第26章

类别:其他 作者:William Morris字数:5549更新时间:18/12/21 17:26:42
“Ispakehastily,forIwasashamedofherwords,thoughIonlyhalfunderstoodthem:’Iheartheeanddeemthatthoumockestme: Ihaveneverknownamother;Iambutapoorthrall,agoatherddwellingwithamistressinanookofthiswildwood: Ihaveneverapieceofbread;butastothegoats’milk,thatthoushalthaveatonce。’SoIcalledoneofmygoatstome,forIknewthemall,andmilkedherintoawoodenbowlthatI carriedslungaboutme,andgavetheoldwomantodrink: andshekissedmyhandanddrankandspakeagain,butnolongerinawhiningvoice,likeabeggarbiddingalmsinthestreet,butfrankandfree。 “’Damsel,’shesaid,’nowIseethatthysoulgoeswiththybody,andthatthouartkindandproudatonce。Andwhateverthouart,itisnomocktosayofthee,thatthouartasfairasthefairest; andIthinkthatthiswillfollowthee,thathenceforthnomanwhoseeththeeoncewillforgettheeever,orceasetolongforthee: ofasuretythisistheyweird。NowIseethatthouknowestnomoreoftheworldanditswaysthanoneofthehindsthatruninthesewoods。 Soifthouwilt,Iwillsitdownbytheeandtelltheemuchthatshallavailthee;andthouinthyturnshalttellmeallthetaleconcerningthydwellingandthyservice,andthelike。’ “Isaid,Imaynot,Idurstnot;Iserveamightymistress,andshewouldslaymeifsheknewthatIhadspokentothee; andwoe’sme!Ifearthatevennowshewillnotfailtoknowit。 Departinpeace。” “’Nay,’shesaid,’thouneedestnottellme,forIhaveaninklingofherandherways:butIwillgivetheewisdom,andnotsellittheeataprice。 Sitdownthen,fairchild,onthisflowerygrass,andIwillsitbesidetheeandtelltheeofmanythingsworththineheeding。’ Sotherewesatawhile,andingoodsoothshetoldmemuchoftheworldwhichIhadnotyetseen,ofitsfairnessanditsfoulness; oflifeanddeath,anddesireanddisappointment,anddespair; sothatwhenshehaddone,ifIwerewiserthanerst,Iwasperchancelittlemorejoyous;andyetIsaidtomyselfthatcomewhatwouldI wouldbeapartofallthat。 “Butatlastshesaid:’Lothedayiswaning,andthouhasttwothingstodo;eithertogohometothymistressatonce,orfleeawayfromherbythewaythatIshallshowthee;andifthouwiltberuledbyme,andcanstbearthythralldomyetalittlewhilethouwiltnotfleeatonce,butabidetillthouhastseenmeagain。 Andsinceitisherethatthouhastmetme,heremaystthoumeetmeagain; forthedaysarelongnow,andthoumaysteasilywinthywayhitherbeforenoononanyday。’ “SoItiedmygoatskinshoestomyfeet,anddravemygoatstogether,andwewentuptogetheroutofthedale,andwereinthewide-spreadingplainofthewaste;andthecarlinesaid: ’Dostthouknowthequartersoftheheavenbythesun?’ ’Yea,’saidI。’Then,’quothshe,’whensothoudesiresttodepartandcomeintotheworldoffolkthatIhavetoldtheeof,setthyfacealittlenorthofwest,andthoushaltfallinwithsomethingorsomebodybeforelong;butbespeedyonthatdayasthouartlight-footed,andmakeallthewaythoucanstbeforethymistresscomestoknowofthydeparture; fornotlightlywillanyoneletloosesuchathrallasthou。’ “Ithankedher,andshewentherwaysoverthewaste,Iwottednotwhither,andIdravemygoatshomeasspeedilyasImight;themistressmeddlednotwithmebywordordeed,thoughIwasshortofmyduetaleofyarn。 ThenextdayIlongedsoretogotothedaleandmeetthecarlinebutdurstnot,andthenextdayIfaredinlikeways;butthethirddayIlongedsotogo,thatmyfeetmustneedstakemethere,whatsoevermightbefall。 AndwhenIhadbeeninthedalealittle,thithercamethecarline,andsatdownbymeandfelltoteachingmewisdom,andshowedmelettersandtoldmewhattheywere,andIlearnedlikealittleladinthechorister’sschool。 “ThereafterImasteredmyfearofmymistressandwenttothatdaledaybyday,andlearnedofthecarline; thoughatwhilesIwonderedwhenmymistresswouldletlooseherfuryuponme;forIcalledtomindthethreatshehadmadetomeonthedaywhensheofferedupmywhitegoat。 AndImadeupmymindtothis,thatifshefelluponmewithdeadlyintentIwoulddomybesttoslayherbeforesheshouldslayme。 Butsoitwas,thatnowagainsheheldherhandfrommybody,andscarcecastawordatmeever,butgloomedatme,andfaredasifhatredofmehadgrowngreatinherheart。 “Sothedayswentby,andmyfeethadwornapaththroughthewildernesstotheDaleofLore,andMayhadmeltedintoJune,andthelatterdaysofJunewerecome。AndonMidsummerDayIwentmywaystothedaleaccordingtomywont,when,asIasdrivingonmygoatshastilyIsawabrightthingcomingovertheheathtowardme,andIwentonmywaytomeetit,forIhadnofearnow,exceptwhatfearofmymistresslingeredinmyheart;nay,IlookedthateverythingIsawofnewshouldaddsomejoytomyheart。 SopresentlyIsawthatitwasaweaponedmanridingawhitehorse,andanonhehadcomeuptomeanddrawnreinbeforeme。 Iwonderedexceedinglyatbeholdinghimandtheheartleapedwithinmeathisbeauty;forthoughthecarlinehadtoldmeofthelovelinessofthesonsofmen,thatwasbutwordsandIknewnotwhattheymeant; andtheothersthatIhadseenwerenotyoungmenorgoodly,andthoselast,asItoldthee,Icouldscarceseetheirfaces。 “AndthisonewasevenfairerthanthedeadwomanthatIhadburied,whosefacewaswornwithtoilandtrouble,asnowIcalledtomind。 Hewascladinbrightshiningarmourwithagaysurcoatofgreen,embroideredwithflowersoverit;hehadalightsalletonhishead,andtheyellowlocksofhishairfloweddownfromunder,andfellonhisshoulders:hisfacewasasbeardlessasthine,dearfriend,butnotclearbrownliketothinebutwhiteandredlikeablossom。” Ralphspakeandsaid:“Belikeitwasawoman;“andhisvoicesoundedloudinthequietplace。Shesmiledonhimandkissedhischeek,andsaid:“Nay,nay,dearChampion,itisnotso。 Godresthissoul!manyayearhehasbeendead。” SaidRalph:“Manyayear!whatmeanestthou?”“Ah!”shesaid,“fearnot!asIamnow,soshallIbefortheemanyayear。 WasnotthyfearthatIshouldvanishawayorchangeintosomethingunsightlyandgruesome?Fearnot,Isay;amInotawoman,andthineown?” Andagainsheflushedbrightred,andhergreyeyeslightened,andshelookedathimallconfusedandshamefaced。 Hetookherfacebetweenhishandsandkissedheroverandover;thenhelethergo,andsaid:“Ihavenofear: goonwiththytale,forthewordsthereofareasthykissestome,andtheembracingofthinehandsandthybody: tellon,Ipraythee。”Shetookhishandinhersandspake,tellinghertaleasbefore。 “Friend,well-belovedforever!Thisfairyoungknightlookedonme,andashelooked,hisfaceflushedasredasminedidevennow。 AndItelltheethatmyheartdancedwithjoyasIlookedonhim,andhespakenotforalittlewhile,andthenhesaid: ’Fairmaiden,canstthoutellmeofanywhowilltellmeawordofthewaytotheWellattheWorld’sEnd?’Isaidtohim,’Nay,Ihaveheardthewordonceandnomore,Iknownottheway: andIamsorrythatIcannotdofortheethatwhichthouwouldest。’ AndthenIspakeagain,andtoldhimthatheshouldbynomeansstopatourhouse,andltoldhimwhatitwaslike,sothathemightgiveitthegoby。Isaid,’Evenifthouhasttoturnbackagain,andfailtofindthethingthouseekest,yetIbeseechtheeridenotintothattrap。’ “Hesatstillonhissaddleawhile,staringatmeandIathim; andthenhethankedme,butwithsobadagrace,thatIwonderedofhimifhewereangry;andthenheshookhisrein,androdeoffbriskly,andIlookedafterhimawhile,andthenwentonmyway; butIhadgonebutashortwhile,whenIheardhorse-hoofsbehindme,andIturnedandlooked,andlo!itwastheknightcomingbackagain。 SoIstayedandabidedhim;andwhenhecameuptome,heleaptfromhishorseandstoodbeforemeandsaid:’Imustneedsseetheeonceagain。’ “Istoodandtrembledbeforehim,andlongedtotouchhim。 Andagainhespake,breathlessly,asonewhohasbeenrunning: ’Imustdepart,forIhaveathingtodothatImustdo; butIlongsorelytotouchthee,andkissthee;yetunlessthoufreelywillestit,Iwillrefrainme。’ThenIlookedathimandsaid,’Iwillitfreely。’Thenhecamecloseuptome,andputhishandonmyshoulderandkissedmycheek; butIkissedhislips,andthenhetookmeinhisarms,andkissedmeandembracedme;andthereinthatplace,andinalittlewhile,welovedeachothersorely。 “Butinawhilehesaidtome:’Imustdepart,forIamasonewhomtheAvengerofBloodfolloweth;andnowIwillgivetheethis,notsomuchasagift,butasatokenthatwehavemetinthewilderness,thouandI。’Therewithheputhishandtohisneck,andtookfromitthisnecklacewhichthouseesthere,andIsawthatitwaslikethatwhichmymistresstookfromtheneckofthedeadwoman。 Andnolessisitliketotheonethatthouwearest,Ralph。 “ItookitinmyhandandweptthatImightnothelphim。 Andhesaid:’Itislittlelikelythatweshallmeetagain; butbythetokenofthiscollarthoumayestwotthatIeverlongfortheetillIdie:forthoughIamaking’sson,thisisthedearestofmypossessions。’Isaid: ’Thouartyoung,andIamyoung;mayhappenweshallmeetagain: butthoushaltknowthatIambutathrall,agoatherd。’ ForIknewbywhattheoldwomantoldmeofsomewhatofthemightinessofthekingsoftheworld。’Yea,’hesaid,andsmiledmostsweetly,’thatiseasytobeseen: yetifIlive,asIthinknottodo,thoushaltsitwheregreatmenshallkneeltothee;notasIkneelnowforlove,andthatImaykissthykneesandthyfeet,butbecausetheyneedsmustworshipthee。’ “Therewithhearosetohisfeetandleaptonhishorse,androdehiswaysspeedily:andIwentuponmywaywithmygoats,andcamedownintotheDaleofLore,andfoundtheoldwomanabidingme; andshecametome,andtookmebythehands,andtouchedthecollar(forIhaddoneitaboutmyneck),andsaid: “’Dearchild,thouneedestnottotellmethytale,forIhaveseenhim。 Butifthoumustneedswearthisnecklace,Imustgivetheeagifttogowithit。Butfirstsitdownbytheoldcarlineawhileandtalkwithher; formeseemethitwillbebutafewdayserethoushaltdepartfromthisuttermostwilderness,andthewoodsbeforethemountains。 “SoIsatdownbyher,andinspiteofherwordItoldherallthathadbefallenbetwixtmeandtheking’sson:formyheartwastoofullthatI mightrefrainme。Shenoddedherheadfromtimetotime,butsaidnaught,tillIhadmadeanend:andthenfelltotellingmeofmanymattersformyavail;butyetaroseearlierthanherwontwas;andwhenwewereaboutsunderingonthepathwhichIhadtroddenabovetheDale,shesaid: ’NowmustIgivetheethatgifttogoalongwiththegiftofthelover,theKing’sson;andIthinkthouwiltfinditofavailbeforemanydaysaregoneby。’Therewithshetookfromherpouchastrongsharpknife,anddrewitfromthesheath,andflasheditintheafternoonsun,andgaveittome;andItookitandlaiditinmybosomandthankedher; forIthoughtthatIunderstoodhermeaning,andhowitwouldavailme。 ThenIwentdrivingmygoatshomespeedily,sothatthesunwasbarelysetwhenIcametothegarth;andagreathorrorratherthanafearofmymistresswasonme;andlo!shestoodinthedoorofthehousegazingdownthegarthandthewoodlandbeyond,asthoughshewerelookingformycoming: andwhenhereyeslightedonme,shescowled,anddrewherlipsbackfromherteethandclenchedherhandswithfury,thoughtherewasnoughtinthem; andshewasatallandstrongwoman,thoughnowgrowingsomewhatold: butasforme,Ihadunsheathedthecarline’sgiftbeforeIcametothegarth,andnowIhelditbehindmybackinmylefthand。 “Ihadstayedmyfeetsomesixpacesfromthethreshold,andmyheartbeatquick,butthesickfearandcoweringhadleftme,thoughthehorrorofhergrewinmyheart。Mygoatshadallgoneoffquietlytotheirhouse,andtherewasnothingbetwixtmeandher。 Inclearingfrommysleevethearmofmewhichheldtheknife,theroughclaspwhichfastenedmyraimenttogetherattheshoulderhadgivenway,andtheclothhadfallenandleftmybosombare,sothatIknewthatthecollarwasclearlytobeseen。Sowestoodamoment,andIhadnowords,butshespakeatlastinahard,snarlingvoice,suchassheoftenestusedtome,butworse。 “’Nowatlastthetimehascomewhenthouartofnomoreusetome;forIcanseetheewhatthouhastgotforthyself。 ButknownowthatthouhastnotyetdrunkoftheWellattheWorld’sEnd,andthatitwillnotavailtheetofleeoutofthiswood;foraslongasIlivethouwiltnotbeabletogetoutofreachofmyhand;andIshalllivelong: Ishalllivelong。Come,then,andgivethyselfuptome,thatImaydealwiththeeasIthreatenedwhenIslewthyfriendthewhitegoat;for,indeed,Iknewthenthatitwouldcometothis。’