第7章

类别:其他 作者:Wilkie Collins字数:4576更新时间:18/12/21 17:27:55
IatoncerelatedthecircumstancesunderwhichIhadmetthewomaninwhite,exactlyastheyhadoccurred;andIrepeatedwhatshehadsaidtomeaboutMrsFairlieandLimmeridgeHouse,wordforword。 MissHalcombe’sbrightresoluteeyeslookedeagerlyintomine,fromthebeginningofthenarrativetotheend。Herfaceexpressedvividinterestandastonishment,butnothingmore。ShewasevidentlyasfarfromknowingofanycluetothemysteryasIwasmyself。 `Areyouquitesureofthosewordsreferringtomymother?’sheasked。 `Quitesure,’Ireplied。`Whoevershemaybe,thewomanwasonceatschoolinthevillageofLimmeridge,wastreatedwithespecialkindnessbyMrsFairlie,and,ingratefulremembranceofthatkindness,feelsanaffectionateinterestinallsurvivingmembersofthefamily。SheknewthatMrsFairlieandherhusbandwerebothdead;andshespokeofMissFairlieasiftheyhadknowneachotherwhentheywerechildren。’ `Yousaid,Ithink,thatshedeniedbelongingtothisplace?’ `Yes,shetoldmeshecamefromHampshire。’ `Andyouentirelyfailedtofindouthername?’ `Entirely。’ `Verystrange。Ithinkyouwerequitejustified,MrHartright,ingivingthepoorcreatureherliberty,forsheseemstohavedonenothinginyourpresencetoshowherselfunfittoenjoyit。ButIwishyouhadbeenalittlemoreresoluteaboutfindingouthername。Wemustreallyclearupthismystery,insomeway。YouhadbetternotspeakofityettoMrFairlie,ortomysister。Theyarebothofthem,Iamcertain,quiteasignorantofwhothewomanis,andofwhatherpasthistoryinconnectionwithuscanbe,asIammyself。Buttheyarealso,inwidelydifferentways,rathernervousandsensitive;andyouwouldonlyfidgetoneandalarmtheothertonopurpose。Asformyself,Iamallaflamewithcuriosity,andIdevotemywholeenergiestothebusinessofdiscoveryfromthismoment。Whenmymothercamehere,afterhersecondmarriage,shecertainlyestablishedthevillageschooljustasitexistsatthepresenttime。Buttheoldteachersarealldead,orgoneelsewhere:andnoenlightenmentistobehopedforfromthatquarter。TheonlyotheralternativeIcanthinkof——’ Atthispointwewereinterruptedbytheentranceoftheservant,withamessagefromMrFairlie,intimatingthathewouldbegladtoseeme,assoonasIhaddonebreakfast。 `Waitinthehall,’saidMissHalcombe,answeringtheservantforme,inherquick,readyway。`MrHartrightwillcomeoutdirectly。Iwasabouttosay,’shewenton,addressingmeagain,`thatmysisterandIhavealargecollectionofmymother’sletters,addressedtomyfatherandtohers。Intheabsenceofanyothermeansofgettinginformation,Iwillpassthemorninginlookingovermymother’scorrespondencewithMrFairlie。 HewasfondofLondon,andwasconstantlyawayfromhiscountryhome;andshewasaccustomed,atsuchtimes,towriteandreporttohimhowthingswentonatLimmeridge。Herlettersarefullofreferencestotheschoolinwhichshetooksostronganinterest;andIthinkitmorethanlikelythatImayhavediscoveredsomethingwhenwemeetagain。Theluncheonhouristwo,MrHartright。Ishallhavethepleasureofintroducingyoutomysisterbythattime,andwewilloccupytheafternoonindrivingroundtheneighbourhoodandshowingyouallourpetpointsofview。Tilltwoo’clock,then,farewell。’ Shenoddedtomewiththelivelygrace,thedelightfulrefinementoffamiliarity,whichcharacterisedallthatShedidandallthatshesaid; anddisappearedbyadooratthelowerendoftheroom。Assoonasshehadleftme,Iturnedmystepstowardsthehall,andfollowedtheservant,onmyway,forthefirsttime,tothepresenceofMrFairlie。IVMyconductorledmeupstairsintoapassagewhichtookusbacktothebedchamberinwhichIhadsleptduringthepastnight;andopeningthedoornexttoit,beggedmetolookin。 `Ihavemymaster’sorderstoshowyouyourownsitting-room,sir,’ saidtheman,`andtoinquireifyouapproveofthesituationandthelight。’ Imusthavebeenhardtoplease,indeed,ifIhadnotapprovedoftheroom,andofeverythingaboutit。Thebow-windowlookedoutonthesamelovelyviewwhichIhadadmired,inthemorning,frommybedroom。Thefurniturewastheperfectionofluxuryandbeauty;thetableinthecentrewasbrightwithgailyboundbooks,elegantconveniencesforwriting,andbeautifulflowers;thesecondtable,nearthewindow,wascoveredwithallthenecessarymaterialsformountingwater-colourdrawings,andhadalittleeaselattachedtoit,whichIcouldexpandorfoldupatwill;thewallswerehungwithgailytintedchintz;andthefloorwasspreadwithIndianmattinginmaize-colourandred。Itwastheprettiestandmostluxuriouslittlesitting-roomI hadeverseen;andIadmireditwiththewarmestenthusiasm。 Thesolemnservantwasfartoohighlytrainedtobetraytheslightestsatisfaction。Hebowedwithicydeferencewhenmytermsofeulogywereallexhausted,andsilentlyopenedthedoorformetogooutintothepassageagain。 Weturnedacorner,andenteredalongsecondpassage,ascendedashortflightofstairsattheend,crossedasmallcircularupperhall,andstoppedinfrontofadoorcoveredwithdarkbaize。Theservantopenedthisdoor,andledmeonafewyardstoasecond;openedthatalso,anddisclosedtwocurtainsofpalesea-greensilkhangingbeforeus;raisedoneofthemnoiselessly;softlyutteredthewords,`MrHartright,’andleftme。 Ifoundmyselfinalarge,loftyroom,withamagnificentcarvedceiling,andwithacarpetoverthefloor,sothickandsoftthatitfeltlikepilesofvelvetundermyfeet。Onesideoftheroomwasoccupiedbyalongbookcaseofsomerareinlaidwoodthatwasquitenewtome。Itwasnotmorethansixfeethigh,andthetopwasadornedwithstatuettesinmarble,rangedatregulardistancesonefromtheother。Ontheoppositesidestoodtwoantiquecabinets;andbetweenthem,andabovethem,hungapictureoftheVirginandChild,protectedbyglass,andbearingRaphael’snameonthegilttabletatthebottomoftheframe。Onmyrighthandandonmyleft,asIstoodinsidethedoor,werechiffoniersandlittlestandsinbuhlandmarquetterie,loadedwithfiguresinDresdenchina,withrarevases,ivoryornaments,andtoysandcuriositiesthatsparkledatallpointswithgold,silver,andpreciousstones。Atthelowerendoftheroom,oppositetome,thewindowswereconcealedandthesunlightwastemperedbylargeblindsofthesamepalesea-greencolourasthecurtainsoverthedoor。 Thelightthusproducedwasdeliciouslysoft,mysterious,andsubdued; itfellequallyuponalltheobjectsintheroom;ithelpedtointensifythedeepsilence,andtheairofprofoundseclusionthatpossessedtheplace;anditsurrounded,withanappropriatehaloofrepose,thesolitaryfigureofthemasterofthehouse,leaningback,listlesslycomposed,inalargeeasy-chair,withareading-easelfastenedononeofitsarms,andalittletableontheother。 Ifaman’spersonalappearance,whenheisoutofhisdressing-room,andwhenhehaspassedforty,canbeacceptedasasafeguidetohistimeoflife——whichismorethandoubtful——MrFairlie’sage,whenIsawhim,mighthavebeenreasonablycomputedatoverfiftyandundersixtyyears。Hisbeardlessfacewasthin,worn,andtransparentlypale,butnotwrinkled;hisnosewashighandhooked;hiseyeswereofadimgreyishblue,large,prominent,andratherredroundtherimsoftheeyelids;hishairwasscanty,softtolookat,andofthatlightsandycolourwhichisthelasttodiscloseitsownchangestowardsgrey。Hewasdressedinadarkfrock-coat,ofsomesubstancemuchthinnerthancloth,andinwaistcoatandtrousersofspotlesswhite。Hisfeetwereeffeminatelysmall,andwerecladinbuff-colouredsilkstockings,andlittlewomanishbronze-leatherslippers。Tworingsadornedhiswhitedelicatehands,thevalueofwhichevenmyinexperiencedobservationdetectedtobeallbutpriceless。Uponthewhole,hehadafrail,languidly-fretful,over-refinedlook——somethingsingularlyandunpleasantlydelicateinitsassociationwithaman,and,atthesametime,somethingwhichcouldbynopossibilityhavelookednaturalandappropriateifithadbeentransferredtothepersonalappearanceofawoman。Mymorning’sexperienceofMissHalcombehadpredisposedmetobepleasedwitheverybodyinthehouse;butmysympathiesshutthemselvesupresolutelyatthefirstsightofMrFairlie。 Onapproachingnearertohim,IdiscoveredthathewasnotsoentirelywithoutoccupationasIhadatfirstsupposed。Placedamidtheotherrareandbeautifulobjectsonalargeroundtablenearhim,wasadwarfcabinetinebonyandsilver,containingcoinsofallshapesandsizes,setoutinlittledrawerslinedwithdarkpurplevelvet。Oneofthesedrawerslayonthesmalltableattachedtohischair;andnearitweresometinyjeweller’sbrushes,awash-leather`stump,’andalittlebottleofliquid,allwaitingtobeusedinvariouswaysfortheremovalofanyaccidentalimpuritieswhichmightbediscoveredonthecoins。Hisfrailwhitefingerswerelistlesslytoyingwithsomethingwhichlooked,tomyuninstructedeyes,likeadirtypewtermedalwithraggededges,whenIadvancedwithinarespectfuldistanceofhischair,andstoppedtomakemybow。 `SogladtopossessyouatLimmeridge,MrHartright,’hesaidinaquerulous,croakingvoice,whichcombined,inanythingbutanagreeablemanner,adiscordantlyhightonewithadrowsilylanguidutterance。`Praysitdown。 Anddon’ttroubleyourselftomovethechair,please。Inthewretchedstateofmynerves,movementofanykindisexquisitelypainfultome。Haveyouseenyourstudio?Willitdo?’ `Ihavejustcomefromseeingtheroom,MrFairlie;andIassureyou——’ Hestoppedmeinthemiddleofthesentence,byclosinghiseyes,andholdinguponeofhiswhitehandsimploringly。Ipausedinastonishment; andthecroakingvoicehonouredmewiththisexplanation—— `Prayexcuseme。Butcouldyoucontrivetospeakinalowerkey? Inthewretchedstateofmynerves,loudsoundofanykindisindescribabletorturetome。Youwillpardonaninvalid?Ionlysaytoyouwhatthelamentablestateofmyhealthobligesmetosaytoeverybody。Yes。Andyoureallyliketheroom?’ `Icouldwishfornothingprettierandnothingmorecomfortable,’I answered,droppingmyvoice,andbeginningtodiscoveralreadythatMrFairlie’sselfishaffectationandMrFairlie’swretchednervesmeantoneandthesamething。 `Soglad。Youwillfindyourpositionhere,MrHartright,properlyrecognised。