Cassy
“Andbehold,thetearsofsuchaswereoppressed,andtheyhadnocomforter;andonthesideoftheiroppressorstherewaspower,buttheyhadnocomforter。”—Eccl。4:1
IttookbutashorttimetofamiliarizeTomwithallthatwastobehopedorfearedinhisnewwayoflife。Hewasanexpertandefficientworkmaninwhateverheundertook;andwas,bothfromhabitandprinciple,promptandfaithful。Quietandpeaceableinhisdisposition,hehoped,byunremittingdiligence,toavertfromhimselfatleastaportionoftheevilsofhiscondition。Hesawenoughofabuseandmiserytomakehimsickandweary;buthedeterminedtotoilon,withreligiouspatience,committinghimselftoHimthatjudgethrighteously,notwithouthopethatsomewayofescapemightyetbeopenedtohim。
LegreetookasilentnoteofTom’savailability。Heratedhimasafirst-classhand;andyethefeltasecretdisliketohim,—thenativeantipathyofbadtogood。Hesaw,plainly,thatwhen,aswasoftenthecase,hisviolenceandbrutalityfellonthehelpless,Tomtooknoticeofit;for,sosubtleistheatmosphereofopinion,thatitwillmakeitselffelt,withoutwords;andtheopinionevenofaslavemayannoyamaster。Tominvariouswaysmanifestedatendernessoffeeling,acommiserationforhisfellow-sufferers,strangeandnewtothem,whichwaswatchedwithajealouseyebyLegree。HehadpurchasedTomwithaviewofeventuallymakinghimasortofoverseer,withwhomhemight,attimes,intrusthisaffairs,inshortabsences;and,inhisview,thefirst,second,andthirdrequisiteforthatplace,washardness。Legreemadeuphismind,that,asTomwasnothardtohishand,hewouldhardenhimforthwith;andsomefewweeksafterTomhadbeenontheplace,hedeterminedtocommencetheprocess。
Onemorning,whenthehandsweremusteredforthefield,Tomnoticed,withsurprise,anewcomeramongthem,whoseappearanceexcitedhisattention。Itwasawoman,tallandslenderlyformed,withremarkablydelicatehandsandfeet,anddressedinneatandrespectablegarments。Bytheappearanceofherface,shemighthavebeenbetweenthirty-fiveandforty;anditwasafacethat,onceseen,couldneverbeforgotten,—oneofthosethat,ataglance,seemtoconveytousanideaofawild,painful,andromantichistory。Herforeheadwashigh,andhereyebrowsmarkedwithbeautifulclearness。Herstraight,well-formednose,herfinely-cutmouth,andthegracefulcontourofherheadandneck,showedthatshemustoncehavebeenbeautiful;butherfacewasdeeplywrinkledwithlinesofpain,andofproudandbitterendurance。Hercomplexionwassallowandunhealthy,hercheeksthin,herfeaturessharp,andherwholeformemaciated。Buthereyewasthemostremarkablefeature,—solarge,soheavilyblack,overshadowedbylonglashesofequaldarkness,andsowildly,mournfullydespairing。Therewasafierceprideanddefianceineverylineofherface,ineverycurveoftheflexiblelip,ineverymotionofherbody;butinhereyewasadeep,settlednightofanguish,—anexpressionsohopelessandunchangingastocontrastfearfullywiththescornandprideexpressedbyherwholedemeanor。
Whereshecamefrom,orwhoshewas,Tomdidnotknow。Thefirsthedidknow,shewaswalkingbyhisside,erectandproud,inthedimgrayofthedawn。Tothegang,however,shewasknown;fortherewasmuchlookingandturningofheads,andasmotheredyetapparentexultationamongthemiserable,ragged,half-starvedcreaturesbywhomshewassurrounded。
“Gottocometoit,atlast,—gradofit!”saidone。
“He!he!he!”saidanother;“you’llknowhowgooditis,Misse!”
“We’llseeherwork!”
“Wonderifshe’llgetacuttingup,atnight,liketherestofus!”
“I’dbegladtoseeherdownforaflogging,I’llbound!”saidanother。
Thewomantooknonoticeofthesetaunts,butwalkedon,withthesameexpressionofangryscorn,asifsheheardnothing。Tomhadalwayslivedamongrefined,andcultivatedpeople,andhefeltintuitively,fromherairandbearing,thatshebelongedtothatclass;buthoworwhyshecouldbefallentothosedegradingcircumstances,hecouldnottell。Thewomenneitherlookedathimnorspoketohim,though,allthewaytothefield,shekeptcloseathisside。
Tomwassoonbusyathiswork;but,asthewomanwasatnogreatdistancefromhim,heoftenglancedaneyetoher,atherwork。Hesaw,ataglance,thatanativeadroitnessandhandinessmadethetasktoheraneasieronethanitprovedtomany。Shepickedveryfastandveryclean,andwithanairofscorn,asifshedespisedboththeworkandthedisgraceandhumiliationofthecircumstancesinwhichshewasplaced。
Inthecourseoftheday,Tomwasworkingnearthemulattowomanwhohadbeenboughtinthesamelotwithhimself。Shewasevidentlyinaconditionofgreatsuffering,andTomoftenheardherpraying,asshewaveredandtrembled,andseemedabouttofalldown。Tomsilentlyashecameneartoher,transferredseveralhandfulsofcottonfromhisownsacktohers。
“O,don’t,don’t!”saidthewoman,lookingsurprised;“it’llgetyouintotrouble。”
JustthenSambocameup。Heseemedtohaveaspecialspiteagainstthiswoman;and,flourishinghiswhip,said,inbrutal,gutturaltones,“Whatdisyer,Luce,—foolin’a’”and,withtheword,kickingthewomanwithhisheavycowhideshoe,hestruckTomacrossthefacewithhiswhip。
Tomsilentlyresumedhistask;butthewoman,beforeatthelastpointofexhaustion,fainted。
“I’llbringherto!”saidthedriver,withabrutalgrin。“I’llgivehersomethingbetterthancamphire!”and,takingapinfromhiscoat-sleeve,heburiedittotheheadinherflesh。Thewomangroaned,andhalfrose。“Getup,youbeast,andwork,willyer,orI’llshowyeratrickmore!”
Thewomanseemedstimulated,forafewmoments,toanunnaturalstrength,andworkedwithdesperateeagerness。
“Seethatyoukeeptodatar,”saidtheman,“oryer’llwishyer’sdeadtonight,Ireckin!”
“ThatIdonow!”Tomheardhersay;andagainheheardhersay,“O,Lord,howlong!O,Lord,whydon’tyouhelpus?”
Attheriskofallthathemightsuffer,Tomcameforwardagain,andputallthecottoninhissackintothewoman’s。
“O,youmustn’t!youdonnowhatthey’lldotoye!”saidthewoman。
“Icanbarit!”saidTom,“better’nyou;”andhewasathisplaceagain。Itpassedinamoment。
Suddenly,thestrangerwomanwhomwehavedescribed,andwhohad,inthecourseofherwork,comenearenoughtohearTom’slastwords,raisedherheavyblackeyes,andfixedthem,forasecond,onhim;then,takingaquantityofcottonfromherbasket,sheplaceditinhis。
“Youknownothingaboutthisplace,”shesaid,“oryouwouldn’thavedonethat。Whenyou’vebeenhereamonth,you’llbedonehelpinganybody;you’llfindithardenoughtotakecareofyourownskin!”
“TheLordforbid,Missis!”saidTom,usinginstinctivelytohisfieldcompaniontherespectfulformpropertothehighbredwithwhomhehadlived。
“TheLordnevervisitstheseparts,”saidthewoman,bitterly,asshewentnimblyforwardwithherwork;andagainthescornfulsmilecurledherlips。
Buttheactionofthewomanhadbeenseenbythedriver,acrossthefield;and,flourishinghiswhip,hecameuptoher。
“What!what!”hesaidtothewoman,withanairoftriumph,“Youafoolin’?Goalong!yerundermenow,—mindyourself,oryer’llcotchit!”
Aglancelikesheet-lightningsuddenlyflashedfromthoseblackeyes;and,facingabout,withquiveringlipanddilatednostrils,shedrewherselfup,andfixedaglance,blazingwithrageandscorn,onthedriver。
“Dog!”shesaid,“touchme,ifyoudare!I’vepowerenough,yet,tohaveyoutornbythedogs,burntalive,cuttoinches!I’veonlytosaytheword!”
“Whatdedevilyouherefor,den?”saidtheman,evidentlycowed,andsullenlyretreatingasteportwo。“Didn’tmeannoharm,MisseCassy!”
“Keepyourdistance,then!”saidthewoman。And,intruth,themanseemedgreatlyinclinedtoattendtosomethingattheotherendofthefield,andstartedoffinquicktime。
Thewomansuddenlyturnedtoherwork,andlaboredwithadespatchthatwasperfectlyastonishingtoTom。Sheseemedtoworkbymagic。Beforethedaywasthrough,herbasketwasfilled,crowdeddown,andpiled,andshehadseveraltimesputlargelyintoTom’s。Longafterdusk,thewholewearytrain,withtheirbasketsontheirheads,defileduptothebuildingappropriatedtothestoringandweighingthecotton。Legreewasthere,busilyconversingwiththetwodrivers。
“DatarTom’sgwinetomakeapowerfuldealo’trouble;keptaputtin’intoLucy’sbasket。—Oneo’theseyerdatwillgetallderniggerstofeelin’bused,ifMasirdon’twatchhim!”saidSambo。
“Hey-dey!Theblackcuss!”saidLegree。“He’llhavetogetabreakin’in,won’the,boys?”
Bothnegroesgrinnedahorridgrin,atthisintimation。
“Ay,ay!LetMas’rLegreealone,forbreakin’in!Dedebilheselfcouldn’tbeatMas’ratdat!”saidQuimbo。
“Wal,boys,thebestwayistogivehimthefloggingtodo,tillhegetsoverhisnotions。Breakhimin!”
“Lord,Mas’r’llhavehardworktogetdatouto’him!”
“It’llhavetocomeoutofhim,though!”saidLegree,asherolledhistobaccoinhismouth。
“Now,dar’sLucy,—deaggravatinest,ugliestwenchondeplace!”pursuedSambo。
“Takecare,Sam;Ishallbegintothinkwhat’sthereasonforyourspiteaginLucy。”
“Well,Mas’rknowsshesotherselfupaginMas’r,andwouldn’thaveme,whenhetelledherto。”
“I’dafloggedherinto’t,”saidLegree,spitting,onlythere’ssuchapresso’work,itdon’tseemwuthawhiletoupsetherjistnow。She’sslender;buttheseyerslendergalswillbearhalfkillin’togettheirownway!”
“Wal,Lucywasrealaggravatin’andlazy,sulkin’round;wouldn’tdonothin,—andTomhetuckupforher。”
“Hedid,eh!Wal,then,Tomshallhavethepleasureoffloggingher。It’llbeagoodpracticeforhim,andhewon’tputitontothegallikeyoudevils,neither。”
“Ho,ho!haw!haw!haw!”laughedboththesootywretches;andthediabolicalsoundsseemed,intruth,anotunaptexpressionofthefiendishcharacterwhichLegreegavethem。
“Wal,but,Mas’r,TomandMisseCassy,anddeyamong’em,filledLucy’sbasket。Irutherguessderweight’sinit,Mas’r!”
“Idotheweighing!”saidLegree,emphatically。
Boththedriversagainlaughedtheirdiabolicallaugh。
“So!”headded,“MisseCassydidherday’swork。”
“Shepickslikededebilandallhisangels!”
“She’sgot’emallinher,Ibelieve!”saidLegree;and,growlingabrutaloath,heproceededtotheweighing-room。
Slowlytheweary,dispiritedcreatures,woundtheirwayintotheroom,and,withcrouchingreluctance,presentedtheirbasketstobeweighed。
Legreenotedonaslate,onthesideofwhichwaspastedalistofnames,theamount。
Tom’sbasketwasweighedandapproved;andhelooked,withananxiousglance,forthesuccessofthewomanhehadbefriended。
Totteringwithweakness,shecameforward,anddeliveredherbasket。Itwasoffullweight,asLegreewellperceived;but,affectinganger,hesaid,
“What,youlazybeast!shortagain!standaside,you’llcatchit,prettysoon!”
Thewomangaveagroanofutterdespair,andsatdownonaboard。
ThepersonwhohadbeencalledMisseCassynowcameforward,and,withahaughty,negligentair,deliveredherbasket。Asshedeliveredit,Legreelookedinhereyeswithasneeringyetinquiringglance。
Shefixedherblackeyessteadilyonhim,herlipsmovedslightly,andshesaidsomethinginFrench。Whatitwas,nooneknew;butLegree’sfacebecameperfectlydemoniacalinitsexpression,asshespoke;hehalfraisedhishand,asiftostrike,—agesturewhichsheregardedwithfiercedisdain,assheturnedandwalkedaway。
“Andnow,”saidLegree,“comehere,youTom。Yousee,ItelledyeIdidn’tbuyyejestforthecommonwork;Imeantopromoteye,andmakeadriverofye;andtonightyemayjestaswellbegintogetyerhandin。Now,yejesttakethisyergalandflogher;ye’veseenenoughon’ttoknowhow。”
IbegMas’r’spardon,”saidTom;“hopesMas’rwon’tsetmeatthat。It’swhatIan’tusedto,—neverdid,—andcan’tdo,nowaypossible。”
“Ye’lllarnaprettysmartchanceofthingsyeneverdidknow,beforeI’vedonewithye!”saidLegree,takingupacowhide,andstrikingTomaheavyblowcrossthecheek,andfollowinguptheinflictionbyashowerofblows。
“There!”hesaid,ashestoppedtorest;“now,willyetellmeyecan’tdoit?”
“Yes,Mas’r,”saidTom,puttinguphishand,towipetheblood,thattrickleddownhisface。“I’mwillin’towork,nightandday,andworkwhilethere’slifeandbreathinme;butthisyerthingIcan’tfeelitrighttodo;—and,Mas’r,Inevershalldoit,—never!”
Tomhadaremarkablysmooth,softvoice,andahabituallyrespectfulmanner,thathadgivenLegreeanideathathewouldbecowardly,andeasilysubdued。Whenhespoketheselastwords,athrillofamazementwentthrougheveryone;thepoorwomanclaspedherhands,andsaid,“OLord!”andeveryoneinvoluntarilylookedateachotheranddrewintheirbreath,asiftoprepareforthestormthatwasabouttoburst。
Legreelookedstupefiedandconfounded;butatlastburstforth,—“What!yeblastedblackbeast!tellmeyedon’tthinkitrighttodowhatItellye!Whathaveanyofyoucussedcattletodowiththinkingwhat’sright?I’llputastoptoit!Why,whatdoyethinkyeare?Maybeyethinkye’ragentlemanmaster,Tom,tobeatellingyourmasterwhat’sright,andwhatain’t!Soyoupretendit’swrongtoflogthegal!”
“Ithinkso,Mas’r,”saidTom;“thepoorcrittur’ssickandfeeble;’twouldbedownrightcruel,andit’swhatIneverwilldo,norbeginto。Mas’r,ifyoumeantokillme,killme;but,astomyraisingmyhandaginanyonehere,Inevershall,—I’lldiefirst!”
Tomspokeinamildvoice,butwithadecisionthatcouldnotbemistaken。Legreeshookwithanger;hisgreenisheyesglaredfiercely,andhisverywhiskersseemedtocurlwithpassion;but,likesomeferociousbeast,thatplayswithitsvictimbeforehedevoursit,hekeptbackhisstrongimpulsetoproceedtoimmediateviolence,andbrokeoutintobitterraillery。
“Well,here’sapiousdog,atlast,letdownamongussinners!—asaint,agentleman,andnoless,totalktoussinnersaboutoursins!Powerfulholycritter,hemustbe!Here,yourascal,youmakebelievetobesopious,—didn’tyouneverhear,outofyerBible,‘Servants,obeyyermasters’?An’tIyermaster?Didn’tIpaydowntwelvehundreddollars,cash,forallthereisinsideyeroldcussedblackshell?An’tyermine,now,bodyandsoul?”hesaid,givingTomaviolentkickwithhisheavyboot;“tellme!”
Intheverydepthofphysicalsuffering,bowedbybrutaloppression,thisquestionshotagleamofjoyandtriumphthroughTom’ssoul。Hesuddenlystretchedhimselfup,and,lookingearnestlytoheaven,whilethetearsandbloodthatfloweddownhisfacemingled,heexclaimed,
“No!no!no!mysoulan’tyours,Mas’r!Youhaven’tboughtit,—yecan’tbuyit!It’sbeenboughtandpaidfor,byonethatisabletokeepit;—nomatter,nomatter,youcan’tharmme!”
“Ican’t!”saidLegree,withasneer;“we’llsee,—we’llsee!Here,Sambo,Quimbo,givethisdogsuchabreakin’inashewon’tgetover,thismonth!”
ThetwogiganticnegroesthatnowlaidholdofTom,withfiendishexultationintheirfaces,mighthaveformednounaptpersonificationofpowersofdarkness。Thepoorwomanscreamedwithapprehension,andallrose,asbyageneralimpulse,whiletheydraggedhimunresistingfromtheplace。
TheQuadroon’sStory
Andbeholdthetearsofsuchasareoppressed;andonthesideoftheiroppressorstherewaspower。WhereforeIpraisedthedeadthatarealreadydeadmorethanthelivingthatareyetalive。—ECCL。4:1。
Itwaslateatnight,andTomlaygroaningandbleedingalone,inanoldforsakenroomofthegin-house,amongpiecesofbrokenmachinery,pilesofdamagedcotton,andotherrubbishwhichhadthereaccumulated。
Thenightwasdampandclose,andthethickairswarmedwithmyriadsofmosquitos,whichincreasedtherestlesstortureofhiswounds;whilstaburningthirst—atorturebeyondallothers—filleduptheuttermostmeasureofphysicalanguish。
“O,goodLord!Dolookdown,—givemethevictory!—givemethevictoryoverall!”prayedpoorTom,inhisanguish。
Afootstepenteredtheroom,behindhim,andthelightofalanternflashedonhiseyes。
“Who’sthere?O,fortheLord’smassy,pleasegivemesomewater!”
ThewomanCassy—foritwasshe,—setdownherlantern,and,pouringwaterfromabottle,raisedhishead,andgavehimdrink。Anotherandanothercupweredrained,withfeverisheagerness。
“Drinkallyewant,”shesaid;“Iknewhowitwouldbe。Itisn’tthefirsttimeI’vebeenoutinthenight,carryingwatertosuchasyou。”
“Thankyou,Missis,”saidTom,whenhehaddonedrinking。
“Don’tcallmeMissis!I’mamiserableslave,likeyourself,—aloweronethanyoucaneverbe!”saidshe,bitterly;“butnow,”saidshe,goingtothedoor,anddragginginasmallpallaise,overwhichshehadspreadlinenclothswetwithcoldwater,“try,mypoorfellow,torollyourselfontothis。”
Stiffwithwoundsandbruises,Tomwasalongtimeinaccomplishingthismovement;but,whendone,hefeltasensiblerelieffromthecoolingapplicationtohiswounds。
Thewoman,whomlongpracticewiththevictimsofbrutalityhadmadefamiliarwithmanyhealingarts,wentontomakemanyapplicationstoTom’swounds,bymeansofwhichhewassoonsomewhatrelieved。
“Now,”saidthewoman,whenshehadraisedhisheadonarollofdamagedcotton,whichservedforapillow,“there’sthebestIcandoforyou。”
Tomthankedher;andthewoman,sittingdownonthefloor,drewupherknees,andembracingthemwithherarms,lookedfixedlybeforeher,withabitterandpainfulexpressionofcountenance。Herbonnetfellback,andlongwavystreamsofblackhairfellaroundhersingularandmelancholy-face。
“It’snouse,mypoorfellow!”shebrokeout,atlast,“it’sofnouse,thisyou’vebeentryingtodo。Youwereabravefellow,—youhadtherightonyourside;butit’sallinvain,andoutofthequestion,foryoutostruggle。Youareinthedevil’shands;—heisthestrongest,andyoumustgiveup!”
Giveup!and,hadnothumanweaknessandphysicalagonywhisperedthat,before?Tomstarted;forthebitterwoman,withherwildeyesandmelancholyvoice,seemedtohimanembodimentofthetemptationwithwhichhehadbeenwrestling。
“OLord!OLord!”hegroaned,“howcanIgiveup?”
“There’snousecallingontheLord,—heneverhears,”saidthewoman,steadily;“thereisn’tanyGod,Ibelieve;or,ifthereis,he’stakensidesagainstus。Allgoesagainstus,heavenandearth。Everythingispushingusintohell。Whyshouldn’twego?”
Tomclosedhiseyes,andshudderedatthedark,atheisticwords。
“Yousee,”saidthewoman,“youdon’tknowanythingaboutit—Ido。I’vebeenonthisplacefiveyears,bodyandsoul,underthisman’sfoot;andIhatehimasIdothedevil!Hereyouare,onaloneplantation,tenmilesfromanyother,intheswamps;notawhitepersonhere,whocouldtestify,ifyouwereburnedalive,—ifyouwerescalded,cutintoinch-pieces,setupforthedogstotear,orhungupandwhippedtodeath。There’snolawhere,ofGodorman,thatcandoyou,oranyoneofus,theleastgood;and,thisman!there’snoearthlythingthathe’stoogoodtodo。Icouldmakeanyone’shairrise,andtheirteethchatter,ifIshouldonlytellwhatI’veseenandbeenknowingto,here,—andit’snouseresisting!DidIwanttolivewithhim?Wasn’tIawomandelicatelybred;andhe,—Godinheaven!whatwashe,andishe?Andyet,I’velivedwithhim,thesefiveyears,andcursedeverymomentofmylife,—nightandday!Andnow,he’sgotanewone,—ayoungthing,onlyfifteen,andshebroughtup,shesays,piously。HergoodmistresstaughthertoreadtheBible;andshe’sbroughtherBiblehere—tohellwithher!”—andthewomanlaughedawildanddolefullaugh,thatrung,withastrange,supernaturalsound,throughtheoldruinedshed。
Tomfoldedhishands;allwasdarknessandhorror。
“OJesus!LordJesus!haveyouquiteforgotuspoorcritturs?”burstforth,atlast;—“help,Lord,Iperish!”
Thewomansternlycontinued:
“Andwhatarethesemiserablelowdogsyouworkwith,thatyoushouldsufferontheiraccount?Everyoneofthemwouldturnagainstyou,thefirsttimetheygotachance。Theyareallof’emaslowandcrueltoeachotherastheycanbe;there’snouseinyoursufferingtokeepfromhurtingthem。”
“Poorcritturs!”saidTom,—“whatmade’emcruel?—and,ifIgiveout,Ishallgetusedto’t,andgrow,littlebylittle,justlike’em!No,no,Missis!I’velosteverything,—wife,andchildren,andhome,andakindMas’r,—andhewouldhavesetmefree,ifhe’donlylivedaweeklonger;I’velosteverythinginthisworld,andit’scleangone,forever,—andnowIcan’tloseHeaven,too;no,Ican’tgettobewicked,besidesall!”
“Butitcan’tbethattheLordwilllaysintoouraccount,”saidthewoman;“hewon’tchargeittous,whenwe’reforcedtoit;he’llchargeittothemthatdroveustoit。”
“Yes,”saidTom;“butthatwon’tkeepusfromgrowingwicked。IfIgettobeashard-heartedasthatar’Sambo,andaswicked,itwon’tmakemuchoddstomehowIcomeso;it’sthebein’so,—thatar’swhatI’madreadin’。”
ThewomanfixedawildandstartledlookonTom,asifanewthoughthadstruckher;andthen,heavilygroaning,said,
“OGoda’mercy!youspeakthetruth!O—O—O!”—and,withgroans,shefellonthefloor,likeonecrushedandwrithingundertheextremityofmentalanguish。
Therewasasilence,awhile,inwhichthebreathingofbothpartiescouldbeheard,whenTomfaintlysaid,“O,please,Missis!”
Thewomansuddenlyroseup,withherfacecomposedtoitsusualstern,melancholyexpression。
“Please,Missis,Isaw’emthrowmycoatinthatar’corner,andinmycoat-pocketismyBible;—ifMissiswouldpleasegetitforme。”
Cassywentandgotit。Tomopened,atonce,toaheavilymarkedpassage,muchworn,ofthelastscenesinthelifeofHimbywhosestripeswearehealed。
“IfMissiswouldonlybesogoodasreadthatar’,—it’sbetterthanwater。”
Cassytookthebook,withadry,proudair,andlookedoverthepassage。Shethenreadaloud,inasoftvoice,andwithabeautyofintonationthatwaspeculiar,thattouchingaccountofanguishandofglory。Often,assheread,hervoicefaltered,andsometimesfailedheraltogether,whenshewouldstop,withanairoffrigidcomposure,tillshehadmasteredherself。Whenshecametothetouchingwords,“Fatherforgivethem,fortheyknownotwhattheydo,”shethrewdownthebook,and,buryingherfaceintheheavymassesofherhair,shesobbedaloud,withaconvulsiveviolence。
Tomwasweeping,also,andoccasionallyutteringasmotheredejaculation。
“Ifweonlycouldkeepuptothatar’!”saidTom;—“itseemedtocomesonaturaltohim,andwehavetofightsohardfor’t!OLord,helpus!OblessedLordJesus,dohelpus!”
“Missis,”saidTom,afterawhile,“Icanseethat,somehow,you’requite’bovemeineverything;butthere’sonethingMissismightlearnevenfrompoorTom。YesaidtheLordtooksidesagainstus,becauseheletsusbe’busedandknockedround;butyeseewhatcomeonhisownSon,—theblessedLordofGlory,—wan’theallayspoor?andhavewe,anyonus,yetcomesolowashecome?TheLordhan’tforgotus,—I’msartin’o’thatar’。Ifwesufferwithhim,weshallalsoreign,Scripturesays;but,ifwedenyHim,healsowilldenyus。Didn’ttheyallsuffer?—theLordandallhis?Ittellshowtheywasstonedandsawnasunder,andwanderedaboutinsheep-skinsandgoat-skins,andwasdestitute,afflicted,tormented。Sufferin’an’tnoreasontomakeusthinktheLord’sturnedaginus;butjestthecontrary,ifonlyweholdontohim,anddoesn’tgiveuptosin。”
“Butwhydoesheputuswherewecan’thelpbutsin?”saidthewoman。
“Ithinkwecanhelpit,”saidTom。
“You’llsee,”saidCassy;“what’llyoudo?Tomorrowthey’llbeatyouagain。Iknow’em;I’veseenalltheirdoings;Ican’tbeartothinkofallthey’llbringyouto;—andthey’llmakeyougiveout,atlast!”
“LordJesus!”saidTom,“youwilltakecareofmysoul?OLord,do!—don’tletmegiveout!”
“Odear!”saidCassy;“I’veheardallthiscryingandprayingbefore;andyet,they’vebeenbrokendown,andbroughtunder。There’sEmmeline,she’stryingtoholdon,andyou’retrying,—butwhatuse?Youmustgiveup,orbekilledbyinches。”
“Well,then,Iwilldie!”saidTom。“Spinitoutaslongastheycan,theycan’thelpmydying,sometime!—and,afterthat,theycan’tdonomore。I’mclar,I’mset!IknowtheLord’llhelpme,andbringmethrough。”
Thewomandidnotanswer;shesatwithherblackeyesintentlyfixedonthefloor。
“Maybeit’stheway,”shemurmuredtoherself;“butthosethathavegivenup,there’snohopeforthem!—none!Weliveinfilth,andgrowloathsome,tillweloatheourselves!Andwelongtodie,andwedon’tdaretokillourselves!—Nohope!nohope!nohope?—thisgirlnow,—justasoldasIwas!
“Youseemenow,”shesaid,speakingtoTomveryrapidly;“seewhatIam!Well,Iwasbroughtupinluxury;thefirstIrememberis,playingabout,whenIwasachild,insplendidparlors,—whenIwaskeptdresseduplikeadoll,andcompanyandvisitorsusedtopraiseme。Therewasagardenopeningfromthesaloonwindows;andthereIusedtoplayhide-and-go-seek,undertheorange-trees,withmybrothersandsisters。Iwenttoaconvent,andthereIlearnedmusic,Frenchandembroidery,andwhatnot;andwhenIwasfourteen,Icameouttomyfather’sfuneral。Hediedverysuddenly,andwhenthepropertycametobesettled,theyfoundthattherewasscarcelyenoughtocoverthedebts;andwhenthecreditorstookaninventoryoftheproperty,Iwassetdowninit。Mymotherwasaslavewoman,andmyfatherhadalwaysmeanttosetmefree;buthehadnotdoneit,andsoIwassetdowninthelist。I’dalwaysknownwhoIwas,butneverthoughtmuchaboutit。Nobodyeverexpectsthatastrong,healthymanisgoingtodie。Myfatherwasawellmanonlyfourhoursbeforehedied;—itwasoneofthefirstcholeracasesinNewOrleans。Thedayafterthefuneral,myfather’swifetookherchildren,andwentuptoherfather’splantation。Ithoughttheytreatedmestrangely,butdidn’tknow。Therewasayounglawyerwhotheylefttosettlethebusiness;andhecameeveryday,andwasaboutthehouse,andspokeverypolitelytome。Hebroughtwithhim,oneday,ayoungman,whomIthoughtthehandsomestIhadeverseen。Ishallneverforgetthatevening。Iwalkedwithhiminthegarden。Iwaslonesomeandfullofsorrow,andhewassokindandgentletome;andhetoldmethathehadseenmebeforeIwenttotheconvent,andthathehadlovedmeagreatwhile,andthathewouldbemyfriendandprotector;—inshort,thoughhedidn’ttellme,hehadpaidtwothousanddollarsforme,andIwashisproperty,—Ibecamehiswillingly,forIlovedhim。Loved!”saidthewoman,stopping。“O,howIdidlovethatman!HowIlovehimnow,—andalwaysshall,whileIbreathe!Hewassobeautiful,sohigh,sonoble!Heputmeintoabeautifulhouse,withservants,horses,andcarriages,andfurniture,anddresses。Everythingthatmoneycouldbuy,hegaveme;butIdidn’tsetanyvalueonallthat,—Ionlycaredforhim。IlovedhimbetterthanmyGodandmyownsoul,and,ifItried,Icouldn’tdoanyotherwayfromwhathewantedmeto。
“Iwantedonlyonething—Ididwanthimtomarryme。Ithought,ifhelovedmeashesaidhedid,andifIwaswhatheseemedtothinkIwas,hewouldbewillingtomarrymeandsetmefree。Butheconvincedmethatitwouldbeimpossible;andhetoldmethat,ifwewereonlyfaithfultoeachother,itwasmarriagebeforeGod。Ifthatistrue,wasn’tIthatman’swife?Wasn’tIfaithful?Forsevenyears,didn’tIstudyeverylookandmotion,andonlyliveandbreathetopleasehim?Hehadtheyellowfever,andfortwentydaysandnightsIwatchedwithhim。Ialone,—andgavehimallhismedicine,anddideverythingforhim;andthenhecalledmehisgoodangel,andsaidI’dsavedhislife。Wehadtwobeautifulchildren。Thefirstwasaboy,andwecalledhimHenry。Hewastheimageofhisfather,—hehadsuchbeautifuleyes,suchaforehead,andhishairhungallincurlsaroundit;andhehadallhisfather’sspirit,andhistalent,too。LittleElise,hesaid,lookedlikeme。HeusedtotellmethatIwasthemostbeautifulwomaninLouisiana,hewassoproudofmeandthechildren。Heusedtolovetohavemedressthemup,andtakethemandmeaboutinanopencarriage,andheartheremarksthatpeoplewouldmakeonus;andheusedtofillmyearsconstantlywiththefinethingsthatweresaidinpraiseofmeandthechildren。O,thosewerehappydays!IthoughtIwasashappyasanyonecouldbe;butthentherecameeviltimes。HehadacousincometoNewOrleans,whowashisparticularfriend,—hethoughtalltheworldofhim;—but,fromthefirsttimeIsawhim,Icouldn’ttellwhy,Idreadedhim;forIfeltsurehewasgoingtobringmiseryonus。HegotHenrytogoingoutwithhim,andoftenhewouldnotcomehomenightstilltwoorthreeo’clock。Ididnotdaresayaword;forHenrywassohighspirited,Iwasafraidto。Hegothimtothegaming-houses;andhewasoneofthesortthat,whenheoncegotagoingthere,therewasnoholdingback。Andthenheintroducedhimtoanotherlady,andIsawsoonthathisheartwasgonefromme。Henevertoldme,butIsawit,—Iknewit,dayafterday,—Ifeltmyheartbreaking,butIcouldnotsayaword!Atthis,thewretchofferedtobuymeandthechildrenofHenry,toclearoffhisgamblngdebts,whichstoodinthewayofhismarryingashewished;—andhesoldus。Hetoldme,oneday,thathehadbusinessinthecountry,andshouldbegonetwoorthreeweeks。Hespokekinderthanusual,andsaidheshouldcomeback;butitdidn’tdeceiveme。Iknewthatthetimehadcome;Iwasjustlikeoneturnedintostone;Icouldn’tspeak,norshedatear。Hekissedmeandkissedthechildren,agoodmanytimes,andwentout。Isawhimgetonhishorse,andIwatchedhimtillhewasquiteoutofsight;andthenIfelldown,andfainted。
“Thenhecame,thecursedwretch!hecametotakepossession。Hetoldmethathehadboughtmeandmychildren;andshowedmethepapers。IcursedhimbeforeGod,andtoldhimI’ddiesoonerthanlivewithhim。”
“‘Justasyouplease,’saidhe;‘but,ifyoudon’tbehavereasonably,I’llsellboththechildren,whereyoushallneverseethemagain。’Hetoldmethathealwayshadmeanttohaveme,fromthefirsttimehesawme;andthathehaddrawnHenryon,andgothimindebt,onpurposetomakehimwillingtosellme。Thathegothiminlovewithanotherwoman;andthatImightknow,afterallthat,thatheshouldnotgiveupforafewairsandtears,andthingsofthatsort。
“Igaveup,formyhandsweretied。Hehadmychildren;—wheneverIresistedhiswillanywhere,hewouldtalkaboutsellingthem,andhemademeassubmissiveashedesired。O,whatalifeitwas!tolivewithmyheartbreaking,everyday,—tokeepon,on,on,loving,whenitwasonlymisery;andtobebound,bodyandsoul,tooneIhated。IusedtolovetoreadtoHenry,toplaytohim,towaltzwithhim,andsingtohim;buteverythingIdidforthisonewasaperfectdrag,—yetIwasafraidtorefuseanything。Hewasveryimperious,andharshtothechildren。Elisewasatimidlittlething;butHenrywasboldandhigh-spirited,likehisfather,andhehadneverbeenbroughtunder,intheleast,byanyone。Hewasalwaysfindingfault,andquarrellingwithhim;andIusedtoliveindailyfearanddread。Itriedtomakethechildrespectful;—Itriedtokeepthemapart,forIheldontothosechildrenlikedeath;butitdidnogood。Hesoldboththosechildren。Hetookmetoride,oneday,andwhenIcamehome,theywerenowheretobefound!Hetoldmehehadsoldthem;heshowedmethemoney,thepriceoftheirblood。Thenitseemedasifallgoodforsookme。Iravedandcursed,—cursedGodandman;and,forawhile,Ibelieve,hereallywasafraidofme。Buthedidn’tgiveupso。Hetoldmethatmychildrenweresold,butwhetherIeversawtheirfacesagain,dependedonhim;andthat,ifIwasn’tquiet,theyshouldsmartforit。Well,youcandoanythingwithawoman,whenyou’vegotherchildren。Hemademesubmit;hemademebepeaceable;heflatteredmewithhopesthat,perhaps,hewouldbuythemback;andsothingswenton,aweekortwo。Oneday,Iwasoutwalking,andpassedbythecalaboose;Isawacrowdaboutthegate,andheardachild’svoice,—andsuddenlymyHenrybrokeawayfromtwoorthreemenwhowereholdingthepoorboyscreamedandlookedintomyface,andheldontome,until,intearinghimoff,theytoretheskirtofmydresshalfaway;andtheycarriedhimin,screaming‘Mother!mother!mother!’Therewasonemanstoodthereseemedtopityme。IofferedhimallthemoneyIhad,ifhe’donlyinterfere。Heshookhishead,andsaidthattheboyhadbeenimpudentanddisobedient,eversinceheboughthim;thathewasgoingtobreakhimin,onceforall。Iturnedandran;andeverystepoftheway,IthoughtthatIheardhimscream。Igotintothehouse;ran,alloutofbreath,totheparlor,whereIfoundButler。Itoldhim,andbeggedhimtogoandinterfere。Heonlylaughed,andtoldmetheboyhadgothisdeserts。He’dgottobebrokenin,—thesoonerthebetter;‘whatdidIexpect?’heasked。
“Itseemedtomesomethinginmyheadsnapped,atthatmoment。Ifeltdizzyandfurious。Irememberseeingagreatsharpbowie-knifeonthetable;Iremembersomethingaboutcatchingit,andflyinguponhim;andthenallgrewdark,andIdidn’tknowanymore,—notfordaysanddays。
“WhenIcametomyself,Iwasinaniceroom,—butnotmine。Anoldblackwomantendedme;andadoctorcametoseeme,andtherewasagreatdealofcaretakenofme。Afterawhile,Ifoundthathehadgoneaway,andleftmeatthishousetobesold;andthat’swhytheytooksuchpainswithme。
“Ididn’tmeantogetwell,andhopedIshouldn’t;but,inspiteofmethefeverwentoffandIgrewhealthy,andfinallygotup。Then,theymademedressup,everyday;andgentlemenusedtocomeinandstandandsmoketheircigars,andlookatme,andaskquestions,anddebatemyprice。Iwassogloomyandsilent,thatnoneofthemwantedme。Theythreatenedtowhipme,ifIwasn’tgayer,anddidn’ttakesomepainstomakemyselfagreeable。Atlength,oneday,cameagentlemannamedStuart。Heseemedtohavesomefeelingforme;hesawthatsomethingdreadfulwasonmyheart,andhecametoseemealone,agreatmanytimes,andfinallypersuadedmetotellhim。Heboughtme,atlast,andpromisedtodoallhecouldtofindandbuybackmychildren。HewenttothehotelwheremyHenrywas;theytoldhimhehadbeensoldtoaplanteruponPearlriver;thatwasthelastthatIeverheard。Thenhefoundwheremydaughterwas;anoldwomanwaskeepingher。Heofferedanimmensesumforher,buttheywouldnotsellher。Butlerfoundoutthatitwasformehewantedher;andhesentmewordthatIshouldneverhaveher。CaptainStuartwasverykindtome;hehadasplendidplantation,andtookmetoit。Inthecourseofayear,Ihadasonborn。O,thatchild!—howIlovedit!HowjustlikemypoorHenrythelittlethinglooked!ButIhadmadeupmymind,—yes,Ihad。Iwouldneveragainletachildlivetogrowup!Itookthelittlefellowinmyarms,whenhewastwoweeksold,andkissedhim,andcriedoverhim;andthenIgavehimlaudanum,andheldhimclosetomybosom,whileheslepttodeath。HowImournedandcriedoverit!andwhoeverdreamedthatitwasanythingbutamistake,thathadmademegiveitthelaudanum?butit’soneofthefewthingsthatI’mgladof,now。Iamnotsorry,tothisday;he,atleast,isoutofpain。WhatbetterthandeathcouldIgivehim,poorchild!Afterawhile,thecholeracame,andCaptainStuartdied;everybodydiedthatwantedtolive,—andI,—I,thoughIwentdowntodeath’sdoor,—Ilived!ThenIwassold,andpassedfromhandtohand,tillIgrewfadedandwrinkled,andIhadafever;andthenthiswretchboughtme,andbroughtmehere,—andhereIam!”
Thewomanstopped。Shehadhurriedonthroughherstory,withawild,passionateutterance;sometimesseemingtoaddressittoTom,andsometimesspeakingasinasoliloquy。Sovehementandoverpoweringwastheforcewithwhichshespoke,that,foraseason,Tomwasbeguiledevenfromthepainofhiswounds,and,raisinghimselfononeelbow,watchedherasshepacedrestlesslyupanddown,herlongblackhairswayingheavilyabouther,asshemoved。
“Youtellme,”shesaid,afterapause,“thatthereisaGod,—aGodthatlooksdownandseesallthesethings。Maybeit’sso。Thesistersintheconventusedtotellmeofadayofjudgment,wheneverythingiscomingtolight;—won’ttherebevengeance,then!
“Theythinkit’snothing,whatwesuffer,—nothing,whatourchildrensuffer!It’sallasmallmatter;yetI’vewalkedthestreetswhenitseemedasifIhadmiseryenoughinmyonehearttosinkthecity。I’vewishedthehouseswouldfallonme,orthestonessinkunderme。Yes!and,inthejudgmentday,IwillstandupbeforeGod,awitnessagainstthosethathaveruinedmeandmychildren,bodyandsoul!
“WhenIwasagirl,IthoughtIwasreligious;IusedtoloveGodandprayer。Now,I’malostsoul,pursuedbydevilsthattormentmedayandnight;theykeeppushingmeonandon—andI’lldoit,too,someofthesedays!”shesaid,clenchingherhand,whileaninsanelightglancedinherheavyblackeyes。“I’llsendhimwherehebelongs,—ashortway,too,—oneofthesenights,iftheyburnmealiveforit!”Awild,longlaughrangthroughthedesertedroom,andendedinahystericsob;shethrewherselfonthefloor,inconvulsivesobbingandstruggles。
Inafewmoments,thefrenzyfitseemedtopassoff;sheroseslowly,andseemedtocollectherself。
“CanIdoanythingmoreforyou,mypoorfellow?”shesaid,approachingwhereTomlay;“shallIgiveyousomemorewater?”
Therewasagracefulandcompassionatesweetnessinhervoiceandmanner,asshesaidthis,thatformedastrangecontrastwiththeformerwildness。
Tomdrankthewater,andlookedearnestlyandpitifullyintoherface。
“O,Missis,Iwishyou’dgotohimthatcangiveyoulivingwaters!”
“Gotohim!Whereishe?Whoishe?”saidCassy。
“Himthatyoureadoftome,—theLord。”
“Iusedtoseethepictureofhim,overthealtar,whenIwasagirl,”saidCassy,herdarkeyesfixingthemselvesinanexpressionofmournfulreverie;“but,heisn’there!there’snothinghere,butsinandlong,long,longdespair!O!”Shelaidherlandonherbreastanddrewinherbreath,asiftoliftaheavyweight。
Tomlookedasifhewouldspeakagain;butshecuthimshort,withadecidedgesture。
“Don’ttalk,mypoorfellow。Trytosleep,ifyoucan。”And,placingwaterinhisreach,andmakingwhateverlittlearrangementsforhiscomfortsshecould,Cassylefttheshed。
TheTokens
“Andslight,withal,maybethethingsthatbring
Backonthehearttheweightwhichitwouldfling
Asideforever;itmaybeasound,
Aflower,thewind,theocean,whichshallwound,—
Strikingtheelectricchainwherewithwe’redarklybound。”
ChildeHarold’sPilgrimage,Can。4。
Thesitting-roomofLegree’sestablishmentwasalarge,longroom,withawide,amplefireplace。Ithadoncebeenhungwithashowyandexpensivepaper,whichnowhungmouldering,tornanddiscolored,fromthedampwalls。Theplacehadthatpeculiarsickening,unwholesomesmell,compoundedofmingleddamp,dirtanddecay,whichoneoftennoticesincloseoldhouses。Thewall-paperwasdefaced,inspots,byslopsofbeerandwine;orgarnishedwithchalkmemorandums,andlongsumsfootedup,asifsomebodyhadbeenpractisingarithmeticthere。Inthefireplacestoodabrazierfullofburningcharcoal;for,thoughtheweatherwasnotcold,theeveningsalwaysseemeddampandchillyinthatgreatroom;andLegree,moreover,wantedaplacetolighthiscigars,andheathiswaterforpunch。Theruddyglareofthecharcoaldisplayedtheconfusedandunpromisingaspectoftheroom,—saddles,bridles,severalsortsofharness,riding-whips,overcoats,andvariousarticlesofclothing,scatteredupanddowntheroominconfusedvariety;andthedogs,ofwhomwehavebeforespoken,hadencampedthemselvesamongthem,tosuittheirowntasteandconvenience。
Legreewasjustmixinghimselfatumblerofpunch,pouringhishotwaterfromacrackedandbroken-nosedpitcher,grumbling,ashedidso,
“PlagueonthatSambo,tokickupthisyerrowbetweenmeandthenewhands!Thefellowwon’tbefittoworkforaweek,now,—rightinthepressoftheseason!”
“Yes,justlikeyou,”saidavoice,behindhischair。ItwasthewomanCassy,whohadstolenuponhissoliloquy。
“Hah!youshe-devil!you’vecomeback,haveyou?”
“Yes,Ihave,”shesaid,coolly;“cometohavemyownway,too!”
“Youlie,youjade!I’llbeuptomyword。Eitherbehaveyourself,orstaydowntothequarters,andfareandworkwiththerest。”
“I’drather,tenthousandtimes,”saidthewoman,“liveinthedirtiestholeatthequarters,thanbeunderyourhoof!”
“Butyouareundermyhoof,forallthat,”saidhe,turninguponher,withasavagegrin;“that’sonecomfort。So,sitdownhereonmyknee,mydear,andheartoreason,”saidhe,layingholdonherwrist。
“SimonLegree,takecare!”saidthewoman,withasharpflashofhereye,aglancesowildandinsaneinitslightastobealmostappalling。“You’reafraidofme,Simon,”shesaid,deliberately;“andyou’vereasontobe!Butbecareful,forI’vegotthedevilinme!”
Thelastwordsshewhisperedinahissingtone,closetohisear。
“Getout!Ibelieve,tomysoul,youhave!”saidLegree,pushingherfromhim,andlookinguncomfortablyather。“Afterall,Cassy,”hesaid,“whycan’tyoubefriendswithme,asyouusedto?”
“Usedto!”saidshe,bitterly。Shestoppedshort,—awordofchokingfeelings,risinginherheart,kepthersilent。
CassyhadalwayskeptoverLegreethekindofinfluencethatastrong,impassionedwomancaneverkeepoverthemostbrutalman;but,oflate,shehadgrownmoreandmoreirritableandrestless,underthehideousyokeofherservitude,andherirritability,attimes,brokeoutintoravinginsanity;andthisliabilitymadeherasortofobjectofdreadtoLegree,whohadthatsuperstitioushorrorofinsanepersonswhichiscommontocoarseanduninstructedminds。WhenLegreebroughtEmmelinetothehouse,allthesmoulderingembersofwomanlyfeelingflashedupinthewornheartofCassy,andshetookpartwiththegirl;andafiercequarrelensuedbetweenherandLegree。Legree,inafury,sworesheshouldbeputtofieldservice,ifshewouldnotbepeaceable。Cassy,withproudscorn,declaredshewouldgotothefield。Andsheworkedthereoneday,aswehavedescribed,toshowhowperfectlyshescornedthethreat。
Legreewassecretlyuneasy,allday;forCassyhadaninfluenceoverhimfromwhichhecouldnotfreehimself。Whenshepresentedherbasketatthescales,hehadhopedforsomeconcession,andaddressedherinasortofhalfconciliatory,halfscornfultone;andshehadansweredwiththebitterestcontempt。
TheoutrageoustreatmentofpoorTomhadrousedherstillmore;andshehadfollowedLegreetothehouse,withnoparticularintention,buttoupbraidhimforhisbrutality。
“Iwish,Cassy,”saidLegree,“you’dbehaveyourselfdecently。”
“Youtalkaboutbehavingdecently!Andwhathaveyoubeendoing?—you,whohaven’tevensenseenoughtokeepfromspoilingoneofyourbesthands,rightinthemostpressingseason,justforyourdevilishtemper!”
“Iwasafool,it’safact,toletanysuchbranglecomeup,”saidLegree;“but,whentheboysetuphiswill,hehadtobebrokein。”
“Ireckonyouwon’tbreakhimin!”
“Won’tI?”saidLegree,rising,passionately。“I’dliketoknowifIwon’t?He’llbethefirstniggerthatevercameitroundme!I’llbreakeveryboneinhisbody,butheshallgiveup!”
Justthenthedooropened,andSamboentered。Hecameforward,bowing,andholdingoutsomethinginapaper。
“What’sthat,youdog?”saidLegree。
“It’sawitchthing,Mas’r!”
“Awhat?”
“Somethingthatniggersgetsfromwitches。Keeps’emfromfeelin’whenthey’sflogged。Hehadittiedroundhisneck,withablackstring。”
Legree,likemostgodlessandcruelmen,wassuperstitious。Hetookthepaper,andopenedituneasily。
Theredroppedoutofitasilverdollar,andalong,shiningcurloffairhair,—hairwhich,likealivingthing,twineditselfroundLegree’sfingers。
“Damnation!”hescreamed,insuddenpassion,stampingonthefloor,andpullingfuriouslyatthehair,asifitburnedhim。“Wheredidthiscomefrom?Takeitoff!—burnitup!—burnitup!”hescreamed,tearingitoff,andthrowingitintothecharcoal。“Whatdidyoubringittomefor?”
Sambostood,withhisheavymouthwideopen,andaghastwithwonder;andCassy,whowaspreparingtoleavetheapartment,stopped,andlookedathiminperfectamazement。
“Don’tyoubringmeanymoreofyourdevilishthings!”saidhe,shakinghisfistatSambo,whoretreatedhastilytowardsthedoor;and,pickingupthesilverdollar,hesentitsmashingthroughthewindow-pane,outintothedarkness。
Sambowasgladtomakehisescape。Whenhewasgone,Legreeseemedalittleashamedofhisfitofalarm。Hesatdoggedlydowninhischair,andbegansullenlysippinghistumblerofpunch。
Cassypreparedherselfforgoingout,unobservedbyhim;andslippedawaytoministertopoorTom,aswehavealreadyrelated。
AndwhatwasthematterwithLegree?andwhatwasthereinasimplecurloffairhairtoappallthatbrutalman,familiarwitheveryformofcruelty?Toanswerthis,wemustcarrythereaderbackwardinhishistory。Hardandreprobateasthegodlessmanseemednow,therehadbeenatimewhenhehadbeenrockedonthebosomofamother,—cradledwithprayersandpioushymns,—hisnowsearedbrowbedewedwiththewatersofholybaptism。Inearlychildhood,afair-hairedwomanhadledhim,atthesoundofSabbathbell,toworshipandtopray。FarinNewEnglandthatmotherhadtrainedheronlyson,withlong,unweariedlove,andpatientprayers。Bornofahard-temperedsire,onwhomthatgentlewomanhadwastedaworldofunvaluedlove,Legreehadfollowedinthestepsofhisfather。Boisterous,unruly,andtyrannical,hedespisedallhercounsel,andwouldnoneofherreproof;and,atanearlyage,brokefromher,toseekhisfortunesatsea。Henevercamehomebutonce,after;andthen,hismother,withtheyearningofaheartthatmustlovesomething,andhasnothingelsetolove,clungtohim,andsought,withpassionateprayersandentreaties,towinhimfromalifeofsin,tohissoul’seternalgood。
ThatwasLegree’sdayofgrace;thengoodangelscalledhim;thenhewasalmostpersuaded,andmercyheldhimbythehand。Hisheartinlyrelented,—therewasaconflict,—butsingotthevictory,andhesetalltheforceofhisroughnatureagainsttheconvictionofhisconscience。Hedrankandswore,—waswilderandmorebrutalthanever。And,onenight,whenhismother,inthelastagonyofherdespair,kneltathisfeet,hespurnedherfromhim,—threwhersenselessonthefloor,and,withbrutalcurses,fledtohisship。ThenextLegreeheardofhismotherwas,when,onenight,ashewascarousingamongdrunkencompanions,aletterwasputintohishand。Heopenedit,andalockoflong,curlinghairfellfromit,andtwinedabouthisfingers。Thelettertoldhimhismotherwasdead,andthat,dying,sheblestandforgavehim。
Thereisadread,unhallowednecromancyofevil,thatturnsthingssweetestandholiesttophantomsofhorrorandaffright。Thatpale,lovingmother,—herdyingprayers,herforgivinglove,—wroughtinthatdemoniacheartofsinonlyasadamningsentence,bringingwithitafearfullookingforofjudgmentandfieryindignation。Legreeburnedthehair,andburnedtheletter;andwhenhesawthemhissingandcracklingintheflame,inlyshudderedashethoughtofeverlastingfires。Hetriedtodrink,andrevel,andswearawaythememory;butoften,inthedeepnight,whosesolemnstillnessarraignsthebadsoulinforcedcommunionwithherself,hehadseenthatpalemotherrisingbyhisbedside,andfeltthesofttwiningofthathairaroundhisfingers,tillthecoldsweatwouldrolldownhisface,andhewouldspringfromhisbedinhorror。Yewhohavewonderedtohear,inthesameevangel,thatGodislove,andthatGodisaconsumingfire,seeyenothow,tothesoulresolvedinevil,perfectloveisthemostfearfultorture,thesealandsentenceofthedirestdespair?
“Blastit!”saidLegreetohimself,ashesippedhisliquor;“wheredidhegetthat?Ifitdidn’tlookjustlike—whoo!IthoughtI’dforgotthat。Curseme,ifIthinkthere’sanysuchthingasforgettinganything,anyhow,—hangit!I’mlonesome!ImeantocallEm。Shehatesme—themonkey!Idon’tcare,—I’llmakehercome!”
Legreesteppedoutintoalargeentry,whichwentupstairs,bywhathadformerlybeenasuperbwindingstaircase;butthepassage-waywasdirtyanddreary,encumberedwithboxesandunsightlylitter。Thestairs,uncarpeted,seemedwindingup,inthegloom,tonobodyknewwhere!Thepalemoonlightstreamedthroughashatteredfanlightoverthedoor;theairwasunwholesomeandchilly,likethatofavault。
Legreestoppedatthefootofthestairs,andheardavoicesinging。Itseemedstrangeandghostlikeinthatdrearyoldhouse,perhapsbecauseofthealreadytremulousstateofhisnerves。Hark!whatisit?
Awild,patheticvoice,chantsahymncommonamongtheslaves:
“Othere’llbemourning,mourning,mourning,
Othere’llbemourning,atthejudgment-seatofChrist!”
“Blastthegirl!”saidLegree。“I’llchokeher。—Em!Em!”hecalled,harshly;butonlyamockingechofromthewallsansweredhim。Thesweetvoicestillsungon:
“Parentsandchildrenthereshallpart!
Parentsandchildrenthereshallpart!
Shallparttomeetnomore!”
Andclearandloudswelledthroughtheemptyhallstherefrain,
“Othere’llbemourning,mourning,mourning,
Othere’llbemourning,atthejudgment-seatofChrist!”
Legreestopped。Hewouldhavebeenashamedtotellofit,butlargedropsofsweatstoodonhisforehead,hisheartbeatheavyandthickwithfear;heeventhoughthesawsomethingwhiterisingandglimmeringinthegloombeforehim,andshudderedtothinkwhatiftheformofhisdeadmothershouldsuddenlyappeartohim。
“Iknowonething,”hesaidtohimself,ashestumbledbackinthesitting-room,andsatdown;“I’llletthatfellowalone,afterthis!WhatdidIwantofhiscussedpaper?Ib’lieveIambewitched,sureenough!I’vebeenshiveringandsweating,eversince!Wheredidhegetthathair?Itcouldn’thavebeenthat!Iburntthatup,IknowIdid!Itwouldbeajoke,ifhaircouldrisefromthedead!”
Ah,Legree!thatgoldentresswascharmed;eachhairhadinitaspellofterrorandremorseforthee,andwasusedbyamightierpowertobindthycruelhandsfrominflictinguttermostevilonthehelpless!
“Isay,”saidLegree,stampingandwhistlingtothedogs,“wakeup,someofyou,andkeepmecompany!”butthedogsonlyopenedoneeyeathim,sleepily,andcloseditagain。
“I’llhaveSamboandQuimbouphere,tosinganddanceoneoftheirhelldances,andkeepoffthesehorridnotions,”saidLegree;and,puttingonhishat,hewentontotheverandah,andblewahorn,withwhichhecommonlysummonedhistwosabledrivers。
Legreewasoftenwont,wheninagracioushumor,togetthesetwoworthiesintohissitting-room,and,afterwarmingthemupwithwhiskey,amusehimselfbysettingthemtosinging,dancingorfighting,asthehumortookhim。
Itwasbetweenoneandtwoo’clockatnight,asCassywasreturningfromherministrationstopoorTom,thatsheheardthesoundofwildshrieking,whooping,halloing,andsinging,fromthesitting-room,mingledwiththebarkingofdogs,andothersymptomsofgeneraluproar。
Shecameupontheverandahsteps,andlookedin。Legreeandboththedrivers,inastateoffuriousintoxication,weresinging,whooping,upsettingchairs,andmakingallmannerofludicrousandhorridgrimacesateachother。
Sherestedhersmall,slenderhandonthewindow-blind,andlookedfixedlyatthem;—therewasaworldofanguish,scorn,andfiercebitterness,inherblackeyes,asshedidso。“Woulditbeasintoridtheworldofsuchawretch?”shesaidtoherself。
Sheturnedhurriedlyaway,and,passingroundtoabackdoor,glidedupstairs,andtappedatEmmeline’sdoor。
EmmelineandCassy
Cassyenteredtheroom,andfoundEmmelinesitting,palewithfear,inthefurthestcornerofit。Asshecamein,thegirlstartedupnervously;but,onseeingwhoitwas,rushedforward,andcatchingherarm,said,“OCassy,isityou?I’msogladyou’vecome!Iwasafraiditwas—。O,youdon’tknowwhatahorridnoisetherehasbeen,downstairs,allthisevening!”
“Ioughttoknow,”saidCassy,dryly。“I’vehearditoftenenough。”
“OCassy!dotellme,—couldn’twegetawayfromthisplace?Idon’tcarewhere,—intotheswampamongthesnakes,—anywhere!Couldn’twegetsomewhereawayfromhere?”
“Nowhere,butintoourgraves,”saidCassy。
“Didyouevertry?”
“I’veseenenoughoftryingandwhatcomesofit,”saidCassy。
“I’dbewillingtoliveintheswamps,andgnawthebarkfromtrees。Ian’tafraidofsnakes!I’dratherhaveonenearmethanhim,”saidEmmeline,eagerly。
“Therehavebeenagoodmanyhereofyouropinion,”saidCassy;“butyoucouldn’tstayintheswamps,—you’dbetrackedbythedogs,andbroughtback,andthen—then—”
“Whatwouldhedo?”saidthegirl,looking,withbreathlessinterest,intoherface。
“Whatwouldn’thedo,you’dbetterask,”saidCassy。“He’slearnedhistradewell,amongthepiratesintheWestIndies。Youwouldn’tsleepmuch,ifIshouldtellyouthingsI’veseen,—thingsthathetellsof,sometimes,forgoodjokes。I’veheardscreamsherethatIhaven’tbeenabletogetoutofmyheadforweeksandweeks。There’saplacewayoutdownbythequarters,whereyoucanseeablack,blastedtree,andthegroundallcoveredwithblackashes。Askanyonewhatwasdonethere,andseeiftheywilldaretotellyou。”
“O!whatdoyoumean?”
“Iwon’ttellyou。Ihatetothinkofit。AndItellyou,theLordonlyknowswhatwemayseetomorrow,ifthatpoorfellowholdsoutashe’sbegun。”
“Horrid!”saidEmmeline,everydropofbloodrecedingfromhercheeks。“O,Cassy,dotellmewhatIshalldo!”
“WhatI’vedone。Dothebestyoucan,—dowhatyoumust,—andmakeitupinhatingandcursing。”
“Hewantedtomakemedrinksomeofhishatefulbrandy,”saidEmmeline;“andIhateitso—”
“You’dbetterdrink,”saidCassy。“Ihatedit,too;andnowIcan’tlivewithoutit。Onemusthavesomething;—thingsdon’tlooksodreadful,whenyoutakethat。”
“Motherusedtotellmenevertotouchanysuchthing,”saidEmmeline。
“Mothertoldyou!”saidCassy,withathrillingandbitteremphasisonthewordmother。“Whatuseisitformotherstosayanything?Youarealltobeboughtandpaidfor,andyoursoulsbelongtowhoevergetsyou。That’sthewayitgoes。Isay,drinkbrandy;drinkallyoucan,andit’llmakethingscomeeasier。”
“O,Cassy!dopityme!”
“Pityyou!—don’tI?Haven’tIadaughter,—Lordknowswheresheis,andwhosesheis,now,—goingthewayhermotherwent,beforeher,Isuppose,andthatherchildrenmustgo,afterher!There’snoendtothecurse—forever!”
“IwishI’dneverbeenborn!”saidEmmeline,wringingherhands。
“That’sanoldwishwithme,”saidCassy。“I’vegotusedtowishingthat。I’ddie,ifIdaredto,”shesaid,lookingoutintothedarkness,withthatstill,fixeddespairwhichwasthehabitualexpressionofherfacewhenatrest。
“Itwouldbewickedtokillone’sself,”saidEmmeline。
“Idon’tknowwhy,—nowickederthanthingsweliveanddo,dayafterday。Butthesisterstoldmethings,whenIwasintheconvent,thatmakemeafraidtodie。Ifitwouldonlybetheendofus,why,then—”
Emmelineturnedaway,andhidherfaceinherhands。
Whilethisconversationwaspassinginthechamber,Legree,overcomewithhiscarouse,hadsunktosleepintheroombelow。Legreewasnotanhabitualdrunkard。Hiscoarse,strongnaturecraved,andcouldendure,acontinualstimulation,thatwouldhaveutterlywreckedandcrazedafinerone。Butadeep,underlyingspiritofcautiousnesspreventedhisoftenyieldingtoappetiteinsuchmeasureastolosecontrolofhimself
Thisnight,however,inhisfeverisheffortstobanishfromhismindthosefearfulelementsofwoeandremorsewhichwokewithinhim,hehadindulgedmorethancommon;sothat,whenhehaddischargedhissableattendants,hefellheavilyonasettleintheroom,andwassoundasleep。
O!howdaresthebadsoultoentertheshadowyworldofsleep?—thatlandwhosedimoutlinesliesofearfullyneartothemysticsceneofretribution!Legreedreamed。Inhisheavyandfeverishsleep,aveiledformstoodbesidehim,andlaidacold,softhanduponhim。Hethoughtheknewwhoitwas;andshuddered,withcreepinghorror,thoughthefacewasveiled。Thenhethoughthefeltthathairtwiningroundhisfingers;andthen,thatitslidsmoothlyroundhisneck,andtightenedandtightened,andhecouldnotdrawhisbreath;andthenhethoughtvoiceswhisperedtohim,—whispersthatchilledhimwithhorror。Thenitseemedtohimhewasontheedgeofafrightfulabyss,holdingonandstrugglinginmortalfear,whiledarkhandsstretchedup,andwerepullinghimover;andCassycamebehindhimlaughing,andpushedhim。Andthenroseupthatsolemnveiledfigure,anddrewasidetheveil。Itwashismother;andsheturnedawayfromhim,andhefelldown,down,down,amidaconfusednoiseofshrieks,andgroans,andshoutsofdemonlaughter,—andLegreeawoke。
Calmlytherosyhueofdawnwasstealingintotheroom。Themorningstarstood,withitssolemn,holyeyeoflight,lookingdownonthemanofsin,fromoutthebrighteningsky。O,withwhatfreshness,whatsolemnityandbeauty,iseachnewdayborn;asiftosaytoinsensateman,“Behold!thouhastonemorechance!Striveforimmortalglory!”Thereisnospeechnorlanguagewherethisvoiceisnotheard;butthebold,badmanhearditnot。Hewokewithanoathandacurse。Whattohimwasthegoldandpurple,thedailymiracleofmorning!WhattohimthesanctityofthestarwhichtheSonofGodhashallowedashisownemblem?Brute-like,hesawwithoutperceiving;and,stumblingforward,pouredoutatumblerofbrandy,anddrankhalfofit。
“I’vehadah—lofanight!”hesaidtoCassy,whojustthenenteredfromanoppositedoor。
“You’llgetplentyofthesamesort,byandby,”saidshe,dryly。
“Whatdoyoumean,youminx?”
“You’llfindout,oneofthesedays,”returnedCassy,inthesametone。“NowSimon,I’veonepieceofadvicetogiveyou。”
“Thedevil,youhave!”
“Myadviceis,”saidCassy,steadily,asshebeganadjustingsomethingsabouttheroom,“thatyouletTomalone。”
“Whatbusinessis’tofyours?”
“What?Tobesure,Idon’tknowwhatitshouldbe。Ifyouwanttopaytwelvehundredforafellow,andusehimrightupinthepressoftheseason,justtoserveyourownspite,it’snobusinessofmine,I’vedonewhatIcouldforhim。”
“Youhave?Whatbusinesshaveyoumeddlinginmymatters?”
“None,tobesure。I’vesavedyousomethousandsofdollars,atdifferenttimes,bytakingcareofyourhands,—that’sallthethanksIget。Ifyourcropcomesshorterintomarketthananyoftheirs,youwon’tloseyourbet,Isuppose?Tompkinswon’tlorditoveryou,Isuppose,—andyou’llpaydownyourmoneylikealady,won’tyou?IthinkIseeyoudoingit!”
Legree,likemanyotherplanters,hadbutoneformofambition,—tohaveintheheaviestcropoftheseason,—andhehadseveralbetsonthisverypresentseasonpendinginthenexttown。Cassy,therefore,withwoman’stact,touchedtheonlystringthatcouldbemadetovibrate。
“Well,I’lllethimoffatwhathe’sgot,”saidLegree;“butheshallbegmypardon,andpromisebetterfashions。”
“Thathewon’tdo,”saidCassy。
“Won’t,—eh?”
“No,hewon’t,”saidCassy。
“I’dliketoknowwhy,Mistress,”saidLegree,intheextremeofscorn。
“Becausehe’sdoneright,andheknowsit,andwon’tsayhe’sdonewrong。”
“Whoacusscareswhatheknows?TheniggershallsaywhatIplease,or—”
“Or,you’llloseyourbetonthecottoncrop,bykeepinghimoutofthefield,justatthisverypress。”
“Buthewillgiveup,—course,hewill;don’tIknowwhatniggersis?He’llbeglikeadog,thismorning。”
Hewon’t,Simon;youdon’tknowthiskind。Youmaykillhimbyinches,—youwon’tgetthefirstwordofconfessionoutofhim。”
“We’llsee,—whereishe?”saidLegree,goingout。
“Inthewaste-roomofthegin-house,”saidCassy。
Legree,thoughhetalkedsostoutlytoCassy,stillsalliedforthfromthehousewithadegreeofmisgivingwhichwasnotcommonwithhim。Hisdreamsofthepastnight,mingledwithCassy’sprudentialsuggestions,considerablyaffectedhismind。HeresolvedthatnobodyshouldbewitnessofhisencounterwithTom;anddetermined,ifhecouldnotsubduehimbybullying,todeferhisvengeance,tobewreakedinamoreconvenientseason。
Thesolemnlightofdawn—theangelicgloryofthemorning-star—hadlookedinthroughtherudewindowoftheshedwhereTomwaslying;and,asifdescendingonthatstar-beam,camethesolemnwords,“IamtherootandoffspringofDavid,andthebrightandmorningstar。”ThemysteriouswarningsandintimationsofCassy,sofarfromdiscouraginghissoul,intheendhadrouseditaswithaheavenlycall。Hedidnotknowbutthatthedayofhisdeathwasdawninginthesky;andhisheartthrobbedwithsolemnthroesofjoyanddesire,ashethoughtthatthewondrousall,ofwhichhehadoftenpondered,—thegreatwhitethrone,withitseverradiantrainbow;thewhite-robedmultitude,withvoicesasmanywaters;thecrowns,thepalms,theharps,—mightallbreakuponhisvisionbeforethatsunshouldsetagain。And,therefore,withoutshudderingortrembling,heheardthevoiceofhispersecutor,ashedrewnear。
“Well,myboy,”saidLegree,withacontemptuouskick,“howdoyoufindyourself?Didn’tItellyerIcouldlarnyerathingortwo?Howdoyerlikeit—eh?
Howdidyerwhalingagreewithyer,Tom?An’tquitesocrankasyewaslastnight。Yecouldn’ttreatapoorsinner,now,toabitofsermon,couldye,—eh?”
Tomanswerednothing。
“Getup,youbeast!”saidLegree,kickinghimagain。
Thiswasadifficultmatterforonesobruisedandfaint;and,asTommadeeffortstodoso,Legreelaughedbrutally。
“Whatmakesyesospry,thismorning,Tom?Cotchedcold,maybe,lastnight。”
Tombythistimehadgainedhisfeet,andwasconfrontinghismasterwithasteady,unmovedfront。
“Thedevil,youcan!”saidLegree,lookinghimover。“Ibelieveyouhaven’tgotenoughyet。Now,Tom,getrightdownonyerkneesandbegmypardon,foryershineslastnight。”
Tomdidnotmove。
“Down,youdog!”saidLegree,strikinghimwithhisriding-whip。
“Mas’rLegree,”saidTom,“Ican’tdoit。IdidonlywhatIthoughtwasright。Ishalldojustsoagain,ifeverthetimecomes。Ineverwilldoacruelthing,comewhatmay。”
“Yes,butyedon’tknowwhatmaycome,MasterTom。Yethinkwhatyou’vegotissomething。Itellyou’tan’tanything,—nothing’tall。Howwouldyeliketobetiedtoatree,andhaveaslowfirelituparoundye;—wouldn’tthatbepleasant,—eh,Tom?”
“Mas’r,”saidTom,“Iknowyecandodreadfulthings;but,”—hestretchedhimselfupwardandclaspedhishands,—“but,afterye’vekilledthebody,therean’tnomoreyecando。AndO,there’sallETERNITYtocome,afterthat!”
ETERNITY,—thewordthrilledthroughtheblackman’ssoulwithlightandpower,ashespoke;itthrilledthroughthesinner’ssoul,too,likethebiteofascorpion。Legreegnashedonhimwithhisteeth,butragekepthimsilent;andTom,likeamandisenthralled,spoke,inaclearandcheerfulvoice,
“Mas’rLegree,asyeboughtme,I’llbeatrueandfaithfulservanttoye。I’llgiveyealltheworkofmyhands,allmytime,allmystrength;butmysoulIwon’tgiveuptomortalman。IwillholdontotheLord,andputhiscommandsbeforeall,—dieorlive;youmaybesureon’t。Mas’rLegree,Iain’tagrainafeardtodie。I’dassoondieasnot。Yemaywhipme,starveme,burnme,—it’llonlysendmesoonerwhereIwanttogo。”
“I’llmakeyegiveout,though,’foreI’vedone!”saidLegree,inarage。
“Ishallhavehelp,”saidTom;“you’llneverdoit。”
“Whothedevil’sgoingtohelpyou?”saidLegree,scornfully。
“TheLordAlmighty,”saidTom。
“D—nyou!”saidLegree,aswithoneblowofhisfisthefelledTomtotheearth。
AcoldsofthandfellonLegree’satthismoment。Heturned,—itwasCassy’s;butthecoldsofttouchrecalledhisdreamofthenightbefore,and,flashingthroughthechambersofhisbrain,cameallthefearfulimagesofthenight-watches,withaportionofthehorrorthataccompaniedthem。
“Willyoubeafool?”saidCassy,inFrench。“Lethimgo!Letmealonetogethimfittobeinthefieldagain。Isn’titjustasItoldyou?”
Theysaythealligator,therhinoceros,thoughenclosedinbullet-proofmail,haveeachaspotwheretheyarevulnerable;andfierce,reckless,unbelievingreprobates,havecommonlythispointinsuperstitiousdread。
Legreeturnedaway,determinedtoletthepointgoforthetime。
“Well,haveityourownway,”hesaid,doggedly,toCassy。
“Hark,ye!”hesaidtoTom;“Iwon’tdealwithyenow,becausethebusinessispressing,andIwantallmyhands;butIneverforget。I’llscoreitagainstye,andsometimeI’llhavemypayouto’yeroldblackhide,—mindye!”
Legreeturned,andwentout。
“Thereyougo,”saidCassy,lookingdarklyafterhim;“yourreckoning’stocome,yet!—Mypoorfellow,howareyou?”
“TheLordGodhathsenthisangel,andshutthelion’smouth,forthistime,”saidTom。
“Forthistime,tobesure,”saidCassy;“butnowyou’vegothisillwilluponyou,tofollowyoudayin,dayout,hanginglikeadogonyourthroat,—suckingyourblood,bleedingawayyourlife,dropbydrop。Iknowtheman。”
Liberty
“Nomatterwithwhatsolemnitieshemayhavebeendevoteduponthealtarofslavery,themomenthetouchesthesacredsoilofBritain,thealtarandtheGodsinktogetherinthedust,andhestandsredeemed,regenerated,anddisenthralled,bytheirresistiblegeniusofuniversalemancipation。”Curran。1
AwhilewemustleaveTominthehandsofhispersecutors,whileweturntopursuethefortunesofGeorgeandhiswife,whomweleftinfriendlyhands,inafarmhouseontheroad-side。
TomLokerweleftgroaningandtouzlinginamostimmaculatelycleanQuakerbed,underthemotherlysupervisionofAuntDorcas,whofoundhimtothefullastractableapatientasasickbison。
Imagineatall,dignified,spiritualwoman,whoseclearmuslincapshadeswavesofsilveryhair,partedonabroad,clearforehead,whichoverarchesthoughtfulgrayeyes。Asnowyhandkerchiefoflissecrapeisfoldedneatlyacrossherbosom;herglossybrownsilkdressrustlespeacefully,assheglidesupanddownthechamber。
“Thedevil!”saysTomLoker,givingagreatthrowtothebedclothes。
“Imustrequestthee,Thomas,nottousesuchlanguage,”saysAuntDorcas,asshequietlyrearrangedthebed。
“Well,Iwon’t,granny,ifIcanhelpit,”saysTom;“butitisenoughtomakeafellowswear,—socursedlyhot!”
Dorcasremovedacomforterfromthebed,straightenedtheclothesagain,andtuckedthemintillTomlookedsomethinglikeachrysalis;remarking,asshedidso,
“Iwish,friend,theewouldleaveoffcursingandswearing,andthinkuponthyways。”
“Whatthedevil,”saidTom,“shouldIthinkofthemfor?thingeverIwanttothinkof—hangitall!”AndTomflouncedover,untuckinganddisarrangingeverything,inamannerfrightfultobehold。
“Thatfellowandgalarehere,I’spose,”saidhe,sullenly,afterapause。
“Theyareso,”saidDorcas。
“They’dbetterbeoffuptothelake,”saidTom;“thequickerthebetter。”
“Probablytheywilldoso,”saidAuntDorcas,knittingpeacefully。
“Andharkye,”saidTom;“we’vegotcorrespondentsinSandusky,thatwatchtheboatsforus。Idon’tcareifItell,now。Ihopetheywillgetaway,justtospiteMarks,—thecursedpuppy!—d—nhim!”
“Thomas!”saidDorcas。
“Itellyou,granny,ifyoubottleafellowuptootight,Ishallsplit,”saidTom。“Butaboutthegal,—tell’emtodressherupsomeway,so’stoalterher。Herdescription’soutinSandusky。”
“Wewillattendtothatmatter,”saidDorcas,withcharacteristiccomposure。
AsweatthisplacetakeleaveofTomLoker,wemayaswellsay,that,havinglainthreeweeksattheQuakerdwelling,sickwitharheumaticfever,whichsetin,incompanywithhisotherafflictions,Tomarosefromhisbedasomewhatsadderandwiserman;and,inplaceofslave-catching,betookhimselftolifeinoneofthenewsettlements,wherehistalentsdevelopedthemselvesmorehappilyintrappingbears,wolves,andotherinhabitantsoftheforest,inwhichhemadehimselfquiteanameintheland。TomalwaysspokereverentlyoftheQuakers。“Nicepeople,”hewouldsay;“wantedtoconvertme,butcouldn’tcomeit,exactly。But,tellyewhat,stranger,theydofixupasickfellowfirstrate,—nomistake。Makejistthetallestkindo’brothandknicknacks。”
AsTomhadinformedthemthattheirpartywouldbelookedforinSandusky,itwasthoughtprudenttodividethem。Jim,withhisoldmother,wasforwardedseparately;andanightortwoafter,GeorgeandEliza,withtheirchild,weredrivenprivatelyintoSandusky,andlodgedbeneathahospitalroof,preparatorytotakingtheirlastpassageonthelake。
Theirnightwasnowfarspent,andthemorningstaroflibertyrosefairbeforethem!—electricword!Whatisit?Isthereanythingmoreinitthananame—arhetoricalflourish?Why,menandwomenofAmerica,doesyourheart’sbloodthrillatthatword,forwhichyourfathersbled,andyourbravermotherswerewillingthattheirnoblestandbestshoulddie?
Isthereanythinginitgloriousanddearforanation,thatisnotalsogloriousanddearforaman?Whatisfreedomtoanation,butfreedomtotheindividualsinit?Whatisfreedomtothatyoungman,whositsthere,withhisarmsfoldedoverhisbroadchest,thetintofAfricanbloodinhischeek,itsdarkfiresinhiseyes,—whatisfreedomtoGeorgeHarris?Toyourfathers,freedomwastherightofanationtobeanation。Tohim,itistherightofamantobeaman,andnotabrute;therighttocallthewifeofhisbosomiswife,andtoprotectherfromlawlessviolence;therighttoprotectandeducatehischild;therighttohaveahomeofhisown,areligionofhisown,acharacterofhisown,unsubjecttothewillofanother。AllthesethoughtswererollingandseethinginGeorge’sbreast,ashewaspensivelyleaninghisheadonhishand,watchinghiswife,asshewasadaptingtoherslenderandprettyformthearticlesofman’sattire,inwhichitwasdeemedsafestsheshouldmakeherescape。
“Nowforit,”saidshe,asshestoodbeforetheglass,andshookdownhersilkyabundanceofblackcurlyhair。“Isay,George,it’salmostapity,isn’tit,”shesaid,assheheldupsomeofit,playfully,—“pityit’sallgottocomeoff?”
Georgesmiledsadly,andmadenoanswer。
Elizaturnedtotheglass,andthescissorsglitteredasonelonglockafteranotherwasdetachedfromherhead。
“There,now,that’lldo,”shesaid,takingupahair-brush;“nowforafewfancytouches。”
“There,an’tIaprettyyoungfellow?”shesaid,turningaroundtoherhusband,laughingandblushingatthesametime。
“Youalwayswillbepretty,dowhatyouwill,”saidGeorge。
“Whatdoesmakeyousosober?”saidEliza,kneelingononeknee,andlayingherhandonhis。“Weareonlywithintwenty-fourhoursofCanada,theysay。Onlyadayandanightonthelake,andthen—oh,then!—”
“O,Eliza!”saidGeorge,drawinghertowardshim;“thatisit!Nowmyfateisallnarrowingdowntoapoint。Tocomesonear,tobealmostinsight,andthenloseall。Ishouldneverliveunderit,Eliza。”
“Don’tfear,”saidhiswife,hopefully。“ThegoodLordwouldnothavebroughtussofar,ifhedidn’tmeantocarryusthrough。Iseemtofeelhimwithus,George。”
“Youareablessedwoman,Eliza!”saidGeorge,claspingherwithaconvulsivegrasp。“But,—oh,tellme!canthisgreatmercybeforus?Willtheseyearsandyearsofmiserycometoanend?—shallwebefree?
“Iamsureofit,George,”saidEliza,lookingupward,whiletearsofhopeandenthusiasmshoneonherlong,darklashes。“Ifeelitinme,thatGodisgoingtobringusoutofbondage,thisveryday。”
“Iwillbelieveyou,Eliza,”saidGeorge,risingsuddenlyup,“Iwillbelieve,—comelet’sbeoff。Well,indeed,”saidhe,holdingheroffatarm’slength,andlookingadmiringlyather,“youareaprettylittlefellow。Thatcropoflittle,shortcurls,isquitebecoming。Putonyourcap。So—alittletooneside。Ineversawyoulookquitesopretty。But,it’salmosttimeforthecarriage;—IwonderifMrs。SmythhasgotHarryrigged?”
Thedooropened,andarespectable,middle-agedwomanentered,leadinglittleHarry,dressedingirl’sclothes。
“Whataprettygirlhemakes,”saidEliza,turninghimround。“WecallhimHarriet,yousee;—don’tthenamecomenicely?”
Thechildstoodgravelyregardinghismotherinhernewandstrangeattire,observingaprofoundsilence,andoccasionallydrawingdeepsighs,andpeepingatherfromunderhisdarkcurls。
“DoesHarryknowmamma?”saidEliza,stretchingherhandstowardhim。
Thechildclungshylytothewoman。
“ComeEliza,whydoyoutrytocoaxhim,whenyouknowthathehasgottobekeptawayfromyou?”
“Iknowit’sfoolish,”saidEliza;“yet,Ican’tbeartohavehimturnawayfromme。Butcome,—where’smycloak?Here,—howisitmenputoncloaks,George?”
“Youmustwearitso,”saidherhusband,throwingitoverhisshoulders。
“So,then,”saidEliza,imitatingthemotion,—“andImuststamp,andtakelongsteps,andtrytolooksaucy。”
“Don’texertyourself,”saidGeorge。“Thereis,nowandthen,amodestyoungman;andIthinkitwouldbeeasierforyoutoactthatcharacter。”
“Andthesegloves!mercyuponus!”saidEliza;“why,myhandsarelostinthem。”
“Iadviseyoutokeepthemonprettystrictly,”saidGeorge。“Yourslenderpawmightbringusallout。Now,Mrs。Smyth,youaretogounderourcharge,andbeouraunty,—youmind。”
“I’veheard,”saidMrs。Smyth,“thattherehavebeenmendown,warningallthepacketcaptainsagainstamanandwoman,withalittleboy。”
“Theyhave!”saidGeorge。“Well,ifweseeanysuchpeople,wecantellthem。”
Ahacknowdrovetothedoor,andthefriendlyfamilywhohadreceivedthefugitivescrowdedaroundthemwithfarewellgreetings。
ThedisguisesthepartyhadassumedwereinaccordancewiththehintsofTomLoker。Mrs。Smyth,arespectablewomanfromthesettlementinCanada,whithertheywerefleeing,beingfortunatelyaboutcrossingthelaketoreturnthither,hadconsentedtoappearastheauntoflittleHarry;and,inordertoattachhimtoher,hehadbeenallowedtoremain,thetwolastdays,underhersolecharge;andanextraamountofpetting,jointedtoanindefiniteamountofseed-cakesandcandy,hadcementedaverycloseattachmentonthepartoftheyounggentleman。
Thehackdrovetothewharf。Thetwoyoungmen,astheyappeared,walkeduptheplankintotheboat,ElizagallantlygivingherarmtoMrs。Smyth,andGeorgeattendingtotheirbaggage。
Georgewasstandingatthecaptain’soffice,settlingforhisparty,whenheoverheardtwomentalkingbyhisside。
“I’vewatchedeveryonethatcameonboard,”saidone,“andIknowthey’renotonthisboat。”
Thevoicewasthatoftheclerkoftheboat。ThespeakerwhomheaddressedwasoursometimefriendMarks,who,withthatvaluableperservancewhichcharacterizedhim,hadcomeontoSandusky,seekingwhomhemightdevour。
“Youwouldscarcelyknowthewomanfromawhiteone,”saidMarks。“Themanisaverylightmulatto;hehasabrandinoneofhishands。”
ThehandwithwhichGeorgewastakingtheticketsandchangetrembledalittle;butheturnedcoollyaround,fixedanunconcernedglanceonthefaceofthespeaker,andwalkedleisurelytowardanotherpartoftheboat,whereElizastoodwaitingforhim。
Mrs。Smyth,withlittleHarry,soughttheseclusionoftheladies’cabin,wherethedarkbeautyofthesupposedlittlegirldrewmanyflatteringcommentsfromthepassengers。
Georgehadthesatisfaction,asthebellrangoutitsfarewellpeal,toseeMarkswalkdowntheplanktotheshore;anddrewalongsighofrelief,whentheboathadputareturnlessdistancebetweenthem。
Itwasasuperbday。ThebluewavesofLakeEriedanced,ripplingandsparkling,inthesun-light。Afreshbreezeblewfromtheshore,andthelordlyboatploughedherwayrightgallantlyonward。
O,whatanuntoldworldthereisinonehumanheart!Whothought,asGeorgewalkedcalmlyupanddownthedeckofthesteamer,withhisshycompanionathisside,ofallthatwasburninginhisbosom?Themightygoodthatseemedapproachingseemedtoogood,toofair,eventobeareality;andhefeltajealousdread,everymomentoftheday,thatsomethingwouldrisetosnatchitfromhim。
Buttheboatswepton。Hoursfleeted,and,atlast,clearandfullrosetheblessedEnglishshores;shorescharmedbyamightyspell,—withonetouchtodissolveeveryincantationofslavery,nomatterinwhatlanguagepronounced,orbywhatnationalpowerconfirmed。
Georgeandhiswifestoodarminarm,astheboatnearedthesmalltownofAmherstberg,inCanada。Hisbreathgrewthickandshort;amistgatheredbeforehiseyes;hesilentlypressedthelittlehandthatlaytremblingonhisarm。Thebellrang;theboatstopped。Scarcelyseeingwhathedid,helookedouthisbaggage,andgatheredhislittleparty。Thelittlecompanywerelandedontheshore。Theystoodstilltilltheboathadcleared;andthen,withtearsandembracings,thehusbandandwife,withtheirwonderingchildintheirarms,kneltdownandlifteduptheirheartstoGod!
“’Twassomethingliketheburstfromdeathtolife;
Fromthegrave’scerementstotherobesofheaven;
Fromsin’sdominion,andfrompassion’sstrife,
Tothepurefreedomofasoulforgiven;
Whereallthebondsofdeathandhellareriven,
Andmortalputsonimmortality,
WhenMercy’shandhathturnedthegoldenkey,
AndMercy’svoicehathsaid,Rejoice,thysoulisfree。”
Thelittlepartyweresoonguided,byMrs。Smyth,tothehospitableabodeofagoodmissionary,whomChristiancharityhasplacedhereasashepherdtotheoutcastandwandering,whoareconstantlyfindinganasylumonthisshore。
Whocanspeaktheblessednessofthatfirstdayoffreedom?Isnotthesenseoflibertyahigherandafineronethananyofthefive?Tomove,speakandbreathe,—gooutandcomeinunwatched,andfreefromdanger!Whocanspeaktheblessingsofthatrestwhichcomesdownonthefreeman’spillow,underlawswhichinsuretohimtherightsthatGodhasgiventoman?Howfairandprecioustothatmotherwasthatsleepingchild’sface,endearedbythememoryofathousanddangers!Howimpossiblewasittosleep,intheexuberantposessionofsuchblessedness!Andyet,thesetwohadnotoneacreofground,—notaroofthattheycouldcalltheirown,—theyhadspenttheirall,tothelastdollar。Theyhadnothingmorethanthebirdsoftheair,ortheflowersofthefield,—yettheycouldnotsleepforjoy。“O,yewhotakefreedomfromman,withwhatwordsshallyeanswerittoGod?”
1JohnPhilpotCurran(1750-1817),IrishoratorandjudgewhoworkedforCatholicemancipation。