第18章

类别:其他 作者:Samuel Butler字数:3592更新时间:18/12/21 17:25:17
“Verywell,Ernest。”saidhisfather,catchinghimangrilybytheshoulder。“Ihavedonemybesttosaveyou,butifyouwillhaveitso,youwill。”andheluggedthelittlewretch,cryingbyanticipation,outoftheroom。Afewminutesmoreandwecouldhearscreamscomingfromthedining-room,acrossthehallwhichseparatedthedrawing-roomfromthedining-room,andknewthatpoorErnestwasbeingbeaten。 “Ihavesenthimuptobed。”saidTheobald,ashereturnedtothedrawing-room,“andnow,Christina,Ithinkwewillhavetheservantsintoprayers。”andherangthebellforthem,red-handedashewas。 Theman-servantWilliamcameandsetthechairsforthemaids,andpresentlytheyfiledin。FirstChristina’smaid,thenthecook,thenthehousemaid,thenWilliam,andthenthecoachman。Isatoppositethem,andwatchedtheirfacesasTheobaldreadachapterfromtheBible。Theywerenicepeople,butmoreabsolutevacancyI neversawuponthecountenancesofhumanbeings。 TheobaldbeganbyreadingafewversesfromtheOldTestament,accordingtosomesystemofhisown。OnthisoccasionthepassagecamefromthefifteenthchapterofNumbers:ithadnoparticularbearingthatIcouldseeuponanythingwhichwasgoingonjustthen,butthespiritwhichbreathedthroughoutthewholeseemedtometobesolikethatofTheobaldhimself,thatIcouldunderstandbetterafterhearingit,howhecametothinkashethought,andactasheacted。 Theversesareasfollows- “Butthesoulthatdoethaughtpresumptuously,whetherhebeborninthelandorastranger,thesamereproacheththeLord;andthatsoulshallbecutofffromamonghispeople。 “BecausehehathdespisedthewordoftheLord,andhathbrokenHiscommandments,thatsoulshallbeutterlycutoff;hisiniquityshallbeuponhim。 “AndwhilethechildrenofIsraelwereinthewildernesstheyfoundamanthatgatheredsticksupontheSabbathday。 “AndtheythatfoundhimgatheringsticksbroughthimuntoMosesandAaron,anduntoallthecongregation。 “Andtheyputhiminwardbecauseitwasnotdeclaredwhatshouldbedonetohim。 “AndtheLordsaiduntoMoses,themanshallbesurelyputtodeath; allthecongregationshallstonehimwithstoneswithoutthecamp。 “Andallthecongregationbroughthimwithoutthecamp,andstonedhimwithstones,andhedied;astheLordcommandedMoses。 “AndtheLordspakeuntoMoses,saying,“SpeakuntothechildrenofIsrael,andbidthemthattheymakethemfringesinthebordersoftheirgarmentsthroughouttheirgenerations,andthattheyputuponthefringeofthebordersaribbandofblue。 “Anditshallbeuntoyouforafringe,thatyemaylookuponitandrememberallthecommandmentsoftheLord,anddothem,andthatyeseeknotafteryourownheartandyourowneyes。 “ThatyemayrememberanddoallmycommandmentsandbeholyuntoyourGod。 “IamtheLordyourGodwhichbroughtyououtofthelandofEgypt,tobeyourGod:IamtheLordyourGod。” MythoughtswanderedwhileTheobaldwasreadingtheabove,andrevertedtoalittlematterwhichIhadobservedinthecourseoftheafternoon。 Ithappenedthatsomeyearspreviously,aswarmofbeeshadtakenuptheirabodeintheroofofthehouseundertheslates,andhadmultipliedsothatthedrawing-roomwasagooddealfrequentedbythesebeesduringthesummer,whenthewindowswereopen。Thedrawing-roompaperwasofapatternwhichconsistedofbunchesofredandwhiteroses,andIsawseveralbeesatdifferenttimesflyuptothesebunchesandtrythem,undertheimpressionthattheywererealflowers;havingtriedonebunch,theytriedthenext,andthenext,andthenext,tilltheyreachedtheonethatwasnearesttheceiling,thentheywentdownbunchbybunchastheyhadascended,tilltheywerestoppedbythebackofthesofa;onthistheyascendedbunchbybunchtotheceilingagain;andsoon,andsoontillIwastiredofwatchingthem。AsIthoughtofthefamilyprayersbeingrepeatednightandmorning,weekbyweek,monthbymonth,andyearbyyear,Icouldnorhelpthinkinghowlikeitwastothewayinwhichthebeeswentupthewallanddownthewall,bunchbybunch,withouteversuspectingthatsomanyoftheassociatedideascouldbepresent,andyetthemainideabewantinghopelessly,andforever。 WhenTheobaldhadfinishedreadingweallkneltdownandtheCarloDolciandtheSassoferratolookeddownuponaseaofupturnedbacks,asweburiedourfacesinourchairs。InotedthatTheobaldprayedthatwemightbemade“trulyhonestandconscientious“inallourdealings,andsmiledattheintroductionofthe“truly。”ThenmythoughtsranbacktothebeesandIreflectedthatafterallitwasperhapsaswellatanyrateforTheobaldthatourprayerswereseldommarkedbyanyveryencouragingdegreeofresponse,forifI hadthoughttherewastheslightestchanceofmybeingheardI shouldhaveprayedthatsomeonemighterelongtreathimashehadtreatedErnest。 Thenmythoughtswanderedontothosecalculationswhichpeoplemakeaboutwasteoftimeandhowmuchonecangetdoneifonegivestenminutesadaytoit,andIwasthinkingwhatimpropersuggestionI couldmakeinconnectionwiththisandthetimespentonfamilyprayerswhichshouldatthesametimebejusttolerable,whenI heardTheobaldbeginning“ThegraceofourLordJesusChrist“andinafewsecondstheceremonywasover,andtheservantsfiledoutagainastheyhadfiledin。 Assoonastheyhadleftthedrawing-room,Christina,whowasalittleashamedofthetransactiontowhichIhadbeenawitness,imprudentlyreturnedtoit,andbegantojustifyit,sayingthatitcuthertotheheart,andthatitcutTheobaldtotheheartandagooddealmore,butthat“itwastheonlythingtobedone。” IreceivedthisascoldlyasIdecentlycould,andbymysilenceduringtherestoftheeveningshowedthatIdisapprovedofwhatI hadseen。 NextdayIwastogobacktoLondon,butbeforeIwentIsaidI shouldliketotakesomenew-laideggsbackwithme,soTheobaldtookmetothehouseofalabourerinthevillagewholivedastone’sthrowfromtheRectoryasbeinglikelytosupplymewiththem。Ernest,forsomereasonorother,wasallowedtocometoo。I thinkthehenshadbeguntosit,butatanyrateeggswerescarce,andthecottager’swifecouldnotfindmemorethansevenoreight,whichweproceededtowrapupinseparatepiecesofpapersothatI mighttakethemtotownsafely。 Thisoperationwascarriedonuponthegroundinfrontofthecottagedoor,andwhilewewereinthemidstofitthecottager’slittleboy,aladmuchaboutErnest’sage,trodupononeoftheeggsthatwaswrappedupinpaperandbrokeit。 “Therenow,Jack。”saidhismother,“seewhatyou’vedone,you’vebrokenaniceeggandcostmeapenny——Here,Emma。”sheadded,callingherdaughter,“takethechildaway,there’sadear。” Emmacameatonce,andwalkedoffwiththeyoungster,takinghimoutofharm’sway。 “Papa。”saidErnest,afterwehadleftthehouse,“Whydidn’tMrsHeatonwhipJackwhenhetrodontheegg?” IwasspitefulenoughtogiveTheobaldagrimsmilewhichsaidasplainlyaswordscouldhavedonethatIthoughtErnesthadhithimratherhard。 Theobaldcolouredandlookedangry。“Idaresay。”hesaidquickly,“thathismotherwillwhiphimnowthatwearegone。” IwasnotgoingtohavethisandsaidIdidnotbelieveit,andsothematterdropped,butTheobalddidnotforgetitandmyvisitstoBattersbywerehenceforthlessfrequent。 OnourreturntothehousewefoundthepostmanhadarrivedandhadbroughtaletterappointingTheobaldtoaruraldeanerywhichhadlatelyfallenvacantbythedeathofoneoftheneighbouringclergywhohadheldtheofficeformanyyears。ThebishopwrotetoTheobaldmostwarmly,andassuredhimthathevaluedhimasamongthemosthard-workinganddevotedofhisparochialclergy。 Christinaofcoursewasdelighted,andgavemetounderstandthatitwasonlyaninstalmentofthemuchhigherdignitieswhichwereinstoreforTheobaldwhenhismeritsweremorewidelyknown。 Ididnotthenforeseehowcloselymygodson’slifeandminewereinafteryearstobebounduptogether;ifIhad,IshoulddoubtlesshavelookeduponhimwithdifferenteyesandnotedmuchtowhichI paidnoattentionatthetime。Asitwas,Iwasgladtogetawayfromhim,forIcoulddonothingforhim,orchosetosaythatI couldnot,andthesightofsomuchsufferingwaspainfultome。A