第2章

类别:其他 作者:Lucy Maud Montgomery字数:22176更新时间:18/12/21 16:50:16
Lyndehadfitted,lookedVERYcountrifiedandhome-madebesidesthestranger’ssmartattire。Foramomentbothgirlsfeltliketurningback。 Buttheyhadalreadystoppedandturnedtowardsthegrayslab。 Itwastoolatetoretreat,forthebrown-eyedgirlhadevidentlyconcludedthattheywerecomingtospeaktoher。Instantlyshesprangupandcameforwardwithoutstretchedhandandagay,friendlysmileinwhichthereseemednotashadowofeithershynessorburdenedconscience。 \"Oh,Iwanttoknowwhoyoutwogirlsare,\"sheexclaimedeagerly。 \"I’vebeenDYINGtoknow。IsawyouatRedmondthismorning。 Say,wasn’titAWFULthere?ForthetimeIwishedIhadstayedhomeandgotmarried。\" AnneandPriscillabothbrokeintounconstrainedlaughteratthisunexpectedconclusion。Thebrown-eyedgirllaughed,too。 \"Ireallydid。ICOULDhave,youknow。Come,let’sallsitdownonthisgravestoneandgetacquainted。Itwon’tbehard。Iknowwe’regoingtoadoreeachother——IknewitassoonasIsawyouatRedmondthismorning。Iwantedsomuchtogorightoverandhugyouboth。\" \"Whydidn’tyou?\"askedPriscilla。 \"BecauseIsimplycouldn’tmakeupmymindtodoit。Inevercanmakeupmymindaboutanythingmyself——I’malwaysafflictedwithindecision。JustassoonasIdecidetodosomethingIfeelinmybonesthatanothercoursewouldbethecorrectone。It’sadreadfulmisfortune,butIwasbornthatway,andthereisnouseinblamingmeforit,assomepeopledo。SoIcouldn’tmakeupmymindtogoandspeaktoyou,muchasIwantedto。\" \"Wethoughtyouweretooshy,\"saidAnne。 \"No,no,dear。Shynessisn’tamongthemanyfailings——orvirtues——ofPhilippaGordon——Philforshort。DocallmePhilrightoff。Now,whatareyourhandles?\" \"She’sPriscillaGrant,\"saidAnne,pointing。 \"AndSHE’SAnneShirley,\"saidPriscilla,pointinginturn。 \"Andwe’refromtheIsland,\"saidbothtogether。 \"IhailfromBolingbroke,NovaScotia,\"saidPhilippa。 \"Bolingbroke!\"exclaimedAnne。\"Why,thatiswhereIwasborn。\" \"Doyoureallymeanit?Why,thatmakesyouaBluenoseafterall。\" \"No,itdoesn’t,\"retortedAnne。\"Wasn’titDanO’Connellwhosaidthatifamanwasborninastableitdidn’tmakehimahorse? I’mIslandtothecore。\" \"Well,I’mgladyouwereborninBolingbrokeanyway。Itmakesuskindofneighbors,doesn’tit?AndIlikethat,becausewhenItellyousecretsitwon’tbeasifIweretellingthemtoastranger。 Ihavetotellthem。Ican’tkeepsecrets——it’snousetotry。 That’smyworstfailing——that,andindecision,asaforesaid。 Wouldyoubelieveit?——ittookmehalfanhourtodecidewhichhattowearwhenIwascominghere——HERE,toagraveyard! AtfirstIinclinedtomybrownonewiththefeather; butassoonasIputitonIthoughtthispinkonewiththefloppybrimwouldbemorebecoming。WhenIgotITpinnedinplaceIlikedthebrownonebetter。AtlastIputthemclosetogetheronthebed,shutmyeyes,andjabbedwithahatpin。 Thepinspearedthepinkone,soIputiton。Itisbecoming,isn’tit?Tellme,whatdoyouthinkofmylooks?\" Atthisnaivedemand,madeinaperfectlyserioustone,Priscillalaughedagain。ButAnnesaid,impulsivelysqueezingPhilippa’shand,\"WethoughtthismorningthatyouweretheprettiestgirlwesawatRedmond。\" Philippa’scrookedmouthflashedintoabewitching,crookedsmileoververywhitelittleteeth。 \"Ithoughtthatmyself,\"washernextastoundingstatement,\"butIwantedsomeoneelse’sopiniontobolstermineup。 Ican’tdecideevenonmyownappearance。JustassoonasI’vedecidedthatI’mprettyIbegintofeelmiserablythatI’mnot。 Besides,haveahorribleoldgreat-auntwhoisalwayssayingtome,withamournfulsigh,`Youweresuchaprettybaby。It’sstrangehowchildrenchangewhentheygrowup。’Iadoreaunts,butIdetestgreat- aunts。PleasetellmequiteoftenthatIampretty,ifyoudon’tmind。 IfeelsomuchmorecomfortablewhenIcanbelieveI’mpretty。AndI’llbejustasobligingtoyouifyouwantmeto——ICANbe,withaclearconscience。\" \"Thanks,\"laughedAnne,\"butPriscillaandIaresofirmlyconvincedofourowngoodlooksthatwedon’tneedanyassuranceaboutthem,soyouneedn’ttrouble。\" \"Oh,you’relaughingatme。IknowyouthinkI’mabominablyvain,butI’mnot。Therereallyisn’tonesparkofvanityinme。 AndI’mneverabitgrudgingaboutpayingcomplimentstoothergirlswhentheydeservethem。I’msogladIknowyoufolks。 IcameuponSaturdayandI’venearlydiedofhomesicknesseversince。It’sahorriblefeeling,isn’tit?InBolingbrokeI’manimportantpersonage,andinKingsportI’mjustnobody! ThereweretimeswhenIcouldfeelmysoulturningadelicateblue。 Wheredoyouhangout?\" \"Thirty-eightSt。John’sStreet。\" \"Betterandbetter。Why,I’mjustaroundthecorneronWallaceStreet。 Idon’tlikemyboardinghouse,though。It’sbleakandlonesome,andmyroomlooksoutonsuchanunholybackyard。It’stheugliestplaceintheworld。Asforcats——well,surelyALLtheKingsportcatscan’tcongregatethereatnight,buthalfofthemmust。Iadorecatsonhearthrugs,snoozingbeforenice,friendlyfires,butcatsinbackyardsatmidnightaretotallydifferentanimals。ThefirstnightIwashereIcriedallnight,andsodidthecats。Youshouldhaveseenmynoseinthemorning。HowIwishedIhadneverlefthome!\" \"Idon’tknowhowyoumanagedtomakeupyourmindtocometoRedmondatall,ifyouarereallysuchanundecidedperson,\"saidamusedPriscilla。 \"Blessyourheart,honey,Ididn’t。Itwasfatherwhowantedmetocomehere。Hisheartwassetonit——why,Idon’tknow。ItseemsperfectlyridiculoustothinkofmestudyingforaB。A。 degree,doesn’tit?NotbutwhatIcandoit,allright。 Ihaveheapsofbrains。\" \"Oh!\"saidPriscillavaguely。 \"Yes。Butit’ssuchhardworktousethem。AndB。A。’saresuchlearned,dignified,wise,solemncreatures——theymustbe。No,_I_didn’twanttocometoRedmond。Ididitjusttoobligefather。 HeISsuchaduck。Besides,IknewifIstayedhomeI’dhavetogetmarried。Motherwantedthat——wanteditdecidedly。Motherhasplentyofdecision。ButIreallyhatedthethoughtofbeingmarriedforafewyearsyet。IwanttohaveheapsoffunbeforeIsettledown。And,ridiculousastheideaofmybeingaB。A。is,theideaofmybeinganoldmarriedwomanisstillmoreabsurd,isn’tit?I’monlyeighteen。No,IconcludedIwouldrathercometoRedmondthanbemarried。Besides,howcouldI everhavemadeupmymindwhichmantomarry?\" \"Weretheresomany?\"laughedAnne。 \"Heaps。Theboyslikemeawfully——theyreallydo。Buttherewereonlytwothatmattered。Therestwerealltooyoungandtoopoor。Imustmarryarichman,youknow。\" \"Whymustyou?\" \"Honey,youcouldn’timagineMEbeingapoorman’swife,couldyou? Ican’tdoasingleusefulthing,andIamVERYextravagant。Oh,no,myhusbandmusthaveheapsofmoney。Sothatnarrowedthemdowntotwo。 ButIcouldn’tdecidebetweentwoanyeasierthanbetweentwohundred。 IknewperfectlywellthatwhicheveroneIchoseI’dregretallmylifethatIhadn’tmarriedtheother。\" \"Didn’tyou——love——eitherofthem?\"askedAnne,alittlehesitatingly。 Itwasnoteasyforhertospeaktoastrangerofthegreatmysteryandtransformationoflife。 \"Goodness,no。_I_couldn’tloveanybody。Itisn’tinme。 BesidesIwouldn’twantto。Beinginlovemakesyouaperfectslave,_I_think。Anditwouldgiveamansuchpowertohurtyou。 I’dbeafraid。No,no,AlecandAlonzoaretwodearboys,andIlikethembothsomuchthatIreallydon’tknowwhichIlikethebetter。 Thatisthetrouble。Alecisthebestlooking,ofcourse,andI simplycouldn’tmarryamanwhowasn’thandsome。Heisgood-temperedtoo,andhaslovely,curly,blackhair。He’srathertooperfect—— Idon’tbelieveI’dlikeaperfecthusband——somebodyIcouldneverfindfaultwith。\" \"ThenwhynotmarryAlonzo?\"askedPriscillagravely。 \"ThinkofmarryinganamelikeAlonzo!\"saidPhildolefully。 \"Idon’tbelieveIcouldendureit。Buthehasaclassicnose,anditWOULDbeacomforttohaveanoseinthefamilythatcouldbedependedon。Ican’tdependonmine。Sofar,ittakesaftertheGordonpattern,butI’msoafraiditwilldevelopByrnetendenciesasIgrowolder。Iexamineiteverydayanxiouslytomakesureit’sstillGordon。MotherwasaByrneandhastheByrnenoseintheByrnestdegree。Waittillyouseeit。Iadorenicenoses。 Yournoseisawfullynice,AnneShirley。Alonzo’snosenearlyturnedthebalanceinhisfavor。ButALONZO!No,Icouldn’tdecide。 IfIcouldhavedoneasIdidwiththehats——stoodthembothuptogether,shutmyeyes,andjabbedwithahatpin——itwouldhavebeenquiteeasy。\" \"WhatdidAlecandAlonzofeellikewhenyoucameaway?\"queriedPriscilla。 \"Oh,theystillhavehope。Itoldthemthey’dhavetowaittillIcouldmakeupmymind。They’requitewillingtowait。 Theybothworshipme,youknow。Meanwhile,Iintendtohaveagoodtime。IexpectIshallhaveheapsofbeauxatRedmond。 Ican’tbehappyunlessIhave,youknow。Butdon’tyouthinkthefreshmenarefearfullyhomely? Isawonlyonereallyhandsomefellowamongthem。Hewentawaybeforeyoucame。IheardhischumcallhimGilbert。HischumhadeyesthatstuckoutTHATFAR。Butyou’renotgoingyet,girls? Don’tgoyet。\" \"Ithinkwemust,\"saidAnne,rathercoldly。\"It’sgettinglate,andI’vesomeworktodo。\" \"Butyou’llbothcometoseeme,won’tyou?\"askedPhilippa,gettingupandputtinganarmaroundeach。\"Andletmecometoseeyou。Iwanttobechummywithyou。I’vetakensuchafancytoyouboth。AndIhaven’tquitedisgustedyouwithmyfrivolity,haveI?\" \"Notquite,\"laughedAnne,respondingtoPhil’ssqueeze,withareturnofcordiality。 \"BecauseI’mnothalfsosillyasIseemonthesurface,youknow。YoujustacceptPhilippaGordon,astheLordmadeher,withallherfaults,andIbelieveyou’llcometolikeher。 Isn’tthisgraveyardasweetplace?I’dlovetobeburiedhere。 Here’sagraveIdidn’tseebefore——thisoneintheironrailing——oh,girls,look,see——thestonesaysit’sthegraveofamiddywhowaskilledinthefightbetweentheShannonandtheChesapeake。Justfancy!\" Annepausedbytherailingandlookedatthewornstone,herpulsesthrillingwithsuddenexcitement。Theoldgraveyard,withitsover-archingtreesandlongaislesofshadows,fadedfromhersight。 Instead,shesawtheKingsportHarborofnearlyacenturyagone。 Outofthemistcameslowlyagreatfrigate,brilliantwith\"themeteorflagofEngland。\"Behindherwasanother,withastill,heroicform,wrappedinhisownstarryflag,lyingonthequarterdeck——thegallantLawrence。Time’sfingerhadturnedbackhispages,andthatwastheShannonsailingtriumphantupthebaywiththeChesapeakeasherprize。 \"Comeback,AnneShirley——comeback,\"laughedPhilippa,pullingherarm。\"You’reahundredyearsawayfromus。Comeback。\" Annecamebackwithasigh;hereyeswereshiningsoftly。 \"I’vealwayslovedthatoldstory,\"shesaid,\"andalthoughtheEnglishwonthatvictory,Ithinkitwasbecauseofthebrave,defeatedcommanderIloveit。Thisgraveseemstobringitsonearandmakeitsoreal。Thispoorlittlemiddywasonlyeighteen。He`diedofdesperatewoundsreceivedingallantaction’——soreadshisepitaph。Itissuchasasoldiermightwishfor。\" Beforesheturnedaway,Anneunpinnedthelittleclusterofpurplepansiessheworeanddroppeditsoftlyonthegraveoftheboywhohadperishedinthegreatsea-duel。 \"Well,whatdoyouthinkofournewfriend?\"askedPriscilla,whenPhilhadleftthem。 \"Ilikeher。Thereissomethingverylovableabouther,inspiteofallhernonsense。Ibelieve,asshesaysherself,thatsheisn’thalfassillyasshesounds。She’sadear,kissablebaby——andIdon’tknowthatshe’lleverreallygrowup。\" \"Ilikeher,too,\"saidPriscilla,decidedly。\"ShetalksasmuchaboutboysasRubyGillisdoes。ButitalwaysenragesorsickensmetohearRuby,whereasIjustwantedtolaughgood-naturedlyatPhil。Now,whatisthewhyofthat?\" \"Thereisadifference,\"saidAnnemeditatively。\"Ithinkit’sbecauseRubyisreallysoCONSCIOUSofboys。Sheplaysatloveandlove-making。Besides,youfeel,whensheisboastingofherbeauxthatsheisdoingittorubitwellintoyouthatyouhaven’thalfsomany。Now,whenPhiltalksofherbeauxitsoundsasifshewasjustspeakingofchums。Shereallylooksuponboysasgoodcomrades,andsheispleasedwhenshehasdozensofthemtagginground,simplybecauseshelikestobepopularandtobethoughtpopular。EvenAlexandAlonzo——I’llneverbeabletothinkofthosetwonamesseparatelyafterthis——aretoherjusttwoplayfellowswhowanthertoplaywiththemalltheirlives。I’mgladwemether,andI’mgladwewenttoOldSt。John’s。IbelieveI’veputforthatinysoul-rootintoKingsportsoilthisafternoon。Ihopeso。Ihatetofeeltransplanted。\" ChapterV LettersfromHomeForthenextthreeweeksAnneandPriscillacontinuedtofeelasstrangersinastrangeland。Then,suddenly,everythingseemedtofallintofocus——Redmond,professors,classes,students,studies,socialdoings。Lifebecamehomogeneousagain,insteadofbeingmadeupofdetachedfragments。TheFreshmen,insteadofbeingacollectionofunrelatedindividuals,foundthemselvesaclass,withaclassspirit,aclassyell,classinterests,classantipathiesandclassambitions。Theywonthedayintheannual\"ArtsRush\"againsttheSophomores,andtherebygainedtherespectofalltheclasses,andanenormous,confidence-givingopinionofthemselves。ForthreeyearstheSophomoreshadwoninthe\"rush\";thatthevictoryofthisyearperchedupontheFreshmen’sbannerwasattributedtothestrategicgeneralshipofGilbertBlythe,whomarshalledthecampaignandoriginatedcertainnewtactics,whichdemoralizedtheSophsandswepttheFreshmentotriumph。AsarewardofmerithewaselectedpresidentoftheFreshmanClass,apositionofhonorandresponsibility——fromaFreshpointofview,atleast——covetedbymany。Hewasalsoinvitedtojointhe\"Lambs\"——RedmondeseforLambaTheta——acomplimentrarelypaidtoaFreshman。AsapreparatoryinitiationordealhehadtoparadetheprincipalbusinessstreetsofKingsportforawholedaywearingasunbonnetandavoluminouskitchenapronofgaudilyfloweredcalico。Thishedidcheerfully,doffinghissunbonnetwithcourtlygracewhenhemetladiesofhisacquaintance。CharlieSloane,whohadnotbeenaskedtojointheLambs,toldAnnehedidnotseehowBlythecoulddoit,andHE,forhispart,couldneverhumiliatehimselfso。 \"FancyCharlieSloaneina`caliker’apronanda`sunbunnit,’\" giggledPriscilla。\"He’dlookexactlylikehisoldGrandmotherSloane。Gilbert,now,lookedasmuchlikeamaninthemasinhisownproperhabiliments。\" AnneandPriscillafoundthemselvesinthethickofthesociallifeofRedmond。ThatthiscameaboutsospeedilywasdueingreatmeasuretoPhilippaGordon。Philippawasthedaughterofarichandwell-knownman,andbelongedtoanoldandexclusive\"Bluenose\"family。This,combinedwithherbeautyandcharm——acharmacknowledgedbyallwhomether——promptlyopenedthegatesofallcliques,clubsandclassesinRedmondtoher;andwhereshewentAnneandPriscillawent,too。Phil\"adored\"AnneandPriscilla,especiallyAnne。Shewasaloyallittlesoul,crystal-freefromanyformofsnobbishness。\"Loveme,lovemyfriends\"seemedtobeherunconsciousmotto。Withouteffort,shetookthemwithherintohereverwideningcircleofacquaintanceship,andthetwoAvonleagirlsfoundtheirsocialpathwayatRedmondmadeveryeasyandpleasantforthem,totheenvyandwondermentoftheotherfreshettes,who,lackingPhilippa’ssponsorship,weredoomedtoremainratheronthefringeofthingsduringtheirfirstcollegeyear。 ToAnneandPriscilla,withtheirmoreseriousviewsoflife,Philremainedtheamusing,lovablebabyshehadseemedontheirfirstmeeting。Yet,asshesaidherself,shehad\"heaps\"ofbrains。Whenorwhereshefoundtimetostudywasamystery,forsheseemedalwaysindemandforsomekindof\"fun,\"andherhomeeveningswerecrowdedwithcallers。Shehadallthe\"beaux\"thatheartcoulddesire,fornine-tenthsoftheFreshmenandabigfractionofalltheotherclasseswererivalsforhersmiles。 Shewasnaivelydelightedoverthis,andgleefullyrecountedeachnewconquesttoAnneandPriscilla,withcommentsthatmighthavemadetheunluckylover’searsburnfiercely。 \"AlecandAlonzodon’tseemtohaveanyseriousrivalyet,\" remarkedAnne,teasingly。 \"Notone,\"agreedPhilippa。\"Iwritethembotheveryweekandtellthemallaboutmyyoungmenhere。I’msureitmustamusethem。 But,ofcourse,theoneIlikebestIcan’tget。GilbertBlythewon’ttakeanynoticeofme,excepttolookatmeasifIwereanicelittlekittenhe’dliketopat。ToowellIknowthereason。 Ioweyouagrudge,QueenAnne。IreallyoughttohateyouandinsteadIloveyoumadly,andI’mmiserableifIdon’tseeyoueveryday。You’redifferentfromanygirlIeverknewbefore。 WhenyoulookatmeinacertainwayIfeelwhataninsignificant,frivolouslittlebeastIam,andIlongtobebetterandwiserandstronger。AndthenImakegoodresolutions;butthefirstnice-lookingmanniewhocomesmywayknocksthemalloutofmyhead。Isn’tcollegelifemagnificent? It’ssofunnytothinkIhateditthatfirstday。ButifIhadn’tImightnevergotreallyacquaintedwithyou。Anne,pleasetellmeoveragainthatyoulikemealittlebit。Iyearntohearit。\" \"Ilikeyouabigbit——andIthinkyou’readear,sweet,adorable,velvety,clawless,little——kitten,\"laughedAnne,\"butIdon’tseewhenyouevergettimetolearnyourlessons。\" Philmusthavefoundtimeforsheheldherownineveryclassofheryear。EventhegrumpyoldprofessorofMathematics,whodetestedcoeds,andhadbitterlyopposedtheiradmissiontoRedmond,couldn’tfloorher。Sheledthefreshetteseverywhere,exceptinEnglish,whereAnneShirleyleftherfarbehind。AnneherselffoundthestudiesofherFreshmanyearveryeasy,thanksingreatparttothesteadyworksheandGilberthadputinduringthosetwopastyearsinAvonlea。Thislefthermoretimeforasociallifewhichshethoroughlyenjoyed。ButneverforamomentdidsheforgetAvonleaandthefriendsthere。Toher,thehappiestmomentsineachweekwerethoseinwhichletterscamefromhome。ItwasnotuntilshehadgotherfirstlettersthatshebegantothinkshecouldeverlikeKingsportorfeelathomethere。Beforetheycame,Avonleahadseemedthousandsofmilesaway;thoselettersbroughtitnearandlinkedtheoldlifetothenewsocloselythattheybegantoseemoneandthesame,insteadoftwohopelesslysegregatedexistences。Thefirstbatchcontainedsixletters,fromJaneAndrews,RubyGillis,DianaBarry,Marilla,Mrs。LyndeandDavy。Jane’swasacopperplateproduction,withevery\"t\"nicelycrossedandevery\"i\"preciselydotted,andnotaninterestingsentenceinit。Shenevermentionedtheschool,concerningwhichAnnewasavidtohear;sheneveransweredoneofthequestionsAnnehadaskedinherletter。 ButshetoldAnnehowmanyyardsoflaceshehadrecentlycrocheted,andthekindofweathertheywerehavinginAvonlea,andhowsheintendedtohavehernewdressmade,andthewayshefeltwhenherheadached。RubyGilliswroteagushingepistledeploringAnne’sabsence,assuringhershewashorriblymissedineverything,askingwhattheRedmond\"fellows\"werelike,andfillingtherestwithaccountsofherownharrowingexperienceswithhernumerousadmirers。Itwasasilly,harmlessletter,andAnnewouldhavelaughedoverithaditnotbeenforthepostscript。 \"GilbertseemstobeenjoyingRedmond,judgingfromhisletters,\" wroteRuby。\"Idon’tthinkCharlieissostuckonit。\" SoGilbertwaswritingtoRuby!Verywell。Hehadaperfectrightto,ofcourse。Only——!!AnnedidnotknowthatRubyhadwrittenthefirstletterandthatGilberthadanswereditfrommerecourtesy。ShetossedRuby’sletterasidecontemptuously。 ButittookallDiana’sbreezy,newsy,delightfulepistletobanishthestingofRuby’spostscript。Diana’slettercontainedalittletoomuchFred,butwasotherwisecrowdedandcrossedwithitemsofinterest,andAnnealmostfeltherselfbackinAvonleawhilereadingit。Marilla’swasaratherprimandcolorlessepistle,severelyinnocentofgossiporemotion。 YetsomehowitconveyedtoAnneawhiffofthewholesome,simplelifeatGreenGables,withitssavorofancientpeace,andthesteadfastabidinglovethatwasthereforher。Mrs。Lynde’sletterwasfullofchurchnews。Havingbrokenuphousekeeping,Mrs。Lyndehadmoretimethanevertodevotetochurchaffairsandhadflungherselfintothemheartandsoul。Shewasatpresentmuchworkedupoverthepoor\"supplies\"theywerehavinginthevacantAvonleapulpit。 \"Idon’tbelieveanybutfoolsentertheministrynowadays,\"shewrotebitterly。\"Suchcandidatesastheyhavesentus,andsuchstuffastheypreach!Halfofitain’ttrue,and,what’sworse,itain’tsounddoctrine。Theonewehavenowistheworstofthelot。Hemostlytakesatextandpreachesaboutsomethingelse。 Andhesayshedoesn’tbelievealltheheathenwillbeeternallylost。Theidea!Iftheywon’tallthemoneywe’vebeengivingtoForeignMissionswillbecleanwasted,that’swhat!LastSundaynightheannouncedthatnextSundayhe’dpreachontheaxe-headthatswam。Ithinkhe’dbetterconfinehimselftotheBibleandleavesensationalsubjectsalone。Thingshavecometoaprettypassifaministercan’tfindenoughinHolyWrittopreachabout,that’swhat。Whatchurchdoyouattend,Anne?I hopeyougoregularly。Peopleareapttogetsocarelessaboutchurch-goingawayfromhome,andIunderstandcollegestudentsaregreatsinnersinthisrespect。I’mtoldmanyofthemactuallystudytheirlessonsonSunday。Ihopeyou’llneversinkthatlow,Anne。Rememberhowyouwerebroughtup。Andbeverycarefulwhatfriendsyoumake。Youneverknowwhatsortofcreaturesareinthemcolleges。Outwardlytheymaybeaswhitedsepulchersandinwardlyasraveningwolves,that’swhat。You’dbetternothaveanythingtosaytoanyyoungmanwhoisn’tfromtheIsland。 \"Iforgottotellyouwhathappenedthedaytheministercalledhere。ItwasthefunniestthingIeversaw。IsaidtoMarilla,`IfAnnehadbeenherewouldn’tshehavehadalaugh?’EvenMarillalaughed。Youknowhe’saveryshort,fatlittlemanwithbowlegs。Well,thatoldpigofMr。Harrison’s——thebig,tallone——hadwanderedoverherethatdayagainandbrokeintotheyard,anditgotintothebackporch,unbeknownstous,anditwastherewhentheministerappearedinthedoorway。Itmadeonewildbolttogetout,buttherewasnowheretobolttoexceptbetweenthembowlegs。Sothereitwent,and,beingasitwassobigandtheministersolittle,ittookhimcleanoffhisfeetandcarriedhimaway。Hishatwentonewayandhiscaneanother,justasMarillaandIgottothedoor。I’llneverforgetthelookofhim。Andthatpoorpigwasnearscaredtodeath。I’llneverbeabletoreadthataccountintheBibleoftheswinethatrushedmadlydownthesteepplaceintotheseawithoutseeingMr。Harrison’spigcareeringdownthehillwiththatminister。 IguessthepigthoughthehadtheOldBoyonhisbackinsteadofinsideofhim。Iwasthankfulthetwinsweren’tabout。 Itwouldn’thavebeentherightthingforthemtohaveseenaministerinsuchanundignifiedpredicament。Justbeforetheygottothebrooktheministerjumpedofforfelloff。 Thepigrushedthroughthebrooklikemadandupthroughthewoods。 MarillaandIrundownandhelpedtheministergetupandbrushhiscoat。Hewasn’thurt,buthewasmad。HeseemedtoholdMarillaandmeresponsibleforitall,thoughwetoldhimthepigdidn’tbelongtous,andhadbeenpesteringusallsummer。 Besides,whatdidhecometothebackdoorfor?You’dneverhavecaughtMr。Allandoingthat。It’llbealongtimebeforewegetamanlikeMr。Allan。Butit’sanillwindthatblowsnogood。 We’veneverseenhooforhairofthatpigsince,andit’smybeliefweneverwill。 \"ThingsisprettyquietinAvonlea。Idon’tfindGreenGablesaslonesomeasIexpected。IthinkI’llstartanothercottonwarpquiltthiswinter。Mrs。SilasSloanehasahandsomenewapple-leafpattern。 \"WhenIfeelthatImusthavesomeexcitementIreadthemurdertrialsinthatBostonpapermyniecesendsme。Ineverusedtodoit,butthey’rerealinteresting。TheStatesmustbeanawfulplace。Ihopeyou’llnevergothere,Anne。Butthewaygirlsroamovertheearthnowissomethingterrible。ItalwaysmakesmethinkofSatanintheBookofJob,goingtoandfroandwalkingupanddown。Idon’tbelievetheLordeverintendedit,that’swhat。 \"Davyhasbeenprettygoodsinceyouwentaway。OnedayhewasbadandMarillapunishedhimbymakinghimwearDora’sapronallday,andthenhewentandcutallDora’sapronsup。Ispankedhimforthatandthenhewentandchasedmyroostertodeath。 \"TheMacPhersonshavemoveddowntomyplace。She’sagreathousekeeperandveryparticular。She’srootedallmyJuneliliesupbecauseshesaystheymakeagardenlooksountidy。Thomassetthemliliesoutwhenweweremarried。Herhusbandseemsanicesortofaman,butshecan’tgetoverbeinganoldmaid,that’swhat。 \"Don’tstudytoohard,andbesureandputyourwinterunderclothesonassoonastheweathergetscool。 Marillaworriesalotaboutyou,butItellheryou’vegotalotmoresensethanIeverthoughtyouwouldhaveatonetime,andthatyou’llbeallright。\" Davy’sletterplungedintoagrievanceatthestart。 \"Dearanne,pleasewriteandtellmarillanottotiemetotheraleofthebridgewhenIgofishingtheboysmakefunofmewhenshedoes。Itsawfullonesomeherewithoutyoubutgratefuninschool。Janeandrewsiscrosserthanyou。Iscaredmrs。lyndewithajackylanternlastnite。ShewasoffelmadandshewasmadcauseIchasedheroldroosterroundtheyardtillhefelldownded。Ididn’tmeantomakehimfalldownded。Whatmadehimdie,anne,Iwanttoknow。mrs。lyndethrewhimintothepigpenshemiteofsoldhimtomr。blair。mr。blairisgiving50senseapeaceforgooddedroostersnow。Iherdmrs。lyndeaskingtheministertoprayforher。Whatdidshedothatwassobad,anne,Iwanttoknow。I’vegotakitewithamagnificenttail,anne。Miltyboltertoldmeagratestoryinschoolyesterday。itistroo。oldJoeMoseyandLeonwereplayingcardsonenitelastweekinthewoods。Thecardswereonastumpandabigblackmanbiggerthanthetreescomealongandgrabbedthecardsandthestumpanddisaperedwithanoyslikethunder。 Illbettheywereskared。Miltysaystheblackmanwastheoldharry。washe,anne,Iwanttoknow。Mr。kimballoveratspenservaleisverysickandwillhavetogotothehospitable。 pleaseexcusemewhileIaskmarillaifthatsspelledrite。 Marillasaysitsthesilemhehastogotonottheotherplace。 Hethinkshehasasnakeinsideofhim。whatsitliketohaveasnakeinsideofyou,anne。Iwanttoknow。mrs。lawrencebellissickto。mrs。lyndesaysthatallthatisthematterwithheristhatshethinkstoomuchaboutherinsides。\" \"Iwonder,\"saidAnne,asshefoldedupherletters,\"whatMrs。 LyndewouldthinkofPhilippa。\" ChapterVI InthePark\"Whatareyougoingtodowithyourselvestoday,girls?\" askedPhilippa,poppingintoAnne’sroomoneSaturdayafternoon。 \"Wearegoingforawalkinthepark,\"answeredAnne。\"Ioughttostayinandfinishmyblouse。ButIcouldn’tsewonadaylikethis。 There’ssomethingintheairthatgetsintomybloodandmakesasortofgloryinmysoul。MyfingerswouldtwitchandI’dsewacrookedseam。 Soit’shofortheparkandthepines。\" \"Does`we’includeanyonebutyourselfandPriscilla?\" \"Yes,itincludesGilbertandCharlie,andwe’llbeverygladifitwillincludeyou,also。\" \"But,\"saidPhilippadolefully,\"ifIgoI’llhavetobegooseberry,andthatwillbeanewexperienceforPhilippaGordon。\" \"Well,newexperiencesarebroadening。Comealong,andyou’llbeabletosympathizewithallpoorsoulswhohavetoplaygooseberryoften。Butwhereareallthevictims?\" \"Oh,Iwastiredofthemallandsimplycouldn’tbebotheredwithanyofthemtoday。Besides,I’vebeenfeelingalittleblue—— justapale,elusiveazure。Itisn’tseriousenoughforanythingdarker。IwroteAlecandAlonzolastweek。Iputthelettersintoenvelopesandaddressedthem,butIdidn’tsealthemup。 Thateveningsomethingfunnyhappened。Thatis,Alecwouldthinkitfunny,butAlonzowouldn’tbelikelyto。Iwasinahurry,soIsnatchedAlec’sletter——asIthought——outoftheenvelopeandscribbleddownapostscript。ThenImailedbothletters。I gotAlonzo’sreplythismorning。Girls,Ihadputthatpostscripttohisletterandhewasfurious。Ofcoursehe’llgetoverit—— andIdon’tcareifhedoesn’t——butitspoiledmyday。 SoIthoughtI’dcometoyoudarlingstogetcheeredup。 AfterthefootballseasonopensIwon’thaveanyspareSaturdayafternoons。Iadorefootball。I’vegotthemostgorgeouscapandsweaterstripedinRedmondcolorstoweartothegames。 Tobesure,alittlewayoffI’lllooklikeawalkingbarber’spole。 DoyouknowthatthatGilbertofyourshasbeenelectedCaptainoftheFreshmanfootballteam?\" \"Yes,hetoldussolastevening,\"saidPriscilla,seeingthatoutragedAnnewouldnotanswer。\"HeandCharlieweredown。 Weknewtheywerecoming,sowepainstakinglyputoutofsightoroutofreachallMissAda’scushions。ThatveryelaborateonewiththeraisedembroideryIdroppedonthefloorinthecornerbehindthechairitwason。Ithoughtitwouldbesafethere。 Butwouldyoubelieveit?CharlieSloanemadeforthatchair,noticedthecushionbehindit,solemnlyfisheditup,andsatonitthewholeevening。Suchawreckofacushionasitwas!PoorMissAdaaskedmetoday,stillsmiling,butoh,soreproachfully,whyIhadallowedittobesatupon。ItoldherIhadn’t——thatitwasamatterofpredestinationcoupledwithinveterateSloanishnessandIwasn’tamatchforbothcombined。\" \"MissAda’scushionsarereallygettingonmynerves,\"saidAnne。 \"Shefinishedtwonewoneslastweek,stuffedandembroideredwithinaninchoftheirlives。Therebeingabsolutelynoothercushionlessplacetoputthemshestoodthemupagainstthewallonthestairlanding。Theytoppleoverhalfthetimeandifwecomeupordownthestairsinthedarkwefalloverthem。LastSunday,whenDr。Davisprayedforallthoseexposedtotheperilsofthesea,Iaddedinthought`andforallthosewholiveinhouseswherecushionsarelovednotwiselybuttoowell!’ There!we’reready,andIseetheboyscomingthroughOldSt。John’s。 Doyoucastinyourlotwithus,Phil?\" \"I’llgo,ifIcanwalkwithPriscillaandCharlie。Thatwillbeabearabledegreeofgooseberry。ThatGilbertofyoursisadarling,Anne,butwhydoeshegoaroundsomuchwithGoggle-eyes?\" Annestiffened。ShehadnogreatlikingforCharlieSloane;buthewasofAvonlea,sonooutsiderhadanybusinesstolaughathim。 \"CharlieandGilberthavealwaysbeenfriends,\"shesaidcoldly。 \"Charlieisaniceboy。He’snottoblameforhiseyes。\" \"Don’ttellmethat!Heis!Hemusthavedonesomethingdreadfulinapreviousexistencetobepunishedwithsucheyes。 PrisandIaregoingtohavesuchsportwithhimthisafternoon。 We’llmakefunofhimtohisfaceandhe’llneverknowit。\" Doubtless,\"theabandonedP’s,\"asAnnecalledthem,didcarryouttheiramiableintentions。ButSloanewasblissfullyignorant;hethoughthewasquiteafinefellowtobewalkingwithtwosuchcoeds,especiallyPhilippaGordon,theclassbeautyandbelle。ItmustsurelyimpressAnne。Shewouldseethatsomepeopleappreciatedhimathisrealvalue。 GilbertandAnneloiteredalittlebehindtheothers,enjoyingthecalm,stillbeautyoftheautumnafternoonunderthepinesofthepark,ontheroadthatclimbedandtwistedroundtheharborshore。 \"Thesilencehereislikeaprayer,isn’tit?\"saidAnne,herfaceupturnedtotheshiningsky。\"HowIlovethepines! Theyseemtostriketheirrootsdeepintotheromanceofalltheages。 Itissocomfortingtocreepawaynowandthenforagoodtalkwiththem。 Ialwaysfeelsohappyouthere。\" \"`Andsoinmountainsolitudeso’ertakenAsbysomespelldivine,TheircaresdropfromthemliketheneedlesshakenFromoutthegustypine,’\" quotedGilbert。 \"Theymakeourlittleambitionsseemratherpetty,don’tthey,Anne?\" \"Ithink,ifeveranygreatsorrowcametome,Iwouldcometothepinesforcomfort,\"saidAnnedreamily。 \"Ihopenogreatsorroweverwillcometoyou,Anne,\"saidGilbert,whocouldnotconnecttheideaofsorrowwiththevivid,joyouscreaturebesidehim,unwittingthatthosewhocansoartothehighestheightscanalsoplungetothedeepestdepths,andthatthenatureswhichenjoymostkeenlyarethosewhichalsosuffermostsharply。 \"Buttheremust——sometime,\"musedAnne。\"Lifeseemslikeacupofgloryheldtomylipsjustnow。Buttheremustbesomebitternessinit——thereisineverycup。Ishalltasteminesomeday。Well,IhopeIshallbestrongandbravetomeetit。 AndIhopeitwon’tbethroughmyownfaultthatitwillcome。 DoyourememberwhatDr。DavissaidlastSundayevening——thatthesorrowsGodsentusbroughtcomfortandstrengthwiththem,whilethesorrowswebroughtonourselves,throughfollyorwickedness,werebyfarthehardesttobear?Butwemustn’ttalkofsorrowonanafternoonlikethis。It’smeantforthesheerjoyofliving,isn’tit?\" \"IfIhadmywayI’dshuteverythingoutofyourlifebuthappinessandpleasure,Anne,\"saidGilbertinthetonethatmeant\"dangerahead。\" \"Thenyouwouldbeveryunwise,\"rejoinedAnnehastily。\"I’msurenolifecanbeproperlydevelopedandroundedoutwithoutsometrialandsorrow——thoughIsupposeitisonlywhenweareprettycomfortablethatweadmitit。Come——theothershavegottothepavilionandarebeckoningtous。\" Theyallsatdowninthelittlepaviliontowatchanautumnsunsetofdeepredfireandpallidgold。TotheirleftlayKingsport,itsroofsandspiresdimintheirshroudofvioletsmoke。 Totheirrightlaytheharbor,takingontintsofroseandcopperasitstretchedoutintothesunset。Beforethemthewatershimmered,satinsmoothandsilvergray,andbeyond,cleanshavenWilliam’sIslandloomedoutofthemist,guardingthetownlikeasturdybulldog。 Itslighthousebeaconflaredthroughthemistlikeabalefulstar,andwasansweredbyanotherinthefarhorizon。 \"Didyoueverseesuchastrong-lookingplace?\"askedPhilippa。 \"Idon’twantWilliam’sIslandespecially,butI’msureIcouldn’tgetitifIdid。Lookatthatsentryonthesummitofthefort,rightbesidetheflag。Doesn’thelookasifhehadsteppedoutofaromance?\" \"Speakingofromance,\"saidPriscilla,\"we’vebeenlookingforheather——but,ofcourse,wecouldn’tfindany。It’stoolateintheseason,Isuppose。\" \"Heather!\"exclaimedAnne。\"Heatherdoesn’tgrowinAmerica,doesit?\" \"Therearejusttwopatchesofitinthewholecontinent,\"saidPhil,\"onerighthereinthepark,andonesomewhereelseinNovaScotia,Iforgetwhere。ThefamousHighlandRegiment,theBlackWatch,campedhereoneyear,and,whenthemenshookoutthestrawoftheirbedsinthespring,someseedsofheathertookroot。\" \"Oh,howdelightful!\"saidenchantedAnne。 \"Let’sgohomearoundbySpoffordAvenue,\"suggestedGilbert。 \"Wecanseeall`thehandsomehouseswherethewealthynoblesdwell。’SpoffordAvenueisthefinestresidentialstreetinKingsport。Nobodycanbuildonitunlesshe’samillionaire。\" \"Oh,do,\"saidPhil。\"There’saperfectlykillinglittleplaceI wanttoshowyou,Anne。ITwasn’tbuiltbyamillionaire。It’sthefirstplaceafteryouleavethepark,andmusthavegrownwhileSpoffordAvenuewasstillacountryroad。ItDIDgrow—— itwasn’tbuilt!Idon’tcareforthehousesontheAvenue。 They’retoobrandnewandplateglassy。Butthislittlespotisadream——anditsname——butwaittillyouseeit。\" Theysawitastheywalkedupthepine-fringedhillfromthepark。 Justonthecrest,whereSpoffordAvenuepeteredoutintoaplainroad,wasalittlewhiteframehousewithgroupsofpinesoneithersideofit,stretchingtheirarmsprotectinglyoveritslowroof。Itwascoveredwithredandgoldvines,throughwhichitsgreen-shutteredwindowspeeped。Beforeitwasatinygarden,surroundedbyalowstonewall。Octoberthoughitwas,thegardenwasstillverysweetwithdear,old-fashioned,unworldlyflowersandshrubs——sweetmay,southern-wood,lemonverbena,alyssum,petunias,marigoldsandchrysanthemums。Atinybrickwall,inherring-bonepattern,ledfromthegatetothefrontporch。Thewholeplacemighthavebeentransplantedfromsomeremotecountryvillage;yettherewassomethingaboutitthatmadeitsnearestneighbor,thebiglawn-encircledpalaceofatobaccoking,lookexceedinglycrudeandshowyandill-bredbycontrast。AsPhilsaid,itwasthedifferencebetweenbeingbornandbeingmade。 \"It’sthedearestplaceIeversaw,\"saidAnnedelightedly。\"Itgivesmeoneofmyold,delightfulfunnyaches。It’sdearerandquainterthanevenMissLavendar’sstonehouse。\" \"It’sthenameIwantyoutonoticeespecially,\"saidPhil。 \"Look——inwhiteletters,aroundthearchwayoverthegate。 `Patty’sPlace。’Isn’tthatkilling?EspeciallyonthisAvenueofPinehurstsandElmwoldsandCedarcrofts?`Patty’sPlace,’ ifyouplease!Iadoreit。\" \"HaveyouanyideawhoPattyis?\"askedPriscilla。 \"PattySpoffordisthenameoftheoldladywhoownsit,I’vediscovered。Shelivestherewithherniece,andthey’velivedthereforhundredsofyears,moreorless——maybealittleless,Anne。Exaggerationismerelyaflightofpoeticfancy。Iunderstandthatwealthyfolkhavetriedtobuythelottimeandagain——it’sreallyworthasmallfortunenow,youknow——but`Patty’won’tselluponanyconsideration。Andthere’sanappleorchardbehindthehouseinplaceofabackyard——you’llseeitwhenwegetalittlepast—— arealappleorchardonSpoffordAvenue!\" \"I’mgoingtodreamabout`Patty’sPlace’tonight,\"saidAnne。 \"Why,IfeelasifIbelongedtoit。Iwonderif,byanychance,we’lleverseetheinsideofit。\" \"Itisn’tlikely,\"saidPriscilla。 Annesmiledmysteriously。 \"No,itisn’tlikely。ButIbelieveitwillhappen。Ihaveaqueer,creepy,crawlyfeeling——youcancallitapresentiment,ifyoulike——that`Patty’sPlace’andIaregoingtobebetteracquaintedyet。\" ChapterVII HomeAgainThosefirstthreeweeksatRedmondhadseemedlong;buttherestofthetermflewbyonwingsofwind。BeforetheyrealizedittheRedmondstudentsfoundthemselvesinthegrindofChristmasexaminations,emergingtherefrommoreorlesstriumphantly。ThehonorofleadingintheFreshmanclassesfluctuatedbetweenAnne,GilbertandPhilippa;Priscilladidverywell;CharlieSloanescrapedthroughrespectably,andcomportedhimselfascomplacentlyasifhehadledineverything。 \"Ican’treallybelievethatthistimetomorrowI’llbeinGreenGables,\" saidAnneonthenightbeforedeparture。\"ButIshallbe。Andyou,Phil,willbeinBolingbrokewithAlecandAlonzo。\" \"I’mlongingtoseethem,\"admittedPhil,betweenthechocolateshewasnibbling。\"Theyreallyaresuchdearboys,youknow。 There’stobenoendofdancesanddrivesandgeneraljamborees。 Ishallneverforgiveyou,QueenAnne,fornotcominghomewithmefortheholidays。\" \"`Never’meansthreedayswithyou,Phil。Itwasdearofyoutoaskme——andI’dlovetogotoBolingbrokesomeday。ButI can’tgothisyear——IMUSTgohome。Youdon’tknowhowmyheartlongsforit。\" \"Youwon’thavemuchofatime,\"saidPhilscornfully。\"There’llbeoneortwoquiltingparties,Isuppose;andalltheoldgossipswilltalkyouovertoyourfaceandbehindyourback。 You’lldieoflonesomeness,child。\" \"InAvonlea?\"saidAnne,highlyamused。 \"Now,ifyou’dcomewithmeyou’dhaveaperfectlygorgeoustime。 Bolingbrokewouldgowildoveryou,QueenAnne——yourhairandyourstyleand,oh,everything!You’resoDIFFERENT。You’dbesuchasuccess——andIwouldbaskinreflectedglory——`nottherosebutneartherose。’Docome,afterall,Anne。\" \"Yourpictureofsocialtriumphsisquitefascinating,Phil,butI’llpaintonetooffsetit。I’mgoinghometoanoldcountryfarmhouse,oncegreen,ratherfadednow,setamongleaflessappleorchards。ThereisabrookbelowandaDecemberfirwoodbeyond,whereI’veheardharpssweptbythefingersofrainandwind。 Thereisapondnearbythatwillbegrayandbroodingnow。Therewillbetwooldishladiesinthehouse,onetallandthin,oneshortandfat;andtherewillbetwotwins,oneaperfectmodel,theotherwhatMrs。Lyndecallsa`holyterror。’Therewillbealittleroomupstairsovertheporch,whereolddreamshangthick,andabig,fat,gloriousfeatherbedwhichwillalmostseemtheheightofluxuryafteraboardinghousemattress。Howdoyoulikemypicture,Phil?\" \"Itseemsaverydullone,\"saidPhil,withagrimace。 \"Oh,butI’veleftoutthetransformingthing,\"saidAnnesoftly。 \"There’llbelovethere,Phil——faithful,tenderlove,suchasI’llneverfindanywhereelseintheworld——lovethat’swaitingforme。Thatmakesmypictureamasterpiece,doesn’tit,evenifthecolorsarenotverybrilliant?\" Philsilentlygotup,tossedherboxofchocolatesaway,wentuptoAnne,andputherarmsabouther。 \"Anne,IwishIwaslikeyou,\"shesaidsoberly。 DianametAnneattheCarmodystationthenextnight,andtheydrovehometogetherundersilent,star-sowndepthsofsky。GreenGableshadaveryfestalappearanceastheydroveupthelane。 Therewasalightineverywindow,theglowbreakingoutthroughthedarknesslikeflame-redblossomsswungagainstthedarkbackgroundoftheHauntedWood。Andintheyardwasabravebonfirewithtwogaylittlefiguresdancingaroundit,oneofwhichgaveanunearthlyyellasthebuggyturnedinunderthepoplars。 \"DavymeansthatforanIndianwar-whoop,\"saidDiana。\"Mr。 Harrison’shiredboytaughtittohim,andhe’sbeenpracticingituptowelcomeyouwith。Mrs。Lyndesaysithaswornhernervestoafrazzle。Hecreepsupbehindher,youknow,andthenletsgo。Hewasdeterminedtohaveabonfireforyou,too。He’sbeenpilingupbranchesforafortnightandpesteringMarillatobeletpoursomekeroseneoiloveritbeforesettingitonfire。 Iguessshedid,bythesmell,thoughMrs。LyndesaiduptothelastthatDavywouldblowhimselfandeverybodyelseupifhewaslet。\" Annewasoutofthebuggybythistime,andDavywasrapturouslyhuggingherknees,whileevenDorawasclingingtoherhand。 \"Isn’tthatabullybonfire,Anne?Justletmeshowyouhowtopokeit——seethesparks?Ididitforyou,Anne,’causeIwassogladyouwerecominghome。\" ThekitchendooropenedandMarilla’sspareformdarkenedagainsttheinnerlight。ShepreferredtomeetAnneintheshadows,forshewashorriblyafraidthatshewasgoingtocrywithjoy—— she,stern,repressedMarilla,whothoughtalldisplayofdeepemotionunseemly。Mrs。Lyndewasbehindher,sonsy,kindly,matronly,asofyore。ThelovethatAnnehadtoldPhilwaswaitingforhersurroundedherandenfoldedherwithitsblessinganditssweetness。Nothing,afterall,couldcomparewitholdties,oldfriends,andoldGreenGables!HowstarryAnne’seyeswereastheysatdowntotheloadedsuppertable,howpinkhercheeks,howsilver-clearherlaughter!AndDianawasgoingtostayallnight,too。Howlikethedearoldtimesitwas!Andtherose-budtea-setgracedthetable!WithMarillatheforceofnaturecouldnofurthergo。 \"IsupposeyouandDianawillnowproceedtotalkallnight,\" saidMarillasarcastically,asthegirlswentupstairs。 Marillawasalwayssarcasticafteranyself-betrayal。 \"Yes,\"agreedAnnegaily,\"butI’mgoingtoputDavytobedfirst。 Heinsistsonthat。\" \"Youbet,\"saidDavy,astheywentalongthehall。\"Iwantsomebodytosaymyprayerstoagain。It’snofunsayingthemalone。\" \"Youdon’tsaythemalone,Davy。Godisalwayswithyoutohearyou。\" \"Well,Ican’tseeHim,\"objectedDavy。\"IwanttopraytosomebodyIcansee,butIWON’TsaythemtoMrs。LyndeorMarilla,therenow!\" Nevertheless,whenDavywasgarbedinhisgrayflannelnighty,hedidnotseeminahurrytobegin。HestoodbeforeAnne,shufflingonebarefootovertheother,andlookedundecided。 \"Come,dear,kneeldown,\"saidAnne。 DavycameandburiedhisheadinAnne’slap,buthedidnotkneeldown。 \"Anne,\"hesaidinamuffledvoice。\"Idon’tfeellikeprayingafterall。 Ihaven’tfeltlikeitforaweeknow。I——IDIDN’Tpraylastnightnorthenightbefore。\" \"Whynot,Davy?\"askedAnnegently。 \"You——youwon’tbemadifItellyou?\"imploredDavy。 Anneliftedthelittlegray-flannelledbodyonherkneeandcuddledhisheadonherarm。 \"DoIeverget`mad’whenyoutellmethings,Davy?\" \"No-o-o,youneverdo。Butyougetsorry,andthat’sworse。 You’llbeawfulsorrywhenItellyouthis,Anne——andyou’llbe’shamedofme,Is’pose。\" \"Haveyoudonesomethingnaughty,Davy,andisthatwhyyoucan’tsayyourprayers?\" \"No,Ihaven’tdoneanythingnaughty——yet。ButIwanttodoit。\" \"Whatisit,Davy?\" \"I——Iwanttosayabadword,Anne,\"blurtedoutDavy,withadesperateeffort。\"IheardMr。Harrison’shiredboysayitonedaylastweek,andeversinceI’vebeenwantingtosayitALLthetime——evenwhenI’msayingmyprayers。\" \"Sayitthen,Davy。\" Davyliftedhisflushedfaceinamazement。 \"But,Anne,it’sanAWFULbadword。\" \"SAYIT!\" Davygaveheranotherincredulouslook,theninalowvoicehesaidthedreadfulword。Thenextminutehisfacewasburrowingagainsther。 \"Oh,Anne,I’llneversayitagain——never。I’llneverWANTtosayitagain。Iknewitwasbad,butIdidn’ts’poseitwasso——so——Ididn’ts’poseitwaslikeTHAT。\" \"No,Idon’tthinkyou’lleverwanttosayitagain,Davy——orthinkit,either。AndIwouldn’tgoaboutmuchwithMr。Harrison’shiredboyifIwereyou。\" \"Hecanmakebullywar-whoops,\"saidDavyalittleregretfully。 \"Butyoudon’twantyourmindfilledwithbadwords,doyou,Davy——wordsthatwillpoisonitanddriveoutallthatisgoodandmanly?\" \"No,\"saidDavy,owl-eyedwithintrospection。 \"Thendon’tgowiththosepeoplewhousethem。Andnowdoyoufeelasifyoucouldsayyourprayers,Davy?\" \"Oh,yes,\"saidDavy,eagerlywrigglingdownonhisknees,\"Icansaythemnowallright。Iain’tscarednowtosay`ifIshoulddiebeforeIwake,’likeIwaswhenIwaswantingtosaythatword。\" ProbablyAnneandDianadidemptyouttheirsoulstoeachotherthatnight,butnorecordoftheirconfidenceshasbeenpreserved。 Theybothlookedasfreshandbright-eyedatbreakfastasonlyyouthcanlookafterunlawfulhoursofrevelryandconfession。 Therehadbeennosnowuptothistime,butasDianacrossedtheoldlogbridgeonherhomewardwaythewhiteflakeswerebeginningtoflutterdownoverthefieldsandwoods,russetandgrayintheirdreamlesssleep。Soonthefar-awayslopesandhillsweredimandwraith-likethroughtheirgauzyscarfing,asifpaleautumnhadflungamistybridalveiloverherhairandwaswaitingforherwintrybridegroom。SotheyhadawhiteChristmasafterall,andaverypleasantdayitwas。IntheforenoonlettersandgiftscamefromMissLavendarandPaul; AnneopenedtheminthecheerfulGreenGableskitchen,whichwasfilledwithwhatDavy,sniffinginecstasy,called\"prettysmells。\" \"MissLavendarandMr。Irvingaresettledintheirnewhomenow,\" reportedAnne。\"IamsureMissLavendarisperfectlyhappy—— Iknowitbythegeneraltoneofherletter——butthere’sanotefromCharlottatheFourth。Shedoesn’tlikeBostonatall,andsheisfearfullyhomesick。MissLavendarwantsmetogothroughtoEchoLodgesomedaywhileI’mhomeandlightafiretoairit,andseethatthecushionsaren’tgettingmoldy。IthinkI’llgetDianatogooverwithmenextweek,andwecanspendtheeveningwithTheodoraDix。IwanttoseeTheodora。Bytheway,isLudovicSpeedstillgoingtoseeher?\" \"Theysayso,\"saidMarilla,\"andhe’slikelytocontinueit。 Folkshavegivenupexpectingthatthatcourtshipwilleverarriveanywhere。\" \"I’dhurryhimupabit,ifIwasTheodora,that’swhat,\"saidMrs。Lynde。Andthereisnottheslightestdoubtbutthatshewould。 TherewasalsoacharacteristicscrawlfromPhilippa,fullofAlecandAlonzo,whattheysaidandwhattheydid,andhowtheylookedwhentheysawher。 \"ButIcan’tmakeupmymindyetwhichtomarry,\"wrotePhil。 \"Idowishyouhadcomewithmetodecideforme。Someonewillhaveto。WhenIsawAlecmyheartgaveagreatthumpandI thought,`Hemightbetherightone。’Andthen,whenAlonzocame,thumpwentmyheartagain。Sothat’snoguide,thoughitshouldbe,accordingtoallthenovelsI’veeverread。Now,Anne,YOURheartwouldn’tthumpforanybodybutthegenuinePrinceCharming,wouldit? Theremustbesomethingradicallywrongwithmine。ButI’mhavingaperfectlygorgeoustime。HowIwishyouwerehere!It’ssnowingtoday,andI’mrapturous。Iwassoafraidwe’dhaveagreenChristmasandIloathethem。Youknow,whenChristmasisadirtygrayey-browneyaffair,lookingasifithadbeenleftoverahundredyearsagoandhadbeeninsoakeversince,itiscalledaGREENChristmas! Don’taskmewhy。AsLordDundrearysays,`therearethomethingthnofellowcanunderthtand。’ \"Anne,didyouevergetonastreetcarandthendiscoverthatyouhadn’tanymoneywithyoutopayyourfare?Idid,theotherday。 It’squiteawful。IhadanickelwithmewhenIgotonthecar。 Ithoughtitwasintheleftpocketofmycoat。WhenIgotsettleddowncomfortablyIfeltforit。Itwasn’tthere。 Ihadacoldchill。Ifeltintheotherpocket。Notthere。 Ihadanotherchill。ThenIfeltinalittleinsidepocket。 Allinvain。Ihadtwochillsatonce。 \"Itookoffmygloves,laidthemontheseat,andwentoverallmypocketsagain。Itwasnotthere。Istoodupandshookmyself,andthenlookedonthefloor。Thecarwasfullofpeople,whoweregoinghomefromtheopera,andtheyallstaredatme,butIwaspastcaringforalittlethinglikethat。 \"ButIcouldnotfindmyfare。IconcludedImusthaveputitinmymouthandswalloweditinadvertently。 \"Ididn’tknowwhattodo。Wouldtheconductor,Iwondered,stopthecarandputmeoffinignominyandshame?WasitpossiblethatIcouldconvincehimthatIwasmerelythevictimofmyownabsentmindedness,andnotanunprincipledcreaturetryingtoobtainarideuponfalsepretenses?HowIwishedthatAlecorAlonzowerethere。Buttheyweren’tbecauseIwantedthem。 IfIHADN’Twantedthemtheywouldhavebeentherebythedozen。 AndIcouldn’tdecidewhattosaytotheconductorwhenhecamearound。AssoonasIgotonesentenceofexplanationmappedoutinmymindIfeltnobodycouldbelieveitandImustcomposeanother。ItseemedtherewasnothingtodobuttrustinProvidence,andforallthecomfortthatgavemeImightaswellhavebeentheoldladywho,whentoldbythecaptainduringastormthatshemustputhertrustintheAlmightyexclaimed,`Oh,Captain,isitasbadasthat?’ \"Justattheconventionalmoment,whenallhopehadfled,andtheconductorwasholdingouthisboxtothepassengernexttome,IsuddenlyrememberedwhereIhadputthatwretchedcoinoftherealm。 Ihadn’tswalloweditafterall。Imeeklyfisheditoutoftheindexfingerofmygloveandpokeditinthebox。Ismiledateverybodyandfeltthatitwasabeautifulworld。\" ThevisittoEchoLodgewasnottheleastpleasantofmanypleasantholidayoutings。AnneandDianawentbacktoitbytheoldwayofthebeechwoods,carryingalunchbasketwiththem。