第10章

类别:其他 作者:Harriet Beecher Stowe字数:32840更新时间:18/12/21 16:28:07
Death Weepnotforthosewhomtheveilofthetomb, Inlife’searlymorning,hathhidfromoureyes。1 Eva’sbed-roomwasaspaciousapartment,which,likealltheotherrobinsinthehouse,openedontothebroadverandah。Theroomcommunicated,ononeside,withherfatherandmother’sapartment;ontheother,withthatappropriatedtoMissOphelia。St。Clarehadgratifiedhisowneyeandtaste,infurnishingthisroominastylethathadapeculiarkeepingwiththecharacterofherforwhomitwasintended。Thewindowswerehungwithcurtainsofrose-coloredandwhitemuslin,thefloorwasspreadwithamattingwhichhadbeenorderedinParis,toapatternofhisowndevice,havingrounditaborderofrose-budsandleaves,andacentre-piecewithfull-flownroses。Thebedstead,chairs,andlounges,wereofbamboo,wroughtinpeculiarlygracefulandfancifulpatterns。Overtheheadofthebedwasanalabasterbracket,onwhichabeautifulsculpturedangelstood,withdroopingwings,holdingoutacrownofmyrtle-leaves。Fromthisdepended,overthebed,lightcurtainsofrose-coloredgauze,stripedwithsilver,supplyingthatprotectionfrommosquitoswhichisanindispensableadditiontoallsleepingaccommodationinthatclimate。Thegracefulbambooloungeswereamplysuppliedwithcushionsofrose-coloreddamask,whileoverthem,dependingfromthehandsofsculpturedfigures,weregauzecurtainssimilartothoseofthebed。Alight,fancifulbambootablestoodinthemiddleoftheroom,whereaParianvase,wroughtintheshapeofawhitelily,withitsbuds,stood,everfilledwithflowers。OnthistablelayEva’sbooksandlittletrinkets,withanelegantlywroughtalabasterwriting-stand,whichherfatherhadsuppliedtoherwhenhesawhertryingtoimproveherselfinwriting。Therewasafireplaceintheroom,andonthemarblemantleabovestoodabeautifullywroughtstatuetteofJesusreceivinglittlechildren,andoneithersidemarblevases,forwhichitwasTom’sprideanddelighttoofferbouquetseverymorning。Twoorthreeexquisitepaintingsofchildren,invariousattitudes,embellishedthewall。Inshort,theeyecouldturnnowherewithoutmeetingimagesofchildhood,ofbeauty,andofpeace。Thoselittleeyesneveropened,inthemorninglight,withoutfallingonsomethingwhichsuggestedtotheheartsoothingandbeautifulthoughts。 ThedeceitfulstrengthwhichhadbuoyedEvaupforalittlewhilewasfastpassingaway;seldomandmoreseldomherlightfootstepwasheardintheverandah,andoftenerandoftenershewasfoundreclinedonalittleloungebytheopenwindow,herlarge,deepeyesfixedontherisingandfallingwatersofthelake。 Itwastowardsthemiddleoftheafternoon,asshewassoreclining,—herBiblehalfopen,herlittletransparentfingerslyinglistlesslybetweentheleaves,—suddenlysheheardhermother’svoice,insharptones,intheverandah。 “Whatnow,youbaggage!—whatnewpieceofmischief!You’vebeenpickingtheflowers,hey?”andEvaheardthesoundofasmartslap。 “Law,Missis!they’sforMissEva,”sheheardavoicesay,whichsheknewbelongedtoTopsy。 “MissEva!Aprettyexcuse!—yousupposeshewantsyourflowers,yougood-for-nothingnigger!Getalongoffwithyou!” Inamoment,Evawasofffromherlounge,andintheverandah。 “O,don’t,mother!Ishouldliketheflowers;dogivethemtome;Iwantthem!” “Why,Eva,yourroomisfullnow。” “Ican’thavetoomany,”saidEva。“Topsy,dobringthemhere。” Topsy,whohadstoodsullenly,holdingdownherhead,nowcameupandofferedherflowers。Shediditwithalookofhesitationandbashfulness,quiteunliketheeldrichboldnessandbrightnesswhichwasusualwithher。 “It’sabeautifulbouquet!”saidEva,lookingatit。 Itwasratherasingularone,—abrilliantscarletgeranium,andonesinglewhitejaponica,withitsglossyleaves。Itwastiedupwithanevidenteyetothecontrastofcolor,andthearrangementofeveryleafhadcarefullybeenstudied。 Topsylookedpleased,asEvasaid,—“Topsy,youarrangeflowersveryprettily。Here,”shesaid,“isthisvaseIhaven’tanyflowersfor。Iwishyou’darrangesomethingeverydayforit。” “Well,that’sodd!”saidMarie。“Whatintheworlddoyouwantthatfor?” “Nevermind,mamma;you’dasliefasnotTopsyshoulddoit,—hadyounot?” “Ofcourse,anythingyouplease,dear!Topsy,youhearyouryoungmistress;—seethatyoumind。” Topsymadeashortcourtesy,andlookeddown;and,assheturnedaway,Evasawatearrolldownherdarkcheek。 “Yousee,mamma,IknewpoorTopsywantedtodosomethingforme,”saidEvatohermother。 “O,nonsense!it’sonlybecauseshelikestodomischief。Sheknowsshemustn’tpickflowers,—soshedoesit;that’sallthereistoit。But,ifyoufancytohaveherpluckthem,sobeit。” “Mamma,IthinkTopsyisdifferentfromwhatsheusedtobe;she’stryingtobeagoodgirl。” “She’llhavetotryagoodwhilebeforeshegetstobegood,”saidMarie,withacarelesslaugh。 “Well,youknow,mamma,poorTopsy!everythinghasalwaysbeenagainsther。” “Notsinceshe’sbeenhere,I’msure。Ifshehasn’tbeentalkedto,andpreachedto,andeveryearthlythingdonethatanybodycoulddo;—andshe’sjustsougly,andalwayswillbe;youcan’tmakeanythingofthecreature!” “But,mamma,it’ssodifferenttobebroughtupasI’vebeen,withsomanyfriends,somanythingstomakemegoodandhappy;andtobebroughtupasshe’sbeen,allthetime,tillshecamehere!” “Mostlikely,”saidMarie,yawning,—“dearme,howhotitis!” “Mamma,youbelieve,don’tyou,thatTopsycouldbecomeanangel,aswellasanyofus,ifshewereaChristian?” “Topsy!whataridiculousidea!Nobodybutyouwouldeverthinkofit。Isupposeshecould,though。” “But,mamma,isn’tGodherfather,asmuchasours?Isn’tJesusherSaviour?” “Well,thatmaybe。IsupposeGodmadeeverybody,”saidMarie。“Whereismysmelling-bottle?” “It’ssuchapity,—oh!suchapity!”saidEva,lookingoutonthedistantlake,andspeakinghalftoherself。 “What’sapity?”saidMarie。 “Why,thatanyone,whocouldbeabrightangel,andlivewithangels,shouldgoalldown,downdown,andnobodyhelpthem!—ohdear!” “Well,wecan’thelpit;it’snouseworrying,Eva!Idon’tknowwhat’stobedone;weoughttobethankfulforourownadvantages。” “Ihardlycanbe,”saidEva,“I’msosorrytothinkofpoorfolksthathaven’tany。” That’soddenough,”saidMarie;—“I’msuremyreligionmakesmethankfulformyadvantages。” “Mamma,”saidEva,“Iwanttohavesomeofmyhaircutoff,—agooddealofit。” “Whatfor?”saidMarie。 “Mamma,Iwanttogivesomeawaytomyfriends,whileIamabletogiveittothemmyself。Won’tyouaskauntytocomeandcutitforme?” Marieraisedhervoice,andcalledMissOphelia,fromtheotherroom。 Thechildhalfrosefromherpillowasshecamein,and,shakingdownherlonggolden-browncurls,said,ratherplayfully,“Comeaunty,shearthesheep!” “What’sthat?”saidSt。Clare,whojustthenenteredwithsomefruithehadbeenouttogetforher。 “Papa,Ijustwantauntytocutoffsomeofmyhair;—there’stoomuchofit,anditmakesmyheadhot。Besides,Iwanttogivesomeofitaway。” MissOpheliacame,withherscissors。 “Takecare,—don’tspoilthelooksofit!”saidherfather;“cutunderneath,whereitwon’tshow。Eva’scurlsaremypride。” “O,papa!”saidEva,sadly。 “Yes,andIwantthemkepthandsomeagainstthetimeItakeyouuptoyouruncle’splantation,toseeCousinHenrique,”saidSt。Clare,inagaytone。 “Ishallnevergothere,papa;—Iamgoingtoabettercountry。O,dobelieveme!Don’tyousee,papa,thatIgetweaker,everyday?” “WhydoyouinsistthatIshallbelievesuchacruelthing,Eva?”saidherfather。 “Onlybecauseitistrue,papa:and,ifyouwillbelieveitnow,perhapsyouwillgettofeelaboutitasIdo。” St。Clareclosedhislips,andstoodgloomilyeyingthelong,beautifulcurls,which,astheywereseparatedfromthechild’shead,werelaid,onebyone,inherlap。Sheraisedthemup,lookedearnestlyatthem,twinedthemaroundherthinfingers,andlookedfromtimetotime,anxiouslyatherfather。 “It’sjustwhatI’vebeenforeboding!”saidMarie;“it’sjustwhathasbeenpreyingonmyhealth,fromdaytoday,bringingmedownwardtothegrave,thoughnobodyregardsit。Ihaveseenthis,long。St。Clare,youwillsee,afterawhile,thatIwasright。” “Whichwillaffordyougreatconsolation,nodoubt!”saidSt。Clare,inadry,bittertone。 Marielaybackonalounge,andcoveredherfacewithhercambrichandkerchief。 Eva’sclearblueeyelookedearnestlyfromonetotheother。Itwasthecalm,comprehendinggazeofasoulhalfloosedfromitsearthlybonds;itwasevidentshesaw,felt,andappreciated,thedifferencebetweenthetwo。 Shebeckonedwithherhandtoherfather。Hecameandsatdownbyher。 “Papa,mystrengthfadesawayeveryday,andIknowImustgo。TherearesomethingsIwanttosayanddo,—thatIoughttodo;andyouaresounwillingtohavemespeakawordonthissubject。Butitmustcome;there’snoputtingitoff。DobewillingIshouldspeaknow!” “Mychild,Iamwilling!”saidSt。Clare,coveringhiseyeswithonehand,andholdingupEva’shandwiththeother。 “Then,Iwanttoseeallourpeopletogether。IhavesomethingsImustsaytothem,”saidEva。 “Well,”saidSt。Clare,inatoneofdryendurance。 MissOpheliadespatchedamessenger,andsoonthewholeoftheservantswereconvenedintheroom。 Evalaybackonherpillows;herhairhanginglooselyaboutherface,hercrimsoncheekscontrastingpainfullywiththeintensewhitenessofhercomplexionandthethincontourofherlimbsandfeatures,andherlarge,soul-likeeyesfixedearnestlyoneveryone。 Theservantswerestruckwithasuddenemotion。Thespiritualface,thelonglocksofhaircutoffandlyingbyher,herfather’savertedface,andMarie’ssobs,struckatonceuponthefeelingsofasensitiveandimpressiblerace;and,astheycamein,theylookedoneonanother,sighed,andshooktheirheads。Therewasadeepsilence,likethatofafuneral。 Evaraisedherself,andlookedlongandearnestlyroundateveryone。Alllookedsadandapprehensive。Manyofthewomenhidtheirfacesintheiraprons。 “Isentforyouall,mydearfriends,”saidEva,“becauseIloveyou。Iloveyouall;andIhavesomethingtosaytoyou,whichIwantyoualwaystoremember……Iamgoingtoleaveyou。Inafewmoreweeksyouwillseemenomore—” Herethechildwasinterruptedbyburstsofgroans,sobs,andlamentations,whichbrokefromallpresent,andinwhichherslendervoicewaslostentirely。Shewaitedamoment,andthen,speakinginatonethatcheckedthesobsofall,shesaid, “Ifyouloveme,youmustnotinterruptmeso。ListentowhatIsay。Iwanttospeaktoyouaboutyoursouls……Manyofyou,Iamafraid,areverycareless。Youarethinkingonlyaboutthisworld。Iwantyoutorememberthatthereisabeautifulworld,whereJesusis。Iamgoingthere,andyoucangothere。Itisforyou,asmuchasme。But,ifyouwanttogothere,youmustnotliveidle,careless,thoughtlesslives。YoumustbeChristians。Youmustrememberthateachoneofyoucanbecomeangels,andbeangelsforever……IfyouwanttobeChristians,Jesuswillhelpyou。Youmustpraytohim;youmustread—” Thechildcheckedherself,lookedpiteouslyatthem,andsaid,sorrowfully, “Odear!youcan’tread—poorsouls!”andshehidherfaceinthepillowandsobbed,whilemanyasmotheredsobfromthoseshewasaddressing,whowerekneelingonthefloor,arousedher。 “Nevermind,”shesaid,raisingherfaceandsmilingbrightlythroughhertears,“Ihaveprayedforyou;andIknowJesuswillhelpyou,evenifyoucan’tread。Tryalltodothebestyoucan;prayeveryday;askHimtohelpyou,andgettheBiblereadtoyouwheneveryoucan;andIthinkIshallseeyouallinheaven。” “Amen,”wasthemurmuredresponsefromthelipsofTomandMammy,andsomeoftheelderones,whobelongedtotheMethodistchurch。Theyoungerandmorethoughtlessones,forthetimecompletelyovercome,weresobbing,withtheirheadsbowedupontheirknees。 “Iknow,”saidEva,“youallloveme。” “Yes;oh,yes!indeedwedo!Lordblessher!”wastheinvoluntaryanswerofall。 “Yes,Iknowyoudo!Thereisn’toneofyouthathasn’talwaysbeenverykindtome;andIwanttogiveyousomethingthat,whenyoulookat,youshallalwaysrememberme,I’mgoingtogiveallofyouacurlofmyhair;and,whenyoulookatit,thinkthatIlovedyouandamgonetoheaven,andthatIwanttoseeyouallthere。” Itisimpossibletodescribethescene,as,withtearsandsobs,theygatheredroundthelittlecreature,andtookfromherhandswhatseemedtothemalastmarkofherlove。Theyfellontheirknees;theysobbed,andprayed,andkissedthehemofhergarment;andtheelderonespouredforthwordsofendearment,mingledinprayersandblessings,afterthemanneroftheirsusceptiblerace。 Aseachonetooktheirgift,MissOphelia,whowasapprehensivefortheeffectofallthisexcitementonherlittlepatient,signedtoeachonetopassoutoftheapartment。 Atlast,allweregonebutTomandMammy。 “Here,UncleTom,”saidEva,“isabeautifuloneforyou。O,Iamsohappy,UncleTom,tothinkIshallseeyouinheaven,—forI’msureIshall;andMammy,—dear,good,kindMammy!”shesaid,fondlythrowingherarmsroundheroldnurse,—“Iknowyou’llbethere,too。” “O,MissEva,don’tseehowIcanlivewithoutye,nohow!”saidthefaithfulcreature。“’Pearslikeit’sjusttakingeverythingofftheplacetooncet!”andMammygavewaytoapassionofgrief。 MissOpheliapushedherandTomgentlyfromtheapartment,andthoughttheywereallgone;but,assheturned,Topsywasstandingthere。 “Wheredidyoustartupfrom?”shesaid,suddenly。 “Iwashere,”saidTopsy,wipingthetearsfromhereyes。“O,MissEva,I’vebeenabadgirl;butwon’tyougivemeone,too?” “Yes,poorTopsy!tobesure,Iwill。There—everytimeyoulookatthat,thinkthatIloveyou,andwantedyoutobeagoodgirl!” “O,MissEva,Iistryin!”saidTopsy,earnestly;“but,Lor,it’ssohardtobegood!’PearslikeIan’tusedtoit,noways!” “Jesusknowsit,Topsy;heissorryforyou;hewillhelpyou。” Topsy,withhereyeshidinherapron,wassilentlypassedfromtheapartmentbyMissOphelia;but,asshewent,shehidthepreciouscurlinherbosom。 Allbeinggone,MissOpheliashutthedoor。Thatworthyladyhadwipedawaymanytearsofherown,duringthescene;butconcernfortheconsequenceofsuchanexcitementtoheryoungchargewasuppermostinhermind。 St。Clarehadbeensitting,duringthewholetime,withhishandshadinghiseyes,inthesameattitude。 Whentheywereallgone,hesatsostill。 “Papa!”saidEva,gently,layingherhandonhis。 Hegaveasuddenstartandshiver;butmadenoanswer。 “Dearpapa!”saidEva。 “Icannot,”saidSt。Clare,rising,“Icannothaveitso!TheAlmightyhathdealtverybitterlywithme!”andSt。Clarepronouncedthesewordswithabitteremphasis,indeed。 “Augustine!hasnotGodarighttodowhathewillwithhisown?”saidMissOphelia。 “Perhapsso;butthatdoesn’tmakeitanyeasiertobear,”saidhe,withadry,hard,tearlessmanner,asheturnedaway。 “Papa,youbreakmyheart!”saidEva,risingandthrowingherselfintohisarms;“youmustnotfeelso!”andthechildsobbedandweptwithaviolencewhichalarmedthemall,andturnedherfather’sthoughtsatoncetoanotherchannel。 “There,Eva,—there,dearest!Hush!hush!Iwaswrong;Iwaswicked。Iwillfeelanyway,doanyway,—onlydon’tdistressyourself;don’tsobso。Iwillberesigned;IwaswickedtospeakasIdid。” Evasoonlaylikeawearieddoveinherfather’sarms;andhe,bendingoverher,soothedherbyeverytenderwordhecouldthinkof。 Marieroseandthrewherselfoutoftheapartmentintoherown,whenshefellintoviolenthysterics。 “Youdidn’tgivemeacurl,Eva,”saidherfather,smilingsadly。 “Theyareallyours,papa,”saidshe,smiling—“yoursandmamma’s;andyoumustgivedearauntyasmanyasshewants。Ionlygavethemtoourpoorpeoplemyself,becauseyouknow,papa,theymightbeforgottenwhenIamgone,andbecauseIhopeditmighthelpthemremember……YouareaChristian,areyounot,papa?”saidEva,doubtfully。 “Whydoyouaskme?” “Idon’tknow。Youaresogood,Idon’tseehowyoucanhelpit。” “WhatisbeingaChristian,Eva?” “LovingChristmostofall,”saidEva。 “Doyou,Eva?” “CertainlyIdo。” “Youneversawhim,”saidSt。Clare。 “Thatmakesnodifference,”saidEva。“Ibelievehim,andinafewdaysIshallseehim;”andtheyoungfacegrewfervent,radiantwithjoy。 St。Claresaidnomore。Itwasafeelingwhichhehadseenbeforeinhismother;butnochordwithinvibratedtoit。 Eva,afterthis,declinedrapidly;therewasnomoreanydoubtoftheevent;thefondesthopecouldnotbeblinded。Herbeautifulroomwasavowedlyasickroom;andMissOpheliadayandnightperformedthedutiesofanurse,—andneverdidherfriendsappreciatehervaluemorethaninthatcapacity。Withsowell-trainedahandandeye,suchperfectadroitnessandpracticeineveryartwhichcouldpromoteneatnessandcomfort,andkeepoutofsighteverydisagreeableincidentofsickness,—withsuchaperfectsenseoftime,suchaclear,untroubledhead,suchexactaccuracyinrememberingeveryprescriptionanddirectionofthedoctors,—shewaseverythingtohim。Theywhohadshruggedtheirshouldersatherlittlepeculiaritiesandsetnesses,sounlikethecarelessfreedomofsouthernmanners,acknowledgedthatnowshewastheexactpersonthatwaswanted。 UncleTomwasmuchinEva’sroom。Thechildsufferedmuchfromnervousrestlessness,anditwasarelieftohertobecarried;anditwasTom’sgreatestdelighttocarryherlittlefrailforminhisarms,restingonapillow,nowupanddownherroom,nowoutintotheverandah;andwhenthefreshsea-breezesblewfromthelake,—andthechildfeltfreshestinthemorning,—hewouldsometimeswalkwithherundertheorange-treesinthegarden,or,sittingdowninsomeoftheiroldseats,singtohertheirfavoriteoldhymns。 Herfatheroftendidthesamething;buthisframewasslighter,andwhenhewasweary,Evawouldsaytohim, “O,papa,letTomtakeme。Poorfellow!itpleaseshim;andyouknowit’sallhecandonow,andhewantstodosomething!” “SodoI,Eva!”saidherfather。 “Well,papa,youcandoeverything,andareeverythingtome。Youreadtome,—yousitupnights,—andTomhasonlythisonething,andhissinging;andIknow,too,hedoesiteasierthanyoucan。Hecarriesmesostrong!” ThedesiretodosomethingwasnotconfinedtoTom。Everyservantintheestablishmentshowedthesamefeeling,andintheirwaydidwhattheycould。 PoorMammy’sheartyearnedtowardsherdarling;butshefoundnoopportunity,nightorday,asMariedeclaredthatthestateofhermindwassuch,itwasimpossibleforhertorest;and,ofcourse,itwasagainstherprinciplestoletanyoneelserest。Twentytimesinanight,Mammywouldberousedtorubherfeet,tobatheherhead,tofindherpocket-handkerchief,toseewhatthenoisewasinEva’sroom,toletdownacurtainbecauseitwastoolight,ortoputitupbecauseitwastoodark;and,inthedaytime,whenshelongedtohavesomeshareinthenursingofherpet,Marieseemedunusuallyingeniousinkeepingherbusyanywhereandeverywherealloverthehouse,oraboutherownperson;sothatstoleninterviewsandmomentaryglimpseswereallshecouldobtain。 “Ifeelitmydutytobeparticularlycarefulofmyself,now,”shewouldsay,“feebleasIam,andwiththewholecareandnursingofthatdearchilduponme。” “Indeed,mydear,”saidSt。Clare,“Ithoughtourcousinrelievedyouofthat。” “Youtalklikeaman,St。Clare,—justasifamothercouldberelievedofthecareofachildinthatstate;but,then,it’sallalike,—nooneeverknowswhatIfeel!Ican’tthrowthingsoff,asyoudo。” St。Claresmiled。Youmustexcusehim,hecouldn’thelpit,—forSt。Clarecouldsmileyet。Forsobrightandplacidwasthefarewellvoyageofthelittlespirit,—bysuchsweetandfragrantbreezeswasthesmallbarkbornetowardstheheavenlyshores,—thatitwasimpossibletorealizethatitwasdeaththatwasapproaching。Thechildfeltnopain,—onlyatranquil,softweakness,dailyandalmostinsensiblyincreasing;andshewassobeautiful,soloving,sotrustful,sohappy,thatonecouldnotresistthesoothinginfluenceofthatairofinnocenceandpeacewhichseemedtobreathearoundher。St。Clarefoundastrangecalmcomingoverhim。Itwasnothope,—thatwasimpossible;itwasnotresignation;itwasonlyacalmrestinginthepresent,whichseemedsobeautifulthathewishedtothinkofnofuture。Itwaslikethathushofspiritwhichwefeelamidthebright,mildwoodsofautumn,whenthebrighthecticflushisonthetrees,andthelastlingeringflowersbythebrook;andwejoyinitallthemore,becauseweknowthatsoonitwillallpassaway。 ThefriendwhoknewmostofEva’sownimaginingsandforeshadowingswasherfaithfulbearer,Tom。Tohimshesaidwhatshewouldnotdisturbherfatherbysaying。Tohimsheimpartedthosemysteriousintimationswhichthesoulfeels,asthecordsbegintounbind,ereitleavesitsclayforever。 Tom,atlast,wouldnotsleepinhisroom,butlayallnightintheouterverandah,readytorouseateverycall。 “UncleTom,whatalivehaveyoutakentosleepinganywhereandeverywhere,likeadog,for?”saidMissOphelia。“Ithoughtyouwasoneoftheorderlysort,thatlikedtolieinbedinaChristianway。” “Ido,MissFeely,”saidTom,mysteriously。“Ido,butnow—” “Well,whatnow?” “Wemustn’tspeakloud;Mas’rSt。Clarewon’thearon’t;butMissFeely,youknowtheremustbesomebodywatchin’forthebridegroom。” “Whatdoyoumean,Tom?” “YouknowitsaysinScripture,‘Atmidnighttherewasagreatcrymade。Behold,thebridegroomcometh。’That’swhatI’mspectinnow,everynight,MissFeely,—andIcouldn’tsleepouto’hearin,noways。” “Why,UncleTom,whatmakesyouthinkso?” “MissEva,shetalkstome。TheLord,hesendshismessengerinthesoul。Imustbethar,MissFeely;forwhenthatarblessedchildgoesintothekingdom,they’llopenthedoorsowide,we’llallgetalookinattheglory,MissFeely。” “UncleTom,didMissEvasayshefeltmoreunwellthanusualtonight?” “No;butshetelledme,thismorning,shewascomingnearer,—thar’sthemthattellsittothechild,MissFeely。It’stheangels,—‘it’sthetrumpetsoundaforethebreako’day,’”saidTom,quotingfromafavoritehymn。 ThisdialoguepassedbetweenMissOpheliaandTom,betweentenandeleven,oneevening,afterherarrangementshadallbeenmadeforthenight,when,ongoingtoboltherouterdoor,shefoundTomstretchedalongbyit,intheouterverandah。 Shewasnotnervousorimpressible;butthesolemn,heart-feltmannerstruckher。Evahadbeenunusuallybrightandcheerful,thatafternoon,andhadsatraisedinherbed,andlookedoverallherlittletrinketsandpreciousthings,anddesignatedthefriendstowhomshewouldhavethemgiven;andhermannerwasmoreanimated,andhervoicemorenatural,thantheyhadknownitforweeks。Herfatherhadbeenin,intheevening,andhadsaidthatEvaappearedmorelikeherformerselfthanevershehaddonesincehersickness;andwhenhekissedherforthenight,hesaidtoMissOphelia,—“Cousin,wemaykeepherwithus,afterall;sheiscertainlybetter;”andhehadretiredwithalighterheartinhisbosomthanhehadhadthereforweeks。 Butatmidnight,—strange,mystichour!—whentheveilbetweenthefrailpresentandtheeternalfuturegrowsthin,—thencamethemessenger! Therewasasoundinthatchamber,firstofonewhosteppedquickly。ItwasMissOphelia,whohadresolvedtositupallnightwithherlittlecharge,andwho,attheturnofthenight,haddiscernedwhatexperiencednursessignificantlycall“achange。”Theouterdoorwasquicklyopened,andTom,whowaswatchingoutside,wasonthealert,inamoment。 “Goforthedoctor,Tom!losenotamoment,”saidMissOphelia;and,steppingacrosstheroom,sherappedatSt。Clare’sdoor。 “Cousin,”shesaid,“Iwishyouwouldcome。” Thosewordsfellonhisheartlikeclodsuponacoffin。Whydidthey?Hewasupandintheroominaninstant,andbendingoverEva,whostillslept。 Whatwasithesawthatmadehisheartstandstill?Whywasnowordspokenbetweenthetwo?Thoucanstsay,whohastseenthatsameexpressiononthefacedearesttothee;—thatlookindescribable,hopeless,unmistakable,thatsaystotheethatthybelovedisnolongerthine。 Onthefaceofthechild,however,therewasnoghastlyimprint,—onlyahighandalmostsublimeexpression,—theovershadowingpresenceofspiritualnatures,thedawningofimmortallifeinthatchildishsoul。 Theystoodtheresostill,gazinguponher,thateventhetickingofthewatchseemedtooloud。Inafewmoments,Tomreturned,withthedoctor。Heentered,gaveonelook,andstoodsilentastherest。 “Whendidthischangetakeplace?”saidhe,inalowwhisper,toMissOphelia。 “Abouttheturnofthenight,”wasthereply。 Marie,rousedbytheentranceofthedoctor,appeared,hurriedly,fromthenextroom。 “Augustine!Cousin!—O!—what!”shehurriedlybegan。 “Hush!”saidSt。Clare,hoarsely;“sheisdying!” Mammyheardthewords,andflewtoawakentheservants。Thehousewassoonroused,—lightswereseen,footstepsheard,anxiousfacesthrongedtheverandah,andlookedtearfullythroughtheglassdoors;butSt。Clareheardandsaidnothing,—hesawonlythatlookonthefaceofthelittlesleeper。 “O,ifshewouldonlywake,andspeakoncemore!”hesaid;and,stoopingoverher,hespokeinherear,—“Eva,darling!” Thelargeblueeyesunclosed—asmilepassedoverherface;—shetriedtoraiseherhead,andtospeak。 “Doyouknowme,Eva?” “Dearpapa,”saidthechild,withalasteffort,throwingherarmsabouthisneck。Inamomenttheydroppedagain;and,asSt。Clareraisedhishead,hesawaspasmofmortalagonypassovertheface,—shestruggledforbreath,andthrewupherlittlehands。 “O,God,thisisdreadful!”hesaid,turningawayinagony,andwringingTom’shand,scarceconsciouswhathewasdoing。“O,Tom,myboy,itiskillingme!” Tomhadhismaster’shandsbetweenhisown;and,withtearsstreamingdownhisdarkcheeks,lookedupforhelpwherehehadalwaysbeenusedtolook。 “Praythatthismaybecutshort!”saidSt。Clare,—“thiswringsmyheart。” “O,blesstheLord!it’sover,—it’sover,dearMaster!”saidTom;“lookather。” Thechildlaypantingonherpillows,asoneexhausted,—thelargecleareyesrolledupandfixed。Ah,whatsaidthoseeyes,thatspokesomuchofheaven!Earthwaspast,—andearthlypain;butsosolemn,somysterious,wasthetriumphantbrightnessofthatface,thatitcheckedeventhesobsofsorrow。Theypressedaroundher,inbreathlessstillness。 “Eva,”saidSt。Clare,gently。 Shedidnothear。 “O,Eva,telluswhatyousee!Whatisit?”saidherfather。 Abright,aglorioussmilepassedoverherface,andshesaid,brokenly,—“O!love,—joy,—peace!”gaveonesighandpassedfromdeathuntolife! “Farewell,belovedchild!thebright,eternaldoorshaveclosedafterthee;weshallseethysweetfacenomore。O,woeforthemwhowatchedthyentranceintoheaven,whentheyshallwakeandfindonlythecoldgrayskyofdailylife,andthougoneforever!” 1“WeepNotforThose,”apoembyThomasMoore(1779-1852)。 “ThisIstheofEarth”1 ThestatuettesandpicturesinEva’sroomwereshroudedinwhitenapkins,andonlyhushedbreathingsandmuffledfootfallswereheardthere,andthelightstoleinsolemnlythroughwindowspartiallydarkenedbyclosedblinds。 Thebedwasdrapedinwhite;andthere,beneaththedroopingangel-figure,layalittlesleepingform,—sleepingnevertowaken! Thereshelay,robedinoneofthesimplewhitedressesshehadbeenwonttowearwhenliving;therose-coloredlightthroughthecurtainscastovertheicycoldnessofdeathawarmglow。Theheavyeyelashesdroopedsoftlyonthepurecheek;theheadwasturnedalittletooneside,asifinnaturalsteep,buttherewasdiffusedovereverylineamentofthefacethathighcelestialexpression,thatminglingofraptureandrepose,whichshoweditwasnoearthlyortemporarysleep,butthelong,sacredrestwhich“Hegivethtohisbeloved。” Thereisnodeathtosuchasthou,dearEva!neitherdarknessnorshadowofdeath;onlysuchabrightfadingaswhenthemorningstarfadesinthegoldendawn。Thineisthevictorywithoutthebattle,—thecrownwithouttheconflict。 SodidSt。Clarethink,as,withfoldedarms,hestoodtheregazing。Ah!whoshallsaywhathedidthink?for,fromthehourthatvoiceshadsaid,inthedyingchamber,“sheisgone,”ithadbeenalladrearymist,aheavy“dimnessofanguish。”Hehadheardvoicesaroundhim;hehadhadquestionsasked,andansweredthem;theyhadaskedhimwhenhewouldhavethefuneral,andwheretheyshouldlayher;andhehadanswered,impatiently,thathecarednot。 AdolphandRosahadarrangedthechamber;volatile,fickleandchildish,astheygenerallywere,theyweresoft-heartedandfulloffeeling;and,whileMissOpheliapresidedoverthegeneraldetailsoforderandneatness,itwastheirhandsthataddedthosesoft,poetictouchestothearrangements,thattookfromthedeath-roomthegrimandghastlyairwhichtoooftenmarksaNewEnglandfuneral。 Therewerestillflowersontheshelves,—allwhite,delicateandfragrant,withgraceful,droopingleaves。Eva’slittletable,coveredwithwhite,boreonitherfavoritevase,withasinglewhitemossrose-budinit。Thefoldsofthedrapery,thefallofthecurtains,hadbeenarrangedandrearranged,byAdolphandRosa,withthatnicetyofeyewhichcharacterizestheirrace。Evennow,whileSt。Clarestoodtherethinking,littleRosatrippedsoftlyintothechamberwithabasketofwhiteflowers。ShesteppedbackwhenshesawSt。Clare,andstoppedrespectfully;but,seeingthathedidnotobserveher,shecameforwardtoplacethemaroundthedead。St。Claresawherasinadream,whilesheplacedinthesmallhandsafaircapejessamine,and,withadmirabletaste,disposedotherflowersaroundthecouch。 Thedooropenedagain,andTopsy,hereyesswelledwithcrying,appeared,holdingsomethingunderherapron。Rosamadeaquickforbiddinggesture;butshetookastepintotheroom。 “Youmustgoout,”saidRosa,inasharp,positivewhisper;“youhaven’tanybusinesshere!” “O,doletme!Ibroughtaflower,—suchaprettyone!”saidTopsy,holdingupahalf-blowntearose-bud。“Doletmeputjustonethere。” “Getalong!”saidRosa,moredecidedly。 “Letherstay!”saidSt。Clare,suddenlystampinghisfoot。“Sheshallcome。” Rosasuddenlyretreated,andTopsycameforwardandlaidherofferingatthefeetofthecorpse;thensuddenly,withawildandbittercry,shethrewherselfontheflooralongsidethebed,andwept,andmoanedaloud。 MissOpheliahastenedintotheroom,andtriedtoraiseandsilenceher;butinvain。 “O,MissEva!oh,MissEva!IwishI’sdead,too,—Ido!” Therewasapiercingwildnessinthecry;thebloodflushedintoSt。Clare’swhite,marble-likeface,andthefirsttearshehadshedsinceEvadiedstoodinhiseyes。 “Getup,child,”saidMissOphelia,inasoftenedvoice;“don’tcryso。MissEvaisgonetoheaven;sheisanangel。” “ButIcan’tseeher!”saidTopsy。“Inevershallseeher!”andshesobbedagain。 Theyallstoodamomentinsilence。 “Shesaidshelovedme,”saidTopsy,—“shedid!O,dear!oh,dear!therean’tnobodyleftnow,—therean’t!” “That’strueenough”saidSt。Clare;“butdo,”hesaidtoMissOphelia,“seeifyoucan’tcomfortthepoorcreature。” “IjistwishIhadn’tneverbeenborn,”saidTopsy。“Ididn’twanttobeborn,noways;andIdon’tseenouseon’t。” MissOpheliaraisedhergently,butfirmly,andtookherfromtheroom;but,asshedidso,sometearsfellfromhereyes。 “Topsy,youpoorchild,”shesaid,assheledherintoherroom,“don’tgiveup!Icanloveyou,thoughIamnotlikethatdearlittlechild。IhopeI’velearntsomethingoftheloveofChristfromher。Icanloveyou;Ido,andI’lltrytohelpyoutogrowupagoodChristiangirl。” MissOphelia’svoicewasmorethanherwords,andmorethanthatwerethehonesttearsthatfelldownherface。Fromthathour,sheacquiredaninfluenceoverthemindofthedestitutechildthatsheneverlost。 “O,myEva,whoselittlehouronearthdidsomuchofgood,”thoughtSt。Clare,“whataccounthaveItogiveformylongyears?” Therewere,forawhile,softwhisperingsandfootfallsinthechamber,asoneafteranotherstolein,tolookatthedead;andthencamethelittlecoffin;andthentherewasafuneral,andcarriagesdrovetothedoor,andstrangerscameandwereseated;andtherewerewhitescarfsandribbons,andcrapebands,andmournersdressedinblackcrape;andtherewerewordsreadfromtheBible,andprayersoffered;andSt。Clarelived,andwalked,andmoved,asonewhohasshedeverytear;—tothelasthesawonlyonething,thatgoldenheadinthecoffin;butthenhesawtheclothspreadoverit,thelidofthecoffinclosed;andhewalked,whenhewasputbesidetheothers,downtoalittleplaceatthebottomofthegarden,andthere,bythemossyseatwheresheandTomhadtalked,andsung,andreadsooften,wasthelittlegrave。St。Clarestoodbesideit,—lookedvacantlydown;hesawthemlowerthelittlecoffin;heheard,dimly,thesolemnwords,“IamtheresurrectionandtheLife;hethatbelievethinme,thoughheweredead,yetshallhelive;”and,astheearthwascastinandfilledupthelittlegrave,hecouldnotrealizethatitwashisEvathattheywerehidingfromhissight。 Norwasit!—notEva,butonlythefrailseedofthatbright,immortalformwithwhichsheshallyetcomeforth,inthedayoftheLordJesus! Andthenallweregone,andthemournerswentbacktotheplacewhichshouldknowhernomore;andMarie’sroomwasdarkened,andshelayonthebed,sobbingandmoaninginuncontrollablegrief,andcallingeverymomentfortheattentionsofallherservants。Ofcourse,theyhadnotimetocry,—whyshouldthey?thegriefwashergrief,andshewasfullyconvincedthatnobodyonearthdid,could,orwouldfeelitasshedid。 “St。Claredidnotshedatear,”shesaid;“hedidn’tsympathizewithher;itwasperfectlywonderfultothinkhowhard-heartedandunfeelinghewas,whenhemustknowhowshesuffered。” Somucharepeopletheslaveoftheireyeandear,thatmanyoftheservantsreallythoughtthatMissiswastheprincipalsuffererinthecase,especiallyasMariebegantohavehystericalspasms,andsentforthedoctor,andatlastdeclaredherselfdying;and,intherunningandscampering,andbringinguphotbottles,andheatingofflannels,andchafing,andfussing,thatensued,therewasquiteadiversion。 Tom,however,hadafeelingathisownheart,thatdrewhimtohismaster。Hefollowedhimwhereverhewalked,wistfullyandsadly;andwhenhesawhimsitting,sopaleandquiet,inEva’sroom,holdingbeforehiseyesherlittleopenBible,thoughseeingnoletterorwordofwhatwasinit,therewasmoresorrowtoTominthatstill,fixed,tearlesseye,thaninallMarie’smoansandlamentations。 InafewdaystheSt。Clarefamilywerebackagaininthecity;Augustine,withtherestlessnessofgrief,longingforanotherscene,tochangethecurrentofhisthoughts。Sotheyleftthehouseandgarden,withitslittlegrave,andcamebacktoNewOrleans;andSt。Clarewalkedthestreetsbusily,andstrovetofillupthechasminhisheartwithhurryandbustle,andchangeofplace;andpeoplewhosawhiminthestreet,ormethimatthecafe,knewofhislossonlybytheweedonhishat;fortherehewas,smilingandtalking,andreadingthenewspaper,andspeculatingonpolitics,andattendingtobusinessmatters;andwhocouldseethatallthissmilingoutsidewasbutahollowedshelloveraheartthatwasadarkandsilentsepulchre? “Mr。St。Clareisasingularman,”saidMarietoMissOphelia,inacomplainingtone。“Iusedtothink,iftherewasanythingintheworldhedidlove,itwasourdearlittleEva;butheseemstobeforgettingherveryeasily。Icannotevergethimtotalkabouther。Ireallydidthinkhewouldshowmorefeeling!” “Stillwatersrundeepest,theyusedtotellme,”saidMissOphelia,oracularly。 “O,Idon’tbelieveinsuchthings;it’salltalk。Ifpeoplehavefeeling,theywillshowit,—theycan’thelpit;but,then,it’sagreatmisfortunetohavefeeling。I’dratherhavebeenmadelikeSt。Clare。Myfeelingspreyuponmeso!” “Sure,Missis,Mas’rSt。Clareisgettin’thinasashader。Theysay,hedon’tnevereatnothin’,”saidMammy。“Iknowhedon’tforgetMissEva;Iknowtherecouldn’tnobody,—dear,little,blessedcretur!”sheadded,wipinghereyes。 “Well,atallevents,hehasnoconsiderationforme,”saidMarie;“hehasn’tspokenonewordofsympathy,andhemustknowhowmuchmoreamotherfeelsthananymancan。” “Theheartknowethitsownbitterness,”saidMissOphelia,gravely。 “That’sjustwhatIthink。IknowjustwhatIfeel,—nobodyelseseemsto。Evausedto,butsheisgone!”andMarielaybackonherlounge,andbegantosobdisconsolately。 Mariewasoneofthoseunfortunatelyconstitutedmortals,inwhoseeyeswhateverislostandgoneassumesavaluewhichitneverhadinpossession。Whatevershehad,sheseemedtosurveyonlytopickflawsinit;but,oncefairlyaway,therewasnoendtohervaluationofit。 WhilethisconversationwastakingplaceintheparloranotherwasgoingoninSt。Clare’slibrary。 Tom,whowasalwaysuneasilyfollowinghismasterabout,hadseenhimgotohislibrary,somehoursbefore;and,aftervainlywaitingforhimtocomeout,determined,atlast,tomakeanerrandin。Heenteredsoftly。St。Clarelayonhislounge,atthefurtherendoftheroom。Hewaslyingonhisface,withEva’sBibleopenbeforehim,atalittledistance。Tomwalkedup,andstoodbythesofa。Hehesitated;and,whilehewashesitating,St。Claresuddenlyraisedhimselfup。Thehonestface,sofullofgrief,andwithsuchanimploringexpressionofaffectionandsympathy,struckhismaster。HelaidhishandonTom’s,andboweddownhisforeheadonit。 “O,Tom,myboy,thewholeworldisasemptyasanegg-shell。” “Iknowit,Mas’r,—Iknowit,”saidTom;“but,oh,ifMas’rcouldonlylookup,—upwhereourdearMissEvais,—uptothedearLordJesus!” “Ah,Tom!Idolookup;butthetroubleis,Idon’tseeanything,whenIdo,IwishIcould。” Tomsighedheavily。 “Itseemstobegiventochildren,andpoor,honestfellows,likeyou,toseewhatwecan’t,”saidSt。Clare。“Howcomesit?” “Thouhas‘hidfromthewiseandprudent,andrevealeduntobabes,’”murmuredTom;“‘evenso,Father,forsoitseemedgoodinthysight。’” “Tom,Idon’tbelieve,—Ican’tbelieve,—I’vegotthehabitofdoubting,”saidSt。Clare。“IwanttobelievethisBible,—andIcan’t。” “DearMas’r,praytothegoodLord,—‘Lord,Ibelieve;helpthoumyunbelief。’” “Whoknowsanythingaboutanything?”saidSt。Clare,hiseyeswanderingdreamily,andspeakingtohimself。“Wasallthatbeautifulloveandfaithonlyoneoftheever-shiftingphasesofhumanfeeling,havingnothingrealtoreston,passingawaywiththelittlebreath?AndistherenomoreEva,—noheaven,—noChrist,—nothing?” “O,dearMas’r,thereis!Iknowit;I’msureofit,”saidTom,fallingonhisknees。“Do,do,dearMas’r,believeit!” “Howdoyouknowthere’sanyChrist,Tom!YouneversawtheLord。” “FeltHiminmysoul,Mas’r,—feelHimnow!O,Mas’r,whenIwassoldawayfrommyoldwomanandthechildren,Iwasjesta’mostbrokeup。Ifeltasiftherewarn’tnothin’left;andthenthegoodLord,hestoodbyme,andhesays,‘Fearnot,Tom;’andhebringslightandjoyinapoorfeller’ssoul,—makesallpeace;andI’ssohappy,andloveseverybody,andfeelswillin’jesttobetheLord’s,andhavetheLord’swilldone,andbeputjestwheretheLordwantstoputme。Iknowitcouldn’tcomefromme,causeI’sapoor,complainin’cretur;itcomesfromtheLord;andIknowHe’swillin’todoforMas’r。” Tomspokewithfast-runningtearsandchokingvoice。St。Clareleanedhisheadonhisshoulder,andwrungthehard,faithful,blackhand。 “Tom,youloveme,”hesaid。 “I’swillin’tolaydownmylife,thisblessedday,toseeMas’raChristian。” “Poor,foolishboy!”saidSt。Clare,half-raisinghimself。“I’mnotworththeloveofonegood,honestheart,likeyours。” “O,Mas’r,dere’smorethanmelovesyou,—theblessedLordJesuslovesyou。” “HowdoyouknowthatTom?”saidSt。Clare。 “Feelsitinmysoul。O,Mas’r!‘theloveofChrist,thatpassethknowledge。’” “Singular!”saidSt。Clare,turningaway,“thatthestoryofamanthatlivedanddiedeighteenhundredyearsagocanaffectpeoplesoyet。Buthewasnoman,”headded,suddenly。“Nomaneverhadsuchlongandlivingpower!O,thatIcouldbelievewhatmymothertaughtme,andprayasIdidwhenIwasaboy!” “IfMas’rpleases,”saidTom,“MissEvausedtoreadthissobeautifully。IwishMas’r’dbesogoodasreadit。Don’tgetnoreadin’,hardly,nowMissEva’sgone。” ThechapterwastheeleventhofJohn,—thetouchingaccountoftheraisingofLazarus,St。Clarereaditaloud,oftenpausingtowrestledownfeelingswhichwererousedbythepathosofthestory。Tomkneltbeforehim,withclaspedhands,andwithanabsorbedexpressionoflove,trust,adoration,onhisquietface。 “Tom,”saidhisMaster,“thisisallrealtoyou!” “IcanjestfairlyseeitMas’r,”saidTom。 “IwishIhadyoureyes,Tom。” “Iwish,tothedearLord,Mas’rhad!” “But,Tom,youknowthatIhaveagreatdealmoreknowledgethanyou;whatifIshouldtellyouthatIdon’tbelievethisBible?” “O,Mas’r!”saidTom,holdinguphishands,withadeprecatinggesture。 “Wouldn’titshakeyourfaithsome,Tom?” “Notagrain,”saidTom。 “Why,Tom,youmustknowIknowthemost。” “O,Mas’r,haven’tyoujestreadhowhehidesfromthewiseandprudent,andrevealsuntobabes?ButMas’rwasn’tinearnest,forsartin,now?”saidTom,anxiously。 “No,Tom,Iwasnot。Idon’tdisbelieve,andIthinkthereisreasontobelieve;andstillIdon’t。It’satroublesomebadhabitI’vegot,Tom。” “IfMas’rwouldonlypray!” “HowdoyouknowIdon’t,Tom?” “DoesMas’r?” “Iwould,Tom,iftherewasanybodytherewhenIpray;butit’sallspeakinguntonothing,whenIdo。Butcome,Tom,youpraynow,andshowmehow。” Tom’sheartwasfull;hepoureditoutInprayer,likewatersthathavebeenlongsuppressed。Onethingwasplainenough;Tomthoughttherewassomebodytohear,whethertherewereornot。Infact,St。Clarefelthimselfborne,onthetideofhisfaithandfeeling,almosttothegatesofthatheavenheseemedsovividlytoconceive。ItseemedtobringhimnearertoEva。 “Thankyou,myboy,”saidSt。Clare,whenTomrose。“Iliketohearyou,Tom;butgo,now,andleavemealone;someothertime,I’lltalkmore。” Tomsilentlylefttheroom。 1“ThisisthelastofEarth!Iamcontent,”lastwordsofJohnQuincyAdams,utteredFebruary21,1848。 Reunion WeekafterweekglidedawayintheSt。Claremansion,andthewavesoflifesettledbacktotheirusualflow,wherethatlittlebarkhadgonedown。Forhowimperiously,howcoolly,indisregardofallone’sfeeling,doesthehard,cold,uninterestingcourseofdailyrealitiesmoveon!Stillmustweeat,anddrink,andsleep,andwakeagain,—stillbargain,buy,sell,askandanswerquestions,—pursue,inshort,athousandshadows,thoughallinterestinthembeover;thecoldmechanicalhabitoflivingremaining,afterallvitalinterestinithasfled。 AlltheinterestsandhopesofSt。Clare’slifehadunconsciouslywoundthemselvesaroundthischild。ItwasforEvathathehadmanagedhisproperty;itwasforEvathathehadplannedthedisposalofhistime;and,todothisandthatforEva,—tobuy,improve,alter,andarrange,ordisposesomethingforher,—hadbeensolonghishabit,thatnowshewasgone,thereseemednothingtobethoughtof,andnothingtobedone。 True,therewasanotherlife,—alifewhich,oncebelievedin,standsasasolemn,significantfigurebeforetheotherwiseunmeaningciphersoftime,changingthemtoordersofmysterious,untoldvalue。St。Clareknewthiswell;andoften,inmanyawearyhour,heheardthatslender,childishvoicecallinghimtotheskies,andsawthatlittlehandpointingtohimthewayoflife;butaheavylethargyofsorrowlayonhim,—hecouldnotarise。Hehadoneofthosenatureswhichcouldbetterandmoreclearlyconceiveofreligiousthingsfromitsownperceptionsandinstincts,thanmanyamatter-of-factandpracticalChristian。Thegifttoappreciateandthesensetofeelthefinershadesandrelationsofmoralthings,oftenseemsanattributeofthosewhosewholelifeshowsacarelessdisregardofthem。HenceMoore,Byron,Goethe,oftenspeakwordsmorewiselydescriptiveofthetruereligioussentiment,thananotherman,whosewholelifeisgovernedbyit。Insuchminds,disregardofreligionisamorefearfultreason,—amoredeadlysin。 St。Clarehadneverpretendedtogovernhimselfbyanyreligiousobligation;andacertainfinenessofnaturegavehimsuchaninstinctiveviewoftheextentoftherequirementsofChristianity,thatheshrank,byanticipation,fromwhathefeltwouldbetheexactionsofhisownconscience,ifheoncedidresolvetoassumethem。For,soinconsistentishumannature,especiallyintheideal,thatnottoundertakeathingatallseemsbetterthantoundertakeandcomeshort。 StillSt。Clarewas,inmanyrespects,anotherman。HereadhislittleEva’sBibleseriouslyandhonestly;hethoughtmoresoberlyandpracticallyofhisrelationstohisservants,—enoughtomakehimextremelydissatisfiedwithbothhispastandpresentcourse;andonethinghedid,soonafterhisreturntoNewOrleans,andthatwastocommencethelegalstepsnecessarytoTom’semancipation,whichwastobeperfectedassoonashecouldgetthroughthenecessaryformalities。Meantime,heattachedhimselftoTommoreandmore,everyday。Inallthewideworld,therewasnothingthatseemedtoremindhimsomuchofEva;andhewouldinsistonkeepinghimconstantlyabouthim,and,fastidiousandunapproachableashewaswithregardtohisdeeperfeelings,healmostthoughtaloudtoTom。Norwouldanyonehavewonderedatit,whohadseentheexpressionofaffectionanddevotionwithwhichTomcontinuallyfollowedhisyoungmaster。 “Well,Tom,”saidSt。Clare,thedayafterhehadcommencedthelegalformalitiesforhisenfranchisement,“I’mgoingtomakeafreemanofyou;—sohaveyourtrunkpacked,andgetreadytosetoutforKentuck。” ThesuddenlightofjoythatshoneinTom’sfaceasheraisedhishandstoheaven,hisemphatic“BlesstheLord!”ratherdiscomposedSt。Clare;hedidnotlikeitthatTomshouldbesoreadytoleavehim。 “Youhaven’thadsuchverybadtimeshere,thatyouneedbeinsucharapture,Tom,”hesaiddrily。 “No,no,Mas’r!’tan’tthat,—it’sbein’afreeman!that’swhatI’mjoyin’for。” “Why,Tom,don’tyouthink,foryourownpart,you’vebeenbetteroffthantobefree?” “No,indeed,Mas’rSt。Clare,”saidTom,withaflashofenergy。“No,indeed!” “Why,Tom,youcouldn’tpossiblyhaveearned,byyourwork,suchclothesandsuchlivingasIhavegivenyou。” “Knowsallthat,Mas’rSt。Clare;Mas’r’sbeentoogood;but,Mas’r,I’dratherhavepoorclothes,poorhouse,pooreverything,andhave’emmine,thanhavethebest,andhave’emanyman’selse,—Ihadso,Mas’r;Ithinkit’snatur,Mas’r。” “Isupposeso,Tom,andyou’llbegoingoffandleavingme,inamonthorso,”headded,ratherdiscontentedly。“Thoughwhyyoushouldn’t,nomortalknows,”hesaid,inagayertone;and,gettingup,hebegantowalkthefloor。 “NotwhileMas’risintrouble,”saidTom。“I’llstaywithMas’raslongashewantsme,—soasIcanbeanyuse。” “NotwhileI’mintrouble,Tom?”saidSt。Clare,lookingsadlyoutofthewindow……“Andwhenwillmytroublebeover?” “WhenMas’rSt。Clare’saChristian,”saidTom。 “Andyoureallymeantostaybytillthatdaycomes?”saidSt。Clare,halfsmiling,asheturnedfromthewindow,andlaidhishandonTom’sshoulder。“Ah,Tom,yousoft,sillyboy!Iwon’tkeepyoutillthatday。Gohometoyourwifeandchildren,andgivemylovetoall。” “I’sfaithtobelievethatdaywillcome,”saidTom,earnestly,andwithtearsinhiseyes;“theLordhasaworkforMas’r。” “Awork,hey?”saidSt。Clare,“well,now,Tom,givemeyourviewsonwhatsortofaworkitis;—let’shear。” “Why,evenapoorfellowlikemehasaworkfromtheLord;andMas’rSt。Clare,thathaslarnin,andriches,andfriends,—howmuchhemightdofortheLord!” “Tom,youseemtothinktheLordneedsagreatdealdoneforhim,”saidSt。Clare,smiling。 “WedoesfortheLordwhenwedoesforhiscritturs,”saidTom。 “Goodtheology,Tom;betterthanDr。B。preaches,Idareswear,”saidSt。Clare。 Theconversationwashereinterruptedbytheannouncementofsomevisitors。 MarieSt。ClarefeltthelossofEvaasdeeplyasshecouldfeelanything;and,asshewasawomanthathadagreatfacultyofmakingeverybodyunhappywhenshewas,herimmediateattendantshadstillstrongerreasontoregretthelossoftheiryoungmistress,whosewinningwaysandgentleintercessionshadsooftenbeenashieldtothemfromthetyrannicalandselfishexactionsofhermother。PooroldMammy,inparticular,whoseheart,severedfromallnaturaldomesticties,hadconsoleditselfwiththisonebeautifulbeing,wasalmostheart-broken。Shecrieddayandnight,andwas,fromexcessofsorrow,lessskilfulandalertinherministrationsofhermistressthanusual,whichdrewdownaconstantstormofinvectivesonherdefencelesshead。 MissOpheliafelttheloss;but,inhergoodandhonestheart,itborefruituntoeverlastinglife。Shewasmoresoftened,moregentle;and,thoughequallyassiduousineveryduty,itwaswithachastenedandquietair,asonewhocommunedwithherownheartnotinvain。ShewasmorediligentinteachingTopsy,—taughthermainlyfromtheBible,—didnotanylongershrinkfromhertouch,ormanifestanill-represseddisgust,becauseshefeltnone。SheviewedhernowthroughthesoftenedmediumthatEva’shandhadfirstheldbeforehereyes,andsawinheronlyanimmortalcreature,whomGodhadsenttobeledbyhertogloryandvirtue。Topsydidnotbecomeatonceasaint;butthelifeanddeathofEvadidworkamarkedchangeinher。Thecallousindifferencewasgone;therewasnowsensibility,hope,desire,andthestrivingforgood,—astrifeirregular,interrupted,suspendedoft,butyetrenewedagain。 Oneday,whenTopsyhadbeensentforbyMissOphelia,shecame,hastilythrustingsomethingintoherbosom。 “Whatareyoudoingthere,youlimb?You’vebeenstealingsomething,I’llbebound,”saidtheimperiouslittleRosa,whohadbeensenttocallher,seizingher,atthesametime,roughlybythearm。 “Yougo’long,MissRosa!”saidTopsy,pullingfromher;“’tan’tnoneo’yourbusiness!” “Noneo’yoursa’ce!”saidRosa,“Isawyouhidingsomething,—Iknowyertricks,”andRosaseizedherarm,andtriedtoforceherhandintoherbosom,whileTopsy,enraged,kickedandfoughtvaliantlyforwhatsheconsideredherrights。TheclamorandconfusionofthebattledrewMissOpheliaandSt。Clarebothtothespot。 “She’sbeenstealing!”saidRosa。 “Ihan’t,neither!”vociferatedTopsy,sobbingwithpassion。 “Givemethat,whateveritis!”saidMissOphelia,firmly。 Topsyhesitated;but,onasecondorder,pulledoutofherbosomalittleparceldoneupinthefootofoneofherownoldstockings。 MissOpheliaturneditout。Therewasasmallbook,whichhadbeengiventoTopsybyEva,containingasingleverseofScripture,arrangedforeverydayintheyear,andinapaperthecurlofhairthatshehadgivenheronthatmemorabledaywhenshehadtakenherlastfarewell。 St。Clarewasagooddealaffectedatthesightofit;thelittlebookhadbeenrolledinalongstripofblackcrape,tornfromthefuneralweeds。 “Whatdidyouwrapthisroundthebookfor?”saidSt。Clare,holdingupthecrape。 “Cause,—cause,—cause’twasMissEva。O,don’ttake’emaway,please!”shesaid;and,sittingflatdownonthefloor,andputtingherapronoverherhead,shebegantosobvehemently。 Itwasacuriousmixtureofthepatheticandtheludicrous,—thelittleoldstockings,—blackcrape,—text-book,—fair,softcurl,—andTopsy’sutterdistress。 St。Claresmiled;butthereweretearsinhiseyes,ashesaid, “Come,come,—don’tcry;youshallhavethem!”and,puttingthemtogether,hethrewthemintoherlap,anddrewMissOpheliawithhimintotheparlor。 “Ireallythinkyoucanmakesomethingofthatconcern,”hesaid,pointingwithhisthumbbackwardoverhisshoulder。“Anymindthatiscapableofarealsorrowiscapableofgood。Youmusttryanddosomethingwithher。” “Thechildhasimprovedgreatly,”saidMissOphelia。“Ihavegreathopesofher;but,Augustine,”shesaid,layingherhandonhisarm,“onethingIwanttoask;whoseisthischildtobe?—yoursormine?” “Why,Igavehertoyou,“saidAugustine。 “Butnotlegally;—Iwanthertobeminelegally,”saidMissOphelia。 “Whew!cousin,”saidAugustine。“WhatwilltheAbolitionSocietythink?They’llhaveadayoffastingappointedforthisbacksliding,ifyoubecomeaslaveholder!” “O,nonsense!Iwanthermine,thatImayhavearighttotakehertothefreeStates,andgiveherherliberty,thatallIamtryingtodobenotundone。” “O,cousin,whatanawful‘doingevilthatgoodmaycome’!Ican’tencourageit。” “Idon’twantyoutojoke,buttoreason,”saidMissOphelia。“ThereisnouseinmytryingtomakethischildaChristianchild,unlessIsaveherfromallthechancesandreversesofslavery;and,ifyoureallyarewillingIshouldhaveher,Iwantyoutogivemeadeedofgift,orsomelegalpaper。” “Well,well,”saidSt。Clare,“Iwill;”andhesatdown,andunfoldedanewspapertoread。 “ButIwantitdonenow,”saidMissOphelia。 “What’syourhurry?” “Becausenowistheonlytimethereeveristodoathingin,”saidMissOphelia。“Come,now,here’spaper,pen,andink;justwriteapaper。” St。Clare,likemostmenofhisclassofmind,cordiallyhatedthepresenttenseofaction,generally;and,therefore,hewasconsiderablyannoyedbyMissOphelia’sdownrightness。 “Why,what’sthematter?”saidhe。“Can’tyoutakemyword?OnewouldthinkyouhadtakenlessonsoftheJews,comingatafellowso!” “Iwanttomakesureofit,”saidMissOphelia。“Youmaydie,orfail,andthenTopsybehustledofftoauction,spiteofallIcando。” “Really,youarequiteprovident。Well,seeingI’minthehandsofaYankee,thereisnothingforitbuttoconcede;”andSt。Clarerapidlywroteoffadeedofgift,which,ashewaswellversedintheformsoflaw,hecouldeasilydo,andsignedhisnametoitinsprawlingcapitals,concludingbyatremendousflourish。 “There,isn’tthatblackandwhite,now,MissVermont?”hesaid,ashehandedittoher。 “Goodboy,”saidMissOphelia,smiling。“Butmustitnotbewitnessed?” “O,bother!—yes。Here,”hesaid,openingthedoorintoMarie’sapartment,“Marie,Cousinwantsyourautograph;justputyournamedownhere。” “What’sthis?”saidMarie,assheranoverthepaper。“Ridiculous!IthoughtCousinwastoopiousforsuchhorridthings,”sheadded,asshecarelesslywrotehername;“but,ifshehasafancyforthatarticle,Iamsureshe’swelcome。” “There,now,she’syours,bodyandsoul,”saidSt。Clare,handingthepaper。 “Nomoreminenowthanshewasbefore,”MissOphelia。“NobodybutGodhasarighttogivehertome;butIcanprotecthernow。” “Well,she’syoursbyafictionoflaw,then,”saidSt。Clare,asheturnedbackintotheparlor,andsatdowntohispaper。 MissOphelia,whoseldomsatmuchinMarie’scompany,followedhimintotheparlor,havingfirstcarefullylaidawaythepaper。 “Augustine,”shesaid,suddenly,asshesatknitting,“haveyouevermadeanyprovisionforyourservants,incaseofyourdeath?” “No,”saidSt。Clare,ashereadon。 “Thenallyourindulgencetothemmayproveagreatcruelty,byandby。” St。Clarehadoftenthoughtthesamethinghimself;butheanswered,negligently。 “Well,Imeantomakeaprovision,byandby。” “When?”saidMissOphelia。 “O,oneofthesedays。” “Whatifyoushoulddiefirst?” “Cousin,what’sthematter?”saidSt。Clare,layingdownhispaperandlookingather。“DoyouthinkIshowsymptomsofyellowfeverorcholera,thatyouaremakingpostmortemarrangementswithsuchzeal?” “‘Inthemidstoflifeweareindeath,’”saidMissOphelia。 St。Clareroseup,andlayingthepaperdown,carelessly,walkedtothedoorthatstoodopenontheverandah,toputanendtoaconversationthatwasnotagreeabletohim。Mechanically,herepeatedthelastwordagain,—“Death!”—and,asheleanedagainsttherailings,andwatchedthesparklingwaterasitroseandfellinthefountain;and,asinadimanddizzyhaze,sawflowersandtreesandvasesofthecourts,herepeated,againthemysticwordsocommonineverymouth,yetofsuchfearfulpower,—“DEATH!”“Strangethatthereshouldbesuchaword,”hesaid,“andsuchathing,andweeverforgetit;thatoneshouldbeliving,warmandbeautiful,fullofhopes,desiresandwants,oneday,andthenextbegone,utterlygone,andforever!” Itwasawarm,goldenevening;and,ashewalkedtotheotherendoftheverandah,hesawTombusilyintentonhisBible,pointing,ashedidso,withhisfingertoeachsuccessiveword,andwhisperingthemtohimselfwithanearnestair。 “Wantmetoreadtoyou,Tom?”saidSt。Clare,seatinghimselfcarelesslybyhim。 “IfMas’rpleases,”saidTom,gratefully,“Mas’rmakesitsomuchplainer。” St。Claretookthebookandglancedattheplace,andbeganreadingoneofthepassageswhichTomhaddesignatedbytheheavymarksaroundit。Itranasfollows: “WhentheSonofmanshallcomeinhisglory,andallhisholyangelswithhim,thenshallhesituponthethroneofhisglory:andbeforehimshallbegatheredallnations;andheshallseparatethemonefromanother,asashepherddividethhissheepfromthegoats。”St。Clarereadoninananimatedvoice,tillhecametothelastoftheverses。 “Thenshallthekingsayuntohimonhislefthand,Departfromme,yecursed,intoeverlastingfire:forIwasanhungered,andyegavemenomeat:Iwasthirsty,andyegavemenodrink:Iwasastranger,anyetookmenotin:naked,andyeclothedmenot:Iwassick,andinprison,andyevisitedmenot。ThenshalltheyansweruntoHim,Lordwhensawwetheeanhungered,orathirst,orastranger,ornaked,orsick,orinprison,anddidnotministeruntothee?Thenshallhesayuntothem,Inasmuchasyediditnottooneoftheleastofthesemybrethren,yediditnottome。” St。Clareseemedstruckwiththislastpassage,forhereadittwice,—thesecondtimeslowly,andasifhewererevolvingthewordsinhismind。 “Tom,”hesaid,“thesefolksthatgetsuchhardmeasureseemtohavebeendoingjustwhatIhave,—livinggood,easy,respectablelives;andnottroublingthemselvestoinquirehowmanyoftheirbrethrenwerehungryorathirst,orsick,orinprison。” Tomdidnotanswer。 St。Clareroseupandwalkedthoughtfullyupanddowntheverandah,seemingtoforgeteverythinginhisownthoughts;soabsorbedwashe,thatTomhadtoremindhimtwicethattheteabellhadrung,beforehecouldgethisattention。 St。Clarewasabsentandthoughtful,alltea-time。Aftertea,heandMarieandMissOpheliatookpossessionoftheparloralmostinsilence。 Mariedisposedherselfonalounge,underasilkenmosquitocurtain,andwassoonsoundasleep。MissOpheliasilentlybusiedherselfwithherknitting。St。Claresatdowntothepiano,andbeganplayingasoftandmelancholymovementwiththe?olianaccompaniment。Heseemedinadeepreverie,andtobesoliloquizingtohimselfbymusic。Afteralittle,heopenedoneofthedrawers,tookoutanoldmusic-bookwhoseleaveswereyellowwithage,andbeganturningitover。 “There,”hesaidtoMissOphelia,“thiswasoneofmymother’sbooks,—andhereisherhandwriting,—comeandlookatit。ShecopiedandarrangedthisfromMozart’sRequiem。”MissOpheliacameaccordingly。 “Itwassomethingsheusedtosingoften,”saidSt。Clare。“IthinkIcanhearhernow。” Hestruckafewmajesticchords,andbegansingingthatgrandoldLatinpiece,the“DiesIrae。” Tom,whowaslisteningintheouterverandah,wasdrawnbythesoundtotheverydoor,wherehestoodearnestly。Hedidnotunderstandthewords,ofcourse;butthemusicandmannerofsingingappearedtoaffecthimstrongly,especiallywhenSt。Claresangthemorepatheticparts。Tomwouldhavesympathizedmoreheartily,ifhehadknownthemeaningofthebeautifulwords: RecordareJesupie Quodsumcausatuarviae Nemeperdas,illadie Querensmesedistilassus Redemisticrucempassus Tantuslaornonsitcassus。1 St。Clarethrewadeepandpatheticexpressionintothewords;fortheshadowyveilofyearsseemeddrawnaway,andheseemedtohearhismother’svoiceleadinghis。Voiceandinstrumentseemedbothliving,andthrewoutwithvividsympathythosestrainswhichtheetherealMozartfirstconceivedashisowndyingrequiem。 WhenSt。Clarehaddonesinging,hesatleaninghisheaduponhishandafewmoments,andthenbeganwalkingupanddownthefloor。 “Whatasublimeconceptionisthatofalastjudgment!”saidhe,—“arightingofallthewrongsofages!—asolvingofallmoralproblems,byanunanswerablewisdom!Itis,indeed,awonderfulimage。” “Itisafearfulonetous,”saidMissOphelia。 “Itoughttobetome,Isuppose,”saidSt。Clarestopping,thoughtfully。“IwasreadingtoTom,thisafternoon,thatchapterinMatthewthatgivesanaccountofit,andIhavebeenquitestruckwithit。OneshouldhaveexpectedsometerribleenormitieschargedtothosewhoareexcludedfromHeaven,asthereason;butno,—theyarecondemnedfornotdoingpositivegood,asifthatincludedeverypossibleharm。” “Perhaps,”saidMissOphelia,“itisimpossibleforapersonwhodoesnogoodnottodoharm。” “Andwhat,”saidSt。Clare,speakingabstractedly,butwithdeepfeeling,“whatshallbesaidofonewhoseownheart,whoseeducation,andthewantsofsociety,havecalledinvaintosomenoblepurpose;whohasfloatedon,adreamy,neutralspectatorofthestruggles,agonies,andwrongsofman,whenheshouldhavebeenaworker?” “Ishouldsay,”saidMissOphelia,“thatheoughttorepent,andbeginnow。” “Alwayspracticalandtothepoint!”saidSt。Clare,hisfacebreakingoutintoasmile。“Youneverleavemeanytimeforgeneralreflections,Cousin;youalwaysbringmeshortupagainsttheactualpresent;youhaveakindofeternalnow,alwaysinyourmind。” “NowisallthetimeIhaveanythingtodowith,”saidMissOphelia。 “DearlittleEva,—poorchild!”saidSt。Clare,“shehadsetherlittlesimplesoulonagoodworkforme。” ItwasthefirsttimesinceEva’sdeaththathehadeversaidasmanywordsasthesetoher,andhespokenowevidentlyrepressingverystrongfeeling。 “MyviewofChristianityissuch,”headded,“thatIthinknomancanconsistentlyprofessitwithoutthrowingthewholeweightofhisbeingagainstthismonstroussystemofinjusticethatliesatthefoundationofalloursociety;and,ifneedbe,sacrificinghimselfinthebattle。Thatis,ImeanthatIcouldnotbeaChristianotherwise,thoughIhavecertainlyhadintercoursewithagreatmanyenlightenedandChristianpeoplewhodidnosuchthing;andIconfessthattheapathyofreligiouspeopleonthissubject,theirwantofperceptionofwrongsthatfilledmewithhorror,haveengenderedinmemorescepticismthananyotherthing。” “Ifyouknewallthis,”saidMissOphelia,“whydidn’tyoudoit?” “O,becauseIhavehadonlythatkindofbenevolencewhichconsistsinlyingonasofa,andcursingthechurchandclergyfornotbeingmartyrsandconfessors。Onecansee,youknow,veryeasily,howothersoughttobemartyrs。” “Well,areyougoingtododifferentlynow?”saidMissOphelia。 “Godonlyknowsthefuture,”saidSt。Clare。“IambraverthanIwas,becauseIhavelostall;andhewhohasnothingtolosecanaffordallrisks。” “Andwhatareyougoingtodo?” “Myduty,Ihope,tothepoorandlowly,asfastasIfinditout,”saidSt。Clare,“beginningwithmyownservants,forwhomIhaveyetdonenothing;and,perhaps,atsomefutureday,itmayappearthatIcandosomethingforawholeclass;somethingtosavemycountryfromthedisgraceofthatfalsepositioninwhichshenowstandsbeforeallcivilizednations。” “Doyousupposeitpossiblethatanationeverwillvoluntarilyemancipate?”saidMissOphelia。 “Idon’tknow,”saidSt。Clare。“Thisisadayofgreatdeeds。Heroismanddisinterestednessarerisingup,hereandthere,intheearth。TheHungariannoblessetfreemillionsofserfs,atanimmensepecuniaryloss;and,perhaps,amongusmaybefoundgenerousspirits,whodonotestimatehonorandjusticebydollarsandcents。” “Ihardlythinkso,”saidMissOphelia。 “But,supposeweshouldriseuptomorrowandemancipate,whowouldeducatethesemillions,andteachthemhowtousetheirfreedom?Theyneverwouldrisetodomuchamongus。Thefactis,wearetoolazyandunpractical,ourselves,evertogivethemmuchofanideaofthatindustryandenergywhichisnecessarytoformthemintomen。Theywillhavetogonorth,wherelaboristhefashion,—theuniversalcustom;andtellme,now,isthereenoughChristianphilanthropy,amongyournorthernstates,tobearwiththeprocessoftheireducationandelevation?Yousendthousandsofdollarstoforeignmissions;butcouldyouenduretohavetheheathensentintoyourtownsandvillages,andgiveyourtime,andthoughts,andmoney,toraisethemtotheChristianstandard?That’swhatIwanttoknow。Ifweemancipate,areyouwillingtoeducate?Howmanyfamilies,inyourtown,wouldtakeanegromanandwoman,teachthem,bearwiththem,andseektomakethemChristians?HowmanymerchantswouldtakeAdolph,ifIwantedtomakehimaclerk;ormechanics,ifIwantedhimtaughtatrade?IfIwantedtoputJaneandRosatoaschool,howmanyschoolsarethereinthenorthernstatesthatwouldtakethemin?howmanyfamiliesthatwouldboardthem?andyettheyareaswhiteasmanyawoman,northorsouth。Yousee,Cousin,Iwantjusticedoneus。Weareinabadposition。Wearethemoreobviousoppressorsofthenegro;buttheunchristianprejudiceofthenorthisanoppressoralmostequallysevere。” “Well,Cousin,Iknowitisso,”saidMissOphelia,—“Iknowitwassowithme,tillIsawthatitwasmydutytoovercomeit;but,ItrustIhaveovercomeit;andIknowtherearemanygoodpeopleatthenorth,whointhismatterneedonlytobetaughtwhattheirdutyis,todoit。Itwouldcertainlybeagreaterself-denialtoreceiveheathenamongus,thantosendmissionariestothem;butIthinkwewoulddoit。” “YouwouldIknow,”saidSt。Clare。“I’dliketoseeanythingyouwouldn’tdo,ifyouthoughtityourduty!” “Well,I’mnotuncommonlygood,”saidMissOphelia。“Otherswould,iftheysawthingsasIdo。IintendtotakeTopsyhome,whenIgo。Isupposeourfolkswillwonder,atfirst;butIthinktheywillbebroughttoseeasIdo。Besides,Iknowtherearemanypeopleatthenorthwhodoexactlywhatyousaid。” “Yes,buttheyareaminority;and,ifweshouldbegintoemancipatetoanyextent,weshouldsoonhearfromyou。” MissOpheliadidnotreply。Therewasapauseofsomemoments;andSt。Clare’scountenancewasovercastbyasad,dreamyexpression。 “Idon’tknowwhatmakesmethinkofmymothersomuch,tonight,”hesaid。”Ihaveastrangekindoffeeling,asifshewerenearme。Ikeepthinkingofthingssheusedtosay。Strange,whatbringsthesepastthingssovividlybacktous,sometimes!” St。Clarewalkedupanddowntheroomforsomeminutesmore,andthensaid, “IbelieveI’llgodownstreet,afewmoments,andhearthenews,tonight。” Hetookhishat,andpassedout。 Tomfollowedhimtothepassage,outofthecourt,andaskedifheshouldattendhim。 “No,myboy,”saidSt。Clare。“Ishallbebackinanhour。” Tomsatdownintheverandah。Itwasabeautifulmoonlightevening,andhesatwatchingtherisingandfallingsprayofthefountain,andlisteningtoitsmurmur。Tomthoughtofhishome,andthatheshouldsoonbeafreeman,andabletoreturntoitatwill。Hethoughthowheshouldworktobuyhiswifeandboys。Hefeltthemusclesofhisbrawnyarmswithasortofjoy,ashethoughttheywouldsoonbelongtohimself,andhowmuchtheycoulddotoworkoutthefreedomofhisfamily。Thenhethoughtofhisnobleyoungmaster,and,eversecondtothat,camethehabitualprayerthathehadalwaysofferedforhim;andthenhisthoughtspassedontothebeautifulEva,whomhenowthoughtofamongtheangels;andhethoughttillhealmostfanciedthatthatbrightfaceandgoldenhairwerelookinguponhim,outofthesprayofthefountain。And,somusing,hefellasleep,anddreamedhesawhercomingboundingtowardshim,justassheusedtocome,withawreathofjessamineinherhair,hercheeksbright,andhereyesradiantwithdelight;but,ashelooked,sheseemedtorisefromtheground;hercheeksworeapalerhue,—hereyeshadadeep,divineradiance,agoldenhaloseemedaroundherhead,—andshevanishedfromhissight;andTomwasawakenedbyaloudknocking,andasoundofmanyvoicesatthegate。 Hehastenedtoundoit;and,withsmotheredvoicesandheavytread,cameseveralmen,bringingabody,wrappedinacloak,andlyingonashutter。Thelightofthelampfellfullontheface;andTomgaveawildcryofamazementanddespair,thatrungthroughallthegalleries,asthemenadvanced,withtheirburden,totheopenparlordoor,whereMissOpheliastillsatknitting。 St。Clarehadturnedintoacafe,tolookoveraneveningpaper。Ashewasreading,anaffrayarosebetweentwogentlemenintheroom,whowerebothpartiallyintoxicated。St。Clareandoneortwoothersmadeanefforttoseparatethem,andSt。Clarereceivedafatalstabinthesidewithabowie-knife,whichhewasattemptingtowrestfromoneofthem。 Thehousewasfullofcriesandlamentations,shrieksandscreams,servantsfranticallytearingtheirhair,throwingthemselvesontheground,orrunningdistractedlyabout,lamenting。TomandMissOpheliaaloneseemedtohaveanypresenceofmind;forMariewasinstronghystericconvulsions。AtMissOphelia’sdirection,oneoftheloungesintheparlorwashastilyprepared,andthebleedingformlaiduponit。St。Clarehadfainted,throughpainandlossofblood;but,asMissOpheliaappliedrestoratives,herevived,openedhiseyes,lookedfixedlyonthem,lookedearnestlyaroundtheroom,hiseyestravellingwistfullyovereveryobject,andfinallytheyrestedonhismother’spicture。 Thephysiciannowarrived,andmadehisexamination。Itwasevident,fromtheexpressionofhisface,thattherewasnohope;butheappliedhimselftodressingthewound,andheandMissOpheliaandTomproceededcomposedlywiththiswork,amidthelamentationsandsobsandcriesoftheaffrightedservants,whohadclusteredaboutthedoorsandwindowsoftheverandah。 “Now,”saidthephysician,“wemustturnallthesecreaturesout;alldependsonhisbeingkeptquiet。” St。Clareopenedhiseyes,andlookedfixedlyonthedistressedbeings,whomMissOpheliaandthedoctorweretryingtourgefromtheapartment。“Poorcreatures!”hesaid,andanexpressionofbitterself-reproachpassedoverhisface。Adolphabsolutelyrefusedtogo。Terrorhaddeprivedhimofallpresenceofmind;hethrewhimselfalongthefloor,andnothingcouldpersuadehimtorise。TherestyieldedtoMissOphelia’surgentrepresentations,thattheirmaster’ssafetydependedontheirstillnessandobedience。 St。Clarecouldsaybutlittle;helaywithhiseyesshut,butitwasevidentthathewrestledwithbitterthoughts。Afterawhile,helaidhishandonTom’s,whowaskneelingbesidehim,andsaid,“Tom!poorfellow!” “What,Mas’r?”saidTom,earnestly。 “Iamdying!”saidSt。Clare,pressinghishand;“pray!” “Ifyouwouldlikeaclergyman—”saidthephysician。 St。Clarehastilyshookhishead,andsaidagaintoTom,moreearnestly,“Pray!” AndTomdidpray,withallhismindandstrength,forthesoulthatwaspassing,—thesoulthatseemedlookingsosteadilyandmournfullyfromthoselarge,melancholyblueeyes。Itwasliterallyprayerofferedwithstrongcryingandtears。 WhenTomceasedtospeak,St。Clarereachedoutandtookhishand,lookingearnestlyathim,butsayingnothing。Heclosedhiseyes,butstillretainedhishold;for,inthegatesofeternity,theblackhandandthewhiteholdeachotherwithanequalclasp。Hemurmuredsoftlytohimself,atbrokenintervals, “RecordareJesupie— Nemeperdas—illadie Querensme—sedistilassus。” Itwasevidentthatthewordshehadbeensingingthateveningwerepassingthroughhismind,—wordsofentreatyaddressedtoInfinitePity。Hislipsmovedatintervals,aspartsofthehymnfellbrokenlyfromthem。 “Hismindiswandering,”saidthedoctor。 “No!itiscomingHOME,atlast!”saidSt。Clare,energetically;“atlast!atlast!” Theeffortofspeakingexhaustedhim。Thesinkingpalenessofdeathfellonhim;butwithittherefell,asifshedfromthewingsofsomepityingspirit,abeautifulexpressionofpeace,likethatofaweariedchildwhosleeps。 Sohelayforafewmoments。Theysawthatthemightyhandwasonhim。Justbeforethespiritparted,heopenedhiseyes,withasuddenlight,asofjoyandrecognition,andsaid“Mother!”andthenhewasgone! 1Theselineshavebeenthusratherinadequatelytranslated: Think,OJesus,forwhatreason Thouendured’stearth’sspiteandtreason, Normelose,inthatdreadseason; Seekingme,thywomfeethasted, Onthecrossthysouldeathtasted, Letnotallthesetoilsbewasted。 [Mrs。Stowe’snote。]