokenandmoderatedbyhisclothescatchinginthebranchesofalargetree;buthecamedownwithsomeforce,however,—morethanwasatallagreeableorconvenient。
“Lordhelpus,theyareperfectdevils!”saidMarks,headingtheretreatdowntherockswithmuchmoreofawillthanhehadjoinedtheascent,whileallthepartycametumblingprecipitatelyafterhim,—thefatconstable,inparticular,blowingandpuffinginaveryenergeticmanner。
“Isay,fellers,”saidMarks,“youjistgoroundandpickupTom,there,whileIrunandgetontomyhorsetogobackforhelp,—that’syou;”and,withoutmindingthehootingsandjeersofhiscompany,Markswasasgoodashisword,andwassoonseengallopingaway。
“Waseversuchasneakingvarmint?”saidoneofthemen;“tocomeonhisbusiness,andheclearoutandleaveusthisyerway!”
“Well,wemustpickupthatfeller,”saidanother。“CussmeifImuchcarewhetherheisdeadoralive。”
Themen,ledbythegroansofTom,scrambledandcrackledthroughstumps,logsandbushes,towherethatherolaygroaningandswearingwithalternatevehemence。
“Yekeepitagoingprettyloud,Tom,”saidone。“Yemuchhurt?”
“Don’tknow。Getmeup,can’tye?BlastthatinfernalQuaker!Ifithadn’tbeenforhim,I’dapitchedsomeon’emdownhere,toseehowtheylikedit。”
Withmuchlaborandgroaning,thefallenherowasassistedtorise;and,withoneholdinghimupundereachshoulder,theygothimasfarasthehorses。
“Ifyoucouldonlygetmeamilebacktothatartavern。Givemeahandkerchieforsomething,tostuffintothisplace,andstopthisinfernalbleeding。”
Georgelookedovertherocks,andsawthemtryingtolifttheburlyformofTomintothesaddle。Aftertwoorthreeineffectualattempts,hereeled,andfellheavilytotheground。
“O,Ihopeheisn’tkilled!”saidEliza,who,withalltheparty,stoodwatchingtheproceeding。
“Whynot?”saidPhineas;“serveshimright。”
“Becauseafterdeathcomesthejudgment,”saidEliza。
“Yes,”saidtheoldwoman,whohadbeengroaningandpraying,inherMethodistfashion,duringalltheencounter,“it’sanawfulcaseforthepoorcrittur’ssoul。”
“Onmyword,they’releavinghim,Idobelieve,”saidPhineas。
Itwastrue;foraftersomeappearanceofirresolutionandconsultation,thewholepartygotontheirhorsesandrodeaway。Whentheywerequiteoutofsight,Phineasbegantobestirhimself。
“Well,wemustgodownandwalkapiece,”hesaid。“ItoldMichaeltogoforwardandbringhelp,andbealongbackherewiththewagon;butweshallhavetowalkapiecealongtheroad,Ireckon,tomeetthem。TheLordgranthebealongsoon!It’searlyintheday;therewon’tbemuchtravelafootyetawhile;wean’tmuchmorethantwomilesfromourstopping-place。Iftheroadhadn’tbeensoroughlastnight,wecouldhaveoutrun’ementirely。”
Asthepartynearedthefence,theydiscoveredinthedistance,alongtheroad,theirownwagoncomingback,accompaniedbysomemenonhorseback。
“Well,now,there’sMichael,andStephenandAmariah,”exclaimedPhineas,joyfully。“Nowwearemade—assafeasifwe’dgotthere。”
“Well,dostop,then,”saidEliza,“anddosomethingforthatpoorman;he’sgroaningdreadfully。”
“ItwouldbenomorethanChristian,”saidGeorge;“let’stakehimupandcarryhimon。”
“AnddoctorhimupamongtheQuakers!”saidPhineas;“prettywell,that!Well,Idon’tcareifwedo。Here,let’shavealookathim;”andPhineas,whointhecourseofhishuntingandbackwoodslifehadacquiredsomerudeexperienceofsurgery,kneeleddownbythewoundedman,andbeganacarefulexaminationofhiscondition。
“Marks,”saidTom,feebly,“isthatyou,Marks?”
“No;Ireckon’tan’tfriend,”saidPhineas。“MuchMarkscaresforthee,ifhisownskin’ssafe。He’soff,longago。”
“IbelieveI’mdonefor,”saidTom。“Thecussedsneakingdog,toleavemetodiealone!Mypooroldmotheralwaystoldme’twouldbeso。”
“Lasakes!jisthearthepoorcrittur。He’sgotamammy,now,”saidtheoldnegress。“Ican’thelpkinderpityin’onhim。”
“Softly,softly;don’ttheesnapandsnarl,friend,”saidPhineas,asTomwincedandpushedhishandaway。“Theehasnochance,unlessIstopthebleeding。”AndPhineasbusiedhimselfwithmakingsomeoff-handsurgicalarrangementswithhisownpocket-handkerchief,andsuchascouldbemusteredinthecompany。
“Youpushedmedownthere,”saidTom,faintly。
“WellifIhadn’ttheewouldhavepushedusdown,theesees,”saidPhineas,ashestoopedtoapplyhisbandage。“There,there,—letmefixthisbandage。Wemeanwelltothee;webearnomalice。Theeshallbetakentoahousewherethey’llnursetheefirstrate,wellasthyownmothercould。”
Tomgroaned,andshuthiseyes。Inmenofhisclass,vigorandresolutionareentirelyaphysicalmatter,andoozeoutwiththeflowingoftheblood;andthegiganticfellowreallylookedpiteousinhishelplessness。
Theotherpartynowcameup。Theseatsweretakenoutofthewagon。Thebuffalo-skins,doubledinfours,werespreadallalongoneside,andfourmen,withgreatdifficulty,liftedtheheavyformofTomintoit。Beforehewasgottenin,hefaintedentirely。Theoldnegress,intheabundanceofhercompassion,satdownonthebottom,andtookhisheadinherlap。Eliza,GeorgeandJim,bestowedthemselves,aswellastheycould,intheremainingspaceandthewholepartysetforward。
“Whatdoyouthinkofhim?”saidGeorge,whosatbyPhineasinfront。
“Wellit’sonlyaprettydeepflesh-wound;but,then,tumblingandscratchingdownthatplacedidn’thelphimmuch。Ithasbledprettyfreely,—prettymuchdreanedhimout,courageandall,—buthe’llgetoverit,andmaybelearnathingortwobyit。”
“I’mgladtohearyousayso,”saidGeorge。“Itwouldalwaysbeaheavythoughttome,ifI’dcausedhisdeath,eveninajustcause。”
“Yes,”saidPhineas,“killingisanuglyoperation,anywaythey’llfixit,—manorbeast。I’veseenabuckthatwasshotdownandadying,lookthatwayonafellerwithhiseye,thatitreelymostmadeafellerfeelwickedforkillingonhim;andhumancreaturesisamoreseriousconsiderationyet,bein’,asthywifesays,thatthejudgmentcomesto’emafterdeath。SoIdon’tknowasourpeople’snotionsonthesemattersistoostrict;and,considerin’howIwasraised,Ifellinwiththemprettyconsiderably。”
“Whatshallyoudowiththispoorfellow?”saidGeorge。
“O,carryhimalongtoAmariah’s。There’soldGrandmamStephensthere,—Dorcas,theycallher,—she’smostanamazin’nurse。Shetakestonursingrealnatural,andan’tneverbettersuitedthanwhenshegetsasickbodytotend。Wemayreckononturninghimovertoherforafortnightorso。”
Arideofaboutanhourmorebroughtthepartytoaneatfarmhouse,wherethewearytravellerswerereceivedtoanabundantbreakfast。TomLokerwassooncarefullydepositedinamuchcleanerandsofterbedthanhehad,everbeeninthehabitofoccupying。Hiswoundwascarefullydressedandbandaged,andhelaylanguidlyopeningandshuttinghiseyesonthewhitewindow-curtainsandgently-glidingfiguresofhissickroom,likeawearychild。Andhere,forthepresent,weshalltakeourleaveofoneparty。
1Ps。73,“TheEndoftheWickedcontrastedwiththatoftheRighteous。”
MissOphelia’sExperiencesandOpinions
OurfriendTom,inhisownsimplemusings,oftencomparedhismorefortunatelot,inthebondageintowhichhewascast,withthatofJosephinEgypt;and,infact,astimewenton,andhedevelopedmoreandmoreundertheeyeofhismaster,thestrengthoftheparallelincreased。
St。Clarewasindolentandcarelessofmoney。HithertotheprovidingandmarketinghadbeenprincipallydonebyAdolph,whowas,tothefull,ascarelessandextravagantashismaster;and,betweenthemboth,theyhadcarriedonthedispersingprocesswithgreatalacrity。Accustomed,formanyyears,toregardhismaster’spropertyashisowncare,Tomsaw,withanuneasinesshecouldscarcelyrepress,thewastefulexpenditureoftheestablishment;and,inthequiet,indirectwaywhichhisclassoftenacquire,wouldsometimesmakehisownsuggestions。
St。Clareatfirstemployedhimoccasionally;but,struckwithhissoundnessofmindandgoodbusinesscapacity,heconfidedinhimmoreandmore,tillgraduallyallthemarketingandprovidingforthefamilywereintrustedtohim。
“No,no,Adolph,”hesaid,oneday,asAdolphwasdeprecatingthepassingofpoweroutofhishands;“letTomalone。Youonlyunderstandwhatyouwant;Tomunderstandscostandcometo;andtheremaybesomeendtomoney,byeandbyeifwedon’tletsomebodydothat。”
Trustedtoanunlimitedextentbyacarelessmaster,whohandedhimabillwithoutlookingatit,andpocketedthechangewithoutcountingit,Tomhadeveryfacilityandtemptationtodishonesty;andnothingbutanimpregnablesimplicityofnature,strengthenedbyChristianfaith,couldhavekepthimfromit。But,tothatnature,theveryunboundedtrustreposedinhimwasbondandsealforthemostscrupulousaccuracy。
WithAdolphthecasehadbeendifferent。Thoughtlessandself-indulgent,andunrestrainedbyamasterwhofounditeasiertoindulgethantoregulate,hehadfallenintoanabsoluteconfusionastomeumtuumwithregardtohimselfandhismaster,whichsometimestroubledevenSt。Clare。Hisowngoodsensetaughthimthatsuchatrainingofhisservantswasunjustanddangerous。Asortofchronicremorsewentwithhimeverywhere,althoughnotstrongenoughtomakeanydecidedchangeinhiscourse;andthisveryremorsereactedagainintoindulgence。Hepassedlightlyoverthemostseriousfaults,becausehetoldhimselfthat,ifhehaddonehispart,hisdependentshadnotfallenintothem。
Tomregardedhisgay,airy,handsomeyoungmasterwithanoddmixtureoffealty,reverence,andfatherlysolicitude。ThatheneverreadtheBible;neverwenttochurch;thathejestedandmadefreewithanyandeverythingthatcameinthewayofhiswit;thathespenthisSundayeveningsattheoperaortheatre;thathewenttowineparties,andclubs,andsuppers,oftenerthanwasatallexpedient,—wereallthingsthatTomcouldseeasplainlyasanybody,andonwhichhebasedaconvictionthat“Mas’rwasn’taChristian;”—aconviction,however,whichhewouldhavebeenveryslowtoexpresstoanyoneelse,butonwhichhefoundedmanyprayers,inhisownsimplefashion,whenhewasbyhimselfinhislittledormitory。NotthatTomhadnothisownwayofspeakinghismindoccasionally,withsomethingofthetactoftenobservableinhisclass;as,forexample,theverydayaftertheSabbathwehavedescribed,St。Clarewasinvitedouttoaconvivialpartyofchoicespirits,andwashelpedhome,betweenoneandtwoo’clockatnight,inaconditionwhenthephysicalhaddecidedlyattainedtheupperhandoftheintellectual。TomandAdolphassistedtogethimcomposedforthenight,thelatterinhighspirits,evidentlyregardingthematterasagoodjoke,andlaughingheartilyattherusticityofTom’shorror,whoreallywassimpleenoughtolieawakemostoftherestofthenight,prayingforhisyoungmaster。
“Well,Tom,whatareyouwaitingfor?”saidSt。Clare,thenextday,ashesatinhislibrary,indressing-gownandslippers。St。ClarehadjustbeenentrustingTomwithsomemoney,andvariouscommissions。“Isn’tallrightthere,Tom?”headded,asTomstillstoodwaiting。
“I’m’fraidnot,Mas’r,”saidTom,withagraveface。
St。Clarelaiddownhispaper,andsetdownhiscoffee-cup,andlookedatTom。
“WhyTom,what’sthecase?Youlookassolemnasacoffin。”
“Ifeelverybad,Mas’r。IallayshavethoughtthatMas’rwouldbegoodtoeverybody。”
“Well,Tom,haven’tIbeen?Come,now,whatdoyouwant?There’ssomethingyouhaven’tgot,Isuppose,andthisisthepreface。”
“Mas’rallaysbeengoodtome。Ihaven’tnothingtocomplainofonthathead。ButthereisonethatMas’risn’tgoodto。”
“Why,Tom,what’sgotintoyou?Speakout;whatdoyoumean?”
“night,betweenoneandtwo,Ithoughtso。Istudieduponthematterthen。Mas’risn’tgoodtohimself。”
Tomsaidthiswithhisbacktohismaster,andhishandonthedoor-knob。St。Clarefelthisfaceflushcrimson,buthelaughed。
“O,that’sall,isit?”hesaid,gayly。
“All!”saidTom,turningsuddenlyroundandfallingonhisknees。“O,mydearyoungMas’r;I’m’fraiditwillbelossofall—all—bodyandsoul。ThegoodBooksays,‘itbitethlikeaserpentandstingethlikeanadder!’mydearMas’r!”
Tom’svoicechoked,andthetearsrandownhischeeks。
“Youpoor,sillyfool!”saidSt。Clare,withtearsinhisowneyes。“Getup,Tom。I’mnotworthcryingover。”
ButTomwouldn’trise,andlookedimploring。
“Well,Iwon’tgotoanymoreoftheircursednonsense,Tom,”saidSt。Clare;“onmyhonor,Iwon’t。Idon’tknowwhyIhaven’tstoppedlongago。I’vealwaysdespisedit,andmyselfforit,—sonow,Tom,wipeupyoureyes,andgoaboutyourerrands。Come,come,”headded,“noblessings。I’mnotsowonderfullygood,now,”hesaid,ashegentlypushedTomtothedoor。“There,I’llpledgemyhonortoyou,Tom,youdon’tseemesoagain,”hesaid;andTomwentoff,wipinghiseyes,withgreatsatisfaction。
“I’llkeepmyfaithwithhim,too,”saidSt。Clare,asheclosedthedoor。
AndSt。Claredidso,—forgrosssensualism,inanyform,wasnotthepeculiartemptationofhisnature。
But,allthistime,whoshalldetailthetribulationsmanifoldofourfriendMissOphelia,whohadbegunthelaborsofaSouthernhousekeeper?
ThereisallthedifferenceintheworldintheservantsofSouthernestablishments,accordingtothecharacterandcapacityofthemistresseswhohavebroughtthemup。
Southaswellasnorth,therearewomenwhohaveanextraordinarytalentforcommand,andtactineducating。Suchareenabled,withapparentease,andwithoutseverity,tosubjecttotheirwill,andbringintoharmoniousandsystematicorder,thevariousmembersoftheirsmallestate,—toregulatetheirpeculiarities,andsobalanceandcompensatethedeficienciesofonebytheexcessofanother,astoproduceaharmoniousandorderlysystem。
SuchahousekeeperwasMrs。Shelby,whomwehavealreadydescribed;andsuchourreadersmayremembertohavemetwith。IftheyarenotcommonattheSouth,itisbecausetheyarenotcommonintheworld。Theyaretobefoundthereasoftenasanywhere;and,whenexisting,findinthatpeculiarstateofsocietyabrilliantopportunitytoexhibittheirdomestictalent。
SuchahousekeeperMarieSt。Clarewasnot,norhermotherbeforeher。Indolentandchildish,unsystematicandimprovident,itwasnottobeexpectedthatservantstrainedunderhercareshouldnotbesolikewise;andshehadveryjustlydescribedtoMissOpheliathestateofconfusionshewouldfindinthefamily,thoughshehadnotascribedittothepropercause。
Thefirstmorningofherregency,MissOpheliawasupatfouro’clock;andhavingattendedtoalltheadjustmentsofherownchamber,asshehaddoneeversinceshecamethere,tothegreatamazementofthechambermaid,shepreparedforavigorousonslaughtonthecupboardsandclosetsoftheestablishmentofwhichshehadthekeys。
Thestore-room,thelinen-presses,thechina-closet,thekitchenandcellar,thatday,allwentunderanawfulreview。Hiddenthingsofdarknesswerebroughttolighttoanextentthatalarmedalltheprincipalitiesandpowersofkitchenandchamber,andcausedmanywonderingsandmurmuringsabout“deseyernorthernladies”fromthedomesticcabinet。
OldDinah,theheadcook,andprincipalofallruleandauthorityinthekitchendepartment,wasfilledwithwrathatwhatsheconsideredaninvasionofprivilege。NofeudalbaroninMagnaChartatimescouldhavemorethoroughlyresentedsomeincursionofthecrown。
Dinahwasacharacterinherownway,anditwouldbeinjusticetohermemorynottogivethereaderalittleideaofher。Shewasanativeandessentialcook,asmuchasAuntChloe,—cookingbeinganindigenoustalentoftheAfricanrace;butChloewasatrainedandmethodicalone,whomovedinanorderlydomesticharness,whileDinahwasaself-taughtgenius,and,likegeniusesingeneral,waspositive,opinionatedanderratic,tothelastdegree。
Likeacertainclassofmodernphilosophers,Dinahperfectlyscornedlogicandreasonineveryshape,andalwaystookrefugeinintuitivecertainty;andhereshewasperfectlyimpregnable。Nopossibleamountoftalent,orauthority,orexplanation,couldevermakeherbelievethatanyotherwaywasbetterthanherown,orthatthecourseshehadpursuedinthesmallestmattercouldbeintheleastmodified。Thishadbeenaconcededpointwithheroldmistress,Marie’smother;and“MissMarie,”asDinahalwayscalledheryoungmistress,evenafterhermarriage,founditeasiertosubmitthancontend;andsoDinahhadruledsupreme。Thiswastheeasier,inthatshewasperfectmistressofthatdiplomaticartwhichunitestheutmostsubservienceofmannerwiththeutmostinflexibilityastomeasure。
Dinahwasmistressofthewholeartandmysteryofexcuse-making,inallitsbranches。Indeed,itwasanaxiomwithherthatthecookcandonowrong;andacookinaSouthernkitchenfindsabundanceofheadsandshouldersonwhichtolayoffeverysinandfrailty,soastomaintainherownimmaculatenessentire。Ifanypartofthedinnerwasafailure,therewerefiftyindisputablygoodreasonsforit;anditwasthefaultundeniablyoffiftyotherpeople,whomDinahberatedwithunsparingzeal。
ButitwasveryseldomthattherewasanyfailureinDinah’slastresults。Thoughhermodeofdoingeverythingwaspeculiarlymeanderingandcircuitous,andwithoutanysortofcalculationastotimeandplace,—thoughherkitchengenerallylookedasifithadbeenarrangedbyahurricaneblowingthroughit,andshehadaboutasmanyplacesforeachcookingutensilasthereweredaysintheyear,—yet,ifonewouldhavepatiencetowaitherowngoodtime,upwouldcomeherdinnerinperfectorder,andinastyleofpreparationwithwhichanepicurecouldfindnofault。
Itwasnowtheseasonofincipientpreparationfordinner。Dinah,whorequiredlargeintervalsofreflectionandrepose,andwasstudiousofeaseinallherarrangements,wasseatedonthekitchenfloor,smokingashort,stumpypipe,towhichshewasmuchaddicted,andwhichshealwayskindledup,asasortofcenser,whenevershefelttheneedofaninspirationinherarrangements。ItwasDinah’smodeofinvokingthedomesticMuses。
SeatedaroundherwerevariousmembersofthatrisingracewithwhichaSouthernhouseholdabounds,engagedinshellingpeas,peelingpotatoes,pickingpin-feathersoutoffowls,andotherpreparatoryarrangements,—Dinaheveryonceinawhileinterruptinghermeditationstogiveapoke,oraraponthehead,tosomeoftheyoungoperators,withthepudding-stickthatlaybyherside。Infact,Dinahruledoverthewoollyheadsoftheyoungermemberswitharodofiron,andseemedtoconsiderthembornfornoearthlypurposebutto“savehersteps,”asshephrasedit。Itwasthespiritofthesystemunderwhichshehadgrownup,andshecarrieditouttoitsfullextent。
MissOphelia,afterpassingonherreformatorytourthroughalltheotherpartsoftheestablishment,nowenteredthekitchen。Dinahhadheard,fromvarioussources,whatwasgoingon,andresolvedtostandondefensiveandconservativeground,—mentallydeterminedtoopposeandignoreeverynewmeasure,withoutanyactualobservablecontest。
Thekitchenwasalargebrick-flooredapartment,withagreatold-fashionedfireplacestretchingalongonesideofit,—anarrangementwhichSt。ClarehadvainlytriedtopersuadeDinahtoexchangefortheconvenienceofamoderncook-stove。Notshe。NoPuseyite,1orconservativeofanyschool,wasevermoreinflexiblyattachedtotime-honoredinconveniencesthanDinah。
WhenSt。Clarehadfirstreturnedfromthenorth,impressedwiththesystemandorderofhisuncle’skitchenarrangements,hehadlargelyprovidedhisownwithanarrayofcupboards,drawers,andvariousapparatus,toinducesystematicregulation,underthesanguineillusionthatitwouldbeofanypossibleassistancetoDinahinherarrangements。Hemightaswellhaveprovidedthemforasquirreloramagpie。Themoredrawersandclosetstherewere,themorehiding-holescouldDinahmakefortheaccommodationofoldrags,hair-combs,oldshoes,ribbons,cast-offartificialflowers,andotherarticlesofvertu,whereinhersouldelighted。
WhenMissOpheliaenteredthekitchenDinahdidnotrise,butsmokedoninsublimetranquillity,regardinghermovementsobliquelyoutofthecornerofhereye,butapparentlyintentonlyontheoperationsaroundher。
MissOpheliacommencedopeningasetofdrawers。
“Whatisthisdrawerfor,Dinah?”shesaid。
“It’shandyformostanything,Missis,”saidDinah。Soitappearedtobe。Fromthevarietyitcontained,MissOpheliapulledoutfirstafinedamasktable-clothstainedwithblood,havingevidentlybeenusedtoenvelopsomerawmeat。
“What’sthis,Dinah?Youdon’twrapupmeatinyourmistress’besttable-cloths?”
“OLor,Missis,no;thetowelswasallamissin’—soIjestdidit。Ilaidouttowashthata,—that’swhyIputitthar。”
“Shif’less!”saidMissOpheliatoherself,proceedingtotumbleoverthedrawer,whereshefoundanutmeg-graterandtwoorthreenutmegs,aMethodisthymn-book,acoupleofsoiledMadrashandkerchiefs,someyarnandknitting-work,apaperoftobaccoandapipe,afewcrackers,oneortwogildedchina-saucerswithsomepomadeinthem,oneortwothinoldshoes,apieceofflannelcarefullypinnedupenclosingsomesmallwhiteonions,severaldamasktable-napkins,somecoarsecrashtowels,sometwineanddarning-needles,andseveralbrokenpapers,fromwhichsundrysweetherbsweresiftingintothedrawer。
“Wheredoyoukeepyournutmegs,Dinah?”saidMissOphelia,withtheairofonewhoprayedforpatience。
“Mostanywhar,Missis;there’ssomeinthatcrackedtea-cup,upthere,andthere’ssomeoverinthatarcupboard。”
“Herearesomeinthegrater,”saidMissOphelia,holdingthemup。
“Laws,yes,Iput’emtherethismorning,—Ilikestokeepmythingshandy,”saidDinah。“You,Jake!whatareyoustoppingfor!You’llcotchit!Bestill,thar!”sheadded,withadiveofherstickatthecriminal。
“What’sthis?”saidMissOphelia,holdingupthesaucerofpomade。
“Laws,it’smyhargrease;—Iputitthartohaveithandy。”
“Doyouuseyourmistress’bestsaucersforthat?”
“Law!itwascauseIwasdriv,andinsichahurry;—Iwasgwinetochangeitthisveryday。”
“Herearetwodamasktable-napkins。”
“Themtable-napkinsIputthar,toget’emwashedout,someday。”
“Don’tyouhavesomeplacehereonpurposeforthingstobewashed?”
“Well,Mas’rSt。Claregotdatarchest,hesaid,fordat;butIlikestomixupbiscuitandhevmythingsonitsomedays,andthenitan’thandyaliftin’upthelid。”
“Whydon’tyoumixyourbiscuitsonthepastry-table,there?”
“Law,Missis,itgetssotsofullofdishes,andonethingandanother,deran’tnoroom,noway—”
“Butyoushouldwashyourdishes,andclearthemaway。”
“Washmydishes!”saidDinah,inahighkey,asherwrathbegantoriseoverherhabitualrespectofmanner;“whatdoesladiesknow’boutwork,Iwanttoknow?When’dMas’revergethisdinner,ifIvastospendallmytimeawashin’andaputtin’updishes?MissMarienevertelledmeso,nohow。”
“Well,herearetheseonions。”
“Laws,yes!”saidDinah;“thariswharIput’em,now。Icouldn’t’member。Them’sparticularonionsIwasasavin’fordisyerverystew。I’dforgottheywasindataroldflannel。”
MissOphelialiftedoutthesiftingpapersofsweetherbs。
“IwishMissiswouldn’ttouchdemar。IlikestokeepmythingswhereIknowswhartogoto’em,”saidDinah,ratherdecidedly。
“Butyoudon’twanttheseholesinthepapers。”
“Them’shandyforsiftin’on’tout,”saidDinah。
“Butyouseeitspillsalloverthedrawer。”
“Laws,yes!ifMissiswillgoatumblin’thingsallupso,itwill。Missishasspiltlotsdatarway,”saidDinah,cominguneasilytothedrawers。“IfMissisonlywillgoupstarstillmyclarin’uptimecomes,I’llhaveeverythingright;butIcan’tdonothin’whenladiesisround,ahenderin’。You,Sam,don’tyougibthebabydatarsugar-bowl!I’llcrackyeover,ifyedon’tmind!”
“I’mgoingthroughthekitchen,andgoingtoputeverythinginorder,once,Dinah;andthenI’llexpectyoutokeepitso。”
“Lor,now!MissPhelia;dataran’tnowayforladiestodo。Ineverdidseeladiesdoin’nosich;myoldMissisnorMissMarieneverdid,andIdon’tseenokinderneedon’t;”andDinahstalkedindignantlyabout,whileMissOpheliapiledandsorteddishes,emptieddozensofscatteringbowlsofsugarintoonereceptacle,sortednapkins,table-cloths,andtowels,forwashing;washing,wiping,andarrangingwithherownhands,andwithaspeedandalacritywhichperfectlyamazedDinah。
“Lornow!ifdatardewaydemnorthernladiesdo,deyan’tladies,nohow,”shesaidtosomeofhersatellites,whenatasafehearingdistance。“Ihasthingsasstraightasanybody,whenmyclarin’uptimescomes;butIdon’twantladiesround,ahenderin’,andgettingmythingsallwhereIcan’tfind’em。”
TodoDinahjustice,shehad,atirregularperiods,paroxymsofreformationandarrangement,whichshecalled“clarin’uptimes,”whenshewouldbeginwithgreatzeal,andturneverydrawerandclosetwrongsideoutward,ontothefloorortables,andmaketheordinaryconfusionseven-foldmoreconfounded。Thenshewouldlightherpipe,andleisurelygooverherarrangements,lookingthingsover,anddiscoursinguponthem;makingalltheyoungfryscourmostvigorouslyonthetinthings,andkeepingupforseveralhoursamostenergeticstateofconfusion,whichshewouldexplaintothesatisfactionofallinquirers,bytheremarkthatshewasa“clarin’up。”“Shecouldn’thevthingsagwineonsoastheyhadbeen,andshewasgwinetomaketheseyeryoungoneskeepbetterorder;”forDinahherself,somehow,indulgedtheillusionthatshe,herself,wasthesouloforder,anditwasonlytheyounguns,andtheeverybodyelseinthehouse,thatwerethecauseofanythingthatfellshortofperfectioninthisrespect。Whenallthetinswerescoured,andthetablesscrubbedsnowywhite,andeverythingthatcouldoffendtuckedoutofsightinholesandcorners,Dinahwoulddressherselfupinasmartdress,cleanapron,andhigh,brilliantMadrasturban,andtellallmarauding“younguns”tokeepoutofthekitchen,forshewasgwinetohavethingskeptnice。Indeed,theseperiodicseasonswereoftenaninconveniencetothewholehousehold;forDinahwouldcontractsuchanimmoderateattachmenttoherscouredtin,astoinsistuponitthatitshouldn’tbeusedagainforanypossiblepurpose,—atleast,tilltheardorofthe“clarin’up”periodabated。
MissOphelia,inafewdays,thoroughlyreformedeverydepartmentofthehousetoasystematicpattern;butherlaborsinalldepartmentsthatdependedonthecooperationofservantswerelikethoseofSisyphusortheDanaides。Indespair,sheonedayappealedtoSt。Clare。
“Thereisnosuchthingasgettinganythinglikeasysteminthisfamily!”
“Tobesure,thereisn’t,”saidSt。Clare。
“Suchshiftlessmanagement,suchwaste,suchconfusion,Ineversaw!”
“Idaresayyoudidn’t。”
“Youwouldnottakeitsocoolly,ifyouwerehousekeeper。”
“Mydearcousin,youmayaswellunderstand,onceforall,thatwemastersaredividedintotwoclasses,oppressorsandoppressed。Wewhoaregood-naturedandhateseveritymakeupourmindstoagooddealofinconvenience。Ifwewillkeepashambling,loose,untaughtsetinthecommunity,forourconvenience,why,wemusttaketheconsequence。SomerarecasesIhaveseen,ofpersons,who,byapeculiartact,canproduceorderandsystemwithoutseverity;butI’mnotoneofthem,—andsoImadeupmymind,longago,toletthingsgojustastheydo。Iwillnothavethepoordevilsthrashedandcuttopieces,andtheyknowit,—and,ofcourse,theyknowthestaffisintheirownhands。”
“Buttohavenotime,noplace,noorder,—allgoingoninthisshiftlessway!”
“MydearVermont,younativesupbytheNorthPolesetanextravagantvalueontime!Whatonearthistheuseoftimetoafellowwhohastwiceasmuchofitasheknowswhattodowith?Astoorderandsystem,wherethereisnothingtobedonebuttoloungeonthesofaandread,anhoursoonerorlaterinbreakfastordinnerisn’tofmuchaccount。Now,there’sDinahgetsyouacapitaldinner,—soup,ragout,roastfowl,dessert,ice-creamsandall,—andshecreatesitalloutofchaosandoldnightdownthere,inthatkitchen。Ithinkitreallysublime,thewayshemanages。But,Heavenblessus!ifwearetogodownthere,andviewallthesmokingandsquattingabout,andhurryscurryationofthepreparatoryprocess,weshouldnevereatmore!Mygoodcousin,absolveyourselffromthat!It’smorethanaCatholicpenance,anddoesnomoregood。You’llonlyloseyourowntemper,andutterlyconfoundDinah。Lethergoherownway。”
But,Augustine,youdon’tknowhowIfoundthings。”
“Don’tI?Don’tIknowthattherolling-pinisunderherbed,andthenutmeg-graterinherpocketwithhertobacco,—thattherearesixty-fivedifferentsugar-bowls,oneineveryholeinthehouse,—thatshewashesdisheswithadinner-napkinoneday,andwithafragmentofanoldpetticoatthenext?Buttheupshotis,shegetsupgloriousdinners,makessuperbcoffee;andyoumustjudgeheraswarriorsandstatesmenarejudged,byhersuccess。”
“Butthewaste,—theexpense!”
“O,well!Lockeverythingyoucan,andkeepthekey。Giveoutbydriblets,andneverinquireforoddsandends,—itisn’tbest。”
“Thattroublesme,Augustine。Ican’thelpfeelingasiftheseservantswerenotstrictlyhonest。Areyousuretheycanbereliedon?”
AugustinelaughedimmoderatelyatthegraveandanxiousfacewithwhichMissOpheliapropoundedthequestion。
“O,cousin,that’stoogood,—honest!—asifthat’sathingtobeexpected!Honest!—why,ofcourse,theyarn’t。Whyshouldtheybe?Whatuponearthistomakethemso?”
“Whydon’tyouinstruct?”
“Instruct!O,fiddlestick!WhatinstructingdoyouthinkIshoulddo?Ilooklikeit!AstoMarie,shehasspiritenough,tobesure,tokilloffawholeplantation,ifI’dlethermanage;butshewouldn’tgetthecheateryoutofthem。”
“Aretherenohonestones?”
“Well,nowandthenone,whomNaturemakessoimpracticablysimple,truthfulandfaithful,thattheworstpossibleinfluencecan’tdestroyit。But,yousee,fromthemother’sbreastthecoloredchildfeelsandseesthattherearenonebutunderhandwaysopentoit。Itcangetalongnootherwaywithitsparents,itsmistress,itsyoungmasterandmissieplay-fellows。Cunninganddeceptionbecomenecessary,inevitablehabits。Itisn’tfairtoexpectanythingelseofhim。Heoughtnottobepunishedforit。Astohonesty,theslaveiskeptinthatdependent,semi-childishstate,thatthereisnomakinghimrealizetherightsofproperty,orfeelthathismaster’sgoodsarenothisown,ifhecangetthem。Formypart,Idon’tseehowtheycanbehonest。SuchafellowasTom,here,is,—isamoralmiracle!”
“Andwhatbecomesoftheirsouls?”saidMissOphelia。
“Thatisn’tmyaffair,asIknowof,”saidSt。Clare;“Iamonlydealinginfactsofthepresentlife。Thefactis,thatthewholeraceareprettygenerallyunderstoodtobeturnedovertothedevil,forourbenefit,inthisworld,howeveritmayturnoutinanother!”
“Thisisperfectlyhorrible!”saidMissOphelia;yououghttobeashamedofyourselves!”
“Idon’tknowasIam。Weareinprettygoodcompany,forallthat,”saidSt。Clare,“aspeopleinthebroadroadgenerallyare。Lookatthehighandthelow,alltheworldover,andit’sthesamestory,—thelowerclassusedup,body,soulandspirit,forthegoodoftheupper。ItissoinEngland;itissoeverywhere;andyetallChristendomstandsaghast,withvirtuousindignation,becausewedothethinginalittledifferentshapefromwhattheydoit。”
“Itisn’tsoinVermont。”
“Ah,well,inNewEngland,andinthefreeStates,youhavethebetterofus,Igrant。Butthere’sthebell;so,Cousin,letusforawhilelayasideoursectionalprejudices,andcomeouttodinner。”
AsMissOpheliawasinthekitcheninthelatterpartoftheafternoon,someofthesablechildrencalledout,“La,sakes!thar’sPrueacoming,gruntingalonglikesheallersdoes。”
Atall,bonycoloredwomannowenteredthekitchen,bearingonherheadabasketofrusksandhotrolls。
“Ho,Prue!you’vecome,”saidDinah。
Pruehadapeculiarscowlingexpressionofcountenance,andasullen,grumblingvoice。Shesetdownherbasket,squattedherselfdown,andrestingherelbowsonherkneessaid,
“OLord!Iwish’tI’sdead!”
“Whydoyouwishyouweredead?”saidMissOphelia。
“I’dbeouto’mymisery,”saidthewoman,gruffly,withouttakinghereyesfromthefloor。
“Whatneedyougettingdrunk,then,andcuttingup,Prue?”saidasprucequadroonchambermaid,dangling,asshespoke,apairofcoralear-drops。
Thewomanlookedatherwithasoursurlyglance。
“Maybeyou’llcometoit,oneoftheseyerdays。I’dbegladtoseeyou,Iwould;thenyou’llbegladofadrop,likeme,toforgetyourmisery。”
“Come,Prue,”saidDinah,“let’slookatyourrusks。Here’sMissiswillpayforthem。”
MissOpheliatookoutacoupleofdozen。
“Thar’ssometicketsinthataroldcrackedjugonthetopshelf,”saidDinah。“You,Jake,climbupandgetitdown。”
“Tickets,—whataretheyfor?”saidMissOphelia。
“WebuyticketsofherMas’r,andshegivesusbreadfor’em。”
“Andtheycountsmymoneyandtickets,whenIgetshome,toseeifI’sgotthechange;andifIhan’t,theyhalfkillsme。”
“Andservesyouright,”saidJane,thepertchambermaid,“ifyouwilltaketheirmoneytogetdrunkon。That’swhatshedoes,Missis。”
“Andthat’swhatIwilldo,—Ican’tlivenootherways,—drinkandforgetmymisery。”
“Youareverywickedandveryfoolish,”saidMissOphelia,“tostealyourmaster’smoneytomakeyourselfabrutewith。”
“It’smightylikely,Missis;butIwilldoit,—yes,Iwill。OLord!IwishI’sdead,Ido,—IwishI’sdead,andoutofmymisery!”andslowlyandstifflytheoldcreaturerose,andgotherbasketonherheadagain;butbeforeshewentout,shelookedatthequadroongirt,whostillstoodplayingwithherear-drops。
“Yethinkye’remightyfinewiththemar,afrolickin’andatossin’yourhead,andalookin’downoneverybody。Well,nevermind,—youmaylivetobeapoor,old,cut-upcrittur,likeme。HopetotheLordyewill,Ido;thenseeifyewon’tdrink,—drink,—drink,—yerselfintotorment;andsarveyeright,too—ugh!”and,withamalignanthowl,thewomanlefttheroom。
“Disgustingoldbeast!”saidAdolph,whowasgettinghismaster’sshaving-water。“IfIwashermaster,I’dcutherupworsethansheis。”
“Yecouldn’tdothatar,noways,”saidDinah。“Herback’safarsightnow,—shecan’tnevergetadresstogetheroverit。”
“Ithinksuchlowcreaturesoughtnottobeallowedtogoroundtogenteelfamilies,”saidMissJane。“Whatdoyouthink,Mr。St。Clare?”shesaid,coquettishlytossingherheadatAdolph。
Itmustbeobservedthat,amongotherappropriationsfromhismaster’sstock,Adolphwasinthehabitofadoptinghisnameandaddress;andthatthestyleunderwhichhemoved,amongthecoloredcirclesofNewOrleans,wasthatofMr。St。Clare。
“I’mcertainlyofyouropinion,MissBenoir,”saidAdolph。
BenoirwasthenameofMarieSt。Clare’sfamily,andJanewasoneofherservants。
“Pray,MissBenoir,mayIbeallowedtoaskifthosedropsarefortheball,tomorrownight?Theyarecertainlybewitching!”
“Iwonder,now,Mr。St。Clare,whattheimpudenceofyoumenwillcometo!”saidJane,tossingherprettyheadtiltheear-dropstwinkledagain。“Ishan’tdancewithyouforawholeevening,ifyougotoaskingmeanymorequestions。”
“O,youcouldn’tbesocruel,now!Iwasjustdyingtoknowwhetheryouwouldappearinyourpinktarletane,”saidAdolph。
“Whatisit?”saidRosa,abright,piquantlittlequadroonwhocameskippingdownstairsatthismoment。
“Why,Mr。St。Clare’ssoimpudent!”
“Onmyhonor,”saidAdolph,“I’llleaveittoMissRosanow。”
“Iknowhe’salwaysasaucycreature,”saidRosa,poisingherselfononeofherlittlefeet,andlookingmaliciouslyatAdolph。“He’salwaysgettingmesoangrywithhim。”
“O!ladies,ladies,youwillcertainlybreakmyheart,betweenyou,”saidAdolph。“Ishallbefounddeadinmybed,somemorning,andyou’llhaveittoanswerfor。”
“Dohearthehorridcreaturetalk!”saidbothladies,laughingimmoderately。
“Come,—clarout,you!Ican’thaveyouclutteringupthekitchen,”saidDinah;“inmyway,foolin’roundhere。”
“AuntDinah’sglum,becauseshecan’tgototheball,”saidRosa。
“Don’twantnoneo’yourlight-coloredballs,”saidDinah;“cuttin’round,makin’b’lieveyou’swhitefolks。Arterall,you’sniggers,muchasIam。”
“AuntDinahgreasesherwoolstiff,everyday,tomakeitliestraight,”saidJane。
“Anditwillbewool,afterall,”saidRosa,maliciouslyshakingdownherlong,silkycurls。
“Well,intheLord’ssight,an’twoolasgoodasbar,anytime?”saidDinah。“I’dliketohaveMississaywhichisworththemost,—acouplesuchasyou,oronelikeme。Getoutwidye,yetrumpery,—Iwon’thaveyeround!”
Heretheconversationwasinterruptedinatwo-foldmanner。St。Clare’svoicewasheardattheheadofthestairs,askingAdolphifhemeanttostayallnightwithhisshaving-water;andMissOphelia,comingoutofthedining-room,said,
“JaneandRosa,whatareyouwastingyourtimefor,here?Goinandattendtoyourmuslins。”
OurfriendTom,whohadbeeninthekitchenduringtheconversationwiththeoldrusk-woman,hadfollowedheroutintothestreet。Hesawhergoon,givingeveryonceinawhileasuppressedgroan。Atlastshesetherbasketdownonadoorstep,andbeganarrangingtheold,fadedshawlwhichcoveredhershoulders。
“I’llcarryyourbasketapiece,”saidTom,compassionately。
“Whyshouldye?”saidthewoman。“Idon’twantnohelp。”
“Youseemtobesick,orintrouble,orsomethin’,”saidTom。
“Ian’tsick,”saidthewoman,shortly。
“Iwish,”saidTom,lookingatherearnestly,—“IwishIcouldpersuadeyoutoleaveoffdrinking。Don’tyouknowitwillbetheruinofye,bodyandsoul?”
“IknowsI’mgwinetotorment,”saidthewoman,sullenly。“Yedon’tneedtotellmethatar。I’sugly,I’swicked,—I’sgwinestraighttotorment。O,Lord!IwishI’sthar!”
Tomshudderedatthesefrightfulwords,spokenwithasullen,impassionedearnestness。
“O,Lordhavemercyonye!poorcrittur。Han’tyeneverheardofJesusChrist?”
“JesusChrist,—who’she?”
“Why,he’stheLord,”saidTom。
“IthinkI’vehearntello’theLord,andthejudgmentandtorment。I’veheardo’that。”
“Butdidn’tanybodyevertellyouoftheLordJesus,thatloveduspoorsinners,anddiedforus?”
“Don’tknownothin’’boutthat,”saidthewoman;“nobodyhan’tneverlovedme,sincemyoldmandied。”
“Wherewasyouraised?”saidTom。
“UpinKentuck。Amankeptmetobreedchil’enformarket,andsold’emasfastastheygotbigenough;lastofall,hesoldmetoaspeculator,andmyMas’rgotmeo’him。”
“Whatsetyouintothisbadwayofdrinkin’?”
“Togetsheto’mymisery。IhadonechildafterIcomehere;andIthoughtthenI’dhaveonetoraise,causeMas’rwasn’taspeculator。Itwasdepeartestlittlething!andMississheseemedtothinkaheapon’t,atfirst;itnevercried,—itwaslikelyandfat。ButMissistucksick,andItendedher;andItuckthefever,andmymilkallleftme,andthechilditpinedtoskinandbone,andMissiswouldn’tbuymilkforit。Shewouldn’theartome,whenItelledherIhadn’tmilk。ShesaidsheknowedIcouldfeeditonwhatotherfolkseat;andthechildkinderpined,andcried,andcried,andcried,dayandnight,andgotallgonetoskinandbones,andMissisgotsotaginitandshesaid’twan’tnothin’butcrossness。Shewisheditwasdead,shesaid;andshewouldn’tletmehaveito’nights,cause,shesaid,itkeptmeawake,andmademegoodfornothing。Shemademesleepinherroom;andIhadtoputitawayoffinalittlekindo’garret,andtharitcrieditselftodeath,onenight。Itdid;andItucktodrinkin’,tokeepitscryingoutofmyears!Idid,—andIwilldrink!Iwill,ifIdogototormentforit!Mas’rsaysIshallgototorment,andItellhimI’vegottharnow!”
“O,yepoorcrittur!”saidTom,“han’tnobodynevertelledyehowtheLordJesuslovedye,anddiedforye?Han’ttheytelledyethathe’llhelpye,andyecangotoheaven,andhaverest,atlast?”
“Ilookslikegwinetoheaven,”saidthewoman;“an’ttharwherewhitefolksisgwine?S’posethey’dhavemethar?I’drathergototorment,andgetawayfromMas’randMissis。Ihadso,”shesaid,aswithherusualgroan,shegotherbasketonherhead,andwalkedsullenlyaway。
Tomturned,andwalkedsorrowfullybacktothehouse。InthecourthemetlittleEva,—acrownoftuberosesonherhead,andhereyesradiantwithdelight。
“O,Tom!hereyouare。I’mgladI’vefoundyou。Papasaysyoumaygetouttheponies,andtakemeinmylittlenewcarriage,”shesaid,catchinghishand。“Butwhat’sthematterTom?—youlooksober。”
“Ifeelbad,MissEva,”saidTom,sorrowfully。“ButI’llgetthehorsesforyou。”
“Butdotellme,Tom,whatisthematter。IsawyoutalkingtocrossoldPrue。”
Tom,insimple,earnestphrase,toldEvathewoman’shistory。Shedidnotexclaimorwonder,orweep,asotherchildrendo。Hercheeksgrewpale,andadeep,earnestshadowpassedoverhereyes。Shelaidbothhandsonherbosom,andsighedheavily。
1EdwardBouveriePusey(1800-1882),championoftheorthodoxyofrevealedreligion,defenderoftheOxfordmovement,andRegiusprofessorofHebrewandCanonofChristChurch,Oxford。
MissOphelia’sExperiencesandOpinionsContinued
“Tom,youneedn’tgetmethehorses。Idon’twanttogo,”shesaid。
“Whynot,MissEva?”
“Thesethingssinkintomyheart,Tom,”saidEva,—“theysinkintomyheart,”sherepeated,earnestly。“Idon’twanttogo;”andsheturnedfromTom,andwentintothehouse。
Afewdaysafter,anotherwomancame,inoldPrue’splace,tobringtherusks;MissOpheliawasinthekitchen。
“Lor!”saidDinah,“what’sgotPrue?”
“Prueisn’tcominganymore,”saidthewoman,mysteriously。
“Whynot?”saidDinah。“shean’tdead,isshe?”
“Wedoesn’texactlyknow。She’sdowncellar,”saidthewoman,glancingatMissOphelia。
AfterMissOpheliahadtakentherusks,Dinahfollowedthewomantothedoor。
“WhathasgotPrue,anyhow?”shesaid。
Thewomanseemeddesirous,yetreluctant,tospeak,andanswered,inlow,mysterioustone。
“Well,youmustn’ttellnobody,Prue,shegotdrunkagin,—andtheyhadherdowncellar,—andthartheyleftherallday,—andIhearn’emsayingthattheflieshadgottoher,—andshe’sdead!”
Dinahheldupherhands,and,turning,sawclosebyhersidethespirit-likeformofEvangeline,herlarge,mysticeyesdilatedwithhorror,andeverydropofblooddrivenfromherlipsandcheeks。
“Lorblessus!MissEva’sgwinetofaintaway!Whatgousall,toletherharsuchtalk?Herpa’llberailmad。”
“Ishan’tfaint,Dinah,”saidthechild,firmly;“andwhyshouldn’tIhearit?Itan’tsomuchformetohearit,asforpoorPruetosufferit。”
“Lorsakes!itisn’tforsweet,delicateyoungladies,likeyou,—theseyerstoriesisn’t;it’senoughtokill’em!”
Evasighedagain,andwalkedupstairswithaslowandmelancholystep。
MissOpheliaanxiouslyinquiredthewoman’sstory。Dinahgaveaverygarrulousversionofit,towhichTomaddedtheparticularswhichhehaddrawnfromherthatmorning。