第17章 

类别:其他 作者:George Eliot字数:29370更新时间:18/12/21 16:31:11
AttheHallFarmTHEfirstautumnalafternoonsunshineof1801——morethaneighteenmonthsafterthatpartingofAdamandArthurintheHermitage——wasontheyardattheHallFarm;andthebull-dogwasinoneofhismostexcitedmoments,foritwasthathourofthedaywhenthecowswerebeingdrivenintotheyardfortheirafternoonmilking。 Nowonderthepatientbeastsranconfusedlyintothewrongplaces,forthealarmingdinofthebull-dogwasmingledwithmoredistantsoundswhichthetimidfemininecreatures,withpardonablesuperstition,imaginedalsotohavesomerelationtotheirownmovements——withthetremendouscrackofthewaggoner’swhip,theroarofhisvoice,andtheboomingthunderofthewaggon,asitlefttherick-yardemptyofitsgoldenload。 ThemilkingofthecowswasasightMrs。Poyserloved,andatthishouronmilddaysshewasusuallystandingatthehousedoor,withherknittinginherhands,inquietcontemplation,onlyheightenedtoakeenerinterestwhentheviciousyellowcow,whohadoncekickedoverapailfulofpreciousmilk,wasabouttoundergothepreventivepunishmentofhavingherhinder-legsstrapped。 To-day,however,Mrs。Poysergavebutadividedattentiontothearrivalofthecows,forshewasineagerdiscussionwithDinah,whowasstitchingMr。Poyser’sshirt-collars,andhadbornepatientlytohaveherthreadbrokenthreetimesbyTottypullingatherarmwithasuddeninsistencethatsheshouldlookat\"Baby,\"thatis,atalargewoodendollwithnolegsandalongskirt,whosebaldheadTotty,seatedinhersmallchairatDinah’sside,wascaressingandpressingtoherfatcheekwithmuchfervour。Tottyislargerbymorethantwoyears’growththanwhenyoufirstsawher,andshehasonablackfrockunderherpinafore。Mrs。Poysertoohasonablackgown,whichseemstoheightenthefamilylikenessbetweenherandDinah。Inotherrespectsthereislittleoutwardchangenowdiscernibleinouroldfriends,orinthepleasanthouse-place,brightwithpolishedoakandpewter。 \"Ineversawtheliketoyou,Dinah,\"Mrs。Poyserwassaying,\"whenyou’veoncetookanythingintoyourhead:there’snomoremovingyouthantherootedtree。Youmaysaywhatyoulike,butI don’tbelievethat’sreligion;forwhat’stheSermonontheMountabout,asyou’resofondo’readingtotheboys,butdoingwhatotherfolks’udhaveyoudo?Butifitwasanythingunreasonabletheywantedyoutodo,liketakingyourcloakoffandgivingitto’em,orletting’emslapyoui’theface,Idaresayyou’dbereadyenough。It’sonlywhenone’udhaveyoudowhat’splaincommonsenseandgoodforyourself,asyou’reobstinateth’otherway。\" \"Nay,dearAunt,\"saidDinah,smilingslightlyasshewentonwithherwork,\"I’msureyourwish’udbeareasonformetodoanythingthatIdidn’tfeelitwaswrongtodo。\" \"Wrong!Youdrivemepastbearing。Whatistherewrong,Ishouldliketoknow,i’stayingalongwi’yourownfriends,asareth’ happierforhavingyouwith’eman’arewillingtoprovideforyou,evenifyourworkdidn’tmorenorpay’emforthebito’ sparrow’svictualy’eatandthebito’ragyouputon?An’whoisit,Ishouldliketoknow,asyou’reboundt’helpandcomforti’theworldmorenoryourownfleshandblood——an’meth’onlyauntyou’vegotabove-ground,an’ambroughttothebrinko’thegravewellyeverywinterascomes,an’there’sthechildassitsbesideyou’ullbreakherlittleheartwhenyougo,an’thegrandfathernotbeendeadatwelvemonth,an’youruncle’ullmissyousoasneverwas——a-lightinghispipean’waitingonhim,an’ nowIcantrustyouwi’thebutter,an’havehadallthetroubleo’teachingyou,andthere’sallthesewingtobedone,an’Imusthaveastrangegellouto’Treddles’ontodoit——an’allbecauseyoumustgobacktothatbareheapo’stonesastheverycrowsflyoveran’won’tstopat。\" \"DearAuntRachel,\"saidDinah,lookingupinMrs。Poyser’sface,\"it’syourkindnessmakesyousayI’musefultoyou。Youdon’treallywantmenow,forNancyandMollyarecleverattheirwork,andyou’reingoodhealthnow,bytheblessingofGod,andmyuncleisofacheerfulcountenanceagain,andyouhaveneighboursandfriendsnotafew——someofthemcometositwithmyunclealmostdaily。Indeed,youwillnotmissme;andatSnowfieldtherearebrethrenandsistersingreatneed,whohavenoneofthosecomfortsyouhavearoundyou。IfeelthatIamcalledbacktothoseamongstwhommylotwasfirstcast。IfeeldrawnagaintowardsthehillswhereIusedtobeblessedincarryingthewordoflifetothesinfulanddesolate。\" \"Youfeel!Yes,\"saidMrs。Poyser,returningfromaparentheticglanceatthecows,\"that’sallaysthereasonI’mtositdownwi’,whenyou’veamindtodoanythingcontrairy。Whatdoyouwanttobepreachingformorethanyou’repreachingnow?Don’tyougooff,theLordknowswhere,everySundaya-preachingandpraying? An’haven’tyougotMethodistsenowatTreddles’ontogoandlookat,ifchurch-folks’sfacesaretoohandsometopleaseyou?An’ isn’ttherethemi’thisparishasyou’vegotunderhand,andthey’relikeenoughtomakefriendswi’OldHarryagainassoonasyourback’sturned?There’sthatBessyCranage——she’llbeflauntingi’newfinerythreeweeksafteryou’regone,I’llbebound。She’llnomoregooninhernewwayswithoutyouthanadog’ullstandonitshind-legswhenthere’snobodylooking。ButIsupposeitdoesnamattersomuchaboutfolks’ssoulsi’thiscountry,elseyou’dbeforstayingwithyourownaunt,forshe’snonesogoodbutwhatyoumighthelphertobebetter。\" TherewasacertainsomethinginMrs。Poyser’svoicejustthen,whichshedidnotwishtobenoticed,sosheturnedroundhastilytolookattheclock,andsaid:\"Seethere!It’stea-time;an’ifMartin’si’therick-yard,he’lllikeacup。Here,Totty,mychicken,letmotherputyourbonneton,andthenyougooutintotherick-yardandseeifFather’sthere,andtellhimhemustn’tgoawayagainwithoutcomingt’haveacupo’tea;andtellyourbrotherstocomeintoo。\" Tottytrottedoffinherflappingbonnet,whileMrs。Poysersetoutthebrightoaktableandreacheddownthetea-cups。 \"Youtalko’themgellsNancyandMollybeingcleveri’theirwork,\"shebeganagain;\"it’sfinetalking。They’reallthesame,cleverorstupid——onecan’ttrust’emouto’one’ssightaminute。 Theywantsomebody’seyeon’emconstantifthey’retobekepttotheirwork。An’supposeI’millagainthiswinter,asIwasthewinterbeforelast?Who’stolookafter’emthen,ifyou’regone? An’there’sthatblessedchild——something’ssuret’happentoher—— they’lllethertumbleintothefire,orgetatthekettlewi’ theboilinglardin’t,orsomemischiefas’ulllameherforlife; an’it’llbeallyourfault,Dinah。\" \"Aunt,\"saidDinah,\"Ipromisetocomebacktoyouinthewinterifyou’reill。Don’tthinkIwilleverstayawayfromyouifyou’reinrealwantofme。But,indeed,itisneedfulformyownsoulthatIshouldgoawayfromthislifeofeaseandluxuryinwhichIhaveallthingstoorichlytoenjoy——atleastthatI shouldgoawayforashortspace。Noonecanknowbutmyselfwhataremyinwardneeds,andthebesetmentsIammostindangerfrom。 YourwishformetostayisnotacallofdutywhichIrefusetohearkentobecauseitisagainstmyowndesires;itisatemptationthatImustresist,lesttheloveofthecreatureshouldbecomelikeamistinmysoulshuttingouttheheavenlylight。\" \"Itpassesmycunningtoknowwhatyoumeanbyeaseandluxury,\" saidMrs。Poyser,asshecutthebreadandbutter。\"It’struethere’sgoodvictualenoughaboutyou,asnobodyshalleversayI don’tprovideenoughandtospare,butifthere’severabito’ oddsan’endsasnobodyelse’udeat,you’resuretopickitout……butlookthere!There’sAdamBedea-carryingthelittleunin。Iwonderhowitishe’scomesoearly。\" Mrs。Poyserhastenedtothedoorforthepleasureoflookingatherdarlinginanewposition,withloveinhereyesbutreproofonhertongue。 \"Ohforshame,Totty!Littlegellso’fiveyearoldshouldbeashamedtobecarried。Why,Adam,she’llbreakyourarm,suchabiggellasthat;setherdown——forshame!\" \"Nay,nay,\"saidAdam,\"Icanliftherwithmyhand——I’venoneedtotakemyarmtoit。\" Totty,lookingasserenelyunconsciousofremarkasafatwhitepuppy,wassetdownatthedoor-place,andthemotherenforcedherreproofwithashowerofkisses。 \"You’resurprisedtoseemeatthishouro’theday,\"saidAdam。 \"Yes,butcomein,\"saidMrs。Poyser,makingwayforhim;\"there’snobadnews,Ihope?\" \"No,nothingbad,\"Adamanswered,ashewentuptoDinahandputouthishandtoher。Shehadlaiddownherworkandstoodup,instinctively,asheapproachedher。Afaintblushdiedawayfromherpalecheekassheputherhandinhisandlookedupathimtimidly。 \"It’sanerrandtoyoubroughtme,Dinah,\"saidAdam,apparentlyunconsciousthathewasholdingherhandallthewhile;\"mother’sabitailing,andshe’ssetherheartonyourcomingtostaythenightwithher,ifyou’llbesokind。ItoldherI’dcallandaskyouasIcamefromthevillage。Sheoverworksherself,andI can’tpersuadehertohavealittlegirlt’helpher。Idon’tknowwhat’stobedone。\" AdamreleasedDinah’shandasheceasedspeaking,andwasexpectingananswer,butbeforeshehadopenedherlipsMrs。 Poysersaid,\"Looktherenow!Itoldyoutherewasfolksenowt’ helpi’thisparish,wi’outgoingfurtheroff。There’sMrs。Bedegettingasoldandcas’altyascanbe,andshewon’tletanybodybutyougoa-nighherhardly。ThefolksatSnowfieldhavelearntbythistimetodobetterwi’outyounorshecan。\" \"I’llputmybonnetonandsetoffdirectly,ifyoudon’twantanythingdonefirst,Aunt,\"saidDinah,foldingupherwork。 \"Yes,Idowantsomethingdone。Iwantyout’haveyourtea,child;it’sallready——andyou’llhaveacup,Adam,ify’arenaintoobigahurry。\" \"Yes,I’llhaveacup,please;andthenI’llwalkwithDinah。I’mgoingstraighthome,forI’vegotaloto’timbervaluationstowriteout。\" \"Why,Adam,lad,areyouhere?\"saidMr。Poyser,enteringwarmandcoatless,withthetwoblack-eyedboysbehindhim,stilllookingasmuchlikehimastwosmallelephantsarelikealargeone。 \"Howisitwe’vegotsighto’yousolongbeforefoddering-time?\" \"IcameonanerrandforMother,\"saidAdam。\"She’sgotatouchofheroldcomplaint,andshewantsDinahtogoandstaywithherabit。\" \"Well,we’llspareherforyourmotheralittlewhile,\"saidMr。 Poyser。\"Butwewonnaspareherforanybodyelse,on’yherhusband。\" \"Husband!\"saidMarty,whowasatthemostprosaicandliteralperiodoftheboyishmind。\"Why,Dinahhasn’tgotahusband。\" \"Spareher?\"saidMrs。Poyser,placingaseed-cakeonthetableandthenseatingherselftopouroutthetea。\"Butwemustspareher,itseems,andnotforahusbandneither,butforherownmegrims。Tommy,whatareyoudoingtoyourlittlesister’sdoll? Makingthechildnaughty,whenshe’dbegoodifyou’dlether。 Youshannahaveamorselo’cakeifyoubehaveso。\" Tommy,withtruebrotherlysympathy,wasamusinghimselfbyturningDolly’sskirtoverherbaldheadandexhibitinghertruncatedbodytothegeneralscorn——anindignitywhichcutTottytotheheart。 \"WhatdoyouthinkDinah’sbeena-tellingmesincedinner-time?\" Mrs。Poysercontinued,lookingatherhusband。 \"Eh!I’mapoorunatguessing,\"saidMr。Poyser。 \"Why,shemeanstogobacktoSnowfieldagain,andworki’themill,andstarveherself,assheusedtodo,likeacreaturashasgotnofriends。\" Mr。Poyserdidnotreadilyfindwordstoexpresshisunpleasantastonishment;heonlylookedfromhiswifetoDinah,whohadnowseatedherselfbesideTotty,asabulwarkagainstbrotherlyplayfulness,andwasbusyingherselfwiththechildren’stea。Ifhehadbeengiventomakinggeneralreflections,itwouldhaveoccurredtohimthattherewascertainlyachangecomeoverDinah,forsheneverusedtochangecolour;but,asitwas,hemerelyobservedthatherfacewasflushedatthatmoment。Mr。Poyserthoughtshelookedtheprettierforit:itwasaflushnodeeperthanthepetalofamonthlyrose。Perhapsitcamebecauseherunclewaslookingathersofixedly;butthereisnoknowing,forjustthenAdamwassaying,withquietsurprise,\"Why,IhopedDinahwassettledamongusforlife。Ithoughtshe’dgivenupthenotiono’goingbacktoheroldcountry。\" \"Thought!Yes,\"saidMrs。Poyser,\"andsowouldanybodyelseha’ thought,ashadgottheirrightendup’ards。ButIsupposeyoumustbeaMethodisttoknowwhataMethodist’ulldo。It’sillguessingwhatthebatsareflyingafter。\" \"Why,whathavewedonetoyou。Dinah,asyoumustgoawayfromus?\"saidMr。Poyser,stillpausingoverhistea-cup。\"It’slikebreakingyourword,welly,foryourauntneverhadnothoughtbutyou’dmakethisyourhome。\" \"Nay,Uncle,\"saidDinah,tryingtobequitecalm。\"WhenIfirstcame,Isaiditwasonlyforatime,aslongasIcouldbeofanycomforttomyaunt。\" \"Well,an’whosaidyou’deverleftoffbeingacomforttome?\" saidMrs。Poyser。\"Ifyoudidnameantostaywi’me,you’dbetterneverha’come。Themasha’neverhadacushiondon’tmissit。\" \"Nay,nay,\"saidMr。Poyser,whoobjectedtoexaggeratedviews。 \"Theemustnasayso;weshouldha’beenilloffwi’outher,Ladydaywasatwelvemont’。Wemunbethankfulforthat,whethershestaysorno。ButIcannathinkwhatshemunleaveagoodhomefor,togobackint’acountrywheretheland,moston’t,isnaworthtenshillingsanacre,rentandprofits。\" \"Why,that’sjustthereasonshewantstogo,asfurasshecangiveareason,\"saidMrs。Poyser。\"Shesaysthiscountry’stoocomfortable,an’there’stoomucht’eat,an’folksarenamiserableenough。Andshe’sgoingnextweek。Icannaturnher,saywhatIwill。It’sallaysthewaywi’themmeek-facedpeople; youmay’swellpeltabago’feathersastalkto’em。ButIsayitisnareligion,tobesoobstinate——isitnow,Adam?\" AdamsawthatDinahwasmoredisturbedthanhehadeverseenherbyanymatterrelatingtoherself,and,anxioustorelieveher,ifpossible,hesaid,lookingatheraffectionately,\"Nay,Ican’tfindfaultwithanythingDinahdoes。Ibelieveherthoughtsarebetterthanourguesses,let’embewhattheymay。Ishouldha’ beenthankfulforhertostayamongus,butifshethinkswelltogo,Iwouldn’tcrossher,ormakeithardtoherbyobjecting。Weowehersomethingdifferenttothat。\" Asitoftenhappens,thewordsintendedtorelieveherwerejusttoomuchforDinah’ssusceptiblefeelingsatthismoment。Thetearscameintothegreyeyestoofasttobehiddenandshegotuphurriedly,meaningittobeunderstoodthatshewasgoingtoputonherbonnet。 \"Mother,what’sDinahcryingfor?\"saidTotty。\"Sheisn’tanaughtydell。\" \"Thee’stgoneabittoofur,\"saidMr。Poyser。\"We’venorightt’ interferewithherdoingasshelikes。An’thee’dstbeasangryascouldbewi’me,ifIsaidawordagainstanythingshedid。\" \"Becauseyou’dverylikebefindingfaultwi’outreason,\"saidMrs。Poyser。\"Butthere’sreasoni’whatIsay,elseIshouldnasayit。It’seasytalkingforthemascan’tlovehersowellasherownauntdoes。An’megotsousedtoher!Ishallfeelasuneasyasanewshearedsheepwhenshe’sgonefromme。An’tothinkofherleavingaparishwhereshe’ssolookedon。There’sMr。Irwinemakesasmuchofherasifshewasalady,forallherbeingaMethodist,an’wi’thatmaggoto’preachinginherhead—— Godforgi’emeifI’mi’thewrongtocallitso。\" \"Aye,\"saidMr。Poyser,lookingjocose;\"buttheedostnatellAdamwhathesaidtotheeaboutitoneday。Themissiswassaying,Adam,asthepreachingwastheonlyfaulttobefoundwi’Dinah,andMr。Irwinesays,’Butyoumustn’tfindfaultwithherforthat,Mrs。Poyser;youforgetshe’sgotnohusbandtopreachto。 I’llanswerforit,yougivePoysermanyagoodsermon。’Theparsonhadtheethere,\"Mr。Poyseradded,laughingunctuously。\"I toldBartleMasseyonit,an’helaughedtoo。\" \"Yes,it’sasmalljokesetsmenlaughingwhentheysita-staringatoneanotherwithapipei’theirmouths,\"saidMrs。Poyser。 \"GiveBartleMasseyhiswayandhe’dhaveallthesharpnesstohimself。Ifthechaff-cutterhadthemakingofus,weshouldallbestraw,Ireckon。Totty,mychicken,goupstairstocousinDinah,andseewhatshe’sdoing,andgiveheraprettykiss。\" ThiserrandwasdevisedforTottyasameansofcheckingcertainthreateningsymptomsaboutthecornersofthemouth;forTommy,nolongerexpectantofcake,wasliftinguphiseyelidswithhisforefingersandturninghiseyeballstowardsTottyinawaythatshefelttobedisagreeablypersonal。 \"You’rerareandbusynow——eh,Adam?\"saidMr。Poyser。\"Burge’sgettingsobadwi’hisasthmy,it’swellifhe’lleverdomuchridingaboutagain。\" \"Yes,we’vegotaprettybito’buildingonhandnow,\"saidAdam,\"whatwiththerepairsonth’estate,andthenewhousesatTreddles’on。\" \"I’llbetapennythatnewhouseBurgeisbuildingonhisownbito’landisforhimandMarytogoto,\"saidMr。Poyser。\"He’llbeforlayingbybusinesssoon,I’llwarrant,andbewantingyoutotaketoitallandpayhimsomuchbyth’’ear。Weshallseeyoulivingonth’hillbeforeanothertwelvemont’sover。\" \"Well,\"saidAdam,\"Ishouldliket’havethebusinessinmyownhands。Itisn’tasImindmuchaboutgettinganymoremoney。 We’veenoughandtosparenow,withonlyourtwoselvesandmother;butIshouldliket’havemyownwayaboutthings——Icouldtryplansthen,asIcan’tdonow。\" \"Yougetonprettywellwi’thenewsteward,Ireckon?\"saidMr。 Poyser。 \"Yes,yes;he’sasensiblemanenough;understandsfarming——he’scarryingonthedraining,andallthat,capital。YoumustgosomedaytowardstheStonyshiresideandseewhatalterationsthey’remaking。Buthe’sgotnonotionaboutbuildings。Youcansoseldomgetholdofamanascanturnhisbrainstomorenoronething;it’sjustasiftheyworeblinkersliketh’horsesandcouldseenothingo’onesideof’em。Now,there’sMr。Irwinehasgotnotionso’buildingmorenormostarchitects;forasforth’ architects,theysetuptobefinefellows,butthemostof’emdon’tknowwheretosetachimneysoasitshan’tbequarrellingwithadoor。Mynotionis,apracticalbuilderthat’sgotabito’tastemakesthebestarchitectforcommonthings;andI’vetentimesthepleasurei’seeingaftertheworkwhenI’vemadetheplanmyself。\" Mr。PoyserlistenedwithanadmiringinteresttoAdam’sdiscourseonbuilding,butperhapsitsuggestedtohimthatthebuildingofhiscorn-rickhadbeenproceedingalittletoolongwithoutthecontrolofthemaster’seye,forwhenAdamhaddonespeaking,hegotupandsaid,\"Well,lad,I’llbidyougood-byenow,forI’mofftotherick-yardagain。\" Adamrosetoo,forhesawDinahentering,withherbonnetonandalittlebasketinherhand,precededbyTotty。 \"You’reready,Isee,Dinah,\"Adamsaid;\"sowe’llsetoff,forthesoonerI’mathomethebetter。\" \"Mother,\"saidTotty,withhertreblepipe,\"Dinahwassayingherprayersandcryingeverso。\" \"Hush,hush,\"saidthemother,\"littlegellsmustn’tchatter。\" Whereuponthefather,shakingwithsilentlaughter,setTottyonthewhitedealtableanddesiredhertokisshim。Mr。andMrs。 Poyser,youperceive,hadnocorrectprinciplesofeducation。 \"Comebackto-morrowifMrs。Bededoesn’twantyou,Dinah,\"saidMrs。Poyser:\"butyoucanstay,youknow,ifshe’sill。\" So,whenthegood-byeshadbeensaid,DinahandAdamlefttheHallFarmtogether。 IntheCottageADAMdidnotaskDinahtotakehisarmwhentheygotoutintothelane。Hehadneveryetdoneso,oftenastheyhadwalkedtogether,forhehadobservedthatsheneverwalkedarm-in-armwithSeth,andhethought,perhaps,thatkindofsupportwasnotagreeabletoher。Sotheywalkedapart,thoughsidebyside,andtheclosepokeofherlittleblackbonnethidherfacefromhim。 \"Youcan’tbehappy,then,tomaketheHallFarmyourhome,Dinah?\"Adamsaid,withthequietinterestofabrother,whohasnoanxietyforhimselfinthematter。\"It’sapity,seeingthey’resofondofyou。\" \"Youknow,Adam,myheartisastheirheart,sofarasloveforthemandcarefortheirwelfaregoes,buttheyareinnopresentneed。Theirsorrowsarehealed,andIfeelthatIamcalledbacktomyoldwork,inwhichIfoundablessingthatIhavemissedoflateinthemidstoftooabundantworldlygood。IknowitisavainthoughttofleefromtheworkthatGodappointsus,forthesakeoffindingagreaterblessingtoourownsouls,asifwecouldchooseforourselveswhereweshallfindthefulnessoftheDivinePresence,insteadofseekingitwherealoneitistobefound,inlovingobedience。Butnow,Ibelieve,Ihaveaclearshowingthatmyworklieselsewhere——atleastforatime。Intheyearstocome,ifmyaunt’shealthshouldfail,orsheshouldotherwiseneedme,Ishallreturn。\" \"Youknowbest,Dinah,\"saidAdam。\"Idon’tbelieveyou’dgoagainstthewishesofthemthatloveyou,andareakintoyou,withoutagoodandsufficientreasoninyourownconscience。I’venorighttosayanythingaboutmybeingsorry:youknowwellenoughwhatcauseIhavetoputyouaboveeveryotherfriendI’vegot;andifithadbeenorderedsothatyoucouldha’beenmysister,andlivedwithusallourlives,Ishouldha’counteditthegreatestblessingascouldhappentousnow。ButSethtellsmethere’snohopeo’that:yourfeelingsaredifferent,andperhapsI’mtakingtoomuchuponmetospeakaboutit。\" Dinahmadenoanswer,andtheywalkedoninsilenceforsomeyards,tilltheycametothestonestile,where,asAdamhadpassedthroughfirstandturnedroundtogiveherhishandwhileshemountedtheunusuallyhighstep,shecouldnotpreventhimfromseeingherface。Itstruckhimwithsurprise,forthegreyeyes,usuallysomildandgrave,hadthebrightuneasyglancewhichaccompaniessuppressedagitation,andtheslightflushinhercheeks,withwhichshehadcomedownstairs,washeightenedtoadeeprose-colour。ShelookedasifshewereonlysistertoDinah。Adamwassilentwithsurpriseandconjectureforsomemoments,andthenhesaid,\"IhopeI’venothurtordispleasedyoubywhatI’vesaid,Dinah。PerhapsIwasmakingtoofree。I’venowishdifferentfromwhatyouseetobebest,andI’msatisfiedforyoutolivethirtymileoff,ifyouthinkitright。IshallthinkofyoujustasmuchasIdonow,foryou’reboundupwithwhatI cannomorehelprememberingthanIcanhelpmyheartbeating。\" PoorAdam!Thusdomenblunder。Dinahmadenoanswer,butshepresentlysaid,\"Haveyouheardanynewsfromthatpooryoungman,sincewelastspokeofhim?\" DinahalwayscalledArthurso;shehadneverlosttheimageofhimasshehadseenhimintheprison。 \"Yes,\"saidAdam。\"Mr。Irwinereadmepartofaletterfromhimyesterday。It’sprettycertain,theysay,thatthere’llbeapeacesoon,thoughnobodybelievesit’lllastlong;buthesayshedoesn’tmeantocomehome。He’snoheartforityet,andit’sbetterforothersthatheshouldkeepaway。Mr。Irwinethinkshe’sintherightnottocome。It’sasorrowfulletter。HeasksaboutyouandthePoysers,ashealwaysdoes。There’sonethinginthelettercutmeagooddeal:’Youcan’tthinkwhatanoldfellowIfeel,’hesays;’Imakenoschemesnow。I’mthebestwhenI’veagoodday’smarchorfightingbeforeme。’\" \"He’sofarash,warm-heartednature,likeEsau,forwhomIhavealwaysfeltgreatpity,\"saidDinah。\"Thatmeetingbetweenthebrothers,whereEsauissolovingandgenerous,andJacobsotimidanddistrustful,notwithstandinghissenseoftheDivinefavour,hasalwaystouchedmegreatly。Truly,IhavebeentemptedsometimestosaythatJacobwasofameanspirit。Butthatisourtrial:wemustlearntoseethegoodinthemidstofmuchthatisunlovely。\" \"Ah,\"saidAdam,\"IliketoreadaboutMosesbest,inth’OldTestament。Hecarriedahardbusinesswellthrough,anddiedwhenotherfolksweregoingtoreapthefruits。Amanmusthavecouragetolookathislifeso,andthinkwhat’llcomeofitafterhe’sdeadandgone。Agoodsolidbito’worklasts:ifit’sonlylayingafloordown,somebody’sthebetterforitbeingdonewell,besidesthemanasdoesit。\" Theywerebothgladtotalkofsubjectsthatwerenotpersonal,andinthiswaytheywentontilltheypassedthebridgeacrosstheWillowBrook,whenAdamturnedroundandsaid,\"Ah,here’sSeth。Ithoughthe’dbehomesoon。Doesheknowofyou’regoing,Dinah?\" \"Yes,ItoldhimlastSabbath。\" AdamrememberednowthatSethhadcomehomemuchdepressedonSundayevening,acircumstancewhichhadbeenveryunusualwithhimoflate,forthehappinesshehadinseeingDinaheveryweekseemedlongtohaveoutweighedthepainofknowingshewouldnevermarryhim。Thiseveninghehadhishabitualairofdreamybenignantcontentment,untilhecamequiteclosetoDinahandsawthetracesoftearsonherdelicateeyelidsandeyelashes。Hegaveonerapidglanceathisbrother,butAdamwasevidentlyquiteoutsidethecurrentofemotionthathadshakenDinah:heworehiseverydaylookofunexpectantcalm。SethtriednottoletDinahseethathehadnoticedherface,andonlysaid,\"I’mthankfulyou’recome,Dinah,forMother’sbeenhungeringafterthesightofyouallday。Shebegantotalkofyouthefirstthinginthemorning。\" Whentheyenteredthecottage,Lisbethwasseatedinherarm- chair,tootiredwithsettingouttheeveningmeal,ataskshealwaysperformedalongtimebeforehand,togoandmeetthematthedoorasusual,whensheheardtheapproachingfootsteps。 \"Coom,child,thee’tcoomatlast,\"shesaid,whenDinahwenttowardsher。\"Whatdostmanebylavin’meaweekan’ne’ercoomin’a-nighme?\" \"Dearfriend,\"saidDinah,takingherhand,\"you’renotwell。IfI’dknownitsooner,I’dhavecome。\" \"An’how’stheet’knowiftheedostnacoom?Th’ladson’yknowwhatItell’em。Aslongasyecanstirhandandfootthementhinkye’rehearty。ButI’mnonesobad,on’yabitofacoldsetsmeachin’。An’th’ladsteasemesot’ha’somebodywi’met’dothework——theymakemeacheworsewi’talkin’。Ifthee’dstcomeandstaywi’me,they’dletmealone。ThePoyserscannawanttheesobadasIdo。Buttakethybonnetoff,an’letmelookatthee。\" Dinahwasmovingaway,butLisbethheldherfast,whileshewastakingoffherbonnet,andlookedatherfaceasonelooksintoanewlygatheredsnowdrop,torenewtheoldimpressionsofpurityandgentleness。 \"What’sthematterwi’thee?\"saidLisbeth,inastonishment; \"thee’stbeena-cryin’。\" \"It’sonlyagriefthat’llpassaway,\"saidDinah,whodidnotwishjustnowtocallforthLisbeth’sremonstrancesbydisclosingherintentiontoleaveHayslope。\"Youshallknowaboutitshortly——we’lltalkofitto-night。Ishallstaywithyouto- night。\" Lisbethwaspacifiedbythisprospect。AndshehadthewholeeveningtotalkwithDinahalone;fortherewasanewroominthecottage,youremember,builtnearlytwoyearsago,intheexpectationofanewinmate;andhereAdamalwayssatwhenhehadwritingtodoorplanstomake。Sethsattheretoothisevening,forheknewhismotherwouldliketohaveDinahalltoherself。 Thereweretwoprettypicturesonthetwosidesofthewallinthecottage。Ononesidetherewasthebroad-shouldered,large- featured,hardyoldwoman,inherbluejacketandbuffkerchief,withherdim-eyedanxiouslooksturnedcontinuallyonthelilyfaceandtheslightformintheblackdressthatwereeithermovinglightlyaboutinhelpfulactivity,orseatedclosebytheoldwoman’sarm-chair,holdingherwitheredhand,witheyeslifteduptowardshertospeakalanguagewhichLisbethunderstoodfarbetterthantheBibleorthehymn-book。Shewouldscarcelylistentoreadingatallto-night。\"Nay,nay,shutthebook,\"shesaid。 \"Wemuntalk。Iwantt’knowwhattheewascryin’about。Hastgottroubleso’thyown,likeotherfolks?\" Ontheothersideofthewalltherewerethetwobrotherssolikeeachotherinthemidstoftheirunlikeness:Adamwithknitbrows,shaggyhair,anddarkvigorouscolour,absorbedinhis\"figuring\"; Seth,withlargeruggedfeatures,theclosecopyofhisbrother’s,butwiththin,wavy,brownhairandbluedreamyeyes,asoftenasnotlookingvaguelyoutofthewindowinsteadofathisbook,althoughitwasanewlyboughtbook——Wesley’sabridgmentofMadameGuyon’slife,whichwasfullofwonderandinterestforhim。SethhadsaidtoAdam,\"CanIhelptheewithanythinginhereto-night? Idon’twanttomakeanoiseintheshop。\" \"No,lad,\"Adamanswered,\"there’snothingbutwhatImustdomyself。Thee’stgotthynewbooktoread。\" Andoften,whenSethwasquiteunconscious,Adam,ashepausedafterdrawingalinewithhisruler,lookedathisbrotherwithakindsmiledawninginhiseyes。Heknew\"th’ladlikedtositfullo’thoughtshecouldgivenoaccountof;they’dnevercomet’ anything,buttheymadehimhappy,\"andinthelastyearorso,AdamhadbeengettingmoreandmoreindulgenttoSeth。Itwaspartofthatgrowingtendernesswhichcamefromthesorrowatworkwithinhim。 ForAdam,thoughyouseehimquitemasterofhimself,workinghardanddelightinginhisworkafterhisinborninalienablenature,hadnotoutlivedhissorrow——hadnotfeltitslipfromhimasatemporaryburden,andleavehimthesamemanagain。Doanyofus? Godforbid。Itwouldbeapoorresultofallouranguishandourwrestlingifwewonnothingbutouroldselvesattheendofit—— ifwecouldreturntothesameblindloves,thesameself- confidentblame,thesamelightthoughtsofhumansuffering,thesamefrivolousgossipoverblightedhumanlives,thesamefeeblesenseofthatUnknowntowardswhichwehavesentforthirrepressiblecriesinourloneliness。Letusratherbethankfulthatoursorrowlivesinusasanindestructibleforce,onlychangingitsform,asforcesdo,andpassingfrompainintosympathy——theonepoorwordwhichincludesallourbestinsightandourbestlove。NotthatthistransformationofpainintosympathyhadcompletelytakenplaceinAdamyet。Therewasstillagreatremnantofpain,andthishefeltwouldsubsistaslongasherpainwasnotamemory,butanexistingthing,whichhemustthinkofasrenewedwiththelightofeverynewmorning。Butwegetaccustomedtomentalaswellasbodilypain,without,forallthat,losingoursensibilitytoit。Itbecomesahabitofourlives,andweceasetoimagineaconditionofperfecteaseaspossibleforus。Desireischastenedintosubmission,andwearecontentedwithourdaywhenwehavebeenabletobearourgriefinsilenceandactasifwewerenotsuffering。Foritisatsuchperiodsthatthesenseofourliveshavingvisibleandinvisiblerelations,beyondanyofwhicheitherourpresentorprospectiveselfisthecentre,growslikeamusclethatweareobligedtoleanonandexert。 ThatwasAdam’sstateofmindinthissecondautumnofhissorrow。 Hiswork,asyouknow,hadalwaysbeenpartofhisreligion,andfromveryearlydayshesawclearlythatgoodcarpentrywasGod’swill——wasthatformofGod’swillthatmostimmediatelyconcernedhim。Butnowtherewasnomarginofdreamsforhimbeyondthisdaylightreality,noholiday-timeintheworking-dayworld,nomomentinthedistancewhendutywouldtakeoffherirongloveandbreast-plateandclasphimgentlyintorest。Heconceivednopictureofthefuturebutonemadeupofhard-workingdayssuchashelivedthrough,withgrowingcontentmentandintensityofinterest,everyfreshweek。Love,hethought,couldneverbeanythingtohimbutalivingmemory——alimbloppedoff,butnotgonefromconsciousness。Hedidnotknowthatthepoweroflovingwasallthewhilegainingnewforcewithinhim;thatthenewsensibilitiesboughtbyadeepexperienceweresomanynewfibresbywhichitwaspossible,nay,necessarytohim,thathisnatureshouldintertwinewithanother。Yethewasawarethatcommonaffectionandfriendshipweremoreprecioustohimthantheyusedtobe——thatheclungmoretohismotherandSeth,andhadanunspeakablesatisfactioninthesightorimaginationofanysmalladditiontotheirhappiness。ThePoysers,too——hardlythreeorfourdayspassedbuthefelttheneedofseeingthemandinterchangingwordsandlooksoffriendlinesswiththem。Hewouldhavefeltthis,probably,evenifDinahhadnotbeenwiththem,buthehadonlysaidthesimplesttruthintellingDinahthatheputheraboveallotherfriendsintheworld。Couldanythingbemorenatural?Forinthedarkestmomentsofmemorythethoughtofheralwayscameasthefirstrayofreturningcomfort。TheearlydaysofgloomattheHallFarmhadbeengraduallyturnedintosoftmoonlightbyherpresence;andinthecottage,too,forshehadcomeateverysparemomenttosootheandcheerpoorLisbeth,whohadbeenstrickenwithafearthatsubduedevenherquerulousnessatthesightofherdarlingAdam’sgrief-wornface。Hehadbecomeusedtowatchingherlightquietmovements,herprettylovingwaystothechildren,whenhewenttotheHallFarm;tolistenforhervoiceasforarecurrentmusic;tothinkeverythingshesaidanddidwasjustright,andcouldnothavebeenbetter。Inspiteofhiswisdom,hecouldnotfindfaultwithherforheroverindulgenceofthechildren,whohadmanagedtoconvertDinahthepreacher,beforewhomacircleofroughmenhadoftentrembledalittle,intoaconvenienthouseholdslave——thoughDinahherselfwasratherashamedofthisweakness,andhadsomeinwardconflictastoherdeparturefromthepreceptsofSolomon。Yes,therewasonethingthatmighthavebeenbetter;shemighthavelovedSethandconsentedtomarryhim。Hefeltalittlevexed,forhisbrother’ssake,andhecouldnothelpthinkingregretfullyhowDinah,asSeth’swife,wouldhavemadetheirhomeashappyasitcouldbeforthemall——howshewastheonebeingthatwouldhavesoothedtheirmother’slastdaysintopeacefulnessandrest。 \"It’swonderfulshedoesn’tloveth’lad,\"Adamhadsaidsometimestohimself,\"foranybody’udthinkhewasjustcutoutforher。 Butherheart’ssotakenupwithotherthings。She’soneo’thosewomenthatfeelnodrawingtowardshavingahusbandandchildreno’theirown。Shethinkssheshouldbefilledupwithherownlifethen,andshe’sbeenusedsotolivinginotherfolks’scares,shecan’tbearthethoughtofherheartbeingshutupfrom’em。Iseehowitis,wellenough。She’scutouto’differentstufffrommostwomen:Isawthatlongago。She’snevereasybutwhenshe’shelpingsomebody,andmarriage’udinterferewithherways——that’strue。I’venorighttobecontrivingandthinkingit’udbebetterifshe’dhaveSeth,asifIwaswiserthansheis—— orthanGodeither,forHemadeherwhatsheis,andthat’soneo’ thegreatestblessingsI’veeverhadfromHishands,andothersbesidesme。\" Thisself-reproofhadrecurredstronglytoAdam’smindwhenhegatheredfromDinah’sfacethathehadwoundedherbyreferringtohiswishthatshehadacceptedSeth,andsohehadendeavouredtoputintothestrongestwordshisconfidenceinherdecisionasright——hisresignationeventohergoingawayfromthemandceasingtomakepartoftheirlifeotherwisethanbylivingintheirthoughts,ifthatseparationwerechosenbyherself。Hefeltsuresheknewquitewellenoughhowmuchhecaredtoseehercontinually——totalktoherwiththesilentconsciousnessofamutualgreatremembrance。Itwasnotpossiblesheshouldhearanythingbutself-renouncingaffectionandrespectinhisassurancethathewascontentedforhertogoaway;andyetthereremainedanuneasyfeelinginhismindthathehadnotsaidquitetherightthing——that,somehow,Dinahhadnotunderstoodhim。 Dinahmusthaverisenalittlebeforethesunthenextmorning,forshewasdownstairsaboutfiveo’clock。SowasSeth,for,throughLisbeth’sobstinaterefusaltohaveanywoman-helperinthehouse,hehadlearnedtomakehimself,asAdamsaid,\"veryhandyinthehousework,\"thathemightsavehismotherfromtoogreatweariness;onwhichgroundIhopeyouwillnotthinkhimunmanly,anymorethanyoucanhavethoughtthegallantColonelBathunmanlywhenhemadethegruelforhisinvalidsister。Adam,whohadsatuplateathiswriting,wasstillasleep,andwasnotlikely,Sethsaid,tobedowntillbreakfast-time。OftenasDinahhadvisitedLisbethduringthelasteighteenmonths,shehadneversleptinthecottagesincethatnightafterThias’sdeath,when,youremember,Lisbethpraisedherdeftmovementsandevengaveamodifiedapprovaltoherporridge。ButinthatlongintervalDinahhadmadegreatadvancesinhouseholdcleverness,andthismorning,sinceSethwastheretohelp,shewasbentonbringingeverythingtoapitchofcleanlinessandorderthatwouldhavesatisfiedherAuntPoyser。Thecottagewasfarfromthatstandardatpresent,forLisbeth’srheumatismhadforcedhertogiveupheroldhabitsofdilettantescouringandpolishing。Whenthekitchenwastohermind,Dinahwentintothenewroom,whereAdamhadbeenwritingthenightbefore,toseewhatsweepinganddustingwereneededthere。Sheopenedthewindowandletinthefreshmorningair,andthesmellofthesweet-brier,andthebrightlow-slantingraysoftheearlysun,whichmadeagloryaboutherpalefaceandpaleauburnhairassheheldthelongbrush,andswept,singingtoherselfinaverylowtone——likeasweetsummermurmurthatyouhavetolistenforveryclosely——oneofCharlesWesley’shymns: EternalBeamofLightDivine,Fountainofunexhaustedlove,InwhomtheFather’sgloriesshine,Throughearthbeneathandheavenabove; Jesus!thewearywanderer’srest,Givemethyeasyyoketobear; Withsteadfastpatiencearmmybreast,Withspotlessloveandholyfear。 Speaktomywarringpassions,\"Peace!\" Saytomytremblingheart,\"Bestill!\" Thypowermystrengthandfortressis,Forallthingsservethysovereignwill。 Shelaidbythebrushandtookuptheduster;andifyouhadeverlivedinMrs。Poyser’shousehold,youwouldknowhowthedusterbehavedinDinah’shand——howitwentintoeverysmallcorner,andoneveryledgeinandoutofsight——howitwentagainandagainroundeverybarofthechairs,andeveryleg,andunderandovereverythingthatlayonthetable,tillitcametoAdam’spapersandrulersandtheopendesknearthem。Dinahdusteduptotheveryedgeoftheseandthenhesitated,lookingatthemwithalongingbuttimideye。Itwaspainfultoseehowmuchdusttherewasamongthem。Asshewaslookinginthisway,sheheardSeth’sstepjustoutsidetheopendoor,towardswhichherbackwasturned,andsaid,raisinghercleartreble,\"Seth,isyourbrotherwrathfulwhenhispapersarestirred?\" \"Yes,very,whentheyarenotputbackintherightplaces,\"saidadeepstrongvoice,notSeth’s。 ItwasasifDinahhadputherhandsunawaresonavibratingchord。Shewasshakenwithanintensethrill,andfortheinstantfeltnothingelse;thensheknewhercheekswereglowing,anddarednotlookround,butstoodstill,distressedbecauseshecouldnotsaygood-morninginafriendlyway。Adam,findingthatshedidnotlookroundsoastoseethesmileonhisface,wasafraidshehadthoughthimseriousabouthiswrathfulness,andwentuptoher,sothatshewasobligedtolookathim。 \"What!YouthinkI’macrossfellowathome,Dinah?\"hesaid,smilingly。 \"Nay,\"saidDinah,lookingupwithtimideyes,\"notso。Butyoumightbeputaboutbyfindingthingsmeddledwith;andeventhemanMoses,themeekestofmen,waswrathfulsometimes。\" \"Come,then,\"saidAdam,lookingatheraffectionately,\"I’llhelpyoumovethethings,andput’embackagain,andthentheycan’tgetwrong。You’regettingtobeyouraunt’sownniece,Isee,forparticularness。\" Theybegantheirlittletasktogether,butDinahhadnotrecoveredherselfsufficientlytothinkofanyremark,andAdamlookedatheruneasily。Dinah,hethought,hadseemedtodisapprovehimsomehowlately;shehadnotbeensokindandopentohimassheusedtobe。Hewantedhertolookathim,andbeaspleasedashewashimselfwithdoingthisbitofplayfulwork。ButDinahdidnotlookathim——itwaseasyforhertoavoidlookingatthetallman——andwhenatlasttherewasnomoredustingtobedoneandnofurtherexcuseforhimtolingernearher,hecouldbearitnolonger,andsaid,inratherapleadingtone,\"Dinah,you’renotdispleasedwithmeforanything,areyou?I’venotsaidordoneanythingtomakeyouthinkillofme?\" Thequestionsurprisedher,andrelievedherbygivinganewcoursetoherfeeling。Shelookedupathimnow,quiteearnestly,almostwiththetearscoming,andsaid,\"Oh,no,Adam!howcouldyouthinkso?\" \"Icouldn’tbearyounottofeelasmuchafriendtomeasIdotoyou,\"saidAdam。\"Andyoudon’tknowthevalueIsetontheverythoughtofyou,Dinah。ThatwaswhatImeantyesterday,whenI saidI’dbecontentforyoutogo,ifyouthoughtright。Imeant,thethoughtofyouwasworthsomuchtome,IshouldfeelIoughttobethankful,andnotgrumble,ifyouseerighttogoaway。YouknowIdomindpartingwithyou,Dinah?\" \"Yes,dearfriend,\"saidDinah,trembling,buttryingtospeakcalmly,\"Iknowyouhaveabrother’shearttowardsme,andweshalloftenbewithoneanotherinspirit;butatthisseasonIaminheavinessthroughmanifoldtemptations。Youmustnotmarkme。 Ifeelcalledtoleavemykindredforawhile;butitisatrial—— thefleshisweak。\" Adamsawthatitpainedhertobeobligedtoanswer。 \"Ihurtyoubytalkingaboutit,Dinah,\"hesaid。\"I’llsaynomore。Let’sseeifSeth’sreadywithbreakfastnow。\" Thatisasimplescene,reader。Butitisalmostcertainthatyou,too,havebeeninlove——perhaps,even,morethanonce,thoughyoumaynotchoosetosaysotoallyourfemininefriends。Ifso,youwillnomorethinktheslightwords,thetimidlooks,thetremuloustouches,bywhichtwohumansoulsapproacheachothergradually,liketwolittlequiveringrain-streams,beforetheymingleintoone——youwillnomorethinkthesethingstrivialthanyouwillthinkthefirst-detectedsignsofcomingspringtrivial,thoughtheybebutafaintindescribablesomethingintheairandinthesongofthebirds,andthetiniestperceptiblebuddingonthehedge-rowbranches。Thoseslightwordsandlooksandtouchesarepartofthesoul’slanguage;andthefinestlanguage,I believe,ischieflymadeupofunimposingwords,suchas\"light,\" \"sound,\"\"stars,\"\"music\"——wordsreallynotworthlookingat,orhearing,inthemselves,anymorethan\"chips\"or\"sawdust。\"Itisonlythattheyhappentobethesignsofsomethingunspeakablygreatandbeautiful。Iamofopinionthatloveisagreatandbeautifulthingtoo,andifyouagreewithme,thesmallestsignsofitwillnotbechipsandsawdusttoyou:theywillratherbelikethoselittlewords,\"light\"and\"music,\"stirringthelong- windingfibresofyourmemoryandenrichingyourpresentwithyourmostpreciouspast。 SundayMorningLISBETH’StouchofrheumatismcouldnotbemadetoappearseriousenoughtodetainDinahanothernightfromtheHallFarm,nowshehadmadeuphermindtoleaveherauntsosoon,andateveningthefriendsmustpart。\"Foralongwhile,\"Dinahhadsaid,forshehadtoldLisbethofherresolve。 \"Thenit’llbeforallmylife,an’Ishallne’erseetheeagain,\" saidLisbeth。\"Longwhile!I’ngotnolongwhilet’live。An’I shallbetookbadan’die,an’theecanstne’ercomea-nighme,an’Ishalldiea-longingforthee。\" Thathadbeenthekey-noteofherwailingtalkallday;forAdamwasnotinthehouse,andsosheputnorestraintonhercomplaining。ShehadtriedpoorDinahbyreturningagainandagaintothequestion,whyshemustgoaway;andrefusingtoacceptreasons,whichseemedtohernothingbutwhimand\"contrairiness\";andstillmore,byregrettingthatshe\"couldna’ ha’oneo’thelads\"andbeherdaughter。 \"Theecouldstnaputupwi’Seth,\"shesaid。\"Heisnacliverenoughforthee,happen,buthe’dha’beenverygoodt’thee——he’sashandyascanbeatdoin’thingsformewhenI’mbad,an’he’sasfondo’theBiblean’chappellin’astheeartthysen。Buthappen,thee’dstlikeahusbandbetterasisnajustthecuto’ thysen:therunnin’brookisnaathirstforth’rain。Adam’udha’ doneforthee——Iknowhewould——an’hemightcomet’liketheewellenough,ifthee’dststop。Buthe’sasstubbornasth’ironbar——there’snobendinghimnowaybut’sown。Buthe’dbeafinehusbandforanybody,betheywhotheywill,solooked-onan’socliverasheis。Andhe’dberarean’lovin’:itdoesmegoodon’yalooko’thelad’seyewhenhemeanskindtow’rtme。\" DinahtriedtoescapefromLisbeth’sclosestlooksandquestionsbyfindinglittletasksofhouseworkthatkepthermovingabout,andassoonasSethcamehomeintheeveningsheputonherbonnettogo。IttouchedDinahkeenlytosaythelastgood-bye,andstillmoretolookroundonherwayacrossthefieldsandseetheoldwomanstillstandingatthedoor,gazingafterhertillshemusthavebeenthefaintestspeckinthedimagedeyes。\"TheGodofloveandpeacebewiththem,\"Dinahprayed,asshelookedbackfromthelaststile。\"Makethemgladaccordingtothedayswhereinthouhastafflictedthem,andtheyearswhereintheyhaveseenevil。ItisthywillthatIshouldpartfromthem;letmehavenowillbutthine。\" LisbethturnedintothehouseatlastandsatdownintheworkshopnearSeth,whowasbusyinghimselftherewithfittingsomebitsofturnedwoodhehadbroughtfromthevillageintoasmallwork-box,whichhemeanttogivetoDinahbeforeshewentaway。 \"Thee’tseeheragaino’Sundayaforeshegoes,\"wereherfirstwords。\"Iftheewastgoodforanything,thee’dstmakehercomeinagaino’Sundaynightwi’thee,andseemeoncemore。\" \"Nay,Mother,\"saidSeth。\"Dinah’udbesuretocomeagainifshesawrighttocome。Ishouldhavenoneedtopersuadeher。Sheonlythinksit’udbetroublingtheefornought,justtocomeintosaygood-byeoveragain。\" \"She’dne’ergoaway,Iknow,ifAdam’udbefondonheran’marryher,buteverything’ssocontrairy,\"saidLisbeth,withaburstofvexation。 Sethpausedamomentandlookedup,withaslightblush,athismother’sface。\"What!Hasshesaidanythingo’thatsorttothee,Mother?\"hesaid,inalowertone。 \"Said?Nay,she’llsaynothin’。It’son’ythemenashavetowaittillfolkssaythingsaforetheyfind’emout。\" \"Well,butwhatmakestheethinkso,Mother?What’sputitintothyhead?\" \"It’snomatterwhat’sputitintomyhead。Myhead’snonesohollowasitmustgetin,an’noughttoputitthere。Iknowshe’sfondonhim,asIknowth’wind’scomin’inatthedoor,an’ that’sanoof。An’hemightbewillin’tomarryherifheknow’dshe’sfondonhim,buthe’llne’erthinkon’tifsomebodydoesnaputitinto’shead。\" Hismother’ssuggestionaboutDinah’sfeelingtowardsAdamwasnotquiteanewthoughttoSeth,butherlastwordsalarmedhim,lestsheshouldherselfundertaketoopenAdam’seyes。HewasnotsureaboutDinah’sfeeling,andhethoughthewassureaboutAdam’s。 \"Nay,Mother,nay,\"hesaid,earnestly,\"theemustnathinko’ speakingo’suchthingstoAdam。Thee’stnorighttosaywhatDinah’sfeelingsareifshehasnatoldthee,andit’uddonothingbutmischieftosaysuchthingstoAdam。HefeelsverygratefulandaffectionatetowardDinah,buthe’snothoughtstowardsherthat’udinclinehimtomakeherhiswife,andIdon’tbelieveDinah’udmarryhimeither。Idon’tthinkshe’llmarryatall。\" \"Eh,\"saidLisbeth,impatiently。\"Theethink’stso’causeshewouldnaha’thee。She’llne’ermarrythee;theemightstaswelllikehert’ha’thybrother。\" Sethwashurt。\"Mother,\"hesaid,inaremonstratingtone,\"don’tthinkthatofme。Ishouldbeasthankfult’haveherforasisterastheewouldstt’haveherforadaughter。I’venomorethoughtsaboutmyselfinthatthing,andIshalltakeithardifevertheesay’stitagain。\" \"Well,well,thentheeshouldstnacrossmewi’sayin’thingsarenaasIsaytheyare。\" \"But,Mother,\"saidSeth,\"thee’dstbedoingDinahawrongbytellingAdamwhattheethink’stabouther。It’uddonothingbutmischief,forit’udmakeAdamuneasyifhedoesnafeelthesametoher。AndI’mprettysurehefeelsnothingo’thesort。\" \"Eh,donnatellmewhatthee’tsureon;theeknow’stnoughtaboutit。What’sheallaysgoin’tothePoysers’for,ifhedidnawantt’seeher?Hegoestwicewhereheusedt’goonce。Happenheknowsnaashewantst’seeher;heknowsnaasIputsaltin’sbroth,buthe’dmissitprettyquickifitwarnathere。He’llne’erthinko’marryingifitisnaputinto’shead,an’ifthee’dstanyloveforthymother,thee’dstputhimupto’tan’notlethergoawayouto’mysight,whenImightha’hertomakeabito’comfortformeaforeIgotobedtomyoldmanunderthewhitethorn。\" \"Nay,Mother,\"saidSeth,\"theemustnathinkmeunkind,butI shouldbegoingagainstmyconscienceifItookuponmetosaywhatDinah’sfeelingsare。Andbesidesthat,IthinkIshouldgiveoffencetoAdambyspeakingtohimatallaboutmarrying;andIcounseltheenottodo’t。Theemay’stbequitedeceivedaboutDinah。Nay,I’mprettysure,bywordsshesaidtomelastSabbath,asshe’snomindtomarry。\" \"Eh,thee’tascontrairyasthereston’em。IfitwarsummatI didnawant,it’udbedonefastenough。\" Lisbethrosefromthebenchatthis,andwentoutoftheworkshop,leavingSethinmuchanxietylestsheshoulddisturbAdam’smindaboutDinah。Heconsoledhimselfafteratimewithreflectingthat,sinceAdam’strouble,Lisbethhadbeenverytimidaboutspeakingtohimonmattersoffeeling,andthatshewouldhardlydaretoapproachthistenderestofallsubjects。Evenifshedid,hehopedAdamwouldnottakemuchnoticeofwhatshesaid。 SethwasrightinbelievingthatLisbethwouldbeheldinrestraintbytimidity,andduringthenextthreedays,theintervalsinwhichshehadanopportunityofspeakingtoAdamweretoorareandshorttocauseheranystrongtemptation。ButinherlongsolitaryhoursshebroodedoverherregretfulthoughtsaboutDinah,tilltheyhadgrownverynearthatpointofunmanageablestrengthwhenthoughtsareapttotakewingoutoftheirsecretnestinastartlingmanner。AndonSundaymorning,whenSethwentawaytochapelatTreddleston,thedangerousopportunitycame。 SundaymorningwasthehappiesttimeinalltheweektoLisbeth,forastherewasnoserviceatHayslopechurchtilltheafternoon,Adamwasalwaysathome,doingnothingbutreading,anoccupationinwhichshecouldventuretointerrupthim。Moreover,shehadalwaysabetterdinnerthanusualtoprepareforhersons——veryfrequentlyforAdamandherselfalone,Sethbeingoftenawaytheentireday——andthesmelloftheroastmeatbeforetheclearfireinthecleankitchen,theclocktickinginapeacefulSundaymanner,herdarlingAdamseatednearherinhisbestclothes,doingnothingveryimportant,sothatshecouldgoandstrokeherhandacrosshishairifsheliked,andseehimlookupatherandsmile,whileGyp,ratherjealous,pokedhismuzzleupbetweenthem——allthesethingsmadepoorLisbeth’searthlyparadise。 ThebookAdammostoftenreadonaSundaymorningwashislargepicturedBible,andthismorningitlayopenbeforehimontheroundwhitedealtableinthekitchen;forhesatthereinspiteofthefire,becauseheknewhismotherlikedtohavehimwithher,anditwastheonlydayintheweekwhenhecouldindulgeherinthatway。YouwouldhavelikedtoseeAdamreadinghisBible。 Heneveropeneditonaweekday,andsohecametoitasaholidaybook,servinghimforhistory,biography,andpoetry。Heheldonehandthrustbetweenhiswaistcoatbuttons,andtheotherreadytoturnthepages,andinthecourseofthemorningyouwouldhaveseenmanychangesinhisface。Sometimeshislipsmovedinsemi- articulation——itwaswhenhecametoaspeechthathecouldfancyhimselfuttering,suchasSamuel’sdyingspeechtothepeople; thenhiseyebrowswouldberaised,andthecornersofhismouthwouldquiveralittlewithsadsympathy——something,perhapsoldIsaac’smeetingwithhisson,touchedhimclosely;atothertimes,overtheNewTestament,averysolemnlookwouldcomeuponhisface,andhewouldeverynowandthenshakehisheadinseriousassent,orjustliftuphishandandletitfallagain。Andonsomemornings,whenhereadintheApocrypha,ofwhichhewasveryfond,thesonofSirach’skeen-edgedwordswouldbringadelightedsmile,thoughhealsoenjoyedthefreedomofoccasionallydifferingfromanApocryphalwriter。ForAdamknewtheArticlesquitewell,asbecameagoodchurchman。 Lisbeth,inthepausesofattendingtoherdinner,alwayssatoppositetohimandwatchedhim,tillshecouldrestnolongerwithoutgoinguptohimandgivinghimacaress,tocallhisattentiontoher。ThismorninghewasreadingtheGospelaccordingtoSt。Matthew,andLisbethhadbeenstandingclosebyhimforsomeminutes,strokinghishair,whichwassmootherthanusualthismorning,andlookingdownatthelargepagewithsilentwondermentatthemysteryofletters。Shewasencouragedtocontinuethiscaress,becausewhenshefirstwentuptohim,hehadthrownhimselfbackinhischairtolookatheraffectionatelyandsay,\"Why,Mother,theelook’strareandheartythismorning。 Eh,Gypwantsmet’lookathim。Hecan’tabidetothinkIlovetheethebest。\"Lisbethsaidnothing,becauseshewantedtosaysomanythings。Andnowtherewasanewleaftobeturnedover,anditwasapicture——thatoftheangelseatedonthegreatstonethathasbeenrolledawayfromthesepulchre。ThispicturehadonestrongassociationinLisbeth’smemory,forshehadbeenremindedofitwhenshefirstsawDinah,andAdamhadnosoonerturnedthepage,andliftedthebooksidewaysthattheymightlookattheangel,thanshesaid,\"That’sher——that’sDinah。\" Adamsmiled,and,lookingmoreintentlyattheangel’sface,said,\"Itisabitlikeher;butDinah’sprettier,Ithink。\" \"Well,then,iftheethink’sthersopretty,whyarn’tfondonher?\" Adamlookedupinsurprise。\"Why,Mother,dostthinkIdon’tsetstorebyDinah?\" \"Nay,\"saidLisbeth,frightenedatherowncourage,yetfeelingthatshehadbrokentheice,andthewatersmustflow,whatevermischieftheymightdo。\"What’sth’useo’settin’storebythingsasarethirtymileoff?Iftheewastfondenoughonher,theewouldstnalethergoaway。\" \"ButI’venorightt’hinderher,ifshethinkswell,\"saidAdam,lookingathisbookasifhewantedtogoonreading。Heforesawaseriesofcomplaintstendingtonothing。Lisbethsatdownagaininthechairoppositetohim,asshesaid: \"Butshewouldnathinkwelliftheewastnasocontrairy。\"Lisbethdarednotventurebeyondavaguephraseyet。 \"Contrairy,mother?\"Adamsaid,lookingupagaininsomeanxiety。 \"WhathaveIdone?Whatdostmean?\" \"Why,thee’tneverlookatnothin’,northinko’nothin’,butthyfigurin,an’thywork,\"saidLisbeth,half-crying。\"An’dostthinktheecanstgoonsoallthylife,asiftheewastamancutouto’timber?An’whatwutdowhenthymother’sgone,an’nobodytotakecareontheeastheegett’stabito’victualcomfortablei’themornin’?\" \"Whathastgoti’thymind,Mother?\"saidAdam,vexedatthiswhimpering。\"Icannaseewhatthee’tdrivingat。IsthereanythingIcoulddofortheeasIdon’tdo?\" \"Aye,an’thatthereis。Theemight’stdoasIshouldha’ somebodywi’metocomfortmeabit,an’waitonmewhenI’mbad,an’begoodtome。\" \"Well,Mother,whosefaultisitthereisnasometidybodyi’th’ houset’helpthee?Itisnabymywishastheehastastrokeo’ worktodo。Wecanaffordit——I’vetoldtheeoftenenough。It’udbeadealbetterforus。\" \"Eh,what’stheuseo’talkingo’tidybodies,whentheemean’stoneo’th’wenchesouto’th’village,orsomebodyfromTreddles’onasIne’erseteyesoni’mylife?I’dsoonermakeashiftan’getintomyowncofflnaforeIdie,norha’themfolkstoputmein。\" Adamwassilent,andtriedtogoonreading。ThatwastheutmostseverityhecouldshowtowardshismotheronaSundaymorning。 ButLisbethhadgonetoofarnowtocheckherself,andafterscarcelyaminute’squietnessshebeganagain。 \"Theemightstknowwellenoughwho’tisI’dliket’ha’wi’me。 ItisnamanyfolksIsendfort’comean’seeme。Ireckon。An’ thee’sthadthefetchin’onhertimesenow。\" \"Theemean’stDinah,Mother,Iknow,\"saidAdam。\"Butit’snousesettingthymindonwhatcan’tbe。IfDinah’udbewillingtostayatHayslope,itisn’tlikelyshecancomeawayfromheraunt’shouse,wheretheyholdherlikeadaughter,andwhereshe’smoreboundthansheistous。Ifithadbeensothatshecouldha’marriedSeth,that’udha’beenagreatblessingtous,butwecan’thavethingsjustaswelikeinthislife。Theemusttryandmakeupthymindtodowithouther。\" \"Nay,butIcannama’upmymind,whenshe’sjustcutoutforthee;an’noughtshallma’mebelieveasGoddidnamakeheran’ sendherthereo’purposeforthee。What’sitsinnifyaboutherbein’aMethody!It’udhappenwearoutonherwi’marryin’。\" Adamthrewhimselfbackinhischairandlookedathismother。Heunderstoodnowwhatshehadbeenaimingatfromthebeginningoftheconversation。Itwasasunreasonable,impracticableawishasshehadeverurged,buthecouldnothelpbeingmovedbysoentirelynewanidea。Thechiefpoint,however,wastochaseawaythenotionfromhismother’smindasquicklyaspossible。 \"Mother,\"hesaid,gravely,\"thee’ttalkingwild。Don’tletmeheartheesaysuchthingsagain。It’snogoodtalkingo’whatcanneverbe。Dinah’snotformarrying;she’sfixedherheartonadifferentsorto’life。\" \"Verylike,\"saidLisbeth,impatiently,\"verylikeshe’snoneformarr’ing,whenthemasshe’dbewillin’t’marrywonnaaxher。I shouldnaha’beenformarr’ingthyfeytherifhe’dne’eraxedme; an’she’sasfondo’theease’erIwaro’Thias,poorfellow。\" ThebloodrushedtoAdam’sface,andforafewmomentshewasnotquiteconsciouswherehewas。Hismotherandthekitchenhadvanishedforhim,andhesawnothingbutDinah’sfaceturneduptowardshis。Itseemedasiftherewerearesurrectionofhisdeadjoy。Buthewokeupveryspeedilyfromthatdream(thewakingwaschillandsad),foritwouldhavebeenveryfoolishinhimtobelievehismother’swords——shecouldhavenogroundforthem。Hewaspromptedtoexpresshisdisbeliefverystrongly—— perhapsthathemightcallforththeproofs,iftherewereanytobeoffered。 \"Whatdostsaysuchthingsfor,Mother,whenthee’stgotnofoundationfor’em?Theeknow’stnothingasgivestheearighttosaythat。\" \"ThenIknownanoughtasgi’esmearighttosayastheyear’sturned,forallIfeelitfustthingwhenIgetupi’th’morning。 Sheisnafondo’Seth,Ireckon,isshe?ShedoesnawanttomarryHIM?ButIcanseeasshedoesnabehavetow’rttheeasshedaestow’rtSeth。Shemakesnomoreo’Seth’scominga-nighhernorifhewarGyp,butshe’sallofatremblewhenthee’ta-sittin’downbyheratbreakfastan’a-lookingather。Theethink’stthymotherknowsnought,butshewaraliveaforetheewastborn。\" \"Buttheecanstnabesureasthetremblingmeanslove?\"saidAdamanxiously。 \"Eh,whatelseshoulditmane?Itisnahate,Ireckon。An’whatshouldshedobutlovethee?Thee’tmadetobeloved——forwhere’sthereastraighterclivererman?An’what’sitsinnifyherbein’ aMethody?It’son’ythemarigoldi’th’parridge。\" Adamhadthrusthishandsinhispockets,andwaslookingdownatthebookonthetable,withoutseeinganyoftheletters。Hewastremblinglikeagold-seekerwhoseesthestrongpromiseofgoldbutseesinthesamemomentasickeningvisionofdisappointment。 Hecouldnottrusthismother’sinsight;shehadseenwhatshewishedtosee。Andyet——andyet,nowthesuggestionhadbeenmadetohim,herememberedsomanythings,veryslightthings,likethestirringofthewaterbyanimperceptiblebreeze,whichseemedtohimsomeconfirmationofhismother’swords。 Lisbethnoticedthathewasmoved。Shewenton,\"An’thee’tfindoutasthee’tpoorlyaffwhenshe’sgone。Thee’tfonderonhernortheeknow’st。Thyeyesfollowherabout,wellyasGyp’sfollowthee。\" Adamcouldsitstillnolonger。Herose,tookdownhishat,andwentoutintothefields。 Thesunshinewasonthem:thatearlyautumnsunshinewhichweshouldknowwasnotsummer’s,eveniftherewerenotthetouchesofyellowonthelimeandchestnut;theSundaysunshinetoo,whichhasmorethanautumnalcalmnessfortheworkingman;themorningsunshine,whichstillleavesthedew-crystalsonthefinegossamerwebsintheshadowofthebushyhedgerows。 Adamneededthecalminfluence;hewasamazedatthewayinwhichthisnewthoughtofDinah’slovehadtakenpossessionofhim,withanovermasteringpowerthatmadeallotherfeelingsgivewaybeforetheimpetuousdesiretoknowthatthethoughtwastrue。 Strange,thattillthatmomentthepossibilityoftheireverbeinglovershadnevercrossedhismind,andyetnow,allhislongingsuddenlywentouttowardsthatpossibility。Hehadnomoredoubtorhesitationastohisownwishesthanthebirdthatfliestowardstheopeningthroughwhichthedaylightgleamsandthebreathofheavenenters。 TheautumnalSundaysunshinesoothedhim,butnotbypreparinghimwithresignationtothedisappointmentifhismother——ifhehimself——provedtobemistakenaboutDinah。Itsoothedhimbygentleencouragementofhishopes。Herlovewassolikethatcalmsunshinethattheyseemedtomakeonepresencetohim,andhebelievedinthembothalike。AndDinahwassoboundupwiththesadmemoriesofhisfirstpassionthathewasnotforsakingthem,butrathergivingthemanewsacrednessbylovingher。Nay,hisloveforherhadgrownoutofthatpast:itwasthenoonofthatmorning。 ButSeth?Wouldtheladbehurt?Hardly;forhehadseemedquitecontentedoflate,andtherewasnoselfishjealousyinhim;hehadneverbeenjealousofhismother’sfondnessforAdam。Buthadheseenanythingofwhattheirmothertalkedabout?Adamlongedtoknowthis,forhethoughthecouldtrustSeth’sobservationbetterthanhismother’s。HemusttalktoSethbeforehewenttoseeDinah,and,withthisintentioninhismind,hewalkedbacktothecottageandsaidtohismother,\"DidSethsayanythingtotheeaboutwhenhewascominghome?Willhebebacktodinner?\" \"Aye,lad,he’llbebackforawonder。HeisnagonetoTreddles’on。He’sgonesomewhereelsea-preachin’anda-prayin’。\" \"Hastanynotionwhichwayhe’sgone?\"saidAdam。 \"Nay,butheaftengoestoth’Common。Theeknow’stmoreo’sgoingsnorIdo。\" AdamwantedtogoandmeetSeth,buthemustcontenthimselfwithwalkingaboutthenearfieldsandgettingsightofhimassoonaspossible。Thatwouldnotbeformorethananhourtocome,forSethwouldscarcelybeathomemuchbeforetheirdinner-time,whichwastwelveo’clock。ButAdamcouldnotsitdowntohisreadingagain,andhesaunteredalongbythebrookandstoodleaningagainstthestiles,witheagerintenseeyes,whichlookedasiftheysawsomethingveryvividly;butitwasnotthebrookorthewillows,notthefieldsorthesky。Againandagainhisvisionwasinterruptedbywonderatthestrengthofhisownfeeling,atthestrengthandsweetnessofthisnewlove——almostlikethewonderamanfeelsattheaddedpowerhefindsinhimselfforanartwhichhehadlaidasideforaspace。Howisitthatthepoetshavesaidsomanyfinethingsaboutourfirstlove,sofewaboutourlaterlove?Aretheirfirstpoemstheirbest?Orarenotthosethebestwhichcomefromtheirfullerthought,theirlargerexperience,theirdeeper-rootedaffections?Theboy’sflutelikevoicehasitsownspringcharm;butthemanshouldyieldaricherdeepermusic。 Atlast,therewasSeth,visibleatthefartheststile,andAdamhastenedtomeethim。Sethwassurprised,andthoughtsomethingunusualmusthavehappened,butwhenAdamcameup,hisfacesaidplainlyenoughthatitwasnothingalarming。 \"Wherehastbeen?\"saidAdam,whentheyweresidebyside。 \"I’vebeentotheCommon,\"saidSeth。\"Dinah’sbeenspeakingtheWordtoalittlecompanyofhearersatBrimstone’s,astheycallhim。They’refolksasnevergotochurchhardly——themontheCommon——butthey’llgoandhearDinahabit。She’sbeenspeakingwithpowerthisforenoonfromthewords,’Icamenottocalltherighteous,butsinnerstorepentance。’Andtherewasalittlethinghappenedaswasprettytosee。Thewomenmostlybringtheirchildrenwith’em,butto-daytherewasonestoutcurlyheadedfellowaboutthreeorfouryearold,thatIneversawtherebefore。HewasasnaughtyascouldbeatthebeginningwhileI waspraying,andwhilewewassinging,butwhenweallsatdownandDinahbegantospeak,th’youngunstoodstockstillallatonce,andbegantolookatherwith’smouthopen,andpresentlyheranawayfrom’smotherandwenttoDinah,andpulledather,likealittledog,forhertotakenoticeofhim。SoDinahliftedhimupandheldth’ladonherlap,whileshewentonspeaking;andhewasasgoodascouldbetillhewenttosleep——andthemothercriedtoseehim。\" \"It’sapitysheshouldnabeamotherherself,\"saidAdam,\"sofondasthechildrenareofher。Dostthinkshe’squitefixedagainstmarrying,Seth?Dostthinknothing’udturnher?\" Therewassomethingpeculiarinhisbrother’stone,whichmadeSethstealaglanceathisfacebeforeheanswered。 \"It’udbewrongofmetosaynothing’udturnher,\"heanswered。 \"Butiftheemean’stitaboutmyself,I’vegivenupallthoughtsasshecaneverbemywife。Shecallsmeherbrother,andthat’senough。\" \"Butdostthinkshemightevergetfondenoughofanybodyelsetobewillingtomarry’em?\"saidAdamrathershyly。 \"Well,\"saidSeth,aftersomehesitation,\"it’scrossedmymindsometimeso’lateasshemight;butDinah’udletnofondnessforthecreaturedrawherouto’thepathasshebelievedGodhadmarkedoutforher。IfshethoughttheleadingwasnotfromHim,she’snotonetobebroughtunderthepowerofit。Andshe’sallaysseemedclearaboutthat——asherworkwastoministert’ others,andmakenohomeforherselfi’thisworld。\" \"Butsuppose,\"saidAdam,earnestly,\"supposetherewasamanas’udletherdojustthesameandnotinterferewithher——shemightdoagooddealo’whatshedoesnow,justaswellwhenshewasmarriedaswhenshewassingle。Otherwomenofhersorthavemarried——that’stosay,notjustlikeher,butwomenaspreachedandattendedonthesickandneedy。There’sMrs。Fletcherasshetalksof。\" AnewlighthadbrokeninonSeth。Heturnedround,andlayinghishandonAdam’sshoulder,said,\"Why,wouldstlikehertomarryTHEE,Brother?\" AdamlookeddoubtfullyatSeth’sinquiringeyesandsaid,\"Wouldstbehurtifshewastobefondero’methano’thee?\" \"Nay,\"saidSethwarmly,\"howcanstthinkit?HaveIfeltthytroublesolittlethatIshouldnafeelthyjoy?\" Therewassilenceafewmomentsastheywalkedon,andthenSethsaid,\"I’dnonotionasthee’dsteverthinkofherforawife。\" \"Butisito’anyusetothinkofher?\"saidAdam。\"Whatdostsay?Mother’smademeasIhardlyknowwhereIam,withwhatshe’sbeensayingtomethisforenoon。Shesaysshe’ssureDinahfeelsformemorethancommon,and’udbewillingt’haveme。ButI’mafraidshespeakswithoutbook。Iwanttoknowifthee’stseenanything。\" \"It’sanicepointtospeakabout,\"saidSeth,\"andI’mafraido’ beingwrong;besides,we’venorightt’intermeddlewithpeople’sfeelingswhentheywouldn’ttell’emthemselves。\" Sethpaused。 \"Buttheemightstaskher,\"hesaidpresently。\"Shetooknooffenceatmeforasking,andthee’stmorerightthanIhad,onlythee’tnotintheSociety。ButDinahdoesn’tholdwi’themasareforkeepingtheSocietysostricttothemselves。Shedoesn’tmindaboutmakingfolksentertheSociety,soasthey’refitt’enterthekingdomo’God。Someo’thebrethrenatTreddles’onaredispleasedwithherforthat。\" \"Wherewillshebetheresto’theday?\"saidAdam。 \"Shesaidsheshouldn’tleavethefarmagainto-day,\"saidSeth,\"becauseit’sherlastSabbaththere,andshe’sgoingt’readouto’thebigBiblewi’thechildren。\" Adamthought——butdidnotsay——\"ThenI’llgothisafternoon;forifIgotochurch,mythoughts’ullbewithherallthewhile。 Theymustsingth’anthemwithoutmeto-day。\"