第5章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4110更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
`Didyouhearanybodycallingafterus?’sheasked,lookingupanddowntheroadaffrightedly,theinstantIstopped。 `No,no。IwasonlystruckbythenameofLimmeridgeHouse。IhearditmentionedbysomeCumberlandpeopleafewdayssince。’ `Ah!notmypeople。MrsFairlieisdead;andherhusbandisdead;andtheirlittlegirlmaybemarriedandgoneawaybythistime。Ican’tsaywholivesatLimmeridgenow。Ifanymoreareleftthereofthatname,I onlyknowIlovethemforMrsFairlie’ssake。’ Sheseemedabouttosaymore;butwhileshewasspeaking,wecamewithinviewoftheturnpike,atthetopoftheAvenueRoad。Herhandtightenedroundmyarm,andshelookedanxiouslyatthegatebeforeus。 `Istheturnpikemanlookingout?’sheasked。 Hewasnotlookingout;nooneelsewasneartheplacewhenwepassedthroughthegate。Thesightofthegas-lampsandhousesseemedtoagitateher,andtomakeherimpatient。 `ThisisLondon,’shesaid。`DoyouseeanycarriageIcanget?Iamtiredandfrightened。Iwanttoshutmyselfinandbedrivenaway。’ Iexplainedtoherthatwemustwalkalittlefurthertogettoacab-stand,unlesswewerefortunateenoughtomeetwithanemptyvehicle;andthentriedtoresumethesubjectofCumberland。Itwasuseless。Thatideaofshuttingherselfin,andbeingdrivenaway,hadnowgotfullpossessionofhermind。Shecouldthinkandtalkofnothingelse。 WehadhardlyproceededathirdofthewaydowntheAvenueRoadwhenIsawacabdrawupatahouseafewdoorsbelowus,ontheoppositesideoftheway。Agentlemangotoutandlethimselfinatthegardendoor。 Ihailedthecab,asthedrivermountedtheboxagain。Whenwecrossedtheroad,mycompanion’simpatienceincreasedtosuchanextentthatshealmostforcedmetorun。 `It’ssolate,’shesaid。`Iamonlyinahurrybecauseit’ssolate。’ `Ican’ttakeyou,sir,ifyou’renotgoingtowardsTottenhamCourtRoad,’saidthedrivercivilly,whenIopenedthecabdoor。`Myhorseisdeadbeat,andIcan’tgethimnofurtherthanthestable。’ `Yes,yes。Thatwilldoforme。I’mgoingthatway——I’mgoingthatway。’Shespokewithbreathlesseagerness,andpressedbymeintothecab。 IhadassuredmyselfthatthemanwassoberaswellascivilbeforeIletherenterthevehicle。Andnow,whenshewasseatedinside,Ientreatedhertoletmeseehersetdownsafelyatherdestination。 `No,no,no,’shesaidvehemently。`I’mquitesafe,andquitehappynow。Ifyouareagentleman,rememberyourpromise。LethimdriveontillIstophim。Thankyou——oh!thankyou,thankyou!’ Myhandwasonthecabdoor。Shecaughtitinhers,kissedit,andpusheditaway。Thecabdroveoffatthesamemoment——Istartedintotheroad,withsomevagueideaofstoppingitagain,Ihardlyknewwhy——hesitatedfromdreadoffrighteninganddistressingher——called,atlast,butnotloudlyenoughtoattractthedriver’sattention。Thesoundofthewheelsgrewfainterinthedistance——thecabmeltedintotheblackshadowsontheroad——thewomaninwhitewasgone。 Tenminutesormorehadpassed。Iwasstillonthesamesideoftheway;nowmechanicallywalkingforwardafewpaces;nowstoppingagainabsently。 AtonemomentIfoundmyselfdoubtingtherealityofmyownadventure; atanotherIwasperplexedanddistressedbyanuneasysenseofhavingdonewrong,whichyetleftmeconfusedlyignorantofhowIcouldhavedoneright。IhardlyknewwhereIwasgoing,orwhatImeanttodonext;Iwasconsciousofnothingbuttheconfusionofmyownthoughts,whenIwasabruptlyrecalledtomyself——awakened,Imightalmostsay——bythesoundofrapidlyapproachingwheelsclosebehindme。 Iwasonthedarksideoftheroad,inthethickshadowofsomegardentrees,whenIstoppedtolookround。Ontheoppositeandlightersideoftheway,ashortdistancebelowme,apolicemanwasstrollingalonginthedirectionoftheRegent’sPark。 Thecarriagepassedme——anopenchaisedrivenbytwomen。 `Stop!’criedone。`There’sapoliceman。Let’saskhim-’ Thehorsewasinstantlypulledup,afewyardsbeyondthedarkplacewhereIstood。 `Policeman!’criedthefirstspeaker。`Haveyouseenawomanpassthisway?’ `Whatsortofwoman,sir?’ `Awomaninalavender-colouredgown——’ `No,no,’interposedthesecondman。`Theclotheswegaveherwerefoundonherbed。Shemusthavegoneawayintheclothessheworewhenshecametous。Inwhite,policeman。Awomaninwhite。’ `Ihaven’tseenher,sir。’ `Ifyouoranyofyourmenmeetwiththewoman,stopher,andsendherincarefulkeepingtothataddress。I’llpayallexpenses,andafairrewardintothebargain。’ Thepolicemanlookedatthecardthatwashandeddowntohim。 `Whyarewetostopher,sir?Whathasshedone?’ `Done!ShehasescapedfrommyAsylum。Don’tforget;awomaninwhite。 Driveon。’ [NextChapter][TableofContents]WomaninWhite:Chapter2[TableofContents]Chapter2IV`ShehasescapedfrommyAsylum!’ Icannotsaywithtruththattheterribleinferencewhichthesewordssuggestedflasheduponmelikeanewrevelation。Someofthestrangequestionsputtomebythewomaninwhite,aftermyill-consideredpromisetoleaveherfreetoactasshepleased,hadsuggestedtheconclusioneitherthatshewasnaturallyflightyandunsettled,orthatsomerecentshockofterrorhaddisturbedthebalanceofherfaculties。ButtheideaofabsoluteinsanitywhichweallassociatewiththeverynameofanAsylum,had,Icanhonestlydeclare,neveroccurredtome,inconnectionwithher。Ihadseennothing,inherlanguageorheractions,tojustifyitatthetime;andevenwiththenewlightthrownonherbythewordswhichthestrangerhadaddressedtothepoliceman,Icouldseenothingtojustifyitnow。 WhathadIdone?Assistedthevictimofthemosthorribleofallfalseimprisonmentstoescape;orcastlooseonthewideworldofLondonanunfortunatecreature,whoseactionsitwasmyduty,andeveryman’sduty,mercifullytocontrol?Iturnedsickatheartwhenthequestionoccurredtome,andwhenIfeltself-reproachfullythatitwasaskedtoolate。 Inthedisturbedstateofmymind,itwasuselesstothinkofgoingtobed,whenIatlastgotbacktomychambersinClement’sInn。BeforemanyhourselapseditwouldbenecessarytostartonmyjourneytoCumberland。 Isatdownandtried,firsttosketch,thentoread——butthewomaninwhitegotbetweenmeandmypencil,betweenmeandmybook。Hadtheforlorncreaturecometoanyharm?Thatwasmyfirstthought,thoughIshrankselfishlyfromconfrontingit。Otherthoughtsfollowed,onwhichitwaslessharrowingtodwell。Wherehadshestoppedthecab?Whathadbecomeofhernow?Hadshebeentracedandcapturedbythemeninthechaise?Orwasshestillcapableofcontrollingherownactions;andwerewetwofollowingourwidelypartedroadstowardsonepointinthemysteriousfuture,atwhichweweretomeetoncemore? Itwasareliefwhenthehourcametolockmydoor,tohidfarewelltoLondonpursuits,Londonpupils,andLondonfriends,andtobeinmovementagaintowardsnewinterestsandanewlife。Eventhehustleandconfusionattherailwayterminus,sowearisomeandbewilderingatothertimes,rousedmeanddidmegood。 MytravellinginstructionsdirectedmetogotoCarlisle,andthentodivergebyabranchrailwaywhichraninthedirectionofthecoast。Asamisfortunetobeginwith,ourenginebrokedownbetweenLancasterandCarlisle。Thedelayoccasionedbythisaccidentcausedmetobetoolateforthebranchtrain,bywhichIwastohavegoneonimmediately。Ihadtowaitsomehours;andwhenalatertrainfinallydepositedmeattheneareststationtoLimmeridgeHouse,itwaspastten,andthenightwassodarkthatIcouldhardlyseemywaytothepony-chaisewhichMrFairliehadorderedtobeinwaitingforme。 Thedriverwasevidentlydiscomposedbythelatenessofmyarrival。 HewasinthatstateofhighlyrespectfulsulkinesswhichispeculiartoEnglishservants。Wedroveawayslowlythroughthedarknessinperfectsilence-Theroadswerehad,andthedenseobscurityofthenightincreasedthedifficultyofgettingoverthegroundquickly。Itwas,bymywatch,nearlyanhourandahalffromthetimeofourleavingthestationbeforeIheardthesoundoftheseainthedistance,andthecrunchofourwheelsonasmoothgraveldrive。Wehadpassedonegatebeforeenteringthedrive,andwepassedanotherbeforewedrewupatthehouse。Iwasreceivedbyasolemnman-servantoutoflivery,wasinformedthatthefamilyhadretiredforthenight,andwasthenledintoalargeandloftyroomwheremysupperwasawaitingme,inaforlornmanner,atoneextremityofalonesomemahoganywildernessofdining-table。 Iwastootiredandoutofspiritstoeatordrinkmuch,especiallywiththesolemnservantwaitingonmeaselaboratelyasifasmalldinnerpartyhadarrivedatthehouseinsteadofasolitaryman。InaquarterofanhourIwasreadytobetakenuptomybedchamber。Thesolemnservantconductedmeintoaprettilyfurnishedroom——said,`Breakfastatnineo’clock,sir’——lookedallroundhimtoseethateverythingwasinitsproperplace,andnoiselesslywithdrew。 `WhatshallIseeinmydreamstonight?’Ithoughttomyself,asIputoutthecandle;`thewomaninwhite?ortheunknowninhabitantsofthisCumberlandmansion?’Itwasastrangesensationtobesleepinginthehouse,likeafriendofthefamily,andyetnottoknowoneoftheinmates,evenbysight!VWhenIrosethenextmorninganddrewupmyblind,theseaopenedbeforemejoyouslyunderthebroadAugustsunlight,andthedistantcoastofScotlandfringedthehorizonwithitslinesofmeltingblue。