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类别:其他 作者:Lucy Maud Montgomery字数:18892更新时间:18/12/21 16:50:16
Annerousedherselffromherreveriewithahappysigh。 \"Iwasthinkingoutmystory,Diana。\" \"Oh,haveyoureallybegunit?\"criedDiana,allalightwitheagerinterestinamoment。 \"Yes,Ihaveonlyafewpageswritten,butIhaveitallprettywellthoughtout。I’vehadsuchatimetogetasuitableplot。 NoneoftheplotsthatsuggestedthemselvessuitedagirlnamedAVERIL。\" \"Couldn’tyouhavechangedhername?\" \"No,thethingwasimpossible。Itriedto,butIcouldn’tdoit,anymorethanIcouldchangeyours。AVERILwassorealtomethatnomatterwhatothernameItriedtogiveherIjustthoughtofherasAVERILbehinditall。ButfinallyIgotaplotthatmatchedher。Thencametheexcitementofchoosingnamesforallmycharacters。Youhavenoideahowfascinatingthatis。 I’velainawakeforhoursthinkingoverthosenames。Thehero’snameisPERCEVALDALRYMPLE。\" \"HaveyounamedALLthecharacters?\"askedDianawistfully。\"Ifyouhadn’tIwasgoingtoaskyoutoletmenameone——justsomeunimportantperson。I’dfeelasifIhadashareinthestorythen。\" \"YoumaynamethelittlehiredboywholivedwiththeLESTERS,\" concededAnne。\"Heisnotveryimportant,butheistheonlyoneleftunnamed。\" \"CallhimRAYMONDFITZOSBORNE,\"suggestedDiana,whohadastoreofsuchnameslaidawayinhermemory,relicsoftheold\"StoryClub,\"whichsheandAnneandJaneAndrewsandRubyGillishadhadintheirschooldays。 Anneshookherheaddoubtfully。 \"I’mafraidthatistooaristocraticanameforachoreboy,Diana。Icouldn’timagineaFitzosbornefeedingpigsandpickingupchips,couldyou?\" Dianadidn’tseewhy,ifyouhadanimaginationatall,youcouldn’tstretchittothatextent;butprobablyAnneknewbest,andthechoreboywasfinallychristenedROBERTRAY,tobecalledBOBBYshouldoccasionrequire。 \"Howmuchdoyousupposeyou’llgetforit?\"askedDiana。 ButAnnehadnotthoughtaboutthisatall。Shewasinpursuitoffame,notfilthylucre,andherliterarydreamswereasyetuntaintedbymercenaryconsiderations。 \"You’llletmereadit,won’tyou?\"pleadedDiana。 \"WhenitisfinishedI’llreadittoyouandMr。Harrison,andI shallwantyoutocriticizeitSEVERELY。Nooneelseshallseeituntilitispublished。\" \"Howareyougoingtoendit——happilyorunhappily?\" \"I’mnotsure。I’dlikeittoendunhappily,becausethatwouldbesomuchmoreromantic。ButIunderstandeditorshaveaprejudiceagainstsadendings。IheardProfessorHamiltonsayoncethatnobodybutageniusshouldtrytowriteanunhappyending。 And,\"concludedAnnemodestly,\"I’manythingbutagenius。\" \"OhIlikehappyendingsbest。You’dbetterlethimmarryher,\" saidDiana,who,especiallysinceherengagementtoFred,thoughtthiswashoweverystoryshouldend。 \"Butyouliketocryoverstories?\" \"Oh,yes,inthemiddleofthem。ButIlikeeverythingtocomerightatlast。\" \"Imusthaveonepatheticsceneinit,\"saidAnnethoughtfully。 \"ImightletROBERTRAYbeinjuredinanaccidentandhaveadeathscene。\" \"No,youmustn’tkillBOBBYoff,\"declaredDiana,laughing。 \"HebelongstomeandIwanthimtoliveandflourish。Killsomebodyelseifyouhaveto。\" ForthenextfortnightAnnewrithedorreveled,accordingtomood,inherliterarypursuits。Nowshewouldbejubilantoverabrilliantidea,nowdespairingbecausesomecontrarycharacterwouldNOTbehaveproperly。Dianacouldnotunderstandthis。 \"MAKEthemdoasyouwantthemto,\"shesaid。 \"Ican’t,\"mournedAnne。\"Averilissuchanunmanageableheroine。 SheWILLdoandsaythingsInevermeantherto。ThenthatspoilseverythingthatwentbeforeandIhavetowriteitalloveragain。\" Finally,however,thestorywasfinished,andAnnereadittoDianaintheseclusionoftheporchgable。Shehadachievedher\"patheticscene\"withoutsacrificingROBERTRAY,andshekeptawatchfuleyeonDianaasshereadit。Dianarosetotheoccasionandcriedproperly;but,whentheendcame,shelookedalittledisappointed。 \"WhydidyoukillMAURICELENNOX?\"sheaskedreproachfully。 \"Hewasthevillain,\"protestedAnne。\"Hehadtobepunished。\" \"Ilikehimbestofthemall,\"saidunreasonableDiana。 \"Well,he’sdead,andhe’llhavetostaydead,\"saidAnne,ratherresentfully。\"IfIhadlethimlivehe’dhavegoneonpersecutingAVERILandPERCEVAL。\" \"Yes——unlessyouhadreformedhim。\" \"Thatwouldn’thavebeenromantic,and,besides,itwouldhavemadethestorytoolong。\" \"Well,anyway,it’saperfectlyelegantstory,Anne,andwillmakeyoufamous,ofthatI’msure。Haveyougotatitleforit?\" \"Oh,Idecidedonthetitlelongago。IcallitAVERIL’S ATONEMENT。Doesn’tthatsoundniceandalliterative?Now,Diana,tellmecandidly,doyouseeanyfaultsinmystory?\" \"Well,\"hesitatedDiana,\"thatpartwhereAVERILmakesthecakedoesn’tseemtomequiteromanticenoughtomatchtherest。It’sjustwhatanybodymightdo。Heroinesshouldn’tdocooking,_I_think。\" \"Why,thatiswherethehumorcomesin,andit’soneofthebestpartsofthewholestory,\"saidAnne。Anditmaybestatedthatinthisshewasquiteright。 Dianaprudentlyrefrainedfromanyfurthercriticism,butMr。Harrisonwasmuchhardertoplease。Firsthetoldhertherewasentirelytoomuchdescriptioninthestory。 \"Cutoutallthoseflowerypassages,\"hesaidunfeelingly。 AnnehadanuncomfortableconvictionthatMr。Harrisonwasright,andsheforcedherselftoexpungemostofherbeloveddescriptions,thoughittookthreere-writingsbeforethestorycouldbepruneddowntopleasethefastidiousMr。Harrison。 \"I’veleftoutALLthedescriptionsbutthesunset,\"shesaidatlast。 \"IsimplyCOULDN’Tletitgo。Itwasthebestofthemall。\" \"Ithasn’tanythingtodowiththestory,\"saidMr。Harrison,\"andyoushouldn’thavelaidthesceneamongrichcitypeople。 Whatdoyouknowofthem?Whydidn’tyoulayitrighthereinAvonlea——changingthename,ofcourse,orelseMrs。RachelLyndewouldprobablythinkshewastheheroine。\" \"Oh,thatwouldneverhavedone,\"protestedAnne。\"Avonleaisthedearestplaceintheworld,butitisn’tquiteromanticenoughforthesceneofastory。\" \"Idaresaythere’sbeenmanyaromanceinAvonlea——andmanyatragedy,too,\"saidMr。Harrisondrily。\"Butyourfolksain’tlikerealfolksanywhere。Theytalktoomuchandusetoohigh-flownlanguage。There’soneplacewherethatDALRYMPLEchaptalksevenonfortwopages,andneverletsthegirlgetawordinedgewise。Ifhe’ddonethatinreallifeshe’dhavepitchedhim。\" \"Idon’tbelieveit,\"saidAnneflatly。Inhersecretsoulshethoughtthatthebeautiful,poeticalthingssaidtoAVERILwouldwinanygirl’sheartcompletely。Besides,itwasgruesometohearofAVERIL,thestately,queen-likeAVERIL,\"pitching\"anyone。 AVERIL\"declinedhersuitors。\" \"Anyhow,\"resumedthemercilessMr。Harrison,\"Idon’tseewhyMAURICELENNOXdidn’tgether。Hewastwicethemantheotheris。 Hedidbadthings,buthedidthem。Percevalhadn’ttimeforanythingbutmooning。\" \"Mooning。\"Thatwasevenworsethan\"pitching!\" \"MAURICELENNOXwasthevillain,\"saidAnneindignantly。 \"Idon’tseewhyeveryonelikeshimbetterthanPERCEVAL。\" \"Percevalistoogood。He’saggravating。Nexttimeyouwriteaboutaheroputalittlespiceofhumannatureinhim。\" \"AVERILcouldn’thavemarriedMAURICE。Hewasbad。\" \"She’dhavereformedhim。Youcanreformaman;youcan’treformajelly-fish,ofcourse。Yourstoryisn’tbad——it’skindofinteresting,I’lladmit。Butyou’retooyoungtowriteastorythatwouldbeworthwhile。Waittenyears。\" Annemadeuphermindthatthenexttimeshewroteastoryshewouldn’taskanybodytocriticizeit。Itwastoodiscouraging。 ShewouldnotreadthestorytoGilbert,althoughshetoldhimaboutit。 \"Ifitisasuccessyou’llseeitwhenitispublished,Gilbert,butifitisafailurenobodyshalleverseeit。\" Marillaknewnothingabouttheventure。InimaginationAnnesawherselfreadingastoryoutofamagazinetoMarilla,entrappingherintopraiseofit——forinimaginationallthingsarepossible——andthentriumphantlyannouncingherselftheauthor。 OnedayAnnetooktothePostOfficealong,bulkyenvelope,addressed,withthedelightfulconfidenceofyouthandinexperience,totheverybiggestofthe\"big\"magazines。 DianawasasexcitedoveritasAnneherself。 \"Howlongdoyousupposeitwillbebeforeyouhearfromit?\" sheasked。 \"Itshouldn’tbelongerthanafortnight。Oh,howhappyandproudIshallbeifitisaccepted!\" \"Ofcourseitwillbeaccepted,andtheywilllikelyaskyoutosendthemmore。YoumaybeasfamousasMrs。Morgansomeday,Anne,andthenhowproudI’llbeofknowingyou,\"saidDiana,whopossessed,atleast,thestrikingmeritofanunselfishadmirationofthegiftsandgracesofherfriends。 Aweekofdelightfuldreamingfollowed,andthencameabitterawakening。 OneeveningDianafoundAnneintheporchgable,withsuspicious-lookingeyes。Onthetablelayalongenvelopeandacrumpledmanuscript。 \"Anne,yourstoryhasn’tcomeback?\"criedDianaincredulously。 \"Yes,ithas,\"saidAnneshortly。 \"Well,thateditormustbecrazy。Whatreasondidhegive?\" \"Noreasonatall。Thereisjustaprintedslipsayingthatitwasn’tfoundacceptable。\" \"Ineverthoughtmuchofthatmagazine,anyway,\"saidDianahotly。 \"ThestoriesinitarenothalfasinterestingasthoseintheCanadianWoman,althoughitcostssomuchmore。Isupposetheeditorisprejudicedagainstanyonewhoisn’taYankee。 Don’tbediscouraged,Anne。RememberhowMrs。Morgan’sstoriescameback。SendyourstotheCanadianWoman。\" \"IbelieveIwill,\"saidAnne,pluckingupheart。\"AndifitispublishedI’llsendthatAmericaneditoramarkedcopy。ButI’llcutthesunsetout。IbelieveMr。Harrisonwasright。\" Outcamethesunset;butinspiteofthisheroicmutilationtheeditoroftheCanadianWomansentAveril’sAtonementbacksopromptlythattheindignantDianadeclaredthatitcouldn’thavebeenreadatall,andvowedshewasgoingtostophersubscriptionimmediately。Annetookthissecondrejectionwiththecalmnessofdespair。ShelockedthestoryawayinthegarrettrunkwheretheoldStoryClubtalesreposed;butfirstsheyieldedtoDiana’sentreatiesandgaveheracopy。 \"Thisistheendofmyliteraryambitions,\"shesaidbitterly。 ShenevermentionedthemattertoMr。Harrison,butoneeveningheaskedherbluntlyifherstoryhadbeenaccepted。 \"No,theeditorwouldn’ttakeit,\"sheansweredbriefly。 Mr。Harrisonlookedsidewiseattheflushed,delicateprofile。 \"Well,Isupposeyou’llkeeponwritingthem,\"hesaidencouragingly。 \"No,Ishallnevertrytowriteastoryagain,\"declaredAnne,withthehopelessfinalityofnineteenwhenadoorisshutinitsface。 \"Iwouldn’tgiveupaltogether,\"saidMr。Harrisonreflectively。\"I’dwriteastoryonceinawhile,butIwouldn’tpestereditorswithit。 I’dwriteofpeopleandplaceslikeIknew,andI’dmakemycharacterstalkeverydayEnglish;andI’dletthesunriseandsetintheusualquietwaywithoutmuchfussoverthefact。IfIhadtohavevillainsatall,I’dgivethemachance,Anne——I’dgivethemachance。 Therearesometerriblebadmenintheworld,Isuppose,butyou’dhavetogoalongpiecetofindthem——thoughMrs。Lyndebelieveswe’reallbad。Butmostofushavegotalittledecencysomewhereinus。 Keeponwriting,Anne。\" \"No。Itwasveryfoolishofmetoattemptit。WhenI’mthroughRedmondI’llsticktoteaching。Icanteach。Ican’twritestories。\" \"It’llbetimeforyoutobegettingahusbandwhenyou’rethroughRedmond,\"saidMr。Harrison。\"Idon’tbelieveinputtingmarryingofftoolong——likeIdid。\" Annegotupandmarchedhome。ThereweretimeswhenMr。Harrisonwasreallyintolerable。\"Pitching,\"\"mooning,\"and\"gettingahusband。\"Ow!! ChapterXIII TheWayofTransgressorsDavyandDorawerereadyforSundaySchool。Theyweregoingalone,whichdidnotoftenhappen,forMrs。LyndealwaysattendedSundaySchool。 ButMrs。Lyndehadtwistedherankleandwaslame,soshewasstayinghomethismorning。Thetwinswerealsotorepresentthefamilyatchurch,forAnnehadgoneawaytheeveningbeforetospendSundaywithfriendsinCarmody,andMarillahadoneofherheadaches。 Davycamedownstairsslowly。Dorawaswaitinginthehallforhim,havingbeenmadereadybyMrs。Lynde。Davyhadattendedtohisownpreparations。 HehadacentinhispocketfortheSundaySchoolcollection,andafive-centpieceforthechurchcollection;hecarriedhisBibleinonehandandhisSundaySchoolquarterlyintheother;heknewhislessonandhisGoldenTextandhiscatechismquestionperfectly。Hadhenotstudiedthem——perforce——inMrs。Lynde’skitchen,alllastSundayafternoon?Davy,therefore,shouldhavebeeninaplacidframeofmind。Asamatteroffact,despitetextandcatechism,hewasinwardlyasaraveningwolf。 Mrs。LyndelimpedoutofherkitchenashejoinedDora。 \"Areyouclean?\"shedemandedseverely。 \"Yes——allofmethatshows,\"Davyansweredwithadefiantscowl。 Mrs。Rachelsighed。ShehadhersuspicionsaboutDavy’sneckandears。ButsheknewthatifsheattemptedtomakeapersonalexaminationDavywouldlikelytaketohisheelsandshecouldnotpursuehimtoday。 \"Well,besureyoubehaveyourselves,\"shewarnedthem。\"Don’twalkinthedust。Don’tstopintheporchtotalktotheotherchildren。 Don’tsquirmorwriggleinyourplaces。Don’tforgettheGoldenText。 Don’tloseyourcollectionorforgettoputitin。Don’twhisperatprayertime,anddon’tforgettopayattentiontothesermon。\" Davydeignednoresponse。Hemarchedawaydownthelane,followedbythemeekDora。Buthissoulseethedwithin。 Davyhadsuffered,orthoughthehadsuffered,manythingsatthehandsandtongueofMrs。RachelLyndesinceshehadcometoGreenGables,forMrs。Lyndecouldnotlivewithanybody,whethertheywerenineorninety,withouttryingtobringthemupproperly。 AnditwasonlytheprecedingafternoonthatshehadinterferedtoinfluenceMarillaagainstallowingDavytogofishingwiththeTimothyCottons。Davywasstillboilingoverthis。 AssoonashewasoutofthelaneDavystoppedandtwistedhiscountenanceintosuchanunearthlyandterrificcontortionthatDora,althoughsheknewhisgiftsinthatrespect,washonestlyalarmedlestheshouldneverintheworldbeabletogetitstraightenedoutagain。 \"Darnher,\"explodedDavy。 \"Oh,Davy,don’tswear,\"gaspedDoraindismay。 \"`Darn’isn’tswearing——notrealswearing。AndIdon’tcareifitis,\"retortedDavyrecklessly。 \"Well,ifyouMUSTsaydreadfulwordsdon’tsaythemonSunday,\"pleadedDora。 Davywasasyetfarfromrepentance,butinhissecretsoulhefeltthat,perhaps,hehadgonealittletoofar。 \"I’mgoingtoinventaswearwordofmyown,\"hedeclared。 \"Godwillpunishyouifyoudo,\"saidDorasolemnly。 \"ThenIthinkGodisameanoldscamp,\"retortedDavy。\"Doesn’tHeknowafellowmusthavesomewayof’spressinghisfeelings?\" \"Davy!!!\"saidDora。SheexpectedthatDavywouldbestruckdowndeadonthespot。Butnothinghappened。 \"Anyway,Iain’tgoingtostandanymoreofMrs。Lynde’sbossing,\" splutteredDavy。\"AnneandMarillamayhavetherighttobossme,butSHEhasn’t。I’mgoingtodoeverysinglethingshetoldmenottodo。 Youwatchme。\" Ingrim,deliberatesilence,whileDorawatchedhimwiththefascinationofhorror,Davysteppedoffthegreengrassoftheroadside,ankledeepintothefinedustwhichfourweeksofrainlessweatherhadmadeontheroad,andmarchedalonginit,shufflinghisfeetviciouslyuntilhewasenvelopedinahazycloud。 \"That’sthebeginning,\"heannouncedtriumphantly。\"AndI’mgoingtostopintheporchandtalkaslongasthere’sanybodytheretotalkto。I’mgoingtosquirmandwriggleandwhisper,andI’mgoingtosayIdon’tknowtheGoldenText。AndI’mgoingtothrowawaybothofmycollectionsRIGHTNOW。\" AndDavyhurledcentandnickeloverMr。Barry’sfencewithfiercedelight。 \"Satanmadeyoudothat,\"saidDorareproachfully。 \"Hedidn’t,\"criedDavyindignantly。\"Ijustthoughtitoutformyself。 AndI’vethoughtofsomethingelse。I’mnotgoingtoSundaySchoolorchurchatall。I’mgoinguptoplaywiththeCottons。Theytoldmeyesterdaytheyweren’tgoingtoSundaySchooltoday,’causetheirmotherwasawayandtherewasnobodytomakethem。Comealong,Dora,we’llhaveagreattime。\" \"Idon’twanttogo,\"protestedDora。 \"You’vegotto,\"saidDavy。\"Ifyoudon’tcomeI’lltellMarillathatFrankBellkissedyouinschoollastMonday。\" \"Icouldn’thelpit。Ididn’tknowhewasgoingto,\"criedDora,blushingscarlet。 \"Well,youdidn’tslaphimorseemabitcross,\"retortedDavy。 \"I’lltellherTHAT,too,ifyoudon’tcome。We’lltaketheshortcutupthisfield。\" \"I’mafraidofthosecows,\"protestedpoorDora,seeingaprospectofescape。 \"Theveryideaofyourbeingscaredofthosecows,\"scoffedDavy。 \"Why,they’rebothyoungerthanyou。\" \"They’rebigger,\"saidDora。 \"Theywon’thurtyou。Comealong,now。Thisisgreat。WhenI growupIain’tgoingtobothergoingtochurchatall。I believeIcangettoheavenbymyself。\" \"You’llgototheotherplaceifyoubreaktheSabbathday,\" saidunhappyDora,followinghimsorelyagainstherwill。 ButDavywasnotscared——yet。Hellwasveryfaroff,andthedelightsofafishingexpeditionwiththeCottonswereverynear。 HewishedDorahadmorespunk。Shekeptlookingbackasifsheweregoingtocryeveryminute,andthatspoiledafellow’sfun。 Hanggirls,anyway。Davydidnotsay\"darn\"thistime,eveninthought。 Hewasnotsorry——yet——thathehadsaiditonce,butitmightbeaswellnottotempttheUnknownPowerstoofarononeday。 ThesmallCottonswereplayingintheirbackyard,andhailedDavy’sappearancewithwhoopsofdelight。Pete,Tommy,Adolphus,andMirabelCottonwereallalone。Theirmotherandoldersisterswereaway。DorawasthankfulMirabelwasthere,atleast。 Shehadbeenafraidshewouldbealoneinacrowdofboys。Mirabelwasalmostasbadasaboy——shewassonoisyandsunburnedandreckless。 Butatleastsheworedresses。 \"We’vecometogofishing,\"announcedDavy。 \"Whoop,\"yelledtheCottons。Theyrushedawaytodigwormsatonce,Mirabelleadingthevanwithatincan。Doracouldhavesatdownandcried。Oh,ifonlythathatefulFrankBellhadneverkissedher! ThenshecouldhavedefiedDavy,andgonetoherbelovedSundaySchool。 Theydarednot,ofcourse,gofishingonthepond,wheretheywouldbeseenbypeoplegoingtochurch。TheyhadtoresorttothebrookinthewoodsbehindtheCottonhouse。Butitwasfulloftrout,andtheyhadaglorioustimethatmorning——atleasttheCottonscertainlyhad,andDavyseemedtohaveit。Notbeingentirelybereftofprudence,hehaddiscardedbootsandstockingsandborrowedTommyCotton’soveralls。Thusaccoutered,bogandmarshandundergrowthhadnoterrorsforhim。Dorawasfranklyandmanifestlymiserable。Shefollowedtheothersintheirperegrinationsfrompooltopool,claspingherBibleandquarterlytightlyandthinkingwithbitternessofsoulofherbelovedclasswheresheshouldbesittingthatverymoment,beforeateachersheadored。Instead,hereshewasroamingthewoodswiththosehalf-wildCottons,tryingtokeepherbootscleanandherprettywhitedressfreefromrentsandstains。MirabelhadofferedtheloanofanapronbutDorahadscornfullyrefused。 ThetroutbitastheyalwaysdoonSundays。Inanhourthetransgressorshadallthefishtheywanted,sotheyreturnedtothehouse,muchtoDora’srelief。Shesatprimlyonahencoopintheyardwhiletheothersplayedanuproariousgameoftag;andthentheyallclimbedtothetopofthepig-houseroofandcuttheirinitialsonthesaddleboard。Theflat-roofedhenhouseandapileofstrawbeneathgaveDavyanotherinspiration。Theyspentasplendidhalfhourclimbingontheroofanddivingoffintothestrawwithwhoopsandyells。 Butevenunlawfulpleasuresmustcometoanend。WhentherumbleofwheelsoverthepondbridgetoldthatpeopleweregoinghomefromchurchDavyknewtheymustgo。HediscardedTommy’soveralls,resumedhisownrightfulattire,andturnedawayfromhisstringoftroutwithasigh。Nousetothinkoftakingthemhome。 \"Well,hadn’tweasplendidtime?\"hedemandeddefiantly,astheywentdownthehillfield。 \"Ihadn’t,\"saidDoraflatly。\"AndIdon’tbelieveyouhad—— really——either,\"sheadded,withaflashofinsightthatwasnottobeexpectedofher。 \"Ihadso,\"criedDavy,butinthevoiceofonewhodothprotesttoomuch。 \"Nowonderyouhadn’t——justsittingtherelikea——likeamule。\" \"Iain’tgoingto,’sociatewiththeCottons,\"saidDoraloftily。 \"TheCottonsareallright,\"retortedDavy。\"Andtheyhavefarbettertimesthanwehave。Theydojustastheypleaseandsayjustwhattheylikebeforeeverybody。_I_’mgoingtodothat,too,afterthis。\" \"Therearelotsofthingsyouwouldn’tdaresaybeforeeverybody,\" averredDora。 \"No,thereisn’t。\" \"Thereis,too。Wouldyou,\"demandedDoragravely,\"wouldyousay`tomcat’beforetheminister?\" Thiswasastaggerer。Davywasnotpreparedforsuchaconcreteexampleofthefreedomofspeech。ButonedidnothavetobeconsistentwithDora。 \"Ofcoursenot,\"headmittedsulkily。 \"`Tomcat’isn’taholyword。Iwouldn’tmentionsuchananimalbeforeaministeratall。\" \"Butifyouhadto?\"persistedDora。 \"I’dcallitaThomaspussy,\"saidDavy。 \"_I_think`gentlemancat’wouldbemorepolite,\"reflectedDora。 \"YOUthinking!\"retortedDavywithwitheringscorn。 Davywasnotfeelingcomfortable,thoughhewouldhavediedbeforeheadmittedittoDora。Nowthattheexhilarationoftruantdelightshaddiedaway,hisconsciencewasbeginningtogivehimsalutarytwinges。Afterall,perhapsitwouldhavebeenbettertohavegonetoSundaySchoolandchurch。Mrs。Lyndemightbebossy;buttherewasalwaysaboxofcookiesinherkitchencupboardandshewasnotstingy。AtthisinconvenientmomentDavyrememberedthatwhenhehadtornhisnewschoolpantstheweekbefore,Mrs。LyndehadmendedthembeautifullyandneversaidawordtoMarillaaboutthem。 ButDavy’scupofiniquitywasnotyetfull。Hewastodiscoverthatonesindemandsanothertocoverit。TheyhaddinnerwithMrs。Lyndethatday,andthefirstthingsheaskedDavywas,\"WereallyourclassinSundaySchooltoday?\" \"Yes’m,\"saidDavywithagulp。\"Allwerethere——’ceptone。\" \"DidyousayyourGoldenTextandcatechism?\" \"Yes’m。\" \"Didyouputyourcollectionin?\" \"Yes’m。\" \"WasMrs。MalcolmMacPhersoninchurch?\" \"Idon’tknow。\"This,atleast,wasthetruth,thoughtwretchedDavy。 \"WastheLadies’Aidannouncedfornextweek?\" \"Yes’m\"——quakingly。 \"Wasprayer-meeting?\" \"I——Idon’tknow。\" \"YOUshouldknow。Youshouldlistenmoreattentivelytotheannouncements。 WhatwasMr。Harvey’stext?\" Davytookafranticgulpofwaterandswalloweditandthelastprotestofconsciencetogether。HegliblyrecitedanoldGoldenTextlearnedseveralweeksago。FortunatelyMrs。Lyndenowstoppedquestioninghim;butDavydidnotenjoyhisdinner。 Hecouldonlyeatonehelpingofpudding。 \"What’sthematterwithyou?\"demandedjustlyastonishedMrs。Lynde。 \"Areyousick?\" \"No,\"mutteredDavy。 \"Youlookpale。You’dbetterkeepoutofthesunthisafternoon,\" admonishedMrs。Lynde。 \"DoyouknowhowmanyliesyoutoldMrs。Lynde?\"askedDorareproachfully,assoonastheywerealoneafterdinner。 Davy,goadedtodesperation,turnedfiercely。 \"Idon’tknowandIdon’tcare,\"hesaid。\"Youjustshutup,DoraKeith。\" ThenpoorDavybetookhimselftoasecludedretreatbehindthewoodpiletothinkoverthewayoftransgressors。 GreenGableswaswrappedindarknessandsilencewhenAnnereachedhome。Shelostnotimegoingtobed,forshewasverytiredandsleepy。TherehadbeenseveralAvonleajollificationstheprecedingweek,involvingratherlatehours。Anne’sheadwashardlyonherpillowbeforeshewashalfasleep;butjustthenherdoorwassoftlyopenedandapleadingvoicesaid,\"Anne。\" Annesatupdrowsily。 \"Davy,isthatyou?Whatisthematter?\" Awhite-cladfigureflungitselfacrossthefloorandontothebed。 \"Anne,\"sobbedDavy,gettinghisarmsaboutherneck。\"I’mawfulgladyou’rehome。Icouldn’tgotosleeptillI’dtoldsomebody。\" \"Toldsomebodywhat?\" \"Howmis’rubulIam。\" \"Whyareyoumiserable,dear?\" \"’CauseIwassobadtoday,Anne。Oh,Iwasawfulbad—— badder’nI’veeverbeenyet。\" \"Whatdidyoudo?\" \"Oh,I’mafraidtotellyou。You’llneverlikemeagain,Anne。 Icouldn’tsaymyprayerstonight。Icouldn’ttellGodwhatI’ddone。Iwas’shamedtohaveHimknow。\" \"ButHeknewanyway,Davy。\" \"That’swhatDorasaid。ButIthoughtp’rapsHemightn’thavenoticedjustatthetime。Anyway,I’drathertellyoufirst。\" \"WHATisityoudid?\" Outitallcameinarush。 \"IrunawayfromSundaySchool——andwentfishingwiththeCottons——andItoldeversomanywhopperstoMrs。Lynde——oh! ’mosthalfadozen——and——and——I——Isaidaswearword,Anne——aprettynearswearword,anyhow——andIcalledGodnames。\" Therewassilence。Davydidn’tknowwhattomakeofit。WasAnnesoshockedthatsheneverwouldspeaktohimagain? \"Anne,whatareyougoingtodotome?\"hewhispered。 \"Nothing,dear。You’vebeenpunishedalready,Ithink。\" \"No,Ihaven’t。Nothing’sbeendonetome。\" \"You’vebeenveryunhappyeversinceyoudidwrong,haven’tyou?\" \"Youbet!\"saidDavyemphatically。 \"Thatwasyourconsciencepunishingyou,Davy。\" \"What’smyconscience?Iwanttoknow。\" \"It’ssomethinginyou,Davy,thatalwaystellsyouwhenyouaredoingwrongandmakesyouunhappyifyoupersistindoingit。 Haven’tyounoticedthat?\" \"Yes,butIdidn’tknowwhatitwas。IwishIdidn’thaveit。 I’dhavelotsmorefun。Whereismyconscience,Anne?Iwanttoknow。 Isitinmystomach?\" \"No,it’sinyoursoul,\"answeredAnne,thankfulforthedarkness,sincegravitymustbepreservedinseriousmatters。 \"Is’poseIcan’tgetclearofitthen,\"saidDavywithasigh。 \"AreyougoingtotellMarillaandMrs。Lyndeonme,Anne?\" \"No,dear,I’mnotgoingtotellanyone。Youaresorryyouwerenaughty,aren’tyou?\" \"Youbet!\" \"Andyou’llneverbebadlikethatagain。\" \"No,but——\"addedDavycautiously,\"Imightbebadsomeotherway。\" \"Youwon’tsaynaughtywords,orrunawayonSundays,ortellfalsehoodstocoverupyoursins?\" \"No。Itdoesn’tpay,\"saidDavy。 \"Well,Davy,justtellGodyouaresorryandaskHimtoforgiveyou。\" \"HaveYOUforgivenme,Anne?\" \"Yes,dear。\" \"Then,\"saidDavyjoyously,\"Idon’tcaremuchwhetherGoddoesornot。\" \"Davy!\" \"Oh——I’llaskHim——I’llaskHim,\"saidDavyquickly,scramblingoffthebed,convincedbyAnne’stonethathemusthavesaidsomethingdreadful。\"Idon’tmindaskingHim,Anne—— Please,God,I’mawfulsorryIbehavedbadtodayandI’lltrytobegoodonSundaysalwaysandpleaseforgiveme—— Therenow,Anne。\" \"Well,now,runofftobedlikeagoodboy。\" \"Allright。Say,Idon’tfeelmis’rubulanymore。Ifeelfine。 Goodnight。\" \"Goodnight。\" Anneslippeddownonherpillowswithasighofrelief。Oh—— howsleepy——shewas!Inanothersecond—— \"Anne!\"Davywasbackagainbyherbed。Annedraggedhereyesopen。 \"Whatisitnow,dear?\"sheasked,tryingtokeepanoteofimpatienceoutofhervoice。 \"Anne,haveyouevernoticedhowMr。Harrisonspits?Doyous’pose,ifIpracticehard,Icanlearntospitjustlikehim?\" Annesatup。 \"DavyKeith,\"shesaid,\"gostraighttoyourbedanddon’tletmecatchyououtofitagaintonight!Go,now!\" Davywent,andstoodnotupontheorderofhisgoing。 ChapterXIV TheSummonsAnnewassittingwithRubyGillisintheGillis’gardenafterthedayhadcreptlingeringlythroughitandwasgone。Ithadbeenawarm,smokysummerafternoon。Theworldwasinasplendorofout-flowering。 Theidlevalleyswerefullofhazes。Thewoodwayswereprankedwithshadowsandthefieldswiththepurpleoftheasters。 AnnehadgivenupamoonlightdrivetotheWhiteSandsbeachthatshemightspendtheeveningwithRuby。Shehadsospentmanyeveningsthatsummer,althoughsheoftenwonderedwhatgooditdidanyone,andsometimeswenthomedecidingthatshecouldnotgoagain。 Rubygrewpalerasthesummerwaned;theWhiteSandsschoolwasgivenup——\"herfatherthoughtitbetterthatsheshouldn’tteachtillNewYear’s\"——andthefancyworkshelovedoftenerandoftenerfellfromhandsgrowntoowearyforit。Butshewasalwaysgay,alwayshopeful,alwayschatteringandwhisperingofherbeaux,andtheirrivalriesanddespairs。ItwasthisthatmadeAnne’svisitshardforher。Whathadoncebeensillyoramusingwasgruesome,now;itwasdeathpeeringthroughawilfulmaskoflife。YetRubyseemedtoclingtoher,andneverlethergountilshehadpromisedtocomeagainsoon。Mrs。LyndegrumbledaboutAnne’sfrequentvisits,anddeclaredshewouldcatchconsumption;evenMarillawasdubious。 \"EverytimeyougotoseeRubyyoucomehomelookingtiredout,\" shesaid。 \"It’ssoverysadanddreadful,\"saidAnneinalowtone。\"Rubydoesn’tseemtorealizeherconditionintheleast。AndyetI somehowfeelsheneedshelp——cravesit——andIwanttogiveittoherandcan’t。AllthetimeI’mwithherIfeelasifIwerewatchingherstrugglewithaninvisiblefoe——tryingtopushitbackwithsuchfeebleresistanceasshehas。ThatiswhyIcomehometired。\" ButtonightAnnedidnotfeelthissokeenly。Rubywasstrangelyquiet。Shesaidnotawordaboutpartiesanddrivesanddressesand\"fellows。\"Shelayinthehammock,withheruntouchedworkbesideher,andawhiteshawlwrappedaboutherthinshoulders。 Herlongyellowbraidsofhair——howAnnehadenviedthosebeautifulbraidsinoldschooldays!——layoneithersideofher。 Shehadtakenthepinsout——theymadeherheadache,shesaid。 Thehecticflushwasgoneforthetime,leavingherpaleandchildlike。 Themoonroseinthesilverysky,empearlingthecloudsaroundher。Below,thepondshimmeredinitshazyradiance。 JustbeyondtheGillishomesteadwasthechurch,withtheoldgraveyardbesideit。Themoonlightshoneonthewhitestones,bringingthemoutinclear-cutreliefagainstthedarktreesbehind。 \"Howstrangethegraveyardlooksbymoonlight!\"saidRubysuddenly。 \"Howghostly!\"sheshuddered。\"Anne,itwon’tbelongnowbeforeI’llbelyingoverthere。YouandDianaandalltherestwillbegoingabout,fulloflife——andI’llbethere——intheoldgraveyard——dead!\" ThesurpriseofitbewilderedAnne。Forafewmomentsshecouldnotspeak。 \"Youknowit’sso,don’tyou?\"saidRubyinsistently。 \"Yes,Iknow,\"answeredAnneinalowtone。\"DearRuby,Iknow。\" \"Everybodyknowsit,\"saidRubybitterly。\"Iknowit——I’veknownitallsummer,thoughIwouldn’tgivein。And,oh,Anne\"—— shereachedoutandcaughtAnne’shandpleadingly,impulsively——\"Idon’twanttodie。I’mAFRAIDtodie。\" \"Whyshouldyoubeafraid,Ruby?\"askedAnnequietly。 \"Because——because——oh,I’mnotafraidbutthatI’llgotoheaven,Anne。I’machurchmember。But——it’llbeallsodifferent。Ithink——andthink——andIgetsofrightened—— and——and——homesick。Heavenmustbeverybeautiful,ofcourse,theBiblesaysso——but,Anne,ITWON’TBEWHATI’VEBEENUSEDTO。\" ThroughAnne’sminddriftedanintrusiverecollectionofafunnystoryshehadheardPhilippaGordontell——thestoryofsomeoldmanwhohadsaidverymuchthesamethingabouttheworldtocome。 Ithadsoundedfunnythen——sherememberedhowsheandPriscillahadlaughedoverit。Butitdidnotseemintheleasthumorousnow,comingfromRuby’spale,tremblinglips。 Itwassad,tragic——andtrue!HeavencouldnotbewhatRubyhadbeenusedto。Therehadbeennothinginhergay,frivolouslife,hershallowidealsandaspirations,tofitherforthatgreatchange,ormakethelifetocomeseemtoheranythingbutalienandunrealandundesirable。Annewonderedhelplesslywhatshecouldsaythatwouldhelpher。Couldshesayanything?\"Ithink,Ruby,\" shebeganhesitatingly——foritwasdifficultforAnnetospeaktoanyoneofthedeepestthoughtsofherheart,orthenewideasthathadvaguelybeguntoshapethemselvesinhermind,concerningthegreatmysteriesoflifehereandhereafter,supersedingheroldchildishconceptions,anditwashardestofalltospeakofthemtosuchasRubyGillis——\"Ithink,perhaps,wehaveverymistakenideasaboutheaven——whatitisandwhatitholdsforus。Idon’tthinkitcanbesoverydifferentfromlifehereasmostpeopleseemtothink。Ibelievewe’lljustgoonliving,agooddealaswelivehere——andbeOURSELVESjustthesame——onlyitwillbeeasiertobegoodandto——followthehighest。Allthehindrancesandperplexitieswillbetakenaway,andweshallseeclearly。Don’tbeafraid,Ruby。\" \"Ican’thelpit,\"saidRubypitifully。\"Evenifwhatyousayaboutheavenistrue——andyoucan’tbesure——itmaybeonlythatimaginationofyours——itwon’tbeJUSTthesame。ItCAN’Tbe。 IwanttogoonlivingHERE。I’msoyoung,Anne。Ihaven’thadmylife。I’vefoughtsohardtolive——anditisn’tanyuse——Ihavetodie——andleaveEVERYTHINGIcarefor。\"Annesatinapainthatwasalmostintolerable。Shecouldnottellcomfortingfalsehoods;andallthatRubysaidwassohorriblytrue。SheWASleavingeverythingshecaredfor。Shehadlaiduphertreasuresonearthonly;shehadlivedsolelyforthelittlethingsoflife——thethingsthatpass——forgettingthegreatthingsthatgoonwardintoeternity,bridgingthegulfbetweenthetwolivesandmakingofdeathamerepassingfromonedwellingtotheother——fromtwilighttouncloudedday。Godwouldtakecareofherthere——Annebelieved——shewouldlearn——butnowitwasnowonderhersoulclung,inblindhelplessness,totheonlythingssheknewandloved。 Rubyraisedherselfonherarmandliftedupherbright,beautifulblueeyestothemoonlitskies。 \"Iwanttolive,\"shesaid,inatremblingvoice。\"Iwanttolivelikeothergirls。I——Iwanttobemarried,Anne——and—— and——havelittlechildren。YouknowIalwayslovedbabies,Anne。 Icouldn’tsaythistoanyonebutyou。Iknowyouunderstand。 AndthenpoorHerb——he——helovesmeandIlovehim,Anne。 Theothersmeantnothingtome,butHEdoes——andifIcouldliveIwouldbehiswifeandbesohappy。Oh,Anne,it’shard。\" Rubysankbackonherpillowsandsobbedconvulsively。Annepressedherhandinanagonyofsympathy——silentsympathy,whichperhapshelpedRubymorethanbroken,imperfectwordscouldhavedone;forpresentlyshegrewcalmerandhersobsceased。 \"I’mgladI’vetoldyouthis,Anne,\"shewhispered。\"Ithashelpedmejusttosayitallout。I’vewantedtoallsummer—— everytimeyoucame。Iwantedtotalkitoverwithyou——butICOULDN’T。ItseemedasifitwouldmakedeathsoSUREifI SAIDIwasgoingtodie,orifanyoneelsesaiditorhintedit。 Iwouldn’tsayit,oreventhinkit。Inthedaytime,whenpeoplewerearoundmeandeverythingwascheerful,itwasn’tsohardtokeepfromthinkingofit。Butinthenight,whenIcouldn’tsleep——itwassodreadful,Anne。Icouldn’tgetawayfromitthen。 Deathjustcameandstaredmeintheface,untilIgotsofrightenedIcouldhavescreamed。 \"Butyouwon’tbefrightenedanymore,Ruby,willyou?You’llbebrave,andbelievethatallisgoingtobewellwithyou。\" \"I’lltry。I’llthinkoverwhatyouhavesaid,andtrytobelieveit。 Andyou’llcomeupasoftenasyoucan,won’tyou,Anne?\" \"Yes,dear。\" \"It——itwon’tbeverylongnow,Anne。Ifeelsureofthat。 AndI’dratherhaveyouthananyoneelse。IalwayslikedyoubestofallthegirlsIwenttoschoolwith。Youwereneverjealous,ormean,likesomeofthemwere。PoorEmWhitewasuptoseemeyesterday。YourememberEmandIweresuchchumsforthreeyearswhenwewenttoschool?Andthenwequarrelledthetimeoftheschoolconcert。We’veneverspokentoeachothersince。Wasn’titsilly?AnythinglikethatseemssillyNOW。 ButEmandImadeuptheoldquarrelyesterday。Shesaidshe’dhavespokenyearsago,onlyshethoughtIwouldn’t。AndIneverspoketoherbecauseIwassureshewouldn’tspeaktome。Isn’titstrangehowpeoplemisunderstandeachother,Anne?\" \"Mostofthetroubleinlifecomesfrommisunderstanding,Ithink,\" saidAnne。\"Imustgonow,Ruby。It’sgettinglate——andyoushouldn’tbeoutinthedamp。\" \"You’llcomeupsoonagain。\" \"Yes,verysoon。Andifthere’sanythingIcandotohelpyouI’llbesoglad。\" \"Iknow。YouHAVEhelpedmealready。Nothingseemsquitesodreadfulnow。Goodnight,Anne。\" \"Goodnight,dear。\" Annewalkedhomeveryslowlyinthemoonlight。Theeveninghadchangedsomethingforher。Lifeheldadifferentmeaning,adeeperpurpose。Onthesurfaceitwouldgoonjustthesame;butthedeepshadbeenstirred。ItmustnotbewithheraswithpoorbutterflyRuby。Whenshecametotheendofonelifeitmustnotbetofacethenextwiththeshrinkingterrorofsomethingwhollydifferent——somethingforwhichaccustomedthoughtandidealandaspirationhadunfittedher。Thelittlethingsoflife,sweetandexcellentintheirplace,mustnotbethethingslivedfor; thehighestmustbesoughtandfollowed;thelifeofheavenmustbebegunhereonearth。 Thatgoodnightinthegardenwasforalltime。AnneneversawRubyinlifeagain。ThenextnighttheA。V。I。S。gaveafarewellpartytoJaneAndrewsbeforeherdeparturefortheWest。And,whilelightfeetdancedandbrighteyeslaughedandmerrytongueschattered,therecameasummonstoasoulinAvonleathatmightnotbedisregardedorevaded。ThenextmorningthewordwentfromhousetohousethatRubyGilliswasdead。Shehaddiedinhersleep,painlesslyandcalmly,andonherfacewasasmile—— asif,afterall,deathhadcomeasakindlyfriendtoleadheroverthethreshold,insteadofthegrislyphantomshehaddreaded。 Mrs。RachelLyndesaidemphaticallyafterthefuneralthatRubyGilliswasthehandsomestcorpsesheeverlaideyeson。Herloveliness,asshelay,white-clad,amongthedelicateflowersthatAnnehadplacedabouther,wasrememberedandtalkedofforyearsinAvonlea。Rubyhadalwaysbeenbeautiful;butherbeautyhadbeenoftheearth,earthy;ithadhadacertaininsolentqualityinit,asifitflaunteditselfinthebeholder’seye; spirithadnevershonethroughit,intellecthadneverrefinedit。 Butdeathhadtoucheditandconsecratedit,bringingoutdelicatemodelingsandpurityofoutlineneverseenbefore——doingwhatlifeandloveandgreatsorrowanddeepwomanhoodjoysmighthavedoneforRuby。Anne,lookingdownthroughamistoftears,atheroldplayfellow,thoughtshesawthefaceGodhadmeantRubytohave,andremembereditsoalways。 Mrs。GilliscalledAnneasideintoavacantroombeforethefuneralprocessionleftthehouse,andgaveherasmallpacket。 \"Iwantyoutohavethis,\"shesobbed。\"Rubywouldhavelikedyoutohaveit。It’stheembroideredcenterpieceshewasworkingat。 Itisn’tquitefinished——theneedleisstickinginitjustwhereherpoorlittlefingersputitthelasttimeshelaiditdown,theafternoonbeforeshedied。\" \"There’salwaysapieceofunfinishedworkleft,\"saidMrs。Lynde,withtearsinhereyes。\"ButIsupposethere’salwayssomeonetofinishit。\" \"Howdifficultitistorealizethatonewehavealwaysknowncanreallybedead,\"saidAnne,assheandDianawalkedhome。 \"Rubyisthefirstofourschoolmatestogo。Onebyone,soonerorlater,alltherestofusmustfollow。\" \"Yes,Isupposeso,\"saidDianauncomfortably。Shedidnotwanttotalkofthat。Shewouldhavepreferredtohavediscussedthedetailsofthefuneral——thesplendidwhitevelvetcasketMr。GillishadinsistedonhavingforRuby——\"theGillisesmustalwaysmakeasplurge,evenatfunerals,\"quothMrs。RachelLynde——HerbSpencer’ssadface,theuncontrolled,hystericgriefofoneofRuby’ssisters——butAnnewouldnottalkofthesethings。 SheseemedwrappedinareverieinwhichDianafeltlonesomelythatshehadneitherlotnorpart。 \"RubyGilliswasagreatgirltolaugh,\"saidDavysuddenly。 \"WillshelaughasmuchinheavenasshedidinAvonlea,Anne? Iwanttoknow。\" \"Yes,Ithinkshewill,\"saidAnne。 \"Oh,Anne,\"protestedDiana,witharathershockedsmile。 \"Well,whynot,Diana?\"askedAnneseriously。\"Doyouthinkwe’llneverlaughinheaven?\" \"Oh——I——Idon’tknow\"flounderedDiana。\"Itdoesn’tseemjustright,somehow。Youknowit’sratherdreadfultolaughinchurch。\" \"Butheavenwon’tbelikechurch——allthetime,\"saidAnne。 \"Ihopeitain’t,\"saidDavyemphatically。\"IfitisIdon’twanttogo。Churchisawfuldull。Anyway,Idon’tmeantogoforeversolong。Imeantolivetobeahundredyearsold,likeMr。ThomasBlewettofWhiteSands。Hesayshe’slivedsolong’causehealwayssmokedtobaccoanditkilledallthegerms。 CanIsmoketobaccoprettysoon,Anne?\" \"No,Davy,Ihopeyou’llneverusetobacco,\"saidAnneabsently。 \"What’llyoufeellikeifthegermskillmethen?\"demandedDavy。 ChapterXV ADreamTurnedUpsideDown\"JustonemoreweekandwegobacktoRedmond,\"saidAnne。 Shewashappyatthethoughtofreturningtowork,classesandRedmondfriends。PleasingvisionswerealsobeingwovenaroundPatty’sPlace。Therewasawarmpleasantsenseofhomeinthethoughtofit,eventhoughshehadneverlivedthere。 Butthesummerhadbeenaveryhappyone,too——atimeofgladlivingwithsummersunsandskies,atimeofkeendelightinwholesomethings; atimeofrenewinganddeepeningofoldfriendships;atimeinwhichshehadlearnedtolivemorenobly,toworkmorepatiently,toplaymoreheartily。 \"Alllifelessonsarenotlearnedatcollege,\"shethought。 \"Lifeteachesthemeverywhere。\" Butalas,thefinalweekofthatpleasantvacationwasspoiledforAnne,byoneofthoseimpishhappeningswhicharelikeadreamturnedupsidedown。 \"Beenwritinganymorestorieslately?\"inquiredMr。HarrisongeniallyoneeveningwhenAnnewastakingteawithhimandMrs。Harrison。 \"No,\"answeredAnne,rathercrisply。 \"Well,nooffensemeant。Mrs。HiramSloanetoldmetheotherdaythatabigenvelopeaddressedtotheRollingsReliableBakingPowderCompanyofMontrealhadbeendroppedintothepostofficeboxamonthago,andshesuspicionedthatsomebodywastryingfortheprizethey’dofferedforthebeststorythatintroducedthenameoftheirbakingpowder。Shesaiditwasn’taddressedinyourwriting,butIthoughtmaybeitwasyou。\" \"Indeed,no!Isawtheprizeoffer,butI’dneverdreamofcompetingforit。Ithinkitwouldbeperfectlydisgracefultowriteastorytoadvertiseabakingpowder。ItwouldbealmostasbadasJudsonParker’spatentmedicinefence。\" SospakeAnneloftily,littledreamingofthevalleyofhumiliationawaitingher。ThatveryeveningDianapoppedintotheporchgable,bright-eyedandrosycheeked,carryingaletter。 \"Oh,Anne,here’saletterforyou。Iwasattheoffice,soI thoughtI’dbringitalong。Doopenitquick。IfitiswhatI believeitisIshalljustbewildwithdelight。\"Anne,puzzled,openedtheletterandglancedoverthetypewrittencontents。 MissAnneShirley,GreenGables,Avonlea,P。E。Island。 \"DEARMADAM:Wehavemuchpleasureininformingyouthatyourcharmingstory`Averil’sAtonement’haswontheprizeoftwenty-fivedollarsofferedinourrecentcompetition。 Weenclosethecheckherewith。WearearrangingforthepublicationofthestoryinseveralprominentCanadiannewspapers,andwealsointendtohaveitprintedinpamphletformfordistributionamongourpatrons。 Thankingyoufortheinterestyouhaveshowninourenterprise,weremain,Yoursverytruly,THEROLLINGSRELIABLE BAKINGPOWDERCo。\" \"Idon’tunderstand,\"saidAnne,blankly。 Dianaclappedherhands。 \"Oh,IKNEWitwouldwintheprize——Iwassureofit。 _I_sentyourstoryintothecompetition,Anne。\" \"Diana——Barry!\" \"Yes,Idid,\"saidDianagleefully,perchingherselfonthebed。 \"WhenIsawtheofferIthoughtofyourstoryinaminute,andatfirstIthoughtI’daskyoutosenditin。ButthenIwasafraidyouwouldn’t——youhadsolittlefaithleftinit。SoIjustdecidedI’dsendthecopyyougaveme,andsaynothingaboutit。 Then,ifitdidn’twintheprize,you’dneverknowandyouwouldn’tfeelbadlyoverit,becausethestoriesthatfailedwerenottobereturned,andifitdidyou’dhavesuchadelightfulsurprise。\"