第30章

类别:其他 作者:William Morris字数:5106更新时间:18/12/21 17:26:42
notabigwoman,butwellfashionedofbody,andlookingasifshehadoncebeenexceedingdaintyandtrim。Shespake,andagainI seemedtohaveheardhervoicebefore:’Hail,Queen,’shesaid,’itdoesmyheartgoodtoseetheethusinthygloriousestate。’ SoItookhergreeting;butthosetalesofmybeingbutasendingoftheDevilfortheruinofthatlandcameintomymind,andI sentawaythefolkwhoweretherebybeforeIsaidmoretoher。 Thenshespakeagain:’EvensoIguesseditwouldbethatthouwouldstgrowgreatamongstwomen。’ “ButIsaid,’Whatisthis?andwhenhaveIknowntheebefore-time?’ Shesmiledandsaidnaught;andmymindwentbacktothoseolddays,andItrembled,andthefleshcreptuponmybones,lestthisshouldbethecomingbackinanewshapeofmymistresswhomIhadslain。 Butthewomanlaughed,andsaid,asifsheknewmythoughts: ’Nay,itisnotso:thedeadaredead;fearnot:buthastthouforgottentheDaleofLore?’ “’Nay,’saidI,’never;andartthouthenthecarlinethatlearnedmelore? Butifthedeadcomenotback,howdotheoldgrowyoungagain?for’tisascoreofyearssincewetwosatintheDale,andIlongedformanythings。’ “Saidthewoman:’ThedeadmaynotdrinkoftheWellattheWorld’sEnd; yetthelivingmay,eveniftheybeold;andthatblessedwatergiveththemnewmightandchangeththeirblood,andtheyareasyoungfolkforalongwhileagainaftertheyhavedrunken。’ ’Andhastthoudrunken?’saidI。 “’Yea,’shesaid;’butIammindedforanotherdraught。’Isaid: ’Andwhereforehastthoucometome,andwhatshallIgivetothee?’ Shesaid,’Iwilltakenogiftoftheeasnow,forIneeditnot,thoughhereafterImayaskagiftofthee。ButIamtoaskthisofthee,ifthouwiltbemyfellow-farerontheroadthither?’ ’Yea?’saidI,’andleavemyloveandmylord,andmykingshipwhichhehathgivenme?forthisIwilltellthee,thatallthathereisdone,isdonebyme。’ “’GreatisthyKingship,Lady,’saidthewoman,andsmiledwithal。 Thenshesatsilentalittle,andsaid:’Whensixmonthsareworn,itwillbespringtide;Iwillcometotheeinthespringdays,andknowwhatthymindisthen。ButnowImustdepart。’ QuothI:’GladshallIbetotalkwiththeeagain; forthoughthouhastlearnedmemuchofwisdom,yetmuchmoreIneed;yea,asmuchasthefolkheredeemIhavealready。’ ’Thoushalthavenoless,’saidthewoman。Thenshekissedmyhandsandwentherways,andIsatmusingstillforalongwhile: becauseforallmygains,andmylovethatIhadbeenlovedwithal,andthegreatnessthatIhadgotten,therewasasitwereaveilofunhappinesswrappedroundaboutmyheart。 “Soworethemonths,anderethewinterhadcomebefellanevilthing,formylord,whohadlovedmeso,andtakenmeoutofthewilderness,died,andwasgatheredtothefathers,andtherewasIleftalone; fortherewasnofruitofmywombbyhimalive。Myfirst-bornhadbeenslainbythosewretches,andasecondsonthatIborehaddiedofapestilencethatwarandfaminehadbroughtupontheland。 Iwillnotwearthysoulwithwordsaboutmygriefandsorrow: butitistobetoldthatIsatnowinaperilousplace,andyetI mightnotstepdownfromitandabideinthatland,forthenitwasasurething,thatsomeofmyfoeswouldhavelaidhandonmeandbroughtmetojudgmentforbeingbutmyself,andIshouldhaveendedmiserably。 SoIgattomeallthestrengththatImight,andwhereasthereweremanywholovedmestill,someformyownsake,andsomeforthesakeofmylordthatwas,Ienduredingoodhopethatallmydayswerenotdone。 YetIlongedforthecomingoftheTeacherofLore;fornowImadeupmymindthatIwouldgowithher,andseektotheWellattheWorld’sEndforwealandwoe。 “ShecamewhileAprilwasyetyoung:andIneedmakenolongtaleofhowwegatusaway:forwhereasshewaswiseinhiddenlore,itwasnohardmatterforhertogivemeanothersemblancethanmineown,sothatImighthavewalkedaboutthestreetsofourcityfromendtoend,andnonehadknownme。 SoIvanishedawayfrommythroneandmykingdom,andthatnameandfameofawitch-wifeclovetomeonceandforall,andspreadwideaboutthecitiesoffolkandthekingdoms,andmanyarethetalesthathavearisenconcerningme,andbelikesomeofthesethouhastheardtold。” Ralphreddenedandsaid:“Mysoulhasbeenvexedbysomeinklingofthem; butnowitisatrestfromthemforever。” “Mayitbeso!”shesaid:“andnowmytaleiswearingthinforthepresenttime。 “Backagainwentmyfeetoverthewaystheyhadtroddenbefore,thoughtheTeachershortenedtheroadmuchforusbyherwisdom。 Onceagainwhatneedtotelltheeofthesewayswhenthineowneyesshallbeholdthemasthouwendestthembesideme? BeitenoughtosaythatonceagainIcametothatlittlehouseintheuttermostwilderness,andthereoncemorewasthegarthandthegoat-house,andthetreesoftheforestbeyondit,andthewood-lawnsandthestreamsandalltheplacesandthingsthaterstIdeemedImustdwellamongstforever。” SaidRalph:“Anddidthecarlinekeeptrothwiththee? Wasshenotbutluringtheethithertobeherthrall? OrdidthebookthatIreadintheCastleofAbundancebutlieconcerningthee?” “Sheheldhertrothtomeinallwise。”saidtheLady,“andIwasnothrallofhers,butasasister,oritmaybeevenasadaughter; forevertomyeyeswasshetheoldcarlinewholearnedmeloreintheDaleofthewildwood。 “Butnowalongwhile,yearslong,weabodeinthatHouseoftheSorceresserewedurstseekfurthertotheWellattheWorld’sEnd。 Andyetmeseemsthoughtheyearswore,theyworemenoolder; nay,inthefirstdaysatleastIwaxedstrongerofbodyandfairerthanI hadbeenintheKing’sPalaceintheLandoftheTower,asthoughsomeforetasteoftheWellwasthereforusinthelonelinessofthedesert; althoughforsooththeabidingthereamidstthescantinessoflivelihood,andthenakedness,andthetoil,andthetormentofwindandweatherwereasapenanceforthedaysanddeedsofourpastlives。 Whatmoreistosayconcerningourliveshere,savingthis,thatinthosedaysIlearnedyetmorewisdomoftheTeacherofLore,andamidstthatwisdomwasmuchofthatwhichyecallsorcery: astheforeseeingofthingstocome,andthesendingofdreamsorvisions,andcertainothermatters。AndImaytelltheethattheholymanwhocametouslasteven,Isenthimthedreamwhichcametohimdrowsing,andbadehimcometothehelpingofWaltertheBlack:forIknewthatI shouldtakethyhandandfleewiththeethismorninge’enasIhavedone: andIwouldfainhaveagoodleechtoWalterlestheshoulddie,althoughIowehimhatredratherthanlove。Now,myfriend,tellme,isthisanevildeed,anddostthoushrinkfromtheSorceress?” Hestrainedhertohisbosomandkissedhermouth,andthenhesaid:“Yetthouhastneversentadreamtome。” Shelaughedandsaid:“What!hastthouneverdreamedofmesincewemetatthewant-wayoftheWoodPerilous?” “Never。”saidhe。Shestrokedhischeekfondly,andsaid: “Youngartthou,sweetfriend,andsleepestwella-nights。Itwasenoughthatthouthoughtestofmeinthywakinghours。” Thenshewentonwithhertale。 TheLadyMakethanEndofHerTale“Well,myfriend,afterwehadlivedthusalongtime,wesetoutonedaytoseektotheWellattheWorld’sEnd,eachofussignedandmarkedoutforthequestbybearingsuch-likebeadsasthouandIbothbearuponourneckstoday。 OnceagainofallthatbefellusonthatquestIwilltelltheenaughtasnow:becausetothatWellhaveItobringthee: thoughmyself,belike,Ineednotitswatersagain。” QuothRalph:“Andmustthouleadmethyveryself,mayestthounotabideinsomesafeplacemygoingandreturning? Somanyandsoreasthetoilsandperilsofthewaymaybe。” “What!”shesaid,“andhowshallIbesunderedfromtheenowI havefoundthee?Yea,andwhoshallleadthee,thoulovelyboy? Shallitbeamantobewraythee,orawomantobewrayme? Yetneedwenotgotomorrow,mybeloved,norformanydays: sosweetaswearetoeachother。 “Butinthosepastdaysitwasneedsmustwebeginourquestbeforetheburdenofyearswasoverheavyuponus。 Shortlytosayit,wefoundtheWell,anddrankofitswatersafterabundanttoilandperil,asthoumaystwelldeem。 Thenthelifeandthesoulcamebacktous,andthepastyearswereasnaughttous,andmyyouthwasrenewedinme,andIbecameasthouseestmeto-day。Butmyfellowwasasawomanoffortysummersagain,strongandfairasIhadseenherwhenshecameintothegardeninthedaysofmyQueenhood,andthuswereturnedtotheHouseoftheSorceress,andrestedthereforalittlefromourtravelandourjoy。 “Atlast,andthatwasbutsomefiveyearsago,theTeachersaidtome: ’Sister,Ihavelearnedtheeallthatthineheartcantakeofme,andthouartstronginwisdom,andmoreoveragainshallitbewiththee,asItoldoftheelongago,thatnomanshalllookontheethatshallnotlovethee。NowIwillnotseektoseethylifethatiscoming,norwhatthineendshallbe,forthatshouldbelikebegrievoustobothofus;butthisIseeofthee,thatthouwiltnowguidethylifenotasIwill,butasthouwilt;andsincemywayisnotthyway,andthatIseethoushaltnotlongabidealone,nowshallwesunder; forIammindedtogotothemostancientpartsoftheworld,andseekalltheinnermostofwisdomwhilesIyetlive;butwithkingsandchampionsandthecitiesoffolkwillIhavenomoretodo: whilethoushaltnotbeabletorefrainfromthese。SonowI bidtheefarewell。’ “Iweptatherwords,butgainsaidthemnaught,forIwottedthatshespakebutthetruth;soIkissedher,andweparted; shewentherwaysthroughthewildwood,andIabodeattheHouseoftheSorceress,andwaitedonthewearingofthedays。 “Butscarceamonthafterherdeparture,asIstoodbythethresholdonemorningamidstofthegoats,Isawmencomeridingfromoutthewood;soI abodethem,andtheycametothegateofthegarthandtherelighteddownfromtheirhorses,andtheywerethreeincompany;andnooneofthemwasyoung,andonewasold,withwhitelocksflowingdownfromunderhishelm: fortheywereallarmedinknightlyfashion,buttheyhadnaughtbutwhitegaberdinesovertheirhauberks,withnocoat-armourortokenuponthem。 Sotheycamethroughthegarth-gateandIgreetedthemandaskedthemwhattheywould;thentheoldmankneltdownonthegrassbeforemeandsaid: ’IfIwereasyoungasIamoldmyheartwouldfailmeinbeholdingthybeauty:butnowIwillasktheesomewhat:farawaybeyondtheforestweheardrumoursofawomandwellingintheuttermostdesert,whohaddrunkoftheWellattheWorld’sEnd,andwaswisebeyondmeasure。 Nowwehavesetourselvestoseekthatwoman,andifthoubeshe,wewouldaskaquestionofthywisdom。’ “IansweredthatIwasevensuchastheyhadheardof,andbadethemask。 “Saidtheoldman: “’Fiftyyearsago,whenIwasyetbutayoungman,therewasafairwomanwhowasQueenoftheLandoftheTowerandwhomwelovedsorelybecausewehaddwelttogetherwithheramidsttribulationinthedesertandthewildwood:andwearenotofherpeople,butafellowshipoffreemenandchampionshighttheMenoftheDryTree:andwehopedthatshewouldonedaycomebackanddwellwithusandbeourLadyandQueen: andindeedtroubleseemeddrawinganighher,sothatwemighthelpherandshemightbecomeourfellowagain,whenlo!shevanishedawayfromthefolkandnoneknewwhereshewasgone。 ThereforeabandofusoftheDryTreesworeanoathtogethertoseekhertillwefoundher,thatwemightliveanddietogether: butofthatbandofonescoreandone,amIthelastoneleftthatseeketh;fortherestaredead,orsick,ordeparted: andindeedIwastheyoungestofthem。Butforthesetwomen,theyaremysonswhomIhavebredintheknowledgeofthesethingsandinthehopeoffindingtidingsofourLadyandQueen,ifitwerebuttheplacewhereherbodylieth。Thouartwise: