ThenextdaywasSundayandastherainpoureddownintorrentsfromdawntillduskAnnedidnotstirabroadfromGreenGables。
MondayafternoonMarillasentherdowntoMrs。Lynde’sonanerrand。InaveryshortspaceoftimeAnnecameflyingbackupthelanewithtearsrollingdownhercheeks。Intothekitchenshedashedandflungherselffacedownwardonthesofainanagony。
\"Whateverhasgonewrongnow,Anne?\"queriedMarillaindoubtanddismay。\"Idohopeyouhaven’tgoneandbeensaucytoMrs。Lyndeagain。\"
NoanswerfromAnnesavemoretearsandstormiersobs!
\"AnneShirley,whenIaskyouaquestionIwanttobeanswered。
Sitrightupthisveryminuteandtellmewhatyouarecryingabout。\"
Annesatup,tragedypersonified。
\"Mrs。LyndewasuptoseeMrs。BarrytodayandMrs。Barrywasinanawfulstate,\"shewailed。\"ShesaysthatIsetDianaDRUNK
Saturdayandsentherhomeinadisgracefulcondition。AndshesaysImustbeathoroughlybad,wickedlittlegirlandshe’snever,nevergoingtoletDianaplaywithmeagain。Oh,Marilla,I’mjustovercomewithwoe。\"
Marillastaredinblankamazement。
\"SetDianadrunk!\"shesaidwhenshefoundhervoice。\"AnneareyouorMrs。Barrycrazy?Whatonearthdidyougiveher?\"
\"Notathingbutraspberrycordial,\"sobbedAnne。\"Ineverthoughtraspberrycordialwouldsetpeopledrunk,Marilla——noteveniftheydrankthreebigtumblerfulsasDianadid。Oh,itsoundsso——so——likeMrs。Thomas’shusband!ButIdidn’tmeantosetherdrunk。\"
\"Drunkfiddlesticks!\"saidMarilla,marchingtothesittingroompantry。Thereontheshelfwasabottlewhichsheatoncerecognizedasonecontainingsomeofherthree-year-oldhomemadecurrantwineforwhichshewascelebratedinAvonlea,althoughcertainofthestrictersort,Mrs。Barryamongthem,disapprovedstronglyofit。AndatthesametimeMarillarecollectedthatshehadputthebottleofraspberrycordialdowninthecellarinsteadofinthepantryasshehadtoldAnne。
Shewentbacktothekitchenwiththewinebottleinherhand。
Herfacewastwitchinginspiteofherself。
\"Anne,youcertainlyhaveageniusforgettingintotrouble。YouwentandgaveDianacurrantwineinsteadofraspberrycordial。
Didn’tyouknowthedifferenceyourself?\"
\"Inevertastedit,\"saidAnne。\"Ithoughtitwasthecordial。
Imeanttobeso——so——hospitable。Dianagotawfullysickandhadtogohome。Mrs。BarrytoldMrs。Lyndeshewassimplydeaddrunk。Shejustlaughedsilly-likewhenhermotheraskedherwhatwasthematterandwenttosleepandsleptforhours。Hermothersmelledherbreathandknewshewasdrunk。Shehadafearfulheadachealldayyesterday。Mrs。Barryissoindignant。
ShewillneverbelievebutwhatIdiditonpurpose。\"
\"IshouldthinkshewouldbetterpunishDianaforbeingsogreedyastodrinkthreeglassfulsofanything,\"saidMarillashortly。
\"Why,threeofthosebigglasseswouldhavemadehersickevenifithadonlybeencordial。Well,thisstorywillbeanicehandleforthosefolkswhoaresodownonmeformakingcurrantwine,althoughIhaven’tmadeanyforthreeyearseversinceIfoundoutthattheministerdidn’tapprove。Ijustkeptthatbottleforsickness。There,there,child,don’tcry。Ican’tseeasyouweretoblamealthoughI’msorryithappenedso。\"
\"Imustcry,\"saidAnne。\"Myheartisbroken。Thestarsintheircoursesfightagainstme,Marilla。DianaandIarepartedforever。
Oh,Marilla,Ilittledreamedofthiswhenfirstwesworeourvowsoffriendship。\"
\"Don’tbefoolish,Anne。Mrs。Barrywillthinkbetterofitwhenshefindsyou’renottoblame。Isupposeshethinksyou’vedoneitforasillyjokeorsomethingofthatsort。You’dbestgoupthiseveningandtellherhowitwas。\"
\"MycouragefailsmeatthethoughtoffacingDiana’sinjuredmother,\"sighedAnne。\"Iwishyou’dgo,Marilla。You’resomuchmoredignifiedthanIam。Likelyshe’dlistentoyouquickerthantome。\"
\"Well,Iwill,\"saidMarilla,reflectingthatitwouldprobablybethewisercourse。\"Don’tcryanymore,Anne。Itwillbeallright。\"
MarillahadchangedhermindaboutitbeingallrightbythetimeshegotbackfromOrchardSlope。Annewaswatchingforhercomingandflewtotheporchdoortomeether。
\"Oh,Marilla,Iknowbyyourfacethatit’sbeennouse,\"shesaidsorrowfully。\"Mrs。Barrywon’tforgiveme?\"
\"Mrs。Barryindeed!\"snappedMarilla。\"OfalltheunreasonablewomenIeversawshe’stheworst。Itoldheritwasallamistakeandyouweren’ttoblame,butshejustsimplydidn’tbelieveme。AndsherubbeditwellinaboutmycurrantwineandhowI’dalwayssaiditcouldn’thavetheleasteffectonanybody。
Ijusttoldherplainlythatcurrantwinewasn’tmeanttobedrunkthreetumblerfulsatatimeandthatifachildIhadtodowithwassogreedyI’dsoberherupwitharightgoodspanking。\"
Marillawhiskedintothekitchen,grievouslydisturbed,leavingaverymuchdistractedlittlesoulintheporchbehindher。
PresentlyAnnesteppedoutbareheadedintothechillautumndusk;
verydeterminedlyandsteadilyshetookherwaydownthroughtheserecloverfieldoverthelogbridgeandupthroughthesprucegrove,lightedbyapalelittlemoonhanginglowoverthewesternwoods。Mrs。Barry,comingtothedoorinanswertoatimidknock,foundawhite-lippedeager-eyedsuppliantonthedoorstep。
Herfacehardened。Mrs。Barrywasawomanofstrongprejudicesanddislikes,andherangerwasofthecold,sullensortwhichisalwayshardesttoovercome。Todoherjustice,shereallybelievedAnnehadmadeDianadrunkoutofsheermaliceprepense,???
andshewashonestlyanxioustopreserveherlittledaughterfromthecontaminationoffurtherintimacywithsuchachild。
\"Whatdoyouwant?\"shesaidstiffly。
Anneclaspedherhands。
\"Oh,Mrs。Barry,pleaseforgiveme。Ididnotmeanto——to——intoxicateDiana。HowcouldI?Justimagineifyouwereapoorlittleorphangirlthatkindpeoplehadadoptedandyouhadjustonebosomfriendinalltheworld。Doyouthinkyouwouldintoxicateheronpurpose?Ithoughtitwasonlyraspberrycordial。Iwasfirmlyconvinceditwasraspberrycordial。Oh,pleasedon’tsaythatyouwon’tletDianaplaywithmeanymore。
Ifyoudoyouwillcovermylifewithadarkcloudofwoe。\"
ThisspeechwhichwouldhavesoftenedgoodMrs。Lynde’sheartinatwinkling,hadnoeffectonMrs。Barryexcepttoirritateherstillmore。ShewassuspiciousofAnne’sbigwordsanddramaticgesturesandimaginedthatthechildwasmakingfunofher。Soshesaid,coldlyandcruelly:
\"Idon’tthinkyouareafitlittlegirlforDianatoassociatewith。You’dbettergohomeandbehaveyourself。\"
Anne’slipsquivered。
\"Won’tyouletmeseeDianajustoncetosayfarewell?\"sheimplored。
\"DianahasgoneovertoCarmodywithherfather,\"saidMrs。
Barry,goinginandshuttingthedoor。
AnnewentbacktoGreenGablescalmwithdespair。
\"Mylasthopeisgone,\"shetoldMarilla。\"IwentupandsawMrs。Barrymyselfandshetreatedmeveryinsultingly。Marilla,IdoNOTthinksheisawell-bredwoman。ThereisnothingmoretodoexcepttoprayandIhaven’tmuchhopethatthat’lldomuchgoodbecause,Marilla,IdonotbelievethatGodHimselfcandoverymuchwithsuchanobstinatepersonasMrs。Barry。\"
\"Anne,youshouldn’tsaysuchthings\"rebukedMarilla,strivingtoovercomethatunholytendencytolaughterwhichshewasdismayedtofindgrowinguponher。Andindeed,whenshetoldthewholestorytoMatthewthatnight,shedidlaughheartilyoverAnne’stribulations。
ButwhensheslippedintotheeastgablebeforegoingtobedandfoundthatAnnehadcriedherselftosleepanunaccustomedsoftnesscreptintoherface。
\"Poorlittlesoul,\"shemurmured,liftingaloosecurlofhairfromthechild’stear-stainedface。Thenshebentdownandkissedtheflushedcheekonthepillow。
CHAPTERXVII
ANewInterestinLifeTHEnextafternoonAnne,bendingoverherpatchworkatthekitchenwindow,happenedtoglanceoutandbeheldDianadownbytheDryad’sBubblebeckoningmysteriously。InatriceAnnewasoutofthehouseandflyingdowntothehollow,astonishmentandhopestrugglinginherexpressiveeyes。ButthehopefadedwhenshesawDiana’sdejectedcountenance。
\"Yourmotherhasn’trelented?\"shegasped。
Dianashookherheadmournfully。
\"No;andoh,Anne,shesaysI’mnevertoplaywithyouagain。
I’vecriedandcriedandItoldheritwasn’tyourfault,butitwasn’tanyuse。Ihadeversuchatimecoaxinghertoletmecomedownandsaygood-byetoyou。ShesaidIwasonlytostaytenminutesandshe’stimingmebytheclock。\"
\"Tenminutesisn’tverylongtosayaneternalfarewellin,\"saidAnnetearfully。\"Oh,Diana,willyoupromisefaithfullynevertoforgetme,thefriendofyouryouth,nomatterwhatdearerfriendsmaycaressthee?\"
\"IndeedIwill,\"sobbedDiana,\"andI’llneverhaveanotherbosomfriend——Idon’twanttohave。Icouldn’tloveanybodyasIloveyou。\"
\"Oh,Diana,\"criedAnne,claspingherhands,\"doyouLOVEme?\"
\"Why,ofcourseIdo。Didn’tyouknowthat?\"
\"No。\"Annedrewalongbreath。\"IthoughtyouLIKEDmeofcoursebutIneverhopedyouLOVEDme。Why,Diana,Ididn’tthinkanybodycouldloveme。NobodyeverhaslovedmesinceIcanremember。Oh,thisiswonderful!It’sarayoflightwhichwillforevershineonthedarknessofapathseveredfromthee,Diana。
Oh,justsayitonceagain。\"
\"Iloveyoudevotedly,Anne,\"saidDianastanchly,\"andIalwayswill,youmaybesureofthat。\"
\"AndIwillalwayslovethee,Diana,\"saidAnne,solemnlyextendingherhand。\"Intheyearstocomethymemorywillshinelikeastarovermylonelylife,asthatlaststorywereadtogethersays。Diana,wiltthougivemealockofthyjet-blacktressesinpartingtotreasureforevermore?\"
\"Haveyougotanythingtocutitwith?\"queriedDiana,wipingawaythetearswhichAnne’saffectingaccentshadcausedtoflowafresh,andreturningtopracticalities。
\"Yes。I’vegotmypatchworkscissorsinmyapronpocketfortunately,\"saidAnne。ShesolemnlyclippedoneofDiana’scurls。\"Faretheewell,mybelovedfriend。Henceforthwemustbeasstrangersthoughlivingsidebyside。Butmyheartwilleverbefaithfultothee。\"
AnnestoodandwatchedDianaoutofsight,mournfullywavingherhandtothelatterwheneversheturnedtolookback。Thenshereturnedtothehouse,notalittleconsoledforthetimebeingbythisromanticparting。
\"Itisallover,\"sheinformedMarilla。\"Ishallneverhaveanotherfriend。I’mreallyworseoffthaneverbefore,forI
haven’tKatieMauriceandViolettanow。AndevenifIhaditwouldn’tbethesame。Somehow,littledreamgirlsarenotsatisfyingafterarealfriend。DianaandIhadsuchanaffectingfarewelldownbythespring。Itwillbesacredinmymemoryforever。IusedthemostpatheticlanguageIcouldthinkofandsaid`thou’and`thee。’`Thou’and`thee’seemsomuchmoreromanticthan`you。’DianagavemealockofherhairandI’mgoingtosewitupinalittlebagandwearitaroundmyneckallmylife。Pleaseseethatitisburiedwithme,forIdon’tbelieveI’llliveverylong。PerhapswhensheseesmelyingcoldanddeadbeforeherMrs。BarrymayfeelremorseforwhatshehasdoneandwillletDianacometomyfuneral。\"
\"Idon’tthinkthereismuchfearofyourdyingofgriefaslongasyoucantalk,Anne,\"saidMarillaunsympathetically。
ThefollowingMondayAnnesurprisedMarillabycomingdownfromherroomwithherbasketofbooksonherarmandhip???lipsprimmedupintoalineofdetermination。
\"I’mgoingbacktoschool,\"sheannounced。\"Thatisallthereisleftinlifeforme,nowthatmyfriendhasbeenruthlesslytornfromme。InschoolIcanlookatherandmuseoverdaysdeparted。\"
\"You’dbettermuseoveryourlessonsandsums,\"saidMarilla,concealingherdelightatthisdevelopmentofthesituation。\"Ifyou’regoingbacktoschoolIhopewe’llhearnomoreofbreakingslatesoverpeople’sheadsandsuchcarryingson。Behaveyourselfanddojustwhatyourteachertellsyou。\"
\"I’lltrytobeamodelpupil,\"agreedAnnedolefully。\"Therewon’tbemuchfuninit,Iexpect。Mr。PhillipssaidMinnieAndrewswasamodelpupilandthereisn’tasparkofimaginationorlifeinher。Sheisjustdullandpokyandneverseemstohaveagoodtime。ButIfeelsodepressedthatperhapsitwillcomeeasytomenow。I’mgoingroundbytheroad。Icouldn’tbeartogobytheBirchPathallalone。IshouldweepbittertearsifIdid。\"
Annewaswelcomedbacktoschoolwithopenarms。Herimaginationhadbeensorelymissedingames,hervoiceinthesingingandherdramaticabilityintheperusalaloudofbooksatdinnerhour。
RubyGillissmuggledthreeblueplumsovertoherduringtestamentreading;EllaMayMacPhersongaveheranenormousyellowpansycutfromthecoversofafloralcatalogue——aspeciesofdeskdecorationmuchprizedinAvonleaschool。SophiaSloaneofferedtoteachheraperfectlyelegantnewpatternofknitlace,sonicefortrimmingaprons。KatieBoultergaveheraperfumebottletokeepslatewaterin,andJuliaBellcopiedcarefullyonapieceofpalepinkpaperscallopedontheedgesthefollowingeffusion:
WhentwilightdropshercurtaindownAndpinsitwithastarRememberthatyouhaveafriendThoughshemaywanderfar。
\"It’ssonicetobeappreciated,\"sighedAnnerapturouslytoMarillathatnight。
Thegirlswerenottheonlyscholarswho\"appreciated\"her。WhenAnnewenttoherseatafterdinnerhour——shehadbeentoldbyMr。
PhillipstositwiththemodelMinnieAndrews——shefoundonherdeskabigluscious\"strawberryapple。\"AnnecaughtitupallreadytotakeabitewhensherememberedthattheonlyplaceinAvonleawherestrawberryapplesgrewwasintheoldBlytheorchardontheothersideoftheLakeofShiningWaters。Annedroppedtheappleasifitwereared-hotcoalandostentatiouslywipedherfingersonherhandkerchief。Theapplelayuntouchedonherdeskuntilthenextmorning,whenlittleTimothyAndrews,whoswepttheschoolandkindledthefire,annexeditasoneofhisperquisites。CharlieSloane’sslatepencil,gorgeouslybedizenedwithstripedredandyellowpaper,costingtwocentswhereordinarypencilscostonlyone,whichhesentuptoherafterdinnerhour,metwithamorefavorablereception。AnnewasgraciouslypleasedtoacceptitandrewardedthedonorwithasmilewhichexaltedthatinfatuatedyouthstraightwayintotheseventhheavenofdelightandcausedhimtomakesuchfearfulerrorsinhisdictationthatMr。Phillipskepthiminafterschooltorewriteit。
Butas,TheCaesar’spageantshornofBrutus’bustDidbutofRome’sbestsonremindhermore。
sothemarkedabsenceofanytributeorrecognitionfromDianaBarrywhowassittingwithGertiePyeembitteredAnne’slittletriumph。
\"Dianamightjusthavesmiledatmeonce,Ithink,\"shemournedtoMarillathatnight。Butthenextmorninganotemostfearfullyandwonderfullytwistedandfolded,andasmallparcelwerepassedacrosstoAnne。
DearAnne(rantheformer)
MothersaysI’mnottoplaywithyouortalktoyoueveninschool。Itisn’tmyfaultanddon’tbecrossatme,becauseI
loveyouasmuchasever。ImissyouawfullytotellallmysecretstoandIdon’tlikeGertiePyeonebit。Imadeyouoneofthenewbookmarkersoutofredtissuepaper。Theyareawfullyfashionablenowandonlythreegirlsinschoolknowhowtomakethem。WhenyoulookatitrememberYourtruefriendDianaBarry。
Annereadthenote,kissedthebookmark,anddispatchedapromptreplybacktotheothersideoftheschool。
MyowndarlingDiana:——
OfcourseIamnotcrossatyoubecauseyouhavetoobeyyourmother。Ourspiritscancommune。Ishallkeepyourlovelypresentforever。MinnieAndrewsisaverynicelittlegirl——althoughshehasnoimagination——butafterhavingbeenDiana’sbusumfriendIcannotbeMinnie’s。Pleaseexcusemistakesbecausemyspellingisn’tverygoodyet,althoughmuchimprooved。
YoursuntildeathusdopartAnneorCordeliaShirley。
P。S。Ishallsleepwithyourletterundermypillowtonight。
A。ORC。S。
MarillapessimisticallyexpectedmoretroublesinceAnnehadagainbeguntogotoschool。Butnonedeveloped。PerhapsAnnecaughtsomethingofthe\"model\"spiritfromMinnieAndrews;atleastshegotonverywellwithMr。Phillipsthenceforth。Sheflungherselfintoherstudiesheartandsoul,determinednottobeoutdoneinanyclassbyGilbertBlythe。Therivalrybetweenthemwassoonapparent;itwasentirelygoodnaturedonGilbert’sside;butitismuchtobefearedthatthesamethingcannotbesaidofAnne,whohadcertainlyanunpraiseworthytenacityforholdinggrudges。Shewasasintenseinherhatredsasinherloves。ShewouldnotstooptoadmitthatshemeanttorivalGilbertinschoolwork,becausethatwouldhavebeentoacknowledgehisexistencewhichAnnepersistentlyignored;buttherivalrywasthereandhonorsfluctuatedbetweenthem。NowGilbertwasheadofthespellingclass;nowAnne,withatossofherlongredbraids,spelledhimdown。OnemorningGilberthadallhissumsdonecorrectlyandhadhisnamewrittenontheblackboardontherollofhonor;thenextmorningAnne,havingwrestledwildlywithdecimalstheentireeveningbefore,wouldbefirst。Oneawfuldaytheyweretiesandtheirnameswerewrittenuptogether。Itwasalmostasbadasatake-noticeandAnne’smortificationwasasevidentasGilbert’ssatisfaction。Whenthewrittenexaminationsattheendofeachmonthwereheldthesuspensewasterrible。ThefirstmonthGilbertcameoutthreemarksahead。ThesecondAnnebeathimbyfive。ButhertriumphwasmarredbythefactthatGilbertcongratulatedherheartilybeforethewholeschool。Itwouldhavebeeneversomuchsweetertoherifhehadfeltthestingofhisdefeat。
Mr。Phillipsmightnotbeaverygoodteacher;butapupilsoinflexiblydeterminedonlearningasAnnewascouldhardlyescapemakingprogressunderanykindofteacher。BytheendofthetermAnneandGilbertwerebothpromotedintothefifthclassandallowedtobeginstudyingtheelementsof\"thebranches\"——bywhichLatin,geometry,French,andalgebraweremeant。IngeometryAnnemetherWaterloo。
\"It’sperfectlyawfulstuff,Marilla,\"shegroaned。\"I’msureI’llneverbeabletomakeheadortailofit。Thereisnoscopeforimaginationinitatall。Mr。PhillipssaysI’mtheworstdunceheeversawatit。AndGil——Imeansomeoftheothersaresosmartatit。Itisextremelymortifying,Marilla。
EvenDianagetsalongbetterthanIdo。ButIdon’tmindbeingbeatenbyDiana。EvenalthoughwemeetasstrangersnowIstillloveherwithanINEXTINGUISHABLElove。Itmakesmeverysadattimestothinkabouther。Butreally,Marilla,onecan’tstaysadverylonginsuchaninterestingworld,canone?\"
CHAPTERXVIII
AnnetotheRescueALLthingsgreatarewoundupwithallthingslittle。AtfirstglanceitmightnotseemthatthedecisionofacertainCanadianPremiertoincludePrinceEdwardIslandinapoliticaltourcouldhavemuchoranythingtodowiththefortunesoflittleAnneShirleyatGreenGables。Butithad。
ItwasaJanuarythePremiercame,toaddresshisloyalsupportersandsuchofhisnonsupportersaschosetobepresentatthemonstermassmeetingheldinCharlottetown。MostoftheAvonleapeoplewereonPremier’ssideofpolitics;henceonthenightofthemeetingnearlyallthemenandagoodlyproportionofthewomenhadgonetotownthirtymilesaway。Mrs。RachelLyndehadgonetoo。Mrs。RachelLyndewasared-hotpoliticianandcouldn’thavebelievedthatthepoliticalrallycouldbecarriedthroughwithouther,althoughshewasontheoppositesideofpolitics。Soshewenttotownandtookherhusband——Thomaswouldbeusefulinlookingafterthehorse——andMarillaCuthbertwithher。Marillahadasneakinginterestinpoliticsherself,andasshethoughtitmightbeheronlychancetoseeareallivePremier,shepromptlytookit,leavingAnneandMatthewtokeephouseuntilherreturnthefollowingday。
Hence,whileMarillaandMrs。Rachelwereenjoyingthemselveshugelyatthemassmeeting,AnneandMatthewhadthecheerfulkitchenatGreenGablesalltothemselves。Abrightfirewasglowingintheold-fashionedWaterloostoveandblue-whitefrostcrystalswereshiningonthewindowpanes。MatthewnoddedoveraFARMERS’ADVOCATEonthesofaandAnneatthetablestudiedherlessonswithgrimdetermination,despitesundrywistfulglancesattheclockshelf,wherelayanewbookthatJaneAndrewshadlentherthatday。Janehadassuredherthatitwaswarrantedtoproduceanynumberofthrills,orwordstothateffect,andAnne’sfingerstingledtoreachoutforit。ButthatwouldmeanGilbertBlythe’striumphonthemorrow。Anneturnedherbackontheclockshelfandtriedtoimagineitwasn’tthere。
\"Matthew,didyoueverstudygeometrywhenyouwenttoschool?\"
\"Wellnow,no,Ididn’t,\"saidMatthew,comingoutofhisdozewithastart。
\"Iwishyouhad,\"sighedAnne,\"becausethenyou’dbeabletosympathizewithme。Youcan’tsympathizeproperlyifyou’veneverstudiedit。Itiscastingacloudovermywholelife。I’msuchadunceatit,Matthew。\"
\"Wellnow,Idunno,\"saidMatthewsoothingly。\"Iguessyou’reallrightatanything。Mr。PhillipstoldmelastweekinBlair’sstoreatCarmodythatyouwasthesmartestscholarinschoolandwasmakingrapidprogress。`Rapidprogress’washisverywords。There’sthemasrunsdownTeddyPhillipsandsaysheain’tmuchofateacher,butIguesshe’sallright。\"
MatthewwouldhavethoughtanyonewhopraisedAnnewas\"allright。\"
\"I’msureI’dgetonbetterwithgeometryifonlyhewouldn’tchangetheletters,\"complainedAnne。\"IlearnthepropositionoffbyheartandthenhedrawsitontheblackboardandputsdifferentlettersfromwhatareinthebookandIgetallmixedup。Idon’tthinkateachershouldtakesuchameanadvantage,doyou?We’restudyingagriculturenowandI’vefoundoutatlastwhatmakestheroadsred。It’sagreatcomfort。IwonderhowMarillaandMrs。Lyndeareenjoyingthemselves。Mrs。LyndesaysCanadaisgoingtothedogsthewaythingsarebeingrunatOttawaandthatit’sanawfulwarningtotheelectors。Shesaysifwomenwereallowedtovotewewouldsoonseeablessedchange。
Whatwaydoyouvote,Matthew?\"
\"Conservative,\"saidMatthewpromptly。TovoteConservativewaspartofMatthew’sreligion。
\"ThenI’mConservativetoo,\"saidAnnedecidedly。\"I’mgladbecauseGil——becausesomeoftheboysinschoolareGrits。I
guessMr。PhillipsisaGrittoobecausePrissyAndrews’sfatherisone,andRubyGillissaysthatwhenamaniscourtinghealwayshastoagreewiththegirl’smotherinreligionandherfatherinpolitics。Isthattrue,Matthew?\"
\"Wellnow,Idunno,\"saidMatthew。
\"Didyouevergocourting,Matthew?\"
\"Wellnow,no,Idunno’sIeverdid,\"saidMatthew,whohadcertainlyneverthoughtofsuchathinginhiswholeexistence。
Annereflectedwithherchininherhands。
\"Itmustberatherinteresting,don’tyouthink,Matthew?RubyGillissayswhenshegrowsupshe’sgoingtohaveeversomanybeausonthestringandhavethemallcrazyabouther;butI
thinkthatwouldbetooexciting。I’dratherhavejustoneinhisrightmind。ButRubyGillisknowsagreatdealaboutsuchmattersbecauseshehassomanybigsisters,andMrs。LyndesaystheGillisgirlshavegoneofflikehotcakes。Mr。PhillipsgoesuptoseePrissyAndrewsnearlyeveryevening。HesaysitistohelpherwithherlessonsbutMirandaSloaneisstudyingforQueen’stoo,andIshouldthinksheneededhelpalotmorethanPrissybecauseshe’seversomuchstupider,buthenevergoestohelpherintheeveningsatall。ThereareagreatmanythingsinthisworldthatIcan’tunderstandverywell,Matthew。\"
\"Wellnow,IdunnoasIcomprehendthemallmyself,\"acknowledgedMatthew。
\"Well,IsupposeImustfinishupmylessons。Iwon’tallowmyselftoopenthatnewbookJanelentmeuntilI’mthrough。Butit’saterribletemptation,Matthew。EvenwhenIturnmybackonitIcanseeittherejustasplain。Janesaidshecriedherselfsickoverit。Iloveabookthatmakesmecry。ButIthinkI’llcarrythatbookintothesittingroomandlockitinthejamclosetandgiveyouthekey。AndyoumustNOTgiveittome,Matthew,untilmylessonsaredone,notevenifIimploreyouonmybendedknees。It’sallverywelltosayresisttemptation,butit’seversomucheasiertoresistitifyoucan’tgetthekey。AndthenshallIrundownthecellarandgetsomerussets,Matthew?Wouldn’tyoulikesomerussets?\"
\"Wellnow,IdunnobutwhatIwould,\"saidMatthew,whoneveraterussetsbutknewAnne’sweaknessforthem。
JustasAnneemergedtriumphantlyfromthecellarwithherplatefulofrussetscamethesoundofflyingfootstepsontheicyboardwalkoutsideandthenextmomentthekitchendoorwasflungopenandinrushedDianaBarry,whitefacedandbreathless,withashawlwrappedhastilyaroundherhead。Annepromptlyletgoofhercandleandplateinhersurprise,andplate,candle,andapplescrashedtogetherdownthecellarladderandwerefoundatthebottomembeddedinmeltedgrease,thenextday,byMarilla,whogatheredthemupandthankedmercythehousehadn’tbeensetonfire。
\"Whateveristhematter,Diana?\"criedAnne。\"Hasyourmotherrelentedatlast?\"
\"Oh,Anne,docomequick,\"imploredDiananervously。\"MinnieMayisawfulsick——she’sgotcroup。YoungMaryJoesays——andFatherandMotherareawaytotownandthere’snobodytogoforthedoctor。MinnieMayisawfulbadandYoungMaryJoedoesn’tknowwhattodo——andoh,Anne,I’msoscared!\"
Matthew,withoutaword,reachedoutforcapandcoat,slippedpastDianaandawayintothedarknessoftheyard。
\"He’sgonetoharnessthesorrelmaretogotoCarmodyforthedoctor,\"saidAnne,whowashurryingonhoodandjacket。\"Iknowitaswellasifhe’dsaidso。MatthewandIaresuchkindredspiritsIcanreadhisthoughtswithoutwordsatall。\"
\"Idon’tbelievehe’llfindthedoctoratCarmody,\"sobbedDiana。
\"IknowthatDr。BlairwenttotownandIguessDr。Spencerwouldgotoo。YoungMaryJoeneversawanybodywithcroupandMrs。Lyndeisaway。Oh,Anne!\"
\"Don’tcry,Di,\"saidAnnecheerily。\"Iknowexactlywhattodoforcroup。YouforgetthatMrs。Hammondhadtwinsthreetimes。
Whenyoulookafterthreepairsoftwinsyounaturallygetalotofexperience。Theyallhadcroupregularly。JustwaittillI
gettheipecacbottle——youmayn’thaveanyatyourhouse。Comeonnow。\"
ThetwolittlegirlshastenedouthandinhandandhurriedthroughLover’sLaneandacrossthecrustedfieldbeyond,forthesnowwastoodeeptogobytheshorterwoodway。Anne,althoughsincerelysorryforMinnieMay,wasfarfrombeinginsensibletotheromanceofthesituationandtothesweetnessofoncemoresharingthatromancewithakindredspirit。
Thenightwasclearandfrosty,allebonyofshadowandsilverofsnowyslope;bigstarswereshiningoverthesilentfields;hereandtherethedarkpointedfirsstoodupwithsnowpowderingtheirbranchesandthewindwhistlingthroughthem。Annethoughtitwastrulydelightfultogoskimmingthroughallthismysteryandlovelinesswithyourbosomfriendwhohadbeensolongestranged。
MinnieMay,agedthree,wasreallyverysick。Shelayonthekitchensofafeverishandrestless,whileherhoarsebreathingcouldbeheardalloverthehouse。YoungMaryJoe,abuxom,broad-facedFrenchgirlfromthecreek,whomMrs。Barryhadengagedtostaywiththechildrenduringherabsence,washelplessandbewildered,quiteincapableofthinkingwhattodo,ordoingitifshethoughtofit。
Annewenttoworkwithskillandpromptness。
\"MinnieMayhascroupallright;she’sprettybad,butI’veseenthemworse。Firstwemusthavelotsofhotwater。Ideclare,Diana,thereisn’tmorethanacupfulinthekettle!There,I’vefilleditup,and,MaryJoe,youmayputsomewoodinthestove。
Idon’twanttohurtyourfeelingsbutitseemstomeyoumighthavethoughtofthisbeforeifyou’danyimagination。Now,I’llundressMinnieMayandputhertobedandyoutrytofindsomesoftflannelcloths,Diana。I’mgoingtogiveheradoseofipecacfirstofall。\"
MinnieMaydidnottakekindlytotheipecacbutAnnehadnotbroughtupthreepairsoftwinsfornothing。Downthatipecacwent,notonlyonce,butmanytimesduringthelong,anxiousnightwhenthetwolittlegirlsworkedpatientlyoverthesufferingMinnieMay,andYoungMaryJoe,honestlyanxioustodoallshecould,keptuparoaringfireandheatedmorewaterthanwouldhavebeenneededforahospitalofcroupybabies。
Itwasthreeo’clockwhenMatthewcamewithadoctor,forhehadbeenobligedtogoallthewaytoSpencervaleforone。Butthepressingneedforassistancewaspast。MinnieMaywasmuchbetterandwassleepingsoundly。
\"Iwasawfullyneargivingupindespair,\"explainedAnne。\"ShegotworseandworseuntilshewassickerthanevertheHammondtwinswere,eventhelastpair。Iactuallythoughtshewasgoingtochoketodeath。IgavehereverydropofipecacinthatbottleandwhenthelastdosewentdownIsaidtomyself——nottoDianaorYoungMaryJoe,becauseIdidn’twanttoworrythemanymorethantheywereworried,butIhadtosayittomyselfjusttorelievemyfeelings——`ThisisthelastlingeringhopeandI
fear,tisavainone。’Butinaboutthreeminutesshecoughedupthephlegmandbegantogetbetterrightaway。Youmustjustimaginemyrelief,doctor,becauseIcan’texpressitinwords。
Youknowtherearesomethingsthatcannotbeexpressedinwords。\"
\"Yes,Iknow,\"noddedthedoctor。HelookedatAnneasifhewerethinkingsomethingsaboutherthatcouldn’tbeexpressedinwords。Lateron,however,heexpressedthemtoMr。andMrs。Barry。
\"ThatlittleredheadedgirltheyhaveoveratCuthbert’sisassmartastheymake’em。Itellyoushesavedthatbaby’slife,foritwouldhavebeentoolatebythetimeIgotthere。Sheseemstohaveaskillandpresenceofmindperfectlywonderfulinachildofherage。Ineversawanythingliketheeyesofherwhenshewasexplainingthecasetome。\"
Annehadgonehomeinthewonderful,white-frostedwintermorning,heavyeyedfromlossofsleep,butstilltalkingunweariedlytoMatthewastheycrossedthelongwhitefieldandwalkedundertheglitteringfairyarchoftheLover’sLanemaples。
\"Oh,Matthew,isn’titawonderfulmorning?TheworldlookslikesomethingGodhadjustimaginedforHisownpleasure,doesn’tit?
ThosetreeslookasifIcouldblowthemawaywithabreath——pouf!I’msogladIliveinaworldwheretherearewhitefrosts,aren’tyou?AndI’msogladMrs。Hammondhadthreepairsoftwinsafterall。Ifshehadn’tImightn’thaveknownwhattodoforMinnieMay。I’mrealsorryIwasevercrosswithMrs。
Hammondforhavingtwins。But,oh,Matthew,I’msosleepy。I
can’tgotoschool。IjustknowIcouldn’tkeepmyeyesopenandI’dbesostupid。Butlhatetostayhome,forGil——someoftheotherswillgetheadoftheclass,andit’ssohardtogetupagain——althoughofcoursetheharderitisthemoresatisfactionyouhavewhenyoudogetup,haven’tyou?\"
\"Wellnow,Iguessyou’llmanageallright,\"saidMatthew,lookingatAnne’swhitelittlefaceandthedarkshadowsunderhereyes。\"Youjustgorighttobedandhaveagoodsleep。I’lldoallthechores。\"
AnneaccordinglywenttobedandsleptsolongandsoundlythatitwaswelloninthewhiteandrosywinterafternoonwhensheawokeanddescendedtothekitchenwhereMarilla,whohadarrivedhomeinthemeantime,wassittingknitting。
\"Oh,didyouseethePremier?\"exclaimedAnneatonce。\"WhatdidhelooklikeMarilla?\"
\"Well,henevergottobePremieronaccountofhislooks,\"saidMarilla。\"Suchanoseasthatmanhad!Buthecanspeak。IwasproudofbeingaConservative。RachelLynde,ofcourse,beingaLiberal,hadnouseforhim。Yourdinnerisintheoven,Anne,andyoucangetyourselfsomeblueplumpreserveoutofthepantry。Iguessyou’rehungry。Matthewhasbeentellingmeaboutlastnight。Imustsayitwasfortunateyouknewwhattodo。Iwouldn’thavehadanyideamyself,forIneversawacaseofcroup。Therenow,nevermindtalkingtillyou’vehadyourdinner。Icantellbythelookofyouthatyou’rejustfullupwithspeeches,butthey’llkeep。\"
MarillahadsomethingtotellAnne,butshedidnottellitjustthenforsheknewifshedidAnne’sconsequentexcitementwouldliftherclearoutoftheregionofsuchmaterialmattersasappetiteordinner。NotuntilAnnehadfinishedhersaucerofblueplumsdidMarillasay:
\"Mrs。Barrywasherethisafternoon,Anne。Shewantedtoseeyou,butIwouldn’twakeyouup。ShesaysyousavedMinnieMay’slife,andsheisverysorrysheactedasshedidinthataffairofthecurrantwine。Shesayssheknowsnowyoudidn’tmeantosetDianadrunk,andshehopesyou’llforgiveherandbegoodfriendswithDianaagain。You’retogooverthiseveningifyoulikeforDianacan’tstiroutsidethedooronaccountofabadcoldshecaughtlastnight。Now,AnneShirley,forpity’ssakedon’tflyupintotheair。\"
Thewarningseemednotunnecessary,soupliftedandaerialwasAnne’sexpressionandattitudeasshesprangtoherfeet,herfaceirradiatedwiththeflameofherspirit。
\"Oh,Marilla,canIgorightnow——withoutwashingmydishes?
I’llwashthemwhenIcomeback,butIcannottiemyselfdowntoanythingsounromanticasdishwashingatthisthrillingmoment。\"
\"Yes,yes,runalong,\"saidMarillaindulgently。\"AnneShirley——areyoucrazy?Comebackthisinstantandputsomethingonyou。Imightaswellcalltothewind。She’sgonewithoutacaporwrap。Lookathertearingthroughtheorchardwithherhairstreaming。It’llbeamercyifshedoesn’tcatchherdeathofcold。\"
Annecamedancinghomeinthepurplewintertwilightacrossthesnowyplaces。Afarinthesouthwestwasthegreatshimmering,pearl-likesparkleofaneveningstarinaskythatwaspalegoldenandetherealroseovergleamingwhitespacesanddarkglensofspruce。Thetinklesofsleighbellsamongthesnowyhillscamelikeelfinchimesthroughthefrostyair,buttheirmusicwasnotsweeterthanthesonginAnne’sheartandonherlips。
\"Youseebeforeyouaperfectlyhappyperson,Marilla,\"sheannounced。\"I’mperfectlyhappy——yes,inspiteofmyredhair。
JustatpresentIhaveasoulaboveredhair。Mrs。Barrykissedmeandcriedandsaidshewassosorryandshecouldneverrepayme。Ifeltfearfullyembarrassed,Marilla,butIjustsaidaspolitelyasIcould,`Ihavenohardfeelingsforyou,Mrs。
Barry。IassureyouonceforallthatIdidnotmeantointoxicateDianaandhenceforthIshallcoverthepastwiththemantleofoblivion。’Thatwasaprettydignifiedwayofspeakingwasn’tit,Marilla?
IfeltthatIwasheapingcoalsoffireonMrs。Barry’shead。
AndDianaandIhadalovelyafternoon。DianashowedmeanewfancycrochetstitchherauntoveratCarmodytaughther。NotasoulinAvonleaknowsitbutus,andwepledgedasolemnvownevertorevealittoanyoneelse。Dianagavemeabeautifulcardwithawreathofrosesonitandaverseofpoetry:
\"IfyoulovemeasIloveyouNothingbutdeathcanpartustwo。
Andthatistrue,Marilla。We’regoingtoaskMr。Phillipstoletussittogetherinschoolagain,andGertiePyecangowithMinnieAndrews。Wehadaneleganttea。Mrs。Barryhadtheverybestchinasetout,Marilla,justasifIwasrealcompany。I
can’ttellyouwhatathrillitgaveme。Nobodyeverusedtheirverybestchinaonmyaccountbefore。Andwehadfruitcakeandpoundcakeanddoughnutsandtwokindsofpreserves,Marilla。
AndMrs。BarryaskedmeifItookteaandsaid`Pa,whydon’tyoupassthebiscuitstoAnne?’Itmustbelovelytobegrownup,Marilla,whenjustbeingtreatedasifyouwereissonice。\"
\"Idon’tknowaboutthat,\"saidMarilla,withabriefsigh。
\"Well,anyway,whenIamgrownup,\"saidAnnedecidedly,\"I’malwaysgoingtotalktolittlegirlsasiftheyweretoo,andI’llneverlaughwhentheyusebigwords。Iknowfromsorrowfulexperiencehowthathurtsone’sfeelings。AfterteaDianaandI
madetaffy。Thetaffywasn’tverygood,IsupposebecauseneitherDiananorIhadevermadeanybefore。DianaleftmetostiritwhileshebutteredtheplatesandIforgotandletitburn;andthenwhenwesetitoutontheplatformtocoolthecatwalkedoveroneplateandthathadtobethrownaway。Butthemakingofitwassplendidfun。ThenwhenIcamehomeMrs。BarryaskedmetocomeoverasoftenasIcouldandDianastoodatthewindowandthrewkissestomeallthewaydowntoLover’sLane。
Iassureyou,Marilla,thatIfeellikeprayingtonightandI’mgoingtothinkoutaspecialbrand-newprayerinhonoroftheoccasion。\"
CHAPTERXIX
AConcertaCatastropheandaConfession\"MARILLA,canIgoovertoseeDianajustforaminute?\"askedAnne,runningbreathlesslydownfromtheeastgableoneFebruaryevening。
\"Idon’tseewhatyouwanttobetraipsingaboutafterdarkfor,\"
saidMarillashortly。\"YouandDianawalkedhomefromschooltogetherandthenstooddownthereinthesnowforhalfanhourmore,yourtonguesgoingthewholeblessedtime,clickety-clack。
SoIdon’tthinkyou’reverybadlyofftoseeheragain。\"
\"Butshewantstoseeme,\"pleadedAnne。\"Shehassomethingveryimportanttotellme。\"
\"Howdoyouknowshehas?\"
\"Becauseshejustsignaledtomefromherwindow。Wehavearrangedawaytosignalwithourcandlesandcardboard。Wesetthecandleonthewindowsillandmakeflashesbypassingthecardboardbackandforth。Somanyflashesmeanacertainthing。
Itwasmyidea,Marilla。\"
\"I’llwarrantyouitwas,\"saidMarillaemphatically。\"Andthenextthingyou’llbesettingfiretothecurtainswithyoursignalingnonsense。\"
\"Oh,we’reverycareful,Marilla。Andit’ssointeresting。Twoflashesmean,`Areyouthere?’Threemean`yes’andfour`no。’
Fivemean,`Comeoverassoonaspossible,becauseIhavesomethingimportanttoreveal。’Dianahasjustsignaledfiveflashes,andI’mreallysufferingtoknowwhatitis。\"
\"Well,youneedn’tsufferanylonger,\"saidMarillasarcastically。\"Youcango,butyou’retobebackhereinjusttenminutes,rememberthat。\"
Annedidrememberitandwasbackinthestipulatedtime,althoughprobablynomortalwilleverknowjustwhatitcosthertoconfinethediscussionofDiana’simportantcommunicationwithinthelimitsoftenminutes。Butatleastshehadmadegooduseofthem。
\"Oh,Marilla,whatdoyouthink?YouknowtomorrowisDiana’sbirthday。Well,hermothertoldhershecouldaskmetogohomewithherfromschoolandstayallnightwithher。AndhercousinsarecomingoverfromNewbridgeinabigpungsleightogototheDebatingClubconcertatthehalltomorrownight。AndtheyaregoingtotakeDianaandmetotheconcert——ifyou’llletmego,thatis。Youwill,won’tyou,Marilla?Oh,Ifeelsoexcited。\"
\"Youcancalmdownthen,becauseyou’renotgoing。You’rebetterathomeinyourownbed,andasforthatclubconcert,it’sallnonsense,andlittlegirlsshouldnotbeallowedtogoouttosuchplacesatall。\"
\"I’msuretheDebatingClubisamostrespectableaffair,\"
pleadedAnne。
\"I’mnotsayingitisn’t。Butyou’renotgoingtobegingaddingabouttoconcertsandstayingoutallhoursofthenight。Prettydoingsforchildren。I’msurprisedatMrs。Barry’slettingDianago。\"
\"Butit’ssuchaveryspecialoccasion,\"mournedAnne,onthevergeoftears。\"Dianahasonlyonebirthdayinayear。Itisn’tasifbirthdayswerecommonthings,Marilla。PrissyAndrewsisgoingtorecite`CurfewMustNotRingTonight。’Thatissuchagoodmoralpiece,Marilla,I’msureitwoulddomelotsofgoodtohearit。Andthechoiraregoingtosingfourlovelypatheticsongsthatareprettynearasgoodashymns。Andoh,Marilla,theministerisgoingtotakepart;yes,indeed,heis;he’sgoingtogiveanaddress。Thatwillbejustaboutthesamethingasasermon。Please,mayn’tIgo,Marilla?\"
\"YouheardwhatIsaid,Anne,didn’tyou?Takeoffyourbootsnowandgotobed。It’spasteight。\"
\"There’sjustonemorething,Marilla,\"saidAnne,withtheairofproducingthelastshotinherlocker。\"Mrs。BarrytoldDianathatwemightsleepinthespare-roombed。ThinkofthehonorofyourlittleAnnebeingputinthespare-roombed。\"
\"It’sanhonoryou’llhavetogetalongwithout。Gotobed,Anne,anddon’tletmehearanotherwordoutofyou。\"
WhenAnne,withtearsrollingoverhercheeks,hadgonesorrowfullyupstairs,Matthew,whohadbeenapparentlysoundasleepontheloungeduringthewholedialogue,openedhiseyesandsaiddecidedly:
\"Wellnow,Marilla,IthinkyououghttoletAnnego。\"
\"Idon’tthen,\"retortedMarilla。\"Who’sbringingthischildup,Matthew,youorme?\"
\"Wellnow,you,\"admittedMatthew。
\"Don’tinterferethen。\"
\"Wellnow,Iain’tinterfering。Itain’tinterferingtohaveyourownopinion。AndmyopinionisthatyououghttoletAnnego。\"
\"You’dthinkIoughttoletAnnegotothemoonifshetookthenotion,I’venodoubt\"wasMarilla’samiablerejoinder。\"ImighthaveletherspendthenightwithDiana,ifthatwasall。ButI
don’tapproveofthisconcertplan。She’dgothereandcatchcoldlikeasnot,andhaveherheadfilledupwithnonsenseandexcitement。Itwouldunsettleherforaweek。Iunderstandthatchild’sdispositionandwhat’sgoodforitbetterthanyou,Matthew。\"
\"IthinkyououghttoletAnnego,\"repeatedMatthewfirmly。
Argumentwasnothisstrongpoint,butholdingfasttohisopinioncertainlywas。Marillagaveagaspofhelplessnessandtookrefugeinsilence。Thenextmorning,whenAnnewaswashingthebreakfastdishesinthepantry,MatthewpausedonhiswayouttothebarntosaytoMarillaagain:
\"IthinkyououghttoletAnnego,Marilla。\"
ForamomentMarillalookedthingsnotlawfultobeuttered。
Thensheyieldedtotheinevitableandsaidtartly:
\"Verywell,shecango,sincenothingelse’llpleaseyou。\"
Anneflewoutofthepantry,drippingdishclothinhand。
\"Oh,Marilla,Marilla,saythoseblessedwordsagain。\"
\"Iguessonceisenoughtosaythem。ThisisMatthew’sdoingsandIwashmyhandsofit。Ifyoucatchpneumoniasleepinginastrangebedorcomingoutofthathothallinthemiddleofthenight,don’tblameme,blameMatthew。AnneShirley,you’redrippinggreasywateralloverthefloor。Ineversawsuchacarelesschild。\"
\"Oh,IknowI’magreattrialtoyou,Marilla,\"saidAnnerepentantly。\"Imakesomanymistakes。ButthenjustthinkofallthemistakesIdon’tmake,althoughImight。I’llgetsomesandandscrubupthespotsbeforeIgotoschool。Oh,Marilla,myheartwasjustsetongoingtothatconcert。Ineverwastoaconcertinmylife,andwhentheothergirlstalkabouttheminschoolIfeelsooutofit。Youdidn’tknowjusthowIfeltaboutit,butyouseeMatthewdid。Matthewunderstandsme,andit’ssonicetobeunderstood,Marilla。\"
Annewastooexcitedtodoherselfjusticeastolessonsthatmorninginschool。GilbertBlythespelledherdowninclassandleftherclearoutofsightinmentalarithmetic。Anne’sconsequenthumiliationwaslessthanitmighthavebeen,however,inviewoftheconcertandthespare-roombed。SheandDianatalkedsoconstantlyaboutitalldaythatwithastricterteacherthanMr。Phillipsdiredisgracemustinevitablyhavebeentheirportion。
Annefeltthatshecouldnothaveborneitifshehadnotbeengoingtotheconcert,fornothingelsewasdiscussedthatdayinschool。TheAvonleaDebatingClub,whichmetfortnightlyallwinter,hadhadseveralsmallerfreeentertainments;butthiswastobeabigaffair,admissiontencents,inaidofthelibrary。
TheAvonleayoungpeoplehadbeenpracticingforweeks,andallthescholarswereespeciallyinterestedinitbyreasonofolderbrothersandsisterswhoweregoingtotakepart。Everybodyinschoolovernineyearsofageexpectedtogo,exceptCarrieSloane,whosefathersharedMarilla’sopinionsaboutsmallgirlsgoingouttonightconcerts。CarrieSloanecriedintohergrammaralltheafternoonandfeltthatlifewasnotworthliving。
ForAnnetherealexcitementbeganwiththedismissalofschoolandincreasedtherefromincrescendountilitreachedtoacrashofpositiveecstasyintheconcertitself。Theyhada\"perfectlyeleganttea;\"andthencamethedeliciousoccupationofdressinginDiana’slittleroomupstairs。DianadidAnne’sfronthairinthenewpompadourstyleandAnnetiedDiana’sbowswiththeespecialknackshepossessed;andtheyexperimentedwithatleasthalfadozendifferentwaysofarrangingtheirbackhair。Atlasttheywereready,cheeksscarletandeyesglowingwithexcitement。
True,Annecouldnothelpalittlepangwhenshecontrastedherplainblacktamandshapeless,tight-sleeved,homemadegray-clothcoatwithDiana’sjauntyfurcapandsmartlittlejacket。Butsherememberedintimethatshehadanimaginationandcoulduseit。
ThenDiana’scousins,theMurraysfromNewbridge,came;theyallcrowdedintothebigpungsleigh,amongstrawandfurryrobes。
Annereveledinthedrivetothehall,slippingalongoverthesatin-smoothroadswiththesnowcrispingundertherunners。
Therewasamagnificentsunset,andthesnowyhillsanddeep-bluewateroftheSt。LawrenceGulfseemedtorim???inthesplendorlikeahugebowlofpearlandsapphirebrimmedwithwineandfire。Tinklesofsleighbellsanddistantlaughter,thatseemedlikethemirthofwoodelves,camefromeveryquarter。
\"Oh,Diana,\"breathedAnne,squeezingDiana’smittenedhandunderthefurrobe,\"isn’titalllikeabeautifuldream?DoIreallylookthesameasusual?Ifeelsodifferentthatitseemstomeitmustshowinmylooks。\"
\"Youlookawfullynice,\"saidDiana,whohavingjustreceivedacomplimentfromoneofhercousins,feltthatsheoughttopassiton。\"You’vegottheloveliestcolor。\"
Theprogramthatnightwasaseriesof\"thrills\"foratleastonelistenerintheaudience,and,asAnneassuredDiana,everysucceedingthrillwasthrillierthanthelast。WhenPrissyAndrews,attiredinanewpink-silkwaistwithastringofpearlsabouthersmoothwhitethroatandrealcarnationsinherhair——rumorwhisperedthatthemasterhadsentallthewaytotownforthemforher——\"climbedtheslimyladder,darkwithoutonerayoflight,\"Anneshiveredinluxurioussympathy;whenthechoirsang\"FarAbovetheGentleDaisies\"Annegazedattheceilingasifitwerefrescoedwithangels;whenSamSloaneproceededtoexplainandillustrate\"HowSockerySetaHen\"Annelaugheduntilpeoplesittingnearherlaughedtoo,moreoutofsympathywithherthanwithamusementataselectionthatwasratherthreadbareeveninAvonlea;andwhenMr。PhillipsgaveMarkAntony’sorationoverthedeadbodyofCaesarinthemostheartstirringtones——lookingatPrissyAndrewsattheendofeverysentence——AnnefeltthatshecouldriseandmutinyonthespotifbutoneRomancitizenledtheway。
Onlyonenumberontheprogramfailedtointeresther。WhenGilbertBlytherecited\"BingenontheRhine\"AnnepickedupRhodaMurray’slibrarybookandreadituntilhehadfinished,whenshesatrigidlystiffandmotionlesswhileDianaclappedherhandsuntiltheytingled。
Itwaselevenwhentheygothome,satedwithdissipation,butwiththeexceedingsweetpleasureoftalkingitalloverstilltocome。Everybodyseemedasleepandthehousewasdarkandsilent。
AnneandDianatiptoedintotheparlor,alongnarrowroomoutofwhichthespareroomopened。Itwaspleasantlywarmanddimlylightedbytheembersofafireinthegrate。
\"Let’sundresshere,\"saidDiana。\"It’ssoniceandwarm。\"
\"Hasn’titbeenadelightfultime?\"sighedAnnerapturously。\"Itmustbesplendidtogetupandrecitethere。Doyousupposewewilleverbeaskedtodoit,Diana?\"
\"Yes,ofcourse,someday。They’realwayswantingthebigscholarstorecite。GilbertBlythedoesoftenandhe’sonlytwoyearsolderthanus。Oh,Anne,howcouldyoupretendnottolistentohim?Whenhecametotheline,\"THERE’SANOTHER,notASISTER,helookedrightdownatyou。\"
\"Diana,\"saidAnnewithdignity,\"youaremybosomfriend,butI
cannotallowevenyoutospeaktomeofthatperson。Areyoureadyforbed?Let’srunaraceandseewho’llgettothebedfirst。\"
ThesuggestionappealedtoDiana。Thetwolittlewhite-cladfiguresflewdownthelongroom,throughthespare-roomdoor,andboundedonthebedatthesamemoment。Andthen——something——movedbeneaththem,therewasagaspandacry——andsomebodysaidinmuffledaccents:
\"Mercifulgoodness!\"
AnneandDianawereneverabletotelljusthowtheygotoffthatbedandoutoftheroom。Theyonlyknewthatafteronefranticrushtheyfoundthemselvestiptoeingshiveringlyupstairs。
\"Oh,whowasit——WHATwasit?\"whisperedAnne,herteethchatteringwithcoldandfright。
\"ItwasAuntJosephine,\"saidDiana,gaspingwithlaughter。\"Oh,Anne,itwasAuntJosephine,howevershecametobethere。Oh,andIknowshewillbefurious。It’sdreadful——it’sreallydreadful——butdidyoueverknowanythingsofunny,Anne?\"
\"WhoisyourAuntJosephine?\"
\"She’sfather’sauntandshelivesinCharlottetown。She’sawfullyold——seventyanyhow——andIdon’tbelieveshewasEVERalittlegirl。Wewereexpectingheroutforavisit,butnotsosoon。She’sawfullyprimandproperandshe’llscolddreadfullyaboutthis,Iknow。Well,we’llhavetosleepwithMinnieMay——andyoucan’tthinkhowshekicks。\"
MissJosephineBarrydidnotappearattheearlybreakfastthenextmorning。Mrs。Barrysmiledkindlyatthetwolittlegirls。
\"Didyouhaveagoodtimelastnight?Itriedtostayawakeuntilyoucamehome,forIwantedtotellyouAuntJosephinehadcomeandthatyouwouldhavetogoupstairsafterall,butIwassotiredIfellasleep。Ihopeyoudidn’tdisturbyouraunt,Diana。\"
Dianapreservedadiscreetsilence,butsheandAnneexchangedfurtivesmilesofguiltyamusementacrossthetable。AnnehurriedhomeafterbreakfastandsoremainedinblissfulignoranceofthedisturbancewhichpresentlyresultedintheBarryhouseholduntilthelateafternoon,whenshewentdowntoMrs。Lynde’sonanerrandforMarilla。
\"SoyouandDiananearlyfrightenedpooroldMissBarrytodeathlastnight?\"saidMrs。Lyndeseverely,butwithatwinkleinhereye。\"Mrs。BarrywashereafewminutesagoonherwaytoCarmody。She’sfeelingrealworriedoverit。OldMissBarrywasinaterribletemperwhenshegotupthismorning——andJosephineBarry’stemperisnojoke,Icantellyouthat。Shewouldn’tspeaktoDianaatall。\"
\"Itwasn’tDiana’sfault,\"saidAnnecontritely。\"Itwasmine。
Isuggestedracingtoseewhowouldgetintobedfirst。\"
\"Iknewit!\"saidMrs。Lynde,withtheexultationofacorrectguesser。\"Iknewthatideacameoutofyourhead。Well,it’smadeanicelotoftrouble,that’swhat。OldMissBarrycameouttostayforamonth,butshedeclaresshewon’tstayanotherdayandisgoingrightbacktotowntomorrow,Sundayandallasitis。She’dhavegonetodayiftheycouldhavetakenher。Shehadpromisedtopayforaquarter’smusiclessonsforDiana,butnowsheisdeterminedtodonothingatallforsuchatomboy。Oh,I
guesstheyhadalivelytimeofittherethismorning。TheBarrysmustfeelcutup。OldMissBarryisrichandthey’dliketokeeponthegoodsideofher。Ofcourse,Mrs。Barrydidn’tsayjustthattome,butI’maprettygoodjudgeofhumannature,that’swhat。\"
\"I’msuchanunluckygirl,\"mournedAnne。\"I’malwaysgettingintoscrapesmyselfandgettingmybestfriends——peopleI’dshedmyheart’sbloodfor——intothemtoo。Canyoutellmewhyitisso,Mrs。Lynde?\"
\"It’sbecauseyou’retooheedlessandimpulsive,child,that’swhat。Youneverstoptothink——whatevercomesintoyourheadtosayordoyousayordoitwithoutamoment’sreflection。\"
\"Oh,butthat’sthebestofit,\"protestedAnne。\"Somethingjustflashesintoyourmind,soexciting,andyoumustoutwithit。
Ifyoustoptothinkitoveryouspoilitall。Haven’tyouneverfeltthatyourself,Mrs。Lynde?\"
No,Mrs。Lyndehadnot。Sheshookherheadsagely。
\"Youmustlearntothinkalittle,Anne,that’swhat。Theproverbyouneedtogobyis`Lookbeforeyouleap’——especiallyintospare-roombeds。\"
Mrs。Lyndelaughedcomfortablyoverhermildjoke,butAnneremainedpensive。Shesawnothingtolaughatinthesituation,whichtohereyesappearedveryserious。WhensheleftMrs。
Lynde’sshetookherwayacrossthecrustedfieldstoOrchardSlope。Dianametheratthekitchendoor。
\"YourAuntJosephinewasverycrossaboutit,wasn’tshe?\"
whisperedAnne。
\"Yes,\"answeredDiana,stiflingagigglewithanapprehensiveglanceoverhershoulderattheclosedsitting-roomdoor。\"Shewasfairlydancingwithrage,Anne。Oh,howshescolded。ShesaidIwastheworst-behavedgirlsheeversawandthatmyparentsoughttobeashamedofthewaytheyhadbroughtmeup。
Shesaysshewon’tstayandI’msureIdon’tcare。ButFatherandMotherdo。\"
\"Whydidn’tyoutellthemitwasmyfault?\"demandedAnne。
\"It’slikelyI’ddosuchathing,isn’tit?\"saidDianawithjustscorn。\"I’mnotelltale,AnneShirley,andanyhowIwasjustasmuchtoblameasyou。\"
\"Well,I’mgoingintotellhermyself,\"saidAnneresolutely。
Dianastared。
\"AnneShirley,you’dnever!why——she’lleatyoualive!\"
\"Don’tfrightenmeanymorethanIamfrightened,\"imploredAnne。
\"I’dratherwalkuptoacannon’smouth。ButI’vegottodoit,Diana。ItwasmyfaultandI’vegottoconfess。I’vehadpracticeinconfessing,fortunately。\"
\"Well,she’sintheroom,\"saidDiana。\"Youcangoinifyouwantto。Iwouldn’tdare。AndIdon’tbelieveyou’lldoabitofgood。\"
WiththisencouragementAnnebeardedthelioninitsden——thatistosay,walkedresolutelyuptothesitting-roomdoorandknockedfaintly。Asharp\"Comein\"followed。
MissJosephineBarry,thin,prim,andrigid,wasknittingfiercelybythefire,herwrathquiteunappeasedandhereyessnappingthroughhergold-rimmedglasses。Shewheeledaroundinherchair,expectingtoseeDiana,andbeheldawhite-facedgirlwhosegreateyeswerebrimmedupwithamixtureofdesperatecourageandshrinkingterror。
\"Whoareyou?\"demandedMissJosephineBarry,withoutceremony。
\"I’mAnneofGreenGables,\"saidthesmallvisitortremulously,claspingherhandswithhercharacteristicgesture,\"andI’vecometoconfess,ifyouplease。\"
\"Confesswhat?\"
\"Thatitwasallmyfaultaboutjumpingintobedonyoulastnight。Isuggestedit。Dianawouldneverhavethoughtofsuchathing,Iamsure。Dianaisaveryladylikegirl,MissBarry。Soyoumustseehowunjustitistoblameher。\"
\"Oh,Imust,hey?IratherthinkDianadidhershareofthejumpingatleast。Suchcarryingsoninarespectablehouse!\"
\"Butwewereonlyinfun,\"persistedAnne。\"Ithinkyououghttoforgiveus,MissBarry,nowthatwe’veapologized。Andanyhow,pleaseforgiveDianaandletherhavehermusiclessons。Diana’sheartissetonhermusiclessons,MissBarry,andIknowtoowellwhatitistosetyourheartonathingandnotgetit。Ifyoumustbecrosswithanyone,becrosswithme。I’vebeensousedinmyearlydaystohavingpeoplecrossatmethatIcanendureitmuchbetterthanDianacan。\"
Muchofthesnaphadgoneoutoftheoldlady’seyesbythistimeandwasreplacedbyatwinkleofamusedinterest。Butshestillsaidseverely:
\"Idon’tthinkitisanyexcuseforyouthatyouwereonlyinfun。LittlegirlsneverindulgedinthatkindoffunwhenIwasyoung。Youdon’tknowwhatitistobeawakenedoutofasoundsleep,afteralongandarduousjourney,bytwogreatgirlscomingbouncedownonyou。\"
\"Idon’tKNOW,butIcanIMAGINE,\"saidAnneeagerly。\"I’msureitmusthavebeenverydisturbing。Butthen,thereisoursideofittoo。Haveyouanyimagination,MissBarry?Ifyouhave,justputyourselfinourplace。Wedidn’tknowtherewasanybodyinthatbedandyounearlyscaredustodeath。Itwassimplyawfulthewaywefelt。Andthenwecouldn’tsleepinthespareroomafterbeingpromised。Isupposeyouareusedtosleepinginsparerooms。Butjustimaginewhatyouwouldfeellikeifyouwerealittleorphangirlwhohadneverhadsuchanhonor。\"
Allthesnaphadgonebythistime。MissBarryactuallylaughed——asoundwhichcausedDiana,waitinginspeechlessanxietyinthekitchenoutside,togiveagreatgaspofrelief。
\"I’mafraidmyimaginationisalittlerusty——it’ssolongsinceIusedit,\"shesaid。\"Idaresayyourclaimtosympathyisjustasstrongasmine。Italldependsonthewaywelookatit。Sitdownhereandtellmeaboutyourself。\"
\"IamverysorryIcan’t,\"saidAnnefirmly。\"Iwouldliketo,becauseyouseemlikeaninterestinglady,andyoumightevenbeakindredspiritalthoughyoudon’tlookverymuchlikeit。ButitismydutytogohometoMissMarillaCuthbert。MissMarillaCuthbertisaverykindladywhohastakenmetobringupproperly。Sheisdoingherbest,butitisverydiscouragingwork。YoumustnotblameherbecauseIjumpedonthebed。ButbeforeIgoIdowishyouwouldtellmeifyouwillforgiveDianaandstayjustaslongasyoumeanttoinAvonlea。\"
\"IthinkperhapsIwillifyouwillcomeoverandtalktomeoccasionally,\"saidMissBarry。
ThateveningMissBarrygaveDianaasilverbanglebraceletandtoldtheseniormembersofthehouseholdthatshehadunpackedhervalise。
\"I’vemadeupmymindtostaysimplyforthesakeofgettingbetteracquaintedwiththatAnne-girl,\"shesaidfrankly。\"Sheamusesme,andatmytimeoflifeanamusingpersonisararity。\"
Marilla’sonlycommentwhensheheardthestorywas,\"Itoldyouso。\"ThiswasforMatthew’sbenefit。
MissBarrystayedhermonthoutandover。Shewasamoreagreeableguestthanusual,forAnnekeptheringoodhumor。
Theybecamefirmfriends。
WhenMissBarrywentawayshesaid:
\"Remember,youAnne-girl,whenyoucometotownyou’retovisitmeandI’llputyouinmyverysparestspare-roombedtosleep。\"
\"MissBarrywasakindredspirit,afterall,\"AnneconfidedtoMarilla。\"Youwouldn’tthinksotolookather,butsheis。Youdon’tfinditrightoutatfirst,asinMatthew’scase,butafterawhileyoucometoseeit。KindredspiritsarenotsoscarceasIusedtothink。It’ssplendidtofindouttherearesomanyofthemintheworld。\"