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类别:其他 作者:Charles Dickens字数:25725更新时间:18/12/21 17:01:31
’Youmayhaveseeninthenewspapers,sir,’saidGabriel,pointingtotheonewhichlaybyhisside,’thatIwasawitnessagainstthismanuponhistrialsomedayssince;andthatitwasnothisfaultIwasalive,andabletospeaktowhatIknew。’ ’MAYhaveseen!’criedSirJohn。’MydearMrVarden,youarequiteapubliccharacter,andliveinallmen’sthoughtsmostdeservedly。 NothingcanexceedtheinterestwithwhichIreadyourtestimony,andrememberedthatIhadthepleasureofaslightacquaintancewithyou——Ihopeweshallhaveyourportraitpublished?’ ’Thismorning,sir,’saidthelocksmith,takingnonoticeofthesecompliments,’earlythismorning,amessagewasbroughttomefromNewgate,atthisman’srequest,desiringthatIwouldgoandseehim,forhehadsomethingparticulartocommunicate。Ineedn’ttellyouthatheisnofriendofmine,andthatIhadneverseenhim,untiltheriotersbesetmyhouse。’ SirJohnfannedhimselfgentlywiththenewspaper,andnodded。 ’Iknew,however,fromthegeneralreport,’resumedGabriel,’thattheorderforhisexecutionto-morrow,wentdowntotheprisonlastnight;andlookinguponhimasadyingman,Icompliedwithhisrequest。’ ’YouarequiteaChristian,MrVarden,’saidSirJohn;’andinthatamiablecapacity,youincreasemydesirethatyoushouldtakeachair。’ ’Hesaid,’continuedGabriel,lookingsteadilyattheknight,’thathehadsenttome,becausehehadnofriendorcompanioninthewholeworld(beingthecommonhangman),andbecausehebelieved,fromthewayinwhichIhadgivenmyevidence,thatIwasanhonestman,andwouldacttrulybyhim。Hesaidthat,beingshunnedbyeveryonewhoknewhiscalling,evenbypeopleofthelowestandmostwretchedgrade,andfinding,whenhejoinedtherioters,thatthemenheactedwithhadnosuspicionofit(whichIbelieveistrueenough,forapoorfoolofanold’prenticeofminewasoneofthem),hehadkepthisowncounsel,uptothetimeofhisbeingtakenandputinjail。’ ’VerydiscreetofMrDennis,’observedSirJohnwithaslightyawn,thoughstillwiththeutmostaffability,’but——exceptforyouradmirableandlucidmanneroftellingit,whichisperfect——notveryinterestingtome。’ ’When,’pursuedthelocksmith,quiteunabashedandwhollyregardlessoftheseinterruptions,’whenhewastakentothejail,hefoundthathisfellow-prisoner,inthesameroom,wasayoungman,Hughbyname,aleaderintheriots,whohadbeenbetrayedandgivenupbyhimself。Fromsomethingwhichfellfromthisunhappycreatureinthecourseoftheangrywordstheyhadatmeeting,hediscoveredthathismotherhadsufferedthedeathtowhichtheybotharenowcondemned——Thetimeisveryshort,SirJohn。’ Theknightlaiddownhispaperfan,replacedhiscupuponthetableathisside,and,savingforthesmilethatlurkedabouthismouth,lookedatthelocksmithwithasmuchsteadinessasthelocksmithlookedathim。 ’Theyhavebeeninprisonnow,amonth。Oneconversationledtomanymore;andthehangmansoonfound,fromacomparisonoftime,andplace,anddates,thathehadexecutedthesentenceofthelawuponthiswoman,himself。Shehadbeentemptedbywant——assomanypeopleare——intotheeasycrimeofpassingforgednotes。Shewasyoungandhandsome;andthetraderswhoemploymen,women,andchildreninthistraffic,lookeduponherasonewhowaswelladaptedfortheirbusiness,andwhowouldprobablygoonwithoutsuspicionforalongtime。Buttheyweremistaken;forshewasstoppedinthecommissionofherveryfirstoffence,anddiedforit。Shewasofgipsyblood,SirJohn——’ Itmighthavebeentheeffectofapassingcloudwhichobscuredthesun,andcastashadowonhisface;buttheknightturneddeadlypale。Stillhemetthelocksmith’seye,asbefore。 ’Shewasofgipsyblood,SirJohn,’repeatedGabriel,’andhadahigh,freespirit。This,andhergoodlooks,andherloftymanner,interestedsomegentlemenwhowereeasilymovedbydarkeyes;andeffortsweremadetosaveher。Theymighthavebeensuccessful,ifshewouldhavegiventhemanycluetoherhistory。Butsheneverwould,ordid。Therewasreasontosuspectthatshewouldmakeanattemptuponherlife。Awatchwassetuponhernightandday;andfromthattimesheneverspokeagain——’ SirJohnstretchedouthishandtowardshiscup。Thelocksmithgoingon,arrestedithalf-way—— ’Untilshehadbutaminutetolive。Thenshebrokesilence,andsaid,inalowfirmvoicewhichnooneheardbutthisexecutioner,forallotherlivingcreatureshadretiredandlefthertoherfate,“IfIhadadaggerwithinthesefingersandhewaswithinmyreach,Iwouldstrikehimdeadbeforeme,evennow!“Themanasked“Who?”Shesaid,“Thefatherofherboy。”’ SirJohndrewbackhisoutstretchedhand,andseeingthatthelocksmithpaused,signedtohimwitheasypolitenessandwithoutanynewappearanceofemotion,toproceed。 ’Itwasthefirstwordshehadeverspoken,fromwhichitcouldbeunderstoodthatshehadanyrelativeonearth。“Wasthechildalive?”heasked。“Yes。”Heaskedherwhereitwas,itsname,andwhethershehadanywishrespectingit。Shehadbutone,shesaid。 Itwasthattheboymightliveandgrow,inutterignoranceofhisfather,sothatnoartsmightteachhimtobegentleandforgiving。Whenhebecameaman,shetrustedtotheGodoftheirtribetobringthefatherandthesontogether,andrevengeherthroughherchild。Heaskedherotherquestions,butshespokenomore。Indeed,hesays,shescarcelysaidthismuch,tohim,butstoodwithherfaceturnedupwardstothesky,andneverlookedtowardshimonce。’ SirJohntookapinchofsnuff;glancedapprovinglyatanelegantlittlesketch,entitled’Nature,’onthewall;andraisinghiseyestothelocksmith’sfaceagain,said,withanairofcourtesyandpatronage,’Youwereobserving,MrVarden——’ ’Thatshenever,’returnedthelocksmith,whowasnottobedivertedbyanyartificefromhisfirmmanner,andhissteadygaze,’thatsheneverlookedtowardshimonce,SirJohn;andsoshedied,andheforgother。But,someyearsafterwards,amanwassentencedtodiethesamedeath,whowasagipsytoo;asunburnt,swarthyfellow,almostawildman;andwhilehelayinprison,undersentence,he,whohadseenthehangmanmorethanoncewhilehewasfree,cutanimageofhimonhisstick,bywayofbravingdeath,andshowingthosewhoattendedonhim,howlittlehecaredorthoughtaboutit。HegavethisstickintohishandsatTyburn,andtoldhimthen,thatthewomanIhavespokenofhadleftherownpeopletojoinafinegentleman,andthat,beingdesertedbyhim,andcastoffbyheroldfriends,shehadswornwithinherownproudbreast,thatwhateverhermiserymightbe,shewouldasknohelpofanyhumanbeing。Hetoldhimthatshehadkeptherwordtothelast;andthat,meetingevenhiminthestreets——hehadbeenfondofheronce,itseems——shehadslippedfromhimbyatrick,andheneversawheragain,until,beinginoneofthefrequentcrowdsatTyburn,withsomeofhisroughcompanions,hehadbeendrivenalmostmadbyseeing,inthecriminalunderanothername,whosedeathhehadcometowitness,herself。Standinginthesameplaceinwhichshehadstood,hetoldthehangmanthis,andtoldhim,too,herrealname,whichonlyherownpeopleandthegentlemanforwhosesakeshehadleftthem,knew。Thatnamehewilltellagain,SirJohn,tononebutyou。’ ’Tononebutme!’exclaimedtheknight,pausingintheactofraisinghiscuptohislipswithaperfectlysteadyhand,andcurlinguphislittlefingerforthebetterdisplayofabrilliantringwithwhichitwasornamented:’butme!——MydearMrVarden,howverypreposterous,toselectmeforhisconfidence!Withyouathiselbow,too,whoaresoperfectlytrustworthy!’ ’SirJohn,SirJohn,’returnedthelocksmith,’attwelvetomorrow,thesemendie。HearthefewwordsIhavetoadd,anddonothopetodeceiveme;forthoughIamaplainmanofhumblestation,andyouareagentlemanofrankandlearning,thetruthraisesmetoyourlevel,andIKNOWthatyouanticipatethedisclosurewithwhichIamabouttoend,andthatyoubelievethisdoomedman,Hugh,tobeyourson。’ ’Nay,’saidSirJohn,banteringhimwithagayair;’thewildgentleman,whodiedsosuddenly,scarcelywentasfarasthat,I think?’ ’Hedidnot,’returnedthelocksmith,’forshehadboundhimbysomepledge,knownonlytothesepeople,andwhichtheworstamongthemrespect,nottotellyourname:but,inafantasticpatternonthestick,hehadcarvedsomeletters,andwhenthehangmanaskedit,hebadehim,especiallyifheshouldevermeetwithhersoninafterlife,rememberthatplacewell。’ ’Whatplace?’ ’Chester。’ Theknightfinishedhiscupofchocolatewithanappearanceofinfiniterelish,andcarefullywipedhislipsuponhishandkerchief。 ’SirJohn,’saidthelocksmith,’thisisallthathasbeentoldtome;butsincethesetwomenhavebeenleftfordeath,theyhaveconferredtogetherclosely。Seethem,andhearwhattheycanadd。 SeethisDennis,andlearnfromhimwhathehasnottrustedtome。 Ifyou,whoholdthecluetoall,wantcorroboration(whichyoudonot),themeansareeasy。’ ’Andtowhat,’saidSirJohnChester,risingonhiselbow,aftersmoothingthepillowforitsreception;’mydear,good-natured,estimableMrVarden——withwhomIcannotbeangryifIwould——towhatdoesallthistend?’ ’Itakeyouforaman,SirJohn,andIsupposeittendstosomepleadingofnaturalaffectioninyourbreast,’returnedthelocksmith。’Isupposetothestrainingofeverynerve,andtheexertionofalltheinfluenceyouhave,orcanmake,inbehalfofyourmiserableson,andthemanwhohasdisclosedhisexistencetoyou。Attheworst,Isupposetoyourseeingyourson,andawakeninghimtoasenseofhiscrimeanddanger。Hehasnosuchsensenow。Thinkwhathislifemusthavebeen,whenhesaidinmyhearing,thatifImovedyoutoanything,itwouldbetohasteninghisdeath,andensuringhissilence,ifyouhaditinyourpower!’ ’Andhaveyou,mygoodMrVarden,’saidSirJohninatoneofmildreproof,’haveyoureallylivedtoyourpresentage,andremainedsoverysimpleandcredulous,astoapproachagentlemanofestablishedcharacterwithsuchcredentialsasthese,fromdesperatemenintheirlastextremity,catchingatanystraw?Ohdear!Ohfie,fie!’ Thelocksmithwasgoingtointerpose,buthestoppedhim: ’Onanyothersubject,MrVarden,Ishallbedelighted——Ishallbecharmed——toconversewithyou,butIoweittomyowncharacternottopursuethistopicforanothermoment。’ ’Thinkbetterofit,sir,whenIamgone,’returnedthelocksmith; ’thinkbetterofit,sir。Althoughyouhave,thricewithinasmanyweeks,turnedyourlawfulson,MrEdward,fromyourdoor,youmayhavetime,youmayhaveyearstomakeyourpeacewithHIM,SirJohn:butthattwelveo’clockwillsoonbehere,andsoonbepastforever。’ ’Ithankyouverymuch,’returnedtheknight,kissinghisdelicatehandtothelocksmith,’foryourguilelessadvice;andIonlywish,mygoodsoul,althoughyoursimplicityisquitecaptivating,thatyouhadalittlemoreworldlywisdom。IneversomuchregrettedthearrivalofmyhairdresserasIdoatthismoment。Godblessyou!Goodmorning!You’llnotforgetmymessagetotheladies,MrVarden?Peak,showMrVardentothedoor。’ Gabrielsaidnomore,butgavetheknightapartinglook,andlefthim。Ashequittedtheroom,SirJohn’sfacechanged;andthesmilegaveplacetoahaggardandanxiousexpression,likethatofawearyactorjadedbytheperformanceofadifficultpart。Herosefromhisbedwithaheavysigh,andwrappedhimselfinhismorning-gown。 ’Soshekeptherword,’hesaid,’andwasconstanttoherthreat! IwouldIhadneverseenthatdarkfaceofhers,——Imighthavereadtheseconsequencesinit,fromthefirst。Thisaffairwouldmakeanoiseabroad,ifitrestedonbetterevidence;but,asitis,andbynotjoiningthescatteredlinksofthechain,Icanaffordtoslightit——Extremelydistressingtobetheparentofsuchanuncouthcreature!Still,Igavehimverygoodadvice。Itoldhimhewouldcertainlybehanged。IcouldhavedonenomoreifIhadknownofourrelationship;andthereareagreatmanyfatherswhohaveneverdoneasmuchforTHEIRnaturalchildren——Thehairdressermaycomein,Peak!’ Thehairdressercamein;andsawinSirJohnChester(whoseaccommodatingconsciencewassoonquietedbythenumerousprecedentsthatoccurredtohiminsupportofhislastobservation),thesameimperturbable,fascinating,elegantgentlemanhehadseenyesterday,andmanyyesterdaysbefore。 Chapter76 AsthelocksmithwalkedslowlyawayfromSirJohnChester’schambers,helingeredunderthetreeswhichshadedthepath,almosthopingthathemightbesummonedtoreturn。Hehadturnedbackthrice,andstillloiteredatthecorner,whentheclockstrucktwelve。 Itwasasolemnsound,andnotmerelyforitsreferencetoto- morrow;forheknewthatinthatchimethemurderer’sknellwasrung。Hehadseenhimpassalongthecrowdedstreet,amidsttheexecrationofthethrong;andmarkedhisquiveringlip,andtremblinglimbs;theashyhueuponhisface,hisclammybrow,thewilddistractionofhiseye——thefearofdeaththatswallowedupallotherthoughts,andgnawedwithoutcessationathisheartandbrain。Hehadmarkedthewanderinglook,seekingforhope,andfinding,turnwhereitwould,despair。Hehadseentheremorseful,pitiful,desolatecreature,riding,withhiscoffinbyhisside,tothegibbet。Heknewthat,tothelast,hehadbeenanunyielding,obdurateman;thatinthesavageterrorofhisconditionhehadhardened,ratherthanrelented,tohiswifeandchild;andthatthelastwordswhichhadpassedhiswhitelipswerecursesonthemashisenemies。 MrHaredalehaddeterminedtobethere,andseeitdone。Nothingbuttheevidenceofhisownsensescouldsatisfythatgloomythirstforretributionwhichhadbeengatheringuponhimforsomanyyears。Thelocksmithknewthis,andwhenthechimeshadceasedtovibrate,hurriedawaytomeethim。 ’Forthesetwomen,’hesaid,ashewent,’Icandonomore。 Heavenhavemercyonthem!——Alas!IsayIcandonomoreforthem,butwhomcanIhelp?MaryRudgewillhaveahome,andafirmfriendwhenshemostwantsone;butBarnaby——poorBarnaby——willingBarnaby——whataidcanIrenderhim?Therearemany,manymenofsense,Godforgiveme,’criedthehonestlocksmith,stoppinginanarrowcounttopasshishandacrosshiseyes,’IcouldbetteraffordtolosethanBarnaby。Wehavealwaysbeengoodfriends,butIneverknew,tillnow,howmuchIlovedthelad。’ TherewerenotmanyinthegreatcitywhothoughtofBarnabythatday,otherwisethanasanactorinashowwhichwastotakeplaceto-morrow。Butifthewholepopulationhadhadhimintheirminds,andhadwishedhislifetobespared,notoneamongthemcouldhavedonesowithapurerzealorgreatersinglenessofheartthanthegoodlocksmith。 Barnabywastodie。Therewasnohope。Itisnottheleastevilattendantuponthefrequentexhibitionofthislastdreadpunishment,ofDeath,thatithardensthemindsofthosewhodealitout,andmakesthem,thoughtheybeamiablemeninotherrespects,indifferentto,orunconsciousof,theirgreatresponsibility。ThewordhadgoneforththatBarnabywastodie。 Itwentforth,everymonth,forlightercrimes。Itwasathingsocommon,thatveryfewwerestartledbytheawfulsentence,orcaredtoquestionitspropriety。Justthen,too,whenthelawhadbeensoflagrantlyoutraged,itsdignitymustbeasserted。Thesymbolofitsdignity,——stampeduponeverypageofthecriminalstatute-book,——wasthegallows;andBarnabywastodie。 Theyhadtriedtosavehim。Thelocksmithhadcarriedpetitionsandmemorialstothefountain-head,withhisownhands。Butthewellwasnotoneofmercy,andBarnabywastodie。 Fromthefirsthismotherhadneverlefthim,saveatnight;andwithherbesidehim,hewasasusualcontented。Onthislastday,hewasmoreelatedandmoreproudthanhehadbeenyet;andwhenshedroppedthebookshehadbeenreadingtohimaloud,andfelluponhisneck,hestoppedinhisbusytaskoffoldingapieceofcrapeabouthishat,andwonderedatheranguish。Griputteredafeeblecroak,halfinencouragement,itseemed,andhalfinremonstrance,buthewantedhearttosustainit,andlapsedabruptlyintosilence。 Withthemwhostooduponthebrinkofthegreatgulfwhichnonecanseebeyond,Time,sosoontoloseitselfinvastEternity,rolledonlikeamightyriver,swollenandrapidasitnearsthesea。Itwasmorningbutnow;theyhadsatandtalkedtogetherinadream; andherewasevening。Thedreadfulhourofseparation,whichevenyesterdayhadseemedsodistant,wasathand。 Theywalkedoutintothecourtyard,clingingtoeachother,butnotspeaking。Barnabyknewthatthejailwasadull,sad,miserableplace,andlookedforwardtoto-morrow,astoapassagefromittosomethingbrightandbeautiful。Hehadavagueimpressiontoo,thathewasexpectedtobebrave——thathewasamanofgreatconsequence,andthattheprisonpeoplewouldbegladtomakehimweep。Hetrodthegroundmorefirmlyashethoughtofthis,andbadehertakeheartandcrynomore,andfeelhowsteadyhishandwas。’Theycallmesilly,mother。Theyshallseeto-morrow!’ DennisandHughwereinthecourtyard。Hughcameforthfromhiscellastheydid,stretchinghimselfasthoughhehadbeensleeping。Dennissatuponabenchinacorner,withhiskneesandchinhuddledtogether,androckedhimselftoandfrolikeapersoninseverepain。 Themotherandsonremainedononesideofthecourt,andthesetwomenupontheother。Hughstrodeupanddown,glancingfiercelyeverynowandthenatthebrightsummersky,andlookinground,whenhehaddoneso,atthewalls。 ’Noreprieve,noreprieve!Nobodycomesnearus。There’sonlythenightleftnow!’moanedDennisfaintly,ashewrunghishands。’Doyouthinkthey’llreprievemeinthenight,brother?I’veknownreprievescomeinthenight,aforenow。I’veknown’emcomeaslateasfive,six,andseveno’clockinthemorning。Don’tyouthinkthere’sagoodchanceyet,——don’tyou?Sayyoudo。Sayyoudo,youngman,’whinedthemiserablecreature,withanimploringgesturetowardsBarnaby,’orIshallgomad!’ ’Betterbemadthansane,here,’saidHugh。’GOmad。’ ’Buttellmewhatyouthink。Somebodytellmewhathethinks!’ criedthewretchedobject,——somean,andwretched,anddespicable,thatevenPity’sselfmighthaveturnedaway,atsightofsuchabeinginthelikenessofaman——’isn’tthereachanceforme,—— isn’tthereagoodchanceforme?Isn’titlikelytheymaybedoingthistofrightenme?Don’tyouthinkitis?Oh!’healmostshrieked,ashewrunghishands,’won’tanybodygivemecomfort!’ ’Yououghttobethebest,insteadoftheworst,’saidHugh,stoppingbeforehim。’Ha,ha,ha!Seethehangman,whenitcomeshometohim!’ ’Youdon’tknowwhatitis,’criedDennis,actuallywrithingashespoke:’Ido。ThatIshouldcometobeworkedoff!I!I!ThatI shouldcome!’ ’Andwhynot?’saidHugh,ashethrustbackhismattedhairtogetabetterviewofhislateassociate。’Howoften,beforeIknewyourtrade,didIhearyoutalkingofthisasifitwasatreat?’ ’Ian’tunconsistent,’screamedthemiserablecreature;’I’dtalksoagain,ifIwashangman。Someothermanhasgotmyoldopinionsatthisminute。Thatmakesitworse。Somebody’slongingtoworkmeoff。Iknowbymyselfthatsomebodymustbe!’ ’He’llsoonhavehislonging,’saidHugh,resuminghiswalk。 ’Thinkofthat,andbequiet。’ Althoughoneofthesemendisplayed,inhisspeechandbearing,themostrecklesshardihood;andtheother,inhiseverywordandaction,testifiedsuchanextremeofabjectcowardicethatitwashumiliatingtoseehim;itwouldbedifficulttosaywhichofthemwouldmosthaverepelledandshockedanobserver。Hugh’swasthedoggeddesperationofasavageatthestake;thehangmanwasreducedtoaconditionlittlebetter,ifany,thanthatofahoundwiththehalterroundhisneck。Yet,asMrDennisknewandcouldhavetoldthem,thesewerethetwocommoneststatesofmindinpersonsbroughttotheirpass。Suchwasthewholesomegrowthoftheseedsownbythelaw,thatthiskindofharvestwasusuallylookedfor,asamatterofcourse。 Inonerespecttheyallagreed。Thewanderinganduncontrollabletrainofthought,suggestingsuddenrecollectionsofthingsdistantandlongforgottenandremotefromeachother——thevaguerestlesscravingforsomethingundefined,whichnothingcouldsatisfy——theswiftflightoftheminutes,fusingthemselvesintohours,asifbyenchantment——therapidcomingofthesolemnnight——theshadowofdeathalwaysuponthem,andyetsodimandfaint,thatobjectsthemeanestandmosttrivialstartedfromthegloombeyond,andforcedthemselvesupontheview——theimpossibilityofholdingthemind,eveniftheyhadbeensodisposed,topenitenceandpreparation,orofkeepingittoanypointwhileonehideousfascinationtempteditaway——thesethingswerecommontothemall,andvariedonlyintheiroutwardtokens。 ’FetchmethebookIleftwithin——uponyourbed,’shesaidtoBarnaby,astheclockstruck。’Kissmefirst。’ Helookedinherface,andsawthere,thatthetimewascome。 Afteralongembrace,hetorehimselfaway,andrantobringittoher;biddinghernotstirtillhecameback。Hesoonreturned,forashriekrecalledhim,——butshewasgone。 Herantotheyard-gate,andlookedthrough。Theywerecarryingheraway。Shehadsaidherheartwouldbreak。Itwasbetterso。 ’Don’tyouthink,’whimperedDennis,creepinguptohim,ashestoodwithhisfeetrootedtotheground,gazingattheblankwalls——’don’tyouthinkthere’sstillachance?It’sadreadfulend;it’saterribleendforamanlikeme。Don’tyouthinkthere’sachance?Idon’tmeanforyou,Imeanforme。Don’tletHIMhearus(meaningHugh);’he’ssodesperate。’ Nowthen,’saidtheofficer,whohadbeenlounginginandoutwithhishandsinhispockets,andyawningasifhewereinthelastextremityforsomesubjectofinterest:’it’stimetoturnin,boys。’ ’Notyet,’criedDennis,’notyet。Notforanhouryet。’ ’Isay,——yourwatchgoesdifferentfromwhatitusedto,’returnedtheman。’Onceuponatimeitwasalwaystoofast。It’sgottheotherfaultnow。’ ’Myfriend,’criedthewretchedcreature,fallingonhisknees,’mydearfriend——youalwaysweremydearfriend——there’ssomemistake。 Someletterhasbeenmislaid,orsomemessengerhasbeenstoppedupontheway。Hemayhavefallendead。Isawamanonce,falldowndeadinthestreet,myself,andhehadpapersinhispocket。 Sendtoinquire。Letsomebodygotoinquire。Theyneverwillhangme。Theynevercan——Yes,theywill,’hecried,startingtohisfeetwithaterriblescream。’They’llhangmebyatrick,andkeepthepardonback。It’saplotagainstme。Ishalllosemylife!’ Andutteringanotheryell,hefellinafitupontheground。 ’Seethehangmanwhenitcomeshometohim!’criedHughagain,astheyborehimaway——’Hahaha!Courage,boldBarnaby,whatcarewe?Yourhand!Theydowelltoputusoutoftheworld,forifwegotlooseasecondtime,wewouldn’tletthemoffsoeasy,eh? Anothershake!Amancandiebutonce。Ifyouwakeinthenight,singthatoutlustily,andfallasleepagain。Hahaha!’ Barnabyglancedoncemorethroughthegrateintotheemptyyard; andthenwatchedHughashestrodetothestepsleadingtohissleeping-cell。Heheardhimshout,andburstintoaroaroflaughter,andsawhimflourishhishat。Thenheturnedawayhimself,likeonewhowalkedinhissleep;and,withoutanysenseoffearorsorrow,laydownonhispallet,listeningfortheclocktostrikeagain。 Chapter77 Thetimeworeon。Thenoisesinthestreetsbecamelessfrequentbydegrees,untilsilencewasscarcelybrokensavebythebellsinchurchtowers,markingtheprogress——softerandmorestealthywhilethecityslumbered——ofthatGreatWatcherwiththehoaryhead,whoneversleepsorrests。Inthebriefintervalofdarknessandreposewhichfeverishtownsenjoy,allbusysoundswerehushed; andthosewhoawokefromdreamslaylisteningintheirbeds,andlongedfordawn,andwishedthedeadofthenightwerepast。 Intothestreetoutsidethejail’smainwall,workmencamestragglingatthissolemnhour,ingroupsoftwoorthree,andmeetinginthecentre,casttheirtoolsuponthegroundandspokeinwhispers。Otherssoonissuedfromthejailitself,bearingontheirshouldersplanksandbeams:thesematerialsbeingallbroughtforth,therestbestirredthemselves,andthedullsoundofhammersbegantoechothroughthestillness。 Hereandthereamongthisknotoflabourers,one,withalanternorasmokylink,stoodbytolighthisfellowsattheirwork;andbyitsdoubtfulaid,somemightbedimlyseentakingupthepavementoftheroad,whileothersheldgreatuprightposts,orfixedthemintheholesthusmadefortheirreception。Somedraggedslowlyon,towardstherest,anemptycart,whichtheybroughtrumblingfromtheprison-yard;whileotherserectedstrongbarriersacrossthestreet。Allwerebusilyengaged。Theirduskyfiguresmovingtoandfro,atthatunusualhour,soactiveandsosilent,mighthavebeentakenforthoseofshadowycreaturestoilingatmidnightonsomeghostlyunsubstantialwork,which,likethemselves,wouldvanishwiththefirstgleamofday,andleavebutmorningmistandvapour。 Whileitwasyetdark,afewlookers-oncollected,whohadplainlycomethereforthepurposeandintendedtoremain:eventhosewhohadtopassthespotontheirwaytosomeotherplace,lingered,andlingeredyet,asthoughtheattractionofthatwereirresistible。Meanwhilethenoiseofsawandmalletwentonbriskly,mingledwiththeclatteringofboardsonthestonepavementoftheroad,andsometimeswiththeworkmen’svoicesastheycalledtooneanother。Wheneverthechimesoftheneighbouringchurchwereheard——andthatwaseveryquarterofanhour——astrangesensation,instantaneousandindescribable,butperfectlyobvious,seemedtopervadethemall。 Gradually,afaintbrightnessappearedintheeast,andtheair,whichhadbeenverywarmallthroughthenight,feltcoolandchilly。Thoughtherewasnodaylightyet,thedarknesswasdiminished,andthestarslookedpale。Theprison,whichhadbeenamereblackmasswithlittleshapeorform,putonitsusualaspect;andeverandanonasolitarywatchmancouldbeseenuponitsroof,stoppingtolookdownuponthepreparationsinthestreet。Thisman,fromforming,asitwere,apartofthejail,andknowingorbeingsupposedtoknowallthatwaspassingwithin,becameanobjectofasmuchinterest,andwasaseagerlylookedfor,andasawfullypointedout,asifhehadbeenaspirit。 Byandby,thefeeblelightgrewstronger,andthehouseswiththeirsignboardsandinscriptions,stoodplainlyout,inthedullgreymorning。Heavystagewaggonscrawledfromtheinn-yardopposite;andtravellerspeepedout;andastheyrolledsluggishlyaway,castmanyabackwardlooktowardsthejail。Andnow,thesun’sfirstbeamscameglancingintothestreet;andthenight’swork,which,initsvariousstagesandinthevariedfanciesofthelookers-onhadtakenahundredshapes,woreitsownproperform——ascaffold,andagibbet。 Asthewarmthofthecheerfuldaybegantosheditselfuponthescantycrowd,themurmuroftongueswasheard,shutterswerethrownopen,andblindsdrawnup,andthosewhohadsleptinroomsoveragainsttheprison,whereplacestoseetheexecutionwereletathighprices,rosehastilyfromtheirbeds。Insomeofthehouses,peoplewerebusytakingoutthewindow-sashesforthebetteraccommodationofspectators;inothers,thespectatorswerealreadyseated,andbeguilingthetimewithcards,ordrink,orjokesamongthemselves。Somehadpurchasedseatsuponthehouse-tops,andwerealreadycrawlingtotheirstationsfromparapetandgarret- window。Somewereyetbargainingforgoodplaces,andstoodintheminastateofindecision:gazingattheslowly-swellingcrowd,andattheworkmenastheyrestedlistlesslyagainstthescaffold—— affectingtolistenwithindifferencetotheproprietor’seulogyofthecommandingviewhishouseafforded,andthesurpassingcheapnessofhisterms。 Afairermorningnevershone。Fromtheroofsandupperstoriesofthesebuildings,thespiresofcitychurchesandthegreatcathedraldomewerevisible,risingupbeyondtheprison,intothebluesky,andcladinthecolouroflightsummerclouds,andshowingintheclearatmospheretheireveryscrapoftraceryandfretwork,andeverynicheandloophole。Allwasbrightnessandpromise,exceptinginthestreetbelow,intowhich(forityetlayinshadow)theeyelookeddownasintoadarktrench,where,inthemidstofsomuchlife,andhope,andrenewalofexistence,stoodtheterribleinstrumentofdeath。Itseemedasiftheverysunforboretolookuponit。 Butitwasbetter,grimandsombreintheshade,thanwhen,thedaybeingmoreadvanced,itstoodconfessedinthefullglareandgloryofthesun,withitsblackpaintblistering,anditsnoosesdanglinginthelightlikeloathsomegarlands。Itwasbetterinthesolitudeandgloomofmidnightwithafewformsclusteringaboutit,thaninthefreshnessandthestirofmorning:thecentreofaneagercrowd。Itwasbetterhauntingthestreetlikeaspectre,whenmenwereintheirbeds,andinfluencingperchancethecity’sdreams,thanbravingthebroadday,andthrustingitsobscenepresenceupontheirwakingsenses。 Fiveo’clockhadstruck——six——seven——andeight。Alongthetwomainstreetsateitherendofthecross-way,alivingstreamhadnowsetin,rollingtowardsthemartsofgainandbusiness。Carts,coaches,waggons,trucks,andbarrows,forcedapassagethroughtheoutskirtsofthethrong,andclatteredonwardinthesamedirection。Someofthesewhichwerepublicconveyancesandhadcomefromashortdistanceinthecountry,stopped;andthedriverpointedtothegibbetwithhiswhip,thoughhemighthavesparedhimselfthepains,fortheheadsofallthepassengerswereturnedthatwaywithouthishelp,andthecoach-windowswerestuckfullofstaringeyes。Insomeofthecartsandwaggons,womenmightbeseen,glancingfearfullyatthesameunsightlything;andevenlittlechildrenwereheldupabovethepeople’sheadstoseewhatkindofatoyagallowswas,andlearnhowmenwerehanged。 Tworiotersweretodiebeforetheprison,whohadbeenconcernedintheattackuponit;andonedirectlyafterwardsinBloomsburySquare。Atnineo’clock,astrongbodyofmilitarymarchedintothestreet,andformedandlinedanarrowpassageintoHolborn,whichhadbeenindifferentlykeptallnightbyconstables。Throughthis,anothercartwasbrought(theonealreadymentionedhadbeenemployedintheconstructionofthescaffold),andwheeleduptotheprison-gate。Thesepreparationsmade,thesoldiersstoodatease;theofficersloungedtoandfro,inthealleytheyhadmade,ortalkedtogetheratthescaffold’sfoot;andtheconcourse,whichhadbeenrapidlyaugmentingforsomehours,andstillreceivedadditionseveryminute,waitedwithanimpatiencewhichincreasedwitheverychimeofStSepulchre’sclock,fortwelveatnoon。 Uptothistimetheyhadbeenveryquiet,comparativelysilent,savewhenthearrivalofsomenewpartyatawindow,hithertounoccupied,gavethemsomethingnewtolookatortotalkof。But,asthehourapproached,abuzzandhumarose,which,deepeningeverymoment,soonswelledintoaroar,andseemedtofilltheair。 Nowordsorevenvoicescouldbedistinguishedinthisclamour,nordidtheyspeakmuchtoeachother;thoughsuchaswerebetterinformeduponthetopicthantherest,wouldtelltheirneighbours,perhaps,thattheymightknowthehangmanwhenhecameout,byhisbeingtheshorterone:andthatthemanwhowastosufferwithhimwasnamedHugh:andthatitwasBarnabyRudgewhowouldbehangedinBloomsburySquare。 Thehumgrew,asthetimedrewnear,soloud,thatthosewhowereatthewindowscouldnothearthechurch-clockstrike,thoughitwascloseathand。Norhadtheyanyneedtohearit,either,fortheycouldseeitinthepeople’sfaces。Sosurelyasanotherquarterchimed,therewasamovementinthecrowd——asifsomethinghadpassedoverit——asifthelightuponthemhadbeenchanged——inwhichthefactwasreadableasonabrazendial,figuredbyagiant’shand。 Threequarterspasteleven!Themurmurnowwasdeafening,yeteverymanseemedmute。Lookwhereyouwouldamongthecrowd,yousawstrainedeyesandlipscompressed;itwouldhavebeendifficultforthemostvigilantobservertopointthiswayorthat,andsaythatyondermanhadcriedout。Itwereaseasytodetectthemotionoflipsinasea-shell。 Threequarterspasteleven!Manyspectatorswhohadretiredfromthewindows,camebackrefreshed,asthoughtheirwatchhadjustbegun。Thosewhohadfallenasleep,rousedthemselves;andeverypersoninthecrowdmadeonelastefforttobetterhisposition—— whichcausedapressagainstthesturdybarriersthatmadethembendandyieldliketwigs。Theofficers,whountilnowhadkepttogether,fellintotheirseveralpositions,andgavethewordsofcommand。Swordsweredrawn,musketsshouldered,andthebrightsteelwindingitswayamongthecrowd,gleamedandglitteredinthesunlikeariver。Alongthisshiningpath,twomencamehurryingon,leadingahorse,whichwasspeedilyharnessedtothecartattheprison-door。Then,aprofoundsilencereplacedthetumultthathadsolongbeengathering,andabreathlesspauseensued。Everywindowwasnowchokedupwithheads;thehouse-topsteemedwithpeople——clingingtochimneys,peeringovergable-ends,andholdingonwherethesuddenlooseningofanybrickorstonewoulddashthemdownintothestreet。Thechurchtower,thechurchroof,thechurchyard,theprisonleads,theverywater-spoutsandlampposts——everyinchofroom——swarmedwithhumanlife。 Atthefirststrokeoftwelvetheprison-bellbegantotoll。Thentheroar——minglednowwithcriesof’Hatsoff!’and’Poorfellows!’ and,fromsomespecksinthegreatconcourse,withashriekorgroan——burstforthagain。Itwasterribletosee——ifanyoneinthatdistractionofexcitementcouldhaveseen——theworldofeagereyes,allstraineduponthescaffoldandthebeam。 Thehollowmurmuringwasheardwithinthejailasplainlyaswithout。Thethreewerebroughtforthintotheyard,together,asitresoundedthroughtheair。Theyknewitsimportwell。 ’D’yehear?’criedHugh,undauntedbythesound。’Theyexpectus! IheardthemgatheringwhenIwokeinthenight,andturnedoveront’othersideandfellasleepagain。Weshallseehowtheywelcomethehangman,nowthatitcomeshometohim。Ha,ha,ha!’ TheOrdinarycomingupatthismoment,reprovedhimforhisindecentmirth,andadvisedhimtoalterhisdemeanour。 ’Andwhy,master?’saidHugh。’CanIdobetterthanbeariteasily?YOUbeariteasilyenough。Oh!nevertellme,’hecried,astheotherwouldhavespoken,’forallyoursadlookandyoursolemnair,youthinklittleenoughofit!Theysayyou’rethebestmakeroflobstersaladsinLondon。Ha,ha!I’veheardthat,yousee,beforenow。Isitagoodone,thismorning——isyourhandin?Howdoesthebreakfastlook?Ihopethere’senough,andtospare,forallthishungrycompanythat’llsitdowntoit,whenthesight’sover。’ ’Ifear,’observedtheclergyman,shakinghishead,’thatyouareincorrigible。’ ’You’reright。Iam,’rejoinedHughsternly。’Benohypocrite,master!Youmakeamerry-makingofthis,everymonth;letmebemerry,too。Ifyouwantafrightenedfellowthere’sonethat’llsuityou。Tryyourhanduponhim。’ Hepointed,ashespoke,toDennis,who,withhislegstrailingontheground,washeldbetweentwomen;andwhotrembledso,thatallhisjointsandlimbsseemedrackedbyspasms。Turningfromthiswretchedspectacle,hecalledtoBarnaby,whostoodapart。 ’Whatcheer,Barnaby?Don’tbedowncast,lad。LeavethattoHIM。’ ’Blessyou,’criedBarnaby,steppinglightlytowardshim,’I’mnotfrightened,Hugh。I’mquitehappy。Iwouldn’tdesiretolivenow,ifthey’dletme。Lookatme!AmIafraidtodie?WilltheyseeMEtremble?’ Hughgazedforamomentathisface,onwhichtherewasastrange,unearthlysmile;andathiseye,whichsparkledbrightly;andinterposingbetweenhimandtheOrdinary,grufflywhisperedtothelatter: ’Iwouldn’tsaymuchtohim,master,ifIwasyou。Hemayspoilyourappetiteforbreakfast,thoughyouAREusedtoit。’ Hewastheonlyoneofthethreewhohadwashedortrimmedhimselfthatmorning。Neitheroftheothershaddoneso,sincetheirdoomwaspronounced。Hestillworethebrokenpeacock’sfeathersinhishat;andallhisusualscrapsoffinerywerecarefullydisposedabouthisperson。Hiskindlingeye,hisfirmstep,hisproudandresolutebearing,mighthavegracedsomeloftyactofheroism;somevoluntarysacrifice,bornofanoblecauseandpureenthusiasm; ratherthanthatfelon’sdeath。 Butallthesethingsincreasedhisguilt。Theyweremereassumptions。Thelawhaddeclareditso,andsoitmustbe。Thegoodministerhadbeengreatlyshocked,notaquarterofanhourbefore,athispartingwithGrip。Foroneinhiscondition,tofondleabird!——Theyardwasfilledwithpeople;bluffcivicfunctionaries,officersofjustice,soldiers,thecuriousinsuchmatters,andguestswhohadbeenbiddenastoawedding。Hughlookedabouthim,noddedgloomilytosomepersoninauthority,whoindicatedwithhishandinwhatdirectionhewastoproceed;andclappingBarnabyontheshoulder,passedoutwiththegaitofalion。 Theyenteredalargeroom,soneartothescaffoldthatthevoicesofthosewhostoodaboutit,couldbeplainlyheard:somebeseechingthejavelin-mentotakethemoutofthecrowd:otherscryingtothosebehind,tostandback,fortheywerepressedtodeath,andsuffocatingforwantofair。 Inthemiddleofthischamber,twosmiths,withhammers,stoodbesideananvil。Hughwalkedstraightuptothem,andsethisfootuponitwithasoundasthoughithadbeenstruckbyaheavyweapon。Then,withfoldedarms,hestoodtohavehisironsknockedoff:scowlinghaughtilyround,asthosewhowerepresenteyedhimnarrowlyandwhisperedtoeachother。 IttooksomuchtimetodragDennisin,thatthisceremonywasoverwithHugh,andnearlyoverwithBarnaby,beforeheappeared。Henosoonercameintotheplaceheknewsowell,however,andamongfaceswithwhichhewassofamiliar,thanherecoveredstrengthandsenseenoughtoclasphishandsandmakealastappeal。 ’Gentlemen,goodgentlemen,’criedtheabjectcreature,grovellingdownuponhisknees,andactuallyprostratinghimselfuponthestonefloor:’Governor,deargovernor——honourablesheriffs——worthygentlemen——havemercyuponawretchedmanthathasservedHisMajesty,andtheLaw,andParliament,forsomanyyears,anddon’t—— don’tletmedie——becauseofamistake。’ ’Dennis,’saidthegovernorofthejail,’youknowwhatthecourseis,andthattheordercamewiththerest。Youknowthatwecoulddonothing,evenifwewould。’ ’AllIask,sir,——allIwantandbeg,istime,tomakeitsure,’ criedthetremblingwretch,lookingwildlyroundforsympathy。 ’TheKingandGovernmentcan’tknowit’sme;I’msuretheycan’tknowit’sme;ortheyneverwouldbringmetothisdreadfulslaughterhouse。Theyknowmyname,buttheydon’tknowit’sthesameman。Stopmyexecution——forcharity’ssakestopmyexecution,gentlemen——tilltheycanbetoldthatI’vebeenhangmanhere,nighthirtyyear。Willnoonegoandtellthem?’heimplored,clenchinghishandsandglaringround,andround,androundagain——’willnocharitablepersongoandtellthem!’ ’MrAkerman,’saidagentlemanwhostoodby,afteramoment’spause,’sinceitmaypossiblyproduceinthisunhappymanabetterframeofmind,evenatthislastminute,letmeassurehimthathewaswellknowntohavebeenthehangman,whenhissentencewasconsidered。’ ’——Butperhapstheythinkonthataccountthatthepunishment’snotsogreat,’criedthecriminal,shufflingtowardsthisspeakeronhisknees,andholdinguphisfoldedhands;’whereasit’sworse,it’sworseahundredtimes,tomethananyman。Letthemknowthat,sir。Letthemknowthat。They’vemadeitworsetomebygivingmesomuchtodo。Stopmyexecutiontilltheyknowthat!’ Thegovernorbeckonedwithhishand,andthetwomen,whohadsupportedhimbefore,approached。Heutteredapiercingcry: ’Wait!Wait。Onlyamoment——onlyonemomentmore!Givemealastchanceofreprieve。OneofusthreeistogotoBloomsburySquare。 Letmebetheone。Itmaycomeinthattime;it’ssuretocome。 IntheLord’snameletmebesenttoBloomsburySquare。Don’thangmehere。It’smurder。’ Theytookhimtotheanvil:buteventhenhecouldheheardabovetheclinkingofthesmiths’hammers,andthehoarseragingofthecrowd,cryingthatheknewofHugh’sbirth——thathisfatherwasliving,andwasagentlemanofinfluenceandrank——thathehadfamilysecretsinhispossession——thathecouldtellnothingunlesstheygavehimtime,butmustdiewiththemonhismind;andhecontinuedtoraveinthissortuntilhisvoicefailedhim,andhesankdownamereheapofclothesbetweenthetwoattendants。 Itwasatthismomentthattheclockstruckthefirststrokeoftwelve,andthebellbegantotoll。Thevariousofficers,withthetwosheriffsattheirhead,movedtowardsthedoor。Allwasreadywhenthelastchimecameupontheear。 TheytoldHughthis,andaskedifhehadanythingtosay。 ’Tosay!’hecried。’NotI。I’mready——Yes,’headded,ashiseyefelluponBarnaby,’Ihaveawordtosay,too。Comehither,lad。’ Therewas,forthemoment,somethingkind,andeventender,strugglinginhisfierceaspect,ashewrunghispoorcompanionbythehand。 ’I’llsaythis,’hecried,lookingfirmlyround,’thatifIhadtenlivestolose,andthelossofeachwouldgivemetentimestheagonyofthehardestdeath,I’dlaythemalldown——ay,Iwould,thoughyougentlemenmaynotbelieveit——tosavethisone。Thisone,’headded,wringinghishandagain,’thatwillbelostthroughme。’ ’Notthroughyou,’saidtheidiot,mildly。’Don’tsaythat。Youwerenottoblame。Youhavealwaysbeenverygoodtome——Hugh,weshallknowwhatmakesthestarsshine,NOW!’ ’Itookhimfromherinarecklessmood,anddidn’tthinkwhatharmwouldcomeofit,’saidHugh,layinghishanduponhishead,andspeakinginalowervoice。’Iaskherpardon;andhis——Lookhere,’headdedroughly,inhisformertone。’Youseethislad?’ Theymurmured’Yes,’andseemedtowonderwhyheasked。 ’Thatgentlemanyonder——’pointingtotheclergyman——’hasofteninthelastfewdaysspokentomeoffaith,andstrongbelief。YouseewhatIam——morebrutethanman,asIhavebeenoftentold——butIhadfaithenoughtobelieve,anddidbelieveasstronglyasanyofyougentlemencanbelieveanything,thatthisonelifewouldbespared。Seewhatheis!——Lookathim!’ Barnabyhadmovedtowardsthedoor,andstoodbeckoninghimtofollow。 ’Ifthiswasnotfaith,andstrongbelief!’criedHugh,raisinghisrightarmaloft,andlookingupwardlikeasavageprophetwhomthenearapproachofDeathhadfilledwithinspiration,’wherearethey!Whatelseshouldteachme——me,bornasIwasborn,andrearedasIhavebeenreared——tohopeforanymercyinthishardened,cruel,unrelentingplace!Uponthesehumanshambles,I,whoneverraisedthishandinprayertillnow,calldownthewrathofGod!Onthatblacktree,ofwhichIamtheripenedfruit,Idoinvokethecurseofallitsvictims,past,andpresent,andtocome。Ontheheadofthatman,who,inhisconscience,ownsmeforhisson,Ileavethewishthathemayneversickenonhisbedofdown,butdieaviolentdeathasIdonow,andhavethenight-windforhisonlymourner。TothisIsay,Amen,amen!’ Hisarmfelldownwardbyhisside;heturned;andmovedtowardsthemwithasteadystep,themanhehadbeenbefore。 ’Thereisnothingmore?’saidthegovernor。 HughmotionedBarnabynottocomenearhim(thoughwithoutlookinginthedirectionwherehestood)andanswered,’Thereisnothingmore。’ ’Moveforward!’ ’——Unless,’saidHugh,glancinghurriedlyback,——’unlessanypersonherehasafancyforadog;andnotthen,unlesshemeanstousehimwell。There’sone,belongstome,atthehouseIcamefrom,anditwouldn’tbeeasytofindabetter。He’llwhineatfirst,buthe’llsoongetoverthat——YouwonderthatIthinkaboutadogjustnow,headded,withakindoflaugh。’Ifanymandeserveditofmehalfaswell,I’dthinkofHIM。’ Hespokenomore,butmovedonwardinhisplace,withacarelessair,thoughlisteningatthesametimetotheServicefortheDead,withsomethingbetweensullenattention,andquickenedcuriosity。 Assoonashehadpassedthedoor,hismiserableassociatewascarriedout;andthecrowdbeheldtherest。 Barnabywouldhavemountedthestepsatthesametime——indeedhewouldhavegonebeforethem,butinbothattemptshewasrestrained,ashewastoundergothesentenceelsewhere。Inafewminutesthesheriffsreappeared,thesameprocessionwasagainformed,andtheypassedthroughvariousroomsandpassagestoanotherdoor——thatatwhichthecartwaswaiting。Hehelddownhisheadtoavoidseeingwhatheknewhiseyesmustotherwiseencounter,andtookhisseatsorrowfully,——andyetwithsomethingofachildishprideandpleasure,——inthevehicle。Theofficersfellintotheirplacesatthesides,infrontandintherear;thesheriffs’carriagesrolledon;aguardofsoldierssurroundedthewhole;andtheymovedslowlyforwardthroughthethrongandpressuretowardLordMansfield’sruinedhouse。 Itwasasadsight——alltheshow,andstrength,andglitter,assembledroundonehelplesscreature——andsadderyettonote,asherodealong,howhiswanderingthoughtsfoundstrangeencouragementinthecrowdedwindowsandtheconcourseinthestreets;andhow,eventhen,hefelttheinfluenceofthebrightsky,andlookedup,smiling,intoitsdeepunfathomableblue。Buttherehadbeenmanysuchsightssincetheriotswereover——somesomovingintheirnature,andsorepulsivetoo,thattheywerefarmorecalculatedtoawakenpityforthesufferers,thanrespectforthatlawwhosestrongarmseemedinmorethanonecasetobeaswantonlystretchedforthnowthatallwassafe,asithadbeenbaselyparalysedintimeofdanger。 Twocripples——bothmereboys——onewithalegofwood,onewhodraggedhistwistedlimbsalongbythehelpofacrutch,werehangedinthissameBloomsburySquare。Asthecartwasabouttoglidefromunderthem,itwasobservedthattheystoodwiththeirfacesfrom,notto,thehousetheyhadassistedtodespoil;andtheirmiserywasprotractedthatthisomissionmightberemedied。 AnotherboywashangedinBowStreet;otheryoungladsinvariousquartersofthetown。Fourwretchedwomen,too,wereputtodeath。Inaword,thosewhosufferedasrioterswere,forthemostpart,theweakest,meanest,andmostmiserableamongthem。Itwasamostexquisitesatireuponthefalsereligiouscrywhichhadledtosomuchmisery,thatsomeofthesepeopleownedthemselvestobeCatholics,andbeggedtobeattendedbytheirownpriests。 OneyoungmanwashangedinBishopsgateStreet,whoseagedgrey- headedfatherwaitedforhimatthegallows,kissedhimatitsfootwhenhearrived,andsatthere,ontheground,tilltheytookhimdown。Theywouldhavegivenhimthebodyofhischild;buthehadnohearse,nocoffin,nothingtoremoveitin,beingtoopoor——andwalkedmeeklyawaybesidethecartthattookitbacktoprison,trying,ashewent,totouchitslifelesshand。 Butthecrowdhadforgottenthesematters,orcaredlittleaboutthemiftheylivedintheirmemory:andwhileonegreatmultitudefoughtandhustledtogetnearthegibbetbeforeNewgate,forapartinglook,anotherfollowedinthetrainofpoorlostBarnaby,toswellthethrongthatwaitedforhimonthespot。 Chapter78 Onthissameday,andaboutthisveryhour,MrWillettheeldersatsmokinghispipeinachamberattheBlackLion。Althoughitwashotsummerweather,MrWilletsatclosetothefire。Hewasinastateofprofoundcogitation,withhisownthoughts,anditwashiscustomatsuchtimestostewhimselfslowly,undertheimpressionthatthatprocessofcookerywasfavourabletothemeltingoutofhisideas,which,whenhebegantosimmer,sometimesoozedforthsocopiouslyastoastonishevenhimself。 MrWillethadbeenseveralthousandtimescomfortedbyhisfriendsandacquaintance,withtheassurancethatforthelosshehadsustainedinthedamagedonetotheMaypole,hecould’comeuponthecounty。’Butasthisphrasehappenedtobearanunfortunateresemblancetothepopularexpressionof’comingontheparish,’itsuggestedtoMrWillet’smindnomoreconsolatoryvisionsthanpauperismonanextensivescale,andruininacapaciousaspect。 Consequently,hehadneverfailedtoreceivetheintelligencewitharuefulshakeofthehead,oradrearystare,andhadbeenalwaysobservedtoappearmuchmoremelancholyafteravisitofcondolencethanatanyothertimeinthewholefour-and-twentyhours。 Itchanced,however,thatsittingoverthefireonthisparticularoccasion——perhapsbecausehewas,asitwere,donetoaturn; perhapsbecausehewasinanunusuallybrightstateofmind; perhapsbecausehehadconsideredthesubjectsolong;perhapsbecauseofallthesefavouringcircumstances,takentogether——itchancedthat,sittingoverthefireonthisparticularoccasion,MrWilletdid,afaroffandintheremotestdepthsofhisintellect,perceiveakindoflurkinghintorfaintsuggestion,thatoutofthepublicpursetheremightissuefundsfortherestorationoftheMaypoletoitsformerhighplaceamongthetavernsoftheearth。 Andthisdimrayoflightdidsodiffuseitselfwithinhim,anddidsokindleupandshine,thatatlasthehaditasplainlyandvisiblybeforehimastheblazebywhichhesat;and,fullypersuadedthathewasthefirsttomakethediscovery,andthathehadstarted,hunteddown,fallenupon,andknockedonthehead,aperfectlyoriginalideawhichhadneverpresenteditselftoanyotherman,aliveordead,helaiddownhispipe,rubbedhishands,andchuckledaudibly。 ’Why,father!’criedJoe,enteringatthemoment,’you’reinspiritsto-day!’ ’It’snothingpartickler,’saidMrWillet,chucklingagain。’It’snothingatallpartickler,Joseph。TellmesomethingabouttheSalwanners。’Havingpreferredthisrequest,MrWilletchuckledathirdtime,andaftertheseunusualdemonstrationsoflevity,heputhispipeinhismouthagain。 ’WhatshallItellyou,father?’askedJoe,layinghishanduponhissire’sshoulder,andlookingdownintohisface。’ThatIhavecomeback,poorerthanachurchmouse?Youknowthat。ThatIhavecomeback,maimedandcrippled?Youknowthat。’ ’Itwastookoff,’mutteredMrWillet,withhiseyesuponthefire,’atthedefenceoftheSalwanners,inAmerica,wherethewaris。’ ’Quiteright,’returnedJoe,smiling,andleaningwithhisremainingelbowonthebackofhisfather’schair;’theverysubjectIcametospeaktoyouabout。Amanwithonearm,father,isnotofmuchuseinthebusyworld。’ ThiswasoneofthosevastpropositionswhichMrWillethadneverconsideredforaninstant,andrequiredtimeto’tackle。’ Whereforehemadenoanswer。 ’Atallevents,’saidJoe,’hecan’tpickandchoosehismeansofearningalivelihood,asanothermanmay。Hecan’tsay“Iwillturnmyhandtothis。”or“Iwon’tturnmyhandtothat。”butmusttakewhathecando,andbethankfulit’snoworse——Whatdidyousay?’ MrWillethadbeensoftlyrepeatingtohimself,inamusingtone,thewords’defenceoftheSalwanners:’butheseemedembarrassedathavingbeenoverheard,andanswered’Nothing。’ ’Nowlookhere,father——MrEdwardhascometoEnglandfromtheWestIndies。Whenhewaslostsightof(Iranawayonthesameday,father),hemadeavoyagetooneoftheislands,whereaschool-friendofhishadsettled;and,findinghim,wasn’ttooproudtobeemployedonhisestate,and——andinshort,gotonwell,andisprospering,andhascomeoverhereonbusinessofhisown,andisgoingbackagainspeedily。Ourreturningnearlyatthesametime,andmeetinginthecourseofthelatetroubles,hasbeenagoodthingeveryway;forithasnotonlyenabledustodooldfriendssomeservice,buthasopenedapathinlifeformewhichI maytreadwithoutbeingaburdenuponyou。Tobeplain,father,hecanemployme;IhavesatisfiedmyselfthatIcanbeofrealusetohim;andIamgoingtocarrymyonearmawaywithhim,andtomakethemostofit。 Inthemind’seyeofMrWillet,theWestIndies,andindeedallforeigncountries,wereinhabitedbysavagenations,whowereperpetuallyburyingpipesofpeace,flourishingtomahawks,andpuncturingstrangepatternsintheirbodies。Henosoonerheardthisannouncement,therefore,thanheleanedbackinhischair,tookhispipefromhislips,andstaredathissonwithasmuchdismayasifhealreadybeheldhimtiedtoastake,andtorturedfortheentertainmentofalivelypopulation。Inwhatformofexpressionhisfeelingswouldhavefoundavent,itisimpossibletosay。Norisitnecessary:for,beforeasyllableoccurredtohim,DollyVardencamerunningintotheroom,intears,threwherselfonJoe’sbreastwithoutawordofexplanation,andclaspedherwhitearmsroundhisneck。 ’Dolly!’criedJoe。’Dolly!’ ’Ay,callmethat;callmethatalways,’exclaimedthelocksmith’slittledaughter;’neverspeakcoldlytome,neverbedistant,neveragainreprovemeforthefolliesIhavelongrepented,orIshalldie,Joe。’ ’Ireproveyou!’saidJoe。 ’Yes——foreverykindandhonestwordyouuttered,wenttomyheart。 Foryou,whohavebornesomuchfromme——foryou,whooweyoursufferingsandpaintomycaprice——foryoutobesokind——sonobletome,Joe——’ Hecouldsaynothingtoher。Notasyllable。Therewasanoddsortofeloquenceinhisonearm,whichhadcreptroundherwaist: buthislipsweremute。 ’Ifyouhadremindedmebyaword——onlybyoneshortword,’sobbedDolly,clingingyetclosertohim,’howlittleIdeservedthatyoushouldtreatmewithsomuchforbearance;ifyouhadexultedonlyforonemomentinyourtriumph,Icouldhaveborneitbetter。’ ’Triumph!’repeatedJoe,withasmilewhichseemedtosay,’Iamaprettyfigureforthat。’ ’Yes,triumph,’shecried,withherwholeheartandsoulinherearnestvoice,andgushingtears;’foritisone。Iamgladtothinkandknowitis。Iwouldn’tbelesshumbled,dear——Iwouldn’tbewithouttherecollectionofthatlasttimewespoketogetherinthisplace——no,notifIcouldrecallthepast,andmakeourparting,yesterday。’ DideverloverlookasJoelookednow! ’DearJoe,’saidDolly,’Ialwayslovedyou——inmyownheartI alwaysdid,althoughIwassovainandgiddy。Ihopedyouwouldcomebackthatnight。Imadequitesureyouwould。Iprayedforitonmyknees。Throughalltheselong,longyears,Ihaveneveronceforgottenyou,orleftoffhopingthatthishappytimemightcome。’ TheeloquenceofJoe’sarmsurpassedthemostimpassionedlanguage; andsodidthatofhislips——yethesaidnothing,either。 ’Andnow,atlast,’criedDolly,tremblingwiththefervourofherspeech,’ifyouweresick,andshatteredinyoureverylimb;ifyouwereailing,weak,andsorrowful;if,insteadofbeingwhatyouare,youwereineverybody’seyesbutminethewreckandruinofaman;Iwouldbeyourwife,dearlove,withgreaterprideandjoy,thanifyouwerethestateliestlordinEngland!’ ’WhathaveIdone,’criedJoe,’whathaveIdonetomeetwiththisreward?’ ’Youhavetaughtme,’saidDolly,raisingherprettyfacetohis,’toknowmyself,andyourworth;tobesomethingbetterthanI was;tobemoredeservingofyourtrueandmanlynature。Inyearstocome,dearJoe,youshallfindthatyouhavedoneso;forIwillbe,notonlynow,whenweareyoungandfullofhope,butwhenwehavegrownoldandweary,yourpatient,gentle,never-tiringwife。Iwillneverknowawishorcarebeyondourhomeandyou,andIwillalwaysstudyhowtopleaseyouwithmybestaffectionandmymostdevotedlove。Iwill:indeedIwill!’ Joecouldonlyrepeathisformereloquence——butitwasverymuchtothepurpose。 ’Theyknowofthis,athome,’saidDolly。’Foryoursake,Iwouldleaveeventhem;buttheyknowit,andaregladofit,andareasproudofyouasIam,andasfullofgratitude——You’llnotcomeandseemeasapoorfriendwhoknewmewhenIwasagirl,willyou,dearJoe?’ Well,well!Itdon’tmatterwhatJoesaidinanswer,buthesaidagreatdeal;andDollysaidagreatdealtoo:andhefoldedDollyinhisonearmprettytight,consideringthatitwasbutone;andDollymadenoresistance:andifevertwopeoplewerehappyinthisworld——whichisnotanutterlymiserableone,withallitsfaults—— wemay,withsomeappearanceofcertainty,concludethattheywere。 TosaythatduringtheseproceedingsMrWillettheelderunderwentthegreatestemotionsofastonishmentofwhichourcommonnatureissusceptible——tosaythathewasinaperfectparalysisofsurprise,andthathewanderedintothemoststupendousandtheretoforeunattainableheightsofcomplicatedamazement——wouldbetoshadowforthhisstateofmindinthefeeblestandlamestterms。Ifaroc,aneagle,agriffin,aflyingelephant,awingedsea-horse,hadsuddenlyappeared,and,takinghimonitsback,carriedhimbodilyintotheheartofthe’Salwanners,’itwouldhavebeentohimasaneverydayoccurrence,incomparisonwithwhathenowbeheld。Tobesittingquietlyby,seeingandhearingthesethings; tobecompletelyoverlooked,unnoticed,anddisregarded,whilehissonandayoungladyweretalkingtoeachotherinthemostimpassionedmanner,kissingeachother,andmakingthemselvesinallrespectsperfectlyathome;wasapositionsotremendous,soinexplicable,soutterlybeyondthewidestrangeofhiscapacityofcomprehension,thathefellintoalethargyofwonder,andcouldnomorerousehimselfthananenchantedsleeperinthefirstyearofhisfairylease,acenturylong。 ’Father,’saidJoe,presentingDolly。’Youknowwhothisis?’ MrWilletlookedfirstather,thenathisson,thenbackagainatDolly,andthenmadeanineffectualefforttoextractawhifffromhispipe,whichhadgoneoutlongago。 ’Sayaword,father,ifit’sonly“howd’yedo。”’urgedJoe。 ’Certainly,Joseph,’answeredMrWillet。’Ohyes!Whynot?’ ’Tobesure,’saidJoe。’Whynot?’ ’Ah!’repliedhisfather。’Whynot?’andwiththisremark,whichheutteredinalowvoiceasthoughhewerediscussingsomegravequestionwithhimself,heusedthelittlefinger——ifanyofhisfingerscanbesaidtohavecomeunderthatdenomination——ofhisrighthandasatobacco-stopper,andwassilentagain。 Andsohesatforhalfanhouratleast,althoughDolly,inthemostendearingofmanners,hoped,adozentimes,thathewasnotangrywithher。Sohesatforhalfanhour,quitemotionless,andlookingallthewhilelikenothingsomuchasagreatDutchPinorSkittle。Attheexpirationofthatperiod,hesuddenly,andwithouttheleastnotice,burst(tothegreatconsternationoftheyoungpeople)intoaveryloudandveryshortlaugh;andrepeating,’Certainly,Joseph。Ohyes!Whynot?’wentoutforawalk。