第67章

类别:其他 作者:William James字数:5926更新时间:18/12/21 17:13:49
Inthecourseofalltheseyearsheneverraisedhishood,nomatterwhattheardorofthesunortherain’sstrength。Heneverputonashoe。Heworeagarmentofcoarsesackcloth,withnothingelseuponhisskin。Thisgarmentwasasscantaspossible,andoveritalittlecloakofthesamestuff。Whenthecoldwasgreathetookoffthecloakandopenedforawhilethedoorandlittlewindowofhiscell。Thenheclosedthemandresumedthemantle——hisway,ashetoldus,ofwarminghimself,andmakinghisbodyfeelabettertemperature。Itwasafrequentthingwithhimtoeatonceonlyinthreedays;andwhenI expressedmysurprise,hesaidthatitwasveryeasyifoneoncehadacquiredthehabit。Oneofhiscompanionshasassuredmethathehasgonesometimeseightdayswithoutfood……Hispovertywasextreme;andhismortification,eveninhisyouth,wassuchthathetoldmehehadpassedthreeyearsinahouseofhisorderwithoutknowinganyofthemonksotherwisethanbythesoundoftheirvoice,forheneverraisedhiseyes,andonlyfoundhiswayaboutbyfollowingtheothers。Heshowedthissamemodestyonpublichighways。Hespentmanyyearswithouteverlayingeyesuponawoman;butheconfessedtomethatattheagehehadreacheditwasindifferenttohimwhetherhelaideyesonthemornot。HewasveryoldwhenIfirstcametoknowhim,andhisbodysoattenuatedthatitseemedformedofnothingsomuchasofsomanyrootsoftrees。Withallthissanctityhewasveryaffable。Heneverspokeunlesshewasquestioned,buthisintellectualright-mindednessandgracegavetoallhiswordsanirresistiblecharm。” F。MaxMuller:Ramakrishna,hisLifeandsayings,1899,p。 Oldenberg:Buddha;translatedbyW。Hoey,London,1882,p。 Wefindaccordinglythatasasceticsaintshavegrownolder,anddirectorsofconsciencemoreexperienced,theyusuallyhaveshownatendencytolaylessstressonspecialbodilymortifications。 Catholicteachershavealwaysprofessedtherulethat,sincehealthisneededforefficiencyinGod’sservice,healthmustnotbesacrificedtomortification。Thegeneraloptimismandhealthy-mindednessofliberalProtestantcirclesto-daymakesmortificationformortification’ssakerepugnanttous。Wecannolongersympathizewithcrueldeities,andthenotionthatGodcantakedelightinthespectacleofsufferingsself-inflictedinhishonorisabhorrent。Inconsequenceofallthesemotivesyouprobablyaredisposed,unlesssomespecialutilitycanbeshowninsomeindividual’sdiscipline,totreatthegeneraltendencytoasceticismaspathological。 YetIbelievethatamorecarefulconsiderationofthewholematter,distinguishingbetweenthegeneralgoodintentionofasceticismandtheuselessnessofsomeoftheparticularactsofwhichitmaybeguilty,oughttorehabilitateitinouresteem。 Forinitsspiritualmeaningasceticismstandsfornothinglessthanfortheessenceofthetwice-bornphilosophy。Itsymbolizes,lamelyenoughnodoubt,butsincerely,thebeliefthatthereisanelementofrealwrongnessinthisworld,whichisneithertobeignorednorevaded,butwhichmustbesquarelymetandovercomebyanappealtothesoul’sheroicresources,andneutralizedandcleansedawaybysuffering。Asagainstthisview,theultra-optimisticformoftheonce-bornphilosophythinkswemaytreatevilbythemethodofignoring。Letamanwho,byfortunatehealthandcircumstances,escapesthesufferingofanygreatamountofevilinhisownperson,alsoclosehiseyestoitasitexistsinthewideruniverseoutsidehisprivateexperience,andhewillbequitofitaltogether,andcansailthroughlifehappilyonahealthy-mindedbasis。Butwesawinourlecturesonmelancholyhowprecariousthisattemptnecessarilyis。Moreoveritisbutfortheindividual;andleavestheeviloutsideofhim,unredeemedandunprovidedforinhisphilosophy。 NosuchattemptcanbeaGENERALsolutionoftheproblem;andtomindsofsombretinge,whonaturallyfeellifeasatragicmystery,suchoptimismisashallowdodgeormeanevasion。Itaccepts,inlieuofarealdeliverance,whatisaluckypersonalaccidentmerely,acrannytoescapeby。ItleavesthegeneralworldunhelpedandstillintheclutchofSatan。Therealdeliverance,thetwice-bornfolkinsist,mustbeofuniversalapplication。Painandwronganddeathmustbefairlymetandovercomeinhigherexcitement,orelsetheirstingremainsessentiallyunbroken。Ifonehasevertakenthefactoftheprevalenceoftragicdeathinthisworld’shistoryfairlyintohismind——freezing,drowningentombmentalive,wildbeasts,worsemen,andhideousdiseases——hecanwithdifficulty,itseemstome,continuehisowncareerofworldlyprosperitywithoutsuspectingthathemayallthewhilenotbereallyinsidethegame,thathemaylackthegreatinitiation。 Well,thisisexactlywhatasceticismthinks;anditvoluntarilytakestheinitiation。Lifeisneitherfarcenorgenteelcomedy,itsays,butsomethingwemustsitatinmourninggarments,hopingitsbittertastewillpurgeusofourfolly。Thewildandtheheroicareindeedsuchrootedpartsofitthathealthy-mindednesspureandsimple,withitssentimentaloptimism,canhardlyberegardedbyanythinkingmanasaserioussolution。Phrasesofneatness,cosiness,andcomfortcanneverbeananswertothesphinx’sriddle。 IntheseremarksIamleaningonlyuponmankind’scommoninstinctforreality,whichinpointoffacthasalwaysheldtheworldtobeessentiallyatheatreforheroism。Inheroism,wefeel,life’ssuprememysteryishidden。Wetoleratenoonewhohasnocapacitywhateverforitinanydirection。Ontheotherhand,nomatterwhataman’sfrailtiesotherwisemaybe,ifhebewillingtoriskdeath,andstillmoreifhesufferitheroically,intheservicehehaschosen,thefactconsecrateshimforever。 Inferiortoourselvesinthisorthatway,ifyetweclingtolife,andheisable“toflingitawaylikeaflower“ascaringnothingforit,weaccounthiminthedeepestwayourbornsuperior。Eachofusinhisownpersonfeelsthatahigh-heartedindifferencetolifewouldexpiateallhisshortcomings。 Themetaphysicalmystery,thusrecognizedbycommonsense,thathewhofeedsondeaththatfeedsonmenpossesseslifesupereminentlyandexcellently,andmeetsbestthesecretdemandsoftheuniverse,isthetruthofwhichasceticismhasbeenthefaithfulchampion。Thefollyofthecross,soinexplicablebytheintellect,hasyetitsindestructiblevitalmeaning。 Representatively,then,andsymbolically,andapartfromthevagariesintowhichtheunenlightenedintellectofformertimesmayhaveletitwander,asceticismmust,Ibelieve,beacknowledgedtogowiththeprofounderwayofhandlingthegiftofexistence。Naturalisticoptimismismeresyllabubandflatteryandsponge-cakeincomparison。Thepracticalcourseofactionforus,asreligiousmen,wouldtherefore,itseemstome,notbesimplytoturnourbacksupontheasceticimpulse,asmostofusto-dayturnthem,butrathertodiscoversomeoutletforitofwhichthefruitsinthewayofprivationandhardshipmightbeobjectivelyuseful。Theoldermonasticasceticismoccupieditselfwithpatheticfutilities,orterminatedinthemereegotismoftheindividual,increasinghisownperfection。[219] Butisitnotpossibleforustodiscardmostoftheseolderformsofmortification,andyetfindsanerchannelsfortheheroismwhichinspiredthem? “Thevanitiesofallothersmaydieout,butthevanityofasaintasregardshissainthoodishardindeedtowearaway。” RamakrishnahisLifeandSayings,1899,p。172。 Doesnot,forexample,theworshipofmaterialluxuryandwealth,whichconstitutessolargeaportionofthe“spirit“ofourage,makesomewhatforeffeminacyandunmanliness?Isnottheexclusivelysympatheticandfacetiouswayinwhichmostchildrenarebroughtupto-day——sodifferentfromtheeducationofahundredyearsago,especiallyinevangelicalcircles——indanger,inspiteofitsmanyadvantages,ofdevelopingacertaintrashinessoffibre?Aretherenothereaboutssomepointsofapplicationforarenovatedandrevisedasceticdiscipline? Manyofyouwouldrecognizesuchdangers,butwouldpointtoathletics,militarism,andindividualandnationalenterpriseandadventureastheremedies。Thesecontemporaryidealsarequiteasremarkablefortheenergywithwhichtheymakeforheroicstandardsoflife,ascontemporaryreligionisremarkableforthewayinwhichitneglectsthem。[220]Warandadventureassuredlykeepallwhoengageinthemfromtreatingthemselvestootenderly。Theydemandsuchincredibleefforts,depthbeyonddepthofexertion,bothindegreeandinduration,thatthewholescaleofmotivationalters。Discomfortandannoyance,hungerandwet,painandcold,squalorandfilth,ceasetohaveanydeterrentoperationwhatever。Deathturnsintoacommonplacematter,anditsusualpowertocheckouractionvanishes。Withtheannullingofthesecustomaryinhibitions,rangesofnewenergyaresetfree,andlifeseemscastuponahigherplaneofpower。 “Whenachurchhastoberunbyoysters,ice-cream,andfun。”IreadinanAmericanreligiouspaper,“youmaybesurethatitisrunningawayfromChrist。”Such,ifonemayjudgebyappearances,isthepresentplightofmanyofourchurches。 Thebeautyofwarinthisrespectisthatitissocongruouswithordinaryhumannature。Ancestralevolutionhasmadeusallpotentialwarriors;sothemostinsignificantindividual,whenthrownintoanarmyinthefield,isweanedfromwhateverexcessoftendernesstowardhispreciouspersonhemaybringwithhim,andmayeasilydevelopintoamonsterofinsensibility。 Butwhenwecomparethemilitarytypeofself-severitywiththatoftheasceticsaint,wefindaworld-widedifferenceinalltheirspiritualconcomitants。 “’Liveandletlive,’“writesaclear-headedAustrianofficer,“isnodeviceforanarmy。Contemptforone’sowncomrades,forthetroopsoftheenemy,and,aboveall,fiercecontemptforone’sownperson,arewhatwardemandsofeveryone。Farbetterisitforanarmytobetoosavage,toocruel,toobarbarous,thantopossesstoomuchsentimentalityandhumanreasonableness。 Ifthesoldieristobegoodforanythingasasoldier,hemustbeexactlytheoppositeofareasoningandthinkingman。Themeasureofgoodnessinhimishispossibleuseinwar。War,andevenpeace,requireofthesoldierabsolutelypeculiarstandardsofmorality。Therecruitbringswithhimcommonmoralnotions,ofwhichhemustseekimmediatelytogetrid。Forhimvictory,success,mustbeEVERYTHING。Themostbarbarictendenciesinmencometolifeagaininwar,andforwar’susestheyareincommensurablygood。”Friedens-undKriegs-moralderHeere。QuotedbyHamon:PsychologieduMilitaireprofessional,1895,p。xli。 Thesewordsareofcourseliterallytrue。Theimmediateaimofthesoldier’slifeis,asMoltkesaid,destruction,andnothingbutdestruction;andwhateverconstructionswarsresultinareremoteandnon-military。Consequentlythesoldiercannottrainhimselftobetoofeelinglesstoallthoseusualsympathiesandrespects,whetherforpersonsorforthings,thatmakeforconservation。Yetthefactremainsthatwarisaschoolofstrenuouslifeandheroism;and,beinginthelineofaboriginalinstinct,istheonlyschoolthatasyetisuniversallyavailable。Butwhenwegravelyaskourselveswhetherthiswholesaleorganizationofirrationalityandcrimebeouronlybulwarkagainsteffeminacy,westandaghastatthethought,andthinkmorekindlyofasceticreligion。Onehearsofthemechanicalequivalentofheat。Whatwenowneedtodiscoverinthesocialrealmisthemoralequivalentofwar:somethingheroicthatwillspeaktomenasuniversallyaswardoes,andyetwillbeascompatiblewiththeirspiritualselvesaswarhasproveditselftobeincompatible。Ihaveoftenthoughtthatintheoldmonkishpoverty-worship,inspiteofthepedantrywhichinfestedit,theremightbesomethinglikethatmoralequivalentofwarwhichweareseeking。Maynotvoluntarilyacceptedpovertybe“thestrenuouslife。”withouttheneedofcrushingweakerpeoples? PovertyindeedISthestrenuouslife——withoutbrassbandsoruniformsorhystericpopularapplauseorliesorcircumlocutions; andwhenoneseesthewayinwhichwealth-gettingentersasanidealintotheveryboneandmarrowofourgeneration,onewonderswhetherarevivalofthebeliefthatpovertyisaworthyreligiousvocationmaynotbe“thetransformationofmilitarycourage。”andthespiritualreformwhichourtimestandsmostinneedof。 AmongusEnglish-speakingpeoplesespeciallydothepraisesofpovertyneedoncemoretobeboldlysung。Wehavegrownliterallyafraidtobepoor。Wedespiseanyonewhoelectstobepoorinordertosimplifyandsavehisinnerlife。Ifhedoesnotjointhegeneralscrambleandpantwiththemoney-makingstreet,wedeemhimspiritlessandlackinginambition。Wehavelostthepowerevenofimaginingwhattheancientidealizationofpovertycouldhavemeant:theliberationfrommaterialattachments,theunbribedsoul,themanlierindifference,thepayingourwaybywhatweareordoandnotbywhatwehave,therighttoflingawayourlifeatanymomentirresponsibly——themoreathletictrim,inshort,themoralfightingshape。Whenweoftheso-calledbetterclassesarescaredasmenwereneverscaredinhistoryatmaterialuglinessandhardship;whenweputoffmarriageuntilourhousecanbeartistic,andquakeatthethoughtofhavingachildwithoutabank-accountanddoomedtomanuallabor,itistimeforthinkingmentoprotestagainstsounmanlyandirreligiousastateofopinion。