Lyndehadfitted,lookedVERYcountrifiedandhome-madebesidesthestranger’ssmartattire。Foramomentbothgirlsfeltliketurningback。
Buttheyhadalreadystoppedandturnedtowardsthegrayslab。
Itwastoolatetoretreat,forthebrown-eyedgirlhadevidentlyconcludedthattheywerecomingtospeaktoher。Instantlyshesprangupandcameforwardwithoutstretchedhandandagay,friendlysmileinwhichthereseemednotashadowofeithershynessorburdenedconscience。
\"Oh,Iwanttoknowwhoyoutwogirlsare,\"sheexclaimedeagerly。
\"I’vebeenDYINGtoknow。IsawyouatRedmondthismorning。
Say,wasn’titAWFULthere?ForthetimeIwishedIhadstayedhomeandgotmarried。\"
AnneandPriscillabothbrokeintounconstrainedlaughteratthisunexpectedconclusion。Thebrown-eyedgirllaughed,too。
\"Ireallydid。ICOULDhave,youknow。Come,let’sallsitdownonthisgravestoneandgetacquainted。Itwon’tbehard。Iknowwe’regoingtoadoreeachother——IknewitassoonasIsawyouatRedmondthismorning。Iwantedsomuchtogorightoverandhugyouboth。\"
\"Whydidn’tyou?\"askedPriscilla。
\"BecauseIsimplycouldn’tmakeupmymindtodoit。Inevercanmakeupmymindaboutanythingmyself——I’malwaysafflictedwithindecision。JustassoonasIdecidetodosomethingIfeelinmybonesthatanothercoursewouldbethecorrectone。It’sadreadfulmisfortune,butIwasbornthatway,andthereisnouseinblamingmeforit,assomepeopledo。SoIcouldn’tmakeupmymindtogoandspeaktoyou,muchasIwantedto。\"
\"Wethoughtyouweretooshy,\"saidAnne。
\"No,no,dear。Shynessisn’tamongthemanyfailings——orvirtues——ofPhilippaGordon——Philforshort。DocallmePhilrightoff。Now,whatareyourhandles?\"
\"She’sPriscillaGrant,\"saidAnne,pointing。
\"AndSHE’SAnneShirley,\"saidPriscilla,pointinginturn。
\"Andwe’refromtheIsland,\"saidbothtogether。
\"IhailfromBolingbroke,NovaScotia,\"saidPhilippa。
\"Bolingbroke!\"exclaimedAnne。\"Why,thatiswhereIwasborn。\"
\"Doyoureallymeanit?Why,thatmakesyouaBluenoseafterall。\"
\"No,itdoesn’t,\"retortedAnne。\"Wasn’titDanO’Connellwhosaidthatifamanwasborninastableitdidn’tmakehimahorse?
I’mIslandtothecore。\"
\"Well,I’mgladyouwereborninBolingbrokeanyway。Itmakesuskindofneighbors,doesn’tit?AndIlikethat,becausewhenItellyousecretsitwon’tbeasifIweretellingthemtoastranger。
Ihavetotellthem。Ican’tkeepsecrets——it’snousetotry。
That’smyworstfailing——that,andindecision,asaforesaid。
Wouldyoubelieveit?——ittookmehalfanhourtodecidewhichhattowearwhenIwascominghere——HERE,toagraveyard!
AtfirstIinclinedtomybrownonewiththefeather;
butassoonasIputitonIthoughtthispinkonewiththefloppybrimwouldbemorebecoming。WhenIgotITpinnedinplaceIlikedthebrownonebetter。AtlastIputthemclosetogetheronthebed,shutmyeyes,andjabbedwithahatpin。
Thepinspearedthepinkone,soIputiton。Itisbecoming,isn’tit?Tellme,whatdoyouthinkofmylooks?\"
Atthisnaivedemand,madeinaperfectlyserioustone,Priscillalaughedagain。ButAnnesaid,impulsivelysqueezingPhilippa’shand,\"WethoughtthismorningthatyouweretheprettiestgirlwesawatRedmond。\"
Philippa’scrookedmouthflashedintoabewitching,crookedsmileoververywhitelittleteeth。
\"Ithoughtthatmyself,\"washernextastoundingstatement,\"butIwantedsomeoneelse’sopiniontobolstermineup。
Ican’tdecideevenonmyownappearance。JustassoonasI’vedecidedthatI’mprettyIbegintofeelmiserablythatI’mnot。
Besides,haveahorribleoldgreat-auntwhoisalwayssayingtome,withamournfulsigh,`Youweresuchaprettybaby。It’sstrangehowchildrenchangewhentheygrowup。’Iadoreaunts,butIdetestgreat-
aunts。PleasetellmequiteoftenthatIampretty,ifyoudon’tmind。
IfeelsomuchmorecomfortablewhenIcanbelieveI’mpretty。AndI’llbejustasobligingtoyouifyouwantmeto——ICANbe,withaclearconscience。\"
\"Thanks,\"laughedAnne,\"butPriscillaandIaresofirmlyconvincedofourowngoodlooksthatwedon’tneedanyassuranceaboutthem,soyouneedn’ttrouble。\"
\"Oh,you’relaughingatme。IknowyouthinkI’mabominablyvain,butI’mnot。Therereallyisn’tonesparkofvanityinme。
AndI’mneverabitgrudgingaboutpayingcomplimentstoothergirlswhentheydeservethem。I’msogladIknowyoufolks。
IcameuponSaturdayandI’venearlydiedofhomesicknesseversince。It’sahorriblefeeling,isn’tit?InBolingbrokeI’manimportantpersonage,andinKingsportI’mjustnobody!
ThereweretimeswhenIcouldfeelmysoulturningadelicateblue。
Wheredoyouhangout?\"
\"Thirty-eightSt。John’sStreet。\"
\"Betterandbetter。Why,I’mjustaroundthecorneronWallaceStreet。
Idon’tlikemyboardinghouse,though。It’sbleakandlonesome,andmyroomlooksoutonsuchanunholybackyard。It’stheugliestplaceintheworld。Asforcats——well,surelyALLtheKingsportcatscan’tcongregatethereatnight,buthalfofthemmust。Iadorecatsonhearthrugs,snoozingbeforenice,friendlyfires,butcatsinbackyardsatmidnightaretotallydifferentanimals。ThefirstnightIwashereIcriedallnight,andsodidthecats。Youshouldhaveseenmynoseinthemorning。HowIwishedIhadneverlefthome!\"
\"Idon’tknowhowyoumanagedtomakeupyourmindtocometoRedmondatall,ifyouarereallysuchanundecidedperson,\"saidamusedPriscilla。
\"Blessyourheart,honey,Ididn’t。Itwasfatherwhowantedmetocomehere。Hisheartwassetonit——why,Idon’tknow。ItseemsperfectlyridiculoustothinkofmestudyingforaB。A。
degree,doesn’tit?NotbutwhatIcandoit,allright。
Ihaveheapsofbrains。\"
\"Oh!\"saidPriscillavaguely。
\"Yes。Butit’ssuchhardworktousethem。AndB。A。’saresuchlearned,dignified,wise,solemncreatures——theymustbe。No,_I_didn’twanttocometoRedmond。Ididitjusttoobligefather。
HeISsuchaduck。Besides,IknewifIstayedhomeI’dhavetogetmarried。Motherwantedthat——wanteditdecidedly。Motherhasplentyofdecision。ButIreallyhatedthethoughtofbeingmarriedforafewyearsyet。IwanttohaveheapsoffunbeforeIsettledown。And,ridiculousastheideaofmybeingaB。A。is,theideaofmybeinganoldmarriedwomanisstillmoreabsurd,isn’tit?I’monlyeighteen。No,IconcludedIwouldrathercometoRedmondthanbemarried。Besides,howcouldI
everhavemadeupmymindwhichmantomarry?\"
\"Weretheresomany?\"laughedAnne。
\"Heaps。Theboyslikemeawfully——theyreallydo。Buttherewereonlytwothatmattered。Therestwerealltooyoungandtoopoor。Imustmarryarichman,youknow。\"
\"Whymustyou?\"
\"Honey,youcouldn’timagineMEbeingapoorman’swife,couldyou?
Ican’tdoasingleusefulthing,andIamVERYextravagant。Oh,no,myhusbandmusthaveheapsofmoney。Sothatnarrowedthemdowntotwo。
ButIcouldn’tdecidebetweentwoanyeasierthanbetweentwohundred。
IknewperfectlywellthatwhicheveroneIchoseI’dregretallmylifethatIhadn’tmarriedtheother。\"
\"Didn’tyou——love——eitherofthem?\"askedAnne,alittlehesitatingly。
Itwasnoteasyforhertospeaktoastrangerofthegreatmysteryandtransformationoflife。
\"Goodness,no。_I_couldn’tloveanybody。Itisn’tinme。
BesidesIwouldn’twantto。Beinginlovemakesyouaperfectslave,_I_think。Anditwouldgiveamansuchpowertohurtyou。
I’dbeafraid。No,no,AlecandAlonzoaretwodearboys,andIlikethembothsomuchthatIreallydon’tknowwhichIlikethebetter。
Thatisthetrouble。Alecisthebestlooking,ofcourse,andI
simplycouldn’tmarryamanwhowasn’thandsome。Heisgood-temperedtoo,andhaslovely,curly,blackhair。He’srathertooperfect——
Idon’tbelieveI’dlikeaperfecthusband——somebodyIcouldneverfindfaultwith。\"
\"ThenwhynotmarryAlonzo?\"askedPriscillagravely。
\"ThinkofmarryinganamelikeAlonzo!\"saidPhildolefully。
\"Idon’tbelieveIcouldendureit。Buthehasaclassicnose,anditWOULDbeacomforttohaveanoseinthefamilythatcouldbedependedon。Ican’tdependonmine。Sofar,ittakesaftertheGordonpattern,butI’msoafraiditwilldevelopByrnetendenciesasIgrowolder。Iexamineiteverydayanxiouslytomakesureit’sstillGordon。MotherwasaByrneandhastheByrnenoseintheByrnestdegree。Waittillyouseeit。Iadorenicenoses。
Yournoseisawfullynice,AnneShirley。Alonzo’snosenearlyturnedthebalanceinhisfavor。ButALONZO!No,Icouldn’tdecide。
IfIcouldhavedoneasIdidwiththehats——stoodthembothuptogether,shutmyeyes,andjabbedwithahatpin——itwouldhavebeenquiteeasy。\"
\"WhatdidAlecandAlonzofeellikewhenyoucameaway?\"queriedPriscilla。
\"Oh,theystillhavehope。Itoldthemthey’dhavetowaittillIcouldmakeupmymind。They’requitewillingtowait。
Theybothworshipme,youknow。Meanwhile,Iintendtohaveagoodtime。IexpectIshallhaveheapsofbeauxatRedmond。
Ican’tbehappyunlessIhave,youknow。Butdon’tyouthinkthefreshmenarefearfullyhomely?
Isawonlyonereallyhandsomefellowamongthem。Hewentawaybeforeyoucame。IheardhischumcallhimGilbert。HischumhadeyesthatstuckoutTHATFAR。Butyou’renotgoingyet,girls?
Don’tgoyet。\"
\"Ithinkwemust,\"saidAnne,rathercoldly。\"It’sgettinglate,andI’vesomeworktodo。\"
\"Butyou’llbothcometoseeme,won’tyou?\"askedPhilippa,gettingupandputtinganarmaroundeach。\"Andletmecometoseeyou。Iwanttobechummywithyou。I’vetakensuchafancytoyouboth。AndIhaven’tquitedisgustedyouwithmyfrivolity,haveI?\"
\"Notquite,\"laughedAnne,respondingtoPhil’ssqueeze,withareturnofcordiality。
\"BecauseI’mnothalfsosillyasIseemonthesurface,youknow。YoujustacceptPhilippaGordon,astheLordmadeher,withallherfaults,andIbelieveyou’llcometolikeher。
Isn’tthisgraveyardasweetplace?I’dlovetobeburiedhere。
Here’sagraveIdidn’tseebefore——thisoneintheironrailing——oh,girls,look,see——thestonesaysit’sthegraveofamiddywhowaskilledinthefightbetweentheShannonandtheChesapeake。Justfancy!\"
Annepausedbytherailingandlookedatthewornstone,herpulsesthrillingwithsuddenexcitement。Theoldgraveyard,withitsover-archingtreesandlongaislesofshadows,fadedfromhersight。
Instead,shesawtheKingsportHarborofnearlyacenturyagone。
Outofthemistcameslowlyagreatfrigate,brilliantwith\"themeteorflagofEngland。\"Behindherwasanother,withastill,heroicform,wrappedinhisownstarryflag,lyingonthequarterdeck——thegallantLawrence。Time’sfingerhadturnedbackhispages,andthatwastheShannonsailingtriumphantupthebaywiththeChesapeakeasherprize。
\"Comeback,AnneShirley——comeback,\"laughedPhilippa,pullingherarm。\"You’reahundredyearsawayfromus。Comeback。\"
Annecamebackwithasigh;hereyeswereshiningsoftly。
\"I’vealwayslovedthatoldstory,\"shesaid,\"andalthoughtheEnglishwonthatvictory,Ithinkitwasbecauseofthebrave,defeatedcommanderIloveit。Thisgraveseemstobringitsonearandmakeitsoreal。Thispoorlittlemiddywasonlyeighteen。He`diedofdesperatewoundsreceivedingallantaction’——soreadshisepitaph。Itissuchasasoldiermightwishfor。\"
Beforesheturnedaway,Anneunpinnedthelittleclusterofpurplepansiessheworeanddroppeditsoftlyonthegraveoftheboywhohadperishedinthegreatsea-duel。
\"Well,whatdoyouthinkofournewfriend?\"askedPriscilla,whenPhilhadleftthem。
\"Ilikeher。Thereissomethingverylovableabouther,inspiteofallhernonsense。Ibelieve,asshesaysherself,thatsheisn’thalfassillyasshesounds。She’sadear,kissablebaby——andIdon’tknowthatshe’lleverreallygrowup。\"
\"Ilikeher,too,\"saidPriscilla,decidedly。\"ShetalksasmuchaboutboysasRubyGillisdoes。ButitalwaysenragesorsickensmetohearRuby,whereasIjustwantedtolaughgood-naturedlyatPhil。Now,whatisthewhyofthat?\"
\"Thereisadifference,\"saidAnnemeditatively。\"Ithinkit’sbecauseRubyisreallysoCONSCIOUSofboys。Sheplaysatloveandlove-making。Besides,youfeel,whensheisboastingofherbeauxthatsheisdoingittorubitwellintoyouthatyouhaven’thalfsomany。Now,whenPhiltalksofherbeauxitsoundsasifshewasjustspeakingofchums。Shereallylooksuponboysasgoodcomrades,andsheispleasedwhenshehasdozensofthemtagginground,simplybecauseshelikestobepopularandtobethoughtpopular。EvenAlexandAlonzo——I’llneverbeabletothinkofthosetwonamesseparatelyafterthis——aretoherjusttwoplayfellowswhowanthertoplaywiththemalltheirlives。I’mgladwemether,andI’mgladwewenttoOldSt。John’s。IbelieveI’veputforthatinysoul-rootintoKingsportsoilthisafternoon。Ihopeso。Ihatetofeeltransplanted。\"
ChapterV
LettersfromHomeForthenextthreeweeksAnneandPriscillacontinuedtofeelasstrangersinastrangeland。Then,suddenly,everythingseemedtofallintofocus——Redmond,professors,classes,students,studies,socialdoings。Lifebecamehomogeneousagain,insteadofbeingmadeupofdetachedfragments。TheFreshmen,insteadofbeingacollectionofunrelatedindividuals,foundthemselvesaclass,withaclassspirit,aclassyell,classinterests,classantipathiesandclassambitions。Theywonthedayintheannual\"ArtsRush\"againsttheSophomores,andtherebygainedtherespectofalltheclasses,andanenormous,confidence-givingopinionofthemselves。ForthreeyearstheSophomoreshadwoninthe\"rush\";thatthevictoryofthisyearperchedupontheFreshmen’sbannerwasattributedtothestrategicgeneralshipofGilbertBlythe,whomarshalledthecampaignandoriginatedcertainnewtactics,whichdemoralizedtheSophsandswepttheFreshmentotriumph。AsarewardofmerithewaselectedpresidentoftheFreshmanClass,apositionofhonorandresponsibility——fromaFreshpointofview,atleast——covetedbymany。Hewasalsoinvitedtojointhe\"Lambs\"——RedmondeseforLambaTheta——acomplimentrarelypaidtoaFreshman。AsapreparatoryinitiationordealhehadtoparadetheprincipalbusinessstreetsofKingsportforawholedaywearingasunbonnetandavoluminouskitchenapronofgaudilyfloweredcalico。Thishedidcheerfully,doffinghissunbonnetwithcourtlygracewhenhemetladiesofhisacquaintance。CharlieSloane,whohadnotbeenaskedtojointheLambs,toldAnnehedidnotseehowBlythecoulddoit,andHE,forhispart,couldneverhumiliatehimselfso。
\"FancyCharlieSloaneina`caliker’apronanda`sunbunnit,’\"
giggledPriscilla。\"He’dlookexactlylikehisoldGrandmotherSloane。Gilbert,now,lookedasmuchlikeamaninthemasinhisownproperhabiliments。\"
AnneandPriscillafoundthemselvesinthethickofthesociallifeofRedmond。ThatthiscameaboutsospeedilywasdueingreatmeasuretoPhilippaGordon。Philippawasthedaughterofarichandwell-knownman,andbelongedtoanoldandexclusive\"Bluenose\"family。This,combinedwithherbeautyandcharm——acharmacknowledgedbyallwhomether——promptlyopenedthegatesofallcliques,clubsandclassesinRedmondtoher;andwhereshewentAnneandPriscillawent,too。Phil\"adored\"AnneandPriscilla,especiallyAnne。Shewasaloyallittlesoul,crystal-freefromanyformofsnobbishness。\"Loveme,lovemyfriends\"seemedtobeherunconsciousmotto。Withouteffort,shetookthemwithherintohereverwideningcircleofacquaintanceship,andthetwoAvonleagirlsfoundtheirsocialpathwayatRedmondmadeveryeasyandpleasantforthem,totheenvyandwondermentoftheotherfreshettes,who,lackingPhilippa’ssponsorship,weredoomedtoremainratheronthefringeofthingsduringtheirfirstcollegeyear。
ToAnneandPriscilla,withtheirmoreseriousviewsoflife,Philremainedtheamusing,lovablebabyshehadseemedontheirfirstmeeting。Yet,asshesaidherself,shehad\"heaps\"ofbrains。Whenorwhereshefoundtimetostudywasamystery,forsheseemedalwaysindemandforsomekindof\"fun,\"andherhomeeveningswerecrowdedwithcallers。Shehadallthe\"beaux\"thatheartcoulddesire,fornine-tenthsoftheFreshmenandabigfractionofalltheotherclasseswererivalsforhersmiles。
Shewasnaivelydelightedoverthis,andgleefullyrecountedeachnewconquesttoAnneandPriscilla,withcommentsthatmighthavemadetheunluckylover’searsburnfiercely。
\"AlecandAlonzodon’tseemtohaveanyseriousrivalyet,\"
remarkedAnne,teasingly。
\"Notone,\"agreedPhilippa。\"Iwritethembotheveryweekandtellthemallaboutmyyoungmenhere。I’msureitmustamusethem。
But,ofcourse,theoneIlikebestIcan’tget。GilbertBlythewon’ttakeanynoticeofme,excepttolookatmeasifIwereanicelittlekittenhe’dliketopat。ToowellIknowthereason。
Ioweyouagrudge,QueenAnne。IreallyoughttohateyouandinsteadIloveyoumadly,andI’mmiserableifIdon’tseeyoueveryday。You’redifferentfromanygirlIeverknewbefore。
WhenyoulookatmeinacertainwayIfeelwhataninsignificant,frivolouslittlebeastIam,andIlongtobebetterandwiserandstronger。AndthenImakegoodresolutions;butthefirstnice-lookingmanniewhocomesmywayknocksthemalloutofmyhead。Isn’tcollegelifemagnificent?
It’ssofunnytothinkIhateditthatfirstday。ButifIhadn’tImightnevergotreallyacquaintedwithyou。Anne,pleasetellmeoveragainthatyoulikemealittlebit。Iyearntohearit。\"
\"Ilikeyouabigbit——andIthinkyou’readear,sweet,adorable,velvety,clawless,little——kitten,\"laughedAnne,\"butIdon’tseewhenyouevergettimetolearnyourlessons。\"
Philmusthavefoundtimeforsheheldherownineveryclassofheryear。EventhegrumpyoldprofessorofMathematics,whodetestedcoeds,andhadbitterlyopposedtheiradmissiontoRedmond,couldn’tfloorher。Sheledthefreshetteseverywhere,exceptinEnglish,whereAnneShirleyleftherfarbehind。AnneherselffoundthestudiesofherFreshmanyearveryeasy,thanksingreatparttothesteadyworksheandGilberthadputinduringthosetwopastyearsinAvonlea。Thislefthermoretimeforasociallifewhichshethoroughlyenjoyed。ButneverforamomentdidsheforgetAvonleaandthefriendsthere。Toher,thehappiestmomentsineachweekwerethoseinwhichletterscamefromhome。ItwasnotuntilshehadgotherfirstlettersthatshebegantothinkshecouldeverlikeKingsportorfeelathomethere。Beforetheycame,Avonleahadseemedthousandsofmilesaway;thoselettersbroughtitnearandlinkedtheoldlifetothenewsocloselythattheybegantoseemoneandthesame,insteadoftwohopelesslysegregatedexistences。Thefirstbatchcontainedsixletters,fromJaneAndrews,RubyGillis,DianaBarry,Marilla,Mrs。LyndeandDavy。Jane’swasacopperplateproduction,withevery\"t\"nicelycrossedandevery\"i\"preciselydotted,andnotaninterestingsentenceinit。Shenevermentionedtheschool,concerningwhichAnnewasavidtohear;sheneveransweredoneofthequestionsAnnehadaskedinherletter。
ButshetoldAnnehowmanyyardsoflaceshehadrecentlycrocheted,andthekindofweathertheywerehavinginAvonlea,andhowsheintendedtohavehernewdressmade,andthewayshefeltwhenherheadached。RubyGilliswroteagushingepistledeploringAnne’sabsence,assuringhershewashorriblymissedineverything,askingwhattheRedmond\"fellows\"werelike,andfillingtherestwithaccountsofherownharrowingexperienceswithhernumerousadmirers。Itwasasilly,harmlessletter,andAnnewouldhavelaughedoverithaditnotbeenforthepostscript。
\"GilbertseemstobeenjoyingRedmond,judgingfromhisletters,\"
wroteRuby。\"Idon’tthinkCharlieissostuckonit。\"
SoGilbertwaswritingtoRuby!Verywell。Hehadaperfectrightto,ofcourse。Only——!!AnnedidnotknowthatRubyhadwrittenthefirstletterandthatGilberthadanswereditfrommerecourtesy。ShetossedRuby’sletterasidecontemptuously。
ButittookallDiana’sbreezy,newsy,delightfulepistletobanishthestingofRuby’spostscript。Diana’slettercontainedalittletoomuchFred,butwasotherwisecrowdedandcrossedwithitemsofinterest,andAnnealmostfeltherselfbackinAvonleawhilereadingit。Marilla’swasaratherprimandcolorlessepistle,severelyinnocentofgossiporemotion。
YetsomehowitconveyedtoAnneawhiffofthewholesome,simplelifeatGreenGables,withitssavorofancientpeace,andthesteadfastabidinglovethatwasthereforher。Mrs。Lynde’sletterwasfullofchurchnews。Havingbrokenuphousekeeping,Mrs。Lyndehadmoretimethanevertodevotetochurchaffairsandhadflungherselfintothemheartandsoul。Shewasatpresentmuchworkedupoverthepoor\"supplies\"theywerehavinginthevacantAvonleapulpit。
\"Idon’tbelieveanybutfoolsentertheministrynowadays,\"shewrotebitterly。\"Suchcandidatesastheyhavesentus,andsuchstuffastheypreach!Halfofitain’ttrue,and,what’sworse,itain’tsounddoctrine。Theonewehavenowistheworstofthelot。Hemostlytakesatextandpreachesaboutsomethingelse。
Andhesayshedoesn’tbelievealltheheathenwillbeeternallylost。Theidea!Iftheywon’tallthemoneywe’vebeengivingtoForeignMissionswillbecleanwasted,that’swhat!LastSundaynightheannouncedthatnextSundayhe’dpreachontheaxe-headthatswam。Ithinkhe’dbetterconfinehimselftotheBibleandleavesensationalsubjectsalone。Thingshavecometoaprettypassifaministercan’tfindenoughinHolyWrittopreachabout,that’swhat。Whatchurchdoyouattend,Anne?I
hopeyougoregularly。Peopleareapttogetsocarelessaboutchurch-goingawayfromhome,andIunderstandcollegestudentsaregreatsinnersinthisrespect。I’mtoldmanyofthemactuallystudytheirlessonsonSunday。Ihopeyou’llneversinkthatlow,Anne。Rememberhowyouwerebroughtup。Andbeverycarefulwhatfriendsyoumake。Youneverknowwhatsortofcreaturesareinthemcolleges。Outwardlytheymaybeaswhitedsepulchersandinwardlyasraveningwolves,that’swhat。You’dbetternothaveanythingtosaytoanyyoungmanwhoisn’tfromtheIsland。
\"Iforgottotellyouwhathappenedthedaytheministercalledhere。ItwasthefunniestthingIeversaw。IsaidtoMarilla,`IfAnnehadbeenherewouldn’tshehavehadalaugh?’EvenMarillalaughed。Youknowhe’saveryshort,fatlittlemanwithbowlegs。Well,thatoldpigofMr。Harrison’s——thebig,tallone——hadwanderedoverherethatdayagainandbrokeintotheyard,anditgotintothebackporch,unbeknownstous,anditwastherewhentheministerappearedinthedoorway。Itmadeonewildbolttogetout,buttherewasnowheretobolttoexceptbetweenthembowlegs。Sothereitwent,and,beingasitwassobigandtheministersolittle,ittookhimcleanoffhisfeetandcarriedhimaway。Hishatwentonewayandhiscaneanother,justasMarillaandIgottothedoor。I’llneverforgetthelookofhim。Andthatpoorpigwasnearscaredtodeath。I’llneverbeabletoreadthataccountintheBibleoftheswinethatrushedmadlydownthesteepplaceintotheseawithoutseeingMr。Harrison’spigcareeringdownthehillwiththatminister。
IguessthepigthoughthehadtheOldBoyonhisbackinsteadofinsideofhim。Iwasthankfulthetwinsweren’tabout。
Itwouldn’thavebeentherightthingforthemtohaveseenaministerinsuchanundignifiedpredicament。Justbeforetheygottothebrooktheministerjumpedofforfelloff。
Thepigrushedthroughthebrooklikemadandupthroughthewoods。
MarillaandIrundownandhelpedtheministergetupandbrushhiscoat。Hewasn’thurt,buthewasmad。HeseemedtoholdMarillaandmeresponsibleforitall,thoughwetoldhimthepigdidn’tbelongtous,andhadbeenpesteringusallsummer。
Besides,whatdidhecometothebackdoorfor?You’dneverhavecaughtMr。Allandoingthat。It’llbealongtimebeforewegetamanlikeMr。Allan。Butit’sanillwindthatblowsnogood。
We’veneverseenhooforhairofthatpigsince,andit’smybeliefweneverwill。
\"ThingsisprettyquietinAvonlea。Idon’tfindGreenGablesaslonesomeasIexpected。IthinkI’llstartanothercottonwarpquiltthiswinter。Mrs。SilasSloanehasahandsomenewapple-leafpattern。
\"WhenIfeelthatImusthavesomeexcitementIreadthemurdertrialsinthatBostonpapermyniecesendsme。Ineverusedtodoit,butthey’rerealinteresting。TheStatesmustbeanawfulplace。Ihopeyou’llnevergothere,Anne。Butthewaygirlsroamovertheearthnowissomethingterrible。ItalwaysmakesmethinkofSatanintheBookofJob,goingtoandfroandwalkingupanddown。Idon’tbelievetheLordeverintendedit,that’swhat。
\"Davyhasbeenprettygoodsinceyouwentaway。OnedayhewasbadandMarillapunishedhimbymakinghimwearDora’sapronallday,andthenhewentandcutallDora’sapronsup。Ispankedhimforthatandthenhewentandchasedmyroostertodeath。
\"TheMacPhersonshavemoveddowntomyplace。She’sagreathousekeeperandveryparticular。She’srootedallmyJuneliliesupbecauseshesaystheymakeagardenlooksountidy。Thomassetthemliliesoutwhenweweremarried。Herhusbandseemsanicesortofaman,butshecan’tgetoverbeinganoldmaid,that’swhat。
\"Don’tstudytoohard,andbesureandputyourwinterunderclothesonassoonastheweathergetscool。
Marillaworriesalotaboutyou,butItellheryou’vegotalotmoresensethanIeverthoughtyouwouldhaveatonetime,andthatyou’llbeallright。\"
Davy’sletterplungedintoagrievanceatthestart。
\"Dearanne,pleasewriteandtellmarillanottotiemetotheraleofthebridgewhenIgofishingtheboysmakefunofmewhenshedoes。Itsawfullonesomeherewithoutyoubutgratefuninschool。Janeandrewsiscrosserthanyou。Iscaredmrs。lyndewithajackylanternlastnite。ShewasoffelmadandshewasmadcauseIchasedheroldroosterroundtheyardtillhefelldownded。Ididn’tmeantomakehimfalldownded。Whatmadehimdie,anne,Iwanttoknow。mrs。lyndethrewhimintothepigpenshemiteofsoldhimtomr。blair。mr。blairisgiving50senseapeaceforgooddedroostersnow。Iherdmrs。lyndeaskingtheministertoprayforher。Whatdidshedothatwassobad,anne,Iwanttoknow。I’vegotakitewithamagnificenttail,anne。Miltyboltertoldmeagratestoryinschoolyesterday。itistroo。oldJoeMoseyandLeonwereplayingcardsonenitelastweekinthewoods。Thecardswereonastumpandabigblackmanbiggerthanthetreescomealongandgrabbedthecardsandthestumpanddisaperedwithanoyslikethunder。
Illbettheywereskared。Miltysaystheblackmanwastheoldharry。washe,anne,Iwanttoknow。Mr。kimballoveratspenservaleisverysickandwillhavetogotothehospitable。
pleaseexcusemewhileIaskmarillaifthatsspelledrite。
Marillasaysitsthesilemhehastogotonottheotherplace。
Hethinkshehasasnakeinsideofhim。whatsitliketohaveasnakeinsideofyou,anne。Iwanttoknow。mrs。lawrencebellissickto。mrs。lyndesaysthatallthatisthematterwithheristhatshethinkstoomuchaboutherinsides。\"
\"Iwonder,\"saidAnne,asshefoldedupherletters,\"whatMrs。
LyndewouldthinkofPhilippa。\"
ChapterVI
InthePark\"Whatareyougoingtodowithyourselvestoday,girls?\"
askedPhilippa,poppingintoAnne’sroomoneSaturdayafternoon。
\"Wearegoingforawalkinthepark,\"answeredAnne。\"Ioughttostayinandfinishmyblouse。ButIcouldn’tsewonadaylikethis。
There’ssomethingintheairthatgetsintomybloodandmakesasortofgloryinmysoul。MyfingerswouldtwitchandI’dsewacrookedseam。
Soit’shofortheparkandthepines。\"
\"Does`we’includeanyonebutyourselfandPriscilla?\"
\"Yes,itincludesGilbertandCharlie,andwe’llbeverygladifitwillincludeyou,also。\"
\"But,\"saidPhilippadolefully,\"ifIgoI’llhavetobegooseberry,andthatwillbeanewexperienceforPhilippaGordon。\"
\"Well,newexperiencesarebroadening。Comealong,andyou’llbeabletosympathizewithallpoorsoulswhohavetoplaygooseberryoften。Butwhereareallthevictims?\"
\"Oh,Iwastiredofthemallandsimplycouldn’tbebotheredwithanyofthemtoday。Besides,I’vebeenfeelingalittleblue——
justapale,elusiveazure。Itisn’tseriousenoughforanythingdarker。IwroteAlecandAlonzolastweek。Iputthelettersintoenvelopesandaddressedthem,butIdidn’tsealthemup。
Thateveningsomethingfunnyhappened。Thatis,Alecwouldthinkitfunny,butAlonzowouldn’tbelikelyto。Iwasinahurry,soIsnatchedAlec’sletter——asIthought——outoftheenvelopeandscribbleddownapostscript。ThenImailedbothletters。I
gotAlonzo’sreplythismorning。Girls,Ihadputthatpostscripttohisletterandhewasfurious。Ofcoursehe’llgetoverit——
andIdon’tcareifhedoesn’t——butitspoiledmyday。
SoIthoughtI’dcometoyoudarlingstogetcheeredup。
AfterthefootballseasonopensIwon’thaveanyspareSaturdayafternoons。Iadorefootball。I’vegotthemostgorgeouscapandsweaterstripedinRedmondcolorstoweartothegames。
Tobesure,alittlewayoffI’lllooklikeawalkingbarber’spole。
DoyouknowthatthatGilbertofyourshasbeenelectedCaptainoftheFreshmanfootballteam?\"
\"Yes,hetoldussolastevening,\"saidPriscilla,seeingthatoutragedAnnewouldnotanswer。\"HeandCharlieweredown。
Weknewtheywerecoming,sowepainstakinglyputoutofsightoroutofreachallMissAda’scushions。ThatveryelaborateonewiththeraisedembroideryIdroppedonthefloorinthecornerbehindthechairitwason。Ithoughtitwouldbesafethere。
Butwouldyoubelieveit?CharlieSloanemadeforthatchair,noticedthecushionbehindit,solemnlyfisheditup,andsatonitthewholeevening。Suchawreckofacushionasitwas!PoorMissAdaaskedmetoday,stillsmiling,butoh,soreproachfully,whyIhadallowedittobesatupon。ItoldherIhadn’t——thatitwasamatterofpredestinationcoupledwithinveterateSloanishnessandIwasn’tamatchforbothcombined。\"
\"MissAda’scushionsarereallygettingonmynerves,\"saidAnne。
\"Shefinishedtwonewoneslastweek,stuffedandembroideredwithinaninchoftheirlives。Therebeingabsolutelynoothercushionlessplacetoputthemshestoodthemupagainstthewallonthestairlanding。Theytoppleoverhalfthetimeandifwecomeupordownthestairsinthedarkwefalloverthem。LastSunday,whenDr。Davisprayedforallthoseexposedtotheperilsofthesea,Iaddedinthought`andforallthosewholiveinhouseswherecushionsarelovednotwiselybuttoowell!’
There!we’reready,andIseetheboyscomingthroughOldSt。John’s。
Doyoucastinyourlotwithus,Phil?\"
\"I’llgo,ifIcanwalkwithPriscillaandCharlie。Thatwillbeabearabledegreeofgooseberry。ThatGilbertofyoursisadarling,Anne,butwhydoeshegoaroundsomuchwithGoggle-eyes?\"
Annestiffened。ShehadnogreatlikingforCharlieSloane;buthewasofAvonlea,sonooutsiderhadanybusinesstolaughathim。
\"CharlieandGilberthavealwaysbeenfriends,\"shesaidcoldly。
\"Charlieisaniceboy。He’snottoblameforhiseyes。\"
\"Don’ttellmethat!Heis!Hemusthavedonesomethingdreadfulinapreviousexistencetobepunishedwithsucheyes。
PrisandIaregoingtohavesuchsportwithhimthisafternoon。
We’llmakefunofhimtohisfaceandhe’llneverknowit。\"
Doubtless,\"theabandonedP’s,\"asAnnecalledthem,didcarryouttheiramiableintentions。ButSloanewasblissfullyignorant;hethoughthewasquiteafinefellowtobewalkingwithtwosuchcoeds,especiallyPhilippaGordon,theclassbeautyandbelle。ItmustsurelyimpressAnne。Shewouldseethatsomepeopleappreciatedhimathisrealvalue。
GilbertandAnneloiteredalittlebehindtheothers,enjoyingthecalm,stillbeautyoftheautumnafternoonunderthepinesofthepark,ontheroadthatclimbedandtwistedroundtheharborshore。
\"Thesilencehereislikeaprayer,isn’tit?\"saidAnne,herfaceupturnedtotheshiningsky。\"HowIlovethepines!
Theyseemtostriketheirrootsdeepintotheromanceofalltheages。
Itissocomfortingtocreepawaynowandthenforagoodtalkwiththem。
Ialwaysfeelsohappyouthere。\"
\"`Andsoinmountainsolitudeso’ertakenAsbysomespelldivine,TheircaresdropfromthemliketheneedlesshakenFromoutthegustypine,’\"
quotedGilbert。
\"Theymakeourlittleambitionsseemratherpetty,don’tthey,Anne?\"
\"Ithink,ifeveranygreatsorrowcametome,Iwouldcometothepinesforcomfort,\"saidAnnedreamily。
\"Ihopenogreatsorroweverwillcometoyou,Anne,\"saidGilbert,whocouldnotconnecttheideaofsorrowwiththevivid,joyouscreaturebesidehim,unwittingthatthosewhocansoartothehighestheightscanalsoplungetothedeepestdepths,andthatthenatureswhichenjoymostkeenlyarethosewhichalsosuffermostsharply。
\"Buttheremust——sometime,\"musedAnne。\"Lifeseemslikeacupofgloryheldtomylipsjustnow。Buttheremustbesomebitternessinit——thereisineverycup。Ishalltasteminesomeday。Well,IhopeIshallbestrongandbravetomeetit。
AndIhopeitwon’tbethroughmyownfaultthatitwillcome。
DoyourememberwhatDr。DavissaidlastSundayevening——thatthesorrowsGodsentusbroughtcomfortandstrengthwiththem,whilethesorrowswebroughtonourselves,throughfollyorwickedness,werebyfarthehardesttobear?Butwemustn’ttalkofsorrowonanafternoonlikethis。It’smeantforthesheerjoyofliving,isn’tit?\"
\"IfIhadmywayI’dshuteverythingoutofyourlifebuthappinessandpleasure,Anne,\"saidGilbertinthetonethatmeant\"dangerahead。\"
\"Thenyouwouldbeveryunwise,\"rejoinedAnnehastily。\"I’msurenolifecanbeproperlydevelopedandroundedoutwithoutsometrialandsorrow——thoughIsupposeitisonlywhenweareprettycomfortablethatweadmitit。Come——theothershavegottothepavilionandarebeckoningtous。\"
Theyallsatdowninthelittlepaviliontowatchanautumnsunsetofdeepredfireandpallidgold。TotheirleftlayKingsport,itsroofsandspiresdimintheirshroudofvioletsmoke。
Totheirrightlaytheharbor,takingontintsofroseandcopperasitstretchedoutintothesunset。Beforethemthewatershimmered,satinsmoothandsilvergray,andbeyond,cleanshavenWilliam’sIslandloomedoutofthemist,guardingthetownlikeasturdybulldog。
Itslighthousebeaconflaredthroughthemistlikeabalefulstar,andwasansweredbyanotherinthefarhorizon。
\"Didyoueverseesuchastrong-lookingplace?\"askedPhilippa。
\"Idon’twantWilliam’sIslandespecially,butI’msureIcouldn’tgetitifIdid。Lookatthatsentryonthesummitofthefort,rightbesidetheflag。Doesn’thelookasifhehadsteppedoutofaromance?\"
\"Speakingofromance,\"saidPriscilla,\"we’vebeenlookingforheather——but,ofcourse,wecouldn’tfindany。It’stoolateintheseason,Isuppose。\"
\"Heather!\"exclaimedAnne。\"Heatherdoesn’tgrowinAmerica,doesit?\"
\"Therearejusttwopatchesofitinthewholecontinent,\"saidPhil,\"onerighthereinthepark,andonesomewhereelseinNovaScotia,Iforgetwhere。ThefamousHighlandRegiment,theBlackWatch,campedhereoneyear,and,whenthemenshookoutthestrawoftheirbedsinthespring,someseedsofheathertookroot。\"
\"Oh,howdelightful!\"saidenchantedAnne。
\"Let’sgohomearoundbySpoffordAvenue,\"suggestedGilbert。
\"Wecanseeall`thehandsomehouseswherethewealthynoblesdwell。’SpoffordAvenueisthefinestresidentialstreetinKingsport。Nobodycanbuildonitunlesshe’samillionaire。\"
\"Oh,do,\"saidPhil。\"There’saperfectlykillinglittleplaceI
wanttoshowyou,Anne。ITwasn’tbuiltbyamillionaire。It’sthefirstplaceafteryouleavethepark,andmusthavegrownwhileSpoffordAvenuewasstillacountryroad。ItDIDgrow——
itwasn’tbuilt!Idon’tcareforthehousesontheAvenue。
They’retoobrandnewandplateglassy。Butthislittlespotisadream——anditsname——butwaittillyouseeit。\"
Theysawitastheywalkedupthepine-fringedhillfromthepark。
Justonthecrest,whereSpoffordAvenuepeteredoutintoaplainroad,wasalittlewhiteframehousewithgroupsofpinesoneithersideofit,stretchingtheirarmsprotectinglyoveritslowroof。Itwascoveredwithredandgoldvines,throughwhichitsgreen-shutteredwindowspeeped。Beforeitwasatinygarden,surroundedbyalowstonewall。Octoberthoughitwas,thegardenwasstillverysweetwithdear,old-fashioned,unworldlyflowersandshrubs——sweetmay,southern-wood,lemonverbena,alyssum,petunias,marigoldsandchrysanthemums。Atinybrickwall,inherring-bonepattern,ledfromthegatetothefrontporch。Thewholeplacemighthavebeentransplantedfromsomeremotecountryvillage;yettherewassomethingaboutitthatmadeitsnearestneighbor,thebiglawn-encircledpalaceofatobaccoking,lookexceedinglycrudeandshowyandill-bredbycontrast。AsPhilsaid,itwasthedifferencebetweenbeingbornandbeingmade。
\"It’sthedearestplaceIeversaw,\"saidAnnedelightedly。\"Itgivesmeoneofmyold,delightfulfunnyaches。It’sdearerandquainterthanevenMissLavendar’sstonehouse。\"
\"It’sthenameIwantyoutonoticeespecially,\"saidPhil。
\"Look——inwhiteletters,aroundthearchwayoverthegate。
`Patty’sPlace。’Isn’tthatkilling?EspeciallyonthisAvenueofPinehurstsandElmwoldsandCedarcrofts?`Patty’sPlace,’
ifyouplease!Iadoreit。\"
\"HaveyouanyideawhoPattyis?\"askedPriscilla。
\"PattySpoffordisthenameoftheoldladywhoownsit,I’vediscovered。Shelivestherewithherniece,andthey’velivedthereforhundredsofyears,moreorless——maybealittleless,Anne。Exaggerationismerelyaflightofpoeticfancy。Iunderstandthatwealthyfolkhavetriedtobuythelottimeandagain——it’sreallyworthasmallfortunenow,youknow——but`Patty’won’tselluponanyconsideration。Andthere’sanappleorchardbehindthehouseinplaceofabackyard——you’llseeitwhenwegetalittlepast——
arealappleorchardonSpoffordAvenue!\"
\"I’mgoingtodreamabout`Patty’sPlace’tonight,\"saidAnne。
\"Why,IfeelasifIbelongedtoit。Iwonderif,byanychance,we’lleverseetheinsideofit。\"
\"Itisn’tlikely,\"saidPriscilla。
Annesmiledmysteriously。
\"No,itisn’tlikely。ButIbelieveitwillhappen。Ihaveaqueer,creepy,crawlyfeeling——youcancallitapresentiment,ifyoulike——that`Patty’sPlace’andIaregoingtobebetteracquaintedyet。\"
ChapterVII
HomeAgainThosefirstthreeweeksatRedmondhadseemedlong;buttherestofthetermflewbyonwingsofwind。BeforetheyrealizedittheRedmondstudentsfoundthemselvesinthegrindofChristmasexaminations,emergingtherefrommoreorlesstriumphantly。ThehonorofleadingintheFreshmanclassesfluctuatedbetweenAnne,GilbertandPhilippa;Priscilladidverywell;CharlieSloanescrapedthroughrespectably,andcomportedhimselfascomplacentlyasifhehadledineverything。
\"Ican’treallybelievethatthistimetomorrowI’llbeinGreenGables,\"
saidAnneonthenightbeforedeparture。\"ButIshallbe。Andyou,Phil,willbeinBolingbrokewithAlecandAlonzo。\"
\"I’mlongingtoseethem,\"admittedPhil,betweenthechocolateshewasnibbling。\"Theyreallyaresuchdearboys,youknow。
There’stobenoendofdancesanddrivesandgeneraljamborees。
Ishallneverforgiveyou,QueenAnne,fornotcominghomewithmefortheholidays。\"
\"`Never’meansthreedayswithyou,Phil。Itwasdearofyoutoaskme——andI’dlovetogotoBolingbrokesomeday。ButI
can’tgothisyear——IMUSTgohome。Youdon’tknowhowmyheartlongsforit。\"
\"Youwon’thavemuchofatime,\"saidPhilscornfully。\"There’llbeoneortwoquiltingparties,Isuppose;andalltheoldgossipswilltalkyouovertoyourfaceandbehindyourback。
You’lldieoflonesomeness,child。\"
\"InAvonlea?\"saidAnne,highlyamused。
\"Now,ifyou’dcomewithmeyou’dhaveaperfectlygorgeoustime。
Bolingbrokewouldgowildoveryou,QueenAnne——yourhairandyourstyleand,oh,everything!You’resoDIFFERENT。You’dbesuchasuccess——andIwouldbaskinreflectedglory——`nottherosebutneartherose。’Docome,afterall,Anne。\"
\"Yourpictureofsocialtriumphsisquitefascinating,Phil,butI’llpaintonetooffsetit。I’mgoinghometoanoldcountryfarmhouse,oncegreen,ratherfadednow,setamongleaflessappleorchards。ThereisabrookbelowandaDecemberfirwoodbeyond,whereI’veheardharpssweptbythefingersofrainandwind。
Thereisapondnearbythatwillbegrayandbroodingnow。Therewillbetwooldishladiesinthehouse,onetallandthin,oneshortandfat;andtherewillbetwotwins,oneaperfectmodel,theotherwhatMrs。Lyndecallsa`holyterror。’Therewillbealittleroomupstairsovertheporch,whereolddreamshangthick,andabig,fat,gloriousfeatherbedwhichwillalmostseemtheheightofluxuryafteraboardinghousemattress。Howdoyoulikemypicture,Phil?\"
\"Itseemsaverydullone,\"saidPhil,withagrimace。
\"Oh,butI’veleftoutthetransformingthing,\"saidAnnesoftly。
\"There’llbelovethere,Phil——faithful,tenderlove,suchasI’llneverfindanywhereelseintheworld——lovethat’swaitingforme。Thatmakesmypictureamasterpiece,doesn’tit,evenifthecolorsarenotverybrilliant?\"
Philsilentlygotup,tossedherboxofchocolatesaway,wentuptoAnne,andputherarmsabouther。
\"Anne,IwishIwaslikeyou,\"shesaidsoberly。
DianametAnneattheCarmodystationthenextnight,andtheydrovehometogetherundersilent,star-sowndepthsofsky。GreenGableshadaveryfestalappearanceastheydroveupthelane。
Therewasalightineverywindow,theglowbreakingoutthroughthedarknesslikeflame-redblossomsswungagainstthedarkbackgroundoftheHauntedWood。Andintheyardwasabravebonfirewithtwogaylittlefiguresdancingaroundit,oneofwhichgaveanunearthlyyellasthebuggyturnedinunderthepoplars。
\"DavymeansthatforanIndianwar-whoop,\"saidDiana。\"Mr。
Harrison’shiredboytaughtittohim,andhe’sbeenpracticingituptowelcomeyouwith。Mrs。Lyndesaysithaswornhernervestoafrazzle。Hecreepsupbehindher,youknow,andthenletsgo。Hewasdeterminedtohaveabonfireforyou,too。He’sbeenpilingupbranchesforafortnightandpesteringMarillatobeletpoursomekeroseneoiloveritbeforesettingitonfire。
Iguessshedid,bythesmell,thoughMrs。LyndesaiduptothelastthatDavywouldblowhimselfandeverybodyelseupifhewaslet。\"
Annewasoutofthebuggybythistime,andDavywasrapturouslyhuggingherknees,whileevenDorawasclingingtoherhand。
\"Isn’tthatabullybonfire,Anne?Justletmeshowyouhowtopokeit——seethesparks?Ididitforyou,Anne,’causeIwassogladyouwerecominghome。\"
ThekitchendooropenedandMarilla’sspareformdarkenedagainsttheinnerlight。ShepreferredtomeetAnneintheshadows,forshewashorriblyafraidthatshewasgoingtocrywithjoy——
she,stern,repressedMarilla,whothoughtalldisplayofdeepemotionunseemly。Mrs。Lyndewasbehindher,sonsy,kindly,matronly,asofyore。ThelovethatAnnehadtoldPhilwaswaitingforhersurroundedherandenfoldedherwithitsblessinganditssweetness。Nothing,afterall,couldcomparewitholdties,oldfriends,andoldGreenGables!HowstarryAnne’seyeswereastheysatdowntotheloadedsuppertable,howpinkhercheeks,howsilver-clearherlaughter!AndDianawasgoingtostayallnight,too。Howlikethedearoldtimesitwas!Andtherose-budtea-setgracedthetable!WithMarillatheforceofnaturecouldnofurthergo。
\"IsupposeyouandDianawillnowproceedtotalkallnight,\"
saidMarillasarcastically,asthegirlswentupstairs。
Marillawasalwayssarcasticafteranyself-betrayal。
\"Yes,\"agreedAnnegaily,\"butI’mgoingtoputDavytobedfirst。
Heinsistsonthat。\"
\"Youbet,\"saidDavy,astheywentalongthehall。\"Iwantsomebodytosaymyprayerstoagain。It’snofunsayingthemalone。\"
\"Youdon’tsaythemalone,Davy。Godisalwayswithyoutohearyou。\"
\"Well,Ican’tseeHim,\"objectedDavy。\"IwanttopraytosomebodyIcansee,butIWON’TsaythemtoMrs。LyndeorMarilla,therenow!\"
Nevertheless,whenDavywasgarbedinhisgrayflannelnighty,hedidnotseeminahurrytobegin。HestoodbeforeAnne,shufflingonebarefootovertheother,andlookedundecided。
\"Come,dear,kneeldown,\"saidAnne。
DavycameandburiedhisheadinAnne’slap,buthedidnotkneeldown。
\"Anne,\"hesaidinamuffledvoice。\"Idon’tfeellikeprayingafterall。
Ihaven’tfeltlikeitforaweeknow。I——IDIDN’Tpraylastnightnorthenightbefore。\"
\"Whynot,Davy?\"askedAnnegently。
\"You——youwon’tbemadifItellyou?\"imploredDavy。
Anneliftedthelittlegray-flannelledbodyonherkneeandcuddledhisheadonherarm。
\"DoIeverget`mad’whenyoutellmethings,Davy?\"
\"No-o-o,youneverdo。Butyougetsorry,andthat’sworse。
You’llbeawfulsorrywhenItellyouthis,Anne——andyou’llbe’shamedofme,Is’pose。\"
\"Haveyoudonesomethingnaughty,Davy,andisthatwhyyoucan’tsayyourprayers?\"
\"No,Ihaven’tdoneanythingnaughty——yet。ButIwanttodoit。\"
\"Whatisit,Davy?\"
\"I——Iwanttosayabadword,Anne,\"blurtedoutDavy,withadesperateeffort。\"IheardMr。Harrison’shiredboysayitonedaylastweek,andeversinceI’vebeenwantingtosayitALLthetime——evenwhenI’msayingmyprayers。\"
\"Sayitthen,Davy。\"
Davyliftedhisflushedfaceinamazement。
\"But,Anne,it’sanAWFULbadword。\"
\"SAYIT!\"
Davygaveheranotherincredulouslook,theninalowvoicehesaidthedreadfulword。Thenextminutehisfacewasburrowingagainsther。
\"Oh,Anne,I’llneversayitagain——never。I’llneverWANTtosayitagain。Iknewitwasbad,butIdidn’ts’poseitwasso——so——Ididn’ts’poseitwaslikeTHAT。\"
\"No,Idon’tthinkyou’lleverwanttosayitagain,Davy——orthinkit,either。AndIwouldn’tgoaboutmuchwithMr。Harrison’shiredboyifIwereyou。\"
\"Hecanmakebullywar-whoops,\"saidDavyalittleregretfully。
\"Butyoudon’twantyourmindfilledwithbadwords,doyou,Davy——wordsthatwillpoisonitanddriveoutallthatisgoodandmanly?\"
\"No,\"saidDavy,owl-eyedwithintrospection。
\"Thendon’tgowiththosepeoplewhousethem。Andnowdoyoufeelasifyoucouldsayyourprayers,Davy?\"
\"Oh,yes,\"saidDavy,eagerlywrigglingdownonhisknees,\"Icansaythemnowallright。Iain’tscarednowtosay`ifIshoulddiebeforeIwake,’likeIwaswhenIwaswantingtosaythatword。\"
ProbablyAnneandDianadidemptyouttheirsoulstoeachotherthatnight,butnorecordoftheirconfidenceshasbeenpreserved。
Theybothlookedasfreshandbright-eyedatbreakfastasonlyyouthcanlookafterunlawfulhoursofrevelryandconfession。
Therehadbeennosnowuptothistime,butasDianacrossedtheoldlogbridgeonherhomewardwaythewhiteflakeswerebeginningtoflutterdownoverthefieldsandwoods,russetandgrayintheirdreamlesssleep。Soonthefar-awayslopesandhillsweredimandwraith-likethroughtheirgauzyscarfing,asifpaleautumnhadflungamistybridalveiloverherhairandwaswaitingforherwintrybridegroom。SotheyhadawhiteChristmasafterall,andaverypleasantdayitwas。IntheforenoonlettersandgiftscamefromMissLavendarandPaul;
AnneopenedtheminthecheerfulGreenGableskitchen,whichwasfilledwithwhatDavy,sniffinginecstasy,called\"prettysmells。\"
\"MissLavendarandMr。Irvingaresettledintheirnewhomenow,\"
reportedAnne。\"IamsureMissLavendarisperfectlyhappy——
Iknowitbythegeneraltoneofherletter——butthere’sanotefromCharlottatheFourth。Shedoesn’tlikeBostonatall,andsheisfearfullyhomesick。MissLavendarwantsmetogothroughtoEchoLodgesomedaywhileI’mhomeandlightafiretoairit,andseethatthecushionsaren’tgettingmoldy。IthinkI’llgetDianatogooverwithmenextweek,andwecanspendtheeveningwithTheodoraDix。IwanttoseeTheodora。Bytheway,isLudovicSpeedstillgoingtoseeher?\"
\"Theysayso,\"saidMarilla,\"andhe’slikelytocontinueit。
Folkshavegivenupexpectingthatthatcourtshipwilleverarriveanywhere。\"
\"I’dhurryhimupabit,ifIwasTheodora,that’swhat,\"saidMrs。Lynde。Andthereisnottheslightestdoubtbutthatshewould。
TherewasalsoacharacteristicscrawlfromPhilippa,fullofAlecandAlonzo,whattheysaidandwhattheydid,andhowtheylookedwhentheysawher。
\"ButIcan’tmakeupmymindyetwhichtomarry,\"wrotePhil。
\"Idowishyouhadcomewithmetodecideforme。Someonewillhaveto。WhenIsawAlecmyheartgaveagreatthumpandI
thought,`Hemightbetherightone。’Andthen,whenAlonzocame,thumpwentmyheartagain。Sothat’snoguide,thoughitshouldbe,accordingtoallthenovelsI’veeverread。Now,Anne,YOURheartwouldn’tthumpforanybodybutthegenuinePrinceCharming,wouldit?
Theremustbesomethingradicallywrongwithmine。ButI’mhavingaperfectlygorgeoustime。HowIwishyouwerehere!It’ssnowingtoday,andI’mrapturous。Iwassoafraidwe’dhaveagreenChristmasandIloathethem。Youknow,whenChristmasisadirtygrayey-browneyaffair,lookingasifithadbeenleftoverahundredyearsagoandhadbeeninsoakeversince,itiscalledaGREENChristmas!
Don’taskmewhy。AsLordDundrearysays,`therearethomethingthnofellowcanunderthtand。’
\"Anne,didyouevergetonastreetcarandthendiscoverthatyouhadn’tanymoneywithyoutopayyourfare?Idid,theotherday。
It’squiteawful。IhadanickelwithmewhenIgotonthecar。
Ithoughtitwasintheleftpocketofmycoat。WhenIgotsettleddowncomfortablyIfeltforit。Itwasn’tthere。
Ihadacoldchill。Ifeltintheotherpocket。Notthere。
Ihadanotherchill。ThenIfeltinalittleinsidepocket。
Allinvain。Ihadtwochillsatonce。
\"Itookoffmygloves,laidthemontheseat,andwentoverallmypocketsagain。Itwasnotthere。Istoodupandshookmyself,andthenlookedonthefloor。Thecarwasfullofpeople,whoweregoinghomefromtheopera,andtheyallstaredatme,butIwaspastcaringforalittlethinglikethat。
\"ButIcouldnotfindmyfare。IconcludedImusthaveputitinmymouthandswalloweditinadvertently。
\"Ididn’tknowwhattodo。Wouldtheconductor,Iwondered,stopthecarandputmeoffinignominyandshame?WasitpossiblethatIcouldconvincehimthatIwasmerelythevictimofmyownabsentmindedness,andnotanunprincipledcreaturetryingtoobtainarideuponfalsepretenses?HowIwishedthatAlecorAlonzowerethere。Buttheyweren’tbecauseIwantedthem。
IfIHADN’Twantedthemtheywouldhavebeentherebythedozen。
AndIcouldn’tdecidewhattosaytotheconductorwhenhecamearound。AssoonasIgotonesentenceofexplanationmappedoutinmymindIfeltnobodycouldbelieveitandImustcomposeanother。ItseemedtherewasnothingtodobuttrustinProvidence,andforallthecomfortthatgavemeImightaswellhavebeentheoldladywho,whentoldbythecaptainduringastormthatshemustputhertrustintheAlmightyexclaimed,`Oh,Captain,isitasbadasthat?’
\"Justattheconventionalmoment,whenallhopehadfled,andtheconductorwasholdingouthisboxtothepassengernexttome,IsuddenlyrememberedwhereIhadputthatwretchedcoinoftherealm。
Ihadn’tswalloweditafterall。Imeeklyfisheditoutoftheindexfingerofmygloveandpokeditinthebox。Ismiledateverybodyandfeltthatitwasabeautifulworld。\"
ThevisittoEchoLodgewasnottheleastpleasantofmanypleasantholidayoutings。AnneandDianawentbacktoitbytheoldwayofthebeechwoods,carryingalunchbasketwiththem。