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类别:其他 作者:Lucy Maud Montgomery字数:24806更新时间:18/12/21 16:48:31
ThenextdaywasSundayandastherainpoureddownintorrentsfromdawntillduskAnnedidnotstirabroadfromGreenGables。 MondayafternoonMarillasentherdowntoMrs。Lynde’sonanerrand。InaveryshortspaceoftimeAnnecameflyingbackupthelanewithtearsrollingdownhercheeks。Intothekitchenshedashedandflungherselffacedownwardonthesofainanagony。 \"Whateverhasgonewrongnow,Anne?\"queriedMarillaindoubtanddismay。\"Idohopeyouhaven’tgoneandbeensaucytoMrs。Lyndeagain。\" NoanswerfromAnnesavemoretearsandstormiersobs! \"AnneShirley,whenIaskyouaquestionIwanttobeanswered。 Sitrightupthisveryminuteandtellmewhatyouarecryingabout。\" Annesatup,tragedypersonified。 \"Mrs。LyndewasuptoseeMrs。BarrytodayandMrs。Barrywasinanawfulstate,\"shewailed。\"ShesaysthatIsetDianaDRUNK Saturdayandsentherhomeinadisgracefulcondition。AndshesaysImustbeathoroughlybad,wickedlittlegirlandshe’snever,nevergoingtoletDianaplaywithmeagain。Oh,Marilla,I’mjustovercomewithwoe。\" Marillastaredinblankamazement。 \"SetDianadrunk!\"shesaidwhenshefoundhervoice。\"AnneareyouorMrs。Barrycrazy?Whatonearthdidyougiveher?\" \"Notathingbutraspberrycordial,\"sobbedAnne。\"Ineverthoughtraspberrycordialwouldsetpeopledrunk,Marilla——noteveniftheydrankthreebigtumblerfulsasDianadid。Oh,itsoundsso——so——likeMrs。Thomas’shusband!ButIdidn’tmeantosetherdrunk。\" \"Drunkfiddlesticks!\"saidMarilla,marchingtothesittingroompantry。Thereontheshelfwasabottlewhichsheatoncerecognizedasonecontainingsomeofherthree-year-oldhomemadecurrantwineforwhichshewascelebratedinAvonlea,althoughcertainofthestrictersort,Mrs。Barryamongthem,disapprovedstronglyofit。AndatthesametimeMarillarecollectedthatshehadputthebottleofraspberrycordialdowninthecellarinsteadofinthepantryasshehadtoldAnne。 Shewentbacktothekitchenwiththewinebottleinherhand。 Herfacewastwitchinginspiteofherself。 \"Anne,youcertainlyhaveageniusforgettingintotrouble。YouwentandgaveDianacurrantwineinsteadofraspberrycordial。 Didn’tyouknowthedifferenceyourself?\" \"Inevertastedit,\"saidAnne。\"Ithoughtitwasthecordial。 Imeanttobeso——so——hospitable。Dianagotawfullysickandhadtogohome。Mrs。BarrytoldMrs。Lyndeshewassimplydeaddrunk。Shejustlaughedsilly-likewhenhermotheraskedherwhatwasthematterandwenttosleepandsleptforhours。Hermothersmelledherbreathandknewshewasdrunk。Shehadafearfulheadachealldayyesterday。Mrs。Barryissoindignant。 ShewillneverbelievebutwhatIdiditonpurpose。\" \"IshouldthinkshewouldbetterpunishDianaforbeingsogreedyastodrinkthreeglassfulsofanything,\"saidMarillashortly。 \"Why,threeofthosebigglasseswouldhavemadehersickevenifithadonlybeencordial。Well,thisstorywillbeanicehandleforthosefolkswhoaresodownonmeformakingcurrantwine,althoughIhaven’tmadeanyforthreeyearseversinceIfoundoutthattheministerdidn’tapprove。Ijustkeptthatbottleforsickness。There,there,child,don’tcry。Ican’tseeasyouweretoblamealthoughI’msorryithappenedso。\" \"Imustcry,\"saidAnne。\"Myheartisbroken。Thestarsintheircoursesfightagainstme,Marilla。DianaandIarepartedforever。 Oh,Marilla,Ilittledreamedofthiswhenfirstwesworeourvowsoffriendship。\" \"Don’tbefoolish,Anne。Mrs。Barrywillthinkbetterofitwhenshefindsyou’renottoblame。Isupposeshethinksyou’vedoneitforasillyjokeorsomethingofthatsort。You’dbestgoupthiseveningandtellherhowitwas。\" \"MycouragefailsmeatthethoughtoffacingDiana’sinjuredmother,\"sighedAnne。\"Iwishyou’dgo,Marilla。You’resomuchmoredignifiedthanIam。Likelyshe’dlistentoyouquickerthantome。\" \"Well,Iwill,\"saidMarilla,reflectingthatitwouldprobablybethewisercourse。\"Don’tcryanymore,Anne。Itwillbeallright。\" MarillahadchangedhermindaboutitbeingallrightbythetimeshegotbackfromOrchardSlope。Annewaswatchingforhercomingandflewtotheporchdoortomeether。 \"Oh,Marilla,Iknowbyyourfacethatit’sbeennouse,\"shesaidsorrowfully。\"Mrs。Barrywon’tforgiveme?\" \"Mrs。Barryindeed!\"snappedMarilla。\"OfalltheunreasonablewomenIeversawshe’stheworst。Itoldheritwasallamistakeandyouweren’ttoblame,butshejustsimplydidn’tbelieveme。AndsherubbeditwellinaboutmycurrantwineandhowI’dalwayssaiditcouldn’thavetheleasteffectonanybody。 Ijusttoldherplainlythatcurrantwinewasn’tmeanttobedrunkthreetumblerfulsatatimeandthatifachildIhadtodowithwassogreedyI’dsoberherupwitharightgoodspanking。\" Marillawhiskedintothekitchen,grievouslydisturbed,leavingaverymuchdistractedlittlesoulintheporchbehindher。 PresentlyAnnesteppedoutbareheadedintothechillautumndusk; verydeterminedlyandsteadilyshetookherwaydownthroughtheserecloverfieldoverthelogbridgeandupthroughthesprucegrove,lightedbyapalelittlemoonhanginglowoverthewesternwoods。Mrs。Barry,comingtothedoorinanswertoatimidknock,foundawhite-lippedeager-eyedsuppliantonthedoorstep。 Herfacehardened。Mrs。Barrywasawomanofstrongprejudicesanddislikes,andherangerwasofthecold,sullensortwhichisalwayshardesttoovercome。Todoherjustice,shereallybelievedAnnehadmadeDianadrunkoutofsheermaliceprepense,??? andshewashonestlyanxioustopreserveherlittledaughterfromthecontaminationoffurtherintimacywithsuchachild。 \"Whatdoyouwant?\"shesaidstiffly。 Anneclaspedherhands。 \"Oh,Mrs。Barry,pleaseforgiveme。Ididnotmeanto——to——intoxicateDiana。HowcouldI?Justimagineifyouwereapoorlittleorphangirlthatkindpeoplehadadoptedandyouhadjustonebosomfriendinalltheworld。Doyouthinkyouwouldintoxicateheronpurpose?Ithoughtitwasonlyraspberrycordial。Iwasfirmlyconvinceditwasraspberrycordial。Oh,pleasedon’tsaythatyouwon’tletDianaplaywithmeanymore。 Ifyoudoyouwillcovermylifewithadarkcloudofwoe。\" ThisspeechwhichwouldhavesoftenedgoodMrs。Lynde’sheartinatwinkling,hadnoeffectonMrs。Barryexcepttoirritateherstillmore。ShewassuspiciousofAnne’sbigwordsanddramaticgesturesandimaginedthatthechildwasmakingfunofher。Soshesaid,coldlyandcruelly: \"Idon’tthinkyouareafitlittlegirlforDianatoassociatewith。You’dbettergohomeandbehaveyourself。\" Anne’slipsquivered。 \"Won’tyouletmeseeDianajustoncetosayfarewell?\"sheimplored。 \"DianahasgoneovertoCarmodywithherfather,\"saidMrs。 Barry,goinginandshuttingthedoor。 AnnewentbacktoGreenGablescalmwithdespair。 \"Mylasthopeisgone,\"shetoldMarilla。\"IwentupandsawMrs。Barrymyselfandshetreatedmeveryinsultingly。Marilla,IdoNOTthinksheisawell-bredwoman。ThereisnothingmoretodoexcepttoprayandIhaven’tmuchhopethatthat’lldomuchgoodbecause,Marilla,IdonotbelievethatGodHimselfcandoverymuchwithsuchanobstinatepersonasMrs。Barry。\" \"Anne,youshouldn’tsaysuchthings\"rebukedMarilla,strivingtoovercomethatunholytendencytolaughterwhichshewasdismayedtofindgrowinguponher。Andindeed,whenshetoldthewholestorytoMatthewthatnight,shedidlaughheartilyoverAnne’stribulations。 ButwhensheslippedintotheeastgablebeforegoingtobedandfoundthatAnnehadcriedherselftosleepanunaccustomedsoftnesscreptintoherface。 \"Poorlittlesoul,\"shemurmured,liftingaloosecurlofhairfromthechild’stear-stainedface。Thenshebentdownandkissedtheflushedcheekonthepillow。 CHAPTERXVII ANewInterestinLifeTHEnextafternoonAnne,bendingoverherpatchworkatthekitchenwindow,happenedtoglanceoutandbeheldDianadownbytheDryad’sBubblebeckoningmysteriously。InatriceAnnewasoutofthehouseandflyingdowntothehollow,astonishmentandhopestrugglinginherexpressiveeyes。ButthehopefadedwhenshesawDiana’sdejectedcountenance。 \"Yourmotherhasn’trelented?\"shegasped。 Dianashookherheadmournfully。 \"No;andoh,Anne,shesaysI’mnevertoplaywithyouagain。 I’vecriedandcriedandItoldheritwasn’tyourfault,butitwasn’tanyuse。Ihadeversuchatimecoaxinghertoletmecomedownandsaygood-byetoyou。ShesaidIwasonlytostaytenminutesandshe’stimingmebytheclock。\" \"Tenminutesisn’tverylongtosayaneternalfarewellin,\"saidAnnetearfully。\"Oh,Diana,willyoupromisefaithfullynevertoforgetme,thefriendofyouryouth,nomatterwhatdearerfriendsmaycaressthee?\" \"IndeedIwill,\"sobbedDiana,\"andI’llneverhaveanotherbosomfriend——Idon’twanttohave。Icouldn’tloveanybodyasIloveyou。\" \"Oh,Diana,\"criedAnne,claspingherhands,\"doyouLOVEme?\" \"Why,ofcourseIdo。Didn’tyouknowthat?\" \"No。\"Annedrewalongbreath。\"IthoughtyouLIKEDmeofcoursebutIneverhopedyouLOVEDme。Why,Diana,Ididn’tthinkanybodycouldloveme。NobodyeverhaslovedmesinceIcanremember。Oh,thisiswonderful!It’sarayoflightwhichwillforevershineonthedarknessofapathseveredfromthee,Diana。 Oh,justsayitonceagain。\" \"Iloveyoudevotedly,Anne,\"saidDianastanchly,\"andIalwayswill,youmaybesureofthat。\" \"AndIwillalwayslovethee,Diana,\"saidAnne,solemnlyextendingherhand。\"Intheyearstocomethymemorywillshinelikeastarovermylonelylife,asthatlaststorywereadtogethersays。Diana,wiltthougivemealockofthyjet-blacktressesinpartingtotreasureforevermore?\" \"Haveyougotanythingtocutitwith?\"queriedDiana,wipingawaythetearswhichAnne’saffectingaccentshadcausedtoflowafresh,andreturningtopracticalities。 \"Yes。I’vegotmypatchworkscissorsinmyapronpocketfortunately,\"saidAnne。ShesolemnlyclippedoneofDiana’scurls。\"Faretheewell,mybelovedfriend。Henceforthwemustbeasstrangersthoughlivingsidebyside。Butmyheartwilleverbefaithfultothee。\" AnnestoodandwatchedDianaoutofsight,mournfullywavingherhandtothelatterwheneversheturnedtolookback。Thenshereturnedtothehouse,notalittleconsoledforthetimebeingbythisromanticparting。 \"Itisallover,\"sheinformedMarilla。\"Ishallneverhaveanotherfriend。I’mreallyworseoffthaneverbefore,forI haven’tKatieMauriceandViolettanow。AndevenifIhaditwouldn’tbethesame。Somehow,littledreamgirlsarenotsatisfyingafterarealfriend。DianaandIhadsuchanaffectingfarewelldownbythespring。Itwillbesacredinmymemoryforever。IusedthemostpatheticlanguageIcouldthinkofandsaid`thou’and`thee。’`Thou’and`thee’seemsomuchmoreromanticthan`you。’DianagavemealockofherhairandI’mgoingtosewitupinalittlebagandwearitaroundmyneckallmylife。Pleaseseethatitisburiedwithme,forIdon’tbelieveI’llliveverylong。PerhapswhensheseesmelyingcoldanddeadbeforeherMrs。BarrymayfeelremorseforwhatshehasdoneandwillletDianacometomyfuneral。\" \"Idon’tthinkthereismuchfearofyourdyingofgriefaslongasyoucantalk,Anne,\"saidMarillaunsympathetically。 ThefollowingMondayAnnesurprisedMarillabycomingdownfromherroomwithherbasketofbooksonherarmandhip???lipsprimmedupintoalineofdetermination。 \"I’mgoingbacktoschool,\"sheannounced。\"Thatisallthereisleftinlifeforme,nowthatmyfriendhasbeenruthlesslytornfromme。InschoolIcanlookatherandmuseoverdaysdeparted。\" \"You’dbettermuseoveryourlessonsandsums,\"saidMarilla,concealingherdelightatthisdevelopmentofthesituation。\"Ifyou’regoingbacktoschoolIhopewe’llhearnomoreofbreakingslatesoverpeople’sheadsandsuchcarryingson。Behaveyourselfanddojustwhatyourteachertellsyou。\" \"I’lltrytobeamodelpupil,\"agreedAnnedolefully。\"Therewon’tbemuchfuninit,Iexpect。Mr。PhillipssaidMinnieAndrewswasamodelpupilandthereisn’tasparkofimaginationorlifeinher。Sheisjustdullandpokyandneverseemstohaveagoodtime。ButIfeelsodepressedthatperhapsitwillcomeeasytomenow。I’mgoingroundbytheroad。Icouldn’tbeartogobytheBirchPathallalone。IshouldweepbittertearsifIdid。\" Annewaswelcomedbacktoschoolwithopenarms。Herimaginationhadbeensorelymissedingames,hervoiceinthesingingandherdramaticabilityintheperusalaloudofbooksatdinnerhour。 RubyGillissmuggledthreeblueplumsovertoherduringtestamentreading;EllaMayMacPhersongaveheranenormousyellowpansycutfromthecoversofafloralcatalogue——aspeciesofdeskdecorationmuchprizedinAvonleaschool。SophiaSloaneofferedtoteachheraperfectlyelegantnewpatternofknitlace,sonicefortrimmingaprons。KatieBoultergaveheraperfumebottletokeepslatewaterin,andJuliaBellcopiedcarefullyonapieceofpalepinkpaperscallopedontheedgesthefollowingeffusion: WhentwilightdropshercurtaindownAndpinsitwithastarRememberthatyouhaveafriendThoughshemaywanderfar。 \"It’ssonicetobeappreciated,\"sighedAnnerapturouslytoMarillathatnight。 Thegirlswerenottheonlyscholarswho\"appreciated\"her。WhenAnnewenttoherseatafterdinnerhour——shehadbeentoldbyMr。 PhillipstositwiththemodelMinnieAndrews——shefoundonherdeskabigluscious\"strawberryapple。\"AnnecaughtitupallreadytotakeabitewhensherememberedthattheonlyplaceinAvonleawherestrawberryapplesgrewwasintheoldBlytheorchardontheothersideoftheLakeofShiningWaters。Annedroppedtheappleasifitwereared-hotcoalandostentatiouslywipedherfingersonherhandkerchief。Theapplelayuntouchedonherdeskuntilthenextmorning,whenlittleTimothyAndrews,whoswepttheschoolandkindledthefire,annexeditasoneofhisperquisites。CharlieSloane’sslatepencil,gorgeouslybedizenedwithstripedredandyellowpaper,costingtwocentswhereordinarypencilscostonlyone,whichhesentuptoherafterdinnerhour,metwithamorefavorablereception。AnnewasgraciouslypleasedtoacceptitandrewardedthedonorwithasmilewhichexaltedthatinfatuatedyouthstraightwayintotheseventhheavenofdelightandcausedhimtomakesuchfearfulerrorsinhisdictationthatMr。Phillipskepthiminafterschooltorewriteit。 Butas,TheCaesar’spageantshornofBrutus’bustDidbutofRome’sbestsonremindhermore。 sothemarkedabsenceofanytributeorrecognitionfromDianaBarrywhowassittingwithGertiePyeembitteredAnne’slittletriumph。 \"Dianamightjusthavesmiledatmeonce,Ithink,\"shemournedtoMarillathatnight。Butthenextmorninganotemostfearfullyandwonderfullytwistedandfolded,andasmallparcelwerepassedacrosstoAnne。 DearAnne(rantheformer) MothersaysI’mnottoplaywithyouortalktoyoueveninschool。Itisn’tmyfaultanddon’tbecrossatme,becauseI loveyouasmuchasever。ImissyouawfullytotellallmysecretstoandIdon’tlikeGertiePyeonebit。Imadeyouoneofthenewbookmarkersoutofredtissuepaper。Theyareawfullyfashionablenowandonlythreegirlsinschoolknowhowtomakethem。WhenyoulookatitrememberYourtruefriendDianaBarry。 Annereadthenote,kissedthebookmark,anddispatchedapromptreplybacktotheothersideoftheschool。 MyowndarlingDiana:—— OfcourseIamnotcrossatyoubecauseyouhavetoobeyyourmother。Ourspiritscancommune。Ishallkeepyourlovelypresentforever。MinnieAndrewsisaverynicelittlegirl——althoughshehasnoimagination——butafterhavingbeenDiana’sbusumfriendIcannotbeMinnie’s。Pleaseexcusemistakesbecausemyspellingisn’tverygoodyet,althoughmuchimprooved。 YoursuntildeathusdopartAnneorCordeliaShirley。 P。S。Ishallsleepwithyourletterundermypillowtonight。 A。ORC。S。 MarillapessimisticallyexpectedmoretroublesinceAnnehadagainbeguntogotoschool。Butnonedeveloped。PerhapsAnnecaughtsomethingofthe\"model\"spiritfromMinnieAndrews;atleastshegotonverywellwithMr。Phillipsthenceforth。Sheflungherselfintoherstudiesheartandsoul,determinednottobeoutdoneinanyclassbyGilbertBlythe。Therivalrybetweenthemwassoonapparent;itwasentirelygoodnaturedonGilbert’sside;butitismuchtobefearedthatthesamethingcannotbesaidofAnne,whohadcertainlyanunpraiseworthytenacityforholdinggrudges。Shewasasintenseinherhatredsasinherloves。ShewouldnotstooptoadmitthatshemeanttorivalGilbertinschoolwork,becausethatwouldhavebeentoacknowledgehisexistencewhichAnnepersistentlyignored;buttherivalrywasthereandhonorsfluctuatedbetweenthem。NowGilbertwasheadofthespellingclass;nowAnne,withatossofherlongredbraids,spelledhimdown。OnemorningGilberthadallhissumsdonecorrectlyandhadhisnamewrittenontheblackboardontherollofhonor;thenextmorningAnne,havingwrestledwildlywithdecimalstheentireeveningbefore,wouldbefirst。Oneawfuldaytheyweretiesandtheirnameswerewrittenuptogether。Itwasalmostasbadasatake-noticeandAnne’smortificationwasasevidentasGilbert’ssatisfaction。Whenthewrittenexaminationsattheendofeachmonthwereheldthesuspensewasterrible。ThefirstmonthGilbertcameoutthreemarksahead。ThesecondAnnebeathimbyfive。ButhertriumphwasmarredbythefactthatGilbertcongratulatedherheartilybeforethewholeschool。Itwouldhavebeeneversomuchsweetertoherifhehadfeltthestingofhisdefeat。 Mr。Phillipsmightnotbeaverygoodteacher;butapupilsoinflexiblydeterminedonlearningasAnnewascouldhardlyescapemakingprogressunderanykindofteacher。BytheendofthetermAnneandGilbertwerebothpromotedintothefifthclassandallowedtobeginstudyingtheelementsof\"thebranches\"——bywhichLatin,geometry,French,andalgebraweremeant。IngeometryAnnemetherWaterloo。 \"It’sperfectlyawfulstuff,Marilla,\"shegroaned。\"I’msureI’llneverbeabletomakeheadortailofit。Thereisnoscopeforimaginationinitatall。Mr。PhillipssaysI’mtheworstdunceheeversawatit。AndGil——Imeansomeoftheothersaresosmartatit。Itisextremelymortifying,Marilla。 EvenDianagetsalongbetterthanIdo。ButIdon’tmindbeingbeatenbyDiana。EvenalthoughwemeetasstrangersnowIstillloveherwithanINEXTINGUISHABLElove。Itmakesmeverysadattimestothinkabouther。Butreally,Marilla,onecan’tstaysadverylonginsuchaninterestingworld,canone?\" CHAPTERXVIII AnnetotheRescueALLthingsgreatarewoundupwithallthingslittle。AtfirstglanceitmightnotseemthatthedecisionofacertainCanadianPremiertoincludePrinceEdwardIslandinapoliticaltourcouldhavemuchoranythingtodowiththefortunesoflittleAnneShirleyatGreenGables。Butithad。 ItwasaJanuarythePremiercame,toaddresshisloyalsupportersandsuchofhisnonsupportersaschosetobepresentatthemonstermassmeetingheldinCharlottetown。MostoftheAvonleapeoplewereonPremier’ssideofpolitics;henceonthenightofthemeetingnearlyallthemenandagoodlyproportionofthewomenhadgonetotownthirtymilesaway。Mrs。RachelLyndehadgonetoo。Mrs。RachelLyndewasared-hotpoliticianandcouldn’thavebelievedthatthepoliticalrallycouldbecarriedthroughwithouther,althoughshewasontheoppositesideofpolitics。Soshewenttotownandtookherhusband——Thomaswouldbeusefulinlookingafterthehorse——andMarillaCuthbertwithher。Marillahadasneakinginterestinpoliticsherself,andasshethoughtitmightbeheronlychancetoseeareallivePremier,shepromptlytookit,leavingAnneandMatthewtokeephouseuntilherreturnthefollowingday。 Hence,whileMarillaandMrs。Rachelwereenjoyingthemselveshugelyatthemassmeeting,AnneandMatthewhadthecheerfulkitchenatGreenGablesalltothemselves。Abrightfirewasglowingintheold-fashionedWaterloostoveandblue-whitefrostcrystalswereshiningonthewindowpanes。MatthewnoddedoveraFARMERS’ADVOCATEonthesofaandAnneatthetablestudiedherlessonswithgrimdetermination,despitesundrywistfulglancesattheclockshelf,wherelayanewbookthatJaneAndrewshadlentherthatday。Janehadassuredherthatitwaswarrantedtoproduceanynumberofthrills,orwordstothateffect,andAnne’sfingerstingledtoreachoutforit。ButthatwouldmeanGilbertBlythe’striumphonthemorrow。Anneturnedherbackontheclockshelfandtriedtoimagineitwasn’tthere。 \"Matthew,didyoueverstudygeometrywhenyouwenttoschool?\" \"Wellnow,no,Ididn’t,\"saidMatthew,comingoutofhisdozewithastart。 \"Iwishyouhad,\"sighedAnne,\"becausethenyou’dbeabletosympathizewithme。Youcan’tsympathizeproperlyifyou’veneverstudiedit。Itiscastingacloudovermywholelife。I’msuchadunceatit,Matthew。\" \"Wellnow,Idunno,\"saidMatthewsoothingly。\"Iguessyou’reallrightatanything。Mr。PhillipstoldmelastweekinBlair’sstoreatCarmodythatyouwasthesmartestscholarinschoolandwasmakingrapidprogress。`Rapidprogress’washisverywords。There’sthemasrunsdownTeddyPhillipsandsaysheain’tmuchofateacher,butIguesshe’sallright。\" MatthewwouldhavethoughtanyonewhopraisedAnnewas\"allright。\" \"I’msureI’dgetonbetterwithgeometryifonlyhewouldn’tchangetheletters,\"complainedAnne。\"IlearnthepropositionoffbyheartandthenhedrawsitontheblackboardandputsdifferentlettersfromwhatareinthebookandIgetallmixedup。Idon’tthinkateachershouldtakesuchameanadvantage,doyou?We’restudyingagriculturenowandI’vefoundoutatlastwhatmakestheroadsred。It’sagreatcomfort。IwonderhowMarillaandMrs。Lyndeareenjoyingthemselves。Mrs。LyndesaysCanadaisgoingtothedogsthewaythingsarebeingrunatOttawaandthatit’sanawfulwarningtotheelectors。Shesaysifwomenwereallowedtovotewewouldsoonseeablessedchange。 Whatwaydoyouvote,Matthew?\" \"Conservative,\"saidMatthewpromptly。TovoteConservativewaspartofMatthew’sreligion。 \"ThenI’mConservativetoo,\"saidAnnedecidedly。\"I’mgladbecauseGil——becausesomeoftheboysinschoolareGrits。I guessMr。PhillipsisaGrittoobecausePrissyAndrews’sfatherisone,andRubyGillissaysthatwhenamaniscourtinghealwayshastoagreewiththegirl’smotherinreligionandherfatherinpolitics。Isthattrue,Matthew?\" \"Wellnow,Idunno,\"saidMatthew。 \"Didyouevergocourting,Matthew?\" \"Wellnow,no,Idunno’sIeverdid,\"saidMatthew,whohadcertainlyneverthoughtofsuchathinginhiswholeexistence。 Annereflectedwithherchininherhands。 \"Itmustberatherinteresting,don’tyouthink,Matthew?RubyGillissayswhenshegrowsupshe’sgoingtohaveeversomanybeausonthestringandhavethemallcrazyabouther;butI thinkthatwouldbetooexciting。I’dratherhavejustoneinhisrightmind。ButRubyGillisknowsagreatdealaboutsuchmattersbecauseshehassomanybigsisters,andMrs。LyndesaystheGillisgirlshavegoneofflikehotcakes。Mr。PhillipsgoesuptoseePrissyAndrewsnearlyeveryevening。HesaysitistohelpherwithherlessonsbutMirandaSloaneisstudyingforQueen’stoo,andIshouldthinksheneededhelpalotmorethanPrissybecauseshe’seversomuchstupider,buthenevergoestohelpherintheeveningsatall。ThereareagreatmanythingsinthisworldthatIcan’tunderstandverywell,Matthew。\" \"Wellnow,IdunnoasIcomprehendthemallmyself,\"acknowledgedMatthew。 \"Well,IsupposeImustfinishupmylessons。Iwon’tallowmyselftoopenthatnewbookJanelentmeuntilI’mthrough。Butit’saterribletemptation,Matthew。EvenwhenIturnmybackonitIcanseeittherejustasplain。Janesaidshecriedherselfsickoverit。Iloveabookthatmakesmecry。ButIthinkI’llcarrythatbookintothesittingroomandlockitinthejamclosetandgiveyouthekey。AndyoumustNOTgiveittome,Matthew,untilmylessonsaredone,notevenifIimploreyouonmybendedknees。It’sallverywelltosayresisttemptation,butit’seversomucheasiertoresistitifyoucan’tgetthekey。AndthenshallIrundownthecellarandgetsomerussets,Matthew?Wouldn’tyoulikesomerussets?\" \"Wellnow,IdunnobutwhatIwould,\"saidMatthew,whoneveraterussetsbutknewAnne’sweaknessforthem。 JustasAnneemergedtriumphantlyfromthecellarwithherplatefulofrussetscamethesoundofflyingfootstepsontheicyboardwalkoutsideandthenextmomentthekitchendoorwasflungopenandinrushedDianaBarry,whitefacedandbreathless,withashawlwrappedhastilyaroundherhead。Annepromptlyletgoofhercandleandplateinhersurprise,andplate,candle,andapplescrashedtogetherdownthecellarladderandwerefoundatthebottomembeddedinmeltedgrease,thenextday,byMarilla,whogatheredthemupandthankedmercythehousehadn’tbeensetonfire。 \"Whateveristhematter,Diana?\"criedAnne。\"Hasyourmotherrelentedatlast?\" \"Oh,Anne,docomequick,\"imploredDiananervously。\"MinnieMayisawfulsick——she’sgotcroup。YoungMaryJoesays——andFatherandMotherareawaytotownandthere’snobodytogoforthedoctor。MinnieMayisawfulbadandYoungMaryJoedoesn’tknowwhattodo——andoh,Anne,I’msoscared!\" Matthew,withoutaword,reachedoutforcapandcoat,slippedpastDianaandawayintothedarknessoftheyard。 \"He’sgonetoharnessthesorrelmaretogotoCarmodyforthedoctor,\"saidAnne,whowashurryingonhoodandjacket。\"Iknowitaswellasifhe’dsaidso。MatthewandIaresuchkindredspiritsIcanreadhisthoughtswithoutwordsatall。\" \"Idon’tbelievehe’llfindthedoctoratCarmody,\"sobbedDiana。 \"IknowthatDr。BlairwenttotownandIguessDr。Spencerwouldgotoo。YoungMaryJoeneversawanybodywithcroupandMrs。Lyndeisaway。Oh,Anne!\" \"Don’tcry,Di,\"saidAnnecheerily。\"Iknowexactlywhattodoforcroup。YouforgetthatMrs。Hammondhadtwinsthreetimes。 Whenyoulookafterthreepairsoftwinsyounaturallygetalotofexperience。Theyallhadcroupregularly。JustwaittillI gettheipecacbottle——youmayn’thaveanyatyourhouse。Comeonnow。\" ThetwolittlegirlshastenedouthandinhandandhurriedthroughLover’sLaneandacrossthecrustedfieldbeyond,forthesnowwastoodeeptogobytheshorterwoodway。Anne,althoughsincerelysorryforMinnieMay,wasfarfrombeinginsensibletotheromanceofthesituationandtothesweetnessofoncemoresharingthatromancewithakindredspirit。 Thenightwasclearandfrosty,allebonyofshadowandsilverofsnowyslope;bigstarswereshiningoverthesilentfields;hereandtherethedarkpointedfirsstoodupwithsnowpowderingtheirbranchesandthewindwhistlingthroughthem。Annethoughtitwastrulydelightfultogoskimmingthroughallthismysteryandlovelinesswithyourbosomfriendwhohadbeensolongestranged。 MinnieMay,agedthree,wasreallyverysick。Shelayonthekitchensofafeverishandrestless,whileherhoarsebreathingcouldbeheardalloverthehouse。YoungMaryJoe,abuxom,broad-facedFrenchgirlfromthecreek,whomMrs。Barryhadengagedtostaywiththechildrenduringherabsence,washelplessandbewildered,quiteincapableofthinkingwhattodo,ordoingitifshethoughtofit。 Annewenttoworkwithskillandpromptness。 \"MinnieMayhascroupallright;she’sprettybad,butI’veseenthemworse。Firstwemusthavelotsofhotwater。Ideclare,Diana,thereisn’tmorethanacupfulinthekettle!There,I’vefilleditup,and,MaryJoe,youmayputsomewoodinthestove。 Idon’twanttohurtyourfeelingsbutitseemstomeyoumighthavethoughtofthisbeforeifyou’danyimagination。Now,I’llundressMinnieMayandputhertobedandyoutrytofindsomesoftflannelcloths,Diana。I’mgoingtogiveheradoseofipecacfirstofall。\" MinnieMaydidnottakekindlytotheipecacbutAnnehadnotbroughtupthreepairsoftwinsfornothing。Downthatipecacwent,notonlyonce,butmanytimesduringthelong,anxiousnightwhenthetwolittlegirlsworkedpatientlyoverthesufferingMinnieMay,andYoungMaryJoe,honestlyanxioustodoallshecould,keptuparoaringfireandheatedmorewaterthanwouldhavebeenneededforahospitalofcroupybabies。 Itwasthreeo’clockwhenMatthewcamewithadoctor,forhehadbeenobligedtogoallthewaytoSpencervaleforone。Butthepressingneedforassistancewaspast。MinnieMaywasmuchbetterandwassleepingsoundly。 \"Iwasawfullyneargivingupindespair,\"explainedAnne。\"ShegotworseandworseuntilshewassickerthanevertheHammondtwinswere,eventhelastpair。Iactuallythoughtshewasgoingtochoketodeath。IgavehereverydropofipecacinthatbottleandwhenthelastdosewentdownIsaidtomyself——nottoDianaorYoungMaryJoe,becauseIdidn’twanttoworrythemanymorethantheywereworried,butIhadtosayittomyselfjusttorelievemyfeelings——`ThisisthelastlingeringhopeandI fear,tisavainone。’Butinaboutthreeminutesshecoughedupthephlegmandbegantogetbetterrightaway。Youmustjustimaginemyrelief,doctor,becauseIcan’texpressitinwords。 Youknowtherearesomethingsthatcannotbeexpressedinwords。\" \"Yes,Iknow,\"noddedthedoctor。HelookedatAnneasifhewerethinkingsomethingsaboutherthatcouldn’tbeexpressedinwords。Lateron,however,heexpressedthemtoMr。andMrs。Barry。 \"ThatlittleredheadedgirltheyhaveoveratCuthbert’sisassmartastheymake’em。Itellyoushesavedthatbaby’slife,foritwouldhavebeentoolatebythetimeIgotthere。Sheseemstohaveaskillandpresenceofmindperfectlywonderfulinachildofherage。Ineversawanythingliketheeyesofherwhenshewasexplainingthecasetome。\" Annehadgonehomeinthewonderful,white-frostedwintermorning,heavyeyedfromlossofsleep,butstilltalkingunweariedlytoMatthewastheycrossedthelongwhitefieldandwalkedundertheglitteringfairyarchoftheLover’sLanemaples。 \"Oh,Matthew,isn’titawonderfulmorning?TheworldlookslikesomethingGodhadjustimaginedforHisownpleasure,doesn’tit? ThosetreeslookasifIcouldblowthemawaywithabreath——pouf!I’msogladIliveinaworldwheretherearewhitefrosts,aren’tyou?AndI’msogladMrs。Hammondhadthreepairsoftwinsafterall。Ifshehadn’tImightn’thaveknownwhattodoforMinnieMay。I’mrealsorryIwasevercrosswithMrs。 Hammondforhavingtwins。But,oh,Matthew,I’msosleepy。I can’tgotoschool。IjustknowIcouldn’tkeepmyeyesopenandI’dbesostupid。Butlhatetostayhome,forGil——someoftheotherswillgetheadoftheclass,andit’ssohardtogetupagain——althoughofcoursetheharderitisthemoresatisfactionyouhavewhenyoudogetup,haven’tyou?\" \"Wellnow,Iguessyou’llmanageallright,\"saidMatthew,lookingatAnne’swhitelittlefaceandthedarkshadowsunderhereyes。\"Youjustgorighttobedandhaveagoodsleep。I’lldoallthechores。\" AnneaccordinglywenttobedandsleptsolongandsoundlythatitwaswelloninthewhiteandrosywinterafternoonwhensheawokeanddescendedtothekitchenwhereMarilla,whohadarrivedhomeinthemeantime,wassittingknitting。 \"Oh,didyouseethePremier?\"exclaimedAnneatonce。\"WhatdidhelooklikeMarilla?\" \"Well,henevergottobePremieronaccountofhislooks,\"saidMarilla。\"Suchanoseasthatmanhad!Buthecanspeak。IwasproudofbeingaConservative。RachelLynde,ofcourse,beingaLiberal,hadnouseforhim。Yourdinnerisintheoven,Anne,andyoucangetyourselfsomeblueplumpreserveoutofthepantry。Iguessyou’rehungry。Matthewhasbeentellingmeaboutlastnight。Imustsayitwasfortunateyouknewwhattodo。Iwouldn’thavehadanyideamyself,forIneversawacaseofcroup。Therenow,nevermindtalkingtillyou’vehadyourdinner。Icantellbythelookofyouthatyou’rejustfullupwithspeeches,butthey’llkeep。\" MarillahadsomethingtotellAnne,butshedidnottellitjustthenforsheknewifshedidAnne’sconsequentexcitementwouldliftherclearoutoftheregionofsuchmaterialmattersasappetiteordinner。NotuntilAnnehadfinishedhersaucerofblueplumsdidMarillasay: \"Mrs。Barrywasherethisafternoon,Anne。Shewantedtoseeyou,butIwouldn’twakeyouup。ShesaysyousavedMinnieMay’slife,andsheisverysorrysheactedasshedidinthataffairofthecurrantwine。Shesayssheknowsnowyoudidn’tmeantosetDianadrunk,andshehopesyou’llforgiveherandbegoodfriendswithDianaagain。You’retogooverthiseveningifyoulikeforDianacan’tstiroutsidethedooronaccountofabadcoldshecaughtlastnight。Now,AnneShirley,forpity’ssakedon’tflyupintotheair。\" Thewarningseemednotunnecessary,soupliftedandaerialwasAnne’sexpressionandattitudeasshesprangtoherfeet,herfaceirradiatedwiththeflameofherspirit。 \"Oh,Marilla,canIgorightnow——withoutwashingmydishes? I’llwashthemwhenIcomeback,butIcannottiemyselfdowntoanythingsounromanticasdishwashingatthisthrillingmoment。\" \"Yes,yes,runalong,\"saidMarillaindulgently。\"AnneShirley——areyoucrazy?Comebackthisinstantandputsomethingonyou。Imightaswellcalltothewind。She’sgonewithoutacaporwrap。Lookathertearingthroughtheorchardwithherhairstreaming。It’llbeamercyifshedoesn’tcatchherdeathofcold。\" Annecamedancinghomeinthepurplewintertwilightacrossthesnowyplaces。Afarinthesouthwestwasthegreatshimmering,pearl-likesparkleofaneveningstarinaskythatwaspalegoldenandetherealroseovergleamingwhitespacesanddarkglensofspruce。Thetinklesofsleighbellsamongthesnowyhillscamelikeelfinchimesthroughthefrostyair,buttheirmusicwasnotsweeterthanthesonginAnne’sheartandonherlips。 \"Youseebeforeyouaperfectlyhappyperson,Marilla,\"sheannounced。\"I’mperfectlyhappy——yes,inspiteofmyredhair。 JustatpresentIhaveasoulaboveredhair。Mrs。Barrykissedmeandcriedandsaidshewassosorryandshecouldneverrepayme。Ifeltfearfullyembarrassed,Marilla,butIjustsaidaspolitelyasIcould,`Ihavenohardfeelingsforyou,Mrs。 Barry。IassureyouonceforallthatIdidnotmeantointoxicateDianaandhenceforthIshallcoverthepastwiththemantleofoblivion。’Thatwasaprettydignifiedwayofspeakingwasn’tit,Marilla? IfeltthatIwasheapingcoalsoffireonMrs。Barry’shead。 AndDianaandIhadalovelyafternoon。DianashowedmeanewfancycrochetstitchherauntoveratCarmodytaughther。NotasoulinAvonleaknowsitbutus,andwepledgedasolemnvownevertorevealittoanyoneelse。Dianagavemeabeautifulcardwithawreathofrosesonitandaverseofpoetry: \"IfyoulovemeasIloveyouNothingbutdeathcanpartustwo。 Andthatistrue,Marilla。We’regoingtoaskMr。Phillipstoletussittogetherinschoolagain,andGertiePyecangowithMinnieAndrews。Wehadaneleganttea。Mrs。Barryhadtheverybestchinasetout,Marilla,justasifIwasrealcompany。I can’ttellyouwhatathrillitgaveme。Nobodyeverusedtheirverybestchinaonmyaccountbefore。Andwehadfruitcakeandpoundcakeanddoughnutsandtwokindsofpreserves,Marilla。 AndMrs。BarryaskedmeifItookteaandsaid`Pa,whydon’tyoupassthebiscuitstoAnne?’Itmustbelovelytobegrownup,Marilla,whenjustbeingtreatedasifyouwereissonice。\" \"Idon’tknowaboutthat,\"saidMarilla,withabriefsigh。 \"Well,anyway,whenIamgrownup,\"saidAnnedecidedly,\"I’malwaysgoingtotalktolittlegirlsasiftheyweretoo,andI’llneverlaughwhentheyusebigwords。Iknowfromsorrowfulexperiencehowthathurtsone’sfeelings。AfterteaDianaandI madetaffy。Thetaffywasn’tverygood,IsupposebecauseneitherDiananorIhadevermadeanybefore。DianaleftmetostiritwhileshebutteredtheplatesandIforgotandletitburn;andthenwhenwesetitoutontheplatformtocoolthecatwalkedoveroneplateandthathadtobethrownaway。Butthemakingofitwassplendidfun。ThenwhenIcamehomeMrs。BarryaskedmetocomeoverasoftenasIcouldandDianastoodatthewindowandthrewkissestomeallthewaydowntoLover’sLane。 Iassureyou,Marilla,thatIfeellikeprayingtonightandI’mgoingtothinkoutaspecialbrand-newprayerinhonoroftheoccasion。\" CHAPTERXIX AConcertaCatastropheandaConfession\"MARILLA,canIgoovertoseeDianajustforaminute?\"askedAnne,runningbreathlesslydownfromtheeastgableoneFebruaryevening。 \"Idon’tseewhatyouwanttobetraipsingaboutafterdarkfor,\" saidMarillashortly。\"YouandDianawalkedhomefromschooltogetherandthenstooddownthereinthesnowforhalfanhourmore,yourtonguesgoingthewholeblessedtime,clickety-clack。 SoIdon’tthinkyou’reverybadlyofftoseeheragain。\" \"Butshewantstoseeme,\"pleadedAnne。\"Shehassomethingveryimportanttotellme。\" \"Howdoyouknowshehas?\" \"Becauseshejustsignaledtomefromherwindow。Wehavearrangedawaytosignalwithourcandlesandcardboard。Wesetthecandleonthewindowsillandmakeflashesbypassingthecardboardbackandforth。Somanyflashesmeanacertainthing。 Itwasmyidea,Marilla。\" \"I’llwarrantyouitwas,\"saidMarillaemphatically。\"Andthenextthingyou’llbesettingfiretothecurtainswithyoursignalingnonsense。\" \"Oh,we’reverycareful,Marilla。Andit’ssointeresting。Twoflashesmean,`Areyouthere?’Threemean`yes’andfour`no。’ Fivemean,`Comeoverassoonaspossible,becauseIhavesomethingimportanttoreveal。’Dianahasjustsignaledfiveflashes,andI’mreallysufferingtoknowwhatitis。\" \"Well,youneedn’tsufferanylonger,\"saidMarillasarcastically。\"Youcango,butyou’retobebackhereinjusttenminutes,rememberthat。\" Annedidrememberitandwasbackinthestipulatedtime,althoughprobablynomortalwilleverknowjustwhatitcosthertoconfinethediscussionofDiana’simportantcommunicationwithinthelimitsoftenminutes。Butatleastshehadmadegooduseofthem。 \"Oh,Marilla,whatdoyouthink?YouknowtomorrowisDiana’sbirthday。Well,hermothertoldhershecouldaskmetogohomewithherfromschoolandstayallnightwithher。AndhercousinsarecomingoverfromNewbridgeinabigpungsleightogototheDebatingClubconcertatthehalltomorrownight。AndtheyaregoingtotakeDianaandmetotheconcert——ifyou’llletmego,thatis。Youwill,won’tyou,Marilla?Oh,Ifeelsoexcited。\" \"Youcancalmdownthen,becauseyou’renotgoing。You’rebetterathomeinyourownbed,andasforthatclubconcert,it’sallnonsense,andlittlegirlsshouldnotbeallowedtogoouttosuchplacesatall。\" \"I’msuretheDebatingClubisamostrespectableaffair,\" pleadedAnne。 \"I’mnotsayingitisn’t。Butyou’renotgoingtobegingaddingabouttoconcertsandstayingoutallhoursofthenight。Prettydoingsforchildren。I’msurprisedatMrs。Barry’slettingDianago。\" \"Butit’ssuchaveryspecialoccasion,\"mournedAnne,onthevergeoftears。\"Dianahasonlyonebirthdayinayear。Itisn’tasifbirthdayswerecommonthings,Marilla。PrissyAndrewsisgoingtorecite`CurfewMustNotRingTonight。’Thatissuchagoodmoralpiece,Marilla,I’msureitwoulddomelotsofgoodtohearit。Andthechoiraregoingtosingfourlovelypatheticsongsthatareprettynearasgoodashymns。Andoh,Marilla,theministerisgoingtotakepart;yes,indeed,heis;he’sgoingtogiveanaddress。Thatwillbejustaboutthesamethingasasermon。Please,mayn’tIgo,Marilla?\" \"YouheardwhatIsaid,Anne,didn’tyou?Takeoffyourbootsnowandgotobed。It’spasteight。\" \"There’sjustonemorething,Marilla,\"saidAnne,withtheairofproducingthelastshotinherlocker。\"Mrs。BarrytoldDianathatwemightsleepinthespare-roombed。ThinkofthehonorofyourlittleAnnebeingputinthespare-roombed。\" \"It’sanhonoryou’llhavetogetalongwithout。Gotobed,Anne,anddon’tletmehearanotherwordoutofyou。\" WhenAnne,withtearsrollingoverhercheeks,hadgonesorrowfullyupstairs,Matthew,whohadbeenapparentlysoundasleepontheloungeduringthewholedialogue,openedhiseyesandsaiddecidedly: \"Wellnow,Marilla,IthinkyououghttoletAnnego。\" \"Idon’tthen,\"retortedMarilla。\"Who’sbringingthischildup,Matthew,youorme?\" \"Wellnow,you,\"admittedMatthew。 \"Don’tinterferethen。\" \"Wellnow,Iain’tinterfering。Itain’tinterferingtohaveyourownopinion。AndmyopinionisthatyououghttoletAnnego。\" \"You’dthinkIoughttoletAnnegotothemoonifshetookthenotion,I’venodoubt\"wasMarilla’samiablerejoinder。\"ImighthaveletherspendthenightwithDiana,ifthatwasall。ButI don’tapproveofthisconcertplan。She’dgothereandcatchcoldlikeasnot,andhaveherheadfilledupwithnonsenseandexcitement。Itwouldunsettleherforaweek。Iunderstandthatchild’sdispositionandwhat’sgoodforitbetterthanyou,Matthew。\" \"IthinkyououghttoletAnnego,\"repeatedMatthewfirmly。 Argumentwasnothisstrongpoint,butholdingfasttohisopinioncertainlywas。Marillagaveagaspofhelplessnessandtookrefugeinsilence。Thenextmorning,whenAnnewaswashingthebreakfastdishesinthepantry,MatthewpausedonhiswayouttothebarntosaytoMarillaagain: \"IthinkyououghttoletAnnego,Marilla。\" ForamomentMarillalookedthingsnotlawfultobeuttered。 Thensheyieldedtotheinevitableandsaidtartly: \"Verywell,shecango,sincenothingelse’llpleaseyou。\" Anneflewoutofthepantry,drippingdishclothinhand。 \"Oh,Marilla,Marilla,saythoseblessedwordsagain。\" \"Iguessonceisenoughtosaythem。ThisisMatthew’sdoingsandIwashmyhandsofit。Ifyoucatchpneumoniasleepinginastrangebedorcomingoutofthathothallinthemiddleofthenight,don’tblameme,blameMatthew。AnneShirley,you’redrippinggreasywateralloverthefloor。Ineversawsuchacarelesschild。\" \"Oh,IknowI’magreattrialtoyou,Marilla,\"saidAnnerepentantly。\"Imakesomanymistakes。ButthenjustthinkofallthemistakesIdon’tmake,althoughImight。I’llgetsomesandandscrubupthespotsbeforeIgotoschool。Oh,Marilla,myheartwasjustsetongoingtothatconcert。Ineverwastoaconcertinmylife,andwhentheothergirlstalkabouttheminschoolIfeelsooutofit。Youdidn’tknowjusthowIfeltaboutit,butyouseeMatthewdid。Matthewunderstandsme,andit’ssonicetobeunderstood,Marilla。\" Annewastooexcitedtodoherselfjusticeastolessonsthatmorninginschool。GilbertBlythespelledherdowninclassandleftherclearoutofsightinmentalarithmetic。Anne’sconsequenthumiliationwaslessthanitmighthavebeen,however,inviewoftheconcertandthespare-roombed。SheandDianatalkedsoconstantlyaboutitalldaythatwithastricterteacherthanMr。Phillipsdiredisgracemustinevitablyhavebeentheirportion。 Annefeltthatshecouldnothaveborneitifshehadnotbeengoingtotheconcert,fornothingelsewasdiscussedthatdayinschool。TheAvonleaDebatingClub,whichmetfortnightlyallwinter,hadhadseveralsmallerfreeentertainments;butthiswastobeabigaffair,admissiontencents,inaidofthelibrary。 TheAvonleayoungpeoplehadbeenpracticingforweeks,andallthescholarswereespeciallyinterestedinitbyreasonofolderbrothersandsisterswhoweregoingtotakepart。Everybodyinschoolovernineyearsofageexpectedtogo,exceptCarrieSloane,whosefathersharedMarilla’sopinionsaboutsmallgirlsgoingouttonightconcerts。CarrieSloanecriedintohergrammaralltheafternoonandfeltthatlifewasnotworthliving。 ForAnnetherealexcitementbeganwiththedismissalofschoolandincreasedtherefromincrescendountilitreachedtoacrashofpositiveecstasyintheconcertitself。Theyhada\"perfectlyeleganttea;\"andthencamethedeliciousoccupationofdressinginDiana’slittleroomupstairs。DianadidAnne’sfronthairinthenewpompadourstyleandAnnetiedDiana’sbowswiththeespecialknackshepossessed;andtheyexperimentedwithatleasthalfadozendifferentwaysofarrangingtheirbackhair。Atlasttheywereready,cheeksscarletandeyesglowingwithexcitement。 True,Annecouldnothelpalittlepangwhenshecontrastedherplainblacktamandshapeless,tight-sleeved,homemadegray-clothcoatwithDiana’sjauntyfurcapandsmartlittlejacket。Butsherememberedintimethatshehadanimaginationandcoulduseit。 ThenDiana’scousins,theMurraysfromNewbridge,came;theyallcrowdedintothebigpungsleigh,amongstrawandfurryrobes。 Annereveledinthedrivetothehall,slippingalongoverthesatin-smoothroadswiththesnowcrispingundertherunners。 Therewasamagnificentsunset,andthesnowyhillsanddeep-bluewateroftheSt。LawrenceGulfseemedtorim???inthesplendorlikeahugebowlofpearlandsapphirebrimmedwithwineandfire。Tinklesofsleighbellsanddistantlaughter,thatseemedlikethemirthofwoodelves,camefromeveryquarter。 \"Oh,Diana,\"breathedAnne,squeezingDiana’smittenedhandunderthefurrobe,\"isn’titalllikeabeautifuldream?DoIreallylookthesameasusual?Ifeelsodifferentthatitseemstomeitmustshowinmylooks。\" \"Youlookawfullynice,\"saidDiana,whohavingjustreceivedacomplimentfromoneofhercousins,feltthatsheoughttopassiton。\"You’vegottheloveliestcolor。\" Theprogramthatnightwasaseriesof\"thrills\"foratleastonelistenerintheaudience,and,asAnneassuredDiana,everysucceedingthrillwasthrillierthanthelast。WhenPrissyAndrews,attiredinanewpink-silkwaistwithastringofpearlsabouthersmoothwhitethroatandrealcarnationsinherhair——rumorwhisperedthatthemasterhadsentallthewaytotownforthemforher——\"climbedtheslimyladder,darkwithoutonerayoflight,\"Anneshiveredinluxurioussympathy;whenthechoirsang\"FarAbovetheGentleDaisies\"Annegazedattheceilingasifitwerefrescoedwithangels;whenSamSloaneproceededtoexplainandillustrate\"HowSockerySetaHen\"Annelaugheduntilpeoplesittingnearherlaughedtoo,moreoutofsympathywithherthanwithamusementataselectionthatwasratherthreadbareeveninAvonlea;andwhenMr。PhillipsgaveMarkAntony’sorationoverthedeadbodyofCaesarinthemostheartstirringtones——lookingatPrissyAndrewsattheendofeverysentence——AnnefeltthatshecouldriseandmutinyonthespotifbutoneRomancitizenledtheway。 Onlyonenumberontheprogramfailedtointeresther。WhenGilbertBlytherecited\"BingenontheRhine\"AnnepickedupRhodaMurray’slibrarybookandreadituntilhehadfinished,whenshesatrigidlystiffandmotionlesswhileDianaclappedherhandsuntiltheytingled。 Itwaselevenwhentheygothome,satedwithdissipation,butwiththeexceedingsweetpleasureoftalkingitalloverstilltocome。Everybodyseemedasleepandthehousewasdarkandsilent。 AnneandDianatiptoedintotheparlor,alongnarrowroomoutofwhichthespareroomopened。Itwaspleasantlywarmanddimlylightedbytheembersofafireinthegrate。 \"Let’sundresshere,\"saidDiana。\"It’ssoniceandwarm。\" \"Hasn’titbeenadelightfultime?\"sighedAnnerapturously。\"Itmustbesplendidtogetupandrecitethere。Doyousupposewewilleverbeaskedtodoit,Diana?\" \"Yes,ofcourse,someday。They’realwayswantingthebigscholarstorecite。GilbertBlythedoesoftenandhe’sonlytwoyearsolderthanus。Oh,Anne,howcouldyoupretendnottolistentohim?Whenhecametotheline,\"THERE’SANOTHER,notASISTER,helookedrightdownatyou。\" \"Diana,\"saidAnnewithdignity,\"youaremybosomfriend,butI cannotallowevenyoutospeaktomeofthatperson。Areyoureadyforbed?Let’srunaraceandseewho’llgettothebedfirst。\" ThesuggestionappealedtoDiana。Thetwolittlewhite-cladfiguresflewdownthelongroom,throughthespare-roomdoor,andboundedonthebedatthesamemoment。Andthen——something——movedbeneaththem,therewasagaspandacry——andsomebodysaidinmuffledaccents: \"Mercifulgoodness!\" AnneandDianawereneverabletotelljusthowtheygotoffthatbedandoutoftheroom。Theyonlyknewthatafteronefranticrushtheyfoundthemselvestiptoeingshiveringlyupstairs。 \"Oh,whowasit——WHATwasit?\"whisperedAnne,herteethchatteringwithcoldandfright。 \"ItwasAuntJosephine,\"saidDiana,gaspingwithlaughter。\"Oh,Anne,itwasAuntJosephine,howevershecametobethere。Oh,andIknowshewillbefurious。It’sdreadful——it’sreallydreadful——butdidyoueverknowanythingsofunny,Anne?\" \"WhoisyourAuntJosephine?\" \"She’sfather’sauntandshelivesinCharlottetown。She’sawfullyold——seventyanyhow——andIdon’tbelieveshewasEVERalittlegirl。Wewereexpectingheroutforavisit,butnotsosoon。She’sawfullyprimandproperandshe’llscolddreadfullyaboutthis,Iknow。Well,we’llhavetosleepwithMinnieMay——andyoucan’tthinkhowshekicks。\" MissJosephineBarrydidnotappearattheearlybreakfastthenextmorning。Mrs。Barrysmiledkindlyatthetwolittlegirls。 \"Didyouhaveagoodtimelastnight?Itriedtostayawakeuntilyoucamehome,forIwantedtotellyouAuntJosephinehadcomeandthatyouwouldhavetogoupstairsafterall,butIwassotiredIfellasleep。Ihopeyoudidn’tdisturbyouraunt,Diana。\" Dianapreservedadiscreetsilence,butsheandAnneexchangedfurtivesmilesofguiltyamusementacrossthetable。AnnehurriedhomeafterbreakfastandsoremainedinblissfulignoranceofthedisturbancewhichpresentlyresultedintheBarryhouseholduntilthelateafternoon,whenshewentdowntoMrs。Lynde’sonanerrandforMarilla。 \"SoyouandDiananearlyfrightenedpooroldMissBarrytodeathlastnight?\"saidMrs。Lyndeseverely,butwithatwinkleinhereye。\"Mrs。BarrywashereafewminutesagoonherwaytoCarmody。She’sfeelingrealworriedoverit。OldMissBarrywasinaterribletemperwhenshegotupthismorning——andJosephineBarry’stemperisnojoke,Icantellyouthat。Shewouldn’tspeaktoDianaatall。\" \"Itwasn’tDiana’sfault,\"saidAnnecontritely。\"Itwasmine。 Isuggestedracingtoseewhowouldgetintobedfirst。\" \"Iknewit!\"saidMrs。Lynde,withtheexultationofacorrectguesser。\"Iknewthatideacameoutofyourhead。Well,it’smadeanicelotoftrouble,that’swhat。OldMissBarrycameouttostayforamonth,butshedeclaresshewon’tstayanotherdayandisgoingrightbacktotowntomorrow,Sundayandallasitis。She’dhavegonetodayiftheycouldhavetakenher。Shehadpromisedtopayforaquarter’smusiclessonsforDiana,butnowsheisdeterminedtodonothingatallforsuchatomboy。Oh,I guesstheyhadalivelytimeofittherethismorning。TheBarrysmustfeelcutup。OldMissBarryisrichandthey’dliketokeeponthegoodsideofher。Ofcourse,Mrs。Barrydidn’tsayjustthattome,butI’maprettygoodjudgeofhumannature,that’swhat。\" \"I’msuchanunluckygirl,\"mournedAnne。\"I’malwaysgettingintoscrapesmyselfandgettingmybestfriends——peopleI’dshedmyheart’sbloodfor——intothemtoo。Canyoutellmewhyitisso,Mrs。Lynde?\" \"It’sbecauseyou’retooheedlessandimpulsive,child,that’swhat。Youneverstoptothink——whatevercomesintoyourheadtosayordoyousayordoitwithoutamoment’sreflection。\" \"Oh,butthat’sthebestofit,\"protestedAnne。\"Somethingjustflashesintoyourmind,soexciting,andyoumustoutwithit。 Ifyoustoptothinkitoveryouspoilitall。Haven’tyouneverfeltthatyourself,Mrs。Lynde?\" No,Mrs。Lyndehadnot。Sheshookherheadsagely。 \"Youmustlearntothinkalittle,Anne,that’swhat。Theproverbyouneedtogobyis`Lookbeforeyouleap’——especiallyintospare-roombeds。\" Mrs。Lyndelaughedcomfortablyoverhermildjoke,butAnneremainedpensive。Shesawnothingtolaughatinthesituation,whichtohereyesappearedveryserious。WhensheleftMrs。 Lynde’sshetookherwayacrossthecrustedfieldstoOrchardSlope。Dianametheratthekitchendoor。 \"YourAuntJosephinewasverycrossaboutit,wasn’tshe?\" whisperedAnne。 \"Yes,\"answeredDiana,stiflingagigglewithanapprehensiveglanceoverhershoulderattheclosedsitting-roomdoor。\"Shewasfairlydancingwithrage,Anne。Oh,howshescolded。ShesaidIwastheworst-behavedgirlsheeversawandthatmyparentsoughttobeashamedofthewaytheyhadbroughtmeup。 Shesaysshewon’tstayandI’msureIdon’tcare。ButFatherandMotherdo。\" \"Whydidn’tyoutellthemitwasmyfault?\"demandedAnne。 \"It’slikelyI’ddosuchathing,isn’tit?\"saidDianawithjustscorn。\"I’mnotelltale,AnneShirley,andanyhowIwasjustasmuchtoblameasyou。\" \"Well,I’mgoingintotellhermyself,\"saidAnneresolutely。 Dianastared。 \"AnneShirley,you’dnever!why——she’lleatyoualive!\" \"Don’tfrightenmeanymorethanIamfrightened,\"imploredAnne。 \"I’dratherwalkuptoacannon’smouth。ButI’vegottodoit,Diana。ItwasmyfaultandI’vegottoconfess。I’vehadpracticeinconfessing,fortunately。\" \"Well,she’sintheroom,\"saidDiana。\"Youcangoinifyouwantto。Iwouldn’tdare。AndIdon’tbelieveyou’lldoabitofgood。\" WiththisencouragementAnnebeardedthelioninitsden——thatistosay,walkedresolutelyuptothesitting-roomdoorandknockedfaintly。Asharp\"Comein\"followed。 MissJosephineBarry,thin,prim,andrigid,wasknittingfiercelybythefire,herwrathquiteunappeasedandhereyessnappingthroughhergold-rimmedglasses。Shewheeledaroundinherchair,expectingtoseeDiana,andbeheldawhite-facedgirlwhosegreateyeswerebrimmedupwithamixtureofdesperatecourageandshrinkingterror。 \"Whoareyou?\"demandedMissJosephineBarry,withoutceremony。 \"I’mAnneofGreenGables,\"saidthesmallvisitortremulously,claspingherhandswithhercharacteristicgesture,\"andI’vecometoconfess,ifyouplease。\" \"Confesswhat?\" \"Thatitwasallmyfaultaboutjumpingintobedonyoulastnight。Isuggestedit。Dianawouldneverhavethoughtofsuchathing,Iamsure。Dianaisaveryladylikegirl,MissBarry。Soyoumustseehowunjustitistoblameher。\" \"Oh,Imust,hey?IratherthinkDianadidhershareofthejumpingatleast。Suchcarryingsoninarespectablehouse!\" \"Butwewereonlyinfun,\"persistedAnne。\"Ithinkyououghttoforgiveus,MissBarry,nowthatwe’veapologized。Andanyhow,pleaseforgiveDianaandletherhavehermusiclessons。Diana’sheartissetonhermusiclessons,MissBarry,andIknowtoowellwhatitistosetyourheartonathingandnotgetit。Ifyoumustbecrosswithanyone,becrosswithme。I’vebeensousedinmyearlydaystohavingpeoplecrossatmethatIcanendureitmuchbetterthanDianacan。\" Muchofthesnaphadgoneoutoftheoldlady’seyesbythistimeandwasreplacedbyatwinkleofamusedinterest。Butshestillsaidseverely: \"Idon’tthinkitisanyexcuseforyouthatyouwereonlyinfun。LittlegirlsneverindulgedinthatkindoffunwhenIwasyoung。Youdon’tknowwhatitistobeawakenedoutofasoundsleep,afteralongandarduousjourney,bytwogreatgirlscomingbouncedownonyou。\" \"Idon’tKNOW,butIcanIMAGINE,\"saidAnneeagerly。\"I’msureitmusthavebeenverydisturbing。Butthen,thereisoursideofittoo。Haveyouanyimagination,MissBarry?Ifyouhave,justputyourselfinourplace。Wedidn’tknowtherewasanybodyinthatbedandyounearlyscaredustodeath。Itwassimplyawfulthewaywefelt。Andthenwecouldn’tsleepinthespareroomafterbeingpromised。Isupposeyouareusedtosleepinginsparerooms。Butjustimaginewhatyouwouldfeellikeifyouwerealittleorphangirlwhohadneverhadsuchanhonor。\" Allthesnaphadgonebythistime。MissBarryactuallylaughed——asoundwhichcausedDiana,waitinginspeechlessanxietyinthekitchenoutside,togiveagreatgaspofrelief。 \"I’mafraidmyimaginationisalittlerusty——it’ssolongsinceIusedit,\"shesaid。\"Idaresayyourclaimtosympathyisjustasstrongasmine。Italldependsonthewaywelookatit。Sitdownhereandtellmeaboutyourself。\" \"IamverysorryIcan’t,\"saidAnnefirmly。\"Iwouldliketo,becauseyouseemlikeaninterestinglady,andyoumightevenbeakindredspiritalthoughyoudon’tlookverymuchlikeit。ButitismydutytogohometoMissMarillaCuthbert。MissMarillaCuthbertisaverykindladywhohastakenmetobringupproperly。Sheisdoingherbest,butitisverydiscouragingwork。YoumustnotblameherbecauseIjumpedonthebed。ButbeforeIgoIdowishyouwouldtellmeifyouwillforgiveDianaandstayjustaslongasyoumeanttoinAvonlea。\" \"IthinkperhapsIwillifyouwillcomeoverandtalktomeoccasionally,\"saidMissBarry。 ThateveningMissBarrygaveDianaasilverbanglebraceletandtoldtheseniormembersofthehouseholdthatshehadunpackedhervalise。 \"I’vemadeupmymindtostaysimplyforthesakeofgettingbetteracquaintedwiththatAnne-girl,\"shesaidfrankly。\"Sheamusesme,andatmytimeoflifeanamusingpersonisararity。\" Marilla’sonlycommentwhensheheardthestorywas,\"Itoldyouso。\"ThiswasforMatthew’sbenefit。 MissBarrystayedhermonthoutandover。Shewasamoreagreeableguestthanusual,forAnnekeptheringoodhumor。 Theybecamefirmfriends。 WhenMissBarrywentawayshesaid: \"Remember,youAnne-girl,whenyoucometotownyou’retovisitmeandI’llputyouinmyverysparestspare-roombedtosleep。\" \"MissBarrywasakindredspirit,afterall,\"AnneconfidedtoMarilla。\"Youwouldn’tthinksotolookather,butsheis。Youdon’tfinditrightoutatfirst,asinMatthew’scase,butafterawhileyoucometoseeit。KindredspiritsarenotsoscarceasIusedtothink。It’ssplendidtofindouttherearesomanyofthemintheworld。\"