第42章

类别:其他 作者:William James字数:5839更新时间:18/12/21 17:13:49
Followingcloseuponthis,thereisalongseriesofanticipations,namely,thatweshallsuffercertainchildren’sdiseases,diseasesofmiddlelife,andofoldage;thethoughtthatweshallgrowold,loseourfaculties,andagainbecomechildlike;whilecrowningallisthefearofdeath。Thenthereisalonglineofparticulartearsandtrouble-bearingexpectations,such,forexample,asideasassociatedwithcertainarticlesoffood,thedreadoftheeastwind,theterrorsofhotweather,theachesandpainsassociatedwithcoldweather,thefearofcatchingcoldifonesitsinadraught,thecomingofhay-feveruponthe14thofAugustinthemiddleoftheday,andsoonthroughalonglistoffears,dreads,worriments,anxieties,anticipations,expectations,pessimisms,morbidities,andthewholeghostlytrainoffatefulshapeswhichourfellow-men,andespeciallyphysicians,arereadytohelpusconjureup,anarrayworthytorankwithBradley’s’unearthlyballetofbloodlesscategories。’ “Yetthisisnotall。Thisvastarrayisswelledbyinnumerablevolunteersfromdailylife——thefearofaccident,thepossibilityofcalamity,thelossofproperty,thechanceofrobbery,offire,ortheoutbreakofwar。Anditisnotdeemedsufficienttofearforourselves。Whenafriendistakenill,wemustforthwithfeartheworstandapprehenddeath。Ifonemeetswithsorrow……sympathymeanstoenterintoandincreasethesuffering。”[48] [48]H。W。Dresser:VoicesofFreedom,NewYork,1899,p。38。 “Man。”toquoteanotherwriter,“oftenhasfearstampeduponhimbeforehisentranceintotheouterworld;heisrearedinfear; allhislifeispassedinbondagetofearofdiseaseanddeath,andthushiswholementalitybecomescramped,limited,anddepressed,andhisbodyfollowsitsshrunkenpatternandspecification……Thinkofthemillionsofsensitiveandresponsivesoulsamongourancestorswhohavebeenunderthedominionofsuchaperpetualnightmare!Isitnotsurprisingthathealthexistsatall?Nothingbuttheboundlessdivinelove? exuberance,andvitality,constantlypouredin,eventhoughunconsciouslytous,couldinsomedegreeneutralizesuchanoceanofmorbidity。”[49] [49]HenryWood:IdealSuggestionthroughMentalPhotography。 Boston,1899,p。54。 Althoughthedisciplesofthemind-cureoftenuseChristianterminology,oneseesfromsuchquotationshowwidelytheirnotionofthefallofmandivergesfromthatofordinaryChristians。[50] [50]WhetheritdifferssomuchfromChrist’sownnotionisfortheexegetiststodecide。AccordingtoHarnack,Jesusfeltaboutevilanddiseasemuchasourmind-curersdo。“WhatistheanswerwhichJesussendstoJohntheBaptist?”asksHarnack,andsaysitisthis:“’Theblindsee,andthelamewalk,thelepersarecleansed,andthedeafhear,thedeadriseup,andthegospelispreachedtothepoor。’Thatisthe’comingofthekingdom,’orratherinthesesavingworksthekingdomisalreadythere。Bytheovercomingandremovalofmisery,ofneed,ofsickness,bytheseactualeffectsJohnistoseethatthenewtimehasarrived。Thecastingoutofdevilsisonlyapartofthisworkofredemption,butJesuspointstothatasthesenseandsealofhismission。Thustothewretched,sick,andpoordidheaddresshimself,butnotasamoralist,andwithoutatraceofsentimentalism。Henevermakesgroupsanddepartmentsoftheills,heneverspendstimeinaskingwhetherthesickone’deserves’tobecured;anditneveroccurstohimtosympathizewiththepainorthedeath。Henowheresaysthatsicknessisabeneficentinfliction,andthatevilhasahealthyuse。No,hecallssicknesssicknessandhealthhealth。Allevil,allwretchedness,isforhimsomethingdreadful;itisofthegreatkingdomofSatan;buthefeelsthepowerofthesaviourwithinhim。Heknowsthatadvanceispossibleonlywhenweaknessisovercome,whensicknessismadewell。”DasWesendesChristenthums,1900,p。39。 Theirnotionofman’shighernatureishardlylessdivergent,beingdecidedlypantheistic。Thespiritualinmanappearsinthemind-curephilosophyaspartlyconscious,butchieflysubconscious;andthroughthesubconsciouspartofitwearealreadyonewiththeDivinewithoutanymiracleofgrace,orabruptcreationofanewinnerman。Asthisviewisvariouslyexpressedbydifferentwriters,wefindinittracesofChristianmysticism,oftranscendentalidealism,ofvedantism,andofthemodernpsychologyofthesubliminalself。Aquotationortwowillputusatthecentralpointofview:—— “Thegreatcentralfactoftheuniverseisthatspiritofinfinitelifeandpowerthatisbackofall,thatmanifestsitselfinandthroughall。ThisspiritofinfinitelifeandpowerthatisbackofalliswhatIcallGod。Icarenotwhattermyoumayuse,beitKindlyLight,Providence,theOver-Soul,Omnipotence,orwhatevertermmaybemostconvenient,solongasweareagreedinregardtothegreatcentralfactitself。Godthenfillstheuniversealone,sothatallisfromHimandinHim,andthereisnothingthatisoutside。Heisthelifeofourlifeourverylifeitself。WearepartakersofthelifeofGod; andthoughwedifferfromHiminthatweareindividualizedspirits,whileHeistheInfiniteSpirit,includingus,aswellasallelsebeside,yetinessencethelifeofGodandthelifeofmanareidenticallythesame,andsoareone。Theydiffernotinessenceorquality;theydifferindegree。 “ThegreatcentralfactinhumanlifeisthecomingintoaconsciousvitalrealizationofouronenesswiththisInfiniteLifeandtheopeningofourselvesfullytothisdivineinflow。 InjustthedegreethatwecomeintoaconsciousrealizationofouronenesswiththeInfiniteLife,andopenourselvestothisdivineinflow,doweactualizeinourselvesthequalitiesandpowersoftheInfiniteLife,dowemakeourselveschannelsthroughwhichtheInfiniteIntelligenceandPowercanwork。InjustthedegreeinwhichyourealizeyouronenesswiththeInfiniteSpirit,youwillexchangedis-easeforease,inharmonyforharmony,sufferingandpainforaboundinghealthandstrength。Torecognizeourowndivinity,andourintimaterelationtotheUniversal,istoattachthebeltsofourmachinerytothepowerhouseoftheUniverse。Oneneedremaininhellnolongerthanonechoosesto;wecanrisetoanyheavenweourselveschoose;andwhenwechoosesotorise,allthehigherpowersoftheUniversecombinetohelpusheavenward。”[51] [51]R。W。Trine:InTunewiththeInfinite,26ththousand,N。Y。 1899。Ihavestrungscatteredpassagestogether。 Letmenowpassfromtheseabstracterstatementstosomemoreconcreteaccountsofexperiencewiththemind-curereligion。I havemanyanswersfromcorrespondents——theonlydifficultyistochoose。ThefirsttwowhomIshallquotearemypersonalfriends。Oneofthem,awoman,writingasfollows,expresseswellthefeelingofcontinuitywiththeInfinitePower,bywhichallmind-curedisciplesareinspired。 “Thefirstunderlyingcauseofallsickness,weakness,ordepressionisthehumansenseofseparatenessfromthatDivineEnergywhichwecallGod。Thesoulwhichcanfeelandaffirminserenebutjubilantconfidence,asdidtheNazarene:’IandmyFatherareone,’hasnofurtherneedofhealer,orofhealing。 Thisisthewholetruthinanutshell,andotherfoundationforwholenesscannomanlaythanthisfactofimpregnabledivineunion。Diseasecannolongerattackonewhosefeetareplantedonthisrock,whofeelshourly,momently,theinfluxoftheDeificBreath。IfonewithOmnipotence,howcanwearinessentertheconsciousness,howillnessassailthatindomitablespark? “Thispossibilityofannullingforeverthelawoffatiguehasbeenabundantlyproveninmyowncase;formyearlierlifebearsarecordofmany,manyyearsofbedriddeninvalidism,withspineandlowerlimbsparalyzed。Mythoughtswerenomoreimpurethantheyareto-day,althoughmybeliefinthenecessityofillnesswasdenseandunenlightened;butsincemyresurrectionintheflesh,Ihaveworkedasahealerunceasinglyforfourteenyearswithoutavacation,andcantruthfullyassertthatIhaveneverknownamomentoffatigueorpain,althoughcomingintouchconstantlywithexcessiveweakness,illness,anddiseaseofallkinds。ForhowcanaconsciouspartofDeitybesick?——since’Greaterishethatiswithusthanallthatcanstriveagainstus。’“ Mysecondcorrespondent,alsoawoman,sendsmethefollowingstatement:—— “Lifeseemeddifficulttomeatonetime。Iwasalwaysbreakingdown,andhadseveralattacksofwhatiscallednervousprostration,withterribleinsomnia,beingonthevergeofinsanity;besideshavingmanyothertroubles,especiallyofthedigestiveorgans。Ihadbeensentawayfromhomeinchargeofdoctors,hadtakenallthenarcotics,stoppedallwork,beenfedup,andinfactknewallthedoctorswithinreach。ButIneverrecoveredpermanentlytillthisNewThoughttookpossessionofme。 “Ithinkthattheonethingwhichimpressedmemostwaslearningthefactthatwemustbeinabsolutelyconstantrelationormentaltouch(thiswordistomeveryexpressive)withthatessenceoflifewhichpermeatesallandwhichwecallGod。ThisisalmostunrecognizableunlessweliveitintoourselvesACTUALLY,thatis,byaconstantturningtotheveryinnermost,deepestconsciousnessofourrealselvesorofGodinus,forilluminationfromwithin,justasweturntothesunforlight,warmth,andinvigorationwithout。Whenyoudothisconsciously,realizingthattoturninwardtothelightwithinyouistoliveinthepresenceofGodoryourdivineself,yousoondiscovertheunrealityoftheobjectstowhichyouhavehithertobeenturningandwhichhaveengrossedyouwithout。 “IhavecometodisregardthemeaningofthisattitudeforbodilyhealthASSUCH,becausethatcomesofitself,asanincidentalresult,andcannotbefoundbyanyspecialmentalactordesiretohaveit,beyondthatgeneralattitudeofmindIhavereferredtoabove。Thatwhichweusuallymaketheobjectoflife,thoseouterthingsweareallsowildlyseeking,whichwesooftenliveanddiefor,butwhichthendonotgiveuspeaceandhappiness,theyshouldallcomeofthemselvesasaccessory,andasthemereoutcomeornaturalresultofafarhigherlifesunkdeepinthebosomofthespirit。ThislifeistherealseekingofthekingdomofGod,thedesireforhissupremacyinourhearts,sothatallelsecomesasthatwhichshallbe’addeduntoyou’——asquiteincidentalandasasurprisetous,perhaps;andyetitistheproofoftherealityoftheperfectpoiseintheverycentreofourbeing。 “WhenIsaythatwecommonlymaketheobjectofourlifethatwhichweshouldnotworkforprimarily,Imeanmanythingswhichtheworldconsiderspraiseworthyandexcellent,suchassuccessinbusiness,fameasauthororartist,physicianorlawyer,orrenowninphilanthropicundertakings。Suchthingsshouldberesults,notobjects。Iwouldalsoincludepleasuresofmanykindswhichseemharmlessandgoodatthetime,andarepursuedbecausemanyacceptthem——Imeanconventionalities,sociabilities,andfashionsintheirvariousdevelopment,thesebeingmostlyapprovedbythemasses,althoughtheymaybeunreal,andevenunhealthysuperfluities。” Hereisanothercase,moreconcrete,alsothatofawoman。Ireadyouthesecaseswithoutcomment——theyexpresssomanyvarietiesofthestateofmindwearestudying。 “Ihadbeenasuffererfrommychildhoodtillmyfortiethyear。 [Detailsofill-healtharegivenwhichIomit。]IhadbeeninVermontseveralmonthshopingforgoodfromthechangeofair,butsteadilygrowingweaker,whenonedayduringthelatterpartofOctober,whilerestingintheafternoon,Isuddenlyheardasitwerethesewords:’Youwillbehealedanddoaworkyouneverdreamedof。’ThesewordswereimpresseduponmymindwithsuchpowerIsaidatoncethatonlyGodcouldhaveputthemthere。I believedtheminspiteofmyselfandofmysufferingandweakness,whichcontinueduntilChristmas,whenIreturnedtoBoston。Withintwodaysayoungfriendofferedtotakemetoamentalhealer(thiswasJanuary7,1881)。Thehealersaid: ’ThereisnothingbutMind;weareexpressionsoftheOneMind; bodyisonlyamortalbelief;asamanthinkethsoishe。’I couldnotacceptallshesaid,butItranslatedallthatwasthereforMEinthisway:’ThereisnothingbutGod;IamcreatedbyHim,andamabsolutelydependentuponHim;mindisgivenmetouse;andbyjustsomuchofitasIwillputuponthethoughtofrightactioninbodyIshallbeliftedoutofbondagetomyignoranceandfearandpastexperience。’ThatdayI commencedaccordinglytotakealittleofeveryfoodprovidedforthefamily,constantlysayingtomyself:’ThePowerthatcreatedthestomachmusttakecareofwhatIhaveeaten。’ByholdingthesesuggestionsthroughtheeveningIwenttobedandfellasleep,saying:’Iamsoul,spirit,justonewithGod’sThoughtofme,’andsleptallnightwithoutwaking,forthefirsttimeinseveralyears[thedistress-turnshadusuallyrecurredabouttwoo’clockinthenight]。Ifeltthenextdaylikeanescapedprisoner,andbelievedIhadfoundthesecretthatwouldintimegivemeperfecthealth。WithintendaysIwasabletoeatanythingprovidedforothers,andaftertwoweeksIbegantohavemyownpositivementalsuggestionsofTruth,whichweretomelikestepping-stones。Iwillnoteafewofthem,theycameabouttwoweeksapart。 “1st。IamSoul,thereforeitiswellwithme。