第3章

类别:其他 作者:Lucy Maud Montgomery字数:23683更新时间:18/12/21 16:48:31
ThatbridgeledAnne’sdancingfeetupoverawoodedhillbeyond,whereperpetualtwilightreignedunderthestraight,thick-growingfirsandspruces;theonlyflowersthereweremyriadsofdelicate\"Junebells,\"thoseshyestandsweetestofwoodlandblooms,andafewpale,aerialstarflowers,likethespiritsoflastyear’sblossoms。 Gossamersglimmeredlikethreadsofsilveramongthetreesandthefirboughsandtasselsseemedtoutterfriendlyspeech。 Alltheserapturedvoyagesofexplorationweremadeintheoddhalfhourswhichshewasallowedforplay,andAnnetalkedMatthewandMarillahalfdeafoverherdiscoveries。 NotthatMatthewcomplained,tobesure;helistenedtoitallwithawordlesssmileofenjoymentonhisface; Marillapermittedthe\"chatter\"untilshefoundherselfbecomingtoointerestedinit,whereuponshealwayspromptlyquenchedAnnebyacurtcommandtoholdhertongue。 AnnewasoutintheorchardwhenMrs。Rachelcame,wanderingatherownsweetwillthroughthelush,tremu- lousgrassessplashedwithruddyeveningsunshine;sothatgoodladyhadanexcellentchancetotalkherillnessfullyover,describingeveryacheandpulsebeatwithsuchevidentenjoymentthatMarillathoughtevengrippemustbringitscompensations。WhendetailswereexhaustedMrs。Rachelintroducedtherealreasonofhercall。 \"I’vebeenhearingsomesurprisingthingsaboutyouandMatthew。\" \"Idon’tsupposeyouareanymoresurprisedthanIammyself,\" saidMarilla。\"I’mgettingovermysurprisenow。\" \"Itwastoobadtherewassuchamistake,\"saidMrs。 Rachelsympathetically。\"Couldn’tyouhavesentherback?\" \"Isupposewecould,butwedecidednotto。Matthewtookafancytoher。AndImustsayIlikehermyself—— althoughIadmitshehasherfaults。Thehouseseemsadifferentplacealready。She’sarealbrightlittlething。\" Marillasaidmorethanshehadintendedtosaywhenshebegan,forshereaddisapprovalinMrs。Rachel’sexpression。 \"It’sagreatresponsibilityyou’vetakenonyourself,\" saidthatladygloomily,\"especiallywhenyou’veneverhadanyexperiencewithchildren。Youdon’tknowmuchaboutherorherrealdisposition,Isuppose,andthere’snoguessinghowachildlikethatwillturnout。ButIdon’twanttodiscourageyouI’msure,Marilla。\" \"I’mnotfeelingdiscouraged,\"wasMarilla’sdryresponse。 \"whenImakeupmymindtodoathingitstaysmadeup。 Isupposeyou’dliketoseeAnne。I’llcallherin。\" Annecamerunninginpresently,herfacesparklingwiththedelightofherorchardrovings;but,abashedatfindingthedelightherselfintheunexpectedpresenceofastranger,shehaltedconfusedlyinsidethedoor。Shecertainlywasanodd-lookinglittlecreatureintheshorttightwinceydressshehadwornfromtheasylum,belowwhichherthinlegsseemedungracefullylong。Herfrecklesweremorenumerousandobtrusivethanever;thewindhadruffledherhatlesshairintoover-brilliantdisorder;ithadneverlookedredderthanatthatmoment。 \"Well,theydidn’tpickyouforyourlooks,that’ssureandcertain,\"wasMrs。RachelLynde’semphaticcomment。 Mrs。Rachelwasoneofthosedelightfulandpopularpeoplewhopridethemselvesonspeakingtheirmindwithoutfearorfavor。\"She’sterribleskinnyandhomely,Marilla。 Comehere,child,andletmehavealookatyou。Lawfulheart,didanyoneeverseesuchfreckles?Andhairasredascarrots!Comehere,child,Isay。\" Anne\"camethere,\"butnotexactlyasMrs。Rachelexpected。WithoneboundshecrossedthekitchenfloorandstoodbeforeMrs。Rachel,herfacescarletwithanger,herlipsquivering,andherwholeslenderformtremblingfromheadtofoot。 \"Ihateyou,\"shecriedinachokedvoice,stampingherfootonthefloor。\"Ihateyou——Ihateyou——Ihateyou——\" alouderstampwitheachassertionofhatred。\"Howdareyoucallmeskinnyandugly?HowdareyousayI’mfreckledandredheaded?Youarearude,impolite,unfeelingwoman!\" \"Anne!\"exclaimedMarillainconsternation。 ButAnnecontinuedtofaceMrs。Rachelundauntedly,headup,eyesblazing,handsclenched,passionateindignationexhalingfromherlikeanatmosphere。 \"Howdareyousaysuchthingsaboutme?\"sherepeatedvehemently。\"Howwouldyouliketohavesuchthingssaidaboutyou?Howwouldyouliketobetoldthatyouarefatandclumsyandprobablyhadn’tasparkofimaginationinyou?Idon’tcareifIdohurtyourfeelingsbysayingso! IhopeIhurtthem。YouhavehurtmineworsethantheywereeverhurtbeforeevenbyMrs。Thomas’intoxicatedhusband。AndI’llNEVERforgiveyouforit,never,never!\" Stamp!Stamp! \"Didanybodyeverseesuchatemper!\"exclaimedthehorrifiedMrs。Rachel。 \"AnnegotoyourroomandstaythereuntilIcomeup,\" saidMarilla,recoveringherpowersofspeechwithdifficulty。 Anne,burstingintotears,rushedtothehalldoor,slammedituntilthetinsontheporchwalloutsiderattledinsympathy,andfledthroughthehallandupthestairslikeawhirlwind。Asubduedslamabovetoldthatthedooroftheeastgablehadbeenshutwithequalvehemence。 \"Well,Idon’tenvyyouyourjobbringingTHATup,Marilla,\"saidMrs。Rachelwithunspeakablesolemnity。 Marillaopenedherlipstosaysheknewnotwhatofapologyordeprecation。Whatshedidsaywasasurprisetoherselfthenandeverafterwards。 \"Youshouldn’thavetwittedheraboutherlooks,Rachel。\" \"MarillaCuthbert,youdon’tmeantosaythatyouareupholdingherinsuchaterribledisplayoftemperaswe’vejustseen?\"demandedMrs。Rachelindignantly。 \"No,\"saidMarillaslowly,\"I’mnottryingtoexcuseher。She’sbeenverynaughtyandI’llhavetogiveheratalkingtoaboutit。Butwemustmakeallowancesforher。She’sneverbeentaughtwhatisright。AndyouWEREtoohardonher,Rachel。\" Marillacouldnothelptackingonthatlastsentence,althoughshewasagainsurprisedatherselffordoingit。 Mrs。Rachelgotupwithanairofoffendeddignity。 \"Well,IseethatI’llhavetobeverycarefulwhatIsayafterthis,Marilla,sincethefinefeelingsoforphans,broughtfromgoodnessknowswhere,havetobeconsideredbeforeanythingelse。Oh,no,I’mnotvexed——don’tworryyourself。I’mtoosorryforyoutoleaveanyroomforangerinmymind。You’llhaveyourowntroubleswiththatchild。 Butifyou’lltakemyadvice——whichIsupposeyouwon’tdo,althoughI’vebroughtuptenchildrenandburiedtwo——you’lldothat`talkingto’youmentionwithafair- sizedbirchswitch。IshouldthinkTHATwouldbethemosteffectivelanguageforthatkindofachild。HertempermatchesherhairIguess。Well,goodevening,Marilla。 Ihopeyou’llcomedowntoseemeoftenasusual。Butyoucan’texpectmetovisithereagaininahurry,ifI’mliabletobeflownatandinsultedinsuchafashion。 It’ssomethingnewinMYexperience。\" WhereatMrs。Rachelsweptoutandaway——ifafatwomanwhoalwayswaddledCOULDbesaidtosweepaway——andMarillawithaverysolemnfacebetookherselftotheeastgable。 Onthewayupstairsshepondereduneasilyastowhatsheoughttodo。Shefeltnolittledismayoverthescenethathadjustbeenenacted。HowunfortunatethatAnneshouldhavedisplayedsuchtemperbeforeMrs。RachelLynde,ofallpeople!ThenMarillasuddenlybecameawareofanuncomfortableandrebukingconsciousnessthatshefeltmorehumiliationoverthisthansorrowoverthediscoveryofsuchaseriousdefectinAnne’sdisposition。 Andhowwasshetopunishher?Theamiablesuggestionofthebirchswitch——totheefficiencyofwhichallofMrs。 Rachel’sownchildrencouldhavebornesmartingtestimony—— didnotappealtoMarilla。Shedidnotbelieveshecouldwhipachild。No,someothermethodofpunishmentmustbefoundtobringAnnetoaproperrealizationoftheenormityofheroffense。 MarillafoundAnnefacedownwardonherbed,cryingbitterly,quiteobliviousofmuddybootsonacleancounterpane。 \"Anne,\"shesaidnotungently。 Noanswer。 \"Anne,\"withgreaterseverity,\"getoffthatbedthisminuteandlistentowhatIhavetosaytoyou。\" Annesquirmedoffthebedandsatrigidlyonachairbesideit,herfaceswollenandtear-stainedandhereyesfixedstubbornlyonthefloor。 \"Thisisanicewayforyoutobehave。Anne!Aren’tyouashamedofyourself?\" \"Shehadn’tanyrighttocallmeuglyandredheaded,\" retortedAnne,evasiveanddefiant。 \"Youhadn’tanyrighttoflyintosuchafuryandtalkthewayyoudidtoher,Anne。Iwasashamedofyou—— thoroughlyashamedofyou。IwantedyoutobehavenicelytoMrs。Lynde,andinsteadofthatyouhavedisgracedme。 I’msureIdon’tknowwhyyoushouldloseyourtemperlikethatjustbecauseMrs。Lyndesaidyouwereredhairedandhomely。Yousayityourselfoftenenough。\" \"Oh,butthere’ssuchadifferencebetweensayingathingyourselfandhearingotherpeoplesayit,\"wailedAnne。\"Youmayknowathingisso,butyoucan’thelphopingotherpeopledon’tquitethinkitis。IsupposeyouthinkIhaveanawfultemper,butIcouldn’thelpit。 Whenshesaidthosethingssomethingjustroserightupinmeandchokedme。IHADtoflyoutather。\" \"Well,youmadeafineexhibitionofyourselfImustsay。 Mrs。Lyndewillhaveanicestorytotellaboutyoueverywhere——andshe’lltellit,too。Itwasadreadfulthingforyoutoloseyourtemperlikethat,Anne。\" \"Justimaginehowyouwouldfeelifsomebodytoldyoutoyourfacethatyouwereskinnyandugly,\"pleadedAnnetearfully。 AnoldremembrancesuddenlyroseupbeforeMarilla。 Shehadbeenaverysmallchildwhenshehadheardoneauntsayofhertoanother,\"Whatapitysheissuchadark,homelylittlething。\"Marillawaseverydayoffiftybeforethestinghadgoneoutofthatmemory。 \"Idon’tsaythatIthinkMrs。Lyndewasexactlyrightinsayingwhatshedidtoyou,Anne,\"sheadmittedinasoftertone。\"Rachelistoooutspoken。Butthatisnoexcuseforsuchbehavioronyourpart。Shewasastrangerandanelderlypersonandmyvisitor——allthreeverygoodreasonswhyyoushouldhavebeenrespectfultoher。Youwererudeandsaucyand\"——Marillahadasavinginspirationofpunishment——\"youmustgotoherandtellheryouareverysorryforyourbadtemperandaskhertoforgiveyou。\" \"Icanneverdothat,\"saidAnnedeterminedlyanddarkly。 \"Youcanpunishmeinanywayyoulike,Marilla。Youcanshutmeupinadark,dampdungeoninhabitedbysnakesandtoadsandfeedmeonlyonbreadandwaterandIshallnotcomplain。ButIcannotaskMrs。Lyndetoforgiveme。\" \"We’renotinthehabitofshuttingpeopleupindarkdampdungeons,\"saidMarilladrily,\"especiallyasthey’reratherscarceinAvonlea。ButapologizetoMrs。Lyndeyoumustandshallandyou’llstayhereinyourroomuntilyoucantellmeyou’rewillingtodoit。\" \"Ishallhavetostayhereforeverthen,\"saidAnnemournfully,\"becauseIcan’ttellMrs。LyndeI’msorryI saidthosethingstoher。HowcanI?I’mNOTsorry。I’msorryI’vevexedyou;butI’mGLADItoldherjustwhatIdid。 Itwasagreatsatisfaction。Ican’tsayI’msorrywhenI’mnot,canI?Ican’tevenIMAGINEI’msorry。\" \"Perhapsyourimaginationwillbeinbetterworkingorderbythemorning,\"saidMarilla,risingtodepart。 \"You’llhavethenighttothinkoveryourconductinandcometoabetterframeofmind。YousaidyouwouldtrytobeaverygoodgirlifwekeptyouatGreenGables,butImustsayithasn’tseemedverymuchlikeitthisevening。\" LeavingthisParthianshafttorankleinAnne’sstormybosom,Marilladescendedtothekitchen,grievouslytroubledinmindandvexedinsoul。ShewasasangrywithherselfaswithAnne,because,wheneversherecalledMrs。 Rachel’sdumbfoundedcountenanceherlipstwitchedwithamusementandshefeltamostreprehensibledesiretolaugh。 CHAPTERX Anne’sApologyMarillasaidnothingtoMatthewabouttheaffairthatevening;butwhenAnneprovedstillrefractorythenextmorninganexplanationhadtobemadetoaccountforherabsencefromthebreakfasttable。MarillatoldMatthewthewholestory,takingpainstoimpresshimwithaduesenseoftheenormityofAnne’sbehavior。 \"It’sagoodthingRachelLyndegotacallingdown;she’sameddlesomeoldgossip,\"wasMatthew’sconsolatoryrejoinder。 \"MatthewCuthbert,I’mastonishedatyou。YouknowthatAnne’sbehaviorwasdreadful,andyetyoutakeherpart! Isupposeyou’llbesayingnextthingthatsheoughtn’ttobepunishedatall!\" \"Wellnow——no——notexactly,\"saidMatthewuneasily。I reckonsheoughttobepunishedalittle。Butdon’tbetoohardonher,Marilla。Recollectshehasn’teverhadanyonetoteachherright。You’re——you’regoingtogivehersomethingtoeat,aren’tyou?\" \"Whendidyoueverhearofmestarvingpeopleintogoodbehavior?\"demandedMarillaindignantly。\"She’llhavehermealsregular,andI’llcarrythemuptohermyself。 Butshe’llstayupthereuntilshe’swillingtoapologizetoMrs。Lynde,andthat’sfinal,Matthew。\" Breakfast,dinner,andsupperwereverysilentmeals——forAnnestillremainedobdurate。AftereachmealMarillacarriedawell-filledtraytotheeastgableandbroughtitdownlateronnotnoticeablydepleted。Mattheweyeditslastdescentwithatroubledeye。HadAnneeatenanythingatall? WhenMarillawentoutthateveningtobringthecowsfromthebackpasture,Matthew,whohadbeenhangingaboutthebarnsandwatching,slippedintothehousewiththeairofaburglarandcreptupstairs。AsageneralthingMatthewgravitatedbetweenthekitchenandthelittlebedroomoffthehallwhereheslept;onceinawhileheventureduncomfortablyintotheparlororsittingroomwhentheministercametotea。ButhehadneverbeenupstairsinhisownhousesincethespringhehelpedMarillapaperthesparebedroom,andthatwasfouryearsago。 Hetiptoedalongthehallandstoodforseveralminutesoutsidethedooroftheeastgablebeforehesummonedcouragetotaponitwithhisfingersandthenopenthedoortopeepin。 Annewassittingontheyellowchairbythewindowgazingmournfullyoutintothegarden。Verysmallandunhappyshelooked,andMatthew’sheartsmotehim。 Hesoftlyclosedthedoorandtiptoedovertoher。 \"Anne,\"hewhispered,asifafraidofbeingoverheard,\"howareyoumakingit,Anne?\" Annesmiledwanly。 \"Prettywell。Iimagineagooddeal,andthathelpstopassthetime。Ofcourse,it’sratherlonesome。Butthen,Imayaswellgetusedtothat。\" Annesmiledagain,bravelyfacingthelongyearsofsolitaryimprisonmentbeforeher。 Matthewrecollectedthathemustsaywhathehadcometosaywithoutlossoftime,lestMarillareturnprematurely。 \"Wellnow,Anne,don’tyouthinkyou’dbetterdoitandhaveitoverwith?\"hewhispered。\"It’llhavetobedonesoonerorlater,youknow,forMarilla’sadreadfuldeter- minedwoman——dreadfuldetermined,Anne。Doitrightoff,Isay,andhaveitover。\" \"DoyoumeanapologizetoMrs。Lynde?\" \"Yes——apologize——that’stheveryword,\"saidMattheweagerly。 \"Justsmoothitoversotospeak。That’swhatIwastryingtogetat。\" \"IsupposeIcoulddoittoobligeyou,\"saidAnnethoughtfully。\"ItwouldbetrueenoughtosayIamsorry,becauseIAMsorrynow。Iwasn’tabitsorrylastnight。 Iwasmadclearthrough,andIstayedmadallnight。IknowIdidbecauseIwokeupthreetimesandIwasjustfuriouseverytime。Butthismorningitwasover。Iwasn’tinatemperanymore——anditleftadreadfulsortofgoneness,too。Ifeltsoashamedofmyself。ButIjustcouldn’tthinkofgoingandtellingMrs。Lyndeso。Itwouldbesohumili- ating。ImadeupmymindI’dstayshutuphereforeverratherthandothat。Butstill——I’ddoanythingforyou——ifyoureallywantmeto——\" \"Wellnow,ofcourseIdo。It’sterriblelonesomedownstairswithoutyou。Justgoandsmooththingsover—— that’sagoodgirl。\" \"Verywell,\"saidAnneresignedly。\"I’lltellMarillaassoonasshecomesinI’verepented。\" \"That’sright——that’sright,Anne。Butdon’ttellMarillaI saidanythingaboutit。ShemightthinkIwasputtingmyoarinandIpromisednottodothat。\" \"Wildhorseswon’tdragthesecretfromme,\"promisedAnnesolemnly。\"Howwouldwildhorsesdragasecretfromapersonanyhow?\" ButMatthewwasgone,scaredathisownsuccess。HefledhastilytotheremotestcornerofthehorsepasturelestMarillashouldsuspectwhathehadbeenupto。Marillaherself,uponherreturntothehouse,wasagreeablysurprisedtohearaplaintivevoicecalling,\"Marilla\"overthebanisters。 \"Well?\"shesaid,goingintothehall。 \"I’msorryIlostmytemperandsaidrudethings,andI’mwillingtogoandtellMrs。Lyndeso。\" \"Verywell。\"Marilla’scrispnessgavenosignofherrelief。ShehadbeenwonderingwhatunderthecanopysheshoulddoifAnnedidnotgivein。\"I’lltakeyoudownaftermilking。\" Accordingly,aftermilking,beholdMarillaandAnnewalkingdownthelane,theformererectandtriumphant,thelatterdroopinganddejected。ButhalfwaydownAnne’sdejectionvanishedasifbyenchantment。Sheliftedherheadandsteppedlightlyalong,hereyesfixedonthesunsetskyandanairofsubduedexhilarationabouther。 Marillabeheldthechangedisapprovingly。ThiswasnomeekpenitentsuchasitbehoovedhertotakeintothepresenceoftheoffendedMrs。Lynde。 \"Whatareyouthinkingof,Anne?\"sheaskedsharply。 \"I’mimaginingoutwhatImustsaytoMrs。Lynde,\" answeredAnnedreamily。 Thiswassatisfactory——orshouldhavebeenso。ButMarillacouldnotridherselfofthenotionthatsomethinginherschemeofpunishmentwasgoingaskew。Annehadnobusinesstolooksoraptandradiant。 RaptandradiantAnnecontinueduntiltheywereintheverypresenceofMrs。Lynde,whowassittingknittingbyherkitchenwindow。Thentheradiancevanished。Mournfulpenitenceappearedoneveryfeature。BeforeawordwasspokenAnnesuddenlywentdownonherkneesbeforetheastonishedMrs。Rachelandheldoutherhandsbeseechingly。 \"Oh,Mrs。Lynde,Iamsoextremelysorry,\"shesaidwithaquiverinhervoice。\"Icouldneverexpressallmysorrow,no,notifIusedupawholedictionary。Youmustjustimagineit。Ibehavedterriblytoyou——andI’vedisgracedthedearfriends,MatthewandMarilla,whohaveletmestayatGreenGablesalthoughI’mnotaboy。 I’madreadfullywickedandungratefulgirl,andIdeservetobepunishedandcastoutbyrespectablepeopleforever。 Itwasverywickedofmetoflyintoatemperbecauseyoutoldmethetruth。ItWASthetruth;everywordyousaidwastrue。MyhairisredandI’mfreckledandskinnyandugly。WhatIsaidtoyouwastrue,too,butIshouldn’thavesaidit。Oh,Mrs。Lynde,please,please,forgiveme。 Ifyourefuseitwillbealifelongsorrowonapoorlittleorphangirlwouldyou,evenifshehadadreadfultemper? Oh,Iamsureyouwouldn’t。Pleasesayyouforgiveme,Mrs。Lynde。\" Anneclaspedherhandstogether,bowedherhead,andwaitedforthewordofjudgment。 Therewasnomistakinghersincerity——itbreathedineverytoneofhervoice。BothMarillaandMrs。Lynderecognizeditsunmistakablering。Buttheformerunder- stoodindismaythatAnnewasactuallyenjoyinghervalleyofhumiliation——wasrevelinginthethoroughnessofherabasement。Wherewasthewholesomepunishmentuponwhichshe,Marilla,hadplumedherself?Annehadturneditintoaspeciesofpositivepleasure。 GoodMrs。Lynde,notbeingoverburdenedwithperception,didnotseethis。SheonlyperceivedthatAnnehadmadeaverythoroughapologyandallresentmentvanishedfromherkindly,ifsomewhatofficious,heart。 \"There,there,getup,child,\"shesaidheartily。\"OfcourseIforgiveyou。IguessIwasalittletoohardonyou,anyway。ButI’msuchanoutspokenperson。Youjustmustn’tmindme,that’swhat。Itcan’tbedeniedyourhairisterriblered;butIknewagirlonce——wenttoschoolwithher,infact——whosehairwaseverymiteasredasyourswhenshewasyoung,butwhenshegrewupitdarkenedtoarealhandsomeauburn。Iwouldn’tbeamitesurprisedifyoursdid,too——notamite。\" \"Oh,Mrs。Lynde!\"Annedrewalongbreathassherosetoherfeet。\"Youhavegivenmeahope。Ishallalwaysfeelthatyouareabenefactor。Oh,IcouldendureanythingifI onlythoughtmyhairwouldbeahandsomeauburnwhenI grewup。Itwouldbesomucheasiertobegoodifone’shairwasahandsomeauburn,don’tyouthink?AndnowmayIgooutintoyourgardenandsitonthatbenchundertheapple-treeswhileyouandMarillaaretalking?Thereissomuchmorescopeforimaginationoutthere。\" \"Laws,yes,runalong,child。AndyoucanpickabouquetofthemwhiteJuneliliesoverinthecornerifyoulike。\" AsthedoorclosedbehindAnneMrs。Lyndegotbrisklyuptolightalamp。 \"She’sarealoddlittlething。Takethischair,Marilla; it’seasierthantheoneyou’vegot;Ijustkeepthatforthehiredboytositon。Yes,shecertainlyisanoddchild,butthereissomethingkindoftakingaboutherafterall。 Idon’tfeelsosurprisedatyouandMatthewkeepingherasIdid——norsosorryforyou,either。Shemayturnoutallright。Ofcourse,shehasaqueerwayofexpressingherself—— alittletoo——well,tookindofforcible,youknow;butshe’lllikelygetoverthatnowthatshe’scometoliveamongcivilizedfolks。Andthen,hertemper’sprettyquick,I guess;butthere’sonecomfort,achildthathasaquicktemper,justblazeupandcooldown,ain’tneverlikelytobeslyordeceitful。Preservemefromaslychild,that’swhat。Onthewhole,Marilla,Ikindoflikeher。\" WhenMarillawenthomeAnnecameoutofthefragranttwilightoftheorchardwithasheafofwhitenarcissiinherhands。 \"Iapologizedprettywell,didn’tI?\"shesaidproudlyastheywentdownthelane。\"IthoughtsinceIhadtodoitImightaswelldoitthoroughly。\" \"Youdiditthoroughly,allrightenough,\"wasMarilla’scomment。Marillawasdismayedatfindingherselfinclinedtolaughovertherecollection。ShehadalsoanuneasyfeelingthatsheoughttoscoldAnneforapologizingsowell; butthen,thatwasridiculous!Shecompromisedwithherconsciencebysayingseverely: \"Ihopeyouwon’thaveoccasiontomakemanymoresuchapologies。Ihopeyou’lltrytocontrolyourtempernow,Anne。\" \"Thatwouldn’tbesohardifpeoplewouldn’ttwitmeaboutmylooks,\"saidAnnewithasigh。\"Idon’tgetcrossaboutotherthings;butI’mSOtiredofbeingtwittedaboutmyhairanditjustmakesmeboilrightover。DoyousupposemyhairwillreallybeahandsomeauburnwhenIgrowup?\" \"Youshouldn’tthinksomuchaboutyourlooks,Anne。I’mafraidyouareaveryvainlittlegirl。\" \"HowcanIbevainwhenIknowI’mhomely?\"protestedAnne。\"Iloveprettythings;andIhatetolookintheglassandseesomethingthatisn’tpretty。Itmakesmefeelsosorrowful——justasIfeelwhenIlookatanyuglything。Ipityitbecauseitisn’tbeautiful。\" \"Handsomeisashandsomedoes,\"quotedMarilla。 \"I’vehadthatsaidtomebefore,butIhavemydoubtsaboutit,\"remarkedskepticalAnne,sniffingathernarcissi。 \"Oh,aren’ttheseflowerssweet!ItwaslovelyofMrs。 Lyndetogivethemtome。IhavenohardfeelingsagainstMrs。Lyndenow。Itgivesyoualovely,comfortablefeelingtoapologizeandbeforgiven,doesn’tit?Aren’tthestarsbrighttonight?Ifyoucouldliveinastar,whichonewouldyoupick?I’dlikethatlovelyclearbigoneawayoverthereabovethatdarkhill。\" \"Anne,doholdyourtongue。\"saidMarilla,thoroughlywornouttryingtofollowthegyrationsofAnne’sthoughts。 Annesaidnomoreuntiltheyturnedintotheirownlane。 Alittlegypsywindcamedownittomeetthem,ladenwiththespicyperfumeofyoungdew-wetferns。FarupintheshadowsacheerfullightgleamedoutthroughthetreesfromthekitchenatGreenGables。AnnesuddenlycameclosetoMarillaandslippedherhandintotheolderwoman’shardpalm。 \"It’slovelytobegoinghomeandknowit’shome,\"shesaid。 \"IloveGreenGablesalready,andIneverlovedanyplacebefore。 Noplaceeverseemedlikehome。Oh,Marilla,I’msohappy。 Icouldprayrightnowandnotfinditabithard。\" SomethingwarmandpleasantwelledupinMarilla’sheartattouchofthatthinlittlehandinherown——athrobofthematernityshehadmissed,perhaps。Itsveryunaccustomednessandsweetnessdisturbedher。Shehastenedtorestorehersensationstotheirnormalcalmbyinculcatingamoral。 \"Ifyou’llbeagoodgirlyou’llalwaysbehappy,Anne。 Andyoushouldneverfindithardtosayyourprayers。\" \"Sayingone’sprayersisn’texactlythesamethingaspraying,\" saidAnnemeditatively。\"ButI’mgoingtoimaginethatI’mthewindthatisblowingupthereinthosetreetops。WhenI gettiredofthetreesI’llimagineI’mgentlywavingdownhereintheferns——andthenI’llflyovertoMrs。Lynde’sgardenandsettheflowersdancing——andthenI’llgowithonegreatswoopoverthecloverfield——andthenI’llblowovertheLakeofShiningWatersandrippleitallupintolittlesparklingwaves。 Oh,there’ssomuchscopeforimaginationinawind!SoI’llnottalkanymorejustnow,Marilla。\" \"Thanksbetogoodnessforthat,\"breathedMarillaindevoutrelief。 CHAPTERXI Anne’sImpressionsofSunday-School\"Well,howdoyoulikethem?\"saidMarilla。 Annewasstandinginthegableroom,lookingsolemnlyatthreenewdressesspreadoutonthebed。OnewasofsnuffycoloredginghamwhichMarillahadbeentemptedtobuyfromapeddlertheprecedingsummerbecauseitlookedsoserviceable;onewasofblack-and-whitecheckeredsateenwhichshehadpickedupatabargaincounterinthewinter;andonewasastiffprintofanuglyblueshadewhichshehadpurchasedthatweekataCarmodystore。 Shehadmadethemupherself,andtheywereallmadealike——plainskirtsfulledtightlytoplainwaists,withsleevesasplainaswaistandskirtandtightassleevescouldbe。 \"I’llimaginethatIlikethem,\"saidAnnesoberly。 \"Idon’twantyoutoimagineit,\"saidMarilla,offended。 \"Oh,Icanseeyoudon’tlikethedresses!Whatisthematterwiththem?Aren’ttheyneatandcleanandnew?\" \"Yes。\" \"Thenwhydon’tyoulikethem?\" \"They’re——they’renot——pretty,\"saidAnnereluctantly。 \"Pretty!\"Marillasniffed。\"Ididn’ttroublemyheadaboutgettingprettydressesforyou。Idon’tbelieveinpamperingvanity,Anne,I’lltellyouthatrightoff。Thosedressesaregood,sensible,serviceabledresses,withoutanyfrillsorfurbelowsaboutthem,andthey’reallyou’llgetthissummer。Thebrownginghamandtheblueprintwilldoyouforschoolwhenyoubegintogo。ThesateenisforchurchandSundayschool。I’llexpectyoutokeepthemneatandcleanandnottotearthem。Ishouldthinkyou’dbegratefultogetmostanythingafterthoseskimpywinceythingsyou’vebeenwearing。\" \"Oh,IAMgrateful,\"protestedAnne。\"ButI’dbeeversomuchgratefullerif——ifyou’dmadejustoneofthemwithpuffedsleeves。Puffedsleevesaresofashionablenow。 Itwouldgivemesuchathrill,Marilla,justtowearadresswithpuffedsleeves。\" \"Well,you’llhavetodowithoutyourthrill。Ihadn’tanymaterialtowasteonpuffedsleeves。Ithinktheyareridiculous-lookingthingsanyhow。Iprefertheplain,sensibleones。\" \"ButI’dratherlookridiculouswheneverybodyelsedoesthanplainandsensibleallbymyself,\"persistedAnnemournfully。 \"Trustyouforthat!Well,hangthosedressescarefullyupinyourcloset,andthensitdownandlearntheSundayschoollesson。IgotaquarterlyfromMr。Bellforyouandyou’llgotoSundayschooltomorrow,\"saidMarilla,disap- pearingdownstairsinhighdudgeon。 Anneclaspedherhandsandlookedatthedresses。 \"Ididhopetherewouldbeawhiteonewithpuffedsleeves,\"shewhispereddisconsolately。\"Iprayedforone,butIdidn’tmuchexpectitonthataccount。Ididn’tsupposeGodwouldhavetimetobotheraboutalittleorphangirl’sdress。IknewI’djusthavetodependonMarillaforit。Well,fortunatelyIcanimaginethatoneofthemisofsnow-whitemuslinwithlovelylacefrillsandthree-puffedsleeves。\" ThenextmorningwarningsofasickheadachepreventedMarillafromgoingtoSunday-schoolwithAnne。 \"You’llhavetogodownandcallforMrs。Lynde,Anne。\" shesaid。\"She’llseethatyougetintotherightclass。 Now,mindyoubehaveyourselfproperly。StaytopreachingafterwardsandaskMrs。Lyndetoshowyouourpew。Here’sacentforcollection。Don’tstareatpeopleanddon’tfidget。 Ishallexpectyoutotellmethetextwhenyoucomehome。\" Annestartedoffirreproachable,arrayedinthestiffblack- and-whitesateen,which,whiledecentasregardslengthandcertainlynotopentothechargeofskimpiness,contrivedtoemphasizeeverycornerandangleofherthinfigure。 Herhatwasalittle,flat,glossy,newsailor,theextremeplainnessofwhichhadlikewisemuchdisappointedAnne,whohadpermittedherselfsecretvisionsofribbonandflowers。Thelatter,however,weresuppliedbeforeAnnereachedthemainroad,forbeingconfrontedhalfwaydownthelanewithagoldenfrenzyofwind-stirredbuttercupsandagloryofwildroses,Annepromptlyandliberallygarlandedherhatwithaheavywreathofthem。WhateverotherpeoplemighthavethoughtoftheresultitsatisfiedAnne,andshetrippedgailydowntheroad,holdingherruddyheadwithitsdecorationofpinkandyellowveryproudly。 WhenshehadreachedMrs。Lynde’shouseshefoundthatladygone。Nothingdaunted,Anneproceededonwardtothechurchalone。Intheporchshefoundacrowdoflittlegirls,allmoreorlessgailyattiredinwhitesandbluesandpinks,andallstaringwithcuriouseyesatthisstrangerintheirmidst,withherextraordinaryheadadornment。AvonlealittlegirlshadalreadyheardqueerstoriesaboutAnne。 Mrs。Lyndesaidshehadanawfultemper;JerryBuote,thehiredboyatGreenGables,saidshetalkedallthetimetoherselfortothetreesandflowerslikeacrazygirl。 Theylookedatherandwhisperedtoeachotherbehindtheirquarterlies。Nobodymadeanyfriendlyadvances,thenorlateronwhentheopeningexerciseswereoverandAnnefoundherselfinMissRogerson’sclass。 MissRogersonwasamiddle-agedladywhohadtaughtaSunday-schoolclassfortwentyyears。Hermethodofteachingwastoasktheprintedquestionsfromthequarterlyandlooksternlyoveritsedgeattheparticularlittlegirlshethoughtoughttoanswerthequestion。ShelookedveryoftenatAnne,andAnne,thankstoMarilla’sdrilling,answeredpromptly;butitmaybequestionedifsheunderstoodverymuchabouteitherquestionoranswer。 ShedidnotthinkshelikedMissRogerson,andshefeltverymiserable;everyotherlittlegirlintheclasshadpuffedsleeves。Annefeltthatlifewasreallynotworthlivingwithoutpuffedsleeves。 \"Well,howdidyoulikeSundayschool?\"MarillawantedtoknowwhenAnnecamehome。Herwreathhavingfaded,Annehaddiscardeditinthelane,soMarillawassparedtheknowledgeofthatforatime。 \"Ididn’tlikeitabit。Itwashorrid。\" \"AnneShirley!\"saidMarillarebukingly。 Annesatdownontherockerwithalongsigh,kissedoneofBonny’sleaves,andwavedherhandtoablossomingfuchsia。 \"TheymighthavebeenlonesomewhileIwasaway,\"sheexplained。\"AndnowabouttheSundayschool。Ibehavedwell,justasyoutoldme。Mrs。Lyndewasgone,butI wentrightonmyself。Iwentintothechurch,withalotofotherlittlegirls,andIsatinthecornerofapewbythewindowwhiletheopeningexerciseswenton。Mr。Bellmadeanawfullylongprayer。IwouldhavebeendreadfullytiredbeforehegotthroughifIhadn’tbeensittingbythatwindow。ButitlookedrightoutontheLakeofShiningWaters,soIjustgazedatthatandimaginedallsortsofsplendidthings。\" \"Youshouldn’thavedoneanythingofthesort。YoushouldhavelistenedtoMr。Bell。\" \"Buthewasn’ttalkingtome,\"protestedAnne。\"HewastalkingtoGodandhedidn’tseemtobeverymuchinter- estedinit,either。IthinkhethoughtGodwastoofaroffthough。Therewaslongrowofwhitebircheshangingoverthelakeandthesunshinefelldownthroughthem,’way,’waydown,deepintothewater。Oh,Marilla,itwaslikeabeautifuldream!ItgavemeathrillandIjustsaid,`Thankyouforit,God,’twoorthreetimes。\" \"Notoutloud,Ihope,\"saidMarillaanxiously。 \"Oh,no,justundermybreath。Well,Mr。BelldidgetthroughatlastandtheytoldmetogointotheclassroomwithMissRogerson’sclass。Therewerenineothergirlsinit。 Theyallhadpuffedsleeves。Itriedtoimagineminewerepuffed,too,butIcouldn’t。Whycouldn’tI?ItwasaseasyascouldbetoimaginetheywerepuffedwhenIwasaloneintheeastgable,butitwasawfullyhardthereamongtheotherswhohadreallytrulypuffs。\" \"Youshouldn’thavebeenthinkingaboutyoursleevesinSundayschool。Youshouldhavebeenattendingtothelesson。 Ihopeyouknewit。\" \"Oh,yes;andIansweredalotofquestions。MissRogersonaskedeversomany。Idon’tthinkitwasfairforhertodoalltheasking。TherewerelotsIwantedtoaskher,butIdidn’tliketobecauseIdidn’tthinkshewasakindredspirit。Thenalltheotherlittlegirlsrecitedaparaphrase。 SheaskedmeifIknewany。ItoldherIdidn’t,butIcouldrecite,`TheDogatHisMaster’sGrave’ifsheliked。 That’sintheThirdRoyalReader。Itisn’tareallytrulyreligiouspieceofpoetry,butit’ssosadandmelancholythatitmightaswellbe。Shesaiditwouldn’tdoandshetoldmetolearnthenineteenthparaphrasefornextSunday。 Ireaditoverinchurchafterwardsandit’ssplendid。Therearetwolinesinparticularthatjustthrillme。 \"`QuickastheslaughteredsquadronsfellInMidian’sevilday。’ Idon’tknowwhat`squadrons’meansnor`Midian,’either,butitsoundsSOtragical。IcanhardlywaituntilnextSundaytoreciteit。I’llpracticeitalltheweek。AfterSundayschoolIaskedMissRogerson——becauseMrs。Lyndewastoofaraway——toshowmeyourpew。IsatjustasstillasIcouldandthetextwasRevelations,thirdchapter,secondandthirdverses。Itwasaverylongtext。IfIwasaministerI’dpicktheshort,snappyones。Thesermonwasawfullylong,too。Isupposetheministerhadtomatchittothetext。Ididn’tthinkhewasabitinteresting。Thetroublewithhimseemstobethathehasn’tenoughimagination。 Ididn’tlistentohimverymuch。IjustletmythoughtsrunandIthoughtofthemostsurprisingthings。\" Marillafelthelplesslythatallthisshouldbesternlyreproved,butshewashamperedbytheundeniablefactthatsomeofthethingsAnnehadsaid,especiallyabouttheminister’ssermonsandMr。Bell’sprayers,werewhatsheherselfhadreallythoughtdeepdowninherheartforyears,buthadnevergivenexpressionto。Italmostseemedtoherthatthosesecret,unuttered,criticalthoughtshadsuddenlytakenvisibleandaccusingshapeandforminthepersonofthisoutspokenmorselofneglectedhumanity。 CHAPTERXII ASolemnVowandPromiseItwasnotuntilthenextFridaythatMarillaheardthestoryoftheflower-wreathedhat。ShecamehomefromMrs。Lynde’sandcalledAnnetoaccount。 \"Anne,Mrs。RachelsaysyouwenttochurchlastSundaywithyourhatriggedoutridiculouswithrosesandbuttercups。Whatonearthputyouuptosuchacaper? Apretty-lookingobjectyoumusthavebeen!\" \"Oh。Iknowpinkandyellowaren’tbecomingtome,\"beganAnne。 \"Becomingfiddlesticks!Itwasputtingflowersonyourhatatall,nomatterwhatcolortheywere,thatwasridiculous。Youarethemostaggravatingchild!\" \"Idon’tseewhyit’sanymoreridiculoustowearflowersonyourhatthanonyourdress,\"protestedAnne。\"Lotsoflittlegirlstherehadbouquetspinnedontheirdresses。 What’sthedifference?\" Marillawasnottobedrawnfromthesafeconcreteintodubiouspathsoftheabstract。 \"Don’tanswermebacklikethat,Anne。Itwasverysillyofyoutodosuchathing。Neverletmecatchyouatsuchatrickagain。Mrs。Rachelsaysshethoughtshewouldsinkthroughthefloorwhenshecomeinallriggedoutlikethat。Shecouldn’tgetnearenoughtotellyoutotakethemofftillitwastoolate。Shesayspeopletalkedaboutitsomethingdreadful。OfcoursetheywouldthinkIhadnobettersensethantoletyougodeckedoutlikethat。\" \"Oh,I’msosorry,\"saidAnne,tearswellingintohereyes。 \"Ineverthoughtyou’dmind。TherosesandbuttercupsweresosweetandprettyIthoughtthey’dlooklovelyonmyhat。Lotsofthelittlegirlshadartificialflowersontheirhats。I’mafraidI’mgoingtobeadreadfultrialtoyou。Maybeyou’dbettersendmebacktotheasylum。 Thatwouldbeterrible;Idon’tthinkIcouldendureit; mostlikelyIwouldgointoconsumption;I’msothinasitis,yousee。Butthatwouldbebetterthanbeingatrialtoyou。\" \"Nonsense,\"saidMarilla,vexedatherselfforhavingmadethechildcry。\"Idon’twanttosendyoubacktotheasylum,I’msure。AllIwantisthatyoushouldbehavelikeotherlittlegirlsandnotmakeyourselfridiculous。Don’tcryanymore。I’vegotsomenewsforyou。DianaBarrycamehomethisafternoon。I’mgoinguptoseeifIcanborrowaskirtpatternfromMrs。Barry,andifyoulikeyoucancomewithmeandgetacquaintedwithDiana。\" Annerosetoherfeet,withclaspedhands,thetearsstillglisteningonhercheeks;thedishtowelshehadbeenhemmingslippedunheededtothefloor。 \"Oh,Marilla,I’mfrightened——nowthatithascomeI’mactuallyfrightened。Whatifsheshouldn’tlikeme!Itwouldbethemosttragicaldisappointmentofmylife。\" \"Now,don’tgetintoafluster。AndIdowishyouwouldn’tusesuchlongwords。Itsoundssofunnyinalittlegirl。 IguessDiana’lllikeyouwellenough。It’shermotheryou’vegottoreckonwith。Ifshedoesn’tlikeyouitwon’tmatterhowmuchDianadoes。IfshehasheardaboutyouroutbursttoMrs。LyndeandgoingtochurchwithbuttercupsroundyourhatIdon’tknowwhatshe’llthinkofyou。Youmustbepoliteandwellbehaved,anddon’tmakeanyofyourstartlingspeeches。Forpity’ssake,ifthechildisn’tactuallytrembling!\" AnneWAStrembling。Herfacewaspaleandtense。 \"Oh,Marilla,you’dbeexcited,too,ifyouweregoingtomeetalittlegirlyouhopedtobeyourbosomfriendandwhosemothermightn’tlikeyou,\"shesaidasshehastenedtogetherhat。 TheywentovertoOrchardSlopebytheshortcutacrossthebrookandupthefirryhillgrove。Mrs。BarrycametothekitchendoorinanswertoMarilla’sknock。Shewasatallblack-eyed,black-hairedwoman,withaveryresolutemouth。Shehadthereputationofbeingverystrictwithherchildren。 \"Howdoyoudo,Marilla?\"shesaidcordially。\"Comein。 Andthisisthelittlegirlyouhaveadopted,Isuppose?\" \"Yes,thisisAnneShirley,\"saidMarilla。 \"SpelledwithanE,\"gaspedAnne,who,tremulousandexcitedasshewas,wasdeterminedthereshouldbenomisunderstandingonthatimportantpoint。 Mrs。Barry,nothearingornotcomprehending,merelyshookhandsandsaidkindly: \"Howareyou?\" \"Iamwellinbodyalthoughconsiderablerumpledupinspirit,thankyouma’am,\"saidAnnegravely。ThenasidetoMarillainanaudiblewhisper,\"Therewasn’tanythingstartlinginthat,wasthere,Marilla?\" Dianawassittingonthesofa,readingabookwhichshedroppedwhenthecallersentered。Shewasaveryprettylittlegirl,withhermother’sblackeyesandhair,androsycheeks,andthemerryexpressionwhichwasherinheritancefromherfather。 \"ThisismylittlegirlDiana,\"saidMrs。Barry。\"Diana,youmighttakeAnneoutintothegardenandshowheryourflowers。Itwillbebetterforyouthanstrainingyoureyesoverthatbook。Shereadsentirelytoomuch——\"thistoMarillaasthelittlegirlswentout——\"andIcan’tpreventher,forherfatheraidsandabetsher。She’salwaysporingoverabook。I’mgladshehastheprospectofaplaymate—— perhapsitwilltakehermoreout-of-doors。\" Outsideinthegarden,whichwasfullofmellowsunsetlightstreamingthroughthedarkoldfirstothewestofit,stoodAnneandDiana,gazingbashfullyateachotheroveraclumpofgorgeoustigerlilies。 TheBarrygardenwasabowerywildernessofflowerswhichwouldhavedelightedAnne’sheartatanytimelessfraughtwithdestiny。Itwasencircledbyhugeoldwillowsandtallfirs,beneathwhichflourishedflowersthatlovedtheshade。Prim,right-angledpathsneatlyborderedwithclamshells,intersecteditlikemoistredribbonsandinthebedsbetweenold-fashionedflowersranriot。Therewererosybleeding-heartsandgreatsplendidcrimsonpeonies; white,fragrantnarcissiandthorny,sweetScotchroses; pinkandblueandwhitecolumbinesandlilac-tintedBouncingBets;clumpsofsouthernwoodandribbongrassandmint; purpleAdam-and-Eve,daffodils,andmassesofsweetcloverwhitewithitsdelicate,fragrant,featherysprays; scarletlightningthatshotitsfierylancesoverprimwhitemusk-flowers;agardenitwaswheresunshinelingeredandbeeshummed,andwinds,beguiledintoloitering,purredandrustled。 \"Oh,Diana,\"saidAnneatlast,claspingherhandsandspeakingalmostinawhisper,\"oh,doyouthinkyoucanlikemealittle——enoughtobemybosomfriend?\" Dianalaughed。Dianaalwayslaughedbeforeshespoke。 \"Why,Iguessso,\"shesaidfrankly。\"I’mawfullygladyou’vecometoliveatGreenGables。Itwillbejollytohavesomebodytoplaywith。Thereisn’tanyothergirlwholivesnearenoughtoplaywith,andI’venosistersbigenough。\" \"Willyousweartobemyfriendforeverandever?\"demandedAnneeagerly。 Dianalookedshocked。 \"Whyit’sdreadfullywickedtoswear,\"shesaidrebukingly。 \"Ohno,notmykindofswearing。Therearetwokinds,youknow。\" \"Ineverheardofbutonekind,\"saidDianadoubtfully。 \"Therereallyisanother。Oh,itisn’twickedatall。Itjustmeansvowingandpromisingsolemnly。\" \"Well,Idon’tminddoingthat,\"agreedDiana,relieved。 \"Howdoyoudoit?\" \"Wemustjoinhands——so,\"saidAnnegravely。\"Itoughttobeoverrunningwater。We’lljustimaginethispathisrunningwater。I’llrepeattheoathfirst。Isolemnlysweartobefaithfultomybosomfriend,DianaBarry,aslongasthesunandmoonshallendure。Nowyousayitandputmynamein。\" Dianarepeatedthe\"oath\"withalaughforeandaft。Thenshesaid: \"You’reaqueergirl,Anne。Iheardbeforethatyouwerequeer。ButIbelieveI’mgoingtolikeyourealwell。\" WhenMarillaandAnnewenthomeDianawentwiththemasforasthelogbridge。Thetwolittlegirlswalkedwiththeirarmsabouteachother。Atthebrooktheypartedwithmanypromisestospendthenextafternoontogether。 \"Well,didyoufindDianaakindredspirit?\"askedMarillaastheywentupthroughthegardenofGreenGables。 \"Ohyes,\"sighedAnne,blissfullyunconsciousofanysarcasmonMarilla’spart。\"OhMarilla,I’mthehappiestgirlonPrinceEdwardIslandthisverymoment。IassureyouI’llsaymyprayerswitharightgood-willtonight。 DianaandIaregoingtobuildaplayhouseinMr。WilliamBell’sbirchgrovetomorrow。CanIhavethosebrokenpiecesofchinathatareoutinthewoodshed?Diana’sbirthdayisinFebruaryandmineisinMarch。Don’tyouthinkthatisaverystrangecoincidence?Dianaisgoingtolendmeabooktoread。Shesaysit’sperfectlysplendidandtremendouslyexciting。She’sgoingtoshowmeaplacebackinthewoodswherericeliliesgrow。Don’tyouthinkDianahasgotverysoulfuleyes?IwishIhadsoulfuleyes。Dianaisgoingtoteachmetosingasongcalled`NellyintheHazelDell。’She’sgoingtogivemeapicturetoputupinmyroom;it’saperfectlybeautifulpicture,shesays——alovelyladyinapalebluesilkdress。 Asewing-machineagentgaveittoher。IwishIhadsomethingtogiveDiana。I’maninchtallerthanDiana,butsheiseversomuchfatter;shesaysshe’dliketobethinbecauseit’ssomuchmoregraceful,butI’mafraidsheonlysaidittosoothemyfeelings。We’regoingtotheshoresomedaytogathershells。 WehaveagreedtocallthespringdownbythelogbridgetheDryad’sBubble。Isn’tthataperfectlyelegantname?Ireadastoryonceaboutaspringcalledthat。Adryadissortofagrown-upfairy,Ithink。\" \"Well,allIhopeisyouwon’ttalkDianatodeath,\"saidMarilla。\"Butrememberthisinallyourplanning,Anne。 You’renotgoingtoplayallthetimenormostofit。You’llhaveyourworktodoandit’llhavetobedonefirst。\" Anne’scupofhappinesswasfull,andMatthewcausedittooverflow。HehadjustgothomefromatriptothestoreatCarmody,andhesheepishlyproducedasmallparcelfromhispocketandhandedittoAnne,withadeprecatorylookatMarilla。 \"Iheardyousayyoulikedchocolatesweeties,soIgotyousome,\"hesaid。 \"Humph,\"sniffedMarilla。\"It’llruinherteethandstomach。 There,there,child,don’tlooksodismal。Youcaneatthose,sinceMatthewhasgoneandgotthem。He’dbetterhavebroughtyoupeppermints。They’rewholesomer。Don’tsickenyourselfeatingallthematoncenow。\" \"Oh,no,indeed,Iwon’t,\"saidAnneeagerly。\"I’lljusteatonetonight,Marilla。AndIcangiveDianahalfofthem,can’tI?TheotherhalfwilltastetwiceassweettomeifIgivesometoher。It’sdelightfultothinkIhavesomethingtogiveher。\" \"Iwillsayitforthechild,\"saidMarillawhenAnnehadgonetohergable,\"sheisn’tstingy。I’mglad,forofallfaultsIdeteststinginessinachild。Dearme,it’sonlythreeweekssinceshecame,anditseemsasifshe’dbeenherealways。Ican’timaginetheplacewithouther。Now,don’tbelookingItold-you-so,Matthew。That’sbadenoughinawoman,butitisn’ttobeenduredinaman。I’mperfectlywillingtoownupthatI’mgladIconsentedtokeepthechildandthatI’mgettingfondofher,butdon’tyourubitin,MatthewCuthbert。\" CHAPTERXIII TheDelightsofAnticipation\"It’stimeAnnewasintodohersewing,\"saidMarilla,glancingattheclockandthenoutintotheyellowAugustafternoonwhereeverythingdrowsedintheheat。\"ShestayedplayingwithDianamorethanhalfanhourmore’nIgaveherleaveto;andnowshe’sperchedoutthereonthewoodpiletalkingtoMatthew,nineteentothedozen,whensheknowsperfectlywellsheoughttobeatherwork。Andofcoursehe’slisteningtoherlikeaperfectninny。 Ineversawsuchaninfatuatedman。Themoreshetalksandtheodderthethingsshesays,themorehe’sdelightedevidently。 AnneShirley,youcomerightinherethisminute,doyouhearme!\" AseriesofstaccatotapsonthewestwindowbroughtAnneflyinginfromtheyard,eyesshining,cheeksfaintlyflushedwithpink,unbraidedhairstreamingbehindherinatorrentofbrightness。 \"Oh,Marilla,\"sheexclaimedbreathlessly,\"there’sgoingtobeaSunday-schoolpicnicnextweek——inMr。HarmonAndrews’sfield,rightnearthelakeofShiningWaters。AndMrs。SuperintendentBellandMrs。RachelLyndearegoingtomakeicecream——thinkofit,Marilla——ICECREAM!And,oh,Marilla,canIgotoit?\" \"Justlookattheclock,ifyouplease,Anne。WhattimedidI tellyoutocomein?\" \"Twoo’clock——butisn’titsplendidaboutthepicnic,Marilla? PleasecanIgo?Oh,I’veneverbeentoapicnic——I’vedreamedofpicnics,butI’venever——\" \"Yes,Itoldyoutocomeattwoo’clock。Andit’saquartertothree。I’dliketoknowwhyyoudidn’tobeyme,Anne。\" \"Why,Imeantto,Marilla,asmuchascouldbe。ButyouhavenoideahowfascinatingIdlewildis。Andthen,ofcourse,IhadtotellMatthewaboutthepicnic。Matthewissuchasympatheticlistener。PleasecanIgo?\" \"You’llhavetolearntoresistthefascinationofIdlewhatever- you-call-it。WhenItellyoutocomeinatacertaintimeI meanthattimeandnothalfanhourlater。Andyouneedn’tstoptodiscoursewithsympatheticlistenersonyourway,either。 Asforthepicnic,ofcourseyoucango。You’reaSunday-schoolscholar,andit’snotlikelyI’drefusetoletyougowhenalltheotherlittlegirlsaregoing。\" \"But——but,\"falteredAnne,\"Dianasaysthateverybodymusttakeabasketofthingstoeat。Ican’tcook,asyouknow,Marilla,and——and——Idon’tmindgoingtoapicnicwithoutpuffedsleevessomuch,butI’dfeelterriblyhumiliatedifIhadtogowithoutabasket。It’sbeenpreyingonmymindeversinceDianatoldme。\" \"Well,itneedn’tpreyanylonger。I’llbakeyouabasket。\" \"Oh,youdeargoodMarilla。Oh,youaresokindtome。Oh,I’msomuchobligedtoyou。\" Gettingthroughwithher\"ohs\"AnnecastherselfintoMarilla’sarmsandrapturouslykissedhersallowcheek。ItwasthefirsttimeinherwholelifethatchildishlipshadvoluntarilytouchedMarilla’sface。Againthatsuddensensationofstartlingsweetnessthrilledher。ShewassecretlyvastlypleasedatAnne’simpulsivecaress,whichwasprobablythereasonwhyshesaidbrusquely: \"There,there,nevermindyourkissingnonsense。I’dsoonerseeyoudoingstrictlyasyou’retold。Asforcooking,Imeantobegingivingyoulessonsinthatsomeofthesedays。Butyou’resofeatherbrained,Anne,I’vebeenwaitingtoseeifyou’dsoberdownalittleandlearntobesteadybeforeIbegin。You’vegottokeepyourwitsaboutyouincookingandnotstopinthemiddleofthingstoletyourthoughtsroveallovercreation。Now,getoutyourpatchworkandhaveyoursquaredonebeforeteatime。\" \"IdoNOTlikepatchwork,\"saidAnnedolefully,huntingoutherworkbasketandsittingdownbeforealittleheapofredandwhitediamondswithasigh。\"Ithinksomekindsofsewingwouldbenice;butthere’snoscopeforimaginationinpatchwork。It’sjustonelittleseamafteranotherandyouneverseemtobegettinganywhere。ButofcourseI’dratherbeAnneofGreenGablessewingpatchworkthanAnneofanyotherplacewithnothingtodobutplay。IwishtimewentasquicksewingpatchesasitdoeswhenI’mplayingwithDiana,though。Oh,wedohavesucheleganttimes,Marilla。Ihavetofurnishmostoftheimagination,butI’mwellabletodothat。Dianaissimplyperfectineveryotherway。YouknowthatlittlepieceoflandacrossthebrookthatrunsupbetweenourfarmandMr。Barry’s。 ItbelongstoMr。WilliamBell,andrightinthecornerthereisalittleringofwhitebirchtrees——themostromanticspot,Marilla。DianaandIhaveourplayhousethere。WecallitIdlewild。Isn’tthatapoeticalname?Iassureyouittookmesometimetothinkitout。IstayedawakenearlyawholenightbeforeIinventedit。Then,justasIwasdroppingofftosleep,itcamelikeaninspiration。DianawasENRAPTUREDwhensheheardit。Wehavegotourhousefixedupelegantly。Youmustcomeandseeit,Marilla——won’tyou?Wehavegreatbigstones,allcoveredwithmoss,forseats,andboardsfromtreetotreeforshelves。Andwehaveallourdishesonthem。Ofcourse,they’reallbrokenbutit’stheeasiestthingintheworldtoimaginethattheyarewhole。There’sapieceofaplatewithasprayofredandyellowivyonitthatisespeciallybeautiful。Wekeepitintheparlorandwehavethefairyglassthere,too。Thefairyglassisaslovelyasadream。Dianafounditoutinthewoodsbehindtheirchickenhouse。It’sallfullofrainbows——justlittleyoungrainbowsthathaven’tgrownbigyet——andDiana’smothertoldheritwasbrokenoffahanginglamptheyoncehad。Butit’snicetoimaginethefairieslostitonenightwhentheyhadaball,sowecallitthefairyglass。 Matthewisgoingtomakeusatable。Oh,wehavenamedthatlittleroundpooloverinMr。Barry’sfieldWillowmere。IgotthatnameoutofthebookDianalentme。Thatwasathrillingbook,Marilla。Theheroinehadfivelovers。I’dbesatisfiedwithone,wouldn’tyou?Shewasveryhandsomeandshewentthroughgreattribulations。Shecouldfaintaseasyasanything。 I’dlovetobeabletofaint,wouldn’tyou,Marilla?It’ssoromantic。ButI’mreallyveryhealthyforallI’msothin。 IbelieveI’mgettingfatter,though。Don’tyouthinkIam? IlookatmyelbowseverymorningwhenIgetuptoseeifanydimplesarecoming。Dianaishavinganewdressmadewithelbowsleeves。Sheisgoingtowearittothepicnic。Oh,IdohopeitwillbefinenextWednesday。Idon’tfeelthatIcouldendurethedisappointmentifanythinghappenedtopreventmefromgettingtothepicnic。IsupposeI’dlivethroughit,butI’mcertainitwouldbealifelongsorrow。Itwouldn’tmatterifI gottoahundredpicnicsinafteryears;theywouldn’tmakeupformissingthisone。They’regoingtohaveboatsontheLakeofShiningWaters——andicecream,asItoldyou。Ihavenevertastedicecream。Dianatriedtoexplainwhatitwaslike,butI guessicecreamisoneofthosethingsthatarebeyondimagination。\" \"Anne,youhavetalkedevenonfortenminutesbytheclock,\" saidMarilla。\"Now,justforcuriosity’ssake,seeifyoucanholdyourtongueforthesamelengthoftime。\" Anneheldhertongueasdesired。Butfortherestoftheweekshetalkedpicnicandthoughtpicnicanddreamedpicnic。OnSaturdayitrainedandsheworkedherselfupintosuchafranticstatelestitshouldkeeponraininguntilandoverWednesdaythatMarillamadehersewanextrapatchworksquarebywayofsteadyinghernerves。 OnSundayAnneconfidedtoMarillaonthewayhomefromchurchthatshegrewactuallycoldalloverwithexcitementwhentheministerannouncedthepicnicfromthepulpit。 \"Suchathrillaswentupanddownmyback,Marilla!Idon’tthinkI’deverreallybelieveduntilthenthattherewashonestlygoingtobeapicnic。Icouldn’thelpfearingI’donlyimaginedit。 Butwhenaministersaysathinginthepulpityoujusthavetobelieveit。\" \"Yousetyourhearttoomuchonthings,Anne,\"saidMarilla,withasigh。\"I’mafraidthere’llbeagreatmanydisappointmentsinstoreforyouthroughlife。\" \"Oh,Marilla,lookingforwardtothingsishalfthepleasureofthem,\"exclaimedAnne。\"Youmayn’tgetthethingsthemselves; butnothingcanpreventyoufromhavingthefunoflookingforwardtothem。Mrs。Lyndesays,`Blessedaretheywhoexpectnothingfortheyshallnotbedisappointed。’ButIthinkitwouldbeworsetoexpectnothingthantobedisappointed。\" Marillaworeheramethystbroochtochurchthatdayasusual。 Marillaalwaysworeheramethystbroochtochurch。Shewouldhavethoughtitrathersacrilegioustoleaveitoff——asbadasforgettingherBibleorhercollectiondime。ThatamethystbroochwasMarilla’smosttreasuredpossession。AseafaringunclehadgivenittohermotherwhointurnhadbequeathedittoMarilla。Itwasanold-fashionedoval,containingabraidofhermother’shair,surroundedbyaborderofveryfineamethysts。 Marillaknewtoolittleaboutpreciousstonestorealizehowfinetheamethystsactuallywere;butshethoughtthemverybeautifulandwasalwayspleasantlyconsciousoftheirvioletshimmeratherthroat,abovehergoodbrownsatindress,evenalthoughshecouldnotseeit。 Annehadbeensmittenwithdelightedadmirationwhenshefirstsawthatbrooch。 \"Oh,Marilla,it’saperfectlyelegantbrooch。Idon’tknowhowyoucanpayattentiontothesermonortheprayerswhenyouhaveiton。Icouldn’t,Iknow。Ithinkamethystsarejustsweet。 TheyarewhatIusedtothinkdiamondswerelike。Longago,beforeIhadeverseenadiamond,IreadaboutthemandItriedtoimaginewhattheywouldbelike。Ithoughttheywouldbelovelyglimmeringpurplestones。WhenIsawarealdiamondinalady’sringonedayIwassodisappointedIcried。Ofcourse,itwasverylovelybutitwasn’tmyideaofadiamond。Willyouletmeholdthebroochforoneminute,Marilla?Doyouthinkamethystscanbethesoulsofgoodviolets?\"