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类别:其他 作者:Lucy Maud Montgomery字数:27178更新时间:18/12/21 16:51:48
MissCorneliasighed。GilberthadgonedownandLeslie,whohadbeencrooningoverthesmallJamesMatthewinthedormerwindow,laidhimasleepinhisbasketandwentherway。Assoonasshewassafelyoutofearshot,MissCorneliabentforwardandsaidinaconspirator’swhisper: \"Anne,dearie,I’daletterfromOwenFordyesterday。 He’sinVancouverjustnow,buthewantstoknowifI canboardhimforamonthlateron。YOUknowwhatthatmeans。Well,Ihopewe’redoingright。\" \"We’venothingtodowithit——wecouldn’tpreventhimfromcomingtoFourWindsifhewantedto,\"saidAnnequickly。Shedidnotlikethefeelingofmatch-makingMissCornelia’swhispersgaveher;andthensheweaklysuccumbedherself。 \"Don’tletLeslieknowheiscominguntilheishere,\" shesaid。\"IfshefoundoutIfeelsureshewouldgoawayatonce。Sheintendstogointhefallanyhow——shetoldmesotheotherday。SheisgoingtoMontrealtotakeupnursingandmakewhatshecanofherlife。\" \"Oh,well,Anne,dearie,\"saidMissCornelia,noddingsagely\"thatisallasitmaybe。YouandIhavedoneourpartandwemustleavetheresttoHigherHands。\" CHAPTER35 POLITICSATFOURWINDS Whenannecamedownstairsagain,theIsland,aswellasallCanada,wasinthethroesofacampaignprecedingageneralelection。Gilbert,whowasanardentConservative,foundhimselfcaughtinthevortex,beingmuchindemandforspeech-makingatthevariouscountyrallies。MissCorneliadidnotapproveofhismixingupinpoliticsandtoldAnneso。 \"Dr。Daveneverdidit。Dr。Blythewillfindheismakingamistake,believeME。Politicsissomethingnodecentmanshouldmeddlewith。\" \"Isthegovernmentofthecountrytobeleftsolelytotheroguesthen?\"askedAnne。 \"Yes——solongasit’sConservativerogues,\"saidMissCornelia,marchingoffwiththehonorsofwar。\"Menandpoliticiansarealltarredwiththesamebrush。 TheGritshaveitlaidonthickerthantheConservatives,that’sall——CONSIDERABLYthicker。ButGritorTory,myadvicetoDr。Blytheistosteerclearofpolitics。Firstthingyouknow,he’llberunninganelectionhimself,andgoingofftoOttawaforhalftheyearandleavinghispracticetogotothedogs。\" \"Ah,well,let’snotborrowtrouble,\"saidAnne。\"Therateofinterestistoohigh。Instead,let’slookatLittleJem。ItshouldbespelledwithaG。Isn’theperfectlybeautiful?Justseethedimplesinhiselbows。We’llbringhimuptobeagoodConservative,youandI,MissCornelia。\" \"Bringhimuptobeagoodman,\"saidMissCornelia。 \"They’rescarceandvaluable;though,mindyou,I wouldn’tliketoseehimaGrit。Asfortheelection,youandImaybethankfulwedon’tliveoverharbor。 Theairthereisbluethesedays。EveryElliottandCrawfordandMacAllisterisonthewarpath,loadedforbear。Thissideispeacefulandcalm,seeingthere’ssofewmen。CaptainJim’saGrit,butit’smyopinionhe’sashamedofit,forhenevertalkspolitics。Thereisn’tanyearthlydoubtthattheConservativeswillbereturnedwithabigmajorityagain。\" MissCorneliawasmistaken。OnthemorningaftertheelectionCaptainJimdroppedinatthelittlehousetotellthenews。Sovirulentisthemicrobeofpartypolitics,eveninapeaceableoldman,thatCaptainJim’scheekswereflushedandhiseyeswereflashingwithallhisold-timefire。 \"MistressBlythe,theLiberalsareinwithasweepingmajority。AftereighteenyearsofTorymismanagementthisdown-troddencountryisgoingtohaveachanceatlast。\" \"Ineverheardyoumakesuchabitterpartisanspeechbefore,CaptainJim。Ididn’tthinkyouhadsomuchpoliticalvenominyou,\"laughedAnne,whowasnotmuchexcitedoverthetidings。LittleJemhadsaid\"Wow-ga\"thatmorning。Whatwereprincipalitiesandpowers,theriseandfallofdynasties,theoverthrowofGritorTory,comparedwiththatmiraculousoccurrence? \"It’sbeenaccumulatingforalongwhile,\"saidCaptainJim,withadeprecatingsmile。\"IthoughtI wasonlyamoderateGrit,butwhenthenewscamethatwewereinIfoundouthowGrittyIreallywas。\" \"YouknowthedoctorandIareConservatives。\" \"Ah,well,it’stheonlybadthingIknowofeitherofyou,MistressBlythe。CorneliaisaTory,too。I calledinonmywayfromtheGlentotellherthenews。\" \"Didn’tyouknowyoutookyourlifeinyourhands?\" \"Yes,butIcouldn’tresistthetemptation。\" \"Howdidshetakeit?\" \"Comparativelycalm,MistressBlythe,comparativelycalm。Shesays,saysshe,`Well,Providencesendsseasonsofhumiliationtoacountry,sameastoindividuals。YouGritshavebeencoldandhungryformanyayear。Makehastetogetwarmedandfed,foryouwon’tbeinlong。’`Well,nowCornelia,’Isays,`mebbeProvidencethinksCanadaneedsareallongspellofhumiliation。’Ah,Susan,haveYOUheardthenews? TheLiberalsarein。\" Susanhadjustcomeinfromthekitchen,attendedbytheodorofdelectabledisheswhichalwaysseemedtohoveraroundher。 \"Now,arethey?\"shesaid,withbeautifulunconcern。 \"Well,InevercouldseebutthatmybreadrosejustaslightwhenGritswereinaswhentheywerenot。Andifanyparty,Mrs。Doctor,dear,willmakeitrainbeforetheweekisout,andsaveourkitchengardenfromentireruination,thatisthepartySusanwillvotefor。Inthemeantime,willyoujuststepoutandgivemeyouropiniononthemeatfordinner?Iamfearingthatitisverytough,andIthinkthatwehadbetterchangeourbutcheraswellasourgovernment。\" Oneevening,aweeklater,AnnewalkeddowntothePoint,toseeifshecouldgetsomefreshfishfromCaptainJim,leavingLittleJemforthefirsttime。Itwasquiteatragedy。Supposehecried?SupposeSusandidnotknowjustexactlywhattodoforhim?Susanwascalmandserene。 \"Ihavehadasmuchexperiencewithhimasyou,Mrs。 Doctor,dear,haveInot?\" \"Yes,withhim——butnotwithotherbabies。Why,I lookedafterthreepairsoftwins,whenIwasachild,Susan。Whentheycried,Igavethempeppermintorcastoroilquitecoolly。It’squitecuriousnowtorecallhowlightlyItookallthosebabiesandtheirwoes。\" \"Oh,well,ifLittleJemcries,Iwilljustclapahotwaterbagonhislittlestomach,\"saidSusan。 \"Nottoohot,youknow,\"saidAnneanxiously。Oh,wasitreallywisetogo? \"Donotyoufret,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Susanisnotthewomantoburnaweeman。Blesshim,hehasnonotionofcrying。\" AnnetoreherselfawayfinallyandenjoyedherwalktothePointafterall,throughthelongshadowsofthesun-setting。CaptainJimwasnotinthelivingroomofthelighthouse,butanothermanwas——ahandsome,middle-agedman,withastrong,clean-shavenchin,whowasunknowntoAnne。Nevertheless,whenshesatdown,hebegantotalktoherwithalltheassuranceofanoldacquaintance。Therewasnothingamissinwhathesaidorthewayhesaidit,butAnneratherresentedsuchacooltaking-for-grantedinacompletestranger。 Herreplieswerefrosty,andasfewasdecencyrequired。Nothingdaunted,hercompaniontalkedonforseveralminutes,thenexcusedhimselfandwentaway。 Annecouldhavesworntherewasatwinkleinhiseyeanditannoyedher。Whowasthecreature?Therewassomethingvaguelyfamiliarabouthimbutshewascertainshehadneverseenhimbefore。 \"CaptainJim,whowasthatwhojustwentout?\"sheasked,asCaptainJimcamein。 \"MarshallElliott,\"answeredthecaptain。 \"MarshallElliott!\"criedAnne。\"Oh,CaptainJim——itwasn’t——yes,itWAShisvoice——oh,CaptainJim,I didn’tknowhim——andIwasquiteinsultingtohim!WHY didn’thetellme?HemusthaveseenIdidn’tknowhim。\" \"Hewouldn’tsayawordaboutit——he’djustenjoythejoke。Don’tworryoversnubbinghim——he’llthinkitfun。Yes,Marshall’sshavedoffhisbeardatlastandcuthishair。Hispartyisin,youknow。Ididn’tknowhimmyselffirsttimeIsawhim。HewasupinCarterFlagg’sstoreattheGlenthenightafterelectionday,alongwithacrowdofothers,waitingforthenews。Abouttwelvethe’phonecamethrough——theLiberalswerein。Marshalljustgotupandwalkedout——hedidn’tcheerorshout——helefttheotherstodothat,andtheynearlyliftedtheroofoffCarter’sstore,Ireckon。Ofcourse,alltheTorieswereoverinRaymondRussell’sstore。NotmuchcheeringTHERE。 MarshallwentstraightdownthestreettothesidedoorofAugustusPalmer’sbarbershop。Augustuswasinbedasleep,butMarhallhammeredonthedooruntilhegotupandcomedown,wantingtoknowwhatalltheracketwasabout。 \"Comeintoyourshopanddothebestjobyoueverdidinyourlife,Gus,’saidMarshall。`TheLiberalsareinandyou’regoingtobarberagoodGritbeforethesunrises。’ \"Guswasmadashops——partlybecausehe’dbeendraggedoutofbed,butmorebecausehe’saTory。Hevowedhewouldn’tshaveanymanaftertwelveatnight。 \"`You’lldowhatIwantyoutodo,sonny,’saidMarshall,`orI’lljestturnyouovermykneeandgiveyouoneofthosespankingsyourmotherforgot。’ \"He’dhavedoneit,too,andGusknewit,forMarshallisasstrongasanoxandGusisonlyamidgetofaman。SohegaveinandtowedMarshallintotheshopandwenttowork。`Now,’sayshe,`I’llbarberyouup,butifyousayonewordtomeabouttheGritsgettinginwhileI’mdoingitI’llcutyourthroatwiththisrazor,’sayshe。Youwouldn’thavethoughtmildlittleGuscouldbesobloodthirsty,wouldyou?Showswhatpartypoliticswilldoforaman。Marshallkeptquietandgothishairandbearddisposedofandwenthome。 Whenhisoldhousekeeperheardhimcomeupstairsshepeekedoutofherbedroomdoortoseewhether’twashimorthehiredboy。Andwhenshesawastrangemanstridingdownthehallwithacandleinhishandshescreamedbluemurderandfainteddeadaway。Theyhadtosendforthedoctorbeforetheycouldbringherto,anditwasseveraldaysbeforeshecouldlookatMarshallwithoutshakingallover。\" CaptainJimhadnofish。Heseldomwentoutinhisboatthatsummer,andhislongtrampingexpeditionswereover。Hespentagreatdealofhistimesittingbyhisseawardwindow,lookingoutoverthegulf,withhisswiftly-whiteningheadleaningonhishand。Hesattheretonightformanysilentminutes,keepingsometrystwiththepastwhichAnnewouldnotdisturb。 PresentlyhepointedtotheirisoftheWest: \"That’sbeautiful,isn’t,it,MistressBlythe?ButI wishyoucouldhaveseenthesunrisethismorning。Itwasawonderfulthing——wonderful。I’veseenallkindsofsunrisescomeoverthatgulf。I’vebeenallovertheworld,MistressBlythe,andtakeitallinall,I’veneverseenafinersightthanasummersunriseoverthegulf。Amancan’tpickhistimefordying,MistressBlythe——jestgottogowhentheGreatCaptaingivesHissailingorders。ButifIcouldI’dgooutwhenthemorningcomesacrossthatwater。I’vewatcheditmanyatimeandthoughtwhatathingitwouldbetopassoutthroughthatgreatwhiteglorytowhateverwaswaitingbeyant,onaseathatain’tmappedoutonanyairthlychart。Ithink,MistressBlythe,thatI’dfindlostMargaretthere。\" CaptainJimhadoftentalkedtoAnneoflostMargaretsincehehadtoldhertheoldstory。Hisloveforhertrembledineverytone——thatlovethathadnevergrownfaintorforgetful。 \"Anyway,IhopewhenmytimecomesI’llgoquickandeasy。Idon’tthinkI’macoward,MistressBlythe——I’velookedanuglydeathinthefacemorethanoncewithoutblenching。Butthethoughtofalingeringdeathdoesgivemeaqueer,sickfeelingofhorror。\" \"Don’ttalkaboutleavingus,dear,DEARCaptain,Jim,\"pleadedAnne,inachokedvoice,pattingtheoldbrownhand,oncesostrong,butnowgrownveryfeeble。 \"Whatwouldwedowithoutyou?\" CaptainJimsmiledbeautifully。 \"Oh,you’dgetalongnicely——nicely——butyouwouldn’tforgettheoldmanaltogether,MistressBlythe——no,I don’tthinkyou’lleverquiteforgethim。TheraceofJosephalwaysremembersoneanother。Butit’llbeamemorythatwon’thurt——Iliketothinkthatmymemorywon’thurtmyfriends——it’llalwaysbekindofpleasanttothem,Ihopeandbelieve。Itwon’tbeverylongnowbeforelostMargaretcallsme,forthelasttime。I’llbeallreadytoanswer。Ijestspokeofthisbecausethere’salittlefavorIwanttoaskyou。Here’sthispooroldMateyofmine\"——CaptainJimreachedoutahandandpokedthebig,warm,velvety,goldenballonthesofa。TheFirstMateuncoiledhimselflikeaspringwithanice,throaty,comfortablesound,halfpurr,halfmeow,stretchedhispawsinair,turnedoverandcoiledhimselfupagain。\"HE’llmissmewhenI startontheV’yage。Ican’tbeartothinkofleavingthepoorcrittertostarve,likehewasleftbefore。 IfanythinghappenstomewillyougiveMateyabiteandacorner,MistressBlythe?\" \"IndeedIwill。\" \"ThenthatisallIhadonmymind。YourLittleJemistohavethefewcuriousthingsIpickedup——I’veseentothat。AndnowIdon’tliketoseetearsinthoseprettyeyes,MistressBlythe。I’llmebbehangonforquiteaspellyet。Iheardyoureadingapieceofpoetryonedaylastwinter——oneofTennyson’spieces。 I’dsorterliketohearitagain,ifyoucouldreciteitforme。\" Softlyandclearly,whiletheseawindblewinonthem,AnnerepeatedthebeautifullinesofTennyson’swonderfulswansong——\"CrossingtheBar。\"Theoldcaptainkepttimegentlywithhissinewyhand。 \"Yes,yes,MistressBlythe,\"hesaid,whenshehadfinished,\"that’sit,that’sit。Hewasn’tasailor,youtellme——Idunnohowhecouldhaveputanoldsailor’sfeelingsintowordslikethat,ifhewasn’tone。Hedidn’twantany`sadnesso’farewells’andneitherdoI,MistressBlythe——forallwillbewellwithmeandminebeyantthebar。\" CHAPTER36 BEAUTYFORASHES \"AnynewsfromGreenGables,Anne?\" \"Nothingveryespecial,\"repliedAnne,foldingupMarilla’sletter。\"JakeDonnellhasbeenthereshinglingtheroof。Heisafull-fledgedcarpenternow,soitseemshehashadhisownwayinregardtothechoiceofalife-work。Yourememberhismotherwantedhimtobeacollegeprofessor。IshallneverforgetthedayshecametotheschoolandratedmeforfailingtocallhimSt。Clair。\" \"Doesanyoneevercallhimthatnow?\" \"Evidentlynot。Itseemsthathehascompletelyliveditdown。Evenhismotherhassuccumbed。IalwaysthoughtthataboywithJake’schinandmouthwouldgethisownwayintheend。DianawritesmethatDorahasabeau。Justthinkofit——thatchild!\" \"Doraisseventeen,\"saidGilbert。\"CharlieSloaneandIwerebothmadaboutyouwhenyouwereseventeen,Anne。\" \"Really,Gilbert,wemustbegettingoninyears,\" saidAnne,withahalf-ruefulsmile,\"whenchildrenwhoweresixwhenwethoughtourselvesgrownupareoldenoughnowtohavebeaux。Dora’sisRalphAndrews——Jane’sbrother。Irememberhimasalittle,round,fat,white-headedfellowwhowasalwaysatthefootofhisclass。ButIunderstandheisquiteafine-lookingyoungmannow。\" \"Dorawillprobablymarryyoung。She’softhesametypeasCharlottatheFourth——she’llnevermissherfirstchanceforfearshemightnotgetanother。\" \"Well;ifshemarriesRalphIhopehewillbealittlemoreup-and-comingthanhisbrotherBilly,\"musedAnne。 \"Forinstance,\"saidGilbert,laughing,\"letushopehewillbeabletoproposeonhisownaccount。Anne,wouldyouhavemarriedBillyifhehadaskedyouhimself,insteadofgettingJanetodoitforhim?\" \"Imighthave。\"Annewentoffintoashriekoflaughterovertherecollectionofherfirstproposal。 \"Theshockofthewholethingmighthavehypnotizedmeintosomesuchrashandfoolishact。Letusbethankfulhediditbyproxy。\" \"IhadaletterfromGeorgeMooreyesterday,\"saidLeslie,fromthecornerwhereshewasreading。 \"Oh,howishe?\"askedAnneinterestedly,yetwithanunrealfeelingthatshewasinquiringaboutsomeonewhomshedidnotknow。 \"Heiswell,buthefindsitveryhardtoadapthimselftoallthechangesinhisoldhomeandfriends。Heisgoingtoseaagaininthespring。It’sinhisblood,hesays,andhelongsforit。Buthetoldmesomethingthatmademegladforhim,poorfellow。BeforehesailedontheFourSistershewasengagedtoagirlathome。HedidnottellmeanythingaboutherinMontreal,becausehesaidhesupposedshewouldhaveforgottenhimandmarriedsomeoneelselongago,andwithhim,yousee,hisengagementandlovewasstillathingofthepresent。Itwasprettyhardonhim,butwhenhegothomehefoundshehadnevermarriedandstillcaredforhim。Theyaretobemarriedthisfall。 I’mgoingtoaskhimtobringheroverhereforalittletrip;hesayshewantstocomeandseetheplacewherehelivedsomanyyearswithoutknowingit。\" \"Whatanicelittleromance,\"saidAnne,whoselovefortheromanticwasimmortal。\"Andtothink,\"sheaddedwithasighofself-reproach,\"thatifIhadhadmywayGeorgeMoorewouldneverhavecomeupfromthegraveinwhichhisidentitywasburied。HowIdidfightagainstGilbert’ssuggestion!Well,Iampunished:IshallneverbeabletohaveadifferentopinionfromGilbert’sagain!IfItrytohave,hewillsquelchmebycastingGeorgeMoore’scaseuptome!\" \"Asifeventhatwouldsquelchawoman!\"mockedGilbert。\"Atleastdonotbecomemyecho,Anne。A littleoppositiongivesspicetolife。IdonotwantawifelikeJohnMacAllister’sovertheharbor。Nomatterwhathesays,sheatonceremarksinthatdrab,lifelesslittlevoiceofhers,`Thatisverytrue,John,dearme!’\" AnneandLeslielaughed。Anne’slaughterwassilverandLeslie’sgolden,andthecombinationofthetwowasassatisfactoryasaperfectchordinmusic。 Susan,cominginontheheelsofthelaughter,echoeditwitharesoundingsigh。 \"Why,Susan,whatisthematter?\"askedGilbert。 \"There’snothingwrongwithlittleJem,isthere,Susan?\"criedAnne,startingupinalarm。 \"No,no,calmyourself,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Somethinghashappened,though。Dearme,everythinghasgonecatawampuswithmethisweek。Ispoiledthebread,asyouknowtoowell——andIscorchedthedoctor’sbestshirtbosom——andIbrokeyourbigplatter。Andnow,onthetopofallthis,comeswordthatmysisterMatildahasbrokenherlegandwantsmetogoandstaywithherforaspell。\" \"Oh,I’mverysorry——sorrythatyoursisterhasmetwithsuchanaccident,Imean,\"exclaimedAnne。 \"Ah,well,manwasmadetomourn,Mrs。Doctor,dear。 ThatsoundsasifitoughttobeintheBible,buttheytellmeapersonnamedBurnswroteit。Andthereisnodoubtthatweareborntotroubleasthesparksflyupward。AsforMatilda,Idonotknowwhattothinkofher。Noneofourfamilyeverbroketheirlegsbefore。 Butwhatevershehasdonesheisstillmysister,andI feelthatitismydutytogoandwaitonher,ifyoucansparemeforafewweeks,Mrs。Doctor,dear。\" \"Ofcourse,Susan,ofcourse。Icangetsomeonetohelpmewhileyouaregone。\" \"IfyoucannotIwillnotgo,Mrs。Doctor,dear,Matilda’slegtothecontrarynotwithstanding。Iwillnothaveyouworried,andthatblessedchildupsetinconsequence,foranynumberoflegs。\" \"Oh,youmustgotoyoursisteratonce,Susan。Icangetagirlfromthecove,whowilldoforatime。\" \"Anne,willyouletmecomeandstaywithyouwhileSusanisaway?\"exclaimedLeslie。\"Do!I’dloveto——anditwouldbeanactofcharityonyourpart。 I’msohorriblylonelyoverthereinthatbigbarnofahouse。There’ssolittletodo——andatnightI’mworsethanlonely——I’mfrightenedandnervousinspiteoflockeddoors。Therewasatramparoundtwodaysago。\" Annejoyfullyagreed,andnextdayLesliewasinstalledasaninmateofthelittlehouseofdreams。MissCorneliawarmlyapprovedofthearrangement。 \"ItseemsProvidential,\"shetoldAnneinconfidence。 \"I’msorryforMatildaClow,butsinceshehadtobreakherlegitcouldn’thavehappenedatabettertime。 LesliewillbeherewhileOwenFordisinFourWinds,andthoseoldcatsupattheGlenwon’tgetthechancetomeow,astheywouldifshewaslivingovertherealoneandOwengoingtoseeher。Theyaredoingenoughofitasitis,becauseshedoesn’tputonmourning。I saidtooneofthem,`IfyoumeansheshouldputonmourningforGeorgeMoore,itseemstomemorelikehisresurrectionthanhisfuneral;andifit’sDickyoumean,Iconfess_I_can’tseetheproprietyofgoingintoweedsforamanwhodiedthirteenyearsagoandgoodriddancethen!’AndwhenoldLouisaBaldwinremarkedtomethatshethoughtitverystrangethatLeslieshouldneverhavesuspecteditwasn’therownhusband_I_said,`YOUneversuspecteditwasn’tDickMoore,andyouwerenext-doorneighbortohimallhislife,andbynatureyou’retentimesassuspiciousasLeslie。’Butyoucan’tstopsomepeople’stongues,Anne,dearie,andI’mrealthankfulLesliewillbeunderyourroofwhileOweniscourtingher。\" OwenFordcametothelittlehouseoneAugusteveningwhenLeslieandAnnewereabsorbedinworshippingthebaby。Hepausedattheopendoorofthelivingroom,unseenbythetwowithin,gazingwithgreedyeyesatthebeautifulpicture。Lesliesatonthefloorwiththebabyinherlap,makingecstaticdabsathisfatlittlehandsasheflutteredthemintheair。 \"Oh,youdear,beautiful,belovedbaby,\"shemumbled,catchingoneweehandandcoveringitwithkisses。 \"Isn’thimzedarlingestittysing,\"croonedAnne,hangingoverthearmofherchairadoringly。\"Demittyweepadsarezeverytweetesthandiesinzewholebigworld,isn’tdey,youdarlingittyman。\" Anne,inthemonthsbeforeLittleJem’scoming,hadporeddiligentlyoverseveralwisevolumes,andpinnedherfaithtooneinespecial,\"SirOracleontheCareandTrainingofChildren。\"SirOracleimploredparentsbyalltheyheldsacrednevertotalk\"babytalk\"totheirchildren。Infantsshouldinvariablybeaddressedinclassicallanguagefromthemomentoftheirbirth。SoshouldtheylearntospeakEnglishundefiledfromtheirearliestutterance。\"How,\" demandedSirOracle,\"canamotherreasonablyexpectherchildtolearncorrectspeech,whenshecontinuallyaccustomsitsimpressionablegraymattertosuchabsurdexpressionsanddistortionsofournobletongueasthoughtlessmothersinflicteverydayonthehelplesscreaturescommittedtotheircare?Canachildwhoisconstantlycalled`tweetittyweesingie’everattaintoanyproperconceptionofhisownbeingandpossibilitiesanddestiny?\" Annewasvastlyimpressedwiththis,andinformedGilbertthatshemeanttomakeitaninflexiblerulenever,underanycircumstances,totalk\"babytalk\"toherchildren。Gilbertagreedwithher,andtheymadeasolemncompactonthesubject——acompactwhichAnneshamelesslyviolatedtheveryfirstmomentLittleJemwaslaidinherarms。\"Oh,thedarlingittyweesing!\"shehadexclaimed。Andshehadcontinuedtoviolateiteversince。WhenGilbertteasedhershelaughedSirOracletoscorn。 \"Heneverhadanychildrenofhisown,Gilbert——Iampositivehehadn’torhewouldneverhavewrittensuchrubbish。Youjustcan’thelptalkingbabytalktoababy。Itcomesnatural——andit’sRIGHT。Itwouldbeinhumantotalktothosetiny,soft,velvetylittlecreaturesaswedotogreatbigboysandgirls。Babieswantloveandcuddlingandallthesweetbabytalktheycanget,andLittleJemisgoingtohaveit,blesshisdearittyheartums。\" \"Butyou’retheworstIeverheard,Anne,\"protestedGilbert,who,notbeingamotherbutonlyafather,wasnotwhollyconvincedyetthatSirOraclewaswrong。\"I neverheardanythinglikethewayyoutalktothatchild。\" \"Verylikelyyouneverdid。Goaway——goaway。Didn’tIbringupthreepairsofHammondtwinsbeforeIwaseleven?YouandSirOraclearenothingbutcold-bloodedtheorists。Gilbert,JUSTlookathim! He’ssmilingatme——heknowswhatwe’retalkingabout。 Andoodestagweeswifevywordmuzzersays,don’too,angel-lover?\" Gilbertputhisarmaboutthem。\"Ohyoumothers!\"hesaid。\"Youmothers!GodknewwhatHewasaboutwhenHemadeyou。\" SoLittleJemwastalkedtoandlovedandcuddled;andhethroveasbecameachildofthehouseofdreams。 LesliewasquiteasfoolishoverhimasAnnewas。WhentheirworkwasdoneandGilbertwasoutoftheway,theygavethemselvesovertoshamelessorgiesoflove-makingandecstasiesofadoration,suchasthatinwhichOwenFordhadsurprisedthem。 Lesliewasthefirsttobecomeawareofhim。EveninthetwilightAnnecouldseethesuddenwhitenessthatsweptoverherbeautifulface,blottingoutthecrimsonoflipandcheeks。 Owencameforward,eagerly,blindforamomenttoAnne。 \"Leslie!\"hesaid,holdingouthishand。Itwasthefirsttimehehadevercalledherbyhername;butthehandLesliegavehimwascold;andshewasveryquietalltheevening,whileAnneandGilbertandOwenlaughedandtalkedtogether。Beforehiscallendedsheexcusedherselfandwentupstairs。Owen’sgayspiritsflaggedandhewentawaysoonafterwithadowncastair。 GilbertlookedatAnne。 \"Anne,whatareyouupto?There’ssomethinggoingonthatIdon’tunderstand。Thewholeairheretonighthasbeenchargedwithelectricity。Lesliesitslikethemuseoftragedy;OwenFordjokesandlaughsonthesurface,andwatchesLesliewiththeeyesofhissoul。 Youseemallthetimetobeburstingwithsomesuppressedexcitement。Ownup。Whatsecrethaveyoubeenkeepingfromyourdeceivedhusband?\" \"Don’tbeagoose,Gilbert,\"wasAnne’sconjugalreply。\"AsforLeslie,sheisabsurdandI’mgoinguptotellherso。\" AnnefoundLeslieatthedormerwindowofherroom。 Thelittleplacewasfilledwiththerhythmicthunderofthesea。Lesliesatwithlockedhandsinthemistymoonshine——abeautiful,accusingpresence。 \"Anne,\"shesaidinalow,reproachfulvoice,\"didyouknowOwenFordwascomingtoFourWinds?\" \"Idid,\"saidAnnebrazenly。 \"Oh,youshouldhavetoldme,Anne,\"Lesliecriedpassionately。\"IfIhadknownIwouldhavegoneaway——Iwouldn’thavestayedheretomeethim。Youshouldhavetoldme。Itwasn’tfairofyou,Anne——oh,itwasn’tfair!\" Leslie’slipsweretremblingandherwholeformwastensewithemotion。ButAnnelaughedheartlessly。ShebentoverandkissedLeslie’supturnedreproachfulface。 \"Leslie,youareanadorablegoose。OwenForddidn’trushfromthePacifictotheAtlanticfromaburningdesiretoseeME。NeitherdoIbelievethathewasinspiredbyanywildandfrenziedpassionforMissCornelia。Takeoffyourtragicairs,mydearfriend,andfoldthemupandputthemawayinlavender。You’llneverneedthemagain。Therearesomepeoplewhocanseethroughagrindstonewhenthereisaholeinit,evenifyoucannot。Iamnotaprophetess,butIshallventureonaprediction。Thebitternessoflifeisoverforyou。Afterthisyouaregoingtohavethejoysandhopes——andIdaresaythesorrows,too——ofahappywoman。TheomenoftheshadowofVenusdidcometrueforyou,Leslie。Theyearinwhichyousawitbroughtyourlife’sbestgiftforyou——yourloveforOwenFord。Now,gorighttobedandhaveagoodsleep。\" Leslieobeyedordersinsofarthatshewenttobed: butitmaybequestionedifshesleptmuch。Idonotthinkshedaredtodreamwakingly;lifehadbeensohardforthispoorLeslie,thepathonwhichshehadhadtowalkhadbeensostrait,thatshecouldnotwhispertoherownheartthehopesthatmightwaitonthefuture。Butshewatchedthegreatrevolvinglightbestarringtheshorthoursofthesummernight,andhereyesgrewsoftandbrightandyoungoncemore。Nor,whenOwenFordcamenextday,toaskhertogowithhimtotheshore,didshesayhimnay。 CHAPTER37 MISSCORNELIAMAKESASTARTLINGANNOUNCEMENT MissCorneliasaileddowntothelittlehouseonedrowsyafternoon,whenthegulfwasthefaint,bleachedblueoftheAugustseas,andtheorangeliliesatthegateofAnne’sgardenhelduptheirimperialcupstobefilledwiththemoltengoldofAugustsunshine。NotthatMissCorneliaconcernedherselfwithpaintedoceansorsun-thirstylilies。Shesatinherfavoriterockerinunusualidleness。Shesewednot,neitherdidshespin。Nordidshesayasinglederogatorywordconcerninganyportionofmankind。Inshort,MissCornelia’sconversationwassingularlydevoidofspicethatday,andGilbert,whohadstayedhometolistentoher,insteadofgoinga-fishing,ashehadintended,felthimselfaggrieved。WhathadcomeoverMissCornelia?Shedidnotlookcastdownorworried。Onthecontrary,therewasacertainairofnervousexultationabouther。 \"WhereisLeslie?\"sheasked——notasifitmatteredmucheither。 \"Owenandshewentraspberryinginthewoodsbackofherfarm,\"answeredAnne。\"Theywon’tbebackbeforesuppertime——ifthen。\" \"Theydon’tseemtohaveanyideathatthereissuchathingasaclock,\"saidGilbert。\"Ican’tgettothebottomofthataffair。I’mcertainyouwomenpulledstrings。ButAnne,undutifulwife,won’ttellme。 Willyou,MissCornelia?\" \"No,Ishallnot。But,\"saidMissCornelia,withtheairofonedeterminedtotaketheplungeandhaveitover,\"Iwilltellyousomethingelse。Icametodayonpurposetotellit。Iamgoingtobemarried。\" AnneandGilbertweresilent。IfMissCorneliahadannouncedherintentionofgoingouttothechannelanddrowningherselfthethingmighthavebeenbelievable。 Thiswasnot。Sotheywaited。OfcourseMissCorneliahadmadeamistake。 \"Well,youbothlooksortofkerflummexed,\"saidMissCornelia,withatwinkleinhereyes。Nowthattheawkwardmomentofrevelationwasover,MissCorneliawasherownwomanagain。\"DoyouthinkI’mtooyoungandinexperiencedformatrimony?\" \"Youknow——itISratherstaggering,\"saidGilbert,tryingtogatherhiswitstogether。\"I’veheardyousayascoreoftimesthatyouwouldn’tmarrythebestmanintheworld。\" \"I’mnotgoingtomarrythebestmanintheworld,\" retortedMissCornelia。\"MarshallElliottisalongwayfrombeingthebest。\" \"AreyougoingtomarryMarshallElliott?\"exclaimedAnne,recoveringherpowerofspeechunderthissecondshock。 \"Yes。IcouldhavehadhimanytimethesetwentyyearsifI’dliftedmyfinger。ButdoyousupposeIwasgoingtowalkintochurchbesideaperambulatinghaystacklikethat?\" \"Iamsureweareveryglad——andwewishyouallpossiblehappiness,\"saidAnne,veryflatlyandinadequately,asshefelt。Shewasnotpreparedforsuchanoccasion。ShehadneverimaginedherselfofferingbetrothalfelicitationstoMissCornelia。 \"Thanks,Iknewyouwould,\"saidMissCornelia。\"Youarethefirstofmyfriendstoknowit。\" \"Weshallbesosorrytoloseyou,though,dearMissCornelia,\"saidAnne,beginningtobealittlesadandsentimental。 \"Oh,youwon’tloseme,\"saidMissCorneliaunsentimentally。\"Youdon’tsupposeIwouldliveoverharborwithallthoseMacAllistersandElliottsandCrawfords,doyou?`FromtheconceitoftheElliotts,theprideoftheMacAllistersandthevain-gloryoftheCrawfords,goodLorddeliverus。’Marshalliscomingtoliveatmyplace。I’msickandtiredofhiredmen。 ThatJimHastingsI’vegotthissummerispositivelytheworstofthespecies。Hewoulddriveanyonetogettingmarried。Whatdoyouthink?Heupsetthechurnyesterdayandspilledabigchurningofcreamovertheyard。Andnotonewhitconcernedaboutitwashe!Justgaveafoolishlaughandsaidcreamwasgoodfortheland。Wasn’tthatlikeaman?ItoldhimI wasn’tinthehabitoffertilisingmybackyardwithcream。\" \"Well,Iwishyouallmannerofhappinesstoo,MissCornelia,\"saidGilbert,solemnly;\"but,\"headded,unabletoresistthetemptationtoteaseMissCornelia,despiteAnne’simploringeyes,\"Ifearyourdayofindependenceisdone。Asyouknow,MarshallElliottisaverydeterminedman。\" \"Ilikeamanwhocansticktoathing,\"retortedMissCornelia。\"AmosGrant,whousedtobeaftermelongago,couldn’t。Youneversawsuchaweather-vane。Hejumpedintothepondtodrownhimselfonceandthenchangedhismindandswumoutagain。Wasn’tthatlikeaman?Marshallwouldhavestucktoitanddrowned。\" \"Andhehasabitofatemper,theytellme,\" persistedGilbert。 \"Hewouldn’tbeanElliottifhehadn’t。I’mthankfulhehas。Itwillberealfuntomakehimmad。Andyoucangenerallydosomethingwithatemperymanwhenitcomestorepentingtime。Butyoucan’tdoanythingwithamanwhojustkeepsplacidandaggravating。\" \"Youknowhe’saGrit,MissCornelia。\" \"Yes,heIS,\"admittedMissCorneliarathersadly。 \"AndofcoursethereisnohopeofmakingaConservativeofhim。ButatleastheisaPresbyterian。SoIsupposeIshallhavetobesatisfiedwiththat。\" \"WouldyoumarryhimifhewereaMethodist,MissCornelia?\" \"No,Iwouldnot。Politicsisforthisworld,butreligionisforboth。\" \"Andyoumaybea`relict’afterall,MissCornelia。\" \"NotI。Marshallwilllivemeout。TheElliottsarelong-lived,andtheBryantsarenot。\" \"Whenareyoutobemarried?\"askedAnne。 \"Inaboutamonth’stime。Myweddingdressistobenavybluesilk。AndIwanttoaskyou,Anne,dearie,ifyouthinkitwouldbeallrighttowearaveilwithanavybluedress。I’vealwaysthoughtI’dliketowearaveilifIevergotmarried。MarshallsaystohaveitifIwantto。Isn’tthatlikeaman?\" \"Whyshouldn’tyouwearitifyouwantto?\"askedAnne。 \"Well,onedoesn’twanttobedifferentfromotherpeople,\"saidMissCornelia,whowasnotnoticeablylikeanyoneelseonthefaceoftheearth。\"AsIsay,Idofancyaveil。Butmaybeitshouldn’tbewornwithanydressbutawhiteone。Pleasetellme,Anne,dearie,whatyoureallythink。I’llgobyyouradvice。\" \"Idon’tthinkveilsareusuallywornwithanybutwhitedresses,\"admittedAnne,\"butthatismerelyaconvention;andIamlikeMr。Elliott,MissCornelia。 Idon’tseeanygoodreasonwhyyoushouldn’thaveaveilifyouwantone。\" ButMissCornelia,whomadehercallsincalicowrappers,shookherhead。 \"Ifitisn’ttheproperthingIwon’twearit,\"shesaid,withasighofregretforalostdream。 \"Sinceyouaredeterminedtobemarried,MissCornelia,\"saidGilbertsolemnly,\"Ishallgiveyoutheexcellentrulesforthemanagementofahusbandwhichmygrandmothergavemymotherwhenshemarriedmyfather。\" \"Well,IreckonIcanmanageMarshallElliott,\"saidMissCorneliaplacidly。\"Butletushearyourrules。\" \"Thefirstoneis,catchhim。\" \"He’scaught。Goon。\" \"Thesecondoneis,feedhimwell。\" \"Withenoughpie。Whatnext?\" \"Thethirdandfourthare——keepyoureyeonhim。\" \"Ibelieveyou,\"saidMissCorneliaemphatically。 CHAPTER38 REDROSES ThegardenofthelittlehousewasahauntbelovedofbeesandreddenedbylaterosesthatAugust。Thelittlehousefolklivedmuchinit,andweregiventotakingpicnicsuppersinthegrassycornerbeyondthebrookandsittingaboutinitthroughthetwilightswhengreatnightmothssailedathwartthevelvetgloom。 OneeveningOwenFordfoundLesliealoneinit。AnneandGilbertwereaway,andSusan,whowasexpectedbackthatnight,hadnotyetreturned。 Thenorthernskywasamberandpalegreenoverthefirtops。Theairwascool,forAugustwasnearingSeptember,andLeslieworeacrimsonscarfoverherwhitedress。Togethertheywanderedthroughthelittle,friendly,flower-crowdedpathsinsilence。 Owenmustgosoon。Hisholidaywasnearlyover。 Lesliefoundherheartbeatingwildly。Sheknewthatthisbelovedgardenwastobethesceneofthebindingwordsthatmustsealtheirasyetunwordedunderstanding。 \"Someeveningsastrangeodorblowsdowntheairofthisgarden,likeaphantomperfume,\"saidOwen。\"I haveneverbeenabletodiscoverfromjustwhatfloweritcomes。Itiselusiveandhauntingandwonderfullysweet。IliketofancyitisthesoulofGrandmotherSelwynpassingonalittlevisittotheoldspotshelovedsowell。Thereshouldbealotoffriendlyghostsaboutthislittleoldhouse。\" \"Ihavelivedunderitsroofonlyamonth,\"saidLeslie,\"butIloveitasIneverlovedthehouseovertherewhereIhavelivedallmylife。\" \"Thishousewasbuildedandconsecratedbylove,\"saidOwen。\"Suchhouses,MUSTexertaninfluenceoverthosewholiveinthem。Andthisgarden——itisoversixtyyearsoldandthehistoryofathousandhopesandjoysiswritteninitsblossoms。Someofthoseflowerswereactuallysetoutbytheschoolmaster’sbride,andshehasbeendeadforthirtyyears。Yettheybloomoneverysummer。Lookatthoseredroses,Leslie——howtheyqueenitovereverythingelse!\" \"Ilovetheredroses,\"saidLeslie。\"Annelikesthepinkonesbest,andGilbertlikesthewhite。ButI wantthecrimsonones。Theysatisfysomecravinginmeasnootherflowerdoes。\" \"Theserosesareverylate——theybloomafteralltheothershavegone——andtheyholdallthewarmthandsoulofthesummercometofruition,\"saidOwen,pluckingsomeoftheglowing,half-openedbuds。 \"Theroseisthefloweroflove——theworldhasacclaimeditsoforcenturies。Thepinkrosesarelovehopefulandexpectant——thewhiterosesarelovedeadorforsaken——buttheredroses——ah,Leslie,whataretheredroses?\" \"Lovetriumphant,\"saidLeslieinalowvoice。 \"Yes——lovetriumphantandperfect。Leslie,youknow——youunderstand。Ihavelovedyoufromthefirst。AndIKNOWyouloveme——Idon’tneedtoaskyou。ButIwanttohearyousayit——mydarling——mydarling!\" Lesliesaidsomethinginaverylowandtremulousvoice。Theirhandsandlipsmet;itwaslife’ssuprememomentforthemandastheystoodthereintheoldgarden,withitsmanyyearsofloveanddelightandsorrowandglory,hecrownedhershininghairwiththered,redroseofalovetriumphant。 AnneandGilbertreturnedpresently,accompaniedbyCaptainJim。Annelightedafewsticksofdriftwoodinthefireplace,forloveofthepixyflames,andtheysatarounditforanhourofgoodfellowship。 \"WhenIsitlookingatadriftwoodfireit’seasytobelieveI’myoungagain,\"saidCaptainJim。 \"Canyoureadfuturesinthefire,CaptainJim?\"askedOwen。 CaptainJimlookedatthemallaffectionatelyandthenbackagainatLeslie’svividfaceandglowingeyes。 \"Idon’tneedthefiretoreadyourfutures,\"hesaid。 \"Iseehappinessforallofyou——allofyou——forLeslieandMr。Ford——andthedoctorhereandMistressBlythe——andLittleJem——andchildrenthatain’tbornyetbutwillbe。Happinessforyouall——though,mindyou,Ireckonyou’llhaveyourtroublesandworriesandsorrows,too。They’reboundtocome——andnohouse,whetherit’sapalaceoralittlehouseofdreams,canbar’emout。Buttheywon’tgetthebetterofyouifyouface’emTOGETHERwithloveandtrust。Youcanweatheranystormwiththemtwoforcompassandpilot。\" TheoldmanrosesuddenlyandplacedonehandonLeslie’sheadandoneonAnne’s。 \"Twogood,sweetwomen,\"hesaid。\"Trueandfaithfulandtobedependedon。Yourhusbandswillhavehonorinthegatesbecauseofyou——yourchildrenwillriseupandcallyoublessedintheyearstocome。\" Therewasastrangesolemnityaboutthelittlescene。 AnneandLesliebowedasthosereceivingabenediction。Gilbertsuddenlybrushedhishandoverhiseyes;OwenFordwasraptasonewhocanseevisions。Allweresilentforaspace。Thelittlehouseofdreamsaddedanotherpoignantandunforgettablemomenttoitsstoreofmemories。 \"Imustbegoingnow,\"saidCaptainJimslowlyatlast。Hetookuphishatandlookedlingeringlyabouttheroom。 \"Goodnight,allofyou,\"hesaid,ashewentout。 Anne,piercedbytheunusualwistfulnessofhisfarewell,rantothedoorafterhim。 \"Comebacksoon,CaptainJim,\"shecalled,ashepassedthroughthelittlegatehungbetweenthefirs。 \"Ay,ay,\"hecalledcheerilybacktoher。ButCaptainJimhadsatbytheoldfiresideofthehouseofdreamsforthelasttime。 Annewentslowlybacktotheothers。 \"It’sso——sopitifultothinkofhimgoingallalonedowntothatlonelyPoint,\"shesaid。\"Andthereisnoonetowelcomehimthere。\" \"CaptainJimissuchgoodcompanyforothersthatonecan’timaginehimbeinganythingbutgoodcompanyforhimself,\"saidOwen。\"Buthemustoftenbelonely。 Therewasatouchoftheseerabouthimtonight——hespokeasonetowhomithadbeengiventospeak。Well,Imustbegoing,too。\" AnneandGilbertdiscreetlymeltedaway;butwhenOwenhadgoneAnnereturned,tofindLesliestandingbythehearth。 \"Oh,Leslie——Iknow——andI’msoglad,dear,\"shesaid,puttingherarmsabouther。 \"Anne,myhappinessfrightensme,\"whisperedLeslie。 \"Itseemstoogreattobereal——I’mafraidtospeakofit——tothinkofit。ItseemstomethatitmustjustbeanotherdreamofthishouseofdreamsanditwillvanishwhenIleavehere。\" \"Well,youarenotgoingtoleavehere——untilOwentakesyou。Youaregoingtostaywithmeuntilthattimescomes。DoyouthinkI’dletyougoovertothatlonely,sadplaceagain?\" \"Thankyou,dear。ImeanttoaskyouifImightstaywithyou。Ididn’twanttogobackthere——itwouldseemlikegoingbackintothechillanddrearinessoftheoldlifeagain。Anne,Anne,whatafriendyou’vebeentome——`agood,sweetwoman——trueandfaithfulandtobedependedon’——CaptainJimsummedyouup。\" \"Hesaid`women,’not`woman,’\"smiledAnne。\"PerhapsCaptainJimseesusboththroughtherose-coloredspectaclesofhisloveforus。Butwecantrytoliveuptohisbeliefinus,atleast。\" \"Doyouremember,Anne,\"saidLeslieslowly,\"thatI oncesaid——thatnightwemetontheshore——thatIhatedmygoodlooks?Idid——then。ItalwaysseemedtomethatifIhadbeenhomelyDickwouldneverhavethoughtofme。Ihatedmybeautybecauseithadattractedhim,butnow——oh,I’mgladthatIhaveit。It’sallIhavetoofferOwen,——hisartistsouldelightsinit。IfeelasifIdonotcometohimquiteempty-handed。\" \"Owenlovesyourbeauty,Leslie。Whowouldnot?Butit’sfoolishofyoutosayorthinkthatthatisallyoubringhim。HEwilltellyouthat——Ineedn’t。AndnowImustlockup。IexpectedSusanbacktonight,butshehasnotcome。\" \"Oh,yes,hereIam,Mrs。Doctor,dear,\"saidSusan,enteringunexpectedlyfromthekitchen,\"andpuffinglikeahendrawingrailsatthat!It’squiteawalkfromtheGlendownhere。\" \"I’mgladtoseeyouback,Susan。Howisyoursister?\" \"Sheisabletositup,butofcourseshecannotwalkyet。However,sheisverywellabletogetonwithoutmenow,forherdaughterhascomehomeforhervacation。AndIamthankfultobeback,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Matilda’slegwasbrokenandnomistake,buthertonguewasnot。Shewouldtalkthelegsoffanironpot,thatshewould,Mrs。Doctor,dear,thoughIgrievetosayitofmyownsister。Shewasalwaysagreattalkerandyetshewasthefirstofourfamilytogetmarried。ShereallydidnotcaremuchaboutmarryingJamesClow,butshecouldnotbeartodisobligehim。 NotbutwhatJamesisagoodman——theonlyfaultIhavetofindwithhimisthathealwaysstartsintosaygracewithsuchanunearthlygroan,Mrs。Doctor,dear。 Italwaysfrightensmyappetiteclearaway。Andspeakingofgettingmarried,Mrs。Doctor,dear,isittruethatCorneliaBryantisgoingtobemarriedtoMarshallElliott?\" \"Yes,quitetrue,Susan。\" \"Well,Mrs。Doctor,dear,itdoesNOTseemtomefair。 Hereisme,whoneversaidawordagainstthemen,andIcannotgetmarriednohow。AndthereisCorneliaBryant,whoisneverdoneabusingthem,andallshehastodoistoreachoutherhandandpickoneup,asitwere。Itisaverystrangeworld,Mrs。Doctor,dear。\" \"There’sanotherworld,youknow,Susan。\" \"Yes,\"saidSusanwithaheavysigh,\"but,Mrs。 Doctor,dear,thereisneithermarryingnorgivinginmarriagethere。\" CHAPTER39 CAPTAINJIMCROSSESTHEBAR OnedayinlateSeptemberOwenFord’sbookcameatlast。CaptainJimhadgonefaithfullytotheGlenpostofficeeverydayforamonth,expectingit。Thisdayhehadnotgone,andLesliebroughthiscopyhomewithhersandAnne’s。 \"We’lltakeitdowntohimthisevening,\"saidAnne,excitedasaschoolgirl。 ThelongwalktothePointonthatclear,beguilingeveningalongtheredharborroadwasverypleasant。 Thenthesundroppeddownbehindthewesternhillsintosomevalleythatmusthavebeenfulloflostsunsets,andatthesameinstantthebiglightflashedoutonthewhitetowerofthepoint。 \"CaptainJimisneverlatebythefractionofasecond,\"saidLeslie。 NeitherAnnenorLeslieeverforgotCaptainJim’sfacewhentheygavehimthebook——HISbook,transfiguredandglorified。Thecheeksthathadbeenblanchedoflatesuddenlyflamedwiththecolorofboyhood;hiseyesglowedwithallthefireofyouth;buthishandstrembledasheopenedit。 ItwascalledsimplyTheLife-BookofCaptainJim,andonthetitlepagethenamesofOwenFordandJamesBoydwereprintedascollaborators。ThefrontispiecewasaphotographofCaptainJimhimself,standingatthedoorofthelighthouse,lookingacrossthegulf。OwenFordhad\"snapped\"himonedaywhilethebookwasbeingwritten。CaptainJimhadknownthis,buthehadnotknownthatthepicturewastobeinthebook。 \"Justthinkofit,\"hesaid,\"theoldsailorrightthereinarealprintedbook。Thisistheproudestdayofmylife。I’mliketobust,girls。There’llbenosleepformetonight。I’llreadmybookcleanthroughbeforesun-up。\" \"We’llgorightawayandleaveyoufreetobeginit,\" saidAnne。 CaptainJimhadbeenhandlingthebookinakindofreverentrapture。Nowhedecidedlycloseditandlaiditaside。 \"No,no,you’renotgoingawaybeforeyoutakeacupofteawiththeoldman,\"heprotested。\"Icouldn’theartothat——couldyou,Matey?Thelife-bookwillkeep,I reckon。I’vewaitedforitthismanyayear。IcanwaitalittlelongerwhileI’menjoyingmyfriends。\" CaptainJimmovedaboutgettinghiskettleontoboil,andsettingouthisbreadandbutter。Despitehisexcitementhedidnotmovewithhisoldbriskness。Hismovementswereslowandhalting。Butthegirlsdidnotoffertohelphim。Theyknewitwouldhurthisfeelings。 \"Youjustpickedtherighteveningtovisitme,\"hesaid,producingacakefromhiscupboard。\"LeetleJoe’smothersentmedownabigbasketfullofcakesandpiestoday。Ablessingonallgoodcooks,saysI。 Lookatthispurtycake,allfrostingandnuts。 ’Tain’toftenIcanentertaininsuchstyle。Setin,girls,setin!We’ll`takacupo’kindnessyetforauldlangsyne。’\" Thegirls\"setin\"rightmerrily。TheteawasuptoCaptainJim’sbestbrewing。LittleJoe’smother’scakewasthelastwordincakes;CaptainJimwastheprinceofgracioushosts,neverevenpermittinghiseyestowandertothecornerwherethelife-booklay,inallitsbraveryofgreenandgold。ButwhenhisdoorfinallyclosedbehindAnneandLeslietheyknewthathewentstraighttoit,andastheywalkedhometheypicturedthedelightoftheoldmanporingovertheprintedpageswhereinhisownlifewasportrayedwithallthecharmandcolorofrealityitself。 \"Iwonderhowhewillliketheending——theendingI suggested,\"saidLeslie。 Shewasnevertoknow。EarlythenextmorningAnneawakenedtofindGilbertbendingoverher,fullydressed,andwithanexpressionofanxietyonhisface。 \"Areyoucalledout?\"sheaskeddrowsily。 \"No。Anne,I’mafraidthere’ssomethingwrongatthePoint。It’sanhouraftersunrisenow,andthelightisstillburning。YouknowithasalwaysbeenamatterofpridewithCaptainJimtostartthelightthemomentthesunsets,andputitoutthemomentitrises。\" Annesatupindismay。Throughherwindowshesawthelightblinkingpalelyagainsttheblueskiesofdawn。 \"Perhapshehasfallenasleepoverhislife-book,\"shesaidanxiously,\"orbecomesoabsorbedinitthathehasforgottenthelight。\" Gilbertshookhishead。 \"Thatwouldn’tbelikeCaptainJim。Anyway,I’mgoingdowntosee。\" \"WaitaminuteandI’llgowithyou,\"exclaimedAnne。 \"Oh,yes,Imust——LittleJemwillsleepforanhouryet,andI’llcallSusan。Youmayneedawoman’shelpifCaptainJimisill。\" Itwasanexquisitemorning,fulloftintsandsoundsatonceripeanddelicate。Theharborwassparklinganddimplinglikeagirl;whitegullsweresoaringoverthedunes;beyondthebarwasashining,wonderfulsea。 Thelongfieldsbytheshoreweredewyandfreshinthatfirstfine,purely-tintedlight。Thewindcamedancingandwhistlingupthechanneltoreplacethebeautifulsilencewithamusicmorebeautifulstill。 HaditnotbeenforthebalefulstaronthewhitetowerthatearlywalkwouldhavebeenadelighttoAnneandGilbert。Buttheywentsoftlywithfear。 Theirknockwasnotrespondedto。Gilbertopenedthedoorandtheywentin。 Theoldroomwasveryquiet。Onthetableweretheremnantsofthelittleeveningfeast。Thelampstillburnedonthecornerstand。TheFirstMatewasasleepinasquareofsunshinebythesofa。 CaptainJimlayonthesofa,withhishandsclaspedoverthelife-book,openatthelastpage,lyingonhisbreast。Hiseyeswereclosedandonhisfacewasalookofthemostperfectpeaceandhappiness——thelookofonewhohaslongsoughtandfoundatlast。 \"Heisasleep?\"whisperedAnnetremulously。 Gilbertwenttothesofaandbentoverhimforafewmoments。Thenhestraightenedup。 \"Yes,hesleeps——well,\"headdedquietly。\"Anne,CaptainJimhascrossedthebar。\" Theycouldnotknowpreciselyatwhathourhehaddied,butAnnealwaysbelievedthathehadhadhiswish,andwentoutwhenthemorningcameacrossthegulf。Outonthatshiningtidehisspiritdrifted,overthesunriseseaofpearlandsilver,tothehavenwherelostMargaretwaited,beyondthestormsandcalms。 CHAPTER40 FAREWELLTOTHEHOUSEOFDREAMS CaptainJimwasburiedinthelittleover-harborgraveyard,veryneartothespotwheretheweewhiteladyslept。Hisrelativesputupaveryexpensive,veryugly\"monument\"——amonumentatwhichhewouldhavepokedslyfunhadheseenitinlife。Buthisrealmonumentwasintheheartsofthosewhoknewhim,andinthebookthatwastoliveforgenerations。 LesliemournedthatCaptainJimhadnotlivedtoseetheamazingsuccessofit。 \"Howhewouldhavedelightedinthereviews——theyarealmostallsokindly。Andtohaveseenhislife-bookheadingthelistsofthebestsellers——oh,ifhecouldjusthavelivedtoseeit,Anne!\" ButAnne,despitehergrief,waswiser。 \"Itwasthebookitselfhecaredfor,Leslie——notwhatmightbesaidofit——andhehadit。Hehadreaditallthrough。Thatlastnightmusthavebeenoneofthegreatesthappinessforhim——withthequick,painlessendinghehadhopedforinthemorning。IamgladforOwen’ssakeandyoursthatthebookissuchasuccess——butCaptainJimwassatisfied——IKNOW。\" Thelighthousestarstillkeptanightlyvigil;asubstitutekeeperhadbeensenttothePoint,untilsuchtimeasanall-wisegovernmentcoulddecidewhichofmanyapplicantswasbestfittedfortheplace——orhadthestrongestpull。TheFirstMatewasathomeinthelittlehouse,belovedbyAnneandGilbertandLeslie,andtoleratedbyaSusanwhohadsmalllikingforcats。 \"IcanputupwithhimforthesakeofCaptainJim,Mrs。Doctor,dear,forIlikedtheoldman。AndIwillseethathegetsbiteandsup,andeverymousethetrapsaccountfor。Butdonotaskmetodomorethanthat,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Catsiscats,andtakemywordforit,theywillneverbeanythingelse。Andatleast,Mrs。Doctor,dear,dokeephimawayfromtheblessedweeman。Picturetoyourselfhowawfulitwouldbeifhewastosuckthedarling’sbreath。\" \"ThatmightbefitlycalledaCAT-astrophe,\"saidGilbert。 \"Oh,youmaylaugh,doctor,dear,butitwouldbenolaughingmatter。\" \"Catsneversuckbabies’breaths,\"saidGilbert。 \"Thatisonlyanoldsuperstition,Susan。\" \"Oh,well,itmaybeasuperstitionoritmaynot,doctor,dear。AllthatIknowis,ithashappened。Mysister’shusband’snephew’swife’scatsuckedtheirbaby’sbreath,andthepoorinnocentwasallbutgonewhentheyfoundit。Andsuperstitionornot,ifIfindthatyellowbeastlurkingnearourbabyIwillwhackhimwiththepoker,Mrs。Doctor,dear。\" Mr。andMrs。MarshallElliottwerelivingcomfortablyandharmoniouslyinthegreenhouse。Lesliewasbusywithsewing,forsheandOwenweretobemarriedatChristmas。AnnewonderedwhatshewoulddowhenLesliewasgone。 \"Changescomeallthetime。Justassoonasthingsgetreallynicetheychange,\"shesaidwithasigh。 \"TheoldMorganplaceupattheGlenisforsale,\" saidGilbert,aproposofnothinginespecial。 \"Isit?\"askedAnneindifferently。 \"Yes。NowthatMr。Morganhasgone,Mrs。MorganwantstogotolivewithherchildreninVancouver。Shewillsellcheaply,forabigplacelikethatinasmallvillageliketheGlenwillnotbeveryeasytodisposeof。\" \"Well,it’scertainlyabeautifulplace,soitislikelyshewillfindapurchaser,\"saidAnne,absently,wonderingwhethersheshouldhemstitchorfeather-stitchlittleJem’s\"short\"dresses。Hewastobeshortenedthenextweek,andAnnefeltreadytocryatthethoughtofit。 \"Supposewebuyit,Anne?\"remarkedGilbertquietly。 Annedroppedhersewingandstaredathim。 \"You’renotinearnest,Gilbert?\" \"IndeedIam,dear。\" \"Andleavethisdarlingspot——ourhouseofdreams?\" saidAnneincredulously。\"Oh,Gilbert,it’s——it’sunthinkable!\" \"Listenpatientlytome,dear。Iknowjusthowyoufeelaboutit。Ifeelthesame。Butwe’vealwaysknownwewouldhavetomovesomeday。\" \"Oh,butnotsosoon,Gilbert——notjustyet。\" \"Wemaynevergetsuchachanceagain。Ifwedon’tbuytheMorganplacesomeoneelsewill——andthereisnootherhouseintheGlenwewouldcaretohave,andnootherreallygoodsiteonwhichtobuild。Thislittlehouseis——well,itisandhasbeenwhatnootherhousecaneverbetous,Iadmit,butyouknowitisout-of-the-waydownhereforadoctor。Wehavefelttheinconvenience,thoughwe’vemadethebestofit。 Andit’satightfitforusnow。Perhaps,inafewyears,whenJemwantsaroomofhisown,itwillbeentirelytoosmall。\" \"Oh,Iknow——Iknow,\"saidAnne,tearsfillinghereyes。\"Iknowallthatcanbesaidagainstit,butI loveitso——andit’ssobeautifulhere。\" \"YouwouldfinditverylonelyhereafterLesliegoes——andCaptainJimhasgonetoo。TheMorganplaceisbeautiful,andintimewewouldloveit。Youknowyouhavealwaysadmiredit,Anne。\" \"Oh,yes,but——but——thishasallseemedtocomeupsosuddenly,Gilbert。I’mdizzy。TenminutesagoIhadnothoughtofleavingthisdearspot。IwasplanningwhatImeanttodoforitinthespring——whatImeanttodointhegarden。Andifweleavethisplacewhowillgetit?ItISout-of-the-way,soit’slikelysomepoor,shiftless,wanderingfamilywillrentit——andover-runit——andoh,thatwouldbedesecration。Itwouldhurtmehorribly。\" \"Iknow。Butwecannotsacrificeourownintereststosuchconsiderations,Anne-girl。TheMorganplacewillsuitusineveryessentialparticular——wereallycan’taffordtomisssuchachance。Thinkofthatbiglawnwiththosemagnificentoldtrees;andofthatsplendidhardwoodgrovebehindit——twelveacresofit。Whataplayplaceforourchildren!There’safineorchard,too,andyou’vealwaysadmiredthathighbrickwallaroundthegardenwiththedoorinit——you’vethoughtitwassolikeastory-bookgarden。AndthereisalmostasfineaviewoftheharborandthedunesfromtheMorganplaceasfromhere。\" \"Youcan’tseethelighthousestarfromit。\" \"Yes,Youcanseeitfromtheatticwindow。THERE’S anotheradvantage,Anne-girl——youlovebiggarrets。\" \"There’snobrookinthegarden。\" \"Well,no,butthereisonerunningthroughthemaplegroveintotheGlenpond。Andtheponditselfisn’tfaraway。You’llbeabletofancyyouhaveyourownLakeofShiningWatersagain。\" \"Well,don’tsayanythingmoreaboutitjustnow,Gilbert。Givemetimetothink——togetusedtotheidea。\" \"Allright。Thereisnogreathurry,ofcourse。 Only——ifwedecidetobuy,itwouldbewelltobemovedinandsettledbeforewinter。\" Gilbertwentout,andAnneputawayLittleJem’sshortdresseswithtremblinghands。Shecouldnotsewanymorethatday。Withtear-weteyesshewanderedoverthelittledomainwhereshehadreignedsohappyaqueen。TheMorganplacewasallthatGilbertclaimed。 Thegroundswerebeautiful,thehouseoldenoughtohavedignityandreposeandtraditions,andnewenoughtobecomfortableandup-to-date。Annehadalwaysadmiredit;butadmiringisnotloving;andshelovedthishouseofdreamssomuch。ShelovedEVERYTHING aboutit——thegardenshehadtended,andwhichsomanywomenhadtendedbeforeher——thegleamandsparkleofthelittlebrookthatcreptsoroguishlyacrossthecorner——thegatebetweenthecreakingfirtrees——theoldredsandstonestep——thestatelyLombardies——thetwotinyquaintglasscupboardsoverthechimney-pieceintheliving-room——thecrookedpantrydoorinthekitchen——thetwofunnydormerwindowsupstairs——thelittlejoginthestaircase——why,thesethingswereapartofher!Howcouldsheleavethem? Andhowthislittlehouse,consecratedaforetimebyloveandjoy,hadbeenre-consecratedforherbyherhappinessandsorrow!Hereshehadspentherbridalmoon;hereweeJoycehadlivedheronebriefday;herethesweetnessofmotherhoodhadcomeagainwithLittleJem;hereshehadheardtheexquisitemusicofherbaby’scooinglaughter;herebelovedfriendshadsatbyherfireside。Joyandgrief,birthanddeath,hadmadesacredforeverthislittlehouseofdreams。 Andnowshemustleaveit。Sheknewthat,evenwhileshehadcontendedagainsttheideatoGilbert。Thelittlehousewasoutgrown。Gilbert’sinterestsmadethechangenecessary;hiswork,successfulthoughithadbeen,washamperedbyhislocation。Annerealisedthattheendoftheirlifeinthisdearplacedrewnigh,andthatshemustfacethefactbravely。Buthowherheartached! \"Itwillbejustliketearingsomethingoutofmylife,\"shesobbed。\"Andoh,ifIcouldhopethatsomenicefolkwouldcomehereinourplace——oreventhatitwouldbeleftvacant。Thatitselfwouldbebetterthanhavingitoverrunwithsomehordewhoknownothingofthegeographyofdreamland,andnothingofthehistorythathasgiventhishouseitssoulanditsidentity。 Andifsuchatribecomeheretheplacewillgotorackandruininnotime——anoldplacegoesdownsoquicklyifitisnotcarefullyattendedto。They’lltearupmygarden——andlettheLombardiesgetragged——andthepalingwillcometolooklikeamouthwithhalftheteethmissing——andtheroofwillleak——andtheplasterfall——andthey’llstuffpillowsandragsinbrokenwindowpanes——andeverythingwillbeout-at-elbows。\" Anne’simaginationpicturedforthsovividlythecomingdegenerationofherdearlittlehousethatithurtherasseverelyasifithadalreadybeenanaccomplishedfact。Shesatdownonthestairsandhadalong,bittercry。Susanfoundherthereandenquiredwithmuchconcernwhatthetroublewas。 \"Youhavenotquarrelledwiththedoctor,haveyounow,Mrs。Doctor,dear?Butifyouhave,donotworry。Itisathingquitelikelytohappentomarriedcouples,I amtold,althoughIhavehadnoexperiencethatwaymyself。Hewillbesorry,andyoucansoonmakeitup。\" \"No,no,Susan,wehaven’tquarrelled。It’sonly——GilbertisgoingtobuytheMorganplace,andwe’llhavetogoandliveattheGlen。Anditwillbreakmyheart。\" SusandidnotenterintoAnne’sfeelingsatall。Shewas,indeed,quiterejoicedovertheprospectoflivingattheGlen。Heronegrievanceagainstherplaceinthelittlehousewasitslonesomelocation。 \"Why,Mrs。Doctor,dear,itwillbesplendid。TheMorganhouseissuchafine,bigone。\" \"Ihatebighouses,\"sobbedAnne。 \"Oh,well,youwillnothatethembythetimeyouhavehalfadozenchildren,\"remarkedSusancalmly。\"Andthishouseistoosmallalreadyforus。Wehavenospareroom,sinceMrs。Mooreishere,andthatpantryisthemostaggravatingplaceIevertriedtoworkin。 Thereisacornereverywayyouturn。Besides,itisout-of-the-worlddownhere。Thereisreallynothingatallbutscenery。\" \"Outofyourworldperhaps,Susan——butnotoutofmine,\"saidAnnewithafaintsmile。 \"Idonotquiteunderstandyou,Mrs。Doctor,dear,butofcourseIamnotwelleducated。ButifDr。BlythebuystheMorganplacehewillmakenomistake,andthatyoumaytieto。Theyhavewaterinit,andthepantriesandclosetsarebeautiful,andthereisnotanothersuchcellarinP。E。Island,soIhavebeentold。Why,thecellarhere,Mrs。Doctor,dear,hasbeenaheart-breaktome,aswellyouknow。\" \"Oh,goaway,Susan,goaway,\"saidAnneforlornly。 \"Cellarsandpantriesandclosetsdon’tmakeaHOME。 Whydon’tyouweepwiththosewhoweep?\" \"Well,Ineverwasmuchhandforweeping,Mrs。Doctor,dear。Iwouldratherfalltoandcheerpeopleupthanweepwiththem。Now,donotyoucryandspoilyourprettyeyes。Thishouseisverywellandhasservedyourturn,butitishightimeyouhadabetter。\" Susan’spointofviewseemedtobethatofmostpeople。 LesliewastheonlyonewhosympathisedunderstandinglywithAnne。Shehadagoodcry,too,whensheheardthenews。Thentheybothdriedtheirtearsandwenttoworkatthepreparationsformoving。 \"Sincewemustgoletusgoassoonaswecanandhaveitover,\"saidpoorAnnewithbitterresignation。 \"YouknowyouwilllikethatlovelyoldplaceattheGlenafteryouhavelivedinitlongenoughtohavedearmemorieswovenaboutit,\"saidLeslie。\"Friendswillcomethere,astheyhavecomehere——happinesswillglorifyitforyou。Now,it’sjustahousetoyou——buttheyearswillmakeitahome。\" AnneandLesliehadanothercrythenextweekwhentheyshortenedLittleJem。Annefeltthetragedyofituntileveningwheninhislongnightieshefoundherowndearbabyagain。 \"Butitwillberompersnext——andthentrousers——andinnotimehewillbegrown-up,\"shesighed。 \"Well,youwouldnotwanthimtostayababyalways,Mrs。Doctor,dear,wouldyou?\"saidSusan。\"Blesshisinnocentheart,helookstoosweetforanythinginhislittleshortdresses,withhisdearfeetstickingout。 Andthinkofthesaveintheironing,Mrs。Doctor,dear。\" \"Anne,IhavejusthadaletterfromOwen,\"saidLeslie,enteringwithabrightface。\"And,oh!Ihavesuchgoodnews。Hewritesmethatheisgoingtobuythisplacefromthechurchtrusteesandkeepittospendoursummervacationsin。Anne,areyounotglad?\" \"Oh,Leslie,`glad’isn’tthewordforit!Itseemsalmosttoogoodtobetrue。Isha’n’tfeelhalfsobadlynowthatIknowthisdearspotwillneverbedesecratedbyavandaltribe,orlefttotumbledownindecay。Why,it’slovely!It’slovely!\" OneOctobermorningAnnewakenedtotherealisationthatshehadsleptforthelasttimeundertheroofofherlittlehouse。Thedaywastoobusytoindulgeregretandwheneveningcamethehousewasstrippedandbare。AnneandGilbertwerealoneinittosayfarewell。LeslieandSusanandLittleJemhadgonetotheGlenwiththelastloadoffurniture。Thesunsetlightstreamedinthroughthecurtainlesswindows。 \"Ithasallsuchaheart-broken,reproachfullook,hasn’tit?\"saidAnne。\"Oh,IshallbesohomesickattheGlentonight!\" \"Wehavebeenveryhappyhere,haven’twe,Anne-girl?\" saidGilbert,hisvoicefulloffeeling。 Annechoked,unabletoanswer。Gilbertwaitedforheratthefir-treegate,whileshewentoverthehouseandsaidfarewelltoeveryroom。Shewasgoingaway;buttheoldhousewouldstillbethere,lookingseawardthroughitsquaintwindows。Theautumnwindswouldblowarounditmournfully,andthegrayrainwouldbeatuponitandthewhitemistswouldcomeinfromtheseatoenfoldit;andthemoonlightwouldfalloveritandlightuptheoldpathswheretheschoolmasterandhisbridehadwalked。Thereonthatoldharborshorethecharmofstorywouldlinger;thewindwouldstillwhistlealluringlyoverthesilversand-dunes;thewaveswouldstillcallfromtheredrock-coves。 \"Butwewillbegone,\"saidAnnethroughhertears。 Shewentout,closingandlockingthedoorbehindher。 Gilbertwaswaitingforherwithasmile。Thelighthousestarwasgleamingnorthward。Thelittlegarden,whereonlymarigoldsstillbloomed,wasalreadyhoodingitselfinshadows。 Annekneltdownandkissedthewornoldstepwhichshehadcrossedasabride。 \"Good-bye,dearlittlehouseofdreams,\"shesaid。 End