ButalthoughIurgeditwiththebestwillandthebestintentionsintheworld,Iwasnottohavemyway。Theairbecamesuddenlyheavywiththescentofmusk,andtheChevalierdeSaint-Eustachestoodbeforeus,andforcedtheconversationoncemoreupontheodioustopicofMonsieurdeBardelys。
Thepoorfoolcamewithaplanofcampaigncarefullyconsidered,bentnowuponoverthrowingmewiththeknowledgehewouldexhibit,andwherebyhelookedtoencompassmyhumiliationbeforehiscousin。
“SpeakingofBardelys,MonsieurdeLesperon-“
“MydearChevalier,wewerenolongerspeakingofhim。”
Hesmileddarkly。“Letusspeakofhim,then。”
“Butaretherenotathousandmoreinterestingthingsthatwemightspeakof?”
Thishetookforafreshsignoffear,andsohepressedwhatheaccountedhisadvantage。
“Yethavepatience;thereisapointonwhichperhapsyoucangivemesomeinformation。”
“Impossible。”saidI。
“AreyouacquaintedwiththeDuchessedeBourgogne?”
“Iwas。”Iansweredcasually,andascasuallyIadded,“Areyou?”
“Excellentlywell。”herepliedunhesitatingly。“IwasinParisatthetimeofthescandalwithBardelys。”
Ilookedupquickly。
“Wasitthenthatyoumether?”Iinquiredinanidlesortofway。
“Yes。IwasintheconfidenceofBardelys,andonenightafterwehadsuppedathishotel-oneofthosesuppersgracedbyeverywitinParis-heaskedmeifIweremindedtoaccompanyhimtotheLouvre。Wewent。Amasquewasinprogress。”
“Ah。”saidI,afterthemannerofonewhosuddenlytakesintheentiresituation;“anditwasatthismasquethatyoumettheDuchesse?”
“Youhaveguessedit。Ah,monsieur,ifIweretotellyouofthethingsthatIwitnessedthatnight,theywouldamazeyou。”saidhe,withagreatairandacasualglanceatMademoiselletoseeintowhatdepthofwondertheseglimpsesintohiswickedpastwereplungingher。
“Idoubtitnot。”saidI,thinkingthatifhisimaginationwereasfertileinthatconnectionasithadbeeninminehewaslikely,indeed,tohavesomeamazingthingstotell。“ButdoIunderstandyoutosaythatthatwasthetimeofthescandalyouhavetouchedupon?”
“Thescandalburstthreedaysafterthatmasque。Itcameasasurprisetomostpeople。Asforme-fromwhatBardelyshadtoldme-Iexpectednothingless。”
“Pardon,Chevalier,buthowolddoyouhappentobe?”
“Acuriousquestionthat。”saidhe,knittinghisbrows。
“Perhaps。Butwillyounotanswerit?”
“Iamtwenty-one。”saidhe。“Whatofit?”
“Youaretwenty,moncousin。”Roxalannecorrectedhim。
Helookedatherasecondwithaninjuredair。
“Why,true-twenty!Thatisso。”heacquiesced;andagain,“whatofit?”hedemanded。
“Whatofit,monsieur?”Iechoed。“WillyouforgivemeifI
expressamazementatyourprecocity,andcongratulateyouuponit?”
Hisbrowswentifpossibleclosertogetherandhisfacegrewveryred。Heknewthatsomewhereapitfallawaitedhim,yethardlywhere。
“Idonotunderstandyou。”
“Bethinkyou,Chevalier。Tenyearshaveflownsincethisscandalyoureferto。SothatatthetimeofyoursuppingwithBardelysandthewitsofParis,atthetimeofhismakingaconfidantofyouandcarryingyouofftoamasqueattheLouvre,atthetimeofhispresentingyoutotheDuchessedeBourgogne,youwerejusttenyearsofage。Ineverhadcausetothinkover-wellofBardelys,buthadyounottoldmeyourself,Ishouldhavehesitatedtobelievehimsovileadespoilerofinnocence,suchaperverterofyouth。”
Hecrimsonedtotheveryrootsofhishair。
Roxalannebrokeintoalaugh。“Mycousin,mycousin。”shecried,“theythatwouldbecomemastersshouldbeginearly,isitnotso?”
“MonsieurdeLesperon。”saidhe,inaveryformalvoice,“doyouwishmetoapprehendthatyouhaveputmethroughthiscatechismforthepurposeofcastingadoubtuponwhatIhavesaid?”
“ButhaveIdonethat?HaveIcastadoubt?”Iasked,withtheutmostmeekness。
“SoIapprehend。”
“Thenyouapprehendamiss。Yourwords,Iassureyou,admitofnodoubtwhatever。Andnow,monsieur,ifyouwillhavemercyuponme,wewilltalkofotherthings。IamsowearyofthisunfortunateBardelysandhisaffairs。HemaybethefashionofParisandatCourt,butdownherehisverynamebefoulstheair。Mademoiselle。”
Isaid,turningtoRoxalanne,“youpromisedmealessonintheloreofflowers。”
“Come,then。”saidshe,and,beinganexceedinglywisechild,sheplungedstraightwayintothehistoryoftheshrubsaboutus。
Thusdidweavertastormthatforamomentwasveryimminent。Yetsomemischiefwasdone,andsomegood,too,perhaps。ForifImadeanenemyoftheChevalierdeSaint-Eustachebyhumblinghimintheeyesoftheonewomanbeforewhomhesoughttoshine,Iestablishedabond’twixtRoxalanneandmyselfbythatsamehumiliationofafoolishcoxcomb,whoseboastfulnesshadlongweariedher。
CHAPTERVII
THEHOSTILITYOFSAINT-EUSTACHE
InthedaysthatfollowedIsawmuchoftheChevalierdeSaint-Eustache。HewasaveryconstantvisitoratLavedan,andthereasonofitwasnotfartoseek。Formyownpart,Idislikedhim-IhaddonesofromthemomentwhenfirstIhadseteyesonhim-andsincehatred,likeaffection,isoftenamatterofreciprocity,theChevalierwasnotslowtoreturnmydislike。Ourmannergradually,byalmostimperceptiblestages,grewmoredistant,untilbytheendofaweekithadbecomesohostilethatLavedanfoundoccasiontocommentuponit。
“BewareofSaint-Eustache。”hewarnedme。“Youarebecomingverymanifestlydistastefultoeachother,andIwouldurgeyoutohaveacare。Idon’ttrusthim。HisattachmenttoourCauseisofalukewarmcharacter,andhegivesmeuneasiness,forhemaydomuchharmifheissoinclined。ItisonthisaccountthatItoleratehispresenceatLavedan。Frankly,Ifearhim,andIwouldcounselyoutodonoless。Themanisaliar,evenifbutaboastfulliarandliarsareneverlongoutofmischief。”
Thewisdomofthewordswasunquestionable,buttheadviceinthemwasnoteasilyfollowed,particularlybyonewhosepositionwassopeculiarasmyown。InawayIhadlittlecausetofeartheharmtheChevaliermightdome,butIwasimpelledtoconsidertheharmthatatthesametimehemightdotheVicomte。
Despiteourgrowingenmity,theChevalierandIwereveryfrequentlythrowntogether。Thereasonforthiswas,ofcourse,thatwhereverRoxalannevastobefoundthere,generally,werewebothtobefoundalso。YethadIadvantagesthatmusthavegonetoswellarancourbasedasmuchuponjealousyasanyothersentiment,forwhilsthewasbutadailyvisitoratLavedan,Iwasestablishedthereindefinitely。
OftheusethatImadeofthattimeIfinditdifficulttospeak。
>FromthefirstmomentthatIhadbeheldRoxalanneIhadrealizedthetruthofChatellerault’sassertionthatIhadneverknownawoman。Hewasright。ThosethatIhadmetandbywhomIhadjudgedthesexhad,bycontrastwiththischild,littleclaimtothetitle。VirtueIhadaccountedashadowwithoutsubstance;
innocence,asynonymforignorance;love,afable,afairytaleforthedelectationofovergrownchildren。
InthecompanyofRoxalannedeLavedanallthoseold,cynicalbeliefs,builtupuponayouthofundesirableexperiences,wereshatteredandtheerrorofthemexposed。SwiftlywasIbecomingaconverttothefaithwhichsolongIhadsneeredat,andaslovesickasanyunfledgedyouthinhisfirstamour。
Dame!ItwassomethingforamanwhohadlivedasIhadlivedtohavehispulsesquickenandhiscolourchangeatamaid’sapproach;
tofindhimselfcolouringunderhersmileandpalingunderherdisdain;tohavehismindrunningonrhymes,andhissoulsoenslavedthat,ifsheisnottobewon,chagrinwilldislodgeitfromhisbody。
Herewasafinemoodforamanwhohadentereduponhisbusinessbypledginghimselftowinandwedthisgirlincoldandsupremeindifferencetoherpersonality。Andthatpledge,howIcurseditduringthosedaysatLavedan!HowIcursedChatellerault,cunning,subtletricksterthathewas!HowIcursedmyselfformylackofchivalryandhonourinhavingbeenluredsoeasilyintosodamnableabusiness!Forwhenthememoryofthatwagerrosebeforemeitbroughtdespairinitstrain。HadIfoundRoxalannethesortofwomanthatIhadlookedtofind-theonlysortthatIhadeverknown-thenmattershadbeeneasy。Ihadsetmyselfincoldblood,andbysuchwilesasIknew,towinsuchaffectionasmightbeherstobestow;andIwouldhavemarriedherinmuchthesamespiritasamanperformsanyotherofthenecessaryactsofhislifetimeandstation。IwouldhavetoldherthatIwasBardelys,andtothewomanthatIhadexpectedtofindtherehadbeennodifficultyinmakingtheconfession。ButtoRoxalanne!Hadtherebeennowager,Imighthaveconfessedmyidentity。Asitwas,Ifounditimpossibletoavowtheonewithouttheother。Forthesweetinnocencethatinvestedhergentle,trustingsoulmusthavegivenpausetoanybutthemostabandonedofmenbeforecommittingavilenessinconnectionwithher。
Weweremuchtogetherduringthatweek,andjustasdaybyday,hourbyhour,mypassiongrewandgrewuntilitabsorbedmeutterly,so,too,diditseemtomethatitawakenedinheraresponsivenote。
Therewasanoddlightattimesinhersofteyes;Icameuponhermorethanoncewithsnatchesoflove-songsonherlips,andwhenshesmileduponmetherewasasweettendernessinhersmile,which,hadthingsbeendifferent,wouldhavegladdenedmysoulbeyondallelse;
butwhich,thingsbeingastheywere,wasratherwonttoheightenmydespair。Iwasnocoxcomb;Ihadhadexperiences,andIknewthesesigns。Butsomething,too,IguessedoftheheartofsuchaoneasRoxalanne。TothefullIrealizedthepainandshareIshouldinflictuponherwhenmyconfessioncame;Irealized,too,howtheloveofthisdearchild,sohonourableandhighofmind,mustturntocontemptandscornwhenIpluckedawaymymask,andletherseehowpooracountenanceIworebeneath。
AndyetIdriftedwiththetideofthings。Itwasmyhabitsotodrift,andthehabitofalifetimeisnottobesetatnaughtinadaybyaresolve,howeverfirm。AscoreoftimeswasIremindedthatanevilisbutincreasedbybeingignored。Ascoreoftimesconfessiontrembledonmylips,andIburnedtotellhereverythingfromitsinception-theenvironmentthathaderstwhilewarpedme,thehonestybywhichIwasnowinspired-andsocastmyselfuponthemercyofherbelief。
Shemightacceptmystory,and,attachingcredittoit,forgivemethedeceptionIhadpractised,andrecognizethegreattruththatmustringoutin,theavowalofmylove。But,ontheotherhand,shemightnotacceptit;shemightdeemmyconfessionashrewdpartofmyscheme,andthedreadofthatkeptmesilentdaybyday。
FullydidIseehowwitheveryhourthatspedconfessionbecamemoreandmoredifficult。Thesoonerthethingweredone,thegreaterthelikelihoodofmybeingbelieved;thelaterIleftit,themoreprobablewasitthatIshouldbediscredited。Alas!
Bardelys,itseemed,hadaddedcowardicetohisothershort-comings。
AsforthecoldnessofRoxalanne,thatwasaprettyfableofChatellerault’s;orelsenomorethananassumption,aninventionoftheimaginativeLaFosse。Far,indeed,fromit,Ifoundnoarroganceorcoldnessinher。Allunversedintheartificesofhersex,allunacquaintedwiththewilesofcoquetry,shewastheveryincarnationofnaturalnessandmaidenlysimplicity。Tothetalesthat-withmanyexpurgations-ItoldherofCourtlife,tothepicturesthatIdrewofParis,theLuxembourg,theLouvre,thePalaisCardinal,andthecourtiersthatthrongedthosehistoricpalaces,shelistenedavidlyandenthralled;andmuchasOthellowontheheartofDesdemonabyarecitaloftheperilshehadendured,soitseemedtomewasIwinningtheheartofRoxalannebytellingherofthethingsthatIhadseen。
OnceortwicesheexpressedwonderatthedepthandintimacyoftheknowledgeofsuchmattersexhibitedbyasimpleGascongentleman,whereuponIwouldurge,inexplanation,theappointmentintheGuardsthatLesperonhadheldsomefewyearsagoapositionthatwillrevealmuchtoanobservantman。
TheVicomtenotedourgrowingintimacy,yetsetnorestraintuponit。DowninhisheartIbelievethatnoblegentlemanwouldhavebeenwellpleasedhadmattersgonetoextremesbetweenus,forhoweverimpoverishedhemightdeemmeLesperon’sestatesinGasconybeing,asIhavesaid,likelytosuffersequestrationinviewofhistreason-herememberedthecausesofthisandthedeepdevotionofthemanIimpersonatedtotheaffairsofGastond’Orleans。
Again,hefearedtheveryobviouscourtshipoftheChevalierdeSaint-Eustache,andhewouldhavewelcomedaturnofeventsthatwouldeffectuallyhavefrustratedit。ThathedidnothimselfinterferesofarastheChevalier’swooingwasconcerned,IcouldbutsetdowntothemistrustofSaint-Eustache-amountingalmosttofear-ofwhichhehadspoken。
AsfortheVicomtesse,thesamecausesthathadwonmesomeofthedaughter’sregardgainedmealsonolittleofthemother’s。
ShehadbeenattachedtotheChevalieruntilmycoming。ButwhatdidtheChevalierknowofthegreatworldcomparedwithwhatI
couldtell?Herloveofscandaldrewhertomewithinquiriesuponthispersonandthatperson,manyofthembutnamestoher。
Myknowledgeandwealthofdetail-forallthatIcurbeditlestIshouldseemtoknowtoomuch-delightedherprurientsoul。Hadshebeenmoremotherly,thissameknowledgethatIexhibitedshouldhavemadeherponderwhatmanneroflifeIhadled,andshouldhaveinspiredhertoaccountmenofitcompanionforherdaughter。Butaselfishwoman,littleinclinedtobeplaguedbytheconcernsofanother-evenwhenthatotherwasherdaughter-sheleftthingstothedestructivecoursethattheywereshaping。
Andsoeverything-ifweexceptperhapstheChevalierdeSaint-Eustacheconspiredtotheadvancementofmysuit,inamannerthatmusthavemadeChatelleraultgrindhisteethinrageifhecouldhavewitnessedit,butwhichmademegrindmineindespairwhenIponderedthesituationindetail。
Oneevening-Ihadbeentendaysatthechateau-wewentahalf-leagueorsouptheGaronneinaboat,sheandI。Aswewerereturning,driftingwiththestream,theoarsidleinmyhand,I
spokeofleavingLavedan。
Shelookedupquickly;herexpressionwasalmostofalarm,andhereyesdilatedastheymetmine-for,asIhavesaid,shewasallunversedinthewaysofhersex,andbynaturetooguilelesstoattempttodisguiseherfeelingsordissemblethem。
“Butwhymustyougososoon?”sheasked。“YouaresafeatLavedan,andabroadyoumaybeindanger。ItwasbuttwodaysagothattheytookapooryounggentlemanofthesepartsatPau;sothatyouseethepersecutionisnotyetended。Areyou“-andhervoicetrembledeversoslightly-“areyouwearyofus,monsieur?”
Ishookmyheadatthat,andsmiledwistfully。
“Weary?”Iechoed。“Surely,mademoiselle,youdonotthinkit?
Surelyyourheartmusttellyousomethingverydifferent?”
Shedroppedhereyesbeforethepassionofmygaze。Andwhenpresentlysheansweredme,therewasnoguileinherwords;therewerethedictatesoftheintuitionsofhersex,andnothingmore。
“Butitispossible,monsieur。Youareaccustomedtothegreatworld-“
“ThegreatworldofLesperon,inGascony?”Iinterrupted。
“No,no;thegreatworldyouhaveinhabitedatParisandelsewhere。
IcanunderstandthatatLavedanyoushouldfindlittleofinterest,and-andthatyourinactivityshouldrenderyouimpatienttobegone。”
“Ifthereweresolittletointerestmethenitmightbeasyousay。
But,oh,mademoiselle-“Iceasedabruptly。Fool!Ihadalmostfallenapreytotheseductionsthatthetimeaffordedme。Thebalmy,languorouseventide,thebroad,smoothriverdownwhichweglided,thefoliage,theshadowsonthewater,herpresence,andourisolationamidsuchsurroundings,hadalmostblottedoutthematterofthewagerandofmyduplicity。
Shelaughedalittlenervouslaugh,and-maybetoeasethetensionthatmysuddensilencehadbegotten-“Yousee。”shesaid,“howyourimaginationdesertsyouwhenyouseektodrawuponitforproofofwhatyouprotest。Youwereabouttotellmeof-oftheintereststhatholdyouatLavedan,andwhenyoucometoponderthem,youfindthatyoucanthinkofnothing。Isit-isitnotso?”Sheputthequestionverytimidly,asifhalfafraidoftheanswershemightprovoke。
“No;itisnotso。”Isaid。
Ipausedamoment,andinthatmomentIwrestledwithmyself。
Confessionandavowal-confessionofwhatIhadundertaken,andavowalofthelovethathadsounexpectedlycometome-trembleduponmylips,tobedrivenshudderingawayinfear。
HaveInotsaidthatthisBardelyswasbecomeacoward?Thenmycowardicesuggestedacoursetome-flight。IwouldleaveLavedan。
IwouldreturntoParisandtoChatellerault,owningdefeatandpayingmywager。Itwastheonlycourseopentome。Myhonour,sotardilyaroused,demandednoless。Yet,notsomuchbecauseofthatasbecauseitwassuddenlyrevealedtomeastheeasiercourse,didIdeterminetopursueit。WhatthereaftermightbecomeofmeIdidnotknow,norinthathourofmyheart’sagonydiditseemtomatterovermuch。
“Thereismuch,mademoiselle,much,indeed,toholdmefirmlyatLavedan。”Ipursuedatlast。“Butmy-myobligationsdemandofmethatIdepart。”
“YoumeantheCause。”shecried。“But,believeme,youcandonothing。
Tosacrificeyourselfcannotprofitit。InfinitelybetteryoucanservetheDukebywaitinguntilthetimeisripeforanotherblow。
AndhowcanyoubetterpreserveyourlifethanbyremainingatLavedanuntilthepersecutionsareatanend?”
“IwasnotthinkingoftheCause,mademoiselle,butofmyselfalone-
ofmyownpersonalhonour。IwouldthatIcouldexplain;butIamafraid。”Iendedlamely。
“Afraid?”sheechoed,nowraisinghereyesinwonder。
“Aye,afraid。Afraidofyourcontempt,ofyourscorn。”
ThewonderinherglanceincreasedandaskedaquestionthatIcouldnotanswer。Istretchedforward,andcaughtoneofthehandslyingidleinherlap。
“Roxalanne。”Imurmuredverygently,andmytone,mytouch,andtheuseofhernamedrovehereyesforrefugebehindtheirlidsagain。
Aflushspreadupontheivorypallorofherface,tofadeasswiftly,leavingitverywhite。Herbosomroseandfellinagitation,andthelittlehandIheldtrembledinmygrasp。Therewasamoment’ssilence。NotthatIhadneedtothinkorchoosemywords。Buttherewasalumpinmythroat-aye,Itakenoshameinconfessingit,forthiswasthefirsttimethatagoodandtrueemotionhadbeenvouchsafedmesincetheDuchessedeBourgognehadshatteredmyillusionstenyearsago。
“Roxalanne。”Iresumedpresently,whenIwasmoremasterofmyself,“wehavebeengoodfriends,youandI,sincethatnightwhenI
climbedforsheltertoyourchamber,havewenot?”
“Butyes,monsieur。”shefaltered。
“Tendaysagoitis。Thinkofit-nomorethantendays。AnditseemsasifIhadbeenmonthsatLavedan,sowellhavewebecomeacquainted。Inthesetendayswehaveformedopinionsofeachother。
Butwiththisdifference,thatwhilstmineareright,yoursarewrong。Ihavecometoknowyouforthesweetest,gentlestsaintinallthisworld。WouldtoGodIhadknownyouearlier!Itmighthavebeenverydifferent;Imighthavebeen-Iwouldhavebeen-
different,andIwouldnothavedonewhatIhavedone。Youhavecometoknowmeforanunfortunatebuthonestgentleman。SuchamInot。Iamunderfalsecolourshere,mademoiselle。UnfortunateImaybe-atleast,oflateIseemtohavebecomeso。HonestI
amnot-Ihavenotbeen。There,child,Icantellyounomore。I
amtoogreatacoward。Butwhenlateryoushallcometohearthetruth-when,afterIamgone,theymaytellyouastrangestorytouchingthisfellowLesperonwhosoughtthehospitalityofyourfather’shouse-bethinkyouofmyrestraintinthishour;bethinkyouofmydeparture。Youwillunderstandthesethingsperhapsafterwards。Butbethinkyouofthem,andyouwillunriddlethemforyourself,perhaps。Bemercifuluponmethen;judgemenotover-harshly。”
Ipaused,andforamomentweweresilent。Thensuddenlyshelookedup;herfingerstighteneduponmine。
“MonsieurdeLesperon。”shepleaded,“ofwhatdospeak?Youaretorturingme,monsieur。”
“Lookinmyface,Roxalanne。CanyouseenothingthereofhowIamtorturingmyself?”
“Thentellme,monsieur。”shebegged,hervoiceaverycaressofsuppliantsoftness,-“tellmewhatvexesyouandsetsacurbuponyourtongue。Youexaggerate,Iamassured。Youcoulddonothingdishonourable,nothingvile。”
“Child。”Icried,“IthankGod,thatyouareright!Icannotdowhatisdishonourable,andIwillnot,forallthatamonthagoI
pledgedmyselftodoit!“
Asuddenhorror,adoubt,asuspicionflashedintoherglance。
“You-youdonotmeanthatyouareaspy?”sheasked;andfrommyheartaprayerofthankswentuptoHeaventhatthisatleastitwasminefranklytodeny。
“No,no-notthat。Iamnospy。”
Herfaceclearedagain,andshesighed。
“Itis,Ithink,theonlythingIcouldnotforgive。Sinceitisnotthat,willyounottellmewhatitis?”
Foramomentthetemptationtoconfess,totellhereverything,wasagainuponme。Butthefutilityofitappalledme。
“Don’taskme。”Ibesoughther;“youwilllearnitsoonenough。”
ForIwasconfidentthatoncemywagerwaspaid,thenewsofitandoftheruinofBardelyswouldspreadacrossthefaceofFrancelikearippleoverwater。Presently-
“Forgivemeforhavingcomeintoyourlife,Roxalanne!“Iimploredher,andthenIsighedagain。“Helas!HadIbutknownyouearlier!
Ididnotdreamsuchwomenlivedinthisworn-outFrance。”
“Iwillnotpry,monsieur,sinceyourresolveappearstobesofirm。
Butif-ifafterIhaveheardthisthingyouspeakof。”shesaidpresently,speakingwithavertedeyes,“andif,havingheardit,I
judgeyoumoremercifullythanyoujudgeyourself,andIsendforyou,willyou-willyoucomebacktoLavedan?”
Myheartgaveagreatbound-agreat,asuddenthrobofhope。Butassuddenandasgreatwasthereboundintodespair。
“Youwillnotsendforme,beassuredofthat。”Isaidwithfinality;
andwespokenomore。
Itooktheoarsandpliedthemvigorously。Iwasinhastetoendthesituation。TomorrowImustthinkofmydeparture,and,asI
rowed,Iponderedthewordsthathadpassedbetweenus。Notonewordoflovehadtherebeen,andyet,intheveryomissionofit,avowalhadlainoneitherside。Astrangewooinghadbeenmine-awooingthatprecludedthepossibilityofwinning,andyetawooingthathadwon。Aye,ithadwon;butitmightnottake。ImadefinedistinctionsandquaintparadoxesasItuggedatmyoars,forthehumanmindisacuriouslycomplexthing,andwithsomeofusthereisnosuchspurtohumourasthestingofpain。
Roxalannesatwhiteandverythoughtful,butwithveiledeyes,sothatImightguessnothingofwhatpassedwithinhermind。
Atlastwereachedthechateau,andasIbroughttheboattotheterracesteps,itwasSaint-EustachewhocameforwardtoofferhiswristtoMademoiselle。
Henotedthepallorofherface,anddartedmeaquick,suspicion-ladenglance。Aswewerewalkingtowardsthechateau-
“MonsieurdeLesperon。”saidheinacurioustone,“doyouknowthatarumourofyourdeathiscurrentintheprovince?”
“IhadhopedthatsucharumourmightgetabroadwhenIdisappeared。”
Iansweredcalmly。
“Andyouhavetakennosinglesteptocontradictit?”
“WhyshouldI,sinceinthatrumourmaybesaidtoliemysafety?”
“Nevertheless,monsieur,voyons。Surelyyoumightatleastrelievetheanxietiestheaffliction,Imightalmostsay-ofthosewhoaremourningyou。”
“Ah!“saidI。“Andwhomaythesebe?”
Heshruggedhisshouldersandpursedhislipsinacuriouslydeprecatorysmile。WithasidelongglanceatMademoiselle-
“DoyouneedthatInameMademoiselledeMarsac?”hesneered。
Istoodstill,mywitsbusilyworking,myfaceimpassiveunderhisscrutinizingglance。InaflashitcametomethatthismustbethewriterofsomeofthelettersLesperonhadgivenme,theoriginaloftheminiatureIcarried。
AsIwassilent,IgrewsuddenlyconsciousofanotherpairofeyesobservingmeMademoiselle’s。SherememberedwhatIhadsaid,shemayhaverememberedhowIhadcriedoutthewishthatIhadmetherearlier,andshemaynothavebeenslowtofindaninterpretationformywords。Icouldhavegroanedinmyrageatsuchamisinterpretation。IcouldhavetakentheChevalierroundtotheothersideofthechateauandkilledhimwiththegreatestrelishintheworld。ButIrestrainedmyself,Iresignedmyselftobemisunderstood。WhatchoicehadI?
“MonsieurdeSaint-Eustache。”saidIverycoldly,andlookinghimstraightbetweenhisclose-seteyes,“Ihavepermittedyoumanyliberties,butthereisonethatIcannotpermitanyone-and,muchasIhonouryou,Icanmakenoexceptioninyourfavour。ThatistointerfereinmyconcernsandpresumetodictatetomethemannerinwhichIshallconductthem。Begoodenoughtobearthatinyourmemory。”
Inamomenthewasallservility。Thesneerpassedoutofhisface,thearroganceoutofhisdemeanour。Hebecameasfullofsmilesandcapersasthemeanestsycophant。
“Youwillforgiveme,monsieur!“hecried,spreadinghishands,andwiththehumblestsmilemtheworld。“IperceivethatIhavetakenagreatliberty;yetyouhavemisunderstooditspurport。IsoughttosoundyoutouchingthewisdomofastepuponwhichIhaveventured。”
“Thatis,monsieur?”Iasked,throwingbackmyhead,withthescentofdangerbreasthigh。
“Itookituponmyselfto-daytomentionthefactthatyouarealiveandwelltoonewhohadaright,Ithought,toknowofit,andwhoiscominghithertomorrow。”
“Thatwasapresumptionyoumayregret。”saidIbetweenmyteeth。
“Towhomdoyouimpartthisinformation?“
“Toyourfriend,MonsieurdeMarsac。”heanswered,andthroughhismaskofhumilitythesneerwasagaingrowingapparent。“Hewillbeheretomorrow。”herepeated。
MarsacwasthatfriendofLesperon’stowhosewarmcommendationoftheGasconrebelIowedthecourtesyandkindnessthattheVicomtedeLavedanhadmetedouttomesincemycoming。
IsitwonderfulthatIstoodasiffrozen,mywitsrefusingtoworkandmycountenancewearing,Idoubtnot,averystrickenlook?HerewasonecomingtoLavedanwhoknewLesperon-onewhowouldunmaskmeandsaythatIwasanimpostor。Whatwouldhappenthen?Aspytheywouldofacertaintyaccountme,andthattheywouldmakeshortworkofmeIneverdoubted。ButthatwassomethingthattroubledmelessthantheopinionMademoisellemustform。HowwouldsheinterpretwhatIhadsaidthatday?Inwhatlightwouldsheviewmehereafter?
Suchquestionsspedlikeswiftarrowsthroughmymind,andintheirtraincameadullangerwithmyselfthatIhadnottoldhereverythingthatafternoon。Itwastoolatenow。Theconfessionwouldcomenolongerofmyownfreewill,asitmighthavedoneanhourago,butwouldbeforcedfrommebythecircumstancesthatimpended。Thusitwouldnolongerhaveanyvirtuetorecommendittohermercy。
“Thenewsseemshardlywelcome,MonsieurdeLesperon。”saidRoxalanneinavoicethatwasinscrutable。Hertonestirredme,foritbetokenedsuspicionalready。Somethingmightyetchancetoaidme,andinthemeanwhileImightspoilalldidIyieldtothisdreadofthemorrow。ByaneffortImasteredmyself,andintonescalmandlevel,thatbetrayednothingofthetempestinmysoul-
“Itisnotwelcome,mademoiselle。”Ianswered。“IhaveexcellentreasonsfornotdesiringtomeetMonsieurdeMarsac。”
“Excellent,indeed,arethey!“lispedSaint-Eustache,withanuglydroopatthecornersofhismouth。“Idoubtnotyou’llfindithardtoofferaplausiblereasonforhavinglefthimandhissisterwithoutnewsthatyouwerealive。”
“Monsieur。”saidIatrandom,“whywillyoudraginhissister’sname?”
“Why?”heechoed,andheeyedmewithundisguisedamusement。Hewasstandingerect,hisheadthrownback,hisrightarmoutstretchedfromtheshoulder,andhishandrestinglightlyuponthegoldmountofhisberibbonedcane。HelethiseyeswanderfrommetoRoxalanne,thenbackagaintome。Atlast:“IsitwonderfulthatIshould,draginthenameofyourbetrothed?”saidhe。ButperhapsyouwilldenythatMademoiselledeMarsacisthattoyou?”hesuggested。
AndI,forgettingforthemomentthepartIplayedandthemanwhoseidentityIhadputon,madeanswerhotly:“Idodenyit。”
“Why,then,youlie。”saidhe,andshruggedhitsshoulderswithinsolentcontempt。
InallmylifeIdonotthinkitcouldbesaidofmethatIhadevergivenwaytorage。Rude,untutoredmindsmayfallapreytopassion,butagentleman,Ihold,isneverangry。NorwasIthen,sofarastheoutwardsignsofangercount。IdoffedmyhatwithasweeptoRoxalanne,whostoodbywithfearandwonderblendinginherglance。
“Mademoiselle,youwillforgivethatIfinditnecessarytobirchthisbabblingschoolboyinyourpresence。”
Then,withthepleasantestmannerintheworld,Isteppedaside,andpluckedthecanefromtheChevalier’shandbeforehehadsomuchasguessedwhatIwasabout。Ibowedbeforehimwiththeutmostpoliteness,asifcravinghisleaveandtoleranceforwhatIwasabouttodo,andthen,beforehehadrecoveredfromhisastonishment,Ihadlaidthatcanethreetimesinquicksuccessionacrosshisshoulders。Withacryatonceofpainandofmortification,hesprangback,andhishanddroppedtohishilt。
“Monsieur。”Roxalannecriedtohim,“doyounotseethatheisunarmed?”
Buthesawnothing,or,ifhesaw,thankedHeaventhatthingswereinsuchcase,andgothisswordout。ThereuponRoxalannewouldhavesteppedbetweenus,butwitharmoutstretchedIrestrainedher。
“Havenofear,mademoiselle。”saidIveryquietly;forifthewristthathadovercomeLaVertoilewerenot,withastick,amatchforacoupleofsuchswordsasthiscoxcomb’s,thenwasIforevershamed。
Heboredownuponmefuriously,hispointcomingstraightformythroat。Itookthebladeonthecane;then,ashedisengagedandcameatmelower,Imadecounter-parry,andpursuingthecircleafterIhadcaughthissteel,Icarrieditoutofhishand。Itwhirledaninstant,ashimmeringwheeloflight,thenitclatteredagainstthemarblebalustradehalfadozenyardsaway。Withhissworditseemedthathiscourage,too,departed,andhestoodatmymercy,acuriouspictureoffoolishness,surprise,andfear。
NowtheChevalierdeSaint-Eustachewasayoungman,andintheyoungwecanforgivemuch。Buttoforgivesuchanactashehadbeenguiltyof-thatofdrawinghissworduponamanwhocarriednoweapons-wouldhavebeennotonlyaridiculoustoleration,butanutterneglectofduty。AsanoldermanitbehovedmetoreadtheChevalieralessoninmannersandgentlemanlyfeeling。So,quitedispassionately,andpurelyforhisownfuturegood,Iwentaboutthetask,andadministeredhimathrashingthatforthoroughnessitwouldbehardtobetter。Iwasnotdiscriminating。Ibroughtmycanedownwitharhythmicalprecision,andwhetherittookhimonthehead,theback,ortheshoulders,Iheldtobemorehisaffairthanmine。Ihadamoraltoinculcate,andtheinjurieshemightreceiveinthecourseofitwereinconsiderabledetailssothatthelessonwasborneinuponhissoul。Twoorthreetimeshesoughttoclosewithme,butIeludedhim;Ihadnomindtodescendtoavulgarexchangeofblows。Myobjectwasnottobrawl,buttoadministerchastisement,andthisobjectImayclaimtohaveaccomplishedwithafairdegreeofsuccess。
AtlastRoxalanneinterfered;butonlywhen,oneblowalittlemoreviolent,perhaps,thanitsprecursorsresultedinthesuddensnappingofthecaneandMonsieurdeEustache’suttercollapseintoamoaningheap。
“Ideplore,mademoiselle,tohaveoffendedyoursightwithsuchaspectacle,butunlesstheselessonsareadministeredupontheinstanttheireffectisnothalfsosalutary。”
“Hedeservedit,monsieur。”saidshe,withanotealmostoffiercenessinhervoice。Andofsuchpoormettlearewethatherresentmentagainstthatgroaningmassoffopperiesandwhealssentathrillofpleasurethroughme。Iwalkedovertothespotwherehisswordhadfallen,andpickeditup。
“MonsieurdeSaint-Eustache。”saidI,“youhavesodishonouredthisbladethatIdonotthinkyouwouldcaretowearitagain。”Sayingwhich,Isnappeditacrossmyknee,andflungitfaroutintotheriver,forallthatthehiltwasacostlyone,richlywroughtinbronzeandgold。
Heraisedhislividcountenance,andhiseyesblazedimpotentfury。
“ParlamortDieu!“hecriedhoarsely,“youshallgivemesatisfactionforthis!“
“Ifyouaccountyourselfstillunsatisfied,Iamatyourservicewhenyouwill。”saidIcourteously。
Then,beforemorecouldbesaid,IsawMonsieurdeLavedanandtheVicomtesseapproachinghurriedlyacrosstheparterre。TheVicomte’sbrowwasblackwithwhatmighthaveappearedanger,butwhichI
rightlyconstruedintoapprehension。
“Whathastakenplace?Whathaveyoudone?”heaskedofme。
“HehasbrutallyassaultedtheChevalier。”criedMadameshrilly,hereyesmalevolentlysetuponme。“Heisonlyachild,thispoorSaint-Eustache。”shereproachedme。“Isawitallfrommywindow,MonsieurdeLesperon。Itwasbrutal;itwascowardly。Sotobeataboy!Shame!Ifyouhadaquarrelwithhim,aretherenotprescribedmethodsfortheiradjustmentbetweengentlemen?Pardieu,couldyounothavegivenhimpropersatisfaction?”
“IfmadamewillgiveherselfthetroubleofattentivelyexaminingthispoorSaint-Eustache。”saidI,withasarcasmwhichhervirulenceprompted,“youwillagree,Ithink,thatIhavegivenhimveryproperandverythoroughsatisfaction。Iwouldhavemethimswordinhand,buttheChevalierhasthefaultoftheveryyoung-heisprecipitate;hewasintoogreatahaste,andhecouldnotwaituntilIgotasword。SoIwasforcedtodowhatIcouldwithacane。”
“Butyouprovokedhim。”sheflashedback。
“Whoevertoldyousohasmisinformedyou;madame。Onthecontrary,heprovokedme。Hegavemethelie。Istruckhim-couldIdoless?-andhedrew。Idefendedmyself,andIsupplementedmydefencebyacaning,sothatthispoorSaint-Eustachemightrealizetheunworthinessofwhathehaddone。Thatisall,madame。”
Butshewasnotsoeasilytobeappeased,notevenwhenMademoiselleandtheVicomtejoinedtheirvoicestomineinextenuationofmyconduct。ItwaslikeLavedan。ForallthathewasfullofdreadoftheresultandofthevengeanceSaint-Eustachemightwreak-boythoughhewas-heexpressedhimselffreelytouchingtheChevalier’sbehaviourandthefittingnessofthepunishmentthathadovertakenhim。
TheVicomtessestoodinsmallaweofherhusband,buthisjudgmentuponapointofhonourwasamatterthatshewouldnotdarecontest。
ShewasministeringtothestillprostrateChevalierwho,Ithink,remainedprostratenowthathemightcontinuetomakeappealtohersympathy-whensuddenlyshecutinuponRoxalanne’sdefenceofme。
“Wherehaveyoubeen?”shedemandedsuddenly。
“When,mymother?”
“Thisafternoon。”answeredtheVicomtesseimpatiently。“TheChevalierwaswaitingtwohoursforyou。”
Roxalannecolouredtotherootsofherhair。TheVicomtefrowned。
“Waitingforme,mymother?Butwhyforme?”
“Answermyquestion-wherehaveyoubeen?”
“IwaswithMonsieurdeLesperon。”sheansweredsimply。
“Alone?”theVicomtessealmostshrieked。
“Butyes。”Thepoorchild’stoneswereladenwithwonderatthiscatechism。
“God’sdeath!“shesnapped。“Itseemsthatmydaughterisnobetterthan-“
Heavenknowswhatmayhavebeencoming,forshehadthemostvirulent,scandaloustonguethatIhaveeverknowninawoman’shead-whichismuchforonewhohaslivedatCourttosay。ButtheVicomte,sharingmyfears,perhaps,andwishingtosparethechild’sears,interposedquickly“Come,madame,whatairsarethese?
Whatsuddenassumptionofgracesthatwedonotaffect?WearenotinParis。ThisisnottheLuxembourg。Enprovincecommeenprovince,andherewearesimplefolk-“
“Simplefolk?”sheinterrupted,gasping。“ByGod,amImarriedtoaploughman?AmIVicomtesseofLavedan,orthewifeofaboorofthecountryside?Andisthehonourofyourdaughteramatter-“
“Thehonourofmydaughterisnotinquestion,madame。”heinterruptedinhisturn,andwithasuddensternnessthatspentthefireofherindignationasasparkthatistrampledunderfoot。
Then,inacalm,levelvoice:“Ah,herearetheservants。”saidhe。
“Permitthem,madame,totakechargeofMonsieurdeSaint-Eustache。
Anatole,youhadbetterorderthecarriageforMonsieurleChevalier。
Idonotthinkthathewillbeabletoridehome。”
Anatolepeeredatthepaleyounggentlemanontheground,thenheturnedhislittlewizenedfaceuponme,andgrinnedinasingularlysolemnfashion。MonsieurdeSaint-Eustachewaslittleloved,itseemed。
Leaningheavilyuponthearmofoneofthelacqueys,theChevaliermovedpainfullytowardsthecourtyard,wherethecarriagewasbeingpreparedforhim。AtthelastmomentheturnedandbeckonedtheVicomtetohisside。
“AsGodlives,MonsieurdeLavedan。”heswore,breathingheavilyinthefurythatbesethim,“youshallbitterlyregrethavingtakensidesto-daywiththatGasconbully。Rememberme,bothofyou,whenyouarejourneyingtoToulouse。”
TheVicomtestoodbesidehim,impassiveandunmovedbythatgrimthreat,forallthattohimitmusthavesoundedlikeadeath-sentence。
“Adieu,monsieur-aspeedyrecovery。”wasallheanswered。
ButIsteppeduptothem。“Doyounotthink,Vicomte,thatitwerebettertodetainhim?”Iasked。
“Pshaw!“heejaculated。“Lethimgo。”
TheChevalier’seyesmetmineinalookofterror。Perhapsalreadythatyoungmanrepentedhimofhismenace,andherealizedthefollyofthreateningoneinwhosepowerhestillchancedtobe。
“Bethinkyou,monsieur。”Icried。“Yoursisanobleandusefullife。Mineisnotwithoutvalue,either。Shallwesuffertheselives-aye,andthehappinessofyourwifeanddaughter-tobedestroyedbythisvermin?”
“Lethimgo,monsieur;lethimgo。Iamnotafraid。”
Ibowedandsteppedback,motioningtothelacqueytotakethefellowaway,muchasIshouldhavemotionedhimtoremovesomeuncleannessfrombeforeme。
TheVicomtessewithdrewinhighdudgeontoherchamber,andIdidnotseeheragainthatevening。MademoiselleIsawonce,foramoment,andsheemployedthatmomenttoquestionmetouchingtheoriginofmyquarrelwithSaint-Eustache。
“Didhereallylie,MonsieurdeLesperon?”sheasked。
“Uponmyhonour,mademoiselle。”Iansweredsolemnly,“Ihaveplightedmytrothtonolivingwoman。”ThenmychinsanktomybreastasIbethoughtmeofhowtomorrowshemustopinemethevilestliarliving-forIwasresolvedtobegonebeforeMarsacarrived-sincetherealLesperonIdidnotdoubtwas,indeed,betrothedtoMademoiselledeMarsac。
“IshallleaveLavedanbetimesto-morrow,mademoiselle。”Ipursuedpresently。“Whathashappenedto-daymakesmydepartureallthemoreurgent。Delaymayhaveitsdangers。Youwillhearstrangethingsofme,asalreadyIhavewarnedyou。Butbemerciful。Muchwillbetrue,muchfalse;yetthetruthitselfisveryvile,and-“
Istoppedshort,indespairofexplainingoreventemperingwhathadtocome。Ishruggedmyshouldersinmyabandonmentofhope,andIturnedtowardsthewindow。Shecrossedtheroomandcametostandbesideme。
“Willyounottellme?Haveyounofaithinme?Ah,MonsieurdeLesperon-“
“’Sh!child,Icannot。Itistoolatetotellyounow。”
“Oh,nottoolate!Fromwhatyousaytheywilltellme,Ishouldthink,perhaps,worseofyouthanyoudeserve。Whatisthisthingyouhide?Whatisthismystery?Tellme,monsieur。Tellme。”
Dideverwomanmoreplainlytellamanshelovedhim,andthatlovinghimshewouldfindallexcusesforhim?Waseverwomaninbettercasetohearaconfessionfromthemanthatlovedher,andofwhoseloveshewasassuredbyeveryinstinctthathersexpossessesinsuchmatters?Thosetwoquestionsleaptintomymind,andinresolvingthemIallbutdeterminedtospeakevennowintheeleventhhour。
Andthen-Iknownothow-afreshbarrierseemedtoarise。ItwasnotmerelyamatteroftellingherofthewagerIwasembarkedupon;notmerelyamatteroftellingheroftheduplicitythatI
hadpractised,oftheimposturesbywhichIhadgainedadmittancetoherfather’sconfidenceandtrust;notmerelyamatterofconfessingthatIwasnotLesperon。TherewouldstillbethenecessityofsayingwhoIwas。Evenifsheforgaveallelse,couldsheforgivemeforbeingBardelysthenotoriousBardelys,thelibertine,therake,someofwhoseexploitsshehadheardoffromhermother,paintedahundredtimesblackerthantheyreallywere?
MightshenotshrinkfrommewhenItoldherIwasthatman?Inherpureinnocenceshedeemed,nodoubt,thatthelifeofeverymanwhoaccountedhimselfagentlemanwasmoderatelyclean。Shewouldnotseeinme-asdidhermother-nomorethanatypeofthebestclassinFrance,andhavingnomorethanthevicesofmyorder。Asamonsterofprofligacymightshebeholdme,andthat-ah,Dieu!-IcouldnotendurethatsheshoulddowhilstI
wasby。
Itmaybe-indeed,now,asIlookback,IknowthatIexaggeratedmycase。IimaginedshewouldseeitasIsawitthen。Forwouldyoucreditit?withthisgreatlovethatwasnowcometome,itseemedtheidealsofmyboyhoodwerereturned,andIabhorredthemanthatIhadbeen。ThelifeIhadlednowfilledmewithdisgustandloathing;thenotionsIhadformedseemedtomenowallviciousanddistorted,mycynicismshallowandunjust。
“MonsieurdeLesperon。”shecalledsoftlytome,notingmysilence。
Iturnedtoher。Isetmyhandlightlyuponherarm;Iletmygazeencountertheupwardglanceofhereyes-blueasforget-me-nots。
“Yousuffer!“shemurmured,withsweetcompassion。
“Worse,Roxalanne!Ihavesowninyourhearttootheseedofsuffering。Oh,Iamtoounworthy!“Icriedout;“andwhenyoucometodiscoverhowunworthyitwillhurtyou;itwillstingyourpridetothinkhowkindyouweretome。”Shesmiledincredulously,indenialofmywords。“No,child;Icannottellyou。”
Shesighed,andthenbeforemorecouldbesaidtherewasasoundatthedoor,andwestartedawayfromeachother。TheVicomteentered,andmylastchanceofconfessing,ofperhapsavertingmuchofwhatfollowed,waslosttome。
CHAPTERVIII
THEPORTRAIT
IntothemindofeverythoughtfulmanmustcomeattimeswithbitternessthereflectionofhowutterlyweareatthemercyofFate,thevictimsofhereverywhimandcaprice。Wemaysetoutwiththeloftiest,thesternestresolutionstosteerourlivesalongawell-consideredcourse,yettheslightestoffortuitouscircumstanceswillsufficetoforceusintoadirectionthatwehadnothoughtoftaking。
Now,haditpleasedMonsieurdeMarsactohavecometoLavedanatanyreasonablehouroftheday,IshouldhavebeenalreadyupontheroadtoParis,intenttoowndefeatandpaymywager。Anightofthought,besidesstrengtheningmydeterminationtofollowsuchacourse,hadbroughtthereflectionthattmightthereafterreturntoRoxalanne,apoorman,itistrue,butoneatleastwhoseintentionsmightnotbemisconstrued。
Andso,whenatlastIsankintosleep,mymind,washappierthanithadbeenformanydays。OfRoxalanne’sloveIwasassured,anditseemedthatImightwinher,afterall,onceIremovedthebarrierofshamethatnowdeterredme。Itmaybethatthosethoughtskeptmeawakeuntilalatehour,andthattothisIoweitthatwhenonthemorrowIawakenedthemorningwaswelladvanced。
Thesunwasfloodingmychamber,andatmybedsidestoodAnatole。
“What’so’clock?”Iinquired,sittingboltupright。
“Pastten。”saidhe,withsterndisapproval。
“Andyouhaveletmesleep?”Icried。
“WedolittleelseatLavedanevenwhenweareawake。”hegrumbled。
“Therewasnoreasonwhymonsieurshouldrise。”Then,holdingoutapaper,“MonsieurStanislasdeMarsacwasherebetimesthismorningwithMademoisellehissister。Heleftthisletterforyou,monsieur。”
Amazeandapprehensionwerequicklyfollowedbyrelief,sinceAnatole’swordssuggestedthatMarsachadnotremained。Itooktheletter,nevertheless,withsomemisgivings,andwhilstIturneditoverinmyhandsIquestionedtheoldservant。
“Hestayedanhouratthechateau,monsieur。”Anatoleinformedme。
“MonsieurleVicomtewouldhavehadyouroused,buthewouldnothearofit。’IfwhatMonsieurdeSaint-Eustachehastoldmetouchingyourguestshouldprovetobetrue,’saidhe,’Iwouldprefernottomeethimunderyourroof,monsieur。’’MonsieurdeSaint-Eustache,’
mymasterreplied,’isnotapersonwhosewordshouldhaveweightwithanymanofhonour。’Butinspiteofthat,MonsieurdeMarsacheldtohisresolve,andalthoughhewouldoffernoexplanationinanswertomymaster’smanyquestions,youwerenotaroused。
“Attheendofahalf-hourhissisterenteredwithMademoiselle。
Theyhadbeenwalkingtogetherontheterrace,andMademoiselledeMarsacappearedveryangry。’AffairsareexactlyasMonsieurdeSaint-Eustachehasrepresentedthem,’saidshetoherbrother。Atthathesworeamostvillainousoath,andcalledforwritingmaterials。Atthemomentofhisdeparturehedesiredmetodeliverthislettertoyou,andthenrodeawayinafury,and,seemingly,notonthebestoftermswithMonsieurleVicomte。”
“Andhissister?”Iaskedquickly。
“Shewentwithhim。Afinepair,asIlive!“headded,castinghiseyestotheceiling。
AtleastIcouldbreathefreely。Theyweregone,andwhateverdamagetheymayhavedonetothecharacterofpoorRenedeLesperoneretheydeparted,theywerenotthere,atallevents,todenouncemeforanimpostor。WithamentalapologytotheshadeofthedepartedLesperonforallthediscreditIwasbringingdownuponhisname,Ibrokethesealofthatmomentousepistle,whichenclosedalengthofsomethirty-twoinchesofstring。
Monsieur[Iread],whereverImaychancetomeetyouitshallbemydutytokillyou。
Arichbeginning,inallfaith!Ifhecouldbutmaintainthatuncompromisingdramaticflavourtotheend,hisepistleshouldbeworththetroubleofdeciphering,forhepennedavilescrawlofpothooks。
Itisbecauseofthis[theletterproceeded]thatIhaverefrainedfromcomingfacetofacewithyouthismorning。ThetimesaretootroublousandtheprovinceisintoodangerousaconditiontoadmitofanactthatmightdrawtheeyesoftheKeeperoftheSealsuponLavedan。To,myrespect,then,toMonsieurleVicomteandtomyowndevotiontotheCausewemutuallyservedoyouoweitthatyoustilllive。IamonmywaytoSpaintoseeksheltertherefromtheKing’svengeance。
TosavemyselfisadutythatIoweasmuchtomyselfastotheCause。Butthereisanotherduty,onethatIowemysister,whomyouhavesooutrageouslyslighted,andthisduty,byGod’sgrace,I
willperformbeforeIleave。Ofyourhonour,monsieur,wewillnotspeak,forreasonsintowhichIneednotenter,andImakenoappealtoit。Butifyouhaveasparkofmanhoodleft,ifyouarenotanuttercravenaswellasaknave,Ishallexpectyouonthedayaftertomorrow,atanyhourbeforenoon,attheAubergedelaCouronneatGrenade。There,monsieur,ifyouplease,wewilladjustourdifferences。Thatyoumaycomeprepared,andsothatnotimeneedbewastedwhenwemeet,Isendyouthelengthofmysword。
Thusendedthatangry,fire-breathingepistle。Irefoldeditthoughtfully,then,havingtakenmyresolve,IleaptfromthebedanddesiredAnatoletoassistmetodress。
IfoundtheVicomtemuchexercisedinmindastothemeaningofMarsac’sextraordinarybehaviour,andIwasrelievedtoseethathe,atleast,couldconjecturenocauseforit。Inreplytothequestionswithwhichheverynaturallyassailedme,Iassuredhimthatitwasnomorethanamatterofamisunderstanding;thatMonsieurdeMarsachadaskedmetomeethimatGrenadeintwodays’
time,andthatIshouldthen,nodoubt,beabletomakeallclear。
Meanwhile,Iregrettedtheincident,sinceitnecessitatedmyremainingandencroachingfortwodayslongerupontheVicomte’shospitality。Toallthis,however,hemadethereplythatI
expected,concludingwiththeremarkthatforthepresentatleastitwouldseemasiftheChevalierdeSaint-EustachehadbeensatisfiedwithcreatingthistroublebetwixtmyselfandMarsac。
>FromwhatAnatolehadsaid,IhadalreadyconcludedthatMarsachadexercisedthegreatestreticence。ButtheinterviewbetweenhissisterandRoxalannefilledmewiththegravestanxiety。Womenarenotwonttopractisetherestraintofmenundersuchcircumstances,andforallthatMademoiselledeMarsacmaynothaveexpresseditinsomanywordsthatIwasherfaithlesslover,yetwomenarequicktodetectandinterpretthesignsofdisordersspringingfromsuchcauses,andIhadeveryfearthatRoxalannewascometotheconclusionthatIhadliedtoheryesternight。Withanuneasyspirit,then,Iwentinquestofher,andIfoundherwalkingintheoldrosegardenbehindthechateau。
Shedidnotatfirstremarkmyapproach,andIhadleisureforsomemomentstoobserveherandtonotethesadnessthatdweltinherprofileandthelistlessnessofhermovements。第一章
This,then,wasmywork-mine,andthatofMonsieurdeChatellerault,andthoseothermerrygentlemenwhohadsatatmytableinParisnighuponamonthago。
Imoved,andthegravelcrunchedundermyfoot,whereuponsheturned,and,atsightofmeadvancingtowardsher,shestarted。Thebloodmountedtoherface,toebbagainupontheinstant,leavingitpalerthanithadbeen。Shemadeasiftodepart;thensheappearedtocheckherself,andstoodimmovableandoutwardlycalm,awaitingmyapproach。
Buthereyeswereaverted,andherbosomroseandfelltooswiftlytolendcolourtothatmaskofindifferenceshehurriedlyputon。
Yet,asIdrewnigh,shewasthefirsttospeak,andthetrivialityofherwordscameasashocktome,andforallmyknowledgeofwoman’swaycausedmetodoubtforamomentwhetherperhapshercalmwerenotreal,afterall。
“Youarealaggardthismorning,MonsieurdeLesperon。”And,withahalflaugh,sheturnedasidetobreakarosefromitsstem。
“True。”Iansweredstupidly;“Isleptover-late。”
“Athousandpities,sincethusyoumissedseeingMademoiselledeMarsac。Havetheytoldyouthatshewashere?”
“Yes,mademoiselle。StanislasdeMarsacleftaletterforme。”
“Youwillregretnothavingseenthem,nodoubt?”quothshe。
Ievadedtheinterrogativenoteinhervoice。“Thatistheirfault。
Theyappeartohavepreferredtoavoidme。”
“Isitmatterforwonder?”sheflashed,withasuddengleamoffurywhichsheassuddenlycontrolled。Withtheoldindifference,sheadded,“Youdonotseemperturbed,monsieur?”
“Onthecontrary,mademoiselle;Iamverydeeplyperturbed。”
“Atnothavingseenyour-betrothed?”sheasked,andnowforthefirsttimehereyeswereraised,andtheymetminewithalookthatwasastab。
“Mademoiselle,IhadthehonouroftellingyouyesterdaythatIhadplightedmytrothtonolivingwoman。”
Atthatreminderofyesterdayshewinced,andIwassorrythatI
hadutteredit,foritmusthavesetthewoundinherpridea-bleedingagain。YesterdayIhadasmuchastoldherthatIlovedher,andyesterdayshehadasmuchasansweredmethatshelovedme,foryesterdayIhadswornthatSaint-Eustache’sstoryofmybetrothalwasalie。To-dayshehadhadassuranceofthetruthfromtheverywomantowhomLesperon’sfaithwasplighted,andIcouldimaginesomethingofhershame。
“Yesterday,monsieur。”sheansweredcontemptuously,“youliedinmanythings。”
“Nay,Ispokethetruthinall。Oh,Godinheaven,mademoiselle。”
Iexclaimedinsuddenpassion,“willyounotbelieveme?WillyounotacceptmywordforwhatIsay,andhavealittlepatienceuntilIshallhavedischargedsuchobligationsaswillpermitmetoexplain?”
“Explain?”quothshe,withwitheringdisdain。
“Thereisahideousmisunderstandinginallthis。Iamthevictimofamiserablechainofcircumstances。;Oh,Icansaynomore!
TheseMarsacsIshalleasilypacify。IamtomeetMonsieurdeMarsacatGrenadeonthedayafterto-morrow。InmypocketIhavealetterfromthislivingsword-blade,inwhichhetellsmethathewillgivehimselfthepleasureofkillingmethen。Yet-“
“Ihopehedoes,monsieur!“shecutin,withafiercenessbeforewhichIfelldumbandleftmysentenceunfinished。“IshallprayGodthathemay!“sheadded。“Youdeserveitasnomandeservedityet!“
ForamomentIstoodstricken,indeed,byherwords。Then,myreasongraspingthemotiveofthatfierceness,asuddenjoypervadedme。Itwasafiercenessbreathingthathatredthatisapartoflove,thanwhich,itistrue,nohatredcanbemoredeadly。Andyetsoeloquentlydidittellmeofthoseveryfeelingswhichshesoughtjealouslytoconceal,that,movedbyasuddenimpulse,Isteppedcloseuptoher。
“Roxalanne。”Isaidfervently,“youdonothopeforit。WhatwouldyourlifebeifIweredead?Child,child,youlovemeevenasI
loveyou。”Icaughthersuddenlytomewithinfinitetenderness,withreverencealmost。“Canyoulendnoeartothevoiceofthislove?Canyounothave-faithinmealittle?CanyounotthinkthatifIwerequiteasunworthyasyoumake-believetoyourveryself,thislovecouldhavenoplace?”
“Ithasnoplace!“shecried。“Youlie-asinallthingselse。
Idonotloveyou。Ihateyou。Dieu!HowIhateyou!“
Shehadlaininmyarmsuntilthen,withupturnedfaceandpiteous,frightenedeyes-likeabirdthatfeelsitselfwithinthetoilsofasnake,yetwhosehorrorisblentwithacertainfascination。Now,asshespoke,herwillseemedtoreassertitself,andshestruggledtobreakfromme。Butasherfiercenessofhatredgrew,sodidmyfiercenessofresolvegainstrength,andIheldhertightly。
“Whydoyouhateme?”Iaskedsteadily。“Askyourself,Roxalanne,andtellmewhatansweryourheartmakes。Doesitnotanswerthatindeedyoudonothateme-thatyouloveme?”
“Oh,God,tobesoinsulted!“shecriedout。“Willyounotreleaseme,miserable?MustIcallforhelp?Oh,youshallsufferforthis!AsthereisaHeaven,youshallbepunished!“
ButinmypassionIheldher,despiteentreaties,threats,andstruggles。Iwasbrutal,ifyouwill。Yetthinkofwhatwasinmysoulatbeingsomisjudged,atfindingmyselfinthisposition,anddealnotoverharshlywithme。ThecouragetoconfesswhichI
hadlackedfordays,cametomethen。Imusttellher。Lettheresultbewhatitmight,itcouldnotbeworsethanthis,andthisIcouldendurenolonger。
“Listen,Roxalanne!“
“Iwillnotlisten!EnoughofinsultshaveIheardalready。Letmego!“
“Nay,butyoushallhearme。IamnotRenedeLesperon。HadtheseMarsacsbeenlessimpetuousandfoolish,hadtheywaitedtohaveseenmethismorning,theywouldhavetoldyouso。”
Shepausedforasecondinherstrugglestoregardme。Then,withasuddencontemptuouslaugh,sherenewedhereffortsmorevigorouslythanbefore。
“Whatfreshliesdoyouofferme?Releaseme;willhearnomore!“
“AsHeavenismywitness,Ihavetoldyouthetruth。Iknowhowwildasoundithas,andthatifpartlywhyIdidnottellyouearlier。ButyourdisdainIcannotsuffer。Thatyoushoulddeemmealiarinprofessingtoloveyou-“
HerstrugglesweregrownsofranticthatIwasforcedtorelaxmygrip。ButthisIdidwithasuddennessthatthrewheroutofbalance,andshewasindangeroffallingbackwards。Tosaveherself,shecaughtatmydoublet,whichwastornopenunderthestrain。
Westoodsomefewfeetapart,and,whiteandpalpitatinginheranger,sheconfrontedme。Hereyeslashedmewiththeirscorn,butundermysteady,unflinchinggazetheyfellatlast。Whennextsheraisedthemtherewasasmileofquietbutunutterablecontemptuponherlips。
“Willyouswear。”saidshe,“thatyouarenotRenedeLesperon?
ThatMademoiselledeMarsacisnotyourbetrothed?”
“Yes-bymyeveryhopeofHeaven!“Icriedpassionately。
Shecontinuedtosurveymewiththatquietsmileofmockingscorn。
“Ihavehearditsaid。”quothshe,“thatthegreatestliarsareeverthosethatarereadiesttotakeoath。”Then,withasuddengaspofloathing,“Ithinkyouhavedroppedsomething,monsieur。”saidshe,pointingtotheground。Andwithoutwaitingformore,sheswungroundandleftme。
FaceupwardsatmyfeetlaytheminiaturethatpoorLesperonhadentrustedtomeinhisdyingmoments。Ithaddroppedfrommydoubletinthestruggle,andIneverdoubtednowbutthatthepictureitcontainedwasthatofMademoiselledeMarsac。
CHAPTERIX
ANIGHTALARM
IwasreturningthatsameafternoonfromalongwalkthatIhadtaken-formymoodwasofthatunenviablesortthatimpelsamantobemoving-whenIfoundatravelling-chaisedrawnupinthequadrangleasifreadyforajourney。AsImountedthestepsofthechateauIcamefacetofacewithmademoiselle,descending。I
drewasidethatshemightpass;,andthisshedidwithherchinintheair,andherpetticoatdrawntoherthatitmightnottouchme。
Iwouldhavespokentoher,buthereyeslookedstraightbeforeherwithaglancethatwastooforbidding;besideswhichtherewasthegazeofahalf-dozengroomsuponus。So,bowingbeforeher-theplumeofmydoffedhatsweepingtheground-Ilethergo。YetI
remainedstandingwhereshehadpassedme,andwatchedherenterthecoach。Ilookedafterthevehicleasitwheeledroundandrattledoutoverthedrawbridge,toraiseacloudofdustonthewhite,dryroadbeyond。
InthathourIexperiencedasenseofdesolationandapaintowhichIfinditdifficulttogiveexpression。Itseemedtomeasifshehadgoneoutofmylifeforalltime-asifnoreparationthatI
couldevermakewouldsufficetowinherbackafterwhathadpassedbetweenusthatmorning。AlreadywoundedinherpridebywhatMademoiselledeMarsachadtoldherofourrelations,mybehaviourintherosegardenhadcompletedtheworkofturningintohatredthetenderfeelingsthatbutyesterdayshehadallbutconfessedforme。
Thatshehatedmenow,Iwaswellassured。MyreflectionsasI
walkedhadborneitinuponmehowrash,howmadhadbeenmydesperateaction,andwithbitternessIrealizedthatIhaddestroyedthelastchanceofevermendingmatters。
Noteventhepaymentofmywagerandmyreturninmytruecharactercouldavailmenow。Thepaymentofmywager,forsooth!Eventhatlostwhatvirtueitmighthavecontained。Wherewastheheroismofsuchanact?HadInotfailed,indeed?Andwasnot,therefore,thepaymentofmywagerbecomeinevitable?
Fool!fool!WhyhadInotprofitedthatgentlemoodofherswhenwehaddrifteddownthestreamtogether?WhyhadInottoldherthenofthewholebusinessfromitsuglyinceptiondowntothepasstowhichthingswerecome,addingthattorepairtheevilIwasgoingbacktoParistopaymywager,andthatwhenthatwasdone,I
wouldreturntoaskhertobecomemywife?Thatwasthecourseamanofsensewouldhaveadopted。Hewouldhaveseenthedangersthatbesethiminmyfalseposition,andwouldhavebeenquicktohaveforestalledthemintheonlymannerpossible。
Heigh-ho!Itwasdone。Thegamewasatanend,andIhadbungledmypartofitlikeanyfool。Onetaskremainedme-thatofmeetingMarsacatGrenadeanddoingjusticetothememoryofpoorLesperon。
Whatmightbetidethereaftermatteredlittle。IshouldberuinedwhenIhadsettledwithChatellerault,andMarceldeSaint-Pol,deBardelys,thatbrilliantstarinthefirmamentoftheCourtofFrance,wouldsufferanabrupteclipse,wouldbequenchedforalltime。Butthisweighedlittlewithmethen。IhadlosteverythingthatImighthavevalued-everythingthatmighthavebroughtfreshzesttoajaded,satiatedlife。
LaterthatdayIwastoldbytheVicomtethattherewasarumourcurrenttotheeffectthattheMarquisdeBardelyswasdead。IdlyIinquiredhowtherumourhadbeenspread,andhetoldmethatariderlesshorse,whichhadbeencapturedafewdaysagobysomepeasants,hadbeenrecognizedbyMonsieurdeBardelys’sservantsasbelongingtotheirmaster,andthatasnothinghadbeenseenorheardofhimforafortnight,itwasbelievedthathemusthavemetwithsomemischance。Noteventhatpieceofinformationservedtoarousemyinterest。Letthembelievemedeadiftheywould。Tohimthatissufferingworsethandeathtobeaccounteddeadisasmallmatter。
Thenextdaypassedwithoutincident。Mademoiselle’sabsencecontinuedandIwouldhavequestionedtheVicomteconcerningit,butanotunnaturalhesitancybesetme,andIrefrained。
OnthemorrowIwastoleaveLavedan,buttherewerenopreparationstobemade,nopackingtobedone,forduringmysojournthereI
hadbeenindebtedtothegeneroushospitalityoftheVicomteformyveryapparel。WesuppedquietlytogetherthatnighttheVicomteandI-fortheVicomtessewaskeepingherroom。
Iwithdrewearlytomychamber,andlongIlayawake,revolvingagloomyfutureinmymind。IhadgivennothoughttowhatIshoulddoafterhavingofferedmyexplanationtoMonsieurdeMarsaconthemorrow,norcouldInowbringmyselftoconsideritwithanydegreeofinterest。IwouldcommunicatewithChatelleraulttoinformhimthatIaccountedmywagerlost。Iwouldsendhimmynoteofhand,makingovertohimmyPicardyestates,andIwouldrequesthimtopayoffanddisbandmyservantsbothinParisandatBardelys。
Asformyself,Ididnotknow,and,asIhavehinted,Icaredbutlittle,inwhatplacesmyfuturelifemightlie。IhadstillalittlepropertybyBeaugency,butscantinclinationtowithdrawtoit。ToParisIwouldnotreturn;thatmuchIwasdeterminedupon;
butuponnomore。IhadthoughtsofgoingtoSpain。YetthatcourseseemednolessfutilethananyotherofwhichIcouldbethinkme。Ifellasleepatlast,vowingthatitwouldbeamercyandafinesolutiontothepuzzleofhowtodisposeofthefutureifI
weretoawakennomore。
Iwas,however,destinedtoberousedagainjustastheveilofnightwasbeingliftedandthechillbreathofdawnwasupontheworld。TherewasaloudknockingatthegatesofLavedan,confusednoisesofvoices,ofpatteringfeet,ofdoorsopeningandclosingwithinthechateau。
Therewasarappingatmychamberdoor,andwhenIwenttoopen,I
foundtheVicomteonthethreshold,nightcapped,inhisshirt,andbearingalightedtaper。
“Therearetroopersatthegate!“heexclaimedasheenteredtheroom。“ThatdogSaint-Eustachehasalreadybeenatwork!“
Foralltheagitationthatmusthavebeenbesettinghim,hismannerwassereneasever。“Whatarewetodo?”heasked。
“Youareadmittingthem-naturally?”saidI,inquiryinmyvoice。
“Why,yes“;andheshruggedhisshoulders。“Whatcoulditavailustoresistthem?EvenhadIbeenpreparedforit,itwouldbefutiletoattempttosufferasiege。”
Iwrappedadressing-gownaboutme,forthemorningairwaschill。
“MonsieurleVicomte。”saidIgravely,“IheartilydeplorethatMonsieurdeMarsac’saffairsshouldhavedetainedmehere。Butforhim,IhadleftLavedantwodaysago。Asitis,Itrembleforyou,butwemayatleasthopethatmybeingtakeninyourhousewilldrawdownnoillresultsuponyou。IshallneverforgivemyselfifthroughmyhavingtakenrefugehereIshouldhaveencompassedyourdestruction。”
“Thereisnoquestionofthat。”hereplied,withthequickgenerositycharacteristicoftheman。“ThisistheworkofSaint-Eustache。
SoonerorlaterIalwaysfearedthatitwouldhappen,forsoonerorlater:heandImusthavecometoenmityovermydaughter。Thatknavehadmeinhispower。Heknew-beinghimselfoutwardlyoneofus-towhatextentIwasinvolvedinthelaterebellion,andIknewenoughofhimtobeassuredthatifsomedayheshouldwishtodomeill,hewouldneverscrupletoturntraitor。Iamafraid,MonsieurdeLesperon,thatitisnotforyoualone-perhapsnotforyouatall-thatthesoldiershavecome,butforme。”
Then,beforeIcouldanswerhim,thedoorwasflungwide,andintotheroom,innightcapandhastilydonnedrobe-lookingaverymegereinthatdisfiguringdeshabille-swepttheVicomtesse。
“See。”shecriedtoherhusband,herstridentvoiceraisedinreproach-“seetowhatapassyouhavebroughtus!“
“Anne,Anne!“heexclaimed,approachingherandseekingtosootheher;“becalm,mypoorchild,andbebrave。”
But,evadinghim,shetowered,leanandmalevolentasafury。
“Calm?”sheechoedcontemptuously。“Brave?”Thenashortlaughbrokefromher-adespairing,mocking,mirthlessexpressionofanger。“ByGod,doyouaddeffronterytoyourotherfailings?
Dareyoubidmebecalmandbraveinsuchanhour?HaveIbeenwarningyoufruitlesslythesetwelvemonthspast,that,afterdisregardingmeandderidingmywarnings,youshouldbidmebecalmnowthatmyfearsarerealized?”
Therewasasoundofcreakinggatesbelow。TheVicomteheardit。
“Madame。”hesaid,puttingasidehiserstwhiletendermanner,andspeakingwithaloftydignity,“thetroopershavebeenadmitted。
Letmeentreatyoutoretire。Itisnotbefittingourstation-“
“Whatisourstation?”sheinterruptedharshly。“Rebels-proscribed,houselessbeggars。Thatisourstation,thankstoyouandyourinsanemeddlingwithtreason。Whatistobecomeofus,fool?WhatistobecomeofRoxalanneandmewhentheyshallhavehangedyouandhavedrivenusfromLavedan?ByGod’sdeath,afineseasonthistotalkofthedignityofourstation!DidInotwarnyou,malheureux,toleavepartyfactionalone?Youlaughedatme。”
“Madame;yourmemorydoesmeaninjustice。”heansweredinastrangledvoice。“Ineverlaughedatyouinallmylife。”
“Youdidasmuch,atleast。Didyounotbidmebusymyselfwithwomen’saffairs?Didyounotbidmeleaveyoutofollowyourownjudgment?Youhavefollowedit-toaprettypurpose,asGodlives!
ThesegentlemenoftheKing’swillcauseyoutofollowitalittlefarther。”shepursued,withheartless,loathsomesarcasm。“YouwillfollowitasfarasthescaffoldatToulouse。That,youwilltellme,isyourownaffair。Butwhatprovisionhaveyoumadeforyourwifeanddaughter?Didyoumarrymeandgethertoleaveustoperishofstarvation?Orarewetoturnkitchenwenchesorsempstressesforourlivelihood?”
Withagroan,theVicomtesankdownuponthebed,andcoveredhisfacewithhishands。
“Godpityme!“hecried,inavoiceofagony-anagonysuchasthefearofdeathcouldneverhaveinfusedintohisbravesoul;anagonybornoftheheartlessnessofthiswomanwhofortwentyyearshadsharedhisbedandboard,andwhonowinthehourofhisadversityfailedhimsocruelly-sotragically。
“Aye。”shemockedinherbitterness,“calluponGodtopityyou,forIshallnot。”
Shepacedtheroomnow,likeacagedlioness,herfacelividwiththefurythatpossessedher。Shenolongeraskedquestions;shenolongeraddressedhim;oathfollowedoathfromherthinlips,andthehideousnessofthiswoman’sblasphemymademeshudder。Atlasttherewereheavystepsuponthestairs,and,movedbyasuddenimpulse“Madame。”Icried,“letmeprevailuponyoutorestrainyourself。”
Sheswungroundtofaceme,herdose-seteyesablazewithanger。
“Sangdieu!Bywhatrightdoyou-“shebeganbutthiswasnotimetoletawoman’stonguegobabblingon;notimeforceremony;noseasonformakingalegandaddressingherwithasimper。Icaughtherviciouslybythewrist,andwithmyfacecloseuptohers“Folle!“
Icried,andI’llswearnomanhadeverusedthewordtoherbefore。
Shegaspedandchokedinhersurpriseandrage。Thenloweringmyvoicelestitshouldreachtheapproachingsoldiers:“WouldyouruintheVicomteandyourself?”Imuttered。Hereyesaskedmeaquestion,andIansweredit。“Howdoyouknowthatthesoldiershavecomeforyourhusband?Itmaybethattheyareseekingme-andonlyme。
TheymayknownothingoftheVicomte’sdefection。Shallyou,then,betheonetoinformthemofitbyyourunbridledrantingsandyouraccusations?”
Herjawfellopeninastonishment。Thiswasasideofthequestionshehadnotconsidered。
“Letmeprevailuponyou,madame,towithdrawandtobeofgoodcourage。Itismorethanlikelythatyoualarmyourselfwithoutcause。”
Shecontinuedtostareatmeinheramazementandtheconfusionthatwascongenitalwithit,andiftherewasnottimeforhertowithdraw,atleastthepossibilityIhadsuggestedactedasatimelywarning。
Inthatmomentthedooropenedagain,andonthethresholdappearedayoungmaninaplumedhatandcorselet,carryinganakedswordinonehandandalanthornintheother。BehindhimIcaughtthegleamofsteelfromthetroopersathisheels。
“WhichofyouisMonsieurRenedeLesperon?”heinquiredpolitely,hisutteranceflavouredbyastrongGasconaccent。
Istoodforward。“Iamknownbythatname,MonsieurleCapitaine。”
saidI。
Helookedatmewistfully,apologeticallyalmost,then“IntheKing’sname,MonsieurdeLesperon,Icalluponyoutoyield!“saidhe。
“Ihavebeenexpectingyou。Myswordisyonder,monsieur。”Irepliedsuavely。“Ifyouwillallowmetodress,Ishallbereadytoaccompanyyouinafewminutes。”
Hebowed,anditatoncebecameclearthathisbusinessatLavedanwas-asIhadsuggestedtotheVicomtessemightbepossible-withmealone。
“Iamgratefulforthereadinessofyoursubmission。”saidthisverypolitegentleman。Hewasacomelylad,withblueeyesandagood-humouredmouth,towhichapairofbristlingmoustachessoughtvainlytoimpartanexpressionofferocity。
“Beforeyouproceedtodress,monsieur,Ihaveanotherdutytodischarge。”
“Dischargeyourduty,monsieur。”Ianswered。Whereuponhemadeasigntohismen,andin,amomenttheywereransackingmygarmentsandeffects。Whilethiswastakingplace,heturnedtotheVicomteandVicomtesse,andofferedthemathousandapologiesforhavinginterruptedtheirslumbers,andforsorudelydeprivingthemoftheirguest。Headvancedinhisexcusethetroublousnatureofthetimes,andthrewinabunchofmalisonsatthecircumstanceswhichforceduponsoldierstheodiousdutiesofthetipstaff,hopingthatwewouldthinkhimnonethelessagentlemanfortheunsavourybusinessuponwhichhewasengaged。
>FrommyclothestheytookthelettersaddressedtoLesperonwhichthatpoorgentlemanhadentrustedtomeonthenightofhisdeath;
andamongthesetherewasonefromtheDucd’Orleanshimself,whichwouldalonehavesufficedtohavehangedaregiment。Besidesthese,theytookMonsieurdeMarsac’sletteroftwodaysago,andthelocketcontainingthepictureofMademoiselledeMarsac。
ThepapersandtheportraittheydeliveredtotheCaptain,whotookthemwiththesameairofdeprecationtaintedwithdisgustthatcolouredallhisactionsinconnectionwithmyarrest。
TothissamerepugnanceforhiscatchpollworkdoIoweitthatatthemomentofsettingoutheofferedtoletmeridewithouttheannoyanceofanescortifIwouldpasshimmyparolenottoattemptanescape。
Wewerestanding,then,inthehallofthechateau。Hismenwerealreadyinthecourtyard,andtherewereonlypresentMonsieurleVicomteandAnatole-thelatterreflectingthelookofsorrowthathauntedhismaster’sface。TheCaptain’sgenerositywascertainlyleadinghimbeyondtheboundsofhisauthority,andittouchedme。
“Monsieurisverygenerous。”saidI。
Heshruggedhisshouldersimpatiently。
“CapdeDiou!“hecried-hehadawayofswearingthatremindedmeofmyfriendCazalet。“Itisnogenerosity,monsieur。Itisadesiretomakethisobsceneworkmorecongenialtothespiritofagentleman,which,deviltakeme,Icannotstifle,notfortheKinghimself。Andthen,MonsieurdeLesperon,arewenotfellow-countrymen?ArewenotGasconsboth?Pardieu,thereisnomorerespectedanameinthewholeofGasconythanthatofLesperon,andthatyoubelongtosohonourableafamilyisalonemorethansufficienttowarrantsuchslightfavoursasitmay,beinmypowertoshowyou。”
“YouhavemyparolethatIwillattemptnoescape,MonsieurleCapitaine。”Ianswered,bowingmayacknowledgmentofhiscompliments。
“IamMironsacdeCastelroux,ofChateauRougeinGascony。”heinformedme,returningmybow。Myfaith,hadhenotmadeaprettysoldierhewouldhavemadeanadmirablemasterofdeportment。
Myleave-takingofMonsieurdeLavedanwasbriefbutcordial;
apologeticonmypart,intenselysympatheticonhis。AndsoIwentoutalonewithCastelrouxupontheroadtoToulouse,hismenbeingorderedtofollowinhalfanhour’stimeandtotravelattheirleisure。
Aswecanteredalong-CastelrouxandI-wetalkedofmanythings,andIfoundhimanamusingandagreeablecompanion。Hadmymoodbeenotherthandespairing,thenewshegavememighthaveoccasionedmesomeconcern;foritseemedthatprisonersarraignedfortreasonandparticipationinthelaterisingwerebeingverysummarilytreated。Manywereneversomuchasheardintheirowndefence,theevidencecollectedoftheirdefectionbeingsubmittedtotheTribunal,andjudgmentbeingforthwithpasseduponthembyjudgeswhohadnoearsforanythingtheymightadvanceintheirownfavour。
Theevidenceofmyidentitywascomplete:therewasmyownadmissiontoCastelroux;theevidenceofthetreasonofLesperonwasnonethelesscomplete;infact,itwasnotorious;andtherewastheDuke’sletterfoundamongstmyeffects。IfthejudgesrefusedtolendaneartomyassurancesthatIwasnotLesperonatall,butthemissingBardelys,mytroubleswerelikelytoreceiveaverysummarysolution。
Thefearofit,however,weighednotover-heavilyuponme。Iwassupremelyindifferent。LifewasatanendsofarasIwasconcerned。
Ihadruinedtheonechanceofrealhappinessthathadeverbeenheldouttome,andifthegentlemenofthecourtsofToulousewerepleasedtosendmeunheededtothescaffold,whatshoulditsignify?
Buttherewasanothermatterthatdidinterestme,andthatwasmyinterviewwithMarsac。Touchingthis,Ispoketomycaptor。
“ThereisagentlemanIwishtoseeatGrenadethismorning。Youhaveamongstthepaperstakenfrommealettermakingthisassignation,MonsieurleCapitaine,andIshouldbeindeedgratefulifyouwoulddeterminethatweshallbreakourfastthere,sothatImayhaveanopportunityofseeinghim。Thematteristomeofthehighestimportance。”
“Itconcerns-?”heasked。
“Alady。”Ianswered。
“Ah,yes!Buttheletterisofthenatureofachallenge,isitnot?Naturally,Icannotpermityoutoendangeryourlife。”
“LestwedisappointtheheadsmanatToulouse?”Ilaughed。“Havenofear。Thereshallbenoduel!“
“ThenIamcontent,monsieur,andyoushallseeyourfriend。”
Ithankedhim,andwetalkedofotherthingsthereafteraswerodeintheearlymorningalongtheToulouseroad。Ourconversationfounditsway,Iscarceknowhow,tothetopicofParisandtheCourt,andwhenIcasuallymentioned,inpassing,thatIwaswellacquaintedwiththeLuxembourg,heinquiredwhetherIhadeverchancedtomeetayoungsparkofthenameofMironsac。
“Mironsac?”Iechoed。“Why,yes。”AndIwasonthepointofaddingthatIknewtheyouthintimately,andwhatakindnessIhadforhim,when,deemingitimprudent,Icontentedmyselfwithasking,“Youknowhim?”
“Pardiou!“heswore。“Thefellowismycousin。WearebothMironsacs;heisMironsacofCastelvert,whilstI,asyoumayrememberItoldyou,amMironsacofCastelroux。Todistinguishus,heisalwaysknownasMironsac,andIasCastelroux。Peste!Itisnottheonlydistinction,forwhilehebasksinthesunshineofthegreatworldofParis-theyarewealthy,theMironsacsofCastelvert-I,apoordevilofaGasconycadet,amplayingthecatchpollinLanguedoc!“
Ilookedathimwithfreshinterest,forthementionofthatdearladMironsacbroughtbacktomymindthenightinParisonwhichmyill-starredwagerhadbeenlaid,andIwasremindedofhowthathigh-mindedyouthhadsought-whenitwastoolatetoreasonmeoutoftheundertakingbyalludingtothedishonourwithwhichinhishonesteyesitmustbefraught。
Wespokeofhiscousin-CastelrouxandI-andIwentsofarnowastoconfessthatIhadsomelovefortheyouth,whomIpraisedinunmistakableterms。ThisinclinedtoincreasethefriendlinesswhichmyyoungCaptainhadmanifestedsincemyarrest,andIwaspresentlyemboldenedbyittobegofhimtoaddtothemanyfavoursthatIalreadyowedhimbyreturningtometheportraitwhichhismenhadsubtractedfrommypocket。ItwasmywishtoreturnthistoMarsac,whilstatthesametimeitwouldaffordcorroborationofmystory。
TothisCastelrouxmadenodifficulty。
“Why,yes。”saidhe,andheproducedit。“Icraveyourpardonfornothavingdonethethingofmyownaccord。WhatcantheKeeperoftheSealswantwiththatpicture?”
Ithankedhim,andpocketedthelocket。
“Poorlady!“hesighed,anoteofcompassioninhisvoice。“Bymysoul,MonsieurdeLesperon,fineworkthisforsoldiers,isitnot?
Diable!Itisenoughtoturnagentleman’sstomachsourforlife,andmakehimgohidehimselffromtheeyesofhonestmen。HadI
knownthatsoldieringmeantsuchbusiness,IhadthoughttwicebeforeIadopteditasacareerforamanofhonour。IhadremainedinGasconyandtilledtheearthsoonerthanhavelentmyselftothis!“
“Mygoodyoungfriend。”Ilaughed,“whatyoudo,youdointheKing’sname。”
“Sodoeseverytipstaff。”heansweredimpatiently,hismoustachesbristlingastheresultofthescornfultwisthe-gavehislips。“TothinkthatIshouldhaveahandinbringingtearstotheeyesofthatsweetlady!Quellebesogne!BonDiou,quellebesogne!“
IlaughedatthedistressventedinthatwhimsicalGascontongueofhis,whereuponheeyedmeinawonderthatwastemperedwithadmiration。Fortohisbravesoulagentlemansostoicalastolaughundersuchparlouscircumstanceswasveryproperlyagentlemantobeadmired。
CHAPTERX
THERISENDEAD
Itwascloseuponteno’clockaswerodeintotheyardoftheimposingHoteldelaCouronneatGrenade。
Castelrouxengagedaprivateroomonthefirstfloor——ahandsomechamberoverlookingthecourtyard-andinanswertotheinquiriesthatImadeIwasinformedbythelandlordthatMonsieurdeMarsacwasnotyetarrived。
“Myassignationwas’beforenoon,’MonsieurdeCastelroux。”saidI。
“Withyourpermission,Iwouldwaituntilnoon。”
Hemadenodifficulty。Twohourswereofnoaccount。Wehadallrisenveryearly,andhewas,himself,hesaid,entitledtosomerest。
WhilstIstoodbythewindowitcametopassthanaverytall,indifferentlyapparelledgentlemanissuedfromthehostelryandhaltedforsomemomentsinconversationwiththeostlerbelow。Hewalkedwithanenfeebledstep,andleanedheavilyforsupportuponastoutcane。AsheturnedtoreentertheinnIhadaglimpseofafacewoefullypale,aboutwhich,asabouttheman’swholefigure,therewasasomethingthatwasfamiliar-asomethingthatpuzzledme,andonwhichmymindwasstilldwellingwhenpresentlyIsatdowntobreakfastwithCastelroux。
Itmayhavebeenahalf-hourlater,and,ourmealbeingatanend,weweresittingtalking-IgrowingimpatientthewhilethatthisMonsieurdeMarsacshouldkeepmewaitingso-whenofasuddentherattleofhoofsdrewmeoncemoretothewindow。Agentleman,ridingveryrecklessly,hadjustdashedthroughtheporte-cochere,andwasintheactofpullinguphishorse。Hewasalean,activeman,veryrichlydressed,andwithafacethatbyitsswarthinessofskinandthesablehueofbeardandhairlookedalmostblack。
“Ah,youarethere!“hecried,withsomethingbetweenasnarlandalaugh,andaddressingsomebodywithintheshelteroftheporch。
“ParlamortDieu,Ihadhardlylookedtofindyou!“
>FromtherecessofthedoorwayIheardagaspofamazementandacryof“Marsac!Youhere?”
SothiswasthegentlemanIwastosee!Astableboyhadtakenhisreins,andheleaptnimblytotheground。IntomyrangeofvisionhobblednowtheenfeebledgentlemanwhomearlierIhadnoticed。
“MydearStanislas!“hecried,“IcannottellyouhowrejoicedIamtoseeyou!“andheapproachedMarsacwitharmsthatwereopenedasiftoembracehim。
Thenewcomersurveyedhimamomentinwonder,witheyesgrowndull。
Thenabruptlyraisinghishand,hestruckthefellowonthebreast,andthrusthimbacksoviolentlythatbutforthestable=boy’sinterventionhehadofacertaintyfallen。Withalookofstartledamazementonhishaggardface,theinvalidregardedhisassailant。
AsforMarsac,hesteppedcloseuptohim。
“Whatisthis?”hecriedharshly。“Whatisthismake-believefeebleness?Thatyouarepale,poltroon,Idonotwonder!Butwhythesetotteringlimbs?Whythisassumptionofweakness?Doyoulooktotrickmebythesesigns?”
“Haveyoutakenleaveofyoursenses?”exclaimedtheother,anoteofresponsiveangersoundinginhisvoice。“Haveyougonemad,Stanislas?”
“Abandonthispretence。”wasthecontemptuousanswer。“TwodaysagoatLavedan,myfriend,theyinformedmehowcompletewasyourrecovery;fromwhattheytoldus,itwaseasytoguesswhyyoutarriedthereandleftuswithoutnewsofyou。Thatwasmyreason,asyoumayhavesurmised,forwritingtoyou。Mysisterhasmournedyoufordead-wasmourningyoufordeadwhilstyousatatthefeetofyourRoxalanneandmadelovetoheramongtherosesofLavedan。”
“Lavedan?”echoedtheotherslowly。Then,raisinghisvoice:
“Whatthedevilareyousaying?”heblazed。“WhatdoIknowofLavedan?”
Inaflashithadcometomewhothatenfeebledgentlemanwas。
Rodenard,theblunderer,hadbeenatfaultwhenhehadsaidthatLesperonhadexpired。Clearlyhecouldhavenomorethanswooned;
forhere,intheflesh,wasLesperonhimself,themanIhadleftfordeadinthatbarnbyMirepoix。
Howorwherehehadrecoveredwerethingsthatatthemomentdidnotexercisemymind-norhaveIsincebeenatanypainstounravelthemysteryofit;buttherehewas,andforthemomentthatfactwasall-sufficing。WhatcomplicationswouldcomeofhispresenceHeavenalonecouldforetell。
“Putanendtothisplay-acting!“roaredthesavageMarsac。“Itwillavailyounothing。Mysister’stearsmayhaveweighedlightlywithyou,butyoushallpaythepriceofthem,andoftheslightyouhaveputuponher。”
“MyGod,Marsac!“criedtheother,rousedtoanequalfierceness。
“Willyouexplain?”
“Aye。”snarledMarsac,andhisswordflashedfromhisscabbard。”
I’llexplain。AsGodlives,I’llexplain-withthis!“Andhewhirledhisbladeundertheeyesoftheinvalid。“Come,mymaster,thecomedy’splayedout。Castasidethatcrutchanddraw;draw,man,or,sangdieu,I’llrunyouthroughasyoustand!“
Therewasacommotionbelow。Thelandlordandaposseofhissatellites-waiters,ostlers,andstableboys-rushedbetweenthem,andsoughttorestrainthebloodthirstyMarsac。Butheshookthemoffasabullshakesoffapackofdogs,andlikeanangrybull,too,didhestandhisgroundandbellow。Inamomenthissweepingswordhadclearedacircleabouthim。Initslightningdartingshitherandthitheratrandom,ithadstungawaiterinthecalf,andwhenthefellowsawthebloodstaininghishose,headdedtothegeneraldinhisshrieksthathewasmurdered。
Marsacsworeandthreatenedinabreath,andakitchenwench,fromapointofvantageonthesteps,calledshameuponhimandabusedhimroundlyforacowardlyassassintoassailapoorsuffererwhocouldhardlystandupright。
“Po’CapdeDiou!“sworeCastelrouxatmyelbow。“Sawyoueversuchanado?Whathaschanced?”
ButIneverstayedtoanswerhim。UnlessIactedquicklybloodwouldassuredlybeshed。Iwarstheonemanwhocouldexplainmatters,anditwasamercyforLesperonthatIshouldhavebeenathandinthehourofhismeetingthatfire-eaterMarsac。IforgotthecircumstancesinwhichIstoodtoCastelroux;IforgoteverythingbuttheimminentnecessitythatIshouldintervene。
Somesevenfeetbelowourwindowwastheroofoftheporch;fromthattothegrounditmightbesomeeightfeetmore。BeforemyGasconcaptainknewwhatIwasabout,Ihadswungmyselfdownfromthewindowontotheprojectingporch。Asecondlater,Icreatedadiversionbylandinginthemidstofthecourtyardfray,withthealarmedCastelroux-whoimaginedthatIwasescaping-followingbythesameunusualroad,andshoutingashecame“MonsieurdeLesperon!Hi!MonsieurdeLesperon!Mordiou!Rememberyourparole,MonsieurdeLesperon!“
NothingcouldhavebeenbettercalculatedtostemMarsac’sfury;
nothingcouldhavesopredisposedhimtolendaneartowhatIhadtosay,foritwasveryevidentthatCastelroux’swordswereaddressedtome,andthatitwasIwhomhecalledbythenameofLesperon。InaninstantIwasatMarsac’sside。ButbeforeI
couldutteraword“Whatthedevildoesthismean?”heasked,eyeingmewithfiercesuspicion。
“Itmeans,monsieur,thattherearemoreLesperonsthanoneinFrance。IamtheLesperonwhowasatLavedan。Ifyoudoubtme,askthisgentleman,whoarrestedmetherelastnight。Askhim,too,whywehavehaltedhere。Askhim,ifyouwill,toshowyoutheletterthatyouleftatLavedanmakinganassignationherebeforenoonto-day,whichletterIreceived。”
ThesuspicionfadedfromMarsac’seyes,andtheygrewroundwithwonderashelistenedtothisprodigiousarrayofevidence。
Lesperonlookedoninnolessamazement,yetIamsurefromthemannerofhisglancethathedidnotrecognizeinmethemanthathadsuccouredhimatMirepoix。That,afterall,wasnaturalenough;forthemindsofmeninsuchreducedconditionsashadbeenhisuponthatnightarenotpronetoreceiveveryclearimpressions,andstilllesspronetoretainsuchimpressionsastheydoreceive。
BeforeMarsaccouldanswerme,Castelrouxwasat,myside。
“Athousandapologies!“helaughed。“Afoolmighthaveguessedtheerrandthattookyousoquicklythroughthatwindow,andnonebutafoolwouldhavesuspectedyouofseekingtoescape。Itwasunworthyinme,MonsieurdeLesperon。”
Iturnedtohimwhilethoseothersstillstoodgaping,andledhimaside。
“MonsieurleCapitaine。”saidI,“youfindittroublesomeenoughtoreconcileyourconsciencewithsucharrestsasyouarechargedtomake,isitnotso。
“Mordiou!“hecried,bywayofemphaticallyassenting。
“Now,ifyoushouldchancetooverhearwordsbetrayingtoyoucertainpeoplewhomotherwiseyouwouldneversuspectofbeingrebels,yoursoldier’sdutywould,nevertheless,compelyoutoapprehendthem,woulditnot?”
“Why,true。Iamafraiditwould。”heanswered,withagrimace。
“But,ifforewarnedthatbybeingpresentinacertainplaceyoushouldoverhearsuchwords,whatcoursewouldyoupursue?”
“Avoiditlikeapestilence,monsieur。”heansweredpromptly。
“Then,MonsieurleCapitaine,mayItrespassuponyourgenerositytobeseechyoutoletmetaketheselitigantstoourroomupstairs,andtoleaveusalonethereforahalf-hour?”
FranknesswasmybestfriendindealingwithCastelroux-franknessandhisdistasteforthebusinesstheyhadchargedhimwith。AsforMarsacandLesperon,theywerebotheagerenoughtohavethemysteryexplained,andwhenCastelrouxhavingconsented-Iinvitedthemtomychamber,theycamereadilyenough。
SinceMonsieurdeLesperondidnotrecognizeme,therewasnoreasonwhyIshouldenlightenhimtouchingmyidentity,andeveryreasonwhyIshouldnot。Assoonastheywereseated,Iwenttotheheartofthematteratonceandwithoutpreamble。
“Afortnightago,gentlemen。”saidI,“IwasdrivenbyapackofdragoonsacrosstheGaronne。Iwaswoundedintheshoulderandveryexhausted,andIknockedatthegatesofLavedantocraveshelter。
Thatshelter,gentlemen,wasaffordedme,andwhenIhadannouncedmyselfasMonsieurdeLesperon,itwasallthemorecordiallybecauseoneMonsieurdeMarsac,whowasafriendoftheVicomtedeLavedan,andapartisaninthelostcauseofOrleans,happenedoftentohavespokenofacertainMonsieurdeLesperonashisverydearfriend。Ihavenodoubt,gentlemen,thatyouwillthinkharshlyofmebecauseIdidnotenlightentheVicomte。ButtherewerereasonsforwhichItrustyouwillnotpressme,sinceIshallfinditdifficulttoansweryouwithtruth。”
“ButisyournameLesperon?”criedLesperon。
“That,monsieur,isasmallmatter。WhethermynameisLesperonornot,IconfesstohavingpractisedaduplicityupontheVicomteandhisfamily,sinceIamcertainlynottheLesperonwhoseidentityI
accepted。ButifIacceptedthatidentity,monsieur,Ialsoacceptedyourliabilities,andsoIthinkthatyoushouldfinditinyourhearttoextendmesomemeasureofforgiveness。AsRenedeLesperon,ofLesperoninGascony,IwasarrestedlastnightatLavedan,and,asyoumayobserve,IambeingtakentoToulousetostandthechargeofhightreason。Ihavenotdemurred;Ihavenotdeniedinthehouroftroubletheidentitythatservedmeinmyhourofneed。Iamtakingthebitterwiththesweet,andIassureyou,gentlemen,thatthebitterpredominatesinaverymarkeddegree。”
“Butthismustnotbe。”criedLesperon,rising:“Iknownotwhatuseyoumayhavemadeofmyname,butIhavenoreasontothinkthatyoucanhavebroughtdiscredituponit,andso-“
“Ithankyou,monsieur,but-“
“AndsoIcannotsubmitthatyoushallgotoToulouseinmystead。
Whereisthisofficerwhoseprisoneryouare?Praysummonhim,monsieur,andletussetthematterright。”
“Thisisverygenerous。”Iansweredcalmly。“ButIhavecrimesenoughuponmyhead,andso,iftheworstshouldbefallme,Iamsimplyatoninginonepersonfortheerrorsoftwo。”
“Butthatisnoconcernofmine!“hecried。
“Itissomuchyourconcernthatifyoucommitsoegregiousablunderastodenounceyourself,youwillhaveruinedyourself,withoutmateriallybenefittingme。
Hestillobjected,butinthisstrainIarguedforsometime,andtosuchgoodpurposethatintheendImadehimrealizethatbybetrayinghimselfhewouldnotsaveme,butonlyjoinmeonthejourneytothescaffold。
“Besides,gentlemen。”Ipursued,“mycaseisfarfromhopeless。I
haveeveryconfidencethat,asmattersstand,byputtingforthmyhandattherightmoment,byannouncingmyidentityattheproperseason,Ican,ifamsoinclined,savemyneckfromtheheadsman。”
“Ifyouaresoinclined?”theybothcried,theirlookschargedwithinquiry。
“Letthatbe。”Ianswered;“itdoesnotatpresentconcernus。WhatIdesireyoutounderstand,MonsieurdeLesperon,-isthatifIgotoToulousealone,whenthetimecomestoproclaimmyself,anditisfoundthatIamnotRenedeLesperon,ofLesperoninGascony,theywillassumethatyouaredead,andtherewillbenocountagainstme。
“Butifyoucomewithme,andtherebyaffordproofthatyouarealive,myimpersonationofyoumaycausemetrouble。TheymayopinethatIhavebeenanabettoroftreason,thatIhaveattemptedtocircumventtheendsofjustice,andthatImayhaveimpersonatedyouinordertorenderpossibleyourescape。Forthat,youmayrestassured,theywillpunishme。
“Youwillsee,therefore,thatmyownsafetyrestsonyourpassingquietlyoutofFranceandleavingthebeliefbehindyouthatyouaredead-abeliefthatwillquicklyspreadonceIshallhavecastoffyouridentity。Youapprehendme?”
“Vaguely,monsieur;andperhapsyouareright。Whatdoyousay,Stanislas?”
“Say?”criedthefieryMarsac。“Iamweigheddownwithshame,mypoorRene,forhavingsomisjudgedyou。”
Morehewouldhavesaidinthesamestrain,butLesperoncuthimshortandbadehimattendtotheissuenowbeforehim。Theydiscusseditatsomelength,butalwaysunderthecloudinwhichmymysteriousnessenvelopedit,and,intheend,encouragedbymyrenewedassurancesthatIcouldbestsavemyselfifLesperonwerenottakenwithme,theGasconconsentedtomyproposals。
MarsacwasonhiswaytoSpain。Hissister,hetoldus,awaitedhimatCarcassonne。Lesperonshouldsetoutwithhimatonce,andinforty-eighthourstheywouldbebeyondthereachoftheKing’sanger。
“Ihaveafavourtoaskofyou,MonsieurdeMarsac。”saidI,rising;
forourbusinesswasatanend。“ItisthatifyoushouldhaveanopportunityofcommunicatingwithMademoiselledeLavedan,youwillletherknowthatIamnot-nottheLesperonthatisbetrothedtoyoursister。’’
“Iwillinformherofit,monsieur。”heansweredreadily;andthen,ofasudden,alookofunderstandingandofinfinitepitycameintohiseyes。“MyGod!“hecried。
“Whatisit,monsieur?”Iasked,staggeredbythatsuddenoutcry。
“Donotaskme,monsieur,donotaskme。Ihadforgottenforthemoment,intheexcitementofalltheserevelations。But-“Hestoppedshort。
“Well,monsieur?”
Heseemedtoponderamoment,thenlookingatmeagainwiththatsamecompassionateglance“Youhadbetterknow。”saidhe。“Andyet-itisadifficultthingtotellyou。IunderstandnowmuchthatIhadnotdreamtof。You-youhavenosuspicionofhowyoucametobearrested?”
“Formyallegedparticipationinthelaterebellion?”
“Yes,yes。Butwhogavetheinformationofyourwhereabouts?WhotoldtheKeeperoftheSealswhereyouweretobefound?”
“Oh,that?”Iansweredeasily。“Why,Ineverdoubtedit。ItwasthecoxcombSaint-Eustache。Iwhippedhim-“
Istoppedshort。TherewassomethinginMarsac’sblackface,somethinginhisglance,thatforcedtheunspokentruthuponmymind。
“Motherinheaven!“Icried。“DoyoumeanthatitwasMademoiselledeLavedan?”
Hebowedhisheadinsilence。Didshehateme,then,somuchasthat?Wouldnothinglessthanmydeathappeaseher,andhadI
utterlycrushedthelovethatforalittlewhileshehadborneme,thatshecouldbringherselftohandmeovertotheheadsman?
God!Whatastabwasthat!Itturnedmesickwithgrief-aye,andwithsomeragenotagainsther,oh,notagainsther;againstthefatesthathadbroughtsuchthingstopass。
Icontrolledmyselfwhiletheireyeswereyetuponme。Iwenttothedoorandhelditopenforthem,andthey,perceivingsomethingofmydisorder,werecourteousenoughtoomittheprotractedleave-takingsthatunderotherauspicestheremighthavebeen。
Marsacpausedamomentonthethresholdasifhewouldhaveofferedmesomewordofcomfort。Then,perceiving,perhaps,howbanalmustbeallcomfortthatwasofwordsalone,andhowitmightbutincreasetheangerofthewounditwasmeanttobalm,hesighedasimple“Adieu,monsieur!“andwenthisway。
Whentheyweregone,Ireturnedtothetable,and,sittingdown,I
buriedmyheadinmyarms,andthereIlay,apreytothemostpoignantgriefthatinallmyeasy,fortunatelifeIhadeverknown。
Thatsheshouldhavedonethisthing!ThatthewomanIloved,thepure,sweet,innocentgirlthatIhadwooedsoardentlyinmyunworthinessatLavedan,shouldhavestoopedtosuchanactofbetrayal!TowhathadInotreducedher,sincesuchthingscouldbe!
Then,outofmydespairgrewcomfort,slowlyatfirst,andmorevigorouslyanon。Thesuddenshockofthenewshadrobbedmeofsomeofmywit,andhadwarpedmyreasoning。Later,asthepainoftheblowgrewduller,Icametoreflectthatwhatshehaddonewasbutaproof-anoverwhelmingproof-ofhowdeeplyshehadcared。Suchhatredasthiscanbebutbornofagreatlove;reactionisevertobemeasuredbytheactionthatoccasionsit,andagreatrevulsioncanonlycomeofagreataffection。Hadshebeenindifferenttome,orhadshebutentertainedformeapassingliking,shewouldnothavesufferedso。
AndsoIcametorealizehowcruelmusthavebeenthepangthathaddrivenhertothis。Butshehadlovedme;aye,andshelovedmestill,forallthatshethoughtshehated,andforallthatshehadactedasifshehated。ButevenifIwerewrong-evenifshedidhateme-whatafreshrevulsionwouldnotbeherswhenanonshelearntthat-whatevermysins-Ihadnotplayedlightlywithherlove;thatIwasnot,asshehadimagined,thebetrothedofanotherwoman!
Thethoughtfiredmelikewine。Iwasnolongerlistless-nolongerindifferentastowhetherIlivedordied。Imustlive。ImustenlightentheKeeperoftheSealsandthejudgesatToulouseconcerningmyidentity。Why,indeed,hadIeverwavered?BardelystheMagnificentmustcometolifeagain,andthen-Whatthen?
AssuddenlyasIhadbeenexaltedwasIcastdown。TherewasarumourabroadthatBardelyswasdead。InthewakeofthatrumourIshrewdlyguessedthatthereportofthewagerthathadbroughthimintoLanguedocwouldnotbeslowtofollow。Whatthen?Wouldshelovemeanythebetter?Wouldshehatemeanytheless?IfnowshewaswoundedbythebeliefthatIhadmadesportofherlove,wouldnotthatsamebeliefbewithheragainwhenshecametoknowthetruth?
Aye,thetanglewasagrievousone。YetItookheart。Myoldresolvereturnedtome,andIsawtheneedforurgency-inthatalonecouldlienowmyredemptioninhereyes。MywagermustbepaidbeforeIagainrepairedtoher,forallthatitshouldleavemepoorindeed。Inthemeanwhile,IprayedGodthatshemightnothearofitereIreturnedtotellher。
CHAPTERXI
THEKING’SCOMMISSIONER
ForthatmostamiableofGasconcadets,MonsieurdeCastelroux,I
havenaughtbutthehighestpraise。Inhiseverydealingwithmeherevealedhimselfsoverygallant,generous,andhigh-mindedagentlemanthatitwaslittleshortofapleasuretobehisprisoner。
HemadenoinquiriestouchingthenatureofmyinterviewwiththosetwogentlemenattheHoteldelaCouronne,andwhenatthemomentofleavingIrequestedhimtodeliverapackettothetallerofthosesametwohedidsowithoutcommentorquestion。ThatpacketcontainedtheportraitofMademoiselledeMarsac,butontheinnerwrapperwasanoterequestingLesperonnottoopenituntilheshouldbeinSpain。
NeitherMarsacnorLesperondidIseeagainbeforeweresumedourjourneytoToulouse。
Atthemomentofsettingoutacuriousincidentoccurred。
Castelroux’scompanyofdragoonshadriddenintothecourtyardasweweremounting。Theylinedupundertheirlieutenant’scommand,toallowustopass;butaswereachedtheporte-cochereweweredelayedforamomentbyatravelling-carriage,enteringforrelays,andcoming,apparently,fromToulouse。CastelrouxandIbackedourhorsesuntilwewereinthemidstofthedragoons,andsowestoodwhilethevehiclepassedin。Asitwentby,oneoftheleathercurtainswasdrawnback,andmyheartwasquickenedbythesightofapalegirlface,witheyesofblue,andbrowncurlslyingupontheslenderneck。Herglancelightedonme,swordlessandinthemidstofthatcompanyoftroopers,andIbowedlowuponthewithersofmyhorse,doffingmyhatindistantsalutation。
Thecurtaindroppedagain,andeclipsedthefaceofthewomanthathadbetrayedme。Withmymindfullofwildsurmisingsastowhatemotionsmighthaveawakenedinheruponbeholdingme,IrodeawayinsilenceatMonsieurdeCastelroux’sside。Hadsheexperiencedanyremorse?Anyshame?Whetherornotsuchfeelingshadbeenarousedatsightofme,itcertainlywouldnotbelongeresheexperiencedthem,forattheHoteldelaCouronnewerethosewhowouldenlightenher。
Thecontemplationoftheremorsefulgriefthatmightanonbesetherwhenshecametoponderthetruthofmatters,and,withthattruth,thosethingsthatatLavedanIhaduttered,filledmepresentlywithregretandpity。IgrewimpatienttoreachToulouseandtellthejudgesofthemistakethattherehadbeen。Mynamecouldnotbeunknowntothem,andtheverymentionofit,Ithought,shouldsufficetogivethempauseandleadthemtomakeinquiriesbeforesendingmetothescaffold。YetIwasnotwithoutuneasiness,forthesurnmarinesswithwhichCastelrouxhadinformedmetheywereinthehabitofdealingwiththoseaccusedofhightreasonoccasionedmesomeapprehensivepangs。
Thisapprehensionledmetoconversewithmycaptortouchingthosetrials,seekingtogatherfromhimwhowerethejudges。IlearntthenthatbesidestheordinaryTribunal,aCommissionerhadbeendispatchedbyHisMajesty,andwashourlyexpectedtoarriveatToulouse。Itwouldbehismissiontosuperviseanddirecttheinquiriesthatweretakingplace。Itwassaid,headded,thattheKinghimselfwasonhiswaythither,tobepresentatthetrialofMonsieurleDucdeMontmorency。Buthewastravellingbyeasystages,andwasnotyetexpectedforsomedays。Myheart,whichhadleaptatthenews,assuddenlysankagainwiththeconsiderationthatIshouldprobablybedisposedofbeforetheKing’sarrival。