第39章

类别:其他 作者:William James字数:5181更新时间:18/12/21 17:13:49
Inthehourimmediatelybeforeus,Ishallinviteyoutoconsiderthesimplerkindsofreligioushappiness,leavingthemorecomplexsortstobetreatedonalaterday。 Inmanypersons,happinessiscongenitalandirreclaimable。 “Cosmicemotion“inevitablytakesinthemtheformofenthusiasmandfreedom。Ispeaknotonlyofthosewhoareanimallyhappy。 Imeanthosewho,whenunhappinessisofferedorproposedtothem,positivelyrefusetofeelit,asifitweresomethingmeanandwrong。Wefindsuchpersonsineveryage,passionatelyflingingthemselvesupontheirsenseofthegoodnessoflife,inspiteofthehardshipsoftheirowncondition,andinspiteofthesinistertheologiesintowhichtheymayheborn。Fromtheoutsettheirreligionisoneofunionwiththedivine。Thehereticswhowentbeforethereformationarelavishlyaccusedbythechurchwritersofantinomianpractices,justasthefirstChristianswereaccusedofindulgenceinorgiesbytheRomans。 Itisprobablethatthereneverhasbeenacenturyinwhichthedeliberaterefusaltothinkilloflifehasnotbeenidealizedbyasufficientnumberofpersonstoformsects,openorsecret,whoclaimedallnaturalthingstobepermitted。SaintAugustine’smaxim,Diligeetquodvisfac——ifyoubutlove[God],youmaydoasyouincline——ismorallyoneoftheprofoundestofobservations,yetitispregnant,forsuchpersons,withpassportsbeyondtheboundsofconventionalmorality。Accordingtotheircharacterstheyhavebeenrefinedorgross;buttheirbeliefhasbeenatalltimessystematicenoughtoconstituteadefinitereligiousattitude。Godwasforthemagiveroffreedom,andthestingofevilwasovercome。SaintFrancisandhisimmediatediscipleswere,onthewhole,ofthiscompanyofspirits,ofwhichthereareofcourseinfinitevarieties。 Rousseauintheearlieryearsofhiswriting,Diderot,B。deSaintPierre,andmanyoftheleadersoftheeighteenthcenturyanti-Christianmovementwereofthisoptimistictype。TheyowedtheirinfluencetoacertainauthoritativenessintheirfeelingthatNature,ifyouwillonlytrusthersufficiently,isabsolutelygood。 Itistobehopedthatweallhavesomefriend,perhapsmoreoftenfemininethanmasculine,andyoungthanold,whosesoulisofthissky-bluetint,whoseaffinitiesareratherwithflowersandbirdsandallenchantinginnocenciesthanwithdarkhumanpassions,whocanthinknoillofmanorGod,andinwhomreligiousgladness,beinginpossessionfromtheoutset,needsnodeliverancefromanyantecedentburden。 “Godhastwofamiliesofchildrenonthisearth。”saysFrancisW。 Newman,[32]“theonce-bornandthetwice-born。”andtheonce-bornhedescribesasfollows:“TheyseeGod,notasastrictJudge,notasaGloriousPotentate;butastheanimatingSpiritofabeautifulharmoniousworld,BeneficentandKind,MercifulaswellasPure。Thesamecharactersgenerallyhavenometaphysicaltendencies:theydonotlookbackintothemselves。Hencetheyarenotdistressedbytheirownimperfections:yetitwouldbeabsurdtocallthemself-righteous;fortheyhardlythinkofthemselvesATALL。Thischildlikequalityoftheirnaturemakestheopeningofreligionveryhappytothem:fortheynomoreshrinkfromGod,thanachildfromanemperor,beforewhomtheparenttrembles:infact,theyhavenovividconceptionofANY ofthequalitiesinwhichthesevererMajestyofGodconsists。[33]HeistothemtheimpersonationofKindnessandBeauty。Theyreadhischaracter,notinthedisorderedworldofman,butinromanticandharmoniousnature。Ofhumansintheyknowperhapslittleintheirownheartsandnotverymuchintheworld;andhumansufferingdoesbutmeltthemtotenderness。 Thus,whentheyapproachGod,noinwarddisturbanceensues;andwithoutbeingasyetspiritual,theyhaveacertaincomplacencyandperhapsromanticsenseofexcitementintheirsimpleworship。” TheSoul;itsSorrowsanditsAspirations,3dedition, Ionceheardaladydescribethepleasureitgavehertothinkthatshe“couldalwayscuddleuptoGod。” IntheRomishChurchsuchcharactersfindamorecongenialsoiltogrowinthaninProtestantism,whosefashionsoffeelinghavebeensetbymindsofadecidedlypessimisticorder。ButeveninProtestantismtheyhavebeenabundantenough;andinitsrecent“liberal“developmentsofUnitarianismandlatitudinarianismgenerally,mindsofthisorderhaveplayedandstillareplayingleadingandconstructiveparts。Emersonhimselfisanadmirableexample。TheodoreParkerisanother——hereareacoupleofcharacteristicpassagesfromParker’scorrespondence。[34] [34]JohnWeiss:LifeofTheodoreParker,i。152,32。 “Orthodoxscholarssay:’Intheheathenclassicsyoufindnoconsciousnessofsin。’Itisverytrue——Godbethankedforit。 Theywereconsciousofwrath,ofcruelty,avarice,drunkenness,lust,sloth,cowardice,andotheractualvices,andstruggledandgotridofthedeformities,buttheywerenotconsciousof’enmityagainstGod,’anddidn’tsitdownandwhineandgroanagainstnon-existentevil。Ihavedonewrongthingsenoughinmylife,anddothemnow;Imissthemark,drawbow,andtryagain。 ButIamnotconsciousofhatingGod,orman,orright,orlove,andIknowthereismuch’healthinme’,andinmybody,evennow,theredwellethmanyagoodthing,spiteofconsumptionandSaintPaul。”InanotherletterParkerwrites:“Ihaveswuminclearsweetwatersallmydays;andifsometimestheywerealittlecold,andthestreamranadverseandsomethingrough,itwasnevertoostrongtobebreastedandswumthrough。Fromthedaysofearliestboyhood,whenIwentstumblingthroughthegrass,……uptothegray-beardedmanhoodofthistime,thereisnonebuthasleftmehoneyinthehiveofmemorythatInowfeedonforpresentdelight。WhenIrecalltheyears……Iamfilledwithasenseofsweetnessandwonderthatsuchlittlethingscanmakeamortalsoexceedinglyrich。ButImustconfessthatthechiefestofallmydelightsisstillthereligious。” Anothergoodexpressionofthe“once-born“typeofconsciousness,developingstraightandnatural,withnoelementofmorbidcompunctionorcrisis,iscontainedintheanswerofDr。EdwardEverettHale,theeminentUnitarianpreacherandwriter,tooneofDr。Starbuck’scirculars。Iquoteapartofit:—— “Iobserve,withprofoundregret,thereligiousstruggleswhichcomeintomanybiographies,asifalmostessentialtotheformationofthehero。Ioughttospeakofthese,tosaythatanymanhasanadvantage,nottobeestimated,whoisborn,asI was,intoafamilywherethereligionissimpleandrational;whoistrainedinthetheoryofsuchareligion,sothatheneverknows,foranhour,whatthesereligiousorirreligiousstrugglesare。IalwaysknewGodlovedme,andIwasalwaysgratefultohimfortheworldheplacedmein。Ialwayslikedtotellhimso,andwasalwaysgladtoreceivehissuggestionstome……I canrememberperfectlythatwhenIwascomingtomanhood,thehalf-philosophicalnovelsofthetimehadadealtosayabouttheyoungmenandmaidenswhowerefacingthe’problemoflife。’I hadnoideawhateverwhattheproblemoflifewas。Tolivewithallmymightseemedtomeeasy;tolearnwheretherewassomuchtolearnseemedpleasantandalmostofcourse;tolendahand,ifonehadachance,natural;andifonedidthis,why,heenjoyedlifebecausehecouldnothelpit,andwithoutprovingtohimselfthatheoughttoenjoyit……AchildwhoisearlytaughtthatheisGod’schild,thathemayliveandmoveandhavehisbeinginGod,andthathehas,therefore,infinitestrengthathandfortheconqueringofanydifficulty,willtakelifemoreeasily,andprobablywillmakemoreofit,thanonewhoistoldthatheisbornthechildofwrathandwhollyincapableofgood。” Starbuck:PsychologyofReligion,pp。 Onecanbutrecognizeinsuchwritersasthesethepresenceofatemperamentorganicallyweightedonthesideofcheerandfatallyforbiddentolinger,asthoseofoppositetemperamentlinger,overthedarkeraspectsoftheuniverse。Insomeindividualsoptimismmaybecomequasi-pathological。Thecapacityforevenatransientsadnessoramomentaryhumilityseemscutofffromthemasbyakindofcongenitalanaesthesia。[36] “Iknownottowhatphysicallawsphilosopherswillsomedayreferthefeelingsofmelancholy。Formyself,Ifindthattheyarethemostvoluptuousofallsensations。”writesSaintPierre,andaccordinglyhedevotesaseriesofsectionsofhisworkonNaturetothePlaisirsdelaRuine,PlaisirsdesTombeaux,RuinesdelaNature,PlaisirsdelaSolitude——eachofthemmoreoptimisticthanthelast。 Thisfindingofaluxuryinwoeisverycommonduringadolescence。Thetruth-tellingMarieBashkirtseffexpressesitwell:—— “Inhisdepressionanddreadfuluninterruptedsuffering,Idon’tcondemnlife。Onthecontrary,Ilikeitandfinditgood。Canyoubelieveit?Ifindeverythinggoodandpleasant,evenmytears,mygrief。Ienjoyweeping,Ienjoymydespair。Ienjoybeingexasperatedandsad。Ifeelasiftheseweresomanydiversions,andIlovelifeinspiteofthemall。Iwanttoliveon。ItwouldbecrueltohavemediewhenIamsoaccommodating。 Icry,Igrieve,andatthesametimeIampleased——no,notexactlythat——Iknownothowtoexpressit。Buteverythinginlifepleasesme。Ifindeverythingagreeable,andintheverymidstofmyprayersforhappiness,Ifindmyselfhappyatbeingmiserable。ItisnotIwhoundergoallthis——mybodyweepsandcries;butsomethinginsideofmewhichisabovemeisgladofitall。” JournaldeMarieBashkirtseff,i。67。 ThesupremecontemporaryexampleofsuchaninabilitytofeelevilisofcourseWaltWhitman。 “Hisfavoriteoccupation。”writeshisdisciple,Dr。Bucke“seemedtobestrollingorsaunteringaboutoutdoorsbyhimself,lookingatthegrass,thetrees,theflowers,thevistasoflight,thevaryingaspectsofthesky,andlisteningtothebirds,thecrickets,thetreefrogs,andallthehundredsofnaturalsounds。 Itwasevidentthatthesethingsgavehimapleasurefarbeyondwhattheygivetoordinarypeople。UntilIknewtheman。” continuesDr。Bucke,“ithadnotoccurredtomethatanyonecouldderivesomuchabsolutehappinessfromthesethingsashedid。Hewasveryfondofflowers,eitherwildorcultivated; likedallsorts。Ithinkheadmiredlilacsandsunflowersjustasmuchasroses。Perhaps,indeed,nomanwhoeverlivedlikedsomanythingsanddislikedsofewasWaltWhitman。Allnaturalobjectsseemedtohaveacharmforhim。Allsightsandsoundsseemedtopleasehim。Heappearedtolike(andIbelievehedidlike)allthemen,women,andchildrenhesaw(thoughIneverknewhimtosaythathelikedanyone),buteachwhoknewhimfeltthathelikedhimorher,andthathelikedothersalso。I neverknewhimtoargueordispute,andheneverspokeaboutmoney。Healwaysjustified,sometimesplayfully,sometimesquiteseriously,thosewhospokeharshlyofhimselforhiswritings,andIoftenthoughtheeventookpleasureintheoppositionofenemies。WhenIfirstknew[him],Iusedtothinkthathewatchedhimself,andwouldnotallowhistonguetogiveexpressiontofretfulness,antipathy,complaint,andremonstrance。Itdidnotoccurtomeaspossiblethatthesementalstatescouldbeabsentinhim。Afterlongobservation,however,Isatisfiedmyselfthatsuchabsenceorunconsciousnesswasentirelyreal。Heneverspokedeprecatinglyofanynationalityorclassofmen,ortimeintheworld’shistory,oragainstanytradesoroccupations——notevenagainstanyanimals,insects,orinanimatethings,noranyofthelawsofnature,noranyoftheresultsofthoselaws,suchasillness,deformity,anddeath。Henevercomplainedorgrumbledeitherattheweather,pain,illness,oranythingelse。Heneverswore。Hecouldnotverywell,sinceheneverspokeinangerandapparentlyneverwasangry。Heneverexhibitedfear,andIdonotbelieveheeverfeltit。”