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类别:其他 作者:William Dean Howells字数:20658更新时间:18/12/21 16:56:19
Theybothlaughed,andDanlookedabouttheroom,whichhefoundwasaprivatehotelparlour,softenedtoamoredomesticeffectbythesignsofitsprolongedoccupationbytworefinedwomen。Onatablestoodaleatherphotographenvelopewiththreecabinetpicturesinit。Alongthetoplayasprayofwitheredforceythia。Dan’swanderingeyesrestedonit。MissAndersonwentandsoftlyclosedthedooropeningintothenextroom。 “Iwasafraidourtalkingmightdisturbmyaunt。”shesaid,andonherwaybacktohimshepickedupthephotographcaseandbroughtittothelight。 “Thesearemyfatherandmother。WeliveatYonkers;butI’mwithmyauntagooddealofthetimeintown——evenwhenI’mathome。”Shelaughedatherowncontradictorystatement,andputthecasebackwithoutexplainingthethirdfigure——afigureinuniform。Danconjecturedamilitarybrother,orfromherindifferenceperhapsamilitiabrother,andthenforgotabouthim。ButthepartialYonkersresidenceaccountedfortraitsofunconventionalityinMissAndersonwhichhehadnotbeenabletoreconcilewiththenotionofanexclusivelyNewYorkbreeding。Hefelttherelief,thesympathy,thecertaintyofintelligencewhicheverypersonwhoselifehasbeenpartlyspentinthecountryfeelsatfindingthatasuspectedcockneyhasalsohadtheoutlookintonatureandsimplicity。 OntheYonkersbasistheybecamemoreintimate,morepersonal,andDantoldheraboutPonkwassetFallsandhismotherandsisters;hetoldherabouthisfather,andshesaidsheshouldliketoseehisfather;shethoughthemustbelikeherfather。 “Allatonce,andfornoreasonthathecouldthinkofafterward,except,perhaps,thedesiretoseethecasewithhereyes,hebegantotellherofhisaffairwithAlice,andhowandwhyitwasbrokenoff;hetoldthewholetruthinregardtothat,anddidnotsparehimself。 Shelistenedwithoutoncespeaking,butwithoutapparentsurpriseattheconfidence,thoughshemayhavefeltsurprised。Attimesshelookedasifherthoughtswereawayfromwhathewassaying。 Heendedwith,“I’msureIdon’tknowwhyI’vetoldyouallthis。ButI wantedyoutoknowaboutme。Theworst。” MissAndersonsaid,lookingdown,“Ialwaysthoughtshewasaveryconscientiousgiyl。”Thenafterapause,inwhichsheseemedtobeovercominganembarrassmentinbeingobligedtospeakofanotherinsuchaconviction,“Ithinkshewasverymoybid。ShewaslikeeversomanyNewEnglandgiylsthatI’vemet。Theyseemtowantsomeexcuseforsuffering; andtheymustsufferevenifit’sthroughsomebodyelse。Idon’tknow; they’reromantic,NewEnglandgiylsare;theyhavetoomanyideals。” Danfeltabalminthis;hetoohadnoticedasuperfluityofidealsinAlice,hehadbornetheburdenofrealisingsomeofthem;theyallseemedtorelateinobjectionabledegreetohisperfectionation。Sohesaidgloomily,“Shewasverygood。AndIwastoblame。” “Ohyes!“saidMissAnderson,catchingherbreathinaqueerway;“sheseyvedyouright。” Sheroseabruptly,asifsheheardherauntspeak,andDanperceivedthathehadbeenmakingalongcall。 Hewentawaydazedanddissatisfied;heknewnowthatheoughtnottohavetoldMissAndersonabouthisaffair,unlesshemeantmorebyhisconfidencethanhereallydid——unlesshemeanttofollowitup。 Hetookleaveofher,andaskedhertomakehisadieuxtoheraunt;butthenextdayhecamedowntotheboattoseethemoff。Itseemedtohimthattheirinterviewhadendedtoohastily;hefeltsoreandrestlessoverit;hehopedthatsomethingmoreconclusivemighthappen。ButattheboatMissAndersonandherauntwereinseparable。MissVanHooksaidshehopedtheyshouldsoonseehimattheHygeia,andherepliedthathewasnotsurethatheshouldbeabletocomeafterall。 MissAndersoncalledsomethingafterhimasheturnedfromthemtogoashore。Heranbackeagerlytoknowwhatitwas。“BetterlookoutforthatMr。Lafflinofyours。”sherepeated。 “Oh!ohyes。”hesaid,indefinitelydisappointed。“Ishallkeepasharpeyeonhim。”Hewasdisappointed,buthecouldnothavesaidwhathehadhopedorexpectedhertosay。HewashumbledbeforehimselfforhavingtoldMissAndersonabouthisaffairwithAlice,andhadwishedshewouldsaysomethingthathemightscramblebacktohisself-esteemupon。Hehadtoldherallthatpartlyfrommereweakness,fromhislongingforthesympathywhichhewasalwayssoreadytogive,andpartlyfromthewillingnesstoposebeforeherasabrokenheart,todazzleherbytheironyandpersiflagewithwhichhecouldtreatsuchatragicalmatter;buthecouldnotfeelthathehadsucceeded。ThesumofhercommenthadbeenthatAlicehadservedhimright。Hedidnotknowwhethershereallybelievedthatormerelysaidittopunishhimforsomereason;buthecouldneverletitbethelastword。Hetingledasheturnedtowavehishandkerchieftoherontheboat,withthesuspicionthatshewaslaughingathim;andhecouldnotconsolehimselfwithanyheroofanovelwhohadgothimselfintojustsuchabox。Therewerealwayscircumstances,incidents,mitigations,thatkepttheherostillahero,andennobledtheboxintoanunjustprisoncell。 L。 OnthelongsunnypiazzaoftheHygeiaMrs。BrinkleyandMissVanHooksatandtalkedinacommunityofinterestwhichtheyhadnotdiscoveredduringthesummerbeforeatCampobello,andwithanequalityofhearingwhichthesoundofthewaveswashingalmostattheirfeetestablishedbetweenthem。 InthispleasantnoiseMissVanHookheardaswellasanyone,andMrs。 Brinkleygraduallyrealisedthatitwasthetroubleofhavingtolifthervoicethathadkeptherfromcultivatingaveryagreeableacquaintancebefore。Theladiessatinasecludedcorner,wearinglightwrapsthattheyhadoftenfoundcomfortableatCampobelloinAugust,andfromtimetotimeattestedtoeachothertheirastonishmentthattheyneedednomoreatOldPointinearlyApril。 Theydidthisnotonlyasajusttributetotheamiableclimate,butasarelieffromthetopicwhichhadbeenabsorbingthem,andtowhichtheyconstantlyreturned。 “No。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withasortoffinality,“Ithinkitisthebestthingthatcouldpossiblyhavehappenedtohim。Heisbearingitinaverymanlyway,butIfancyhehasfeltitdeeply,poorfellow。He’sneverbeeninBostonsince,andIdon’tbelievehe’dcomehereifhe’danyideahowmanyBostonpeopletherewereinthehotel——weswarm!Itwouldbeverypainfultohim。” “Yes。”saidMissVanHook,“youngpeopleseemtofeelthosethings。” “Ofcoursehe’sgoingtogetoverit。That’swhatyoungpeopledotoo。 Athisagehecan’thelpbeingcaughtwitheveryprettyfaceandeveryprettyfigure,eveninthemidstofhiswoe,andit’sonlyaquestionoftimetillheseizessomeprettyhandandgetsdrawnoutofitaltogether。” “Ithinkthatwouldbethecasewithmyniece,too。”saidMissVanHook,“ifshewasn’tkeptinitbyasenseofloyalty。Idon’tbelieveshereallydaresmuchforLieutenantWillinganymore;butheseesnosocietywherehe’sstationed,ofcourse,andhisconstancyisa——arebukeanda—— a——anincentivetoher。TheywereengagedalongtimeagojustafterheleftWestPoint——andwe’vealwaysbeeninhopesthathewouldberemovedtosomepostwherehecouldmeetotherladiesandbecomeinterestedinsomeoneelse。Butheneverhas,andsotheaffairremains。It’smostundesirabletheyshouldmarry,andinthemeantimeshewon’tbreakitoff,andit’sspoilingherchancesinlife。” “Itistoobad。”sighedMrs。Brinkley,“butofcourseyoucandonothing。 Iseethat。” “No,wecandonothing。Wehavetriedeverything。IusedtothinkitwasbecauseshewassodullthereatYonkerswithherfamily,andbroodedupontheoneideaallthetime,thatshecouldnotgetoverit;andatfirstitdidseemwhenshecametomethatshewouldgetoverit。Sheisveryfondofgaiety——ofyoungmen’ssociety,andshe’shadplentyoflittleflirtationsthatdidn’tmeananything,andneveramountedtoanything。 Everynowandthenaletterwouldcomefromthewildswherehewasstationed,andspoilitall。Sheseemedtofeelasortofchivalrousobligationbecausehewassofaroffandhelplessandlonely。” “Yes,Iunderstand。”saidMrs。Brinkley。“Whatapityshecouldn’tbemadetofeelthatthatdidn’tdeepentheobligationatall。” “I’vetriedtomakeher。”saidMissVanHook,“andI’vebeeneverywherewithher。OnewinterwewereuptheNile,andanotherinNice,andlastwinterwewereinRome。Shemetyoungmeneverywhere,andhadoffersuponoffers;butitwasofnouse。Sheremainedjustthesame,andtillshemetMr。MaveringinWashingtonIdon’tbelieve——“ MissVanHookstopped,andMrs。Brinkleysaid,“Andyetshealwaysseemedtomeparticularlypracticalandlevel-headed——asthemensay。” “Sosheis。Butsheisreallyveryromanticaboutsomethings;andwhenitcomestoamatterofthatkind,girlsareaboutallalike,don’tyouthink?” “Ohyes。”saidMrs。Brinkleyhopelessly,andbothladieslookedoutoverthewater,wherethewavescamerollinginoneafteranothertowastethemselvesontheshoreasfutilelyasiftheyhadbeenlives。 IntheeveningMissAndersongottwolettersfromtheclerk,atthehourwhentheladiesallflockedtohisdeskwiththeeagernessforletterswhichissoengaginginthem。Oneshepulledopenandglancedatwithasortofimpassionedindifference;theothershereadinoneintensemoment,andthenranitintoherpocket,andwithherhandstillonithurriedvividlyflushingtoherroom,andreadandreaditagainwithconstantlymountingemotion。 “WORMLEY’sHOTEL,Washington,April7,188。 “DEARMISSANDERSON,——IhavebeenactingonyourpartingadvicetolookoutforthatMr。Lafflinofmine,andIhavediscoveredthatheisanunmitigatedscamp。ConsequentlythereisnothingmoretokeepmeinWashington,andIshouldnowlikeyouradviceaboutcomingtoFortressMonroe。Doyoufinditmalarial?Ontheboatyourauntaskedmetocome,butyousaidnothingaboutit,andIwaslefttosupposethatyoudidnotthinkitwouldagreewithme。Doyoustillthinkso?orwhatdoyouthink?IknowyouthinkitwasuncalledforandinextremelybadtasteformetotellyouwhatIdidtheotherday;andIhavethoughtsotoo。 Thereisonlyonethingthatcouldjustifyit——thatis,Ithinkitmightjustifyit——ifyouthoughtso。ButIdonotfeelsurethatyouwouldliketoknowit,or,ifyouknewit,wouldlikeit。I’vebeenratherslowcomingtotheconclusionmyself,andperhapsit’sonlythebeginningoftheend;andnottheconclusion——ifthereissuchadifference。ButthequestionnowiswhetherImaycomeandtellyouwhatIthinkitis—— justifymyself,ormakethingsworsethantheyarenow。Idon’tknowthattheycanbeworse,butIthinkIshouldliketotry。Ithinkyourpresencewouldinspireme。 “WashingtonisawildernesssinceMiss——VanHookleft。Itisnotahowlingwildernesssimplybecauseithasnotenoughleftinittohowl; butithasalltheothermeritsofawilderness。 “Yourssincerely,“D。F。MAVERING。” Afterasecondperusalofthisnote,MissAndersonrecurredtotheotherletterwhichshehadneglectedforit,andreaditwitheyesfromwhichthetearsslowlyfelluponit。Thenshesatalongtimeathertablewithbothlettersbeforeher,anddidnotmove,excepttotakeherhandkerchiefoutofherpocketanddryhereyes,fromwhichthetearsbeganatoncetodripagain。Atlastshestartedforward,andcaughtpenandpapertowardher,bitingherlipandfrowningasiftokeepherselffirm,andshesaidtothecentralfigureinthephotographcasewhichstoodatthebackofthetable,“Iwill,Iwill!Youareaman,anyway。” Shesatdown,andbyaseriesofimpulsesshewrotealetter,withwhichshegaveherselfnopausetillsheputitintheclerk’shands,towhomsherandownstairswithit,kickingherskirtintowildwhirlsassheran,andcatchingherfootinitandstumbling。 “Willitgo——goto-night?”shedemandedtragically。 “Justintime。”saidtheclerk,withoutlookingup,andapparentlynotthinkingthathertonebetrayedanyunusualamountofemotioninaladypostingaletter;hewasusedtointensityonsuchoccasions。 Theletterran—— “DEARMR。MAVERING,——WeshallnowbeheresoshortatimethatIdonotthinkitadvisableforyoutocome。 “Yourletterwasratherenigmatical,andIdonotknowwhetherI understooditexactly。Isupposeyoutoldmewhatyoudidforgoodreasonsofyourown,andIdidnotthinkmuchaboutit。Ibelievethequestionoftastedidnotcomeupinmymind。 “Myauntjoinsmeinkindestregards。 “Yoursverysincerely,“JULIAV。H。ANDERSON。” “P。S——IthinkthatIoughttoreturnyourletter。Iknowthatyouwouldnotobjecttomykeepingit,butitdoesnotseemright。Iwishtoaskyourcongratulations。IhavebeenengagedforseveralyearstoLieutenantWilling,oftheArmy。HehasbeentransferredfromhispostinMontanatoFortHamiltonatNewYork,andwearetobemarriedinJune。 ThenextmorningMrs。Brinkleycameupfrombreakfastinasortofduplexexcitement,whichshetriedtoimparttoherhusband;hestoodwithhisbacktowardthedoor,bendingforwardtotheglassforamoreaccurateviewofhisface,fromwhichhehadscrapedhalfthelatherinshaving。 Shehadtwocardsinherhand:“MissVanHookandMissAndersonhavegone。 Theywentthismorning。IfoundtheirP。P。C。’sbymyplate。” Mr。Brinkleymadeaninarticulatenoiseforcomment,andassumedthecontemptuoussneerwhichsomemenfindconvenientforshavingthelowerlip。 “Andguesswho’scome,ofallpeopleintheworld?” “Idon’tknow。”saidBrinkley,seizinghischancetospeak。 “ThePasmers!——Aliceandhermother!Isn’titawful?” Mr。Brinkleyhadentereduponaverydifficultspotatthecornerofhisleftjaw。Hefinisheditbeforehesaid,“Idon’tseeanythingawfulaboutit,solongasPasmerhasn’tcometoo。” “ButDanMavering!He’sinWashington,andhemaycomedownhereanyday。 Justthinkhowshockingthatwouldbe!“ “Isn’tthatratheratheory?”askedMr。Brinkley,findingsuchopportunitiesforconversationashecould。“IdaresayMrs。Pasmerwouldbeverygladtoseehim。” “I’venodoubtshewould。”saidMrs。Brinkley。Butit’stheworstthingthatcouldhappen——forhim。AndIfeellikewritinghimnottocome—— telegraphinghim。” “YouknowhowthemanmadeafortuneinChicago。”saidherhusband,dryinghisrazortenderlyonatowelbeforebeginningtostropit。“Iadviseyoutoletthewholethingalone。Itdoesn’tconcernusinanywaywhatever。” “Then。”saidMrs。Brinkley,“thereoughttobeacommitteetotakeitinhandandwarnhim。” “Idaresayyoucouldmakeoneupamongtheladies。Butdon’tbethefirsttomoveinthematter。” “Ireallybelieve。”saidhiswife,withhermindtakenoffthepointbytheattractivenessofasurmisewhichhadjustoccurredtoher,“thatMrs。 PasmerwouldbecapableoffollowinghimdownifsheknewhewasinWashington。” “Yes,ifsheknow。Butsheprobablydoesn’t。” “Yes。”saidMrs。Brinkleydisappointedly。“IthinkthesuddendepartureoftheVanHooksmusthavehadsomethingtodowithDanMavering。” “Seemsaveryinfluentialyoungman。”saidherhusband。“Heattractsandrepelspeoplerightandleft。DidyouspeaktothePasmers?” “No;you’dbetter,whenyougodown。They’vejustcomeintothedining- room。Thegirllookslikedeath。” “Well,I’lltalktoheraboutMavering。That’llcheerherup。” Mrs。Brinkleylookedathimforaninstantasifshereallythoughthimcapableofit。Thenshejoinedhiminhislaugh。 Mrs。BrinkleyhadtheorisedAlicePasmerassimplyandprimitivelyselfish,liketherestofthePasmersinwhomthefamilytraitsprevailed。 WhenMaveringstoppedcomingtoherhouseafterhisengagementshejustlysuspectedthatitwasbecauseAlicehadforbiddenhim,andshehadrejoicedatthebrokenengagementasanescapeforDan;shehadfranklysaidso,andshehadreceivedhimbackintofullfavouratthefirstmomentinWashington。ShelikedMissAnderson,andshehadhoped,withtheinterestwhichwomenfeelineverysuchaffair,thatherflirtationwithhimmightbecomeserious。Butnowthishadapparentlynothappened。 JuliaAndersonwasgonewithmystifyingprecipitation,andAlicePasmerhadcomewithanunexpectednesswhichhadtheaspectoffatality。 Mrs。Brinkleyfeltbound,ofcourse,sincetherewasnoopenenmitybetweenthem,tomeetthePasmersontheneutralgroundoftheHygeiawithconventionalamiability。Shewasreallytouchedbytheabsentwannessofthegirlslook,andbythelater-comingrecognitionwhichshapedhermouthintoapatheticsnide。Alicedidnotlooklikedeathquite,asMrs。 Brinkleyhadtoldherhusband,withthenecessityhersexhasforputtingitssuperlativesbeforeitspositives;butshewaspaleandthin,andshemovedwithalanguidstepwhentheyallmetatnightafterMrs。BrinkleyhadkeptoutofthePasmers’wayduringtheday。 “Shehasbeenillallthelatterpartofthewinter。”saidMrs。PasmertoMrs。Brinkleythatnightinthecornerofthespreadinghotelparlours,wheretheyfoundthemselves。Mrs。Pasmerdidnotlookwellherself;shespokewithhereyesfixedanxiouslyonthedoorAlicehadjustpassedoutof。“Sheisgoingtobed,butIknowIshallfindherawakewheneverI go。” “Perhaps。”suggestedMrs。Brinkley,“thissoft,heavyseaairwillputhertosleep。”Shetriedtospeakdrilyandindifferently,butshecouldnot; shewas,infact,verymuchinterestedbythesituation,andshewastouched,inspiteofherdistasteforthemboth,bytheevidentunhappinessofmotheranddaughter。Sheknewwhatitcamefrom,andshesaidtoherselfthattheydeservedit;butthisdidnotaltogetherfortifyheragainsttheirpathos。“Icanhardlykeepawakemyself。”sheaddedgruffly。 “Ihopeitmayhelpher。”saidMrs。Pasmer;“thedoctorstronglyurgedourcoming。” Mr。Pasmerisn’twithyou。”saidMrs。Brinkley,feelingthatitwasdecenttosaysomethingabouthim。 “No;hewasdetained。”Mrs。Pasmerdidnotexplainthecauseofhisdetention,andthetwoladiesslowlywavedtheirfansamomentinsilence。 “AretheremanyBostonPeopleinthehouse?”Mrs。Pasmerasked。 “It’sfullofthem。”criedMrs。Brinkley。 “Ihadscarcelynoticed。”sighedMrs。Pasmer;andMrs。Brinkleyknewthatthiswasnottrue。“Alicetakesupallmythoughts。”sheadded;andthismightbetrueenough。Sheleanedalittleforwardandasked,inalow,entreatingvoiceoverherfan,“Mrs。Brinkley,haveyouseenMr。Maveringlately?” Mrs。Brinkleyconsideredthisalittletoobold,alittletoobrazen。HadtheyactuallycomeSouthinpursuitofhim?Itwasshameless,andsheletMrs:Pasmerknowsomethingofherfeelingintheshortnesswithwhichsheanswered,“IsawhiminWashingtontheotherday——foramoment。”SheshortenedthetimeshehadspentinDan’scompanysoastocutMrs。Pasmerofffromasmuchcomfortaspossible,andshestaredatherinopenastonishment。 Mrs。PasmerdroppedhereyesandfingeredtheedgeofherfanwithasubmissivenessthatseemedtoMrs。Brinkleytheperfectionofduplicity; shewantedtoshakeher。“Iknew。”sighedMrs。Pasmer,“thatyouhadalwaysbeensuchafriendofhis。” Itisthelaststrawwhichbreaksthecamel’sback;Mrs。Brinkleyfelthermoralvertebraegiveway;shealmostheardthemcrack;butiftherewasreallyadetonation,thedrownedthenoisewithaharshlaugh。“Oh,hehadotherfriendsinWashington。ImethimeverywherewithMissAnderson。”ThisstatementconflictedwiththetheoryofhersingleinstantwithDan,butshefeltthatinsuchacause,inthecauseofgivingpaintoawomanlikeMrs。Pasmer,thedeflectionfromexacttruthwasjustifiable。Shehurriedon:“Iratherexpectedhemightrundownhere,butnowthatthey’regone,Idon’tsupposehe’llcome。YourememberMissAnderson’saunt,MissVanHook?” “Ohyes。”saidMrs。Pasmer。 “Shewasherewithher。” “MissVanHookwassuchaNewYorktype——ofacertainkind。”saidMrs。 Pasmer。Sherose,withasmileatoncesoconventional,soheroic,andsopitifulthatMrs。Brinkleyfelttheremorseofagenerousvictor。 Shewenttoherroom,hardeningherheart,andsheburstinwithafloodofvolubleexasperationthatthreatenedalltheneighbouringroomswithoverflow。 “Well,shecried,“theyhaveshowntheirhandscompletely。TheyhavecomeheretohoundDanMaveringdown,andgethimintotheirtoilsagain。Why,thewomanactuallysaidasmuch!ButIfancyIhavegivenherafitofinsomniathatwillenablehertoshareherdaughter’svigils。ReallysuchimpudenceIneverheardof!“ “Doyouwanteverybodyinthecorridortohearofit?”askedBrinkley,frombehindanewspaper。 “Iknowonething。”continuedMrs。Brinkley,droppinghervoiceacoupleofoctaves。TheywillnevergethimhereifIcanhelpit。Hewon’tcome,anyway,nowMissAndersonisgone;butI’llmakeassurancedoublysurebywritinghimnottocome;I’lltellhimthey’vegone;andthanwearegoingtoo。” “YouhadbetterrememberthemaninChicago。”saidherhusband。 “Well,thisismybusiness——orI’llmakeitmybusiness!“criedMrs。 Brinkley。Shewentontalkingrapidly,risingwithgreatexcitementinhervoiceattimes,andthenrememberingtospeaklower;andherhusbandapparentlyreadonthroughmostofhertalk,thoughnowandthenhemadesomecommentthatseemedofalmostinspiredaptness。 “Thewaytheybothmadeuptomewasdisgusting。ButIknowthegirlisjustatoolinhermother’shands。Hermotherseemedactuallypassiveincomparison。ForskilfulwheedlingIcouldfalldownandworshipthatwoman;Ireallyadmireher。Aslongasthegirlwaswithusshekeptherselfinthebackgroundandputthegirlatme。Itwassimplyamasterpiece。” “Howdoyouknowsheputheratyou?”askedBrinkley。 “How?Bythewaysheseemednottodoit!AndbecausefromwhatIknowofthatstupidPasmerprideitwouldbeperfectlyimpossibleforanyonewhowasaPasmertotakeherdeprecatorymannertowardmeofherself。Yououghttohaveseenit!Itwassimplyperfect。” “Perhaps。”saidBrinkley,witharemotedreaminess,“shewastrulysorry。” “Trulystuff!No,indeed;shehatesmeasmuchasever——more!“ “Well,then,maybeshe’sdoingitbecauseshehatesyou——doingitforhersoul’sgood——sortofpenance,sortofatonementtoMavering。” Mrs。Brinkleyturnedroundfromherdressing-tabletoseewhatherhusbandmeant,butthenewspaperhidhim。Weallknowthatourownnaturesaremixedandcontradictory,butweeachattributetoothersalogicalconsistencywhichweneverfindinanyoneoutofthenovels。AlicePasmerwascoldandreticent,andMrs。Brinkley,whohadlivedhalfacenturyinaworldfullofparadoxes,couldnotimaginehersubjecttogustsofpassionatefrankness;sheknewthegirltobeproudanddistant,andshecouldnotconceiveofanabjecthumilityandlongingforsympathyinherheart。IfAlicefelt,whenshesawMrs。Brinkley,thatshehadaprovidentialopportunitytopunishherselfforherinjusticetoDan,thefactcouldnotbeestablisheduponMrs。Brinkley’stheoryofher。Iftheasceticimpulseisthemostpurelyselfishimpulseinhumannature,Mrs。 Brinkleymightnothavebeenmistakeninsuspectingherofanignoblemotive,thoughitmighthavehadforthegirlthelastsublimityofself- sacrifice。Thewomanwhodislikedherandpitiedherknewthatshehadnoarts,andratherthanadoptsosimpleatheoryofherbehaviourasherhusbandhadadvancedsheheldallthemorestrenuouslytoherowntheorythatAlicewaspractisinghermother’sarts。Thiswasinevitable,partlyfromthesenseofMrs。Pasmer’sartfulnesswhicheverybodyhad,andpartlyfromtheallegiancewhichwepay——andwomenespeciallyliketopay——tothetraditionoftheplaywrightsandthenovelists,thatsocialresultsofallkindsaretheworkofdeep,andmoreorlessdarkling,designonthepartofotherwomen——suchotherwomenasMrs。Pasmer。 Mrs。Brinkleycontinuedtotalk,butthegodspokenomorefrombehindthenewspaper;andafterwardMrs。Brinkleylayalongtimeawake;hardeningherheart。Butshewashauntedtothevergeofherdreamsbythatgirl’ssicklook,byherlanguidwalk,andbytheeffectwhichshehadseenherownwordstakeuponMrs。Pasmer——aneffectsoadmirablydisowned,soperfectlyobvious。Beforeshecouldgettosleepshewasobligedtomakeacompromisewithherheart,inpursuanceofwhich,whenshefoundMrs。 Pasmeratbreakfastaloneinthemorning,shewentuptoher,andsaid,holdingherhandamoment,“Ihopeyourdaughtersleptwelllastnight。” “No。”saidMrs。Pasmer,slippingherhandaway,“Ican’tsaythatshedid。”Therewasprobablynoresentmentexpressedinthewayshewithdrewherhand,buttheotherthoughttherewas。 “IwishIcoulddosomethingforher。”shecried。 “Oh,thankyou。”saidMrs。Pasmer。“It’sverygoodofyou。”AndMrs。 Brinkleyfanciedshesmiledratherbitterly。 Mrs。BrinkleywentoutupontheseawardverandahofthehotelwiththisbitternessofMrs。Pasmer’ssmileinherthoughts;anditdisposedhertofeelmorekeenlythequalityofMissPasmer’ssmile。Shefoundthegirlstandingthereataremotepointofthatlongstretchofplanking,andlookingoutoverthewater;sheheldwithbothhandsacrossherbreastthesoftchuddahshawlwhichthewindcaughtandflutteredawayfromherwaist。Shewasalone,saidasMrs。Brinkley’scompunctionsgoadedhernearer,shefanciedthatthesawAlicemasteraprimarydislikeinherface,andputonalookofpatheticpropitiation。ShedidnotcomeforwardtomeetMrs。Brinkley,wholikedbetterherwaitingtobeapproached;butshesmiledgratefullywhenMrs。Brinkleyputoutherhand,andshetookitwithaverycoldone。 “Youmustfinditchillyhere。”saidtheelderwoman。 “IhadbetterbeoutintheairallIcould,thedoctorsaid。”answeredAlice。 “Well,then,comewithmeroundthecorner;there’sasortofrecessthere,andyouwon’tbeblowntopierces。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withauthority。Theysatdowntogetherintherecess,andsheadded:“IusedtositherewithMissVanHook;shecouldhearbetterinthenoisethewavesmade。Ihopeitisn’ttoomuchforyou。” “Ohno。”saidAlice。“Mammasaidyoutoldhertheywerehere。”Mrs。 Brinkleyreassuredherselffromthis;MissVanHook’snamehadratherslippedout;butofcourseMrs。PasmerhadnotrepeatedwhatshehadsaidaboutDaninthisconnection。“IwishIcouldhaveseenJulia。”Alicewenton。“ItwouldhavebeenquitelikeCampobelloagain。” “Oh,quite。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withashortbreath,andnotknowingwhitherthistended。Alicedidnotleaveherindoubt。 “Ishouldliketohaveseenher,andbeggedherforthewayItreatedherthelastpartofthetimethere。IfeelasifIcouldmakemywholelifeareparation。”sheaddedpassionately。 Mrs。Brinkleybelievedthatthiswasthemerefrenzyofsentimentality,theexaltationofaselfishasceticism;butatthebreakinthegirl’svoiceandtheaversionofherfaceshecouldnothelpathrillofmotherlytendernessforher。Shewantedtotellhershewasanunconscioushumbug,bentnowasalwaysonherownadvantage,andreallyindifferenttoothersshealsowantedtocomforther,andtellherthatsheexaggerated,andwasnottoblame。Shedidneither,butwhenAliceturnedherfacebacksheseemedencouragedbyMrs。Brinkley’slooktogoon:“Ididn’tappreciateherthen;shewasverygenerousandhigh-minded——toohigh-mindedformetounderstand,even。Butwedon’tseemtoknowhowgoodothersaretillwewrongthem。” “Yes,thatisverytrue。”saidMrs。Brinkley。SheknewthatAlicewasobviouslyreferringtothebreachbetweenherselfandMissAndersonfollowingthenightoftheTrevortheatricals,andthedislikeforherthatshehadshownwithafranknesssomeoftheladieshadthoughtbrutal。 Mrs。Brinkleyalsobelievedthatherwordshadatacitmeaning,andshewouldhavelikedtohavethehardnesstosayshehadseenanunnamedvictimofAlicedoinghisbesttoconsoletheothershehadspecified。 Butshemerelysaiddrily,“Yes,perhapsthat’sthereasonwhywe’reallowedtoinjurepeople。” “Itmustbe。”saidAlicesimply。“DidMissAndersoneverspeakofme?” “No;Ican’trememberthatsheeverdid。”Mrs。BrinkleydidnotfeelboundtosaythatsheandMissVanHookhaddiscussedheratlarge,andagreedperfectlyabouther。 “Ishouldliketoseeher;Ishouldliketowritetoher。” Mrs。Brinkleyfeltthatsheoughtnottosufferthisintimatetendencyinthetalk: “Youmustfindagreatmanyotheracquaintancesinthehotel,MissPasmer。” “SomeoftheFranklandgirdsarehere,andthetwoBellinghams。Ihavehardlyspokentothemyet。Doyouthinkthatwhereyouhaveevenbeenintheright,ifyouhavebeenharsh,ifyouhavebeenhasty,ifyouhaven’tmadeallowances,yououghttooffersomeatonement?” “Really,Ican’tsay。”saidMrs。Brinkley,withasmileofdistaste。“I’mafraidyourquestionisn’tquiteinmylineofthinking;it’smoreinMissCotton’sway。You’dbetteraskhersometime。” “No。”saidAlicesadly;“shewouldflatterme。” “Ah!Ialwayssupposedshewasveryconscientious。” “She’sconscientious,butshelikesmetoowell。” “Oh!“commentedMrs。Brinkleytoherself,“thenyouknowIdon’tlikeyou,andyou’llusemeinoneway,ifyoucan’tinanother。Verywell!“Butshefoundthegirl’strusttouchingsomehow,thoughthesentimentalityofherappealseemedastawdryasever。 “Iknewyouwouldbejust。”addedAlicewistfully。 “Oh,Idon’tknowaboutatonements!“saidMrs。Brinkley,withaneffectofcarelessness。“Itseemstomethatweusuallymakethemforourownsake。” “Ihavethoughtofthat。”saidAlice,withalookofexpectation。 “Andweusuallyastonishotherpeoplewhenweofferthem。” “Eithertheydon’tlikeit,orelsetheydon’tfeelsomuchinjuredaswehadsupposed。” “0h,butthere’snoquestion——“ “IfMissAnderson——“ “MissAnderson?Oh——ohyes!“ “IfMissAndersonforexample。”pursuedMrs。Brinkley,“feltaggrievedwithyou。ButreallyI’venorighttoenterintoyouraffairs,MissPasmer。” “OhYes,yes!——do!Iaskedyouto。”thegirlimplored。 “Idoubtifitwillhelpmattersforhertoknowthatyouregretanything; andifsheshouldn’thappentohavethoughtthatyouwereunjusttoher,itwouldmakeheruncomfortablefornothing。” “Doyouthinkso?”askedthegirl,withadisappointmentthatbetrayeditselfinhervoiceandeyes。 “IneverfeelImyselfcompetenttoadvise。”saidMrs。Brinkley。“Icancriticise——anybodycan——andIdo,prettyfreely;butadviceisamoreseriousmatter。Eachofusmustactfromherself——fromwhatshethinksisright。” “Yes,Isee。Thankyousomuch,Mrs。Brinkley。” “Afterall,wehavearighttodoourselvesgood,evenwhenwepretendthatit’sgoodtoothers,ifwedon’tdothemanyharm。” “Yes,Isee。”Alicelookedaway,andthenseemedabouttospeakagain; butoneofMrs。Brinkley’sacquaintancecameup,andthegirlrosewithafrightenedairandwentaway。 “Alice’stalkwithyouthismorningdidhersomuchgood!“saidMrs。 Pasmer,later。“ShehasalwaysfeltsobadlyaboutMissAnderson!“ Mrs。BrinkleysawthatMrs。PasmerwishedtoconfinethemeaningoftheirtalktoMissAnderson,andsheassented,withapenetrationofwhichshesawthatMrs。Pasmerwasgratefullyaware。 ShegrewmoretolerantofboththePasmersasthedangerofgreaterintimacyfromthem,whichseemedtothreatenatfirstseemedtopassaway。 Shehadnotrespondedtotheiradvances,buttherewasnoreasonwhysheshouldnotbeciviltothem;therehadneverbeenanyopenquarrelwiththem。Sheoftenfoundherselfintalkwiththem,andwasamusedtonotethatshewastheonlyBostonianwhomtheydidnotkeepalooffrom。 Itcouldnotbesaidthatshecametolikeeitherofthembetter。ShestillsuspectedMrs。Pasmerofdesign,thoughshedevelopednonebeyondmanoeuvringAliceoutofthewayofpeoplewhomshewishedtoavoid;andshestillfoundthegirl,asshealwaysthoughther,asegotist,whosebestimpulsestowardothershadafinalaiminherself。Shethoughtherverycrudeinherideas——cruderthanshehadseemedatCampobello,whereshehadperhapsbeensoftenedbyheraffinitionwiththegentlerandkindliernatureofDanMavering。Mrs。Brinkleywasnevertiredofsayingthathehadmadethemostfortunateescapeintheworld,andthoughBrinkleyownedhewastiredofhearingit,shecontinuedtosayitwithagreatvarietyofspeculation。SherecognisedthatinmostgirlsofAlice’sagemanytraitsareinsolution,waitingtheirprecipitationintocharacterbythechemicalcontactwhichtimeandchancesmustbring,andthatitwasnotfairtojudgeherbythepresentfermentofhereditarytendencies;butsherejoicedallthesamethatitwasnotDanMavering’scharacterwhichwastogivefixitytohers。Themoreshesawofthegirlthemoreshewasconvincedthattwosuchpeoplecouldonlymakeeachotherunhappy;fromdaytoday,almostfromhourtohour,sheresolvedtowritetoMaveringandtellhimnottocome。 ShewassurethatthePasmerswishedtohavetheaffaironagain,andpartofherfascinationwithagirlwhomsheneitherlikednorapprovedwasherbeliefthatAlice’shealthhadbrokenunderthestrainofherregretsandherdespair。Shedidnotgetbetterfromthechangeofair;shegrewmorelistlessandlanguid,andmoredependentuponMrs。Brinkley’scharysympathy。Theolderwomanaskedherselfagainandagainwhatmadethegirlclingtoher?WasshegoingtoaskherfinallytointercedewithDan?orwasitreallyadespairingatonementtohim,themostdisagreeablesacrificeshecouldoffer,asMr。Brinkleyhadstupidlysuggested?ShebelievedthatAlice’sselfishnessandmorbidsentimentwereequaltoeither。 Brinkleygenerallytookthegirl’spartagainsthiswife,andinaheavyjocosewaytriedtocheerherup。Hedidlittlethingsforher;fetchedandcarriedchairsandcushionsandrugs,andgavehisattentionstheairofpleasantries。Oneofhisofficeswastogettheladies’lettersforthemintheevening,andonenighthecameinbeamingwithaletterforeachofthemwheretheysattogetherintheparlour。Hedistributedthemintotheirlaps。 “Hello!I’vemadeamistake。”hesaid,puttingdownhisheadtotakebacktheletterhehaddroppedinMissPasmer’slap。“I’vegivenyoumywife’sletter。” Thegirlglancedatit,gaveamoaningkindofcry,andfellbeakinherchair,hidingherfaceinherhands。 Mrs。Brinkley,possessedherselfoftheotherletter,and,thoughpasttheagewhenladieswishtokilltheirhusbandsfortheirstupidity,shegaveBrinkleyalookofmassacrewhichmystifiedevenmorethanitmurderedhisinnocence。Hehadtolearnlaterfromhiswife’smoreelicitfurywhatthewomenhadallknowninstantly。 HeshowedhisusefulnessingatheringAliceupandgettinghertohermother’sroom。” “Oh,Mrs。Brinkley。”imploredMrs。Pasmer,followinghertothedoor,“isMr。Maveringcominghere?” “Idon’tknow——Ican’tsay——Ihaven’treadtheletteryet。” “Oh,doletmeknowwhenyou’vereadit,won’tyou?Idon’tknowwhatweshalldo。” Mrs。Brinkleyreadtheletterinherownroom。“Yougodown。”shesaidtoherhusband,withunabatedferocity;“andtelegraphDanMaveringatWormley’snottocame。Saywe’regoingawayatonce。” ThenshesentMrs。Pasmeraslipofpaperonwhichshehadwritten,“Notcoming。” Ithasbeentheexperienceofeveryonetohavesomealienconcerncomeintohislifeandtormenthimwithmoreanxietythananyaffairofhisovn。Thisis,perhaps,ahintfromtheinfinitesympathywhichfeelsforusallthatnoneofuscanhopetofreehimselffromthetroublesofothers,thatweareeachboundtoeachbytieswhich,forthemostpart,wecannotperceive,butwhich,atthemomenttheirstresscomes,wecannotbreak。 Mrs。Brinkleylayawakeandragedimpotentlyagainsthercomplicitywiththeunhappinessofthatdistastefulgirlandhermorethandistastefulmother。Inherrevoltagainstitsherenouncedtheinterestshehadfeltinthatsillyboy,andhisridiculouslovebusiness,soreallyunimportanttoherwhateverturnittook。Sheaskedherselfwhatitmatteredtoherwhetherthosechildrenmarredtheirlivesonewayoranotherway。TherewasaluridmomentbeforeshesleptwhenshewishedBrinkleytogodownandrecallhertelegram;butherefusedtobeafoolatsomuchinconveniencetohimself。 Mrs。BrinkleycametobreakfastfeelingsomuchmorehaggardthanshefoundeitherofthePasmerslooking,thatshewasabletothrowoffherlingeringremorseforhavingtoldMaveringnottocome。Shehadtheadvantagealsoofdoubtastoherprecisemotiveinhavingdoneso;shehadeitherdonesobecauseshehadjudgeditbestforhimnottoseeMissPasmeragain,orelseshehaddonesotorelievethegirlfromthepainofanencounterwhichhermotherevidentlydreadedforher。Ifonemotiveseemedatmomentsoutrageouslymeddlingandpresumptuous,theotherwassonoblygoodandkindthatitmorethancounterbalanceditinMrs。 Brinkley’smind,whoknewverywellinspiteofherdoubtthatshehad,actedfromamixtureofboth。Withthisconviction,itwasbothacomfortandapangtofindbytheregisterofthehotel,whichshefurtivelyconsulted,thatDanhadnotarrivedbythemorningboat,asshegroundlesslyfearedandhopedhemighthavedone。 Inanycase,however,andattheendofalltheends,shehadthatgirlonherhandsmorethanever;andbelievingasshedidthatDanandAlicehadonlytomeetinordertobereconciled,shefeltthatthegirlwhomshehadbalkedofherpreywasherinnocentvictim。Whatrighthadshetointerfere?Washenothernaturalprey?Ifhelikedbeingaprey,whowaslawfullytoforbidhim?Hewasnotperfect;hewouldknowhowtotakecareofhimselfprobably;inmarriagethingsequalisedthemselves。Shelookedatthegirl’sthincheeksandlack-lustreeyes,andpitiedandhatedherwiththatstrangemixtureoffeelingwhichourvictimsaspireinus。 ShewalkedoutontheverandahwiththePasmersafterbreakfast,andchattedawhileaboutindifferentthings;andAlicemadeanefforttoignoretheeventofthenightbeforewithapathoswhichwrungMrs。 Brinkley’sheart,andwithagayresolutionwhichoughttohavebeenagreatpleasuretosuchaveterandissemblerashermother。Shesaidshehadneverfoundtheairsodelicious;shereallybelieveditwouldbegintodohergoodnow;butitwasalittlefreshjustthere,andwithhereyessheinvitedhermothertocomewithherroundthecornerintothatshelteredrecess,andinvitedMrs。Brinkleynottocome。 Itwasthateffectofresentmentwhichislightereventhanatouch,thewaftofthearrow’sfeather;butitcouldwoundaguiltyheart,andMrs。 Brinkleysatdownwhereshewas,realisingwithapangthatthetimewhenshemighthavebeeneverythingtothisunhappygirlhadjustpassedforever,andhenceforthshecouldbenothing。Sheremainedmusingsadlyuponthecontradictionsshehadfeltinthegirl’scharacter,theconfusionofgoodandevil,thepotentialitiesofmiseryandharm,thepotentialitiesofblissandgood;andshefeltlessandlesssatisfiedwithherself。ShehadreallypresumedtointerferewithFate;perhapsshehadinterferedwithProvidence。Shewouldhavegivenanythingtorecallheract;andthenwithaflashsherealisedthatitwasquitepossibletorecallit。 ShecouldtelegraphMaveringtocome;andsherose,humblyandgratefully,asiffromanansweredprayer,togoanddoso。 Shewasnotatallayoungwoman,andmanythingshadcomeandgoneinherlifethatoughttohavefortifiedheragainstsurprise;butshewantedtoscreamlikealittlefrightenedgirlasDanMaveringsteppedoutoftheparlourdoortowardher。Thehabitofnotscreaming,however,prevailed,andshemadeatolerablysuccessfulefforttotreathimwithdecentcomposure。Shegavehimarigidhand。“Whereintheworlddidyoucomefrom?Didyougetmytelegram?” “No。Didyougetmyletter?” “Yes。” “Well,ItookanotiontocomerightonafterIwrote,andIstartedonthesametrainwithit。ButtheysaiditwasnousetryingtogetintotheHygeia,andIstoppedlastnightatthelittlehotelinHampton。I’vejustwalkedover,andMr。Brinkleytoldmeyouwereoutheresomewhere。 That’sthewholestory,Ibelieve。”Hegavehisnervouslaugh,butitseemedtoMrs。Brinkleythatithadnotmuchjoyinit。 “Hush!“shesaidinvoluntarily,recedingtoherchairandsinkingbackintoitagain。Helookedsurprised。“YouknowtheVanHooksaregone?” Helaughedharshly。“Ishouldthinktheyweredeadfromyourmanner,Mrs。 Brinkley。ButIdidn’tcometoseetheVanHooks。WhatmadeyouthinkI did?” Hegaveheralookwhichshefoundsodishonest,soreallyinsincere,thatsheresolvedtoabandonhimtoProvidenceassoonasshecould。“Oh,I didn’tknowbuttherehadbeensomelittleunderstandingatWashington。” “Perhapsontheirpart。Theywerepeoplewhoseemedtotakeagoodmanythingsforgranted,buttheycouldhardlyexpecttocontrolotherpeople’smovements。” HelookedsharplyatMrs。Brinkley,asiftoquestionhowmuchsheknew; butshehadnowmeasuredhim,andshesaid,“Oh!thenthevisit’stome?” “Entirely。”criedDan。Theoldsweetnesscameintohislaughingeyesagain,andwenttoMrs。Brinkley’sheart。Shewishedhimtobehappy,somehow;shewouldhavedoneanythingforhim;shewishedsheknewwhattodo。OughtshetotellhimthePasmerswerethere?Oughtshetomakeupsomeexcuseandgethimawaybeforehemetthem?Shefeltherselfgettingmoreandmorebewilderedandhelpless。ThosewomenmightcomeroundthatcorneranymomentandthensheknowthefirstsightofAlice’sfacewoulddoorundoeverythingwithDan。Didshewishthemreconciled?Didshewishthemforeverparted?Shenolongerknewwhatshewished;sheonlyknewthatshehadnorighttowishanything。ShecontinuedtotalkonwithDan,whogrewmoreandmoreatease,anddidmostofthetalking,whileMrs。Brinkley’swholebeingnarroweditselftothequestion。WouldthePasmerscomebackthatway,orwouldtheygoroundthefurthercorner,andgetintothehotelbyanotherdoor? Thesuspenseseemedinterminable;theymusthavealreadygonethatotherway。Suddenlysheheardthepushingbackofchairsinthatrecess。Shecouldnotbearit。Shejumpedtoherfeet。 “Justwaitamoment,Mr。Mavering!I’lljoinyouagain。Mr。Brinkleyisexpecting——Imust——“…… OnemorningofthefollowingJuneMrs。BrinkleysatwellforwardinthebeautifulchurchwhereDanandAliceweretobemarried。Thelovelydaybecameastilllovelierdaywithin,enrichedbythedyesofthestainedwindowsthroughwhichitstreamed;thestillplacewasdimyetbrightwithit;thefigurespaintedonthewallshadasoftdistinctness;abodyoflightseemedtoirradiatefromthedepthsofthedomelikelamp-light。 Therewasasubduedmurmurofvoicesamongthepeopleinthepews:theywereinasacrededificewithoutbeingexactlyatchurch,andtheymighttalk;nowandthenamuffled,nervouslaughescaped。Adelicatescentofflowersfromthemassesinthechancelmixedwiththelightandtheprevailingsilence。Therewasasoft,continuousrustleofdraperyastheladiesadvancedupthethicklycarpetedaislesonthearmsoftheyoungushersandcompressedthemselvesintoplaceinthepews。 TwoorthreepeoplewhomshedidnotknowwereputintothepewwithMrs。 Brinkley,butshekeptherseatnexttheaisle;presentlyanusherbroughtupaladywhosatdownbesideher,andthenforamomentortwoseemedtosinkandrise,asifonthespringsofanintenseexcitement。 ItwasMissCotton,who,whilethisprocessofquiescinglasted,appearednottoknowMrs。Brinkley。Whenshebecameawareofher,allwaslostagain。“Mrs。Brinkley!“shecried,aswellasonecancryinwhisper。 “Isitpossible?” “Ihavemydoubts。”Mrs。Brinkleywhisperedback。“Butwe’llsupposethecase。” “Oh,it’salltoogoodtohetrue!HowIenvyyoubeingthemeansofbringingthemtogether,Mrs。Brinkley!“ “Means?” “Yes——theyoweitalltoyou;youneedn’ttrytodenyit;he’stoldeveryone!“ “Iwassureshehadn’t。”saidMrs。Brinkley,rememberinghowAlicehadmarkedanincreasingignoranceofanypartshemighthavehadintheaffairfromthefirstmomentofherreconciliationwithDan;shehadtheeffectoffeelingthatshehadsacrificedenoughtoMrs。Brinkley;andMrs。Brinkleyhadbeenrestoredtoalltheoriginalstrengthofherconvictionthatshewasasolemnlittleunconsciousegotist,andDanwasasunselfishandgoodashewasunequaltoherexactions。 “Ohno?”saidMissCotton。“Shecouldn’t!“implyingthatAlicewouldbetoodelicatetospeakofit。 “Doyouseeanyofhisfamilyhere?”askedMrs。Brinkley。 “Yes;overthere——upfront。”MissCottonmotioned,withhereyestowardapewinwhichMrs。Brinkleydistinguishedanelderlygentleman’sdown- mistedbaldheadandthebackofayounglady’sbonnet。“Hisfatherandsister;theother’sabridemaid;motherbed-riddenandcouldn’tcome。” “Theymighthavebroughtherinan-arm-chair。”suggestedMrs。Brinkleyironically,“onsuchanoccasion。Butperhapstheydon’ttakemuchinterestinsuchapatched-upaffair。” “Ohyes,theydo!“exclaimedMissCotton。“TheyidoliseAlice。” “AndMrs。PasmerandMister,too?” “Idon’tsupposethatsomuchmatters。” “Theyknowhowtoacquiesce,I’venodoubt。” “Ohyes!You’veheard?Theyoungpeoplearegoingabroadfirstwithherfamilyforayear,andthentheycomebacktolivewithhis——wheretheWorksare。” “Poorfellow!“saidMrs。Brinkley。 “Why,Mrs。Brinkley,doyoustillfeelthatway?”askedMissCotton,withacertaindistress。Itseemstomethatifevertwoyoungpeoplehadthepromiseofhappiness,theyhave。Justseewhattheirlovehasdoneforthemalready!“ “Andyoustillthinkthatinthesecaseslovecandoeverything?” MissCottonwasabouttoreply,whensheobservedthatthepeopleaboutherhadstoppedtalking。Thebridegroom,withhisbestman,inwhomhisfewacquaintancesthererecognisedBoardmanwithsomesurprise,cameoverthechancelfromoneside。 MissCottonbentclosetoMrs。Brinkleyandwhisperedrapidly:“AlicefoundoutMr。Maveringwishedit,andinsistedonhishavinghim。Itwasagreatconcession,butshe’sperfectlymagnanimous。Poorfellow!howhedoeslook!“ Alice,onherfather’sarm,withherbridemaids,ofwhomthefirstwasMinnieMavering,mountedthechancelsteps,whereMr。Pasmerremainedstandingtillheadvancedtogiveawaythebride。Hebehavedwithgreatdignity,butseemeddeeplyaffected;theladiesinthefrontpewssaidtheycouldseehisfacetwitch;butheneverlookedhandsomer。 Thefiveclergymencarnefromthebackofthechancelintheirwhitesurplices。Theceremonyproceededtotheend。 Theyoungcoupledroveatoncetothestation,wheretheyweretotakethetrainforNewYork,andwaitthereadayortwoforMrs。andMr。Pasmerbeforetheyallsailed。 Astheydrovealong,AliceheldDan’swristinthecoldclutchofhertremblinglittleunglovedhand,onwhichherweddingringshone。“O dearest!letusbegood!“shesaid。“Iwilltrymybest。Iwilltrynottobeexactingandunreasonable,andIknowIcan。Iwon’tevenmakeanyconditions,ifyouwillalwaysbefrankandopenwithme,andtellmeeverything。” Heleanedoverandkissedherbehindthedrawncurtains。“Iwill,Alice! Iwillindeed!Iwon’tkeepanythingfromyouafterthis。” HeresolvedtotellherallaboutJuliaAndersonattherightmoment,whenAlicewasinthemood,andassoonashethoroughlyunderstoodwhathehadreallymeanthimself。 Ifhehadbeendifferentshewouldnothaveaskedhimtobefrankandopen;ifshehadbeendifferent,hemighthavebeenfrankandopen。Thiswasthebeginningoftheirmarriedlife。 End