第57章

类别:其他 作者:Samuel Butler字数:3771更新时间:18/12/21 17:25:17
tookhimtotheOlympic,whereRobsonwasthenactinginaburlesqueonMacbeth,MrsKeeley,ifIrememberrightly,takingthepartofLadyMacbeth。Inthescenebeforethemurder,MacbethhadsaidhecouldnotkillDuncanwhenhesawhisbootsuponthelanding。LadyMacbethputastoptoherhusband’shesitationbywhippinghimupunderherarm,andcarryinghimoffthestage,kickingandscreaming。Ernestlaughedtillhecried。“WhatrotShakespeareisafterthis。”heexclaimed,involuntarily。IrememberedhisessayontheGreektragedians,andwasmoreIepriswithhimthanever。 Nextdayhesetaboutlookingforemployment,andIdidnotseehimtillaboutfiveo’clock,whenhecameandsaidthathehadhadnosuccess。Thesamethinghappenedthenextdayandthedayafterthat。Whereverhewenthewasinvariablyrefusedandoftenorderedpointblankoutoftheshop;Icouldseebytheexpressionofhisface,thoughhesaidnothing,thathewasgettingfrightened,andbegantothinkIshouldhavetocometotherescue。Hesaidhehadmadeagreatmanyenquiriesandhadalwaysbeentoldthesamestory。 Hefoundthatitwaseasytokeeponinanoldline,butveryhardtostrikeoutintoanewone。 HetalkedtothefishmongerinLeatherLane,wherehewenttobuyabloaterforhistea,casuallyasthoughfromcuriosityandwithoutanyinterestedmotive。“Sell。”saidthemasteroftheshop,“Whynobodywouldn’tbelievewhatcanbesoldbypenn’orthsandtwopenn’orthsifyougotherightwaytowork。Lookatwhelks,forinstance。LastSaturdaynightmeandmylittleEmmahere,wesold7 poundsworthofwhelksbetweeneightandhalfpasteleveno’clock—— andalmostallinpenn’orthsandtwopenn’orths——afew,hap’orths,butnotmany。Itwasthesteamthatdidit。Wekepta-boilingof’emhotandhot,andwheneverthesteamcamestrongupfromthecellarontothepavement,thepeoplebought,butwheneverthesteamwentdowntheyleftoffbuying;soweboiledthemoverandoveragaintilltheywasallsold。That’sjustwhereitis;ifyouknowyourbusinessyoucansell,ifyoudon’tyou’llsoonmakeamessofit。Why,butforthesteam,Ishouldnothavesold10s。worthofwhelksallthenightthrough。” This,andmanyanotheryarnofkindredsubstancewhichheheardfromotherpeopledeterminedErnestmorethanevertostakeontailoringastheonetradeaboutwhichheknewanythingatall,nevertheless,herewerethreeorfourdaysgonebyandemploymentseemedasfaroffasever。 InowdidwhatIoughttohavedonebefore,thatistosay,IcalledonmyowntailorwhomIhaddealtwithforoveraquarterofacenturyandaskedhisadvice。HedeclaredErnest’splantobehopeless。“If。”saidMrLarkins,forthiswasmytailor’sname,“hehadbegunatfourteen,itmighthavedone,butnomanoftwenty-fourcouldstandbeingturnedtoworkintoaworkshopfulloftailors;hewouldnotgetonwiththemen,northemenwithhim;youcouldnotexpecthimtobe’hailfellow,wellmet’withthem,andyoucouldnotexpecthisfellow-workmentolikehimifhewasnot。Amanmusthavesunklowthroughdrinkornaturaltasteforlowcompany,beforehecouldgetonwiththosewhohavehadsuchadifferenttrainingfromhisown。” MrLarkinssaidagreatdealmoreandwoundupbytakingmetoseetheplacewherehisownmenworked。“Thisisaparadise。”hesaid,“comparedtomostworkshops。Whatgentlemancouldstandthisair,thinkyou,forafortnight?” Iwasgladenoughtogetoutofthehot,fetidatmosphereinfiveminutes,andsawthattherewasnobrickofErnest’sprisontobeloosenedbygoingandworkingamongtailorsinaworkshop。 MrLarkinswoundupbysayingthatevenifmyprotegewereamuchbetterworkmanthanheprobablywas,nomasterwouldgivehimemployment,forfearofcreatingabotheramongthemen。 Ileft,feelingthatIoughttohavethoughtofallthismyself,andwasmorethaneverperplexedastowhetherIhadnotbetterletmyyoungfriendhaveafewthousandpoundsandsendhimouttothecolonies,when,onmyreturnhomeataboutfiveo’clock,Ifoundhimwaitingforme,radiant,anddeclaringthathehadfoundallhewanted。 Itseemshehadbeenpatrollingthestreetsforthelastthreeorfournights——Isupposeinsearchofsomethingtodo——atanyrateknowingbetterwhathewantedtogetthanhowtogetit。 Nevertheless,whathewantedwasinrealitysoeasilytobefoundthatittookahighlyeducatedscholarlikehimselftobeunabletofindit。But,howeverthismaybe,hehadbeenscared,andnowsawlionswheretherewerenone,andwasshockedandfrightened,andnightafternighthiscouragehadfailedhimandhehadreturnedtohislodgingsinLaystallStreetwithoutaccomplishinghiserrand。 Hehadnottakenmeintohisconfidenceuponthismatter,andIhadnotenquiredwhathedidwithhimselfintheevenings。Atlasthehadconcludedthat,howeverpainfulitmightbetohim,hewouldcallonMrsJupp,whohethoughtwouldbeabletohelphimifanyonecould。Hehadbeenwalkingmoodilyfromseventillaboutnine,andnowresolvedtogostraighttoAshpitPlaceandmakeamotherconfessorofMrsJuppwithoutmoredelay。 OfalltasksthatcouldbeperformedbymortalwomantherewasnonewhichMrsJuppwouldhavelikedbetterthantheoneErnestwasthinkingofimposinguponher;nordoIknowthatinhisscaredandbroken-downstatehecouldhavedonemuchbetterthanhenowproposed。MissJuppwouldhavemadeitveryeasyforhimtoopenhisgrieftoher;indeed,shewouldhavecoaxeditalloutofhimbeforeheknewwherehewas;butthefateswereagainstMrsJupp,andthemeetingbetweenmyheroandhisformerlandladywaspostponedsinedie,forhisdeterminationhadhardlybeenformedandhehadnotgonemorethanahundredyardsinthedirectionofMrsJupp’shouse,whenawomanaccostedhim。 Hewasturningfromher,ashehadturnedfromsomanyothers,whenshestartedbackwithamovementthatarousedhiscuriosity。Hehadhardlyseenherface,butbeingdeterminedtocatchsightofit,followedherasshehurriedaway,andpassedher;thenturningroundhesawthatshewasnoneotherthanEllen,thehousemaidwhohadbeendismissedbyhismothereightyearspreviously。 HeoughttohaveassignedEllen’sunwillingnesstoseehimtoitstruecause,butaguiltyconsciencemadehimthinkshehadheardofhisdisgraceandwasturningawayfromhimincontempt。Braveashadbeenhisresolutionsaboutfacingtheworld,thiswasmorethanhewaspreparedfor;“What!youtooshunme,Ellen?”heexclaimed。 Thegirlwascryingbitterlyanddidnotunderstandhim。“Oh,MasterErnest。”shesobbed,“letmego;youaretoogoodforthelikesofmetospeaktonow。” “Why,Ellen。”saidhe,“whatnonsenseyoutalk;youhaven’tbeeninprison,haveyou?” “Oh,no,no,no,notsobadasthat。”sheexclaimedpassionately。 “Well,Ihave。”saidErnest,withaforcedlaugh,“Icameoutthreeorfourdaysagoaftersixmonthswithhardlabour。” Ellendidnotbelievehim,butshelookedathimwitha“Lor’! MasterErnest。”anddriedhereyesatonce。Theicewasbrokenbetweenthem,forasamatteroffactEllenhadbeeninprisonseveraltimes,andthoughshedidnotbelieveErnest,hismerelysayinghehadbeeninprisonmadeherfeelmoreateasewithhim。 Forherthereweretwoclassesofpeople,thosewhohadbeeninprisonandthosewhohadnot。Thefirstshelookeduponasfellow- creaturesandmoreorlessChristians,thesecond,withfewexceptions,sheregardedwithsuspicion,notwhollyunmingledwithcontempt。 ThenErnesttoldherwhathadhappenedtohimduringthelastsixmonths,andby-and-byshebelievedhim。 “MasterErnest。”saidshe,aftertheyhadtalkedforaquarterofanhourorso,“There’saplaceoverthewaywheretheyselltripeandonions。Iknowyouwasalwaysveryfondoftripeandonions,let’sgooverandhavesome,andwecantalkbetterthere。” Sothepaircrossedthestreetandenteredthetripeshop;Ernestorderedsupper。 “Andhowisyourporedearmamma,andyourdearpapa,MasterErnest。”saidEllen,whohadnowrecoveredherselfandwasquiteathomewithmyhero。“Oh,dear,dearme。”shesaid,“Ididloveyourpa;hewasagoodgentleman,hewas,andyourmatoo;itwoulddoanyonegoodtolivewithher,I’msure。” Ernestwassurprisedandhardlyknewwhattosay。HehadexpectedtofindEllenindignantatthewayshehadbeentreated,andinclinedtolaytheblameofherhavingfallentoherpresentstateathisfather’sandmother’sdoor。Itwasnotso。HeronlyrecollectionofBattersbywasasofaplacewhereshehadhadplentytoeatanddrink,nottoomuchhardwork,andwhereshehadnotbeenscolded。WhensheheardthatErnesthadquarrelledwithhisfatherandmothersheassumedasamatterofcoursethatthefaultmustlieentirelywithErnest。