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类别:其他 作者:Lucy Maud Montgomery字数:24540更新时间:18/12/21 16:48:31
Anne’sConfessionONtheMondayeveningbeforethepicnicMarillacamedownfromherroomwithatroubledface。 \"Anne,\"shesaidtothatsmallpersonage,whowasshellingpeasbythespotlesstableandsinging,\"NellyoftheHazelDell\"withavigorandexpressionthatdidcredittoDiana’steaching,\"didyouseeanythingofmyamethystbrooch?IthoughtIstuckitinmypincushionwhenIcamehomefromchurchyesterdayevening,butIcan’tfinditanywhere。\" \"I——IsawitthisafternoonwhenyouwereawayattheAidSociety,\"saidAnne,alittleslowly。\"IwaspassingyourdoorwhenIsawitonthecushion,soIwentintolookatit。\" \"Didyoutouchit?\"saidMarillasternly。 \"Y-e-e-s,\"admittedAnne,\"ItookitupandIpinneditonmybreastjusttoseehowitwouldlook。\" \"Youhadnobusinesstodoanythingofthesort。It’sverywronginalittlegirltomeddle。Youshouldn’thavegoneintomyroominthefirstplaceandyoushouldn’thavetouchedabroochthatdidn’tbelongtoyouinthesecond。Wheredidyouputit?\" \"Oh,Iputitbackonthebureau。Ihadn’titonaminute。 Truly,Ididn’tmeantomeddle,Marilla。Ididn’tthinkaboutitsbeingwrongtogoinandtryonthebrooch;butIseenowthatitwasandI’llneverdoitagain。That’sonegoodthingaboutme。Ineverdothesamenaughtythingtwice。\" \"Youdidn’tputitback,\"saidMarilla。\"Thatbroochisn’tanywhereonthebureau。You’vetakenitoutorsomething,Anne。\" \"Ididputitback,\"saidAnnequickly——pertly,Marillathought。 \"Idon’tjustrememberwhetherIstuckitonthepincushionorlaiditinthechinatray。ButI’mperfectlycertainIputitback。\" \"I’llgoandhaveanotherlook,\"saidMarilla,determiningtobejust。\"Ifyouputthatbroochbackit’stherestill。Ifitisn’tI’llknowyoudidn’t,that’sall!\" Marillawenttoherroomandmadeathoroughsearch,notonlyoverthebureaubutineveryotherplaceshethoughtthebroochmightpossiblybe。Itwasnottobefoundandshereturnedtothekitchen。 \"Anne,thebroochisgone。Byyourownadmissionyouwerethelastpersontohandleit。Now,whathaveyoudonewithit? Tellmethetruthatonce。Didyoutakeitoutandloseit?\" \"No,Ididn’t,\"saidAnnesolemnly,meetingMarilla’sangrygazesquarely。\"Inevertookthebroochoutofyourroomandthatisthetruth,ifIwastobeledtotheblockforit——althoughI’mnotverycertainwhatablockis。Sothere,Marilla。\" Anne’s\"sothere\"wasonlyintendedtoemphasizeherassertion,butMarillatookitasadisplayofdefiance。 \"Ibelieveyouaretellingmeafalsehood,Anne,\"shesaidsharply。\"Iknowyouare。Therenow,don’tsayanythingmoreunlessyouarepreparedtotellthewholetruth。Gotoyourroomandstaythereuntilyouarereadytoconfess。\" \"WillItakethepeaswithme?\"saidAnnemeekly。 \"No,I’llfinishshellingthemmyself。DoasIbidyou。\" WhenAnnehadgoneMarillawentabouthereveningtasksinaverydisturbedstateofmind。Shewasworriedabouthervaluablebrooch。WhatifAnnehadlostit?Andhowwickedofthechildtodenyhavingtakenit,whenanybodycouldseeshemusthave! Withsuchaninnocentface,too! \"Idon’tknowwhatIwouldn’tsoonerhavehadhappen,\"thoughtMarilla,asshenervouslyshelledthepeas。\"Ofcourse,Idon’tsupposeshemeanttostealitoranythinglikethat。She’sjusttakenittoplaywithorhelpalongthatimaginationofhers。 Shemusthavetakenit,that’sclear,fortherehasn’tbeenasoulinthatroomsinceshewasinit,byherownstory,untilI wentuptonight。Andthebroochisgone,there’snothingsurer。 Isupposeshehaslostitandisafraidtoownupforfearshe’llbepunished。It’sadreadfulthingtothinkshetellsfalsehoods。 It’safarworsethingthanherfitoftemper。It’safearfulresponsibilitytohaveachildinyourhouseyoucan’ttrust。 Slynessanduntruthfulness——that’swhatshehasdisplayed。 IdeclareIfeelworseaboutthatthanaboutthebrooch。Ifshe’donlyhavetoldthetruthaboutitIwouldn’tmindsomuch。\" Marillawenttoherroomatintervalsallthroughtheeveningandsearchedforthebrooch,withoutfindingit。Abedtimevisittotheeastgableproducednoresult。AnnepersistedindenyingthatsheknewanythingaboutthebroochbutMarillawasonlythemorefirmlyconvincedthatshedid。 ShetoldMatthewthestorythenextmorning。Matthewwasconfoundedandpuzzled;hecouldnotsoquicklylosefaithinAnnebuthehadtoadmitthatcircumstanceswereagainsther。 \"You’resureithasn’tfelldownbehindthebureau?\"wastheonlysuggestionhecouldoffer。 \"I’vemovedthebureauandI’vetakenoutthedrawersandI’velookedineverycrackandcranny\"wasMarilla’spositiveanswer。 \"Thebroochisgoneandthatchildhastakenitandliedaboutit。 That’stheplain,uglytruth,MatthewCuthbert,andwemightaswelllookitintheface。\" \"Wellnow,whatareyougoingtodoaboutit?\"Matthewaskedforlornly,feelingsecretlythankfulthatMarillaandnothehadtodealwiththesituation。Hefeltnodesiretoputhisoarinthistime。 \"She’llstayinherroomuntilsheconfesses,\"saidMarillagrimly,rememberingthesuccessofthismethodintheformercase。\"Thenwe’llsee。Perhapswe’llbeabletofindthebroochifshe’llonlytellwhereshetookit;butinanycaseshe’llhavetobeseverelypunished,Matthew。\" \"Wellnow,you’llhavetopunishher,\"saidMatthew,reachingforhishat。\"I’venothingtodowithit,remember。Youwarnedmeoffyourself。\" Marillafeltdesertedbyeveryone。ShecouldnotevengotoMrs。 Lyndeforadvice。Shewentuptotheeastgablewithaveryseriousfaceandleftitwithafacemoreseriousstill。Annesteadfastlyrefusedtoconfess。Shepersistedinassertingthatshehadnottakenthebrooch。ThechildhadevidentlybeencryingandMarillafeltapangofpitywhichshesternlyrepressed。Bynightshewas,assheexpressedit,\"beatout。\" \"You’llstayinthisroomuntilyouconfess,Anne。Youcanmakeupyourmindtothat,\"shesaidfirmly。 \"Butthepicnicistomorrow,Marilla,\"criedAnne。\"Youwon’tkeepmefromgoingtothat,willyou?You’lljustletmeoutfortheafternoon,won’tyou?ThenI’llstayhereaslongasyoulikeAFTERWARDScheerfully。ButIMUSTgotothepicnic。\" \"You’llnotgotopicnicsnoranywhereelseuntilyou’veconfessed,Anne。\" \"Oh,Marilla,\"gaspedAnne。 ButMarillahadgoneoutandshutthedoor。 Wednesdaymorningdawnedasbrightandfairasifexpresslymadetoorderforthepicnic。BirdssangaroundGreenGables;theMadonnaliliesinthegardensentoutwhiffsofperfumethatenteredinonviewlesswindsateverydoorandwindow,andwanderedthroughhallsandroomslikespiritsofbenediction。 ThebirchesinthehollowwavedjoyfulhandsasifwatchingforAnne’susualmorninggreetingfromtheeastgable。ButAnnewasnotatherwindow。WhenMarillatookherbreakfastuptohershefoundthechildsittingprimlyonherbed,paleandresolute,withtight-shutlipsandgleamingeyes。 \"Marilla,I’mreadytoconfess。\" \"Ah!\"Marillalaiddownhertray。Onceagainhermethodhadsucceeded;buthersuccesswasverybittertoher。\"Letmehearwhatyouhavetosaythen,Anne。\" \"Itooktheamethystbrooch,\"saidAnne,asifrepeatingalessonshehadlearned。\"Itookitjustasyousaid。Ididn’tmeantotakeitwhenIwentin。Butitdidlooksobeautiful,Marilla,whenIpinneditonmybreastthatIwasovercomebyanirresistibletemptation。IimaginedhowperfectlythrillingitwouldbetotakeittoIdlewildandplayIwastheLadyCordeliaFitzgerald。ItwouldbesomucheasiertoimagineIwastheLadyCordeliaifIhadarealamethystbroochon。DianaandImakenecklacesofroseberriesbutwhatareroseberriescomparedtoamethysts?SoItookthebrooch。IthoughtIcouldputitbackbeforeyoucamehome。Iwentallthewayaroundbytheroadtolengthenoutthetime。WhenIwasgoingoverthebridgeacrosstheLakeofShiningWatersItookthebroochofftohaveanotherlookatit。Oh,howitdidshineinthesunlight!Andthen,whenIwasleaningoverthebridge,itjustslippedthroughmyfingers——so——andwentdown——down——down,allpurplysparkling,andsankforevermorebeneaththeLakeofShiningWaters。Andthat’sthebestIcandoatconfessing,Marilla。\" Marillafelthotangersurgeupintoherheartagain。Thischildhadtakenandlosthertreasuredamethystbroochandnowsattherecalmlyrecitingthedetailsthereofwithouttheleastapparentcompunctionorrepentance。 \"Anne,thisisterrible,\"shesaid,tryingtospeakcalmly。 \"YouaretheverywickedestgirlIeverheardof\" \"Yes,IsupposeIam,\"agreedAnnetranquilly。\"AndIknowI’llhavetobepunished。It’llbeyourdutytopunishme,Marilla。 Won’tyoupleasegetitoverrightoffbecauseI’dliketogotothepicnicwithnothingonmymind。\" \"Picnic,indeed!You’llgotonopicnictoday,AnneShirley。 Thatshallbeyourpunishment。Anditisn’thalfsevereenougheitherforwhatyou’vedone!\" \"Notgotothepicnic!\"AnnesprangtoherfeetandclutchedMarilla’shand。\"ButyouPROMISEDmeImight!Oh,Marilla,I mustgotothepicnic。ThatwaswhyIconfessed。Punishmeanywayyoulikebutthat。Oh,Marilla,please,please,letmegotothepicnic。Thinkoftheicecream!ForanythingyouknowImayneverhaveachancetotasteicecreamagain。\" MarilladisengagedAnne’sclinginghandsstonily。 \"Youneedn’tplead,Anne。Youarenotgoingtothepicnicandthat’sfinal。No,notaword。\" AnnerealizedthatMarillawasnottobemoved。Sheclaspedherhandstogether,gaveapiercingshriek,andthenflungherselffacedownwardonthebed,cryingandwrithinginanutterabandonmentofdisappointmentanddespair。 \"Fortheland’ssake!\"gaspedMarilla,hasteningfromtheroom。 \"Ibelievethechildiscrazy。Nochildinhersenseswouldbehaveasshedoes。Ifsheisn’tshe’sutterlybad。Ohdear,I’mafraidRachelwasrightfromthefirst。ButI’veputmyhandtotheplowandIwon’tlookback。\" Thatwasadismalmorning。Marillaworkedfiercelyandscrubbedtheporchfloorandthedairyshelveswhenshecouldfindnothingelsetodo。Neithertheshelvesnortheporchneededit——butMarilladid。Thenshewentoutandrakedtheyard。 WhendinnerwasreadyshewenttothestairsandcalledAnne。A tear-stainedfaceappeared,lookingtragicallyoverthebanisters。 \"Comedowntoyourdinner,Anne。\" \"Idon’twantanydinner,Marilla,\"saidAnne,sobbingly。\"I couldn’teatanything。Myheartisbroken。You’llfeelremorseofconsciencesomeday,Iexpect,forbreakingit,Marilla,butI forgiveyou。RememberwhenthetimecomesthatIforgiveyou。 Butpleasedon’taskmetoeatanything,especiallyboiledporkandgreens。Boiledporkandgreensaresounromanticwhenoneisinaffliction。\" Exasperated,MarillareturnedtothekitchenandpouredouthertaleofwoetoMatthew,who,betweenhissenseofjusticeandhisunlawfulsympathywithAnne,wasamiserableman。 \"Wellnow,sheshouldn’thavetakenthebrooch,Marilla,ortoldstoriesaboutit,\"headmitted,mournfulysurveyinghisplatefulofunromanticporkandgreensasifhe,likeAnne,thoughtitafoodunsuitedtocrisesoffeeling,\"butshe’ssuchalittlething——suchaninterestinglittlething。Don’tyouthinkit’sprettyroughnottolethergotothepicnicwhenshe’ssosetonit?\" \"MatthewCuthbert,I’mamazedatyou。IthinkI’veletheroffentirelytooeasy。Andshedoesn’tappeartorealizehowwickedshe’sbeenatall——that’swhatworriesmemost。Ifshe’dreallyfeltsorryitwouldn’tbesobad。Andyoudon’tseemtorealizeit,neither;you’remakingexcusesforherallthetimetoyourself——Icanseethat。\" \"Wellnow,she’ssuchalittlething,\"feeblyreiteratedMatthew。 \"Andthereshouldbeallowancesmade,Marilla。Youknowshe’sneverhadanybringingup。\" \"Well,she’shavingitnow\"retortedMarilla。 TheretortsilencedMatthewifitdidnotconvincehim。Thatdinnerwasaverydismalmeal。TheonlycheerfulthingaboutitwasJerryBuote,thehiredboy,andMarillaresentedhischeerfulnessasapersonalinsult。 WhenherdisheswerewashedandherbreadspongesetandherhensfedMarillarememberedthatshehadnoticedasmallrentinherbestblacklaceshawlwhenshehadtakenitoffonMondayafternoononreturningfromtheLadies’Aid。 Shewouldgoandmendit。Theshawlwasinaboxinhertrunk。 AsMarillalifteditout,thesunlight,fallingthroughthevinesthatclusteredthicklyaboutthewindow,struckuponsomethingcaughtintheshawl——somethingthatglitteredandsparkledinfacetsofvioletlight。Marillasnatchedatitwithagasp。Itwastheamethystbrooch,hangingtoathreadofthelacebyitscatch! \"Dearlifeandheart,\"saidMarillablankly,\"whatdoesthismean?Here’smybroochsafeandsoundthatIthoughtwasatthebottomofBarry’spond。Whateverdidthatgirlmeanbysayingshetookitandlostit?IdeclareIbelieveGreenGablesisbewitched。IremembernowthatwhenItookoffmyshawlMondayafternoonIlaiditonthebureauforaminute。Isupposethebroochgotcaughtinitsomehow。Well!\" Marillabetookherselftotheeastgable,broochinhand。Annehadcriedherselfoutandwassittingdejectedlybythewindow。 \"AnneShirley,\"saidMarillasolemnly,\"I’vejustfoundmybroochhangingtomyblacklaceshawl。NowIwanttoknowwhatthatrigmaroleyoutoldmethismorningmeant。\" \"Why,yousaidyou’dkeepmehereuntilIconfessed,\"returnedAnnewearily,\"andsoIdecidedtoconfessbecauseIwasboundtogettothepicnic。IthoughtoutaconfessionlastnightafterI wenttobedandmadeitasinterestingasIcould。AndIsaiditoverandoversothatIwouldn’tforgetit。Butyouwouldn’tletmegotothepicnicafterall,soallmytroublewaswasted。\" Marillahadtolaughinspiteofherself。Butherconscienceprickedher。 \"Anne,youdobeatall!ButIwaswrong——Iseethatnow。 Ishouldn’thavedoubtedyourwordwhenI’dneverknownyoutotellastory。Ofcourse,itwasn’trightforyoutoconfesstoathingyouhadn’tdone——itwasverywrongtodoso。ButIdroveyoutoit。Soifyou’llforgiveme,Anne,I’llforgiveyouandwe’llstartsquareagain。Andnowgetyourselfreadyforthepicnic。\" Anneflewuplikearocket。 \"Oh,Marilla,isn’tittoolate?\" \"No,it’sonlytwoo’clock。Theywon’tbemorethanwellgatheredyetandit’llbeanhourbeforetheyhavetea。Washyourfaceandcombyourhairandputonyourgingham。I’llfillabasketforyou。There’splentyofstuffbakedinthehouse。 AndI’llgetJerrytohitchupthesorrelanddriveyoudowntothepicnicground。\" \"Oh,Marilla,\"exclaimedAnne,flyingtothewashstand。\"FiveminutesagoIwassomiserableIwaswishingI’dneverbeenbornandnowIwouldn’tchangeplaceswithanangel!\" Thatnightathoroughlyhappy,completelytired-outAnnereturnedtoGreenGablesinastateofbeatificationimpossibletodescribe。 \"Oh,Marilla,I’vehadaperfectlyscrumptioustime。ScrumptiousisanewwordIlearnedtoday。IheardMaryAliceBelluseit。 Isn’titveryexpressive?Everythingwaslovely。WehadasplendidteaandthenMr。HarmonAndrewstookusallforarowontheLakeofShiningWaters——sixofusatatime。AndJaneAndrewsnearlyfelloverboard。ShewasleaningouttopickwaterliliesandifMr。Andrewshadn’tcaughtherbyhersashjustinthenickoftimeshe’dfalleninandprob’lybeendrowned。 Iwishithadbeenme。Itwouldhavebeensucharomanticexperiencetohavebeennearlydrowned。Itwouldbesuchathrillingtaletotell。Andwehadtheicecream。Wordsfailmetodescribethaticecream。Marilla,Iassureyouitwassublime。\" ThateveningMarillatoldthewholestorytoMatthewoverherstockingbasket。 \"I’mwillingtoownupthatImadeamistake,\"sheconcludedcandidly,\"butI’velearnedalesson。IhavetolaughwhenI thinkofAnne’s`confession,’althoughIsupposeIshouldn’tforitreallywasafalsehood。Butitdoesn’tseemasbadastheotherwouldhavebeen,somehow,andanyhowI’mresponsibleforit。Thatchildishardtounderstandinsomerespects。ButI believeshe’llturnoutallrightyet。Andthere’sonethingcertain,nohousewilleverbedullthatshe’sin。\" CHAPTERXV ATempestintheSchoolTeapot\"Whatasplendidday!\"saidAnne,drawingalongbreath。\"Isn’titgoodjusttobealiveonadaylikethis?Ipitythepeoplewhoaren’tbornyetformissingit。Theymayhavegooddays,ofcourse,buttheycanneverhavethisone。Andit’ssplendiderstilltohavesuchalovelywaytogotoschoolby,isn’tit?\" \"It’salotnicerthangoingroundbytheroad;thatissodustyandhot,\"saidDianapractically,peepingintoherdinnerbasketandmentallycalculatingifthethreejuicy,toothsome,raspberrytartsreposingthereweredividedamongtengirlshowmanybiteseachgirlwouldhave。 ThelittlegirlsofAvonleaschoolalwayspooledtheirlunches,andtoeatthreeraspberrytartsallaloneoreventosharethemonlywithone’sbestchumwouldhaveforeverandeverbrandedas\"awfulmean\"thegirlwhodidit。Andyet,whenthetartsweredividedamongtengirlsyoujustgotenoughtotantalizeyou。 ThewayAnneandDianawenttoschoolWASaprettyone。AnnethoughtthosewalkstoandfromschoolwithDianacouldn’tbeimproveduponevenbyimagination。Goingaroundbythemainroadwouldhavebeensounromantic;buttogobyLover’sLaneandWillowmereandVioletValeandtheBirchPathwasromantic,ifeveranythingwas。 Lover’sLaneopenedoutbelowtheorchardatGreenGablesandstretchedfarupintothewoodstotheendoftheCuthbertfarm。 Itwasthewaybywhichthecowsweretakentothebackpastureandthewoodhauledhomeinwinter。AnnehadnameditLover’sLanebeforeshehadbeenamonthatGreenGables。 \"Notthatloverseverreallywalkthere,\"sheexplainedtoMarilla,\"butDianaandIarereadingaperfectlymagnificentbookandthere’saLover’sLaneinit。Sowewanttohaveone,too。Andit’saveryprettyname,don’tyouthink?Soromantic!Wecan’timaginetheloversintoit,youknow。Ilikethatlanebecauseyoucanthinkoutloudtherewithoutpeoplecallingyoucrazy。\" Anne,startingoutaloneinthemorning,wentdownLover’sLaneasfarasthebrook。HereDianamether,andthetwolittlegirlswentonupthelaneundertheleafyarchofmaples——\"maplesaresuchsociabletrees,\"saidAnne;\"they’realwaysrustlingandwhisperingtoyou\"——untiltheycametoarusticbridge。ThentheyleftthelaneandwalkedthroughMr。Barry’sbackfieldandpastWillowmere。BeyondWillowmerecameVioletVale——alittlegreendimpleintheshadowofMr。AndrewBell’sbigwoods。\"Ofcoursetherearenovioletstherenow,\"AnnetoldMarilla,\"butDianasaystherearemillionsoftheminspring。Oh,Marilla,can’tyoujustimagineyouseethem?Itactuallytakesawaymybreath。InameditVioletVale。Dianasayssheneversawthebeatofmeforhittingonfancynamesforplaces。It’snicetobecleveratsomething,isn’tit?ButDiananamedtheBirchPath。Shewantedto,soIlether;butI’msureIcouldhavefoundsomethingmorepoeticalthanplainBirchPath。Anybodycanthinkofanamelikethat。ButtheBirchPathisoneoftheprettiestplacesintheworld,Marilla。\" Itwas。OtherpeoplebesidesAnnethoughtsowhentheystumbledonit。Itwasalittlenarrow,twistingpath,windingdownoveralonghillstraightthroughMr。Bell’swoods,wherethelightcamedownsiftedthroughsomanyemeraldscreensthatitwasasflawlessastheheartofadiamond。Itwasfringedinallitslengthwithslimyoungbirches,whitestemmedandlissomboughed; fernsandstarflowersandwildlilies-of-the-valleyandscarlettuftsofpigeonberriesgrewthicklyalongit;andalwaystherewasadelightfulspicinessintheairandmusicofbirdcallsandthemurmurandlaughofwoodwindsinthetreesoverhead。Nowandthenyoumightseearabbitskippingacrosstheroadifyouwerequiet——which,withAnneandDiana,happenedaboutonceinabluemoon。Downinthevalleythepathcameouttothemainroadandthenitwasjustupthesprucehilltotheschool。 TheAvonleaschoolwasawhitewashedbuilding,lowintheeavesandwideinthewindows,furnishedinsidewithcomfortablesubstantialold-fashioneddesksthatopenedandshut,andwerecarvedallovertheirlidswiththeinitialsandhieroglyphicsofthreegenerationsofschoolchildren。Theschoolhousewassetbackfromtheroadandbehinditwasaduskyfirwoodandabrookwhereallthechildrenputtheirbottlesofmilkinthemorningtokeepcoolandsweetuntildinnerhour。 MarillahadseenAnnestartofftoschoolonthefirstdayofSeptemberwithmanysecretmisgivings。Annewassuchanoddgirl。 Howwouldshegetonwiththeotherchildren?Andhowonearthwouldsheevermanagetoholdhertongueduringschoolhours? ThingswentbetterthanMarillafeared,however。Annecamehomethateveninginhighspirits。 \"IthinkI’mgoingtolikeschoolhere,\"sheannounced。\"Idon’tthinkmuchofthemaster,through。He’sallthetimecurlinghismustacheandmakingeyesatPrissyAndrews。Prissyisgrownup,youknow。She’ssixteenandshe’sstudyingfortheentranceexaminationintoQueen’sAcademyatCharlottetownnextyear。 TillieBoultersaysthemasterisDEADGONEonher。She’sgotabeautifulcomplexionandcurlybrownhairandshedoesitupsoelegantly。Shesitsinthelongseatatthebackandhesitsthere,too,mostofthetime——toexplainherlessons,hesays。 ButRubyGillissaysshesawhimwritingsomethingonherslateandwhenPrissyreaditsheblushedasredasabeetandgiggled; andRubyGillissaysshedoesn’tbelieveithadanythingtodowiththelesson。\" \"AnneShirley,don’tletmehearyoutalkingaboutyourteacherinthatwayagain,\"saidMarillasharply。\"Youdon’tgotoschooltocriticizethemaster。IguesshecanteachYOUsomething,andit’syourbusinesstolearn。AndIwantyoutounderstandrightoffthatyouarenottocomehometellingtalesabouthim。 ThatissomethingIwon’tencourage。Ihopeyouwereagoodgirl。\" \"IndeedIwas,\"saidAnnecomfortably。\"Itwasn’tsohardasyoumightimagine,either。IsitwithDiana。OurseatisrightbythewindowandwecanlookdowntotheLakeofShiningWaters。 Therearealotofnicegirlsinschoolandwehadscrumptiousfunplayingatdinnertime。It’ssonicetohavealotoflittlegirlstoplaywith。ButofcourseIlikeDianabestandalwayswill。IADOREDiana。I’mdreadfullyfarbehindtheothers。 They’reallinthefifthbookandI’monlyinthefourth。Ifeelthatit’skindofadisgrace。Butthere’snotoneofthemhassuchanimaginationasIhaveandIsoonfoundthatout。WehadreadingandgeographyandCanadianhistoryanddictationtoday。 Mr。Phillipssaidmyspellingwasdisgracefulandheheldupmyslatesothateverybodycouldseeit,allmarkedover。Ifeltsomortified,Marilla;hemighthavebeenpolitertoastranger,I think。RubyGillisgavemeanappleandSophiaSloanelentmealovelypinkcardwith`MayIseeyouhome?’onit。I’mtogiveitbacktohertomorrow。AndTillieBoulterletmewearherbeadringalltheafternoon。CanIhavesomeofthosepearlbeadsofftheoldpincushioninthegarrettomakemyselfaring?Andoh,Marilla,JaneAndrewstoldmethatMinnieMacPhersontoldherthatsheheardPrissyAndrewstellSaraGillisthatIhadaveryprettynose。Marilla,thatisthefirstcomplimentIhaveeverhadinmylifeandyoucan’timaginewhatastrangefeelingitgaveme。Marilla,haveIreallyaprettynose?Iknowyou’lltellmethetruth。\" \"Yournoseiswellenough,\"saidMarillashortly。SecretlyshethoughtAnne’snosewasaremarkableprettyone;butshehadnointentionoftellingherso。 Thatwasthreeweeksagoandallhadgonesmoothlysofar。Andnow,thiscrispSeptembermorning,AnneandDianaweretrippingblithelydowntheBirchPath,twoofthehappiestlittlegirlsinAvonlea。 \"IguessGilbertBlythewillbeinschooltoday,\"saidDiana。 \"He’sbeenvisitinghiscousinsoverinNewBrunswickallsummerandheonlycamehomeSaturdaynight。He’sAW’FLYhandsome,Anne。 Andheteasesthegirlssomethingterrible。Hejusttormentsourlivesout。\" Diana’svoiceindicatedthatsheratherlikedhavingherlifetormentedoutthannot。 \"GilbertBlythe?\"saidAnne。\"Isn’thisnamethat’swrittenupontheporchwallwithJuliaBell’sandabig`TakeNotice’overthem?\" \"Yes,\"saidDiana,tossingherhead,\"butI’msurehedoesn’tlikeJuliaBellsoverymuch。I’veheardhimsayhestudiedthemultiplicationtablebyherfreckles。\" \"Oh,don’tspeakaboutfrecklestome,\"imploredAnne。\"Itisn’tdelicatewhenI’vegotsomany。ButIdothinkthatwritingtake-noticesuponthewallabouttheboysandgirlsisthesilliestever。Ishouldjustliketoseeanybodydaretowritemynameupwithaboy’s。Not,ofcourse,\"shehastenedtoadd,\"thatanybodywould。\" Annesighed。Shedidn’twanthernamewrittenup。Butitwasalittlehumiliatingtoknowthattherewasnodangerofit。 \"Nonsense,\"saidDiana,whoseblackeyesandglossytresseshadplayedsuchhavocwiththeheartsofAvonleaschoolboysthathernamefiguredontheporchwallsinhalfadozentake-notices。 \"It’sonlymeantasajoke。Anddon’tyoubetoosureyournamewon’teverbewrittenup。CharlieSloaneisDEADGONEonyou。 Hetoldhismother——hisMOTHER,mindyou——thatyouwerethesmartestgirlinschool。That’sbetterthanbeinggoodlooking。\" \"No,itisn’t,\"saidAnne,femininetothecore。\"I’dratherbeprettythanclever。AndIhateCharlieSloane,Ican’tbearaboywithgoggleeyes。IfanyonewrotemynameupwithhisI’dneverGET overit,DianaBarry。ButitISnicetokeepheadofyourclass。\" \"You’llhaveGilbertinyourclassafterthis,\"saidDiana,\"andhe’susedtobeingheadofhisclass,Icantellyou。He’sonlyinthefourthbookalthoughhe’snearlyfourteen。FouryearsagohisfatherwassickandhadtogoouttoAlbertaforhishealthandGilbertwentwithhim。TheyweretherethreeyearsandGildidn’tgotoschoolhardlyanyuntiltheycameback。Youwon’tfinditsoeasytokeepheadafterthis,Anne。\" \"I’mglad,\"saidAnnequickly。\"Icouldn’treallyfeelproudofkeepingheadoflittleboysandgirlsofjustnineorten。Igotupyesterdayspelling`ebullition。’JosiePyewasheadand,mindyou,shepeepedinherbook。Mr。Phillipsdidn’tseeher——hewaslookingatPrissyAndrews——butIdid。Ijustsweptheralookoffreezingscornandshegotasredasabeetandspelleditwrongafterall。\" \"ThosePyegirlsarecheatsallround,\"saidDianaindignantly,astheyclimbedthefenceofthemainroad。\"GertiePyeactuallywentandputhermilkbottleinmyplaceinthebrookyesterday。 Didyouever?Idon’tspeaktohernow。\" WhenMr。PhillipswasinthebackoftheroomhearingPrissyAndrews’sLatin,DianawhisperedtoAnne,\"That’sGilbertBlythesittingrightacrosstheaislefromyou,Anne。Justlookathimandseeifyoudon’tthinkhe’shandsome。\" Annelookedaccordingly。Shehadagoodchancetodoso,forthesaidGilbertBlythewasabsorbedinstealthilypinningthelongyellowbraidofRubyGillis,whosatinfrontofhim,tothebackofherseat。Hewasatallboy,withcurlybrownhair,roguishhazeleyes,andamouthtwistedintoateasingsmile。PresentlyRubyGillisstarteduptotakeasumtothemaster;shefellbackintoherseatwithalittleshriek,believingthatherhairwaspulledoutbytheroots。EverybodylookedatherandMr。 PhillipsglaredsosternlythatRubybegantocry。Gilberthadwhiskedthepinoutofsightandwasstudyinghishistorywiththesoberestfaceintheworld;butwhenthecommotionsubsidedhelookedatAnneandwinkedwithinexpressibledrollery。 \"IthinkyourGilbertBlytheIShandsome,\"confidedAnnetoDiana,\"butIthinkhe’sverybold。Itisn’tgoodmannerstowinkatastrangegirl。\" Butitwasnotuntiltheafternoonthatthingsreallybegantohappen。 Mr。PhillipswasbackinthecornerexplainingaprobleminalgebratoPrissyAndrewsandtherestofthescholarsweredoingprettymuchastheypleasedeatinggreenapples,whispering,drawingpicturesontheirslates,anddrivingcricketsharnessedtostrings,upanddownaisle。GilbertBlythewastryingtomakeAnneShirleylookathimandfailingutterly,becauseAnnewasatthatmomenttotallyobliviousnotonlytotheveryexistenceofGilbertBlythe,butofeveryotherscholarinAvonleaschoolitself。 WithherchinproppedonherhandsandhereyesfixedontheblueglimpseoftheLakeofShiningWatersthatthewestwindowafforded,shewasfarawayinagorgeousdreamlandhearingandseeingnothingsaveherownwonderfulvisions。 GilbertBlythewasn’tusedtoputtinghimselfouttomakeagirllookathimandmeetingwithfailure。SheSHOULDlookathim,thatred-hairedShirleygirlwiththelittlepointedchinandthebigeyesthatweren’tliketheeyesofanyothergirlinAvonleaschool。 Gilbertreachedacrosstheaisle,pickeduptheendofAnne’slongredbraid,helditoutatarm’slengthandsaidinapiercingwhisper: \"Carrots!Carrots!\" ThenAnnelookedathimwithavengeance! Shedidmorethanlook。Shesprangtoherfeet,herbrightfanciesfallenintocurelessruin。SheflashedoneindignantglanceatGilbertfromeyeswhoseangrysparklewasswiftlyquenchedinequallyangrytears。 \"Youmean,hatefulboy!\"sheexclaimedpassionately。\"Howdareyou!\" Andthen——thwack!AnnehadbroughtherslatedownonGilbert’sheadandcrackedit——slatenothead——clearacross。 Avonleaschoolalwaysenjoyedascene。Thiswasanespeciallyenjoyableone。Everybodysaid\"Oh\"inhorrifieddelight。Dianagasped。RubyGillis,whowasinclinedtobehysterical,begantocry。TommySloanelethisteamofcricketsescapehimaltogetherwhilehestaredopen-mouthedatthetableau。 Mr。PhillipsstalkeddowntheaisleandlaidhishandheavilyonAnne’sshoulder。 \"AnneShirley,whatdoesthismean?\"hesaidangrily。Annereturnednoanswer。Itwasaskingtoomuchoffleshandbloodtoexpecthertotellbeforethewholeschoolthatshehadbeencalled\"carrots。\"Gilbertitwaswhospokeupstoutly。 \"ItwasmyfaultMr。Phillips。Iteasedher。\" Mr。PhillipspaidnoheedtoGilbert。 \"Iamsorrytoseeapupilofminedisplayingsuchatemperandsuchavindictivespirit,\"hesaidinasolemntone,asifthemerefactofbeingapupilofhisoughttorootoutallevilpassionsfromtheheartsofsmallimperfectmortals。\"Anne,goandstandontheplatforminfrontoftheblackboardfortherestoftheafternoon。\" Annewouldhaveinfinitelypreferredawhippingtothispunishmentunderwhichhersensitivespiritquiveredasfromawhiplash。Withawhite,setfacesheobeyed。Mr。Phillipstookachalkcrayonandwroteontheblackboardaboveherhead。 \"AnnShirleyhasaverybadtemper。AnnShirleymustlearntocontrolhertemper,\"andthenreaditoutloudsothateventheprimerclass,whocouldn’treadwriting,shouldunderstandit。 Annestoodtheretherestoftheafternoonwiththatlegendaboveher。Shedidnotcryorhangherhead。Angerwasstilltoohotinherheartforthatanditsustainedheramidallheragonyofhumiliation。Withresentfuleyesandpassion-redcheekssheconfrontedalikeDiana’ssympatheticgazeandCharlieSloane’sindignantnodsandJosiePye’smalicioussmiles。AsforGilbertBlythe,shewouldnotevenlookathim。ShewouldNEVERlookathimagain!Shewouldneverspeaktohim!! WhenschoolwasdismissedAnnemarchedoutwithherredheadheldhigh。GilbertBlythetriedtointerceptherattheporchdoor。 \"I’mawfullysorryImadefunofyourhair,Anne,\"hewhisperedcontritely。\"HonestIam。Don’tbemadforkeeps,now\" Annesweptbydisdainfully,withoutlookorsignofhearing。\"Ohhowcouldyou,Anne?\"breathedDianaastheywentdowntheroadhalfreproachfully,halfadmiringly。DianafeltthatSHEcouldneverhaveresistedGilbert’splea。 \"IshallneverforgiveGilbertBlythe,\"saidAnnefirmly。 \"AndMr。Phillipsspelledmynamewithoutane,too。 Theironhasenteredintomysoul,Diana。\" Dianahadn’ttheleastideawhatAnnemeantbutsheunderstooditwassomethingterrible。 \"Youmustn’tmindGilbertmakingfunofyourhair,\"shesaidsoothingly。\"Why,hemakesfunofallthegirls。Helaughsatminebecauseit’ssoblack。He’scalledmeacrowadozentimes; andIneverheardhimapologizeforanythingbefore,either。\" \"There’sagreatdealofdifferencebetweenbeingcalledacrowandbeingcalledcarrots,\"saidAnnewithdignity。\"GilbertBlythehashurtmyfeelingsEXCRUCIATINGLY,Diana。\" Itispossiblethemattermighthaveblownoverwithoutmoreexcruciationifnothingelsehadhappened。Butwhenthingsbegintohappentheyareapttokeepon。 AvonleascholarsoftenspentnoonhourpickingguminMr。Bell’ssprucegroveoverthehillandacrosshisbigpasturefield。 FromtheretheycouldkeepaneyeonEbenWright’shouse,wherethemasterboarded。WhentheysawMr。Phillipsemergingtherefromtheyranfortheschoolhouse;butthedistancebeingaboutthreetimeslongerthanMr。Wright’slanetheywereveryapttoarrivethere,breathlessandgasping,somethreeminutestoolate。 OnthefollowingdayMr。Phillipswasseizedwithoneofhisspasmodicfitsofreformandannouncedbeforegoinghometodinner,thatheshouldexpecttofindallthescholarsintheirseatswhenhereturned。Anyonewhocameinlatewouldbepunished。 AlltheboysandsomeofthegirlswenttoMr。Bell’ssprucegroveasusual,fullyintendingtostayonlylongenoughto\"pickachew。\"Butsprucegrovesareseductiveandyellownutsofgumbeguiling;theypickedandloiteredandstrayed;andasusualthefirstthingthatrecalledthemtoasenseoftheflightoftimewasJimmyGlovershoutingfromthetopofapatriarchaloldspruce\"Master’scoming。\" Thegirlswhowereontheground,startedfirstandmanagedtoreachtheschoolhouseintimebutwithoutasecondtospare。Theboys,whohadtowrigglehastilydownfromthetrees,werelater; andAnne,whohadnotbeenpickinggumatallbutwaswanderinghappilyinthefarendofthegrove,waistdeepamongthebracken,singingsoftlytoherself,withawreathofriceliliesonherhairasifsheweresomewilddivinityoftheshadowyplaces,waslatestofall。Annecouldrunlikeadeer,however; runshedidwiththeimpishresultthatsheovertooktheboysatthedoorandwassweptintotheschoolhouseamongthemjustasMr。Phillipswasintheactofhanginguphishat。 Mr。Phillips’sbriefreformingenergywasover;hedidn’twantthebotherofpunishingadozenpupils;butitwasnecessarytodosomethingtosavehisword,sohelookedaboutforascapegoatandfounditinAnne,whohaddroppedintoherseat,gaspingforbreath,withaforgottenlilywreathhangingaskewoveroneearandgivingheraparticularlyrakishanddisheveledappearance。 \"AnneShirley,sinceyouseemtobesofondoftheboys’companyweshallindulgeyourtasteforitthisafternoon,\"hesaidsarcastically。\"TakethoseflowersoutofyourhairandsitwithGilbertBlythe。\" Theotherboyssnickered。Diana,turningpalewithpity,pluckedthewreathfromAnne’shairandsqueezedherhand。Annestaredatthemasterasifturnedtostone。 \"DidyouhearwhatIsaid,Anne?\"queriedMr。Phillipssternly。 \"Yes,sir,\"saidAnneslowly\"butIdidn’tsupposeyoureallymeantit。\" \"IassureyouIdid\"——stillwiththesarcasticinflectionwhichallthechildren,andAnneespecially,hated。Itflickedontheraw。 \"Obeymeatonce。\" ForamomentAnnelookedasifshemeanttodisobey。Then,realizingthattherewasnohelpforit,sherosehaughtily,steppedacrosstheaisle,satdownbesideGilbertBlythe,andburiedherfaceinherarmsonthedesk。RubyGillis,whogotaglimpseofitasitwentdown,toldtheothersgoinghomefromschoolthatshe’d\"acksuallyneverseenanythinglikeit——itwassowhite,withawfullittleredspotsinit。\" ToAnne,thiswasastheendofallthings。Itwasbadenoughtobesingledoutforpunishmentfromamongadozenequallyguiltyones;itwasworsestilltobesenttositwithaboy,butthatthatboyshouldbeGilbertBlythewasheapinginsultoninjurytoadegreeutterlyunbearable。Annefeltthatshecouldnotbearitanditwouldbeofnousetotry。Herwholebeingseethedwithshameandangerandhumiliation。 Atfirsttheotherscholarslookedandwhisperedandgiggledandnudged。ButasAnneneverliftedherheadandasGilbertworkedfractionsasifhiswholesoulwasabsorbedinthemandthemonly,theysoonreturnedtotheirowntasksandAnnewasforgotten。 WhenMr。PhillipscalledthehistoryclassoutAnneshouldhavegone,butAnnedidnotmove,andMr。Phillips,whohadbeenwritingsomeverses\"ToPriscilla\"beforehecalledtheclass,wasthinkingaboutanobstinaterhymestillandnevermissedher。 Once,whennobodywaslooking,Gilberttookfromhisdeskalittlepinkcandyheartwithagoldmottoonit,\"Youaresweet,\"andslippeditunderthecurveofAnne’sarm。WhereuponAnnearose,tookthepinkheartgingerlybetweenthetipsofherfingers,droppeditonthefloor,groundittopowderbeneathherheel,andresumedherpositionwithoutdeigningtobestowaglanceonGilbert。 WhenschoolwentoutAnnemarchedtoherdesk,ostentatiouslytookouteverythingtherein,booksandwritingtablet,penandink,testamentandarithmetic,andpiledthemneatlyonhercrackedslate。 \"Whatareyoutakingallthosethingshomefor,Anne?\"Dianawantedtoknow,assoonastheywereoutontheroad。Shehadnotdaredtoaskthequestionbefore。 \"Iamnotcomingbacktoschoolanymore,\"saidAnne。 DianagaspedandstaredatAnnetoseeifshemeantit。 \"WillMarillaletyoustayhome?\"sheasked。 \"She’llhaveto,\"saidAnne。\"I’llNEVERgotoschooltothatmanagain。\" \"Oh,Anne!\"Dianalookedasifshewerereadytocry。\"Idothinkyou’remean。WhatshallIdo?Mr。PhillipswillmakemesitwiththathorridGertiePye——Iknowhewillbecausesheissittingalone。Docomeback,Anne。\" \"I’ddoalmostanythingintheworldforyou,Diana,\"saidAnnesadly。 \"I’dletmyselfbetornlimbfromlimbifitwoulddoyouanygood。 ButIcan’tdothis,sopleasedon’taskit。Youharrowupmyverysoul。\" \"Justthinkofallthefunyouwillmiss,\"mournedDiana。\"Wearegoingtobuildtheloveliestnewhousedownbythebrook;andwe’llbeplayingballnextweekandyou’veneverplayedball,Anne。 It’stremendouslyexciting。Andwe’regoingtolearnanewsong—— JaneAndrewsispracticingitupnow;andAliceAndrewsisgoingtobringanewPansybooknextweekandwe’reallgoingtoreaditoutloud,chapterabout,downbythebrook。Andyouknowyouaresofondofreadingoutloud,Anne。\" NothingmovedAnneintheleast。Hermindwasmadeup。ShewouldnotgotoschooltoMr。Phillipsagain;shetoldMarillasowhenshegothome。 \"Nonsense,\"saidMarilla。 \"Itisn’tnonsenseatall,\"saidAnne,gazingatMarillawithsolemn,reproachfuleyes。\"Don’tyouunderstand,Marilla?I’vebeeninsulted。\" \"Insultedfiddlesticks!You’llgotoschooltomorrowasusual。\" \"Oh,no。\"Anneshookherheadgently。\"I’mnotgoingback,Marilla。\"I’lllearnmylessonsathomeandI’llbeasgoodasI canbeandholdmytongueallthetimeifit’spossibleatall。 ButIwillnotgobacktoschool,Iassureyou。\" MarillasawsomethingremarkablylikeunyieldingstubbornnesslookingoutofAnne’ssmallface。Sheunderstoodthatshewouldhavetroubleinovercomingit;butshere-solvedwiselytosaynothingmorejustthen。\"I’llrundownandseeRachelaboutitthisevening,\"shethought。\"There’snousereasoningwithAnnenow。She’stooworkedupandI’veanideashecanbeawfulstubbornifshetakesthenotion。FarasIcanmakeoutfromherstory,Mr。Phillipshasbeencarryingmatterswitharatherhighhand。 Butitwouldneverdotosaysotoher。I’lljusttalkitoverwithRachel。She’ssenttenchildrentoschoolandsheoughttoknowsomethingaboutit。She’llhaveheardthewholestory,too,bythistime。\" MarillafoundMrs。Lyndeknittingquiltsasindustriouslyandcheerfullyasusual。 \"IsupposeyouknowwhatI’vecomeabout,\"shesaid,alittleshamefacedly。 Mrs。Rachelnodded。 \"AboutAnne’sfussinschool,Ireckon,\"shesaid。\"TillieBoulterwasinonherwayhomefromschoolandtoldmeaboutit。\" \"Idon’tknowwhattodowithher,\"saidMarilla。\"Shedeclaresshewon’tgobacktoschool。Ineversawachildsoworkedup。 I’vebeenexpectingtroubleeversinceshestartedtoschool。 Iknewthingsweregoingtoosmoothtolast。She’ssohighstrung。 Whatwouldyouadvise,Rachel?\" \"Well,sinceyou’veaskedmyadvice,Marilla,\"saidMrs。Lyndeamiably——Mrs。Lyndedearlylovedtobeaskedforadvice——\"I’djusthumorheralittleatfirst,that’swhatI’ddo。It’smybeliefthatMr。Phillipswasinthewrong。Ofcourse,itdoesn’tdotosaysotothechildren,youknow。Andofcoursehedidrighttopunishheryesterdayforgivingwaytotemper。Buttodayitwasdifferent。TheotherswhowerelateshouldhavebeenpunishedaswellasAnne,that’swhat。AndIdon’tbelieveinmakingthegirlssitwiththeboysforpunishment。Itisn’tmodest。TillieBoulterwasrealindignant。ShetookAnne’spartrightthroughandsaidallthescholarsdidtoo。Anneseemsrealpopularamongthem,somehow。Ineverthoughtshe’dtakewiththemsowell。\" \"ThenyoureallythinkI’dbetterletherstayhome,\"saidMarillainamazement。 \"Yes。ThatisIwouldn’tsayschooltoheragainuntilshesaiditherself。Dependuponit,Marilla,she’llcooloffinaweekorsoandbereadyenoughtogobackofherownaccord,that’swhat,while,ifyouweretomakehergobackrightoff,dearknowswhatfreakortantrumshe’dtakenextandmakemoretroublethanever。Thelessfussmadethebetter,inmyopinion。 Shewon’tmissmuchbynotgoingtoschool,asfarasTHATgoes。 Mr。Phillipsisn’tanygoodatallasateacher。Theorderhekeepsisscandalous,that’swhat,andheneglectstheyoungfryandputsallhistimeonthosebigscholarshe’sgettingreadyforQueen’s。He’dneverhavegottheschoolforanotheryearifhisunclehadn’tbeenatrustee——THEtrustee,forhejustleadstheothertwoaroundbythenose,that’swhat。Ideclare,Idon’tknowwhateducationinthisIslandiscomingto。\" Mrs。Rachelshookherhead,asmuchastosayifshewereonlyattheheadoftheeducationalsystemoftheProvincethingswouldbemuchbettermanaged。 MarillatookMrs。Rachel’sadviceandnotanotherwordwassaidtoAnneaboutgoingbacktoschool。Shelearnedherlessonsathome,didherchores,andplayedwithDianainthechillypurpleautumntwilights;butwhenshemetGilbertBlytheontheroadorencounteredhiminSundayschoolshepassedhimbywithanicycontemptthatwasnowhitthawedbyhisevidentdesiretoappeaseher。EvenDiana’seffortsasapeacemakerwereofnoavail。 AnnehadevidentlymadeuphermindtohateGilbertBlythetotheendoflife。 AsmuchasshehatedGilbert,however,didsheloveDiana,withalltheloveofherpassionatelittleheart,equallyintenseinitslikesanddislikes。OneeveningMarilla,cominginfromtheorchardwithabasketofapples,foundAnnesittingalongbytheeastwindowinthetwilight,cryingbitterly。 \"Whatever’sthematternow,Anne?\"sheasked。 \"It’saboutDiana,\"sobbedAnneluxuriously。\"IloveDianaso,Marilla。Icannoteverlivewithouther。ButIknowverywellwhenwegrowupthatDianawillgetmarriedandgoawayandleaveme。Andoh,whatshallIdo?Ihateherhusband——Ijusthatehimfuriously。I’vebeenimaginingitallout——theweddingandeverything——Dianadressedinsnowygarments,withaveil,andlookingasbeautifulandregalasaqueen;andmethebridesmaid,withalovelydresstoo,andpuffedsleeves,butwithabreakinghearthidbeneathmysmilingface。AndthenbiddingDianagoodbye-e-e——\"HereAnnebrokedownentirelyandweptwithincreasingbitterness。 Marillaturnedquicklyawaytohidehertwitchingface;butitwasnouse;shecollapsedonthenearestchairandburstintosuchaheartyandunusualpealoflaughterthatMatthew,crossingtheyardoutside,haltedinamazement。WhenhadheheardMarillalaughlikethatbefore? \"Well,AnneShirley,\"saidMarillaassoonasshecouldspeak,\"ifyoumustborrowtrouble,forpity’ssakeborrowithandierhome。Ishouldthinkyouhadanimagination,sureenough。\" CHAPTERXVI DianaIsInvitedtoTeawithTragicResultsOCTOBERwasabeautifulmonthatGreenGables,whenthebirchesinthehollowturnedasgoldenassunshineandthemaplesbehindtheorchardwereroyalcrimsonandthewildcherrytreesalongthelaneputontheloveliestshadesofdarkredandbronzygreen,whilethefieldssunnedthemselvesinaftermaths。 Annereveledintheworldofcolorabouther。 \"Oh,Marilla,\"sheexclaimedoneSaturdaymorning,comingdancinginwithherarmsfullofgorgeousboughs\"’I’msogladIliveinaworldwherethereareOctobers。ItwouldbeterribleifwejustskippedfromSeptembertoNovember,wouldn’tit?Lookatthesemaplebranches。Don’ttheygiveyouathrill——severalthrills?I’mgoingtodecoratemyroomwiththem。\" \"Messythings,\"saidMarilla,whoseaestheticsensewasnotnoticeablydeveloped。\"Youclutterupyourroomentirelytoomuchwithout-of-doorsstuff,Anne。Bedroomsweremadetosleepin。\" \"Oh,anddreamintoo,Marilla。Andyouknowonecandreamsomuchbetterinaroomwherethereareprettythings。I’mgoingtoputtheseboughsintheoldbluejugandsetthemonmytable。\" \"Mindyoudon’tdropleavesalloverthestairsthen。I’mgoingonameetingoftheAidSocietyatCarmodythisafternoon,Anne,andIwon’tlikelybehomebeforedark。You’llhavetogetMatthewandJerrytheirsupper,somindyoudon’tforgettoputtheteatodrawuntilyousitdownatthetableasyoudidlasttime。\" \"Itwasdreadfulofmetoforget,\"saidAnneapologetically,\"butthatwastheafternoonIwastryingtothinkofanameforVioletValeanditcrowdedotherthingsout。Matthewwassogood。Heneverscoldedabit。Heputtheteadownhimselfandsaidwecouldwaitawhileaswellasnot。AndItoldhimalovelyfairystorywhilewewerewaiting,sohedidn’tfindthetimelongatall。Itwasabeautifulfairystory,Marilla。Iforgottheendofit,soImadeupanendforitmyselfandMatthewsaidhecouldn’ttellwherethejoincamein。\" \"Matthewwouldthinkitallright,Anne,ifyoutookanotiontogetupandhavedinnerinthemiddleofthenight。Butyoukeepyourwitsaboutyouthistime。And——Idon’treallyknowifI’mdoingright——itmaymakeyoumoreaddlepatedthanever——butyoucanaskDianatocomeoverandspendtheafternoonwithyouandhaveteahere。\" \"Oh,Marilla!\"Anneclaspedherhands。\"Howperfectlylovely! YouAREabletoimaginethingsafterallorelseyou’dneverhaveunderstoodhowI’velongedforthatverything。Itwillseemsoniceandgrown-uppish。NofearofmyforgettingtoputtheteatodrawwhenIhavecompany。Oh,Marilla,canIusetherosebudsprayteaset?\" \"No,indeed!Therosebudteaset!Well,whatnext?YouknowI neverusethatexceptfortheministerortheAids。You’llputdowntheoldbrownteaset。Butyoucanopenthelittleyellowcrockofcherrypreserves。It’stimeitwasbeingusedanyhow——I believeit’sbeginningtowork。Andyoucancutsomefruitcakeandhavesomeofthecookiesandsnaps。\" \"Icanjustimaginemyselfsittingdownattheheadofthetableandpouringoutthetea,\"saidAnne,shuttinghereyesecstatically。\"AndaskingDianaifshetakessugar!Iknowshedoesn’tbutofcourseI’llaskherjustasifIdidn’tknow。Andthenpressinghertotakeanotherpieceoffruitcakeandanotherhelpingofpreserves。Oh,Marilla,it’sawonderfulsensationjusttothinkofit。CanItakeherintothespareroomtolayoffherhatwhenshecomes?Andthenintotheparlortosit?\" \"No。Thesittingroomwilldoforyouandyourcompany。Butthere’sabottlehalffullofraspberrycordialthatwasleftoverfromthechurchsocialtheothernight。It’sonthesecondshelfofthesitting-roomclosetandyouandDianacanhaveitifyoulike,andacookytoeatwithitalongintheafternoon,forIdaresayMatthew’llbelatecomingintoteasincehe’shaulingpotatoestothevessel。\" Anneflewdowntothehollow,pasttheDryad’sBubbleandupthesprucepathtoOrchardSlope,toaskDianatotea。AsaresultjustafterMarillahaddrivenofftoCarmody,Dianacameover,dressedinHERsecond-bestdressandlookingexactlyasitispropertolookwhenaskedouttotea。Atothertimesshewaswonttorunintothekitchenwithoutknocking;butnowsheknockedprimlyatthefrontdoor。AndwhenAnne,dressedinhersecondbest,asprimlyopenedit,bothlittlegirlsshookhandsasgravelyasiftheyhadnevermetbefore。ThisunnaturalsolemnitylasteduntilafterDianahadbeentakentotheeastgabletolayoffherhatandthenhadsatfortenminutesinthesittingroom,toesinposition。 \"Howisyourmother?\"inquiredAnnepolitely,justasifshehadnotseenMrs。Barrypickingapplesthatmorninginexcellenthealthandspirits。 \"Sheisverywell,thankyou。IsupposeMr。CuthbertishaulingpotatoestotheLILYSANDSthisafternoon,ishe?\"saidDiana,whohadriddendowntoMr。HarmonAndrews’sthatmorninginMatthew’scart。 \"Yes。Ourpotatocropisverygoodthisyear。Ihopeyourfather’scropisgoodtoo。\" \"Itisfairlygood,thankyou。Haveyoupickedmanyofyourapplesyet?\" \"Oh,eversomany,\"saidAnneforgettingtobedignifiedandjumpingupquickly。\"Let’sgoouttotheorchardandgetsomeoftheRedSweetings,Diana。Marillasayswecanhaveallthatareleftonthetree。Marillaisaverygenerouswoman。Shesaidwecouldhavefruitcakeandcherrypreservesfortea。Butitisn’tgoodmannerstotellyourcompanywhatyouaregoingtogivethemtoeat,soIwon’ttellyouwhatshesaidwecouldhavetodrink。 OnlyitbeginswithanRandaCandit’sbrightredcolor。I lovebrightreddrinks,don’tyou?Theytastetwiceasgoodasanyothercolor。\" Theorchard,withitsgreatsweepingboughsthatbenttothegroundwithfruit,provedsodelightfulthatthelittlegirlsspentmostoftheafternooninit,sittinginagrassycornerwherethefrosthadsparedthegreenandthemellowautumnsunshinelingeredwarmly,eatingapplesandtalkingashardastheycould。DianahadmuchtotellAnneofwhatwentoninschool。ShehadtositwithGertiePyeandshehatedit;Gertiesqueakedherpencilallthetimeanditjustmadeher——Diana’s——bloodruncold;RubyGillishadcharmedallherwartsaway,true’syoulive,withamagicpebblethatoldMaryJoefromtheCreekgaveher。Youhadtorubthewartswiththepebbleandthenthrowitawayoveryourleftshoulderatthetimeofthenewmoonandthewartswouldallgo。CharlieSloane’snamewaswrittenupwithEmWhite’sontheporchwallandEmWhitewasAWFULMADaboutit;SamBoulterhad\"sassed\"Mr。 PhillipsinclassandMr。PhillipswhippedhimandSam’sfathercamedowntotheschoolanddaredMr。Phillipstolayahandononeofhischildrenagain;andMattieAndrewshadanewredhoodandabluecrossoverwithtasselsonitandtheairssheputonaboutitwereperfectlysickening;andLizzieWrightdidn’tspeaktoMamieWilsonbecauseMamieWilson’sgrown-upsisterhadcutoutLizzieWright’sgrown-upsisterwithherbeau;andeverybodymissedAnnesoandwishedshe’scometoschoolagain;andGilbertBlythe—— ButAnnedidn’twanttohearaboutGilbertBlythe。Shejumpeduphurriedlyandsaidsupposetheygoinandhavesomeraspberrycordial。 Annelookedonthesecondshelfoftheroompantrybuttherewasnobottleofraspberrycordialthere。Searchrevealeditawaybackonthetopshelf。Anneputitonatrayandsetitonthetablewithatumbler。 \"Now,pleasehelpyourself,Diana,\"shesaidpolitely。\"Idon’tbelieveI’llhaveanyjustnow。Idon’tfeelasifIwantedanyafterallthoseapples。\" Dianapouredherselfoutatumblerful,lookedatitsbright-redhueadmiringly,andthensippeditdaintily。 \"That’sawfullyniceraspberrycordial,Anne,\"shesaid。\"I didn’tknowraspberrycordialwassonice。\" \"I’mrealgladyoulikeit。Takeasmuchasyouwant。I’mgoingtorunoutandstirthefireup。Therearesomanyresponsibilitiesonaperson’smindwhenthey’rekeepinghouse,isn’tthere?\" WhenAnnecamebackfromthekitchenDianawasdrinkinghersecondglassfulofcordial;and,beingentreatedtheretobyAnne,sheofferednoparticularobjectiontothedrinkingofathird。 Thetumblerfulsweregenerousonesandtheraspberrycordialwascertainlyverynice。 \"ThenicestIeverdrank,\"saidDiana。\"It’seversomuchnicerthanMrs。Lynde’s,althoughshebragsofherssomuch。Itdoesn’ttasteabitlikehers。\" \"IshouldthinkMarilla’sraspberrycordialwouldprob’lybemuchnicerthanMrs。Lynde’s,\"saidAnneloyally。\"Marillaisafamouscook。SheistryingtoteachmetocookbutIassureyou,Diana,itisuphillwork。There’ssolittlescopeforimaginationincookery。Youjusthavetogobyrules。ThelasttimeImadeacakeIforgottoputtheflourin。Iwasthinkingthelovelieststoryaboutyouandme,Diana。Ithoughtyouweredesperatelyillwithsmallpoxandeverybodydesertedyou,butI wentboldlytoyourbedsideandnursedyoubacktolife;andthenItookthesmallpoxanddiedandIwasburiedunderthosepoplartreesinthegraveyardandyouplantedarosebushbymygraveandwatereditwithyourtears;andyounever,neverforgotthefriendofyouryouthwhosacrificedherlifeforyou。Oh,itwassuchapathetictale,Diana。ThetearsjustraineddownovermycheekswhileImixedthecake。ButIforgottheflourandthecakewasadismalfailure。Flourissoessentialtocakes,youknow。MarillawasverycrossandIdon’twonder。I’magreattrialtoher。Shewasterriblymortifiedaboutthepuddingsaucelastweek。WehadaplumpuddingfordinneronTuesdayandtherewashalfthepuddingandapitcherfulofsauceleftover。 Marillasaidtherewasenoughforanotherdinnerandtoldmetosetitonthepantryshelfandcoverit。Imeanttocoveritjustasmuchascouldbe,Diana,butwhenIcarrieditinIwasimaginingIwasanun——ofcourseI’maProtestantbutIimaginedIwasaCatholic——takingtheveiltoburyabrokenheartincloisteredseclusion;andIforgotallaboutcoveringthepuddingsauce。Ithoughtofitnextmorningandrantothepantry。 Diana,fancyifyoucanmyextremehorroratfindingamousedrownedinthatpuddingsauce!IliftedthemouseoutwithaspoonandthrewitoutintheyardandthenIwashedthespooninthreewaters。MarillawasoutmilkingandIfullyintendedtoaskherwhenshecameinifI’dgivethesaucetothepigs;butwhenshedidcomeinIwasimaginingthatIwasafrostfairygoingthroughthewoodsturningthetreesredandyellow,whichevertheywantedtobe,soIneverthoughtaboutthepuddingsauceagainandMarillasentmeouttopickapples。 Well,Mr。andMrs。ChesterRossfromSpencervalecameherethatmorning。Youknowtheyareverystylishpeople,especiallyMrs。 ChesterRoss。WhenMarillacalledmeindinnerwasallreadyandeverybodywasatthetable。ItriedtobeaspoliteanddignifiedasIcouldbe,forIwantedMrs。ChesterRosstothinkIwasaladylikelittlegirlevenifIwasn’tpretty。EverythingwentrightuntilIsawMarillacomingwiththeplumpuddinginonehandandthepitcherofpuddingsauceWARMEDUP,intheother。 Diana,thatwasaterriblemoment。IrememberedeverythingandI juststoodupinmyplaceandshriekedout`Marilla,youmustn’tusethatpuddingsauce。Therewasamousedrownedinit。I forgottotellyoubefore。’Oh,Diana,IshallneverforgetthatawfulmomentifIlivetobeahundred。Mrs。ChesterRossjustLOOKEDatmeandIthoughtIwouldsinkthroughthefloorwithmortification。Sheissuchaperfecthousekeeperandfancywhatshemusthavethoughtofus。Marillaturnedredasfirebutsheneversaidaword——then。Shejustcarriedthatsauceandpuddingoutandbroughtinsomestrawberrypreserves。Sheevenofferedmesome,butIcouldn’tswallowamouthful。Itwaslikeheapingcoalsoffireonmyhead。AfterMrs。ChesterRosswentaway,Marillagavemeadreadfulscolding。Why,Diana,whatisthematter?\" Dianahadstoodupveryunsteadily;thenshesatdownagain,puttingherhandstoherhead。 \"I’m——I’mawfulsick,\"shesaid,alittlethickly。\"I——I——mustgorighthome。\" \"Oh,youmustn’tdreamofgoinghomewithoutyourtea,\"criedAnneindistress。\"I’llgetitrightoff——I’llgoandputtheteadownthisveryminute。\" \"Imustgohome,\"repeatedDiana,stupidlybutdeterminedly。 \"Letmegetyoualunchanyhow,\"imploredAnne。\"Letmegiveyouabitoffruitcakeandsomeofthecherrypreserves。Liedownonthesofaforalittlewhileandyou’llbebetter。Wheredoyoufeelbad?\" \"Imustgohome,\"saidDiana,andthatwasallshewouldsay。InvainAnnepleaded。 \"Ineverheardofcompanygoinghomewithouttea,\"shemourned。 \"Oh,Diana,doyousupposethatit’spossibleyou’rereallytakingthesmallpox?IfyouareI’llgoandnurseyou,youcandependonthat。I’llneverforsakeyou。ButIdowishyou’dstaytillaftertea。Wheredoyoufeelbad?\" \"I’mawfuldizzy,\"saidDiana。 Andindeed,shewalkedverydizzily。Anne,withtearsofdisappointmentinhereyes,gotDiana’shatandwentwithherasfarastheBarryyardfence。ThensheweptallthewaybacktoGreenGables,whereshesorrowfullyputtheremainderoftheraspberrycordialbackintothepantryandgotteareadyforMatthewandJerry,withallthezestgoneoutoftheperformance。