Annerousedherselffromherreveriewithahappysigh。
\"Iwasthinkingoutmystory,Diana。\"
\"Oh,haveyoureallybegunit?\"criedDiana,allalightwitheagerinterestinamoment。
\"Yes,Ihaveonlyafewpageswritten,butIhaveitallprettywellthoughtout。I’vehadsuchatimetogetasuitableplot。
NoneoftheplotsthatsuggestedthemselvessuitedagirlnamedAVERIL。\"
\"Couldn’tyouhavechangedhername?\"
\"No,thethingwasimpossible。Itriedto,butIcouldn’tdoit,anymorethanIcouldchangeyours。AVERILwassorealtomethatnomatterwhatothernameItriedtogiveherIjustthoughtofherasAVERILbehinditall。ButfinallyIgotaplotthatmatchedher。Thencametheexcitementofchoosingnamesforallmycharacters。Youhavenoideahowfascinatingthatis。
I’velainawakeforhoursthinkingoverthosenames。Thehero’snameisPERCEVALDALRYMPLE。\"
\"HaveyounamedALLthecharacters?\"askedDianawistfully。\"Ifyouhadn’tIwasgoingtoaskyoutoletmenameone——justsomeunimportantperson。I’dfeelasifIhadashareinthestorythen。\"
\"YoumaynamethelittlehiredboywholivedwiththeLESTERS,\"
concededAnne。\"Heisnotveryimportant,butheistheonlyoneleftunnamed。\"
\"CallhimRAYMONDFITZOSBORNE,\"suggestedDiana,whohadastoreofsuchnameslaidawayinhermemory,relicsoftheold\"StoryClub,\"whichsheandAnneandJaneAndrewsandRubyGillishadhadintheirschooldays。
Anneshookherheaddoubtfully。
\"I’mafraidthatistooaristocraticanameforachoreboy,Diana。Icouldn’timagineaFitzosbornefeedingpigsandpickingupchips,couldyou?\"
Dianadidn’tseewhy,ifyouhadanimaginationatall,youcouldn’tstretchittothatextent;butprobablyAnneknewbest,andthechoreboywasfinallychristenedROBERTRAY,tobecalledBOBBYshouldoccasionrequire。
\"Howmuchdoyousupposeyou’llgetforit?\"askedDiana。
ButAnnehadnotthoughtaboutthisatall。Shewasinpursuitoffame,notfilthylucre,andherliterarydreamswereasyetuntaintedbymercenaryconsiderations。
\"You’llletmereadit,won’tyou?\"pleadedDiana。
\"WhenitisfinishedI’llreadittoyouandMr。Harrison,andI
shallwantyoutocriticizeitSEVERELY。Nooneelseshallseeituntilitispublished。\"
\"Howareyougoingtoendit——happilyorunhappily?\"
\"I’mnotsure。I’dlikeittoendunhappily,becausethatwouldbesomuchmoreromantic。ButIunderstandeditorshaveaprejudiceagainstsadendings。IheardProfessorHamiltonsayoncethatnobodybutageniusshouldtrytowriteanunhappyending。
And,\"concludedAnnemodestly,\"I’manythingbutagenius。\"
\"OhIlikehappyendingsbest。You’dbetterlethimmarryher,\"
saidDiana,who,especiallysinceherengagementtoFred,thoughtthiswashoweverystoryshouldend。
\"Butyouliketocryoverstories?\"
\"Oh,yes,inthemiddleofthem。ButIlikeeverythingtocomerightatlast。\"
\"Imusthaveonepatheticsceneinit,\"saidAnnethoughtfully。
\"ImightletROBERTRAYbeinjuredinanaccidentandhaveadeathscene。\"
\"No,youmustn’tkillBOBBYoff,\"declaredDiana,laughing。
\"HebelongstomeandIwanthimtoliveandflourish。Killsomebodyelseifyouhaveto。\"
ForthenextfortnightAnnewrithedorreveled,accordingtomood,inherliterarypursuits。Nowshewouldbejubilantoverabrilliantidea,nowdespairingbecausesomecontrarycharacterwouldNOTbehaveproperly。Dianacouldnotunderstandthis。
\"MAKEthemdoasyouwantthemto,\"shesaid。
\"Ican’t,\"mournedAnne。\"Averilissuchanunmanageableheroine。
SheWILLdoandsaythingsInevermeantherto。ThenthatspoilseverythingthatwentbeforeandIhavetowriteitalloveragain。\"
Finally,however,thestorywasfinished,andAnnereadittoDianaintheseclusionoftheporchgable。Shehadachievedher\"patheticscene\"withoutsacrificingROBERTRAY,andshekeptawatchfuleyeonDianaasshereadit。Dianarosetotheoccasionandcriedproperly;but,whentheendcame,shelookedalittledisappointed。
\"WhydidyoukillMAURICELENNOX?\"sheaskedreproachfully。
\"Hewasthevillain,\"protestedAnne。\"Hehadtobepunished。\"
\"Ilikehimbestofthemall,\"saidunreasonableDiana。
\"Well,he’sdead,andhe’llhavetostaydead,\"saidAnne,ratherresentfully。\"IfIhadlethimlivehe’dhavegoneonpersecutingAVERILandPERCEVAL。\"
\"Yes——unlessyouhadreformedhim。\"
\"Thatwouldn’thavebeenromantic,and,besides,itwouldhavemadethestorytoolong。\"
\"Well,anyway,it’saperfectlyelegantstory,Anne,andwillmakeyoufamous,ofthatI’msure。Haveyougotatitleforit?\"
\"Oh,Idecidedonthetitlelongago。IcallitAVERIL’S
ATONEMENT。Doesn’tthatsoundniceandalliterative?Now,Diana,tellmecandidly,doyouseeanyfaultsinmystory?\"
\"Well,\"hesitatedDiana,\"thatpartwhereAVERILmakesthecakedoesn’tseemtomequiteromanticenoughtomatchtherest。It’sjustwhatanybodymightdo。Heroinesshouldn’tdocooking,_I_think。\"
\"Why,thatiswherethehumorcomesin,andit’soneofthebestpartsofthewholestory,\"saidAnne。Anditmaybestatedthatinthisshewasquiteright。
Dianaprudentlyrefrainedfromanyfurthercriticism,butMr。Harrisonwasmuchhardertoplease。Firsthetoldhertherewasentirelytoomuchdescriptioninthestory。
\"Cutoutallthoseflowerypassages,\"hesaidunfeelingly。
AnnehadanuncomfortableconvictionthatMr。Harrisonwasright,andsheforcedherselftoexpungemostofherbeloveddescriptions,thoughittookthreere-writingsbeforethestorycouldbepruneddowntopleasethefastidiousMr。Harrison。
\"I’veleftoutALLthedescriptionsbutthesunset,\"shesaidatlast。
\"IsimplyCOULDN’Tletitgo。Itwasthebestofthemall。\"
\"Ithasn’tanythingtodowiththestory,\"saidMr。Harrison,\"andyoushouldn’thavelaidthesceneamongrichcitypeople。
Whatdoyouknowofthem?Whydidn’tyoulayitrighthereinAvonlea——changingthename,ofcourse,orelseMrs。RachelLyndewouldprobablythinkshewastheheroine。\"
\"Oh,thatwouldneverhavedone,\"protestedAnne。\"Avonleaisthedearestplaceintheworld,butitisn’tquiteromanticenoughforthesceneofastory。\"
\"Idaresaythere’sbeenmanyaromanceinAvonlea——andmanyatragedy,too,\"saidMr。Harrisondrily。\"Butyourfolksain’tlikerealfolksanywhere。Theytalktoomuchandusetoohigh-flownlanguage。There’soneplacewherethatDALRYMPLEchaptalksevenonfortwopages,andneverletsthegirlgetawordinedgewise。Ifhe’ddonethatinreallifeshe’dhavepitchedhim。\"
\"Idon’tbelieveit,\"saidAnneflatly。Inhersecretsoulshethoughtthatthebeautiful,poeticalthingssaidtoAVERILwouldwinanygirl’sheartcompletely。Besides,itwasgruesometohearofAVERIL,thestately,queen-likeAVERIL,\"pitching\"anyone。
AVERIL\"declinedhersuitors。\"
\"Anyhow,\"resumedthemercilessMr。Harrison,\"Idon’tseewhyMAURICELENNOXdidn’tgether。Hewastwicethemantheotheris。
Hedidbadthings,buthedidthem。Percevalhadn’ttimeforanythingbutmooning。\"
\"Mooning。\"Thatwasevenworsethan\"pitching!\"
\"MAURICELENNOXwasthevillain,\"saidAnneindignantly。
\"Idon’tseewhyeveryonelikeshimbetterthanPERCEVAL。\"
\"Percevalistoogood。He’saggravating。Nexttimeyouwriteaboutaheroputalittlespiceofhumannatureinhim。\"
\"AVERILcouldn’thavemarriedMAURICE。Hewasbad。\"
\"She’dhavereformedhim。Youcanreformaman;youcan’treformajelly-fish,ofcourse。Yourstoryisn’tbad——it’skindofinteresting,I’lladmit。Butyou’retooyoungtowriteastorythatwouldbeworthwhile。Waittenyears。\"
Annemadeuphermindthatthenexttimeshewroteastoryshewouldn’taskanybodytocriticizeit。Itwastoodiscouraging。
ShewouldnotreadthestorytoGilbert,althoughshetoldhimaboutit。
\"Ifitisasuccessyou’llseeitwhenitispublished,Gilbert,butifitisafailurenobodyshalleverseeit。\"
Marillaknewnothingabouttheventure。InimaginationAnnesawherselfreadingastoryoutofamagazinetoMarilla,entrappingherintopraiseofit——forinimaginationallthingsarepossible——andthentriumphantlyannouncingherselftheauthor。
OnedayAnnetooktothePostOfficealong,bulkyenvelope,addressed,withthedelightfulconfidenceofyouthandinexperience,totheverybiggestofthe\"big\"magazines。
DianawasasexcitedoveritasAnneherself。
\"Howlongdoyousupposeitwillbebeforeyouhearfromit?\"
sheasked。
\"Itshouldn’tbelongerthanafortnight。Oh,howhappyandproudIshallbeifitisaccepted!\"
\"Ofcourseitwillbeaccepted,andtheywilllikelyaskyoutosendthemmore。YoumaybeasfamousasMrs。Morgansomeday,Anne,andthenhowproudI’llbeofknowingyou,\"saidDiana,whopossessed,atleast,thestrikingmeritofanunselfishadmirationofthegiftsandgracesofherfriends。
Aweekofdelightfuldreamingfollowed,andthencameabitterawakening。
OneeveningDianafoundAnneintheporchgable,withsuspicious-lookingeyes。Onthetablelayalongenvelopeandacrumpledmanuscript。
\"Anne,yourstoryhasn’tcomeback?\"criedDianaincredulously。
\"Yes,ithas,\"saidAnneshortly。
\"Well,thateditormustbecrazy。Whatreasondidhegive?\"
\"Noreasonatall。Thereisjustaprintedslipsayingthatitwasn’tfoundacceptable。\"
\"Ineverthoughtmuchofthatmagazine,anyway,\"saidDianahotly。
\"ThestoriesinitarenothalfasinterestingasthoseintheCanadianWoman,althoughitcostssomuchmore。Isupposetheeditorisprejudicedagainstanyonewhoisn’taYankee。
Don’tbediscouraged,Anne。RememberhowMrs。Morgan’sstoriescameback。SendyourstotheCanadianWoman。\"
\"IbelieveIwill,\"saidAnne,pluckingupheart。\"AndifitispublishedI’llsendthatAmericaneditoramarkedcopy。ButI’llcutthesunsetout。IbelieveMr。Harrisonwasright。\"
Outcamethesunset;butinspiteofthisheroicmutilationtheeditoroftheCanadianWomansentAveril’sAtonementbacksopromptlythattheindignantDianadeclaredthatitcouldn’thavebeenreadatall,andvowedshewasgoingtostophersubscriptionimmediately。Annetookthissecondrejectionwiththecalmnessofdespair。ShelockedthestoryawayinthegarrettrunkwheretheoldStoryClubtalesreposed;butfirstsheyieldedtoDiana’sentreatiesandgaveheracopy。
\"Thisistheendofmyliteraryambitions,\"shesaidbitterly。
ShenevermentionedthemattertoMr。Harrison,butoneeveningheaskedherbluntlyifherstoryhadbeenaccepted。
\"No,theeditorwouldn’ttakeit,\"sheansweredbriefly。
Mr。Harrisonlookedsidewiseattheflushed,delicateprofile。
\"Well,Isupposeyou’llkeeponwritingthem,\"hesaidencouragingly。
\"No,Ishallnevertrytowriteastoryagain,\"declaredAnne,withthehopelessfinalityofnineteenwhenadoorisshutinitsface。
\"Iwouldn’tgiveupaltogether,\"saidMr。Harrisonreflectively。\"I’dwriteastoryonceinawhile,butIwouldn’tpestereditorswithit。
I’dwriteofpeopleandplaceslikeIknew,andI’dmakemycharacterstalkeverydayEnglish;andI’dletthesunriseandsetintheusualquietwaywithoutmuchfussoverthefact。IfIhadtohavevillainsatall,I’dgivethemachance,Anne——I’dgivethemachance。
Therearesometerriblebadmenintheworld,Isuppose,butyou’dhavetogoalongpiecetofindthem——thoughMrs。Lyndebelieveswe’reallbad。Butmostofushavegotalittledecencysomewhereinus。
Keeponwriting,Anne。\"
\"No。Itwasveryfoolishofmetoattemptit。WhenI’mthroughRedmondI’llsticktoteaching。Icanteach。Ican’twritestories。\"
\"It’llbetimeforyoutobegettingahusbandwhenyou’rethroughRedmond,\"saidMr。Harrison。\"Idon’tbelieveinputtingmarryingofftoolong——likeIdid。\"
Annegotupandmarchedhome。ThereweretimeswhenMr。Harrisonwasreallyintolerable。\"Pitching,\"\"mooning,\"and\"gettingahusband。\"Ow!!
ChapterXIII
TheWayofTransgressorsDavyandDorawerereadyforSundaySchool。Theyweregoingalone,whichdidnotoftenhappen,forMrs。LyndealwaysattendedSundaySchool。
ButMrs。Lyndehadtwistedherankleandwaslame,soshewasstayinghomethismorning。Thetwinswerealsotorepresentthefamilyatchurch,forAnnehadgoneawaytheeveningbeforetospendSundaywithfriendsinCarmody,andMarillahadoneofherheadaches。
Davycamedownstairsslowly。Dorawaswaitinginthehallforhim,havingbeenmadereadybyMrs。Lynde。Davyhadattendedtohisownpreparations。
HehadacentinhispocketfortheSundaySchoolcollection,andafive-centpieceforthechurchcollection;hecarriedhisBibleinonehandandhisSundaySchoolquarterlyintheother;heknewhislessonandhisGoldenTextandhiscatechismquestionperfectly。Hadhenotstudiedthem——perforce——inMrs。Lynde’skitchen,alllastSundayafternoon?Davy,therefore,shouldhavebeeninaplacidframeofmind。Asamatteroffact,despitetextandcatechism,hewasinwardlyasaraveningwolf。
Mrs。LyndelimpedoutofherkitchenashejoinedDora。
\"Areyouclean?\"shedemandedseverely。
\"Yes——allofmethatshows,\"Davyansweredwithadefiantscowl。
Mrs。Rachelsighed。ShehadhersuspicionsaboutDavy’sneckandears。ButsheknewthatifsheattemptedtomakeapersonalexaminationDavywouldlikelytaketohisheelsandshecouldnotpursuehimtoday。
\"Well,besureyoubehaveyourselves,\"shewarnedthem。\"Don’twalkinthedust。Don’tstopintheporchtotalktotheotherchildren。
Don’tsquirmorwriggleinyourplaces。Don’tforgettheGoldenText。
Don’tloseyourcollectionorforgettoputitin。Don’twhisperatprayertime,anddon’tforgettopayattentiontothesermon。\"
Davydeignednoresponse。Hemarchedawaydownthelane,followedbythemeekDora。Buthissoulseethedwithin。
Davyhadsuffered,orthoughthehadsuffered,manythingsatthehandsandtongueofMrs。RachelLyndesinceshehadcometoGreenGables,forMrs。Lyndecouldnotlivewithanybody,whethertheywerenineorninety,withouttryingtobringthemupproperly。
AnditwasonlytheprecedingafternoonthatshehadinterferedtoinfluenceMarillaagainstallowingDavytogofishingwiththeTimothyCottons。Davywasstillboilingoverthis。
AssoonashewasoutofthelaneDavystoppedandtwistedhiscountenanceintosuchanunearthlyandterrificcontortionthatDora,althoughsheknewhisgiftsinthatrespect,washonestlyalarmedlestheshouldneverintheworldbeabletogetitstraightenedoutagain。
\"Darnher,\"explodedDavy。
\"Oh,Davy,don’tswear,\"gaspedDoraindismay。
\"`Darn’isn’tswearing——notrealswearing。AndIdon’tcareifitis,\"retortedDavyrecklessly。
\"Well,ifyouMUSTsaydreadfulwordsdon’tsaythemonSunday,\"pleadedDora。
Davywasasyetfarfromrepentance,butinhissecretsoulhefeltthat,perhaps,hehadgonealittletoofar。
\"I’mgoingtoinventaswearwordofmyown,\"hedeclared。
\"Godwillpunishyouifyoudo,\"saidDorasolemnly。
\"ThenIthinkGodisameanoldscamp,\"retortedDavy。\"Doesn’tHeknowafellowmusthavesomewayof’spressinghisfeelings?\"
\"Davy!!!\"saidDora。SheexpectedthatDavywouldbestruckdowndeadonthespot。Butnothinghappened。
\"Anyway,Iain’tgoingtostandanymoreofMrs。Lynde’sbossing,\"
splutteredDavy。\"AnneandMarillamayhavetherighttobossme,butSHEhasn’t。I’mgoingtodoeverysinglethingshetoldmenottodo。
Youwatchme。\"
Ingrim,deliberatesilence,whileDorawatchedhimwiththefascinationofhorror,Davysteppedoffthegreengrassoftheroadside,ankledeepintothefinedustwhichfourweeksofrainlessweatherhadmadeontheroad,andmarchedalonginit,shufflinghisfeetviciouslyuntilhewasenvelopedinahazycloud。
\"That’sthebeginning,\"heannouncedtriumphantly。\"AndI’mgoingtostopintheporchandtalkaslongasthere’sanybodytheretotalkto。I’mgoingtosquirmandwriggleandwhisper,andI’mgoingtosayIdon’tknowtheGoldenText。AndI’mgoingtothrowawaybothofmycollectionsRIGHTNOW。\"
AndDavyhurledcentandnickeloverMr。Barry’sfencewithfiercedelight。
\"Satanmadeyoudothat,\"saidDorareproachfully。
\"Hedidn’t,\"criedDavyindignantly。\"Ijustthoughtitoutformyself。
AndI’vethoughtofsomethingelse。I’mnotgoingtoSundaySchoolorchurchatall。I’mgoinguptoplaywiththeCottons。Theytoldmeyesterdaytheyweren’tgoingtoSundaySchooltoday,’causetheirmotherwasawayandtherewasnobodytomakethem。Comealong,Dora,we’llhaveagreattime。\"
\"Idon’twanttogo,\"protestedDora。
\"You’vegotto,\"saidDavy。\"Ifyoudon’tcomeI’lltellMarillathatFrankBellkissedyouinschoollastMonday。\"
\"Icouldn’thelpit。Ididn’tknowhewasgoingto,\"criedDora,blushingscarlet。
\"Well,youdidn’tslaphimorseemabitcross,\"retortedDavy。
\"I’lltellherTHAT,too,ifyoudon’tcome。We’lltaketheshortcutupthisfield。\"
\"I’mafraidofthosecows,\"protestedpoorDora,seeingaprospectofescape。
\"Theveryideaofyourbeingscaredofthosecows,\"scoffedDavy。
\"Why,they’rebothyoungerthanyou。\"
\"They’rebigger,\"saidDora。
\"Theywon’thurtyou。Comealong,now。Thisisgreat。WhenI
growupIain’tgoingtobothergoingtochurchatall。I
believeIcangettoheavenbymyself。\"
\"You’llgototheotherplaceifyoubreaktheSabbathday,\"
saidunhappyDora,followinghimsorelyagainstherwill。
ButDavywasnotscared——yet。Hellwasveryfaroff,andthedelightsofafishingexpeditionwiththeCottonswereverynear。
HewishedDorahadmorespunk。Shekeptlookingbackasifsheweregoingtocryeveryminute,andthatspoiledafellow’sfun。
Hanggirls,anyway。Davydidnotsay\"darn\"thistime,eveninthought。
Hewasnotsorry——yet——thathehadsaiditonce,butitmightbeaswellnottotempttheUnknownPowerstoofarononeday。
ThesmallCottonswereplayingintheirbackyard,andhailedDavy’sappearancewithwhoopsofdelight。Pete,Tommy,Adolphus,andMirabelCottonwereallalone。Theirmotherandoldersisterswereaway。DorawasthankfulMirabelwasthere,atleast。
Shehadbeenafraidshewouldbealoneinacrowdofboys。Mirabelwasalmostasbadasaboy——shewassonoisyandsunburnedandreckless。
Butatleastsheworedresses。
\"We’vecometogofishing,\"announcedDavy。
\"Whoop,\"yelledtheCottons。Theyrushedawaytodigwormsatonce,Mirabelleadingthevanwithatincan。Doracouldhavesatdownandcried。Oh,ifonlythathatefulFrankBellhadneverkissedher!
ThenshecouldhavedefiedDavy,andgonetoherbelovedSundaySchool。
Theydarednot,ofcourse,gofishingonthepond,wheretheywouldbeseenbypeoplegoingtochurch。TheyhadtoresorttothebrookinthewoodsbehindtheCottonhouse。Butitwasfulloftrout,andtheyhadaglorioustimethatmorning——atleasttheCottonscertainlyhad,andDavyseemedtohaveit。Notbeingentirelybereftofprudence,hehaddiscardedbootsandstockingsandborrowedTommyCotton’soveralls。Thusaccoutered,bogandmarshandundergrowthhadnoterrorsforhim。Dorawasfranklyandmanifestlymiserable。Shefollowedtheothersintheirperegrinationsfrompooltopool,claspingherBibleandquarterlytightlyandthinkingwithbitternessofsoulofherbelovedclasswheresheshouldbesittingthatverymoment,beforeateachersheadored。Instead,hereshewasroamingthewoodswiththosehalf-wildCottons,tryingtokeepherbootscleanandherprettywhitedressfreefromrentsandstains。MirabelhadofferedtheloanofanapronbutDorahadscornfullyrefused。
ThetroutbitastheyalwaysdoonSundays。Inanhourthetransgressorshadallthefishtheywanted,sotheyreturnedtothehouse,muchtoDora’srelief。Shesatprimlyonahencoopintheyardwhiletheothersplayedanuproariousgameoftag;andthentheyallclimbedtothetopofthepig-houseroofandcuttheirinitialsonthesaddleboard。Theflat-roofedhenhouseandapileofstrawbeneathgaveDavyanotherinspiration。Theyspentasplendidhalfhourclimbingontheroofanddivingoffintothestrawwithwhoopsandyells。
Butevenunlawfulpleasuresmustcometoanend。WhentherumbleofwheelsoverthepondbridgetoldthatpeopleweregoinghomefromchurchDavyknewtheymustgo。HediscardedTommy’soveralls,resumedhisownrightfulattire,andturnedawayfromhisstringoftroutwithasigh。Nousetothinkoftakingthemhome。
\"Well,hadn’tweasplendidtime?\"hedemandeddefiantly,astheywentdownthehillfield。
\"Ihadn’t,\"saidDoraflatly。\"AndIdon’tbelieveyouhad——
really——either,\"sheadded,withaflashofinsightthatwasnottobeexpectedofher。
\"Ihadso,\"criedDavy,butinthevoiceofonewhodothprotesttoomuch。
\"Nowonderyouhadn’t——justsittingtherelikea——likeamule。\"
\"Iain’tgoingto,’sociatewiththeCottons,\"saidDoraloftily。
\"TheCottonsareallright,\"retortedDavy。\"Andtheyhavefarbettertimesthanwehave。Theydojustastheypleaseandsayjustwhattheylikebeforeeverybody。_I_’mgoingtodothat,too,afterthis。\"
\"Therearelotsofthingsyouwouldn’tdaresaybeforeeverybody,\"
averredDora。
\"No,thereisn’t。\"
\"Thereis,too。Wouldyou,\"demandedDoragravely,\"wouldyousay`tomcat’beforetheminister?\"
Thiswasastaggerer。Davywasnotpreparedforsuchaconcreteexampleofthefreedomofspeech。ButonedidnothavetobeconsistentwithDora。
\"Ofcoursenot,\"headmittedsulkily。
\"`Tomcat’isn’taholyword。Iwouldn’tmentionsuchananimalbeforeaministeratall。\"
\"Butifyouhadto?\"persistedDora。
\"I’dcallitaThomaspussy,\"saidDavy。
\"_I_think`gentlemancat’wouldbemorepolite,\"reflectedDora。
\"YOUthinking!\"retortedDavywithwitheringscorn。
Davywasnotfeelingcomfortable,thoughhewouldhavediedbeforeheadmittedittoDora。Nowthattheexhilarationoftruantdelightshaddiedaway,hisconsciencewasbeginningtogivehimsalutarytwinges。Afterall,perhapsitwouldhavebeenbettertohavegonetoSundaySchoolandchurch。Mrs。Lyndemightbebossy;buttherewasalwaysaboxofcookiesinherkitchencupboardandshewasnotstingy。AtthisinconvenientmomentDavyrememberedthatwhenhehadtornhisnewschoolpantstheweekbefore,Mrs。LyndehadmendedthembeautifullyandneversaidawordtoMarillaaboutthem。
ButDavy’scupofiniquitywasnotyetfull。Hewastodiscoverthatonesindemandsanothertocoverit。TheyhaddinnerwithMrs。Lyndethatday,andthefirstthingsheaskedDavywas,\"WereallyourclassinSundaySchooltoday?\"
\"Yes’m,\"saidDavywithagulp。\"Allwerethere——’ceptone。\"
\"DidyousayyourGoldenTextandcatechism?\"
\"Yes’m。\"
\"Didyouputyourcollectionin?\"
\"Yes’m。\"
\"WasMrs。MalcolmMacPhersoninchurch?\"
\"Idon’tknow。\"This,atleast,wasthetruth,thoughtwretchedDavy。
\"WastheLadies’Aidannouncedfornextweek?\"
\"Yes’m\"——quakingly。
\"Wasprayer-meeting?\"
\"I——Idon’tknow。\"
\"YOUshouldknow。Youshouldlistenmoreattentivelytotheannouncements。
WhatwasMr。Harvey’stext?\"
Davytookafranticgulpofwaterandswalloweditandthelastprotestofconsciencetogether。HegliblyrecitedanoldGoldenTextlearnedseveralweeksago。FortunatelyMrs。Lyndenowstoppedquestioninghim;butDavydidnotenjoyhisdinner。
Hecouldonlyeatonehelpingofpudding。
\"What’sthematterwithyou?\"demandedjustlyastonishedMrs。Lynde。
\"Areyousick?\"
\"No,\"mutteredDavy。
\"Youlookpale。You’dbetterkeepoutofthesunthisafternoon,\"
admonishedMrs。Lynde。
\"DoyouknowhowmanyliesyoutoldMrs。Lynde?\"askedDorareproachfully,assoonastheywerealoneafterdinner。
Davy,goadedtodesperation,turnedfiercely。
\"Idon’tknowandIdon’tcare,\"hesaid。\"Youjustshutup,DoraKeith。\"
ThenpoorDavybetookhimselftoasecludedretreatbehindthewoodpiletothinkoverthewayoftransgressors。
GreenGableswaswrappedindarknessandsilencewhenAnnereachedhome。Shelostnotimegoingtobed,forshewasverytiredandsleepy。TherehadbeenseveralAvonleajollificationstheprecedingweek,involvingratherlatehours。Anne’sheadwashardlyonherpillowbeforeshewashalfasleep;butjustthenherdoorwassoftlyopenedandapleadingvoicesaid,\"Anne。\"
Annesatupdrowsily。
\"Davy,isthatyou?Whatisthematter?\"
Awhite-cladfigureflungitselfacrossthefloorandontothebed。
\"Anne,\"sobbedDavy,gettinghisarmsaboutherneck。\"I’mawfulgladyou’rehome。Icouldn’tgotosleeptillI’dtoldsomebody。\"
\"Toldsomebodywhat?\"
\"Howmis’rubulIam。\"
\"Whyareyoumiserable,dear?\"
\"’CauseIwassobadtoday,Anne。Oh,Iwasawfulbad——
badder’nI’veeverbeenyet。\"
\"Whatdidyoudo?\"
\"Oh,I’mafraidtotellyou。You’llneverlikemeagain,Anne。
Icouldn’tsaymyprayerstonight。Icouldn’ttellGodwhatI’ddone。Iwas’shamedtohaveHimknow。\"
\"ButHeknewanyway,Davy。\"
\"That’swhatDorasaid。ButIthoughtp’rapsHemightn’thavenoticedjustatthetime。Anyway,I’drathertellyoufirst。\"
\"WHATisityoudid?\"
Outitallcameinarush。
\"IrunawayfromSundaySchool——andwentfishingwiththeCottons——andItoldeversomanywhopperstoMrs。Lynde——oh!
’mosthalfadozen——and——and——I——Isaidaswearword,Anne——aprettynearswearword,anyhow——andIcalledGodnames。\"
Therewassilence。Davydidn’tknowwhattomakeofit。WasAnnesoshockedthatsheneverwouldspeaktohimagain?
\"Anne,whatareyougoingtodotome?\"hewhispered。
\"Nothing,dear。You’vebeenpunishedalready,Ithink。\"
\"No,Ihaven’t。Nothing’sbeendonetome。\"
\"You’vebeenveryunhappyeversinceyoudidwrong,haven’tyou?\"
\"Youbet!\"saidDavyemphatically。
\"Thatwasyourconsciencepunishingyou,Davy。\"
\"What’smyconscience?Iwanttoknow。\"
\"It’ssomethinginyou,Davy,thatalwaystellsyouwhenyouaredoingwrongandmakesyouunhappyifyoupersistindoingit。
Haven’tyounoticedthat?\"
\"Yes,butIdidn’tknowwhatitwas。IwishIdidn’thaveit。
I’dhavelotsmorefun。Whereismyconscience,Anne?Iwanttoknow。
Isitinmystomach?\"
\"No,it’sinyoursoul,\"answeredAnne,thankfulforthedarkness,sincegravitymustbepreservedinseriousmatters。
\"Is’poseIcan’tgetclearofitthen,\"saidDavywithasigh。
\"AreyougoingtotellMarillaandMrs。Lyndeonme,Anne?\"
\"No,dear,I’mnotgoingtotellanyone。Youaresorryyouwerenaughty,aren’tyou?\"
\"Youbet!\"
\"Andyou’llneverbebadlikethatagain。\"
\"No,but——\"addedDavycautiously,\"Imightbebadsomeotherway。\"
\"Youwon’tsaynaughtywords,orrunawayonSundays,ortellfalsehoodstocoverupyoursins?\"
\"No。Itdoesn’tpay,\"saidDavy。
\"Well,Davy,justtellGodyouaresorryandaskHimtoforgiveyou。\"
\"HaveYOUforgivenme,Anne?\"
\"Yes,dear。\"
\"Then,\"saidDavyjoyously,\"Idon’tcaremuchwhetherGoddoesornot。\"
\"Davy!\"
\"Oh——I’llaskHim——I’llaskHim,\"saidDavyquickly,scramblingoffthebed,convincedbyAnne’stonethathemusthavesaidsomethingdreadful。\"Idon’tmindaskingHim,Anne——
Please,God,I’mawfulsorryIbehavedbadtodayandI’lltrytobegoodonSundaysalwaysandpleaseforgiveme——
Therenow,Anne。\"
\"Well,now,runofftobedlikeagoodboy。\"
\"Allright。Say,Idon’tfeelmis’rubulanymore。Ifeelfine。
Goodnight。\"
\"Goodnight。\"
Anneslippeddownonherpillowswithasighofrelief。Oh——
howsleepy——shewas!Inanothersecond——
\"Anne!\"Davywasbackagainbyherbed。Annedraggedhereyesopen。
\"Whatisitnow,dear?\"sheasked,tryingtokeepanoteofimpatienceoutofhervoice。
\"Anne,haveyouevernoticedhowMr。Harrisonspits?Doyous’pose,ifIpracticehard,Icanlearntospitjustlikehim?\"
Annesatup。
\"DavyKeith,\"shesaid,\"gostraighttoyourbedanddon’tletmecatchyououtofitagaintonight!Go,now!\"
Davywent,andstoodnotupontheorderofhisgoing。
ChapterXIV
TheSummonsAnnewassittingwithRubyGillisintheGillis’gardenafterthedayhadcreptlingeringlythroughitandwasgone。Ithadbeenawarm,smokysummerafternoon。Theworldwasinasplendorofout-flowering。
Theidlevalleyswerefullofhazes。Thewoodwayswereprankedwithshadowsandthefieldswiththepurpleoftheasters。
AnnehadgivenupamoonlightdrivetotheWhiteSandsbeachthatshemightspendtheeveningwithRuby。Shehadsospentmanyeveningsthatsummer,althoughsheoftenwonderedwhatgooditdidanyone,andsometimeswenthomedecidingthatshecouldnotgoagain。
Rubygrewpalerasthesummerwaned;theWhiteSandsschoolwasgivenup——\"herfatherthoughtitbetterthatsheshouldn’tteachtillNewYear’s\"——andthefancyworkshelovedoftenerandoftenerfellfromhandsgrowntoowearyforit。Butshewasalwaysgay,alwayshopeful,alwayschatteringandwhisperingofherbeaux,andtheirrivalriesanddespairs。ItwasthisthatmadeAnne’svisitshardforher。Whathadoncebeensillyoramusingwasgruesome,now;itwasdeathpeeringthroughawilfulmaskoflife。YetRubyseemedtoclingtoher,andneverlethergountilshehadpromisedtocomeagainsoon。Mrs。LyndegrumbledaboutAnne’sfrequentvisits,anddeclaredshewouldcatchconsumption;evenMarillawasdubious。
\"EverytimeyougotoseeRubyyoucomehomelookingtiredout,\"
shesaid。
\"It’ssoverysadanddreadful,\"saidAnneinalowtone。\"Rubydoesn’tseemtorealizeherconditionintheleast。AndyetI
somehowfeelsheneedshelp——cravesit——andIwanttogiveittoherandcan’t。AllthetimeI’mwithherIfeelasifIwerewatchingherstrugglewithaninvisiblefoe——tryingtopushitbackwithsuchfeebleresistanceasshehas。ThatiswhyIcomehometired。\"
ButtonightAnnedidnotfeelthissokeenly。Rubywasstrangelyquiet。Shesaidnotawordaboutpartiesanddrivesanddressesand\"fellows。\"Shelayinthehammock,withheruntouchedworkbesideher,andawhiteshawlwrappedaboutherthinshoulders。
Herlongyellowbraidsofhair——howAnnehadenviedthosebeautifulbraidsinoldschooldays!——layoneithersideofher。
Shehadtakenthepinsout——theymadeherheadache,shesaid。
Thehecticflushwasgoneforthetime,leavingherpaleandchildlike。
Themoonroseinthesilverysky,empearlingthecloudsaroundher。Below,thepondshimmeredinitshazyradiance。
JustbeyondtheGillishomesteadwasthechurch,withtheoldgraveyardbesideit。Themoonlightshoneonthewhitestones,bringingthemoutinclear-cutreliefagainstthedarktreesbehind。
\"Howstrangethegraveyardlooksbymoonlight!\"saidRubysuddenly。
\"Howghostly!\"sheshuddered。\"Anne,itwon’tbelongnowbeforeI’llbelyingoverthere。YouandDianaandalltherestwillbegoingabout,fulloflife——andI’llbethere——intheoldgraveyard——dead!\"
ThesurpriseofitbewilderedAnne。Forafewmomentsshecouldnotspeak。
\"Youknowit’sso,don’tyou?\"saidRubyinsistently。
\"Yes,Iknow,\"answeredAnneinalowtone。\"DearRuby,Iknow。\"
\"Everybodyknowsit,\"saidRubybitterly。\"Iknowit——I’veknownitallsummer,thoughIwouldn’tgivein。And,oh,Anne\"——
shereachedoutandcaughtAnne’shandpleadingly,impulsively——\"Idon’twanttodie。I’mAFRAIDtodie。\"
\"Whyshouldyoubeafraid,Ruby?\"askedAnnequietly。
\"Because——because——oh,I’mnotafraidbutthatI’llgotoheaven,Anne。I’machurchmember。But——it’llbeallsodifferent。Ithink——andthink——andIgetsofrightened——
and——and——homesick。Heavenmustbeverybeautiful,ofcourse,theBiblesaysso——but,Anne,ITWON’TBEWHATI’VEBEENUSEDTO。\"
ThroughAnne’sminddriftedanintrusiverecollectionofafunnystoryshehadheardPhilippaGordontell——thestoryofsomeoldmanwhohadsaidverymuchthesamethingabouttheworldtocome。
Ithadsoundedfunnythen——sherememberedhowsheandPriscillahadlaughedoverit。Butitdidnotseemintheleasthumorousnow,comingfromRuby’spale,tremblinglips。
Itwassad,tragic——andtrue!HeavencouldnotbewhatRubyhadbeenusedto。Therehadbeennothinginhergay,frivolouslife,hershallowidealsandaspirations,tofitherforthatgreatchange,ormakethelifetocomeseemtoheranythingbutalienandunrealandundesirable。Annewonderedhelplesslywhatshecouldsaythatwouldhelpher。Couldshesayanything?\"Ithink,Ruby,\"
shebeganhesitatingly——foritwasdifficultforAnnetospeaktoanyoneofthedeepestthoughtsofherheart,orthenewideasthathadvaguelybeguntoshapethemselvesinhermind,concerningthegreatmysteriesoflifehereandhereafter,supersedingheroldchildishconceptions,anditwashardestofalltospeakofthemtosuchasRubyGillis——\"Ithink,perhaps,wehaveverymistakenideasaboutheaven——whatitisandwhatitholdsforus。Idon’tthinkitcanbesoverydifferentfromlifehereasmostpeopleseemtothink。Ibelievewe’lljustgoonliving,agooddealaswelivehere——andbeOURSELVESjustthesame——onlyitwillbeeasiertobegoodandto——followthehighest。Allthehindrancesandperplexitieswillbetakenaway,andweshallseeclearly。Don’tbeafraid,Ruby。\"
\"Ican’thelpit,\"saidRubypitifully。\"Evenifwhatyousayaboutheavenistrue——andyoucan’tbesure——itmaybeonlythatimaginationofyours——itwon’tbeJUSTthesame。ItCAN’Tbe。
IwanttogoonlivingHERE。I’msoyoung,Anne。Ihaven’thadmylife。I’vefoughtsohardtolive——anditisn’tanyuse——Ihavetodie——andleaveEVERYTHINGIcarefor。\"Annesatinapainthatwasalmostintolerable。Shecouldnottellcomfortingfalsehoods;andallthatRubysaidwassohorriblytrue。SheWASleavingeverythingshecaredfor。Shehadlaiduphertreasuresonearthonly;shehadlivedsolelyforthelittlethingsoflife——thethingsthatpass——forgettingthegreatthingsthatgoonwardintoeternity,bridgingthegulfbetweenthetwolivesandmakingofdeathamerepassingfromonedwellingtotheother——fromtwilighttouncloudedday。Godwouldtakecareofherthere——Annebelieved——shewouldlearn——butnowitwasnowonderhersoulclung,inblindhelplessness,totheonlythingssheknewandloved。
Rubyraisedherselfonherarmandliftedupherbright,beautifulblueeyestothemoonlitskies。
\"Iwanttolive,\"shesaid,inatremblingvoice。\"Iwanttolivelikeothergirls。I——Iwanttobemarried,Anne——and——
and——havelittlechildren。YouknowIalwayslovedbabies,Anne。
Icouldn’tsaythistoanyonebutyou。Iknowyouunderstand。
AndthenpoorHerb——he——helovesmeandIlovehim,Anne。
Theothersmeantnothingtome,butHEdoes——andifIcouldliveIwouldbehiswifeandbesohappy。Oh,Anne,it’shard。\"
Rubysankbackonherpillowsandsobbedconvulsively。Annepressedherhandinanagonyofsympathy——silentsympathy,whichperhapshelpedRubymorethanbroken,imperfectwordscouldhavedone;forpresentlyshegrewcalmerandhersobsceased。
\"I’mgladI’vetoldyouthis,Anne,\"shewhispered。\"Ithashelpedmejusttosayitallout。I’vewantedtoallsummer——
everytimeyoucame。Iwantedtotalkitoverwithyou——butICOULDN’T。ItseemedasifitwouldmakedeathsoSUREifI
SAIDIwasgoingtodie,orifanyoneelsesaiditorhintedit。
Iwouldn’tsayit,oreventhinkit。Inthedaytime,whenpeoplewerearoundmeandeverythingwascheerful,itwasn’tsohardtokeepfromthinkingofit。Butinthenight,whenIcouldn’tsleep——itwassodreadful,Anne。Icouldn’tgetawayfromitthen。
Deathjustcameandstaredmeintheface,untilIgotsofrightenedIcouldhavescreamed。
\"Butyouwon’tbefrightenedanymore,Ruby,willyou?You’llbebrave,andbelievethatallisgoingtobewellwithyou。\"
\"I’lltry。I’llthinkoverwhatyouhavesaid,andtrytobelieveit。
Andyou’llcomeupasoftenasyoucan,won’tyou,Anne?\"
\"Yes,dear。\"
\"It——itwon’tbeverylongnow,Anne。Ifeelsureofthat。
AndI’dratherhaveyouthananyoneelse。IalwayslikedyoubestofallthegirlsIwenttoschoolwith。Youwereneverjealous,ormean,likesomeofthemwere。PoorEmWhitewasuptoseemeyesterday。YourememberEmandIweresuchchumsforthreeyearswhenwewenttoschool?Andthenwequarrelledthetimeoftheschoolconcert。We’veneverspokentoeachothersince。Wasn’titsilly?AnythinglikethatseemssillyNOW。
ButEmandImadeuptheoldquarrelyesterday。Shesaidshe’dhavespokenyearsago,onlyshethoughtIwouldn’t。AndIneverspoketoherbecauseIwassureshewouldn’tspeaktome。Isn’titstrangehowpeoplemisunderstandeachother,Anne?\"
\"Mostofthetroubleinlifecomesfrommisunderstanding,Ithink,\"
saidAnne。\"Imustgonow,Ruby。It’sgettinglate——andyoushouldn’tbeoutinthedamp。\"
\"You’llcomeupsoonagain。\"
\"Yes,verysoon。Andifthere’sanythingIcandotohelpyouI’llbesoglad。\"
\"Iknow。YouHAVEhelpedmealready。Nothingseemsquitesodreadfulnow。Goodnight,Anne。\"
\"Goodnight,dear。\"
Annewalkedhomeveryslowlyinthemoonlight。Theeveninghadchangedsomethingforher。Lifeheldadifferentmeaning,adeeperpurpose。Onthesurfaceitwouldgoonjustthesame;butthedeepshadbeenstirred。ItmustnotbewithheraswithpoorbutterflyRuby。Whenshecametotheendofonelifeitmustnotbetofacethenextwiththeshrinkingterrorofsomethingwhollydifferent——somethingforwhichaccustomedthoughtandidealandaspirationhadunfittedher。Thelittlethingsoflife,sweetandexcellentintheirplace,mustnotbethethingslivedfor;
thehighestmustbesoughtandfollowed;thelifeofheavenmustbebegunhereonearth。
Thatgoodnightinthegardenwasforalltime。AnneneversawRubyinlifeagain。ThenextnighttheA。V。I。S。gaveafarewellpartytoJaneAndrewsbeforeherdeparturefortheWest。And,whilelightfeetdancedandbrighteyeslaughedandmerrytongueschattered,therecameasummonstoasoulinAvonleathatmightnotbedisregardedorevaded。ThenextmorningthewordwentfromhousetohousethatRubyGilliswasdead。Shehaddiedinhersleep,painlesslyandcalmly,andonherfacewasasmile——
asif,afterall,deathhadcomeasakindlyfriendtoleadheroverthethreshold,insteadofthegrislyphantomshehaddreaded。
Mrs。RachelLyndesaidemphaticallyafterthefuneralthatRubyGilliswasthehandsomestcorpsesheeverlaideyeson。Herloveliness,asshelay,white-clad,amongthedelicateflowersthatAnnehadplacedabouther,wasrememberedandtalkedofforyearsinAvonlea。Rubyhadalwaysbeenbeautiful;butherbeautyhadbeenoftheearth,earthy;ithadhadacertaininsolentqualityinit,asifitflaunteditselfinthebeholder’seye;
spirithadnevershonethroughit,intellecthadneverrefinedit。
Butdeathhadtoucheditandconsecratedit,bringingoutdelicatemodelingsandpurityofoutlineneverseenbefore——doingwhatlifeandloveandgreatsorrowanddeepwomanhoodjoysmighthavedoneforRuby。Anne,lookingdownthroughamistoftears,atheroldplayfellow,thoughtshesawthefaceGodhadmeantRubytohave,andremembereditsoalways。
Mrs。GilliscalledAnneasideintoavacantroombeforethefuneralprocessionleftthehouse,andgaveherasmallpacket。
\"Iwantyoutohavethis,\"shesobbed。\"Rubywouldhavelikedyoutohaveit。It’stheembroideredcenterpieceshewasworkingat。
Itisn’tquitefinished——theneedleisstickinginitjustwhereherpoorlittlefingersputitthelasttimeshelaiditdown,theafternoonbeforeshedied。\"
\"There’salwaysapieceofunfinishedworkleft,\"saidMrs。Lynde,withtearsinhereyes。\"ButIsupposethere’salwayssomeonetofinishit。\"
\"Howdifficultitistorealizethatonewehavealwaysknowncanreallybedead,\"saidAnne,assheandDianawalkedhome。
\"Rubyisthefirstofourschoolmatestogo。Onebyone,soonerorlater,alltherestofusmustfollow。\"
\"Yes,Isupposeso,\"saidDianauncomfortably。Shedidnotwanttotalkofthat。Shewouldhavepreferredtohavediscussedthedetailsofthefuneral——thesplendidwhitevelvetcasketMr。GillishadinsistedonhavingforRuby——\"theGillisesmustalwaysmakeasplurge,evenatfunerals,\"quothMrs。RachelLynde——HerbSpencer’ssadface,theuncontrolled,hystericgriefofoneofRuby’ssisters——butAnnewouldnottalkofthesethings。
SheseemedwrappedinareverieinwhichDianafeltlonesomelythatshehadneitherlotnorpart。
\"RubyGilliswasagreatgirltolaugh,\"saidDavysuddenly。
\"WillshelaughasmuchinheavenasshedidinAvonlea,Anne?
Iwanttoknow。\"
\"Yes,Ithinkshewill,\"saidAnne。
\"Oh,Anne,\"protestedDiana,witharathershockedsmile。
\"Well,whynot,Diana?\"askedAnneseriously。\"Doyouthinkwe’llneverlaughinheaven?\"
\"Oh——I——Idon’tknow\"flounderedDiana。\"Itdoesn’tseemjustright,somehow。Youknowit’sratherdreadfultolaughinchurch。\"
\"Butheavenwon’tbelikechurch——allthetime,\"saidAnne。
\"Ihopeitain’t,\"saidDavyemphatically。\"IfitisIdon’twanttogo。Churchisawfuldull。Anyway,Idon’tmeantogoforeversolong。Imeantolivetobeahundredyearsold,likeMr。ThomasBlewettofWhiteSands。Hesayshe’slivedsolong’causehealwayssmokedtobaccoanditkilledallthegerms。
CanIsmoketobaccoprettysoon,Anne?\"
\"No,Davy,Ihopeyou’llneverusetobacco,\"saidAnneabsently。
\"What’llyoufeellikeifthegermskillmethen?\"demandedDavy。
ChapterXV
ADreamTurnedUpsideDown\"JustonemoreweekandwegobacktoRedmond,\"saidAnne。
Shewashappyatthethoughtofreturningtowork,classesandRedmondfriends。PleasingvisionswerealsobeingwovenaroundPatty’sPlace。Therewasawarmpleasantsenseofhomeinthethoughtofit,eventhoughshehadneverlivedthere。
Butthesummerhadbeenaveryhappyone,too——atimeofgladlivingwithsummersunsandskies,atimeofkeendelightinwholesomethings;
atimeofrenewinganddeepeningofoldfriendships;atimeinwhichshehadlearnedtolivemorenobly,toworkmorepatiently,toplaymoreheartily。
\"Alllifelessonsarenotlearnedatcollege,\"shethought。
\"Lifeteachesthemeverywhere。\"
Butalas,thefinalweekofthatpleasantvacationwasspoiledforAnne,byoneofthoseimpishhappeningswhicharelikeadreamturnedupsidedown。
\"Beenwritinganymorestorieslately?\"inquiredMr。HarrisongeniallyoneeveningwhenAnnewastakingteawithhimandMrs。Harrison。
\"No,\"answeredAnne,rathercrisply。
\"Well,nooffensemeant。Mrs。HiramSloanetoldmetheotherdaythatabigenvelopeaddressedtotheRollingsReliableBakingPowderCompanyofMontrealhadbeendroppedintothepostofficeboxamonthago,andshesuspicionedthatsomebodywastryingfortheprizethey’dofferedforthebeststorythatintroducedthenameoftheirbakingpowder。Shesaiditwasn’taddressedinyourwriting,butIthoughtmaybeitwasyou。\"
\"Indeed,no!Isawtheprizeoffer,butI’dneverdreamofcompetingforit。Ithinkitwouldbeperfectlydisgracefultowriteastorytoadvertiseabakingpowder。ItwouldbealmostasbadasJudsonParker’spatentmedicinefence。\"
SospakeAnneloftily,littledreamingofthevalleyofhumiliationawaitingher。ThatveryeveningDianapoppedintotheporchgable,bright-eyedandrosycheeked,carryingaletter。
\"Oh,Anne,here’saletterforyou。Iwasattheoffice,soI
thoughtI’dbringitalong。Doopenitquick。IfitiswhatI
believeitisIshalljustbewildwithdelight。\"Anne,puzzled,openedtheletterandglancedoverthetypewrittencontents。
MissAnneShirley,GreenGables,Avonlea,P。E。Island。
\"DEARMADAM:Wehavemuchpleasureininformingyouthatyourcharmingstory`Averil’sAtonement’haswontheprizeoftwenty-fivedollarsofferedinourrecentcompetition。
Weenclosethecheckherewith。WearearrangingforthepublicationofthestoryinseveralprominentCanadiannewspapers,andwealsointendtohaveitprintedinpamphletformfordistributionamongourpatrons。
Thankingyoufortheinterestyouhaveshowninourenterprise,weremain,Yoursverytruly,THEROLLINGSRELIABLE
BAKINGPOWDERCo。\"
\"Idon’tunderstand,\"saidAnne,blankly。
Dianaclappedherhands。
\"Oh,IKNEWitwouldwintheprize——Iwassureofit。
_I_sentyourstoryintothecompetition,Anne。\"
\"Diana——Barry!\"
\"Yes,Idid,\"saidDianagleefully,perchingherselfonthebed。
\"WhenIsawtheofferIthoughtofyourstoryinaminute,andatfirstIthoughtI’daskyoutosenditin。ButthenIwasafraidyouwouldn’t——youhadsolittlefaithleftinit。SoIjustdecidedI’dsendthecopyyougaveme,andsaynothingaboutit。
Then,ifitdidn’twintheprize,you’dneverknowandyouwouldn’tfeelbadlyoverit,becausethestoriesthatfailedwerenottobereturned,andifitdidyou’dhavesuchadelightfulsurprise。\"