ThatbridgeledAnne’sdancingfeetupoverawoodedhillbeyond,whereperpetualtwilightreignedunderthestraight,thick-growingfirsandspruces;theonlyflowersthereweremyriadsofdelicate\"Junebells,\"thoseshyestandsweetestofwoodlandblooms,andafewpale,aerialstarflowers,likethespiritsoflastyear’sblossoms。
Gossamersglimmeredlikethreadsofsilveramongthetreesandthefirboughsandtasselsseemedtoutterfriendlyspeech。
Alltheserapturedvoyagesofexplorationweremadeintheoddhalfhourswhichshewasallowedforplay,andAnnetalkedMatthewandMarillahalfdeafoverherdiscoveries。
NotthatMatthewcomplained,tobesure;helistenedtoitallwithawordlesssmileofenjoymentonhisface;
Marillapermittedthe\"chatter\"untilshefoundherselfbecomingtoointerestedinit,whereuponshealwayspromptlyquenchedAnnebyacurtcommandtoholdhertongue。
AnnewasoutintheorchardwhenMrs。Rachelcame,wanderingatherownsweetwillthroughthelush,tremu-
lousgrassessplashedwithruddyeveningsunshine;sothatgoodladyhadanexcellentchancetotalkherillnessfullyover,describingeveryacheandpulsebeatwithsuchevidentenjoymentthatMarillathoughtevengrippemustbringitscompensations。WhendetailswereexhaustedMrs。Rachelintroducedtherealreasonofhercall。
\"I’vebeenhearingsomesurprisingthingsaboutyouandMatthew。\"
\"Idon’tsupposeyouareanymoresurprisedthanIammyself,\"
saidMarilla。\"I’mgettingovermysurprisenow。\"
\"Itwastoobadtherewassuchamistake,\"saidMrs。
Rachelsympathetically。\"Couldn’tyouhavesentherback?\"
\"Isupposewecould,butwedecidednotto。Matthewtookafancytoher。AndImustsayIlikehermyself——
althoughIadmitshehasherfaults。Thehouseseemsadifferentplacealready。She’sarealbrightlittlething。\"
Marillasaidmorethanshehadintendedtosaywhenshebegan,forshereaddisapprovalinMrs。Rachel’sexpression。
\"It’sagreatresponsibilityyou’vetakenonyourself,\"
saidthatladygloomily,\"especiallywhenyou’veneverhadanyexperiencewithchildren。Youdon’tknowmuchaboutherorherrealdisposition,Isuppose,andthere’snoguessinghowachildlikethatwillturnout。ButIdon’twanttodiscourageyouI’msure,Marilla。\"
\"I’mnotfeelingdiscouraged,\"wasMarilla’sdryresponse。
\"whenImakeupmymindtodoathingitstaysmadeup。
Isupposeyou’dliketoseeAnne。I’llcallherin。\"
Annecamerunninginpresently,herfacesparklingwiththedelightofherorchardrovings;but,abashedatfindingthedelightherselfintheunexpectedpresenceofastranger,shehaltedconfusedlyinsidethedoor。Shecertainlywasanodd-lookinglittlecreatureintheshorttightwinceydressshehadwornfromtheasylum,belowwhichherthinlegsseemedungracefullylong。Herfrecklesweremorenumerousandobtrusivethanever;thewindhadruffledherhatlesshairintoover-brilliantdisorder;ithadneverlookedredderthanatthatmoment。
\"Well,theydidn’tpickyouforyourlooks,that’ssureandcertain,\"wasMrs。RachelLynde’semphaticcomment。
Mrs。Rachelwasoneofthosedelightfulandpopularpeoplewhopridethemselvesonspeakingtheirmindwithoutfearorfavor。\"She’sterribleskinnyandhomely,Marilla。
Comehere,child,andletmehavealookatyou。Lawfulheart,didanyoneeverseesuchfreckles?Andhairasredascarrots!Comehere,child,Isay。\"
Anne\"camethere,\"butnotexactlyasMrs。Rachelexpected。WithoneboundshecrossedthekitchenfloorandstoodbeforeMrs。Rachel,herfacescarletwithanger,herlipsquivering,andherwholeslenderformtremblingfromheadtofoot。
\"Ihateyou,\"shecriedinachokedvoice,stampingherfootonthefloor。\"Ihateyou——Ihateyou——Ihateyou——\"
alouderstampwitheachassertionofhatred。\"Howdareyoucallmeskinnyandugly?HowdareyousayI’mfreckledandredheaded?Youarearude,impolite,unfeelingwoman!\"
\"Anne!\"exclaimedMarillainconsternation。
ButAnnecontinuedtofaceMrs。Rachelundauntedly,headup,eyesblazing,handsclenched,passionateindignationexhalingfromherlikeanatmosphere。
\"Howdareyousaysuchthingsaboutme?\"sherepeatedvehemently。\"Howwouldyouliketohavesuchthingssaidaboutyou?Howwouldyouliketobetoldthatyouarefatandclumsyandprobablyhadn’tasparkofimaginationinyou?Idon’tcareifIdohurtyourfeelingsbysayingso!
IhopeIhurtthem。YouhavehurtmineworsethantheywereeverhurtbeforeevenbyMrs。Thomas’intoxicatedhusband。AndI’llNEVERforgiveyouforit,never,never!\"
Stamp!Stamp!
\"Didanybodyeverseesuchatemper!\"exclaimedthehorrifiedMrs。Rachel。
\"AnnegotoyourroomandstaythereuntilIcomeup,\"
saidMarilla,recoveringherpowersofspeechwithdifficulty。
Anne,burstingintotears,rushedtothehalldoor,slammedituntilthetinsontheporchwalloutsiderattledinsympathy,andfledthroughthehallandupthestairslikeawhirlwind。Asubduedslamabovetoldthatthedooroftheeastgablehadbeenshutwithequalvehemence。
\"Well,Idon’tenvyyouyourjobbringingTHATup,Marilla,\"saidMrs。Rachelwithunspeakablesolemnity。
Marillaopenedherlipstosaysheknewnotwhatofapologyordeprecation。Whatshedidsaywasasurprisetoherselfthenandeverafterwards。
\"Youshouldn’thavetwittedheraboutherlooks,Rachel。\"
\"MarillaCuthbert,youdon’tmeantosaythatyouareupholdingherinsuchaterribledisplayoftemperaswe’vejustseen?\"demandedMrs。Rachelindignantly。
\"No,\"saidMarillaslowly,\"I’mnottryingtoexcuseher。She’sbeenverynaughtyandI’llhavetogiveheratalkingtoaboutit。Butwemustmakeallowancesforher。She’sneverbeentaughtwhatisright。AndyouWEREtoohardonher,Rachel。\"
Marillacouldnothelptackingonthatlastsentence,althoughshewasagainsurprisedatherselffordoingit。
Mrs。Rachelgotupwithanairofoffendeddignity。
\"Well,IseethatI’llhavetobeverycarefulwhatIsayafterthis,Marilla,sincethefinefeelingsoforphans,broughtfromgoodnessknowswhere,havetobeconsideredbeforeanythingelse。Oh,no,I’mnotvexed——don’tworryyourself。I’mtoosorryforyoutoleaveanyroomforangerinmymind。You’llhaveyourowntroubleswiththatchild。
Butifyou’lltakemyadvice——whichIsupposeyouwon’tdo,althoughI’vebroughtuptenchildrenandburiedtwo——you’lldothat`talkingto’youmentionwithafair-
sizedbirchswitch。IshouldthinkTHATwouldbethemosteffectivelanguageforthatkindofachild。HertempermatchesherhairIguess。Well,goodevening,Marilla。
Ihopeyou’llcomedowntoseemeoftenasusual。Butyoucan’texpectmetovisithereagaininahurry,ifI’mliabletobeflownatandinsultedinsuchafashion。
It’ssomethingnewinMYexperience。\"
WhereatMrs。Rachelsweptoutandaway——ifafatwomanwhoalwayswaddledCOULDbesaidtosweepaway——andMarillawithaverysolemnfacebetookherselftotheeastgable。
Onthewayupstairsshepondereduneasilyastowhatsheoughttodo。Shefeltnolittledismayoverthescenethathadjustbeenenacted。HowunfortunatethatAnneshouldhavedisplayedsuchtemperbeforeMrs。RachelLynde,ofallpeople!ThenMarillasuddenlybecameawareofanuncomfortableandrebukingconsciousnessthatshefeltmorehumiliationoverthisthansorrowoverthediscoveryofsuchaseriousdefectinAnne’sdisposition。
Andhowwasshetopunishher?Theamiablesuggestionofthebirchswitch——totheefficiencyofwhichallofMrs。
Rachel’sownchildrencouldhavebornesmartingtestimony——
didnotappealtoMarilla。Shedidnotbelieveshecouldwhipachild。No,someothermethodofpunishmentmustbefoundtobringAnnetoaproperrealizationoftheenormityofheroffense。
MarillafoundAnnefacedownwardonherbed,cryingbitterly,quiteobliviousofmuddybootsonacleancounterpane。
\"Anne,\"shesaidnotungently。
Noanswer。
\"Anne,\"withgreaterseverity,\"getoffthatbedthisminuteandlistentowhatIhavetosaytoyou。\"
Annesquirmedoffthebedandsatrigidlyonachairbesideit,herfaceswollenandtear-stainedandhereyesfixedstubbornlyonthefloor。
\"Thisisanicewayforyoutobehave。Anne!Aren’tyouashamedofyourself?\"
\"Shehadn’tanyrighttocallmeuglyandredheaded,\"
retortedAnne,evasiveanddefiant。
\"Youhadn’tanyrighttoflyintosuchafuryandtalkthewayyoudidtoher,Anne。Iwasashamedofyou——
thoroughlyashamedofyou。IwantedyoutobehavenicelytoMrs。Lynde,andinsteadofthatyouhavedisgracedme。
I’msureIdon’tknowwhyyoushouldloseyourtemperlikethatjustbecauseMrs。Lyndesaidyouwereredhairedandhomely。Yousayityourselfoftenenough。\"
\"Oh,butthere’ssuchadifferencebetweensayingathingyourselfandhearingotherpeoplesayit,\"wailedAnne。\"Youmayknowathingisso,butyoucan’thelphopingotherpeopledon’tquitethinkitis。IsupposeyouthinkIhaveanawfultemper,butIcouldn’thelpit。
Whenshesaidthosethingssomethingjustroserightupinmeandchokedme。IHADtoflyoutather。\"
\"Well,youmadeafineexhibitionofyourselfImustsay。
Mrs。Lyndewillhaveanicestorytotellaboutyoueverywhere——andshe’lltellit,too。Itwasadreadfulthingforyoutoloseyourtemperlikethat,Anne。\"
\"Justimaginehowyouwouldfeelifsomebodytoldyoutoyourfacethatyouwereskinnyandugly,\"pleadedAnnetearfully。
AnoldremembrancesuddenlyroseupbeforeMarilla。
Shehadbeenaverysmallchildwhenshehadheardoneauntsayofhertoanother,\"Whatapitysheissuchadark,homelylittlething。\"Marillawaseverydayoffiftybeforethestinghadgoneoutofthatmemory。
\"Idon’tsaythatIthinkMrs。Lyndewasexactlyrightinsayingwhatshedidtoyou,Anne,\"sheadmittedinasoftertone。\"Rachelistoooutspoken。Butthatisnoexcuseforsuchbehavioronyourpart。Shewasastrangerandanelderlypersonandmyvisitor——allthreeverygoodreasonswhyyoushouldhavebeenrespectfultoher。Youwererudeandsaucyand\"——Marillahadasavinginspirationofpunishment——\"youmustgotoherandtellheryouareverysorryforyourbadtemperandaskhertoforgiveyou。\"
\"Icanneverdothat,\"saidAnnedeterminedlyanddarkly。
\"Youcanpunishmeinanywayyoulike,Marilla。Youcanshutmeupinadark,dampdungeoninhabitedbysnakesandtoadsandfeedmeonlyonbreadandwaterandIshallnotcomplain。ButIcannotaskMrs。Lyndetoforgiveme。\"
\"We’renotinthehabitofshuttingpeopleupindarkdampdungeons,\"saidMarilladrily,\"especiallyasthey’reratherscarceinAvonlea。ButapologizetoMrs。Lyndeyoumustandshallandyou’llstayhereinyourroomuntilyoucantellmeyou’rewillingtodoit。\"
\"Ishallhavetostayhereforeverthen,\"saidAnnemournfully,\"becauseIcan’ttellMrs。LyndeI’msorryI
saidthosethingstoher。HowcanI?I’mNOTsorry。I’msorryI’vevexedyou;butI’mGLADItoldherjustwhatIdid。
Itwasagreatsatisfaction。Ican’tsayI’msorrywhenI’mnot,canI?Ican’tevenIMAGINEI’msorry。\"
\"Perhapsyourimaginationwillbeinbetterworkingorderbythemorning,\"saidMarilla,risingtodepart。
\"You’llhavethenighttothinkoveryourconductinandcometoabetterframeofmind。YousaidyouwouldtrytobeaverygoodgirlifwekeptyouatGreenGables,butImustsayithasn’tseemedverymuchlikeitthisevening。\"
LeavingthisParthianshafttorankleinAnne’sstormybosom,Marilladescendedtothekitchen,grievouslytroubledinmindandvexedinsoul。ShewasasangrywithherselfaswithAnne,because,wheneversherecalledMrs。
Rachel’sdumbfoundedcountenanceherlipstwitchedwithamusementandshefeltamostreprehensibledesiretolaugh。
CHAPTERX
Anne’sApologyMarillasaidnothingtoMatthewabouttheaffairthatevening;butwhenAnneprovedstillrefractorythenextmorninganexplanationhadtobemadetoaccountforherabsencefromthebreakfasttable。MarillatoldMatthewthewholestory,takingpainstoimpresshimwithaduesenseoftheenormityofAnne’sbehavior。
\"It’sagoodthingRachelLyndegotacallingdown;she’sameddlesomeoldgossip,\"wasMatthew’sconsolatoryrejoinder。
\"MatthewCuthbert,I’mastonishedatyou。YouknowthatAnne’sbehaviorwasdreadful,andyetyoutakeherpart!
Isupposeyou’llbesayingnextthingthatsheoughtn’ttobepunishedatall!\"
\"Wellnow——no——notexactly,\"saidMatthewuneasily。I
reckonsheoughttobepunishedalittle。Butdon’tbetoohardonher,Marilla。Recollectshehasn’teverhadanyonetoteachherright。You’re——you’regoingtogivehersomethingtoeat,aren’tyou?\"
\"Whendidyoueverhearofmestarvingpeopleintogoodbehavior?\"demandedMarillaindignantly。\"She’llhavehermealsregular,andI’llcarrythemuptohermyself。
Butshe’llstayupthereuntilshe’swillingtoapologizetoMrs。Lynde,andthat’sfinal,Matthew。\"
Breakfast,dinner,andsupperwereverysilentmeals——forAnnestillremainedobdurate。AftereachmealMarillacarriedawell-filledtraytotheeastgableandbroughtitdownlateronnotnoticeablydepleted。Mattheweyeditslastdescentwithatroubledeye。HadAnneeatenanythingatall?
WhenMarillawentoutthateveningtobringthecowsfromthebackpasture,Matthew,whohadbeenhangingaboutthebarnsandwatching,slippedintothehousewiththeairofaburglarandcreptupstairs。AsageneralthingMatthewgravitatedbetweenthekitchenandthelittlebedroomoffthehallwhereheslept;onceinawhileheventureduncomfortablyintotheparlororsittingroomwhentheministercametotea。ButhehadneverbeenupstairsinhisownhousesincethespringhehelpedMarillapaperthesparebedroom,andthatwasfouryearsago。
Hetiptoedalongthehallandstoodforseveralminutesoutsidethedooroftheeastgablebeforehesummonedcouragetotaponitwithhisfingersandthenopenthedoortopeepin。
Annewassittingontheyellowchairbythewindowgazingmournfullyoutintothegarden。Verysmallandunhappyshelooked,andMatthew’sheartsmotehim。
Hesoftlyclosedthedoorandtiptoedovertoher。
\"Anne,\"hewhispered,asifafraidofbeingoverheard,\"howareyoumakingit,Anne?\"
Annesmiledwanly。
\"Prettywell。Iimagineagooddeal,andthathelpstopassthetime。Ofcourse,it’sratherlonesome。Butthen,Imayaswellgetusedtothat。\"
Annesmiledagain,bravelyfacingthelongyearsofsolitaryimprisonmentbeforeher。
Matthewrecollectedthathemustsaywhathehadcometosaywithoutlossoftime,lestMarillareturnprematurely。
\"Wellnow,Anne,don’tyouthinkyou’dbetterdoitandhaveitoverwith?\"hewhispered。\"It’llhavetobedonesoonerorlater,youknow,forMarilla’sadreadfuldeter-
minedwoman——dreadfuldetermined,Anne。Doitrightoff,Isay,andhaveitover。\"
\"DoyoumeanapologizetoMrs。Lynde?\"
\"Yes——apologize——that’stheveryword,\"saidMattheweagerly。
\"Justsmoothitoversotospeak。That’swhatIwastryingtogetat。\"
\"IsupposeIcoulddoittoobligeyou,\"saidAnnethoughtfully。\"ItwouldbetrueenoughtosayIamsorry,becauseIAMsorrynow。Iwasn’tabitsorrylastnight。
Iwasmadclearthrough,andIstayedmadallnight。IknowIdidbecauseIwokeupthreetimesandIwasjustfuriouseverytime。Butthismorningitwasover。Iwasn’tinatemperanymore——anditleftadreadfulsortofgoneness,too。Ifeltsoashamedofmyself。ButIjustcouldn’tthinkofgoingandtellingMrs。Lyndeso。Itwouldbesohumili-
ating。ImadeupmymindI’dstayshutuphereforeverratherthandothat。Butstill——I’ddoanythingforyou——ifyoureallywantmeto——\"
\"Wellnow,ofcourseIdo。It’sterriblelonesomedownstairswithoutyou。Justgoandsmooththingsover——
that’sagoodgirl。\"
\"Verywell,\"saidAnneresignedly。\"I’lltellMarillaassoonasshecomesinI’verepented。\"
\"That’sright——that’sright,Anne。Butdon’ttellMarillaI
saidanythingaboutit。ShemightthinkIwasputtingmyoarinandIpromisednottodothat。\"
\"Wildhorseswon’tdragthesecretfromme,\"promisedAnnesolemnly。\"Howwouldwildhorsesdragasecretfromapersonanyhow?\"
ButMatthewwasgone,scaredathisownsuccess。HefledhastilytotheremotestcornerofthehorsepasturelestMarillashouldsuspectwhathehadbeenupto。Marillaherself,uponherreturntothehouse,wasagreeablysurprisedtohearaplaintivevoicecalling,\"Marilla\"overthebanisters。
\"Well?\"shesaid,goingintothehall。
\"I’msorryIlostmytemperandsaidrudethings,andI’mwillingtogoandtellMrs。Lyndeso。\"
\"Verywell。\"Marilla’scrispnessgavenosignofherrelief。ShehadbeenwonderingwhatunderthecanopysheshoulddoifAnnedidnotgivein。\"I’lltakeyoudownaftermilking。\"
Accordingly,aftermilking,beholdMarillaandAnnewalkingdownthelane,theformererectandtriumphant,thelatterdroopinganddejected。ButhalfwaydownAnne’sdejectionvanishedasifbyenchantment。Sheliftedherheadandsteppedlightlyalong,hereyesfixedonthesunsetskyandanairofsubduedexhilarationabouther。
Marillabeheldthechangedisapprovingly。ThiswasnomeekpenitentsuchasitbehoovedhertotakeintothepresenceoftheoffendedMrs。Lynde。
\"Whatareyouthinkingof,Anne?\"sheaskedsharply。
\"I’mimaginingoutwhatImustsaytoMrs。Lynde,\"
answeredAnnedreamily。
Thiswassatisfactory——orshouldhavebeenso。ButMarillacouldnotridherselfofthenotionthatsomethinginherschemeofpunishmentwasgoingaskew。Annehadnobusinesstolooksoraptandradiant。
RaptandradiantAnnecontinueduntiltheywereintheverypresenceofMrs。Lynde,whowassittingknittingbyherkitchenwindow。Thentheradiancevanished。Mournfulpenitenceappearedoneveryfeature。BeforeawordwasspokenAnnesuddenlywentdownonherkneesbeforetheastonishedMrs。Rachelandheldoutherhandsbeseechingly。
\"Oh,Mrs。Lynde,Iamsoextremelysorry,\"shesaidwithaquiverinhervoice。\"Icouldneverexpressallmysorrow,no,notifIusedupawholedictionary。Youmustjustimagineit。Ibehavedterriblytoyou——andI’vedisgracedthedearfriends,MatthewandMarilla,whohaveletmestayatGreenGablesalthoughI’mnotaboy。
I’madreadfullywickedandungratefulgirl,andIdeservetobepunishedandcastoutbyrespectablepeopleforever。
Itwasverywickedofmetoflyintoatemperbecauseyoutoldmethetruth。ItWASthetruth;everywordyousaidwastrue。MyhairisredandI’mfreckledandskinnyandugly。WhatIsaidtoyouwastrue,too,butIshouldn’thavesaidit。Oh,Mrs。Lynde,please,please,forgiveme。
Ifyourefuseitwillbealifelongsorrowonapoorlittleorphangirlwouldyou,evenifshehadadreadfultemper?
Oh,Iamsureyouwouldn’t。Pleasesayyouforgiveme,Mrs。Lynde。\"
Anneclaspedherhandstogether,bowedherhead,andwaitedforthewordofjudgment。
Therewasnomistakinghersincerity——itbreathedineverytoneofhervoice。BothMarillaandMrs。Lynderecognizeditsunmistakablering。Buttheformerunder-
stoodindismaythatAnnewasactuallyenjoyinghervalleyofhumiliation——wasrevelinginthethoroughnessofherabasement。Wherewasthewholesomepunishmentuponwhichshe,Marilla,hadplumedherself?Annehadturneditintoaspeciesofpositivepleasure。
GoodMrs。Lynde,notbeingoverburdenedwithperception,didnotseethis。SheonlyperceivedthatAnnehadmadeaverythoroughapologyandallresentmentvanishedfromherkindly,ifsomewhatofficious,heart。
\"There,there,getup,child,\"shesaidheartily。\"OfcourseIforgiveyou。IguessIwasalittletoohardonyou,anyway。ButI’msuchanoutspokenperson。Youjustmustn’tmindme,that’swhat。Itcan’tbedeniedyourhairisterriblered;butIknewagirlonce——wenttoschoolwithher,infact——whosehairwaseverymiteasredasyourswhenshewasyoung,butwhenshegrewupitdarkenedtoarealhandsomeauburn。Iwouldn’tbeamitesurprisedifyoursdid,too——notamite。\"
\"Oh,Mrs。Lynde!\"Annedrewalongbreathassherosetoherfeet。\"Youhavegivenmeahope。Ishallalwaysfeelthatyouareabenefactor。Oh,IcouldendureanythingifI
onlythoughtmyhairwouldbeahandsomeauburnwhenI
grewup。Itwouldbesomucheasiertobegoodifone’shairwasahandsomeauburn,don’tyouthink?AndnowmayIgooutintoyourgardenandsitonthatbenchundertheapple-treeswhileyouandMarillaaretalking?Thereissomuchmorescopeforimaginationoutthere。\"
\"Laws,yes,runalong,child。AndyoucanpickabouquetofthemwhiteJuneliliesoverinthecornerifyoulike。\"
AsthedoorclosedbehindAnneMrs。Lyndegotbrisklyuptolightalamp。
\"She’sarealoddlittlething。Takethischair,Marilla;
it’seasierthantheoneyou’vegot;Ijustkeepthatforthehiredboytositon。Yes,shecertainlyisanoddchild,butthereissomethingkindoftakingaboutherafterall。
Idon’tfeelsosurprisedatyouandMatthewkeepingherasIdid——norsosorryforyou,either。Shemayturnoutallright。Ofcourse,shehasaqueerwayofexpressingherself——
alittletoo——well,tookindofforcible,youknow;butshe’lllikelygetoverthatnowthatshe’scometoliveamongcivilizedfolks。Andthen,hertemper’sprettyquick,I
guess;butthere’sonecomfort,achildthathasaquicktemper,justblazeupandcooldown,ain’tneverlikelytobeslyordeceitful。Preservemefromaslychild,that’swhat。Onthewhole,Marilla,Ikindoflikeher。\"
WhenMarillawenthomeAnnecameoutofthefragranttwilightoftheorchardwithasheafofwhitenarcissiinherhands。
\"Iapologizedprettywell,didn’tI?\"shesaidproudlyastheywentdownthelane。\"IthoughtsinceIhadtodoitImightaswelldoitthoroughly。\"
\"Youdiditthoroughly,allrightenough,\"wasMarilla’scomment。Marillawasdismayedatfindingherselfinclinedtolaughovertherecollection。ShehadalsoanuneasyfeelingthatsheoughttoscoldAnneforapologizingsowell;
butthen,thatwasridiculous!Shecompromisedwithherconsciencebysayingseverely:
\"Ihopeyouwon’thaveoccasiontomakemanymoresuchapologies。Ihopeyou’lltrytocontrolyourtempernow,Anne。\"
\"Thatwouldn’tbesohardifpeoplewouldn’ttwitmeaboutmylooks,\"saidAnnewithasigh。\"Idon’tgetcrossaboutotherthings;butI’mSOtiredofbeingtwittedaboutmyhairanditjustmakesmeboilrightover。DoyousupposemyhairwillreallybeahandsomeauburnwhenIgrowup?\"
\"Youshouldn’tthinksomuchaboutyourlooks,Anne。I’mafraidyouareaveryvainlittlegirl。\"
\"HowcanIbevainwhenIknowI’mhomely?\"protestedAnne。\"Iloveprettythings;andIhatetolookintheglassandseesomethingthatisn’tpretty。Itmakesmefeelsosorrowful——justasIfeelwhenIlookatanyuglything。Ipityitbecauseitisn’tbeautiful。\"
\"Handsomeisashandsomedoes,\"quotedMarilla。
\"I’vehadthatsaidtomebefore,butIhavemydoubtsaboutit,\"remarkedskepticalAnne,sniffingathernarcissi。
\"Oh,aren’ttheseflowerssweet!ItwaslovelyofMrs。
Lyndetogivethemtome。IhavenohardfeelingsagainstMrs。Lyndenow。Itgivesyoualovely,comfortablefeelingtoapologizeandbeforgiven,doesn’tit?Aren’tthestarsbrighttonight?Ifyoucouldliveinastar,whichonewouldyoupick?I’dlikethatlovelyclearbigoneawayoverthereabovethatdarkhill。\"
\"Anne,doholdyourtongue。\"saidMarilla,thoroughlywornouttryingtofollowthegyrationsofAnne’sthoughts。
Annesaidnomoreuntiltheyturnedintotheirownlane。
Alittlegypsywindcamedownittomeetthem,ladenwiththespicyperfumeofyoungdew-wetferns。FarupintheshadowsacheerfullightgleamedoutthroughthetreesfromthekitchenatGreenGables。AnnesuddenlycameclosetoMarillaandslippedherhandintotheolderwoman’shardpalm。
\"It’slovelytobegoinghomeandknowit’shome,\"shesaid。
\"IloveGreenGablesalready,andIneverlovedanyplacebefore。
Noplaceeverseemedlikehome。Oh,Marilla,I’msohappy。
Icouldprayrightnowandnotfinditabithard。\"
SomethingwarmandpleasantwelledupinMarilla’sheartattouchofthatthinlittlehandinherown——athrobofthematernityshehadmissed,perhaps。Itsveryunaccustomednessandsweetnessdisturbedher。Shehastenedtorestorehersensationstotheirnormalcalmbyinculcatingamoral。
\"Ifyou’llbeagoodgirlyou’llalwaysbehappy,Anne。
Andyoushouldneverfindithardtosayyourprayers。\"
\"Sayingone’sprayersisn’texactlythesamethingaspraying,\"
saidAnnemeditatively。\"ButI’mgoingtoimaginethatI’mthewindthatisblowingupthereinthosetreetops。WhenI
gettiredofthetreesI’llimagineI’mgentlywavingdownhereintheferns——andthenI’llflyovertoMrs。Lynde’sgardenandsettheflowersdancing——andthenI’llgowithonegreatswoopoverthecloverfield——andthenI’llblowovertheLakeofShiningWatersandrippleitallupintolittlesparklingwaves。
Oh,there’ssomuchscopeforimaginationinawind!SoI’llnottalkanymorejustnow,Marilla。\"
\"Thanksbetogoodnessforthat,\"breathedMarillaindevoutrelief。
CHAPTERXI
Anne’sImpressionsofSunday-School\"Well,howdoyoulikethem?\"saidMarilla。
Annewasstandinginthegableroom,lookingsolemnlyatthreenewdressesspreadoutonthebed。OnewasofsnuffycoloredginghamwhichMarillahadbeentemptedtobuyfromapeddlertheprecedingsummerbecauseitlookedsoserviceable;onewasofblack-and-whitecheckeredsateenwhichshehadpickedupatabargaincounterinthewinter;andonewasastiffprintofanuglyblueshadewhichshehadpurchasedthatweekataCarmodystore。
Shehadmadethemupherself,andtheywereallmadealike——plainskirtsfulledtightlytoplainwaists,withsleevesasplainaswaistandskirtandtightassleevescouldbe。
\"I’llimaginethatIlikethem,\"saidAnnesoberly。
\"Idon’twantyoutoimagineit,\"saidMarilla,offended。
\"Oh,Icanseeyoudon’tlikethedresses!Whatisthematterwiththem?Aren’ttheyneatandcleanandnew?\"
\"Yes。\"
\"Thenwhydon’tyoulikethem?\"
\"They’re——they’renot——pretty,\"saidAnnereluctantly。
\"Pretty!\"Marillasniffed。\"Ididn’ttroublemyheadaboutgettingprettydressesforyou。Idon’tbelieveinpamperingvanity,Anne,I’lltellyouthatrightoff。Thosedressesaregood,sensible,serviceabledresses,withoutanyfrillsorfurbelowsaboutthem,andthey’reallyou’llgetthissummer。Thebrownginghamandtheblueprintwilldoyouforschoolwhenyoubegintogo。ThesateenisforchurchandSundayschool。I’llexpectyoutokeepthemneatandcleanandnottotearthem。Ishouldthinkyou’dbegratefultogetmostanythingafterthoseskimpywinceythingsyou’vebeenwearing。\"
\"Oh,IAMgrateful,\"protestedAnne。\"ButI’dbeeversomuchgratefullerif——ifyou’dmadejustoneofthemwithpuffedsleeves。Puffedsleevesaresofashionablenow。
Itwouldgivemesuchathrill,Marilla,justtowearadresswithpuffedsleeves。\"
\"Well,you’llhavetodowithoutyourthrill。Ihadn’tanymaterialtowasteonpuffedsleeves。Ithinktheyareridiculous-lookingthingsanyhow。Iprefertheplain,sensibleones。\"
\"ButI’dratherlookridiculouswheneverybodyelsedoesthanplainandsensibleallbymyself,\"persistedAnnemournfully。
\"Trustyouforthat!Well,hangthosedressescarefullyupinyourcloset,andthensitdownandlearntheSundayschoollesson。IgotaquarterlyfromMr。Bellforyouandyou’llgotoSundayschooltomorrow,\"saidMarilla,disap-
pearingdownstairsinhighdudgeon。
Anneclaspedherhandsandlookedatthedresses。
\"Ididhopetherewouldbeawhiteonewithpuffedsleeves,\"shewhispereddisconsolately。\"Iprayedforone,butIdidn’tmuchexpectitonthataccount。Ididn’tsupposeGodwouldhavetimetobotheraboutalittleorphangirl’sdress。IknewI’djusthavetodependonMarillaforit。Well,fortunatelyIcanimaginethatoneofthemisofsnow-whitemuslinwithlovelylacefrillsandthree-puffedsleeves。\"
ThenextmorningwarningsofasickheadachepreventedMarillafromgoingtoSunday-schoolwithAnne。
\"You’llhavetogodownandcallforMrs。Lynde,Anne。\"
shesaid。\"She’llseethatyougetintotherightclass。
Now,mindyoubehaveyourselfproperly。StaytopreachingafterwardsandaskMrs。Lyndetoshowyouourpew。Here’sacentforcollection。Don’tstareatpeopleanddon’tfidget。
Ishallexpectyoutotellmethetextwhenyoucomehome。\"
Annestartedoffirreproachable,arrayedinthestiffblack-
and-whitesateen,which,whiledecentasregardslengthandcertainlynotopentothechargeofskimpiness,contrivedtoemphasizeeverycornerandangleofherthinfigure。
Herhatwasalittle,flat,glossy,newsailor,theextremeplainnessofwhichhadlikewisemuchdisappointedAnne,whohadpermittedherselfsecretvisionsofribbonandflowers。Thelatter,however,weresuppliedbeforeAnnereachedthemainroad,forbeingconfrontedhalfwaydownthelanewithagoldenfrenzyofwind-stirredbuttercupsandagloryofwildroses,Annepromptlyandliberallygarlandedherhatwithaheavywreathofthem。WhateverotherpeoplemighthavethoughtoftheresultitsatisfiedAnne,andshetrippedgailydowntheroad,holdingherruddyheadwithitsdecorationofpinkandyellowveryproudly。
WhenshehadreachedMrs。Lynde’shouseshefoundthatladygone。Nothingdaunted,Anneproceededonwardtothechurchalone。Intheporchshefoundacrowdoflittlegirls,allmoreorlessgailyattiredinwhitesandbluesandpinks,andallstaringwithcuriouseyesatthisstrangerintheirmidst,withherextraordinaryheadadornment。AvonlealittlegirlshadalreadyheardqueerstoriesaboutAnne。
Mrs。Lyndesaidshehadanawfultemper;JerryBuote,thehiredboyatGreenGables,saidshetalkedallthetimetoherselfortothetreesandflowerslikeacrazygirl。
Theylookedatherandwhisperedtoeachotherbehindtheirquarterlies。Nobodymadeanyfriendlyadvances,thenorlateronwhentheopeningexerciseswereoverandAnnefoundherselfinMissRogerson’sclass。
MissRogersonwasamiddle-agedladywhohadtaughtaSunday-schoolclassfortwentyyears。Hermethodofteachingwastoasktheprintedquestionsfromthequarterlyandlooksternlyoveritsedgeattheparticularlittlegirlshethoughtoughttoanswerthequestion。ShelookedveryoftenatAnne,andAnne,thankstoMarilla’sdrilling,answeredpromptly;butitmaybequestionedifsheunderstoodverymuchabouteitherquestionoranswer。
ShedidnotthinkshelikedMissRogerson,andshefeltverymiserable;everyotherlittlegirlintheclasshadpuffedsleeves。Annefeltthatlifewasreallynotworthlivingwithoutpuffedsleeves。
\"Well,howdidyoulikeSundayschool?\"MarillawantedtoknowwhenAnnecamehome。Herwreathhavingfaded,Annehaddiscardeditinthelane,soMarillawassparedtheknowledgeofthatforatime。
\"Ididn’tlikeitabit。Itwashorrid。\"
\"AnneShirley!\"saidMarillarebukingly。
Annesatdownontherockerwithalongsigh,kissedoneofBonny’sleaves,andwavedherhandtoablossomingfuchsia。
\"TheymighthavebeenlonesomewhileIwasaway,\"sheexplained。\"AndnowabouttheSundayschool。Ibehavedwell,justasyoutoldme。Mrs。Lyndewasgone,butI
wentrightonmyself。Iwentintothechurch,withalotofotherlittlegirls,andIsatinthecornerofapewbythewindowwhiletheopeningexerciseswenton。Mr。Bellmadeanawfullylongprayer。IwouldhavebeendreadfullytiredbeforehegotthroughifIhadn’tbeensittingbythatwindow。ButitlookedrightoutontheLakeofShiningWaters,soIjustgazedatthatandimaginedallsortsofsplendidthings。\"
\"Youshouldn’thavedoneanythingofthesort。YoushouldhavelistenedtoMr。Bell。\"
\"Buthewasn’ttalkingtome,\"protestedAnne。\"HewastalkingtoGodandhedidn’tseemtobeverymuchinter-
estedinit,either。IthinkhethoughtGodwastoofaroffthough。Therewaslongrowofwhitebircheshangingoverthelakeandthesunshinefelldownthroughthem,’way,’waydown,deepintothewater。Oh,Marilla,itwaslikeabeautifuldream!ItgavemeathrillandIjustsaid,`Thankyouforit,God,’twoorthreetimes。\"
\"Notoutloud,Ihope,\"saidMarillaanxiously。
\"Oh,no,justundermybreath。Well,Mr。BelldidgetthroughatlastandtheytoldmetogointotheclassroomwithMissRogerson’sclass。Therewerenineothergirlsinit。
Theyallhadpuffedsleeves。Itriedtoimagineminewerepuffed,too,butIcouldn’t。Whycouldn’tI?ItwasaseasyascouldbetoimaginetheywerepuffedwhenIwasaloneintheeastgable,butitwasawfullyhardthereamongtheotherswhohadreallytrulypuffs。\"
\"Youshouldn’thavebeenthinkingaboutyoursleevesinSundayschool。Youshouldhavebeenattendingtothelesson。
Ihopeyouknewit。\"
\"Oh,yes;andIansweredalotofquestions。MissRogersonaskedeversomany。Idon’tthinkitwasfairforhertodoalltheasking。TherewerelotsIwantedtoaskher,butIdidn’tliketobecauseIdidn’tthinkshewasakindredspirit。Thenalltheotherlittlegirlsrecitedaparaphrase。
SheaskedmeifIknewany。ItoldherIdidn’t,butIcouldrecite,`TheDogatHisMaster’sGrave’ifsheliked。
That’sintheThirdRoyalReader。Itisn’tareallytrulyreligiouspieceofpoetry,butit’ssosadandmelancholythatitmightaswellbe。Shesaiditwouldn’tdoandshetoldmetolearnthenineteenthparaphrasefornextSunday。
Ireaditoverinchurchafterwardsandit’ssplendid。Therearetwolinesinparticularthatjustthrillme。
\"`QuickastheslaughteredsquadronsfellInMidian’sevilday。’
Idon’tknowwhat`squadrons’meansnor`Midian,’either,butitsoundsSOtragical。IcanhardlywaituntilnextSundaytoreciteit。I’llpracticeitalltheweek。AfterSundayschoolIaskedMissRogerson——becauseMrs。Lyndewastoofaraway——toshowmeyourpew。IsatjustasstillasIcouldandthetextwasRevelations,thirdchapter,secondandthirdverses。Itwasaverylongtext。IfIwasaministerI’dpicktheshort,snappyones。Thesermonwasawfullylong,too。Isupposetheministerhadtomatchittothetext。Ididn’tthinkhewasabitinteresting。Thetroublewithhimseemstobethathehasn’tenoughimagination。
Ididn’tlistentohimverymuch。IjustletmythoughtsrunandIthoughtofthemostsurprisingthings。\"
Marillafelthelplesslythatallthisshouldbesternlyreproved,butshewashamperedbytheundeniablefactthatsomeofthethingsAnnehadsaid,especiallyabouttheminister’ssermonsandMr。Bell’sprayers,werewhatsheherselfhadreallythoughtdeepdowninherheartforyears,buthadnevergivenexpressionto。Italmostseemedtoherthatthosesecret,unuttered,criticalthoughtshadsuddenlytakenvisibleandaccusingshapeandforminthepersonofthisoutspokenmorselofneglectedhumanity。
CHAPTERXII
ASolemnVowandPromiseItwasnotuntilthenextFridaythatMarillaheardthestoryoftheflower-wreathedhat。ShecamehomefromMrs。Lynde’sandcalledAnnetoaccount。
\"Anne,Mrs。RachelsaysyouwenttochurchlastSundaywithyourhatriggedoutridiculouswithrosesandbuttercups。Whatonearthputyouuptosuchacaper?
Apretty-lookingobjectyoumusthavebeen!\"
\"Oh。Iknowpinkandyellowaren’tbecomingtome,\"beganAnne。
\"Becomingfiddlesticks!Itwasputtingflowersonyourhatatall,nomatterwhatcolortheywere,thatwasridiculous。Youarethemostaggravatingchild!\"
\"Idon’tseewhyit’sanymoreridiculoustowearflowersonyourhatthanonyourdress,\"protestedAnne。\"Lotsoflittlegirlstherehadbouquetspinnedontheirdresses。
What’sthedifference?\"
Marillawasnottobedrawnfromthesafeconcreteintodubiouspathsoftheabstract。
\"Don’tanswermebacklikethat,Anne。Itwasverysillyofyoutodosuchathing。Neverletmecatchyouatsuchatrickagain。Mrs。Rachelsaysshethoughtshewouldsinkthroughthefloorwhenshecomeinallriggedoutlikethat。Shecouldn’tgetnearenoughtotellyoutotakethemofftillitwastoolate。Shesayspeopletalkedaboutitsomethingdreadful。OfcoursetheywouldthinkIhadnobettersensethantoletyougodeckedoutlikethat。\"
\"Oh,I’msosorry,\"saidAnne,tearswellingintohereyes。
\"Ineverthoughtyou’dmind。TherosesandbuttercupsweresosweetandprettyIthoughtthey’dlooklovelyonmyhat。Lotsofthelittlegirlshadartificialflowersontheirhats。I’mafraidI’mgoingtobeadreadfultrialtoyou。Maybeyou’dbettersendmebacktotheasylum。
Thatwouldbeterrible;Idon’tthinkIcouldendureit;
mostlikelyIwouldgointoconsumption;I’msothinasitis,yousee。Butthatwouldbebetterthanbeingatrialtoyou。\"
\"Nonsense,\"saidMarilla,vexedatherselfforhavingmadethechildcry。\"Idon’twanttosendyoubacktotheasylum,I’msure。AllIwantisthatyoushouldbehavelikeotherlittlegirlsandnotmakeyourselfridiculous。Don’tcryanymore。I’vegotsomenewsforyou。DianaBarrycamehomethisafternoon。I’mgoinguptoseeifIcanborrowaskirtpatternfromMrs。Barry,andifyoulikeyoucancomewithmeandgetacquaintedwithDiana。\"
Annerosetoherfeet,withclaspedhands,thetearsstillglisteningonhercheeks;thedishtowelshehadbeenhemmingslippedunheededtothefloor。
\"Oh,Marilla,I’mfrightened——nowthatithascomeI’mactuallyfrightened。Whatifsheshouldn’tlikeme!Itwouldbethemosttragicaldisappointmentofmylife。\"
\"Now,don’tgetintoafluster。AndIdowishyouwouldn’tusesuchlongwords。Itsoundssofunnyinalittlegirl。
IguessDiana’lllikeyouwellenough。It’shermotheryou’vegottoreckonwith。Ifshedoesn’tlikeyouitwon’tmatterhowmuchDianadoes。IfshehasheardaboutyouroutbursttoMrs。LyndeandgoingtochurchwithbuttercupsroundyourhatIdon’tknowwhatshe’llthinkofyou。Youmustbepoliteandwellbehaved,anddon’tmakeanyofyourstartlingspeeches。Forpity’ssake,ifthechildisn’tactuallytrembling!\"
AnneWAStrembling。Herfacewaspaleandtense。
\"Oh,Marilla,you’dbeexcited,too,ifyouweregoingtomeetalittlegirlyouhopedtobeyourbosomfriendandwhosemothermightn’tlikeyou,\"shesaidasshehastenedtogetherhat。
TheywentovertoOrchardSlopebytheshortcutacrossthebrookandupthefirryhillgrove。Mrs。BarrycametothekitchendoorinanswertoMarilla’sknock。Shewasatallblack-eyed,black-hairedwoman,withaveryresolutemouth。Shehadthereputationofbeingverystrictwithherchildren。
\"Howdoyoudo,Marilla?\"shesaidcordially。\"Comein。
Andthisisthelittlegirlyouhaveadopted,Isuppose?\"
\"Yes,thisisAnneShirley,\"saidMarilla。
\"SpelledwithanE,\"gaspedAnne,who,tremulousandexcitedasshewas,wasdeterminedthereshouldbenomisunderstandingonthatimportantpoint。
Mrs。Barry,nothearingornotcomprehending,merelyshookhandsandsaidkindly:
\"Howareyou?\"
\"Iamwellinbodyalthoughconsiderablerumpledupinspirit,thankyouma’am,\"saidAnnegravely。ThenasidetoMarillainanaudiblewhisper,\"Therewasn’tanythingstartlinginthat,wasthere,Marilla?\"
Dianawassittingonthesofa,readingabookwhichshedroppedwhenthecallersentered。Shewasaveryprettylittlegirl,withhermother’sblackeyesandhair,androsycheeks,andthemerryexpressionwhichwasherinheritancefromherfather。
\"ThisismylittlegirlDiana,\"saidMrs。Barry。\"Diana,youmighttakeAnneoutintothegardenandshowheryourflowers。Itwillbebetterforyouthanstrainingyoureyesoverthatbook。Shereadsentirelytoomuch——\"thistoMarillaasthelittlegirlswentout——\"andIcan’tpreventher,forherfatheraidsandabetsher。She’salwaysporingoverabook。I’mgladshehastheprospectofaplaymate——
perhapsitwilltakehermoreout-of-doors。\"
Outsideinthegarden,whichwasfullofmellowsunsetlightstreamingthroughthedarkoldfirstothewestofit,stoodAnneandDiana,gazingbashfullyateachotheroveraclumpofgorgeoustigerlilies。
TheBarrygardenwasabowerywildernessofflowerswhichwouldhavedelightedAnne’sheartatanytimelessfraughtwithdestiny。Itwasencircledbyhugeoldwillowsandtallfirs,beneathwhichflourishedflowersthatlovedtheshade。Prim,right-angledpathsneatlyborderedwithclamshells,intersecteditlikemoistredribbonsandinthebedsbetweenold-fashionedflowersranriot。Therewererosybleeding-heartsandgreatsplendidcrimsonpeonies;
white,fragrantnarcissiandthorny,sweetScotchroses;
pinkandblueandwhitecolumbinesandlilac-tintedBouncingBets;clumpsofsouthernwoodandribbongrassandmint;
purpleAdam-and-Eve,daffodils,andmassesofsweetcloverwhitewithitsdelicate,fragrant,featherysprays;
scarletlightningthatshotitsfierylancesoverprimwhitemusk-flowers;agardenitwaswheresunshinelingeredandbeeshummed,andwinds,beguiledintoloitering,purredandrustled。
\"Oh,Diana,\"saidAnneatlast,claspingherhandsandspeakingalmostinawhisper,\"oh,doyouthinkyoucanlikemealittle——enoughtobemybosomfriend?\"
Dianalaughed。Dianaalwayslaughedbeforeshespoke。
\"Why,Iguessso,\"shesaidfrankly。\"I’mawfullygladyou’vecometoliveatGreenGables。Itwillbejollytohavesomebodytoplaywith。Thereisn’tanyothergirlwholivesnearenoughtoplaywith,andI’venosistersbigenough。\"
\"Willyousweartobemyfriendforeverandever?\"demandedAnneeagerly。
Dianalookedshocked。
\"Whyit’sdreadfullywickedtoswear,\"shesaidrebukingly。
\"Ohno,notmykindofswearing。Therearetwokinds,youknow。\"
\"Ineverheardofbutonekind,\"saidDianadoubtfully。
\"Therereallyisanother。Oh,itisn’twickedatall。Itjustmeansvowingandpromisingsolemnly。\"
\"Well,Idon’tminddoingthat,\"agreedDiana,relieved。
\"Howdoyoudoit?\"
\"Wemustjoinhands——so,\"saidAnnegravely。\"Itoughttobeoverrunningwater。We’lljustimaginethispathisrunningwater。I’llrepeattheoathfirst。Isolemnlysweartobefaithfultomybosomfriend,DianaBarry,aslongasthesunandmoonshallendure。Nowyousayitandputmynamein。\"
Dianarepeatedthe\"oath\"withalaughforeandaft。Thenshesaid:
\"You’reaqueergirl,Anne。Iheardbeforethatyouwerequeer。ButIbelieveI’mgoingtolikeyourealwell。\"
WhenMarillaandAnnewenthomeDianawentwiththemasforasthelogbridge。Thetwolittlegirlswalkedwiththeirarmsabouteachother。Atthebrooktheypartedwithmanypromisestospendthenextafternoontogether。
\"Well,didyoufindDianaakindredspirit?\"askedMarillaastheywentupthroughthegardenofGreenGables。
\"Ohyes,\"sighedAnne,blissfullyunconsciousofanysarcasmonMarilla’spart。\"OhMarilla,I’mthehappiestgirlonPrinceEdwardIslandthisverymoment。IassureyouI’llsaymyprayerswitharightgood-willtonight。
DianaandIaregoingtobuildaplayhouseinMr。WilliamBell’sbirchgrovetomorrow。CanIhavethosebrokenpiecesofchinathatareoutinthewoodshed?Diana’sbirthdayisinFebruaryandmineisinMarch。Don’tyouthinkthatisaverystrangecoincidence?Dianaisgoingtolendmeabooktoread。Shesaysit’sperfectlysplendidandtremendouslyexciting。She’sgoingtoshowmeaplacebackinthewoodswherericeliliesgrow。Don’tyouthinkDianahasgotverysoulfuleyes?IwishIhadsoulfuleyes。Dianaisgoingtoteachmetosingasongcalled`NellyintheHazelDell。’She’sgoingtogivemeapicturetoputupinmyroom;it’saperfectlybeautifulpicture,shesays——alovelyladyinapalebluesilkdress。
Asewing-machineagentgaveittoher。IwishIhadsomethingtogiveDiana。I’maninchtallerthanDiana,butsheiseversomuchfatter;shesaysshe’dliketobethinbecauseit’ssomuchmoregraceful,butI’mafraidsheonlysaidittosoothemyfeelings。We’regoingtotheshoresomedaytogathershells。
WehaveagreedtocallthespringdownbythelogbridgetheDryad’sBubble。Isn’tthataperfectlyelegantname?Ireadastoryonceaboutaspringcalledthat。Adryadissortofagrown-upfairy,Ithink。\"
\"Well,allIhopeisyouwon’ttalkDianatodeath,\"saidMarilla。\"Butrememberthisinallyourplanning,Anne。
You’renotgoingtoplayallthetimenormostofit。You’llhaveyourworktodoandit’llhavetobedonefirst。\"
Anne’scupofhappinesswasfull,andMatthewcausedittooverflow。HehadjustgothomefromatriptothestoreatCarmody,andhesheepishlyproducedasmallparcelfromhispocketandhandedittoAnne,withadeprecatorylookatMarilla。
\"Iheardyousayyoulikedchocolatesweeties,soIgotyousome,\"hesaid。
\"Humph,\"sniffedMarilla。\"It’llruinherteethandstomach。
There,there,child,don’tlooksodismal。Youcaneatthose,sinceMatthewhasgoneandgotthem。He’dbetterhavebroughtyoupeppermints。They’rewholesomer。Don’tsickenyourselfeatingallthematoncenow。\"
\"Oh,no,indeed,Iwon’t,\"saidAnneeagerly。\"I’lljusteatonetonight,Marilla。AndIcangiveDianahalfofthem,can’tI?TheotherhalfwilltastetwiceassweettomeifIgivesometoher。It’sdelightfultothinkIhavesomethingtogiveher。\"
\"Iwillsayitforthechild,\"saidMarillawhenAnnehadgonetohergable,\"sheisn’tstingy。I’mglad,forofallfaultsIdeteststinginessinachild。Dearme,it’sonlythreeweekssinceshecame,anditseemsasifshe’dbeenherealways。Ican’timaginetheplacewithouther。Now,don’tbelookingItold-you-so,Matthew。That’sbadenoughinawoman,butitisn’ttobeenduredinaman。I’mperfectlywillingtoownupthatI’mgladIconsentedtokeepthechildandthatI’mgettingfondofher,butdon’tyourubitin,MatthewCuthbert。\"
CHAPTERXIII
TheDelightsofAnticipation\"It’stimeAnnewasintodohersewing,\"saidMarilla,glancingattheclockandthenoutintotheyellowAugustafternoonwhereeverythingdrowsedintheheat。\"ShestayedplayingwithDianamorethanhalfanhourmore’nIgaveherleaveto;andnowshe’sperchedoutthereonthewoodpiletalkingtoMatthew,nineteentothedozen,whensheknowsperfectlywellsheoughttobeatherwork。Andofcoursehe’slisteningtoherlikeaperfectninny。
Ineversawsuchaninfatuatedman。Themoreshetalksandtheodderthethingsshesays,themorehe’sdelightedevidently。
AnneShirley,youcomerightinherethisminute,doyouhearme!\"
AseriesofstaccatotapsonthewestwindowbroughtAnneflyinginfromtheyard,eyesshining,cheeksfaintlyflushedwithpink,unbraidedhairstreamingbehindherinatorrentofbrightness。
\"Oh,Marilla,\"sheexclaimedbreathlessly,\"there’sgoingtobeaSunday-schoolpicnicnextweek——inMr。HarmonAndrews’sfield,rightnearthelakeofShiningWaters。AndMrs。SuperintendentBellandMrs。RachelLyndearegoingtomakeicecream——thinkofit,Marilla——ICECREAM!And,oh,Marilla,canIgotoit?\"
\"Justlookattheclock,ifyouplease,Anne。WhattimedidI
tellyoutocomein?\"
\"Twoo’clock——butisn’titsplendidaboutthepicnic,Marilla?
PleasecanIgo?Oh,I’veneverbeentoapicnic——I’vedreamedofpicnics,butI’venever——\"
\"Yes,Itoldyoutocomeattwoo’clock。Andit’saquartertothree。I’dliketoknowwhyyoudidn’tobeyme,Anne。\"
\"Why,Imeantto,Marilla,asmuchascouldbe。ButyouhavenoideahowfascinatingIdlewildis。Andthen,ofcourse,IhadtotellMatthewaboutthepicnic。Matthewissuchasympatheticlistener。PleasecanIgo?\"
\"You’llhavetolearntoresistthefascinationofIdlewhatever-
you-call-it。WhenItellyoutocomeinatacertaintimeI
meanthattimeandnothalfanhourlater。Andyouneedn’tstoptodiscoursewithsympatheticlistenersonyourway,either。
Asforthepicnic,ofcourseyoucango。You’reaSunday-schoolscholar,andit’snotlikelyI’drefusetoletyougowhenalltheotherlittlegirlsaregoing。\"
\"But——but,\"falteredAnne,\"Dianasaysthateverybodymusttakeabasketofthingstoeat。Ican’tcook,asyouknow,Marilla,and——and——Idon’tmindgoingtoapicnicwithoutpuffedsleevessomuch,butI’dfeelterriblyhumiliatedifIhadtogowithoutabasket。It’sbeenpreyingonmymindeversinceDianatoldme。\"
\"Well,itneedn’tpreyanylonger。I’llbakeyouabasket。\"
\"Oh,youdeargoodMarilla。Oh,youaresokindtome。Oh,I’msomuchobligedtoyou。\"
Gettingthroughwithher\"ohs\"AnnecastherselfintoMarilla’sarmsandrapturouslykissedhersallowcheek。ItwasthefirsttimeinherwholelifethatchildishlipshadvoluntarilytouchedMarilla’sface。Againthatsuddensensationofstartlingsweetnessthrilledher。ShewassecretlyvastlypleasedatAnne’simpulsivecaress,whichwasprobablythereasonwhyshesaidbrusquely:
\"There,there,nevermindyourkissingnonsense。I’dsoonerseeyoudoingstrictlyasyou’retold。Asforcooking,Imeantobegingivingyoulessonsinthatsomeofthesedays。Butyou’resofeatherbrained,Anne,I’vebeenwaitingtoseeifyou’dsoberdownalittleandlearntobesteadybeforeIbegin。You’vegottokeepyourwitsaboutyouincookingandnotstopinthemiddleofthingstoletyourthoughtsroveallovercreation。Now,getoutyourpatchworkandhaveyoursquaredonebeforeteatime。\"
\"IdoNOTlikepatchwork,\"saidAnnedolefully,huntingoutherworkbasketandsittingdownbeforealittleheapofredandwhitediamondswithasigh。\"Ithinksomekindsofsewingwouldbenice;butthere’snoscopeforimaginationinpatchwork。It’sjustonelittleseamafteranotherandyouneverseemtobegettinganywhere。ButofcourseI’dratherbeAnneofGreenGablessewingpatchworkthanAnneofanyotherplacewithnothingtodobutplay。IwishtimewentasquicksewingpatchesasitdoeswhenI’mplayingwithDiana,though。Oh,wedohavesucheleganttimes,Marilla。Ihavetofurnishmostoftheimagination,butI’mwellabletodothat。Dianaissimplyperfectineveryotherway。YouknowthatlittlepieceoflandacrossthebrookthatrunsupbetweenourfarmandMr。Barry’s。
ItbelongstoMr。WilliamBell,andrightinthecornerthereisalittleringofwhitebirchtrees——themostromanticspot,Marilla。DianaandIhaveourplayhousethere。WecallitIdlewild。Isn’tthatapoeticalname?Iassureyouittookmesometimetothinkitout。IstayedawakenearlyawholenightbeforeIinventedit。Then,justasIwasdroppingofftosleep,itcamelikeaninspiration。DianawasENRAPTUREDwhensheheardit。Wehavegotourhousefixedupelegantly。Youmustcomeandseeit,Marilla——won’tyou?Wehavegreatbigstones,allcoveredwithmoss,forseats,andboardsfromtreetotreeforshelves。Andwehaveallourdishesonthem。Ofcourse,they’reallbrokenbutit’stheeasiestthingintheworldtoimaginethattheyarewhole。There’sapieceofaplatewithasprayofredandyellowivyonitthatisespeciallybeautiful。Wekeepitintheparlorandwehavethefairyglassthere,too。Thefairyglassisaslovelyasadream。Dianafounditoutinthewoodsbehindtheirchickenhouse。It’sallfullofrainbows——justlittleyoungrainbowsthathaven’tgrownbigyet——andDiana’smothertoldheritwasbrokenoffahanginglamptheyoncehad。Butit’snicetoimaginethefairieslostitonenightwhentheyhadaball,sowecallitthefairyglass。
Matthewisgoingtomakeusatable。Oh,wehavenamedthatlittleroundpooloverinMr。Barry’sfieldWillowmere。IgotthatnameoutofthebookDianalentme。Thatwasathrillingbook,Marilla。Theheroinehadfivelovers。I’dbesatisfiedwithone,wouldn’tyou?Shewasveryhandsomeandshewentthroughgreattribulations。Shecouldfaintaseasyasanything。
I’dlovetobeabletofaint,wouldn’tyou,Marilla?It’ssoromantic。ButI’mreallyveryhealthyforallI’msothin。
IbelieveI’mgettingfatter,though。Don’tyouthinkIam?
IlookatmyelbowseverymorningwhenIgetuptoseeifanydimplesarecoming。Dianaishavinganewdressmadewithelbowsleeves。Sheisgoingtowearittothepicnic。Oh,IdohopeitwillbefinenextWednesday。Idon’tfeelthatIcouldendurethedisappointmentifanythinghappenedtopreventmefromgettingtothepicnic。IsupposeI’dlivethroughit,butI’mcertainitwouldbealifelongsorrow。Itwouldn’tmatterifI
gottoahundredpicnicsinafteryears;theywouldn’tmakeupformissingthisone。They’regoingtohaveboatsontheLakeofShiningWaters——andicecream,asItoldyou。Ihavenevertastedicecream。Dianatriedtoexplainwhatitwaslike,butI
guessicecreamisoneofthosethingsthatarebeyondimagination。\"
\"Anne,youhavetalkedevenonfortenminutesbytheclock,\"
saidMarilla。\"Now,justforcuriosity’ssake,seeifyoucanholdyourtongueforthesamelengthoftime。\"
Anneheldhertongueasdesired。Butfortherestoftheweekshetalkedpicnicandthoughtpicnicanddreamedpicnic。OnSaturdayitrainedandsheworkedherselfupintosuchafranticstatelestitshouldkeeponraininguntilandoverWednesdaythatMarillamadehersewanextrapatchworksquarebywayofsteadyinghernerves。
OnSundayAnneconfidedtoMarillaonthewayhomefromchurchthatshegrewactuallycoldalloverwithexcitementwhentheministerannouncedthepicnicfromthepulpit。
\"Suchathrillaswentupanddownmyback,Marilla!Idon’tthinkI’deverreallybelieveduntilthenthattherewashonestlygoingtobeapicnic。Icouldn’thelpfearingI’donlyimaginedit。
Butwhenaministersaysathinginthepulpityoujusthavetobelieveit。\"
\"Yousetyourhearttoomuchonthings,Anne,\"saidMarilla,withasigh。\"I’mafraidthere’llbeagreatmanydisappointmentsinstoreforyouthroughlife。\"
\"Oh,Marilla,lookingforwardtothingsishalfthepleasureofthem,\"exclaimedAnne。\"Youmayn’tgetthethingsthemselves;
butnothingcanpreventyoufromhavingthefunoflookingforwardtothem。Mrs。Lyndesays,`Blessedaretheywhoexpectnothingfortheyshallnotbedisappointed。’ButIthinkitwouldbeworsetoexpectnothingthantobedisappointed。\"
Marillaworeheramethystbroochtochurchthatdayasusual。
Marillaalwaysworeheramethystbroochtochurch。Shewouldhavethoughtitrathersacrilegioustoleaveitoff——asbadasforgettingherBibleorhercollectiondime。ThatamethystbroochwasMarilla’smosttreasuredpossession。AseafaringunclehadgivenittohermotherwhointurnhadbequeathedittoMarilla。Itwasanold-fashionedoval,containingabraidofhermother’shair,surroundedbyaborderofveryfineamethysts。
Marillaknewtoolittleaboutpreciousstonestorealizehowfinetheamethystsactuallywere;butshethoughtthemverybeautifulandwasalwayspleasantlyconsciousoftheirvioletshimmeratherthroat,abovehergoodbrownsatindress,evenalthoughshecouldnotseeit。
Annehadbeensmittenwithdelightedadmirationwhenshefirstsawthatbrooch。
\"Oh,Marilla,it’saperfectlyelegantbrooch。Idon’tknowhowyoucanpayattentiontothesermonortheprayerswhenyouhaveiton。Icouldn’t,Iknow。Ithinkamethystsarejustsweet。
TheyarewhatIusedtothinkdiamondswerelike。Longago,beforeIhadeverseenadiamond,IreadaboutthemandItriedtoimaginewhattheywouldbelike。Ithoughttheywouldbelovelyglimmeringpurplestones。WhenIsawarealdiamondinalady’sringonedayIwassodisappointedIcried。Ofcourse,itwasverylovelybutitwasn’tmyideaofadiamond。Willyouletmeholdthebroochforoneminute,Marilla?Doyouthinkamethystscanbethesoulsofgoodviolets?\"