TheShadowofChange\"Harvestisendedandsummerisgone,\"quotedAnneShirley,gazingacrosstheshornfieldsdreamily。SheandDianaBarryhadbeenpickingapplesintheGreenGablesorchard,butwerenowrestingfromtheirlaborsinasunnycorner,whereairyfleetsofthistledowndriftedbyonthewingsofawindthatwasstillsummer-sweetwiththeincenseoffernsintheHauntedWood。
Buteverythinginthelandscapearoundthemspokeofautumn。
Theseawasroaringhollowlyinthedistance,thefieldswerebareandsere,scarfedwithgoldenrod,thebrookvalleybelowGreenGablesoverflowedwithastersofetherealpurple,andtheLakeofShiningWaterswasblue——blue——blue;notthechangefulblueofspring,northepaleazureofsummer,butaclear,steadfast,sereneblue,asifthewaterwerepastallmoodsandtensesofemotionandhadsettleddowntoatranquilityunbrokenbyfickledreams。
\"Ithasbeenanicesummer,\"saidDiana,twistingthenewringonherlefthandwithasmile。\"AndMissLavendar’sweddingseemedtocomeasasortofcrowntoit。IsupposeMr。andMrs。IrvingareonthePacificcoastnow。\"
\"Itseemstometheyhavebeengonelongenoughtogoaroundtheworld,\"
sighedAnne。
\"Ican’tbelieveitisonlyaweeksincetheyweremarried。
Everythinghaschanged。MissLavendarandMr。andMrs。Allangone——howlonelythemanselookswiththeshuttersallclosed!
Iwentpastitlastnight,anditmademefeelasifeverybodyinithaddied。\"
\"We’llnevergetanotherministerasniceasMr。Allan,\"saidDiana,withgloomyconviction。\"Isupposewe’llhaveallkindsofsuppliesthiswinter,andhalftheSundaysnopreachingatall。AndyouandGilbertgone——itwillbeawfullydull。\"
\"Fredwillbehere,\"insinuatedAnneslyly。
\"WhenisMrs。Lyndegoingtomoveup?\"askedDiana,asifshehadnotheardAnne’sremark。
\"Tomorrow。I’mgladshe’scoming——butitwillbeanotherchange。
MarillaandIclearedeverythingoutofthespareroomyesterday。
Doyouknow,Ihatedtodoit?Ofcourse,itwassilly——butitdidseemasifwewerecommittingsacrilege。Thatoldspareroomhasalwaysseemedlikeashrinetome。WhenIwasachildIthoughtitthemostwonderfulapartmentintheworld。YourememberwhataconsumingdesireIhadtosleepinaspareroombed——butnottheGreenGablesspareroom。Oh,no,neverthere!
Itwouldhavebeentooterrible——Icouldn’thavesleptawinkfromawe。IneverWALKEDthroughthatroomwhenMarillasentmeinonanerrand——no,indeed,Itiptoedthroughitandheldmybreath,asifIwereinchurch,andfeltrelievedwhenIgotoutofit。
ThepicturesofGeorgeWhitefieldandtheDukeofWellingtonhungthere,oneoneachsideofthemirror,andfrownedsosternlyatmeallthetimeIwasin,especiallyifIdaredpeepinthemirror,whichwastheonlyoneinthehousethatdidn’ttwistmyfacealittle。
IalwayswonderedhowMarilladaredhousecleanthatroom。Andnowit’snotonlycleanedbutstrippedbare。GeorgeWhitefieldandtheDukehavebeenrelegatedtotheupstairshall。`Sopassesthegloryofthisworld,’\"concludedAnne,withalaughinwhichtherewasalittlenoteofregret。Itisneverpleasanttohaveouroldshrinesdesecrated,evenwhenwehaveoutgrownthem。
\"I’llbesolonesomewhenyougo,\"moanedDianaforthehundredthtime。
\"Andtothinkyougonextweek!\"
\"Butwe’retogetherstill,\"saidAnnecheerily。\"Wemustn’tletnextweekrobusofthisweek’sjoy。Ihatethethoughtofgoingmyself——homeandIaresuchgoodfriends。Talkofbeinglonesome!
It’sIwhoshouldgroan。YOU’LLbeherewithanynumberofyouroldfriends——ANDFred!WhileIshallbealoneamongstrangers,notknowingasoul!\"
\"EXCEPTGilbert——ANDCharlieSloane,\"saidDiana,imitatingAnne’sitalicsandslyness。
\"CharlieSloanewillbeagreatcomfort,ofcourse,\"agreedAnnesarcastically;whereuponboththoseirresponsibledamselslaughed。
DianaknewexactlywhatAnnethoughtofCharlieSloane;but,despitesundryconfidentialtalks,shedidnotknowjustwhatAnnethoughtofGilbertBlythe。Tobesure,Anneherselfdidnotknowthat。
\"TheboysmaybeboardingattheotherendofKingsport,forallIknow,\"Annewenton。\"IamgladI’mgoingtoRedmond,andIamsureIshalllikeitafterawhile。ButforthefirstfewweeksIknowIwon’t。Ishan’tevenhavethecomfortoflookingforwardtotheweekendvisithome,asIhadwhenIwenttoQueen’s。
Christmaswillseemlikeathousandyearsaway。\"
\"Everythingischanging——orgoingtochange,\"saidDianasadly。
\"Ihaveafeelingthatthingswillneverbethesameagain,Anne。\"
\"Wehavecometoapartingoftheways,Isuppose,\"saidAnnethoughtfully。\"Wehadtocometoit。Doyouthink,Diana,thatbeinggrown-upisreallyasniceasweusedtoimagineitwouldbewhenwewerechildren?\"
\"Idon’tknow——thereareSOMEnicethingsaboutit,\"answeredDiana,againcaressingherringwiththatlittlesmilewhichalwayshadtheeffectofmakingAnnefeelsuddenlyleftoutandinexperienced。\"Buttherearesomanypuzzlingthings,too。
SometimesIfeelasifbeinggrown-upjustfrightenedme——andthenIwouldgiveanythingtobealittlegirlagain。\"
\"Isupposewe’llgetusedtobeinggrownupintime,\"saidAnnecheerfully。\"Therewon’tbesomanyunexpectedthingsaboutitbyandby——though,afterall,Ifancyit’stheunexpectedthingsthatgivespicetolife。We’reeighteen,Diana。Intwomoreyearswe’llbetwenty。WhenIwastenIthoughttwentywasagreenoldage。Innotimeyou’llbeastaid,middle-agedmatron,andIshallbenice,oldmaidAuntAnne,comingtovisityouonvacations。You’llalwayskeepacornerforme,won’tyou,Didarling?Notthespareroom,ofcourse——oldmaidscan’taspiretosparerooms,andIshallbeas’umbleasUriahHeep,andquitecontentwithalittleover-the-porchoroff-the-parlorcubbyhole。\"
\"Whatnonsenseyoudotalk,Anne,\"laughedDiana。\"You’llmarrysomebodysplendidandhandsomeandrich——andnospareroominAvonleawillbehalfgorgeousenoughforyou——andyou’llturnupyournoseatallthefriendsofyouryouth。\"
\"Thatwouldbeapity;mynoseisquitenice,butIfearturningitupwouldspoilit,\"saidAnne,pattingthatshapelyorgan。
\"Ihaven’tsomanygoodfeaturesthatIcouldaffordtospoilthoseIhave;so,evenifIshouldmarrytheKingoftheCannibalIslands,IpromiseyouIwon’tturnupmynoseatyou,Diana。\"
Withanothergaylaughthegirlsseparated,DianatoreturntoOrchardSlope,AnnetowalktothePostOffice。Shefoundaletterawaitingherthere,andwhenGilbertBlytheovertookheronthebridgeovertheLakeofShiningWatersshewassparklingwiththeexcitementofit。
\"PriscillaGrantisgoingtoRedmond,too,\"sheexclaimed。
\"Isn’tthatsplendid?Ihopedshewould,butshedidn’tthinkherfatherwouldconsent。Hehas,however,andwe’retoboardtogether。IfeelthatIcanfaceanarmywithbanners——oralltheprofessorsofRedmondinonefellphalanx——withachumlikePriscillabymyside。\"
\"Ithinkwe’lllikeKingsport,\"saidGilbert。\"It’saniceoldburg,theytellme,andhasthefinestnaturalparkintheworld。
I’veheardthatthesceneryinitismagnificent。\"
\"Iwonderifitwillbe——canbe——anymorebeautifulthanthis,\"
murmuredAnne,lookingaroundherwiththeloving,enrapturedeyesofthosetowhom\"home\"mustalwaysbetheloveliestspotintheworld,nomatterwhatfairerlandsmaylieunderalienstars。
Theywereleaningonthebridgeoftheoldpond,drinkingdeepoftheenchantmentofthedusk,justatthespotwhereAnnehadclimbedfromhersinkingDoryonthedayElainefloateddowntoCamelot。
Thefine,empurplingdyeofsunsetstillstainedthewesternskies,butthemoonwasrisingandthewaterlaylikeagreat,silverdreaminherlight。Remembrancewoveasweetandsubtlespelloverthetwoyoungcreatures。
\"Youareveryquiet,Anne,\"saidGilbertatlast。
\"I’mafraidtospeakormoveforfearallthiswonderfulbeautywillvanishjustlikeabrokensilence,\"breathedAnne。
Gilbertsuddenlylaidhishandovertheslenderwhiteonelyingontherailofthebridge。Hishazeleyesdeepenedintodarkness,hisstillboyishlipsopenedtosaysomethingofthedreamandhopethatthrilledhissoul。ButAnnesnatchedherhandawayandturnedquickly。Thespelloftheduskwasbrokenforher。
\"Imustgohome,\"sheexclaimed,witharatheroverdonecarelessness。
\"Marillahadaheadachethisafternoon,andI’msurethetwinswillbeinsomedreadfulmischiefbythistime。Ireallyshouldn’thavestayedawaysolong。\"
ShechatteredceaselesslyandinconsequentlyuntiltheyreachedtheGreenGableslane。PoorGilberthardlyhadachancetogetawordinedgewise。Annefeltratherrelievedwhentheyparted。
Therehadbeenanew,secretself-consciousnessinherheartwithregardtoGilbert,eversincethatfleetingmomentofrevelationinthegardenofEchoLodge。Somethingalienhadintrudedintotheold,perfect,school-daycomradeship——somethingthatthreatenedtomarit。
\"IneverfeltgladtoseeGilbertgobefore,\"shethought,half-
resentfully,half-sorrowfully,asshewalkedaloneupthelane。
\"Ourfriendshipwillbespoiledifhegoesonwiththisnonsense。
Itmustn’tbespoiled——Iwon’tletit。Oh,WHYcan’tboysbejustsensible!\"
Annehadanuneasydoubtthatitwasnotstrictly\"sensible\"thatsheshouldstillfeelonherhandthewarmpressureofGilbert’s,asdistinctlyasshehadfeltitfortheswiftsecondhishadrestedthere;andstilllesssensiblethatthesensationwasfarfrombeinganunpleasantone——verydifferentfromthatwhichhadattendedasimilardemonstrationonCharlieSloane’spart,whenshehadbeensittingoutadancewithhimataWhiteSandspartythreenightsbefore。Anneshiveredoverthedisagreeablerecollection。Butallproblemsconnectedwithinfatuatedswainsvanishedfromhermindwhensheenteredthehomely,unsentimentalatmosphereoftheGreenGableskitchenwhereaneight-year-oldboywascryinggrievouslyonthesofa。
\"Whatisthematter,Davy?\"askedAnne,takinghimupinherarms。
\"WhereareMarillaandDora?\"
\"Marilla’sputtingDoratobed,\"sobbedDavy,\"andI’mcrying’causeDorafelldowntheoutsidecellarsteps,heelsoverhead,andscrapedalltheskinoffhernose,and——\"
\"Oh,well,don’tcryaboutit,dear。Ofcourse,youaresorryforher,butcryingwon’thelpherany。She’llbeallrighttomorrow。Cryingneverhelpsanyone,Davy-boy,and——\"
\"Iain’tcrying’causeDorafelldowncellar,\"saidDavy,cuttingshortAnne’swellmeantpreachmentwithincreasingbitterness。
\"I’mcrying,causeIwasn’ttheretoseeherfall。I’malwaysmissingsomefunorother,seemstome。\"
\"Oh,Davy!\"Annechokedbackanunholyshriekoflaughter。
\"WouldyoucallitfuntoseepoorlittleDorafalldownthestepsandgethurt?\"
\"Shewasn’tMUCHhurt,\"saidDavy,defiantly。\"’Course,ifshe’dbeenkilledI’dhavebeenrealsorry,Anne。ButtheKeithsain’tsoeasykilled。They’reliketheBlewetts,Iguess。HerbBlewettfelloffthehayloftlastWednesday,androlledrightdownthroughtheturnipchuteintotheboxstall,wheretheyhadafearfulwild,crosshorse,androlledrightunderhisheels。
Andstillhegotoutalive,withonlythreebonesbroke。Mrs。
Lyndesaystherearesomefolksyoucan’tkillwithameat-axe。
IsMrs。Lyndecomingheretomorrow,Anne?\"
\"Yes,Davy,andIhopeyou’llbealwaysveryniceandgoodtoher。\"
\"I’llbeniceandgood。Butwillsheeverputmetobedatnights,Anne?\"
\"Perhaps。Why?\"
\"’Cause,\"saidDavyverydecidedly,\"ifshedoesIwon’tsaymyprayersbeforeherlikeIdobeforeyou,Anne。\"
\"Whynot?\"
\"’CauseIdon’tthinkitwouldbenicetotalktoGodbeforestrangers,Anne。DoracansayherstoMrs。Lyndeifshelikes,but_I_won’t。I’llwaittillshe’sgoneandthensay’em。Won’tthatbeallright,Anne?\"
\"Yes,ifyouaresureyouwon’tforgettosaythem,Davy-boy。\"
\"Oh,Iwon’tforget,youbet。Ithinksayingmyprayersisgreatfun。
Butitwon’tbeasgoodfunsayingthemaloneassayingthemtoyou。
Iwishyou’dstayhome,Anne。Idon’tseewhatyouwanttogoawayandleaveusfor。\"
\"Idon’texactlyWANTto,Davy,butIfeelIoughttogo。\"
\"Ifyoudon’twanttogoyouneedn’t。You’regrownup。When_I_’mgrownupI’mnotgoingtodoonesinglethingIdon’twanttodo,Anne。\"
\"Allyourlife,Davy,you’llfindyourselfdoingthingsyoudon’twanttodo。\"
\"Iwon’t,\"saidDavyflatly。\"Catchme!IhavetodothingsI
don’twanttonow’causeyouandMarilla’llsendmetobedifIdon’t。
ButwhenIgrowupyoucan’tdothat,andthere’llbenobodytotellmenottodothings。Won’tIhavethetime!Say,Anne,MiltyBoultersayshismothersaysyou’regoingtocollegetoseeifyoucancatchaman。
Areyou,Anne?Iwanttoknow。\"
ForasecondAnneburnedwithresentment。Thenshelaughed,remindingherselfthatMrs。Boulter’scrudevulgarityofthoughtandspeechcouldnotharmher。
\"No,Davy,I’mnot。I’mgoingtostudyandgrowandlearnaboutmanythings。\"
\"Whatthings?\"
\"`ShoesandshipsandsealingwaxAndcabbagesandkings,’\"
quotedAnne。
\"ButifyouDIDwanttocatchamanhowwouldyougoaboutit?
Iwanttoknow,\"persistedDavy,forwhomthesubjectevidentlypossessedacertainfascination。
\"You’dbetteraskMrs。Boulter,\"saidAnnethoughtlessly。\"I
thinkit’slikelysheknowsmoreabouttheprocessthanIdo。\"
\"Iwill,thenexttimeIseeher,\"saidDavygravely。
\"Davy!Ifyoudo!\"criedAnne,realizinghermistake。
\"Butyoujusttoldmeto,\"protestedDavyaggrieved。
\"It’stimeyouwenttobed,\"decreedAnne,bywayofgettingoutofthescrape。
AfterDavyhadgonetobedAnnewandereddowntoVictoriaIslandandsattherealone,curtainedwithfine-spun,moonlitgloom,whilethewaterlaughedaroundherinaduetofbrookandwind。
Annehadalwayslovedthatbrook。Manyadreamhadshespunoveritssparklingwaterindaysgoneby。Sheforgotlovelornyouths,andthecayennespeechesofmaliciousneighbors,andalltheproblemsofhergirlishexistence。Inimaginationshesailedoverstoriedseasthatwashthedistantshiningshoresof\"faerylandsforlorn,\"wherelostAtlantisandElysiumlie,withtheeveningstarforpilot,tothelandofHeart’sDesire。Andshewasricherinthosedreamsthaninrealities;forthingsseenpassaway,butthethingsthatareunseenareeternal。
ChapterII
GarlandsofAutumnThefollowingweekspedswiftly,crowdedwithinnumerable\"lastthings,\"
asAnnecalledthem。Good-byecallshadtobemadeandreceived,beingpleasantorotherwise,accordingtowhethercallersandcalled-uponwereheartilyinsympathywithAnne’shopes,orthoughtshewastoomuchpuffed-upovergoingtocollegeandthatitwastheirdutyto\"takeherdownapegortwo。\"
TheA。V。I。S。gaveafarewellpartyinhonorofAnneandGilbertoneeveningatthehomeofJosiePye,choosingthatplace,partlybecauseMr。Pye’shousewaslargeandconvenient,partlybecauseitwasstronglysuspectedthatthePyegirlswouldhavenothingtodowiththeaffairiftheirofferofthehouseforthepartywasnotaccepted。Itwasaverypleasantlittletime,forthePyegirlsweregracious,andsaidanddidnothingtomartheharmonyoftheoccasion——whichwasnotaccordingtotheirwont。
Josiewasunusuallyamiable——somuchsothatsheevenremarkedcondescendinglytoAnne,\"Yournewdressisratherbecomingtoyou,Anne。Really,youlookALMOSTPRETTYinit。\"
\"Howkindofyoutosayso,\"respondedAnne,withdancingeyes。
Hersenseofhumorwasdeveloping,andthespeechesthatwouldhavehurtheratfourteenwerebecomingmerelyfoodforamusementnow。JosiesuspectedthatAnnewaslaughingatherbehindthosewickedeyes;butshecontentedherselfwithwhisperingtoGertie,astheywentdownstairs,thatAnneShirleywouldputonmoreairsthanevernowthatshewasgoingtocollege——you’dsee!
Allthe\"oldcrowd\"wasthere,fullofmirthandzestandyouthfullightheartedness。DianaBarry,rosyanddimpled,shadowedbythefaithfulFred;JaneAndrews,neatandsensibleandplain;RubyGillis,lookingherhandsomestandbrightestinacreamsilkblouse,withredgeraniumsinhergoldenhair;GilbertBlytheandCharlieSloane,bothtryingtokeepasneartheelusiveAnneaspossible;CarrieSloane,lookingpaleandmelancholybecause,soitwasreported,herfatherwouldnotallowOliverKimballtocomeneartheplace;MoodySpurgeonMacPherson,whoseroundfaceandobjectionableearswereasroundandobjectionableasever;andBillyAndrews,whosatinacorneralltheevening,chuckledwhenanyonespoketohim,andwatchedAnneShirleywithagrinofpleasureonhisbroad,freckledcountenance。
Annehadknownbeforehandoftheparty,butshehadnotknownthatsheandGilbertwere,asthefoundersoftheSociety,tobepresentedwithaverycomplimentary\"address\"and\"tokensofrespect\"——inhercaseavolumeofShakespeare’splays,inGilbert’safountainpen。Shewassotakenbysurpriseandpleasedbythenicethingssaidintheaddress,readinMoodySpurgeon’smostsolemnandministerialtones,thatthetearsquitedrownedthesparkleofherbiggrayeyes。ShehadworkedhardandfaithfullyfortheA。V。I。S。,anditwarmedthecocklesofherheartthatthemembersappreciatedhereffortssosincerely。
Andtheywereallsoniceandfriendlyandjolly——eventhePyegirlshadtheirmerits;atthatmomentAnnelovedalltheworld。
Sheenjoyedtheeveningtremendously,buttheendofitratherspoiledall。Gilbertagainmadethemistakeofsayingsomethingsentimentaltoherastheyatetheirsupperonthemoonlitverandah;andAnne,topunishhim,wasgracioustoCharlieSloaneandallowedthelattertowalkhomewithher。Shefound,however,thatrevengehurtsnobodyquitesomuchastheonewhotriestoinflictit。GilbertwalkedairilyoffwithRubyGillis,andAnnecouldhearthemlaughingandtalkinggailyastheyloiteredalonginthestill,crispautumnair。Theywereevidentlyhavingthebestofgoodtimes,whileshewashorriblyboredbyCharlieSloane,whotalkedunbrokenlyon,andnever,evenbyaccident,saidonethingthatwasworthlisteningto。
Annegaveanoccasionalabsent\"yes\"or\"no,\"andthoughthowbeautifulRubyhadlookedthatnight,howverygogglyCharlie’seyeswereinthemoonlight——worseeventhanbydaylight——andthattheworld,somehow,wasn’tquitesuchaniceplaceasshehadbelievedittobeearlierintheevening。
\"I’mjusttiredout——thatiswhatisthematterwithme,\"
shesaid,whenshethankfullyfoundherselfaloneinherownroom。
Andshehonestlybelieveditwas。Butacertainlittlegushofjoy,asfromsomesecret,unknownspring,bubbledupinherheartthenextevening,whenshesawGilbertstridingdownthroughtheHauntedWoodandcrossingtheoldlogbridgewiththatfirm,quickstepofhis。SoGilbertwasnotgoingtospendthislasteveningwithRubyGillisafterall!
\"Youlooktired,Anne,\"hesaid。
\"Iamtired,and,worsethanthat,I’mdisgruntled。I’mtiredbecauseI’vebeenpackingmytrunkandsewingallday。ButI’mdisgruntledbecausesixwomenhavebeenheretosaygood-byetome,andeveryoneofthesixmanagedtosaysomethingthatseemedtotakethecolorrightoutoflifeandleaveitasgrayanddismalandcheerlessasaNovembermorning。\"
\"Spitefuloldcats!\"wasGilbert’selegantcomment。
\"Oh,no,theyweren’t,\"saidAnneseriously。\"Thatisjustthetrouble。IftheyhadbeenspitefulcatsIwouldn’thavemindedthem。Buttheyareallnice,kind,motherlysouls,wholikemeandwhomIlike,andthatiswhywhattheysaid,orhinted,hadsuchundueweightwithme。TheyletmeseetheythoughtIwascrazygoingtoRedmondandtryingtotakeaB。A。,andeversinceI’vebeenwonderingifIam。Mrs。PeterSloanesighedandsaidshehopedmystrengthwouldholdouttillIgotthrough;andatonceIsawmyselfahopelessvictimofnervousprostrationattheendofmythirdyear;Mrs。EbenWrightsaiditmustcostanawfullottoputinfouryearsatRedmond;andIfeltallovermethatitwasunpardonableofmetosquanderMarilla’smoneyandmyownonsuchafolly。Mrs。JasperBellsaidshehopedIwouldn’tletcollegespoilme,asitdidsomepeople;andIfeltinmybonesthattheendofmyfourRedmondyearswouldseemeamostinsufferablecreature,thinkingIknewitall,andlookingdownoneverythingandeverybodyinAvonlea;Mrs。ElishaWrightsaidsheunderstoodthatRedmondgirls,especiallythosewhobelongedtoKingsport,were’dreadfuldressyandstuck-up,’andsheguessedIwouldn’tfeelmuchathomeamongthem;andIsawmyself,asnubbed,dowdy,humiliatedcountrygirl,shufflingthroughRedmond’sclassichallsincoppertonedboots。\"
Anneendedwithalaughandasighcommingled。Withhersensitivenaturealldisapprovalhadweight,eventhedisapprovalofthoseforwhoseopinionsshehadscantrespect。Forthetimebeinglifewassavorless,andambitionhadgoneoutlikeasnuffedcandle。
\"Yousurelydon’tcareforwhattheysaid,\"protestedGilbert。
\"Youknowexactlyhownarrowtheiroutlookonlifeis,excellentcreaturesthoughtheyare。TodoanythingTHEYhaveneverdoneisanathemamaranatha。YouarethefirstAvonleagirlwhohasevergonetocollege;andyouknowthatallpioneersareconsideredtobeafflictedwithmoonstruckmadness。\"
\"Oh,Iknow。ButFEELINGissodifferentfromKNOWING。Mycommonsensetellsmeallyoucansay,buttherearetimeswhencommonsensehasnopoweroverme。Commonnonsensetakespossessionofmysoul。Really,afterMrs。ElishawentawayIhardlyhadthehearttofinishpacking。\"
\"You’rejusttired,Anne。Come,forgetitallandtakeawalkwithme——aramblebackthroughthewoodsbeyondthemarsh。
ThereshouldbesomethingthereIwanttoshowyou。\"
\"Shouldbe!Don’tyouknowifitisthere?\"
\"No。Ionlyknowitshouldbe,fromsomethingIsawthereinspring。
Comeon。We’llpretendwearetwochildrenagainandwe’llgothewayofthewind。\"
Theystartedgailyoff。Anne,rememberingtheunpleasantnessoftheprecedingevening,wasverynicetoGilbert;andGilbert,whowaslearningwisdom,tookcaretobenothingsavetheschoolboycomradeagain。Mrs。LyndeandMarillawatchedthemfromthekitchenwindow。
\"That’llbeamatchsomeday,\"Mrs。Lyndesaidapprovingly。
Marillawincedslightly。Inherheartshehopeditwould,butitwentagainsthergraintohearthematterspokenofinMrs。Lynde’sgossipymatter-of-factway。
\"They’reonlychildrenyet,\"shesaidshortly。
Mrs。Lyndelaughedgood-naturedly。
\"Anneiseighteen;IwasmarriedwhenIwasthatage。Weoldfolks,Marilla,aretoomuchgiventothinkingchildrennevergrowup,that’swhat。AnneisayoungwomanandGilbert’saman,andheworshipsthegroundshewalkson,asanyonecansee。
He’safinefellow,andAnnecan’tdobetter。Ihopeshewon’tgetanyromanticnonsenseintoherheadatRedmond。Idon’tapproveofthemcoeducationalplacesandneverdid,that’swhat。
Idon’tbelieve,\"concludedMrs。Lyndesolemnly,\"thatthestudentsatsuchcollegeseverdomuchelsethanflirt。\"
\"Theymuststudyalittle,\"saidMarilla,withasmile。
\"Preciouslittle,\"sniffedMrs。Rachel。\"However,IthinkAnnewill。Sheneverwasflirtatious。Butshedoesn’tappreciateGilbertathisfullvalue,that’swhat。Oh,Iknowgirls!
CharlieSloaneiswildabouther,too,butI’dneveradvisehertomarryaSloane。TheSloanesaregood,honest,respectablepeople,ofcourse。Butwhenall’ssaidanddone,they’reSLOANES。\"
Marillanodded。Toanoutsider,thestatementthatSloaneswereSloanesmightnotbeveryilluminating,butsheunderstood。
Everyvillagehassuchafamily;good,honest,respectablepeopletheymaybe,butSLOANEStheyareandmusteverremain,thoughtheyspeakwiththetonguesofmenandangels。
GilbertandAnne,happilyunconsciousthattheirfuturewasthusbeingsettledbyMrs。Rachel,weresaunteringthroughtheshadowsoftheHauntedWood。Beyond,theharvesthillswerebaskinginanambersunsetradiance,underapale,aerialskyofroseandblue。
Thedistantsprucegroveswereburnishedbronze,andtheirlongshadowsbarredtheuplandmeadows。Butaroundthemalittlewindsangamongthefirtassels,andinittherewasthenoteofautumn。
\"Thiswoodreallyishauntednow——byoldmemories,\"saidAnne,stoopingtogatherasprayofferns,bleachedtowaxenwhitenessbyfrost。\"ItseemstomethatthelittlegirlsDianaandIusedtobeplayherestill,andsitbytheDryad’sBubbleinthetwilights,trystingwiththeghosts。Doyouknow,Icannevergoupthispathintheduskwithoutfeelingabitoftheoldfrightandshiver?Therewasoneespeciallyhorrifyingphantomwhichwecreated——theghostofthemurderedchildthatcreptupbehindyouandlaidcoldfingersonyours。Iconfessthat,tothisday,Icannothelpfancyingitslittle,furtivefootstepsbehindmewhenIcomehereafternightfall。I’mnotafraidoftheWhiteLadyortheheadlessmanortheskeletons,butIwishIhadneverimaginedthatbaby’sghostintoexistence。HowangryMarillaandMrs。Barrywereoverthataffair,\"concludedAnne,withreminiscentlaughter。
Thewoodsaroundtheheadofthemarshwerefullofpurplevistas,threadedwithgossamers。Pastadourplantationofgnarledsprucesandamaple-fringed,sun-warmvalleytheyfoundthe\"something\"
Gilbertwaslookingfor。
\"Ah,hereitis,\"hesaidwithsatisfaction。
\"Anappletree——andawaybackhere!\"exclaimedAnnedelightedly。
\"Yes,averitableapple-bearingappletree,too,hereintheverymidstofpinesandbeeches,amileawayfromanyorchard。Iwashereonedaylastspringandfoundit,allwhitewithblossom。
SoIresolvedI’dcomeagaininthefallandseeifithadbeenapples。See,it’sloaded。Theylookgood,too——tawnyasrussetsbutwithaduskyredcheek。Mostwildseedlingsaregreenanduninviting。\"
\"Isupposeitsprangyearsagofromsomechance-sownseed,\"saidAnnedreamily。\"Andhowithasgrownandflourishedandhelditsownhereallaloneamongaliens,thebravedeterminedthing!\"
\"Here’safallentreewithacushionofmoss。Sitdown,Anne——
itwillserveforawoodlandthrone。I’llclimbforsomeapples。
Theyallgrowhigh——thetreehadtoreachuptothesunlight。\"
Theapplesprovedtobedelicious。Underthetawnyskinwasawhite,whiteflesh,faintlyveinedwithred;and,besidestheirownproperappletaste,theyhadacertainwild,delightfultangnoorchard-grownappleeverpossessed。
\"ThefatalappleofEdencouldn’thavehadararerflavor,\"
commentedAnne。\"Butit’stimeweweregoinghome。See,itwastwilightthreeminutesagoandnowit’smoonlight。Whatapitywecouldn’thavecaughtthemomentoftransformation。Butsuchmomentsneverarecaught,Isuppose。\"
\"Let’sgobackaroundthemarshandhomebywayofLover’sLane。
Doyoufeelasdisgruntlednowaswhenyoustartedout,Anne?\"
\"NotI。Thoseappleshavebeenasmannatoahungrysoul。IfeelthatIshallloveRedmondandhaveasplendidfouryearsthere。\"
\"Andafterthosefouryears——what?\"
\"Oh,there’sanotherbendintheroadattheirend,\"answeredAnnelightly。\"I’venoideawhatmaybearoundit——Idon’twanttohave。It’snicernottoknow。\"
Lover’sLanewasadearplacethatnight,stillandmysteriouslydiminthepaleradianceofthemoonlight。Theyloiteredthroughitinapleasantchummysilence,neithercaringtotalk。
\"IfGilbertwerealwaysashehasbeenthiseveninghowniceandsimpleeverythingwouldbe,\"reflectedAnne。
GilbertwaslookingatAnne,asshewalkedalong。Inherlightdress,withherslenderdelicacy,shemadehimthinkofawhiteiris。
\"IwonderifIcanevermakehercareforme,\"hethought,withapangofself-destruct。
ChapterIII
GreetingandFarewellCharlieSloane,GilbertBlytheandAnneShirleyleftAvonleathefollowingMondaymorning。Annehadhopedforafineday。Dianawastodrivehertothestationandtheywantedthis,theirlastdrivetogetherforsometime,tobeapleasantone。ButwhenAnnewenttobedSundaynighttheeastwindwasmoaningaroundGreenGableswithanominousprophecywhichwasfulfilledinthemorning。
Anneawoketofindraindropspatteringagainstherwindowandshadowingthepond’sgraysurfacewithwideningrings;hillsandseawerehiddeninmist,andthewholeworldseemeddimanddreary。
Annedressedinthecheerlessgraydawn,foranearlystartwasnecessarytocatchtheboattrain;shestruggledagainstthetearsthatWOULDwellupinhereyesinspiteofherself。Shewasleavingthehomethatwassodeartoher,andsomethingtoldherthatshewasleavingitforever,saveasaholidayrefuge。Thingswouldneverbethesameagain;comingbackforvacationswouldnotbelivingthere。
Andoh,howdearandbelovedeverythingwas——thatlittlewhiteporchroom,sacredtothedreamsofgirlhood,theoldSnowQueenatthewindow,thebrookinthehollow,theDryad’sBubble,theHauntedWoods,andLover’sLane——allthethousandandonedearspotswherememoriesoftheoldyearsbided。Couldsheeverbereallyhappyanywhereelse?
BreakfastatGreenGablesthatmorningwasaratherdolefulmeal。
Davy,forthefirsttimeinhislifeprobably,couldnoteat,butblubberedshamelesslyoverhisporridge。Nobodyelseseemedtohavemuchappetite,saveDora,whotuckedawayherrationscomfortably。
Dora,liketheimmortalandmostprudentCharlotte,who\"wentoncuttingbreadandbutter\"whenherfrenziedlover’sbodyhadbeencarriedpastonashutter,wasoneofthosefortunatecreatureswhoareseldomdisturbedbyanything。EvenateightittookagreatdealtoruffleDora’splacidity。ShewassorryAnnewasgoingaway,ofcourse,butwasthatanyreasonwhysheshouldfailtoappreciateapoachedeggontoast?Notatall。And,seeingthatDavycouldnoteathis,Doraateitforhim。
PromptlyontimeDianaappearedwithhorseandbuggy,herrosyfaceglowingaboveherraincoat。Thegood-byeshadtobesaidthensomehow。Mrs。LyndecameinfromherquarterstogiveAnneaheartyembraceandwarnhertobecarefulofherhealth,whatevershedid。Marilla,brusqueandtearless,peckedAnne’scheekandsaidshesupposedthey’dhearfromherwhenshegotsettled。AcasualobservermighthaveconcludedthatAnne’sgoingmatteredverylittletoher——unlesssaidobserverhadhappenedtogetagoodlookinhereyes。DorakissedAnneprimlyandsqueezedouttwodecorouslittletears;butDavy,whohadbeencryingonthebackporchstepeversincetheyrosefromthetable,refusedtosaygood-byeatall。WhenhesawAnnecomingtowardshimhesprangtohisfeet,boltedupthebackstairs,andhidinaclothescloset,outofwhichhewouldnotcome。HismuffledhowlswerethelastsoundsAnneheardassheleftGreenGables。
ItrainedheavilyallthewaytoBrightRiver,towhichstationtheyhadtogo,sincethebranchlinetrainfromCarmodydidnotconnectwiththeboattrain。CharlieandGilbertwereonthestationplatformwhentheyreachedit,andthetrainwaswhistling。
Annehadjusttimetogetherticketandtrunkcheck,sayahurriedfarewelltoDiana,andhastenonboard。ShewishedsheweregoingbackwithDianatoAvonlea;sheknewshewasgoingtodieofhomesickness。
Andoh,ifonlythatdismalrainwouldstoppouringdownasifthewholeworldwereweepingoversummervanishedandjoysdeparted!
EvenGilbert’spresencebroughthernocomfort,forCharlieSloanewasthere,too,andSloanishnesscouldbetoleratedonlyinfineweather。
Itwasabsolutelyinsufferableinrain。
ButwhentheboatsteamedoutofCharlottetownharborthingstookaturnforthebetter。Therainceasedandthesunbegantoburstoutgoldenlynowandagainbetweentherentsintheclouds,burnishingthegrayseaswithcopper-huedradiance,andlightingupthemiststhatcurtainedtheIsland’sredshoreswithgleamsofgoldforetokeningafinedayafterall。Besides,CharlieSloanepromptlybecamesoseasickthathehadtogobelow,andAnneandGilbertwereleftaloneondeck。
\"IamverygladthatalltheSloanesgetseasickassoonastheygoonwater,\"thoughtAnnemercilessly。\"IamsureIcouldn’ttakemyfarewelllookatthe`ouldsod’withCharliestandingtherepretendingtolooksentimentallyatit,too。\"
\"Well,we’reoff,\"remarkedGilbertunsentimentally。
\"Yes,IfeellikeByron’s`ChildeHarold’——onlyitisn’treallymy`nativeshore’thatI’mwatching,\"saidAnne,winkinghergrayeyesvigorously。\"NovaScotiaisthat,Isuppose。Butone’snativeshoreisthelandonelovesthebest,andthat’sgoodoldP。E。I。forme。Ican’tbelieveIdidn’talwayslivehere。
ThoseelevenyearsbeforeIcameseemlikeabaddream。
It’ssevenyearssinceIcrossedonthisboat——theeveningMrs。SpencerbroughtmeoverfromHopetown。Icanseemyself,inthatdreadfuloldwinceydressandfadedsailorhat,exploringdecksandcabinswithenrapturedcuriosity。Itwasafineevening;
andhowthoseredIslandshoresdidgleaminthesunshine。NowI’mcrossingthestraitagain。Oh,Gilbert,IdohopeI’lllikeRedmondandKingsport,butI’msureIwon’t!\"
\"Where’sallyourphilosophygone,Anne?\"
\"It’sallsubmergedunderagreat,swampingwaveoflonelinessandhomesickness。I’velongedforthreeyearstogotoRedmond——andnowI’mgoing——andIwishIweren’t!Nevermind!I
shallbecheerfulandphilosophicalagainafterIhavejustonegoodcry。IMUSThavethat,`asawent’——andI’llhavetowaituntilIgetintomyboardinghousebedtonight,whereveritmaybe,beforeIcanhaveit。ThenAnnewillbeherselfagain。I
wonderifDavyhascomeoutoftheclosetyet。\"
ItwasninethatnightwhentheirtrainreachedKingsport,andtheyfoundthemselvesintheblue-whiteglareofthecrowdedstation。
Annefelthorriblybewildered,butamomentlatershewasseizedbyPriscillaGrant,whohadcometoKingsportonSaturday。
\"Hereyouare,beloved!AndIsupposeyou’reastiredasIwaswhenIgothereSaturdaynight。\"
\"Tired!Priscilla,don’ttalkofit。I’mtired,andgreen,andprovincial,andonlyabouttenyearsold。Forpity’ssaketakeyourpoor,broken-downchumtosomeplacewhereshecanhearherselfthink。\"
\"I’lltakeyourightuptoourboardinghouse。I’veacabreadyoutside。\"
\"It’ssuchablessingyou’rehere,Prissy。Ifyouweren’tI
thinkIshouldjustsitdownonmysuitcase,hereandnow,andweepbittertears。Whatacomfortonefamiliarfaceisinahowlingwildernessofstrangers!\"
\"IsthatGilbertBlytheoverthere,Anne?Howhehasgrownupthispastyear!HewasonlyaschoolboywhenItaughtinCarmody。
Andofcoursethat’sCharlieSloane。HEhasn’tchanged——couldn’t!
Helookedjustlikethatwhenhewasborn,andhe’lllooklikethatwhenhe’seighty。Thisway,dear。We’llbehomeintwentyminutes。\"
\"Home!\"groanedAnne。\"Youmeanwe’llbeinsomehorribleboardinghouse,inastillmorehorriblehallbedroom,lookingoutonadingybackyard。\"
\"Itisn’tahorribleboardinghouse,Anne-girl。Here’sourcab。
Hopin——thedriverwillgetyourtrunk。Oh,yes,theboardinghouse——it’sreallyaveryniceplaceofitskind,asyou’lladmittomorrowmorningwhenagoodnight’ssleephasturnedyourbluesrosypink。
It’sabig,old-fashioned,graystonehouseonSt。JohnStreet,justanicelittleconstitutionalfromRedmond。Itusedtobethe`residence’ofgreatfolk,butfashionhasdesertedSt。JohnStreetanditshousesonlydreamnowofbetterdays。They’resobigthatpeoplelivinginthemhavetotakeboardersjusttofillup。Atleast,thatisthereasonourlandladiesareveryanxioustoimpressonus。
They’redelicious,Anne——ourlandladies,Imean。\"
\"Howmanyarethere?\"
\"Two。MissHannahHarveyandMissAdaHarvey。Theywereborntwinsaboutfiftyyearsago。\"
\"Ican’tgetawayfromtwins,itseems,\"smiledAnne。\"WhereverI
gotheyconfrontme。\"
\"Oh,they’renottwinsnow,dear。Aftertheyreachedtheageofthirtytheyneverweretwinsagain。MissHannahhasgrownold,nottoogracefully,andMissAdahasstayedthirty,lessgracefullystill。Idon’tknowwhetherMissHannahcansmileornot;I’venevercaughtheratitsofar,butMissAdasmilesallthetimeandthat’sworse。However,they’renice,kindsouls,andtheytaketwoboarderseveryyearbecauseMissHannah’seconomicalsoulcannotbearto`wasteroomspace’——notbecausetheyneedtoorhaveto,asMissAdahastoldmeseventimessinceSaturdaynight。Asforourrooms,Iadmittheyarehallbedrooms,andminedoeslookoutonthebackyard。YourroomisafrontoneandlooksoutonOldSt。John’sgraveyard,whichisjustacrossthestreet。\"
\"Thatsoundsgruesome,\"shiveredAnne。\"IthinkI’dratherhavethebackyardview。\"
\"Oh,no,youwouldn’t。Waitandsee。OldSt。John’sisadarlingplace。It’sbeenagraveyardsolongthatit’sceasedtobeoneandhasbecomeoneofthesightsofKingsport。Iwasallthroughityesterdayforapleasureexertion。There’sabigstonewallandarowofenormoustreesallaroundit,androwsoftreesallthroughit,andthequeerestoldtombstones,withthequeerestandquaintestinscriptions。You’llgotheretostudy,Anne,seeifyoudon’t。Ofcourse,nobodyiseverburiedtherenow。
ButafewyearsagotheyputupabeautifulmonumenttothememoryofNovaScotiansoldierswhofellintheCrimeanWar。
Itisjustoppositetheentrancegatesandthere’s`scopeforimagination’init,asyouusedtosay。Here’syourtrunkatlast——andtheboyscomingtosaygoodnight。MustIreallyshakehandswithCharlieSloane,Anne?Hishandsarealwayssocoldandfishy-feeling。Wemustaskthemtocalloccasionally。
MissHannahgravelytoldmewecouldhave`younggentlemencallers’twoeveningsintheweek,iftheywentawayatareasonablehour;andMissAdaaskedme,smiling,pleasetobesuretheydidn’tsitonherbeautifulcushions。Ipromisedtoseetoit;butgoodnessknowswhereelsetheyCANsit,unlesstheysitonthefloor,fortherearecushionsonEVERYTHING。
MissAdaevenhasanelaborateBattenburgoneontopofthepiano。\"
Annewaslaughingbythistime。Priscilla’sgaychatterhadtheintendedeffectofcheeringherup;homesicknessvanishedforthetimebeing,anddidnotevenreturninfullforcewhenshefinallyfoundherselfaloneinherlittlebedroom。Shewenttoherwindowandlookedout。Thestreetbelowwasdimandquiet。
AcrossitthemoonwasshiningabovethetreesinOldSt。John’s,justbehindthegreatdarkheadoftheliononthemonument。
AnnewonderedifitcouldhavebeenonlythatmorningthatshehadleftGreenGables。Shehadthesenseofalongpassageoftimewhichonedayofchangeandtravelgives。
\"IsupposethatverymoonislookingdownonGreenGablesnow,\"
shemused。\"ButIwon’tthinkaboutit——thatwayhomesicknesslies。I’mnotevengoingtohavemygoodcry。I’llputthatofftoamoreconvenientseason,andjustnowI’llgocalmlyandsensiblytobedandtosleep。\"
ChapterIV
April’sLadyKingsportisaquaintoldtown,hearkingbacktoearlyColonialdays,andwrappedinitsancientatmosphere,assomefineolddameingarmentsfashionedlikethoseofheryouth。Hereandthereitsproutsoutintomodernity,butatheartitisstillunspoiled;
itisfullofcuriousrelics,andhaloedbytheromanceofmanylegendsofthepast。Onceitwasamerefrontierstationonthefringeofthewilderness,andthosewerethedayswhenIndianskeptlifefrombeingmonotonoustothesettlers。ThenitgrewtobeaboneofcontentionbetweentheBritishandtheFrench,beingoccupiednowbytheoneandnowbytheother,emergingfromeachoccupationwithsomefreshscarofbattlingnationsbrandedonit。
Ithasinitsparkamartellotower,autographedalloverbytourists,adismantledoldFrenchfortonthehillsbeyondthetown,andseveralantiquatedcannoninitspublicsquares。
Ithasotherhistoricspotsalso,whichmaybehuntedoutbythecurious,andnoneismorequaintanddelightfulthanOldSt。John’sCemeteryattheverycoreofthetown,withstreetsofquiet,old-timehousesontwosides,andbusy,bustling,modernthoroughfaresontheothers。EverycitizenofKingsportfeelsathrillofpossessiveprideinOldSt。John’s,for,ifhebeofanypretensionsatall,hehasanancestorburiedthere,withaqueer,crookedslabathishead,orelsesprawlingprotectivelyoverthegrave,onwhichallthemainfactsofhishistoryarerecorded。Forthemostpartnogreatartorskillwaslavishedonthoseoldtombstones。Thelargernumberareofroughlychiselledbrownorgraynativestone,andonlyinafewcasesisthereanyattemptatornamentation。Someareadornedwithskullandcross-bones,andthisgrizzlydecorationisfrequentlycoupledwithacherub’shead。Manyareprostrateandinruins。
IntoalmostallTime’stoothhasbeengnawing,untilsomeinscriptionshavebeencompletelyeffaced,andotherscanonlybedecipheredwithdifficulty。Thegraveyardisveryfullandverybowery,foritissurroundedandintersectedbyrowsofelmsandwillows,beneathwhoseshadethesleepersmustlieverydreamlessly,forevercroonedtobythewindsandleavesoverthem,andquiteundisturbedbytheclamoroftrafficjustbeyond。
AnnetookthefirstofmanyramblesinOldSt。John’sthenextafternoon。
SheandPriscillahadgonetoRedmondintheforenoonandregisteredasstudents,afterwhichtherewasnothingmoretodothatday。Thegirlsgladlymadetheirescape,foritwasnotexhilaratingtobesurroundedbycrowdsofstrangers,mostofwhomhadaratheralienappearance,asifnotquitesurewheretheybelonged。
The\"freshettes\"stoodaboutindetachedgroupsoftwoorthree,lookingaskanceateachother;the\"freshies,\"wiserintheirdayandgeneration,hadbandedthemselvestogetheronthebigstaircaseoftheentrancehall,wheretheywereshoutingoutgleeswithallthevigorofyouthfullungs,asaspeciesofdefiancetotheirtraditionalenemies,theSophomores,afewofwhomwereprowlingloftilyabout,lookingproperlydisdainfulofthe\"unlickedcubs\"onthestairs。GilbertandCharliewerenowheretobeseen。
\"LittledidIthinkthedaywouldevercomewhenI’dbegladofthesightofaSloane,\"saidPriscilla,astheycrossedthecampus,\"butI’dwelcomeCharlie’sgoggleeyesalmostecstatically。Atleast,they’dbefamiliareyes。\"
\"Oh,\"sighedAnne。\"Ican’tdescribehowIfeltwhenIwasstandingthere,waitingmyturntoberegistered——asinsignificantastheteeniestdropinamostenormousbucket。
It’sbadenoughtofeelinsignificant,butit’sunbearabletohaveitgrainedintoyoursoulthatyouwillnever,cannever,beanythingbutinsignificant,andthatishowIdidfeel——
asifIwereinvisibletothenakedeyeandsomeofthoseSophsmightsteponme。IknewIwouldgodowntomygraveunwept,unhonoredandunsung。\"
\"Waittillnextyear,\"comfortedPriscilla。\"Thenwe’llbeabletolookasboredandsophisticatedasanySophomoreofthemall。
Nodoubtitisratherdreadfultofeelinsignificant;butIthinkit’sbetterthantofeelasbigandawkwardasIdid——asifIweresprawledalloverRedmond。That’showIfelt——IsupposebecauseIwasagoodtwoinchestallerthananyoneelseinthecrowd。
Iwasn’tafraidaSophmightwalkoverme;Iwasafraidthey’dtakemeforanelephant,oranovergrownsampleofapotato-fedIslander。\"
\"Isupposethetroubleiswecan’tforgivebigRedmondfornotbeinglittleQueen’s,\"saidAnne,gatheringabouthertheshredsofheroldcheerfulphilosophytocoverhernakednessofspirit。
\"WhenweleftQueen’swekneweverybodyandhadaplaceofourown。
IsupposewehavebeenunconsciouslyexpectingtotakelifeupatRedmondjustwhereweleftoffatQueen’s,andnowwefeelasifthegroundhadslippedfromunderourfeet。I’mthankfulthatneitherMrs。LyndenorMrs。ElishaWrightknow,oreverwillknow,mystateofmindatpresent。Theywouldexultinsaying`Itoldyouso,’andbeconvinceditwasthebeginningoftheend。Whereasitisjusttheendofthebeginning。\"
\"Exactly。ThatsoundsmoreAnneish。Inalittlewhilewe’llbeacclimatedandacquainted,andallwillbewell。Anne,didyounoticethegirlwhostoodalonejustoutsidethedoorofthecoeds’dressingroomallthemorning——theprettyonewiththebrowneyesandcrookedmouth?\"
\"Yes,Idid。InoticedherparticularlybecausesheseemedtheonlycreaturetherewhoLOOKEDaslonelyandfriendlessasIFELT。
IhadYOU,butshehadnoone。\"
\"Ithinkshefeltprettyall-by-herselfish,too。SeveraltimesI
sawhermakeamotionasiftocrossovertous,butsheneverdidit——tooshy,Isuppose。Iwishedshewouldcome。IfIhadn’tfeltsomuchliketheaforesaidelephantI’dhavegonetoher。
ButIcouldn’tlumberacrossthatbighallwithallthoseboyshowlingonthestairs。ShewastheprettiestfreshetteIsawtoday,butprobablyfavorisdeceitfulandevenbeautyisvainonyourfirstdayatRedmond,\"concludedPriscillawithalaugh。
\"I’mgoingacrosstoOldSt。John’safterlunch,\"saidAnne。
\"Idon’tknowthatagraveyardisaverygoodplacetogotogetcheeredup,butitseemstheonlyget-at-ableplacewheretherearetrees,andtreesImusthave。I’llsitononeofthoseoldslabsandshutmyeyesandimagineI’mintheAvonleawoods。\"
Annedidnotdothat,however,forshefoundenoughofinterestinOldSt。John’stokeephereyeswideopen。Theywentinbytheentrancegates,pastthesimple,massive,stonearchsurmountedbythegreatlionofEngland。
\"`AndonInkermanyetthewildbrambleisgory,Andthosebleakheightshenceforthshallbefamousinstory,’\"
quotedAnne,lookingatitwithathrill。Theyfoundthemselvesinadim,cool,greenplacewherewindswerefondofpurring。
Upanddownthelonggrassyaislestheywandered,readingthequaint,voluminousepitaphs,carvedinanagethathadmoreleisurethanourown。
\"`HerelieththebodyofAlbertCrawford,Esq。,’\"readAnnefromaworn,grayslab,\"`formanyyearsKeeperofHisMajesty’sOrdnanceatKingsport。Heservedinthearmytillthepeaceof1763,whenheretiredfrombadhealth。Hewasabraveofficer,thebestofhusbands,thebestoffathers,thebestoffriends。
HediedOctober29th,1792,aged84years。’There’sanepitaphforyou,Prissy。Thereiscertainlysome`scopeforimagination’
init。Howfullsuchalifemusthavebeenofadventure!Andasforhispersonalqualities,I’msurehumaneulogycouldn’tgofurther。Iwonderiftheytoldhimhewasallthosebestthingswhilehewasalive。\"
\"Here’sanother,\"saidPriscilla。\"Listen——
`TothememoryofAlexanderRoss,whodiedonthe22ndofSeptember,1840,aged43years。Thisisraisedasatributeofaffectionbyonewhomheservedsofaithfullyfor27yearsthathewasregardedasafriend,deservingthefullestconfidenceandattachment。’\"
\"Averygoodepitaph,\"commentedAnnethoughtfully。\"Iwouldn’twishabetter。Weareallservantsofsomesort,andifthefactthatwearefaithfulcanbetruthfullyinscribedonourtombstonesnothingmoreneedbeadded。Here’sasorrowfullittlegraystone,Prissy——`tothememoryofafavoritechild。’Andhereisanother`erectedtothememoryofonewhoisburiedelsewhere。’Iwonderwherethatunknowngraveis。Really,Pris,thegraveyardsoftodaywillneverbeasinterestingasthis。Youwereright——Ishallcomehereoften。Iloveitalready。Iseewe’renotalonehere——there’sagirldownattheendofthisavenue。\"
\"Yes,andIbelieveit’stheverygirlwesawatRedmondthismorning。
I’vebeenwatchingherforfiveminutes。Shehasstartedtocomeuptheavenueexactlyhalfadozentimes,andhalfadozentimeshassheturnedandgoneback。Eithershe’sdreadfullyshyorshehasgotsomethingonherconscience。Let’sgoandmeether。It’seasiertogetacquaintedinagraveyardthanatRedmond,Ibelieve。\"
Theywalkeddownthelonggrassyarcadetowardsthestranger,whowassittingonagrayslabunderanenormouswillow。Shewascertainlyverypretty,withavivid,irregular,bewitchingtypeofprettiness。Therewasaglossasofbrownnutsonhersatin-smoothhairandasoft,ripeglowonherroundcheeks。
Hereyeswerebigandbrownandvelvety,underoddly-pointedblackbrows,andhercrookedmouthwasrose-red。Sheworeasmartbrownsuit,withtwoverymodishlittleshoespeepingfrombeneathit;andherhatofdullpinkstraw,wreathedwithgolden-brownpoppies,hadtheindefinable,unmistakableairwhichpertainstothe\"creation\"ofanartistinmillinery。
Priscillahadasuddenstingingconsciousnessthatherownhathadbeentrimmedbyhervillagestoremilliner,andAnnewondereduncomfortablyiftheblouseshehadmadeherself,andwhichMrs。