第7章

类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:23204更新时间:18/12/21 16:56:19
thenherememberedhiswearingafullbeard。 Hedressedhimselfasquicklyashecould,andwentdownintothehotelvestibule,wherehehadnoticedpeoplesellingflowerstheeveningbefore,buttherewasnoonetherewiththemnow,andnoneoftheflorists’shopsonthestreetwereopenyet。HecouldnotfindanythingtillhewenttotheProvidenceDepot,andthemantherehadtotakesomeofhisyesterday’sflowersoutoftherefrigeratorwherehekeptthem;hewasnotsuretheywouldbeveryfresh;buttheheavyrosebudshadfallenopen,andtheyweresuperb。Dantookalltherewere,andwhentheyhadbeensprinkledwithwater,andwrappedincottonbatting,andtiedroundwithpaper,itwasstillonlyquarterofeight,andheleftthemwiththemantillhecouldgethisbreakfastattheDepotrestaurant。Thereithadaconsolingeffectofnotbeingsoearly;manypeoplewerealreadybreakfasting,andwhenDansaid,withhisorder,“Hurryitup,please。”heknewthathewastakenforapassengerjustarrivedordeparting。Byafantasticimpulseheorderedeggsandbaconagain;hefelt,itafinederisionofthepastandasealoftriumphuponthepresenttohavethesamebreakfastafterhisacceptanceashehadorderedafterhisrejection; hewouldtellAliceaboutit,anditwouldamuseher。Heimaginedhowhewouldsayit,andshewouldlaugh;butshewouldbefullofaravishingcompassionforhispastsuffering。Theywerelongbringingthebreakfast; whenitcamehedespatcheditsoquicklythatitwasonlyhalfaftereightwhenhepaidhischeckatthecounter。Hetriedtobefiveminutesmoregettinghisflowers,butthemanhadthemallreadyforhim,anditdidnottakehimtenseconds。Hehadsaidhewouldcarrythemathalf-pastnine;butthinkingitoveronabenchintheGarden,hedecidedthathehadbettergosooner;theymightbreakfastearlier,andtherewouldbenofunifAlicedidnotfindtherosesbesideherplate:thatwasthewholeidea。ItwasnottillhestoodatthedoorofthePasmerapartmentthat。 hereflectedthathewasnotaccomplishinghiswishtoseeAlicebyleavingherthoseflowers;hewasafool,fornowhewouldhavetopostponecomingalittle,becausehehadalreadycome。 Thegirlwhoansweredthebelldidnotunderstandthechargehegaveherabouttheroses,andherepeatedhiswords。Someonepassingthroughtheroombeyondseemedtohesitateandpauseatthesoundofhisvoice。CoulditbeAlice?Thenheshouldseeher,afterall!Thegirllookedoverhershoulder,andsaid,“Mrs。Pasmer。” Mrs。Pasmercameforward,andhefellintoacomplicatedexplanationandapology。Attheendshesaid,“Youhadbettergivethemyourself。Shewillbeheredirectly。”Theywereintheroomnow,andMrs。Pasmermadethetimepassinrapidtalk;butDanfeltthatheoughttoapologisefromtimetotime。“No!“shesaid,lettingherselfgo。“Stayandbreakfastwithus,Mr。Mavering。Weshallbesogladtohaveyou。” AtlastAlicecamein,andtheydecorouslyshookhands。Mrs。Pasmerturnedawayasmileattheirdecorum。“Iwillseethatthere’saplaceforyou。”shesaid,leavingthem。 Theywereinstantlyineachother’sarms。Itseemedtohimthatallthishadhappenedbecausehehadsostronglywishedit。 “Whatisit,Dan?”Whatdidyoucomefor?”sheasked。 “Toseeifitwasreallytrue,Alice。Icouldn’tbelieveit。” “Well——letmego——youmustn’t——it’stoosilly。Ofcourseit’strue。”Shepulledherselffree。“Ismyhairtumbled?Yououghtn’ttohavecome; it’sridiculous;butI’mgladyoucame。I’vebeenthinkingitallover,andI’vegotagreatmanythingstosaytoyou。Butcometobreakfastnow。” Shehadabusiness-likewayoftreatingthesituationthatwasmoreintoxicatingthansentimentwouldhavebeen,andgaveitmoreactuality。 Mrs。Pasmerwasaloneatthetable,andexplainedthatAlice’sfatherneverbreakfastedwiththem,orveryseldom。“Whereareyourflowers?” sheaskedAlice。 “Flowers?Whatflowers?” “ThatMr。Maveringbrought。” Theyalllookedatoneanother。Danranoutandbroughtinhisroses。 “Theyweretryingtogetawayintheexcitement,Iguess,Mrs。Pasmer;I foundthembehindthedoor。”Hehadflungthemthere,withoutknowingit,whenMrs。PasmerlefthimwithAlice。 Heexpectedhertojoinhimandhermotherinbeingamusedatthis,buthewasaswellpleasedtohavehertouchedathishavingbroughtthem,andtoturntheirgaietyoffinpraiseoftheroses。Shegotavaseforthem,andsetitonthetable。Henoticedforthefirsttimetheprettyhouse- dressshehadon,withitsbarredcorsageandunder-skirt,andtheheavysilkenropeknottedrounditatthewaist,anddroppinginheavytuftsorballsinfront。 ThebreakfastwasContinentalinitssimplicity,andMrs。PasmersaidthattheyhadalwayskeptuptheirParishabitofalightbreakfast,eveninLondon,whereitwasnotsoeasytofollowforeigncustomsasitwasinAmerica。Shewasafraidhemightfindittoolight。Thenhetoldallabouthismorning’sadventure,endingwithhisbreakfastattheProvidenceDepot。Mrs。Pasmerenteredintothefunofit,butshesaiditwasforonlyonceinaway,andhemustnotexpecttobeletinifhecameatthathouranothermorning。Hesaidno;heunderstoodwhatanextraordinarypieceofluckitwasforhimtobethere;andhewastheretobebiddentodowhatevertheywished。Hesaidsomuchinrecognitionoftheirgoodness,thathebecameabashedbyit。Mrs。Pasmersatattheheadofthetable,andAliceacrossitfromhim,sofaroffthatsheseemedpartedfromhimbyaninsuperablemoraldistance。Awarmflushseemedtorisefromhisheartintohisthroatandstiflehim。Hewishedtoshedtears。 HiseyeswerewetwithgratefulhappinessinansweringMrs。Pasmerthathewouldnothaveanymorecoffee。“Then。”shesaid,“wewillgointothedrawing-room;“butsheallowedhimandAlicetogoalone。 Hewasstillinthatillusionofaweandofdistance,andhesubmittedtotheinterpositionofanothertablebetweentheirchairs。 “Iwishtotalkwithyou。”shesaid,soseriouslythathewasfrightened,andsaidtohimself:“Nowsheisgoingtobreakitoff。Shehasthoughtitover,andshefindsshecan’tendureme。” “Well?”hesaidhuskily。 Yououghtn’ttohavecomehere,youknow,thismorning。” “Iknowit。”hevaguelyconceded。“ButIdidn’texpecttogetin。” “Well,nowyou’rehere,wemayaswelltalk。Youmusttellyourfamilyatonce。” “Yes;I’mgoingtowritetothemassoonasIgetbacktomyroom。I couldn’tlastnight。” “Butyoumustn’twrite;youmustgo——andpreparetheirminds。” “Go?”heechoed。“Oh,thatisn’tnecessary!Myfatherknewaboutitfromthebeginning,andIguessthey’vealltalkeditover。Theirmindsareprepared。”Thesenseofhisimmeasurablesuperioritytoanyone’soppositionbegantodissipateDan’sunnaturalawe;atthepleadingfacewhichAliceputon,restingonecheekagainstthebackofoneofherclaspedhands,andleaningonthetablewithherelbows,hebegantobeteasedbythatsilkenroperoundherwaist。 “Butyoudon’tunderstand,dear。”shesaid;andshesaid“dear“asiftheywereoldmarriedpeople。“Youmustgotoseethem,andtellthem;andthensomeofthemmustcometoseeme——yourfatherandsisters。” “Why,ofcourse。”Hiseyenowbecamefastenedtooneofthefluffysilkenballs。 “AndthenmammaandImustgotoseeyourmother,mustn’twe?” “It’llbeveryniceofyou——yes。Youknowshecan’tcometoyou。” “Yes,that’swhatIthought,and——Whatareyoulookingat?”shedrewherselfbackfromthetableandfollowedthedirectionofhiseyewithawoman’sinstinctiveapprehensionofdisarray。 Hewasashamedtotell。“Oh,nothing。Iwasjustthinking。” “What?” “Well,Idon’tknow。Thatitseemssostrangeanyoneelseshouldhaveanytodowithit——myfamilyandyours。ButIsupposetheymust。Yes,it’sallright。” “Why,ofcourse。Ifyourfamilydidn’tlikeit——“ “Itwouldn’tmakeanydifferencetome。”saidDanresolutely。 “Itwouldtome。”sheretorted,withtenderreproach。“Doyousupposeitwouldbepleasanttogointoafamilythatdidn’tlikeyon?Supposepapaandmammadidn’tlikeyou?” “ButIthoughttheydid。”saidMavering,withhismindstillpartlyontheropeandthefluffyball,butkeepinghiseyesaway。 “Yes,theydo。”saidAlice。“Butyourfamilydon’tknowmeatall;andyourfather’sonlyseenmeonce。Can’tyouunderstand?I’mafraidwedon’tlookatitseriouslyenough——earnestly——andoh,Idowishtohaveeverythingdoneasitshouldbe!Sometimes,whenIthinkofit,itmakesmetremble。I’vebeenthinkingaboutitallthemorning,and——and—— praying。” Danwantedtofallonhiskneestoher。TheideaofAliceinprayerwasfascinating“Iwishourlifetobeginwithothers,andnotwithourselves。Ifwe’reintrustedwithsomuchhappiness,doesn’titmeanthatwe’retodogoodwithit——togiveittoothersasifitweremoney?” ThenoblenessofthisthoughtstirredDangreatly;hiseyeswanderedbacktothesilkenrope;butnowitseemedtohimanemblemofvoluntarysufferingandself-sacrifice,likeadevotee’shempengirdle。Heperceivedthattheloveofthisangelicgirlwouldelevatehimandhallowhiswholelifeifhewouldletit。Heansweredher,fervently,thathewouldbeguidedbyherinthisasineverything;thatheknewhewasselfish,andhewasafraidhewasnotverygood;butitwasnotbecausehehadnotwishedtobeso;itwasbecausehehadnothadanyincentive。Hethoughthowmuchnoblerandbetterthiswasthanthetalkhehadusuallyhadwithgirls。Hesaidthatofcoursehewouldgohomeandtellhispeople;hesawnowthatitwouldmakethemhappieriftheycouldhearitdirectlyfromhim。Hehadonlythoughtofwritingbecausehecouldnotbeartothinkoflettingadaypasswithoutseeingher;butifhetooktheearlymorningtrainhecouldgetbackthesamenight,andstillhavethreehoursatPonkwassetFalls,andhewouldgothenextday,ifshesaidso。 “Goto-day,Dan。”shesaid,andshestretchedoutherhandimpressivelyacrossthetabletowardhim。Heseizeditwithagushoftenderness,andtheydrewtogetherintheirresolutiontoliveforothers。Hesaidhewouldgoatonce。Butthenexttraindidnotleavetilltwoo’clock,andtherewasplentyoftime。Inthemeanwhileitwasintheaccomplishmentoftheirhighaimsthattheysatdownonthesofatogetherandtalkedoftheirfuture;Aliceconditioneditwhollyuponhispeople’sapprovalofher,whichseemedwildlyunnecessarytoMavering,andamusedhimimmensely。 “Yes。”shesaid,“Iknowyouwillthinkmestrangeinagreatmanythings; butIshallneverkeepanythingfromyou,andI’mgoingtotellyouthatI wenttomatinsthismorning。” “Tomatins?”echoedDan。HewouldnotquitehavelikedheraCatholic;herememberedwithreliefthatshehadsaidshewasnotaRomanCatholic; thoughwhenhecametothink,hewouldnothavecaredagreatdeal。 NothingcouldhavechangedherfrombeingAlice。 “Yes,Iwishedtoconsecratethefirstmorningofourengagement;andI’malwaysgoing。IdeterminedthatIwouldgobeforebreakfast——thatwaswhatmadebreakfastsolate。Don’tyoulikeit?”sheaskedtimidly。 “Likeit!“hesaid。“I’mgoingwithyou:“ “Ohno!“sheturneduponhim。“Thatwouldn’tdo。”Shebecamegraveagain。“I’mgladyouapproveofit,forIshouldfeelthattherewassomethingwantingtoourhappiness。Ifmarriageisasacrament,whyshouldn’tanengagementbe?” “Itis。”saidDan,andhefeltthatitwasholy;tillthenhehadneverrealisedthatmarriagewasasacrament,thoughhehadoftenheardthephrase。 Attheendofanhourtheytookatenderleaveofeachother,hastenedbythesoundofMrs。Pasmer’svoicewithout。Aliceescapedfromonedoorbeforehermotherenteredbytheother。Danremained,tryingtolookunconcerned,buthewassensibleofsucceedingsopoorlythathethoughthehadbetterofferhishandtoMrs。Pasmeratonce。HetoldherthathewasgoinguptoPonkwassetFallsattwoo’clock,andaskedhertopleaserememberhimtoMr。Pasmer。 Shesaidshewould,andaskedhimifheweretobegonelong。 “Ohno;justovernight——tillIcantellthemwhat’shappened。”HefeltitacomforttobetrivialwithMrs。Pasmer,afterbracinguptoAlice’sideals。“Isupposethey’llhavetoknow。” “Whatanexemplaryson!“saidMrs。Pasmer。“Yes,Isupposetheywill。” “IsupposeditwouldbeenoughifIwrote,butAlicethinksI’dbetterreportinperson。” “Ithinkyouhad,indeed!Anditwillbeagoodthingforyoubothtohavethetimeforclarifyingyourideas。Didshetellyoushehadbeenatmatinsthismorning?”AlightoflaughtertrembledinMrs。Pasmer’seyes,andMaveringcouldnotkeeparesponsivegleamoutofhisown。Inaninstantthededicationofhisengagementbymorningprayerceasedtobeahighandsolemnthought,andbecamedeliciouslyamusing;andthislaughingAliceoverwithhermotherdidmoretorealisethefactthatshewashisthananythingelsehadyetdone。 Inthatdarkpassageoutsidehefelttwoarmsgotenderlyroundhisneck; andasoftshapestrainitselftohisheart。“Iknowyouhavebeenlaughingaboutme。Butyoumay。I’myoursnow,eventolaughat,ifyouwant。” “Youareminetofalldownandworship。”hevowed,withaninstantrevulsionoffeeling。 Alicedidn’tsayanything;hefeltherhandfumblingabouthiscoatlapel。 “Whereisyourbreastpocket?”sheasked;andhetookholdofherhand,whichleftacarte-de-visite-shapedsomethinginhis。 “Itisn’tverygood。”shemurmured,aswellasshecould,withherlipsagainsthischeek,“butIthoughtyou’dliketoshowthemsomeproofofmyexistence。Ishallhavenoneofyourswhileyou’regone。” “OAlice!youthinkofeverything!“ Hisheartwaspiercedbythesoftreproachimpliedinherwords;hehadnotthoughttoaskherforherphotograph,butshehadthoughttogiveit; shemusthavefeltitstrangethathehadnotaskedforit,andshehadmeanttoslipitinhispocketandlethimfinditthere。Butevenhispangofself-upbraidingwasapartofhistransport。Heseemedtofloatdownthestairs;hismindwasinadeliriouswhirl。“Ishallgomad。”hesaidtohimselfintheexcessofhisjoy——“Ishalldie!“ XXVIII。 ThepartingscenewithAlicepersistedinMavering’sthoughtfaronthewaytoPonkwassetFalls。Henowsucceededinsayingeverythingtoher: howdeeplyhefelthergivinghimherphotographtocheerhiminhisseparationfromher;howmuchheappreciatedherforethoughtinprovidinghimwithsomeanswerwhenhismotherandsistersshouldaskhimaboutherlooks。Hetookoutthepicture,andpretendedtotheotherpassengerstobelookingverycloselyatit,andsomanagedtokissit。Hetoldherthatnowheunderstoodwhatlovereallywas;howpowerful;howitdidconquereverything;thatithadchangedhimandmadehimalreadyabetterman。Hemadeherrefuseallmeritinthework。 Whenhebegantoformulatethefactsforcommunicationtohisfamily,lovedidnotseemsopotent;hefoundhimselfashamedofhispassion,oratleastunwillingtoletitbeitsownexcuseeven;hehadawishtogiveitalmostanyotherappearance。UntilhecameinsightofthestationandtheWorks,ithadnotseemedpossibleforanyonetoobjecttoAlice。Hehadbeengoinghomeasamatterofformtoreceivetheadhesionofhisfamily。Butnowhewasforcedtoseethatshemightbeconsideredcritically,evenreluctantly。ThiswouldonlybebecausehisfamilydidnotunderstandhowperfectAlicewas;buttheymightnotunderstand。 Withhisfathertherewouldbenodifficulty。HisfatherhadseenAliceandadmiredher;hewouldbeallright。Danfoundhimselfhopingthisratheranxiously,asiffromtheinstinctiveneedofhisfather’ssupportwithhismotherandsisters。HestoppedattheWorkswhenheleftthetrain,andfoundhisfatherinhisprivateofficebeyondthebook-keeper’spicket-fence,whichhepenetrated,withanodtotheaccountant。 “Hello,Dan!“saidhisfather,lookingup;and“Hello,father!“saidDan。 Beingalone,thefatherandsonnotonlyshookhands,butkissedeachother,astheyusedtodoinmeetingafteranabsencewhenDanwasyounger。 Hehadclosedhisfather’sdoorwithhislefthandingivinghisright,andnowhesaidatonce,“Father,I’vecomehometotellyouthatI’mengagedtobemarried。” Danhadprearrangedhisfather’sbehaviouratthisannouncement,buthenowperceivedthathewouldhavetomodifythesceneifitweretorepresentthefacts。Hisfatherdidnotbrightenalloveranddemand,“MissPasmer,ofcourse?”hecontrivedtohidewhateverstartthenewshadgivenhim,andwassometimeinasking,withhissoftlisp,“Isn’tthatrathersudden,Dan?” “Well,notforme。”saidDan,laughinguneasily。It’s——youknowher,father——MissPasmer。” “Ohyes。”saidhisfather,certainlynotwithdispleasure,andyetnotwithenthusiasm。 “I’vehadeversinceClassDaytothinkitover,andit——cametoaclimaxyesterday。” “Andthenyoustoppedthinking。”saidhisfather——togaintime,itappearedtoDan。 “Yes,sir。”saidDan。“Ihaven’tthoughtsince。” “Well。”saidhisfather,withanamusementwhichwasnotunfriendly。Headded,afteramoment,“ButIthoughtthathadbeenbrokenoff。”andDan’sinstinctpenetratedtothelurkingfactthathisfathermusthavetalkedtheruptureoverwithhismother,andnotwhollyregrettedit。 “Therewasakindof——hitchatonetime。”headmitted;“butit’sallrightnow。” “Well,well。”saidhisfather,“thisisgreatnews——greatnews。”andheseemedtobeshapinghimselftothenewpostureofaffairs,whilegivingitaconditionalrecognition。“She’sabeautifulcreature。” “Isn’tshe?”criedDan,withalittlebreakinhisvoice,forhehadfoundhisfather’smannerrathertrying。“Andshe’sgoodtoo。Iassureyouthatsheis——sheissimplyperfecteveryway。” “Well。”saidtheelderMavering,risingandpullingdowntherollingtopofhisdesk,“I’mgladtohearit,foryoursake,Dan。Haveyoubeenupatthehouseyet?” “No;I’mjustoffthetrain。” “Howishermother——howisMrs。Pasmer?Allwell?” “Yes,sir。”saidDan;“they’reallverywell。Youdon’tknowMr。Pasmer,Ibelieve,sir,doyou?” “Notsincecollege。Whatsortofpersonishe?” “He’sveryrefinedandquiet。Veryhandsome。Verycourteous。Veryniceindeed。” “Ah!that’sgood。”saidElbridgeMavering,withtheeffectofnothavingbeenveryattentivetohisson’sanswer。 Theywalkedupthelongslopeofthehillsideonwhichthehousestood,overlookingthevalleywheretheWorkswere,andfrontingtheplateauacrosstheriverwherethevillageofoperatives’houseswasscattered。 Thepalinglightofwhathadbeenaveryredsunsetflushedthem,andbroughtoutthepicturesquenesswhichthearchitect,whodesignedthemforaparticulareffectintheviewfromtheowner’smansion,hadintended。 Agoodcarriageroadfollowedtheeasiestlineofascenttowardsthisedifice,andreachedagateway。Withinitbegantodescribeacurveborderedwithasphaltedfootwaystothebroadverandahofthehouse,andthendescendedagaintothegate。Thegroundsenclosedwereplantedwithdeciduousshrubs,whichhadnowmostlydroppedtheirleaves,andclumpsoffirsdarkeningintheeveninglightwiththegleamofsomegardenstatuesshiveringaboutthelawnnextthehouse。ThebreezegrewcolderandstifferasthefatherandsonmountedtowardthemansionwhichDanusedtobelievewaslikeachateau,withitsMansard-roofanddormerwindowsandchimneys。Itnowblockeditsspacesharplyoutofthethinpinkofthewesternsky,anditslightssparkledwithawintrykeennesswhichhadoftenthrilledDanwhenheclimbedthehillfromthestationinformerhomecomings。Theirbrilliancygavehimastrangesinkingoftheheartfornoreason。HeandhisfatherhadkeptupasortofdesultorytalkaboutAlice,andhecouldnothavesaidthathisfatherhadseemedindifferent; hehadtouchedtheaffaironlytooacquiescently;itwaspainfullylikeeverythingelse。Whentheycameinfullsightofthehouse,Danleftthesubject,asherealisedpresently,fromareasonlessfearofbeingoverheard。 “Itseemsmuchlaterhere,sir,thanitdoesinBoston。”hesaid,glancingroundatthemaples,whichstoodragged,withhalftheirleavesblownfromthem。 “Yes;we’reinthehills,andwe’refurthernorth。”answeredhisfather。 “There’sMinnie。” Danhadseenhissisterontheverandah,pausingatsightofhim,andpuzzledtomakeoutwhowaswithherfather。Hehadanimpulsetohailherwithashout,buthecouldnot。Inhislastwalkwithherhehadtoldherthatheshouldnevermarry,andtheyhadplannedtolivetogether。Itwasajoke;butnowhefeltasifhehadcometorobherofsomething,andhewalkedsoberlyonwithhisfather。 “Why,Dan,yougood-for-nothingfellow!“shecalledoutwhenhecamenearenoughtobeunmistakable,andrandownthestepstokisshim。“Whatintheworldareyoudoinghere?Whendidyoucome?Whydidn’tyouhollo,insteadoflettingmestandhereguessing?You’renotsick,areyou?” Thefathergothimselfindoorsunnoticedintheexcitementofthebrother’sarrival。ThiswouldhavebeenthebestmomentforDantotellhissisterofhisengagement;heknewit,butheparriedhercuriosityabouthiscoming;andthenhissisterEunicecameout,andhecouldnotspeak。Theyallwenttogetherintothehouseflamingwithnaphthagas,andwiththesteamheatalreadyon,andDansaidhewouldtakehisbagtohisroom,andthencomedownagain。Heknewthathehadleftthemtothinkthattherewassomethingverymysteriousinhiscoming,andwhilehewashedawaythegrimeofhisjourneyhewasplanninghowtoappearperfectlynaturalwhenheshouldgetbacktohissisters。Herecollectedthathehadnotaskedeitherthemorhisfatherhowhismotherwas,butitwascertainlynotbecausehismindwasnotfullofher。Alicenowseemedveryremotefromhim,furthereventhanhisgun,orhisboyishcollectionofmothsandbutterflies,onwhichhiseyefellinrovingabouthisroom。 Forabitterinstantitseemedtohimasiftheywereallaliketoys,andinasuddendespairheaskedhimselfwhathadbecomeofhishappiness。ItwasscarcelyhalfadaysincehehadpartedintransportfromAlice。 Hemadepretextstokeepfromreturningatoncetohissisters,anditwasnearlyhalfanhourbeforehewentdowntothem。Bythattimehisfatherwaswiththeminthelibrary,andtheywerewaitingteaforhim。 XXIX。 Afamilyofrichpeopleinthecountry,apartfromintellectualinterests,isapttogormandise;andtheMaveringsalwayssatdowntoaluxurioustable,whichwasmostabundantandtemptingatthemealtheycalledtea,whentheinventionofthePortugueseman-cookwastaxedtosupplythedemandsofappetitesatonceeagerandfastidious。Theyprolongedthemealasmuchaspossibleinwinter,andDanusedtoliketogethomejustintimeforteawhenhecameupfromHarvard;itwasalwaysveryjolly,andhebroughtaboy’shungertoitsabundance。Thedining-room,fullofshininglight,andtreatedfromthelow-downgrate,wasapleasantplace。 Butnowhisspiritsfailedtorisewiththephysicalcheer;hewasalmostbashfullysilent;hesatcowedinthepresenceofhissisters,andcarewornintheplacewhereheusedtobesogayandbold。Theywerewaitingtohavehimbeginabouthimself,ashealwaysdidwhenhehadbeenaway,andwerereadytosympathisewithhisegotism,whatevernewturnittook。Hemystifiedthembyaskingaboutthemandtheiraffairs,andbydealinginfutilegeneralities,insteadoflaunchingoutwithanybusinessthathehappenedatthetimetobefullof。Buthedidnotattendtotheiranswerstohisquestions;hewasabsent-minded,andonlyknewthathisfacewasflushed,andthathewasobviouslyillatease。 Hisyoungersisterturnedfromhimimpatientlyatlast。“Father,whatisthematterwithDan?” Herboldrecognitionoftheircommonconstraintbrokeitdown。Danlookedathisfatherwithhelplessconsent,andhisfathersaidquietly,“Hetellsmehe’sengaged。” “Whatnonsense!“saidhissisterEunice。 “Why,Dan!“criedMinnie;andhefeltareproachinherwordswhichthewordsdidnotexpress。Asilencefollowed,inwhichthefatheralongwentonwithhissupper。ThegirlssatstaringatDanwithincredulouseyes。 Hebecamesuddenlyangry。 “Idon’tknowwhat’ssoveryextraordinaryaboutit,orwhythereshouldbesuchapother。”hebegan;andheknewthathewasinsolentlyignoringabundantreasonsforpother,iftherehadbeenanypother。“Yes,I’mengaged。” Heexpectednowthattheywouldbelievehim,andaskwhomhewasengagedto;butapparentlytheywerestillunabletorealiseit。Hewasobligedtogoon。“I’mengagedtoMissPasmer。” “ToMissPasmer!“repeatedEunice。 “ButIthought——“Minniebegan,andthenstopped。 Dancommandedhistemperbyastrongeffort,andcondescendedtoexplain。 “Therewasamisunderstanding,butit’sallrightnow;Ionlymetheryesterday,and——it’sallright。”HehadtokeeponignoringwhathadpassedbetweenhimandhissistersduringthemonthhespentathomeafterhisreturnfromCampobello。Hedidnotwishtodoso;hewouldhavebeengladtolaughoverthatepochofill-concealedheart-breakwiththem;butthewaytheyhadtakenthefactofhisengagementmadeitimpossible。Hewasforcedtokeepthematadistance;theyforcedhim。“I’mglad。”headdedbitterly,“thatthenewsseemstobesoagreeabletomyfamily。 Thankyouforyourcordialcongratulations。”Heswallowedalargecupoftea,andkeptlookingdown。 “Howsilly!“saidEunice,whowasmuchtheoldestofthethree。“Didyouexpectustofalluponyourneckbeforewecouldbelieveitwasn’tahoaxoffather’s?” “Ahoax!“Danburstout。 “Isuppose。”saidMinnie,withmockmeekness,“thatifwe’retobedevoured,it’snousesayingwedidn’troilthebrook。I’msureI congratulateyou,Dan,withallmyheart。”sheadded,withatremblingvoice。 “IcongratulateMissPasmer。”saidEunice,“onsecuringsuchaveryreasonablehusband。” WhenEunicefirstbecameayoungladyshewassomucholderthanDanthatinhismother’sabsenceshesometimesauthorisedherselftoboxhisears,tillshewasfinallyoverthrowninbattlebythegrowingboy。Shestillfeltherselfsomuchhistutelarygeniusthatshecouldnotlettheideaofhisengagementaweher,orkeepherfromgivinghimaneededlesson。 Danjumpedtohisfeet,andpassionatelythrewhisnapkinonhischair。 “There,thatwilldo,Eunice!“interposedthefather。“Sitdown,Dan,anddon’tbeanass,ifyouareengaged。Doyouexpecttocomeupherewithabombshellinyourpocket,andexplodeitamonguswithoutcausinganycommotion?Wealldesireyourhappiness,andwearegladifyouthinkyou’vefoundit,butwewanttohavetimetorealiseit。Wehadonlyadjustedourmindstotheapparentfactthatyouhadn’tfounditwhenyouwereherebefore。”Hisfatherbeganveryseverely,butwhenheendedwiththisrecognitionofwhattheyhadallblinkedtillthen,theylaughedtogether。 “Mypillowisn’tdryyet,withthetearsIshedforyou,Dan。”saidMinniedemurely。 “Ishallhavetocountermandmymourning。”saidEunice,“andwearloudercoloursthanever。Unless。”sheadded,“MissPasmerchangeshermindagain。” Thisdivinationofthepastgavethemallachanceforanotherlaugh,andDan’ssistersbegantoreconcilethemselvestothefactofhisengagement,ifnottoMissPasmer。Inwhatwasabstractlysodisagreeabletherewasthecomfortthattheycouldjokeabouthishappiness;theyhadnotfeltfreetomakelightofhismiserywhenhewasathomebefore。Theybegantoaskallthequestionstheycouldthinkofastohowandwhen,andtheyassimilatedthefactmoreandmoreinacquiringtheseparticularsandmakingamockofthemandhim。 “Ofcourseyouhaven’tgotherphotograph。”suggestedEunice。“Youknowwe’veneverhadthepleasureofmeetingtheyoungladyyet。” “Yes。”Danowned,blushing,“Ihave。ShethoughtImightliketoshowittomother:Butitisn’t——“ “Averygoodone——theyneverare。”saidMinnie。 “Anditwastakenseveralyearsago——theyalwaysare。”saidEunice。 “Andshedoesn’tphotographwell,anyway。” “Andthisonewasjustafteralongfitofsickness。” Dandrewitoutofhispocket,aftersomefumblingforit,whilehetoleratedtheirgibes。 Euniceputhernosetoit。“Ihopeit’syourcigarettesitsmellsof。” shesaid。 “Yes;shedoesn’tusetheweed。”answeredDan。 “Oh,Ididn’tmeanthat,exactly。”returnedhissister,holdingthepictureoffatarm’slength,andviewingitcriticallywithcontractedeyes。 Dancouldnothelplaughing。“Idon’tthinkit’sbeennearanyothercigar-case。”heansweredtranquilly。 Minnielookedatitverynearto,coveringallbutthefacewithherhand。 “Dan,she’slovely!“shecried,andDan’sheartleapedintohisthroatAshegratefullymethissister’seyes。 “You’lllikeher,Min。” Eunicetookthephotographfromherforasecondscrutiny。“She’scertainlyverystylish。Ratherabeakofanose,andalittletoobird—— likeonthewhole。Butsheisn’tsobad。Isitlikeher?”sheaskedwithaglanceatherfather。 “Imightsay——afterlooking。”hereplied。 “True!Ididn’tknowbutDanhadshownittoyouassoonasyoumet。Heseemedtobeinsuchahurrytoletusallknow。” Thefathersaid,“Idon’tthinkitflattersher。”andhelookedatitmorecarefully。“Notmuchofhermotherthere?”hesuggestedtoDan。 “No,sir;she’smorelikeherfather。” “Well,afterallthisexcitement,IbelieveI’llhaveanothercupoftea,andtakesomethingtoeat,ifMissPasmer’sphotographdoesn’tobject。” saidEunice,andshereplenishedhercupandplate。 “Whatcolouredhairandeyeshasshe,Dan?”askedMinnie。 Hehadtothinksoastobeexact。“Well,youmightsaytheywereblack,hereyebrowsaresodark。ButIbelievethey’reasortofgreyish-blue。” “Notanuncommoncolourforeyes。”saidEunice,“butratherpeculiarforhair。” Theygottomakingfunofthepicture,andDantoldthemaboutAliceandherfamily;thefatherleftthematthetable,andthencamebackwithwordfromDan’smotherthatshewasreadytoseehim。 XXX。 Byeighto’clockintheeveningthepainwithwhicheverydaybeganforMrs。Maveringwaslulled,andherjarrednerveswerestayedbytheopiatestillshefellasleepaboutmidnight。Inthisintervalthefamilygatheredintoherroom,andbroughthertheirnewsandthecheeroftheirhealth。 Thegirlschatteredononesideofherbed,andtheirfathersatwithhisnewspaperontheother,andreadaloudthepassageswhichhethoughtwouldinteresther,whileshelayproppedamongherpillows,brilliantlyeagerfortheworldopeningthisglimpseofitselftohershiningeyes。Thatwasonhergoodnights,whenthedrugsdidtheirwork,butthereweretimeswhentheyfailed,andtheday’sagonyprolongeditselfthroughtheevening,andthesleepwonatlastwasaheavystupor。Thenthesufferer’stempergavewayunderthestress;shebecamethetormentshesuffered,andtoretheheartssheloved。Mostofall,sheafflictedthemanwhohadbeensofaithfultohermisery,andmaddenedhimtoreprisals,ofwhichheafterwardabjectlyrepented。Hertonguewassharpenedbypain,andpitilesslyskilledtoinculpateandtopunish;itpiercedandburnedlikefirebutwhenagooddaycameagainshemadeituptothevictimsbytheangelicsweetnessandsanitywhichtheyfeltwasherrealself;thecrueltywasonlythemaskofhersuffering。 Whenshewasbettertheybroughttoherroomanybodywhowasstayingwiththem,andshelikedthemtobejollyinthespaciouschamber。Thepleasantestthingsofthehousewereassembled,andallitscomfortsconcentrated,intheplacewhichsheandtheyknewsheshouldquitbutonce。Itwasmadegaywithflowersandpictures;itwasthesalonforthosefortunatehourswhenshebecamethelightestandblithestofthecompanyinit,andmadetheyoungestguestforgetthattherewassicknessorpainintheworldbythespiritwithwhichsheignoredherown。Herlaughbecameyoungagain;shejoked;sheenteredintowhattheyweredoingandreadingandthinking,andsentthemawayfullofthesympathywhichinthismoodofhersshehadforeverymoodinothers。Girlssighedouttheirwonderandenvytoherdaughterswhentheylefther;theyoungmenwhomshecaptivatedwithherdivinationoftheirpassionsorambitionswentawaycelebratinghersupernaturalknowledgeofhumannature。Thenexteveningaftersomenightofrareandhappyexcitement,thefamilysawhernursecarryingthepicturesandflowersandvasesoutofherroom,insignofherrenunciationofthemall,andassembledsilently,shrinkingly,inherchamber,totakeeachtheirportionofheranguish,oftheblameandthepenalty。Thehouseholdadjusteditselftoherhumours,forshewassupremeinit。 WhenDanusedtocomehomefromHarvardsheputonaprettycapforhim,anddistinguishedhimascompanybycertainlaceshidingherwastedframe,andgivingtheirpatheticcoquetrytohertransparentwrists。Hewasherfavourite,andthegirlsacknowledgedhimso,andmadetheirfunofherforspoilinghim。Hefoundoutashegrewupthatherbrokenhealthdatedfromhisbirth,andatfirstthisdeeplyaffectedhim;buthisyounglifesoonlostthekeennessoftheimpression,andhelovedhismotherbecauseshelovedhim,andnotbecauseshehadbeendyingforhimsomanyyears。 Ashenowcameintoherroom,andthewaiting-womanwentoutofitwithherusual,“Well,Mr。Dan!“thetendernesswhichfilledhimatsightofhismotherwasmixedwiththatsenseofguiltwhichhadtormentedhimattimeseversincehemethissisters。Hewasgoingtotakehimselffromher;herealisedthat。 “Well,Dan!“shecalled,sogailythathesaidtohimself,“No,fatherhasn’ttoldheranythingaboutit。”andwasinstantlyabletoanswerherascheerfully,“Well,mother!“ Hebentoverhertokissher,andtheodourofthecleanlinenminglingwiththatoftheopium,andthecolognewithwhichshehadtriedtobanishitsscent,openedtohimoneofthosevastreachesofassociationswhichperfumescanunlock,andhesawherlyingtherethroughthoseyearsofpain,asmanyashalfhislife,andsuddenlythetearsgushedintohiseyes,andhefellonhisknees,andhidhisfaceinthebed-clothesandsobbed。 Shekeptsmoothinghishead,whichshookunderherthinhand,andsaying,“PoorDan!poorDan!“butdidnotquestionhim。Heknewthatsheknewwhathehadcometotellher,andthathistears,whichhadnotbeenmeantforthat,hadmadeinterestwithherforhimandhiscause,andthatshewasalreadyonhisside。 Hetriedboyishlytodignifythesituationwhenheliftedhisface,andhesaid,“Ididn’tmeantocomeboohooingtoyouinthisway,andI’mashamedofmyself。” “Iknow,Dan;butyou’vebeenwroughtup,andIdon’twonder。Youmustn’tmindyourfatherandyoursisters。Ofcourse,they’rerathersurprised,andtheydon’tlikeyourtakingyourselffromthem——we,noneofusdo。” AtthesehonestwordsDantriedtobecomehonesttoo。Atleasthedroppedhispretenceofdignity,andbecameasalittlechildinhissimplegreedforsympathy。“Butitisn’tnecessarilythat;isit,mother?” “Yes,it’sallthat,Dan;andit’sallright,becauseit’sthat。Wedon’tlikeit,butournotlikingithasnothingtodowithitsbeingrightorwrong。” “Isupposedthatfatherwouldhavebeenpleased,anyway;forhehasseenher,and——and。Ofcoursethegirlshaven’t,butIthinktheymighthavetrustedmyjudgmentalittle。I’mnotquiteafool。” Hismothersmiled。“Oh,itisn’taquestionofthewisdomofyourchoice; it’stheunexpectedness。Weallsawthatyouwereveryunhappywhenyouwereherebefore,andwesupposedithadgonewrong。” “Ithad,mother。”saidDan。“SherefusedmeatCampobello。Butitwasamisunderstanding,andassoonaswemet——“ “Iknewyouhadmetagain,andwhatyouhadcomehomefor,andItoldyourfatherso,whenhecametosayyouwerehere。” “Didyou,mother?”heasked,charmedatherhavingguessedthat。 “Yes。Shemustbeagoodgirltosendyoustraighthometotellus。” “YouknewIwouldn’thavethoughtofthatmyself。”saidDanjoyously。“I wantedtowrite;Ithoughtthatwoulddojustaswell。Ihatedtoleaveher,butshemademecome。Sheisthebest,andthewisest,andthemostunselfish-Omother,Ican’ttellyouabouther!Youmustseeher。Youcan’trealisehertillyouseeher,mother。You’lllikeeachother,I’msureofthat。You’rejustalike。”ItseemedtoDanthattheywereexactlyalike。 “Thenperhapswesha’n’t。”suggestedhismother。“Letmeseeherpicture。” “HowdidyouknowIhadit?Ifithadn’tbeenforher,Ishouldn’thavebroughtany。SheputitintomypocketjustasIwasleaving。Shesaidyouwouldallwanttoseewhatshelookedlike。” Hehadtakenitoutofhispocket,andheheldit,smilingfondlyuponit。 Aliceseemedtosmilebackathim。Hehadlostherinthereluctanceofhisfatherandsisters;andnowhismother——itwashismotherwhohadgivenhertohimagain。Hethoughthowtenderlyhelovedhismother。 Whenhecouldyieldherthephotograph,shelookedlongandsilentlyatit。“Shehasagreatdealofcharacter,Dan。” “Thereyou’vehitit,mother!I’dratheryouwouldhavesaidthatthananythingelse。Butdon’tyouthinkshe’sbeautiful?She’sthegentlestcreature,whenyoucometoknowher!Iwasawfullyafraidofheratfirst。Ithoughtshewasveryhaughty。Butsheisn’tatall。She’sreallyveryself-depreciatory;shethinkssheisn’tgoodenoughforme。 Yououghttohearhertalk,mother,asIhave。She’sfullofthenoblestideals——ofbeingofsomeuseintheworld,ofbeingself-devoted,and——allthatkindofthing。Andyoucanseethatshe’scapableofit。Heraunt’sinaProtestantsisterhood。”hesaid,withasolemnitywhichdidnotseemtocommunicateitselftohismother,forMrs。Maveringsmiled。Dansmiledtoo,andsaid:“ButIcan’ttellyouaboutAlice,mother。She’sperfect。” Hisheartoverflowedwithprouddelightinher,andhewasfoolenoughtoadd,“She’ssoaffectionate!“ Hismotherkeptherselffromlaughing。“Idaresaysheis,Dan——withyou。”Thenshehidallbuthereyeswiththephotograph,andgaveway。 “Whatadonkey!“saidDan,meaninghimself。“IfIgoon,Ishalldisgustyouwithher。WhatImeanisthatsheisn’tatallproud,asIusedtothinkshewas。” “Nogirlis,underthecircumstances。Shehasallshecandotobeproudofyou。” “Doyouthinkso,mother?”“hesaid,enrapturedwiththenotion。“I’vedonemybest——ormyworst——nottogiveheranyreasontobeso。” “Shedoesn’t’wantany——thelessthebetter。Yousillyboy!Don’tyousupposeshewantstomakeyououtofwholeclothjustasyoudowithher? Shedoesn’twantanyfactstostartwith;they’dbeintheway。Well,now,Icanmakeout,withyourhelp,whattheyoungladyis;butwhatarethefatherandmother?They’reratherimportantinthesecases。” “Oh,they’rethenicestkindofpeople。”saidDan,inoptimisticgeneralisation。“You’dlikeMrs。Pasmer。She’sawfullynice。” “DoyousaythatbecauseyouthinkIwouldn’t?”askedhismother。“Isn’tsheratherslyandhum-bugging?” “Well,yes,sheis,toacertainextent。”Danadmitted,withalaugh。 “Butshedoesn’tmeananyharmbyit。She’sextremelykind-hearted。” “Toyou?Idaresay。AndMr。Pasmerisratherunderherthumb?” “Well,yes,youmightsaythumb。”Danconsented,feelingituselesstodefendthePasmersagainstthisanalysis。 “Wewon’tsayheel。”returnedhismother;“we’retoopolite。Andyourfathersayshehadthereputationincollegeofbeingoneofthemostselfishfellowsintheworld。He’sneverdoneanythingsincebutlosemostofhismoney。He’sbeenabsolutelyidleanduselessallhisdays。” Sheturnedhervividblueeyessuddenlyuponherson’s。 Danwinced。“Youknowhowhardfatherisuponpeoplewhohaven’tdoneanything。It’samaniaofhis。OfcourseMr。Pasmerdoesn’tshowtoadvantagewherethere’sno——noleisureclass。” “Poorman!“ Danwasgoingtosay,“He’sveryamiable,though。”buthewasafraidofhismother’sretorting,“Toyou?”andheheldhispeace,lookingchapfallen。 Whetherhismothertookpityonhimornot,hernextsallywasconsoling。 “ButyourAlicemaynottakeaftereitherofthem。Herfatheristheworstofhisbreed,itseems;therestareusefulpeople,fromwhatyourfatherknows,andthere’sagreatdealtobehopedforcollaterally。Shehadanuncleincollegeatthesametimewhowaseverythingthatherfatherwasnot。” “OneofherauntsisinoneofthoseProtestantreligioushousesinEngland。”repeatedDan。 “Oh!“saidhismothershortly,“Idon’tknowthatIlikethatparticularly。Butprobablysheisn’tuselessthere。IsAliceveryreligious?” “Well,Isuppose。”saidDan,withasmileforthedevotionsthatcameintohisthought,“she’swhatwouldbecalled’Piscopalpious。” Mrs。Maveringreferredtothephotograph,whichshestillheldinherhand。“Well,she’spureandgood,atanyrate。Isupposeyoulookforwardtoalongengagement?” Danwassomewhattakenabackatasuppositionsoverycontrarytowhatwasinhismind。“Well,Idon’tknow。Why?” “Itmightbesaidthatyouareveryyoung。HowoldisAgnes——Alice,I mean?” “Twenty-one。Butnow,lookhere,mother!It’snouseconsideringsuchathingintheabstract,isit?” “No。”saidhismother,withasmileforwhatmightbecoming。 “ThisisthewayI’vebeenviewingit;Imaysayit’sthewayAlicehasbeenviewingit——orMrs。Pasmer,rather。” “DecidedlyMrs。Pasmer,rather。Betterbehonest,Dan。” “I’lldomybest。Iwasthinking,hoping,thatis,thatasI’mgoingrightintothebusiness——havegoneintoitalready,infact——andcouldbeginlifeatonce,thatperhapstherewouldn’tbemuchsenseinwaitingagreatwhile。” “Yes?” “That’sall。Thatis,ifyouandfatherareagreed。”Hereflecteduponthisprovision,andadded,withalaughofconfusionandpleasure:“ItseemstobesoverymuchmoreofafamilyaffairthanIusedtothinkitwas。” “Youthoughtitconcernedjustyouandher?”saidhismother,witharchsympathy。 “Well,yes。” “Poorfellow!Sheknewbetterthanthat,youmaybesure。Atanyrate,hermotherdid。” “WhatMrs。Pasmerdoesn’tknowisn’tprobablyworthknowing。”saidDan,withanamusedsenseofheromniscience。 “Ithoughtso。”sighedhismother,smilingtoo。“Andnowyoubegintofindoutthatitconcernsthefamiliesinalltheirbranchesonbothsides。” “Oh,ifitstoppedatthefamiliesandtheirramifications!Butitseemstotakeinsocietyandthegeneralpublic。” “Soitdoes——morethanyoucanrealise。Youcan’tgetmarriedtoyourselfalone,asyoungpeoplethink;andifyoudon’tmarryhappily,yousinagainstthepeaceandcomfortofthewholecommunity。” “Yes,that’swhatI’mchieflylookingoutfornow。Idon’twantanyofthosepeopleinCentralAfricatosuffer。That’sthereasonIwanttomarryAliceattheearliestopportunity。ButIsupposethere’llhavetobeaMaveringembassytothehighcontractingpowersoftheotherpartnow?” “Yourfatherandoneofthegirlshadbettergodown。” “Yes?” “AndinviteMr。andMrs。Pasmerandtheirdaughtertocomeuphere。” “Allonprobation?” “Ohno。Ifyou’repleased,Dan——“ Iam,mother——measurably。”Theybothlaughedatthismildwayofputtingit。 “Why,thenit’stobesupposedthatwe’reallpleased。Youneedn’tbringthewholePasmerfamilyhometolivewithyou,ifyoudomarrythemall。” “No。”saidDan,andsuddenlybebecameverydistraught。ItflashedthroughhimthathismotherwasexpectinghimtocomehomewithAlicetolive,andthatshewouldnotbeatallpleasedwithhisschemeofaEuropeansojourn,whichMrs。Pasmerhadsocordiallyadopted。Hewasamazedthathehadnotthoughtofthat,butherefusedtoseeanydifficultywhichhishappinesscouldnotcopewith。 “No,there’sthatviewofit。”hesaidjollily;andheburiedhismomentaryanxietyoutofsight,and,asitwere,danceduponitsgrave。 Nevertheless,hehadadesiretogetquicklyawayfromthespot。“IhopetheMaveringembassywon’tbeagreatwhilegettingreadytogo。”hesaid。 “Ofcourseit’sallright;butIshouldn’twantanappearanceofreluctanceexactly,youknow,mother;andifthereshouldbemuchofanintervalbetweenmygettingbackandtheircomingon,don’tyouknow,why,thecatmightletherselfoutofthebag。” “Whatcat?”askedhismotherdemurely。 “Well,youknow,youhaven’treceivedmyengagementwithunmingledenthusiasm,and——andIsupposetheywouldfinditoutfromme——frommymanner;and——andIwishthey’dcomealongprettysoon,mother。” “Poorboy!I’mafraidthecatgotoutofthebagwhenMrs。Pasmercametotheyearsofdiscretion。Butyousha’n’tbeleftapreytoher。Theyshallgobackwithyou。Ringthebell,andlet’stalkitoverwiththemnow。” Danjoyfullyobeyed。Hecouldseethathismotherwasallonfirewithinterestinhisaffair,andthattheideaofsomehowcircumventingMrs。 Pasmerbypromptactionwasfascinatingher。 Hissisterscameupatonce,andhisfatherfollowedamomentlater。Theyalltooktheircuefromthemother’sgaiety,andbegantalkingandlaughing,exceptthefather,whosatlookingonwithasmileattheirlivelyspiritsandthejokesofwhichDanbecamethevictim。Eachfamilyhasitsownfantasticmedium,inwhichitgetsaffairstorelievethemoftheirconcreteseriousness,andtheMaveringsnowdidthiswithDan’sengagement,andplayedwithitasanairyabstraction。TheydebatedthecharacteroftheembassywhichwastobesentdowntoBostonontheirbehalf,anditwasdecidedthatEunicehadbettergowithherfather,asrepresentingmorefullytheageandrespectabilityofthefamily:atfirstglancethePasmerswouldtakeherforDan’smother,andthiswouldbeatremendousadvantage。 “AndifIliketheridiculouslittlechit。”saidEunice,“IthinkIshallletDanmarryheratonce。Iseenoreasonwhyheshouldn’tandI couldn’tstandalongengagement;Ishouldbreakitoff。” “Iguessthereareotherswhowillhavesomethingtosayaboutthat。” retortedtheyoungersister。“I’vealwayswantedalongengagementinthisfamily,andasthereseemstobenochanceforitwiththeladies,I wishtomakethemostofDan’s。Ialwayslikeitwheretheherogetssickandtheheroinenurseshim。IwantDantogetsick,andhaveAlicecomehereandtakecareofhim。” “No;thismarriagemusttakeplaceatonce。Whatdoyousay,father?” askedEunice。 Herfathersat,enjoyingthetalk,atthefootofthebed,withatendencytodoze。“YoumightaskDan。”hesaid,withalazycastofhiseyetowardhisson。 “Danhasnothingtodowithit。” “Danshallnotbeconsulted。” Thetwogirlsstormedupontheirfatherwiththeirdifferentreasons。 “NowIwilltellyouGirls,bestill!“theirmotherbrokein。“Listentome:Ihaveanidea。” “Listentoher:shehasanidea!“echoedEunice,inrecitative。 “Willyoubequiet?”demandedthemother。 “Wewillbedu-u-mb!“ Whentheybecameso,atthevergeoftheirmother’spatience,ofwhichtheyknewthelimits,shewenton:“IthinkDanhadbettergetmarriedatonce。” “There,Minnie!“ “ButwhatdoesDansay?” “Iwill——makethesacrifice。”saidDanmeekly。 “Nobleboy!That’sexactlywhatWashingtonsaidtohismotherwhensheaskedhimnottogotosea。”saidMinnie。 “Andthenhewentintothemilitia,andmadeitallrightwithhimselfthatway。”saidEunice。“Dancan’tplayhisfilialpietyonthisfamily。 Goon,mother。” “Iwanthimtobringhiswifehome,andlivewithus。”continuedhismother。 “IntheLpart!“criedMinnie,claspingherhandsinrapture。“I’vealwayssaidwhataperfectlittleapartmentitwasbyitself。” “Well,don’tsayitagain,then。”returnedhersister。“Alwaysisoftenenough。Well,intheLpartGoon,mother!Don’taskwhereyouwere,whenit’ssoexciting。” “Idon’tcarewhetherit’sintheLpartornot。There’splentyofroominthegreatbarnofaplaceeverywhere。” “ButwhatabouthistakingcareofthebusinessinBoston?”suggestedEunice,lookingatherfather。 “There’snohurryaboutthat。” “Andabouttheexcursiontoaestheticcentresabroad?”Minnieadded。 “Thatcouldbemanaged。”saidherfather,withthesameironicalsmile。 ThemotherandthegirlswentonwildlyplanningDan’sfutureforhim。Itwasallinastrainofextravagantburlesque。Buthecouldnottakehispartinitwithhisusualzest。Helaughedandjokedtoo,butatthebottomofhisheartwasanuneasyremembranceofthedifferentfuturehehadtalkedoverwithMrs。Pasmersoconfidently。Buthesaidtohimselfbuoyantlyatlastthatitwouldcomeoutallright。Hismotherwouldgivein,orelseAlicecouldreconcilehermothertowhateverseemedreallybest。 Hepartedfromhismotherwithfondgaiety。Hissisterscameoutoftheroomwithhim。 “I’mperfectlysorewithlaughing。”saidMinnie。“Itseemslikeoldtimes——doesn’tit,Dan?——suchagalewithmother。” XXXI。 Anengagementmustalwaysbealittleincredibleatfirsttothefamiliesofthebetrothed,andespeciallytothefamilyoftheyoungman;inthegirl’s,themother,atleast,willhaveamorerealisingsenseofthesituation。Ifthereareeldersisterswhohavebeenaccustomedtoregardtheirbrotherasveryyoung,hewillseemalltheyoungerbecauseinsuchamatterhehastreatedhimselfasifhewereaman;andEuniceMaveringsaid,afterseeingthePasmers,“Well,Dan,it’sallwellenough,I suppose,butitseemstooridiculous。” “What’sridiculousaboutit,Ishouldliketoknow?”hedemanded。 “Oh,Idon’tknow。Who’lllookafteryouwhenyou’remarried?Oh,I forgotMa’amPasmer!“ “Iguessweshallbeabletolookafterourselves。”saidDan;alittlesulkily。 “Yes,ifyou’llbeallowedto。”insinuatedhissister。 TheyspokeattheendofatalkinwhichhehadfrettedatthereticenceofbothhissisterandhisfatherconcerningthePasmers,whomtheyhadjustbeentosee。Hewasvexedwithhisfather,becausehefeltthathehadbeeninfluencedbyEunice,andhadsomehowgonebackonhim。HewasvexedandhewasgrievedbecausehisfatherhadleftthematthedoorofthehotelwithoutsayinganythinginpraiseofAlice,beyondthegeneralitiesthatwouldnotcarryfavourwithEunice;andhewasdepressedwithacertainsenseofAlice’sfatherandmother,whichseemedtohaveimparteditselftohimfromtheothers,andtobetheMaveringopinionofthem。HecouldnolongerseeMrs。Pasmerharmlessiftrivial,andgood- heartedifinveteratelyscheming;hecouldnotseethedignityandrefinementwhichhehadbelievedinMr。Pasmer;theyhadbothsufferedasortofshrinkageorcollapse,fromwhichhecouldnotrehabilitatethem。 Butthiswouldhavebeennothingifhissister’sandhisfather’seyes,throughwhichheseemedtohavebeenlooking,hadnotshownhimAliceinalightinwhichsheappearedstrangeandqueeralmosttoeccentricity。Hewashurtatthiseffectfromtheirwantofsympathy,hispridewastouched,andhesaidtohimselfthatheshouldnotfishforEunice’spraise;buthefoundhimselfsaying,withoutsurprise,“IsupposeyouwilldowhatyoucantoprejudicemotherandMin。” “Isn’tthatalittleprevious?”askedEunice。“HaveIsaidanythingagainstMissPasmer?” “Youhaven’tbecauseyoucouldn’t。”saidDan,withfoolishbitterness。 “Oh,Idon’tknowaboutthat。She’sahumanbeing,Isuppose——atleastthatwastheimpressionIgotfromherparentage。” “Whathaveyougottosayagainstherparents?”demandedDansavagely。 “Oh,nothing。Ididn’tcomedowntoBostontodenouncethePasmerfamily。” “Isupposeyoudidn’tliketheirbeinginaflat;you’dhavelikedtofindtheminahouseonCommonwealthAvenueorBeaconStreet。” “I’llownI’masnob。”saidEunice,withmaddeningmeekness。“So’sfather。” “Theyareconnectedwiththebestfamiliesinthecity,andtheyareinthebestsociety。Theydowhattheyplease,andtheylivewheretheylike。TheyhavebeensolonginEuropethattheydon’tcareforthosesillydistinctions。Butwhatyousaydoesn’tharmthem。It’ssimplydisgracefultoyou;that’sall。”saidDanfuriously。 “I’mgladit’snoworse,Dan。”saidhissister,withatranquilsmile。 “Andifyou’llstopprancingupanddowntheroom,andtakeaseat,andbehaveyourselfinaChristianmanner,I’lltalkwithyou;andifyoudon’t,Iwon’t。DoyousupposeI’mgoingtobebulliedintolikingthem?” “Youcanlikethemornot,asyouplease。”saidDansullenly;buthesatdown,andwaiteddecentlyforhissistertospeak。“Butyoucan’tabusethem——atleastinmypresence。” “Ididn’tknowmenlosttheirheadsaswellastheirhearts。”saidEunice。 “Perhapsit’sonlyanexchange,though,andit’sMissPasmer’shead。”Danstarted,butdidnotsayanything,andEunicesmoothlycontinued:“No,I don’tbelieveitis。Shelookedlikeasensiblegirl,andshetalkedsensibly。Ishouldthinkshehadaverygoodhead。Shehasgoodmanners,andshe’sextremelypretty,andverygraceful。I’msurprisedsheshouldbeinlovewithsuchasimpleton。” “Oh,goon!Abusemeasmuchasyoulike。”saidDan。HewasatoncesoothedbyherpraiseofAlice。 “No,itisn’tnecessarytogoon;thecaseisalittletooobvious。ButI thinkshewilldoverywell。Ihopeyou’renotmarryingthewholefamily,though。Isupposethatit’salwaysaquestionofwhichshallbescoopedup。Theywillwanttoscoopyouup,andweshallwanttoscoopherup。I daresayMa’amPasmerhasherlittleplan;whatisit?”