Anne’sConfessionONtheMondayeveningbeforethepicnicMarillacamedownfromherroomwithatroubledface。
\"Anne,\"shesaidtothatsmallpersonage,whowasshellingpeasbythespotlesstableandsinging,\"NellyoftheHazelDell\"withavigorandexpressionthatdidcredittoDiana’steaching,\"didyouseeanythingofmyamethystbrooch?IthoughtIstuckitinmypincushionwhenIcamehomefromchurchyesterdayevening,butIcan’tfinditanywhere。\"
\"I——IsawitthisafternoonwhenyouwereawayattheAidSociety,\"saidAnne,alittleslowly。\"IwaspassingyourdoorwhenIsawitonthecushion,soIwentintolookatit。\"
\"Didyoutouchit?\"saidMarillasternly。
\"Y-e-e-s,\"admittedAnne,\"ItookitupandIpinneditonmybreastjusttoseehowitwouldlook。\"
\"Youhadnobusinesstodoanythingofthesort。It’sverywronginalittlegirltomeddle。Youshouldn’thavegoneintomyroominthefirstplaceandyoushouldn’thavetouchedabroochthatdidn’tbelongtoyouinthesecond。Wheredidyouputit?\"
\"Oh,Iputitbackonthebureau。Ihadn’titonaminute。
Truly,Ididn’tmeantomeddle,Marilla。Ididn’tthinkaboutitsbeingwrongtogoinandtryonthebrooch;butIseenowthatitwasandI’llneverdoitagain。That’sonegoodthingaboutme。Ineverdothesamenaughtythingtwice。\"
\"Youdidn’tputitback,\"saidMarilla。\"Thatbroochisn’tanywhereonthebureau。You’vetakenitoutorsomething,Anne。\"
\"Ididputitback,\"saidAnnequickly——pertly,Marillathought。
\"Idon’tjustrememberwhetherIstuckitonthepincushionorlaiditinthechinatray。ButI’mperfectlycertainIputitback。\"
\"I’llgoandhaveanotherlook,\"saidMarilla,determiningtobejust。\"Ifyouputthatbroochbackit’stherestill。Ifitisn’tI’llknowyoudidn’t,that’sall!\"
Marillawenttoherroomandmadeathoroughsearch,notonlyoverthebureaubutineveryotherplaceshethoughtthebroochmightpossiblybe。Itwasnottobefoundandshereturnedtothekitchen。
\"Anne,thebroochisgone。Byyourownadmissionyouwerethelastpersontohandleit。Now,whathaveyoudonewithit?
Tellmethetruthatonce。Didyoutakeitoutandloseit?\"
\"No,Ididn’t,\"saidAnnesolemnly,meetingMarilla’sangrygazesquarely。\"Inevertookthebroochoutofyourroomandthatisthetruth,ifIwastobeledtotheblockforit——althoughI’mnotverycertainwhatablockis。Sothere,Marilla。\"
Anne’s\"sothere\"wasonlyintendedtoemphasizeherassertion,butMarillatookitasadisplayofdefiance。
\"Ibelieveyouaretellingmeafalsehood,Anne,\"shesaidsharply。\"Iknowyouare。Therenow,don’tsayanythingmoreunlessyouarepreparedtotellthewholetruth。Gotoyourroomandstaythereuntilyouarereadytoconfess。\"
\"WillItakethepeaswithme?\"saidAnnemeekly。
\"No,I’llfinishshellingthemmyself。DoasIbidyou。\"
WhenAnnehadgoneMarillawentabouthereveningtasksinaverydisturbedstateofmind。Shewasworriedabouthervaluablebrooch。WhatifAnnehadlostit?Andhowwickedofthechildtodenyhavingtakenit,whenanybodycouldseeshemusthave!
Withsuchaninnocentface,too!
\"Idon’tknowwhatIwouldn’tsoonerhavehadhappen,\"thoughtMarilla,asshenervouslyshelledthepeas。\"Ofcourse,Idon’tsupposeshemeanttostealitoranythinglikethat。She’sjusttakenittoplaywithorhelpalongthatimaginationofhers。
Shemusthavetakenit,that’sclear,fortherehasn’tbeenasoulinthatroomsinceshewasinit,byherownstory,untilI
wentuptonight。Andthebroochisgone,there’snothingsurer。
Isupposeshehaslostitandisafraidtoownupforfearshe’llbepunished。It’sadreadfulthingtothinkshetellsfalsehoods。
It’safarworsethingthanherfitoftemper。It’safearfulresponsibilitytohaveachildinyourhouseyoucan’ttrust。
Slynessanduntruthfulness——that’swhatshehasdisplayed。
IdeclareIfeelworseaboutthatthanaboutthebrooch。Ifshe’donlyhavetoldthetruthaboutitIwouldn’tmindsomuch。\"
Marillawenttoherroomatintervalsallthroughtheeveningandsearchedforthebrooch,withoutfindingit。Abedtimevisittotheeastgableproducednoresult。AnnepersistedindenyingthatsheknewanythingaboutthebroochbutMarillawasonlythemorefirmlyconvincedthatshedid。
ShetoldMatthewthestorythenextmorning。Matthewwasconfoundedandpuzzled;hecouldnotsoquicklylosefaithinAnnebuthehadtoadmitthatcircumstanceswereagainsther。
\"You’resureithasn’tfelldownbehindthebureau?\"wastheonlysuggestionhecouldoffer。
\"I’vemovedthebureauandI’vetakenoutthedrawersandI’velookedineverycrackandcranny\"wasMarilla’spositiveanswer。
\"Thebroochisgoneandthatchildhastakenitandliedaboutit。
That’stheplain,uglytruth,MatthewCuthbert,andwemightaswelllookitintheface。\"
\"Wellnow,whatareyougoingtodoaboutit?\"Matthewaskedforlornly,feelingsecretlythankfulthatMarillaandnothehadtodealwiththesituation。Hefeltnodesiretoputhisoarinthistime。
\"She’llstayinherroomuntilsheconfesses,\"saidMarillagrimly,rememberingthesuccessofthismethodintheformercase。\"Thenwe’llsee。Perhapswe’llbeabletofindthebroochifshe’llonlytellwhereshetookit;butinanycaseshe’llhavetobeseverelypunished,Matthew。\"
\"Wellnow,you’llhavetopunishher,\"saidMatthew,reachingforhishat。\"I’venothingtodowithit,remember。Youwarnedmeoffyourself。\"
Marillafeltdesertedbyeveryone。ShecouldnotevengotoMrs。
Lyndeforadvice。Shewentuptotheeastgablewithaveryseriousfaceandleftitwithafacemoreseriousstill。Annesteadfastlyrefusedtoconfess。Shepersistedinassertingthatshehadnottakenthebrooch。ThechildhadevidentlybeencryingandMarillafeltapangofpitywhichshesternlyrepressed。Bynightshewas,assheexpressedit,\"beatout。\"
\"You’llstayinthisroomuntilyouconfess,Anne。Youcanmakeupyourmindtothat,\"shesaidfirmly。
\"Butthepicnicistomorrow,Marilla,\"criedAnne。\"Youwon’tkeepmefromgoingtothat,willyou?You’lljustletmeoutfortheafternoon,won’tyou?ThenI’llstayhereaslongasyoulikeAFTERWARDScheerfully。ButIMUSTgotothepicnic。\"
\"You’llnotgotopicnicsnoranywhereelseuntilyou’veconfessed,Anne。\"
\"Oh,Marilla,\"gaspedAnne。
ButMarillahadgoneoutandshutthedoor。
Wednesdaymorningdawnedasbrightandfairasifexpresslymadetoorderforthepicnic。BirdssangaroundGreenGables;theMadonnaliliesinthegardensentoutwhiffsofperfumethatenteredinonviewlesswindsateverydoorandwindow,andwanderedthroughhallsandroomslikespiritsofbenediction。
ThebirchesinthehollowwavedjoyfulhandsasifwatchingforAnne’susualmorninggreetingfromtheeastgable。ButAnnewasnotatherwindow。WhenMarillatookherbreakfastuptohershefoundthechildsittingprimlyonherbed,paleandresolute,withtight-shutlipsandgleamingeyes。
\"Marilla,I’mreadytoconfess。\"
\"Ah!\"Marillalaiddownhertray。Onceagainhermethodhadsucceeded;buthersuccesswasverybittertoher。\"Letmehearwhatyouhavetosaythen,Anne。\"
\"Itooktheamethystbrooch,\"saidAnne,asifrepeatingalessonshehadlearned。\"Itookitjustasyousaid。Ididn’tmeantotakeitwhenIwentin。Butitdidlooksobeautiful,Marilla,whenIpinneditonmybreastthatIwasovercomebyanirresistibletemptation。IimaginedhowperfectlythrillingitwouldbetotakeittoIdlewildandplayIwastheLadyCordeliaFitzgerald。ItwouldbesomucheasiertoimagineIwastheLadyCordeliaifIhadarealamethystbroochon。DianaandImakenecklacesofroseberriesbutwhatareroseberriescomparedtoamethysts?SoItookthebrooch。IthoughtIcouldputitbackbeforeyoucamehome。Iwentallthewayaroundbytheroadtolengthenoutthetime。WhenIwasgoingoverthebridgeacrosstheLakeofShiningWatersItookthebroochofftohaveanotherlookatit。Oh,howitdidshineinthesunlight!Andthen,whenIwasleaningoverthebridge,itjustslippedthroughmyfingers——so——andwentdown——down——down,allpurplysparkling,andsankforevermorebeneaththeLakeofShiningWaters。Andthat’sthebestIcandoatconfessing,Marilla。\"
Marillafelthotangersurgeupintoherheartagain。Thischildhadtakenandlosthertreasuredamethystbroochandnowsattherecalmlyrecitingthedetailsthereofwithouttheleastapparentcompunctionorrepentance。
\"Anne,thisisterrible,\"shesaid,tryingtospeakcalmly。
\"YouaretheverywickedestgirlIeverheardof\"
\"Yes,IsupposeIam,\"agreedAnnetranquilly。\"AndIknowI’llhavetobepunished。It’llbeyourdutytopunishme,Marilla。
Won’tyoupleasegetitoverrightoffbecauseI’dliketogotothepicnicwithnothingonmymind。\"
\"Picnic,indeed!You’llgotonopicnictoday,AnneShirley。
Thatshallbeyourpunishment。Anditisn’thalfsevereenougheitherforwhatyou’vedone!\"
\"Notgotothepicnic!\"AnnesprangtoherfeetandclutchedMarilla’shand。\"ButyouPROMISEDmeImight!Oh,Marilla,I
mustgotothepicnic。ThatwaswhyIconfessed。Punishmeanywayyoulikebutthat。Oh,Marilla,please,please,letmegotothepicnic。Thinkoftheicecream!ForanythingyouknowImayneverhaveachancetotasteicecreamagain。\"
MarilladisengagedAnne’sclinginghandsstonily。
\"Youneedn’tplead,Anne。Youarenotgoingtothepicnicandthat’sfinal。No,notaword。\"
AnnerealizedthatMarillawasnottobemoved。Sheclaspedherhandstogether,gaveapiercingshriek,andthenflungherselffacedownwardonthebed,cryingandwrithinginanutterabandonmentofdisappointmentanddespair。
\"Fortheland’ssake!\"gaspedMarilla,hasteningfromtheroom。
\"Ibelievethechildiscrazy。Nochildinhersenseswouldbehaveasshedoes。Ifsheisn’tshe’sutterlybad。Ohdear,I’mafraidRachelwasrightfromthefirst。ButI’veputmyhandtotheplowandIwon’tlookback。\"
Thatwasadismalmorning。Marillaworkedfiercelyandscrubbedtheporchfloorandthedairyshelveswhenshecouldfindnothingelsetodo。Neithertheshelvesnortheporchneededit——butMarilladid。Thenshewentoutandrakedtheyard。
WhendinnerwasreadyshewenttothestairsandcalledAnne。A
tear-stainedfaceappeared,lookingtragicallyoverthebanisters。
\"Comedowntoyourdinner,Anne。\"
\"Idon’twantanydinner,Marilla,\"saidAnne,sobbingly。\"I
couldn’teatanything。Myheartisbroken。You’llfeelremorseofconsciencesomeday,Iexpect,forbreakingit,Marilla,butI
forgiveyou。RememberwhenthetimecomesthatIforgiveyou。
Butpleasedon’taskmetoeatanything,especiallyboiledporkandgreens。Boiledporkandgreensaresounromanticwhenoneisinaffliction。\"
Exasperated,MarillareturnedtothekitchenandpouredouthertaleofwoetoMatthew,who,betweenhissenseofjusticeandhisunlawfulsympathywithAnne,wasamiserableman。
\"Wellnow,sheshouldn’thavetakenthebrooch,Marilla,ortoldstoriesaboutit,\"headmitted,mournfulysurveyinghisplatefulofunromanticporkandgreensasifhe,likeAnne,thoughtitafoodunsuitedtocrisesoffeeling,\"butshe’ssuchalittlething——suchaninterestinglittlething。Don’tyouthinkit’sprettyroughnottolethergotothepicnicwhenshe’ssosetonit?\"
\"MatthewCuthbert,I’mamazedatyou。IthinkI’veletheroffentirelytooeasy。Andshedoesn’tappeartorealizehowwickedshe’sbeenatall——that’swhatworriesmemost。Ifshe’dreallyfeltsorryitwouldn’tbesobad。Andyoudon’tseemtorealizeit,neither;you’remakingexcusesforherallthetimetoyourself——Icanseethat。\"
\"Wellnow,she’ssuchalittlething,\"feeblyreiteratedMatthew。
\"Andthereshouldbeallowancesmade,Marilla。Youknowshe’sneverhadanybringingup。\"
\"Well,she’shavingitnow\"retortedMarilla。
TheretortsilencedMatthewifitdidnotconvincehim。Thatdinnerwasaverydismalmeal。TheonlycheerfulthingaboutitwasJerryBuote,thehiredboy,andMarillaresentedhischeerfulnessasapersonalinsult。
WhenherdisheswerewashedandherbreadspongesetandherhensfedMarillarememberedthatshehadnoticedasmallrentinherbestblacklaceshawlwhenshehadtakenitoffonMondayafternoononreturningfromtheLadies’Aid。
Shewouldgoandmendit。Theshawlwasinaboxinhertrunk。
AsMarillalifteditout,thesunlight,fallingthroughthevinesthatclusteredthicklyaboutthewindow,struckuponsomethingcaughtintheshawl——somethingthatglitteredandsparkledinfacetsofvioletlight。Marillasnatchedatitwithagasp。Itwastheamethystbrooch,hangingtoathreadofthelacebyitscatch!
\"Dearlifeandheart,\"saidMarillablankly,\"whatdoesthismean?Here’smybroochsafeandsoundthatIthoughtwasatthebottomofBarry’spond。Whateverdidthatgirlmeanbysayingshetookitandlostit?IdeclareIbelieveGreenGablesisbewitched。IremembernowthatwhenItookoffmyshawlMondayafternoonIlaiditonthebureauforaminute。Isupposethebroochgotcaughtinitsomehow。Well!\"
Marillabetookherselftotheeastgable,broochinhand。Annehadcriedherselfoutandwassittingdejectedlybythewindow。
\"AnneShirley,\"saidMarillasolemnly,\"I’vejustfoundmybroochhangingtomyblacklaceshawl。NowIwanttoknowwhatthatrigmaroleyoutoldmethismorningmeant。\"
\"Why,yousaidyou’dkeepmehereuntilIconfessed,\"returnedAnnewearily,\"andsoIdecidedtoconfessbecauseIwasboundtogettothepicnic。IthoughtoutaconfessionlastnightafterI
wenttobedandmadeitasinterestingasIcould。AndIsaiditoverandoversothatIwouldn’tforgetit。Butyouwouldn’tletmegotothepicnicafterall,soallmytroublewaswasted。\"
Marillahadtolaughinspiteofherself。Butherconscienceprickedher。
\"Anne,youdobeatall!ButIwaswrong——Iseethatnow。
Ishouldn’thavedoubtedyourwordwhenI’dneverknownyoutotellastory。Ofcourse,itwasn’trightforyoutoconfesstoathingyouhadn’tdone——itwasverywrongtodoso。ButIdroveyoutoit。Soifyou’llforgiveme,Anne,I’llforgiveyouandwe’llstartsquareagain。Andnowgetyourselfreadyforthepicnic。\"
Anneflewuplikearocket。
\"Oh,Marilla,isn’tittoolate?\"
\"No,it’sonlytwoo’clock。Theywon’tbemorethanwellgatheredyetandit’llbeanhourbeforetheyhavetea。Washyourfaceandcombyourhairandputonyourgingham。I’llfillabasketforyou。There’splentyofstuffbakedinthehouse。
AndI’llgetJerrytohitchupthesorrelanddriveyoudowntothepicnicground。\"
\"Oh,Marilla,\"exclaimedAnne,flyingtothewashstand。\"FiveminutesagoIwassomiserableIwaswishingI’dneverbeenbornandnowIwouldn’tchangeplaceswithanangel!\"
Thatnightathoroughlyhappy,completelytired-outAnnereturnedtoGreenGablesinastateofbeatificationimpossibletodescribe。
\"Oh,Marilla,I’vehadaperfectlyscrumptioustime。ScrumptiousisanewwordIlearnedtoday。IheardMaryAliceBelluseit。
Isn’titveryexpressive?Everythingwaslovely。WehadasplendidteaandthenMr。HarmonAndrewstookusallforarowontheLakeofShiningWaters——sixofusatatime。AndJaneAndrewsnearlyfelloverboard。ShewasleaningouttopickwaterliliesandifMr。Andrewshadn’tcaughtherbyhersashjustinthenickoftimeshe’dfalleninandprob’lybeendrowned。
Iwishithadbeenme。Itwouldhavebeensucharomanticexperiencetohavebeennearlydrowned。Itwouldbesuchathrillingtaletotell。Andwehadtheicecream。Wordsfailmetodescribethaticecream。Marilla,Iassureyouitwassublime。\"
ThateveningMarillatoldthewholestorytoMatthewoverherstockingbasket。
\"I’mwillingtoownupthatImadeamistake,\"sheconcludedcandidly,\"butI’velearnedalesson。IhavetolaughwhenI
thinkofAnne’s`confession,’althoughIsupposeIshouldn’tforitreallywasafalsehood。Butitdoesn’tseemasbadastheotherwouldhavebeen,somehow,andanyhowI’mresponsibleforit。Thatchildishardtounderstandinsomerespects。ButI
believeshe’llturnoutallrightyet。Andthere’sonethingcertain,nohousewilleverbedullthatshe’sin。\"
CHAPTERXV
ATempestintheSchoolTeapot\"Whatasplendidday!\"saidAnne,drawingalongbreath。\"Isn’titgoodjusttobealiveonadaylikethis?Ipitythepeoplewhoaren’tbornyetformissingit。Theymayhavegooddays,ofcourse,buttheycanneverhavethisone。Andit’ssplendiderstilltohavesuchalovelywaytogotoschoolby,isn’tit?\"
\"It’salotnicerthangoingroundbytheroad;thatissodustyandhot,\"saidDianapractically,peepingintoherdinnerbasketandmentallycalculatingifthethreejuicy,toothsome,raspberrytartsreposingthereweredividedamongtengirlshowmanybiteseachgirlwouldhave。
ThelittlegirlsofAvonleaschoolalwayspooledtheirlunches,andtoeatthreeraspberrytartsallaloneoreventosharethemonlywithone’sbestchumwouldhaveforeverandeverbrandedas\"awfulmean\"thegirlwhodidit。Andyet,whenthetartsweredividedamongtengirlsyoujustgotenoughtotantalizeyou。
ThewayAnneandDianawenttoschoolWASaprettyone。AnnethoughtthosewalkstoandfromschoolwithDianacouldn’tbeimproveduponevenbyimagination。Goingaroundbythemainroadwouldhavebeensounromantic;buttogobyLover’sLaneandWillowmereandVioletValeandtheBirchPathwasromantic,ifeveranythingwas。
Lover’sLaneopenedoutbelowtheorchardatGreenGablesandstretchedfarupintothewoodstotheendoftheCuthbertfarm。
Itwasthewaybywhichthecowsweretakentothebackpastureandthewoodhauledhomeinwinter。AnnehadnameditLover’sLanebeforeshehadbeenamonthatGreenGables。
\"Notthatloverseverreallywalkthere,\"sheexplainedtoMarilla,\"butDianaandIarereadingaperfectlymagnificentbookandthere’saLover’sLaneinit。Sowewanttohaveone,too。Andit’saveryprettyname,don’tyouthink?Soromantic!Wecan’timaginetheloversintoit,youknow。Ilikethatlanebecauseyoucanthinkoutloudtherewithoutpeoplecallingyoucrazy。\"
Anne,startingoutaloneinthemorning,wentdownLover’sLaneasfarasthebrook。HereDianamether,andthetwolittlegirlswentonupthelaneundertheleafyarchofmaples——\"maplesaresuchsociabletrees,\"saidAnne;\"they’realwaysrustlingandwhisperingtoyou\"——untiltheycametoarusticbridge。ThentheyleftthelaneandwalkedthroughMr。Barry’sbackfieldandpastWillowmere。BeyondWillowmerecameVioletVale——alittlegreendimpleintheshadowofMr。AndrewBell’sbigwoods。\"Ofcoursetherearenovioletstherenow,\"AnnetoldMarilla,\"butDianasaystherearemillionsoftheminspring。Oh,Marilla,can’tyoujustimagineyouseethem?Itactuallytakesawaymybreath。InameditVioletVale。Dianasayssheneversawthebeatofmeforhittingonfancynamesforplaces。It’snicetobecleveratsomething,isn’tit?ButDiananamedtheBirchPath。Shewantedto,soIlether;butI’msureIcouldhavefoundsomethingmorepoeticalthanplainBirchPath。Anybodycanthinkofanamelikethat。ButtheBirchPathisoneoftheprettiestplacesintheworld,Marilla。\"
Itwas。OtherpeoplebesidesAnnethoughtsowhentheystumbledonit。Itwasalittlenarrow,twistingpath,windingdownoveralonghillstraightthroughMr。Bell’swoods,wherethelightcamedownsiftedthroughsomanyemeraldscreensthatitwasasflawlessastheheartofadiamond。Itwasfringedinallitslengthwithslimyoungbirches,whitestemmedandlissomboughed;
fernsandstarflowersandwildlilies-of-the-valleyandscarlettuftsofpigeonberriesgrewthicklyalongit;andalwaystherewasadelightfulspicinessintheairandmusicofbirdcallsandthemurmurandlaughofwoodwindsinthetreesoverhead。Nowandthenyoumightseearabbitskippingacrosstheroadifyouwerequiet——which,withAnneandDiana,happenedaboutonceinabluemoon。Downinthevalleythepathcameouttothemainroadandthenitwasjustupthesprucehilltotheschool。
TheAvonleaschoolwasawhitewashedbuilding,lowintheeavesandwideinthewindows,furnishedinsidewithcomfortablesubstantialold-fashioneddesksthatopenedandshut,andwerecarvedallovertheirlidswiththeinitialsandhieroglyphicsofthreegenerationsofschoolchildren。Theschoolhousewassetbackfromtheroadandbehinditwasaduskyfirwoodandabrookwhereallthechildrenputtheirbottlesofmilkinthemorningtokeepcoolandsweetuntildinnerhour。
MarillahadseenAnnestartofftoschoolonthefirstdayofSeptemberwithmanysecretmisgivings。Annewassuchanoddgirl。
Howwouldshegetonwiththeotherchildren?Andhowonearthwouldsheevermanagetoholdhertongueduringschoolhours?
ThingswentbetterthanMarillafeared,however。Annecamehomethateveninginhighspirits。
\"IthinkI’mgoingtolikeschoolhere,\"sheannounced。\"Idon’tthinkmuchofthemaster,through。He’sallthetimecurlinghismustacheandmakingeyesatPrissyAndrews。Prissyisgrownup,youknow。She’ssixteenandshe’sstudyingfortheentranceexaminationintoQueen’sAcademyatCharlottetownnextyear。
TillieBoultersaysthemasterisDEADGONEonher。She’sgotabeautifulcomplexionandcurlybrownhairandshedoesitupsoelegantly。Shesitsinthelongseatatthebackandhesitsthere,too,mostofthetime——toexplainherlessons,hesays。
ButRubyGillissaysshesawhimwritingsomethingonherslateandwhenPrissyreaditsheblushedasredasabeetandgiggled;
andRubyGillissaysshedoesn’tbelieveithadanythingtodowiththelesson。\"
\"AnneShirley,don’tletmehearyoutalkingaboutyourteacherinthatwayagain,\"saidMarillasharply。\"Youdon’tgotoschooltocriticizethemaster。IguesshecanteachYOUsomething,andit’syourbusinesstolearn。AndIwantyoutounderstandrightoffthatyouarenottocomehometellingtalesabouthim。
ThatissomethingIwon’tencourage。Ihopeyouwereagoodgirl。\"
\"IndeedIwas,\"saidAnnecomfortably。\"Itwasn’tsohardasyoumightimagine,either。IsitwithDiana。OurseatisrightbythewindowandwecanlookdowntotheLakeofShiningWaters。
Therearealotofnicegirlsinschoolandwehadscrumptiousfunplayingatdinnertime。It’ssonicetohavealotoflittlegirlstoplaywith。ButofcourseIlikeDianabestandalwayswill。IADOREDiana。I’mdreadfullyfarbehindtheothers。
They’reallinthefifthbookandI’monlyinthefourth。Ifeelthatit’skindofadisgrace。Butthere’snotoneofthemhassuchanimaginationasIhaveandIsoonfoundthatout。WehadreadingandgeographyandCanadianhistoryanddictationtoday。
Mr。Phillipssaidmyspellingwasdisgracefulandheheldupmyslatesothateverybodycouldseeit,allmarkedover。Ifeltsomortified,Marilla;hemighthavebeenpolitertoastranger,I
think。RubyGillisgavemeanappleandSophiaSloanelentmealovelypinkcardwith`MayIseeyouhome?’onit。I’mtogiveitbacktohertomorrow。AndTillieBoulterletmewearherbeadringalltheafternoon。CanIhavesomeofthosepearlbeadsofftheoldpincushioninthegarrettomakemyselfaring?Andoh,Marilla,JaneAndrewstoldmethatMinnieMacPhersontoldherthatsheheardPrissyAndrewstellSaraGillisthatIhadaveryprettynose。Marilla,thatisthefirstcomplimentIhaveeverhadinmylifeandyoucan’timaginewhatastrangefeelingitgaveme。Marilla,haveIreallyaprettynose?Iknowyou’lltellmethetruth。\"
\"Yournoseiswellenough,\"saidMarillashortly。SecretlyshethoughtAnne’snosewasaremarkableprettyone;butshehadnointentionoftellingherso。
Thatwasthreeweeksagoandallhadgonesmoothlysofar。Andnow,thiscrispSeptembermorning,AnneandDianaweretrippingblithelydowntheBirchPath,twoofthehappiestlittlegirlsinAvonlea。
\"IguessGilbertBlythewillbeinschooltoday,\"saidDiana。
\"He’sbeenvisitinghiscousinsoverinNewBrunswickallsummerandheonlycamehomeSaturdaynight。He’sAW’FLYhandsome,Anne。
Andheteasesthegirlssomethingterrible。Hejusttormentsourlivesout。\"
Diana’svoiceindicatedthatsheratherlikedhavingherlifetormentedoutthannot。
\"GilbertBlythe?\"saidAnne。\"Isn’thisnamethat’swrittenupontheporchwallwithJuliaBell’sandabig`TakeNotice’overthem?\"
\"Yes,\"saidDiana,tossingherhead,\"butI’msurehedoesn’tlikeJuliaBellsoverymuch。I’veheardhimsayhestudiedthemultiplicationtablebyherfreckles。\"
\"Oh,don’tspeakaboutfrecklestome,\"imploredAnne。\"Itisn’tdelicatewhenI’vegotsomany。ButIdothinkthatwritingtake-noticesuponthewallabouttheboysandgirlsisthesilliestever。Ishouldjustliketoseeanybodydaretowritemynameupwithaboy’s。Not,ofcourse,\"shehastenedtoadd,\"thatanybodywould。\"
Annesighed。Shedidn’twanthernamewrittenup。Butitwasalittlehumiliatingtoknowthattherewasnodangerofit。
\"Nonsense,\"saidDiana,whoseblackeyesandglossytresseshadplayedsuchhavocwiththeheartsofAvonleaschoolboysthathernamefiguredontheporchwallsinhalfadozentake-notices。
\"It’sonlymeantasajoke。Anddon’tyoubetoosureyournamewon’teverbewrittenup。CharlieSloaneisDEADGONEonyou。
Hetoldhismother——hisMOTHER,mindyou——thatyouwerethesmartestgirlinschool。That’sbetterthanbeinggoodlooking。\"
\"No,itisn’t,\"saidAnne,femininetothecore。\"I’dratherbeprettythanclever。AndIhateCharlieSloane,Ican’tbearaboywithgoggleeyes。IfanyonewrotemynameupwithhisI’dneverGET
overit,DianaBarry。ButitISnicetokeepheadofyourclass。\"
\"You’llhaveGilbertinyourclassafterthis,\"saidDiana,\"andhe’susedtobeingheadofhisclass,Icantellyou。He’sonlyinthefourthbookalthoughhe’snearlyfourteen。FouryearsagohisfatherwassickandhadtogoouttoAlbertaforhishealthandGilbertwentwithhim。TheyweretherethreeyearsandGildidn’tgotoschoolhardlyanyuntiltheycameback。Youwon’tfinditsoeasytokeepheadafterthis,Anne。\"
\"I’mglad,\"saidAnnequickly。\"Icouldn’treallyfeelproudofkeepingheadoflittleboysandgirlsofjustnineorten。Igotupyesterdayspelling`ebullition。’JosiePyewasheadand,mindyou,shepeepedinherbook。Mr。Phillipsdidn’tseeher——hewaslookingatPrissyAndrews——butIdid。Ijustsweptheralookoffreezingscornandshegotasredasabeetandspelleditwrongafterall。\"
\"ThosePyegirlsarecheatsallround,\"saidDianaindignantly,astheyclimbedthefenceofthemainroad。\"GertiePyeactuallywentandputhermilkbottleinmyplaceinthebrookyesterday。
Didyouever?Idon’tspeaktohernow。\"
WhenMr。PhillipswasinthebackoftheroomhearingPrissyAndrews’sLatin,DianawhisperedtoAnne,\"That’sGilbertBlythesittingrightacrosstheaislefromyou,Anne。Justlookathimandseeifyoudon’tthinkhe’shandsome。\"
Annelookedaccordingly。Shehadagoodchancetodoso,forthesaidGilbertBlythewasabsorbedinstealthilypinningthelongyellowbraidofRubyGillis,whosatinfrontofhim,tothebackofherseat。Hewasatallboy,withcurlybrownhair,roguishhazeleyes,andamouthtwistedintoateasingsmile。PresentlyRubyGillisstarteduptotakeasumtothemaster;shefellbackintoherseatwithalittleshriek,believingthatherhairwaspulledoutbytheroots。EverybodylookedatherandMr。
PhillipsglaredsosternlythatRubybegantocry。Gilberthadwhiskedthepinoutofsightandwasstudyinghishistorywiththesoberestfaceintheworld;butwhenthecommotionsubsidedhelookedatAnneandwinkedwithinexpressibledrollery。
\"IthinkyourGilbertBlytheIShandsome,\"confidedAnnetoDiana,\"butIthinkhe’sverybold。Itisn’tgoodmannerstowinkatastrangegirl。\"
Butitwasnotuntiltheafternoonthatthingsreallybegantohappen。
Mr。PhillipswasbackinthecornerexplainingaprobleminalgebratoPrissyAndrewsandtherestofthescholarsweredoingprettymuchastheypleasedeatinggreenapples,whispering,drawingpicturesontheirslates,anddrivingcricketsharnessedtostrings,upanddownaisle。GilbertBlythewastryingtomakeAnneShirleylookathimandfailingutterly,becauseAnnewasatthatmomenttotallyobliviousnotonlytotheveryexistenceofGilbertBlythe,butofeveryotherscholarinAvonleaschoolitself。
WithherchinproppedonherhandsandhereyesfixedontheblueglimpseoftheLakeofShiningWatersthatthewestwindowafforded,shewasfarawayinagorgeousdreamlandhearingandseeingnothingsaveherownwonderfulvisions。
GilbertBlythewasn’tusedtoputtinghimselfouttomakeagirllookathimandmeetingwithfailure。SheSHOULDlookathim,thatred-hairedShirleygirlwiththelittlepointedchinandthebigeyesthatweren’tliketheeyesofanyothergirlinAvonleaschool。
Gilbertreachedacrosstheaisle,pickeduptheendofAnne’slongredbraid,helditoutatarm’slengthandsaidinapiercingwhisper:
\"Carrots!Carrots!\"
ThenAnnelookedathimwithavengeance!
Shedidmorethanlook。Shesprangtoherfeet,herbrightfanciesfallenintocurelessruin。SheflashedoneindignantglanceatGilbertfromeyeswhoseangrysparklewasswiftlyquenchedinequallyangrytears。
\"Youmean,hatefulboy!\"sheexclaimedpassionately。\"Howdareyou!\"
Andthen——thwack!AnnehadbroughtherslatedownonGilbert’sheadandcrackedit——slatenothead——clearacross。
Avonleaschoolalwaysenjoyedascene。Thiswasanespeciallyenjoyableone。Everybodysaid\"Oh\"inhorrifieddelight。Dianagasped。RubyGillis,whowasinclinedtobehysterical,begantocry。TommySloanelethisteamofcricketsescapehimaltogetherwhilehestaredopen-mouthedatthetableau。
Mr。PhillipsstalkeddowntheaisleandlaidhishandheavilyonAnne’sshoulder。
\"AnneShirley,whatdoesthismean?\"hesaidangrily。Annereturnednoanswer。Itwasaskingtoomuchoffleshandbloodtoexpecthertotellbeforethewholeschoolthatshehadbeencalled\"carrots。\"Gilbertitwaswhospokeupstoutly。
\"ItwasmyfaultMr。Phillips。Iteasedher。\"
Mr。PhillipspaidnoheedtoGilbert。
\"Iamsorrytoseeapupilofminedisplayingsuchatemperandsuchavindictivespirit,\"hesaidinasolemntone,asifthemerefactofbeingapupilofhisoughttorootoutallevilpassionsfromtheheartsofsmallimperfectmortals。\"Anne,goandstandontheplatforminfrontoftheblackboardfortherestoftheafternoon。\"
Annewouldhaveinfinitelypreferredawhippingtothispunishmentunderwhichhersensitivespiritquiveredasfromawhiplash。Withawhite,setfacesheobeyed。Mr。Phillipstookachalkcrayonandwroteontheblackboardaboveherhead。
\"AnnShirleyhasaverybadtemper。AnnShirleymustlearntocontrolhertemper,\"andthenreaditoutloudsothateventheprimerclass,whocouldn’treadwriting,shouldunderstandit。
Annestoodtheretherestoftheafternoonwiththatlegendaboveher。Shedidnotcryorhangherhead。Angerwasstilltoohotinherheartforthatanditsustainedheramidallheragonyofhumiliation。Withresentfuleyesandpassion-redcheekssheconfrontedalikeDiana’ssympatheticgazeandCharlieSloane’sindignantnodsandJosiePye’smalicioussmiles。AsforGilbertBlythe,shewouldnotevenlookathim。ShewouldNEVERlookathimagain!Shewouldneverspeaktohim!!
WhenschoolwasdismissedAnnemarchedoutwithherredheadheldhigh。GilbertBlythetriedtointerceptherattheporchdoor。
\"I’mawfullysorryImadefunofyourhair,Anne,\"hewhisperedcontritely。\"HonestIam。Don’tbemadforkeeps,now\"
Annesweptbydisdainfully,withoutlookorsignofhearing。\"Ohhowcouldyou,Anne?\"breathedDianaastheywentdowntheroadhalfreproachfully,halfadmiringly。DianafeltthatSHEcouldneverhaveresistedGilbert’splea。
\"IshallneverforgiveGilbertBlythe,\"saidAnnefirmly。
\"AndMr。Phillipsspelledmynamewithoutane,too。
Theironhasenteredintomysoul,Diana。\"
Dianahadn’ttheleastideawhatAnnemeantbutsheunderstooditwassomethingterrible。
\"Youmustn’tmindGilbertmakingfunofyourhair,\"shesaidsoothingly。\"Why,hemakesfunofallthegirls。Helaughsatminebecauseit’ssoblack。He’scalledmeacrowadozentimes;
andIneverheardhimapologizeforanythingbefore,either。\"
\"There’sagreatdealofdifferencebetweenbeingcalledacrowandbeingcalledcarrots,\"saidAnnewithdignity。\"GilbertBlythehashurtmyfeelingsEXCRUCIATINGLY,Diana。\"
Itispossiblethemattermighthaveblownoverwithoutmoreexcruciationifnothingelsehadhappened。Butwhenthingsbegintohappentheyareapttokeepon。
AvonleascholarsoftenspentnoonhourpickingguminMr。Bell’ssprucegroveoverthehillandacrosshisbigpasturefield。
FromtheretheycouldkeepaneyeonEbenWright’shouse,wherethemasterboarded。WhentheysawMr。Phillipsemergingtherefromtheyranfortheschoolhouse;butthedistancebeingaboutthreetimeslongerthanMr。Wright’slanetheywereveryapttoarrivethere,breathlessandgasping,somethreeminutestoolate。
OnthefollowingdayMr。Phillipswasseizedwithoneofhisspasmodicfitsofreformandannouncedbeforegoinghometodinner,thatheshouldexpecttofindallthescholarsintheirseatswhenhereturned。Anyonewhocameinlatewouldbepunished。
AlltheboysandsomeofthegirlswenttoMr。Bell’ssprucegroveasusual,fullyintendingtostayonlylongenoughto\"pickachew。\"Butsprucegrovesareseductiveandyellownutsofgumbeguiling;theypickedandloiteredandstrayed;andasusualthefirstthingthatrecalledthemtoasenseoftheflightoftimewasJimmyGlovershoutingfromthetopofapatriarchaloldspruce\"Master’scoming。\"
Thegirlswhowereontheground,startedfirstandmanagedtoreachtheschoolhouseintimebutwithoutasecondtospare。Theboys,whohadtowrigglehastilydownfromthetrees,werelater;
andAnne,whohadnotbeenpickinggumatallbutwaswanderinghappilyinthefarendofthegrove,waistdeepamongthebracken,singingsoftlytoherself,withawreathofriceliliesonherhairasifsheweresomewilddivinityoftheshadowyplaces,waslatestofall。Annecouldrunlikeadeer,however;
runshedidwiththeimpishresultthatsheovertooktheboysatthedoorandwassweptintotheschoolhouseamongthemjustasMr。Phillipswasintheactofhanginguphishat。
Mr。Phillips’sbriefreformingenergywasover;hedidn’twantthebotherofpunishingadozenpupils;butitwasnecessarytodosomethingtosavehisword,sohelookedaboutforascapegoatandfounditinAnne,whohaddroppedintoherseat,gaspingforbreath,withaforgottenlilywreathhangingaskewoveroneearandgivingheraparticularlyrakishanddisheveledappearance。
\"AnneShirley,sinceyouseemtobesofondoftheboys’companyweshallindulgeyourtasteforitthisafternoon,\"hesaidsarcastically。\"TakethoseflowersoutofyourhairandsitwithGilbertBlythe。\"
Theotherboyssnickered。Diana,turningpalewithpity,pluckedthewreathfromAnne’shairandsqueezedherhand。Annestaredatthemasterasifturnedtostone。
\"DidyouhearwhatIsaid,Anne?\"queriedMr。Phillipssternly。
\"Yes,sir,\"saidAnneslowly\"butIdidn’tsupposeyoureallymeantit。\"
\"IassureyouIdid\"——stillwiththesarcasticinflectionwhichallthechildren,andAnneespecially,hated。Itflickedontheraw。
\"Obeymeatonce。\"
ForamomentAnnelookedasifshemeanttodisobey。Then,realizingthattherewasnohelpforit,sherosehaughtily,steppedacrosstheaisle,satdownbesideGilbertBlythe,andburiedherfaceinherarmsonthedesk。RubyGillis,whogotaglimpseofitasitwentdown,toldtheothersgoinghomefromschoolthatshe’d\"acksuallyneverseenanythinglikeit——itwassowhite,withawfullittleredspotsinit。\"
ToAnne,thiswasastheendofallthings。Itwasbadenoughtobesingledoutforpunishmentfromamongadozenequallyguiltyones;itwasworsestilltobesenttositwithaboy,butthatthatboyshouldbeGilbertBlythewasheapinginsultoninjurytoadegreeutterlyunbearable。Annefeltthatshecouldnotbearitanditwouldbeofnousetotry。Herwholebeingseethedwithshameandangerandhumiliation。
Atfirsttheotherscholarslookedandwhisperedandgiggledandnudged。ButasAnneneverliftedherheadandasGilbertworkedfractionsasifhiswholesoulwasabsorbedinthemandthemonly,theysoonreturnedtotheirowntasksandAnnewasforgotten。
WhenMr。PhillipscalledthehistoryclassoutAnneshouldhavegone,butAnnedidnotmove,andMr。Phillips,whohadbeenwritingsomeverses\"ToPriscilla\"beforehecalledtheclass,wasthinkingaboutanobstinaterhymestillandnevermissedher。
Once,whennobodywaslooking,Gilberttookfromhisdeskalittlepinkcandyheartwithagoldmottoonit,\"Youaresweet,\"andslippeditunderthecurveofAnne’sarm。WhereuponAnnearose,tookthepinkheartgingerlybetweenthetipsofherfingers,droppeditonthefloor,groundittopowderbeneathherheel,andresumedherpositionwithoutdeigningtobestowaglanceonGilbert。
WhenschoolwentoutAnnemarchedtoherdesk,ostentatiouslytookouteverythingtherein,booksandwritingtablet,penandink,testamentandarithmetic,andpiledthemneatlyonhercrackedslate。
\"Whatareyoutakingallthosethingshomefor,Anne?\"Dianawantedtoknow,assoonastheywereoutontheroad。Shehadnotdaredtoaskthequestionbefore。
\"Iamnotcomingbacktoschoolanymore,\"saidAnne。
DianagaspedandstaredatAnnetoseeifshemeantit。
\"WillMarillaletyoustayhome?\"sheasked。
\"She’llhaveto,\"saidAnne。\"I’llNEVERgotoschooltothatmanagain。\"
\"Oh,Anne!\"Dianalookedasifshewerereadytocry。\"Idothinkyou’remean。WhatshallIdo?Mr。PhillipswillmakemesitwiththathorridGertiePye——Iknowhewillbecausesheissittingalone。Docomeback,Anne。\"
\"I’ddoalmostanythingintheworldforyou,Diana,\"saidAnnesadly。
\"I’dletmyselfbetornlimbfromlimbifitwoulddoyouanygood。
ButIcan’tdothis,sopleasedon’taskit。Youharrowupmyverysoul。\"
\"Justthinkofallthefunyouwillmiss,\"mournedDiana。\"Wearegoingtobuildtheloveliestnewhousedownbythebrook;andwe’llbeplayingballnextweekandyou’veneverplayedball,Anne。
It’stremendouslyexciting。Andwe’regoingtolearnanewsong——
JaneAndrewsispracticingitupnow;andAliceAndrewsisgoingtobringanewPansybooknextweekandwe’reallgoingtoreaditoutloud,chapterabout,downbythebrook。Andyouknowyouaresofondofreadingoutloud,Anne。\"
NothingmovedAnneintheleast。Hermindwasmadeup。ShewouldnotgotoschooltoMr。Phillipsagain;shetoldMarillasowhenshegothome。
\"Nonsense,\"saidMarilla。
\"Itisn’tnonsenseatall,\"saidAnne,gazingatMarillawithsolemn,reproachfuleyes。\"Don’tyouunderstand,Marilla?I’vebeeninsulted。\"
\"Insultedfiddlesticks!You’llgotoschooltomorrowasusual。\"
\"Oh,no。\"Anneshookherheadgently。\"I’mnotgoingback,Marilla。\"I’lllearnmylessonsathomeandI’llbeasgoodasI
canbeandholdmytongueallthetimeifit’spossibleatall。
ButIwillnotgobacktoschool,Iassureyou。\"
MarillasawsomethingremarkablylikeunyieldingstubbornnesslookingoutofAnne’ssmallface。Sheunderstoodthatshewouldhavetroubleinovercomingit;butshere-solvedwiselytosaynothingmorejustthen。\"I’llrundownandseeRachelaboutitthisevening,\"shethought。\"There’snousereasoningwithAnnenow。She’stooworkedupandI’veanideashecanbeawfulstubbornifshetakesthenotion。FarasIcanmakeoutfromherstory,Mr。Phillipshasbeencarryingmatterswitharatherhighhand。
Butitwouldneverdotosaysotoher。I’lljusttalkitoverwithRachel。She’ssenttenchildrentoschoolandsheoughttoknowsomethingaboutit。She’llhaveheardthewholestory,too,bythistime。\"
MarillafoundMrs。Lyndeknittingquiltsasindustriouslyandcheerfullyasusual。
\"IsupposeyouknowwhatI’vecomeabout,\"shesaid,alittleshamefacedly。
Mrs。Rachelnodded。
\"AboutAnne’sfussinschool,Ireckon,\"shesaid。\"TillieBoulterwasinonherwayhomefromschoolandtoldmeaboutit。\"
\"Idon’tknowwhattodowithher,\"saidMarilla。\"Shedeclaresshewon’tgobacktoschool。Ineversawachildsoworkedup。
I’vebeenexpectingtroubleeversinceshestartedtoschool。
Iknewthingsweregoingtoosmoothtolast。She’ssohighstrung。
Whatwouldyouadvise,Rachel?\"
\"Well,sinceyou’veaskedmyadvice,Marilla,\"saidMrs。Lyndeamiably——Mrs。Lyndedearlylovedtobeaskedforadvice——\"I’djusthumorheralittleatfirst,that’swhatI’ddo。It’smybeliefthatMr。Phillipswasinthewrong。Ofcourse,itdoesn’tdotosaysotothechildren,youknow。Andofcoursehedidrighttopunishheryesterdayforgivingwaytotemper。Buttodayitwasdifferent。TheotherswhowerelateshouldhavebeenpunishedaswellasAnne,that’swhat。AndIdon’tbelieveinmakingthegirlssitwiththeboysforpunishment。Itisn’tmodest。TillieBoulterwasrealindignant。ShetookAnne’spartrightthroughandsaidallthescholarsdidtoo。Anneseemsrealpopularamongthem,somehow。Ineverthoughtshe’dtakewiththemsowell。\"
\"ThenyoureallythinkI’dbetterletherstayhome,\"saidMarillainamazement。
\"Yes。ThatisIwouldn’tsayschooltoheragainuntilshesaiditherself。Dependuponit,Marilla,she’llcooloffinaweekorsoandbereadyenoughtogobackofherownaccord,that’swhat,while,ifyouweretomakehergobackrightoff,dearknowswhatfreakortantrumshe’dtakenextandmakemoretroublethanever。Thelessfussmadethebetter,inmyopinion。
Shewon’tmissmuchbynotgoingtoschool,asfarasTHATgoes。
Mr。Phillipsisn’tanygoodatallasateacher。Theorderhekeepsisscandalous,that’swhat,andheneglectstheyoungfryandputsallhistimeonthosebigscholarshe’sgettingreadyforQueen’s。He’dneverhavegottheschoolforanotheryearifhisunclehadn’tbeenatrustee——THEtrustee,forhejustleadstheothertwoaroundbythenose,that’swhat。Ideclare,Idon’tknowwhateducationinthisIslandiscomingto。\"
Mrs。Rachelshookherhead,asmuchastosayifshewereonlyattheheadoftheeducationalsystemoftheProvincethingswouldbemuchbettermanaged。
MarillatookMrs。Rachel’sadviceandnotanotherwordwassaidtoAnneaboutgoingbacktoschool。Shelearnedherlessonsathome,didherchores,andplayedwithDianainthechillypurpleautumntwilights;butwhenshemetGilbertBlytheontheroadorencounteredhiminSundayschoolshepassedhimbywithanicycontemptthatwasnowhitthawedbyhisevidentdesiretoappeaseher。EvenDiana’seffortsasapeacemakerwereofnoavail。
AnnehadevidentlymadeuphermindtohateGilbertBlythetotheendoflife。
AsmuchasshehatedGilbert,however,didsheloveDiana,withalltheloveofherpassionatelittleheart,equallyintenseinitslikesanddislikes。OneeveningMarilla,cominginfromtheorchardwithabasketofapples,foundAnnesittingalongbytheeastwindowinthetwilight,cryingbitterly。
\"Whatever’sthematternow,Anne?\"sheasked。
\"It’saboutDiana,\"sobbedAnneluxuriously。\"IloveDianaso,Marilla。Icannoteverlivewithouther。ButIknowverywellwhenwegrowupthatDianawillgetmarriedandgoawayandleaveme。Andoh,whatshallIdo?Ihateherhusband——Ijusthatehimfuriously。I’vebeenimaginingitallout——theweddingandeverything——Dianadressedinsnowygarments,withaveil,andlookingasbeautifulandregalasaqueen;andmethebridesmaid,withalovelydresstoo,andpuffedsleeves,butwithabreakinghearthidbeneathmysmilingface。AndthenbiddingDianagoodbye-e-e——\"HereAnnebrokedownentirelyandweptwithincreasingbitterness。
Marillaturnedquicklyawaytohidehertwitchingface;butitwasnouse;shecollapsedonthenearestchairandburstintosuchaheartyandunusualpealoflaughterthatMatthew,crossingtheyardoutside,haltedinamazement。WhenhadheheardMarillalaughlikethatbefore?
\"Well,AnneShirley,\"saidMarillaassoonasshecouldspeak,\"ifyoumustborrowtrouble,forpity’ssakeborrowithandierhome。Ishouldthinkyouhadanimagination,sureenough。\"
CHAPTERXVI
DianaIsInvitedtoTeawithTragicResultsOCTOBERwasabeautifulmonthatGreenGables,whenthebirchesinthehollowturnedasgoldenassunshineandthemaplesbehindtheorchardwereroyalcrimsonandthewildcherrytreesalongthelaneputontheloveliestshadesofdarkredandbronzygreen,whilethefieldssunnedthemselvesinaftermaths。
Annereveledintheworldofcolorabouther。
\"Oh,Marilla,\"sheexclaimedoneSaturdaymorning,comingdancinginwithherarmsfullofgorgeousboughs\"’I’msogladIliveinaworldwherethereareOctobers。ItwouldbeterribleifwejustskippedfromSeptembertoNovember,wouldn’tit?Lookatthesemaplebranches。Don’ttheygiveyouathrill——severalthrills?I’mgoingtodecoratemyroomwiththem。\"
\"Messythings,\"saidMarilla,whoseaestheticsensewasnotnoticeablydeveloped。\"Youclutterupyourroomentirelytoomuchwithout-of-doorsstuff,Anne。Bedroomsweremadetosleepin。\"
\"Oh,anddreamintoo,Marilla。Andyouknowonecandreamsomuchbetterinaroomwherethereareprettythings。I’mgoingtoputtheseboughsintheoldbluejugandsetthemonmytable。\"
\"Mindyoudon’tdropleavesalloverthestairsthen。I’mgoingonameetingoftheAidSocietyatCarmodythisafternoon,Anne,andIwon’tlikelybehomebeforedark。You’llhavetogetMatthewandJerrytheirsupper,somindyoudon’tforgettoputtheteatodrawuntilyousitdownatthetableasyoudidlasttime。\"
\"Itwasdreadfulofmetoforget,\"saidAnneapologetically,\"butthatwastheafternoonIwastryingtothinkofanameforVioletValeanditcrowdedotherthingsout。Matthewwassogood。Heneverscoldedabit。Heputtheteadownhimselfandsaidwecouldwaitawhileaswellasnot。AndItoldhimalovelyfairystorywhilewewerewaiting,sohedidn’tfindthetimelongatall。Itwasabeautifulfairystory,Marilla。Iforgottheendofit,soImadeupanendforitmyselfandMatthewsaidhecouldn’ttellwherethejoincamein。\"
\"Matthewwouldthinkitallright,Anne,ifyoutookanotiontogetupandhavedinnerinthemiddleofthenight。Butyoukeepyourwitsaboutyouthistime。And——Idon’treallyknowifI’mdoingright——itmaymakeyoumoreaddlepatedthanever——butyoucanaskDianatocomeoverandspendtheafternoonwithyouandhaveteahere。\"
\"Oh,Marilla!\"Anneclaspedherhands。\"Howperfectlylovely!
YouAREabletoimaginethingsafterallorelseyou’dneverhaveunderstoodhowI’velongedforthatverything。Itwillseemsoniceandgrown-uppish。NofearofmyforgettingtoputtheteatodrawwhenIhavecompany。Oh,Marilla,canIusetherosebudsprayteaset?\"
\"No,indeed!Therosebudteaset!Well,whatnext?YouknowI
neverusethatexceptfortheministerortheAids。You’llputdowntheoldbrownteaset。Butyoucanopenthelittleyellowcrockofcherrypreserves。It’stimeitwasbeingusedanyhow——I
believeit’sbeginningtowork。Andyoucancutsomefruitcakeandhavesomeofthecookiesandsnaps。\"
\"Icanjustimaginemyselfsittingdownattheheadofthetableandpouringoutthetea,\"saidAnne,shuttinghereyesecstatically。\"AndaskingDianaifshetakessugar!Iknowshedoesn’tbutofcourseI’llaskherjustasifIdidn’tknow。Andthenpressinghertotakeanotherpieceoffruitcakeandanotherhelpingofpreserves。Oh,Marilla,it’sawonderfulsensationjusttothinkofit。CanItakeherintothespareroomtolayoffherhatwhenshecomes?Andthenintotheparlortosit?\"
\"No。Thesittingroomwilldoforyouandyourcompany。Butthere’sabottlehalffullofraspberrycordialthatwasleftoverfromthechurchsocialtheothernight。It’sonthesecondshelfofthesitting-roomclosetandyouandDianacanhaveitifyoulike,andacookytoeatwithitalongintheafternoon,forIdaresayMatthew’llbelatecomingintoteasincehe’shaulingpotatoestothevessel。\"
Anneflewdowntothehollow,pasttheDryad’sBubbleandupthesprucepathtoOrchardSlope,toaskDianatotea。AsaresultjustafterMarillahaddrivenofftoCarmody,Dianacameover,dressedinHERsecond-bestdressandlookingexactlyasitispropertolookwhenaskedouttotea。Atothertimesshewaswonttorunintothekitchenwithoutknocking;butnowsheknockedprimlyatthefrontdoor。AndwhenAnne,dressedinhersecondbest,asprimlyopenedit,bothlittlegirlsshookhandsasgravelyasiftheyhadnevermetbefore。ThisunnaturalsolemnitylasteduntilafterDianahadbeentakentotheeastgabletolayoffherhatandthenhadsatfortenminutesinthesittingroom,toesinposition。
\"Howisyourmother?\"inquiredAnnepolitely,justasifshehadnotseenMrs。Barrypickingapplesthatmorninginexcellenthealthandspirits。
\"Sheisverywell,thankyou。IsupposeMr。CuthbertishaulingpotatoestotheLILYSANDSthisafternoon,ishe?\"saidDiana,whohadriddendowntoMr。HarmonAndrews’sthatmorninginMatthew’scart。
\"Yes。Ourpotatocropisverygoodthisyear。Ihopeyourfather’scropisgoodtoo。\"
\"Itisfairlygood,thankyou。Haveyoupickedmanyofyourapplesyet?\"
\"Oh,eversomany,\"saidAnneforgettingtobedignifiedandjumpingupquickly。\"Let’sgoouttotheorchardandgetsomeoftheRedSweetings,Diana。Marillasayswecanhaveallthatareleftonthetree。Marillaisaverygenerouswoman。Shesaidwecouldhavefruitcakeandcherrypreservesfortea。Butitisn’tgoodmannerstotellyourcompanywhatyouaregoingtogivethemtoeat,soIwon’ttellyouwhatshesaidwecouldhavetodrink。
OnlyitbeginswithanRandaCandit’sbrightredcolor。I
lovebrightreddrinks,don’tyou?Theytastetwiceasgoodasanyothercolor。\"
Theorchard,withitsgreatsweepingboughsthatbenttothegroundwithfruit,provedsodelightfulthatthelittlegirlsspentmostoftheafternooninit,sittinginagrassycornerwherethefrosthadsparedthegreenandthemellowautumnsunshinelingeredwarmly,eatingapplesandtalkingashardastheycould。DianahadmuchtotellAnneofwhatwentoninschool。ShehadtositwithGertiePyeandshehatedit;Gertiesqueakedherpencilallthetimeanditjustmadeher——Diana’s——bloodruncold;RubyGillishadcharmedallherwartsaway,true’syoulive,withamagicpebblethatoldMaryJoefromtheCreekgaveher。Youhadtorubthewartswiththepebbleandthenthrowitawayoveryourleftshoulderatthetimeofthenewmoonandthewartswouldallgo。CharlieSloane’snamewaswrittenupwithEmWhite’sontheporchwallandEmWhitewasAWFULMADaboutit;SamBoulterhad\"sassed\"Mr。
PhillipsinclassandMr。PhillipswhippedhimandSam’sfathercamedowntotheschoolanddaredMr。Phillipstolayahandononeofhischildrenagain;andMattieAndrewshadanewredhoodandabluecrossoverwithtasselsonitandtheairssheputonaboutitwereperfectlysickening;andLizzieWrightdidn’tspeaktoMamieWilsonbecauseMamieWilson’sgrown-upsisterhadcutoutLizzieWright’sgrown-upsisterwithherbeau;andeverybodymissedAnnesoandwishedshe’scometoschoolagain;andGilbertBlythe——
ButAnnedidn’twanttohearaboutGilbertBlythe。Shejumpeduphurriedlyandsaidsupposetheygoinandhavesomeraspberrycordial。
Annelookedonthesecondshelfoftheroompantrybuttherewasnobottleofraspberrycordialthere。Searchrevealeditawaybackonthetopshelf。Anneputitonatrayandsetitonthetablewithatumbler。
\"Now,pleasehelpyourself,Diana,\"shesaidpolitely。\"Idon’tbelieveI’llhaveanyjustnow。Idon’tfeelasifIwantedanyafterallthoseapples。\"
Dianapouredherselfoutatumblerful,lookedatitsbright-redhueadmiringly,andthensippeditdaintily。
\"That’sawfullyniceraspberrycordial,Anne,\"shesaid。\"I
didn’tknowraspberrycordialwassonice。\"
\"I’mrealgladyoulikeit。Takeasmuchasyouwant。I’mgoingtorunoutandstirthefireup。Therearesomanyresponsibilitiesonaperson’smindwhenthey’rekeepinghouse,isn’tthere?\"
WhenAnnecamebackfromthekitchenDianawasdrinkinghersecondglassfulofcordial;and,beingentreatedtheretobyAnne,sheofferednoparticularobjectiontothedrinkingofathird。
Thetumblerfulsweregenerousonesandtheraspberrycordialwascertainlyverynice。
\"ThenicestIeverdrank,\"saidDiana。\"It’seversomuchnicerthanMrs。Lynde’s,althoughshebragsofherssomuch。Itdoesn’ttasteabitlikehers。\"
\"IshouldthinkMarilla’sraspberrycordialwouldprob’lybemuchnicerthanMrs。Lynde’s,\"saidAnneloyally。\"Marillaisafamouscook。SheistryingtoteachmetocookbutIassureyou,Diana,itisuphillwork。There’ssolittlescopeforimaginationincookery。Youjusthavetogobyrules。ThelasttimeImadeacakeIforgottoputtheflourin。Iwasthinkingthelovelieststoryaboutyouandme,Diana。Ithoughtyouweredesperatelyillwithsmallpoxandeverybodydesertedyou,butI
wentboldlytoyourbedsideandnursedyoubacktolife;andthenItookthesmallpoxanddiedandIwasburiedunderthosepoplartreesinthegraveyardandyouplantedarosebushbymygraveandwatereditwithyourtears;andyounever,neverforgotthefriendofyouryouthwhosacrificedherlifeforyou。Oh,itwassuchapathetictale,Diana。ThetearsjustraineddownovermycheekswhileImixedthecake。ButIforgottheflourandthecakewasadismalfailure。Flourissoessentialtocakes,youknow。MarillawasverycrossandIdon’twonder。I’magreattrialtoher。Shewasterriblymortifiedaboutthepuddingsaucelastweek。WehadaplumpuddingfordinneronTuesdayandtherewashalfthepuddingandapitcherfulofsauceleftover。
Marillasaidtherewasenoughforanotherdinnerandtoldmetosetitonthepantryshelfandcoverit。Imeanttocoveritjustasmuchascouldbe,Diana,butwhenIcarrieditinIwasimaginingIwasanun——ofcourseI’maProtestantbutIimaginedIwasaCatholic——takingtheveiltoburyabrokenheartincloisteredseclusion;andIforgotallaboutcoveringthepuddingsauce。Ithoughtofitnextmorningandrantothepantry。
Diana,fancyifyoucanmyextremehorroratfindingamousedrownedinthatpuddingsauce!IliftedthemouseoutwithaspoonandthrewitoutintheyardandthenIwashedthespooninthreewaters。MarillawasoutmilkingandIfullyintendedtoaskherwhenshecameinifI’dgivethesaucetothepigs;butwhenshedidcomeinIwasimaginingthatIwasafrostfairygoingthroughthewoodsturningthetreesredandyellow,whichevertheywantedtobe,soIneverthoughtaboutthepuddingsauceagainandMarillasentmeouttopickapples。
Well,Mr。andMrs。ChesterRossfromSpencervalecameherethatmorning。Youknowtheyareverystylishpeople,especiallyMrs。
ChesterRoss。WhenMarillacalledmeindinnerwasallreadyandeverybodywasatthetable。ItriedtobeaspoliteanddignifiedasIcouldbe,forIwantedMrs。ChesterRosstothinkIwasaladylikelittlegirlevenifIwasn’tpretty。EverythingwentrightuntilIsawMarillacomingwiththeplumpuddinginonehandandthepitcherofpuddingsauceWARMEDUP,intheother。
Diana,thatwasaterriblemoment。IrememberedeverythingandI
juststoodupinmyplaceandshriekedout`Marilla,youmustn’tusethatpuddingsauce。Therewasamousedrownedinit。I
forgottotellyoubefore。’Oh,Diana,IshallneverforgetthatawfulmomentifIlivetobeahundred。Mrs。ChesterRossjustLOOKEDatmeandIthoughtIwouldsinkthroughthefloorwithmortification。Sheissuchaperfecthousekeeperandfancywhatshemusthavethoughtofus。Marillaturnedredasfirebutsheneversaidaword——then。Shejustcarriedthatsauceandpuddingoutandbroughtinsomestrawberrypreserves。Sheevenofferedmesome,butIcouldn’tswallowamouthful。Itwaslikeheapingcoalsoffireonmyhead。AfterMrs。ChesterRosswentaway,Marillagavemeadreadfulscolding。Why,Diana,whatisthematter?\"
Dianahadstoodupveryunsteadily;thenshesatdownagain,puttingherhandstoherhead。
\"I’m——I’mawfulsick,\"shesaid,alittlethickly。\"I——I——mustgorighthome。\"
\"Oh,youmustn’tdreamofgoinghomewithoutyourtea,\"criedAnneindistress。\"I’llgetitrightoff——I’llgoandputtheteadownthisveryminute。\"
\"Imustgohome,\"repeatedDiana,stupidlybutdeterminedly。
\"Letmegetyoualunchanyhow,\"imploredAnne。\"Letmegiveyouabitoffruitcakeandsomeofthecherrypreserves。Liedownonthesofaforalittlewhileandyou’llbebetter。Wheredoyoufeelbad?\"
\"Imustgohome,\"saidDiana,andthatwasallshewouldsay。InvainAnnepleaded。
\"Ineverheardofcompanygoinghomewithouttea,\"shemourned。
\"Oh,Diana,doyousupposethatit’spossibleyou’rereallytakingthesmallpox?IfyouareI’llgoandnurseyou,youcandependonthat。I’llneverforsakeyou。ButIdowishyou’dstaytillaftertea。Wheredoyoufeelbad?\"
\"I’mawfuldizzy,\"saidDiana。
Andindeed,shewalkedverydizzily。Anne,withtearsofdisappointmentinhereyes,gotDiana’shatandwentwithherasfarastheBarryyardfence。ThensheweptallthewaybacktoGreenGables,whereshesorrowfullyputtheremainderoftheraspberrycordialbackintothepantryandgotteareadyforMatthewandJerry,withallthezestgoneoutoftheperformance。