第27章

类别:其他 作者:William Morris字数:4744更新时间:18/12/21 17:26:42
“Shehadbuttwiceorthricespokentomesomanywordstogetherasthis; butlansweredneveraword,butstoodwatchingherwarily。 Andofasuddenshegaveforthadreadfulscreamingroar,wherewithallthewoodrangagain,andrushedatme; butmyhandcamefrombehindmyback,andhowitwasIknownot,butshetouchedmenottillthebladehadsunkintoherbreast,andshefellacrossmyfeet,herrighthandclutchingmyraiment。 SoIloosedherfingersfromthecloth,shudderingwithhorrorthewhile,anddrewmyselfawayfromherandstoodalittlealoof,wonderingwhatshouldhappennext。AndindeedIscarcebelievedbutshewouldpresentlyriseupfromthegroundandclutchmeinherhands,andbeginthetormentingofme。Butshemovednomore,andthegrassallaboutherwasreddenedwithherblood; andatlastIgatheredhearttokneeldownbesideher,andfoundthatshenomorebreathedthanoneofthoseconiesorpartridgeswhichIhadbeenusedtoslayforher。 “ThenIstoodandconsideredwhatIshoulddo,andindeedI hadbeenponderingthisallthewayfromtheDalethereto,incaseIshouldescapemymistress。SoIsoonmadeupmymindthatIwouldnotdwellinthathouseevenforonenight; lestmymistressshouldcometomethoughdead,andtormentme。 Iwentintothehousewhileitwasyetlight,andlookedaboutthechamber,andsawthreegreatbookstherelaidonthelectern,butdurstnothavetakenthemevenhadIbeenabletocarrythem; nordurstIeventolookintothem,forfearthatsomespellmightgettoworkinthemiftheywereopened;butIfoundaryeloafwhereofIhadeatensomewhatinthemorning,andanotheruntouched,andhangingtoahornofthelecternIfoundthenecklacewhichmymistresshadtakenfromthedeadwoman。 TheseIputintomyscrip,andastothenecklace,lwilltelltheehowIbestoweditlateron。ThenIsteppedoutintothetwilightwhichwasfairandgolden,andfullfainIwasofit。 ThenIdrovethegoatsoutoftheirhouseandwentmywaytowardstheDaleofLore,andsaidtomyselfthatthecarlinewouldteachmewhatfurthertodo,andIcametherebeforethesummerdarkhadquiteprevailed,andsleptsweetlyandsoftlyamongstmygoatsafterIhadtetheredtheminthebestofthepasture。 YetMoreoftheLady’sStory“Lothou,beloved。”shesaid,“thouhastseenmeinthewildwoodwithlittlegoodquickenedinme:dothnotthineheartsinkatthethoughtofthyloveandthylifegivenovertothekeepingofsuchanone?”Hesmiledinherface,andsaid: “Belikethouhastdoneworsethanallthouhasttoldme: andthesedayspastIhavewonderedoftenwhattherewasinthestorieswhichtheyoftheBurghadagainstthee: yetsoothtosay,theytoldlittleofwhatthouhastdone: nomorebelikethanbeingtheirfoe。”Shesighedandsaid: “Well,hearken;yetshallInottelltheeeverydeedthatI havebeenpartakerin。 “IsatintheDalethatnextdayandwashappy,thoughIlongedtoseethatfairmanagain:soothtosay,sincemymistresswasdead,everythingseemedfairertome,yeaevenmineownface,asIsawitinthepoolsofthestream,thoughwhilesIwonderedwhenIshouldhaveanothermistress,andhowshewoulddealwithme; andeverIsaidIwouldaskthecarlinewhenshecameagaintome。 Butallthatdayshecamenot:nordidImarvelthereat。 Butwhensevendayspassedandstillshecamenot,IfelltowonderingwhatIshoulddo:formybreadwasallgone,andIdurstnotgobacktothehousetofetchmeal;thoughtherewasstoreofitthere。Howbeit,Idrankofthemilkofthegoats,andmadecurdsthereofwiththewoodlandroots,andateofthewood-berrieslikeasthouhastdone,friend,e’ennow。 Anditwaseasierformetofindalivelihoodinthewoodsthanithadbeenformostfolk,sowellasIknewthem。 Soworethedays,andshecamenot,andIbegantothinkthatI shouldseethewisecarlinenomore,asindeedfelloutatthattime; andthedaysbegantohangheavyonmyhands,andIfelltothinkingofthatwaytothewestandthepeopledparts,whereofthecarlinehadtoldme;andwhilesIwentoutoftheDaleandwentawayhitherandthitherthroughthewoods,andsofar,thatthriceIsleptawayoutoftheDale: butIknewthatthepeopledpartswouldbestrangetomeandI fearedtofacethemallalone。 “ThusworethedaystillJulywasonthewane,andonamorningearlyIawokewithunwontedsoundsinmineears;andwhenmyeyeswerefairlyopenIsawamanstandingovermeandawhitehorsecroppingthegrasshardby。Andmyheartwasfullandfain,andIsprangtomyfeetandshowedhimasmilinghappyface,forIsawatoncethatitwasthatfairmancomebackagain。 Butlo!hisfacewaspaleandworn,thoughhelookedkindlyonme,andhesaid:’Omybeloved,Ihavefoundthee,butIamfaintwithhungerandcanspeakbutlittle。’ Andeventherewithhesankdownonthegrass。ButIbestirredmyself,andgavehimmilkofmygoats,andcurdsandberries,andthelifecameintohimagain,andIsatdownbyhimandlaidhisheadinmylap,andhesleptalongwhile;andwhenheawoke(anditwastowardssunset)hekissedmyhandsandmyarms,andsaidtome:’Fairchild,perhapsthouwiltcomewithmenow; andevenifthouartathrallthoumayestfleewithme; formyhorseisstrongandfat,thoughIamweak,forhecanmakehisdinneronthegrass。’ “ThenhelaughedandInoless;butIfedhimwithmypoorvictualagain,andasheateIsaid:’Iamnomistress’sthrallnow;fortheeveningofthedaywhereonIsawtheeIslewher,elsehadsheslainme。’ ’Thesaintsbepraised,’saidhe:’Thouwiltcomewithme,then?’ ’Oyea,’saidI。ThenIfeltshamefacedandIreddened;butIsaid: ’Ihaveabidedheremanydaysforawisewomanwhohathtaughtmemanythings; butwithallhopedthatthouwouldstcomealso。’ “Thenheputhisarmsaboutmyshouldersandlovedmemuch; butatlasthesaid:“YetisitnowanotherthingthanthatwhichIlookedfor,whenItalkedofsettingtheebymeonthegoldenthrone。FornowamIabeatenman;IhavefailedofthatIsought,andsufferedshameandhungerandmanyills。 YeteverIthoughtthatImightfindtheehereorhereby。’ Thenathoughtcameintomymind,andIsaid:’Elsemaybethouhadstfoundwhatthousoughtest,andovercometheevilthings。’ ’Maybe,’hesaid;’itisnowbutalittlematter。’“ “Asforme,Icouldhavenoguessatwhatwerethebetterthingshehadmeantforme,andmyheartwasfullofjoy,andallseemedbetterthanwell。Andwetalkedtogetherlongtillthedaywasgone。 ThenwekissedandembracedeachotherintheDaleofLore,andthedarknessofsummerseemedbutshortforourdelight。” TheLadyTellsSomewhatofHerDoingsAfterSheLefttheWildernessRalphstayedherspeechnow,andsaid:“WhenIaskedoftheeintheLandofAbundance,thereweresomewhoseemedtosaythatthouhastletmoremenlovetheethanone: anditwasatormenttometothinkthatevensoitmightbe。 Butnowwhenthineownmouthtellethmeofoneofthemitirksmelittle。Dostthouthinkitlittle-heartedinme?” “Ofriend。”shesaid,“Iseethatsoitiswiththeethatthouwouldstfindduecauseforlovingme,whateverthoufoundesttrueofme。 OrdostthoudeemthatIwasanotherwomaninthosedays?Nay,Iwasnot: IcanseemyselfstillmyselfallalongthewayIhavegone。” Shewassilentalittle,andthenshesaid:“Fearnot,Iwillgivetheemuchcausetoloveme。ButnowIknowthymindthebetter,IshalltelltheelessofwhatbefellmeafterIleftthewilderness; forwhateverIdidandwhateverIendured,stillitwasalwaysImyselfthatwasthere,anditismethatthoulovest。Moreover,mylifeinthewildernessisastrangerthingtotelltheeofthanmydealingswiththefolk,andwithKingsandBaronsandKnights。 Butthereafterthoushalthearofmewhattalesthouwiltofthesematters,asthedaysandtheyearspassoverourheads。 “Nowonthemorrowwewouldnotdepartatonce,becausetherewehadsomevictual,andtheking’ssonwasnotyetsowellfedasheshouldbe;soweabodeinthatfairplaceanotherday,andthenwewentourwayswestward,accordingtotheredeofthecarline; anditwasmanydaysbeforewegatusoutofthewilderness,andwewereoftenhardputtoitforvictual;whilesIsatbehindmyknighta-horseback,whilesheledthebeastwhileIrodealone,andnotseldomIwentafoot,andthatnowiseslowly,whileherodethewhitehorse,forIwasaslight-footthenasnow。 “AndofthewaywewentIwilltelltheenoughtasnow,becausesureitisthatifwebothlive,thouandIshalltreadthatroadtogether,butwithourfacesturnedtheotherway; foritistheroadfromtheWellattheWorld’sEnd,whereI myselfhavebeen,orelseneverhadthineeyesfallenonme。” Ralphsaid,“EvensomuchIdeemedbyreadinginthebook; yetitwasnottoldclearlythatthouhadstbeenthere。” “Yea。”shesaid,becausethesaidbookwasmadenotbymyfriendsbutmyfoes,andtheywouldhavemendeemthatmylengthofdaysandtheenduranceofmybeautyandnever-dyingyouthofmyheartcamefromevilanddevilishsources; andifthouwilttrustmyworditisnotso,forintheWellattheWorld’sEndisnoevil,butonlytheQuenchingofSorrow,andClearingoftheEyesthattheymaybehold。 Andhowgooditisthattheylookontheenow。Andmoreover,thehistoryofthatbookispartlyfalseofintentionandill-will,andpartlyaconfusedmedleyoftrueandfalse,whichhascomeofmerechance-hap。 “Hearkennow。”shesaid,“tillItelltheeinfewwordwhatbefellmebeforeIcametodrinktheWateroftheWell。 Afterwehadpassedlongdesertsofwoodandheath,andgonethroughlandsexceedingevilandperilous,anddespairedoflifeforthehorrorofthoseplaces,andseennomen,wecameatlastamongstasimplefolkwhodealtkindlywithus,yea,andmore。 Thesefolkseemedtomehappyandofgoodwealth,thoughtomylordtheyseemedpoorandlackingofthegoodsoftheworld。Forsooth,bythattimewelackedmorethanthey,forwewerewornwithcoldandhunger,andhardlife: thoughforme,indeed,happyhadbeenthedaysofmywayfaring,butmylordrememberedthedaysofhisrichesandthekingdomofhisfather,andtheworshipofmightymen,andallthathehadpromisedmeonthehappydaywhenIfirstbeheldhim: sobelikehewasscarcesohappyasIwas。 “Itwasspringtimewhenwecametothatfolk;forwehadwornthroughtheautumnandwinteringettingclearofthewilderness。 Notthatthewaywaslong,asIfoundoutafterwards,butthatwewentastrayinthewoodland,andatlastcameoutofitintoadreadfulstonywastewhichwestrovetocrossthrice,andthriceweredrivenbackintothegreenwoodbythirstandhunger;butthefourthtime,havinggottenusstoreofvictualbymywoodcraft,weoverpasseditandreachedthepeopledcountry。 “Yea,springwasontheearth,aswe,mylordandI,camedownfromthedesolatestonyheaths,andwenthandandhandacrosstheplain,wheremenandwomenofthatfolkwerefeastingroundaboutthesimpleroofsandwoodlandhallswhichtheyhadraisedthere。Thentheylefttheirgamesandsportsandrantous,andwewalkedonquietly,thoughweknewnotwhetherthemeetingwastobefordeathorlife。