第24章

类别:其他 作者:William Morris字数:5204更新时间:18/12/21 17:26:42
Whateverthouhastbeen,whatartthounow?Artthougoodorevil? Wiltthoublessmeorbanme?ForitisthetruththatI haveheardtalesandtalesofthee:manyweregood,thoughitmaybestrange;butsome,theyseemedtowarnmeofevilinthee。 Olookatme,andseeifIlovetheeornot!andImaynothelpit。 Sayonceforall,shallthatbeformyruinormybliss? Ifthouhastbeenevil,thenbegoodthisonetimeandtellme。” Sheneitherreddenednow,norpaledathiswords,buthereyesfilledwithtears,andranover,andshelookeddownonhimasawomanlooksonamanthatshelovesfromtheheart’sroot,andshesaid:“Omylordandlove,mayitbethatthoushaltfindmenoworsetotheethanthebestofallthosetales。 ForsoothhowshallItelltheeofmyself,when,whateverIsay,thoushaltbelieveeverywordItellthee?ButOmyheart,howshouldestthou,sosweetandfairandgood,betakenwiththeloveofanevilthing?AttheleastIwillsaythis,thatwhatsoeverIhavebeen,Iamgoodtothee——Iamgoodtothee,andwillbetruetothee。” Hedrewherdowntohimashekneltthere,andtookhisarmsabouther,andthoughsheyetshrankfromhimalittleandtheeagerflameofhislove,hemightnotbegainsayed,andshegaveherselftohimandletherbodyglideintohisarms,andlovedhimnolessthanhelovedher。 Andtherebetweentheminthewildernesswasallthejoyoflovethatmightbe。 CHAPTER2 TheyBreakTheirFastintheWildwoodNowwhenitwashardonnoon,andtheyhadlainlonginthatgrassyplace,Ralphroseupandstooduponhisfeet,andmadeasonelistening。ButtheLadylookedonhimandsaid: “Itisnaughtsaveahartandhishindrunninginthewood; yetmayhappenwewerebestontheroad,foritisyetlong。” “Yea。”saidRalph,“anditmaybethatmymasterwillgatherfolkandpursueus。”“Nay,nay。”shesaid,“thatweretowronghim,todeemthathewouldgatherfolktofollowoneman;ifhecome,hewillbebyhimselfalone。 WhenhefoundusgonehedoubtlesscasthimselfonSilverfax,myhorse,intrustofthebeastfollowingaftermyfeet。” “Well。”saidRalph,“andifhecomealone,thereisyetaswordbetwixthimandthee。” Shewasstandingupbyhimnowwithherhandonhisshoulder,“Hearnowthedarling,thechampion!howhetrustethwellinhisheartandhisrighthand。Butnay,Ihavecaredfortheewell。 Hearken,ifthouwiltnottakeitamissthatItelltheeallIdo,goodorevil。IsaidawordintheearofSilverfaxoreverIdeparted,andnowthegoodbeastknowsmymind,andwillleadthefiercelordalittleastray,butnottoomuch,lesthefollowuswithhiseagerheartandbeledbyhisownkeenwoodcraft。 Indeed,Ileftthehorsebehindtothatend,elsehadstthouriddenthewoodlandwayswithme,insteadofmywearyingtheebyourgoingafoot;andthouwiththyweaponsandwargear。” Helookeduponhertenderly,andsaidsmiling:“Andthou,mydear,artthounotalittleweariedbywhatshouldwearyaknightandonebredafield?”“Nay。”shesaid,“seestthounothowIwalklightlyclad,whereasIhaveleftbehindmymantleandcote-hardie?” Thereatshegathereduphergownintohergirdlereadyfortheway,andsmiledasshesawhiseyesembracethelovelinessofherfeet; andshespakeasshemovedthemdaintilyontheflowerygrass: “Soothtosay,Knight,Iamnoweaklingdame,whocannotmoveherlimbssaveinthedance,ortobackthewhitepalfreyandridethemeadows,goshawkonwrist;Iambothwell-knitandlight-footastheWood-wifeandGoddessofyoreagone。Manyatoilhathgonetothat,whereofImaytelltheepresently;butnowwewerebestonourway。 Yetbeforewego,Iwillatleasttelltheethis,thatinmyknowingofthesewoods,thereisnosorceryatall;forinthewoods,thoughnotinthesewoods,wasIbred;andherealsoIamathome,asImaysay。” Handinhandthentheywentlightlythroughthehazelcopse,andsoonwasthewoodthickaboutthem,but,asbefore,theLadyledunfalteringlythroughthethicketpaths。NowRalphspakeandsaid: “Itisgoodthatthouleadmewhitherthouwilt;butthisImaysay,thatitiscleartomethatwearenotonthewaytotheCastleofAbundance。” “Evenso。”saidshe;“indeedhadIcometotheethere,asIwasminded,Ishouldpresentlyhavebroughttheeonthewaywhichwearewendingnow,oronenightoit;andthatisthatwhichleadethtoHamptonunderScaur,andtheFellowshipofChampionswhodwellontherock。” SaidRalph:“Itiswell;yetwillItelltheethetruth,thatalittlesojourninthatfairhousehadlikedmebetter。 FainhadIbeentoseetheesittinginthineivorychairinthychamberofdaiswiththewallshungroundwiththeewoveninpictures——wiltthounottellmeinwordsthestoryofthosepictures?andalsoconcerningthebookwhichIread,whichwasalsoofthee?” “Ah。”shesaid,“thouhastreadinthebook——well,Iwilltelltheethestoryverysoon,andthatthemoresincetherearematterswrittenwronginthebook。”Therewithshehurriedhimon,andherfeetseemednevertired,thoughnow,tosaysooth,hebegantogosomewhatheavily。 Thenshestayedhim,andlaughedsweetlyinhisface,andsaid: “ItisalongwhilenowsincethebeginningoftheJuneday,andmeseemsIknowthylack,andtheslakingofitliethsomewhatnearerthanHamptonunderScaur,whichweshallnotreachthesetwodaysifwegoafootalltheway。” “Mylack?”saidhe;“Ilacknoughtnow,thatImaynothavewhenIwill。” Andheputhisarmsabouthershouldersandstrainedhertohisbosom。 Butshestrovewithhim,andfreedherselfandlaughedoutright,andsaid:“Thouartaboldman,andrash,myknight,evenuntome。 YetmustIseetoitthatthoudienotofhunger。”Hesaidmerrily: “Yea,bySt。Nicholas,trueitis:awhileagoIfeltnohunger,andhadforgottenthatmeneat;forIwastroubledwithmuchlonging,andindoubtconcerningmylife;butnowamIfreeandhappy,andhungrytherewithal。” “Look。”shesaid,pointinguptotheheavens,“itisnowpasttwohoursafternoon;thatisnightwohourssinceweleftthelawnamidstthehazels,andthoulongesttoeat,asisbutright,solovelyasthouartandyoung;andIwithallongtotelltheesomethingofthatwhereofthouhastaskedme; andlastly,itisthehottestoftheday,yea,sohot,thatevenDiana,theWood-wifeofyoreagone,mighthavefaintedsomewhat,ifshehadbeengoingafootaswetwainhavebeen,andlittleistheriskofourrestingawhile。 Andherebyisaplacewhererestisgoodasregardstheplace,whatevertherestersmaybe;itisalittleasidethestraightestway,butmeseemswemayborrowanhourorsoofourjourney,andhopetopayitbackerenightfall。Come,champion!” TherewithshelednorththroughathicketofmingledtreestillRalphheardwaterrunning,andanontheycametoalittlespaceaboutabrook,grassyandclearoftreessaveafewbigthorn-bushes,withagreenridgeorbankontheotherside。 Thereshestayedhimandsaid:“Dooffthywar-gear,knight。 Thereisnaughttofearhere,lessthantherewasamidstthehazels。” Sodidhe,andshekneeleddownanddrankoftheclearwater,andwashedherfaceandhandstherein,andthencameandkissedhimandsaid:“LovelyimpofUpmeads,Ihavesomebreadoflastnight’smealinmyscriphere,andunderthebankIshallfindsomewoodlandmeatwithal;abidealittleandthetaleandthefoodshallcomebacktotheetogether。” Therewithshesteppedlightlyintothestream,andstoodthereinaminutetolethernakedfeetfeelthecoldripple(forshehadstrippedoffherfoot-gearasshefirstcametothewater),andthenwenthitherandthithergatheringstrawberriesaboutthebank,whilehewatchedher,blessingher,tillhewellnighweptatthethoughtofhishappiness。 Backshecameinalittlewhilewithgoodstoreofstrawberriesinthelapofhergown,andtheysatdownonthegreenlipofthebrook,andshedrewthebreadfromherscripandtheyatetogether,andshemadehimdrinkfromthehollowofherhands,andkissedhimandweptoverhimforjoy,andtheeagernessofherlove。 Soatlastshesatdownquietlybesidehim,andfelltospeakingtohim,asataleistoldintheinglenookonanevenofYule-tide。 CHAPTER3 TheLadyTellethRalphofthePastDaysofHerLife“Nowshaltthouhearofmesomewhatmorethanthearrasandthebookcouldtellthee;andyetnotall,fortimewouldfailustherefor—— andmoreovermyheartwouldfailme。IcannottellwhereIwasbornnorofwhatlineage,norofwhoweremyfatherandmother; forthisIhaveknownnotofmyself,norhasanytoldme。 ButwhenIfirstrememberanything,Iwasplayingaboutagarden,whereinwasalittlehousebuiltoftimberandthatchedwithreed,andthegreattreesoftheforestwereallaboutthegardensaveforalittlecroftwhichwasgrownoverwithhighgrassandanothersomewhatbigger,whereinweregoats。Therewasawomanatthedoorofthehouseandshespinning,yetcladinglitteringraiment,andwithjewelsonherneckandfingers;thiswasthefirstthingthatIremember,butallasitwereamatterofeveryday,anduseandwont,asitgoeswiththememoriesofchildren。 OfsuchmattersIwillnottelltheeatlarge,forthouknowesthowitwillbe。Nowthewoman,whoaslcametoknowwasneitheroldnoryounginthosedays,butofmiddleage,Icalledmother;butnowIknowthatshewasnotmymother。 Shewashardandsternwithme,butneverbeatmeinthosedays,savetomakemedowhatIwouldnothavedoneunbeaten;andastomeatIateanddrankwhatIcouldget,asshedid,andindeedwaswell-fedwithsimplemeatsasthoumayestsupposefromtheaspectofmeto-day。Butasshewasnotfiercebutrathersourtomeinherdailywontinmyyoungestdayssoalsoshewasnevertender,oreverkissedmeorcaressedme,foraslittleasIwas。 AndIlovedhernaught,nordiditevercomeintomymindthatI shouldloveher,thoughIlovedawhitegoatofoursanddeemeditdearandlovely;andafterwardsotherthingsalsothatcametomefromtimetotime,asasquirrelthatIsavedfromaweasel,andajackdawthatfellfromatallash-treenighourhousebeforehehadlearnedhowtofly,andahouse-mousethatwouldrunupanddownmyhandandarm,andothersuch-likethings; andshortlyImaysaythatthewildthings,eventotheconiesandfawnslovedme,andhadbutlittlefearofme,andmademehappy,andIlovedthem。 “Further,asIgrewup,thewomansetmetodosuchworkasI hadstrengthforasneedswas;fortherewasnomandweltanighusandseldomdidIeverseemanorwomanthere,andheldnoconversewithany,saveasIshalltelltheepresently: thoughnowandagainamanorawomanpassedby;whattheywereI knewnot,northeirwhenceandwhither,butbyseeingthemIcametoknowthattherewereotherfolkintheworldbesidesustwo。 NoughtelseIknewsavehowtospin,andtotendourgoatsandmilkthem,andtosetsnaresforbirdsandsmalldeer: thoughwhenIhadcaughtthem,itirkedmesoretokillthem,andIhadletthemgoagainhadInotfearedthecarline。 EverydayearlyIwasputforthfromthehouseandgarth,andforbiddentogobackthithertilldusk。Whilethedayswerelongandthegrasswasgrowing,Ihadtoleadourgoatstopastureinthewood-lawns,andmusttakewithmerockandspindle,andspinsomuchofflaxorhairasthewomangaveme,orbebeaten。 Butwhenthewintercameandthesnowwasontheground,thenthatwatchingandsnaringofwildthingswasmybusiness。 “AtlastonedayoflatesummerwhenI,nowofsomefifteensummers,waspasturingthegoatsnotfarfromthehouse,theskydarkened,andtherecameupsogreatastormofthunderandlightning,andhugedriftofrain,thatIwasafraid,andbeingsoneartothehouse,Ihastenedthither,drivingthegoats,andwhenIhadtetheredthemintheshedofthecroft,Icrepttremblinguptothehouse,andwhenI wasatthedoor,heardtheclackoftheloomintheweaving-chamber,anddeemedthatthewomanwasweavingthere,butwhenIlooked,beholdtherewasnooneonthebench,thoughtheshuttlewasflyingfromsidetoside,andtheshedopeningandchanging,andthesleycominghomeindueorder。TherewithalIheardasoundasofonesingingasonginalowvoice,butthewordsIcouldnotunderstand: