第25章

类别:其他 作者:William Morris字数:5261更新时间:18/12/21 17:26:42
thenterrorseizedonmyheart,butIsteppedoverthethreshold,andasthedoorofthechamberwasopen,Ilookedasideandsawthereinthewomansittingstarknakedonthefloorwithagreatopenbookbeforeher,anditwasfromhermouththatthesongwascoming: grimshelooked,andawful,forshewasabigwoman,black-hairedandsternofaspectinherdailywont,speakingtomeasfewwordsasmightbe,andthoseharshenough,yeaharsherthanwhenIwasbutlittle。 Istoodforonemomentafraidbeyondmeasure,thoughthewomandidnotlookatme,andIhopedshehadnotseenme;thenIranbackintothestorm,thoughitwasnowwilderthanever,andranandhidmyselfinthethicketofthewood,half-deadwithfear,andwonderingwhatwouldbecomeofme。 Butfindingthatnoonefollowedafterme,Igrewcalmer,andthestormalsodrewoff,andthesunshoneoutalittlebeforehissetting: soIsatandspun,withfearinmyheart,tillIhadfinishedmytaleofthread,andwhenduskcame,stolebackagaintothehouse,thoughmylegswouldscarcebearmeoverthethresholdintothechamber。 “Theresatthewomaninherrichattirenootherwisethanherwont,nordidshesayaughttome;butlookedattheyarnthatIhadspun,toseethatIhaddonemytask,andnoddedsternlytomeasherwontwas,andlwenttobedamongstmygoatsasIwasusedtodo,butsleptnottilltowardsmorning,andthenimagesofdreadfulthings,andofmiseriesthatImaynottelltheeof,mingledwithmysleepforlong。 “SoIawokeandatemymeatanddrankofthegoats’milkwithaheavyheart,andthenwentintothehouse;andwhenIcameintothechamberthewomanlookedatme,andcontrarytoherwontspoketome,andI shookwithterrorathervoice;thoughshesaidnaughtbutthis: ’Gofetchthywhitegoatandcomebacktometherewith。’ Ididso,andfollowedafterher,sickwithfear;andsheledmethroughthewoodintoalawnwhichIknewwell,roundwhichwasawall,asitwere,ofgreatyewtrees,andamidst,atableofstone,madeoffouruprightsandagreatstoneplankonthetopofthem; andthiswastheonlythinginallthewoodwhereinIwasusedtowanderwhichwasofman’shandiwork,saveandexceptourhouse,andtheshedsandfencesaboutit。 “Thewomanstayedandleanedagainstthisstoneworkandsaidtome: ’Goaboutnowandgatherdrysticksforafire。’Idurstdonaughtelse,andsaidtomyselfthatIshouldbewhippedifI weretardy,though,forsooth,Ithoughtshewasgoingtokillme; andIbroughtherabundle,andshesaid,’Fetchmore。’ AndwhenIhadbroughthersevenbundles,shesaid:’Itisenough: standoveragainstmeandhearken。’SoIstoodtherequaking; formyfear,whichhadsomewhatabatedwhileIwenttoandfroafterthewood,nowcamebackuponmetenfold。 “Shesaid:’ItwerethyduethatIshouldslaytheehereandnow,asthouslayestthepartridgeswhichthoutakestinthyspringes: butforcertaincausesIwillnotslaythee。Again,itwerenomorethanthyearningswereItotormenttheetillthoushouldstcryoutfordeathtodelivertheefromtheanguish; andifthouwertawomangrown,evensowouldIdealwiththee。 Butthouartyetbutachild,thereforeIwillkeeptheetoseewhatshallbefallbetwixtus。YetmustIdosomewhattogrievethee,andmoreoversomethingmustbeslainandoffereduphereonthisaltar,lestallcometonaught,boththouandI,andthatwhichwehavetodo。 Holdthywhitegoatnow,whichthoulovestmorethanaughtelse,thatImayreddentheeandmeandthisaltarwiththebloodthereof。’ “Idurstdonaughtbutobeyher,andIheldthepoorbeast,thatlickedmyhandsandbleatedforloveofme: andnowsincemyterrorandthefearofdeathwaslessenedatherwords,Iweptsoreformydearfriend。 “Butthewomandrewastrongsharpknifefromhergirdleandcutthebeast’sthroat,anddippedherfingersinthebloodandreddenedbothherselfandmeonthebreast,andthehands,andthefeet;andthensheturnedtothealtarandsmotebloodupontheuprights,andthefaceofthestoneplank。 Thenshebademehelpher,andwelaidthesevenfaggotsonthealter,andlaidthecarcaseofthegoatuponthem: andshemadefire,butIsawnothow,andsetittothewood,andwhenitbegantoblazeshestoodbeforeitwithherarmsoutspread,andsangloudandhoarsetoastrangetune; andthoughIknewnotthewordsofhersong,itfilledmewithdread,sothatIcastmyselfdownonthegroundandhidmyfaceinthegrass。 “Soshewentontillthebeastwasallburnedupandthefirebecamenaughtbutredembers,andthensheceasedhersongandsankdownuponthegrass,andlaidherheadbackandsofellasleep; butIdurstnotmovefromtheplace,butcoweredinthegrassthere,Iknownothowlong,tillshearoseandcametome,andsmotemewithherfootandcried:’Riseup,fool!whatharmhastthou? Gomilkthygoatsandleadthemtopasture。’Andtherewithshestrodeawayhome,notheedingme。 “Asforme,Iaroseanddealtwithmygoatsasshebademe; andpresentlyIwasgladthatIhadnotbeenslain,yetthenceforthwasthejoyofmylifethatIhadhadamongstmygoatsmarredwithfear,andthesoundsofthewoodlandcametomemingledwithterror;andIwassoreafraidwhenIenteredthehouseinthemorningandtheevening,andwhenIlookedonthefaceofthewoman;thoughshewasnohardertomethanheretofore,butmaybesomewhatsofter。 “Soworetheautumn,andwintercame,andIfaredasI waswont,settingspringesforfowlandsmall-deer。Andforalltheroughnessoftheseason,atthattimeitpleasedmebetterthantheleafydays,becauseIhadlessmemorythenofthesharpnessofmyfearonthatdayofthealtar。 NowonedayasIwentunderthesnow-ladentrees,Isawsomethingbrightandbiglyingontheground,anddrawingnearerIsawthatitwassomechildofman:soIstoppedandcriedout,’Awakeandarise,lestdeathcomeontheeinthisbittercold,’ Butitstirrednot;soIpluckedupheartandcameuptoit,andlo!awomancladinfairraimentofscarletandfur,andIkneltdownbyhertoseeifImighthelpher; butwhenItouchedherIfoundhercoldandstiff,anddead,thoughshehadnotbeendeadlong,fornosnowhadfallenonher。 Itstillwantedmorethananhouroftwilight,andIbynomeansdurstgohometillnightfall;soIsatonthereandwatchedher,andputthehoodfromherfaceandtheglovesfromherhands,andIdeemedheragoodlyandlovelything,andwassorrythatshewasnotalive,andIweptforher,andformyselfalso,thatIhadlostherfellowship。 SowhenIcamebacktothehouseatdarkwiththevenison,Iknewnotwhethertotellmymistressandtyrantconcerningthismatter;butshelookedonmeandsaidatonce: ’Wertthougoingtotellmeofsomethingthatthouhastseen?’ SoItoldherall,evenasitwas,andshesaidtome: ’Hastthoutakenaughtfromthecorpse?’’Nay,’saidI。’ThenmustIhasten,’shesaid,’andbebeforethewolves。’ Therewithshetookabrandfromthefire,andbademebearonealsoandleadher:sodidIeasilyenough,forthemoonwasup,andwhatwithmoonandsnow,itwaswellnighasbrightastheday。 Sowhenwecametothedeadwoman,mymistresskneeleddownbyherandundidthecollarofhercloak,whichIhadnottouched,andtooksomethingfromherneckswiftly,andyetI,whowasholdingthetorch,sawthatitwasanecklaceofbluestonesandgreen,withgoldbetween——Yea,dearChampion,likeuntothineasonepeascodistoanother。”quothshe。 AndtherewiththedistressfulnessofherfacewhichhadwornRalph’sheartwhileshehadbeentellinghertalechanged,andshecame,asitwere,intohernewlifeandtheloveofhimagain,andshekissedhimandlaidhercheektohisandhekissedhermouth。 Andthenshefetchedasigh,andbeganwithherstoryagain。 “Mymistresstookthenecklaceandputitinherpouch,andsaidastoherself:’Here,then,isanotherseekerwhohathnotfound,unlessoneshoulddigapitforherherewhenthethawcomes,andcallittheWellattheWorld’sEnd: belikeitwillbeforherashelpfulastherealone。’ Thensheturnedtomeandsaid:’Dothouwiththerestwhatthouwilt,’andtherewithshewentbackhastilytothehouse。 Butasforme,Iwentbackalso,andfoundapickandamattockinthegoat-house,andcamebackinthemoonlightandscrapedthesnowaway,anddugapit,andburiedthepoordamseltherewithallhergear。 “WorethewinterthencewithnaughtthatIneedtellof,onlyIthoughtmuchofthewordsthatmymistresshadspoken。 Springcameandwent,andsummeralso,wellnightidingless。 ButonedayasIdravethegoatsfromourhousetherecamefromthewoodfourmen,a-horsebackandweaponed,butsocoveredwiththeirarmourthatImightseelittleoftheirfaces。 Theyrodepastmetoourhouse,andspakenottome,thoughtheylookedhardatme;butastheywentpastIheardonesay: ’IfshemightbutbeourguidetotheWellattheWorld’sEnd!’ Idurstnottarrytospeakwiththem,butasIlookedovermyshoulderIsawthemtalkingtomymistressinthedoor; butmeseemedshewascladbutinpoorhomespunclothinsteadofherrichapparel,andIamfar-sightedandclear-sighted。Afterthistheautumnandwinterthatfolloweditpassedawaytidingless。 CHAPTER4 TheLadyTellsofHerDeliverance“NowIhadoutgrownmyoldfear,andnotmuchbefelltoquickenit: andeverIwasasmuchoutofthehouseasIcouldbe。 Butaboutthistimemymistress,frombeingkindertomethanbefore,begantogrowharder,andofttimesusedmecruelly:butofherdeedstome,myfriend,thoushaltaskmenomorethanItellthee。 OnadayofMay-tideIfaredabroadwithmygoats,andwentfarwiththem,furtherfromthehousethanIhadbeenasyet。 Thedaywasthefairestoftheyear,andIrejoicedinit,andfeltasifsomeexceedinggreatgoodwereabouttobefallme; andtheburdenoffearsseemedtohavefallenfromme。 SoIwenttillIcametoalittleflowerydell,besetwithblossomingwhitethornsandwithafairstreamrunningthroughit; aplacesomewhatliketothis,savethatthestreamtherewasbigger。 Andthesunwashotaboutnoontide,soIdidoffmyraiment,whichwasroughandpoor,andmoremeetforwinterthanMay-tide,andIenteredapooloftheclearwater,andbathedmeandsportedtherein,smellingthesweetscentofthewhitethornsandhearkeningtothesongofthemanybirds;andwhenIcameforthfromthewater,theairwassosoftandsweettome,andtheflowerygrasssokindtomyfeet,andtheMay-bloomsfelluponmyshoulders,thatIwaslothtodoonmyroughraimenthastily,andwithalIlookedtoseenochildofmaninthatwilderness: soIsportedmyselftherealongwhile,andmilkedagoatanddrankofthemilk,andcrownedmyselfwithwhite-thornandhare-bells; andheldtheblossomsinmyhand,andfeltthatIalsohadsomemightinme,andthatIshouldnotbeathrallofthatsorceressforever。 Andthatday,myfriend,belikewasthespring-tideofthelifeandthelovethatthouholdestinthykindarms。 “ButasIabodethusinthatfairplace,andhadjusttakenmyrockandspindleinhandthatImightgoonwithmytaskandgiveaslittleoccasionasImightformymistresstochastiseme,Ilookedupandsawachildofmancomingdownthesideofthelittledaletowardsme,soIsprangup,andrantomyraimentandcastthemonmehastily,forIwasashamed;andwhenIsawthatitwasawoman,Ithoughtatfirstthatitwasmymistresscomingtoseekme; andIthoughtwithinmyselfthatifshesmotemeIwouldbearitnomore,butletitbeseenwhichofthetwainwasthemightier。 ButIlookedagainandsawthatitwasnotshebutawomansmallerandolder。SoIstoodwhereIwasandabodehercoming,smilingandunafraid,andhalf-clad。 “ShedrewnearandIsawthatitwasanoldwomangreyhaired,uncomelyofraiment,butwithshiningbrighteyesinherwrinkledface。 Andshemadeanobeisancetomeandsaid:’IwaspassingthroughthislonelywildernessandIlookeddownintothelittlevalleyandsawthesegoatsthereandthelovelyladylyingnakedamongstthem,andIsaidIamtoooldtobeafraidofaught;forifshebeagoddesscomebackagainfromyoreagone,shecanbutmakeanendofapooroldcarline,agangrelbody,whohathnojoyofherlifenow。 Andifshebeofthedaughtersofmen,shewillbelikemethinkherofhermother,andbekindtomeforhersake,andgivemeapieceofbreadandadraughtofhergoats’milk。’