第3章

类别:其他 作者:Rafael Sabatini字数:43399更新时间:18/12/21 17:00:20
ButalthoughIurgeditwiththebestwillandthebestintentionsintheworld,Iwasnottohavemyway。Theairbecamesuddenlyheavywiththescentofmusk,andtheChevalierdeSaint-Eustachestoodbeforeus,andforcedtheconversationoncemoreupontheodioustopicofMonsieurdeBardelys。 Thepoorfoolcamewithaplanofcampaigncarefullyconsidered,bentnowuponoverthrowingmewiththeknowledgehewouldexhibit,andwherebyhelookedtoencompassmyhumiliationbeforehiscousin。 “SpeakingofBardelys,MonsieurdeLesperon-“ “MydearChevalier,wewerenolongerspeakingofhim。” Hesmileddarkly。“Letusspeakofhim,then。” “Butaretherenotathousandmoreinterestingthingsthatwemightspeakof?” Thishetookforafreshsignoffear,andsohepressedwhatheaccountedhisadvantage。 “Yethavepatience;thereisapointonwhichperhapsyoucangivemesomeinformation。” “Impossible。”saidI。 “AreyouacquaintedwiththeDuchessedeBourgogne?” “Iwas。”Iansweredcasually,andascasuallyIadded,“Areyou?” “Excellentlywell。”herepliedunhesitatingly。“IwasinParisatthetimeofthescandalwithBardelys。” Ilookedupquickly。 “Wasitthenthatyoumether?”Iinquiredinanidlesortofway。 “Yes。IwasintheconfidenceofBardelys,andonenightafterwehadsuppedathishotel-oneofthosesuppersgracedbyeverywitinParis-heaskedmeifIweremindedtoaccompanyhimtotheLouvre。Wewent。Amasquewasinprogress。” “Ah。”saidI,afterthemannerofonewhosuddenlytakesintheentiresituation;“anditwasatthismasquethatyoumettheDuchesse?” “Youhaveguessedit。Ah,monsieur,ifIweretotellyouofthethingsthatIwitnessedthatnight,theywouldamazeyou。”saidhe,withagreatairandacasualglanceatMademoiselletoseeintowhatdepthofwondertheseglimpsesintohiswickedpastwereplungingher。 “Idoubtitnot。”saidI,thinkingthatifhisimaginationwereasfertileinthatconnectionasithadbeeninminehewaslikely,indeed,tohavesomeamazingthingstotell。“ButdoIunderstandyoutosaythatthatwasthetimeofthescandalyouhavetouchedupon?” “Thescandalburstthreedaysafterthatmasque。Itcameasasurprisetomostpeople。Asforme-fromwhatBardelyshadtoldme-Iexpectednothingless。” “Pardon,Chevalier,buthowolddoyouhappentobe?” “Acuriousquestionthat。”saidhe,knittinghisbrows。 “Perhaps。Butwillyounotanswerit?” “Iamtwenty-one。”saidhe。“Whatofit?” “Youaretwenty,moncousin。”Roxalannecorrectedhim。 Helookedatherasecondwithaninjuredair。 “Why,true-twenty!Thatisso。”heacquiesced;andagain,“whatofit?”hedemanded。 “Whatofit,monsieur?”Iechoed。“WillyouforgivemeifI expressamazementatyourprecocity,andcongratulateyouuponit?” Hisbrowswentifpossibleclosertogetherandhisfacegrewveryred。Heknewthatsomewhereapitfallawaitedhim,yethardlywhere。 “Idonotunderstandyou。” “Bethinkyou,Chevalier。Tenyearshaveflownsincethisscandalyoureferto。SothatatthetimeofyoursuppingwithBardelysandthewitsofParis,atthetimeofhismakingaconfidantofyouandcarryingyouofftoamasqueattheLouvre,atthetimeofhispresentingyoutotheDuchessedeBourgogne,youwerejusttenyearsofage。Ineverhadcausetothinkover-wellofBardelys,buthadyounottoldmeyourself,Ishouldhavehesitatedtobelievehimsovileadespoilerofinnocence,suchaperverterofyouth。” Hecrimsonedtotheveryrootsofhishair。 Roxalannebrokeintoalaugh。“Mycousin,mycousin。”shecried,“theythatwouldbecomemastersshouldbeginearly,isitnotso?” “MonsieurdeLesperon。”saidhe,inaveryformalvoice,“doyouwishmetoapprehendthatyouhaveputmethroughthiscatechismforthepurposeofcastingadoubtuponwhatIhavesaid?” “ButhaveIdonethat?HaveIcastadoubt?”Iasked,withtheutmostmeekness。 “SoIapprehend。” “Thenyouapprehendamiss。Yourwords,Iassureyou,admitofnodoubtwhatever。Andnow,monsieur,ifyouwillhavemercyuponme,wewilltalkofotherthings。IamsowearyofthisunfortunateBardelysandhisaffairs。HemaybethefashionofParisandatCourt,butdownherehisverynamebefoulstheair。Mademoiselle。” Isaid,turningtoRoxalanne,“youpromisedmealessonintheloreofflowers。” “Come,then。”saidshe,and,beinganexceedinglywisechild,sheplungedstraightwayintothehistoryoftheshrubsaboutus。 Thusdidweavertastormthatforamomentwasveryimminent。Yetsomemischiefwasdone,andsomegood,too,perhaps。ForifImadeanenemyoftheChevalierdeSaint-Eustachebyhumblinghimintheeyesoftheonewomanbeforewhomhesoughttoshine,Iestablishedabond’twixtRoxalanneandmyselfbythatsamehumiliationofafoolishcoxcomb,whoseboastfulnesshadlongweariedher。 CHAPTERVII THEHOSTILITYOFSAINT-EUSTACHE InthedaysthatfollowedIsawmuchoftheChevalierdeSaint-Eustache。HewasaveryconstantvisitoratLavedan,andthereasonofitwasnotfartoseek。Formyownpart,Idislikedhim-IhaddonesofromthemomentwhenfirstIhadseteyesonhim-andsincehatred,likeaffection,isoftenamatterofreciprocity,theChevalierwasnotslowtoreturnmydislike。Ourmannergradually,byalmostimperceptiblestages,grewmoredistant,untilbytheendofaweekithadbecomesohostilethatLavedanfoundoccasiontocommentuponit。 “BewareofSaint-Eustache。”hewarnedme。“Youarebecomingverymanifestlydistastefultoeachother,andIwouldurgeyoutohaveacare。Idon’ttrusthim。HisattachmenttoourCauseisofalukewarmcharacter,andhegivesmeuneasiness,forhemaydomuchharmifheissoinclined。ItisonthisaccountthatItoleratehispresenceatLavedan。Frankly,Ifearhim,andIwouldcounselyoutodonoless。Themanisaliar,evenifbutaboastfulliarandliarsareneverlongoutofmischief。” Thewisdomofthewordswasunquestionable,buttheadviceinthemwasnoteasilyfollowed,particularlybyonewhosepositionwassopeculiarasmyown。InawayIhadlittlecausetofeartheharmtheChevaliermightdome,butIwasimpelledtoconsidertheharmthatatthesametimehemightdotheVicomte。 Despiteourgrowingenmity,theChevalierandIwereveryfrequentlythrowntogether。Thereasonforthiswas,ofcourse,thatwhereverRoxalannevastobefoundthere,generally,werewebothtobefoundalso。YethadIadvantagesthatmusthavegonetoswellarancourbasedasmuchuponjealousyasanyothersentiment,forwhilsthewasbutadailyvisitoratLavedan,Iwasestablishedthereindefinitely。 OftheusethatImadeofthattimeIfinditdifficulttospeak。 >FromthefirstmomentthatIhadbeheldRoxalanneIhadrealizedthetruthofChatellerault’sassertionthatIhadneverknownawoman。Hewasright。ThosethatIhadmetandbywhomIhadjudgedthesexhad,bycontrastwiththischild,littleclaimtothetitle。VirtueIhadaccountedashadowwithoutsubstance; innocence,asynonymforignorance;love,afable,afairytaleforthedelectationofovergrownchildren。 InthecompanyofRoxalannedeLavedanallthoseold,cynicalbeliefs,builtupuponayouthofundesirableexperiences,wereshatteredandtheerrorofthemexposed。SwiftlywasIbecomingaconverttothefaithwhichsolongIhadsneeredat,andaslovesickasanyunfledgedyouthinhisfirstamour。 Dame!ItwassomethingforamanwhohadlivedasIhadlivedtohavehispulsesquickenandhiscolourchangeatamaid’sapproach; tofindhimselfcolouringunderhersmileandpalingunderherdisdain;tohavehismindrunningonrhymes,andhissoulsoenslavedthat,ifsheisnottobewon,chagrinwilldislodgeitfromhisbody。 Herewasafinemoodforamanwhohadentereduponhisbusinessbypledginghimselftowinandwedthisgirlincoldandsupremeindifferencetoherpersonality。Andthatpledge,howIcurseditduringthosedaysatLavedan!HowIcursedChatellerault,cunning,subtletricksterthathewas!HowIcursedmyselfformylackofchivalryandhonourinhavingbeenluredsoeasilyintosodamnableabusiness!Forwhenthememoryofthatwagerrosebeforemeitbroughtdespairinitstrain。HadIfoundRoxalannethesortofwomanthatIhadlookedtofind-theonlysortthatIhadeverknown-thenmattershadbeeneasy。Ihadsetmyselfincoldblood,andbysuchwilesasIknew,towinsuchaffectionasmightbeherstobestow;andIwouldhavemarriedherinmuchthesamespiritasamanperformsanyotherofthenecessaryactsofhislifetimeandstation。IwouldhavetoldherthatIwasBardelys,andtothewomanthatIhadexpectedtofindtherehadbeennodifficultyinmakingtheconfession。ButtoRoxalanne!Hadtherebeennowager,Imighthaveconfessedmyidentity。Asitwas,Ifounditimpossibletoavowtheonewithouttheother。Forthesweetinnocencethatinvestedhergentle,trustingsoulmusthavegivenpausetoanybutthemostabandonedofmenbeforecommittingavilenessinconnectionwithher。 Weweremuchtogetherduringthatweek,andjustasdaybyday,hourbyhour,mypassiongrewandgrewuntilitabsorbedmeutterly,so,too,diditseemtomethatitawakenedinheraresponsivenote。 Therewasanoddlightattimesinhersofteyes;Icameuponhermorethanoncewithsnatchesoflove-songsonherlips,andwhenshesmileduponmetherewasasweettendernessinhersmile,which,hadthingsbeendifferent,wouldhavegladdenedmysoulbeyondallelse; butwhich,thingsbeingastheywere,wasratherwonttoheightenmydespair。Iwasnocoxcomb;Ihadhadexperiences,andIknewthesesigns。Butsomething,too,IguessedoftheheartofsuchaoneasRoxalanne。TothefullIrealizedthepainandshareIshouldinflictuponherwhenmyconfessioncame;Irealized,too,howtheloveofthisdearchild,sohonourableandhighofmind,mustturntocontemptandscornwhenIpluckedawaymymask,andletherseehowpooracountenanceIworebeneath。 AndyetIdriftedwiththetideofthings。Itwasmyhabitsotodrift,andthehabitofalifetimeisnottobesetatnaughtinadaybyaresolve,howeverfirm。AscoreoftimeswasIremindedthatanevilisbutincreasedbybeingignored。Ascoreoftimesconfessiontrembledonmylips,andIburnedtotellhereverythingfromitsinception-theenvironmentthathaderstwhilewarpedme,thehonestybywhichIwasnowinspired-andsocastmyselfuponthemercyofherbelief。 Shemightacceptmystory,and,attachingcredittoit,forgivemethedeceptionIhadpractised,andrecognizethegreattruththatmustringoutin,theavowalofmylove。But,ontheotherhand,shemightnotacceptit;shemightdeemmyconfessionashrewdpartofmyscheme,andthedreadofthatkeptmesilentdaybyday。 FullydidIseehowwitheveryhourthatspedconfessionbecamemoreandmoredifficult。Thesoonerthethingweredone,thegreaterthelikelihoodofmybeingbelieved;thelaterIleftit,themoreprobablewasitthatIshouldbediscredited。Alas! Bardelys,itseemed,hadaddedcowardicetohisothershort-comings。 AsforthecoldnessofRoxalanne,thatwasaprettyfableofChatellerault’s;orelsenomorethananassumption,aninventionoftheimaginativeLaFosse。Far,indeed,fromit,Ifoundnoarroganceorcoldnessinher。Allunversedintheartificesofhersex,allunacquaintedwiththewilesofcoquetry,shewastheveryincarnationofnaturalnessandmaidenlysimplicity。Tothetalesthat-withmanyexpurgations-ItoldherofCourtlife,tothepicturesthatIdrewofParis,theLuxembourg,theLouvre,thePalaisCardinal,andthecourtiersthatthrongedthosehistoricpalaces,shelistenedavidlyandenthralled;andmuchasOthellowontheheartofDesdemonabyarecitaloftheperilshehadendured,soitseemedtomewasIwinningtheheartofRoxalannebytellingherofthethingsthatIhadseen。 OnceortwicesheexpressedwonderatthedepthandintimacyoftheknowledgeofsuchmattersexhibitedbyasimpleGascongentleman,whereuponIwouldurge,inexplanation,theappointmentintheGuardsthatLesperonhadheldsomefewyearsagoapositionthatwillrevealmuchtoanobservantman。 TheVicomtenotedourgrowingintimacy,yetsetnorestraintuponit。DowninhisheartIbelievethatnoblegentlemanwouldhavebeenwellpleasedhadmattersgonetoextremesbetweenus,forhoweverimpoverishedhemightdeemmeLesperon’sestatesinGasconybeing,asIhavesaid,likelytosuffersequestrationinviewofhistreason-herememberedthecausesofthisandthedeepdevotionofthemanIimpersonatedtotheaffairsofGastond’Orleans。 Again,hefearedtheveryobviouscourtshipoftheChevalierdeSaint-Eustache,andhewouldhavewelcomedaturnofeventsthatwouldeffectuallyhavefrustratedit。ThathedidnothimselfinterferesofarastheChevalier’swooingwasconcerned,IcouldbutsetdowntothemistrustofSaint-Eustache-amountingalmosttofear-ofwhichhehadspoken。 AsfortheVicomtesse,thesamecausesthathadwonmesomeofthedaughter’sregardgainedmealsonolittleofthemother’s。 ShehadbeenattachedtotheChevalieruntilmycoming。ButwhatdidtheChevalierknowofthegreatworldcomparedwithwhatI couldtell?Herloveofscandaldrewhertomewithinquiriesuponthispersonandthatperson,manyofthembutnamestoher。 Myknowledgeandwealthofdetail-forallthatIcurbeditlestIshouldseemtoknowtoomuch-delightedherprurientsoul。Hadshebeenmoremotherly,thissameknowledgethatIexhibitedshouldhavemadeherponderwhatmanneroflifeIhadled,andshouldhaveinspiredhertoaccountmenofitcompanionforherdaughter。Butaselfishwoman,littleinclinedtobeplaguedbytheconcernsofanother-evenwhenthatotherwasherdaughter-sheleftthingstothedestructivecoursethattheywereshaping。 Andsoeverything-ifweexceptperhapstheChevalierdeSaint-Eustacheconspiredtotheadvancementofmysuit,inamannerthatmusthavemadeChatelleraultgrindhisteethinrageifhecouldhavewitnessedit,butwhichmademegrindmineindespairwhenIponderedthesituationindetail。 Oneevening-Ihadbeentendaysatthechateau-wewentahalf-leagueorsouptheGaronneinaboat,sheandI。Aswewerereturning,driftingwiththestream,theoarsidleinmyhand,I spokeofleavingLavedan。 Shelookedupquickly;herexpressionwasalmostofalarm,andhereyesdilatedastheymetmine-for,asIhavesaid,shewasallunversedinthewaysofhersex,andbynaturetooguilelesstoattempttodisguiseherfeelingsordissemblethem。 “Butwhymustyougososoon?”sheasked。“YouaresafeatLavedan,andabroadyoumaybeindanger。ItwasbuttwodaysagothattheytookapooryounggentlemanofthesepartsatPau;sothatyouseethepersecutionisnotyetended。Areyou“-andhervoicetrembledeversoslightly-“areyouwearyofus,monsieur?” Ishookmyheadatthat,andsmiledwistfully。 “Weary?”Iechoed。“Surely,mademoiselle,youdonotthinkit? Surelyyourheartmusttellyousomethingverydifferent?” Shedroppedhereyesbeforethepassionofmygaze。Andwhenpresentlysheansweredme,therewasnoguileinherwords;therewerethedictatesoftheintuitionsofhersex,andnothingmore。 “Butitispossible,monsieur。Youareaccustomedtothegreatworld-“ “ThegreatworldofLesperon,inGascony?”Iinterrupted。 “No,no;thegreatworldyouhaveinhabitedatParisandelsewhere。 IcanunderstandthatatLavedanyoushouldfindlittleofinterest,and-andthatyourinactivityshouldrenderyouimpatienttobegone。” “Ifthereweresolittletointerestmethenitmightbeasyousay。 But,oh,mademoiselle-“Iceasedabruptly。Fool!Ihadalmostfallenapreytotheseductionsthatthetimeaffordedme。Thebalmy,languorouseventide,thebroad,smoothriverdownwhichweglided,thefoliage,theshadowsonthewater,herpresence,andourisolationamidsuchsurroundings,hadalmostblottedoutthematterofthewagerandofmyduplicity。 Shelaughedalittlenervouslaugh,and-maybetoeasethetensionthatmysuddensilencehadbegotten-“Yousee。”shesaid,“howyourimaginationdesertsyouwhenyouseektodrawuponitforproofofwhatyouprotest。Youwereabouttotellmeof-oftheintereststhatholdyouatLavedan,andwhenyoucometoponderthem,youfindthatyoucanthinkofnothing。Isit-isitnotso?”Sheputthequestionverytimidly,asifhalfafraidoftheanswershemightprovoke。 “No;itisnotso。”Isaid。 Ipausedamoment,andinthatmomentIwrestledwithmyself。 Confessionandavowal-confessionofwhatIhadundertaken,andavowalofthelovethathadsounexpectedlycometome-trembleduponmylips,tobedrivenshudderingawayinfear。 HaveInotsaidthatthisBardelyswasbecomeacoward?Thenmycowardicesuggestedacoursetome-flight。IwouldleaveLavedan。 IwouldreturntoParisandtoChatellerault,owningdefeatandpayingmywager。Itwastheonlycourseopentome。Myhonour,sotardilyaroused,demandednoless。Yet,notsomuchbecauseofthatasbecauseitwassuddenlyrevealedtomeastheeasiercourse,didIdeterminetopursueit。WhatthereaftermightbecomeofmeIdidnotknow,norinthathourofmyheart’sagonydiditseemtomatterovermuch。 “Thereismuch,mademoiselle,much,indeed,toholdmefirmlyatLavedan。”Ipursuedatlast。“Butmy-myobligationsdemandofmethatIdepart。” “YoumeantheCause。”shecried。“But,believeme,youcandonothing。 Tosacrificeyourselfcannotprofitit。InfinitelybetteryoucanservetheDukebywaitinguntilthetimeisripeforanotherblow。 AndhowcanyoubetterpreserveyourlifethanbyremainingatLavedanuntilthepersecutionsareatanend?” “IwasnotthinkingoftheCause,mademoiselle,butofmyselfalone- ofmyownpersonalhonour。IwouldthatIcouldexplain;butIamafraid。”Iendedlamely。 “Afraid?”sheechoed,nowraisinghereyesinwonder。 “Aye,afraid。Afraidofyourcontempt,ofyourscorn。” ThewonderinherglanceincreasedandaskedaquestionthatIcouldnotanswer。Istretchedforward,andcaughtoneofthehandslyingidleinherlap。 “Roxalanne。”Imurmuredverygently,andmytone,mytouch,andtheuseofhernamedrovehereyesforrefugebehindtheirlidsagain。 Aflushspreadupontheivorypallorofherface,tofadeasswiftly,leavingitverywhite。Herbosomroseandfellinagitation,andthelittlehandIheldtrembledinmygrasp。Therewasamoment’ssilence。NotthatIhadneedtothinkorchoosemywords。Buttherewasalumpinmythroat-aye,Itakenoshameinconfessingit,forthiswasthefirsttimethatagoodandtrueemotionhadbeenvouchsafedmesincetheDuchessedeBourgognehadshatteredmyillusionstenyearsago。 “Roxalanne。”Iresumedpresently,whenIwasmoremasterofmyself,“wehavebeengoodfriends,youandI,sincethatnightwhenI climbedforsheltertoyourchamber,havewenot?” “Butyes,monsieur。”shefaltered。 “Tendaysagoitis。Thinkofit-nomorethantendays。AnditseemsasifIhadbeenmonthsatLavedan,sowellhavewebecomeacquainted。Inthesetendayswehaveformedopinionsofeachother。 Butwiththisdifference,thatwhilstmineareright,yoursarewrong。Ihavecometoknowyouforthesweetest,gentlestsaintinallthisworld。WouldtoGodIhadknownyouearlier!Itmighthavebeenverydifferent;Imighthavebeen-Iwouldhavebeen- different,andIwouldnothavedonewhatIhavedone。Youhavecometoknowmeforanunfortunatebuthonestgentleman。SuchamInot。Iamunderfalsecolourshere,mademoiselle。UnfortunateImaybe-atleast,oflateIseemtohavebecomeso。HonestI amnot-Ihavenotbeen。There,child,Icantellyounomore。I amtoogreatacoward。Butwhenlateryoushallcometohearthetruth-when,afterIamgone,theymaytellyouastrangestorytouchingthisfellowLesperonwhosoughtthehospitalityofyourfather’shouse-bethinkyouofmyrestraintinthishour;bethinkyouofmydeparture。Youwillunderstandthesethingsperhapsafterwards。Butbethinkyouofthem,andyouwillunriddlethemforyourself,perhaps。Bemercifuluponmethen;judgemenotover-harshly。” Ipaused,andforamomentweweresilent。Thensuddenlyshelookedup;herfingerstighteneduponmine。 “MonsieurdeLesperon。”shepleaded,“ofwhatdospeak?Youaretorturingme,monsieur。” “Lookinmyface,Roxalanne。CanyouseenothingthereofhowIamtorturingmyself?” “Thentellme,monsieur。”shebegged,hervoiceaverycaressofsuppliantsoftness,-“tellmewhatvexesyouandsetsacurbuponyourtongue。Youexaggerate,Iamassured。Youcoulddonothingdishonourable,nothingvile。” “Child。”Icried,“IthankGod,thatyouareright!Icannotdowhatisdishonourable,andIwillnot,forallthatamonthagoI pledgedmyselftodoit!“ Asuddenhorror,adoubt,asuspicionflashedintoherglance。 “You-youdonotmeanthatyouareaspy?”sheasked;andfrommyheartaprayerofthankswentuptoHeaventhatthisatleastitwasminefranklytodeny。 “No,no-notthat。Iamnospy。” Herfaceclearedagain,andshesighed。 “Itis,Ithink,theonlythingIcouldnotforgive。Sinceitisnotthat,willyounottellmewhatitis?” Foramomentthetemptationtoconfess,totellhereverything,wasagainuponme。Butthefutilityofitappalledme。 “Don’taskme。”Ibesoughther;“youwilllearnitsoonenough。” ForIwasconfidentthatoncemywagerwaspaid,thenewsofitandoftheruinofBardelyswouldspreadacrossthefaceofFrancelikearippleoverwater。Presently- “Forgivemeforhavingcomeintoyourlife,Roxalanne!“Iimploredher,andthenIsighedagain。“Helas!HadIbutknownyouearlier! Ididnotdreamsuchwomenlivedinthisworn-outFrance。” “Iwillnotpry,monsieur,sinceyourresolveappearstobesofirm。 Butif-ifafterIhaveheardthisthingyouspeakof。”shesaidpresently,speakingwithavertedeyes,“andif,havingheardit,I judgeyoumoremercifullythanyoujudgeyourself,andIsendforyou,willyou-willyoucomebacktoLavedan?” Myheartgaveagreatbound-agreat,asuddenthrobofhope。Butassuddenandasgreatwasthereboundintodespair。 “Youwillnotsendforme,beassuredofthat。”Isaidwithfinality; andwespokenomore。 Itooktheoarsandpliedthemvigorously。Iwasinhastetoendthesituation。TomorrowImustthinkofmydeparture,and,asI rowed,Iponderedthewordsthathadpassedbetweenus。Notonewordoflovehadtherebeen,andyet,intheveryomissionofit,avowalhadlainoneitherside。Astrangewooinghadbeenmine-awooingthatprecludedthepossibilityofwinning,andyetawooingthathadwon。Aye,ithadwon;butitmightnottake。ImadefinedistinctionsandquaintparadoxesasItuggedatmyoars,forthehumanmindisacuriouslycomplexthing,andwithsomeofusthereisnosuchspurtohumourasthestingofpain。 Roxalannesatwhiteandverythoughtful,butwithveiledeyes,sothatImightguessnothingofwhatpassedwithinhermind。 Atlastwereachedthechateau,andasIbroughttheboattotheterracesteps,itwasSaint-EustachewhocameforwardtoofferhiswristtoMademoiselle。 Henotedthepallorofherface,anddartedmeaquick,suspicion-ladenglance。Aswewerewalkingtowardsthechateau- “MonsieurdeLesperon。”saidheinacurioustone,“doyouknowthatarumourofyourdeathiscurrentintheprovince?” “IhadhopedthatsucharumourmightgetabroadwhenIdisappeared。” Iansweredcalmly。 “Andyouhavetakennosinglesteptocontradictit?” “WhyshouldI,sinceinthatrumourmaybesaidtoliemysafety?” “Nevertheless,monsieur,voyons。Surelyyoumightatleastrelievetheanxietiestheaffliction,Imightalmostsay-ofthosewhoaremourningyou。” “Ah!“saidI。“Andwhomaythesebe?” Heshruggedhisshouldersandpursedhislipsinacuriouslydeprecatorysmile。WithasidelongglanceatMademoiselle- “DoyouneedthatInameMademoiselledeMarsac?”hesneered。 Istoodstill,mywitsbusilyworking,myfaceimpassiveunderhisscrutinizingglance。InaflashitcametomethatthismustbethewriterofsomeofthelettersLesperonhadgivenme,theoriginaloftheminiatureIcarried。 AsIwassilent,IgrewsuddenlyconsciousofanotherpairofeyesobservingmeMademoiselle’s。SherememberedwhatIhadsaid,shemayhaverememberedhowIhadcriedoutthewishthatIhadmetherearlier,andshemaynothavebeenslowtofindaninterpretationformywords。Icouldhavegroanedinmyrageatsuchamisinterpretation。IcouldhavetakentheChevalierroundtotheothersideofthechateauandkilledhimwiththegreatestrelishintheworld。ButIrestrainedmyself,Iresignedmyselftobemisunderstood。WhatchoicehadI? “MonsieurdeSaint-Eustache。”saidIverycoldly,andlookinghimstraightbetweenhisclose-seteyes,“Ihavepermittedyoumanyliberties,butthereisonethatIcannotpermitanyone-and,muchasIhonouryou,Icanmakenoexceptioninyourfavour。ThatistointerfereinmyconcernsandpresumetodictatetomethemannerinwhichIshallconductthem。Begoodenoughtobearthatinyourmemory。” Inamomenthewasallservility。Thesneerpassedoutofhisface,thearroganceoutofhisdemeanour。Hebecameasfullofsmilesandcapersasthemeanestsycophant。 “Youwillforgiveme,monsieur!“hecried,spreadinghishands,andwiththehumblestsmilemtheworld。“IperceivethatIhavetakenagreatliberty;yetyouhavemisunderstooditspurport。IsoughttosoundyoutouchingthewisdomofastepuponwhichIhaveventured。” “Thatis,monsieur?”Iasked,throwingbackmyhead,withthescentofdangerbreasthigh。 “Itookituponmyselfto-daytomentionthefactthatyouarealiveandwelltoonewhohadaright,Ithought,toknowofit,andwhoiscominghithertomorrow。” “Thatwasapresumptionyoumayregret。”saidIbetweenmyteeth。 “Towhomdoyouimpartthisinformation?“ “Toyourfriend,MonsieurdeMarsac。”heanswered,andthroughhismaskofhumilitythesneerwasagaingrowingapparent。“Hewillbeheretomorrow。”herepeated。 MarsacwasthatfriendofLesperon’stowhosewarmcommendationoftheGasconrebelIowedthecourtesyandkindnessthattheVicomtedeLavedanhadmetedouttomesincemycoming。 IsitwonderfulthatIstoodasiffrozen,mywitsrefusingtoworkandmycountenancewearing,Idoubtnot,averystrickenlook?HerewasonecomingtoLavedanwhoknewLesperon-onewhowouldunmaskmeandsaythatIwasanimpostor。Whatwouldhappenthen?Aspytheywouldofacertaintyaccountme,andthattheywouldmakeshortworkofmeIneverdoubted。ButthatwassomethingthattroubledmelessthantheopinionMademoisellemustform。HowwouldsheinterpretwhatIhadsaidthatday?Inwhatlightwouldsheviewmehereafter? Suchquestionsspedlikeswiftarrowsthroughmymind,andintheirtraincameadullangerwithmyselfthatIhadnottoldhereverythingthatafternoon。Itwastoolatenow。Theconfessionwouldcomenolongerofmyownfreewill,asitmighthavedoneanhourago,butwouldbeforcedfrommebythecircumstancesthatimpended。Thusitwouldnolongerhaveanyvirtuetorecommendittohermercy。 “Thenewsseemshardlywelcome,MonsieurdeLesperon。”saidRoxalanneinavoicethatwasinscrutable。Hertonestirredme,foritbetokenedsuspicionalready。Somethingmightyetchancetoaidme,andinthemeanwhileImightspoilalldidIyieldtothisdreadofthemorrow。ByaneffortImasteredmyself,andintonescalmandlevel,thatbetrayednothingofthetempestinmysoul- “Itisnotwelcome,mademoiselle。”Ianswered。“IhaveexcellentreasonsfornotdesiringtomeetMonsieurdeMarsac。” “Excellent,indeed,arethey!“lispedSaint-Eustache,withanuglydroopatthecornersofhismouth。“Idoubtnotyou’llfindithardtoofferaplausiblereasonforhavinglefthimandhissisterwithoutnewsthatyouwerealive。” “Monsieur。”saidIatrandom,“whywillyoudraginhissister’sname?” “Why?”heechoed,andheeyedmewithundisguisedamusement。Hewasstandingerect,hisheadthrownback,hisrightarmoutstretchedfromtheshoulder,andhishandrestinglightlyuponthegoldmountofhisberibbonedcane。HelethiseyeswanderfrommetoRoxalanne,thenbackagaintome。Atlast:“IsitwonderfulthatIshould,draginthenameofyourbetrothed?”saidhe。ButperhapsyouwilldenythatMademoiselledeMarsacisthattoyou?”hesuggested。 AndI,forgettingforthemomentthepartIplayedandthemanwhoseidentityIhadputon,madeanswerhotly:“Idodenyit。” “Why,then,youlie。”saidhe,andshruggedhitsshoulderswithinsolentcontempt。 InallmylifeIdonotthinkitcouldbesaidofmethatIhadevergivenwaytorage。Rude,untutoredmindsmayfallapreytopassion,butagentleman,Ihold,isneverangry。NorwasIthen,sofarastheoutwardsignsofangercount。IdoffedmyhatwithasweeptoRoxalanne,whostoodbywithfearandwonderblendinginherglance。 “Mademoiselle,youwillforgivethatIfinditnecessarytobirchthisbabblingschoolboyinyourpresence。” Then,withthepleasantestmannerintheworld,Isteppedaside,andpluckedthecanefromtheChevalier’shandbeforehehadsomuchasguessedwhatIwasabout。Ibowedbeforehimwiththeutmostpoliteness,asifcravinghisleaveandtoleranceforwhatIwasabouttodo,andthen,beforehehadrecoveredfromhisastonishment,Ihadlaidthatcanethreetimesinquicksuccessionacrosshisshoulders。Withacryatonceofpainandofmortification,hesprangback,andhishanddroppedtohishilt。 “Monsieur。”Roxalannecriedtohim,“doyounotseethatheisunarmed?” Buthesawnothing,or,ifhesaw,thankedHeaventhatthingswereinsuchcase,andgothisswordout。ThereuponRoxalannewouldhavesteppedbetweenus,butwitharmoutstretchedIrestrainedher。 “Havenofear,mademoiselle。”saidIveryquietly;forifthewristthathadovercomeLaVertoilewerenot,withastick,amatchforacoupleofsuchswordsasthiscoxcomb’s,thenwasIforevershamed。 Heboredownuponmefuriously,hispointcomingstraightformythroat。Itookthebladeonthecane;then,ashedisengagedandcameatmelower,Imadecounter-parry,andpursuingthecircleafterIhadcaughthissteel,Icarrieditoutofhishand。Itwhirledaninstant,ashimmeringwheeloflight,thenitclatteredagainstthemarblebalustradehalfadozenyardsaway。Withhissworditseemedthathiscourage,too,departed,andhestoodatmymercy,acuriouspictureoffoolishness,surprise,andfear。 NowtheChevalierdeSaint-Eustachewasayoungman,andintheyoungwecanforgivemuch。Buttoforgivesuchanactashehadbeenguiltyof-thatofdrawinghissworduponamanwhocarriednoweapons-wouldhavebeennotonlyaridiculoustoleration,butanutterneglectofduty。AsanoldermanitbehovedmetoreadtheChevalieralessoninmannersandgentlemanlyfeeling。So,quitedispassionately,andpurelyforhisownfuturegood,Iwentaboutthetask,andadministeredhimathrashingthatforthoroughnessitwouldbehardtobetter。Iwasnotdiscriminating。Ibroughtmycanedownwitharhythmicalprecision,andwhetherittookhimonthehead,theback,ortheshoulders,Iheldtobemorehisaffairthanmine。Ihadamoraltoinculcate,andtheinjurieshemightreceiveinthecourseofitwereinconsiderabledetailssothatthelessonwasborneinuponhissoul。Twoorthreetimeshesoughttoclosewithme,butIeludedhim;Ihadnomindtodescendtoavulgarexchangeofblows。Myobjectwasnottobrawl,buttoadministerchastisement,andthisobjectImayclaimtohaveaccomplishedwithafairdegreeofsuccess。 AtlastRoxalanneinterfered;butonlywhen,oneblowalittlemoreviolent,perhaps,thanitsprecursorsresultedinthesuddensnappingofthecaneandMonsieurdeEustache’suttercollapseintoamoaningheap。 “Ideplore,mademoiselle,tohaveoffendedyoursightwithsuchaspectacle,butunlesstheselessonsareadministeredupontheinstanttheireffectisnothalfsosalutary。” “Hedeservedit,monsieur。”saidshe,withanotealmostoffiercenessinhervoice。Andofsuchpoormettlearewethatherresentmentagainstthatgroaningmassoffopperiesandwhealssentathrillofpleasurethroughme。Iwalkedovertothespotwherehisswordhadfallen,andpickeditup。 “MonsieurdeSaint-Eustache。”saidI,“youhavesodishonouredthisbladethatIdonotthinkyouwouldcaretowearitagain。”Sayingwhich,Isnappeditacrossmyknee,andflungitfaroutintotheriver,forallthatthehiltwasacostlyone,richlywroughtinbronzeandgold。 Heraisedhislividcountenance,andhiseyesblazedimpotentfury。 “ParlamortDieu!“hecriedhoarsely,“youshallgivemesatisfactionforthis!“ “Ifyouaccountyourselfstillunsatisfied,Iamatyourservicewhenyouwill。”saidIcourteously。 Then,beforemorecouldbesaid,IsawMonsieurdeLavedanandtheVicomtesseapproachinghurriedlyacrosstheparterre。TheVicomte’sbrowwasblackwithwhatmighthaveappearedanger,butwhichI rightlyconstruedintoapprehension。 “Whathastakenplace?Whathaveyoudone?”heaskedofme。 “HehasbrutallyassaultedtheChevalier。”criedMadameshrilly,hereyesmalevolentlysetuponme。“Heisonlyachild,thispoorSaint-Eustache。”shereproachedme。“Isawitallfrommywindow,MonsieurdeLesperon。Itwasbrutal;itwascowardly。Sotobeataboy!Shame!Ifyouhadaquarrelwithhim,aretherenotprescribedmethodsfortheiradjustmentbetweengentlemen?Pardieu,couldyounothavegivenhimpropersatisfaction?” “IfmadamewillgiveherselfthetroubleofattentivelyexaminingthispoorSaint-Eustache。”saidI,withasarcasmwhichhervirulenceprompted,“youwillagree,Ithink,thatIhavegivenhimveryproperandverythoroughsatisfaction。Iwouldhavemethimswordinhand,buttheChevalierhasthefaultoftheveryyoung-heisprecipitate;hewasintoogreatahaste,andhecouldnotwaituntilIgotasword。SoIwasforcedtodowhatIcouldwithacane。” “Butyouprovokedhim。”sheflashedback。 “Whoevertoldyousohasmisinformedyou;madame。Onthecontrary,heprovokedme。Hegavemethelie。Istruckhim-couldIdoless?-andhedrew。Idefendedmyself,andIsupplementedmydefencebyacaning,sothatthispoorSaint-Eustachemightrealizetheunworthinessofwhathehaddone。Thatisall,madame。” Butshewasnotsoeasilytobeappeased,notevenwhenMademoiselleandtheVicomtejoinedtheirvoicestomineinextenuationofmyconduct。ItwaslikeLavedan。ForallthathewasfullofdreadoftheresultandofthevengeanceSaint-Eustachemightwreak-boythoughhewas-heexpressedhimselffreelytouchingtheChevalier’sbehaviourandthefittingnessofthepunishmentthathadovertakenhim。 TheVicomtessestoodinsmallaweofherhusband,buthisjudgmentuponapointofhonourwasamatterthatshewouldnotdarecontest。 ShewasministeringtothestillprostrateChevalierwho,Ithink,remainedprostratenowthathemightcontinuetomakeappealtohersympathy-whensuddenlyshecutinuponRoxalanne’sdefenceofme。 “Wherehaveyoubeen?”shedemandedsuddenly。 “When,mymother?” “Thisafternoon。”answeredtheVicomtesseimpatiently。“TheChevalierwaswaitingtwohoursforyou。” Roxalannecolouredtotherootsofherhair。TheVicomtefrowned。 “Waitingforme,mymother?Butwhyforme?” “Answermyquestion-wherehaveyoubeen?” “IwaswithMonsieurdeLesperon。”sheansweredsimply。 “Alone?”theVicomtessealmostshrieked。 “Butyes。”Thepoorchild’stoneswereladenwithwonderatthiscatechism。 “God’sdeath!“shesnapped。“Itseemsthatmydaughterisnobetterthan-“ Heavenknowswhatmayhavebeencoming,forshehadthemostvirulent,scandaloustonguethatIhaveeverknowninawoman’shead-whichismuchforonewhohaslivedatCourttosay。ButtheVicomte,sharingmyfears,perhaps,andwishingtosparethechild’sears,interposedquickly“Come,madame,whatairsarethese? Whatsuddenassumptionofgracesthatwedonotaffect?WearenotinParis。ThisisnottheLuxembourg。Enprovincecommeenprovince,andherewearesimplefolk-“ “Simplefolk?”sheinterrupted,gasping。“ByGod,amImarriedtoaploughman?AmIVicomtesseofLavedan,orthewifeofaboorofthecountryside?Andisthehonourofyourdaughteramatter-“ “Thehonourofmydaughterisnotinquestion,madame。”heinterruptedinhisturn,andwithasuddensternnessthatspentthefireofherindignationasasparkthatistrampledunderfoot。 Then,inacalm,levelvoice:“Ah,herearetheservants。”saidhe。 “Permitthem,madame,totakechargeofMonsieurdeSaint-Eustache。 Anatole,youhadbetterorderthecarriageforMonsieurleChevalier。 Idonotthinkthathewillbeabletoridehome。” Anatolepeeredatthepaleyounggentlemanontheground,thenheturnedhislittlewizenedfaceuponme,andgrinnedinasingularlysolemnfashion。MonsieurdeSaint-Eustachewaslittleloved,itseemed。 Leaningheavilyuponthearmofoneofthelacqueys,theChevaliermovedpainfullytowardsthecourtyard,wherethecarriagewasbeingpreparedforhim。AtthelastmomentheturnedandbeckonedtheVicomtetohisside。 “AsGodlives,MonsieurdeLavedan。”heswore,breathingheavilyinthefurythatbesethim,“youshallbitterlyregrethavingtakensidesto-daywiththatGasconbully。Rememberme,bothofyou,whenyouarejourneyingtoToulouse。” TheVicomtestoodbesidehim,impassiveandunmovedbythatgrimthreat,forallthattohimitmusthavesoundedlikeadeath-sentence。 “Adieu,monsieur-aspeedyrecovery。”wasallheanswered。 ButIsteppeduptothem。“Doyounotthink,Vicomte,thatitwerebettertodetainhim?”Iasked。 “Pshaw!“heejaculated。“Lethimgo。” TheChevalier’seyesmetmineinalookofterror。Perhapsalreadythatyoungmanrepentedhimofhismenace,andherealizedthefollyofthreateningoneinwhosepowerhestillchancedtobe。 “Bethinkyou,monsieur。”Icried。“Yoursisanobleandusefullife。Mineisnotwithoutvalue,either。Shallwesuffertheselives-aye,andthehappinessofyourwifeanddaughter-tobedestroyedbythisvermin?” “Lethimgo,monsieur;lethimgo。Iamnotafraid。” Ibowedandsteppedback,motioningtothelacqueytotakethefellowaway,muchasIshouldhavemotionedhimtoremovesomeuncleannessfrombeforeme。 TheVicomtessewithdrewinhighdudgeontoherchamber,andIdidnotseeheragainthatevening。MademoiselleIsawonce,foramoment,andsheemployedthatmomenttoquestionmetouchingtheoriginofmyquarrelwithSaint-Eustache。 “Didhereallylie,MonsieurdeLesperon?”sheasked。 “Uponmyhonour,mademoiselle。”Iansweredsolemnly,“Ihaveplightedmytrothtonolivingwoman。”ThenmychinsanktomybreastasIbethoughtmeofhowtomorrowshemustopinemethevilestliarliving-forIwasresolvedtobegonebeforeMarsacarrived-sincetherealLesperonIdidnotdoubtwas,indeed,betrothedtoMademoiselledeMarsac。 “IshallleaveLavedanbetimesto-morrow,mademoiselle。”Ipursuedpresently。“Whathashappenedto-daymakesmydepartureallthemoreurgent。Delaymayhaveitsdangers。Youwillhearstrangethingsofme,asalreadyIhavewarnedyou。Butbemerciful。Muchwillbetrue,muchfalse;yetthetruthitselfisveryvile,and-“ Istoppedshort,indespairofexplainingoreventemperingwhathadtocome。Ishruggedmyshouldersinmyabandonmentofhope,andIturnedtowardsthewindow。Shecrossedtheroomandcametostandbesideme。 “Willyounottellme?Haveyounofaithinme?Ah,MonsieurdeLesperon-“ “’Sh!child,Icannot。Itistoolatetotellyounow。” “Oh,nottoolate!Fromwhatyousaytheywilltellme,Ishouldthink,perhaps,worseofyouthanyoudeserve。Whatisthisthingyouhide?Whatisthismystery?Tellme,monsieur。Tellme。” Dideverwomanmoreplainlytellamanshelovedhim,andthatlovinghimshewouldfindallexcusesforhim?Waseverwomaninbettercasetohearaconfessionfromthemanthatlovedher,andofwhoseloveshewasassuredbyeveryinstinctthathersexpossessesinsuchmatters?Thosetwoquestionsleaptintomymind,andinresolvingthemIallbutdeterminedtospeakevennowintheeleventhhour。 Andthen-Iknownothow-afreshbarrierseemedtoarise。ItwasnotmerelyamatteroftellingherofthewagerIwasembarkedupon;notmerelyamatteroftellingheroftheduplicitythatI hadpractised,oftheimposturesbywhichIhadgainedadmittancetoherfather’sconfidenceandtrust;notmerelyamatterofconfessingthatIwasnotLesperon。TherewouldstillbethenecessityofsayingwhoIwas。Evenifsheforgaveallelse,couldsheforgivemeforbeingBardelysthenotoriousBardelys,thelibertine,therake,someofwhoseexploitsshehadheardoffromhermother,paintedahundredtimesblackerthantheyreallywere? MightshenotshrinkfrommewhenItoldherIwasthatman?Inherpureinnocenceshedeemed,nodoubt,thatthelifeofeverymanwhoaccountedhimselfagentlemanwasmoderatelyclean。Shewouldnotseeinme-asdidhermother-nomorethanatypeofthebestclassinFrance,andhavingnomorethanthevicesofmyorder。Asamonsterofprofligacymightshebeholdme,andthat-ah,Dieu!-IcouldnotendurethatsheshoulddowhilstI wasby。 Itmaybe-indeed,now,asIlookback,IknowthatIexaggeratedmycase。IimaginedshewouldseeitasIsawitthen。Forwouldyoucreditit?withthisgreatlovethatwasnowcometome,itseemedtheidealsofmyboyhoodwerereturned,andIabhorredthemanthatIhadbeen。ThelifeIhadlednowfilledmewithdisgustandloathing;thenotionsIhadformedseemedtomenowallviciousanddistorted,mycynicismshallowandunjust。 “MonsieurdeLesperon。”shecalledsoftlytome,notingmysilence。 Iturnedtoher。Isetmyhandlightlyuponherarm;Iletmygazeencountertheupwardglanceofhereyes-blueasforget-me-nots。 “Yousuffer!“shemurmured,withsweetcompassion。 “Worse,Roxalanne!Ihavesowninyourhearttootheseedofsuffering。Oh,Iamtoounworthy!“Icriedout;“andwhenyoucometodiscoverhowunworthyitwillhurtyou;itwillstingyourpridetothinkhowkindyouweretome。”Shesmiledincredulously,indenialofmywords。“No,child;Icannottellyou。” Shesighed,andthenbeforemorecouldbesaidtherewasasoundatthedoor,andwestartedawayfromeachother。TheVicomteentered,andmylastchanceofconfessing,ofperhapsavertingmuchofwhatfollowed,waslosttome。 CHAPTERVIII THEPORTRAIT IntothemindofeverythoughtfulmanmustcomeattimeswithbitternessthereflectionofhowutterlyweareatthemercyofFate,thevictimsofhereverywhimandcaprice。Wemaysetoutwiththeloftiest,thesternestresolutionstosteerourlivesalongawell-consideredcourse,yettheslightestoffortuitouscircumstanceswillsufficetoforceusintoadirectionthatwehadnothoughtoftaking。 Now,haditpleasedMonsieurdeMarsactohavecometoLavedanatanyreasonablehouroftheday,IshouldhavebeenalreadyupontheroadtoParis,intenttoowndefeatandpaymywager。Anightofthought,besidesstrengtheningmydeterminationtofollowsuchacourse,hadbroughtthereflectionthattmightthereafterreturntoRoxalanne,apoorman,itistrue,butoneatleastwhoseintentionsmightnotbemisconstrued。 Andso,whenatlastIsankintosleep,mymind,washappierthanithadbeenformanydays。OfRoxalanne’sloveIwasassured,anditseemedthatImightwinher,afterall,onceIremovedthebarrierofshamethatnowdeterredme。Itmaybethatthosethoughtskeptmeawakeuntilalatehour,andthattothisIoweitthatwhenonthemorrowIawakenedthemorningwaswelladvanced。 Thesunwasfloodingmychamber,andatmybedsidestoodAnatole。 “What’so’clock?”Iinquired,sittingboltupright。 “Pastten。”saidhe,withsterndisapproval。 “Andyouhaveletmesleep?”Icried。 “WedolittleelseatLavedanevenwhenweareawake。”hegrumbled。 “Therewasnoreasonwhymonsieurshouldrise。”Then,holdingoutapaper,“MonsieurStanislasdeMarsacwasherebetimesthismorningwithMademoisellehissister。Heleftthisletterforyou,monsieur。” Amazeandapprehensionwerequicklyfollowedbyrelief,sinceAnatole’swordssuggestedthatMarsachadnotremained。Itooktheletter,nevertheless,withsomemisgivings,andwhilstIturneditoverinmyhandsIquestionedtheoldservant。 “Hestayedanhouratthechateau,monsieur。”Anatoleinformedme。 “MonsieurleVicomtewouldhavehadyouroused,buthewouldnothearofit。’IfwhatMonsieurdeSaint-Eustachehastoldmetouchingyourguestshouldprovetobetrue,’saidhe,’Iwouldprefernottomeethimunderyourroof,monsieur。’’MonsieurdeSaint-Eustache,’ mymasterreplied,’isnotapersonwhosewordshouldhaveweightwithanymanofhonour。’Butinspiteofthat,MonsieurdeMarsacheldtohisresolve,andalthoughhewouldoffernoexplanationinanswertomymaster’smanyquestions,youwerenotaroused。 “Attheendofahalf-hourhissisterenteredwithMademoiselle。 Theyhadbeenwalkingtogetherontheterrace,andMademoiselledeMarsacappearedveryangry。’AffairsareexactlyasMonsieurdeSaint-Eustachehasrepresentedthem,’saidshetoherbrother。Atthathesworeamostvillainousoath,andcalledforwritingmaterials。Atthemomentofhisdeparturehedesiredmetodeliverthislettertoyou,andthenrodeawayinafury,and,seemingly,notonthebestoftermswithMonsieurleVicomte。” “Andhissister?”Iaskedquickly。 “Shewentwithhim。Afinepair,asIlive!“headded,castinghiseyestotheceiling。 AtleastIcouldbreathefreely。Theyweregone,andwhateverdamagetheymayhavedonetothecharacterofpoorRenedeLesperoneretheydeparted,theywerenotthere,atallevents,todenouncemeforanimpostor。WithamentalapologytotheshadeofthedepartedLesperonforallthediscreditIwasbringingdownuponhisname,Ibrokethesealofthatmomentousepistle,whichenclosedalengthofsomethirty-twoinchesofstring。 Monsieur[Iread],whereverImaychancetomeetyouitshallbemydutytokillyou。 Arichbeginning,inallfaith!Ifhecouldbutmaintainthatuncompromisingdramaticflavourtotheend,hisepistleshouldbeworththetroubleofdeciphering,forhepennedavilescrawlofpothooks。 Itisbecauseofthis[theletterproceeded]thatIhaverefrainedfromcomingfacetofacewithyouthismorning。ThetimesaretootroublousandtheprovinceisintoodangerousaconditiontoadmitofanactthatmightdrawtheeyesoftheKeeperoftheSealsuponLavedan。To,myrespect,then,toMonsieurleVicomteandtomyowndevotiontotheCausewemutuallyservedoyouoweitthatyoustilllive。IamonmywaytoSpaintoseeksheltertherefromtheKing’svengeance。 TosavemyselfisadutythatIoweasmuchtomyselfastotheCause。Butthereisanotherduty,onethatIowemysister,whomyouhavesooutrageouslyslighted,andthisduty,byGod’sgrace,I willperformbeforeIleave。Ofyourhonour,monsieur,wewillnotspeak,forreasonsintowhichIneednotenter,andImakenoappealtoit。Butifyouhaveasparkofmanhoodleft,ifyouarenotanuttercravenaswellasaknave,Ishallexpectyouonthedayaftertomorrow,atanyhourbeforenoon,attheAubergedelaCouronneatGrenade。There,monsieur,ifyouplease,wewilladjustourdifferences。Thatyoumaycomeprepared,andsothatnotimeneedbewastedwhenwemeet,Isendyouthelengthofmysword。 Thusendedthatangry,fire-breathingepistle。Irefoldeditthoughtfully,then,havingtakenmyresolve,IleaptfromthebedanddesiredAnatoletoassistmetodress。 IfoundtheVicomtemuchexercisedinmindastothemeaningofMarsac’sextraordinarybehaviour,andIwasrelievedtoseethathe,atleast,couldconjecturenocauseforit。Inreplytothequestionswithwhichheverynaturallyassailedme,Iassuredhimthatitwasnomorethanamatterofamisunderstanding;thatMonsieurdeMarsachadaskedmetomeethimatGrenadeintwodays’ time,andthatIshouldthen,nodoubt,beabletomakeallclear。 Meanwhile,Iregrettedtheincident,sinceitnecessitatedmyremainingandencroachingfortwodayslongerupontheVicomte’shospitality。Toallthis,however,hemadethereplythatI expected,concludingwiththeremarkthatforthepresentatleastitwouldseemasiftheChevalierdeSaint-EustachehadbeensatisfiedwithcreatingthistroublebetwixtmyselfandMarsac。 >FromwhatAnatolehadsaid,IhadalreadyconcludedthatMarsachadexercisedthegreatestreticence。ButtheinterviewbetweenhissisterandRoxalannefilledmewiththegravestanxiety。Womenarenotwonttopractisetherestraintofmenundersuchcircumstances,andforallthatMademoiselledeMarsacmaynothaveexpresseditinsomanywordsthatIwasherfaithlesslover,yetwomenarequicktodetectandinterpretthesignsofdisordersspringingfromsuchcauses,andIhadeveryfearthatRoxalannewascometotheconclusionthatIhadliedtoheryesternight。Withanuneasyspirit,then,Iwentinquestofher,andIfoundherwalkingintheoldrosegardenbehindthechateau。 Shedidnotatfirstremarkmyapproach,andIhadleisureforsomemomentstoobserveherandtonotethesadnessthatdweltinherprofileandthelistlessnessofhermovements。第一章 This,then,wasmywork-mine,andthatofMonsieurdeChatellerault,andthoseothermerrygentlemenwhohadsatatmytableinParisnighuponamonthago。 Imoved,andthegravelcrunchedundermyfoot,whereuponsheturned,and,atsightofmeadvancingtowardsher,shestarted。Thebloodmountedtoherface,toebbagainupontheinstant,leavingitpalerthanithadbeen。Shemadeasiftodepart;thensheappearedtocheckherself,andstoodimmovableandoutwardlycalm,awaitingmyapproach。 Buthereyeswereaverted,andherbosomroseandfelltooswiftlytolendcolourtothatmaskofindifferenceshehurriedlyputon。 Yet,asIdrewnigh,shewasthefirsttospeak,andthetrivialityofherwordscameasashocktome,andforallmyknowledgeofwoman’swaycausedmetodoubtforamomentwhetherperhapshercalmwerenotreal,afterall。 “Youarealaggardthismorning,MonsieurdeLesperon。”And,withahalflaugh,sheturnedasidetobreakarosefromitsstem。 “True。”Iansweredstupidly;“Isleptover-late。” “Athousandpities,sincethusyoumissedseeingMademoiselledeMarsac。Havetheytoldyouthatshewashere?” “Yes,mademoiselle。StanislasdeMarsacleftaletterforme。” “Youwillregretnothavingseenthem,nodoubt?”quothshe。 Ievadedtheinterrogativenoteinhervoice。“Thatistheirfault。 Theyappeartohavepreferredtoavoidme。” “Isitmatterforwonder?”sheflashed,withasuddengleamoffurywhichsheassuddenlycontrolled。Withtheoldindifference,sheadded,“Youdonotseemperturbed,monsieur?” “Onthecontrary,mademoiselle;Iamverydeeplyperturbed。” “Atnothavingseenyour-betrothed?”sheasked,andnowforthefirsttimehereyeswereraised,andtheymetminewithalookthatwasastab。 “Mademoiselle,IhadthehonouroftellingyouyesterdaythatIhadplightedmytrothtonolivingwoman。” Atthatreminderofyesterdayshewinced,andIwassorrythatI hadutteredit,foritmusthavesetthewoundinherpridea-bleedingagain。YesterdayIhadasmuchastoldherthatIlovedher,andyesterdayshehadasmuchasansweredmethatshelovedme,foryesterdayIhadswornthatSaint-Eustache’sstoryofmybetrothalwasalie。To-dayshehadhadassuranceofthetruthfromtheverywomantowhomLesperon’sfaithwasplighted,andIcouldimaginesomethingofhershame。 “Yesterday,monsieur。”sheansweredcontemptuously,“youliedinmanythings。” “Nay,Ispokethetruthinall。Oh,Godinheaven,mademoiselle。” Iexclaimedinsuddenpassion,“willyounotbelieveme?WillyounotacceptmywordforwhatIsay,andhavealittlepatienceuntilIshallhavedischargedsuchobligationsaswillpermitmetoexplain?” “Explain?”quothshe,withwitheringdisdain。 “Thereisahideousmisunderstandinginallthis。Iamthevictimofamiserablechainofcircumstances。;Oh,Icansaynomore! TheseMarsacsIshalleasilypacify。IamtomeetMonsieurdeMarsacatGrenadeonthedayafterto-morrow。InmypocketIhavealetterfromthislivingsword-blade,inwhichhetellsmethathewillgivehimselfthepleasureofkillingmethen。Yet-“ “Ihopehedoes,monsieur!“shecutin,withafiercenessbeforewhichIfelldumbandleftmysentenceunfinished。“IshallprayGodthathemay!“sheadded。“Youdeserveitasnomandeservedityet!“ ForamomentIstoodstricken,indeed,byherwords。Then,myreasongraspingthemotiveofthatfierceness,asuddenjoypervadedme。Itwasafiercenessbreathingthathatredthatisapartoflove,thanwhich,itistrue,nohatredcanbemoredeadly。Andyetsoeloquentlydidittellmeofthoseveryfeelingswhichshesoughtjealouslytoconceal,that,movedbyasuddenimpulse,Isteppedcloseuptoher。 “Roxalanne。”Isaidfervently,“youdonothopeforit。WhatwouldyourlifebeifIweredead?Child,child,youlovemeevenasI loveyou。”Icaughthersuddenlytomewithinfinitetenderness,withreverencealmost。“Canyoulendnoeartothevoiceofthislove?Canyounothave-faithinmealittle?CanyounotthinkthatifIwerequiteasunworthyasyoumake-believetoyourveryself,thislovecouldhavenoplace?” “Ithasnoplace!“shecried。“Youlie-asinallthingselse。 Idonotloveyou。Ihateyou。Dieu!HowIhateyou!“ Shehadlaininmyarmsuntilthen,withupturnedfaceandpiteous,frightenedeyes-likeabirdthatfeelsitselfwithinthetoilsofasnake,yetwhosehorrorisblentwithacertainfascination。Now,asshespoke,herwillseemedtoreassertitself,andshestruggledtobreakfromme。Butasherfiercenessofhatredgrew,sodidmyfiercenessofresolvegainstrength,andIheldhertightly。 “Whydoyouhateme?”Iaskedsteadily。“Askyourself,Roxalanne,andtellmewhatansweryourheartmakes。Doesitnotanswerthatindeedyoudonothateme-thatyouloveme?” “Oh,God,tobesoinsulted!“shecriedout。“Willyounotreleaseme,miserable?MustIcallforhelp?Oh,youshallsufferforthis!AsthereisaHeaven,youshallbepunished!“ ButinmypassionIheldher,despiteentreaties,threats,andstruggles。Iwasbrutal,ifyouwill。Yetthinkofwhatwasinmysoulatbeingsomisjudged,atfindingmyselfinthisposition,anddealnotoverharshlywithme。ThecouragetoconfesswhichI hadlackedfordays,cametomethen。Imusttellher。Lettheresultbewhatitmight,itcouldnotbeworsethanthis,andthisIcouldendurenolonger。 “Listen,Roxalanne!“ “Iwillnotlisten!EnoughofinsultshaveIheardalready。Letmego!“ “Nay,butyoushallhearme。IamnotRenedeLesperon。HadtheseMarsacsbeenlessimpetuousandfoolish,hadtheywaitedtohaveseenmethismorning,theywouldhavetoldyouso。” Shepausedforasecondinherstrugglestoregardme。Then,withasuddencontemptuouslaugh,sherenewedhereffortsmorevigorouslythanbefore。 “Whatfreshliesdoyouofferme?Releaseme;willhearnomore!“ “AsHeavenismywitness,Ihavetoldyouthetruth。Iknowhowwildasoundithas,andthatifpartlywhyIdidnottellyouearlier。ButyourdisdainIcannotsuffer。Thatyoushoulddeemmealiarinprofessingtoloveyou-“ HerstrugglesweregrownsofranticthatIwasforcedtorelaxmygrip。ButthisIdidwithasuddennessthatthrewheroutofbalance,andshewasindangeroffallingbackwards。Tosaveherself,shecaughtatmydoublet,whichwastornopenunderthestrain。 Westoodsomefewfeetapart,and,whiteandpalpitatinginheranger,sheconfrontedme。Hereyeslashedmewiththeirscorn,butundermysteady,unflinchinggazetheyfellatlast。Whennextsheraisedthemtherewasasmileofquietbutunutterablecontemptuponherlips。 “Willyouswear。”saidshe,“thatyouarenotRenedeLesperon? ThatMademoiselledeMarsacisnotyourbetrothed?” “Yes-bymyeveryhopeofHeaven!“Icriedpassionately。 Shecontinuedtosurveymewiththatquietsmileofmockingscorn。 “Ihavehearditsaid。”quothshe,“thatthegreatestliarsareeverthosethatarereadiesttotakeoath。”Then,withasuddengaspofloathing,“Ithinkyouhavedroppedsomething,monsieur。”saidshe,pointingtotheground。Andwithoutwaitingformore,sheswungroundandleftme。 FaceupwardsatmyfeetlaytheminiaturethatpoorLesperonhadentrustedtomeinhisdyingmoments。Ithaddroppedfrommydoubletinthestruggle,andIneverdoubtednowbutthatthepictureitcontainedwasthatofMademoiselledeMarsac。 CHAPTERIX ANIGHTALARM IwasreturningthatsameafternoonfromalongwalkthatIhadtaken-formymoodwasofthatunenviablesortthatimpelsamantobemoving-whenIfoundatravelling-chaisedrawnupinthequadrangleasifreadyforajourney。AsImountedthestepsofthechateauIcamefacetofacewithmademoiselle,descending。I drewasidethatshemightpass;,andthisshedidwithherchinintheair,andherpetticoatdrawntoherthatitmightnottouchme。 Iwouldhavespokentoher,buthereyeslookedstraightbeforeherwithaglancethatwastooforbidding;besideswhichtherewasthegazeofahalf-dozengroomsuponus。So,bowingbeforeher-theplumeofmydoffedhatsweepingtheground-Ilethergo。YetI remainedstandingwhereshehadpassedme,andwatchedherenterthecoach。Ilookedafterthevehicleasitwheeledroundandrattledoutoverthedrawbridge,toraiseacloudofdustonthewhite,dryroadbeyond。 InthathourIexperiencedasenseofdesolationandapaintowhichIfinditdifficulttogiveexpression。Itseemedtomeasifshehadgoneoutofmylifeforalltime-asifnoreparationthatI couldevermakewouldsufficetowinherbackafterwhathadpassedbetweenusthatmorning。AlreadywoundedinherpridebywhatMademoiselledeMarsachadtoldherofourrelations,mybehaviourintherosegardenhadcompletedtheworkofturningintohatredthetenderfeelingsthatbutyesterdayshehadallbutconfessedforme。 Thatshehatedmenow,Iwaswellassured。MyreflectionsasI walkedhadborneitinuponmehowrash,howmadhadbeenmydesperateaction,andwithbitternessIrealizedthatIhaddestroyedthelastchanceofevermendingmatters。 Noteventhepaymentofmywagerandmyreturninmytruecharactercouldavailmenow。Thepaymentofmywager,forsooth!Eventhatlostwhatvirtueitmighthavecontained。Wherewastheheroismofsuchanact?HadInotfailed,indeed?Andwasnot,therefore,thepaymentofmywagerbecomeinevitable? Fool!fool!WhyhadInotprofitedthatgentlemoodofherswhenwehaddrifteddownthestreamtogether?WhyhadInottoldherthenofthewholebusinessfromitsuglyinceptiondowntothepasstowhichthingswerecome,addingthattorepairtheevilIwasgoingbacktoParistopaymywager,andthatwhenthatwasdone,I wouldreturntoaskhertobecomemywife?Thatwasthecourseamanofsensewouldhaveadopted。Hewouldhaveseenthedangersthatbesethiminmyfalseposition,andwouldhavebeenquicktohaveforestalledthemintheonlymannerpossible。 Heigh-ho!Itwasdone。Thegamewasatanend,andIhadbungledmypartofitlikeanyfool。Onetaskremainedme-thatofmeetingMarsacatGrenadeanddoingjusticetothememoryofpoorLesperon。 Whatmightbetidethereaftermatteredlittle。IshouldberuinedwhenIhadsettledwithChatellerault,andMarceldeSaint-Pol,deBardelys,thatbrilliantstarinthefirmamentoftheCourtofFrance,wouldsufferanabrupteclipse,wouldbequenchedforalltime。Butthisweighedlittlewithmethen。IhadlosteverythingthatImighthavevalued-everythingthatmighthavebroughtfreshzesttoajaded,satiatedlife。 LaterthatdayIwastoldbytheVicomtethattherewasarumourcurrenttotheeffectthattheMarquisdeBardelyswasdead。IdlyIinquiredhowtherumourhadbeenspread,andhetoldmethatariderlesshorse,whichhadbeencapturedafewdaysagobysomepeasants,hadbeenrecognizedbyMonsieurdeBardelys’sservantsasbelongingtotheirmaster,andthatasnothinghadbeenseenorheardofhimforafortnight,itwasbelievedthathemusthavemetwithsomemischance。Noteventhatpieceofinformationservedtoarousemyinterest。Letthembelievemedeadiftheywould。Tohimthatissufferingworsethandeathtobeaccounteddeadisasmallmatter。 Thenextdaypassedwithoutincident。Mademoiselle’sabsencecontinuedandIwouldhavequestionedtheVicomteconcerningit,butanotunnaturalhesitancybesetme,andIrefrained。 OnthemorrowIwastoleaveLavedan,buttherewerenopreparationstobemade,nopackingtobedone,forduringmysojournthereI hadbeenindebtedtothegeneroushospitalityoftheVicomteformyveryapparel。WesuppedquietlytogetherthatnighttheVicomteandI-fortheVicomtessewaskeepingherroom。 Iwithdrewearlytomychamber,andlongIlayawake,revolvingagloomyfutureinmymind。IhadgivennothoughttowhatIshoulddoafterhavingofferedmyexplanationtoMonsieurdeMarsaconthemorrow,norcouldInowbringmyselftoconsideritwithanydegreeofinterest。IwouldcommunicatewithChatelleraulttoinformhimthatIaccountedmywagerlost。Iwouldsendhimmynoteofhand,makingovertohimmyPicardyestates,andIwouldrequesthimtopayoffanddisbandmyservantsbothinParisandatBardelys。 Asformyself,Ididnotknow,and,asIhavehinted,Icaredbutlittle,inwhatplacesmyfuturelifemightlie。IhadstillalittlepropertybyBeaugency,butscantinclinationtowithdrawtoit。ToParisIwouldnotreturn;thatmuchIwasdeterminedupon; butuponnomore。IhadthoughtsofgoingtoSpain。YetthatcourseseemednolessfutilethananyotherofwhichIcouldbethinkme。Ifellasleepatlast,vowingthatitwouldbeamercyandafinesolutiontothepuzzleofhowtodisposeofthefutureifI weretoawakennomore。 Iwas,however,destinedtoberousedagainjustastheveilofnightwasbeingliftedandthechillbreathofdawnwasupontheworld。TherewasaloudknockingatthegatesofLavedan,confusednoisesofvoices,ofpatteringfeet,ofdoorsopeningandclosingwithinthechateau。 Therewasarappingatmychamberdoor,andwhenIwenttoopen,I foundtheVicomteonthethreshold,nightcapped,inhisshirt,andbearingalightedtaper。 “Therearetroopersatthegate!“heexclaimedasheenteredtheroom。“ThatdogSaint-Eustachehasalreadybeenatwork!“ Foralltheagitationthatmusthavebeenbesettinghim,hismannerwassereneasever。“Whatarewetodo?”heasked。 “Youareadmittingthem-naturally?”saidI,inquiryinmyvoice。 “Why,yes“;andheshruggedhisshoulders。“Whatcoulditavailustoresistthem?EvenhadIbeenpreparedforit,itwouldbefutiletoattempttosufferasiege。” Iwrappedadressing-gownaboutme,forthemorningairwaschill。 “MonsieurleVicomte。”saidIgravely,“IheartilydeplorethatMonsieurdeMarsac’saffairsshouldhavedetainedmehere。Butforhim,IhadleftLavedantwodaysago。Asitis,Itrembleforyou,butwemayatleasthopethatmybeingtakeninyourhousewilldrawdownnoillresultsuponyou。IshallneverforgivemyselfifthroughmyhavingtakenrefugehereIshouldhaveencompassedyourdestruction。” “Thereisnoquestionofthat。”hereplied,withthequickgenerositycharacteristicoftheman。“ThisistheworkofSaint-Eustache。 SoonerorlaterIalwaysfearedthatitwouldhappen,forsoonerorlater:heandImusthavecometoenmityovermydaughter。Thatknavehadmeinhispower。Heknew-beinghimselfoutwardlyoneofus-towhatextentIwasinvolvedinthelaterebellion,andIknewenoughofhimtobeassuredthatifsomedayheshouldwishtodomeill,hewouldneverscrupletoturntraitor。Iamafraid,MonsieurdeLesperon,thatitisnotforyoualone-perhapsnotforyouatall-thatthesoldiershavecome,butforme。” Then,beforeIcouldanswerhim,thedoorwasflungwide,andintotheroom,innightcapandhastilydonnedrobe-lookingaverymegereinthatdisfiguringdeshabille-swepttheVicomtesse。 “See。”shecriedtoherhusband,herstridentvoiceraisedinreproach-“seetowhatapassyouhavebroughtus!“ “Anne,Anne!“heexclaimed,approachingherandseekingtosootheher;“becalm,mypoorchild,andbebrave。” But,evadinghim,shetowered,leanandmalevolentasafury。 “Calm?”sheechoedcontemptuously。“Brave?”Thenashortlaughbrokefromher-adespairing,mocking,mirthlessexpressionofanger。“ByGod,doyouaddeffronterytoyourotherfailings? Dareyoubidmebecalmandbraveinsuchanhour?HaveIbeenwarningyoufruitlesslythesetwelvemonthspast,that,afterdisregardingmeandderidingmywarnings,youshouldbidmebecalmnowthatmyfearsarerealized?” Therewasasoundofcreakinggatesbelow。TheVicomteheardit。 “Madame。”hesaid,puttingasidehiserstwhiletendermanner,andspeakingwithaloftydignity,“thetroopershavebeenadmitted。 Letmeentreatyoutoretire。Itisnotbefittingourstation-“ “Whatisourstation?”sheinterruptedharshly。“Rebels-proscribed,houselessbeggars。Thatisourstation,thankstoyouandyourinsanemeddlingwithtreason。Whatistobecomeofus,fool?WhatistobecomeofRoxalanneandmewhentheyshallhavehangedyouandhavedrivenusfromLavedan?ByGod’sdeath,afineseasonthistotalkofthedignityofourstation!DidInotwarnyou,malheureux,toleavepartyfactionalone?Youlaughedatme。” “Madame;yourmemorydoesmeaninjustice。”heansweredinastrangledvoice。“Ineverlaughedatyouinallmylife。” “Youdidasmuch,atleast。Didyounotbidmebusymyselfwithwomen’saffairs?Didyounotbidmeleaveyoutofollowyourownjudgment?Youhavefollowedit-toaprettypurpose,asGodlives! ThesegentlemenoftheKing’swillcauseyoutofollowitalittlefarther。”shepursued,withheartless,loathsomesarcasm。“YouwillfollowitasfarasthescaffoldatToulouse。That,youwilltellme,isyourownaffair。Butwhatprovisionhaveyoumadeforyourwifeanddaughter?Didyoumarrymeandgethertoleaveustoperishofstarvation?Orarewetoturnkitchenwenchesorsempstressesforourlivelihood?” Withagroan,theVicomtesankdownuponthebed,andcoveredhisfacewithhishands。 “Godpityme!“hecried,inavoiceofagony-anagonysuchasthefearofdeathcouldneverhaveinfusedintohisbravesoul;anagonybornoftheheartlessnessofthiswomanwhofortwentyyearshadsharedhisbedandboard,andwhonowinthehourofhisadversityfailedhimsocruelly-sotragically。 “Aye。”shemockedinherbitterness,“calluponGodtopityyou,forIshallnot。” Shepacedtheroomnow,likeacagedlioness,herfacelividwiththefurythatpossessedher。Shenolongeraskedquestions;shenolongeraddressedhim;oathfollowedoathfromherthinlips,andthehideousnessofthiswoman’sblasphemymademeshudder。Atlasttherewereheavystepsuponthestairs,and,movedbyasuddenimpulse“Madame。”Icried,“letmeprevailuponyoutorestrainyourself。” Sheswungroundtofaceme,herdose-seteyesablazewithanger。 “Sangdieu!Bywhatrightdoyou-“shebeganbutthiswasnotimetoletawoman’stonguegobabblingon;notimeforceremony;noseasonformakingalegandaddressingherwithasimper。Icaughtherviciouslybythewrist,andwithmyfacecloseuptohers“Folle!“ Icried,andI’llswearnomanhadeverusedthewordtoherbefore。 Shegaspedandchokedinhersurpriseandrage。Thenloweringmyvoicelestitshouldreachtheapproachingsoldiers:“WouldyouruintheVicomteandyourself?”Imuttered。Hereyesaskedmeaquestion,andIansweredit。“Howdoyouknowthatthesoldiershavecomeforyourhusband?Itmaybethattheyareseekingme-andonlyme。 TheymayknownothingoftheVicomte’sdefection。Shallyou,then,betheonetoinformthemofitbyyourunbridledrantingsandyouraccusations?” Herjawfellopeninastonishment。Thiswasasideofthequestionshehadnotconsidered。 “Letmeprevailuponyou,madame,towithdrawandtobeofgoodcourage。Itismorethanlikelythatyoualarmyourselfwithoutcause。” Shecontinuedtostareatmeinheramazementandtheconfusionthatwascongenitalwithit,andiftherewasnottimeforhertowithdraw,atleastthepossibilityIhadsuggestedactedasatimelywarning。 Inthatmomentthedooropenedagain,andonthethresholdappearedayoungmaninaplumedhatandcorselet,carryinganakedswordinonehandandalanthornintheother。BehindhimIcaughtthegleamofsteelfromthetroopersathisheels。 “WhichofyouisMonsieurRenedeLesperon?”heinquiredpolitely,hisutteranceflavouredbyastrongGasconaccent。 Istoodforward。“Iamknownbythatname,MonsieurleCapitaine。” saidI。 Helookedatmewistfully,apologeticallyalmost,then“IntheKing’sname,MonsieurdeLesperon,Icalluponyoutoyield!“saidhe。 “Ihavebeenexpectingyou。Myswordisyonder,monsieur。”Irepliedsuavely。“Ifyouwillallowmetodress,Ishallbereadytoaccompanyyouinafewminutes。” Hebowed,anditatoncebecameclearthathisbusinessatLavedanwas-asIhadsuggestedtotheVicomtessemightbepossible-withmealone。 “Iamgratefulforthereadinessofyoursubmission。”saidthisverypolitegentleman。Hewasacomelylad,withblueeyesandagood-humouredmouth,towhichapairofbristlingmoustachessoughtvainlytoimpartanexpressionofferocity。 “Beforeyouproceedtodress,monsieur,Ihaveanotherdutytodischarge。” “Dischargeyourduty,monsieur。”Ianswered。Whereuponhemadeasigntohismen,andin,amomenttheywereransackingmygarmentsandeffects。Whilethiswastakingplace,heturnedtotheVicomteandVicomtesse,andofferedthemathousandapologiesforhavinginterruptedtheirslumbers,andforsorudelydeprivingthemoftheirguest。Headvancedinhisexcusethetroublousnatureofthetimes,andthrewinabunchofmalisonsatthecircumstanceswhichforceduponsoldierstheodiousdutiesofthetipstaff,hopingthatwewouldthinkhimnonethelessagentlemanfortheunsavourybusinessuponwhichhewasengaged。 >FrommyclothestheytookthelettersaddressedtoLesperonwhichthatpoorgentlemanhadentrustedtomeonthenightofhisdeath; andamongthesetherewasonefromtheDucd’Orleanshimself,whichwouldalonehavesufficedtohavehangedaregiment。Besidesthese,theytookMonsieurdeMarsac’sletteroftwodaysago,andthelocketcontainingthepictureofMademoiselledeMarsac。 ThepapersandtheportraittheydeliveredtotheCaptain,whotookthemwiththesameairofdeprecationtaintedwithdisgustthatcolouredallhisactionsinconnectionwithmyarrest。 TothissamerepugnanceforhiscatchpollworkdoIoweitthatatthemomentofsettingoutheofferedtoletmeridewithouttheannoyanceofanescortifIwouldpasshimmyparolenottoattemptanescape。 Wewerestanding,then,inthehallofthechateau。Hismenwerealreadyinthecourtyard,andtherewereonlypresentMonsieurleVicomteandAnatole-thelatterreflectingthelookofsorrowthathauntedhismaster’sface。TheCaptain’sgenerositywascertainlyleadinghimbeyondtheboundsofhisauthority,andittouchedme。 “Monsieurisverygenerous。”saidI。 Heshruggedhisshouldersimpatiently。 “CapdeDiou!“hecried-hehadawayofswearingthatremindedmeofmyfriendCazalet。“Itisnogenerosity,monsieur。Itisadesiretomakethisobsceneworkmorecongenialtothespiritofagentleman,which,deviltakeme,Icannotstifle,notfortheKinghimself。Andthen,MonsieurdeLesperon,arewenotfellow-countrymen?ArewenotGasconsboth?Pardieu,thereisnomorerespectedanameinthewholeofGasconythanthatofLesperon,andthatyoubelongtosohonourableafamilyisalonemorethansufficienttowarrantsuchslightfavoursasitmay,beinmypowertoshowyou。” “YouhavemyparolethatIwillattemptnoescape,MonsieurleCapitaine。”Ianswered,bowingmayacknowledgmentofhiscompliments。 “IamMironsacdeCastelroux,ofChateauRougeinGascony。”heinformedme,returningmybow。Myfaith,hadhenotmadeaprettysoldierhewouldhavemadeanadmirablemasterofdeportment。 Myleave-takingofMonsieurdeLavedanwasbriefbutcordial; apologeticonmypart,intenselysympatheticonhis。AndsoIwentoutalonewithCastelrouxupontheroadtoToulouse,hismenbeingorderedtofollowinhalfanhour’stimeandtotravelattheirleisure。 Aswecanteredalong-CastelrouxandI-wetalkedofmanythings,andIfoundhimanamusingandagreeablecompanion。Hadmymoodbeenotherthandespairing,thenewshegavememighthaveoccasionedmesomeconcern;foritseemedthatprisonersarraignedfortreasonandparticipationinthelaterisingwerebeingverysummarilytreated。Manywereneversomuchasheardintheirowndefence,theevidencecollectedoftheirdefectionbeingsubmittedtotheTribunal,andjudgmentbeingforthwithpasseduponthembyjudgeswhohadnoearsforanythingtheymightadvanceintheirownfavour。 Theevidenceofmyidentitywascomplete:therewasmyownadmissiontoCastelroux;theevidenceofthetreasonofLesperonwasnonethelesscomplete;infact,itwasnotorious;andtherewastheDuke’sletterfoundamongstmyeffects。IfthejudgesrefusedtolendaneartomyassurancesthatIwasnotLesperonatall,butthemissingBardelys,mytroubleswerelikelytoreceiveaverysummarysolution。 Thefearofit,however,weighednotover-heavilyuponme。Iwassupremelyindifferent。LifewasatanendsofarasIwasconcerned。 Ihadruinedtheonechanceofrealhappinessthathadeverbeenheldouttome,andifthegentlemenofthecourtsofToulousewerepleasedtosendmeunheededtothescaffold,whatshoulditsignify? Buttherewasanothermatterthatdidinterestme,andthatwasmyinterviewwithMarsac。Touchingthis,Ispoketomycaptor。 “ThereisagentlemanIwishtoseeatGrenadethismorning。Youhaveamongstthepaperstakenfrommealettermakingthisassignation,MonsieurleCapitaine,andIshouldbeindeedgratefulifyouwoulddeterminethatweshallbreakourfastthere,sothatImayhaveanopportunityofseeinghim。Thematteristomeofthehighestimportance。” “Itconcerns-?”heasked。 “Alady。”Ianswered。 “Ah,yes!Buttheletterisofthenatureofachallenge,isitnot?Naturally,Icannotpermityoutoendangeryourlife。” “LestwedisappointtheheadsmanatToulouse?”Ilaughed。“Havenofear。Thereshallbenoduel!“ “ThenIamcontent,monsieur,andyoushallseeyourfriend。” Ithankedhim,andwetalkedofotherthingsthereafteraswerodeintheearlymorningalongtheToulouseroad。Ourconversationfounditsway,Iscarceknowhow,tothetopicofParisandtheCourt,andwhenIcasuallymentioned,inpassing,thatIwaswellacquaintedwiththeLuxembourg,heinquiredwhetherIhadeverchancedtomeetayoungsparkofthenameofMironsac。 “Mironsac?”Iechoed。“Why,yes。”AndIwasonthepointofaddingthatIknewtheyouthintimately,andwhatakindnessIhadforhim,when,deemingitimprudent,Icontentedmyselfwithasking,“Youknowhim?” “Pardiou!“heswore。“Thefellowismycousin。WearebothMironsacs;heisMironsacofCastelvert,whilstI,asyoumayrememberItoldyou,amMironsacofCastelroux。Todistinguishus,heisalwaysknownasMironsac,andIasCastelroux。Peste!Itisnottheonlydistinction,forwhilehebasksinthesunshineofthegreatworldofParis-theyarewealthy,theMironsacsofCastelvert-I,apoordevilofaGasconycadet,amplayingthecatchpollinLanguedoc!“ Ilookedathimwithfreshinterest,forthementionofthatdearladMironsacbroughtbacktomymindthenightinParisonwhichmyill-starredwagerhadbeenlaid,andIwasremindedofhowthathigh-mindedyouthhadsought-whenitwastoolatetoreasonmeoutoftheundertakingbyalludingtothedishonourwithwhichinhishonesteyesitmustbefraught。 Wespokeofhiscousin-CastelrouxandI-andIwentsofarnowastoconfessthatIhadsomelovefortheyouth,whomIpraisedinunmistakableterms。ThisinclinedtoincreasethefriendlinesswhichmyyoungCaptainhadmanifestedsincemyarrest,andIwaspresentlyemboldenedbyittobegofhimtoaddtothemanyfavoursthatIalreadyowedhimbyreturningtometheportraitwhichhismenhadsubtractedfrommypocket。ItwasmywishtoreturnthistoMarsac,whilstatthesametimeitwouldaffordcorroborationofmystory。 TothisCastelrouxmadenodifficulty。 “Why,yes。”saidhe,andheproducedit。“Icraveyourpardonfornothavingdonethethingofmyownaccord。WhatcantheKeeperoftheSealswantwiththatpicture?” Ithankedhim,andpocketedthelocket。 “Poorlady!“hesighed,anoteofcompassioninhisvoice。“Bymysoul,MonsieurdeLesperon,fineworkthisforsoldiers,isitnot? Diable!Itisenoughtoturnagentleman’sstomachsourforlife,andmakehimgohidehimselffromtheeyesofhonestmen。HadI knownthatsoldieringmeantsuchbusiness,IhadthoughttwicebeforeIadopteditasacareerforamanofhonour。IhadremainedinGasconyandtilledtheearthsoonerthanhavelentmyselftothis!“ “Mygoodyoungfriend。”Ilaughed,“whatyoudo,youdointheKing’sname。” “Sodoeseverytipstaff。”heansweredimpatiently,hismoustachesbristlingastheresultofthescornfultwisthe-gavehislips。“TothinkthatIshouldhaveahandinbringingtearstotheeyesofthatsweetlady!Quellebesogne!BonDiou,quellebesogne!“ IlaughedatthedistressventedinthatwhimsicalGascontongueofhis,whereuponheeyedmeinawonderthatwastemperedwithadmiration。Fortohisbravesoulagentlemansostoicalastolaughundersuchparlouscircumstanceswasveryproperlyagentlemantobeadmired。 CHAPTERX THERISENDEAD Itwascloseuponteno’clockaswerodeintotheyardoftheimposingHoteldelaCouronneatGrenade。 Castelrouxengagedaprivateroomonthefirstfloor——ahandsomechamberoverlookingthecourtyard-andinanswertotheinquiriesthatImadeIwasinformedbythelandlordthatMonsieurdeMarsacwasnotyetarrived。 “Myassignationwas’beforenoon,’MonsieurdeCastelroux。”saidI。 “Withyourpermission,Iwouldwaituntilnoon。” Hemadenodifficulty。Twohourswereofnoaccount。Wehadallrisenveryearly,andhewas,himself,hesaid,entitledtosomerest。 WhilstIstoodbythewindowitcametopassthanaverytall,indifferentlyapparelledgentlemanissuedfromthehostelryandhaltedforsomemomentsinconversationwiththeostlerbelow。Hewalkedwithanenfeebledstep,andleanedheavilyforsupportuponastoutcane。AsheturnedtoreentertheinnIhadaglimpseofafacewoefullypale,aboutwhich,asabouttheman’swholefigure,therewasasomethingthatwasfamiliar-asomethingthatpuzzledme,andonwhichmymindwasstilldwellingwhenpresentlyIsatdowntobreakfastwithCastelroux。 Itmayhavebeenahalf-hourlater,and,ourmealbeingatanend,weweresittingtalking-IgrowingimpatientthewhilethatthisMonsieurdeMarsacshouldkeepmewaitingso-whenofasuddentherattleofhoofsdrewmeoncemoretothewindow。Agentleman,ridingveryrecklessly,hadjustdashedthroughtheporte-cochere,andwasintheactofpullinguphishorse。Hewasalean,activeman,veryrichlydressed,andwithafacethatbyitsswarthinessofskinandthesablehueofbeardandhairlookedalmostblack。 “Ah,youarethere!“hecried,withsomethingbetweenasnarlandalaugh,andaddressingsomebodywithintheshelteroftheporch。 “ParlamortDieu,Ihadhardlylookedtofindyou!“ >FromtherecessofthedoorwayIheardagaspofamazementandacryof“Marsac!Youhere?” SothiswasthegentlemanIwastosee!Astableboyhadtakenhisreins,andheleaptnimblytotheground。IntomyrangeofvisionhobblednowtheenfeebledgentlemanwhomearlierIhadnoticed。 “MydearStanislas!“hecried,“IcannottellyouhowrejoicedIamtoseeyou!“andheapproachedMarsacwitharmsthatwereopenedasiftoembracehim。 Thenewcomersurveyedhimamomentinwonder,witheyesgrowndull。 Thenabruptlyraisinghishand,hestruckthefellowonthebreast,andthrusthimbacksoviolentlythatbutforthestable=boy’sinterventionhehadofacertaintyfallen。Withalookofstartledamazementonhishaggardface,theinvalidregardedhisassailant。 AsforMarsac,hesteppedcloseuptohim。 “Whatisthis?”hecriedharshly。“Whatisthismake-believefeebleness?Thatyouarepale,poltroon,Idonotwonder!Butwhythesetotteringlimbs?Whythisassumptionofweakness?Doyoulooktotrickmebythesesigns?” “Haveyoutakenleaveofyoursenses?”exclaimedtheother,anoteofresponsiveangersoundinginhisvoice。“Haveyougonemad,Stanislas?” “Abandonthispretence。”wasthecontemptuousanswer。“TwodaysagoatLavedan,myfriend,theyinformedmehowcompletewasyourrecovery;fromwhattheytoldus,itwaseasytoguesswhyyoutarriedthereandleftuswithoutnewsofyou。Thatwasmyreason,asyoumayhavesurmised,forwritingtoyou。Mysisterhasmournedyoufordead-wasmourningyoufordeadwhilstyousatatthefeetofyourRoxalanneandmadelovetoheramongtherosesofLavedan。” “Lavedan?”echoedtheotherslowly。Then,raisinghisvoice: “Whatthedevilareyousaying?”heblazed。“WhatdoIknowofLavedan?” Inaflashithadcometomewhothatenfeebledgentlemanwas。 Rodenard,theblunderer,hadbeenatfaultwhenhehadsaidthatLesperonhadexpired。Clearlyhecouldhavenomorethanswooned; forhere,intheflesh,wasLesperonhimself,themanIhadleftfordeadinthatbarnbyMirepoix。 Howorwherehehadrecoveredwerethingsthatatthemomentdidnotexercisemymind-norhaveIsincebeenatanypainstounravelthemysteryofit;buttherehewas,andforthemomentthatfactwasall-sufficing。WhatcomplicationswouldcomeofhispresenceHeavenalonecouldforetell。 “Putanendtothisplay-acting!“roaredthesavageMarsac。“Itwillavailyounothing。Mysister’stearsmayhaveweighedlightlywithyou,butyoushallpaythepriceofthem,andoftheslightyouhaveputuponher。” “MyGod,Marsac!“criedtheother,rousedtoanequalfierceness。 “Willyouexplain?” “Aye。”snarledMarsac,andhisswordflashedfromhisscabbard。” I’llexplain。AsGodlives,I’llexplain-withthis!“Andhewhirledhisbladeundertheeyesoftheinvalid。“Come,mymaster,thecomedy’splayedout。Castasidethatcrutchanddraw;draw,man,or,sangdieu,I’llrunyouthroughasyoustand!“ Therewasacommotionbelow。Thelandlordandaposseofhissatellites-waiters,ostlers,andstableboys-rushedbetweenthem,andsoughttorestrainthebloodthirstyMarsac。Butheshookthemoffasabullshakesoffapackofdogs,andlikeanangrybull,too,didhestandhisgroundandbellow。Inamomenthissweepingswordhadclearedacircleabouthim。Initslightningdartingshitherandthitheratrandom,ithadstungawaiterinthecalf,andwhenthefellowsawthebloodstaininghishose,headdedtothegeneraldinhisshrieksthathewasmurdered。 Marsacsworeandthreatenedinabreath,andakitchenwench,fromapointofvantageonthesteps,calledshameuponhimandabusedhimroundlyforacowardlyassassintoassailapoorsuffererwhocouldhardlystandupright。 “Po’CapdeDiou!“sworeCastelrouxatmyelbow。“Sawyoueversuchanado?Whathaschanced?” ButIneverstayedtoanswerhim。UnlessIactedquicklybloodwouldassuredlybeshed。Iwarstheonemanwhocouldexplainmatters,anditwasamercyforLesperonthatIshouldhavebeenathandinthehourofhismeetingthatfire-eaterMarsac。IforgotthecircumstancesinwhichIstoodtoCastelroux;IforgoteverythingbuttheimminentnecessitythatIshouldintervene。 Somesevenfeetbelowourwindowwastheroofoftheporch;fromthattothegrounditmightbesomeeightfeetmore。BeforemyGasconcaptainknewwhatIwasabout,Ihadswungmyselfdownfromthewindowontotheprojectingporch。Asecondlater,Icreatedadiversionbylandinginthemidstofthecourtyardfray,withthealarmedCastelroux-whoimaginedthatIwasescaping-followingbythesameunusualroad,andshoutingashecame“MonsieurdeLesperon!Hi!MonsieurdeLesperon!Mordiou!Rememberyourparole,MonsieurdeLesperon!“ NothingcouldhavebeenbettercalculatedtostemMarsac’sfury; nothingcouldhavesopredisposedhimtolendaneartowhatIhadtosay,foritwasveryevidentthatCastelroux’swordswereaddressedtome,andthatitwasIwhomhecalledbythenameofLesperon。InaninstantIwasatMarsac’sside。ButbeforeI couldutteraword“Whatthedevildoesthismean?”heasked,eyeingmewithfiercesuspicion。 “Itmeans,monsieur,thattherearemoreLesperonsthanoneinFrance。IamtheLesperonwhowasatLavedan。Ifyoudoubtme,askthisgentleman,whoarrestedmetherelastnight。Askhim,too,whywehavehaltedhere。Askhim,ifyouwill,toshowyoutheletterthatyouleftatLavedanmakinganassignationherebeforenoonto-day,whichletterIreceived。” ThesuspicionfadedfromMarsac’seyes,andtheygrewroundwithwonderashelistenedtothisprodigiousarrayofevidence。 Lesperonlookedoninnolessamazement,yetIamsurefromthemannerofhisglancethathedidnotrecognizeinmethemanthathadsuccouredhimatMirepoix。That,afterall,wasnaturalenough;forthemindsofmeninsuchreducedconditionsashadbeenhisuponthatnightarenotpronetoreceiveveryclearimpressions,andstilllesspronetoretainsuchimpressionsastheydoreceive。 BeforeMarsaccouldanswerme,Castelrouxwasat,myside。 “Athousandapologies!“helaughed。“Afoolmighthaveguessedtheerrandthattookyousoquicklythroughthatwindow,andnonebutafoolwouldhavesuspectedyouofseekingtoescape。Itwasunworthyinme,MonsieurdeLesperon。” Iturnedtohimwhilethoseothersstillstoodgaping,andledhimaside。 “MonsieurleCapitaine。”saidI,“youfindittroublesomeenoughtoreconcileyourconsciencewithsucharrestsasyouarechargedtomake,isitnotso。 “Mordiou!“hecried,bywayofemphaticallyassenting。 “Now,ifyoushouldchancetooverhearwordsbetrayingtoyoucertainpeoplewhomotherwiseyouwouldneversuspectofbeingrebels,yoursoldier’sdutywould,nevertheless,compelyoutoapprehendthem,woulditnot?” “Why,true。Iamafraiditwould。”heanswered,withagrimace。 “But,ifforewarnedthatbybeingpresentinacertainplaceyoushouldoverhearsuchwords,whatcoursewouldyoupursue?” “Avoiditlikeapestilence,monsieur。”heansweredpromptly。 “Then,MonsieurleCapitaine,mayItrespassuponyourgenerositytobeseechyoutoletmetaketheselitigantstoourroomupstairs,andtoleaveusalonethereforahalf-hour?” FranknesswasmybestfriendindealingwithCastelroux-franknessandhisdistasteforthebusinesstheyhadchargedhimwith。AsforMarsacandLesperon,theywerebotheagerenoughtohavethemysteryexplained,andwhenCastelrouxhavingconsented-Iinvitedthemtomychamber,theycamereadilyenough。 SinceMonsieurdeLesperondidnotrecognizeme,therewasnoreasonwhyIshouldenlightenhimtouchingmyidentity,andeveryreasonwhyIshouldnot。Assoonastheywereseated,Iwenttotheheartofthematteratonceandwithoutpreamble。 “Afortnightago,gentlemen。”saidI,“IwasdrivenbyapackofdragoonsacrosstheGaronne。Iwaswoundedintheshoulderandveryexhausted,andIknockedatthegatesofLavedantocraveshelter。 Thatshelter,gentlemen,wasaffordedme,andwhenIhadannouncedmyselfasMonsieurdeLesperon,itwasallthemorecordiallybecauseoneMonsieurdeMarsac,whowasafriendoftheVicomtedeLavedan,andapartisaninthelostcauseofOrleans,happenedoftentohavespokenofacertainMonsieurdeLesperonashisverydearfriend。Ihavenodoubt,gentlemen,thatyouwillthinkharshlyofmebecauseIdidnotenlightentheVicomte。ButtherewerereasonsforwhichItrustyouwillnotpressme,sinceIshallfinditdifficulttoansweryouwithtruth。” “ButisyournameLesperon?”criedLesperon。 “That,monsieur,isasmallmatter。WhethermynameisLesperonornot,IconfesstohavingpractisedaduplicityupontheVicomteandhisfamily,sinceIamcertainlynottheLesperonwhoseidentityI accepted。ButifIacceptedthatidentity,monsieur,Ialsoacceptedyourliabilities,andsoIthinkthatyoushouldfinditinyourhearttoextendmesomemeasureofforgiveness。AsRenedeLesperon,ofLesperoninGascony,IwasarrestedlastnightatLavedan,and,asyoumayobserve,IambeingtakentoToulousetostandthechargeofhightreason。Ihavenotdemurred;Ihavenotdeniedinthehouroftroubletheidentitythatservedmeinmyhourofneed。Iamtakingthebitterwiththesweet,andIassureyou,gentlemen,thatthebitterpredominatesinaverymarkeddegree。” “Butthismustnotbe。”criedLesperon,rising:“Iknownotwhatuseyoumayhavemadeofmyname,butIhavenoreasontothinkthatyoucanhavebroughtdiscredituponit,andso-“ “Ithankyou,monsieur,but-“ “AndsoIcannotsubmitthatyoushallgotoToulouseinmystead。 Whereisthisofficerwhoseprisoneryouare?Praysummonhim,monsieur,andletussetthematterright。” “Thisisverygenerous。”Iansweredcalmly。“ButIhavecrimesenoughuponmyhead,andso,iftheworstshouldbefallme,Iamsimplyatoninginonepersonfortheerrorsoftwo。” “Butthatisnoconcernofmine!“hecried。 “Itissomuchyourconcernthatifyoucommitsoegregiousablunderastodenounceyourself,youwillhaveruinedyourself,withoutmateriallybenefittingme。 Hestillobjected,butinthisstrainIarguedforsometime,andtosuchgoodpurposethatintheendImadehimrealizethatbybetrayinghimselfhewouldnotsaveme,butonlyjoinmeonthejourneytothescaffold。 “Besides,gentlemen。”Ipursued,“mycaseisfarfromhopeless。I haveeveryconfidencethat,asmattersstand,byputtingforthmyhandattherightmoment,byannouncingmyidentityattheproperseason,Ican,ifamsoinclined,savemyneckfromtheheadsman。” “Ifyouaresoinclined?”theybothcried,theirlookschargedwithinquiry。 “Letthatbe。”Ianswered;“itdoesnotatpresentconcernus。WhatIdesireyoutounderstand,MonsieurdeLesperon,-isthatifIgotoToulousealone,whenthetimecomestoproclaimmyself,anditisfoundthatIamnotRenedeLesperon,ofLesperoninGascony,theywillassumethatyouaredead,andtherewillbenocountagainstme。 “Butifyoucomewithme,andtherebyaffordproofthatyouarealive,myimpersonationofyoumaycausemetrouble。TheymayopinethatIhavebeenanabettoroftreason,thatIhaveattemptedtocircumventtheendsofjustice,andthatImayhaveimpersonatedyouinordertorenderpossibleyourescape。Forthat,youmayrestassured,theywillpunishme。 “Youwillsee,therefore,thatmyownsafetyrestsonyourpassingquietlyoutofFranceandleavingthebeliefbehindyouthatyouaredead-abeliefthatwillquicklyspreadonceIshallhavecastoffyouridentity。Youapprehendme?” “Vaguely,monsieur;andperhapsyouareright。Whatdoyousay,Stanislas?” “Say?”criedthefieryMarsac。“Iamweigheddownwithshame,mypoorRene,forhavingsomisjudgedyou。” Morehewouldhavesaidinthesamestrain,butLesperoncuthimshortandbadehimattendtotheissuenowbeforehim。Theydiscusseditatsomelength,butalwaysunderthecloudinwhichmymysteriousnessenvelopedit,and,intheend,encouragedbymyrenewedassurancesthatIcouldbestsavemyselfifLesperonwerenottakenwithme,theGasconconsentedtomyproposals。 MarsacwasonhiswaytoSpain。Hissister,hetoldus,awaitedhimatCarcassonne。Lesperonshouldsetoutwithhimatonce,andinforty-eighthourstheywouldbebeyondthereachoftheKing’sanger。 “Ihaveafavourtoaskofyou,MonsieurdeMarsac。”saidI,rising; forourbusinesswasatanend。“ItisthatifyoushouldhaveanopportunityofcommunicatingwithMademoiselledeLavedan,youwillletherknowthatIamnot-nottheLesperonthatisbetrothedtoyoursister。’’ “Iwillinformherofit,monsieur。”heansweredreadily;andthen,ofasudden,alookofunderstandingandofinfinitepitycameintohiseyes。“MyGod!“hecried。 “Whatisit,monsieur?”Iasked,staggeredbythatsuddenoutcry。 “Donotaskme,monsieur,donotaskme。Ihadforgottenforthemoment,intheexcitementofalltheserevelations。But-“Hestoppedshort。 “Well,monsieur?” Heseemedtoponderamoment,thenlookingatmeagainwiththatsamecompassionateglance“Youhadbetterknow。”saidhe。“Andyet-itisadifficultthingtotellyou。IunderstandnowmuchthatIhadnotdreamtof。You-youhavenosuspicionofhowyoucametobearrested?” “Formyallegedparticipationinthelaterebellion?” “Yes,yes。Butwhogavetheinformationofyourwhereabouts?WhotoldtheKeeperoftheSealswhereyouweretobefound?” “Oh,that?”Iansweredeasily。“Why,Ineverdoubtedit。ItwasthecoxcombSaint-Eustache。Iwhippedhim-“ Istoppedshort。TherewassomethinginMarsac’sblackface,somethinginhisglance,thatforcedtheunspokentruthuponmymind。 “Motherinheaven!“Icried。“DoyoumeanthatitwasMademoiselledeLavedan?” Hebowedhisheadinsilence。Didshehateme,then,somuchasthat?Wouldnothinglessthanmydeathappeaseher,andhadI utterlycrushedthelovethatforalittlewhileshehadborneme,thatshecouldbringherselftohandmeovertotheheadsman? God!Whatastabwasthat!Itturnedmesickwithgrief-aye,andwithsomeragenotagainsther,oh,notagainsther;againstthefatesthathadbroughtsuchthingstopass。 Icontrolledmyselfwhiletheireyeswereyetuponme。Iwenttothedoorandhelditopenforthem,andthey,perceivingsomethingofmydisorder,werecourteousenoughtoomittheprotractedleave-takingsthatunderotherauspicestheremighthavebeen。 Marsacpausedamomentonthethresholdasifhewouldhaveofferedmesomewordofcomfort。Then,perceiving,perhaps,howbanalmustbeallcomfortthatwasofwordsalone,andhowitmightbutincreasetheangerofthewounditwasmeanttobalm,hesighedasimple“Adieu,monsieur!“andwenthisway。 Whentheyweregone,Ireturnedtothetable,and,sittingdown,I buriedmyheadinmyarms,andthereIlay,apreytothemostpoignantgriefthatinallmyeasy,fortunatelifeIhadeverknown。 Thatsheshouldhavedonethisthing!ThatthewomanIloved,thepure,sweet,innocentgirlthatIhadwooedsoardentlyinmyunworthinessatLavedan,shouldhavestoopedtosuchanactofbetrayal!TowhathadInotreducedher,sincesuchthingscouldbe! Then,outofmydespairgrewcomfort,slowlyatfirst,andmorevigorouslyanon。Thesuddenshockofthenewshadrobbedmeofsomeofmywit,andhadwarpedmyreasoning。Later,asthepainoftheblowgrewduller,Icametoreflectthatwhatshehaddonewasbutaproof-anoverwhelmingproof-ofhowdeeplyshehadcared。Suchhatredasthiscanbebutbornofagreatlove;reactionisevertobemeasuredbytheactionthatoccasionsit,andagreatrevulsioncanonlycomeofagreataffection。Hadshebeenindifferenttome,orhadshebutentertainedformeapassingliking,shewouldnothavesufferedso。 AndsoIcametorealizehowcruelmusthavebeenthepangthathaddrivenhertothis。Butshehadlovedme;aye,andshelovedmestill,forallthatshethoughtshehated,andforallthatshehadactedasifshehated。ButevenifIwerewrong-evenifshedidhateme-whatafreshrevulsionwouldnotbeherswhenanonshelearntthat-whatevermysins-Ihadnotplayedlightlywithherlove;thatIwasnot,asshehadimagined,thebetrothedofanotherwoman! Thethoughtfiredmelikewine。Iwasnolongerlistless-nolongerindifferentastowhetherIlivedordied。Imustlive。ImustenlightentheKeeperoftheSealsandthejudgesatToulouseconcerningmyidentity。Why,indeed,hadIeverwavered?BardelystheMagnificentmustcometolifeagain,andthen-Whatthen? AssuddenlyasIhadbeenexaltedwasIcastdown。TherewasarumourabroadthatBardelyswasdead。InthewakeofthatrumourIshrewdlyguessedthatthereportofthewagerthathadbroughthimintoLanguedocwouldnotbeslowtofollow。Whatthen?Wouldshelovemeanythebetter?Wouldshehatemeanytheless?IfnowshewaswoundedbythebeliefthatIhadmadesportofherlove,wouldnotthatsamebeliefbewithheragainwhenshecametoknowthetruth? Aye,thetanglewasagrievousone。YetItookheart。Myoldresolvereturnedtome,andIsawtheneedforurgency-inthatalonecouldlienowmyredemptioninhereyes。MywagermustbepaidbeforeIagainrepairedtoher,forallthatitshouldleavemepoorindeed。Inthemeanwhile,IprayedGodthatshemightnothearofitereIreturnedtotellher。 CHAPTERXI THEKING’SCOMMISSIONER ForthatmostamiableofGasconcadets,MonsieurdeCastelroux,I havenaughtbutthehighestpraise。Inhiseverydealingwithmeherevealedhimselfsoverygallant,generous,andhigh-mindedagentlemanthatitwaslittleshortofapleasuretobehisprisoner。 HemadenoinquiriestouchingthenatureofmyinterviewwiththosetwogentlemenattheHoteldelaCouronne,andwhenatthemomentofleavingIrequestedhimtodeliverapackettothetallerofthosesametwohedidsowithoutcommentorquestion。ThatpacketcontainedtheportraitofMademoiselledeMarsac,butontheinnerwrapperwasanoterequestingLesperonnottoopenituntilheshouldbeinSpain。 NeitherMarsacnorLesperondidIseeagainbeforeweresumedourjourneytoToulouse。 Atthemomentofsettingoutacuriousincidentoccurred。 Castelroux’scompanyofdragoonshadriddenintothecourtyardasweweremounting。Theylinedupundertheirlieutenant’scommand,toallowustopass;butaswereachedtheporte-cochereweweredelayedforamomentbyatravelling-carriage,enteringforrelays,andcoming,apparently,fromToulouse。CastelrouxandIbackedourhorsesuntilwewereinthemidstofthedragoons,andsowestoodwhilethevehiclepassedin。Asitwentby,oneoftheleathercurtainswasdrawnback,andmyheartwasquickenedbythesightofapalegirlface,witheyesofblue,andbrowncurlslyingupontheslenderneck。Herglancelightedonme,swordlessandinthemidstofthatcompanyoftroopers,andIbowedlowuponthewithersofmyhorse,doffingmyhatindistantsalutation。 Thecurtaindroppedagain,andeclipsedthefaceofthewomanthathadbetrayedme。Withmymindfullofwildsurmisingsastowhatemotionsmighthaveawakenedinheruponbeholdingme,IrodeawayinsilenceatMonsieurdeCastelroux’sside。Hadsheexperiencedanyremorse?Anyshame?Whetherornotsuchfeelingshadbeenarousedatsightofme,itcertainlywouldnotbelongeresheexperiencedthem,forattheHoteldelaCouronnewerethosewhowouldenlightenher。 Thecontemplationoftheremorsefulgriefthatmightanonbesetherwhenshecametoponderthetruthofmatters,and,withthattruth,thosethingsthatatLavedanIhaduttered,filledmepresentlywithregretandpity。IgrewimpatienttoreachToulouseandtellthejudgesofthemistakethattherehadbeen。Mynamecouldnotbeunknowntothem,andtheverymentionofit,Ithought,shouldsufficetogivethempauseandleadthemtomakeinquiriesbeforesendingmetothescaffold。YetIwasnotwithoutuneasiness,forthesurnmarinesswithwhichCastelrouxhadinformedmetheywereinthehabitofdealingwiththoseaccusedofhightreasonoccasionedmesomeapprehensivepangs。 Thisapprehensionledmetoconversewithmycaptortouchingthosetrials,seekingtogatherfromhimwhowerethejudges。IlearntthenthatbesidestheordinaryTribunal,aCommissionerhadbeendispatchedbyHisMajesty,andwashourlyexpectedtoarriveatToulouse。Itwouldbehismissiontosuperviseanddirecttheinquiriesthatweretakingplace。Itwassaid,headded,thattheKinghimselfwasonhiswaythither,tobepresentatthetrialofMonsieurleDucdeMontmorency。Buthewastravellingbyeasystages,andwasnotyetexpectedforsomedays。Myheart,whichhadleaptatthenews,assuddenlysankagainwiththeconsiderationthatIshouldprobablybedisposedofbeforetheKing’sarrival。